#he was like wowww this guy looks like he could Devastate me and leave me in ruins lemme stick around for awhile
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eternally fascinated by the vague implications of "i know how this ends." tommy kinard, what is your damage? who hurt you, you self-saboteur? why were you drawn to buck (impulsiveness incarnate, dripping with wide-eyed eagerness) if you were already braced for heartache, you masochist? why start writing a story if you've already decided it had to end in tragedy? why not walk away the moment buck revealed he had no previous experience with men instead of letting you both get attached, if that was always a source of insecurity and anxiety? why embark in an uncertain journey when you're already scarred and longing for surety? why expose yourself to probable pain when you're so terrified of it? why seek what you fear with that much earnestness?
#he's so unwell i love him <3#he was like wowww this guy looks like he could Devastate me and leave me in ruins lemme stick around for awhile#i think buck should try and fix him idk#unwell man + unwell man = a fully functional adult#tommy kinard#bucktommy#rima.txt
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Mine (D.S.) Part 2
Part one- https://beccagraceseavey.tumblr.com/post/175126139882/mine-ds-part-1 Tag list- @samithepixie @loveherron23 @danieljames1998 @74limelight @imarshmanos
Jessica’s PoV
3 hours later
“GUYS WE MISSED THE PLANE” Daniel screamed, waking me and the rest of the boys up.
“What are you talking about?” I asked.
“Yeah. I set an alarm, and it hasn’t went off yet.” Corbyn said, rubbing his eyes.
“Really? Did you set an alarm? Because it is 10 am! We were supposed to get up at six!” He told Corbyn.
“Crap! I set the alarm for 6PM not AM” Corbyn said, looking at his phone.
“Well there’s nothing we can do now. We might as well go back to sleep.” Jack said, rolling back over. Zach did the same.
“Well we should at least call Ms. Hunt. She’ll know what to do.” Jonah said, shirtless (like all the boys) and making his coffee.
“Jonah’s right. The later we wait, the worse it will get.” I agreed. I called Ms. Hunt on speakerphone.
Hunt- Hello, Jessica? Why are you calling me on the plane? You can get up and talk to me, you know?
Me- Yes, I’m sorry, and I know this is extremely irresponsible of me, but my group didn’t make it on the plane.
Hunt- YOU DIDN’T MAKE IT ON THE PLANE? WHY?!
Me- Our alarm was set for 6PM on accident.
Hunt- Well the airport is shut down because of a terrorist attack. It won’t open for a few weeks.
Me- So what do we do?
Hunt- You guys are old enough to figure out. You didn’t follow directions, and now it’s up to you to do something about it
Me- Yes ma’am.
With that I hung up the phone. I was so nervous and I had no idea what to do. This was the first time I had been left alone without an adult. I knew that we were adults, but I was still scared.
Daniel’s PoV
When Jes hung up the call, she looked really upset. She just covered her face with her hands, and didn’t say anything.
“Jes. Why did you say it was your fault? You were so close to valedictorian!” I asked her.
“That doesn’t matter. I wouldn’t have got it anyway.”
“Why?” I asked her.
“I bombed the Math finals. I got a 34.” She told me. She wasn’t a nerd, and she didn’t act like one, but she had straight A’s since 1st grade. It was because her mom would beat her if she didn’t have straight A’s. I could see how upset she was. I scooted over and held her for what felt like forever. The boys would’ve stopped us, but they knew what was going on.
“I’m really sorry, Jes.” Zach told her.
“Yeah me too.” Jack agreed.
“It’s not your fault.” She told them. I knew that after her phone call with Ms. Hunt, she wouldn’t get valedictorian. Her mom was also going to be extremely angry. She had worked for that her whole life. She was devastated.
Jessica’s PoV
I knew there was nothing I could do about it. I also didn’t want the boys to be upset all day, so, I decided to not think about it. I pryed myself myself out of Daniel’s embrace, and stood up. I wiped my tears with the bottom of my shirt.
“Well we can’t cry all day! We need to get up and figure out how to get out of Iraq.” I said.
Jack’s PoV
I was so confused. Why was she avoiding it? We all knew what was going on. The rumors about her mom leaked in 7th grade. It was okay for her to cry. Also, it was more time for me to sleep. ;)
Daniel’s PoV
I didn’t know why she tried to brush it off. Maybe she didn’t want to think about it.
“Okay guys. We need to get dressed and do something about missing the plane.
“You’re right.” Jessica said.
“Guys! I just had an idea!” Corbyn shouted.
“What is it?” Jonah said.
“Well, I learned how to fly aircraft yesterday.”
“And…? We don’t have anything we can fly to Saudi Arabia in.” I said.
“That reminds me, Dave is leaving for vacation today.” Corbyn said.
“To where. And what can he do about it?” Jes asked.
“Saudi Arabia!!” Corbyn exclaimed. “He could pick us up here and drop us off where our class is!”
“Corbyn, that’s brilliant!” Jessica yelped.
“That could work!” Zach and Jack agreed. Jonah and I nodded.
“I’ll call Dave.” Jonah offered.
“Okay” Corbyn said.
On the Phone
J- Hey, Dave?
D- Hey Jonah, How is the vacay going?
J- Good, until we missed the plane for Saudi Arabia, and all the airlines are down.
D- Oh no! Is there anything I can do to help?
J- You could pick us up here and drop us off at Jeddah, Saudi Arabia.
D- Okay, that works. Test me your location while we are on the phone.
J- Okay (sends location)
D- Alright, we are about two hours from there. We will land at this location (sends location)
J- Okay, we’ll be there. Also, thank you so much! We owe you one.
While Jonah was on the phone, Jessica leaned over to me and said,
“Who’s Dave?”
“He’s our manager.” I told her.
“Ohhh. I forget you’re in a band sometimes.” She said, and we both laughed. When Jonah ended the call, he said
“He’s gonna do it! We have to meet him in two hours, so get your stuff together!”
Jessica’s PoV
“Do I have to look nice?” I asked Daniel.
“Not at all. I’m wearing shorts.
“Well then, me too!” I agreed. He smiled and nodded. When I walked out of the bathroom from changing, Daniel was wearing blue shorts and a hawaiian shirt. Let me just say, he looked GREAT. My jaw dropped. I don’t know why I was so shook, he was just so hot. Corbyn walked by, lifted my mouth up and said,
“Wowww both of you guys are catching flies.” Daniel and I nervously chuckled. I don’t know why he was surprised, I was just wearing his SYRE hoodie and black and grey nike shorts.
Daniel’s PoV
I don’t know what it was, but when Jessica walked out of the bathroom, she looked even prettier than usual. It might have been because she wasn’t wearing makeup, and didn’t have her hair fixed. It might have been because she was wearing my hoodie, that was way to big for her. Or it might have been the way her shorts showed her pretty legs. I wasn’t sure, but I knew I would ask her out today.
1 hour later
Jessica’s PoV
We were walking towards the Why Don’t We private jet. I was in front of Daniel, and we were in the back of the line. I was stepping in the jet, when Daniel grabbed my arm.
“Jessica, wait.” He said. I gave him a confused look.
“I-um-Will you be my girlfriend? I understand if not. I mean only if you want to. I just want to be able to call you mi-” I cut him off by grabbing his face and kissing him. His hands slid down to my waist, and I jumped on him. We couldn’t stop kissing. It was great. I was still on him, when we walked in the jet.
“Guys, get a room.” Jack said.
“Yeah, please.” Zach agreed. Me and Daniel just laughed, still walking to the back of the jet, where we could have a room to ourselves. I trust Daniel, so I wasn’t too worried about what would happen. I knew that he knew I was a christian and he wouldn’t let it go any further than making out. When we got in the back room, I was still hanging onto him. We both fell to the ground, when the jet started flying. I fell on top of him, and that stopped our kissing. When we finally stopped laughing, he said,
“Why do we always end up on the floor when we kiss?” we laughed for a while about the thought of last time and this.
“Hey Daniel?” I say, to get his attention.
“Yes?” He asked, getting off of me, so we could both sit up in the floor.
“I would love to be your girlfriend.” I told him.
“Well then,” he said, standing up and reaching out for my hand, to help me up. “Will you join me to hang out with the boys?”
“Of course!” I said, both of us smiling. We walked back into the room where the boys.
“Eyes off, friends. She is MINE.”
A/N- comment if you want a part 3!
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