#he stalks our tumblrs fs

[sunsetsixx]

HE KNOWS

[yannietarot]

Not a request but is it okay if I can express my emotions? :( I feel safe vibes from u because of ur replies from the people that asks u 😞 Cuz u know how some "readers" get rlly mad from getting hate & the way they address it isn't professional.. BTW I like ur tumblr layout! I used my laptop & I find it very simple yet cute 🥰 (lavender color is my fav!)

I found your channel & out of all the prediction channels I could find, you're one of the few channels that are I guess "honest" & "genuine". Since you showed ur cards and all that... I found these BTS saga for 8 months & I can't escape from it no matter how many times I tried to walk away.

It all started because I've been in a toxic situation in my life (relationship actually) & i used these predictions as my coping mechanism. I regret doing it... I'm currently in a process of healing ❤️‍🩹 These predictions always drains me a lot to the point that I'm becoming a selfish person.

BTS tarot is very interesting and intriguing, I never knew people will do these kinds of stuff lmao. The member that caught my attention was v because of how well developed his overall character was. He definitely change over the course of years and I'm proud of him & the other members :)

I always think to myself if the people who indulge themselves in predictions & the readers who always do readings abt a famous person (especially their FS) never get bored? I mean, some are just repetitive while others are mostly fake ://

That's what I've observed during those months. Idk if these stuff benefits them but for me it rlly doesn’t.. except the part wherein I get to know about "spirituality" "TF" etc.

Though I don't believe in TF since God had already made our souls being independent. I'll think of it as a higher soulmate instead! I'm kinda curious how JK & V got awaken from their TF journey since... JK has a TF thing years ago but V's was so recent!

I always think that he might met someone that is actually his TF cuz, u know.. If you met ur TF in person then u'll get awaken or some sht. Which is like that in V's case cuz wow, it started since April 2021 if I remember it correctly lol

But then if I mentioned it that way I ended up getting hate comments from "spiritual sassaengs" saying that V have never met them! 💀

I used to believe in these predictions not late until I noticed a "pattern" from it that feels fake. So I stop, because new "prediction channels" are spreading some fake readings while the real ones left. So it's rlly hard to find a good tarot reader in youtube (except in tumblr)

Honestly speaking, I'm not referring to u or to all readers, psychics, etc but predictions aren’t always 100% guruantee. No matter how "good" you are, you shouldn’t be proud of it cuz... Why would u be proud of the things that will happen to a person... a literal PERSON!

And saying it to people's faces "Look! See? I was right." uhmm.. I find it creepy ngl. It's like... they've been "anticipating" for these scenarios to happen to THAT person! They have their own life and feelings too :( It's bad

I feel like these tarot prediction-ish stuff is similar to STALKING now! Trying to find all those details is disturbing grrr. Like imagine they been wasting their time while the person they tryna channel are prolly living their best life & having someone by their side.

I might want to vent more but I want to ask for ur consent. Take care as always :)

Good evening/morning/afternoon!

srry for the late reply ahh. I've been very busy in both my life & the readings I need to finish TT P.S For the people who used the ask box but didn't got any reply from me, I'll try to finish these readings first:

1.) JM & JK Career Reading

2.) JM's FS 3.) V's Current Energy

Once I'm done with those, I'll try to accept another request!

Your message is long but I'll try my best to give you the answer you’re hoping for even though I'm not good in giving advices TT 1.) Thank you for liking my layout! haha I find it plain in my opinion! 2.) Awee :( I'm grateful enough that you feel safe in my little corner 🙇‍♀️

3.) Whatever situation you're currently dealing with, you'll be able to overcome it! Don't give up yet and trust the process. Time will heal that is why for now, just enjoy the present and don't stress about the future ☺️ 

It is better to be yourself and not let people pull you down. About your toxic relationship, don't let the past or any bad behaviour patterns you experienced from it haunt you! There's no such thing as right person, wrong time. For me, it is more of a lesson for us. They are their for a reason, making us reflecting our actions and make things right If ever you get into a new one. Apply those lessons you learned from it!

So you won't be able to repeat the same mistake again. Ending a toxic relationship is not the end of the world! lol There are plenty of fishes in the sea that are much better than your previous. It is better to get new hobbies that are refreshing and new. More like getting out of your comfort zone 😁

If you do new things like painting, gardening, cooking, etc. You'll be able to forget about these saga & your toxic situation. Since you've mentioned here that you felt trapped from it. I mean who knows, maybe in the later years, the things you ‘ve never done before might lead you to success someday! 

4.) You shouldn’t be stressing yourself about BTS or any famous person life! It is VERY important to love and give attention to yourself 🤗 The future will reveal itself slowly. And that, I think it is better to be aware that everything they find in these predictions shouldn’t be taken seriously.

5.) That's why as a reader, I find it important to put a disclaimer in every readings I made. Since not everything are set in stone and I agree that tarot, birth chart, psychic or any prediction tools can not predict the whole picture/truth. So it's better to take it as fun yet it is not good to use someone else’s life as our entertainment (I felt guilty about this)

6.) I respect your opinion about twinflames/soulmates in general. Not everyone believes in those stuff anyways. About V's TF, I kinda agree with what you said cause... I had a feeling that he might met that person. Hence the whole V's TF became popular recently. There was a powerful shift from it. That’s why some said that he & TF are aware about their connection 🤷‍♀️ Same case with JK but as always, I may be wrong with my intuition (though I'm not planning in making a reading about it cuz of how tired I am)

7.) And yes, I do agree with your last part haah TT I mean not all readers are like that but some rlly wants to access more infos abt a person. And the future is blurry so it's hard to get the whole truth.

I hope these helps you! And yes, you can vent all you want, I will not judge you :) Have a great day ahead of you🥰 ❤️ 

[dilkirani]

replying to the EvB meet and greet a month later ‘cause apparently this is how behind I always am...

and since so many people replied to this part:

One of my bridesmaids, the lovely @leiascully, gave Scully’s “like a switch has been flicked” speech as a toast and I was dyyyyyying. I assume other people just thought she was being super sweet lolol.

This got looooong, so:

@consoledacup replied to your post “EvB meet and greet”

UGH that video and all her recordings! Break me. And I’m more than happy to guide you with the Myers-Briggs (igfjjfne one) test. I’m fascinated with that shit!

I just got to that ep on my rewatch and lost it all over again. I’m even more upset after the framework. Jemma Anne Simmons has survived too much to not get her happy ending with Fitz, okay. And sure, hit me up!

@itsavolcano :

your xf fics weren’t terrible!!!

girl, bye. hahaha.

@catchylove​ :

the maveth videos!!! those are just heartbreaking - they make me cry every time! excellent choice!! and that’s so cool about your wedding cake - it’s great you’ve got a husband who either shares your obsession or is just really understanding lol. either way, that’s lovely!!

haha, we first bonded over the x-files! He gets pretty obsessed with things too, although he’s not much involved in fandom so I get to be his guide. (He’s really understanding about Iain de Caestecker at least....)

@waitingforeleven :

ahh another parks and rec fan! Ben and Leslie were my original OTP before FS. :)

Yay parks and rec! I actually just started s7 on my rewatch, and I’m not ready for it to be over again. When they got engaged, my husband and I were watching with my best friend, and we were NOT expecting it and my friend and I SCREAMED. And then we all went out for celebratory waffles, not lying. It was amazing.

@howtocatchatardis :

parks and recreation is definitely one of my all time favorite shows!

It’s so great! I got my brother-in-law and his wife into it and it’s made family gatherings much better hahaha.

@somethingmarvelous :

Omg I love how delightfully nerdy your wedding was!! If I marry I totally want to use action figures as wedding cake toppers, that’s just so cool

I highly recommend it! Maybe it’s just the circles I run in, but so many weddings I’ve been to lately have incorporated really nerdy things, and it’s always fun!

@florchis :

Wow. I’m not much of a poetry fan, but I just went and looked for the poem tou recommended and discovered that the right way to interact with poetry may be by the voice of the author. Wow. Thank you.

Ohh, I’m so glad! I love poetry, but in a way that’s like...I’ll read something and just get obsessed with the voice of it. I don’t feel educated about poetry at all, but some poems are so perfect to me and I go back to them again and again. 

@unbreakablejemmasimmons :

OH MY GOD X-Files caketoppers that’s amazing. I too got my fandomy start with X-Files fic, and have had a soft spot for MSR for a hundred million years. So I love all of that so much!

I actually knew you were into XF from stalking your tumblr when I first got into FS fandom hahaha. Maybe we knew each other! That fandom was so huge though, in comparison at least. 

@tashonix :

Ooo as a Pisces and a fellow 30 year old you must be an ‘87 baby too :D I also love all of the moments you’ve picked - that was so hard to narrow down! That sounds like an awesome wedding too :)

Yes, I am! Yay another 30s person, haha. And omg yeah, it’s really too hard to pick. Hopefully they’ll give us something to blow them all away in s5 lolol.

@leopoldjamesfitzs :

Ooh!!! You watched txf too? I watched it a couple of years ago and fell in love. It’s such a different show, but such a good one. I commend you for watching it live (if you did) because the slow burn was slow enough that I was nearly screaming at the screen sometimes, and I had another episode to go to immediately. Welcome to team engineering, mighty warrior, I can’t wait to serve with you :D

I didn’t get into it until s6/7 (when I was in middle school!), so luckily I didn’t have to suffer ALL of the INCREDIBLY SLOW BURN live. But it was still difficult--like having to wait for reruns(!) of the eps I missed or for friends to send me VHS tapes(!) or spending 45 minutes on dial-up internet to download a music video. I mean, sometimes I can’t believe I survived all that haha. 

But yes, the slow burn is why I found it so funny people freaked out about it taking until s3 for Fitzsimmons to kiss. Back in my day, I had to analyze freaking lingering glances for years. But that said, can I please have more FS kisses, Jesus, show.

Thanks!!! Yay team E!

@marvelouswhovianfairytales :

I also wrote xf fanfic. ^_^ my first fics were for mighty Morphin power rangers though.

Yesss, more of us! I never wrote power rangers fic, but Kimberly and Jason were like my first ship, when I was a wee child haha.

@the-nerdy-stjarna :

I wrote Gilmore Gilmore fanfic like ten years ago. And our wedding dance was the waltz that Lorelai and Luke danced to at Liz’ wedding AND then late their own wedding (which was obviously after my own wedding which made me cry so hard). Our husbands are very patient with us.

Omg I love that that was your wedding dance! It’s so perfect for you! And yes, they really are!

@ifwehadamonkey :

i had never seen a single episode of the x-files until last year. i watched seasons 1-9 in about a month, maybe? i binged real hard. have you watched the new ones? are they worth watching? cause i’ll be real honest, i did NOT like the way s9 ended, or the movie rather.

Ahhhhh this makes me so sad because I loved XF so much and it was such a huge part of my life for a really formative part of my life, but I just...it needs to be taken away from Chris Carter. It ended terribly, and then the movie was terrible, and I still got my hopes up for the miniseries but I, yeah, can’t recommend it. Maybe some of the other XF people can give their opinion? I thought of the six eps there were two good ones? I actually haven’t rewatched since s10 aired. One ep was trying to make A Statement but was just Islamophobic. Then there was a cliffhanger. They were broken up at the beginning but then everything was just normal investigating partnership like always. I disliked what they did with a recurring character or two. I really think CC just does not understand why people loved the show and also he just got lucky. I don’t know. But I’m freaking invested forever so I’ll watch s11 too I guess. But I’m sad.

@bigfunnywords :

I am LIVING for the mulder and scully wedding cake toppers, omg.

I mean, go fandom or go home, right??

@aosfangirl81 

OMG, so, so, so much awesome cred for what you did at your wedding!! That is so awesome. Did you have a lot of X-Files fans as guests? Although, really, in the end, it only matters if you wanted it :)

Thanks!! A lot of our friends were either fans or at least understood that it was a reference, and my long-suffering mom had lived with me long enough to get it all. But I think a fair number of people didn’t haha. One of Matt’s uncles thought the cake toppers were supposed to be us, like?? I’m Indian?? We don’t work for the FBI?? But yeah, at first I was worried about people thinking we were weird or something but everyone’s just really happy and it’s fun, and it makes it more special for you if you personalize it how you want it. :) 

[blurrybethny]

Diary entry #1

So hi since I don't really have a true best friend irl and I don't wanna bother my internet best friend with the same stuff every time, I thought I'd use my tumblr blog as a diary to let my thoughts out. I hope you don't mind. To make it easier for me to describe situations with people I'm just gonna call them by their first letter of their name. November 2016 I finally started getting closer to my friends. I finally started having fun. I was hanging out a lot with my guy friends. We even had a little road trip and it was honestly so much fun. It was a bit awkward for me because I've been friends with M and S for a longer time now, I've also known F for some time now but we never really talked much. So so I was a driver and when we drove back home we switched passengers and F drove with me this time. Honestly he talked so much about his dreams and his life and his feelings and I enjoyed listening to that a lot actually. He also told me about the tattoo he wanted. He wanted some kind of snake around his arm. So overall I really enjoyed this road trip and I started to like F. After that trip F was messaging me a bit about tattoos because I already have one. And I honestly don't know why but I decided I wanted to try and draw his tattoo so I actually did and it turned out pretty good. And I showed it to him and he liked it as well. December 2016 So F messaged me from time to time. On one weekend the prom for the 10th graders was happening (I'm a senior btw) and my friends wanted to go there but I was not sure if I would go too but F actually messaged me and said that it would be cool if I'd come as well. So I actually did and I was a driver so I drove with three of my guy friends to that prom. Overall we were a bigger group of friends with 3 other girls but they always kept running off and I stayed with the guys which I always do. However, most of them ran off from time to time as well and they always left me and F alone. The funny thing on this evening was though that F literally was by my side all the time, wherever I was going he was there. Whenever I was sitting somewhere he sat next to me, whenever we were standing outside he stood next to me and sometimes came even closer to me. Also btw he looked really good with a tucked in shirt and nice pants. I just thought I'd let you know. So we were about to leave and I had my car parked quite far away so F said to the others that they should join me so I wouldn't have to go alone to the car. After I got home he messaged me asking if I got home safe. So after that he literally messaged me everyday and I started developing a crush on him. However, it was pretty difficult for me to keep up a conversation with him because we barely have anything in common and I never knew what to say to him. So he decided he wanted to get his tattoo in a city an hour away. So he asked me if I wanted to join him when he drives there for the first time to make an appointment and then afterwards we could go to a restaurant or something. But my parents didn't let me. So I stayed home. I still regret it honestly I wish I would have gone anyways. I wanna know what would have happened. A day after I was hanging out with F, S and two other guy friends. F came really close to me like twice. And S said as a joke to him that in that prom this girl wanted to flirt with him because she probably has a crush on him. So what do I hear two days later? He went on a date with her. Like what the hell. He seemed so interested in me and then he goes on a date with that girl? I was so jealous and I thought they wouldn't work out anyways. But they went on another date and S (who is F's best friend btw) kept telling me about all the stuff F and the girl did like they slept together in a bed and massaged each other like wtf. I finally accepted that it was stupid to think that he would like but I still had a little crush on him. So there was this Christmas concert at my school where me and my friends decided to go. F was in a really bad mood the whole evening because the girl he liked didn't talk to him. And because of how stupid he is, the same evening he asked her if she wanted to be his girlfriend like bro. But she said no and apparently F cried about it. I honestly laughed when I heard that. After that he was really crushed but he didn't wanna give up yet. But after like a week he kind of accepted it I guess. So S got a new tv and a big sofa so him F and S and me decided to have a movie marathon the whole night. Me the only girl with 3 their guys. Totally normal I know. So we watched movies all night and F kept falling asleep. But at one point we all started having a pillow fight and literally all of them hit me with the pillows and especially F kept grabbing my legs and arms (oh btw he was shirtless the whole time). By that time I still had a crush on him. Stupid I know. So two days after that another friend celebrated his birthday and New Year's Eve the same evening. I was hoping that it would be fun. Well. F was already getting drunk by like 10pm and honestly I drank quite a lot as well. One cocktail after the other. Then two girl friends on mine told me that S has a crush on me and honestly I kind of knew it but I was hoping that it wasn't true. That ruined my mood so much I swear. So after that one girl told me that F would talk to me about this. So I went outside and we were both already super drunk. So he told me that S has a crush on me and that he feels bad for him because he's his best friend and yea. We went back inside and I honestly kept drinking so much. I had like 4 shots and like 6 cocktails. And F even was like "oh I know why you're doing this" but honestly I didn't even know myself why I was doing this. So I kept getting more drunk and dizzy. Most of my friends already left only one girl and also a lot of classmates were left. So I sat next to guys I usually don't talk to hin school. L was sitting right next to me and his hand was on my thigh basically the whole time and I did not care at all. I even laid my head on his should the whole time. And then I just threw up out of nowhere. I threw up on myself. Isn't that fucking great. I'm still so embarrassed because of this. So K and L walked me outside and held me because I could barely walk on my own anymore. And I kept hugging L and K and then my dad finally picked me up and so that night ended at like 5am with me and my vomit all over my clothes and my dad laughing at me. I couldn't sleep all night because I felt so sick. January 2017 The next day I was still kinda sick. F messaged me again. We talked a bit and then in the evening he called me but I'm so awkward so I didn't pick up. Literally 2 minutes later the fucking door rings. I'm like "no way that's him". So I hear my dad opening the door and I hear Fs voice. I was so shocked I swear. So I ran downstairs to let him in and we went to my room. Like why did he do this. Why did he drive all this way to my house. Honestly I thought about this a few times. Like him in my room but not because of the reason he was actually there. So he asked me how I was feeling and he wanted to talk with me about S and yea. Then he left again. I think he wanted to hug me but I didn't get it so we didn't hug. So S didnt know that F and this other girl told me that he has a crush on me before. But then he did and he was so pissed at F and the girl that he wanted to cancel our trip to Croatia (which I fought so fucking hard for but that's another story). And I was pissed that he was being such a bitch about this. Then a few days later he calmed down again and they were friends again but then the girls was being a bitch. And our vacation was on the line. And she kept being stupid and giving stupid reasons about why she wouldn't be able to join us on the trip to Croatia. So finally we're only 5 people driving to Croatia however I'm the only girl with 4 guys. And I had a crush on one of the guys and the guys best friend has a crush on me so that's fun. Also me and S talked about the situation between us and he said that he still wants to be friends with me and I also wanted that. However he asked me why i would not give him a chance, if I liked somebody else, if I liked F. And I just had to deny it. If I said I liked F the real drama would have started. And I knew spending between me and F would never work out anyway so I just want to get over it. So since the drama from New Year's Eve I've actually been messaging with L (the thigh guy) and I started to like him a lot because he has really good music taste, doesn't look too bad, is interesting and talkative and just fun. Then like from one day to the other we've messaged literally all day and he even started talking to me in school in like every break. It was kind of awkward because I always sit with my friends in my breaks and S (the guy that has a crush on me) is there as well. So whenever L came up to me to talk to me I could literally feel his looks. So on Thursday F actually fucking messaged me asking what's going on between me and L. He even was like "does it not bother you that he flirts with other girls?" Like honestly what the hell. They act like I am not allowed to talk to anybody else. Like that's so unfair. February 2017 So on Friday I actually went out with L and went to the cinema. At the afternoon S asked me if i would drive to one of our friends to like hang out and i said that she didn't invite me and i didn't know about this (which is true). Then when I parked at the cinema I fucking saw S's car and B said hey to me. Like wow what kind of bad timing is that. So i said hi to L and we went into the cinema. And who the fuck do i see coming in? B went in saw me with L and went out. Like what the actual fuck. They stalked me. They have no fucking right to do that. I have the right to hang out with everybody anywhere and anytime I want. And then F even had the fucking nerve to ask me "what I'm doing tonight" I was just like "I'm pretty sure you already know". So me and L watched the movie. I was supposed to drive him home that night so we walked to my car. And he actually tried to kiss me (short backstory: I've never kissed anyone). But I rejected him and hugged him instead then he tried again and I just turned away and was like "it's okey". I was so anxious and uncomfortable and just confused. I didn't want that. Honestly I imagined it with him actually because I started to like him but at that moment I did not want that at all. So we sat in my car and I just wanted to get him out as fast as possible. And it was just awkward we barely said anything. Then I finally dropped him off at his house and I swear I'm so lucky that I did not crash because I was so emotionally unstable and it was raining so hard and yea. So I finally got home and L even messaged me again but I just went to sleep. The next day I just ignored him. Then in the evening I said I was sorry but it's not the right time. And since then we barely talked. Today in school I've been avoiding my "friends" because what they did on Friday was so fucking unfair. And I also avoided L. But he still messaged me everyday and said that he wants to be friends with me but it's difficult because apparently he kind of has feelings for me and that he'll just wait for them to go away. So that's the current situation right now. I'll give an update again soon xoxo