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DELIGHTFUL LITTLE CREATURE!!!!!!

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hello! congrats on 50 followers!

#9 from your 20 questions game? as a queer disabled regressor i love hearing other people’s experiences!

~ @littletism 🎀

Eeee hello hi! ^^ Thank you for your question I'm so so excited to answer! ૮ ᴖﻌᴖა

The question is:

"If you have other marginalized identities (lgbtq+, neurodivergent, poc, ect...) how do they figure into your regression?"

And my answer is...

It incorporates into my regression in a lot of ways!! X)

I know you all don't know a lot about me so this is sort of a deeper dive into me along with being a fun lil game! :] So strap in its a bit of a long one x)

I'm a person of color, I'm in the lgbtq+ community (not straight and my gender identity doesn't align with my assigned sex at birth), I have autism and adhd AND on top of that I have other mental health/physical health problems that can take a huge toll on me too! :")

Regression isn't always sunshine and rainbows for sure. I come from a very troubled background, my regression comes from a place to heal that child that was hurt from that time. To give me back what I lost as a child or to give me what I never had.

I'm a trans guy and I'm proud, but online I get really finicky about it because I'm always scared that no one will respect it (or my pronouns) because I'm a hyperfem trans guy so I try to hide my gender/sex a lot which is something I'm working on ૮ ◞ ﻌ ◟ ა

On top of that with the mental health problems I have, they make me incredibly sensitive and extremely clingy no matter what age I regress to. I have chronic back and joint pain which makes it hard to do a lot of the "typical" regressor things and sometimes it can put a damper on how I feel about myself as a little too (╥ᆺ╥；)

This all translates to a very big crybaby little, who seems like nothing will satisfy them, very high maintenance along with the constant energy just MOVING!!! I'm not a skinny person either and my feelings get so confused too :< "why don't I look like that person? I want to sit criss-crossed too!! Wait I don't want to be a little prince I wanna be a princess!! Princesses are cute!! Oh I hope I'm not being too much...I'm too much...Oh but my cg loves me still!!" Most of the time when I'm small, my Pronouns change too because in my little brain the feminine girly stuff feels way better than all the little boy stuff!! It's a really hard thing to navigate but I'm happy the people around me are open minded and accepting of that 🩷

With all the trauma I've experienced certain words and actions can trigger me even easier :"] it can be a lot for a lil guy with anxiety. Not to mention that my regression doesn't look anything like my childhood (I'm Latin-Hispanic) so sometimes it feels like it's just a game of pretend or like I'm dressing up as a white person so that I can fit in with the "rest of the kids" ૮ ◞ ﻌ ◟;;;ა (I, of course, mean no offense to anyone)

Thoughts and feelings are fast and troublesome.

But it's not all that bad either!!

With the big thoughts come even bigger hugs and kisses! With the back/joint pain comes back rubs and tickles (With consent of course🩷) and soft pillows n plushies to rest on!! When I feel like stimming I (very luckily) have a cg who's willing to rock me n do all the stimmy things with me! ૮( ˃ ꒳ ˂)ა He's always willing to work around the stuff I like and don't like and knows what food is safe and not safe :3

I feel that because I'm so different a whole other world gets unlocked through my regression!! I want to experience so much and rewrite the story that little me had to live through. I want to bring comfort to those who don't exactly have any guidance or the means for said comfort.

My regression is different from most but also valid and very common! I love this community and I love that it's been here for me for my hardest times 🩷 I'd love to be an older figure in the community (since I'm so grown up now!! I grew from 13 to almost 21 in the blink of a eye!!) that guides the new generation one step at a time :] There's so much more that I can say about my regression but this is getting long and I think I've covered a good amount of it ૮ ᴖﻌᴖა

Thank you so much @littletism for joining the game and asking me this question!! ૮ ᴖﻌᴖა (also I love your blog its so so cute and it'd be so cool if we could be friends maybe ८,,◐⩊◐,,ა /nf)

Anywho until next time!!

- Kyupie ⋆｡ﾟ☁︎｡⋆｡ ﾟ☾ ﾟ｡⋆

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MEME; 💞💖 💘💕@ofgain or any of my blogs.

💞 “mammon is really smart, and crafty .. i have never met someone who can give me a run for my money when it comes to deals and loop holes , he’s a lot smarter then most give him credit for .. I do miss him playing the guitar though he’s so good at it~” // “Fizzy is really funny , I can see why he makes ozzy so happy and I’m really glad he’s there for him.. it’s nice to see some people out here are still having good endings .. “

💖 “Ah! Them! The one behind the madness! They are so cool! Like seriously cool! They breathe a life into their muses that’s so unique and creative it’s the reason I gave humans free will! Their creativity knows no bounds !”

💘 // omg Mammom is so funny and snarky I love him and I wanna have a jam session with him so bad someday ! And omg fizzy I wanna hug him I hope he’d let me hug him! <3

💕/- eeee I was so excited I did a happy stim when you followed me back! :D I have always admired you from afar! Eee you are a wonderful writer and your lore ! I could eat it up! I’m so happy we could talk ! <3

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Tweak headcanons 👀

EEEE FINALLY GETTING TO ANSWER THESE!!!

Tweak is my favourite Octonaut besides Kwazii so THIS SHOULD BE FUN!!! >:3

- SHES TRANS!! I don’t have a set in stone interpretation of her identity I like best, but I like the concept of her being genderfluid (they’d be proud of their top scars which is why they’re shirtless 24/7!!) Either way she’d be fairly androgynous and pretty cool with any pronouns!! They also like women ofc 👍🏳️‍🌈

- SHE NAMED HERSELF!! Cause like. Come on. The name Tweak lacks ALL cishet energy. I’d like to believe it was a nickname she grew up with because of her interest in Engineering and fixing things/finding solutions for her dad, which she’d be strongly attached to throughout her life!

- They hyperfocus VERY EASILY. The second she starts a new project you may as well leave her alone because she will NOT respond to you, and if she does she most likely completely misunderstood what you were saying and you’re gonna hafta try again (this WAS SHOWN IN AN EPISODE I forgot where though!)

- Due to her previously mentioned tendency to Hyperfocus (and for comfort reasons), she same-foods Carrots! They’re easy to have on her while she works so she doesn’t get too hungry after HOURS of straight working, and in general she likes them a lot and they comfort her,, just bunny wabbit thingz

- She has plenty of stims, most prominently her nervous ear twist.

- I also have this headcanon for Kwazii, but she doesn’t enjoy tight clothes!

- Her and Dashi share the same music taste (am I saying this just bc they canonically both listen to similar music in their free time, NOOOO- cough cough,,), so while they work together on projects they turn on some tunes and bond together n sing!!! They’ll get those Girl in Red concert tickets someday ❤️

- She isn’t the BIGGEST fan of eye contact, and when she does it comfortably it can come across as intimidating.

- They’re a little camera shy!! A few years ago it might’ve been worse, as it would make her so uncomfortable she’d find any distraction to take her mind off it, but overtime she’s gotten a bit more confident in herself and talking about her work ethic and everything she knows!! :)

- She’s in a QPR with Kwazii!! I’ve had this headcanon for quite a while now and it makes me VERY happy, so you can probably guess how pleasantly surprised I was by their interactions in Ring of Fire 🥺,, soooo gooodd!!! ANYWAYZ! They’re very close and have been especially fond of eachother’s company around the events of Ring of Fire + Season 5, and Kwazii LOVES to help em out in anyway he can!! Besides that, they like playing video games together in the ungodly hours of the night when Tweak’s having trouble falling asleep (Kwazii SUCKS at them and Tweak always Wins) and let eachother infodump about their Special Interests!! Yay!! Overall they’re very affectionate and have TONS of respect and trust in eachother (which can backfire i HATE WHAT ROF DID TO KWAZII OH MY GODDD!1!?,,/POS FOR THE ANGST)

- She probably has her own fidget cubes she made with her own spare parts, I think it just makes sense for her! The buttons n stuff on it are very reminiscent of their work, so it probably has a nice calming effect for them 🥺 she’d also be happy to offer them to the crew if they wanted em!

- Adding more onto one of the hcs from two points ago, Tweak probably experiences Insomnia and has a LOT of trouble with sleeping, usually just giving up and playing videos games super late for hours (her aforementioned tendency to hyperfocus does NOT make things any better). The crew’s probably tried suggesting things to help (Dashi listens to music in her headphones when she sleeps and I see her as a super generous friend so she might let Tweak borrow them!!)

- ON ANOTHER RELATED NOTE, I’d like to believe by Season 4 and beyond she’s gotten a bit better with sleep, which gives someone like Kwazii all the more reasons to feel REALLY BAD when he accidentally wakes her up just because he wanted to ride out the Gup B early/late in secret.

- Tweak’s room looks so bland and empty due to her not really having a reason to pretty it up when she spends more time elsewhere in the Launch Bay anyways, but NOBODY LIKES THAT and ESPECIALLY not a Photographer/Artist like Dashi! She probably bugs Tweak about making things look nicer all the time, to which Tweak still can’t be bothered. I don’t think there’s any way she’d stop Dashi from convincing her to take some of her spare polaroids to hang up at the end of the day,, maybe executive functioningz stopping her from getting to it straight away but she’s grateful for the help anyhow 🥺 (there’s so many of this one emoji scattered throughout this oh my god-)

I definitely have more hcs but I’ve had this cued up for MONTHS and I think I touched on a lot of my main ones hehe!!