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protect this baby. !!
THIS MAN THAT COMES HERE IS NOT A MAN OF 26 YEARS IS A BABY OF LESS THAN 10 YEARS WHO IS AN ARTIST, SINGER, WRITER, ACTOR AND IS THE MOST GUAPO MAN THAT I HAVE BEEN ABLE TO SEE IN MY WHOLE LIFE CATCHED. PLEASE PROTECT THIS POOR POOR WHO IS TRYING TO SURVIVE IN THIS CRUEL WORLD, DOES NOT DESERVE ANYTHING OF THE BAD THAT IS HAPPENING TO HIM. I AM VERY CHEERFUL TO HAVE SEEN IN THE IG LIVE, IT IS MY FIRST TIME AND I HAVE BEEN SHOOKEADA, JUST LOOKING AT THIS BABY BOSTEZAR IS NOT THE MOST THAT HAVE SEEN? I LOVE IT SO MUCH, IT IS MY WHOLE LIFE. I HOPE THAT VERY SOON I CAN RETURN TO KOREA AND GATHER ME WITH ALL EXO THAT WE ALL KNOW THAT THEY MISS US):
#chanyeol is a baby but a baby gigant#i love he so much#i miss exo ):#i miss my man#he mentioned baekhyun in hes live im crying so much#chanbaek is real#yo nice skirt#luce tan hermoso bostezando ayuda que estoy soft#no me toquen#ando sensible#im crying omg#lo amo tanto diossss
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obsession | chapter 6
pairing: reader x baekhyun
word count: 13k
genre: yandere au | this is heavily inspired by the show 'you'
tag list: @mayboy @vishary15 @greasywall @loversmantra @cityexos @kavvs @prettyboybaek @byunds
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warnings for this chapter: murder, mental illness(s), mention of death(s), implied violence, violence, manipulation, mature language, obsessiveness
do not read if: you are triggered by any of the warnings i listed prior. this fic will contain this theme throughout the chapters. if you are not comfortable with that; please skip this post. please remember this is a work of fiction.
viewer discretion is advised
playlist for this chapter:
space song - chanyeol's pov
ylang ylang - chanyeol's pov
heather - junmyeon's pov (this song fits perfectly for junmyeon in this im crying)
doin' time - baekhyun pov
blood // water - baekhyun pov
(a/n): this chapter is waaaay longer than i planned it to be. but nonetheless it was very fun to write. a little evil i won't lie lol. but THIS means i won't be ending it anytime soon, there's so much i need to unfold to you guys hehe. but i hope you guys enjoy this and don't hate me too much for it. love u guys. like always, replies are open. please send me messages, requests, your thoughts! always appreciated! reblog and like as it really helps me out. have fun reading!
Chanyeol POV
He didn't have any motivation to get up. He wanted to simply stay in bed, sulk and complain to himself that he put himself in the situation; there was no going back from any of it. But instead, on a well deserved day off, he was shaken from his dark thoughts with the sound of his phone going off. Chanyeol grunted as he moved his body to lay on his side, facing the bedside drawer next to his bed. He watched as his phone began to light up in the dark room, the only source of light coming from the windows, broadcasting beautiful Seoul within his sight. He could never complain about the view, the tall buildings never seeming to end, the way the horizon broke through the bland identical towers; furthermore proving just how successful he was, living in his own loft in one of the most expensive areas around.
So he grudgingly picked up his phone, his eyes squinting from the brightness. He lets his fingers trace some of the scratches that were on the screen, doing so while he read the multiple messages he was receiving.
(4 New Messages)
(7 New Messages)
(8 New Messages)-
"Fuck, I get it." He opened up his phone lockscreen, bringing him to the plethora of texts.
We need to talk.
I'm kind of freaked out man
Like
what the fuck
Jun is fucking pissed
did you know that?
i don't want to deal with his depressed ass
are u up
r u jacking off
Instead of just replying back, Chanyeol pressed the contact profile and brought his device to his ear. He yawned, stretching out his long limbs on his white bedsheets. This wasn't exactly anything new to him, in fact, he was honestly used to it at this point. Especially when it came to... well, him.
"Dude?"
"What, Sehun."
"Did you read my texts?"
"Do you think I'd be calling you on my day off if I didn't?" He scoffed.
Sehun laughs on his end, making Chanyeol break into a smile as well.
"We have to meet up. Like anywhere. I don't care. But we need to talk about-"
Chanyeol suddenly feels flushed, his heart drops, not wanting to even hear the name.
"No. I don't want to talk about him. I'm done with him."
He bundles a fistful of sheets in his grasp, his teeth already gritting together. The dull reminder of his last encounter with Baekhyun is still evident in his features. Chanyeol could talk about anything else; anyone else. But even so, in the back of his head, he knew that he could never really escape his best friend. Like he was dreading moments earlier, the truth, moreso, he could never go back. He bites his bottom lip, looking up angrily to his ceiling.
Sehun doesn't say anything, his breath coming out in ragged breaths.
Chanyeol's eyebrow raises, frustration building in his chest.
"What the fuck is it?"
"Well you said not to talk about him-"
"Yeah well, it seems like this matter won't be solved if I'm not involved so I don't think I have a fucking choice, huh?"
"It's about Y/N."
Chanyeol sits up abruptly as he grips the phone tighter.
"What about her?"
"Please... not on the phone. I'm too freaked out by him, dude. He could be listening or something."
"Sehun, he's not that fucking smart. Don't give him credit for something he can't even do."
"He might not be that smart, yeah. But he has connections, man. Why don't I just come over?"
And that's how Chanyeol ended up on his day off; sitting in his living room with his black robe on; drinking some coffee as Sehun poured out everything that had occured a couple days prior.
"Baekhyun... you have to stop him, Chanyeol. He changed Y/N. I don't even know how- but dude. She's not answering any of my texts- my calls. She always lets me know how she's doing. This is completely out of character."
Sehun ran his hand through his quiffed up hair, shaking his head slightly as his eyes tore into Chanyeol's. They were bloodshot, dark circles sprinkled underneath them. Sehun was young, just a fucking kid. He shouldn't have to be worrying about someone, he already has enough to deal with; a stressful job, debt, and now another thing to pile on top of that... Chanyeol was afraid he was going to break if he didn't do something.
He sighed to himself as he placed his coffee mug on the glass table in front of his couch. He notices how Sehun's was left untouched, the steam no longer pouring from the rim. He lets his body rest in the cushions, crossing his arms together as his eyebrows furrowed together.
"So you're telling me that Baekhyun killed someone- again. This isn't anything new, Sehun. What do you want me to do about a case that's already been reviewed and written off as a suicide?" His foot taps against the floorboards quickly.
Sehun shrugs, scratching his arm and looking around skittishly.
"I- I don't know. I feel like there's something different about it this time around. Y/N covered for him. She looked off, there was blood on her too."
This piqued his interest. He leaned into the conversation, his hands clasping together.
"She had blood on her? What, so... what are you trying to say? That Y/N killed her?"
The younger one licked his lips, diverting his attention to his abandoned coffee.
"I don't want to assume-"
Chanyeol grabbed his mug and threw it across the living room, the sound of it crashing against the wall echoing in the empty loft. Sehun squirmed in his seat, wincing as Chanyeol walked up to him and grabbed him by the collar of his shirt. He turns his head to the side as his lips curl up, a quiet sob escaping from his throat. Chanyeol shook him, tightening his firm grasp on the other's shirt, making him look directly at him.
His own nose was flaring, his teeth grinding against another, the only emotion he felt was complete, and utter desperation. He needed to know what this could actually be about; if it was true, and God, he really hoped that it wouldn't be, so he could possibly save you. He wished someone could have saved him when he got interloped with Baekhyun.
"No games, Sehun. I'm being fucking serious. If you think that she was capable of doing that- you need to fucking tell me."
His words came out like bullets, firing each and every single one into Sehun's head. When he still doesn't say anything, Chanyeol yells at him, spit flying in multiple directions. He lets go of him, pushing him back on the chair he was sitting in before. He turns his back to him, bringing his hand to cover his mouth, holding onto his lips as he looks around in anger. Sehun's sobs were getting on his nerves, but not because it was annoying; because Chanyeol knew that they were a submission of guilt, the truth. Sehun knew that you were the one who did the heinous crime, he just didn't want to believe it. Chanyeol was used to the never ending cycle of Baekhyun's killings, fuck, he would be nervous if he wasn't calling him in the middle of the night to help him dispose of a body. But Sehun wasn't like him, he wasn't able to confront the truth like Chanyeol could. He was too innocent, he couldn't grasp the understanding of someone killing another just because.
"I- I don't want her to get in trouble, Chan. You have to understand-"
He spins around, rushing forward toward Sehun, getting down on his knees and holding the other's legs. The poor kid was a wreck, his lips formed into a pout, tears drenching his cheeks, his nose a shade of red. He tries to relax his features, his voice hitching as he speaks to him slowly.
"If she did this, we can't let her do it again. You have to understand Sehun."
He shook his head, putting his own hands over Chanyeol's, his knuckles a shade of white.
"No, please. She can't go to jail, she's just confused- he's fucking maniuplating her. We just need to kill him-"
Chanyeol lets his head dangle down, a broken chuckle leaving his lips.
Sehun shakes him a little, his frazzled state becoming overwhelmed at this point.
"Chanyeol- we- we can do this. We can get away with it. I've thought about it-"
Chanyeol doesn't bring his head up as he cuts him off.
"We'd be no better than him. Don't you get it?"
A beat.
He looks back up with a heartfelt smile, a single tear falling from his eye.
"In everything, he wins. He will always win."
Sehun gapes at him, his tears falling on Chanyeol's hands. He purses his lips together, shaking his head. He pushes himself off the chair, grabbing his phone that was left on the table, pausing to look down at Chanyeol. He was frozen in place still, his knees scraping across the floor, still staring at the empty space that once held another body.
"If you won't help me kill him, I'll do it myself."
He starts to walk out, freezing as his hand reaches the doorknob. Chanyeol turns his head then, staring at the back of his friend; his brother. His lip trembles as he blinks back more tears, his vision of him becoming blurry.
"Sehun. Please. Don't."
"You know. I always looked up to you. You were always so composed, so... unreachable. I always felt like I was close to you though. You're so admirable, Chan. I think that's why I liked you so much, why I wanted to be a part of your life. But now," He turns back to look at Chanyeol, his eyes red as he hesitates.
"You're nothing to me. I will never be what Baekhyun is to you. And in some, twisted way, you're worse than him. Because I know if I asked Baekhyun; if you, were the one fucking killing innocent women, he would do it without me convincing him. Do you know why? Because that's what friends do. And you're no fucking friend."
Chanyeol lets out a foreign, uncontrolled crack of his voice. He reaches his hand out to Sehun, crawling towards him as he begins to cry.
"Please, you have to understand-"
Sehun opens the door, standing in the doorframe, back once again turned to face Chanyeol.
"You can't even be loyal to something as small as your best friend."
And that hits Chanyeol right in the heart. He pauses his movements, his nose congested, his chest tight. The same words his own father distastefully instilled in him over and over again. It was back; the haunting feeling of being nothing but the shadow of his father. The same man who didn't care for his own family, his friends. He was truly, and utterly, exactly like him.
Everything he worked so hard for, it was all for nothing. He never wanted to be like the man who brought him into this world, but as he watched Sehun's silhouette disappear from his sight, he knew that it was over.
He starts to laugh now, the dreadful noise bouncing off the walls. His body hits the floor, and he brings his knees up to his chest, circling his arms around them. His tall frame shakes as his laughter shakes his entire being.
"Like father, like son." He whispers to himself.
Junmyeons' POV
"Hello?"
Junmyeon sat at his desk, plucking through some documents that were placed in front of him moments prior. He licks his indent finger, thumbing through a flurry of white papers, his eyes skimming the words quickly. He pauses his actions as he hears the recognizable voice on the other end of the line, relaxing in his chair and smiling.
"You okay? I can't talk for long, I'm swamped in a burglary case-"
"I really need to talk to you right now. In private."
He clicks his tongue, looking at the workload he was about to dive into. His fingers drum against the desk, he brings his left arm up to examine his watch. He was expected elsewhere on his lunch break, but the immediate worry in his friend's voice alarmed him.
"How important can it be, Sehun?"
"Too important. Can you meet me or not?"
Junmyeon frowns.
"I was actually planning on meeting Y/N at a cafe nearby the station. You could accompany us if you want?"
Sehun's voice hitched to a different octave, and Junmyeon sits up in his chair, absentmindedly looking off with a concerned expression.
"T-that's fine. It's better actually. Can you maybe go on your break now?"
Junmyeon lowers his voice to a whisper, his eyes flickering outside his office, watching his staff behind their own desks typing away.
"What is this about, Sehun?"
"I'm going to tell the truth."
Junmyeon covers his mouth, feeling both unsure and nervous.
"The truth?"
"I can't say anything else on the phone. Just trust me. You're going to want to hear this."
He doesn't say anything else to Sehun, bringing the phone away from his ear and clicking the end button. He sets his device face down on the desk, pushing himself away from the dilemma he knew was unfolding. His eyes go back to the sight of people working, his lips puckering as his mood soured. He got up from his seat, taking long strides to his window, bringing his hand to close the blinds.
Once the blinds were completely closed, he turned around to face the full length windows on the other side of the room, letting the warmth of the sun absorb into his skin. He sighs as he walks towards them, his eyes watching as cars zoomed by on the street, a couple walking hand in hand together. His lips tighten together to form a stubborn frown, his arms behind his back, hands clasped together. He starts to think about his encounter with Baekhyun. He ponders on him, remembering his scent, the small details of blood underneath his fingernails. He feels his lip twitch as he can almost smell the disgusting stench of death on him; and yet how another human being can simply dismiss it, be almost accustomed to it, could talk so carelessly.
He then remembers seeing you. A small hiccup of his heartbeat pounding against his chest startles him. He almost feels embarrassed, and he coughs to regain his thoughts. You were overflowing with anxiety that night, the strucken nerves you displayed filled to the brim and threatening to topple over. He could never forget that, most importantly since you have never been like that in front of him. You were always able to talk to him with the utmost confidence, and that was something he admired about you. Most of his employees were too nervous to even look him in the eye.
But you?
You got under his skin, interrupted his thoughts. You didn't care for his position of power, in fact you challenged it. He brushed it aside as being proud of you. You were another person who exchanged the same morals as him, the same mindset. You were a person who didn't let any obstacle stand in your way... you stood for what was right. And somehow along the way, he forgot you were his subordinate. That you weren't just someone he was able to chat and get some drinks with. The undeniable feeling that you were different from other women, you were yourself.
And your own self was captured by him.
He didn't know exactly when this exact feeling arose in him. He could probably pinpoint one memory, something that he replayed in his mind when work was beginning to become too much for him. He smiles at the sky, reminiscing.
After a long shift, the two of you decided to go get some drinks.
"I told you I would get them. And here you were, not believing in me. I'm hurt."
You sat next to him at the bar, three shot glasses in front of both of you. You had shoved him with your left arm softly, and Junmyeon could already feel his face warming up from the last shot he gulped down his throat. He shook his head, hissing from the bitter taste of vodka left on his taste buds. He chuckles to himself, raising his hand to the bartender, issuing another round of shots.
You tilted your head to look at him, and Junmyeon cocked his to match. Your cheeks were probably a brighter red than his, your skin glowing. Small lines crinkling next to your eyes appear, and you break out into a large smile.
"What? Not going to say anything to that? Come on, you have to fight back!"
He tossed his hands up, smirking.
"What can I say? You were right. I shouldn't have doubted you."
You nod, giggling to yourself. The small clear shot glasses are placed in front of them, and Junmyeon grabs it without hesitation. You followed suit, spinning your chair so you were facing him fully. You raise the disgusting poison that would fill your bodies up, waiting for him to do so as well. He gave in, shaking his head and closing his eyes. He suddenly feels your hand on his cheek, and that makes his eyes shoot up to meet yours. He freezes in that moment, fully taking in how the wind blew your hair to the right. You were shaking your head as you laughed, your eyes twinkling like the stars in the sky.
But Junmyeon thought they couldn't really compare to them anyways.
His clouded mind doesn't even register what you were saying, so he has to ask you again what you had said.
You blinked at him, not breaking the smile on your face.
"I said, thank you for being in my life. You're the best thing to come out of this job, I finally found someone that makes police work something to get out of bed for. I'm happy I can come in and see you in your office. What makes me even happier is knowing that I'll always be by your side."
He stutters a bit, blinking rapidly, becoming too self aware of his heart beating out of his chest.
"T-true that."
You give him a disgusted look then, bringing the shot to your lips and tilting your head back. A small yelp escapes your lips after you gulp down the liquid, closing your eyes as you shake from side to side.
"Don't ever say that again. You sound like my dad trying to be hip."
"Hey! Don't compare me to your dad. It's gross." He rolls his eyes as he copies you, feeling lightheaded as he slams the cup on the table.
There was an awkward silence for a couple of minutes before he mustered up the confidence to speak again.
"I'm happy too."
You look at him, your eyelids drooping down as you smack your lips together drunkley.
"Huh?"
He bites his tongue, almost doesn't want to finish what he wanted to say. But with the alcohol in his system, he shakes away the alarms ringing in his head and lets the truth flow from his dry lips.
"I mean... I'm happy you're in my life. You're quite possibly the best person I've met. I think you're great, you- you're amazing. I want to be the person you can talk to about anything, I want to be there for you when you feel like everyone is against you. I can be that guy that you can call in the middle of the night when you had a fucking nightmare, I- I don't know. You're different."
Your eyes widen at that, your expression that was onced filled with happiness was replaced with one of curiosity. The way you stared at him made him feel like a creep, and even though you wouldn't be able to notice it through his already red face, a blush sneakily creeped in. He waved his hands off, shaking his head as he laughed it off.
"Nevermind. I'm drunk. You should probably get home."
He grabbed his black jacket that was draped around the chair he sat on, reaching for your hand to usher you out with him. You take it gently, and Junmyeon doesn't miss how you had continued to stare at him, not even when you both stepped into the street and began to walk into the night.
He brings the both of you to a halt when you reach your car. You rubbed your hands over your arms, obviously cold from the chilly night. He raises his eyebrow at you, pursing his lips.
"Are you cold?"
You shake your head as you stumble in place, laughing.
"I'll be fine. I've got thick skin."
He shakes his head as well, taking off his jacket and wrapping it around your shoulders. You look at him as he adjusts it over your small frame, and he smiles as he takes a step back to get a good look at you. He lets out a snort, his teeth fully broadcasted to you. You squirm as you fit your arms into the sleeves, looking down as they fully sink in. Junmyeon laughs at the sight, the way your hands aren't even visible once the garment settles on your body.
"I knew you were small but not that small."
You stick out your tongue, flinging the extra fabric towards him, giggling as he dodges it.
"Well, I guess I should get going."
Junmyeon frowns.
"You're not driving."
Your eyebrows hitch up.
"How am I getting home then?"
He brings his finger up as he reaches in his pocket, bringing out his phone. He brings up the familiar number to a cab service he could almost memorize at this point; too used to calling them when he got too drunk himself.
With a quick explanation to where they were at, he slips it back into his slack's pocket. He then fishes out his wallet while you stare at him, still flinging the ends of the sleeves from side to side. He takes out a couple of bills, then walked towards you and stretched his hand out. You looked down at it, then back up at him.
"I could just call Kyungsoo to pick me up. I'd feel bad about taking your money."
You barely whisper out.
He shakes his head, his eyes resting on your lips for a mere second.
"Don't do that. I can take care of you."
He didn't mean for that to come out so sensually, it just felt normal in this moment to speak to you like that. Maybe it was because he was drunk, the way he simply didn't care. You didn't say a word as you took the money from his palm, and maybe Junmyeon imagined it, but your fingers stayed a second longer on his.
You took a step forward, looking up at him. Your features softened, a gentle smile delivered straight to his heart.
"Thank you, Myeonnie."
He could feel the warmth radiating off your body, the way the both of you were so close to one another. So he offers his own smile, nodding his head. He coughs to break the tension he was feeling, and your smile falters then. He turns around, dipping his head to look in both directions of the street. He waits until he spots a pair of headlights tumbling down the narrow road, and he waves his hand in the air.
He watches as you walk next to the vehicle, your hand reaching the handle. You suddenly pause, and Junmyeon looks at your stilled body in confusion. Before he could register anything else, he feels your arms wrap around his waist, pulling him into your embrace. He doesn't know what to do with his hands, just keeps them at bay on either side of his torso. The man in the cab looks at him questiongly, then flashes him a toothy grin. He mimics hugging someone, then points at him to do the same.
"When someone hugs you... you hug 'em back." You slurred against his chest.
Your words vibrated against his skin, and he's worried that you would feel just how fast his heart was pumping. So he rashfully swings his arms around you as well, pulling you in tighter. He rests his head on top of yours, bringing his right hand to comb your hair. His nose catches the scent of lavender, and he closes his eyes, taking it in. He wasn't weird, not at all. Employees can hug. They could definitely enjoy the smell of their shampoo too; especially since it was probably a great brand. Yeah, that was it. He just was entranced by whatever product you used... not you. Couldn't be.
You pulled back from him, your arms disappearing from his waist. He almost wanted to pull you back in, but he knew anything more than that could be worse for him. So he doesn't say anything else when you finally get inside the car. He waves you off, watching your face brighten as you wave excidelty back. He shoves his hands in his pockets, the red tail lights staining his face, morphing the evidence of the reddish hue of a blush.
"I can't wait to see you tomorrow." He breathes out heavily into the night.
He replays you saying the nickname you gave him repeatedly in his head, smiling to himself as he sinks into his car. He remembers thumping his fingers tirelessly against the wheel, his head resting against the carseat. He fell asleep in his vehicle that night. It was the best sleep he had ever gotten in his entire life.
And he had a great fucking mattress at home.
But for some reason the stiff and uncomfortable leather wasn't that bad. He wouldn't mind a bad back if it meant that he was able to see you. Junmyeon-
"Junmyeon?"
He snaps back into reality, his eyes focusing on what was once a bright blue sky, now overcast with gray clouds, leaving the city to be shadowed by the rainy weather. He turns around, making sure to keep his composure; not letting his wandering thoughts display on his face. It was Jisoo, Y/N's assistant. She bowed, flattening down her navy blue skirt.
"Your phone has been going off, sir. Y/N left me a message to let you know she was trying to get in touch with you."
He nodded, then waved her off. She closes the door behind her, and Junmyeon rushes over to his desk, hurriedly picking up his phone. He opens up his text message inbox and clicks over your contact.
hey, sehun let me know he's coming. did you know that?
he also said we'd be meeting sooner than we planned. 2:30?
see you soon, :)
He sighs, letting his fingers roam through his hair. He brings his watch up again, 2:00.
"Fuck you, Sehun."
-
Junmyeon let everyone know that he'd most likely be back later, and to his approval, no one fought him on it. As he drove to the cafe, he thought about how you would have angrily combated him, probably stomping your feet as you whined about him being behind on his work. He missed having you in the office; and that was the main reason he asked you to meet him today. Sure, the station was well run on his watch, but he needed the stability for himself back. Which mainly came from you; keeping him on his toes and breathing down his back 24/7.
He wouldn't lie to himself. He was nervous texting you. The two of you hadn't spoken that much, especially when he had issued for you to go on an extended leave. Sure, he had seen you at the crime scene and chatted, but there was an obvious piece of shit glued right by your side. It didn't feel the same.
You didn't feel the same.
He parked his car, running over his appearance in the rearview mirror. He looked beat, but that was mostly because he hadn't been sleeping well. He hated to admit it, but most of his nights consisted of thinking about Baekhyun. The chilling looks he gave him... the way he spoke to him like he was beneath him. Obviously, it didn't faze him in the slightest, he was used to seeing deadbeat criminals on an everyday basis. Not that he was a criminal, but, the aura he radiated was one of them, most precisely. The man was off.
He wasn't like anyone he met before.
But there was something that Junmyeon recognized.
He could recognize it so well. It was like reading a book, the way Baekhyun was able to cover his emotions so delicately, so routinely. He did it himself. The mask of mystery was something he prided himself in, especially when it came to his own feelings towards you. He was able to contain his anger, fester it inside of him and let it diminish whenever he commanded it to. Except when it came to Baekhyun.
"Get him out of your head." He sternly told himself.
He was there to see you. Not Baekhyun.
There wasn't any reason for him to think about your... boyfriend. Which- that was still getting some used to on Junmyeon's part. He didn't understand it, and couldn't accept it. The whole arrangement seemed too forced, even seemed too perfect. Two people who had the unfortunate burden of their significant others passing away. What a tragic way to tell people how you met.
He stepped out of his car, locking it behind him as he ventured towards the cafe he had recommended. He pulled the collar of his jacket out, the same jacket that he adorned on you the night you both had gotten drinks. Junmyeon turned the corner, his Hermès black loafers clacking against the pavement. His sight lands on the back of his friend; Sehun.
He stood outside the cafe, looking down at his phone. Junmyeon covers both sides of his mouth with his hands, yelling out his name. The younger man perks his head up, looking in the direction of his name being called. He immediately lets his shoulders drop, Junmyeon taking into account that his stress levels must be high. Once he's at arm's length, he pulls him into a tight hug. Sehun grabs onto him tightly, and Junmyeon has to question again just what this could be about.
They pull apart, and he notices that his friend's eyes are puffy.
"Are you okay? You look like you've been crying."
Sehun looks away, patting his eyes with his hands. His chuckle sounds strained,
"Yeah, yeah. Don't need to point it out."
Junmyeon puts his hand on his shoulder, rubbing small circles into it. He feels tense.
"It's okay. I'm here. We can talk about whatever you need to get off your chest, okay?"
Sehun looks at him, his eyes showing desperation.
"Once Y/N gets here. That's when I'll feel okay."
This raises flags in Junmyeon's head.
"Is she okay? What the fuck do you mean by that?"
Sehun seems struck with confusion, then he widens his eyes and shakes his head.
"N-No! I didn't mean anything was wrong with her. She's fine. She's alive."
"Why the hell would she not be?" He spits back.
The raven haired boy starts to speak, but a plop of rain suddenly drifts down from the sky, hitting him on the forehead. He looks up, and just like he flipped a switch, a downpour of rain spills down on them. They both start to cover their heads with their hands, and Junmyeon has to push their wet bodies inside the shop. He lets a breath of relief out as the small cafe warms up his bones. He eyes Sehun carefully, following behind him as he picks out a table in the back corner. They take a seat, being immediately approached by a waiter.
"I'll take an Americano," Junmyeon smiles at the young teen before he brings his attention to Sehun, "He'll take a black coffee-"
"N-no. Do you have anything sweet? Like uh... do you have boba?"
The waitress laughs nervously.
"We're a coffee shop. I can get you a Mocha. They're pretty sweet to begin with-"
Sehun nods, bringing his hand up to wave her off.
"Yeah. That. Whatever."
She gives him a disappointed frown as she walks off. Junmyeon scrunches his eyebrows together and extends his hands out in an 'What the fuck was that?' manner.
Sehun looks frantic, his words coming out so fast that Junmyeon has to ask him to slow down.
"Listen- I'm just really freaked right now, okay? I really have to be honest with how I'm feeling about some things and you're the person I know will fix them."
"Well that really puts more on my plate. I really want to know what you're talking about though. How about you stop running around in circles and just spit it out?"
The other takes a deep breath, but before he could let loose what was bothering him, his eyes face towards the cafe entrance. Junmyeon continues to stare at him, his mouth left open with his question still dangling in the air. Sehun starts to fumble on his words, his fingers tapping anxiously on the table, and that was when Junmyeon took it as his sign to turn around. But before he could, Sehun grabbed his hand and yanked him back.
"Don't. Look." He says dangerously low.
"Junmyeon!"
He smiles suddenly without thinking, your voice immediately calming his anxious thoughts. He watches as Sehun's face pales, and his hold on his hand is let go. Junmyeon finally turns around to wave at you, a smile smeared on his face- but the sudden excitement to see you is shadowed by the person with his hand around your waist.
"Jun! Good to see you again!"
Baekhyun smiles devilishly at Junmyeon as he stops the both of them in front of the table. He wore a black baggy long sleeved shirt, joined with light washed denim pants. A gold chain dangled from his neck, bright against his pale collarbones. He pushed his Ray Bans out of his eyes, pushing back his shabby dyed white hair. He looks at Sehun, cocking his head to the side and feigning fake astonishment as he points at the troubled man.
"Sehun! It's been so long since I've seen you. Y/N here said you wanted to talk about something important. And, well, since I'm her boyfriend and such a close friend with you- I knew that I had to come with. Do you mind if you sit next to Junmyeon? I just like to be next to her."
Baekhyun's eyes seemingly pierce through Sehun's shocked demeanor, his jaw left unhinged as the question lingers amongst them. When nothing is said, Junmyeon watches as Baekhyun tilts his head up quickly and uses his eyes to look at the empty seat next to himself. It was almost comical watching Sehun rush out of his chair and accompany Junmyeon on his side of the table.
You... well you looked like yourself. From what Sehun had framed earlier, Junmyeon was thinking the absolute worst. Maybe you got into an accident, or you tripped and broke a bone. But here you were; bare faced, flushed cheeks and twinkling eyes. You looked fine.
He watches as Baekhyun pulls out the seat for you, kissing your head as you smile back at him. He adjusts himself on the chair, bringing his hands onto the table rather loudly, the impact of his interlaced fingers thudding against it. He looks between Sehun and himself before he squints and lets a chuckle out.
"I think I know what this is about." He says matter-of-factly.
You don't say a word, Junmyeon notes. You instead look down at your lap, your lips still formed into a smile. In return for Baekhyun announcing his educated guess, Junmyeon leans in his chair and tilts back so the two back pegs are only on the floor. He brings a finger to his mouth and speaks diligently.
"I was only aware that Y/N would be coming. She never mentioned you coming, Baekhyun."
He watches as Baekhyun's expression doesn't falter, simply adjusts to the tone that Junmyeon laced with venom. He shifts his body to face him, using his right arm to drape around your shoulders, squeezing it. You're wearing a shirt that was unfamiliar to him, it was too baggy on your frame. He guessed it belonged to the unnerving cunt that sat across from him.
"Well like I stated before, Jun. I'm close friends with Oh Sehun. Right?" Baekhyun looks at Sehun, and the boy nods, not looking back at him. Junmyeon studies his body language; it was like he was a cornered animal, unable to escape. And Baekhyun was the hungry predator ready to pounce on him.
Junmyeon nods at this.
"Okay. So what are we here to talk about Sehun?" He places his hand on Sehun's shoulder, taken back when the other jumps a little.
"I- I. I actually forgot."
You reach forward across the table, your palm open in front of Sehun.
"Sehun, you could tell us anything. I'm here for you. You know that."
Sehun hesitatingly brings his own hand on the table, his fingers inches from yours, but he suddenly pulls back, closing it into a fist.
"I know, Y/N." He says weakly.
You look at Junmyeon pleadingly, so he rests his chair back normally on the ground. He starts to pat Sehun's back, then rubs it gently.
"She's right. You could tell us what's on your mind. You did say it was important."
He looks up, only to stare directly at Baekhyun. The two of them don't exchange any words- but Junmyeon takes into account how your boyfriend licks his lips and starts to smile.
What the fuck is happening? And why can't Sehun talk about what is obviously bothering him?
"I think you're nervous to talk about this in front of someone who wasn't invited," Junmyeon states blankly, and you give him a sad look before he continues, "But regardless. He's here, and he said that you're close as well. You agreed to it. Are you lying?"
Sehun shakes his head quickly. Junmyeon knows he's lying. But he doesn't show the discernment that he's feeling inside, and can't give Baekhyun any satisfaction that he's slipping up in his own emotions. They already had one of them crumbling right in front of their eyes. Before Sehun could say anything else, Baekhyun takes the lead.
"I know what it is."
You look at him confused.
"You do, Baek?"
Junmyeon sneers at that. But as much as that bothered him, his interest was settled on what Baekhyun would say next. He watched as Baekhyun nodded very surely, tapping his fingers to the rhythm of the song that was playing in the cafe.
"Sehun has been having suicidal thoughts. I would know. He called me and told me about it."
And for once, Junmyeon was stunned. He was not expecting Baekhyun to say that, but even moreso, it seemed like Sehun didn't either. He gapes, spreading his hands out on the table, looking in a flurry between the three people seated with him at the table. The police officer watches as a bead of sweat travels down the side of his forehead, his lips beginning to tremble.
Baekhyun clears his throat, then leaned back into his chair, his arms folding behind his neck.
"Yeah. He told me he was contemplating suicide. He was too nervous to talk about it since he's never had those emotions before, but I get it. It's not easy to talk about wanting to slice your wrists when so many people have died recently," He eyes the paper menu on the right side of him, picking it up gingerly,
"But I insisted that he talk about it. Therapists are too expensive these days. I let him know that I'm his friend. He could trust me, you know? But he wanted to see you guys today so... I guess he built up enough confidence to say the truth. Right, Sehun? The truth?"
No one says anything. They stay silent until the waitress delivers the men's drinks, then quickly draws down your order and Baekhyun's. Junmyeon studies him, how he smiled at the young girl; how he was able to say such obscene things and happily order his coffee like normal. He couldn't understand him, couldn't dissect him at all. He was stronger than he looked but Junmyeon knew that he could crack him.
It wasn't like he didn't believe what he said, but if Sehun was feeling like that, truly, he knew that he could talk to his friend in private. This wasn't something that the younger would do, not at all. There had to be something else that was itching his brain, but he was obviously too scared to speak about it in front of Baekhyun.
He picks up his Americano, taking a small sip.
"How do you know Sehun, Baekhyun?"
You speak this time, which surprised Junmyeon.
"Baekhyun told me that they go way back. They used to do business together."
Junmyeon looks at Sehun, forming a tight knit line.
"Is that so?"
"We might have hung out a couple times." He mumbles out before he drinks his mocha.
He returned his sight to Baekhyun, who shrugged as his smile got wider.
"What can I say? I'm a people person. Everyone likes me."
"Even Chanyeol?"
Baekhyun's eyes dim. He leans into the table, the smile vanishing,
"Even Chanyeol, yes."
Junmyeon starts to smile this time.
"You know it's funny. Chanyeol just got into a fight a couple weeks back. Did you know about that? Looks pretty awful if I say so myself."
You look at your boyfriend in a dazed state, obviously not following the tension that was brewing.
"You didn't say anything about that. But Jun," You purse your lips together, "What does that have to do with anything? We're here for Sehun."
He looks off to the interior decorating the cafe, little potted plants hanging from the ceiling, strings of lights glowing brightly against the tan walls.
"Just making small talk. You don't have to get defensive, Y/N."
You push your tongue into the side of your cheek, looking back down at your lap.
"I'm not getting defensive. I'm just saying if Sehun is feeling... suicidal, we should be conversating about that. Not about how the Deputy got into a fucking fight."
"Well it's pretty fucking obvious that Sehun doesn't want to talk about it. Come on, Y/N. You know how to detect body language just as well as I do. It's because of him."
He jabs his finger toward Baekhyun. The accused man flutters his eyelashes bashfully, resting his chin on both of his hands.
"Me? What did I do?" He says tauntingly.
Junmyeon flared his nostrils, the familiar heat rising in his chest like the night he flung your underwear around his face. He wanted to slam him against the wall, yell in his face and realize that he was no match against Junmyeon's strength. He settles on slamming his fists on the table, spilling his drink, the hot liquid traveling on his skin. It burned, but it didn't compare to the fire that was ignited inside him now.
"You know exactly what I'm getting at here, Byun. You scare Sehun fucking shitless, and for whatever reason he can't even maintain eye contact with you. You're nothing but a weak joke. You cascade this macho persona, but I see right through it. You're nothing but an empty shell that draws on masks and puts it on to fit every single situation. I don't fucking like you."
He lets out an aggravated tsk as he finishes, looking down at the table. He knew he showed too much to Baekhyun, gave him too much information just by playing into his game. He knew now that he was easily triggered by his obliviousness. He wanted to slap himself in the face.
"Junmyeon. Can I talk to you outside?"
He looks up to meet your distressed state, and he nods in a flash, standing up and following you outside the cafe. Before you got up, you whispered something in Baekhyun's ear that made his facial features twitch. His eyelids drooped downwards, but he regained his once upbeat personality and laid a kiss on your cheek. He could feel Baekhyun's stare burning holes in the back of his head, but at this moment, Junmyeon didn't care.
He listened to the small chime of the bell go off as the door closed behind them, then turned to face you. The rain beat down on your head, your once dry hair dampened by the merciless weather. He has to break the silence, you hadn't spoken a single word and continued your stare directly into his soul.
"What? What do you want from me?" He spats out.
Your bottom lip juts out, your eyes furiously blinking away the rain.
"Why are you acting like this?"
He stands still, letting the rain blur his vision of you. He forms his hands into fists.
"Like what? Like a normal human being? I don't know you anymore, Y/N. You've changed."
You scoff at that, shifting your weight on your right leg. You bring up your hand and shake it angrily. "Me? I'm the same as I've ever been. You're the one who changed," You cross your arms over your chest, "You don't talk to me anymore. You stopped reaching out, you- you fucking made me leave work! You left me alone after Kyungsoo died, and you expect me to be my bubbly happy go-lucky self? Fuck you."
You shove him, and when he doesn't move from the impact of your soft blow, you strike him again on the chest. He doesn't change his position, just looks down at you while you pound your fists against his body, watching as you begin to cry. It broke his heart. Seeing you like this. The worst part for Junmyeon was knowing that he couldn't be the one to fix this for you, there would never be the same connection between the both of you unless Baekhyun was out of the equation.
The most sickening thought to Junmyeon was knowing that you would never leave Baekhyun.
Not for Sehun.
Not for Kyungsoo.
Not even him.
He sighs as he stops your actions in a heartbeat, grabbing your arms mid air. You hiccup as you look back up at him, your eyes filled with tears. Your eyes that stole his heart were nothing but a black hole now, and even if Junmyeon wanted to pull you back out, you wouldn't have accepted his hand. He fights his own sob trying to erupt from his throat, putting on a smile for you. You shake your head, your pink lips forming to say something. But you didn't.
"Are you cold?" He mutters out brokenly.
You scrunch your face up, your cheeks, a beautiful shade of pink. Your eyes shut closer together as you bite your lip to contain your whines, and shake your head.
"I... I've got thick skin."
He licks his lips, looking at the stained ground. He releases his grip on you, letting his arms fall back to his sides. "You should head back inside."
You shake your head more violently now, punching his arms.
"You're supposed to give me your jacket, you fucking prick."
It sounded desperate. Like you were hoping that the connection you had could somehow be fused back together with something as pathetic as a jacket. You continue to hit him, speaking in choked sobs, repeating for him to give you his jacket. But he doesn't listen anymore. He just stares at you, watching how devastatingly broken you were.
"That's enough, Y/N."
"No. You need me just as much as I need you." You snap back.
He shakes his head at you. He grabs the handle of the cafe door, turning his back on you.
"I don't need you at all. Don't bother coming back to work."
You start to scream a string of obscenities at him, but he silences the hurtful spikes you were throwing at him. He let the door close behind him, watching as some of the people inside gave him incredulous looks, the waitress peering outside while covering her mouth. He fashioned the cuffs of his jacket so they didn't look so disheveled, then cleared his throat as he approached the table in the corner.
Baekhyun doesn't say a word, but Junmyeon knows that he's holding back some type of resentment. The man's face distorted into pure anger, his hold on the coffee mug making his knuckles a bright red. Sehun huddled into his seat, not daring to look up at Junmyeon. He sighs at that, lazily looking between the two. He clicks his tongue, bringing his now cold drink up to his lips, gulping it down completely.
Once he finished, he placed it back gently on the table. He pulled out his wallet and pulled a few stray bills, confidently placing it on the table.
"I think that should cover everyone here. Sehun, are you coming?"
Baekhyun stands up, inching towards Junmyeon and stopping until he was only inches away from his face. His head bobs lightly, his tongue tracing his lips before he spoke.
"Sehun and I are going to spend some time together. Is that alright with you?"
Junmyeon is tired at this point. He's had enough of Baekhyun. Of you. So he chuckles darkly, making Baekhyun look at him with a quizzical expression.
"Do whatever the fuck you want. You might want to give Y/N a ride back to her house though. She's completely drenched. You should warm him up, make sure she doesn't catch a cold."
He turns his feet in the direction he came from, but Baekhyun's hand grabs his shoulder.
Junmyeon doesn't bother looking back, just stands in place as he looks out the window.
"I'll fuck her good for you."
And that was enough for him. He had it.
Junmyeon laughed, closing his eyes as he turned around slowly. He ducks his head down, bringing it up slightly so Baekhyun would only see his eyes. He smirked at him, opening his mouth to probably spit out some other lewd details, but Junmyeon doesn't give him the chance. He brings his fist to connect with Baekhyun's jaw, watching as the smaller man topples back on the table, his hands gripping onto the edges of it. Screams begin to echo in the once quiet shop, and Junmyeon can hear people scrambling out of the chairs, the squeaks of shoes running right out the door.
The waitress does nothing but look onto the fight unfold behind the counter, her phone shaking in her grasp as she tries to unlock it. Baekhyun spits on the floor, blood painting the washed out gray flooring. He looks back up, and Junmyeon hesitates as he watches Baekhyun's eyes turn into something almost demonic, his white teeth stained with the ruby color, smiling right at him. It almost felt like he wanted this to happen; but Junmyeon doesn't want to miss the opportunity to beat him to a pulp.
Baekhyun lands a pretty good punch to his chin, making Junmyeon twist his neck to the left. He shakes it off quickly, running back at him and grabbing him by his shirt, pushing him against the wall. He doesn't stop his fist from hitting his face, not giving him any mercy, just enjoying seeing the blood erupt from his mouth. It wasn't until Sehun pulled him off that he let him go. Baekhyun slides down the wall, his hands weakly spread on the floor, the smile on his face never leaving.
He wheezes, and Junmyeon just stares as Sehun restrains his arms behind his back, telling him, "It's okay, It's okay." He's in a delirious state now, looking down at his own shirt, the vermillion stains looking right back up at him. He watches as you somehow rush to Baekhyun's aid, looking at him and screaming. But it's all just static in his head. He pushes Sehun off of him, grunting as he winds his shoulder back. He stumbles as he walks away from the gore fest he created, cracking his knuckles.
"Sir! You cannot leave this premise, I already called the cops!"
The waitress was crying, her phone raised to her ear as she pointed at him. Junmyeon snickers, looking at her frazzled state. He continues to walk towards the door, stopping as he looks back at her, offering her a genuine side smile.
"I am the police. Go get him some napkins. He'll be fine."
He opens the door, looking up at the sky, watching the rain pour down. He smacks his lips together, then without a thought in his head, he takes off his jacket. He looks back inside, Sehun looking back at him with shock, and tosses it on one of the tables.
"Give it to Baekhyun. He needs it more than me."
Baekhyun's POV
"Get in the fucking car, Sehun."
Baekhyun didn't know what was exactly going to transpire today, but it sure as fuck wasn't this. He sits himself in his car, immediately looking at his face in the mirror. His nose was bleeding, one of his eyes was turning completely red- to which Baekhyun scoffed.
He looked down at his hand, the faint color of crimson staining it. Usually this would be fine, but in this scenario he was disgusted. There should never be a moment where he, Baekhyun, would be the one spitting up blood. He listens to the back passanger's door close harshly, and he looks at a spooked Sehun staring back at him. He's stark white, his legs crossed over one another, his body visibly shaking.
He licks his lips as he looks away, gripping the steering wheel.
"Did you know he was going to do that?" He says sourly.
Sehun shook his head, looking outside the window.
"No. I've never seen him like that before."
Baekhyun punches the wheel then, making Sehun audibly gasp. He turned around in a flash, teeth gritting together, aiming his next words towards the young boy.
"I'm going to take Y/N home, and if you-" He jabs his finger in the other's chest, "say a single thing? I'll make sure you regret it. You got me?"
He nods, tears brimming his eyes already. Baekhyun chuckles at that, pulling his hand away from him and sitting back in his seat completely. He clears his throat, blood still spewing from his lips. He grimaces, looking outside his own window this time, watching you walk up to his side with more napkins.
You tap the window, and Baekhyun nimbly pushes down the button to roll it down. You quickly shove the napkins towards his nose, you're forcing out too many words at once, making you stutter uncontrollably.
"I- I did- I can't believe he did that. Are you o-okay?" You take sharp breaths in between each word, like it hurt to inhale.
Baekhyun's heart swells at that, and he rests his hand over yours, stopping your frantic movements. He shakes his head and closes his eyes, trying to remain calm for you. He listens to your ragged breathing, then rests his gaze on yours. He smiles.
"I'll be fine. Let me take you home-"
"No. I- I have to talk to him."
And why did you want to talk to him? Baekhyun wondered. He was only one short circuit away from blowing up, but he reminds himself that it's you, that's he talking to. He couldn't have you thinking he was the controlling boyfriend that he knows he is. Baekhyun would be the composed, innocent man in this situation. And God, it really fucking sucked being good.
"If that's what you think you should do. Go for it." He narrows his eyes, watching as you didn't expect that response. You nod hestitangly, unsure of what to do with the remaining napkins in your hand. He shakes his head softly, taking them from you.
"Make sure you text me when you get home then. I'll come over." He says in a whisper.
You give him a sympathetic smile, "Of course."
You give him a kiss on his cheek, to which Baekhyun makes sure to record in his memories to fond over later. You turn around, but Baekhyun reaches out his window and latches his grasp on your wrist. You look back confused, but he doesn't even need to say it to you now; something that he pleasantly enjoyed.
"I- I love you."
He tilts his head cheekily to the side, letting you go.
"I love you too."
He watched until you were only a speck in his vision, and then he grudgingly turned back around again, latching his fangs into Sehun.
"Get in the front with me."
Sehun shook his head.
"I'm okay back here-"
"Get up here." Baekhyun deadpans.
So there they were, driving in Baekhyun's car, driving aimlessly. He hasn't said anything to the other, just kept quiet as he tapped his finger on the wheel, watching his windshield wipers dispose of the rain on the car. Sehun cleared his throat when they arrived at a red light, and Baekhyun flickered his eyes on him for a second, then continued to stare forward at the road.
"What?" He says in a sardonic tone.
"Where are we going? I actually have some work I have to go over-"
"Really? What is it about?" Baekhyun smirks, hitting the gas pedal.
Sehun fiddles with his hands, "Just some um, you know. Burglary case."
Baekhyun nods, his voice ringing in the silent car.
"Man, I hate people like that. They could be so annoying, huh?"
Sehun forces out a bitter laugh.
"Y-yeah. They're... annoying."
"Tell me Sehun. Because I'm really, really, into what you do for a living. How do you live with yourself when you know you have blood on your hands? Do you think you're better than me?"
Silence.
He turns a street, slowing down his speed in the empty neighborhood. He waits for him to say something, but just like he knew, Sehun didn't dare say a single syllable. He looks at the dim lit houses and apartments as he continues his drive, pointing at some and complimenting the exterior. He stops in front of one, moving his hand towards the Park shift. He faces Sehun now, observing how he stayed completely still, his shoulders hunched over, his face looking completely in his lap. Baekhyun snaps his fingers, making the other jump in his seat.
"You see that house?"
Sehun diverted his attention outside the window. It was an ugly house; seemingly abandoned from the looks of it. It was almost as if it was being held by strings, the paint chipping off the wood, the lawn a complete jungle. The roof was beaten in, some had already caved in, submitting itself over to the undeniable death. He looked back at Baekhyun, his eyebrow raised.
"What about it?"
Baekhyun winced, his eye throbbing in pain. He fixates on Sehun through his migraine.
"It's beautiful."
"Beautiful? I don't see how-"
He slaps his face then, immediately grabbing his cheek to look back at him.
"Isn't it beautiful seeing things struggle to stay alive? No matter how broken they are. They still manage to live. And do you know why us, as people, no matter how battered and bruised we get, we still get up?"
Sehun shook his head in Baekhyun's hand. Baekhyun rolls his eyes, digging his fingernails into his skin. "Because they think they have purpose. And where does purpose come from? It comes from the undeniable feeling that something or someone created you- that some being put you in existence because they believed you had something to grace this fucked up reality."
He lets go of Sehun's face, shoving him against the window. He unbuckles his seatbelt, crawling towards his body and pushing his head on the window. He savors seeing Sehun's breath clouding on the clear glass, his breathing short with each one he took. He locks his fingers in his hair, twisting and pulling it, slamming his face into the glass harder.
"But do you want to know the one thing that people don't know?"
He snickers to himself as he grins.
"I am the person who decides people's purposes. Me."
Sehun pushes him off, saliva dripping down his mouth, his eyes in a crazed state. Baekhyun raises his hands in the air as if he'd been caught, then relaxes as he leans against his seat.
"So, Sehun. Can you answer my question?"
Sehun grips the leather seat, tears staining his cheeks.
"What question?" He lashes out.
"Do you think you're better than me?"
"I- I don't know. Why does this matter, why me?" He spews angrily.
Baekhyun sighs, lazily draping his seatbelt on himself. He resumes his quaint car drive, not answering Sehun's question. He wracked his mind about this for a while; people who knew they were going to die not cooperating with their killer. It never made sense, Baekhyun enjoyed the manipulative mind games he would play with people, much like a kid playing with their food. Deciding which portion of their meal would enter their mouths... which portion would end up unscathed. If you were in the palm of a sadistic killer, would you rather play with him or fight him?
The choice was fairly obvious.
But obviously not.
The gloomy skies turned a shade of purple and black, the moon resurfacing from its slumber. Baekhyun didn't say anything as he parked in front of the apartment building he frequented often. He pushed back the pain that screamed at him, lifting his hand to grab his car keys. Sehun stayed put, glancing up towards the building. When he didn't react, Baekhyun waved his key in the air questiongly at him.
"You're not excited to be here?"
"Why would I be?"
"Because now you won't be alone with me."
Sehun uttered underneath his breath, "I'm not talking to him anymore."
Baekhyun jutted his bottom lip out, masking a look of concern.
"Not best friends with your best friend anymore? Wonder why."
"Like you fucking care."
Baekhyun shook his head, reaching over to the glove box. He opened it up, pulling the sharp object out. He grazed his indent finger over the gray blade, watching how prettily it shined in the darkness. Sehun held his breath, watching Baekhyun admire his toy. Baekhyun smiled brightly, his cheeks warming up.
"I'm offended by that. I care about my friends. And you're my friend."
Something in the air changed when Baekhyun stated that; and he took into account how Sehun's once scared shitless exterior softened. Obviously something happened between him and Chanyeol, it wasn't like he necessarily cared about what it was about, but if it could make this more entertaining for him, he'll use it.
"Get out. If you make a run for it, I'll kill you."
Baekhyun stood behind Sehun as he entered the apartment building, knife embedded in his lower back. An awkward ride in the elevator was fun for Baekhyun, enjoying how Sehun squirmed in discomfort. He felt his phone vibrate in his back pocket, and without his eyes leaving Sehun's back, he pulled it out. He squinted from the bright light coming from his phone, but that soon was replaced with a heartwarming grin.
i made it home. let me know when you're coming over. i'll order take out. :) love you.
He shoved it back into his pocket as the elevator notified them they arrived. He couldn't wait to come back home to you, being able to be overwhelmed with your scent, your body, your touch. He almost stumbled in his step while thinking about it, but he covered it up by pushing Sehun ahead of him, towards Chanyeol's door.
He brushed some hair out of his eyes, gazing at Sehun's closed fist knocking on the door of his life-long friend. He felt his heart race faster as Chanyeol opened the door in shock, wearing only a robe, his hair in complete disarray. Baekhyun brought his free hand up, waving cutely in his direction.
"We haven't had a guy's night in a while."
Chanyeol had let them in, stubbornly, but still- let them in. Which was his biggest mistake in his life so far. Baekhyun had grabbed Sehun by his collar and led him towards the couch. He threw him down roughly, flipping the knife in his hand in the air before jokingly pretending to stab him.
"Quit it, Baek." Chanyeol shouted at him, taking his place on a chair beside the glass table.
Baekhyun giggled to himself, flashing the knife at Chanyeol. He grunted as he pushed the tip of the blade away, giving a snarling look. Crossing his arms, Chanyeol pierced his gaze at Sehun, the younger childishly looking away. He snorted at that, then watched as Baekhyun sat in his own chair.
Chanyeol quipped, "What the fuck happened to you? You almost look as bad as me."
"Your friend. Junmyeon." Baekhyun grunted out.
Chanyeol widens his eyes. Then erupts in boisterous laughter, hand clapping included. The two men aren't amused by it in the slightest, and after a couple more seconds of his annoying noise, he dwindles down, fully taking in the tension filled air. He licks his lips and brings his attention back to Baekhyun, but more importantly the blade that was adorned in his grip.
"What's the knife for, huh?" Chanyeol barks at him. He was nervous, Baekhyun could tell.
So he shimmies into his seat, ready to watch the show unfold in front of his very eyes; perfectly orchestrated by him. "I thought we'd play a game."
Sehun sits up in his seat, broadcasting for the first time a sense of confidence.
"A game?"
Baekhyun nods sweetly.
"A game. Rules are that you have to play. If you don't- well you know." He says in a singsong voice.
He watches Chanyeol stretch out his arms, sighing. He flashes a grim look towards Sehun.
"Thought you didn't want to see me anymore. Why'd you come?"
"Yeah, like I volunteered to be held at knife point by Baekhyun. I didn't want to come here."
Baekhyun stifles back laughter, crossing his legs together as he listens to the argument stirring up. He looked down at his knife; the same knife he used on Mina. If he squinted hard enough, he could still see the faint blood on the pristine gift Chanyeol gave him.
"Well I don't know, this could be an ambush for all I know. You and your stupid fucking choices that you make. You never learn, do you?" Chanyeol's veins popped out of his neck as he spoke to Sehun.
Sehun rolled his eyes, looking at Baekhyun.
"What do we have to do?"
"What, so you're ignoring me now? Prick." Chanyeol spits.
Baekhyun stands, interjecting as he raises his hands in the air.
"Now now. Let's not get too excited to play the game. Let me explain the rules, okay guys?"
They don't say anything so Baekhyun takes it that they're interested. He loved his friends.
"So, the whole premise is kind of silly," He chuckles as he walks over to the couch, wrapping his arm around Sehun's shoulders, "Basically, the two of you spill your guts about every horrible thing you've done for me. The one who takes responsibility wins. Pretty easy, right?"
Sehun puckers his lips and begins to open his mouth, but Baekhyun shushes him, grazing the knife on his cheek. "I'm not finished."
"The one who's too much of a self centered cunt, dies. By who? You're wondering? Well," He stands up, dragging the knife on the glass table, making the men in the room groan from the noise, "By the one who wins. I think it's pretty fair."
Chanyeol gives him the most stomach-turning frown, his lips trembling in distraught.
"No fucking way."
Baekhyun walks behind Chanyeol's chair, his hand bringing the knife to his neck. He inches towards the other's ear, his lips grazing his skin ever so slightly.
"Aren't we friends, Channie? Best friends, right?"
His friend's hand grips the chair's arm furiously, "Us being friends doesn't have anything to do with this, Baekhyun."
"Oh, but I think it does. You know why it does, Chanyeol? Because I have something on you. And if I tell the entire world what Park Chanyeol did- well, that wouldn't end well for you, right? But I'm your friend, so I'll give you a chance to not ruin your perfect cookie cutter reputation."
He slices Chanyeol's skin lightly, looking down to see the small beads of blood sprout from his neck. He immediately hushes his deep rooted snarls, his body settling into the situation that was being unfolded. Sehun gapes, but he slowly closes his own mouth, eyebrows furrowed together as he leans out of his seat.
Baekhyun smiles. "Okay then. Who wants to be honest?"
He sits back down in his chair. Of course, he had something up his sleeve. He slipped his phone out of his pocket, cleverly hiding it from view underneath his thigh. He rummaged through his miscellaneous apps, until he finally clicked on Voice Memos. And finally, the game would actually begin.
Sehun starts it off, which was little to no surprise to Baekhyun. He was the weaker one out of all of them after all.
"I- I disposed of the body of Baekhyun's girlfriend. I didn't like doing it though. I- I still have nightmares about it."
Baekhyun gives a light hearted clap, to which Sehun glares. He looks towards Chanyeol, and Baekhyun copies. He looks tired, his arms hanging off the arms of the chair, his eyes fixated on the ground.
"Chanyeol? What about you? What have you done?" Baekhyun questions.
Chanyeol licks his lips, pulled out of the trance he put himself in.
"I... I haven't done anything."
God, was he an idiot. He knew his friend was prideful, but did he really have to be when it came to his own life? He sighs, shaking his head.
"No... I don't think that's right. Come on, spill your guts. We don't judge here!"
His cheerfulness does nothing to the bland environment. Chanyeol covers his face with both of his hands, something of a sob tumbling from his throat. Baekhyun looks at Sehun, giving him a look that reads, "Can you believe this guy?"
"I didn't do anything. I haven't." Chanyeol repeats.
Sehun stands up, anger fusing into his features.
"I should have known you wouldn't fess up to anything. You're just like your fucking dad."
Baekhyun gasps, placing his hands over his mouth. He tries to fight off the incoming laughter from his chest, but it spills over maniacally. Of course, he knew Chanyeol's trouble with his own father, I mean he issued him to kill him for Christ's sake. But compared to Baekhyun, Chanyeol's sanity when it came to his dad was utterly gone. He knew not to talk about it; only when it mattered, when it was a reminder. Obviously Sehun didn't know about this. So Baekhyun continued his fit of giggles, his eyes latching onto Chanyeol's furious state.
"You know, I let it go earlier. I mean, you didn't even give me the chance to say anything before you left, you fucking asshole. But you- you don't know anything about my fucking father. He was a living fucking nightmare, he cheated, he lied, he hit me. I am nothing, like him," Chanyeol kicks his chair back, his body moving faster than he could have been thinking, stopping as he stands in Sehun's face, "So shut the fuck up if you know what's good for you."
Sehun clenches his fists, mustering up a confident face, but failing horribly.
"I killed Kyungsoo. I am the person who fucking helped. I disposed of a body. Come on, Chanyeol. Fucking take ownership. Don't fucking die because your pride!"
With a gurgled yell, Chanyeol punches Sehun in the face, his own face bright red with anger. Sehun fights back, grabbing Chanyeol by his shoulders and shoving him into the glass table, shards gliding on the hardwood floor, pieces stopping at Baekhyun's shoes. Baekhyun's adrenaline shoots up, his already widened eyes stretching out even more, his smile so big it's beginning to hurt. He picks up a shard of glass, flipping it around in his hand as he watches Sehun plummeting his fist into Chanyeol's face.
He stands up, walking behind Sehun and seeing his friend's face go in and out of consciousness. His lip is busted, blood is sprayed on his chin and exposed chest, his eyes are in a dazed, frenzied state. Sehun freezes his movements, taking a deep breath in before he pulls Chanyeol up, looking him straight in the eyes.
"Chanyeol. Please, say something."
He spits blood on the younger's face, yet Sehun stays stoic. He whispers this time,
"Choose me. Choose to live."
Baekhyun huffs annoyed, giving Sehun's ribs a hard kick, watching him cripple up and fall on the ground. He stands over Chanyeol now, both of his feet on either side of him, crouches down and smacks his lips together.
"What did you end up doing yourself, huh, Yeol?" He brushes some of Chanyeol's dark locks off his forehead, gagging as he touches some of the blood that was painted into his skin.
Chanyeol's voice is brittle as he speaks, "P-please. Help."
The words came out weakly, each syllable too painful for him to escape from his mouth. Baekhyun ponders for a moment, then nods his head. He picks up his battered friend, sitting him up and dragging him so he leans on the chair he had kicked back moments prior. He slaps him a little, trying to keep him conscious. When he finally lets up and keeps his eyes open, Baekhyun waves the knife in his face gleefully.
"You want me to help you, right?"
Chanyeol nods slowly, his eyes crossing repeatedly, trying to focus on him. Baekhyun let's a small, "uh-huh," out, then walked towards Sehun. He repeats his action, dragging his body and stopping to drop him right in front of Chanyeol's feet. He digs his foot into Sehun's neck, putting pressure steadily, watching him struggle to push him off. Baekhyun looks at Chanyeol with a straight face, eyes dark.
"What do you want me to do, Chanyeol?"
Chanyeol, becoming more and more aware of what's happening, gurgles on his own blood, sputtering out drops of the red on Sehun's face. He shakes his hands, getting on his knees and trying to remove Baekhyun's foot from the other's throat. Baekhyun sneers at that, disappointment settling into his features. He keeps his foot on the other's throat and takes a step in Chanyeol's direction, bringing the knife to the side of his neck.
"You can't save him. But you want to know what you can do?" Baekhyun lashes out in anger.
Chanyeol shakes, looking up defeated.
"W-what?" He says brokenly.
Baekhyun removes the knife from his throat, then points his finger and motions for Chanyeol to get on top of Sehun. It takes him a moment to register what he's asking, but nonetheless, he does it. And Baekhyun feels almost a little bit of pity for him; but it's quickly erased when he hears Sehun wheeze against his shoe. He takes his foot off of him, crouching behind Chanyeol, placing his hands on his shoulders, leaning his head against the crook of his neck as he peered down at Sehun.
"What do you want to say, Sehun?" Baekhyun asks.
There's fear in his eyes, and the all knowing feeling that his last words were coming soon. He knew the look all too well, loved seeing it. But in this moment, it felt different. Rather than the impending speech of love being tarnished, a future of marriage memorized and said endless amounts of times to potential lovers, this was Sehun. Sehun, who played the game right, Sehun who didn't let pride wash over him. It made Baekhyun feel... like a God. He was the one who wrote the script, who decided to change the rules if it didn't seem fit to his liking, he was- He Is- God.
"The answer- to your question." Sehun says shakily.
Baekhyun shapes his mouth into an, "O '' shape, nodding his head and biting his lip eagerly.
"Yes? And what is that?"
Sehun looks directly at Chanyeol as he speaks,
"I'm not better than you."
Baekhyun hears Chanyeol's voice hitch, his body trembling. Sehun continues.
"You win. You'll always win, Baekhyun."
"Exactly. Now, Chanyeol," Baekhyun slithers his hand down to Chanyeol's, placing the knife in his hand, "I'm going to give you something that you've always wanted."
Chanyeol replies in a monotone voice, "Which is?"
"To kill and rid of the obstacle in your life. I won't do it for you this time. Think of it as a gift."
He looks as Chanyeol slowly but surely wraps each finger around the hilt of the knife, until it is in his grasp most surely. Baekhyun gingerly brings his hand on Chanyeol's arm, pushing it towards Sehun's chest. He lets go once the blade is inches from Sehun's own flesh, pausing to watch what his friend would do next.
Sehun sobs, "We can still do it. We can still kill him, Chanyeol."
"Is that right, Chanyeol? You can still kill me? Well look, I'm right here. Do it." Baekhyun lets the last words drip with curiosity.
Chanyeol doesn't make any movements. He stays on top of Sehun, knife remaining inches from his chest. His troubled breathing is the only sound in the apartment, only until he speaks with the utmost confidence.
"I... I can be loyal to something as small as a best friend, Sehun."
Sehun's eyes glimmered with hope then, Baekhyun almost faltering in his own confidence.
"Yes- Yes, Chanyeol! I knew you would choose me-"
And Chanyeol followed his words as he plummeted the knife into his friend.
"Chan...chanyeol?"
Sehun's mouth was left agape as he looked down shakily at the knife sticking out of his chest, Chanyeol's body hunched over Sehun's in a ghostly manner. Baekhyun let out a nervous chuckle, putting a hand over his heart, closing his eyes in relief. He doubted- for a second, that Chanyeol would be persuaded by the meaningless words Sehun spouted out. But Baekhyun knew.
"I knew you would choose me." Baekhyun says sarcastically, mimicking Sehun.
Chanyeol says nothing as he takes the knife out of Sehun, throwing it away from his sight. He picked up the limp body now, his hand moving behind Sehun's head, pushing it up, shaking it.
"Sehun? Sehun, please. I- I didn't do it. I didn't-"
A string of sobs continued after, and Baekhyun walked quietly to retrieve his weapon, cleaning off the blood with his already ruined shirt. He made his way back to Chanyeol, who was attempting to revive Sehun's dead body, chest heaving as snot shot from his nose, his tears cascading on the corpse's face. Baekhyun snaps his finger, earning a devastated and desperate look from Chanyeol.
"And where's my thank you for saving your ass?" Baekhyun crossed his arms together.
Chanyeol blinked, his face morphing into one of shock.
"Thank You? What the fuck do I have to thank you for? You killed my-"
Baekhyun stamps his foot as he yells,
"You! You killed him, Chanyeol. Not me. Maybe I should have let Sehun kill you; you still can't play the game fucking right. Piece of shit. You can't even say thank you for the gift I gave you, some fucking stability in your life, jeez. Also," He snakes out his phone from his pocket, waving it in the air, then clicking the button to end the voice memo, "I have it all recorded. I'll just keep it as a reminder for you."
Chanyeol grips Sehun's body closer to his chest. His left eye was swollen shut now, the blood dried on his face and chest. Baekhyun didn't think Chanyeol looked any better than right now. So he sticks his phone back in his back pocket, slipping the knife in the other. He walks over to the door, but Chanyeol stops him with one last pleading question.
"Baekhyun. Why... why didn't you kill me?"
Baekhyun stills. He looks over his shoulder, smiling.
"Because. You're my friend."
"Goodbye, Chanyeol."
And as he closed the door behind him, he listened to Chanyeol unleash a blood curdling scream. He relished in it, humming a tune to himself as he walked down the hallway. He brought his phone out as he entered the elevator. He typed happily, his thoughts finally only becoming about you.
on my way back. i missed you so much. i'm so happy. :)
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Mess We Made - fourth/last (m)
(gif not mine)
Pairing: Baekhyun x reader
Genre: arranged marriage au (not bbh), doctor AU, angst, fluff
Words: 7.5K
WARNINGS: language, mentions of blood, mature content, cheating (not bbh)
Quick A/N: Hiii! Im gonna hide... Ive never written sth like this omg. (pls let me know your thoughts). This is the final part so I feel accomplished I wrote such long chapters in such a short time ><
tags: @byunfirstlady @blackon @puppyeoliepop @in3vitably3v3 @mangobaek @bobohumyonlyboo @wooya1224 @exortedgoods @gureuma (if you want to be tagged/untagged please reply to this post)
parts: first – second – third -- fourth (last)
masterlist
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Mess We Made, last part
“What the hell did you think you were doing in the hospital?” you attacked him as soon as you arrived home after two days.
Frankly Minheob didn’t come to visit you anymore although you overheard some nurses gossiping that he went several times to the doctor’s office and had a chat with doctor Kim. As much as you wished to know why he would go the great lengths to try to tie you down, you also couldn’t care less as long as he didn’t come and see you.
Minheob frowned at you as he watched you cradle Hayeon. “Do you think I don’t know?”
“Don’t know what?”
He stepped closer to you and you wanted to move backwards but the baby’s crib was behind you, successfully caging you in. He grinned nastily. “Well, you really are so clueless. As soon as I found out your lover is also in that hospital, I rushed in to get you. You doing miscarriage and daring to cheat on me at the same time?” He scoffed. “That is unheard of.”
Your heart rate sped up at his words. There was no way you cheated on him. Baekhyun did come several times to check up on you, sometimes you even swore he was there while you were sleeping and felt something soft brushing your cheek, but you never did anything more than what a doctor and a patient would do. Did Minheob know about Baekhyun? If he did then how did he find out?
Minheob laughed out loud at your shocked expression, and reached out to caress Hayeon’s hair but you moved her away from his touch. “She is my daughter too, you know.”
“How dare you accuse me of cheating on you,” you muttered sternly, trying to keep your voice down so as not to trigger the baby.
“Well, then let me put you into perspective because the past year you’ve been amazingly oblivious.” He made a dramatic pause and you almost lost all your wits. He took a deep breath and like a snake, licked his lips in mischief. “How many times have you moaned his name when you were coming, huh?” he whispered, carefully watching you from up close. “How many times have you thought it was him instead of me? You were so full of him while in bed with me... What made you ever think I wouldn’t find out that you still kept in touch with him?”
Blood drained from your face and you knew you were done for. And Baekhyun too. Your stupid mistake would bring him into this huge mess that you created again.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” you dared to lie through gritted teeth and hugged your baby even tighter. “Nor do I care what your twisted mind came up with, Minheob.”
He laughed, stepping away from you. “So this is the way you want to act? I will gladly moan out his name for you, maybe then you would remember?” he asked with a low tone.
You started walking towards the kitchen, deciding to mix the baby formula so that Hayeon could eat. You were not breastfeeding her, you only did so for two weeks before you gave up. Your breasts took too long to bring out the milk and even if they did, it was bloody. Another reason to be miserable. You couldn’t even feed your child.
“Stop pretending you didn’t hear me,” snickered your husband and grabbed your wrist, yanking you back to him.
You gasped, holding Hayeon tighter. “I didn’t cheat on you!”
“I don’t give a fuck whether you did or not! You just stayed in hospital for two days for nothing because he wanted you there!”
When you opened your mouth to retort something, he muttered: “Baekhyun wanted to keep you there for himself, didn’t he? Good way to make use of you,” he snarled. “A woman that lost her child. He could still fuck you over-“
Your hand flew out before you could think twice, landing a stinking slap on Minheob’s face. “Get him out of your filthy mouth,” you muttered lowly, sending him death glares. Minheob was shocked just for a moment before he was about to rebuke, but you beat him to it: “Baekhyun has nothing to do with me. Stop blaming innocent people-“
“I cannot believe you had me fooled! I had his best friend stalked to make sure he wouldn’t make moves on you, the Park Chanyeol kid, and then it was the fucking doctor the whole time!” he shouted but you didn’t flinch, only proudly noted how his cheek was becoming redder with each passing second.
“I never fooled you,” you answered, “it’s you who does the dirty job. Leave Baekhyun alone.”
“I can see how angry you are becoming. Protecting your secret lover.”
“He is not my secret lover.”
“I can see the way you are looking at me right now. You hate even the idea of me saying his name, don’t you? You hate your entire family for making you marry me when you could have him-“
“Enough.”
“But you’re stuck with me and he will most probably find another woman-“
“I said enough!” you screamed loudly, successfully making Hayeon cry in your arms while your husband had a victorious smile on his face. He paused for a moment and pushed his hands into the pockets of his jeans. Turning away from you, he said: “Good luck taking care of that weeping machine. It’s annoying. I’ll be out.”
When you heard the door slam, you felt your cheeks burning up with anger while the tears you didn’t know you were keeping in, spilled. Quickly shushing Hayeon, you went over to grab the formula as you originally wanted to, while sniffing.
“C‘mon, Hayeon, don’t cry,” you tried gently but she was relentless.
You didn’t want her to be scarred by the toxic relationship you had with her father. Everyday you tried your best to be good for her and make her happy so that she would grow up well. But having Minheob breathing down your neck was making it hard.
It was almost one hour later, Hayeon still slowly sucking on the milk from her bottle while you had the big TV turned on with a comedy show when the doorbell rang.
Sighing tiredly, you walked over to the intercom to check the camera, and your heartbeat sped up when you noticed Baekhyun’s profile as he was waiting for you to let him in.
What the hell was he doing here? He shouldn’t be here!
Despite your racing thoughts, you let him in and walked over to the doors with Hayeon in your arms. She was tapping on your chest with her small hands as she was looking at you with huge eyes.
You were cooing to her softly, hoping it would ease your nerves. And it did. You didn’t hear Baekhyun approaching, only realizing his presence when he was two meters from you, casually leaning his shoulder against the wall, his arms pushed in his dark-blue jeans, and observing you with a warm, gentle smile. It made your heart skip a beat.
“Baekhyun,” you breathed and he lazily stretched his lips before walking over to you, standing a tad too close as he was looking down at your daughter.
“Being a mother really suits you,” he murmured softly, looking up to catch you staring.
Quickly recovering, you blurted: “You shouldn’t be here, Baek. I’m not sure when my husband will be back-“
“He won’t be coming for a while, don’t worry,” he replied calmly.
You frowned. “Did he go after you?” Just the idea made you dizzy with worry.
Baekhyun chuckled, taking in your expression. “No, but he is with doctor Kim.”
You frowned.
“Won’t you let me in?”
“Ah, right,” you stammered and moved aside, letting him in. You weren’t sure you wanted him to see the place you’d been living in with another man that wasn’t him. Baekhyun looked out of place as you followed him to the spacious living room. “Please, sit down. What can I get you?”
He did as you asked and looked at you with expectant eyes. He smiled sheepishly. “This is probably too much but… do you maybe have wine?”
“I do but… aren’t you driving?”
“My brother will come and pick me up. He is nearby doing some business.”
You nodded. “I’ll have a glass with you, too. Just let me put her-“
“I can hold her,” he offered smoothly which made you stop. “Only if you don’t mind. I’ve held quite a few babies,” he grinned proudly.
Smiling, you gladly handed him Hayeon and gave him her little bottle. You realized you were too close because when you glanced up, Baekhyun’s nose almost brushed yours. Pulling away, you turned to go when he asked: “Aren’t you breastfeeding? You shouldn’t drink.”
Preparing two wine glasses, you told him you weren’t. He was silent and when you came out with the glasses and two kinds of bottles he looked up at you holding the options up for him.
“Red,” he said with a smile.
You nodded and poured the both of you a glass and faced him. Humming, you noted: “Being with a baby suits you.”
He smiled knowingly. “Oh, yeah? Well… this one looks a lot like you, to be honest.” He gave a loving caress to Hayeon’s head and you felt your heart squeezing painfully.
“Luckily.” You cleared your throat. “What brings you here?”
Baekhyun cooed at Hayeon a little bit longer before he murmured, catching your eyes. “I was worried… he would do something to you.”
“But you never cared before.”
“That’s not true and you know it.”
You bit your lip. “Why is he with doctor Kim again?”
Baekhyun pressed his lips for a moment, thinking over your question. “He is…” he let out a perplexed laugh, as if unsure what to say, “I don’t know how to put it in words.”
Baekhyun earned your full attention now. “What do you mean?”
“He is in love with doctor Kim.”
Your mouth fell open, the news catching you off guard. “H-he what?”
“Shh,” he shushed gently like he always did with you, and nodded towards Hayeon who was drifting off to sleep in his arms. Your heart squeezed painfully once again, the sight was bittersweet. Your child in his arms. “I found out today too. He had been visiting her for a long time. Turns out they have known each other since high school.”
That sounded awfully familiar. “And now he is trying to get her?”
Baekhyun shrugged once and looked down at Hayeon, her eyes peacefully closed but still diligently sucking on the last droplets of milk. “Maybe?”
“And here I thought he went there to stalk me.”
He turned his head towards you. “Does it matter whether he actually wants doctor Kim?” he asked quietly, the unvoiced actual question palpable in his voice. Do you love your husband enough to be hurt that he wants another woman?
“I feel sorry for her,” was your blunt answer. “But if that means he will change I wish he would ditch me.” You looked Baekhyun in the eyes. “I’ve been wanting this whole nightmare to end for two years, Baekhyun. Two years of being completely helpless, not even able to see you properly. I want him to ditch me and I want to be with you.”
He was listening to you carefully, his eyes sometimes drifting to your lips and the way they shaped when you pronounced some words. “If I told you I have someone else…”
Within seconds your eyes burned up in despair. “No, you don’t.”
Without an answer, he was looking at you; observing the way your cheeks became red along with your nose while your eyes were full of unshed tears. You were so beautiful even after miscarriage. You were ethereal in his eyes even though he just made you cry. Now that Baekhyun thought about it, he didn't remember the last time he saw a genuine smile on your face; it was always either a tired, insincere smile or crying. If he only saw you like that, how many times must have you cried when he wasn't there?
“Please don’t tell me you have someone else,” you whispered when he wouldn't answer.
“It's only natural I would find someone else,” he reasoned matter-of-factly but in a gentle tone so as not to upset you.
“And you came here to tell me this?”
Baekhyun was helpless. He knew your jealousy could be blinding, but he thought with time it would simmer down. “I didn't come here to talk about my private life-”
You snorted sarcastically. “Right. Your private life is how we call it now?” You reached out for sleeping Hayeon and took her into your arms. Without a word you walked to the bedroom. In case you would become even more emotional, you didn't want her to wake. You heard Baekhyun shuffling after you, a conflicting gaze following your every more.
He waited by the door, silently watching you putting Hayeon into her crib. With teary eyes, you observed your daughter a little longer, thinking how wrong everything was at that moment before facing your guest.
Baekhyun didn't move when you closed the door behind you, instead he took hold of your wrist to make you look at him. “I'm sorry. It all came out so wrong.”
“You have nothing to apologize for,” you said evenly. “It's your private life and it's none of my business. Which means you may go. Now that you made sure I wasn't dying on the bedroom floor - because you really care about my well-being - it's time to leave.”
Baekyhun was slowly losing his patience. “Stop acting so freaking stubborn.”
More tears welled up in your eyes. “You are right. So leave. I want to be alone.”
He sighed when you tried to push his hand away. “Sweethea-” he stopped himself, biting quickly into his lower lip. Your heartbeat sped up but then he murmured your name softly and you deflated again. “I didn't mean I'm in a relationship.”
“Then what did you mean?” you pressed.
“I was with other women while I wasn't with you. That's all,” he replied truthfully. “I haven't been in a relationship ever since you left me.”
“But you slept with other women,” you finished.
He nodded, staring into your eyes with pure honesty. He had his heart on his sleeve for you, and you still couldn't help the boiling feelings of betrayal. Maybe it was because you were still recovering from the happenings of the past three days or maybe it was just the way you would always feel when Baekhyun was with another woman, be it romantically or purely physically.
“I still don't get why you are telling me this. I still don't understand why you had to come here now, out of all the times.”
“I want you back,” he whispered. “Even though it is impossible, I want you back. With everything you are.” Your breath hitched in your throat and your heart restarted its wild beating. “It's so fucking difficult to keep my hands off of you, to not touch you, to not be there for you when I know you don't have anyone else to turn to and share your burdens with. I know your asshole of a husband mistreats you with your entire family helping him out. I'm tired of it and if it means going against all the rules, then so be it.”
Hope was making your eyes come alive, he could see it. Even though they were teary, hope sparked through and Baekhyun felt relieved.
“Are you doing this now because you know Minheob has feelings for another woman?”
He was shocked. “W-what? No, it isn't about it-”
“Yes, you are,” you said, not even listening to him, “you wouldn't have come here if my husband wouldn't be seeing doctor Kim right now. Otherwise-”
“No, wait, listen to me-”
“You wouldn't fight for me if it weren't for-”
He murmured your name in warning. “Listen-”
“I can't believe you-”
“For Christ's sake just listen-”
“Make me.”
Baekhyun was furious. Both of you were staring down each other, both of you hurt and desperate. “Make me listen, Baekhyun,” you said again with a steely voice and he grabbed your face and crashed his lips on yours. You let out a moan, his lips so soft against yours despite the kiss being anything but soft. He cradled your face and you didn't waste time in bringing your arms around his neck, bringing him closer. You heard Baekhyun inhale sharply as he sucked on your lower lip before licking it, asking for entrance. He growled when you complied but would fight him for dominance. It was a game of push and pull and he pressed you against the wall next to the bedroom door; the room which you shared with someone that wasn't Baekhyun.
It was thrilling, exciting and you wanted more. Baekhyun tasted much sweeter than you could remember and there wasn't a chance that you'd get enough. When it came to him, it was never enough for you. Thirstily, you pressed your middle to his, causing him to grunt while he sucked on your tongue, his hands on your neck to angle your face for him. You could feel your lips were already swollen but you didn't care. Your hands were buried in his hair, messing it up, pulling on it as you wanted more. More, more, more. You wanted him to devour you, to take you and to never return you.
But it was still Baekhyun. This was unfair to him. And so he was the first one to disattach, pulling away from you slightly to press his forehead against yours while the both of you were panting. You looked at his lips, the way the skin around them was turning a gentle pink, his lips particularly red. God, you loved those lips and how cutely they were shaped.
He caressed your jaw with his thumb, bringing your attention up to his droopy eyes. “I love you,” he confessed.
Your throat went dry for a second. It was like reliving all your happy memories with him all over again. “I love you, too, Baekhyun,” you replied, making sure you were staring into his eyes.
A soft smile spread on his face and he leaned in to kiss you again but stopped just before his lower lip could touch your upper one. “We shouldn't do this, though. You are married, have a baby and it's not right.”
“You already kissed me,” you urged him, not sparing even a heartbeat to think about his words, “it won't make a difference if you do it one more time.” You raised yourself on your tiptoes and kissed him before he could retaliate. He moaned so subtly it almost made your knees buckle. His hands travelled souther, caressing your shoulders before they went to your back where he drew sensual circles, making you feel all sorts of inappropriate things. You dared to bring your hands to the hem of his shirt that was tucked into his jeans and pull it out, wanting to feel his skin under. He let out another moan when he felt your fingertips trailing the outline of his abs- wait, abs?
You pulled away. “Since when are you so ripped?” you breathed which made him chuckle. You lifted his shirt slightly to see that he had a freaking six-pack. Your mouth went agape, but you still felt Baekhyun's hand on the sliver of skin that showed between your jeans and shirt. He didn't dare to go further than that, though.
“Where else can I use my frustrations if not in the gym, hm,” he murmured in a low voice that made your insides squeeze with want.
You rested your head against the wall, looking at him with content. “I caused it all. I'm sorry.”
He sighed and stepped closer, one leg between yours as he cradled your cheek. “I knew from the start it would go like this, you know. Don't apologize.”
“I'm still sorry 'cause I never should have made you go through the things that me and my terrible family did.” You paused for a moment. “Let's start over, together,” you suggested eagerly. “Let's run away.”
Baekhyun took a deep breath. “You know that isn't possible, love.”
“It is,” you insisted, “of course it is. Let's just disappear and not let anyone know.”
“I have to make a living. And I love my job. You need to take care of your daughter as well.”
“So is that a no? Even if I get a divorce and a chance to start over… is that a no?” you asked quietly.
“Look, doctor Kim knows about us. She knows about our relationship because I couldn't focus whenever I knew you were in the clinic. My behavior gave me away and she is a great senior that understood me well. She was the one to tell me to come here and she called your husband over. I'm sure she is lecturing him.”
“What?”
“Yeah,” he nodded, running his thumb over the naked skin of your hip. “I'm sure with time, we can slowly start over again, hm?” he prompted gently, tapping your skin a few times. “Time is all we need.”
“I have to wait more to have you?” You were being greedy. You knew you were. But you couldn't help yourself.
“We waited a long time for each other,” he breathed, “we can wait a little longer. Doctor Kim will help us.”
“Then kiss me one last time. To seal it,” you demanded. “As a promise that you will come back to me, Baekhyun.”
And Baekhyun did.
///
It had been weeks now that you found out about Minheob having feelings for the kind doctor Kim. You weren't sure if it was because you were aware of it, but Minheob seemed to become less interested in you overall. He didn't call you when you were busy with the shop, he didn't care if you came home a little later, and not once mentioned Baekhyun to you anymore. It was almost as if that argument never happened.
Even though that seemed to get better, you were still sour because Baekhyun kept the contact between you two quite limited even though he said he wanted you. Sometimes you would exchange texts, because you couldn't keep still; your need to know what he was doing, how he was doing and where he was, was stronger.
It could have been frustrating and maybe now you got a taste of how he must have been feeling the entire time after your break-up. You expecting him to be alone and wait for something to happen was so greedy it made you feel embarrassed. Of course he would have found a woman for pleasure.
You weren't disappointed; hurt maybe because you despised any idea of him being with another woman. After all, you wanted to be the only one to know how he was like in bed, how he would treat a woman after the love-making was done.
You groaned gently, the intruding thoughts not doing you any good. Plus, you were on your period. Maybe you shouldn't have thought about it too much. He confirmed he still loved you and that was all that mattered.
It was almost four months later, your relationship and communication with Minheob almost non-existent and Hayeon a curious toddler, when Minheob said a sentence you never thought you would hear:
“I want a divorce.”
You swiveled around from where you were sitting on the carpeted floor, watching over Hayeon while your tablet was sitting in your lap, going through the new lingerie sets that were supposed to arrive anytime soon. With it, finally, the “unlock, bbh” one as well.
“What?”
“You heard me,” he sighed, sitting on the sofa, emotionlessly looking at an ever-bright Hayeon. “I want to divorce you.”
You were silent, carefully thinking over what to reply next. Maybe you didn't seem as shocked to him as he would have expected you to, but he didn't care at that point.
“I am with another woman. And I want to become a better person for her.”
“I see…”
He rolled his eyes. “At least pretend like you're shocked.” “I am, Minheob. You never told me you are seeing someone else.”
“Just like you never told me you are cheating on me with that doctor of yours.”
“I never-” you started, offended, but all too quickly you remembered kissing Baekhyun in that very house. Minheob couldn't have known about that, though. “I didn't cheat on you. Not like that.”
He let out a dishonest laugh and looked away. “Either way, it doesn't matter anymore. I want it to be as soon as possible.”
“What about Hayeon? She is your daughter.” Minheob didn't care about Hayeon, you knew it. He barely ever tried to initiate anything with her, let alone ask if the baby was doing well.
“Yeah,” he rolled his eyes, “you couldn't even give me a boy. It had to be a daughter.”
You puckered your lips, trying hard not to pick a fight. “I'm sick and tired of you being a misogynistic prick,” you told him in a calm voice. “She is a healthy child and you should be fucking thankful.” You turned to look at Hayeon who was playing with huge baby-safe lego pieces. “I will raise her to become much more badass than any man ever will.”
“Sure, you will.” He was silent for a while. “I will try better. I will take care of my part on her behalf, of course. And the matter with your family - they are all to stay just as usual.”
Not turning to look at him, you hummed. “Good way to become a better person, Minheob.”
“I'll deal with all the paperwork. Let's get everything settled by next week. Since we both agree on divorce.”
Sudden eagerness ignited your hope to be with Baekhyun much earlier than you anticipated. Just the idea of it made you feel elevated.
“And about this house…”
You turned your head to look at your soon-to-be ex-husband. “I will leave with Hayeon, don't worry.”
“Good.”
“Good.”
///
You headed to Baekhyun's that evening. Packing up the baby bag for Hayeon, you put her in the baby carrier basket once you arrived. You knew his new address but not once you visited. Having Minheob as a husband had its perks after all; you could easily look into the employees' personal records.
Baekhyun lived in an upscale apartment building, typical for families that had money. It made you realize just how much he developed professionally.
Shushing Hayeon, you waited for Baekhyun to open the door and when he did, he still looked surprised, even after letting you in through the intercom. “Hi,” you smiled, “I came to talk.”
Baekhyun took you in, noting the sleeping toddler. “Sure, come in,” he said quietly, not wanting to disturb the sleeping child.
“Sorry for coming unannounced,” you muttered sheepishly, admiring the way he looked in simple grey joggers and a white shirt.
Baekhyun stopped you from going further into his apartment. “Are you okay? Did something happen?”
“No,” you smiled softly, “I have some good news.”
Sitting close to each other, you talked for about two hours; about your future. About the current situation and about the way it all evolved. Baekhyun was surprised but you were relieved when you saw his eyes light up with the same hope that it did with yours. For amoment you were worried he wouldn't reciprocate the excitement but when he almost ducked to kiss you, you knew he still felt the same.
Your faces were so close, you could feel his breath on your cheek. “I was thinking about looking for an apartment…” you trailed off. “Maybe somewhere close to yours?”
“Silly,” sighed Baekhyun affectionately, “you'll come straight to my place.”
Your heart skipped a beat as you eyed his lips. “Are you sure? I will have Hayeon with me,” you admitted, not wanting to sound as sad as you actually felt. It made you sound like a bad mother and maybe just a little bit, you were. Hayeon was such a delight of a child, but she was Minheob's. Baekhyun didn't have anything to do with her and even though you loved her, it also made you mad that you didn't have a child with Baekhyun.
“You know I never had anything against Hayeon. She is innocent and too young. She is barely one, sweetheart. She is your child, how can I not love her?”
Baekhyun's words made your eyes snap up to meet his tender ones.
Slowly he lifted his hand, cradling your cheek. “She looks a lot like you, you know?”
You closed your eyes. “You already told me.”
“And I'm saying it again. She is gorgeous. I bet she will grow up into a beautiful lady just like her mother.”
You smiled, shaking your head gently as to not let his hand fall. “Will you help me raise her into a good and loving child?”
“Of course,” he breathed, his thumb wandering to your lower lip. “We will raise her together.”
Your smile grew wider, now opening your eyes. “I love you so much, Baekhyun. You really have no idea how perfect you are, do you?”
He smiled and leaned in, nudging your nose with his. “I would do anything just to see you smile like that again. I want to keep that smile on your face forever, baby.”
Electricity cursed through your veins. You leaned in, wanting to finally overcome the teasing distance between your lips but Baekhyun stopped you. “Hayeon is sleeping here.”
“She will sleep for a while now. She always sleeps the best after a car ride,” you muttered, still eyeing Baekhyun's lips.
He hummed, acknowledging your words. Then he grabbed your hand gently, intertwining your hands and made you stand up. Eagerly, you followed him to his bedroom and once he closed the door, you stared at each other for a moment before the both of you leaned in at the same time. Kissing each other passionately, he walked you towards his bed and sat down, making you straddle him.
You whimpered at the feel of his wandering hands. “You don't mind kissing me now?” you asked, wanting to be sure you weren't doing something that made him feel uncomfortable.
Baekhyun was looking up at you with huge eyes full of lust and love. The raw crave in his eyes was undeniable and it turned you on. “No. I should have just stolen you a long time ago.”
You giggled but he silenced you with another mind-blowing kiss. Letting him touch you everywhere, you found yourself needing air quickly and Baekhyun moved to your cheek, jaw and neck, sucking gently on the sensitive skin. Your hands were messing up his before they found the way to his shirt, once again wanting to feel up his abs that contracted under your touch.
“I missed you so much,” groaned Baekhyun when he squeezed your backside as he licked your collarbones before biting. You hissed, but he didn’t stop.
“I missed you much more,” you breathed, closing your eyes in pleasure. “You have no idea how much.”
He hummed and grabbed the v-line of your shirt, yanking it down to show your bra. Hungrily, he attached his lips to the swell of your breast and you moaned loudly, burying your hand in his hair. “I missed these, too,” he muttered, making you chuckle.
When his other hand wandered south to your jeans, you grabbed his hand in alarm.
“B-Baekhyun, I’m on my period,” you breathed shakily, your arousal growing with each touch of his. Because of your stupid monthly issue you wouldn’t be able to enjoy Baekhyun but to your utter shock, he muttered:
“I don’t care.” With that, he hoisted you up in his arms, making you let out a silent squeal as he smiled and brought you to his private bathroom. “Unless you mind,” he added warily.
“No,” you shook your head quickly. “I crave you too much to care.”
The doors closed shut and you were pushed against them, his middle pressed to yours causing you to let out a wanton moan. He wasn’t even inside you but you felt like a bone shattering orgasm was on its way already.
“Fuck, I missed you so much,” he whispered urgently as he sucked on your neck, his other hand supporting you on your backside, and the other wandering inside your shirt.
Your hand was in his hair, grabbing on it, pushing his head into your chest needily. “Jesus, Baek, I need you. No teasing, god.”
This would be a first time for the both of you to be intimate while you were bleeding. As much as it was a little off-putting, neither of you built up the boundaries that seemed to be nonexistent in your relationship.
He grunted as he brought you to the shower stall and gently put you down on your wobbly legs. You were already taking off your shirt and jeans and he was mimicking you, desperate to finally feel each other’s skin. When the both of you were naked, Baekhyun stepped closer to you and reached behind you to turn on the shower.
The first wave had cold water which made you squeal and jump, attacking and hugging Baekhyun to yourself who caught you with a handsome laugh.
“I’ll make you all hot and bothered very soon, princess,” he murmured in your ear, his nose pressed to your hair as you felt his hand caress you over your stomach before he let it slide to your womanhood.
“Baek-“ you started quickly, sudden anxiety eating you away because you were bleeding.
“Shh, no words,” he said and brought his face back to yours, diving in to bite your lower lip. “Just our bodies talking.”
“But-“
“I said,” he pressed and just then he spread your womanhood, his middle finger teasing your lips and the sensitive bud before he quickly let it dive into your hole. Your knees buckled at the sensation and Baekhyun was fast to press you against the wall, letting the water wash away your blood and arousal from his hand.
“Fucking gorgeous,” he grumbled and pushed two fingers inside of you, humming when he watched you open your mouth in an airy moan, your eyes closed in pure ecstasy.
You were panting heavily and when you opened your eyes to look at your lover, you felt like your chest would combust with repressed emotions. You grabbed the back of his head and smashed your lips together, bringing out another pleasurable moan from Baekhyun. The vibration of his chest rang against yours, connecting two wildly beating hearts.
He scissored his fingers inside you, pumped you slowly, in and out, making sure you were well stretched out.
A whimper was what made Baekhyun pull away from the heated kiss. “Do you think you’re ready for me?” he asked in a low voice, his eyes full of affection, desire and lust.
You nodded eagerly. “Yes, yes, just get on with it.”
You reached for his member that had stood up proud in the meantime, keeping close eye contact with his owner. “Since we are doing it while I’m on my period, I can feel all of you,” you breathed as you stood on your tiptoes to kiss him again while you wrapped your hand around his shaft, spreading the pre-cum over the tip with your thumb, closely checking your partner for any reaction. “You can come inside of me.”
Baekhyun hissed and followed with a deep groan as his arm slid around your waist bringing you to him so he could rest his head in your neck. He left open-mouthed kisses lazily on your skin and he squeezed your body when you played with his balls. “Fuck!”
Without warning, he pushed your hand away. “Do you trust me?” he asked, his hands already trailing down your sides, his member pressed to your stomach.
“Always.”
“Then jump for me,” he whispered passionately and was fast to catch you, your legs around his waist and your center just on his manhood. “I will fuck your brains out.” He informed you and you could only plead for him to finally move on. And he did. With just his tip at your center had the both of you close your eyes and moan into each other’s mouths before he slowly pushed in.
“Ahh, yes,” you let out and wiggled in his grasp. Baekhyun hissed sharply biting your earlobe when he managed to slide almost all of him in. “Shit your slick.”
Both of you looked down to where you were connected to see the water wash away a chunk of blood. “Ready?” he asked gently. “Tell me immediately if somethings off.”
You smiled at him deliriously and nodded in confirmation.
Baekhyun started with a slow pace, his thrusts careful, making you feel every single inch of his member, every vein and plain. Being on your period made your womanhood extremely sensitive and aware of every single movement inside you which was the reason your forehead fell into his shoulder, a moan after moan leaving your mouth.
He took your passionate reaction as a yes to speed up, and he set a faster, stronger pace, sliding swiftly in and out of you, each fraction sending pleasurable waves through Baekhyun’s body.
“Fuck yes,” he groaned when he slammed harshly into you, aiming for your gspot, sliding you up the wet wall while you arched your back.
“Yes, Baekhyun, right there!” you screamed, the slight cramps in your lower abdomen wonderfully changing into a wave of ecstasy bringing you closer to the edge.
“I know my woman well,” he hissed, watching your erotic face expressions with hooded eyes as he gave you another powerful thrust. “Only I know all your secret spots.”
“Yes, yes,” you gasped and leaned in, pushing your tongue into his mouth, your teeth clinking in the process as his length kept filling you up, stretching you so well he was touching your cervix. You felt another chunk of blood releasing and Baekhyun panted, your walls starting to pulse around him, telling him you were close. He quickly fumbled with his hand and brought it to your lower lips, massaging sensually with long fingers while he pounded into you, chasing now his own release as well. The buildup was almost unbearable. Just the idea of him taking you would send him to another world and the fact that he truly had you in his arms, you wrapped around him inside and outside made him release spurts and spurts of cum, his panting coming out in high-pitched moans just when you started to milk him.
You screamed loudly and Baekhyun was mouthing at your breasts hungrily, just as he always did when he was releasing. He gave your nipple a bite as he turned his thrusts into lazy hip-rollings, helping the both of you ride out your highs.
The shower was still fully on but it did little to no help to block out the sexual pants both of you were heaving out.
You locked eyes with Baekhyun’s and caught him smiling in satisfaction. “Kiss me,” he muttered and you gladly leaned in, humming when he licked his way inside, meeting your tongue for a small battle for dominance. You pressed against him, pushing his tongue aside, wanting to win but he whimpered and bit you which made you withdraw with a hiss. You separated with a loud smack. “Cheater,” you whispered in disbelief, your lips red and swollen.
“Am I now?” quirked Baekhyun, flirting, and let you down slowly, slipping out of you. He cradled your face and kissed you innocently as if to make up for the ruined kiss, enjoying the touch of your lips as the water was mixing in.
“That was fucking amazing,” you told him in bliss, hugging his neck. You brought his ear close to your mouth. “Let’s do it again.”
“Nobody said we were done, princess.” Baekhyun had a shit-eating grin when he trailed his fingers up your sides and gently groped your breasts that made you sigh in pleasure right away. Your nipples were already hard and aching but his touch made you feel like you were levitating.
“You’re so damn sensitive. Who knew sex during your period would be this much fun? You are so responsive to every single touch of mine,” he murmured sexily as he let the tip of his nose trail your cheek, darting his tongue out to lick on your skin.
You were aroused yet again and begging for him to resolve this issue.
“You aren't leaving my house tonight,” he told you as he brought his head back to look into your eyes. “I'll take care of you.”
///
2 years later
Baekhyun squeezed your hand with a huge smile as you were both sitting on the ground opposite his parents while Hayeon was running around, playing in Baekhyun's childhood room. A room that held so many memories that were dear to you.
“Sweetie, eat a little bit more,” prompted Baekhyun's mother lovingly. “You are bearing a boy. You need to make sure he comes out all sturdy and ready to face this world.”
You giggled, as you caressed your baby bump, Baekhyun joining you.
“She is quite sensitive, mum. I don't want her to throw up everything afterwards,” commented Baekhyun.
He was right. As painless as Hayeon's pregnancy was, this little boy inside of you was making you nauseous 24/7. You found it quite ironic how your family wanted you to bring a boy into the family when you were with Minheob, yet now, when you were with Baekhyun, it was a boy. It was more exciting because Baekhyun did the ultrasound and finding out the gender of your baby had its own magic when he was the doctor.
The past two years, everything was so different yet the same. Living with Baekhyun was perfect despite typical arguments. He was understanding and you were trying to be okay with his busy schedules at the clinic.
Baekhyun wanted you to settle in properly in his house along with Hayeon before you would start a family with him. Being careful in bed was not the most fun for you, as you always wanted to feel everything he could offer, but once the both of you gave each other the green, your life became much more exciting. You were eager to get pregnant with Baekhyun's child. Finally, the old, rusty dreams you had as a teenage girl could come true.
After hearing some rustling, you stood up. “I'm gonna check up on Hayeon,” you said and strolled over to Baekhyun's bedroom. “Hayeon,” you muttered, seeing her going through some old biology books. You laughed. “Out of all the things in this room, this is what caught your attention?” you asked her, and walked over.
“Mama, look!” she pointed at some drawings Baekhyun had in the corner of the page.
“Oh, what is that,” you faked excitement and then you looked properly. Decoding Baekhyun's terrible scribbles, you gasped quietly.
hottest chickkk in the entire school >< and shes mine woow
love is not as bad as guys make it out to be
because i love herrr
“The hell is this?” you murmured, not even noticing Baekhyun standing behind you.
He laughed loudly and you looked up at him in question. “Well, what do you think it is? It's about you, silly,” he said and crouched, hugging you from behind. “Many guys were crazy about you, yet I got you.”
You snorted a laugh. “Sure, half of the school envied me and the other hated me for being who I am,” you said, looking at his side profile.
“Ah, look at you talking and talking instead of kissing your gorgeous husband,” muttered Baekhyun playfully, letting his hands slide over the baby bump. In response, you kissed Baekhyun's cheek.
“No kissing daddy!” Hayeon complained.
Hearing Hayeon calling Baekhyun her father warmed your heart. “I can't kiss daddy?” She didn't respond, instead observing you and Baehyun. “Together?” you tried.
She grinned with her tiny teeth and Baekhyun laughed at her cuteness. “Come over, my little princess,” he opened his left arm, not letting go of you. Hayeon squealed, jumping straight at Baekhyun which made him grunt. Without waiting, she pressed her mouth to Baekhyun's cheek while Baekhyun turned to you with a mischievous glint. He pressed his lips to yours and you smiled widely.
“Love you three so much,” said gently Baekhyun, looking at you and Hayeon while caressing your bump.
“Love you more,” you whispered and stole another kiss before Hayeon could notice.
Even though not everything was perfect, you finally were together as you should have been since the start of the mess. With most of it being resolved, you were excited to face a brand new chapter with Baekhyun and with the family you created with him.
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a night full of surprises [byun baekhyun]
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word count: 1536
genre: fluffyyyyyy, feminine reader x baekhyun
author’s note: i did get very carried away near the end, you’ll see. i hope it doesn’t bother you 😅😅 (also, as always, ignore my mistakes lol)
please do not copy my work. but please like and reblog it. thank you!!!!
despite baekhyun having his comeback two months ago, you knew he wasn’t going to have much free time after promotions were finished. baekhyun was still fairly busy. you didn’t mind so much, he had warned you of this when you and him started dating.
baekhyun liked to reassure you. he made sure to text you about his whereabouts if he felt he needed to, and he always mentioned his schedule to you. he felt that you should be included, you were a big part of his life after all. so, you were never worried about baekhyun, until you begin to realize that everything was catching up to. baekhyun was like a happy virus. he was constantly goofing around and cracking jokes. but recently, you’ve begun to notice the gradual change. your idol boyfriend had started to come home seeming drained, exhausted. he would still greet you and be the good boyfriend that he was, but you felt like you needed to help him. he was always there for you, and it was only right that you were there for him.
you tried to do things around the house that would ease baekhyun, like cleaning it, or cooking meals, or just helping him whenever he needed it. but it wasn’t enough.
you were stressed that baekhyun was stressed. you tried to think of other ways that could help him. and that’s when the idea of a date popped into your head. as you sat on the couch in your living room, you mind drifted to restaurants that you and him liked. you recalled baekhyun’s favorite. it was a fairly elegant and expensive restaurant. it was perfect.
just then, your phone buzzed next to you. baekhyun was calling you. right now? he should still be at practice. he said he wouldn’t be home until late. with anticipation engulfing your chest, you picked it up. “hello?”
“my love, it’s so lovely hearing your voice.” he said.
you laughed, “baek, i thought you were supposed to be practicing.”
“i left early. i didn’t want to be there anymore.” both of you laughed.
“are you on your way home then?”
“yep.”
you chewed on your lip, a blush creeping into your cheeks. “do you, perhaps, want to go somewhere?”
“what do you have in mind?”
you grinned. “it’s a surprise.”
“oh?” he chuckled, “i’ll be home in a few minutes.”
“good. i want you to dress relatively fancy.”
“why? like a suit and tie and everything?”
“mhm.”
“wow.” he mumbled. you couldn’t see him, but he was grinning, his cheeks a shade of rosy pink beneath the streetlights.
“see you soon!” you said cheerfully before hanging up.
you stared at your phone for a second, smiling to yourself, after you hung up. anticipation and excitement began to eat away at your stomach and chest, causing you to jump off the couch. baekhyun said he’d be home in a few minutes. you knew he would want a shower first since he was at practice.
you wanted to surprise him, and you were going to with his favorite restaurant. but you also wanted to surprise him with a dress. you wanted him to forget all of his worries and stress.
you didn’t want baekhyun to see you so, you decided to bring the dress you chose to wear as well as your makeup and hair products into the spare bedroom, where there was another bathroom.
as you were putting on your dress, you faintly heard a door open. you knew baekhyun was home from the way he was singing. “baby!” he yelled.
you laughed, making sure your door was locked. “baby!” you yelled back.
“where are you?”
“no. take a shower and get dressed first.”
you heard a dramatic sigh, causing you to roll your eyes. “fine.”
moments later, after the home was silent, you assumed he was in the shower. you continued with your routine.
an hour passed. you finished your hair finally but the only thing left was the zipper in the back. you felt a little silly because you imagined yourself stepping out of the room and wowing baekhyun, not asking him for help.
you glanced at yourself in the mirror again, now a little nervous. you checked your makeup as well as fluffed out your hair. you twirled around, smiling fondly at your dress. you were ready, besides the zipper of course.
you unlocked the door and finally stepped out of the bedroom. you decided to head to the living room, but one glance into the bedroom while on your way told you that baekhyun himself wasn’t finished. he was tying his tie, and doing decent, but you decided to help him. “knock knock.” you said.
baekhyun turned and immediately his eyes were roaming around your body, his jaw slowly dropped whilst doing so. you blushed and walked forward, holding your shoes in your hands. you set them down before reaching up for his tie. “allow me.”
baekhyun smiled at you, leaning down to kiss your lips. “no matter how many times i see you, you're always beautiful.”
“and you’re always handsome.” you finished tying his tie. you asked him to zip up your dress afterwards.
“are we ready?” you asked, grabbing your shoes again.
“are you driving?”
you nodded, strutting again. baekhyun was surprised, that’s for sure.
in the car, you asked baekhyun to hold your shoes as there was no way you’d be able to drive with them on. it was a light laugh. you and baekhyun talked for a while, before he finally said, “i think i know where we’re going?”
you glanced at him for a second. “do you?”
he nodded. “is it [his favorite fancy restaurant]?”
you grinned. “perhaps.”
“it is, huh? why else would we be dressed this way?”
you were a tiny bit sad that baekhyun guessed it before you were even there. this was supposed to be a surprise. “are you surprised though?”
baekhyun nodded. “of course.”
you met his eyes, and seeing how fondly he looked at you brought butterflies to your stomach. you flashed him a smile before looking at the road once more. you found the parking lot and found a spot. then, before you were even able to step out of the car, baekhyun was hurrying around it and holding out your shoes. you felt like cinderella as he helped you put them on. you gave him a kiss on his cheek in exchange.
the night passed by fast. one minute you were saying you had a reservation under “byun” and the next, you and baekhyun were asking for a check. you were there for an hour and a half, already full.
“you know, when you said that the reservation was under ‘byun’,”
you sipped from your glass, “mhm.”
“it made me think. hear me out,” he said, leaning forward as if he was going to present an einstein level of an idea, “byun y/n.”
your eyes widened as you met his own, you were surprised. “what are you saying?”
baekhyun glanced around. you hadn’t thought about paparazzi or fans at all, but now you were wondering if they were there inside of the restaurant.
baekhyun simply chuckled, as if he was able to read your thoughts. “im saying,” he grinned mischievously at you as you waiting impatiently, “let’s go home.”
just then the check arrived and just as you were about to pay, baekhyun beat you to it. “this night meant to be about you.”
you were still thinking about what baekhyun was saying earlier, or was going to say.
“yeah, but i want to pay.”
you glared at him as you and him left, arm and arm.
at home, you practically tossed your shoes into the closet, your feet already throbbing and sore. baekhyun loosened his tie and took off his jacket.
“what were you going to say earlier?”
you hoped, you only hoped that it was what you were thinking.
“what do you mean?”
“you were talking about my last name being byun and then it looked like you were about to say something else.”
baekhyun stared at you. he then grabbed his jacket and fished a small jewelry box out of his pocket. you gasped. “i was going to do it the restaurant but i wanted this moment to be more between you and me.”
you stared at the box and then at him. he continued, “thank you for doing this for me. it was an amazing night with you, and i didn’t think about anything that was stressful to me or what projects i have to do. i forgot all about it thanks to you. and i was surprised to say the least.” you blushed at him.
meeting your gaze, baekhyun got down on one knee and presented you with a ring. he just knew you’d love it, but really, you loved him. you wouldn’t have cared if it was a 24 carat diamond ring or a carrot ring or anything. you wouldn’t be surprised since that was similar to baekhyun’s humor, but here he was. you started to cry.
“will you be my mrs. byun?” he asked, thinking back to the restaurant. “will you marry me?”
“yes.”
#exo#exo baekhyun#exo byun baekhyun#byun baekhyun#baekhyun#exo fluff#exo one shot#exo drabble#exo imagine#exo scenario#baekhyun one shot#kpop
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Since I am in the midst of wedding planning, would love to hear what you guys think each of the EXO boys' wedding would turn out like (assuming their partners give them total control 😂)! But also an important lesson I learned: social distancing doesn't stop people from reaching out virtually to you so me time became so much more essential these days!!
teehee we’re still so excited for your wedding 🥺🥺🥺 and we had a lot of fun discussing this crackhead shit LOL – also you’re SO right. texting is suddenly blowing up and i’m like “time to check out” JKDSJFAKWE
minseok ✧ i feel like he’s a great middle ground. he’ll keep you sane and handle the stuff that you don’t have time for, he’ll give valid and real comments, but won’t be controlling. it’s very much a team effort. unless you want like a candy bar or something bc “darling, that’s a little out there.” and you’re like minseok, have some FUN. live your best LIFE. but it’s ok bc he’ll get you everything you want as a surprise and you’ll cry like “omg” and he’ll just PREEN bc YES he IS the greatest husband 😌
luhan ✧ im sorry you’re giving HIM control? u want him to go into CARDIAC ARREST??? if you want your wedding to take place in a shack with 6 people attending, then sure, by all means, give lu control. but if not, please for the love of GOD do not ask him. he’ll put in comments every now and then (for cake flavors definitely or like. his tie color or some shit like that) but if you ask him to pick between maroon and rhubarb he’ll ERROR 404: LUHAN IS NOT RESPONDING. and just stand there like a mannuquein 😳😳😳
yifan ✧ oh christ don’t do that to him, he can only handle so much LOL. he’ll defintiely tag along for everything bc he’s clingy and he wants to see the dress/tux/whatever you pick and you’re like “it’s a surprISE YIFAN” but he does Not Care. but he doesn’t know the difference between silk or satin so he’s basically no help KAMFKSFJKE. he does pull up with the hella gaudy shit tho and you’re like “yifan you cannot have GOLD CHAINS as part of your outfit” and he’s like “but babe,, the swag” 😎
junmyeon ✧ ok myeon is the MVP. he’s like Peak Husband Material. he’s picky but sweet – makes sure you get what you want but isn’t a groomzilla u feel? like he’ll send that sickly sweet smile to the dress/tux assistant and be like “my love asked for the WHITE piece, not the IVORY, thank you :)” and they’re like “o-of course mr. kim!!” and you’re like “omg junmymeoN PLS.” but everyone loves him bc he tips well and is geniunely kind when he isn’t standing up for you LMAO 😂
yixing ✧ ok definitely another good balance one. he’ll let you know who he wants invited, what kinda traditional things are a Must Have, etc. but he’s SO SUPPORTIVE of what you want. like you can geniunely pick ANYTHING as long as he gets his like,, two small requirements. you could walk out in a trash bag and be like “i want this” and he’d tear up like “anything you want, baobei” and drop $4k to get a gucci plastic bag. deadass. and god he CRIES at the wedding bc you do SO well and keep his wishes in mind and WOW he loves u 😭
baekhyun ✧ ok he wouldn’t do a HORRIBLE job if you gave him all the control -- who am i kidding. your wedding would end up looking like a frat party. however, he do got POPPIN ideas. he will be zero help for the vital shit, but if you want some crazy shit, he’s the man. he’ll be like “ok babe don’t be mad -- i forgot to book the venue BUT i found a tiny dog tux for Mongryong so he can be our ring bearer what do you think!!” and for a moment you consider what it would be like to live in widowhood ☠️
jongdae ✧ the PICKIEST motherfucker. ik i mentioned that in the drabble i wrote you, but like i am SERIOUS. you will go to like twelve bakeries before he finally settles on some BASIC ASS FLAVOR like vanilla and you’re like “i might murder you.” but he makes sure you’re picky too so you get EXACTLY what you want and the day of, when everything is set you’re like Hol Up. this do be poppin. it’s everything you dreamed of and you DO be having to thank jongdae for his brattiness after all 😪
chanyeol ✧ honestly bold of us to assume he’d have any role in the planning bc he’s too busy teasing you over how seriously you take it all. to keep you from going crazy tho, he pulls a few pranks and you’re 🤏🏼 this close to calling off the wedding when he makes you think the decorations came in the wrong color or some shit. but on the acutal wedding day, he surprises you with a new song/dance and you realize he’s actually been taking care of something very important this whole time too ❤️
kyungsoo ✧ god you have chosen the BEST man to plan with. he’s so patient and attends EVERY appointment with you. he takes SUCH good care of you and makes sure you’re never stressed or piling too much on your plate. just a total gentleman. he’d book you a huge bridal/groom suite for the night before the wedding with white roses and all this cheesy shit and he would NEVER LIVE IT DOWN. and then when you think he can’t get any better he surpries you with a secret honeymoon trip and you’re like “god is real huh” 🙏🏼
zitao ✧ hahaha you think you GIVE him permission and he doesn’t just TAKE it? hahaha. that’s a GOOD one. prepare for the most extra reception and ceremony you have EVER seen. but don’t worry, you and tao will be the only ones who have any opinion on the planning. your friend will be like “what if you guys-” and tao’s like “did someone say something.” so by all means, tell him everything you want, bc he WILL get it for you. and on the special day he cries like a baby and you’re like AW bc u think he’s being all lovey-dovey but he’s just like “wow i did SO good” 😢
jongin ✧ wedding? did you mean an excuse for a huge party? do not, and i can not stress this enough, do NOT give him all the control. the second you do, he’s inviting every friend and family member to come help him bc he has NO CLUE what he’s doing. but it’s ok you keep them all in check and you’ll get what you want bc your manz is whipped. and when you and your wedding party get stressed, he just hands you $15k and is like “go on a shopping trip babey ily” and you’re like “maybe you’re not THAT bad, kim” 🤑🤑🤑
sehun ✧ he INSISTS on being included in every MINISCULE step. i mean EVERYTHING. and so you’re like “fine baby, what do you want?” and his mind goes blank. he truly has no opinion. no help whatsoever. you’re like “cream or ivory?” and he’s like “what’s that.” so he ends up flaking and you plan most of it – thankfully !! but when you walk down the aisle he SOBS and you’re like “ok fine you’re redeemed” 🥰
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bro.. this was a Blast. ily and ur asks and im sorry we take 100 years to answer them MFJAKLFJEAWKGJWE - admin ruby and admin jewels
🌙 SLEEPOVER SATURDAY 🌙
#mutuals: the chen to my tao#sleepover saturday#exo#exo headcanons#exo ot12 headcanons#exo imagine#exo imagines#exo fluff#exo ot12#exo ot12 fluff#minseok#xiumin#luhan#yifan#kris wu#junmyeon#suho#yixing#lay#baekhyun#jongdae#chen#chanyeol#kyungsoo#d.o#d.o.#zitao#z.tao#tao#jongin
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Collateral (12)
Warning: Suggestive stuff, mentions of violence. Mafia shit
Word Count: 1.1k
A/N: I know it’s been forever and I’m so sorry. I hope you enjoy this long overdue update!
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You stare in disbelief, seeing Namjoon’s body laying on the ground lifeless. “I’ll deal with you later.” Suho snaps, pointing at Jongdae who sinks to his knees with tears falling down his face, whispering “thank you’s” “Wow” Johnny chuckles. “Wasn’t expecting that to happen.” Your mouth hangs open, you barely hear the yelling from the remaining members of Bangtan getting out of their cars and charging for Suho. Once Johnny caught on to what was going to happen now, he grabbed the rope that was tied to your stomach and began tugging to get you to stand up. You didn’t want to go with him, you wanted to stay, to help Suho and the rest of EXO with Bangtan. You needed to make sure that they would be okay, but he wouldn’t stop pulling. You had to give in, whether you wanted to or not, tears rolling down your cheeks as he puts you into a car, driving off without looking back. Without Suho needing to say anything, the rest of EXO stormed from their cars, heading towards Bangtan and Suho. “What the fuck!” Yoongi yells, pointing his gun at Suho. “What are you going to do?” Suho asks. “Take him!” Jin yells at Hoseok and Jungkook. “I don’t think so.” Minseok growls, appearing from the darkness, his gun pointing at Yoongi. “You really think two of you will stop the five of us?” Jungkook laughs. “No.” Suho smiles. “But we will.” Baekhyun smiles as the rest of the members come into light, except Chanyeol. “I suggest you take off, before things get even messier.” Baekhyun finishes, looking to his left. Everyone turns their heads, looking to where Baekhyun was looking, only to see Chanyeol standing there with his very large rocket launcher over his shoulder and his trigger happy finger ready to fire, with a large smile plastered on his face. “Your choice.” Suho says, shrugging his shoulders. “This isn’t over!” Taehyung yells as he helps Jungkook with Namjoon’s body. “Sleep with one eye open.” “Sure.” Suho says walking away. He knew Bangtan was worried now. Their leader was gone and now they were smaller than before. ** In the car Johnny drove and drove, muttering to himself about what to do with you. That meeting had not gone as planned, now he had to think bigger. Suho clearly didn’t take him seriously when he demanded what he wanted, so he needed to prove he was. He looked in his rearview mirror, staring at you, your mouth covered, your hands tied up the tears rolling down your face. He was sure if he sent EXO a video of you getting hurt, that would get their attention. He didn’t understand their fascination with you, but he really didn’t care enough to think anymore about it. Johnny stops the car at a random warehouse, violently yanking you out of the car, pulling the rope whether you’re walking along or not. He dragged you inside despite your attempts to fight, but there was only so much you could do with your hands tied. Before he took you inside, he placed a blindfold over your eyes, his face looked remorseful, which made you feel more terrified. “Is that the girl?” A deep voice asks. “Yeah.” Johnny replies. “So then you didn’t get what I asked of you then?” The voice asks, sounding frustrated. “Bangtan showed up. Shit went down, one of EXO’s men spilled some shit to Bangtan. Suho shot Namjoon in the head.” Johnny explained. “Is that so?” The man asked. “Interesting.” “What do I do with her?” Johnny asks, you assume he’s pointing to you. “Put her in the cell.” He says. “Taeyong..” Johnny pauses. “You can’t do that. You know what Mark and Jaehyun are like with women in the cells. She hasn’t done anything.” “I don’t give a fuck I said, put her in the cell. Do as I fucking say.” Taeyong shouts. You could feel the tears beginning to well in your eyes. You didn’t want to go to the cell, you didn’t want to know who Mark and Jaehyun were, you just wanted to go home. As Johnny began dragging you you begged and pleaded and tried to fight him. “Please please please Johnny, no. Please don’t put me in there.” You cry. He doesn’t say anything. Walking down the hall, the concrete is cold on your bare feet. You’re still unable to see anything, only hear. And what you hear makes your heart sink. Men and women pleading for their release, for their families, just a phone call. Now you were one of them. Johnny stops you, you hear a metal door creak open. “Here.” Johnny says. “Go in.” “No, Johnny please. I haven’t done anything, please don’t. Don’t make me go in there.” You beg. “No you haven’t done anything, but now you’re Collateral to Taeyong. He wants more land, EXO wants you.” Johnny says. “I’m sorry.” ** The men arrive back at the house, mad and confused. Chanyeol and Sehun are dragging a beaten Chen into the living room, throwing him on the floor. Sehun notices Yixing in the corner tied up, and goes to help release him, telling him it was Bangtan that did it. The men all turn back to look at Chen. “Anything to say?” Suho asks, his voice surprisingly calm. “I’m sorry..” Chen cries. “Save your bullshit apologies.” Minseok yells. “Please let me take him down.” Kyungsoo says, his fists curled into balls. “Take him to the basement, but no one touches him until I talk to him.” Suho says, nodding his head at Kyungsoo who yanks Chen with him. “What are we going to do about Y/N?” Baekhyun asks. “NCT wants half the district for her. I can’t give that up.” Suho says. “So you’re going to let her get fucked up with them? Because you know what’ll happen to her.” Kai says. “You’ve seen what they do first hand, remember?” “Let me fucking think.” Suho snaps, storming to his office before slamming the door. ** You’re left sitting on the concrete floor, leaning against the wall, shivering. Your knees are pulled up to your chest, your body aches, your head is pounding and you’re starving and thirsty. You sigh just as the door to your cell opens up. You look up from your knees, and see two men you had never seen before. “Oh look Mark, she is as hot as we were told.” The man smirks. “You’re right Jaehyun, she really is.” Mark says, walking in carrying a tray of food and a pitcher of water. You scramble on the floor, wanting what he had in his hands. “Please.” You whisper. “Mhm, what do you think Mark?” Jaehyun asks. “I think we need a favor if she wants some food.” Mark smiles. “How about it baby, up for two large favors?”
#exo#exo mafia#nct 127#johnny#ttaeyong#mark lee#jaehyun#suho#chen#kai#sehun#chanyeol#baekhyun#kyungsoo#yixing#minseok#exo scenarios#exo imagines#exo fanfic#kpop fanfic
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My top 50 Kpop MV’s in 2018
I know I know this is coming very late im sorry, but I was originally planning to do it a bit differently PLUS we had so many good releases this year - how does one rank them fast (okok im just making excuses by now lol)?? (Discalimer: I love all songs on this list, just because a song is on the lower end doesn’t mean I don’t totally dig it.)
50. BTS - Fake Love (pls don’t hit me for putting it at Nr. 50, but their B-Sides this year were just a loooot stronger than the title tracks imo)
49. Seventeen - Oh my!
48. Monsta X - Jealousy
47. Lay - Namanana
46. Super Junior - Lo Siento (feat. Leslie Grace)
45. Baekhyun x Loco - Young
44. Triple H - Retro Future (they did it for the bisexuals; rip Triple H, you will be missed)
43. Yong Jun Hyung - Sudden Shower (bless Noir’s Seunghoon for recommending this in one of his vlives)
42. Samuel - ONE (feat. Jung Ilhoon) (wym he’s 16)
41. SF9 - Mamma Mia
40. Wanna One - Boomerang
39. Mino - Fiancé
38. Suzy - Sober
37. Noir - Gangsta
36. Stray Kids - District 9
35. Noir - Airplane Mode
34. Day6 - Shoot Me
33. VIXX - Scentist
32. iKon - Killing Me (50% of the reason why I stan iKon)
31. I.M - Fly With Me
30. Mamamoo - Egoistic (we didn’t deserve this one right here)
29. Pentagon - Naughty Boy
28. Ateez - Treasure (check them out, they’re gonna get big, I can feel it)
27. Jung Ilhoon - She’s gone (a shame that this isn’t higher up on the list)
26. Pristin V - Get It (same here)
25. NCT U - Boss
24. EXO - Tempo (my first cb with exo and I must say I’m not disappointed)
23. (G)I-dle - Latata
22. PLT - IGOHOLIC
21. EXO - Love Shot
20. Seventeen - Getting Closer
Honestly the dark power concept we all waited for... whoever isn’t scared of the new era is lying lol
19. Girls’ Generation-Oh!GG - Lil’ Touch
You may have noticed the lack of girl group songs on this list so far, but this one here is just. A bop. Also I’m gay for Hyoyeon.
18. Got7 - Lullaby
A big thank you/f*ck you to this song for pulling me into yet another group lol. Probably among their best title songs so far.
17. SF9 - Now or Never
I don’t think there’s any words needed for this one... other than that it contributed to ruining the speakers in my friend’s car.
16. TST - Paradise
This right here. Is one of the most beautiful songs I ever heard, I’m not even exaggerating. Go and listen to it for yourself, it’s just perfection.
15. SHINee - Good Evening
Needless to say, I cried when it came out. Musically that whole series was just a blessing.
14. Seventeen - Call Call Call!
One of the songs I can’t believe came out in 2018, it’s been so long. And I mean, why would I say no to Seventeen plus motorcycles lol.
13. PinkFantasy - Iriwa
Such a unique concept, these girls debuted only in October with this bop. One of the members is supposed to be a bunny from the year 2189. And if that doesn’t make you interested then I don’t know what. Stan PinkFantasy, kthanksbye.
12. Dreamcatcher - What
I’m gay.
11. PLT - Hocus Pocus
This is THE song to smoke weed to (says the person who’s never even touched weed in her life, but I swear it’s true!! kdjflksad)
10. Seventeen - Thanks
GOOOMAAABDAAAAA
yeah~
9. iKon - Love Scenario
This didn’t win song of the year for nothing, and it’s half of the reason why I’m into iKon. The other half was Killing Me.
8. j-hope - Daydream
When this came out in the beginning of 2018 I honestly thought it would be Nr. 2 on this list. Buuuut Nr. 8 is still a pretty high rank, and I love the whole Mixtape to death.
7. Stray Kids - I am YOU
I just- I just love this song- And the choreography- So. Much. Let me cry.
6. EXO-CBX - Blooming Day
I remember listening to this when it first came out and thinking “what kind of bull-”... a few months later, I started stanning them and still curse SM for putting both my biases into the same subunit kdsjflka.
5. Lee Changsub - Gone
I have. Literally no words for the beautiful masterpiece this song and MV are. I get tears in my eyes just thinking about it ;-;
4. Sojung - Crystal Clear
STAN LADIES CODE, STAN VOCAL QUEENS. Really, Sojung is one of the best vocalists out there and don’t @ me on that. Listen to her and you’ll know it’s true.
3. CLC - Black Dress
Tbh the song that saved 2018. Period.
2. (G)I-dle - HANN
Have I mentioned I’m gay? If I could ever properly thank Soyeon for blessing us with two bops consecutively this year I would, but I’m afraid no amount of thanks could ever live up to THIS.
1. Pentagon - Shine
What can I say. I love Pentagon. I’ve loved Shine since the moment it came out. And there was never any doubt that it would win this ranking. *Jijiri-dances out the door*
There are so many great songs missing in this list - 2018 truly was a musical blessing for Kpop and you can’t just summarize that with 50 songs imo.
And since you made it to the bottom of this super-long list, here’s the link to my Top 100 Kpop MV’s of 2018 (+3 cause I couldn’t throw them out dkjsflak)!
#i don't think i can deny that i'm trash for cube groups any longer lol#might make a top b sides list as well#pentagon#exo#bts#sf9#monsta x#tst#snsd#shinee#nct#clc#g idle#btob#ladies code#stray kids#plt#blackpink#super junior#samuel#winner#suzy#triple h#noir#day6#vixx#ikon#mamamoo#ateez#pristin
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hello, darlings! my name is moon, i’m twenty years old and i’m in gmt-3. i’m still working on a plots page, but hyojin’s bio is all done and you can read it here ( i’ll still talk a little bit more about him under read more though ). discord will be mentioned at the end of this post, or like this and i’ll im you.
◜☾ ─ ◞ BYUN BAEKHYUN, MALE, HE/HIM — hold on, isn’t that DAL HYOJIN walking around uiyeong ? there have been rumors spreading around that they HAVE NOT crossed through the veil. maybe someone will get lucky ! they’ve always been known to be rather KIND & TRUSTWORTHY, but can also be pretty NAÏVE & SENSITIVE. as to be expected from a TWENTY-FIVE years old ELEMENTAL MANYEO. hopefully the town of uiyeong doesn’t find itself in too much trouble ! ( moon, twenty, she/her, -3 )
dal hyojin was raised by his grandmother, in a more distanced area of uiyeong --- they lived in a little house in the woods, where hyojin learned how to care for plants and nature in general. his grandmother was also an elemental manyeo, and probably reference when people needed help from one of them due to her experience.
unfortunately, she died and after giving her her desired death ritual, he moved out of the little house in the woods to the center of uiyeong and found a job as a gardener thanks to his expertise with plants.
he does not want his grandmother to get back to life through the veil, he thinks she deserves to rest after so many years helping him and other creatures.
he’s willing to do the job in her place, now --- and hyojin doesn’t know how to say no, so go ahead and enjoy that. he’s actually a very kind and generous man, so he won’t hesitate to help whenever he can help.
he’s not very experienced in life in general --- he has always been devoted to taking care of his grandmother and the plants in their backyard, as well as accompanying her anytime she had to do something for another creature of uiyeong, so he doesn’t know much about the dangers and wonders of life.
and that’s why he’s a bit overwhelmed by the life in the city.
personality-wise, hyojin is a very quiet and soft person. he doesn’t speak loud ( which can be surprising because... bbh fc ), he isn’t the type of person to get in trouble, he likes to follow rules and keep an organized & safe lifestyle.
he can’t see the bad in people.
ROUGH PLOT IDEAS:
neighbors: hyojin lives in a small apartment, which is basically crowded in plants and flowers. your character is always bumping into him and most of the time he either ha his clothes covered in dirt and carrying plants with him --- that can even be a reason for your character to dislike him, he definitely leaves some dirt on the building’s hallways when he walks by; or for your character to like him, if they like plants.
childhood friends: even though hyojin has always lived in a distanced area of the city, he still went to school like any other child. he wasn’t the friendliest kid in class, but he managed to get a few friends and your character is one of them. something about how quiet and soft he is made your character approach him --- and hyojin really appreciated that. he probably wouldn’t have made friends by himself if your character hadn’t talked to him first. ( this can either be a good friendship or not --- maybe your character only approached him for his good grades :3 ).
best friend: your character is hyojin’s favorite person in the whole world. he trusts your character more than anyone else and he loves spending time with them. your character is used to his antiques and his love and dedication with his plants and his job --- they don’t even mind it when they find hyojin covered in dirt.
supernatural help: your character need help with all sorts of things and they always come to hyojin for it. they either help him as much as they can or just let him do all the hard work all by himself --- after all, he can’t say no to you or anyone else.
advantage: hyojin can’t say no to anyone o your character takes advantage of that in any way possible --- be it simple things or some very inconvenient situations. again, he won’t say no if you ask him nicely.
oh no: he has a crush on your character. he doesn’t really understand what that feeling is, but he definitely likes your character way too much --- but he’s too shy to say it to their face. anyways, it’s very easy to notice because he changes immediately the moment your character is around: if possible, he gets even quieter and turns into a red mess, if he has to speak he gets so nervous he stumbles over his own words and embarrasses himself. but your character decides how they’re gonna deal with that... they can either be nice and help him explore his own feelings, or they can be mean and use him.
pls find a way to make him cry HSUAHUSHUASHUA JUST KIDDING. or maybe not... ;3
that’s it for today, my friends!!! my dicord is: moon#9250
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Hard feelings
Genre : Rom-com/ Smut/ Highschool!AU
Starring : Exo, OC, and other OC highschool assholes
Pairing : Baekhyun X OC and OC X sehun shhhh
Summary : Prom, the biggest night of any shallow teens life. The day the boy becomes a man and the girl becomes a woman. And naturally, as a queen bee always should, I had a terrible fucking time.
One shot. (bang)
“Hey, bestie!” Jayde yelled happily as she stepped out of her new 2019 honda accord, given to her for her eighteenth birthday. I let out a breath before locking my convertible. For some reason, i wanted to shoot her for how cheery she sounds. My eyes traveled to jayde’s legs, clad in form-fitting, light pink, Pepto like high waisted jeans, walking over to me with a wide smile on her dewy fresh face. Despite the fact that inside I want to barf all over the loud costume she thinks is an adequate outfit, she looks terribly happy right now, So I’ll put on a smile and let it slide.
“He finally did it! He finally asked me to go!” She hugged me up when her heels tapped close enough to me. I stumbled a bit into my car and threw my hands around her waist. About three months ago jayde got involved with the schools biggest douche bucket, QB of the football team, known for fucking three girls in the empty party planning club room. You know, that type. They made out one time at a party after they bonded over their favorite sex position and jayde claims it was love at first french kiss. They have been “on and off”, you could say, ever since then. But, to be blunt, “on and off” was really just him doing whatever the fuck he wanted to, and her crying in my neck about it. Anyways, now that the prom is coming up, she’s been on her best behavior to make sure she’s the one he asks. And to my surprise, she succeeded.
“That’s so great jay!” I said with a sweet smile. “You know, you should thank me too.”
Her smile faltered slightly and she gave me a confused look as if she doesn’t understand. She should.
“Ehh come on jay. You and I both know how much everyone in school shipped us together, if I didn’t pass on him he would be begging on his knees to go to prom with me right now, and not you. No offense.”
“Y-yeah, true! Thank you!” She said with a giggle. “But you have baekhyun anyways, you don’t need him.”
“Say that things name again and I’ll bitch slap you so hard, your dead dog will feel it.”
Jayde gasped as she covered her mouth with her manicured hand, scrunching her eyebrows in shock and fear. I shot daggers at her face then her shitty pants and stormed away with a tinge of anger. How dare she mention him while im gracing her with my presence. Is she like, dim or some shit? I’m pretty sure this school is making a big mistake by letting her graduate. I climbed up the stairs to the entrance doors of bellewood high. Every time I enter this building I wonder why I haven’t transferred to some random prep school yet. But then I remember my dad’s “I want you to live a normal life like I did.” Speech. I don’t get how you can work hard to make sure that in the future your children get the opportunities you could never have, just to push them in a school less than that of a wonderful opportunity. Don’t get me wrong, this is certainly a school for upper middle class, and I guess that’s good enough for right now. but some people just didn’t get that memo. Which is unfortunate, to say the least.
I pushed open the doors and swayed my way into everyone’s eyes. As always, stealing everyone’s attention. A slight smirk made its way on my face. What an attention whore I am. Usually, I stare straight down the hall as I strut to my locker, but in the corner of my eyes, I saw people not looking at me, but pass me. What kind of freaky twisted nightmare is this? I stopped before turning around, only to bump my chest into someone.
Oh, you have got to be kidding me.
I eyed the person stealing people’s attention, which by the way is practically my birthright, and scoffed.
“Gina.”
“Piece of shit, I mean, baekhyun.”
“Real original.” The boy said to me with less than no emotion. His fresh and fragrant scent blew passed me as he walked away as if he never even saw me in the first place. Another scoff accidentally made it’s way out of my mouth and I softly stomped my foot. I hate how powerless I feel against him, but at the same time, that’s what’s so attractive.
Baekhyun, the school’s golden boy. He’s pretty much good at everything he does and still stays humble while he’s at it. Although he’s definitely not oblivious to how perfect he is. He’s the kind of guy that comes in your dreams to sweep you off your feet. Except he’s right in front of you, somewhere on the football field, or in the school’s latest musical. Yes, you heard me correctly, the school musical, I remember just how wet I got watching him play don lockwood in singing in the rain. Recently though, he’s become even more of a player than before, after a rumor that his magical fingers brought the most popular girl in school to a very obvious climax in biology.
Good times. I would do it again in a second, If everything between us didn’t go to shit.
As I made my way to my locker I caught a glimpse of baekhyun in what looks like a forced interaction with my ex right hand. The beast-like bitch shoved her way in between me and baekhyun not too long ago so I dropped her like any person in their mind would.....and maybe almost ruined her life in the process. I guess some could say that’s the reason why baekhyun left me the way he did. I personally have no opinion on it because I refuse to acknowledge the huge L baekhyun and that skank bag maeline are trying to serve me.
With all that being said, prom is coming and my ex-date is now stuffing his tongue down my ex-friend’s throat. I have no one to go with. Me! I have no prom date! Gina hwang! Genie of the bellewood high! Even the weird girl, angie tice, that’s deaf in one ear got a fucking date! I mean he’s a weirdo too but that’s beside the point!
Ehem.
Yes, as I was saying, it’s really out of the ordinary for me, the most popular girl in school, to be in a date emergency for one of the biggest nights of my life. But in my defense, my fondness for that hoe bag had me blinded into thinking that I wouldn’t need a back up plan.
Note to self: boys will be boys, no matter how much you want them to be men. NEXT TIME, I WILL BE PREPARED!
I huffed and unlocked my locker, placing my bag in it neatly as I thought about who the fuck could save me from my crisis. I don’t need any real feelings to be involved. Just someone that looks cute with me hanging on their arm in my expensive prom dress. Someone that will make baekhyun eat his heart out.
There’s that adonis in the drama club, and that sexy ass soccer player. But to be honest there’s a rumor going around that they’re happy for each other, if you know what I mean. But I don’t believe that. Besides, who wouldn’t go straight for me?
“Ahah! Stop it loeyyy!” Jayde spoke playfully to chanyeol as he continued to kiss her all over like an excited puppy. I rolled my eyes and slammed my locker, grabbing their attention.
“Oh, it’s dumb and fucker.”
“Genieeee.” Chanyeol said dragging my name. “Found a date yet?”
“Don’t patronize me, asshole.” I turned my head in a pissed off nature. Who does he think he is? At least my date won’t have the IQ of negative 12.
“She’s in a bad mood honey bun.” She spoke in a sweet voice, talking as if I wasn’t standing right here.
I scoffed and turned away. “For your info, I have a date, he just, doesn’t know it yet.”
“Thanks, coach!” I said while running off the field. Soccer practice has become particularly grueling lately, now that the next game will be against our biggest competition. Berkwood high, our rivals since before this school was even a thing. Everyone from that school is a complete asshole, in all honesty, they’re stuck up attitudes make you want to choke them to death, then do the same to yourself. Surprisingly the soccer players are worst than the football players in this case. Probably because most of their football players aren’t the sharpest tools in the shed. Our football team always wins against theirs, but their soccer team is better and much harder to beat. Too bad for them though, because lately we’ve been on a winning streak, and I don’t plan to stop that any time soon. But with all that being said, I have been so busy prom is the last thing on my mind. Which translates to - “I don’t have a date or a tux, so im not going.”
I sprinted into the locker room and went straight to taking off my soccer jersey. No matter how much I love soccer, I hate the dirty feeling I have afterward. Sweat, grass, and a dank odor, all things I hate when I'm not on the field.
“Nice abs.” I jumped from the sudden voice filling my ears and interrupting my thoughts. I instinctively covered my stomach with my arm before looking up at the intruder.
“Gina.”
“Sehun.”
“Just what the hell do you want?”
“You.”
A fantasy. “What?”
She looked at me with a smirk and her pretty eyes were low. Im pretty sure I fantasized about this before, but I have a lot of those so I can’t say for certain. she gave a little pout before reaching out for my arm. revealing my abs again.
“I really need your help, sehun.”
“You and I both know when you need help it means I might end up either getting my ass beat or getting expelled.”
“That won’t happen this time. I just am in a prom crisis.”
“What do you mean?”
“Me and baekhyun broke up. Didn’t you hear?”
“I heard, but I thought it was all just a stupid rumor.”
“No, he dumped me after mae made up a stupid rumor that he slept with her. And I kind of.....tried to ruin her life after that. So now he thinks I'm some kind of monster, or whatever.”
“Ahhh I seeee, so im your last resort.”
“W-well, y-yeahh.”
My eyes traveled from her face to her body, the only reason I'm hesitant is because I don’t want her to see how excited I actually am. To be honest, I have had my eye on her since I first came to this school, but baekhyun swept her up before I gained the balls to say even a word to her. No girl has caught my attention since I met her, so this is the moment I’ve been waiting for. All I ever wanted was one night with her, one night, and she’ll fall in love. I just know it!
“Well, you’re in luck. I’ve been so busy lately, I haven’t had the time to find a date.”
“Oh my god! That’s perfect! Thank you, thank you, thank you!”
She hugged me in excitement and I felt self-conscious about how sweaty and smelly I must be. I don’t think she minded though.
About an hour later, I was clean and walking down the busy halls. I can’t help but think I should tell baekhyun about the fact that I'm going to prom with his ex of what? like a week? Me and him are friends so I owe it to him don’t i? But then again everyone on the football team and soccer team are friends, so does it reallyyy matter? Fuck it, we’re friends but not so close that I owe him an explanation for this. What I really should be thinking about is what I'm going to wear. It’s late but I think i can still get my hands on a tuxedo.
“Sehun! Get your ass over here!”
I looked to the left side of the hall at baekhyun yelling at me with his arm over that mae girl. He looks like a complete asshole if you ask me, i still don’t know how gina ever fell for him of all people. I walked over to him with only one thing on my mind.
Should i tell him?
“Long time no talk! Where you been?”
“Yeah, I’ve been busy on the field. We have a big game coming up.”
“Oh rigghht the game. Well, good luck with that.” He gave a bright smile to me as if that was going to put more umph to his words. The hell is he so happy for?
“Yeah, thanks.” I said as i side eyed mae.
“Oh! that reminds me. Do you have a date for prom yet? I'm asking because i could always help you out.”
“N-no need. I have a date.” I said startled by the sudden question. Is he always this nice? I never expected a sentence like that to come from him.
“Oh? Who’s that?”
“Oooh! I know!” Mae randomly barged her way into our convo. “It’s that girl from the volleyball team that goes to all of your soccer games!”
I was surprised by her answer but ended up scowling in my head. Who could be friends with such a big mouth, good lord. I don’t even know what girl she’s talki- never mind, i do. But still, could she just shut up. “It’s not her. I’m sure she has a date by now though.”
“Just tell usss, we’re going to see you there anyway.” Baekhyun said before lightly hitting my arm.
He’s right, everyone is going to see us there. There’s no reason to hide it any longer. I looked down at my feet and murmured gina’s name.
“Who?” Baekhyun asked with a confused pout.
“Yeah, who?” Mae asked like some kind of echo to baekhyun. This just might be the worst couple I’ve ever seen, and that says a lot since i go to high school.
I rolled my eyes discreetly before clearing my throat. “Gina.”
It felt like after the mention of her name they both went on pause. Baekhyun looked completely shook as he looked at me, making no other movements. Mae looked the same way but with a tinge more anger probably due to baekhyun’s reaction.
Is it really that big of a deal?
“Well, if you will excuse me.” I said quietly to the two statue-like people standing in front of me. “I have a tux to rent.”
My hand ran through my hair when i walked out of my last class. Today was unexpectedly a success, to be honest. Sehun of all people not having a date yet is a pure miracle. I mean, you can’t blame me for thinking that since he’s almost as popular as baekhyun. You would guess some girl would be up his ass about the prom by now. All that aside, I’m just glad i don’t have to go stag or attend the prom with one of those cringe “gal dates” on some, my prom date is my best friend shit. Plus i don’t hang out with losers so why would any of my friends not have a date. It would just never work.
I reached for the door with my right hand. completely ready to get out of this trash ass school until i felt someone grip my left hand. I could tell it was baekhyun by how soft the palm of his hand is. He still has calluses on his fingertips from trying to learn how to play the guitar with chanyeol. He still owes me a love song. And i still want it.
“What do you want, baekhyun?”
“So i guess i’m going to see you at prom with sehun tomorrow.” What he said wasn’t a question in the slightest. I looked at him as his head was a bit low. He looked genuinely hurt by the situation. But what did he expect from me? Did he want me to not go to prom, or go alone and sad, while i watch him dance with the bitch that made up a fucked up rumor to get between us? “I-i understand. I guess it just didn’t hit me that you’ll be there with someone else.” He added after locking eyes with me.
“Well, that’s unfortunate. It definitely hit me hard that you’re going with maeline of all people.” I pulled my hand out of his and folded my arms.
“There’s more to that story than what it looks like. I didn’t do it to hurt you.”
“Save it. Don’t come to me like this. Remember who broke up with who. Despite what i tell people.”
“Gina.” His eyes had so many emotions in them it pissed me off. Who is he to break up with me and still have me feel helpless with just one look. He’s like hurting me. I don’t get hurt though. I hurt people. This isn’t me.
“I don’t care what you have to say baekhyun. At this point, all i want to do is go to prom, get my crown, and fuck sehun for being such a good date.”
Even i winced a bit after saying that. Although, i hope he feels just as bad as i do. Yes, I know. I'm a bitch.
Baekhyun’s puppy-like eyes filled with something other than hurt before he looked away from me for the first time since he made eye contact with me. “You’re right. Why am i here with you?” He said with his cheeks heating up most likely in anger. “I should be with my date right now. I think i’ll take her to my parent's cabin after prom too.”
“B-but, that’s our place.”
“No, it isn’t, there is no ours. Because there is no us. Not anymore. I get it now. Your feelings were never as deep as mine.”
He sniffled and took a deep breath before storming past me and bumping into my shoulder out of the doors behind my back.
Tonight is the night. I just hope it lives up to my expectations, because if not i can guarantee I'm going to scream in someone's face. My mom always told me her prom was sooo amazing because that was the night my dad told her he loved her. Now, i definitely won’t be hearing that tonight, but in my defense getting the prom queen title will be better. I think. And i know my mom can’t relate to that. So ha!
I smoothed out my dress while staring myself down in the mirror. The dress i picked is a dark red satin, strapless, open back ball gown with high slits. It’s like what a really sexy princess would wear. Which is pretty much my aesthetic. I smiled at myself in complete satisfaction with how i look right now. Im so fucking hot. How can people even handle me?
“Honey! Your date is here!”
Deep breath in and a soft slow one out. Why am i nervous? I asked myself as i walked out of my room and to the stairs. I always wanted this moment to be with baekhyun. Him, at the bottom of the stairs, and me ascending down like an angel in the disguise of a really fucking hot teenage girl. His face in complete shock because of how stunning i am, and me smiling as if i don’t know how good i look, even though i know for damn sure im drop dead gorgeous. I was daydreaming so hard when i reached the stairs i almost had a heart attack after missing a step. if my hand didn’t death grip the wooden rail i would have definitely face planted by now. I gave a shy smile to my parents and sehun who were staring at me. I probably looked like an idiot just now, but with the way sehun is looking at me, im going to guess i didn’t look thaaat bad. I continued my slow walk down the stairs so everyone could bask in my beautiful presence. I took sehun’s hand when i got to the bottom and kissed him on the cheek as thanks. A flash hit my side profile and i whipped my head towards my mom to scowl at her.
“I'm sorry honey you just looked so gorgeous.”
I dropped my scowl for a sweet smile and nodded. “Naturally. I guess i can understand that reaction.” I spoke smugly.
Sehun’s hand traveled to my waist. “Yes, you look gorgeous. Like i just-”
“Hands off the merchandise kid. Don’t make me cut those fingers off.” My dad said with all the intimidation he could muster up.
my mom hit him lightly on the chest to stop him from staring at my date “Lenny.” She said, soft but stern.
“Right, well we wouldn’t want that now would we.” Sehun spoke sarcastically while trying to still seem polite.
“Let’s just get out of here!” I grabbed sehuns and made my way to the door as i heard my parents say random things in the background. I wasn’t listening though.
“A limo! Sehun you shouldn’t have!” I said with a surprised smile.
“You ordered it though?”
“Ugh, it’s perfect!” I said as the chauffeur opened the door for me. I smiled as he helped me in. A princess never gets tired of being treated like one. Sehun plopped in after me with no help from the chauffeur even though his face made it seem like he wanted it.
“So, chanyeol is coming?” The handsome boy asked.
“Yes, actually he is.”
“Oh.” Silence filled the vehicle and i already started scrolling through my phone. If this was baekhyun, he would have been talking my ear off, and i would have given the same thing back. I guess the rumor that he liked me was really just a rumor. If he did he would be more talkative right?
“I'm sorry. I'm awkward like this because i’ve always dreamed of going to prom with you. You’re probably already thinking not too good things about me.” The boy said while rubbing the back of his neck out of nervousness.
I looked at him with wide eyes. “Me? Not to sound insecure or oblivious, but why me?”
“Yeah, you. If I'm being honest i have liked you since i first saw you at homecoming.”
“That early huh? Well, how come you never made a move on me, sehun?” I said and nudged him playfully.
“Well, if you haven’t realized, im a strong believer in the whole love is timing type of thing. I watch for an opening more than i make openings. If that even makes sense.”
I was looking deep into his eyes without even noticing. His words are so genuine and his eyes are shaking and nervous. If i touched his hand right now i bet it would be moist from a small amount of sweat. He’s so sweet. I was smiling without trying and somehow our places on the seats of this limo came closer to each other. He’s so different from baekhyun, which for right now, seems like all i need.
“I just admired you from afar for a while. So im nervous because all the things i wanted are coming to me so suddenly.” A nervous chuckle came out of his mouth when i came even closer to him than before. He cleared his throat and nodded his head as if he was agreeing with himself to keep calm. “I don’t know why I'm nervous. I'm not usually like this.”
“Who would have thought the cunning star soccer player oh sehun was such a cute, nervous mess.”
“Im not.” He said looking at me with a goofy kind of smile.
“Prove it.” I looked him in the eyes intensely daring him to make the first move in the back of this limo. “I promise i don’t bite. I might scratch a little though.”
He looked mesmerized before we both got startled by the screaming heard from outside the limo. I didn’t notice that we had stopped moving until now. I sighed before the door of the limo was harshly pulled open and chanyeol jumped in without acknowledging me and sehun. We both moved out of the way instinctively as he pushed his way in. He had a bottle of champagne in hand while he pulled jayde in and onto his lap.
“Oh my god! You look so good gina!” She yelled before chanyeol moved her out of his way so he could get a good look at me. They obviously did some pre-partying before they got in here. Judging by their appearance they most likely made out on her doorstep and drunk more than half of that champagne bottle in chanyeol’s hand. Real classy.
Jayde climbed all over me with compliments and as i fought off her affection, i spotted in the corner of my eye chanyeol staring down my date in confusion. “Sehun?” Chanyeol asked with a completely surprised look.
“Hm?” Sehun asked reluctantly. He didn’t look at chanyeol in the eye when he answered which helped me understand what’s going on perfectly. He’s scared of chanyeol. And there is a high chance of chanyeol trying whip sehun’s ass for going with me to prom. So he has good reason to be.
“What the fuck!?” Chanyeol said loudly. Sehun looked so uncomfortable trying not to provoke him any more than he’s provoking himself. “Why would you go with her? Aren’t you supposed to be baekhyun’s friend?” Chanyeol asked aggressively.
“Look. They’re broken up now. get over it.” Sehun looked at him in the eyes finally with an almost cold stare. I sighed before lowering my hands from jayde’s face. This isn’t going to be good. Considering how close he is to baekhyun, this is probably really triggering for him.
“Chanyeol, let it go. Just let him be.” Jayde said in a soft calming voice i didn’t know she had. I nodded in agreement.
Oh, did i forget to say that? Chanyeol has slight anger issues. And when it comes to someone he cares about, there’s no way he isn’t going to get heated.
The huge boy jumped from his seat and grabbed the collar of sehun’s tuxedo and pulled his fist back before sehun pushed him off and a full on fight between the two broke out. I sat there and watched as jayde barged in trying to break them apart.
What a fucking disaster.
The only thing that could make this worst is-
All of a sudden the car came to a hard stop sliding us all to the other side of the limo. I was cushioned by the seats while everyone else had a rougher ride. I got up to knock on the partition. “Hey! what the fuck is wrong with you!?”
The door of the limo whipped open and the chauffeur popped his head with an angry expression. I looked at him in complete confusion.
“Everyone out. now!”
“I refuse!” I said with a pout. How could he put us out like that. No, no, how could he put me out like that!? Im the one who paid for this stupid fucking limo, plus, i wasn’t even participating in that heathen like behavior.
“I said out!”
“Okay, okay!” Jayde said as she got out first. Chanyeol pushed sehun out of the vehicle while he stepped out too.
I let my face stay in one of annoyance and confusion as i looked at the rude chauffeur. How dare he. “Ugh! At least let me stay i wasn’t even doing anything!” I pleaded.
“No! I would rather go broke then go through another wild prom night. Did your parents not teach you any manners. The hell is wrong with this generation!?”
I scrunched up my face as he pulled me out of the car with his glove covered hand. Sehun grabbed me away from the man with a scowl. “It’s alright we’ll just call an uber.”
“Tch! Good fucking luck!” The chauffeur yelled at us before hopping in his limo and hauling ass like a maniac.
Loving prom night already.
It’s been about an hour since i arrived and if I'm being honest with myself i haven’t taken my eyes off of the entrance since i walked in here. I can’t help but want to see her on the night she used to talk about with me all the time. The one night i always imagined with her.
But despite that, she’s a snake in a sexy little sheep costume. She never really loved me and i have to remind myself of that when i see her. Which will hopefully be soon. Only so i can prove to myself that i can stay strong. She’s not good for me. And neither is mae but that’s another story for another day.
“Baekhyunniee!” Mae squeaked as she jumped up to throw her arms around my neck.
“Hey...”
“Are you having a good timee?”
“You could say that. Where have you been?” i asked cutely even though i didn’t really care.
“Oh, you knowww, here and there. Want something to drink?”
I hummed a response and looked away. I wish i cared more about how suspicious she was just now. If it was gina i would have pressed more.
Speak of the devil.
I caught her eyes as she waltzed in like some kind of angel. I bit my lip when i looked from her head to the end of her dark red dress. I always loved that color on her. I sucked in breath and tried my best to look away but those slits that show her soft thighs are driving me crazy. What i would give to just fu-
“Oh, look what the cat dragged in.” Mae said as she roughly handed me my cup.
“Thanks.”
The girl snagged my hand dragged me in the direction gina and sehun were standing. I have to admit they look together. Saying that to myself will keep me from strangling him. I think.
“Oh! Genie you cameee!” Mae said with fake surprise. I rolled my eyes and gently pulled my hand out of hers only to have her swing my arm around her shoulders.
Gina smiled and touch sehun’s arm lightly. “Well of course, how could i not? I would never miss the biggest night of my life.”
“Well, i just thought since you lost one thing very important to you already. You might lose something else tonight. It might have been better to stay home.”
The beautiful girl in red cocked one eyebrow and tilted her head. “Poor poor maeline. If you want to be prom queen you could have just said so. I would have let you have it gladly. But only after you take out of my cold dead manicure.”
Gina bumped shoulders with mae before walking away with sehun’s hand in hers. “Hm, i bet she thinks she’s got it in the bag. But i know for sure she won’t win.” Mae smirked and lifted her drink to her mouth.
“Do you know....who will?” i asked only to see if she’ll say what im thinking.
“Me of course.”
I knew it. “Mae, d-did you tamper with the votes?”
“Maybe. Don’t worry baekhyunnie, you’re still prom king.” She said with a wink.
Well shit.
“here.” Sehun spoke while handing me a red plastic cup.
“Thanks. I'm sorry you had to see that.” I took a sip of my drink thinking about how he must think im a monster like baekhyun now.
“No, no, it’s no big deal. That girl deserves to be told off a thousand times. If i were you i would have clocked her by now.”
“Well, with all that being said, it did hurt figuring out that someone i thought was my friend really wasn’t. And because of the weird way i react to being hurt, baekhyun thinks im some fucked up psycho and not only that but im almost positive maeline’s parents are in the process of a divorce.”
“Goddamn. The hell did you do?”
I stared at him with emotionless eyes. “I don’t want to talk about it.”
“Alright, alright. I won’t press.”
We looked away from each other and stopped talking completely. Maybe i should have just told him what i did. My eyes locked on the dance floor as everyone there smiled brightly and danced about. They look so carefree. I want that.
“Sehun? Are you a dancer?” I asked before taking another sip of my drink.
“Not really.” He spoke with a shy smile.
I looked at him while returning the smile, then looked back to the dance floor. I could faintly hear sehun talk to me before i zoned out on baekhyun. He sported a black suit, no tie, and his dress shirt was opened just enough so you could see his perfect chest peeking out. I held my breath when he smiled. He looks so good tonight. How can i control myself with him looking like that?
“Gina?” Sehun called my name noticing i wasn’t paying attention. I hummed a response but kept my eyes on baekhyun the whole time. Finally, the dazzling boy locked eyes with me from afar. At this point, i tuned out everything else but him. He’s the only thing i can see, and i don’t hate it.
He smirked at me when i looked at his chest. He cocked one eyebrow to provoke me more and i chuckled a bit into my hand. I watched him leave the dance floor and walk closer to the table me and my date are seated at. I straightened up and put my hands in my lap trying to keep my composure.
“Could i possibly steal your date?”
I looked at sehun’s face with a slight surprise in my eyes. I had no idea he was going to ask that. Sehun looked from baekhyun to me like he was thinking hard on the situation. Now that we’re here like this i feel like an asshole because im not going to hesitate to get up and leave with baekhyun even though i came here with sehun. I wish i could stop the strong hold he has on me. But then again, maybe i just don’t want to.
Sehun looked upset by this but nodded again like before. He exhaled and closed his eyes before reluctantly saying, "No reason to ask my permission. She was always yours anyways."
He looks defeated and it's my fault. I shouldn't have come here with him. Baekhyun gently slid his hand in mine before pulling me up out of my chair and leading us out of the room the prom is being held in. I looked back at sehun until the crowd blocked my view of him. I messed up with him, but i have to follow my heart. We entered the empty hall silently, walking with a lot of words on our chests. Baekhyun stopped walking to turn towards me with his eyes glistening with emotion. I’m sure mine looked just the same.
"Okay. there are obvious feelings between us still. Even after everything." I said wanting to lead the conversation instead of him.
"Hard ones." He added softly.
"So, I'm just going to give up and say it. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being such a bitch, I'm sorry for the way i treated you and everyone else. Im so sorry for reacting the way i did when i heard the rumor. If only i knew how to not react to being hurt with trying to hurt, things would have been different."
"Im sorry too. Im sorry for not noticing. And I'm so sorry for agreeing to go to prom with mae. I just thought if i did it would make up for the things she was going through after what you did."
"It was my fault. I should have fixed it myself. I feel terrible for putting you in that position. I'm trouble. I don't understand why you ev-"
"Hey, you're the best kind of trouble. We all have our problems, But you wouldn't be you without them, and i only want you."
I stared at him before my eyes got heavier and our lips were pulling each other closer like magnets. It feels so good to get everything off my chest. It feels so good to not hide anymore, or have to put up a strong front. With him, i can be myself and that makes me happy. And not just my head, but my heart too. isn't that all people ask for? His right hand slid into the slit of my skirt and i slid my hand in the opening of his dress shirt. I could feel his heart beating faster the farther he got up my thigh. I think it's adorable. If i couldn't feel it with my hands i would have never guessed that i make his heart race like this.
"Baby, baby. I have something to tell you. You know, while we're getting things out in the air." He spoke between kisses.
"And what is that?" I asked while unbuttoning his shirt more for my satisfaction.
"Maeline tampered with the prom queen votes." He said reluctantly.
"Oh yeah, i know." I said, now sliding my hands down his torso.
"Wait you-"
"Who do you think i am baekhyun? There's almost nothing i don't know when it comes to the goings on in my fucking school." He smiled with an impressed look on his face and bit my smiling bottom lip. "Now, let's go to the infamous abandoned party planning room and forget about prom for tonight."
"I fucking love you." He whispered while excitedly pushing his forehead into mine.
"I love you too baekhyun."
I have a strong feeling that’s going to be the last time i see gina while she’s not with baekhyun. Actually that’s wrong, he’s always going to have her heart. I know because i can feel it in mine. Something else i know is that they aren’t coming back. Which suhcks. I exhaled deeply. Just calm down sehun, Tonight was good enough for now, Your timing was just a bit off. Next time it’ll work out. Yeah next time.
“Okay prom goers! It’s the moment you’ve all been waiting for! Time to announce the prom king and queen!” The young history teacher yelled through the microphone.
I hope baekhyun doesn’t get it.
Yeah, i said it.
“Drumroll please!”
I looked around the room for any sign of the two only to find a smirking maeline. I wonder if she even noticed her date is gone. She finally started to look around the room and i quickly turned my head so she won’t come this way. But, to no avail, i could hear her heels clapping this way aggressively.
“Where! the hell! is baekhyun!?” She yelled at my side profile.
“I wish i knew.”
“Oh, you know. Now tell me! Before they call my name!”
Her name?
“Dude, if i knew, which i don’t, i would tell you.”
“And this year's prom queen and king arrreee!”
“Tell me, damn it!” She yelled louder as if that was going to change anything as she roughed up my tux. I'm not saying i would hurt a woman. But if i was a girl, maeline could catch these hands.
“Gina hwang and byun baekhyun!” The history teacher yelled again excitedly.
I clapped along with everyone else while mae’s grip on me loosened. She looked pale with confusion and i snorted up a laugh before trying my best to hold it down. She thought she was going to win.
“Congradulations! Come on up heree!”
“Looks like tonight is just not your night maeline.” Her face changed expressions quickly and her eyes watered fast. She stomped her foot and i put my hand on her shoulder.
“Byun baekhyun!? Gina hwang!?” The teacher looked around n confusion.
“Come on. I’ll buy you some ice cream, you snakey bitch.”
Maeline sniffled and nodded her head with a pout as she moved my hand off her shoulder. For some reason, she looks kind of...cute.
“No seriously, where is baekhyun and gina?!”
AUTHORS NOTE : Haiii! im sorry it took so long to give you this one shot! but it;s here finally and i hope you enjoyed it. I hope you think of my appreciation for all your love and support when you read this! Also any sehun x gina shippers send me something if you want an alternate ending. *wink wink*
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Hey, Neighbor | Baekhyun
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◇ Genre: Neighbor! AU, Fluff
◇ Summary: In which you have a huge crush on your neighbor Baekhyun, and you aren’t really sure what to do about it; until every passing encounter soon forces you to face your feelings.
◇ Word Count: 5.5k
You had pretty much fallen head over heels for your devastatingly cute neighbor the very first time you ran into him in the elevator.
He’d looked at you with those twinkling eyes from under his messy hair, and you’d melted on the spot. “I’m Baekhyun,” he’d said, grinning, offering his hand. “How come I’ve never seen you around?”
“I moved in just yesterday,” you’d blurted out. As the elevator opened and you had both got out onto the same floor, you’d realized with a start that his apartment was the one right opposite yours. “Fantastic! We’ll be seeing loads of each other then,” he’d said, with that same annoyingly adorable smile.
And oh boy, had he been right.
You ran into him almost every single day every time you left for work, because somehow, he had the same office timings as you did.
What seemed like awkward elevator conversations at first, turned into the highlights of your morning. The two of you exchanged stories from work, complained about pain-in-the-ass colleagues, and even bitched about the other annoying neighbors on your floor.
“I am going to seriously lose my mind if that lady in the flat next to me yells at her husband one more time about leaving the toilet seat up…” he said once, grinning when you laughed.
Baekhyun was very good at making you laugh. He was also very good at occupying your thoughts on a daily basis.
You were in awe about everything about him. His smile, his hair, his eyes, his laugh. All too soon you realized you’d gotten a big fat crush and you had no idea what to do about it.
You’d never been in his apartment yet. He hadn’t been yours either. Your interactions were currently limited to the elevator, sadly enough. You weren’t really sure how to change that. You’d always been a terrible flirt. You didn’t even know if he had a girlfriend.
You really, really hoped he didn’t.
Then one fateful Saturday evening, you were lounging on the couch in your pajamas, binge watching your favorite TV show, when the doorbell rang.
Muttering about who it could be under your breath, you opened the door.
Lo and behold, it was Baekhyun, looking very flustered (but very cute). He was in sweatpants and an oversized white t-shirt. Seeing him dressed so casually made your heart feel all kinds of weird, because you were so used to seeing him in formal work attire.
“I’m really sorry to barge in like this,” he began. “But I need a favor.”
You suddenly became acutely aware of your messy top-knot and obnoxiously pink pajamas.
“Um, what’s up?” you asked awkwardly, stepping aside to let him in. You raked your eyes around your living room, mentally kicking yourself for not having cleaned up a little.
But Baekhyun seemed too pre-occupied to notice anything about you, or the state of your apartment. “I’m asking because my only other options are the couple that hate each other or that old lady who hates me,” he said sighing.
“Did something happen?” you asked, your curiosity now peaked.
“It’s my shower. There’s something wrong with it, and I can’t get it to work,” blurted Baekhyun. “The water just won’t come out, I tried everything. I’m going to have to call the plumbing guys, but they’ll only be able to come by tomorrow.”
You gave him a confused look.
“Look, I know this is a really weird request but…can you please let me use your shower instead?” he asked finally, biting his lips.
You were a bit flabbergasted to say anything, so he spoke again.
“In other circumstances, I wouldn’t have asked. But I have a date tonight, and I really need to look as good as possible. You understand, right?” he said, his eyes hopeful.
Actually, you didn’t understand. At the mention of the word ‘date’ your heart had plummeted to your stomach.
You felt immediate jealousy rise up, and you tried your best to force it down. You wanted to refuse; why should you lend him your shower so that he could get ready for his date with a girl that wasn’t you?
But a tiny voice was telling you that this train of thought was completely unreasonable. Plus, Baekhyun was now looking at you with puppy-dog eyes and your heart melted, despite everything.
You sighed. “Yeah, sure. No problem.”
Baekhyun’s face lit up. “I owe you big time. Your next wish is my command, I swear.”
You rolled your eyes. “It’s not that big of a deal.”
“No, seriously. Do you want me to take your trash out for the next month? Because I’ll do it,” he said.
You stifled a laugh. “Will you just get in the shower before I change my mind?”
The next ten minutes consisted of you sitting awkwardly in your living room, while Baekhyun took a shower. You could hear him humming a soft melody, and you sighed.
Why didn’t you just have the balls to tell him your feelings? If you had confessed to him earlier, he wouldn’t be going on this stupid date in the first place.
You felt a sudden strange to urge to cry. You sniffled and rubbed at your eyes to stop from tearing up. You were being ridiculous.
“I’m all done!” said Baekhyun, reappearing in the same clothes but with his hair damp. You tried not to stare at the way droplets from his wet hair rolled down his neck.
You cleared your throat. “Well, have fun on your date then.”
Baekhyun grinned happily. “I will now, thanks to you. Seriously, next time you need anything, don’t even think twice about asking me, okay?”
“I’ll keep it in mind,” you said, biting your lip.
“See you later, then?” “See you.”
The following Monday morning you almost didn’t want to see Baekhyun. But as always, there he was, standing in front of the elevator. He grinned widely when he saw you. “Morning, neighbor.”
“Morning. How’d the date go?” you asked, casually.
“I think it went pretty well, if I say so myself,” he said, stepping into the elevator after you. “She told me I was quite the charmer.”
Oh, he had no idea.
And there it was again, the gnawing jealousy. It left a bitter taste in your mouth.
You barely paid any attention to the rest of his words, and quickly waved him goodbye as the elevator reached the ground floor.
You thought you saw a confused look on his face, but then you were already walking away from him, not turning back.
That evening, you were exhausted after yet another long day at work. You were so eager to get into your apartment and just flop onto the couch, that you nearly missed the box of chocolates lying at your doorstep.
Who in the world—?
You reached down and picked it up, your breath catching in your throat as you read the post-it note stuck on the front.
hey, neighbor. here’s a proper thank you from me for your kind favor the other day. also, im hosting a small party at home this weekend and some of my friends are coming over for dinner. you should come too, it’ll be fun! i’ll talk to you in person about it, but im just dropping this off for now because i have to rush off on an errand. enjoy the chocolates in the meanwhile :)
You re-read the note so many times that you had the sentences memorized in your head soon enough. The reality wasn’t sinking in. He was inviting you over. You were actually going to properly hang out with him. Sure, his friends would be there, but you hoped you would get time with him alone, too.
You popped a chocolate into your mouth and smiled, already looking forward to the end of the week.
Soon—but not soon enough—it was Saturday evening, and you were a mess of nerves.
Baekhyun had seemed elated when you’d accepted his invitation, promising it wouldn’t be awkward at all, because his friends were supposedly very easygoing and fun to be around.
But you were still nervous at the prospect of even being in his house, and the fact that you were going to have to talk to strangers was not helping.
You bit your lip as your stared at your reflection in the mirror. You’d put on a pretty off-the-shoulder blouse over some blue jeans, hoping it didn’t seem too over the top.
You’d even picked up a box of donuts, not wanting to walk into his place empty-handed.
Boy, were you whipped.
“Get a grip,” you told yourself softly. “Nothing to be worried about. You’ve got this.”
And with that, you grabbed your phone (and the box of donuts), and calmly rang the bell to his apartment. You could already hear the laughter from behind the door.
You were met with a laughing girl, her hair sleek and black, cut short till her shoulders. She was very pretty.
You felt an uncomfortable lurch in your stomach. “Um hi, I’m—“
“Y/N! There you are,” came Baekhyun’s voice, as he appeared suddenly behind the girl. “Come on in, you’re just in time,” he said grinning. You stepped into the apartment awkwardly
“This is Lia,” said Baekhyun, shutting the door behind you. “Lia, meet Y/N, my incredibly nice neighbor. In fact, she’s the reason I managed to make it to our date last week,” he said smiling.
You froze. How had the thought not crossed you earlier? Of course he had invited his new girlfriend. Of course.
Lia laughed. “It’s nice to meet you! Are those donuts, by the way?” she said, her eyes widening. “Oh um, yeah I thought I’d get something sweet for us to eat…” you said softly, already preoccupied with the fact that she was insanely gorgeous and clearly dating Baekhyun.
Baekhyun shook his head fondly. “See what I meant by incredibly nice?” You smiled shyly as he took the box from you. “I’ll go put this in the kitchen. Lia, introduce her to the rest of the gang, will you?”
“Sure, come on,” she said smiling, and ushered you towards the living room. There were three others sprawled there, all men. With a mental groan you realized that all three were in fact very, very attractive.
Wasn’t it enough that Baekhyun was hot? Why did he have to have obnoxiously hot friends too?
They looked up as you walked in. “Hello,” you said tentatively. “I’m Y/N, I um—live next door.”
The one sitting in the centre smiled warmly. “I’m Junmyeon,” he said. “And these two idiots are Sehun and Jongdae,” gesturing towards the boys on either side of him.
Sehun waved at you, but Jongdae just sort of sat there gazing at you intently before he spoke.
“Okay, why hasn’t Baekhyun ever mentioned having a cute neighbor before?”
You went bright red. Just then, Baekhyun reappeared. “I heard that, Jongdae. And this is precisely why.”
Sehun shook his head at him. “You really need to think before you speak, dude.” Jongdae just shrugged. “What? It’s only a compliment. It’s nice to meet you, Y/N,” he said, his lips curving into a sweet smile. You found yourself smiling back. “It’s nice to meet you too.”
Baekhyun had been right about his friends. They were very welcoming, and you felt comfortable around them after just a few minutes.
But that didn’t stop your gaze constantly floating over to Baekhyun and Lia, and the way she whispered in his ear, or giggled at something he said.
You’d never thought it possible to dislike someone as much as you suddenly disliked Lia. You shoved down the uncomfortable sickness as best you could, and forced yourself to enjoy the evening.
As it turned out, Baekhyun was a fantastic cook, and by the end of the meal, you were stuffed. In fact, all of you were plonked in various positions around the living room, too full of food to move.
To your surprise, Lia soon got up to leave. “I have an early flight tomorrow,” she explained. “I’d have loved to stay longer, I’m sorry Baek,” she said, pouting. You tried very hard to contain your joy.
“Do you want me to drop you off?” he asked, walking her to the door. “Ah…no that’s alright, I’m sure I’ll find a cab. I’ll see you guys!” she said, waving. And just like that, she was gone.
“Is it just me, or was that a little strange?” said Baekhyun, uncertainly. “She hadn’t mentioned having to leave early before…”
“Um, I think I should probably get going too,” you said awkwardly, getting up. Jongdae looked at you with wide eyes. “Wait why?”
Baekhyun gave you a confused look. “Yeah, why? Please stay. It’s not even that late.”
The truth was, you were uncertain about being around the boys by yourself. Lia had been a stranger, but at least she’d been a girl. Junmyeon seemed to sense your discomfort. “We don’t bite,” he said smiling. “Promise.”
“Besides, you live right next door. You can run away if one of us tries something,” said Jongdae innocently. At that, you laughed. “Alright, fine. I’ll stay.”
After a while of just casual conversations—and Jongdae trying his best to get you to laugh at his lame jokes—Sehun thought it would be a great idea to get the alcohol out. Soon enough, the four boys were downing the drinks at a pace that seemed unlikely to slow down.
At Jongdae’s insistence, you settled on a can of beer, but you were still very much sober. The boys, though, were slowly but surely letting the alcohol get the better of them.
“Let’s watch a movie,” said Sehun suddenly. “A scary movie.”
“I hate scary movies,” whined Jongdae. “Y/N, do you like scary movies?” You shook your head in amusement. “See, if Baek’s cute neighbor doesn’t like them, we aren’t going to watch them,” he said, a satisfied look on his face.
“Stop calling her cute,” grumbled Baekhyun under his breath. You almost thought you’d misheard him, and stared at him in surprise.
“Well, I don’t care what she thinks, I’m playing the movie,” announced Sehun, and ignoring everyone’s protests, set it up in a couple of minutes.
He picked a shitty low-budget movie, the kind with jump-scares every five minutes and lots of blood and gore.
You really really did not want to watch a horror movie right now. But you weren’t really sure how to leave, what with now being squished up between Jongdae and Baekhyun.
Apparently, drunk Jongdae did not really understand the meaning of personal space, and as soon as the movie started, he flopped down next to you on the couch, giggling. “Don’t worry, I’ll protect you if you get too scared,” he slurred, making you roll your eyes.
Baekhyun seemed to dislike the sight of this, and so made it a point to sit down on your other side, shooting Jongdae a frown. You weren’t really sure what was making him act this way. He almost seemed a bit jealous. The thought sent an excited chill down your spine. Or—the logical part of your brain reminded you—he was just drunk.
But the proximity to Baekhyun made you jittery. You couldn’t keep still, and the jump-scares in the film weren’t helping. At one point, you grabbed Jongdae’s arm without thinking, and were rewarded with an extremely smug smile.
You weren’t sure when your eyes started to get heavy. The alcohol had given you a mild buzz, but it had worn off, and you felt exhausted.
The others too, it seemed, were beginning to doze off. Junmyeon was already knocked out on the other couch, the glass bottle still in his hand. Sehun was sprawled on the rug, attention still on the movie, but his eyes had started to droop.
Jongdae’s head had unconsciously begun to loll onto your shoulder, and you had to jerk him awake a few times. But Baekhyun still seemed to be alert. “Hey, I think I should get going,” you whispered, not trusting yourself to be able to stay awake for much longer.
Baekhyun nodded, his eyes bright. “I’ll…walk you out.” You silently made your way to the front door, with Baekhyun right behind you. The yellow lights of the hallway made both of you squint.
“Thanks for the great evening,” you said, barely stifling a yawn, as you reached into your back pocket for your keys. Baekhyun smiled sweetly. “I’m glad you had a good time. I don’t why we hadn’t done something like this earlier. I…I’m really liking getting to know you,” he said, eyes dropping to the ground.
You blushed, and opened your mouth to reply, but all that came out was—“Shit.”
“What’s wrong?” asked Baekhyun, his eyes wide. “Ah—I don’t have my keys. But I’m certain I’d brought them with me,” you said, frantically patting the front and back of your jeans.
“Maybe you dropped them in the living room?” said Baekhyun, and he walked back into his apartment, you following behind.
You were met with all the 3 men fast asleep. You bit your lip, not wanting to have to turn the lights on and wake them up. You turned on the torch on your phone, and quickly scoured the floor and rug for your keys.
They were nowhere to be seen. You pointed towards the couch, where Jongdae was now curled up. It was possible they had fallen through the spaces in between.
Baekhyun attempted to gently shake Jongdae awake, but in vain. The man refused to budge. Baekhyun sighed, rubbing the back of his neck.
“You could just…sleep here for tonight,” he whispered uncertainly. You mouthed a silent protest. “Hey, take it as me not owing you one anymore” said Baekhyun softly. You hesitated.
There was a big difference in letting someone use a shower and all out crashing over at their place for the night.
But there was nothing you could do, what with your keys trapped somewhere in the couch underneath Jongdae’s sleeping figure. So you found yourself reluctantly nodding.
Baekhyun smiled. “I’ll show you the bedroom.” “W-wait, where are you going to sleep?” you asked. Both of the couches in the living room were currently occupied by Jongdae and Junmyeon.
Baekhyun gestured to the rug on which Sehun was snoring away. You shook your head fiercely. “Yo-you sleep in your room. I’ll figure something out,” you whispered.
Baekhyun rolled his eyes. “Like what? Just take the bed, will you?”
“But there’s no room for you on that rug either,” you said desperately. It was true. Sehun was a very tall person, and he was sprawled over the ground. There was no way Baekhyun was going to be able to get any sleep there. You couldn’t stop the guilt making it’s way into your heart.
Baekhyun sighed in exasperation. “Look, unless you want to share the bed, we don’t really have another option—”
“I don’t mind,” you said quickly, and then promptly clapped your hand over your mouth, not believing you’d said the words out loud.
Baekhyun raised his eyebrows, but grinned at your mortification.
“We can divide the bed,” you said, your face flushed red in embarrassment. Baekhyun, still grinning, gestured for you to follow him as he made his way to his bedroom.
He flicked the lights on, and you were surprised to see a relatively neat and tidy space. Despite the current situation, his bed looked so warm and welcoming that all you wanted to do was curl up and fall asleep.
Baekhyun noticed the look on your face and laughed. “Go on, then.”
You awkwardly walked over and picked up a large throw cushion, placing in the centre of the bed. You arranged the pillows on either side as far away as possible from each other. “Um, I think this’ll work?”
Baekhyun said nothing, but his eyes twinkled. “Well, if you say so.”
Your heart thumped in your chest as you slipped inside the blankets, carefully positioning yourself on the far end of your side of the bed. You were going to have to sleep in your jeans and blouse. There was no way you were going to ask Baekhyun for a change of clothes.
You felt the bed dip as Baekhyun lay down. He cleared his throat. “I can still go take the rug—”
“No,” you said forcefully. “This is fine. Don’t worry about it.”
For a few minutes neither of you spoke. “You might want to avoid mentioning this to Lia, though,” you said awkwardly.
Baekhyun laughed. “I don’t really see a future with her, if I’m being completely honest,” he said. “We’ve only really met a couple of times. She’s nice, but I don’t think there’s anything special between us. I think she knows that too.”
Your chest suddenly felt as if a tremendous weight had been lifted off of it. He didn’t like her. You still had a chance.
The bed creaked as Baekhyun shifted his weight and turned to face you. You thought your heart would stop as he blinked at you, his eyelashes fluttering against his cheeks.
“I don’t regret going on that date with her, though,” he said slowly. “Why not?” you whispered.
“Because thanks to that evening I got to spend so much more time with you. Those 2 minute elevator conversations were driving me insane” he said, his eyes closing, an adorable smile on his face.
You couldn’t find the words to reply. You didn’t trust yourself to be able to speak coherently. This entire situation was beginning to feel like a dream you never wanted to wake up from.
“Baekhyun,” you whispered finally, after a few minutes.
But he was already asleep, his body rising and falling gently with his breaths. You stared at him for what felt like hours, but must only have been a little while, before your eyes fell shut and you let sleep take over you.
You awoke surrounded by the feeling of being extremely warm. You pushed the blankets off slightly, but the cool air didn’t hit you the way you expected it to.
You shifted, opening your eyes, squinting against the light that was breaking through the curtains. It took you a second to realize that you weren’t in your room, and another to recall why. You began to stretch, but then stilled as you realized why you were feeling so warm.
Baekhyun and you had somehow ended up wrapping around each other during the night.
Your arm was curled up against his chest, your cheek pressed to his collarbone. You couldn’t just move, because Baekhyun was facing you, one of his arms resting over your waist, encasing you against his body. Even your legs had tangled together; you could feel the weight of his foot over yours.
So much for you having tried to divide the bed.
You lay there in complete horror for a few moments, not knowing what to do. A part of you wanted to remove yourself from the position, but a much larger part wanted to stay there like that, curled up with him, feeling his breath against your hair.
Reluctantly, you started to slowly pull away, trying to lift his arm off your body. You glanced up at him for a split second, and nearly felt your heart stop as you saw him staring back at you, his eyes sleepy. “Where are you going?” he croaked.
You flushed. “I-I just…um-your arm is—” you stammered, not being able to form proper sentences with him looking that adorable this close to you.
Baekhyun shifted then, his eyes widening as he finally noticed how the two of you were curled up together. “Shit—I’m sorry—we must’ve moved in the night—ah—” he was stumbling with the words too, quickly pulling away from you and sitting up, running a hand through his hair.
You sat up too, your cheeks burning. “I should um—I should probably go,”you mumbled. And before Baekhyun could say anything, you quickly got up and made your way to the bedroom door.
But you froze before opening it, realizing how you walking out of Baekhyun’s room having spent the night would look to the other three sleeping outside.
“Don’t worry about it,” said Baekhyun, sensing your hesitation. “If I know them, they’re probably still asleep.”
You crossed your fingers and pulled opened the door, hoping you could quickly find your keys and leave.
“Y/N?”
You stopped in your tracks. Jongdae was looking at you from the couch with sleepy eyes and an extremely confused expression on his face. “Did you stay over?” he asked, his eyes widening.
You cringed inwardly, not having the slightest clue of what to say.
“Someone was lying on top of her house keys and was refusing to budge when we tried to wake him up,” came Baekhyun’s voice from behind you. “So yeah, she stayed over.”
Jongdae eyes flitted back and forth between you and Baekhyun, his mind working furiously. Just then, Sehun groaned and sat up, rolling his neck around to release the stiffness. “What’d I miss?”
“Just Baekhyun and his neighbor sleeping together,” announced Jongdae, the betrayal in his voice evident. “We didn’t sleep together!” you spat, flushing a dark red. “I would-I would never—”
“You would never what?” asked Baekhyun, a hurt look flashing in his eyes. You felt your chest contract in embarrassment and guilt.
“I-I’m just saying that we didn’t do anything,” you stammered. “We only shared the bed to sleep. That’s all.”
You jumped as you heard Junmyeon sigh. You hadn’t even noticed he was awake. “You don’t need to explain anything to us,” he said, a knowing look in his eyes.
“Um—I’ll just go,” you said softly, ignoring Jongdae’s gaze as you finally spotted your keys stuck in the couch and picked them up.
“Thank you…for everything,” you said to Baekhyun, and waved goodbye to the boys awkwardly, swiftly pulling open the front door. “Y/N,” you heard Baekhyun say, but you were already shutting the door behind you, relieved to finally be left alone with your feelings.
You didn’t see Baekhyun the rest of the weekend, and were dreading seeing him on Monday. You didn’t know how to face him.
All you could think about was the feeling of his arms around you, and the look in his eyes as he’d gazed down at you curled up against him. The words he’d spoken to you before he’d drifted off to sleep that night; did he even remember them?
You just needed to know whether there was any chance he felt the same away about you as you did about him. But you were terrified of the fact he maybe didn’t, and the fear was powerful enough to make you want to avoid the matter altogether.
And so in the days that followed, you made it a point to leave for work much earlier than usual, so that you wouldn’t have to see Baekhyun. Your plan worked well, and for a nearly a week you managed to avoid him completely.
Then one Friday evening, you were rushing into the building to get out of the heavy rain outside, and there he was, standing in front of the elevator. You almost wanted to turn around and walk back into the rain.
Your eyes locked with his, and he smiled slightly. You awkwardly followed him into the elevator when it arrived.
Baekhyun cleared his throat. “I see you’ve been avoiding me.”
You swallowed. “How could you tell?”
“We used to see each other every single morning. And now you’ve either started to work from home, or you’re just leaving whenever you know I won’t be there,” he said, in a matter-of-fact manner.
You started to reply when suddenly there was a loud bang. “What the—” said Baekhyun, but was cut off by the elevator screeching to a halt. You screamed as the lights went out, leaving you in complete darkness.
Baekhyun cursed and switched on his phone, the dim light casting an eerie glow over his face. “Where’s the emergency button?” he asked, eyes roving the row of numbers on the side of the elevator. You turned on the light on your own phone to help him.
His fingers pressed it as soon as he found it, and you held a breath. Nothing. There was no beeping sound, or anything to alert someone of your predicament.
“I-I think the power’s gone out because of the storm,” you said shakily. “Fantastic,” muttered Baekhyun. “Does your phone have a signal?” You shook your head as you quickly verified his question.
“What do we do?” you asked in a small voice. “I don’t think we have much of a choice. We’re just going to have to wait for the power to come back on,” said Baekhyun shaking his head. “We could scream for help,” you suggested.
“I doubt the technician is going to be able to do much with all the power out, even if someone hears us” he replied, sighing, and slid down to the floor.
After a few minutes, you sat down opposite him. It was still dark, but the light from your phones was enough that you could see each other.
“I’m sorry,” you said finally. Baekhyun raised his eyebrows. “For being stupid and avoiding you,” you continued.
“It’s because of the—ah—sleeping thing isn’t it?” he asked awkwardly. “Kind of,” you replied, biting your lip. “I told you I should’ve slept on the rug,” he said rubbing the back of his neck. “I’ve always been a clingy sleeper.”
“I liked it,” you said quietly, looking down at your hands. Baekhyun said nothing so you said it again, louder this time. “I liked it. Sleeping next to you.”
Maybe the fact that you were stuck in an elevator with no current way out was making you braver than you’d ever imagined yourself to be.
Baekhyun let out a breath. “I liked it too,” he said softly. Your heart fluttered.
And then he was moving, and you suddenly felt his warm presence right next you. You looked at him with wide eyes.
He smiled, and even in the darkness you could see his eyes shine. “I don’t know why I’ve waited so long to do this. And now it’s going to sound cheesy as hell. But would you believe me if I said I fell for you the first time I met you?”
You couldn’t believe your ears. “Baekhyun—”
He sighed. “I was scared. Of messing things up and creeping you out. I thought that even if I never told you, at least every morning I could still see you, still talk to you. I fooled myself into thinking that much would be enough.”
But then the more I got to know you, the greedier I got. I wanted more. So I made up a dumb excuse just to see you. There was nothing wrong with my shower that day. And as for Lia, I already told you how I feel about her. I only met her because my friends set me up on a blind date,” he said finally.
You let out a shaky laugh in disbelief. “You lied about the shower not working just so that you could see me?”
Baekhyun hung his head, embarrassed.
“We’re both idiots,” you said softly. “I have been completely and utterly crazy about you since the day I moved into this stupid building.”
“You’re joking,” said Baekhyun.
“I was terrified of saying anything to you. And after you went on that date with Lia, I thought the jealousy would kill me. You have no idea how relieved I was when she left early that day,” you said, shaking your head.
“If it makes you feel any better, I had to hold myself back from punching Jongdae in the face for flirting with you,” he said, grinning.
You began to laugh. “I can’t believe this is happening,” you said, covering your face with your hands. To your surprise, Baekhyun gently pulled them away with his own.
“This is probably the first time I’ve ever kissed a girl while being trapped in an elevator,” he said, and before you could say anything, he was leaning forward, his lips meeting yours.
You let your hand cup his cheek, and parted his lips with your own, losing yourself to the kiss. You’d imagined this moment countless times in your head, but nothing in the daydreams had accurately captured the softness of his lips, or the feeling of his fingers at the nape of your neck as he pulled you closer to him.
You broke apart when the lights suddenly flickered back on, the elevator jerking upwards. The power had come back on.
Baekhyun helped you to your feet, both of you breathless. “So, neighbor. What do you say to Round 2 of dinner and a movie?” he said, his eyes twinkling.
You smiled. “I’d like that.” “Who knows…maybe you can lose your keys again,” he said, winking.
You raised your eyebrows.
“You won’t have to divide the bed this time.”
A/N: Thanks for reading..as always, please do leave your thoughts in the comments or my ask! :)
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If you get this tag your mutuals and tell them who you ship them with and why. If you break this nothing will happen but it might just make them happy! Pass this onto 15 of your favs and spread the love ♥♥♥♥♥
@nctmoonstarsun~ Sehun! I seriously feel like you guys would work out so well! You’re both such amazing people and shit he would constantly shower you with love and kisses, never letting anyone hurt you in any way. All the boys would be so jealous of the wonderful relationship you both have since you’re so cute one minute and then the next you’d literally be humping each other on the couch during movie night with the members and just andjshsjvvfubjsh imma stop before I get any more emotional.
@kookiie-bear~ Jonginnnn, BITCH YOU KNOW YALL ARE SOULMATES DONT FIGHT ME. The way you’re both so alike and just fuck you’d be the power couple of the ceNTURY. Everyone with eyes would be able to see how bright his eyes would shine whenever someone mentioned you. Or the light touches he’d give you when you’d go out together, holding your hand tenderly as if afraid to break you because he just loves you so so much. IN CONCLUSION. NO MATTER WHAT YOU BOTH DO. ITLL BE CONSIDERED ADORABLE BECAUSE OF THE LOVING INTENTIONS BEHIND IT. DATE. ALREADY.
@jkslatina~ I hate how much I ship you with namjoon, like I DONT EVEN SHIP MYSELF WITH BAEKHYUN THIS MUCH . Even though I know he’s not your bias, fuckkk I just know you’d both do so well as a couple. He would always be there for you during hard times, with a smile on his face, ready to help you out and guide you. He would also constantly help you out with homework and with studies, wanting you to become even more knowledgeable, because he wants the absolute best for you IMMA CRY.
@fuckmeupexo~ VELVETTT YOU AND CHANYEOL. FUCKKKKK. I can literally see Chanyeol holding your small hands with his huge ones, walking through the park as he whispers meaningful words into your ear, reassuring you that he’s going to be back from tour soon, and that when he finally is, he’ll spend WEEKS at a time, with just the two of you alone at a private island, having the absolute time of your lives and shittt this couple would be so cute but hot at the same time?! IM SOFT HELP DNSNSNNS
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exo love me right repackage album ranking bc why not
love me right- dude,,,,,,this song is SO GOOD I LOVE IT SO MUCH tho i still have no fucking clue whats happening in the music video its fine bc they look great and they look happy and the song is fantastic. however this album is so good that its only mid tier if i were to rank it that way but i cant bc im indecisive lmao 10/10 pls someone tell me why theyre american football players im so confused
tender love- okay exols,,,,,,who here CANT hear baekhyun singing "chicken tender~" when this song comes on????? if you cant that probably means youre a baby-l which means welcome to the fandom!!!!! its from a livestream him chanyeol junmyeon and jongdae did late 2015-early 2016?? (and since youre a baby-l sorry im referring to the members by their real names and not stage names that gets confusing when youre just starting out so uh junmyeon=suho and jongdae=chen okay?? good) where they sing songs from this album and the sing for you album its hilarious bUt aNyWaY this song is so cute and fun and that mini video they did (i think it was a vcr at one point but i cant remember what for) is so adorable i wish exo did more of that stuff 10/10 gimme more cute shit
call me baby- this song always gives me the same feeling as when i heard it the first time. i remember vividly how i felt when i saw the mv for the first time especially since i was more of a casual stan of kpop wayyyy back when and had stopped around the end of 2013 and only got back in the end of 2015 as a die hard exol. i was just in awe of everything and i couldnt stop listening to this song for MONTHS (also couldnt take my eyes off minseok and yixing the whole time lol still an exom stan at heart),,,,,,it made me feel nostalgic and like i was discovering something new at the same time and the swirl of emotion i get when i hear it happens every time and i love it so this has a special place in my heart 12/10 side note uhhh why do we STILL have no answers for the pathcode teasers?????? SM TELL ME
transformer- uhhhh this song took YEARS to grow on me,,,,,like i only started to like it THIS year,,,,,,yeah im a little late lol sorry imo the beginning of the song is something i still dont really like and i think the chorus could be better but its not as bad as i was thinking when i first heard it,,,,,that said i hardly listen to it and its probably near bottom of the list for this one 7/10 the chinese version is a lil better tao really shines and i love that
what if...: mmmm i love this song,,,,a vocal masterpiece,,,,this is a song i like to listen to while on a long drive staring out the window contemplating life,,,,,,its so pleasant to the ears and ksoo really shines in this song id love for him to do solo songs like this 10/10 im lowkey imagining what luhan would sound like singing this song the whole time 😔
my answer: ONE OF THE BEST SONGS ON THE ALBUM ITS ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL and i wish they performed it more ;-; this is another song kyungsoo shines in (he sings well in chinese too) but i LOVED junmyeons voice here as well he sings sweet love ballads the best same with yixing!!! 🥰 12/10 give us more songs like this please and thank you (also imagining luhan singing this 🤧 why sm why)
exodus: OKAY THIS SONG IS SO UNDERRATED AND THATS SO UPSETTING THIS IS ONE OF MY FAVORITES ON THE WHOLE ALBUM AND NO ONE EVEN MENTIONS IT WHAT THE FUCK like i cant even explain what i like about it its just so good?????? also when baek (or jongdae if yoy listen to the chinese version theyre both so so so good) goes "shes dangerously HOOOOOOOOOOT" damn, gets me every time also chinese version we get raspy singing tao which is ALWAYS welcome 12/10 appreciate this song god dammit
el dorado: okay i wont lie,,,,,,,,i wasnt sold on this song UNTIL i saw the concert version then my third eye was opened WIDE,,,,,,,this song is so epic and no one talks about the chinese version but its also amazing?????? like everyone talks about baekhyuns high note which is amazing and deserve praise but dae does it too and its just,,,,WOW but i guess people arent as wowed bc he does high notes more often????? idk this song is just amazing in every way 12/10 i wonder what this song and mv would be like if it had been a title track,,,,,that music video would be SICK
playboy: CONTROVERSIAL OPINION ALERT!!! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED! so yall know jonghyun from shinee wrote this song and gave it to exo and theres a clip of him at a fansign singing it and to be honest its 10000000000000× better and sexier than exos version. come at me idc i said what i said and i stand by it djhajjhdhs like,,,,,the performance of it is sexy but i think the song by itself doesnt go far enough with the sexiness and for me, if i need to watch a performance of the song to like it and cant enjoy it by itself, then i dont think its a success, at least for me. i mainly listen to songs through headphones while im doing literally anything so id say 90% of the time i only hear the audio and if only the audio doesnt do it for me i skip it 8/10 has potential but jjong shouldve kept it imo sorry
first love: i always forget this song exists,,,,,,and ill probably forget it again lmao its just kinda whatever for me even now its kinda boring imo the only thing notable for me is that the "ow" parts in the background are used in a funny exosexo vine and every time i see it im like "oh whats that song called again i always forget :/" 6.5/10
hurt: THIS is what im talking about,,,,,,this is my favorite song on the album its hauntingly beautiful and brUH THE HARMONIES ARE AMAZING also JONGINS VOCALS SHINING WE LOVE TO HEAR IT!!!!! the "you huuuuuuuurt me" part is so satisfying for some reason?????? goddamn i love this song both versions just kill me 12/10 gimme more
lady luck: this is another song i dont like the beginning but unlike the other song after like 30 seconds it immediately becomes PHENOMENAL tbh if i could just cut out that first part itd probably be my favorite song,,,,,,also for all baby-ls listen to this song live you will be transcended their live vocals are no joke 9.5/10
beautiful: i dont know how to really explain how this song makes me feel,,,,,,like the instrumentals just take me to a fantasy or dream world where everything seems happy and sweet like something id imagine in my childhood,,,,,,i feel like that made no sense and it probably didnt make any sense sorry lmao 11/10 i should listen to this song more (both versions are amazing what the fuck thats not fair why am i so indecisive)
exo 2014 (promise): this song is like a pavlovian response, i hear the first couple piano notes and immediately get emotional jxhsoalsbdhbx they really poured out their hearts and souls for us for this song and it makes me ugly cry every time ESPECIALLY CHANYEOLS RAP HOLY SHIT ITS SO POWERFUL AND SO RAW AND EMOTIONAL,,,that was the moment i saw his growth as a rapper and as a songwriter,,,,,same with jongdae his singing and the lyrics he wrote were beautiful,,,,,and minseoks and junmyeons voices were so soft but so emotional,,,,,and we could NEVER forget yixing and how this song wouldnt exist if he didnt write the chinese version first and the members convinced sm to use it after yixing went to them with the song and sm rejected it,,,,,,i and many other exols feel like the chinese version is written more to the former members and the korean version is written addressed to us exols and theyre both SUPER FUCKING HEARTBREAKING,,,,yixing really bore his soul for us and i cry every time which is exactly what im doing rn lmao 12/10 this song should come with a complementary tissue box
in conclusion el dorado shouldve had an mv and i mourn the missed potential every day, my hate for sm entertainment grows each day im on this mortal coil, and please tell me what the fUCK call me baby and love me right have to do with the lore ITS BEEN FIVE YEARS
#for the most part i didnt talk about the chinese versions bc the main reason i liked them more isnt there anymore so#unless i mention it specifically just assume i mean the korean version lol#this album is still god tier among kpop and i love that about her#exo#exo album ranking#next is sing for you
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MY EXPERIENCE AT EXO’RODIUM!!!
I CANT BELIEVE I GOT TO SEE MY KINGS AGAIN TT IM SO EMOTIONAL EVEN THOUGH ITS BEEN 2 DAYS SINCE THE CONCERT - EVERY TIME I THINK ABOUT IT I JUST GET ALL GIDDY AND EXCITED AGAIN :D Here is my post on my experience at exo’rdium last night (fyi I wrote this on the night when i came back at like 2am LOL) its HECKA long post.... without further ado, here is MY EXPERIENCE AT EXORDIUM ^^
EXO’RDIUM 02.11.17
TODAY WAS FKING EXO’RDIUM HK AHHHHHHHHHHHH IM SO SHOOK HOLY I CAN NOT EVEN. WHERE DO I EVEN BEGIN OMFG I- I can barely wrap my head around the fact that (YET AGAIN) EXO was in the same building as me, less than 10m away, LIVING, BREATHING IN THE FLESH EXO. LIKE THEY’RE REAL. NOT JUST PIXELS ON MY LAPTOP SCREEN- I JUST CANT. I STILL CANT. okok so to start, for this EXO concert, I wasn’t able to get standing tickets like I did for EXO’LUXION (when i was lucky enough to have FRONT ROW JEAAAASUUSS), but I was HUGELY and pleasantly surprised that our seats (Block 5, Row 6) WAS ACTUALLY SO CLOSE TO THE STAGE. LIKE I COULD SEE THE ENTIRE STAGE + EXTENDED STAGE, AND IF I USED MY CAMERA TO FILM, I COULD SEE THEIR FACES. So that was a huge plus as soon as we got into the arena. When the concert started, a VCR was shown - about how EXO was the saviours of the world (when are they not tho tbvh HAHA) from danger and etc. the screaming was seriously unreal - like when every member came up on the VCR… #impressed. Then, they started the concert with MAMA and can we just- MAJOR THROWBACK TO FETUS EXO DAYS??? LIKE THIS SONG TRIGGERS SO MANY MEMORIES IM NOT EVEN OKAY RN. also can we just - can SM please release the remix version of MAMA CUZ I WOULD GET IT IN A HEARTBEAT <3 Then without giving our poor hearts a second to rest, they jumped right into mONSTER!!!! IM WAS NOT READY FOR IT AND THEY JUST THREW IT AT ME WHAT. It was amazing as expected, the choreo and everything omfg.. it was LEGIT like copy and paste… AND CAN WE TAKE A MOMENTbc JONGDAE FREAKING BLEW THAT HIGH NOTE AWAY. wait where was that high note? BLEW AWAY BY JONGDAE’S GORGEOUS VOCALS THATS WHERE.
THEN yet another throwback, they performed wolf :’) it been so long since they performed it and omg It was beautiful. The tree added with projections, and it was a remix version which meant DANCE BREAK!!!!! Seriously it was SO SO GOOD like they added projections so that it seemed like they were entering and exiting the tree behind (LOOK IDK IF THAT MAKES SENSE BUT THATS WHAT HAPPENED OK). and it was just so perfect… perfect way to bring back the song.
THEN they finally took a break and did their first ment. can i just pause for a sec and mention how much i freaking love their black blouses? like the ones with the cuts. THEY’RE GORGEOUS AND THEY WEAR THEM SO WELL TT… Kyungsoo, suho and baek all mentioned that they’re going to comeback soon so to give them lots and lots of support (YES BC EXOLS PULL THRU). Sehun and his mandarin came through as expected HAHA and it was so cute - cuz he kept saying things like “are you enjoying yourselves?” “Did you miss us?” my hubby you go! Yixing greeted us in cantonese and it was so cute XD his voice when he speaks canto is the cUTEST THING EVER. i wanna wrap him up and bring him back home.. he started talking in canto about wanting us to support his film, but then paused to think - then after like 5 seconds, gave up and spoke in mandarin instead AHAHA XINGXING YOU CUTIE OMG. SPEAKING OF YIXING THO — Originally I didn’t know if he was going to attend this concert or not, because he’s been away for filming at guangzhou for the past couple of weeks, there’s hardly been any news of him so i wasn’t sure… BUT I WAS SO FLIPPIN HAPPY WHEN I SAW HIM COME OUT. FIRST THOUGHTS: DAMN SON YOU SLAY EVERYTHING. SECOND THOUGHT: his hair was really long HAHAHAH XD STILL SLAYING THE HANDSOME GAME THO. Suho kept mentioning that coming to HK always leaves good memories for him, and mentioned the EXO daesang win during MAMA AND THE CROWD WENT WILD ;D You know how much we support y’all.
Afterwards, they performed WHITE NOISE AND I WAS SO SURPRISED BC I HAD NO IDEA THEY WERE GONNA DO THIS SONG — i made myself not watch any prior concert vids bc i wanted this to be complete surprise and HECK YEAH I WAS SURPRISED. It was a new dance and everything it was so fresh :’))) there were some body rolls here and there, and overall it was a lot more toned down than artificial love oH GOD ARTIFICIAL LOVE JUST WAIT HOLY. Middle of white noise they went to the centre hexagon and danced, but then out of nowhere WATER START POURING FROM THE TOP DOWN LIKE WHATTTTT THEN THEY STARTED DANCING IN THE POURING WATER LIKE ALL WET AND EVERYTHING X_X i was so so so happy bc sehun was always on my side of the stage so i was able to see and film him well <3 his dancing is en pointe as usual heh #proudwifey
THEN JESUS SAVE ME THEY PERFORMED THUNDER <3 <3 <3 AND SEHUN OWNED THAT STAGE LIKE IT WAS NOBODY’S BUSINESS He was on the center extended part, and damn like the stage should have been called FIRE, CUZ IT WAS LIT. Yixing and Jongin as always slayed the game too and the VOCALS FOR THIS WAS SO GREAT OMG LIKE IT WAS LIKE PERFECT :’)) also. jongin was being a huge TEASE bc he kept smirking and smiling while dancing :((( HAHA but it was lovely and made my heart thump <3
then they did playboy. rmb when playboy used to be the most sexual dance in their concert? YEAH NO JUST WATCH ARTIFICIAL LOVE HOLY i need to cleanse my eyes…. ANYWAY BEFORE THAT— this time playboy was done a bit differently, sekai wasn’t paired tgt, as pcy and osh were tgt, and kai had his own rising stage fanncaayy B) OH AND SIDE NOTE: I LOVE their laced up pants too..its very pretty and... its very tight LMAO gives me pirate vibes lol. i loved it bc the boys were all just having a TON of fun - like they came in yesterday night, and performed today thats just amazing if i compare that to the amount of energy they had today. THEY WERE LIKE HIGH OR SMTH SO CRAZY XD AND HYPER <3 but it was like a giant party so WOO!! Suho and chen went out to the farthest extended stage which meant I could see their features and OMG PRINCE SUHO ATTACKS AGAIN BC HE NEVER FAILS TO FAZE ME AT HOW BEAUTIFUL HE IS IRL. He’s like a LEGIT god descending from heaven…. <3 Chanyeol went to the hexagonal extended stage and did a solo dance there - it was beautiful :’) and YIXING was in the center extended just having a blast body rolling, pelvis thrusting JEEEEZ i need holy water.
JESUS NO ITS HERE. I CANT. IT WAS ARTIFICIAL LOVE NOW. omg i can’t even bare to talk about it I WAS SO….AHHHHH I CANT EXPLAIN OMG. i felt strange LMAO ok so right after playboy WHICH WAS ALREADY MILDY SEXY, they grabbed the canes from the side of the stage and as soon as the music came up i was like UH OH HERE IT COMES… and KAI WAS ON THE HEXAGONAL STAGE (yes im referring to him as kAI BECAUSE BABY NINI WOULD NEVER DO THAT)- AND OH JESUS IT WAS SUCH A SHOCKING MOMENT WHEN HE… UM.. GRINDED ON THE CANE?? GOSH EVEN TYPING IT MAKES ME FEEL DIRTY LMFAO I couldn’t even bring myself to film it bc i jUST CANT???? then, when switched positions, baekhyun was now where kai was, and another chorus came along which meant another grinding session (pls save me). When I watched baekhyun’s one i was ready to keep my eyes closed bc puppy baek grinding? it would destroy my image of him forever… BUT!! he was actually very reserved HAHAH XD i think it was just yixing, and kai who like 150% WENT FOR IT. ground like there was no tomorrow LMAO. so yeah long song short, KAI’S SEX APPEAL BROKE THE ROOF, and baekhyun was still a cutie BAHAHA XDD and then it was KAIXING duet dance break during artificial love with the BLINDFOLDS OMG SO SEXY HOLYY my poor heart :((
OMG AND UNFAIR!!!! I love the stage for unfair its so cute and unique, squishy kyungsoo popped out of a tv and a chair (oh i wish that were reality), just the entire performance aspect of it was top notch and so cute. After unfair, it was a short ment where exo all sat on the steps of the stage, and yixing and pcy sat on both ends holding guitars. WHICH MEANT ACOUSTIC MEDLEY TIME!!!! Yixing gave a short introduction about the medley (it was so nice to hear his voice after such a long time not hearing it) and then demo-ed the guitar by playing a little impromptu melody — reminds me of just how much of a genius zhang yixing is *heart eyes*. Chanyeol also did a quick demo and same thing goes for him.. how do they self learn things so well :((the first song that they sang in the acoustic medley was My Lady and I FLIPPED OUT BC IT WAS KYUNGSOO AND IT WAS R&B MY TWO FAV COMBOS <3 It was so nice to just sit and listen to their live vocals - and this really goes to show how much talent there is in exo. whoever disagrees should sit in one concert and just LISTEN TO THEIR FLAWLESS VOCALS. like seriously, there was no out of pitch moments (- wAIT AHHA THIS REMINDS ME OF SOMETHING FUNNY PCY DID). OKOK SO BASICALLY near the end of the medley, (I CANT RMB WHICH ACOUSTIC IT WAS RN BUT-) it was supposed to be baekhyun’s line but kyungsoo held his mic towards Chanyeol’s mouth (he was preoccupied with guitar playing) to prompt him to sing. PCY did sing baek’s line, but his voice cracked BAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH XD AND THE FUNNIEST THING WAS: HE MADE THIS REALLY CUTE SHOCKED FACE WHEN IT HAPPENED AND TOUCHED HIS THROAT THEN SHOOK HIS HEAD. NAWWWWWWW <3 adorbs… in the acoustic, they covered so many songs - CMB (WHICH JONGIN SANG BEAUTIFULLY OMG), My turn to cry, lady luck… just some i could rmb off the top of my head rn at 2:17 am HAHA.. then at the very end, yixing sang an acoustic version of Monodrama - and the lyrics were on the screen so the entire crowd sang along-it was beautiful <3 <3 <3 - at the end, yixing looked really sheepish, and grabbed the mic saying, “i’m so sorry, i sang the demo version’s lyrics so I didn’t sing the right words heh” and then pcy BEING THE MEDIATOR HE IS, was like “eyyyyy they probably didn’t even hear the difference- did you guys hear the difference???” and obvs we screamed NO!!!! and then that made xingxing look even more sheepish SO SO CUTE X) the entire thing just sounded and felt like a warm campfire get together with exo ls and exo <3 it was heartwarming and beautiful and I’m so glad that they added this segment.
and then they did lady luck again- this time not acoustic, but the dance and song version and kyungsoo. just. his voice. like. it melted the entire arena down. his projections were all so stable it sounded like the studio recorded version :’))) they danced on rising stages and everything was just so aesthetically perfect.. If i’m being completely honest, this time around, I was putting my focus deliberately more on sehun because i remember last year during exoluxion when i was front row, i could only really focus on whoever was in front of my area of the stage, which meant i missed a lot of sehun when he performed :( so i made the decision to FEED MY EYES AND HEART fully of sehun this time as last time, i was kyungsoo came to the front a lot and i kyungsoo’s vocals and dance fed me fully hehe (ohhh good times :’)) so yeah i wanted to say that kyungsoo’s vocals blew me away here because his LIVES ARE ACTUALLY PERFECT???how. haha bc his voice is made of honey chocolate <3
they performed TENDER LOVE next and I got shook all together again because THEY ALL INTERACTED WITH THE FANS THROUGH THE LIGHTSTICK :’D THEY each grabbed a lightstick and as soon as the song started baekhyun yelled “PUT YOUR HANDS UP!” :D yixing walked to the center extended stage and the next thing i knew, the STAGE WAS RISING UP LIKE A RAMP AND MY QUOTED WORDS AT THAT TIME CAUGHT ON VIDEO WAS “WOAH LOOK AT THAT STAGE” i was so surprised IT LOOKED LIKE A COMPLETE FUN HOUSE :DD All the members were just having a ton of silly fun during the song by just jumping :D during the chorus they would direct the crowd into little movements sequences we could do with the lightsticks and it was so nice bc it was like a little dance party - and they all looked so proud haha like we were all together - WE ARE ONE!! hehe Sehun came up to the farthest extended stage and danced on the stage closer to my side which was AMAZING <3 which meant that he was directing my block in the light stick moves ^^ i just thought it was super nice that they were able to interact with all of us in that way, include us all in that way it was very heartwarming <3
then LMR came up!! a lot earlier than last year’s one actually. fun and quirky as usual, BAEK’S VOCALS YES. they all danced so energetically and so hyped up, it was so so so AMAZING TO SEE THAT <3 esp sehun bc he’s usually the type that dances to the extent that is enough to show that he’s doing the moves, but this time he added so many more little side moves of his that spiced things up a lot hehe..
During One and Only, i think someone that stood out the most for me was def jongin. his vocals during the song was just something straight from all things good in the world. it was so good :’))) I’m so impressed by how much he has improved his vocal abilities over the years and is truly developing his own distinctive voice <3 OH AND the official HK exo fan club organized an event where during performance of One and Only, representatives in the crowd would hold up letters that spelt “EXO You Are My One and Only”.
omg and possibly my favorite part of the concert….. kai x sehun x lay WATER DANCE WOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! I am not at all exagerating when i say that every millisecond of what i saw looked like something out of a painting. IT WAS GORGEOUS AND BEAUTIFUL (how many times have i said beautiful omg). they were all so in sync, and everyone gave it their all and it shows <3 THEN CAME THE MOMENT THE WATER STARTED FILLING THE GROND AND WHERE ALL 3 OF THEM JUST DROPPED TO THE GROUND (how do they not break their knees is my question) IT WAS SO SO *fight the urge to say beauti—* BEAUTIFUL <3 I’m sorry there are no other words to describe how amazingly godlike the entire performance was.. then when the water started pouring from the top OH DAMN THAT WAS THE CLIMAX. so they danced in the water with water pouring all over their heads and bodies and THE EFFECT LOOKED SO ETHEREAL like aM I EVEN ALIVE? HAVE I GONE TO HEAVEN? BC THIS IS WHAT I THINK HEAVEN WILL LOOK LIKE TBH. 3 DANCING WATER ANGELS <3 ahHAHA so yeah and when it ended, they 3 were kneeling in the water, and jongin had to be all extra and stuff and run his hand through his hair, gazing dangerously sexily into the audience.. yep THERE GOES MY OVARIES BOOM. THANK YOU OSH, KAI AND YIXING.
AND THEN IT WAS VOCAL LINE TIME TO SHINE!!! Stronger was performed, and it was all i could ask for to have all four of them, kyungsoo, baek, chen, and suho sing this song… esp during stressful times THANK YOU <3 also the vocals were just off the charts at 200% today like they even said themselves that they’re feeling great today WHICH MAKES ME SO DAMN HAPPY :’’)))) oMG THEN THEY PLAYED THE REALLY CUTE VCR OF EXO AS NOMES (??) HAHA dancing and stuff, then they came out of the back wearing the cute af pointy hats and elf shoes XDDD CUTENESS OVERLOAD!! they sang HEAVEN as they came out and it was SO CUTE and also the way that kyungsoo wears his pointy hat, OVER HIS FOREHEAD AND TOUCHING HIS EYES IS SO DAMN SQUISHY OF HIM AHHH :3 he’s so adorable CAN I TAKE HIM HOME PLS along with the rest of exo!!!!! Then they took off their costumes to sing Girl x Friend and it was honestly so great.. xingxing was dancing and pointing out to the audience to guide them in singing the song, sehun came out again to the middle to just enjoy the stage, and kyungsoo was sining happily waving a nightstick around ^^ WAIT OMG ALMOST FORGOT — SEHUN WAS WEARING SPECS DURING THIS AHAHAH HE LOOKED SO DAMN HOT I CANNOT EVEN. SEHUN IN SPECS MAKES ME REEVALUATE MY LIFE. <3 hot hubby hehe
Then 3.5.6 WAS LITTTTTTT haha everyone was dancing and as EXPECTED!!! they did the weird “ooh ooh” sounds in between the 3.6.5 chorus lines xDD HAH now it sounds weird to listen to the studio version one cuz it doesn’t have those sounds LMAO. THEN EXO BECAME A BUNCH OF MEANIES BC THEY FINISHED THE SONG AND as soon as the lights turned up, they were like, “okay, bye! Thank you for coming!” “See you tomorrow” (BISH LIKE WE HAVE MONEY TO SEE U 2 CONSECUTIVE DAYS IN A ROW ALTHOUGH ID VERY MUCH LOVE TO), and the entire crowd AWW’ed and whined like NO! you can’t leave us like this :((( they were so mean…
BUT THEN THEY CAME OUT WEARING THOSE COPPERY COLORED JACKETS and performed TRANSFORMER like in MAMA but EVEN BETTER <3 <3 <3 I really love the part where they all come together and do the roboty like thing. i think i have a new found love for transformer OOPS x) it was so cool like the choreo too!! it was so sharp and just overall. ANNND THEN THEY DID LIGHTSABER~~~ everything was lit. DANCE WAS LIT, SONG WAS LIT, RAP WAS LIT, ALLLSO there was a special dance part near the end where everyone got ‘lightsabers’ and STARTED SWINGING THE CRAP OUT OF IT HAHAHA. and as to no surprise. MORE WATER!! haha water started pouring again (honestly I’ve lost count HAHA) they’re so obsessed with water… or they just want the wet clothes to stICK TO THEIR ABS? x_X
then they took a break and did another ment - which was good cuz i needed that break HAHAHA xD sehun, pcy, yixing and minseok went backstage first to change out of their wet clothes, while baek, suho, kai, chen, kyungsoo, stayed behind to talk. They talked about how nice it was that Jongin was muscular bc he was good at exercising which made nini really embarrassed HAHA.. then joonmyeon turned to kyungsoo and was like, “what about you?” and squishy soo didn’t say anything and just bowed. NAW ITS OK PENGUIN SOO I LIKE IT BETTER WHEN YOU DONT HAVE RIPPED MUSCLES :D Then, Baekhyun said in the ment that, “During One and Only you guys held some letters up, but I couldn’t really see them as I was dancing, what did it say again? Could you raise it again so I could read?” so the representatives in the crowd did, and Baekhyun, Chanyeol read it out. THEN HAHA WHATS FUNNY IS baekhyun then said, “oh! i see now. But you know it’s not because we don’t know how to read english, we do- its because you guys held one letter upside down so we couldn’t read” UHMM SAVAGE BAEK ???!?!!? HAHAHA BUT IT WAS SUPER FUNNY XD. Then joonmyeon pitched in and said he thought that the M and Y were going to spell MYEON, which made him suspect that “oh? maybe they’re preparing something for my birthday……?” HAHAH NEXT TIME JOONMYEON NEXT TIME WE PROMISE <3 such a cutie.
AHAH ANOTHER FUNNY PART!! Baekhyun wanted us all to be quiet for a bit bc he wanted to say something but the crowd didn’t stay quiet for long, so he kept shushing us, like “sh! sh! SHHH!” and then he started saying SH in a really fast and abrupt way, IT SOUNDED LIKE HE SWORE AND SAID SH*T XD AND EVERYONE STARTED LAUGHING HAHAHAHAH don’t think he noticed but oh well baaha cute. baek went on to say how hard they’ve been preparing for their new album, so requested for us to show it lots of love when it comes out (OF COURSE!!! ITS A GIVEN1!!)
AHH ok so those 5 went backstage to change and now pcy, sehun, yixing, minseok came out to ment. During the ment, minseok said that he felt sorry because he messed up during the lightsaber perf. He said that it wasn’t because he forgot the moves, but because the water was pouring into his shirt, and it was so cold that he momentarily forgot what he was supposed to do (poor baby… please don’t get sick any of you :\\). Then PCY started going “沒關係” which is “no problem” in cantonese and got the entire crowd to repeat over and over until minseok told us to stop HAHA :3 then sehun decided to ment next, and he told a “funny” story - which really wasnt funny at all HAHA srsly no one understood what he was trying to say HAHAH or the purpose of the story he was telling - anyway at the end when he realized that no one understood what he was saying, he said, “i’m just trying to lighten up the mood from the sorry atmosphere minseok hyung set up just now..” then PCY again did the “no problem” chant and got the entire crowd in on it again x). Then to compensate, sehun asked us to all give a collective fake laugh AHHA AT HIS FAILED JOKE XD i can’t this boy is everything. then yixing went around giving a cantonese lesson for the other 3 boys, teaching them how to say thank you, hello, my name is___ except the fact that he forgot how to say the members names in canto xD
After the ment, yixing went back and pcy x sehun x minseok did a rap song that i believe is only exclusive to the concerts? its called “같이해” which means “do it together”. THIS. SONG. WAS. FREAKING. LIT. SEHUN FREAKING OWNED THAT STAGE LIKE IT WAS HIS AND NO ONE ELSES B) HE WAS IN CENTER STAGE MOST THE TIME, AND WENT ON THE RISING RAMP WHICH WAS SUUUUPER COOL. He was so full of charisma on stage i couldn’t take my eyes off him for even a second. he demanded attention in everything he did HAHAH THATS MY BOO then this lit rap transitioned into DROP THAT when all members joined them on stage, and IT WAS AS LIT AS IT WAS LAST YEAR WOO so so nice. “we say e-x, you say o! , e-x-“ “O!” so nice *sparkling eyes* OMG ALSO CHANYEOL DID AN ELECTRIC GUITAR COVER OF GROWL AND IT WAS FREAKING COOL AF
ooooohhhh then next they did the cool little Let Out the Beast remix starting with the lightstick part. It was a bit of a shame that they did not organize this concert to have the bluetooth setting so it lost a wow factor there, but STILL THE REMIX SONG WAS GREAT AND THEY DID A DANCE REMIX IT WAS SO EFFING COOL AND OLD SCHOOL I LOVE IT SO MUCH <3
Following that, they performed Lucky, where everyone LEGIT WENT CRAZY HYPER HAHA THEY DID RANDOM DANCES AND EVERYTHING speaking of random dances, CHANYEOL DABBED LIKE AT LEAST 10 TIMES HERE JEEEAASUS and did juju on the beat hAHAHA I WAS SHOOK lmao THEN they did RUN and yixing was near the part where i was at so I had a very clear view of him going CRAZYYY like actually CRAZY!! he was doing all sorts of random running moves, and just having a ton of fun :’)) this was so impactful on me because i rmb last year, they flew in to hk really early and at the same day they had to perform so lay was really really tired that day. but to see him so hyper and energetic was so refreshing and it made me really hyped up too :’) little xing bunny jumping for joy haha
GROWL MY FAV SONG came out and everything was SO PERFECT haha this time the members freely walked around first and interacted with fans. then park chanyeol. okay so um. this boy has a problem with chronic DABBING AND JUJU-ING. he DOES NOT KNOW HOW TO STOP LITERALLY DOES NOT STOP. HE DABBED LIKE AVERAGE EVERY 5 SECONDS NOT EXAGGERATING. And then baekhyun learned from him and started to dab and juju uncontrollably too ._. not you too baek AHAH but in all honesty it was so funny to watch XD pcy did so many dabs that sehun had to almost flying kick him to get him back to his regular mind haha. THEY WERE CRAZILY HYPER today and i LOVE IT SO MUCH <3 AHAH AND THEN YIXING WAS SO CUTE CUZ during the beginning of growl when everyone walked everywhere, he walked to the furthest extended stage, but during the bridge he was supposed to get back to the middle to do the dance part. He only remembered when the music turned and had to RUN FOR HIS LIFE back to the centre aND IT WAS SO CUTE CUZ I SAW THE LOOK ON HIS FACE WHEN HE REMEMBERED XD PRICELESS.
Lucky One was next, and similarly it was free-dance and walk around which was nice and chill for them ^^ but jongdae did not give up on the dance and still did it throughout ahah #dedication. near the end, suho was the only one dancing and pcy and sehun were both doing weird af gestures behind him LOL .. and then it was time for the last ment D: I’m sad just thinking about it again….
So at the start of the ment, when pcy was talking, jongin bent over and looked really tired, which is expected since he danced with so much energy during the entirety of the concert - but he suddenly ran off stage, and no one knew what was going on- i started to get really nervous because i didn’t know what happened, if he was sick or hurting and i felt really sad :( my heart hurt. But then when it got around to about fixing’s turn to ment, jongin finally came back and all the members were like, “kai-sshi where did you disappear off to just now?” and HAHA HE SAID, “i had to go to the bathroom really urgently i was very very urgent” HAHAHAHA XD NOT WHAT ANYONE OF US WERE EXPECTING LMAO IM DECEASED XDD Then the members teased him and were like, “Kai-sshi is your stomach not feeling well (aka do u have a stomach ache/diarrhoea)?” and he immediately denied it and said, “nO! I just went to the toilet to pee hahah i was so urgent.” Then he said, “You know, after coming back from the toilet, my mood is so much more relieved” BAHAHHAHAHA “RELIEVED?!?!” IM DEAD AGAIN.. then PCY started saying, “so did you go to the toilet to … number 2?” HAHAH and jongin said, “NO! I WENT TO DO A NUMBER 1” IT WAS SO FUNNY MY ABS HURT AHAHAHA THEY WERE ARGUING ABOUT THE TOILET ON STAGE I CANT WITH THESE BOYS.. XD
Channel kept dabbing and juju-ing still, which triggered baekhyun to do the same, AND I KID YOU NOT, they DID NOT STOP DOING THAT UNTIL THE ENTIRE MENT WAS OVER FOR EVERYONE XD THESE TWO PUPS.. baekhyun’s ment consisted of him teaching us how to dab LMAO he was like “i’ll teach you the easy one (the dab), bc the other one (the juju) is more complex” LOL THANKS TEACHER BAEK. so yeah long story short, he got the entire arena to dab. yup. EVERYONE. us all dabbing only exacerbated chanyeol’s chronic dabbing syndrome and he continued to do it, with baekhyun responding to him every single time. #CHANBAEK OTP FTW. throughout all the dabbing sehun was just judging and like “ai these hinges…” but then eventually he caved and also did dabs AHHAHA, yixing, chen were laughing so hard. the thing is, suho is trying to give his ment properly, and there you have chanyeol on one end, baekhyun on the other DABBING TOWARDS EACH OTHER OK LIKE THESE BOYS ARE NOT OK. WHAT DID THEY EAT BEFORE COMING OUT HERE?? Eventually suho gave up AHAH and dabbed too (…….) WHAT IS WITH ALL THIS DABBING….?!!??! also . baekhyun couldn’t help it and decided to teach us the juju too so. LMAO. AND THEN BAEK SAID, “the dab move i taught you! when we sing Angel for the last song, I want you to dab throughout the song!” THIS IS HOW OBSESSED THEY ARE OK. IM BEING HONEST, PCY AND BAEK added tgt for the entire concert prob dabbed and juju-ed like 50 times each . NOT. AN EXAGGERATION. Haha so yeah, fun times..
During Angel, fans threw stuff toys and animal hats on stage, and exo went around playing with them. Baekhyun found a pikachiu hat and chanyeol found a stuffed pokeball = chanyeol smashing the pokeball at poor baekhyun who ended up rolling on the stage xD. Sehun found a dinosaur hat and a snake that he wrapped around his neck (how exotic LOL), then he found a small stuffed white puppy that looked like Vivi. and he carried it all the way back to the stage where he said in chinese, “Vivi says, ‘see you tomorrow!’” (CAN HE GET ANY CUTER???). AND THEN omg the sweetest part was how yixing liteally went to every corner and crevice of the stage to bow and say goodbye and thankyou to the fans :’(((( IM CRYING HE’S LITERALLY THE SWEETEST BUNNY TT he was the last to return to the back part of the stage where baekhyun said they wanted to take a photo with all of us dabbing in the background (LMAO). it was so sad to see them all disappear behind the closing screens, how did time pass so quickly? it felt like we just came in to sit down..
it was an INSANE night. SO MUCH HYPE, SO LIT, SO FUN AND TRUELY showed the talents and nature of exo :’) they really had so much fun and as an EXO-L that is all I can ask for. Im so glad that they were able to get a nights rest before the concert this time unlike last year, because they were so much more awake and aware of the concert. they were all so into it and so CRAZY HYPER HAHA. Interestingly, baekhyun, suho both talked about how this Exo’rdium in HK was the VERY FIRST concert they held in the new year of 2017. WHICH WAS SUCH A HUGE THING!! they were all so energetic and excited about the concert that they asked for everyone in the crowd to dab while they took a group photo with us in the background - I AM OFFICIALLY SIGNING OFF. THEY ASKED US TO DAB FOR A PHOTO IM DONE. LMAO IM DOOONNEEE
So yeah…. that was a LONG ASS POST but it was worth staying up to 4am to write about <3 the best part was that when we looked at the time it was 10:32pm. we started at 7pm SHARP. which meant this concert went on for 3 and a half hours. 3 AND A HALF HOURS. THATS AMAZING AND GENEROUSLY LONG <3 This beautiful memory will stay with me forever and motivate me to do well in upcoming mocks and exams ^^ EXO SARANGHAJA!!!!! <3 WOOOOOO
#exordiumhk#exordium hong kong#exordium hk day 1#exo#021117#just rereading it and rewatching the videos makes me so emotional all over again#until next time that i see you my babies#<3
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