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i miss my
#husband. LOL#i miss Spectril#you don’t understand how much I crave to hear his voice again or see art#he’s slowly fading away#BAHDHAHDHA no#tales from the stinky dragon#stinkydragonpod#stinky dragon pod#spectril the surreptitious#this post is so stupid#im sorry for the people who see this
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Having the Pool Dream again, handsome?
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#mdzs au#MDZS disco elysium au#[Pain Threshold - Formidable 13]: Endure it.#I am once again putting my brain ramblings on display to give me a bit more time to finish the comic this is based off of#I promise this will make sense in context. Maybe.#Disco AU gives me the opportunity to explore the idea of 'what if wwx and lwj were even *more* neurotic and haunted?'#LWJ absolutely would have repetitive nightmares about wwx with the themes of inevitability and helplessness.#Sometimes its him dying as wwx stands by. Sometimes it is him - unable to move as wwx slowly fades away.#Haunted by the past....Lost to the pale tides of mourning. Welcoming the pain just to feel the memory nearby.#See you all tomorrow for the Real Comic (manifesting it by saying it over and over again)#side note: I think wwx would be a great lifeguard. He would love heckling teens and helping out kids and old folks.#Goofy but takes the health and safety aspect of his job very seriously.#There's gotta be an AU for that out there....right?
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ARCANE SPOILERS !!!!!! but thank u rito and fortiche for making one of my decade long fav characters from this stupid game i like having CANON G/T VISUAL REPRESENTATION OF EMOTIONS AND DYAMICS
and finally being so violently shrunken into a something that can fit inside your palm with ur alleged lover
Riot taking a character I've loved for so long and reconstructing them into the forefront of his transhumanism accidentally making him canonically able to size shift.......
thank u my transgender cyborg freakazoid gets shy and can shrink now
#txt#arcane spoilers#viktor league of legends#viktor arcane#i have some Feelings esp about how arcane handled Viktor feels so abridged to how he is in game now#his new voicelines SUPER smooth over a lot of issues I have though#and its sad seeing the older version basically slowly fade away#but i think he is the same in game in his convictions which sucks arcane didnt convey that BETTER#BUT............. THEY MADE HIM CANONICALL A SIZE SHIFTING TRANSHUMANIST ASCENDED FREAKAZOID CYBORG#so... u win SOME
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Bored and writing again
#something something Wolfwood noticing Vash becoming leaner again; his cheeks not as full as they had been; the grime on his hair and skin#building up; how his chipped nails dig into his arm when Vash g yanks him away from a bullet’s trajectory; how the smell of clean clothes#and decent soap fades so fast until he’s back to sand and dust and some metallic blood and sweat#the eye bags returning; how he is rations was a bit bigger since they last parted and how it slowly slims down to something manageable for#their on the run life again#:(
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@requiodile EXACTLY my thoughts !!!! rei's too old and tired and will probably have to clean the loads outa his butt for the next several hours. yakumo can carry HIMSELF back home after wreaking that kind of destruction
#the tags tho#going thru the bottoms like a checklist#and there rei was. standing in my imagination#i tried dropping yakumo onto him#and he just sidestepped before looking unimpressed at the ground lump#rei's a bard. not a paladin or a soldier#he will have no part in this thing you call Physical Labour#(that does not yield him juicy delicious invigorating essence)#yakumo you gotta take it easier on him#hold him gently like gamburger#rei's right tho#his scolding is actually some very kind and gentle advice (which i'm sure yakumo will understand after his initial mortification)#if you spread out your pentupness amongst all the bottoms#or at least. check in to your body more frequently to avoid disastrous buildups#you won't blow out ol man rei's back the next time you visit him!!#and maybe you'll be able to linger a bit more. do some proper aftercare. not get kicked out as fast.#because rei's cranky from the increased body pains and needs ample alone time to recover HAAHA#i'm laughing at the image of rei immediately kicking yakumo out while they're both still naked#so yakumo is crying and saying sorry while his voice slowly fades from rei's cabin#he's just naked and holding a pile of his clothes and so focused on running away (not inconveniencing rei anymore)#that he doesn't notice how clothesless he is#hobbling down the path in bare feet#his dick hasn't even fully dried yet HAH#yakurei
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If the gang can recognize Monster Clover pretty easily, what would stop Clover parents from recognizing Clover? We're getting that telenovela drama.
im about to ruin the telenovela drama dream for u /j
i think monsters would be more in tune with souls than humans. so even if clover wasn’t immediately recognizable to them, they can feel clovers soul as “weird” “strange” and “familiar”. so even if clover looked completely different, they would be able to tell due to their soul (i imagine each one has a different feeling, like a unique fingerprint for everyone)
HOWEVER. this does mean that clover (and kanako) are off-putting to other monsters. like obviously monsters are extremely kind and most would ignore the feeling and treat them no differently, but they would sense that something is wrong with their souls
#asked and answered#monster clover au#mcau lore#this little idea could also say a lot about chujins soul after he experimented on himself with the human soul#ceroba and kanako feeling something is wrong with his souland its killing him#not just seeing but feeling him fade away slowly#im so nice to these characters <3
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Almost Human/Boo Hoo era.
#aurelio voltaire#goth#goth aesthetic#goth musician#boo hoo#almost human#i love the almost human/boo hoo era cause he's still a fucking twink but you can see it slowly fading away
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watching the US elections in real time is giving me anxiety for the future of the entire world i wish damien were here to hold me and lull me to sleep
#his almost fully tatted arm. around my midriff#please.....#im in tears....#damien haas#smosh#twitch#i know only he can soothe me into believing in better things i just know it#i just hate how he's half the world away from my reach#sorry for being so parasocial i thought my hyperfixation would slowly fade away but damien and his new ink said Nope! HAHA
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this will always be my chiral 5
#rest in peace naitou kun. hes still here but fading away slowly. his time is coming to a close and i am sad#rest in peace chiral april fools#rest in peace chiral cross over events#god speed chiral night rhythm carnival#nitro+chiral
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#okay so i think i haven't told this story to you guys but i've been thinking about it a lot waiting for the surgery day#(oh i guess content warnings for injury and animal death. idk all of this is pretty heavy stuff)#but when this dog was a puppy he broke his leg. quite badly actually#and for the following six months i was Convinced that both he and i had literally DIED#and the world around us just failed to recognize the blazing red Game Over text superimposed over my line of sight#so we - literal zombies still bleeding from our mortal wounds - had to perform the movements of being alive#this got better when the puppy was finally healed#but the flashbacks. the hallucinations. they followed me for years and years and only slowly faded away#and now when the dog is sick again - with something completely unrelated - those are coming back again! what fun!#and i don't know if i've ever been as scared of anything as actually for real losing this dog in a traumatic event#if he just dies this wednesday#like. probably he doesn't. most dogs survive the operation these days they say#but just the small chance of something going wrong#i don't know if i'll survive if he doesn't. how can i keep going if he doesn't#i'm scared you guys. this dog is the literal light of my life#(i was going to name him with the finnish word for light but that didn't stuck in the end. didn't make it any less true)#sussitalk
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everyday is another day that i wonder how Bradley James as King Arthur of Camelot was so good at dying
#man had 9 year old me CONVINCED he was deceased#king arthur#prince arthur#bbc merlin arthur#arthur pendragon#bbc arthur#bradley james#diamond of the day#diamond of the day part 2#bbc merlin#merlin emrys#merlin#i mean c’mon#the slow eye roll that then darts back as he’s jostled only for the light to slowly fade away#mad skill bradders mad skill
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11 and 3 for nedport!
i got excited for a second and then i realised you picked number 3 and :(
...but fine. if you insist >:3
11. what are their first impressions of each other?
ned: oh god please not another one—
port: um who let in the street urchin??
but really, ned would be wary of portugal at first by all accounts. he's already got strong opinions on spain when they meet and this young nation can't handle another toni. he therefore plays it carefully and keeps his mouth shut around the iberian, cards close to his chest. port might be calm and lax on the outside, but ned can see there's more to him than meets the eye. he doesn't want to test him.
meanwhile, port probably looks at ned and is briefly pitiful of this other poor kid toni has dragged home with him, but is not too heavily invested in ned as an individual. still, he first sees ned and labels him quiet and timid. no threat. mild. just... there. he's just a little lost lamb trapped in the lair of an iberian wolf. coitadinho... (shame he couldn't see the future, huh!)
3. which one outlives the other and how do they cope (this hurt to write but...)
ned outlives port.
port is not too surprised as the times draws near and he feels his connection to his land becoming tenuous, weaker, frail... it starts with the grey hairs, the aches in his body that won't go away - that only get worse, rather than get better. it scares him, but he isn't the sort to say what's wrong. he doesn't want to burden anyone with worry. which is why, when ned realises what's happening - why port is quieter, more distant - he is sworn to secrecy.
not that that makes it easier for ned, of course. but he also knows that if their time is destined to become limited, then he will do what he can to keep port happy.
so, they'll go travelling. no explanation is given to anyone who asks beyond, 'we just thought it was time to have a break'. ned and port will revisit old haunts. they'll try new things while doing the things they've loved doing together for years - maybe even centuries. ned will look after port, and port will make sure ned knows exactly what his wishes are for when the time comes.
of course, port can't keep his condition a secrst forever. but ned helps him keep it for as long as he can. then, once the cat is out of the bag, port packs up and moves in with ned (after ned nags him about it for a while). they continue to live. ned does everything in his power to keep port comfortable, and to spend as much time as possible with him. years will go by. the hairs turns more grey, the bones become more brittle. but ned stays. and port will always he grateful.
when the times comes for ned to be on his own again, 'coping' does not come into it for a while. everything feels empty - his home, his life, his soul. he's lost. he's a wreck. he breaks things in roaring tantrums and stays in bed for days on end. really, port would be having a go at him if he were still around, telling him to pick himself up, to stop being so melodramatic (which would be rich coming from him!).
it's only when ned finds himself in the presence of others - toni, arthur - even luciano - that he can start to try and come to terms with it. they have to be there for each other. he can't get through it alone.
the wounds never fully heal. but every year, once a year, he'll take himself on a trip to a place that port loved or would have loved, and he'll find somewhere peaceful and beautiful to sit down and rest so that he can share it with him. because port will never truly leave him. he's always there, watching over ned. he's in every breeze, every sunset, every wave. port will be with him right to the end, and evetually, ned finds peace in that.
[ ship ask game here! ]
#helia answers#hws netherlands#hws portugal#nedport#cake u got me in tears over having to separate them when it's out of their control 😭😭😭#i hope you're happy! because they're sure not! 😭😭😭😭😭#it had to be that way around though#i don't think port would cope at all#i think he'd just slowly fade away himself#i don't think he could be saved in the way that... at least to an extent.. ned could be#or port would just go 'well i've had a good run i suppose' and then he'd .go out to sea and never be seen again :'#either way. thanks? i think? ;')
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whatever you do, dont think abt Linger by the Cranberries but it's Nandor's pov 🥲
#nandermo#wwdits#what we do in the shadows#guillermo de la cruz#nandor#ohhh i thought the world of you~#I thought nothing could go wrong But I was wrong#I was wrong~#when Harvey made that post abt s5 and Linger i obvs thought he ment from Guillermo's pov#but now im like???#its about someone knowing their partner is cheating on them and their relationship is slowly fading away#and they just want them to tear the bandaid off so to speak#instead of draging out this torture of lingering#And I'm in so deep You know I'm such a fool for you You got me wrapped around your finger~#Do you have to let it linger?~
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trying. So hard not to learn another hobby. But I have a whole playlist of songs that I think would make for a great “night at the hotel” asmr 😔
#I really. Really want to make Alastor’s ‘go the f to sleep’ playlist a reality#it would ofc end up the music slowly fading away as he carries you to your room because you fell asleep listening to the radio in the lobby
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Now this story hits too close to home.
#tw: dementia#tw: alzheimer's#god knowing someone you love have dementia and watching them slowly fade away fucking sucks#alice reminds me a lot of my grandad when he had dementia and i haven't thought about him in a long time.#i miss him. he was the only grandparent that I knew/had contact with so i cherish the time i had with him greatly#i didn't expect to get this emotional because of this game. goddamn it#spiritfarer#hep facts#hep plays#hep plays spiritfarer
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#sometimes you play a game thinking it's about breaking and entering#but it's really just a too-accurate pool sim#but the hyper aggressive chiptune jazz chords of the opening jingle are surprising enough that you hang around with it#find out that every single one of the weird looking middle aged men they put in this game is your type#until you read their bios and one's a cop#So you play with the 35 year old from mexico because of the moustache alone#and he's like the second to last guy on the character list#so he proceeds to sink every ball#doing weird curve shots and shit#while this unreasonably tight tune is just blaring#only for it to be cut off by the “well pool's over” jingle#and my character's profile#a face turning away from the camera#to be the everyman#slowly fades to black and white#because I got my ass handed to me#great tune though#goodnight#Youtube
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