#he really is focused on himself tho I will be honest hahahah

[coffeeandcalligraphy]

something I find very intriguing about lonan & harrison is that in moth work/feeding habits, harrison thinks about/reflects on/worries about lonan SO much, and when he does, it’s constantly about the past, what they’ve already been to each other, etc (often romanticized). the same could be said in body back. this is kind of his fatal flaw!!! ON THE OTHER HAND lonan barely refers to harrison AT ALL in in MW/FH and now also in hallowed bodies, but when he does, it’s typically about their future together (which obviously doesn’t exist because they’re broken up). anywayyy very intriguing to me. 👀

[raquelobo3]

WIP & FIC tag

After @keziahrain tagged me I thought I would do it even though I only have one WIP currently!

Basically this is promo to go read it I guess

How many works do you have on AO3?

well, one. Haha. But I’m enjoying it! It’s my first ever though I’ve read fix on and off through the years. https://archiveofourown.org/works/28939938/chapters/71009049 (here it is)

What’s your total AO3 word count?

Currently at 21,000 buttttt I’ve got an almost complete chapter going up soon...nudge nudge

How many fandoms have you written for and what are they?

I’m so boring because obviously my answer is one: Stranger Things. But if it makes it more fun: I used to read Harry Potter and Supernatural and One Direction...hahahah

Do you respond to comments, why or why not?

Yes, I love them. They make it feel so great, connected to people reading my words!!!

Do you write smut?

I haven’t yet, and to be honest I think that’s not really my style, BUT I also think s3x scenes are really key in a lot of romance so ...I’ll have to see what happens! Definitely won’t ever be pwp for me tho I’m too awkward and wouldn’t enjoy writing it

What’s your favorite ship?

sooo right now it’s Billy/Steve but some of my favorite ones (not to write) are Isak/Even from SKAM and I used to be a huge Destiel stan but that was when I was younger...

What are your favorite fics?

I think this was supposed to be ones I’ve written but since I have literally one WIP,,,, my fav Billy and Steve ones are (in no particular order)

1) break up with your girlfriend, cuz I’m bored by thecopperkid

2) cherry by lazy baker

3) in waves by lymricks

4) take me home tonight by heckinahandbasket

5) second thoughts by callieb ( UPDATES EVERY WEEK and I love English class plus harringrove lol)

Snippet from WIP

Basically a part from next chapter in my fic, the monster at the end of this book https://archiveofourown.org/works/28939938/chapters/71009049

Something is hot and tight inside Steve’s chest, but he ignores it, just like he always does when he’s scared of looking too closely at something he doesn’t understand—

Billy’s teeth are a little bit pointy, and Steve’s eyes must have trouble focusing or something, because he can’t stop looking at how Billy’s tongue swipes the edge of them,

Like what you see? Eyes glinting.

And Steve’s jerking out of his glazed stupor, smiling dumbly at Billy, and his hand-eye coordination must also be way off because he’s trying to shake it off, tripping a little, putting his hand on Billy’s shoulder to balance himself, accidentally puts his face too close to Billy’s, sorry man, he’s laughing, their noses inches apart,

And Billy’s expression is different now, far away, and he’s excusing himself, Steve left confused, feeling like he missed something important, dammit, he’s always fucking missing things,

But a girl is sidling up to him, and she’s cute, smiling at him, he thinks her name is Jen, her top is tight and sparkly, and she tosses her hair, asks him a question, and when he looks back up, he can’t find Billy at all.

Thanks for reading this if u did!!! I don’t really understand how to use tumblr because I’ve always observed more than used, I feel like an old woman