#he makes the saddest expression after ralph leaves

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Nah cause, someone PLEASE heLP FELIX💀😭

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It’s Been Too Long (Noliv)

In reply to my last post, here’s another version of Noah and Liv’s first meeting and sleepover scene!

It’s Been Too Long

Liv read Noah’s text over and over again for the next couple of days. What did he mean, ‘Ok, no problem’? What did that mean? She couldn’t stop thinking about it, especially when he didn’t show up to school again on Monday and Tuesday. Once it got to Wednesday, Liv had had enough. She was going to see him. She needed to see him.

She took the bus to his stop after school had ended. With shaking limbs, she hesitantly climbed the stairs to his door and knocked. But instead of turning around like she had the last time, she stood her ground as she waited. It only took a few seconds for the door to open. Like he’d been waiting for her.

And there he was. In broad daylight. With his blue eyes and dark hair and seductive smile. But his blue eyes were puffy, and his dark hair ruffled. He wasn’t smiling, just staring at her with a confused look. Liv clasped her shaking hands together in front of her and Noah tracked the movement with his eyes.

“I…” She started, not really sure what to say.

“What are you doing here?” He asked, running a hand through his hair.

Liv’s mouth went dry. He sounded… angry. Like he didn’t want her to be there. With a lump in her throat, she took a step backwards.

“I just wanted to see if you were okay, which you obviously aren’t so I’ll just leave you—” She said, turning around and walking quickly down the stairs.

She was stopped by a hand grabbing her own from behind. With a pounding heart she looked back to see Noah staring at her with worried eyes.

“Please, don’t go. I’m sorry, I’ve just been on edge.” He said, squeezing her hand. “I want you to stay.”

Liv opened her mouth but nothing came out. He’d made it clear; he wanted her to stay.

So she would.

“Okay.” Liv said, turning around to face him.

“Okay,” Noah breathed, tugging Liv inside.

She looked around as he guided her to his room. He led her to a medium-sized bedroom that had art hanging over every inch of the wall. Some of it was his own and some was bought. But the biggest painting of all of them was the one right across from his bed; water lilies. Liv blushed when she saw it.

Noah noticed her stare and Liv watched as a blush formed on his cheeks. His eyes were down as he spoke.

“I uh… was thinking about you. So I moved it from the living room to there.” He explained.

Liv smiled and didn’t tease him for it because she thought it was sweet. He walked over to his window seat and sat and Liv hesitantly sat on his bed. They stared at each other for at least a minute, neither knowing exactly what to say.

“I’m sorry for treating you the way I did. If I’d known that phone call you’d gotten was about your mother…” Liv looked away, ashamed at herself. “I wouldn’t have left you alone.”

Noah was quiet long enough for Liv to look up at him. He was biting his nails, his eyes boring into hers. He seemed so restless but exhausted at the same time.

“You couldn’t have known. I’m not mad at you, Liv. Please don’t think that. I’m just lashing out at everyone right now.” He said quietly.

“I don’t think you’re mad at me.” Liv shook her head.

“Good, because I don’t think I ever could be. You seem to always be mad at me though.” He said, a ghost of a smile appearing on his face.

Liv grinned and looked down. She played with her fingers while working up the courage to speak.

“Not now. I haven’t been mad at you for a while.” She admitted.

She was mad at him when he insulted Engel, tore her self-esteem apart. She was mad when he was in her apartment without her consent. But she couldn’t be mad at him now. Not when he was looking at her with the saddest eyes she’d ever seen, looking so similar to her when she lost her mom all those years ago.

Liv was so lost in thought that she didn’t realize that Noah had gotten up. He walked over to her and knelt down right in front of her. She met his eyes as he studied her with creased eyebrows. He lifted his hand to cradle her face.

“You’re hiding something. I can see you holding back. What is it?” He asked, rubbing his thumb on her cheek.

“It’s nothing…” She said, looking down.

He moved his hand to lift her chin, making their eyes meet again.

“It’s not. Tell me.” He said.

“My mom… died when I was nine. And it’s nothing compared to what you must be feeling right now but all this has just brought up old memories.” She admitted quietly.

It was the first time she’d told anyone about her mother. It was like a huge weight being lifted off her shoulders.

“Have you ever told anyone this?” He asked her.

She shook her head, unable to keep looking at him. He got up to sit next to her on the bed, then wrapped his arms around her. She sat shock-still for a second, then gave in and held him even tighter.

They pulled apart after a while, and Noah took her to the kitchen. She watched as he struggled with making the food, so she nudged him out of the way to do it. Noah chuckled at her and she just shrugged. They sat across from each other and ate, not saying much but not having to.

Soon enough it was dark and Liv realized she should probably go. Looking through her bag she swore quietly. Her keys weren’t there. She texted Ralph to let her in when she got home but Ralph said he wasn’t letting her come home.

From: Ralph

Stay with Noah!! You’ve been obsessing over him for the whole week so just stay the night (;

Liv huffed a sigh and looked at Noah. He had a questioning expression as she looked at him.

“Ralph isn’t letting me in and I forgot my keys.” She told him.

“Well… you can stay here, if you’d like.” He suggested, but he had a real look in his eye and Liv knew he wasn’t joking.

“I don’t want to overstep.” She said.

“Please. It would be nice to have some company, my father’s been gone all week.”

“You’ve been here alone all this time?” Liv said sharply.

He gave her a weary smile and grabbed her hand.

“I’m not alone anymore, am I?” He asked.

Liv sighed but didn’t smile back. She couldn’t believe he’d been alone this whole time.

“We’re making a wall of pillows.” She merely said.

Noah smiled broadly and it made Liv’s spine tingle. He got up and grabbed some pillows, lining them down the center of the bed. Liv couldn’t help smiling.

“Your side,” Noah gestured to one half. “Mine.”

Liv nodded and lay down on her side. Noah did the same and they faced each other. A silence blanketed them as they looked into each other’s eyes. Noah reaches for his lamp and shut it off.

“Good night, Liv.” He whispered.

“Good night, Noah.” She whispered back.

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100 Best First Lines of Novels

Call me Ishmael. Moby-Dick by Herman Melville (1851)

It is a truth universally acknowledged, that a single man in possession of a good fortune, must be in want of a wife. Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen (1813)

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Many years later, as he faced the firing squad, Colonel Aureliano Buendía was to remember that distant afternoon when his father took him to discover ice. One Hundred Years of Solitude by Gabriel García Márquez (trans. Gregory Rabassa) (1967)

Lolita, light of my life, fire of my loins. Lolita by Vladimir Nabokov (1955)

Happy families are all alike; every unhappy family is unhappy in its own way. Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy (trans. Constance Garnett) (1877)

riverrun, past Eve and Adam's, from swerve of shore to bend of bay, brings us by a commodius vicus of recirculation back to Howth Castle and Environs. Finnegans Wake by James Joyce (1939)

It was a bright cold day in April, and the clocks were striking thirteen. 1984 by George Orwell (1949)

It was the best of times, it was the worst of times, it was the age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness, it was the epoch of belief, it was the epoch of incredulity, it was the season of Light, it was the season of Darkness, it was the spring of hope, it was the winter of despair. A Tale of Two Cities by Charles Dickens (1859)

I am an invisible man. Invisible Man by Ralph Ellison (1952)

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The sun shone, having no alternative, on the nothing new. Murphy by Samuel Beckett (1938)

If you really want to hear about it, the first thing you'll probably want to know is where I was born, and what my lousy childhood was like, and how my parents were occupied and all before they had me, and all that David Copperfield kind of crap, but I don't feel like going into it, if you want to know the truth. The Catcher in the Rye by J. D. Salinger (1951)

Once upon a time and a very good time it was there was a moocow coming down along the road and this moocow that was coming down along the road met a nicens little boy named baby tuckoo. A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man by James Joyce (1916)

This is the saddest story I have ever heard. The Good Soldier by Ford Madox Ford (1915)

I wish either my father or my mother, or indeed both of them, as they were in duty both equally bound to it, had minded what they were about when they begot me; had they duly considered how much depended upon what they were then doing;—that not only the production of a rational Being was concerned in it, but that possibly the happy formation and temperature of his body, perhaps his genius and the very cast of his mind;—and, for aught they knew to the contrary, even the fortunes of his whole house might take their turn from the humours and dispositions which were then uppermost:—Had they duly weighed and considered all this, and proceeded accordingly,—I am verily persuaded I should have made a quite different figure in the world, from that, in which the reader is likely to see me. Tristram Shandy by Laurence Sterne (1759–1767)

Whether I shall turn out to be the hero of my own life, or whether that station will be held by anybody else, these pages must show. David Copperfield by Charles Dickens (1850)

Stately, plump Buck Mulligan came from the stairhead, bearing a bowl of lather on which a mirror and a razor lay crossed. Ulysses by James Joyce (1922)

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It was a wrong number that started it, the telephone ringing three times in the dead of night, and the voice on the other end asking for someone he was not. City of Glass by Paul Auster (1985)

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Mother died today. The Stranger by Albert Camus (trans. Stuart Gilbert) (1942)

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The sky above the port was the color of television, tuned to a dead channel. Neuromancer by William Gibson (1984)

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Where now? Who now? When now? The Unnamable by Samuel Beckett (trans. Patrick Bowles) (1953)

Once an angry man dragged his father along the ground through his own orchard. “Stop!” cried the groaning old man at last, “Stop! I did not drag my father beyond this tree.” The Making of Americans by Gertrude Stein (1925)

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Mrs. Dalloway said she would buy the flowers herself. Mrs. Dalloway by Virginia Woolf (1925)

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They shoot the white girl first. Paradise by Toni Morrison (1998)

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You better not never tell nobody but God. The Color Purple by Alice Walker (1982)

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If I am out of my mind, it's all right with me, thought Moses Herzog. Herzog by Saul Bellow (1964)

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She waited, Kate Croy, for her father to come in, but he kept her unconscionably, and there were moments at which she showed herself, in the glass over the mantel, a face positively pale with the irritation that had brought her to the point of going away without sight of him. The Wings of the Dove by Henry James (1902)

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The past is a foreign country; they do things differently there. The Go-Between by L. P. Hartley (1953)

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“When your mama was the geek, my dreamlets,” Papa would say, “she made the nipping off of noggins such a crystal mystery that the hens themselves yearned toward her, waltzing around her, hypnotized with longing.” Geek Love by Katherine Dunn (1983)

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When I finally caught up with Abraham Trahearne, he was drinking beer with an alcoholic bulldog named Fireball Roberts in a ramshackle joint just outside of Sonoma, California, drinking the heart right out of a fine spring afternoon. The Last Good Kiss by James Crumley (1978)

It was just noon that Sunday morning when the sheriff reached the jail with Lucas Beauchamp though the whole town (the whole county too for that matter) had known since the night before that Lucas had killed a white man. Intruder in the Dust by William Faulkner (1948)

I, Tiberius Claudius Drusus Nero Germanicus This-that-and-the-other (for I shall not trouble you yet with all my titles) who was once, and not so long ago either, known to my friends and relatives and associates as “Claudius the Idiot,” or “That Claudius,” or “Claudius the Stammerer,” or “Clau-Clau-Claudius” or at best as “Poor Uncle Claudius,” am now about to write this strange history of my life; starting from my earliest childhood and continuing year by year until I reach the fateful point of change where, some eight years ago, at the age of fifty-one, I suddenly found myself caught in what I may call the “golden predicament” from which I have never since become disentangled. I, Claudius by Robert Graves (1934)

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I am an American, Chicago born—Chicago, that somber city—and go at things as I have taught myself, free-style, and will make the record in my own way: first to knock, first admitted; sometimes an innocent knock, sometimes a not so innocent. The Adventures of Augie March by Saul Bellow (1953)

The towers of Zenith aspired above the morning mist; austere towers of steel and cement and limestone, sturdy as cliffs and delicate as silver rods. Babbitt by Sinclair Lewis (1922)

I will tell you in a few words who I am: lover of the hummingbird that darts to the flower beyond the rotted sill where my feet are propped; lover of bright needlepoint and the bright stitching fingers of humorless old ladies bent to their sweet and infamous designs; lover of parasols made from the same puffy stuff as a young girl's underdrawers; still lover of that small naval boat which somehow survived the distressing years of my life between her decks or in her pilothouse; and also lover of poor dear black Sonny, my mess boy, fellow victim and confidant, and of my wife and child. But most of all, lover of my harmless and sanguine self. Second Skin by John Hawkes (1964)

He was born with a gift of laughter and a sense that the world was mad. Scaramouche by Raphael Sabatini (1921)

Psychics can see the color of time it's blue. Blown Away by Ronald Sukenick (1986)

In the town, there were two mutes and they were always together. The Heart is a Lonely Hunter by Carson McCullers (1940)

Once upon a time two or three weeks ago, a rather stubborn and determined middle-aged man decided to record for posterity, exactly as it happened, word by word and step by step, the story of another man for indeed what is great in man is that he is a bridge and not a goal, a somewhat paranoiac fellow unmarried, unattached, and quite irresponsible, who had decided to lock himself in a room a furnished room with a private bath, cooking facilities, a bed, a table, and at least one chair, in New York City, for a year 365 days to be precise, to write the story of another person—a shy young man about of 19 years old—who, after the war the Second World War, had come to America the land of opportunities from France under the sponsorship of his uncle—a journalist, fluent in five languages—who himself had come to America from Europe Poland it seems, though this was not clearly established sometime during the war after a series of rather gruesome adventures, and who, at the end of the war, wrote to the father his cousin by marriage of the young man whom he considered as a nephew, curious to know if he the father and his family had survived the German occupation, and indeed was deeply saddened to learn, in a letter from the young man—a long and touching letter written in English, not by the young man, however, who did not know a damn word of English, but by a good friend of his who had studied English in school—that his parents both his father and mother and his two sisters one older and the other younger than he had been deported they were Jewish to a German concentration camp Auschwitz probably and never returned, no doubt having been exterminated deliberately X * X * X * X, and that, therefore, the young man who was now an orphan, a displaced person, who, during the war, had managed to escape deportation by working very hard on a farm in Southern France, would be happy and grateful to be given the opportunity to come to America that great country he had heard so much about and yet knew so little about to start a new life, possibly go to school, learn a trade, and become a good, loyal citizen. Double or Nothing by Raymond Federman (1971)

Time is not a line but a dimension, like the dimensions of space. Cat's Eye by Margaret Atwood (1988)

He—for there could be no doubt of his sex, though the fashion of the time did something to disguise it—was in the act of slicing at the head of a Moor which swung from the rafters. Orlando by Virginia Woolf (1928)

High, high above the North Pole, on the first day of 1969, two professors of English Literature approached each other at a combined velocity of 1200 miles per hour. Changing Places by David Lodge (1975)

They say when trouble comes close ranks, and so the white people did. Wide Sargasso Sea by Jean Rhys (1966)

The cold passed reluctantly from the earth, and the retiring fogs revealed an army stretched out on the hills, resting. The Red Badge of Courage by Stephen Crane (1895)