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Rewatching Greg’s Anatomy (spoilers)

Chief Webber is a hypocrite.

Addison is also a hypocrite. She cheated on Derek (with his best friend) and yet she feels justified in being horrible to Derek and Meredith.

Kinda dislike that Adele suggests that Derek should give Addison a chance just cause that was she did with Richard.

Derek is kinda to blame because he didn’t tell Meredith about being married.

I also don’t like that Addison deceives Derek about how many times she cheated on him with Mark. She makes it seem like a one time thing but she was pregnant with his (Mark’s) kid and Mark says that it was months before Derek walked in on them.

Derek is an idiot.

I do feel real bad for Meredith.

Miranda is brilliant and I love her.

Derek is still an idiot.

“Stop being an adulterous bitch” dang Derek tell her how you really feel.

She gave him divorce papers if he truly wanted her gone he would have signed them but he’s still being misled with inaccurate information.

I love Nurse Tyler.

Bit annoyed that Derek gave Meredith false hope but at the same time think Meredith knew he wasn’t gonna sign the papers.

There were three in the bed and Georgie said “shhhhhh sleep”.

“Not going to beg you to want me” end of episode begs him. Way to stay strong there Meredith.

Once again poor Meredith.

Someone tell Derek what to do, dude is struggling.

I hate that he actually goes to Joe’s but still tries to stay with Addison and be happily married or whatever.

I love how Joe was diehard for Meredith and Derek to fix things. Joe is so disappointed in Derek, I love Joe.

He picked her, so what the hell happened. He’s kinda being a ass by acting like this then dropping her like a hot potato.

Season 1 Meredith is adorable and I love her.

Drunk Meredith is so cute and has no filter and I love her.

Also why are Derek and Addison even bothering, they spend most of their time arguing and even then they don’t actively try to find a common ground

Season 2 episode 8 should be renamed ‘reasons Derek and Addison shouldn’t be together”

I love Alex and Meredith together, there friendship gives me life

Out of everyone in “MAGIC” Izzie is my least favourite

Noooooooooooo not Denny Duquette. I like Denny I like JDM but I hate this stupid arc. Izzie is an absolute idiot and could have been kicked or worse jailed. Personally I think she should have been kicked but that’s my opinion. Don’t even get me started on the fact that they knew Denny was prone to blood clots and they didn’t have something in place after he went through major surgery. His death could have been prevented. I’m still not over this, anyway I hate this storyline so much

Derek is such a bitch sometimes

“Too young for cancer” cancer doesn’t have an age limit. I hate that line

He ate his novel 🤣🤣🤣🤣 that will never fail to make me laugh

Derek and Meredith are ridiculous and I love their stupidity

I hate Bex’s parents. Can’t believe they were going to go through with a surgery procedure and not inform their daughter

Derek what on earth are you doing. Why did you not tell Meredith

Detective Alex is on the case. Whoop 🙌

Thought the mum was gonna faint when she saw George cutting her kids hair

Chief Webber has pissed off the nurses and they are gonna stab him

I love Mrs Larson, she is awesome

Go off Yang you tell that mean brain surgeon

I know it’s a show and it’s not real but THERE IS A DOG IN THE HOSPITAL. That is so not sanitary

George is the best.

George and Izzie can’t shift Meredith, bring out the big guns Cristina

George when he hugs and then lifts Bailey kills me every time

Also Alex screaming at the woman 🙃🙃

George, Dr Webber and Derek acting like a nervous father is hilarious

Baby is on the way and Tucker was in a car crash

BOMB IN THE OR

Run for your tiny lives

Derek gets so offended that Addison can call Bruke by his first name and he can’t. I live for the pettiness of this show

Dumbass got shot with a bazooka and no one thought to tell the paramedics

RUN ALEX RUN

If the doctor thing doesn’t work out Alex could go for track

Ok so next time Meredith has a feeling no one go to work and she especially can’t leave the house

Why have none of the inters been told about a code black?? Like you think this would important information

Dr Milton is a bit of a dick but I can understand his reasoning. The pink mist story is horrifying, also way to help Hannah stay calm there Milton

Also I get that Hannah was scared but she could have killed herself, Dr Burke, Meredith and Derek’s team not to mention they are right next to/on top of the gas main line and that could kill a bunch of people

Bomb in the building and you think it’s a good time to have sex. Real smart there gang

Addison is terrified, I wanna wrap her in a blanket and give her hug

“May not be as bad as it seems” you just had to say that

It’s about to get worse, poor Hannah

Damn it Meredith

No one tell Derek about Meredith it won’t end well

I love how Burke is like Cristina you need to leave this isn’t just another cool surgery. My man she is here for Meredith and she leaves cause Meredith tells her too

Meredith could die. Izzie starts laughing, you are such a good person and friend

Cristina is smart, she doesn’t tell Derek about Meredith. Cristina has all the brain cells in MAGIC.

Bailey is having a bad time, but yay George to the rescue.

Alex, Izzie I don’t give a crap about your relationship right now, there is a bomb in the hospital. Priorities people.

Richard has discovered the gas main line, oh nose.

Oh yeah Richard has a heart attack. Forgot about that, wait never mind seems like it was a panic attack.

Dylan what are you talking/thinking about, actually I just remembered what happens to Dylan so I’ll cut him some slack.

“Can we drug her” “against her will” “no, well” this is a thing of beauty.

It’s okay Addison take some deep breaths babes. In and out nice and slow, it’s all good.

Oop George found Hannah.

Moving with a bomb in a body on a gurney. This will end well, nothing could possibly go wrong 😑.

I’m so glad Meredith and Dylan took the time to talk about their mutual dislike of each other.

We had a bump, way to amp up the tension, I know the outcome but I’m still terrified that it will just go off.

George take her down (shhhh Addison George knows what he’s doing) go George, if he isn’t named godfather I call bullshit. Does the baby get George for a middle name?? I’ll answer that question in a minute, William George Bailey Jones, I knew it was something but I couldn’t truly remember.

It’s funny somethings I remember so vividly but other things are just gone.

Yang don’t tell him, you told him and now Tucker is flatlining. I take back what I said about brain cells.

Oh hey they’re playing breathe. Lol all I can see is Lexie, damn the musical episode. Dylan has turned into Derek, the power of imagination.

Baby is born, Tucker has came back to life but I think Derek cracked a rib and the bomb squad are now pink mist. Bye Dylan.

Meredith was yeeted onto the floor, poor Dylan. Shake it off Meredith, I’m sure your fine. Well Derek and Burke are fine, good to know.

Love how Derek is looking frantically for Meredith and even says “where is she” but Richard and Adele think he’s looking for Addison. Adele realising he’s looking for a different “she” is brilliant, Derek should have known that she was with Cristina in the locker room.

A wild Derek has appeared, nothing comes from this visit. Derek please put yourself and everyone else out of there misery. As a man who has gotten back with his wife you should not remember this much detail about the last kiss you had we Meredith. Please for love of everything stop this from dragging out.

I think this shit drags out for 15 more episodes.

Dancing Cristina is crazy and I love her but at least Burke joins in on the madness unlike Owen (ass that he is) dang it Burke knows about the apartment.

Shit Meredith has found out about Richard and the affair. Run Meredith run.

Yay Mark, Mark has been punched.

I love Richards reaction to the punch.

I love Mark and Merediths friendship. They amuse me with the dirty mistress club.

George has turned into a “nice guy”.

Derek is gonna kill a bitch, Mark could potentially die soon.

She lied, it’s wasn’t a one time thing and Derek needs to be told. Would yall just stop beating this poor dead horse.

George, this is the most terrible mistake you could ever make. She will never love you like that, this will only end in tears.

Crap, Denny is back. Poor Alex.

Addison is having a minor breakdown and we are trying to support and comfort her but it ain’t working.

Alex shocks Denny cause he’s jealous 😂🤣🤣🤣.

This show is 100% on drugs, I’m obsessed.

Izzie you can’t fully blame Meredith, you were the one who kept encouraging him even though you no there was no chance in hell she’s like him the way he likes her. Yay Callie’s here, didn’t like her with George but I do kinda love her.

We’re in the elevator again, Derek what are you smoking. Bailey is awesome and I love her. I love Derek in this scene because he’s so elated and it amuses me so much.

“Just friends” I call bull on that.

Derek legit just implied he thinks Meredith is a whore. All because he’s butthurt that she’s finally moving on.

Derek is an idiot.

Also I feel bad for Addison she finally figured out what everyone else already knew.

Oh god, I hate everything that’s about to happen. She cuts the wire and Burke has been shot and even though I know what coming I’m gonna be super pissed at everything that’s happening.

Izzie is so stupid right now, she could have ended up in jail.

Great, Cristina just discovered Burke has been shot. Burke can’t move his arm which sucks for him. Izzie is still a absolute idiot. Yes Cristina GO OFF ON HER.

Meredith telling everyone to shut the hell up give me life. Also Denny chiming in to say Meredith is the one to listen too pleases me so much.

Uncle Richard is on a war path run Brian run.

Burke lung collapsed, which fun times are happening. Someone need to help him and quickly.

I love Alex and Izzie doesn’t deserve him. I mean I know he cheated but after everything that happens with Denny and the whole cancer thing. She just becomes horrible and I hate her. I also hate what she does to Callie.

That is something that annoys me. Izzie knows nothing about Denny and yet she risks prison. She should have been kicked out of the program and banned from working in any other hospital. She got off way too lightly and I know she gets cancer but that doesn’t make up for the fact that she cut the LVAD wire and could have been arrested for murder. So be kicked from the program and barred from working in any hospital wouldn’t have been so bad. It just pisses me off that she doesn’t get reprimanded for her actions.

Burke is a hand down. Derek fuck ups Burke’s brain, oops.

Adele, he couldn’t really let so many people stay, they could have ended up being in the way.

Derek you are an idiot and I’m starting to want to shake you and your stupid head.

Burke is asking for Cristina. Bailey has now realised she has no idea where Cristina is and then she realises that she has no idea where the other sucks up are. This is gonna end well. Alex is safe cause he’s at Mercy West.

Denny is freaking the hell out. Could an actual Doctor com……oh thank god, Bailey’s here and she is about to go off. I need popcorn.

Here comes the downward spiral of Cristina and Burke’s relationship.

I hate the fact that after everything that happens he still dies. It was AVOIDABLE but no they had to kill him off. I hate this stupid storyline.

Derek stop starring at Meredith you didn’t pick her, suffer.

She is definitely freaking out Finn.

Don’t make eye contact with him. Dang it Meredith. This is gonna end badly. Stop looking at her Derek, you aren’t helping. Goddamit Derek. You could have avoided all of this if you didn’t have a stupid sense of obligation. Great now you’ve messed up. So much for celibacy. The side eye Callie gives Derek 🤣🤣🤣. What do you mean ‘what does this mean’ you kissed her and you chose to go back to Addison so shut up dumbass.

Bye Denny. I’m sad that Denny is dead but thank fuck this storyline is over.

Alex get her out of there. JDM is doing brilliant at staying still, it’s very impressive. No not ‘chasing cars’ I can’t handle that, my emotions.

Addison knows. Derek you ain’t subtle. Poor Finn. Boys leave her alone.

Oh joy season 3 is a go. She ran away, course she did. Poor Addison??? Don’t know how I feel bout this.

Break down that door Meredith. Oh flashback episode, fun times are ahead.

Love how Cristina just knows Meredith did something stupid. Her face 🤣🤣🤣🤣. I forgot Addison put the underwear on the notice board.

Alex is taking charge.

Poor Adele. Four teenagers and one is the mum.

Derek and George are stuck in a room together. Someone is gonna die.

He throws her clothes out into the rain and then he throws her out. I love this. He let her back in, this man I swear. Bye Derek.

The ticking clock thing is such a smart segway. It works to show that we have traveled in time. Also Derek stole Alex’s apple, rude.

Callie is 100% right. I never truly thought about the fact that doctor are in school for 10 years (roughly).

See Meredith you knew exactly what to say to Izzie.

The meeting of Meredith and Derek. Awwww cuties. I miss this Derek and Meredith, I’m sad that there relationship never really went back to what it was. Like I understand things had changed but you think over time they might have been able to getting back to the inside jokes and teasing and flirting. Instead it seems as if the relationship stopped and never really recovered.

Poor Omar. If I could turn back time, if I could find a way……sorry Bailey said the magic words. Cher took over my soul for a second.

Derek is stupid. He gets jealous that Meredith is sleeping with other people. He get upset when she tries to have a proper relationship and move on. He belittles her and looks so smug that she pines over him. He doesn’t seem to understand that he can’t have his cake and eat it too. He chose Addison and he has yet to truly accept that. It annoys me so much how he has acted but at the same time I want to give him so leeway because he was betrayed by his wife and his best friend. Although I will say that doesn’t excuse him with everything he’s done. Bad Derek. You made the wrong choice, you should have signed the papers and walked away from both of them for a hot minute. He should have taken the time to process everything instead of making rash decisions.

Now he’s gonna leave the ball in Meredith’s court and say he’s in love with her after all the shit he’s pulled. Throw him out on his fluffy hair Meredith, just kick him. So Meredith has been hurt, Addison has been hurt and Derek has been hurt as well as hurt others. Yall are stupid and I hate you. Rewatching this it makes a lot of sense that Meredith gives up when she falls into the water. Cause honestly I would have gave up as well.

Cristina is having a breakdown. Someone help her. Burke don’t leave her (stupid thing to ask).

Oh great we’re back to elevator moments. Bad Derek. Need a spray bottle to stop him misbehaving.

Cristina and Burke got caught by Burke’s mother. Oh the shame, oh the embarrassment.

Yes Meredith flip a coin to chose who to date. That will work out well.

Addison’s getting shit faced. Fair enough bitch.

Derek. BE SUBTLE FOR THE LOVE OF EVERYTHING. STOP STARRING AT MEREDITH. DAMN IT DEREK. SUBTLE!!!! Please be SUBTLE!!!

The underwear has been found. Callie to the rescue, we love and appreciate you. Meredith grovel at her feet and thank her for what she did for you.

Shit mama Burke is here. Run Cristina run.

SUBTLE DEREK PLEASE BE MORE SUBTLE. I CAN’T WITH YOU I JUST CAN’T

Call him out Meredith. Go off and tell him how much of an ass he is. Yes Meredith kick him to the curb.

I love Callie she is the best.

I love Benjamin because he described Derek perfectly. Hot and arrogant. Nailed it.

Finn knowing Meredith was working and knowing Izzie is going through a difficult time came to check on her and brought her lunch even though he hardly knows her. He still did it because he knows Meredith is worrying about Izzie. Why did she not chose him. I mean I get that Derek is attractive but he’s also an ass. I mean he’s G Callen, why wouldn’t you chose him.

Addison has given up and I love super drunk Addison. She’s trying to eat every muffin in that basket. Addison sweetheart you knew you had lost Derek the second you slept with Mark. Give up and move on okay baby, move on. We are here for you but please put down the alcohol.

Flipped a coin and she isn’t happy with how it landed.

Finn and Derek walk into a bar to be told she’s gonna date them both and then decide. May the best guy win. Put the rulers away boys.

George has absolutely terrible timing.

Alex is such a bitch and I love him for it.

Derek is apologising and Mark is in the shower. Oops.

I love Mark so much.

I love how confident and unapologetic Callie is.

Also Mark just letting Addison ramble and then grabbing her is stupid funny but I’m here for.

George is really horrible and it’s not fair to Callie because she truly loves him.

Bailey out here laying down the law and she ain’t taking no for a answer.

Derek looking for approval from Cristina and her just being like ‘meh’ is the funniest thing that’s happened for a while.

Addison let’s Alex free and he jumps for joy when she’s not looking. 🤣🤣.

Oh the girl who can’t feel pain, yeah I remember this one.

Addison. You can’t just slap a man with that smile. Dang girl.

Cristina and Alex betting on whether Derek will show up to challenge Finn to a duel is peak comedy. Also I love when Derek shows because he has no clue how to react. He eventually decides to mark his territory like a dog. Jesus Derek, you are such a Bitch.

I really don’t know what Meredith was expecting. Of course this was gonna happen. Stop being stupid and pick one (Finn) please put us all out of our misery. Love how she takes the ice cream and leaves them outside.

What is it with New Yorkers and ferry boats???

Awww Alex over here taking care of Izzie.

Oh yeah appendicitis.

Uh oh Mark is here and wearing a white coat. There is gonna be a fight. Oop. Meredith threw up and a patient tried to light a cigarette while wearing an oxygen line. Just a normal day at Seattle Grey.

Meredith is acting like she’s watching a tennis match. Drugged up Meredith is just as fun as drunk Meredith. Drugged up Meredith has spotted a wild Addison. This is gonna end badly but it will be hilarious.

I feel like Derek is gonna make another stupid decision. Also Mark and Meredith are fun together.

He did the stupid thing. Idiot.

Bye Finn but in my opinion she’s also an idiot and the two of them deserve each other in there idiocy.

I’m done for tonight, I’m losing brain cells with this relationship.

Shit. Addison told Derek. Derek is gonna scream.

Derek is pissed because he has lost Meredith for nothing again. Poor Derek.

Mark you are hitting the nail right on the head. Derek is two seconds away from killing a hoe.

Shit, Derek’s sister has appeared. I hate Nancy so much, so so much. She puts all the blame on Derek and she’s just such a bitch to him.

“McDreamy was doing the McNasty with a McHottie?” “That McBastard” this gives me life and I quote it way too much.

Mark is such an asshole to Alex and I hate him for it.

I love this so much. Derek steps off the elevator sees his sister, Addison and Mark. Immediately get back on the elevator. Beautiful.

Poor Greg. His little girl isn’t his little girl.

Alex should have stayed in paediatrics he would have been absolutely brilliant. (Turns out he does, I just haven’t reached that part yet)

Greg is a better man than most in his situation.

Alex knows about Mark and Callie. He’s definitely gonna tell George.

Oh god the camping episode. Derek, Burke, Richard, George, Alex oh and Joe and his boyfriend. Camping. This is gonna end beautifully. Mark is the only guy who wasn’t invited.

Oh god Sydney is back. Her happiness makes me wanna puke.

George and Alex having a slap fight while Burke and Derek bet over whose gonna win.

Yay Derek and Meredith are sorta maybe back together. That’s gonna last like 3 episodes. I have no faith in these idiots.

Izzie had no right. She absolutely had no right.

This whole episode is stupid and I hate it.

Oh no it’s the stupid adult conjoined twins. They are so annoying.

I love how Bailey wants blood.

I’m sad about papa O’Malley.

That dinner is one of the most awkward and funniest things I’ve ever seen.

Poor Callie has been broken and the poor girl needs some ice.

Meredith is over here hanging out with dead people.

‘You aren’t dead until you are warm and dead’ that’s a phrase

Denny and Dylan fighting is hilarious. Also her been so happy to see Doc gives me so much joy. Dylan being like ‘you are deader than dirt dead’ and Denny jumping in like we need to do this delicately. Oh hey the scrub nurse and Bonnie are here.

Ellis Grey annoys the hell out of me.

Cristina is having a minor breakdown but she’ll be fine. Y’all she went to the dollar store. She’s also decided to drink. Someone give her a hug.

Awww boo Doc left. Meredith is a very confused poor bean.

I really don’t like how Izzie treats Callie. She’s jealous but she has never actually noticed George before he got married to Callie. She was fine with Callie and George dating but for some reason marriage has drove her off the deep end.

Derek is not coping well. Someone hug him.

Oh yay Dylan’s back. He’s gonna hit her with the truth.

Oh shit Derek is about to go off on Ellis. Damn it Addison don’t interrupt him. Derek is breaking down, help him Addison.

Lay it all on the table Denny. Tell her how bad it’s gonna be if she stays. I didn’t say disappear.

Oh dang Ellis is dying. Bye bitch.

Oh yay Doc’s back. Never mind.

The way Denny can sense Izzie kind of freaks me out but it’s still kinda sweet.

Meredith is having a minor breakdown. Derek is gonna kill Ellis if she dies.

Bailey is not about to let Meredith die on her table. She is not giving up.

Cristina is gonna yell Meredith back to life.

Oh well Ellis is dead. RIP I guess.

Meredith. Run bitch. SHE LIVES.

Oh yay Alex has moved in. Fun times ahead.

Found a storyline I hate more than the Denny Duquette storyline and it is AVA I hate her sooooooo much. Oh my god she gives Alex the absolute run around and it’s upsets me so much.

Oh right this is when Addison has sex with Alex. Why couldn’t she and Alex be a couple instead whatever the mess was between Izzie and Alex. (Like it might have been more of a fling but still better than him and Izzie)

The start of Cristina and Callie’s friendship, woo.

Mark just saw Addison and Alex. Poor Mark but he was 100% naive in this situation.

Poor Addison, she’s alone again.

Also Derek is an absolute idiot. Just cause Richard lost his wife when he was Chief that doesn’t mean Derek will lose Meredith.

Oh no mama Burke is here and so is Cristina’s mum. Cristina is gonna crack. Also I kinda liked Cristina and Burke together, I mean they did have some rough spots but they genuinely seemed happy. 10 times better than her and Owen. (Sucks that Burke’s actor is a homophobic ass)

I don’t like the little side story Addison goes on. It seems pointless. (I know it’s for a spin off but it still sucks)

Callie is gonna kill Cristina.

Also Derek is still an idiot and is giving up on someone who has finally realised she has intimacy issues and is currently trying to work through it. Although I do understand he is working through some stuff as well.

Oh yeah, Addison wants a baby. Poor Addison.

Oh crap Susan has hiccups. ☹️

Thatcher is an ass.

Oh no Adele.

George and Izzie can just piss off. I hate what they do to Callie.

Dang it, Lexi is here. I really don’t like her at the start. I mean eventually she grows on me but right now she can do one.

Oh great here comes the break up of Burke and Cristina as well as Derek and Meredith. I’m kinda sad about Cristina and Burke because there was some moments that they seemed genuinely happy together. Like when he came home to her dancing and she just pulled him over to dance with her. It was really sweet. Anyway they were a lot better than Owen and Cristina. Owen is an absolute dickhead.

Derek and Meredith breaking up (again) means Rose is gonna show up. I really don’t like Rose and it’s not because she dates Derek it’s more to do with the fact that she has no personality. She is a cookie cut out and she’s literally just there to be Derek’s love interest. If we actually got to know her and she showed some kind of personality then maybe but she’s just boring. (Also she lets the relationship interfere with working in the OR)

Someone Meredith cared about died and her father slapped her and banned her from the funeral. So when she apologises for not talking to him he says that he met a pretty woman and flirting with her was the highlight of his week. It just seemed cruel and out of character from him.

Mama took her eyebrows.

Izzie get the fuck over yourself. Jesus.

It wasn’t an accident. They tried to kill the dude.

I feel so bad for George and definitely bad for Bailey. She got passed over for chief resident and feels like she failed George and there is the whole Denny issue.

I’m actually upset about Cristina and Burke.

Meredith tell the guests ‘it’s over’ but really saying it to Derek is sad.

Poor Cristina.

Bailey yelling at Alex will wacking him on the arm. Just the weight being lifted off of both their shoulders. It’s so amusing.

Found out the true reason why “Burke” left. The actor who played him made a homophobic comment about “George” in front of “Derek”. “Izzie” went off on him.

Oh no. Not Norman.

Really old guy is awake. Woo.

‘I’m young. I’m a fetus.” Dr Derek Shepherd season 4 episode 3: let the truth sting. 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

I love Derek this episode. He does not hold back on anything.

Meredith has finally told Derek that she wants to make it work and actually try to fight the fact that she wants to run. He then tell her he wants to build a house for them. The day after she says she wants to properly try. Derek no, she has commitment issues, read the room my dude.

Poor Miranda. I love how Derek has became her person.

I love that Mark doesn’t like Rose and is rooting for Meredith.

Yay Addison’s back.

I love Addison calling out Derek about him and Meredith breaking up.

One point. One stupid point. It absolutely sucks that the only reason he has to repeat is one point. I would hate to have that knowledge.

“Shut up and let me work” yes Cristina.

The stupid candle floor plan. Whatever, they are back together so I don’t care.

Oh crap Owen’s here. He’s not my favourite at all. I mean I like him at some points but god I hate the way he is with any woman he’s dating. I also hate how he treats Cristina after she get the abortion.

Derek seriously annoys me sometimes. Telling Alex and Izzie that they are going to move out without even asking Meredith if she’s okay with kicking them out.

Oops.

I love this scene with Izzie and Derek and Alex. It’s way too funny.

Oh dear Derek poked the bear called ‘mummy issues’

George is amazing and is an amazing doctor.

Oops, wrong room.

HE PASSED BITCHES!!!! WOO

The Shepherd method. Oh shit.

He’s literally asking you if you’re exclusive and you’re making a much bigger deal out it by thinking he’s bored. How in the hell did you make it through med school with that kinda logic. I hate Izzie.

Oh god no the pigs. I now remember why there was a disclaimer at the start of this episode.

Meredith carrying around anatomy Jane and using it to show the kid where the tumour is makes my day.

BISEXUAL. It’s a thing Callie you don’t just have to like one or the other. You can like both, boys and girls.

Mark flirting with Cristina is hilarious because she completely misses the fact that he is flirting with her.

She’s seeing Denny. Cancer.

Erica’s gone, yay but also I’m sad about it.

Oh fuck Sadie. I completely forgot about Sadie. I absolutely hate Sadie.

I love Derek and Cristina bonding over been kicked out of bed.

I hate Denny but dang I love JDM.

I don’t care I don’t care I don’t care about Izzie Stevens. I don’t care, skip to her dying already.

Owen you are sending a lot of mixed signals here and you need to work on that.

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The truth

Hey everyone, here's another one. Hope you like it. Enjoy!

Big thank you again @angry-slytherin :)

"Hey. How are you?" Jo asks with a smile under her mask as she walks into Mer's room.

"Let's say better. Not great, but ok for someone who survived covid." Mer answers, looking tired over her own mask.

"You really scared us there. I'm happy you're better again. Your kids missed you so much." Jo nods with a toothless smile as she sits down on the chair beside the hospital bed.

"You talked to them?" Meredith asks surprised, as she watches her friend sit down.

"Yeah, I got my second shot the other day, which Link immediately used to talk me into babysitting Scout, and your kids happen to live in the same house." She says with a laugh.

"Amelia and Link really left you alone with four kids?" Mer immediately asks surprised.

"Yup. They are taking advantage of my new found love for tiny humans." She laughs, watching Meredith closely as she leaves this little hint about her intent now that Mer is fully conscious.

"Oh I heard you when you talked to me about that. You know Cristina and I used to make fun of Alex and the vagina squad back when we where interns. You really wanna join the pink scubs?" The soft tone and little smile on Mer's face calm Jo down. Knowing that Mer wasn't going to talk her out of it or judge her in any way let her nervous heart slow down.

"Yeah." Jo smiles. "I need some joy in my live and I think the vagina squad will bring me that."

"I'm happy for you, if that's what you want, even though I think that you'll miss the OR and all the cool surgeries with in a week." The older one says with a laugh.

"We'll see." Jo smiles.

It's silent in the room for a few seconds until Mer starts with a completely different topic, that Jo wasn't quite ready for.

"I think you should call Alex," the blonde breaks the silence, this time in a way more serious tone.

"What?"

"You should call him." She nods, trying to show the brunette her seriousness.

"Do you- Did Levi tell you-"

"Levi? What does Schmitt have to do with- no. I guess I have to start from the beginning." Mer starts, talking about her dreams. How she was able to see her loved once on a beach; talking to them.

"So you're telling me, that you saw people on a beach while you where sleeping? Like a dream?" Jo asks more confused than ever, not quite getting what her former mentor was trying to tell her.

"Yeah, well it felt stronger than a dream; more real than normal dreams. I was able to see people; talk to them, even touch some of them. Even before they put me on the vent I saw Derek and George." Mer tried to explain the experience she couldn't quite understand herself.

"But this time you saw Izzie?"

"Yeah and she told me that she died five years ago and that she never had kids; she never used the eggs. I know it may sound crazy and I don't expect you to believe me but what if it's true? What if Izzie's really dead? I've been near to death before, I saw Denny Duquette and that bomb guy, even my dog and mother. And they are indeed dead. So what if Alex left for whatever stupid, dump ass reason he thought was worth leaving us and is not with Izzie or his kids. Wouldn't you want to know if he left because he developed schizophrenia and didn't want to burden you with it?" Meredith asks, watching Jo closely, knowing that the Alex topic is still a really sore point for her.

"You are right. It really sounds crazy."

Jo immediately answers, defensive, putting her walls up as soon as she heard her ex-husbands name. And as quick as her mood changed she gets up and is about to leave and escape the situation she really can't be in, when something falls out of her lap coat pocket.

"Jo wait! I'm sorry- Jo!" Mer tries to scream after her, but the brunette is out of the room faster than Mer is able to hold her back.

As Meredith falls back in her pillow she sees Levi walking by.

"Schmitt! Get in here. Pick that up for me." She calls him before he's passed by.

Happy but also intimated by the big Meredith Grey he of course does what she wants and picks up the upside down white square from the floor, handing it to his superior.

"Is that yours?" He asks a little surprised as he sees that the paper turns out to be an ultrasound picture.

"No- It's Jo's." Mer answers just as surprised as the resident as she looks at it closer.

"Oh so you know? Thank god, I'm so happy that I'm not the only one anymore that knows about this. I'm actually a little concerned about her. Her morning sickness is really bad. It's more like an all day sickness and her mood swings- not fun. I bought the wrong cream cheese the other day-"

"Schmitt! Shut up! I didn't know until now." She shuts him up, looking up from the picture to throw him a look.

"Oh."

"Yeah oh. Now get me my phone, I need to make a call." She orders, holding her hand out while she's looking at the ultrasound picture again.

"Hello?"

"Ahm hi. Is this Alex Karevs phone?" Meredith asks confused as a female voice she never heard before greets her from the other side of the call.

"Yes, is it." The woman on Alex's phone answeres friendly. A little to friendly and casual for Mer's liking.

"Then who are you?" She tries to find out who the hell is currently speaking to her.

"Oh, I'm sorry. I heard it ringing from the kitchen and just picked it up. Alex isn't here, he's at the park with the kids-"

"That's not answering my question. Who are you?" Mer interrupts, before the female can keep going. Slowly but surely the mood of the blonde is shifting.

"Well, who are you?" The woman on Alex phone asks back, also slowly losing the friendliness she had just two minutes ago.

"Oh no, I'm not playing this game. Who are you and what are you doing on my friend's phone." Mer starts, ready to scream if this woman won't finally tell her what she wants to know.

"Good. I'm not playing this game either so-"

The woman gets interrupt mid sentence. You can hear rustling and arguing through the phone until the voice Mer wanted to hear in the first place answers.

"Hello?"

"Alex?" She asks, even though she recognized his voice right away.

"Mer?" He asks back, rather surprised, but happy.

"Where the hell are you? Who was that woman? Do you have kids? I know your not in Kansas, Alex. Izzie is dead. What the hell is going on?" She starts shooting off questions without letting him answer.

"Wow, Mer chill-"

"Chill? I'm not going to chill, asshole. You better tell me that the hell is going on-" She needs to stop mid sentence as a wave of coughing overcomes her; an aftereffect she still has from COVID.

"Mer are you ok?" Alex immediately asks concerned.

"No I'm not ok. I almost died of COVID, I was in an induced coma and could have really needed the person on my emergency contact to pick up his stupid phone, to decide what to do next when I wasn't able to." She starts calling frustrated.

"Fuck- I'm so sorry, Mer-"

"Yeah, you better be. Now answer my questions." She comes back to the original topic why she called.

"Ok- I'm not in Kansas. I'm not with Izzie, I'm with my sister, Amber and her kids. She's pregnant and her husband is trapped in Europe because of Covid. I'm helping her with the house and the kids." He starts explaining.

"But there was no Covid when you left-"

"I know. I came here because my brother- well he tried to kill himself. His schizophrenia got worse, Mer. He was not taking his medication, he- ahm he hurt several people and raped three nurses in the facility he was staying in. They put him into prision, where he tried to kill himself and now he's at the hospital where no one's allowed to visit him because of Covid. My mom couldn't handle all the paperwork without interrupting her routine and Amber is seven months pregnant and has two little kids, I didn't want her to do everything." He adds to his story, letting go a little sigh as he finishes.

"I'm sorry to hear that. But why the hell did you feel the need to leave? Why lying to us and sending those stupid letters, you could have just talked to us. We would have helped you-"

"That's the point, I don't want help. This is my family, you had enough family crap for a lifetime and Jo-"

"She would have helped you. You know damn well that she would have gone with you in a heartbeat. She married you, so it's her family too." Mer adds.

"I couldn't- She went through so much crap last year and she was just doing fine again- I couldn't bring her here, hearing that my brother raped three women- I- I couldn't do that to her. She deserves to be happy-"

"She's not, Alex. She's everything but not happy and it's your fault. You know that Jo's probably the strongest woman we know. Yes she went through a lot of crap and yes she just overcome depression, but you also know that she loved you with everything she had. This letter broke her, Alex. She's not showing it, but she's broken. She's working nonstop, even though she's-" She takes a pause before she says too much, then continues. "Abandoning her was worse than just telling her the truth, trust me."

"Even though she's what? Mer what is it? Is she ok?" Alex immediately asks, knowing that Mer's little pause and change of topic was supposed to distracte him from what she almost said.

"It's not my place to tell you, Alex. You should probably call her." Mer tries to talk her out of it, but she knows her friend way too good. When Jo's the topic Alex wants to know everything.

"Mer, what? Tell me, damn it!"

"Alex-"

"Tell me!" He shouts, immediately sorry, but he's so frustrated right now. He has to know that Jo's fine, otherwise- he doesn't even wanna think about it.

"She's pregnant." Mer answers, regretting it the second it comes out of her mouth. It's not her place to tell him.

"What-"

"Before you say anything, I already regret telling you. It's none of my business and actually you don't deserve to know it. I'm sorry but I'm on Jo's side. When you left her, you left me too and I hate you for that. So you are not gonna call her now and scream at her for not telling you, you hear me? If she doesn't wanna tell you, she has every right for doing so, alright? You are not her husband anymore." Mer finishes, hearing the silence on the other side.

"I know." He agrees after a few seconds, before he continues. "Is it- is it mine?"

"The baby? I have no idea, Alex. I just found out an hour ago. An ultrasound picture fell out of her lab coat when she left my room, so I don't know. I heard some rumors- but nevermind." Again immediately regretting that she said too much.

"Rumors? What rumors?" He asks.

"You don't wanna know Alex-"

"Tell me!" He interrupts her again.

"She ahm- I heard rumors that she and Jackson-"

"What?" He stops her. His head is spinning and his heart immediately starts to hurt a little. Even though he knows that he has actually no right to feel like this.

"Alex, you need to calm down. She is not your wife anymore! You are the one that divorced her! I heard that they had a friend with benefits thing going but listen the baby on the ultrasound looks way to big for it to be Jackson's, ok? If you ask me it looks like five maybe six month-"

"Fuck. I left my pregnant wife-" Everything comes crushing down on Alex in that moment and he can't hold his tears back any longer. He really thought he did what was best for everyone.

"Alex are you crying?" Mer asks carefully after a few seconds listening to the silence on the phone.

"Yes I am, because I'm so fucking dumb- I abandoned the love of my life that is carrying my baby- during a freaking pandemic. She probably had the worst morning sicknesses and- god she always told me how scared she is to become a mom but that she feels safe with me by her side- and now I'm not. Fuck- I really didn't change much since our intern year, I'm still a freaking asshole."

"Alex no; you changed a lot. You became an amazing peds surgeon, you've grown so much during the years I've known you. You became an awesome person, my person and you were an amazing husband. But I have to agree, you are a little asshole. Now you hang up, you go outside take some deep breaths, throw a few things against a tree or whatever and then you man up and call Jo. She deserves the truth Alex especially when she's pregnant with your child." Meredith tries to convince him, not knowing what else to say.

"Thanks Mer." He answers quietly.

"Sure."

"I promise I'll visit you as soon as I can, ok? I'm sorry." Alex apologizes again, drying his tears with his sleeve.

"It's ok, asshole. The kids miss you." She laughs through the phone, trying to make him laugh too.

"I miss them too and I miss you. Thank you for calling Mer."

"Sure. Please promise me not to scream at Jo, ok? And please let her tell you that she's pregnant, she'll kill me if she hears that I told you."

"I promise." He answers. "Bye Mer."

"Bye."

After he did what Mer told him, Alex is now sitting on his sister's front porch, phone in his hand, fighting with himself, wondering if he should really call. Jo went through so much already because of him, she doesn't deserve any more pain. Maybe he should just leave her thinking that he's in Kansas. But on the other side, he could never live with the knowledge that she's having his child on her own. Sure he knows that she has a whole damn village at the hospital and they will support her, but they shouldn't. It's his child and he should be the one taking care of them, his baby and Jo.

So before he can think about it any further he's already dialing Jo's number. With his phone on his ear he stands up from the chair on Amber's front porch and starts walking circles in the front yard, while it's ringing.

"Hi this is Doctor Josephine Wilson, please leave a message."

Hearing her voice after almost five month for the first time again gives Alex chills, even though it's just her voicemail message it immediately calms him a little bit. The last thing he heard from her was her crying on his voicemail, begging him to call her. This message broke his heart into a million little peaces, but he wasn't able to answer her because he knew that he would have hopped on the next plane home in a heartbeat. But his family here needed him.

Now he's the one, getting send straight to her voicemail, which he totally understands.

"Hi. It's me, Alex. Jo, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I know sorry doesn't fix anything and I understand that you probably never wanna talk to me again. But please just listen. I'm not in Kansas, I'm not with Izzie nor any twins. I'm in Iowa. I'm with Amber and her kids. She's pregnant and her husband is stuck in Europe due to Covid. I originally got here because Aaron- he- he was not taking his meds and tried to hurt himself. He's in the hospital now. I couldn't let my mom or Amber handle this, I just- I'm sorry I just left like this. I never wanted to hurt you, I just didn't want you to get wrapped into my family crap again. You didn't deserve that after you just pulled yourself out of this dark hole. I wanted to protect you, but I guess I just hurt you more- I never wanted to leave you and I sure as hell never wanted you to not be my wife. I married you because you're the most incredible woman I've ever met. I guess I never told you, but you Josephine are the strongest and most amazing woman on this planet and I never deserved you or your pure, loving heart. I'm so incredibly sorry- for everything." He takes a deep breath, wiping away the tears that started streaming down his face again as soon as he started talking. "Please call me. I love you Jo and I will never stop. I'm sorry. Bye."

It's been two days now since Alex left the voicemail and he still didn't get an answer.

He called Mer again but she didn't know anything about Jo either, so he guesses he really fucked it up this time and he couldn't even be mad at her. It's his own fault-

"Uncle Alex, there's someone at the door for you."

Alex got ripped out of his thoughts by his nieces little voice. He quickly smiles at the blonde little girl and gets up from the couch.

He rounds the corner of the living room and freezes as soon as he sees the visitor standing beside his sister on the front porch.

Even though he can't see her whole face, because it's covered with a purple mask, he knows that she's smiling while she's talking to Amber. Her eyes are sparkling as she takes her few from Amber and locks eyes with him.

Slowly, not knowing if everything was just a dream or if this was really happening, his feet carry him towards the front door, past Amber, pulling Jo into a tight hug. He can fell her immediately relaxing in his embrace, wrapping her arms around his neck, burying her head deep in his shirt. He tries to pull her closer but the little bumb in between them won't let him.

"I'm sorry." He whispers, not making any move to let her go anytime soon.

"Shut up." She answers, which makes him laugh.

They stay like this for a few more minutes until one of Alex's hand finds his way from her hip to the bump in between them. Jo loses her grip around his neck a little without letting completely go, to look him in the eyes. She doesn't need to say anything, they both know exactly what the other one wants to say.

"I would really like to kiss you." Alex whisperes, afraid to scare her away by saying it to loud.

"Why aren't you." She smiles mischievously through her eyes, knowing exactly why he can't kiss her.

"You're wearing a mask." He answers, even though he knows she is playing with him.

"Well lucky you I'm vaccinated plus I got tested at the airport and brought this for you." She pulls a white bag out of her purse and hands it to Alex. "If it's negative you can take it off of me and kiss me." She smiles, as Alex grabs the Covid test and harshly unwraps it.

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Grey's Season 17x8 review

I'm kinda late but I haven't been sleeping lately so I finally managed to catch up with the episode today.

I'm still in shock from last weeks episode honestly but let's go. First I'm expressing my disappointment on the lack of Carina, she's a series regular on Grey's but all her scenes were on Station 19, I wish they would have brought Maya to Grey's just so I could feel good about seeing them cash in their regulars card. Then Deluca was laid to rest, another heart breaker seeing that they had just opened the realms of possibility for him and storylines but they just killed him off instead.

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Teddy

Teddy the biggest storyline at this point besides the funeral. At last we get to see what's really going on. Teddy hasn't been looking herself for a long time and it seems like Deluca's death was the breaking point for her, she was so scarred she didn't even want to wean Meredith off of the vent and when things are affecting your decisions as a doctor and not for the better, it's not a good sign. We'll get to see more of the storyline next week which honestly I'm excited to see. She managed to make me feel for her because despite everything she's done she's still the same old attachment barbie under there. I'm just glad Owen was able to put aside their differences and pick her up bridal side to take her home. The only thing I'm hoping is that it actually happens to be what the trailer was suggesting and not another Denny and Izzie situation because enough of the Grey Sloan doctors have had cancer and I'm definitely hoping that hey end the love triangle between her Owen and Tom or the better scenario in my opinion is let her get some space to breath and deal with healing without the pressures of relationship added to it.

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Meredith

Meredith honey, I'm gonna need you to take several feet away from Mc Dreamy, your kids and the hospital need you and you're getting a little too close to him for comfort. On that note I was once again glad to see Patrick Dempsey bless my screen as Derek Shepherd and it was as always a treat. When he talked about the kids, I'm so glad he knows about Ellis and they got to have several deep chats, so much so that I almost fell into the trap of wanting them to touch. She took a breath on her own which makes it seem as though she's improving but I don't want to get my hopes up and then have them trampled again like in the situation with Deluca waking up after surgery and then Meredith waking up only to end up on a vent in the same day.

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Bailey

I'm so glad that she's taking some time off. She's been running on empty since her mother died and she was beginning to remind me of the time with when she tested herself over and over again for staph with how obsessed she was about Deluca's autopsy, however with the amount of her fellow doctors she's lost its understandable plus Meredith the only one of her residents left is still on life support. If it wasn't for Richard she would have done some serious damage especially to Teddy who already was on edge. She definitely doesn't handle trauma well but besides Richard and Meredith she has experienced the most trauma. She's been through a lot and sometimes I think I tend to forget that.

And at least we got to see that small scene between her and Ben at the end so that was a plus.

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Richard

Is still holding up the walls of the hospital. It must be so hard for him to keep his faith with all he has been through, like I said before him, Meredith and Bailey have been through hell and back so I can definitely understand him feeling a little lost and losing his faith. However he didn't let that affect his keeping the Grey Sloan family together. I'm glad him and Catherine managed to make up because both of his support people are going through things of their own (Meredith and Bailey) so I was glads that she was able to be there for him and he didn't have to consider the thought of alchohol because that would just be too much at this point.

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Amelia and Link

Are doing really well right now as a couple, which scares me because whenever something seems to be going too well for a couple they throw a storm at them and I'm not ready to see their happy bubble burst just yet.

And Amelia has grown a lot her talking to Zola, she just said the right things. Mother hood as really changed her for the better. And does anyone else really want to see the letters that Zola wrote for Derek?

Link however felt the pressures of taking care of 4 kids constantly and I can understand I help out with my niece sometimes and by the end I want to pull my hair out and sleep in a corner for a week, farless 3 kids and a baby, I'm surprised he lasted so long.

Link headed to Jo's house in the middle of whatever agreement Jackson and Jo have going and got drunk. What I really liked about it though was that he went home afterwards and when he did Amelia didn't judge or yell she just talked to him and then hugged him which was amazing. They have a level of communication on the show that most of the other couples lack and it just works so well for them.

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Jo and Jackson

Jackson discovered just how much of a close friendship Link and Jo have and at some point he almost seemed as if he was jealous. Let the complications begin ladies and gentlemen. Plus there is the apparent potential of Dr Haynes turning it into a triangle. I guess one triangle dies to form another 🙄 and let's just say I'm not too excited for it.

Jo allowed herself to get drunk and vent which in my opinion was a step forward atleast. She hasn't really gotten the time to grieve over Alex because suddenly Covid happened and she was swamped with work. I'm just hoping that she does so that she won't accidentally sabotage any upcoming happiness she may have with someone else she needs to heal.

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Maggie and Winston

Poor Winston, he really doesn't know what he's signing up for by joining Grey Sloan does he 😭? Although I noticed last week he seemed to be getting the picture when Link was talking about Meredith and Derek. On the other hand seeing him with the kids was adorable, and he managed to give everyone some time to themselves without the kids which was a very big contribution. He's reminding me of a Ben which in no way is a bad thing. Go on Maggie get it.

Maggie was also devastated and shocked by Deluca as we all were and I'm so sad how their slowly but surely introducing her to the traumas of Grey's. She literally is the only pure one left and now she has to go through all the trials of the hospital until she's dark and twisty. I hope not though she's the only cheerful non broken one left on the show.

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Owen

Is about to have his hands full by next episode. He really is beginning to redeem himself after all Teddy did to him the whole episode he spent trying to make her feel better about Deluca and then picked her up to carry her home which confirmed my theory of it was always going to be Owen for Teddy, it was always Owen and Teddy even when she was married to ....... Henry 😭. I hope this will be the end of the over worked love triangle and they'll finally be able to move on especially Tom who deserves it.

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Haynes

Is utterly smitten with Meredith's children and was begging her to wake up and fight and surprise, surprise she took her first breath on her own. Honestly out of all the potential suitors for her which really isn't much considering one of them has now joined Derek as a permanent member of the beach, Haynes isn't a bad choice, I'm beginning to actually ship them. But then Krista said she was sensing a potential triangle with Jo, Jackson and Haynes and I hope not. I'm tired of the triangular pyramid of Grey Sloan love triangles. Just once I would like a relationship to be straight forward. They killed Deluca and the Teddy one is coming to an end, no need for another.

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Tom

Is still recovering from Covid and he seems to be going to live, a plus in the series so far.

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Levi and Nico

Are slowly getting closer, but I'm not rooting for anyone until Nico apologizes and they have an actual conversation about what happened without their clothes ending on the floor.

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Helm

Also was having a hard time coping and dealing with a bit of guilt about her over ambitious surgery hungry self. She actually reminds me of Cristina in a way, which is why I want Tom to be her teacher I really think their personalities will bounce well off of each other, especially in the episode where she had to check on Tom when he had Covid.

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Questions

• What's going on with Teddy? Owen said in the trailer he sees it in soldiers a lot but Grey's has a knack for reusing plots and her seeing Deluca is giving major Denny Izzie vibes, plus there's the chance that if it really is a brain tumor they'll pin all her recent choices on the tumor.

• Will someone tell Meredith they're are beaches in the real world as well, sure Derek won't be there and it probably wont be as peaceful but all I know is she needs to wake to hell up.

• What's going on between Jo and Jackson will they become more? Will they add Haynes to the mix?

• And most importantly when will Carina finally be seen in the Grey Sloan hospital? I need more Dr Carina.

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bobasheebaby · 5 years ago

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Grey’s Anatomy Prompts

I’m going a tad stir crazy, so I decided to make a prompt list of 80 Grey’s quotes I love. This may have been done before but I don’t care. It’s mostly angsty prompts and it’s long as hell. (Break at 15)

1 “When I met you, I thought I had found the person that I was going to spend the rest of my life with. I was done. So all the boys, and all the bars, and all the obvious daddy issues, who cared? Because I was done. You left me. You chose Addison. I’m all glued back together now. I make no apologies for how I chose to repair what you broke.” —Meredith Grey

2 “Don’t let what he wants eclipse what you need. He’s very dreamy, but he is not the sun—you are.” —Cristina Yang

3 “Your choice, it’s simple: her or me? And I’m sure she’s really great. But I love you. In a really, really big pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. So pick me, choose me, love me.” —Meredith Grey

4 “If you love someone, you tell them. Even if you’re scared that it’s not the right thing. Even if you’re scared that it’ll cause problems. Even if you’re scared that it will burn your life to the ground, you say it, and you say it loud and you go from there.” —Mark Sloan

5 “It always feels like there is just one person in this world to love. And then you find somebody else, and it just seems crazy that you were ever worried in the first place.” —Lexie Grey

6 “Don’t let fear keep you quiet. You have a voice, so use it. Speak up. Raise your hands. Shout your answers. Make yourself heard. Whatever it takes, just find your voice, and when you do, fill the damn silence.” —Meredith Grey

7 “Not everyone has to be happy all the time. That isn’t metal health. That’s crap.” —Meredith Grey

8 “Breakthroughs don’t happen because of the medicine. Real breakthroughs happen because someone is scared to death to stop trying.” —Derek Shepherd

9 “We don’t get unlimited chances to have the things that we want, and this I know. Nothing is worse than missing an opportunity that could have changed your life.” —Addison Montgomery

10 “And if you can't do it, if you aren't willing to keep looking for light in the darkest of places without stopping, even when it seems impossible, you will never succeed.” —Amelia Shepard

11 “Oh screw beautiful! I’m brilliant! If you want to appease me, compliment my brain.” — Christina Yang

12 “You were like coming up for fresh air. It's like I was drowning and you saved me.” — Derek Shepard

13 “The only time I don't feel like a ghost is when you look at me, because when you look at me, you see me. You see me. This is me.” — Owen Hunt

14 “It's good to be scared. It means you still have something to lose.” — Richard Webber

15 “You are my person. You will always be my person.” — Christina Yang

16 “It doesn't matter how tough we are. Trauma always leaves a scar. It follows us home, it changes our lives. Trauma messes everybody up. But maybe that's the point. All the pain and the fear and the crap. Maybe going through all that is what keeps us moving forward. It's what pushes us. Maybe we have to get a little messed up, before we can step up.” — Alex Karev

17 “Please, don't chase me anymore, unless you're ready to catch me.” — Callie Torres

18 “Change … we don’t like it, we fear it. But we can’t stop it from coming. We either adapt to change, or we get left behind. It hurts to grow. Anybody who tells you it doesn’t, is lying. But here’s the truth: Sometimes, the more things change, the more they stay the same. And sometimes, oh, sometimes, change is good. Sometimes, change is … everything.” — Meredith Grey

19 “Intimacy is a four letter syllable for- here’s my heart and soul, please grind them into a hamburger and enjoy. It’s both desired and feared. Difficult to live with, impossible to live without” -Meredith Grey

20 “You can have the worst crap in the world happen to you and you can get over it. All you gotta do is survive.” -Alex Karev

21 Walk tall. All you can do is be brave enough to get out there. You fought. You loved. You Lost. Walk tall.” -Mark Sloan

22 "Just because people do horrible things, it doesn't always mean they're horrible people."-Izzie Stevens

23 "I am woman. Hear me roar." - Miranda Bailey

24 "I love everything about you. Even the things I don't like, I love. And I want you with me. I love you and I think you love me too. Do you?" -Jackson Avery

25 “If you want crappy things to stop happening to you, stop accepting crap and demand something more.” -Cristina Yang

26 “You didn't love her! You just didn't want to be alone. Or maybe, maybe she was good for your ego. Or, or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn't love her, because you don't destroy the person that you love!” - Callie Torres

27 I am not an ugly duckling. I'm a swan."-April Kepner

28 “Okay, here it is, your choice... it's simple, her or me, and I'm sure she is really great. But Derek, I love you, in a really, really big 'pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window', unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. So pick me, choose me, love me.” - Meredith Grey

29 “I’ve had to give up things but what I’ve learned is that I don’t need much. I don’t need much to be happy.” -Arizona Robbins

30 “I need the day off. For drinking.” -Addison Montgomery

31 "It turns out sometimes you have to do the wrong thing. Sometimes you have to make a big mistake to figure out how to make things right. Mistakes are painful, but they're the only way to find out who we really are." -Denny Duquette

32 “In the beginning everyone is there, but then they forget.” - Amelia Shepherd

33 "Knowing is better than wondering. Waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beats the hell out of never trying." -Meredith Grey

34 “You have to go back to the beginning to understand the end.” -Teddy Altman

35 “Yeah we’re friends…I mean right now I’d probably say you’re one of my best friends.”-George O’Malley

36 “I’m just gonna feel bad that I made it so you can never love again” -Jo Wilson

37 "The future is the home of our deepest fears and our wildest hopes." -Owen Hunt

38 “There’s a land called passive agressiva, and you’re their queen” -Derek Shepherd

39 “Let’s play a game of whose life sucks the most. I’ll win. I always win.” -Meredith Grey

40 “I take things personally. I get emotional.” -Lexie Grey

41 “Stop looking at my like that. Like you’ve seen me naked” -Meredith Grey

42 “Pretty good is not good enough, I want to be great.” -Cristina Yang

43 "Don't let fear keep you quiet. You have a voice so use it. Speak up. Raise your hands. Shout your answers. Make yourself heard. Whatever it takes, just find your voice, and when you do, fill the damn silence." - Meredith Grey

44 “Let’s just make-out on the couch.” -Nathan Riggs

45 "Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're wired that way. Because without it, I don't know; maybe we just wouldn't feel real. What's that saying? Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop." -Meredith Grey

46 “Deal with your jealousy. Deal with your shortcomings. Don’t put your crap on me.” -Stephanie Edwards

47 "I know I'm not a lot of things that you've gone for in the past - I know, but I would never leave you. I would never hurt you. And I will never stop loving you.." -George O’Malley

48 “Sometimes you have to be a shark.” -Lucy Fields

49 “Don’t look at me like that. Like I’m damaged goods. I’m still me. I’m still here.” -Adele Webber

50 "More tequila. More love. More anything. More is better." -Meredith Grey

51 "More tequila. More love. More anything. More is better." -Meredith Grey

52 "For a kiss to be really good, you want it to mean something. You want it to be with someone you can't get out of your head, so that when your lips finally touch you feel it everywhere. A kiss so hot and so deep you never want to come up for air. You can't cheat your first kiss. Trust me, you don't want to. Cause when you find that right person for a first kiss, it's everything." -Alex Karev

53 "You can't be an ass to me all day and then expect me to give you respect." - Lexie Grey

54 “Some days, the whole world seems upside down. And then somehow, and probably, when you least expect it, the world gets right again.” -Meredith Grey

55 “Shut up. Dance it out.” -Cristina Yang

56 “We may only be together five minutes every two months, but when we do we will savor every second. We know how valuable those five minutes are.” -Ben Warren

57 “There comes a point when you have to suck it up and stop whining and start living” -Callie Torres

58 “Please don’t give up on me. Promise. Promise me you won’t.” -Arizona Robbins

59 “Bad things happen, but you have to move past it. Leave it behind. The sooner, the better. Or it’ll eat away at you and stop you from moving forward.” -Miranda Bailey

60 “This is the way the world changes. Good people, raising babies right” -Catherine Avery

61 “The problem is we are human. We want more than to just survive. We want to love.” -Lexie Grey

62 "There's a club. The Dead Dads/Moms/Parents Club. And you can't be in it until you're in it. You can try to understand, you can sympathize. But until you feel that loss... My dad/mom/parent’s died when I was AGE. NAME, I'm really sorry you had to join the club." -Cristina Yang

63 “I’m going to die because these people aren’t properly trained” -Derek Shepherd

64 “I believe if you were dead, the world would be a better place” -George O’Malley

65 “You think you broke me, NAME? You’re the one who put me back together.” -Mark Sloan

66 “I want so much for you. For both of us. So much more than this. More than being stuck with someone who feels stuck. I want you to feel free.” -Callie Torres

67 “Every kiss before the right kiss doesn’t count anyway” -Derek Shepherd

68 “The expected is what keeps us steady. It’s the unexpected that changes our lives forever.” -Meredith Grey

69 “Promise that you’ll love me, even when you hate me.” -Meredith Grey

70 "The problem is, fairytales don't come true. It's the nightmares that always seem to become the reality." -Meredith Grey

71 “How are you fine? How are you just completely fine? I am ruined, okay? I am dead, I am wrecked." -Cristina Yang

72 “I didn’t like teenage girls when I was a teenage girl.” -Cristina Yang

73 “So you fight. Until you can’t fight anymore.” -Amelia Shepherd

74 “Don’t analyze everything. Just do it.” -Alex Karev

75 “Some lies aren’t lies. They’re love.” -Meredith Grey

76 “That’s where love exists, in delusional fantasies.” -Meredith Grey

77 "Friends are the family we choose." -Meredith Grey

78 "Don't ever date a man who can't handle your power." - Meredith Grey

79 "It’s not hard. It’s painful but it’s not hard. You know what to do already. If you didn’t you wouldn’t be in this much pain." —Miranda Bailey

80 “You’re my heaven. But maybe ... maybe I’m your hell.” — Denny Dequette

#grey’s anatomy prompts #grey’s anatomy quotes #dialogue prompts #writing prompts #meredith grey #derek shepherd #callie torres #mark sloan #christina yang #lexie grey #miranda bailey #richard webber #denny dequette #george o'malley #alex karev #long post

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the--blackdahlia · 5 years ago

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November Rain (Duff x Steven)

Title: November Rain

Summary: Duff is missing Steven.

Warnings: Unprotected Sex (18+), m/m sex, language, angst

AN: Please be easy on me. I don’t write smut often. Normally, I have friends who ghostwrite it for me. But I’m challenging myself...

Duff looked out the window of the diner, watching people walking up and down the streets. Happy couples holding hands. Ones that hadn’t talked to someone they loved in weeks after the asshold lead singer kicked him out of the band. Duff sighed and uncapped his flask, pouring some of the liquid in the coffee he was drinking. He had been calling Steven on and off for weeks, but never got an answer. Of course he didn’t want to talk to him. Why would he? Duff had no way to prove that he disagreed with Axl’s decision. And Steven was smarter than anyone gave him credit for.

That’s because Duff couldn’t deny he didn’t agree with Axl, because the fucking asshole had brought it up while Duff was drunk off his ass, and he had just agreed to get the screeching voice to stop.

“Fuck,” Duff grumbled as he took a drink of his coffee.

“Gonna share any of that with us?” Duff heard a voice. It wasn’t anyone from the band. He had been avoiding them like the plague, especially after he saw Matt Sorum behind the drum set, and Axl insisted that they needed a full time keyboard player in the form of Dizzy Reed. They weren’t bad guys, but damn, they weren’t Steven.

Instead, he looked up to see three fourths of Motley Crue standing there.

“What are you guys doing here?” Steven asked. “Don’t you have Dr. Feelgood money to be blowing?”

“Jesus, what crawled into your leather pants?” Tommy asked, sliding into the booth across from him, Nikki by his side. Duff didn’t even have to look over to know Vince was sitting next to him now.

“Why don’t you guys go find Jani Lane or someone and bug him,” Duff groaned. Nikki, Tommy, and Vince all exchanged a look.

“What’s up?” Nikki asked.

“Nothing,”

“Really? Because the moping and spiked coffee tells us different,” Vince pointed out.

“You and Steven have a fight?” Tommy asked.

“We haven’t talked since Axl fired him. How can we have a fight?” Duff asked.

“Oh, that’s it,” Nikki had a smirk on his face.

“Why don’t you just call him?” Tommy asked with a shrug.

“Oh, that’s a brilliant idea Tommy. That’s why he’s sitting, being miserable in this fucking Denny’s,” Vince shook his head. “Did Athena get all the brains AND looks?”

“Hey!” Tommy was about to reach over the table to grab the blonde, but Nikki pulled him back down.

“I can’t take you two anywhere,” Nikki sighed. “Okay Duff, why won’t Steven answer your calls?”

“Because fucking Axl threw us all under the bus when he told Steven to hit the road,” Duff sighed.

“Well, then just tell Steven you didn’t agree with him and leave it at that,” Nikki shrugged. “God, am I the only smart one at this table?”

“Because I can’t say I didn’t agree with him,” Duff sighed. “Slash got us this really strong shit. And him, Izzy, and I were all drinking it. Steven was visiting his mom or something. And it was really good and Axl’s voice, well, you know how it is.”

“Yeah,” All three nodded.

“So I remember telling him “yeah sure” to whatever it was he was talking about. Slash and Izzy nodded too. And the next thing I know, he’s introducing us to Matt Sorum and telling us that Steven’s out.”

“Ouch,” Tommy replied. Duff nodded.

“So I can lie to him, but Axl likes to run his mouth. He could’ve told him anything to make him hate me,” Duff laid his head on his arms. “I hate me right now.”

“God, you are hung up on him, aren’t you?” Vince asked, smiling and winking at the cute waitress that walked by. Tommy kicked him under the table, making Vince glare at him.

“What he means is, what can we do to help you two get back together?” Tommy asked.

“I don’t think he even wants me back,” Duff sighed. “And I don’t really blame him.”

“Oh come on,” Vince smacked his arm. “What isn’t to want? And where is this depressing attitude coming from? You’re Duff Mother Fucking McKagan!”

“What would you say if it was one of us in your shoes?” Nikki asked. “Would you let us sit here and wallow?”

“Yes,” Duff gave him a little smile. “And I know that you two can’t get rid of each other no matter how hard you try.”

“He’s stuck with me!” Tommy dramatically threw his arm around Nikki’s shoulder and placed a wet kiss on his cheek.

“God, that’s a threat right there,” Vince laughed. Duff did feel his mood lighten watching these three idiots from Motley Crue. No matter how many fights Axl and Vince got into, he could always count on them to help cheer him up.

“You should just go over to his place. Surprise him,” Tommy told him. “Who knows, maybe he’s waiting on you and you’re being an idiot, sitting in a diner with us three dumbasses.”

“You think I should?” Duff asked.

“I would,” Nikki told him. "I have before." He looked over at Tommy, who just smiled at him.

"Okay, I'm gonna go," Vince got out of the way so Duff could get out. "I'll see you guys later." Duff waved goodbye as the waitress came up to him.

"Okay, who wants his Grand Slam?" She asked. Vince was about to talk when Tommy reached out and took it with a smile on his face.

****

Duff drove in the direction of Steven's house. The sky was starting to darken and Duff had to groan. He hated the rare storms they got. And they always seemed to hit at the worst possible times.

And sure enough, as he parked his car, the sky let loose.

"Of fucking course," Duff sighed and climbed out of the car. He felt the rain soaking through his shirt and pants. He jogged up the sidewalk to the front door and knocked.

There was silence on the other side, and Duff was starting to think that the drive out here had been pointless, when the front door opened. There stood Steven.

He looked tired, his eyes not as bright as usual and even his hair seemed like it had the life sucked out of it. Duff locked eyes with him and felt many different emotions hitting him at once.

"Duff?" Steven asked. "What are you doing here?"

"I tried calling. You didn't answer," Duff told him. "Can I come in, please?" Steven stepped aside to let Duff in. “Are you okay? You didn’t answer my calls and I…”

“I, uh, didn’t pay my phone bill,” Steven admitted with a shrug. “I thought the only one who’d be worried about it would be my mom.”

“You know that’s a lie, right?” Duff told him, pushing his wet hair away. “Fuck Steven, I was worried. This has been the longest few weeks of my life.”

“You’re fine,” Steven shrugged. “You guys got Matt. I heard that single you guys released. Sounds good.”

“It’s not Guns n’ Roses,” Duff told him. “It doesn’t sound the same. Even Izzy agrees. Hell, Slash even knows.”

“It’s not enough to get Axl to let me back in,” Steven flopped down on the couch and looked down. Duff walked to him and knelt in front of him, his soaked clothes making the floor wet but he didn’t care.

“I don’t fucking care about Axl,” Duff told him. Steven looked up so he could look into his eyes. “I care about you. I love you. Guns n’ Roses could break up for all I care, as long as I know you’re okay.” He leaned forward and pressed his lips against Steven’s. He honestly wasn’t sure if Steven would kiss him back, but before Duff knew it, he was. “I love you.” Duff whispered, resting his forehead against Steven’s.

“I love you too,” Steven replied, closing his eyes. Duff leaned in and kissed him again, a little deeper this time. That’s when Steven seemed to realize that Duff’s clothes were soaked. “Duff?”

“Yeah?” He breathed.

“You’re gonna get sick,” Steven laughed a little and played with Duff’s wet shirt.

“California rain hates me,” Duff laughed. “Maybe I should get out of these clothes. You know, so I don’t get sick?” He gave Steven a smirk. Steven stood up and took his hand, leading him to his bedroom. It had been awhile since Duff had stepped foot in there. Normally, they hung out at Duff’s place when they weren’t on the road.

“You okay?” Steven asked, looking up at Duff.

“Better than I was just an hour ago,” The bassist gave him a smirk before pulling him to him and kissing him deeply. Steven moaned softly and slid Duff’s jacket off his shoulders, letting it fall to the floor. Duff pulled him closer, pressing against the shorter man. Steven reached to the hem of Duff’s t-shirt and pulled it off, letting the bassist help him get it over his head when they broke their kiss.

Duff immediately followed suit, pulling Steven’s shirt off before placing kisses on his neck. He smirked when he felt Steven shudder. The drummer was weak for neck kisses, something Duff had learned over the years.

“Fuck,” Steven whispered. Duff reached down and slid down the sweats Steven had been wearing, letting them pool at his feet.

“It’s almost like you knew I was coming over,” Duff chuckled. “Nice and easy clothes to get off.”

“Unlike you and your painted on clothes,” Steven smiled some before kissing Duff again. He popped the button on Duff’s pants before working them off the tall man. Duff barely had time to step out of his pants before Steven was pushing him to sit on the edge of the bed.

“Babe?” Duff asked. But he got his answer soon after when Steven knelt in front of him and pushed his legs apart.

“I missed you,” Steven whispered before wrapping his hand around Duff’s hardening cock and placing a kiss on the head.

“Fuck,” Duff bit his lip. “I’m paying your phone bill.” Steven just smiled at him before taking him slowly into his mouth. Duff looked down, watching as the other blond slowly bobbed his head, letting his tongue run over the head and down.

Duff closed his eyes after a moment. His hands found their way into Steven’s hair. Tugging lightly, he felt the drummer moan around him. In response, Duff tugged a little harder, urging Steven on. He took note and moved his mouth farther down Duff’s cock, stopping when it hit his throat.

“Babe,” Duff moaned. “Faster.” Steven hollowed his cheeks for a moment before bobbing his head, relaxing his muscles and letting Duff take charge of the pace. With his hands curled in Steven’s hair, Duff started moving his head at a faster pace, but he knew it wouldn’t last long. He didn’t want it to be over yet. He hadn’t been with his boyfriend in weeks, and he wanted this to last as long as he could make it. So, after a little while, he pulled Steven off of him and shot him a smirk.

“Not yet babe,” Duff told him. “I’m not done with you yet.” He grabbed Steven’s hands and pulled him up onto the bed, laying him on his back. Steven was about to set up when Duff knelt on the floor and threw his legs over his shoulders.

“Duff?” Steven asked, but soon, he felt his tongue on his hole and any language he knew was out the window. All he could do was make low moans and groans, which, to Duff, sounded better than any song he had ever heard. And when he dipped his tongue into Steven’s hole, he had to smirk when Steven begged him to keep going.

“I gotta loosen you up babe,” Duff told him. “Not hurting you.”

“Please,” Duff begged, trying to push back against him.

“We’ve got all night,” In the distance, they could hear the roar of thunder. “I’m not going out there.” He stood up. “The lube still in the table?”

“Y-yeah,” Steven breathed. Duff went over and grabbed it and went for a condom. “No. I want to feel you.”

“You sure?” Duff asked, a little surprised. Even when they agreed to be exclusive, they still used condoms. It was just easier.

“Yeah. Please?” Steven gave him that one look that had Duff caving every single time. And this time was no different.

“Of course,” He smirked at Steven and went back over to him, lube in hand. He climbed onto the bed by Steven and kissed him deeply before scooting down a little bit. He coated his first finger in lube and rubbed it over Steven’s hole. It was already wet from earlier, but not enough to safely accommodate Duff. So he slowly pushed the finger in, watching Steven’s face for reactions.

“Duff, please,” Steven whined, pressing down on that one finger.

“I’m not hurting you sugar. This isn’t one of those times,” Duff told him. “We have all the time. We’re not backstage somewhere with just a thin door separating us from thousands of fans.” He gave him a kiss. “We’re doing this right.” Steven nodded.

“Can you at least add another finger?” He asked, to which Duff replied with a laugh and removing the first finger. He lubed up two and pushed them back in. This continued for awhile, Duff teasing Steven with two fingers by pulling them out, lubing them up, and pushing them back in, until the drummer was a moaning mess and begging for something. Duff’s on dick was starting to get angry, so he gave in and added a third finger.

But after a bit, Duff and Steven had both had enough of the teasing, and Duff lubed himself up before slowly pushing into Duff.

“Fuck,” The both moaned as one. Duff held himself over Steven as he moved in, inch by inch, until he was fully seated inside the other man. Duff looked down at Steven, who had his eyes closed. He leaned down and kissed him.

“Hurting you?” Duff asked.

“I think I’m dreaming,” Steven admitted.

“Look at me babe,” Duff slowly started moving, hoping to prove his point. Duff slowly opened his eyes, his blue locking with Duff’s brown. “I’m not going anywhere. I don’t want to lose you again.” He kissed Steven, starting to speed up his movements.

The only sounds in the room were moans and soft grunts, occasionally covered up by the thunder outside, and an every so often whisper of love.

“Duff,” Steven whispered a little while later. “I’m close, fuck,”

“Cum for me babe,” Duff sucked on Steven’s neck, focusing on holding off until Steven was done. He could feel Steven’s muscles tightening around him before ropes of cum fell on Steven’s stomach and he let out a loud moan. That was enough to pull Duff over, cumming inside Steven while holding onto him.

They both stayed there for a moment, breathing heavy. Duff leaned down and kissed Steven after a moment and smiled at him.

“Let me clean you up babe,” He told him, slowly pulling out and heading to the bathroom. He came back with a wet rag and wiped Steven’s stomach off, before throwing it over in the general area of their clothes. He crawled back into bed, pulling Steven into his side.

“Are you staying?” Steven asked, a little afraid that he would leave before the morning. No matter how long they had been together, that was always a fear in Steven’s mind.

“No place else I’d rather be,” He held Steven close to him, both of them drifting off as the storm moved away.

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loveturtlesx · 6 years ago

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Bar Musings

Part 3

I’m surprising myself by how quickly I’m writing this.

In the darkness of the car, she began to sober up a bit. Some of the fogginess began to clear, but she was still in no state to operate any vehicle. She was starting to question her decision— it’s a weekday, and here she was drunk with strangers, granted they were both kind and attractive, but strangers nonetheless. Shawn and G were chatting with the driver about the weather and the upcoming holidays. The mundaneness soothed some of her nerves about her decision. She then took her phone out to texted Kate and saw that she had a message from her.

iMessage From Kate: Hey, love! I’m sorry he’s such a dick. You’re wonderful, and we can eat junk and I have wine, and we can do nails. I’m getting off from my shift in 20!

iMessage to Kate: Please. That sounds amazing. I’m out grabbing food with some guys I met at the bar lol... call me when you’re out!

She put her phone in her pocket. They pulled up to the diner in no time. She flushed looking at exactly which diner they had chosen. This diner happened to be her diner. This was where she waitressed 5-6 nights a week, and on her off days or breaks, where she did her homework. Fuck. She silently wished Marco wasn’t working. He teased her relentlessly, and could be a bit much on the best of days.

“I think the coast is clear,” G said from the front seat, probably referring to the lack of fans. He got out of the car first.

“Thank you so much,” she said to the driver and began to dig into her purse for her wallet to tip the man. From the backseat, Shawn shook the driver’s hand and passed him some folded bills.

“I got it,” he lowered his voice to her, and got out of his side of the car. He held it open for her. She scooted over and stumbled out. He steadied her by holding onto her arm. She blushed again.

“I’m normally not this bad, and I swear it’s not still the wine.”

He smiled, “I’m sure.” She wasn’t quite sure if he was agreeing because he believed her or was just humoring her.

They headed towards the diner, where through the slightly steamed window, they could make out G sitting at a table. They strolled slowly towards the door, ignoring the cool air.

“I’m glad you came.”

“I am too.”

He hesitated, “I’m sure the company helps too after your breakup.”

She felt strangely disappointed that the conversation involved Tom in some capacity, “it does, and you and G are funny. He was telling me about you at the bar.”

“Ahh, don’t listen to him.”

“No, no. It wasn’t anything bad.”

“I don’t know if I believe you,” he said with a chuckle.

“Well, he was joking around a bit, but it really wasn’t anything to be worried about.”

“So bartending,” she added.

“It’s a lot of fun. I’m not great, but I’m getting better. The first cocktail I made, I got the shaker stuck on the glass, and I panicked a bit and smacked it a bit too hard on the edge of the counter,” he paused.

“Oh no, tell me you didn’t break the glass,” she laughed kindly.

“No, I chipped the counter,” he sheepishly grinned and she almost snorted, “I was learning in my friend’s apartment kitchen, and the counter was made of that compressed wood stuff.”

“Oh my god! What did she say?”

“He was drunk and thought it was hilarious. I paid to fix the counter the next morning.”

They reached the diner doors and he held it open for her. She was disappointed the diner wasn’t farther away, and her stomach clenched at the thought of her coworkers seeing her, but she held her head high and walked inside.

G was sitting at table 18, the large corner table that could seat 10 comfortably. He was alone with a mug in front of him already, and his phone glued to his ear.

She led the way, glancing quickly around to see who was on tonight. No one was in the dining room at the moment. She sat to G’s left. Shawn took his jacket off and hung it on the back of his chair before sitting. While he was, she took a moment to shamelessly look him over. His shirt had opened a button on the ride over, and his chain was more visible. The contrast of his skin and the chain gave her slight chills. His chest and arms were massive, but not in an off putting way. He looked like he could take care of himself if he got into a scrap, though she doubted he would ever need to, and yet he still managed to look so, so completely... cuddly.

She felt warm and needed to look away as he sat down next to her. G tilted his phone away from his mouth and whispered that it was his girlfriend and she was drunk.

Shawn grabbed the small milks on the table for G’s coffee, and began to stack them. She smiled at his antics and then began to help him build a tower. It got quite high and then G blew on the tower, with his phone still on his ear. The tower crumbled. She laughed, and Shawn whined, “dude, not cool.”

Tracy, the middle aged mother of three, appeared without looking up from her notepad, “hi, I’m Tracy. Welcome to Bee’s Diner. Can I get you guys a coffee? Fries?” She had bags under her eyes. She sympathized with Tracy, Tuesday and Thursday evening shifts were always the dodgiest, and add raising teenage sons into the mix.

“I’m okay with water, and,” he turned to her.

“Hey Trace, I’ll have a water too.”

“Oh! How are you dear,” she finally glanced up. She blushed, but knew Tracey meant well. Tracey knew all about Tom. She was a motherly figure who was fantastic at listening and giving advice.

“Uh, good.” Tracey, bless her, didn’t mention anything. She looked over G and Shawn assessing them with new eyes.

“Two waters, and your usual?” Tracey asked with her pen in hand. When she wasn’t waitressing, she was often found in booth 13 with textbooks and her laptop. She’d always order a big bowl of soup and a grilled cheese, and depending on her stress level either a basket of fries or a bowl of fruit.

She smiled at Tracy, “just the soup today.” Tracy smiled, “and for you boys?” Shawn was staring at her like he was trying to figure something out. “I’ll have what she’s having.”

G put his hand over the mouth piece and ordered a burger.

Tracey collected the unused menus from the table, “I’m glad to see you out with someone besides Kate. You’re waiting on a few more?”

“Uh, I’m not sure,” she looked at Shawn for confirmation.

“Yeah, I think so.”

Tracey nodded leaving two of the menus behind, and went to sort out their order with the kitchen.

Shawn turned to her, “Kate’s your—ex?”

She smiled, “no still current, best friend.” He nodded, and brought his hands back to the milks. She went back to helping him, “she’s getting off from work soon actually.”

“Yeah? What’s she do?”

“She’s an ER nurse.”

“That’s awesome. Does she happen to watch Grey’s?”

She laughed, “no she refuses actually. She doesn’t want to start comparing her life to Meredith’s.”

“Do you watch it?”

“I stopped after Izzie’s storyline with Denny. It was too much for my emotions.”

“That’s so early though!”

“I know, I just couldn’t keep watching.” Her phone went off.

She pulled her phone out, “speak of the devil.”

iMessage From Kate: Girlfriend!!!! I hope you’re being smart!! Where are you? What are their names? I’m gonna be a littler late because my boss sucks, but if you need me I’ll leave now.

iMessage to Kate: I am, and I’m okay! We’re at Bee’s. Their names are Shawn and G.

iMessage From Kate: What the hell of a name is G? And last names? What if I need to track one of them down?

She snorted and apologized to Shawn as she typed out her response, “I’m sorry. I try not to be on my phone when I’m with other people, but we’re meeting up after her shift.”

“Oh no worries at all. Does she want us to order her something?”

iMessage to Kate: I’m fine and you won’t need to track me down! Do you need me to fake an emergency so you can leave? They work you too hard.

“Great idea, I’ll ask.” She was surprised again by his generosity, but shouldn’t have been. He had been extremely thoughtful the entire evening.

“She won’t be here for a bit, but I’ll order her pancakes when she’s leaving the hospital.”

He nodded and continued to work on the milk tower.

“Fuck, where?!” G sat up straight. Her and Shawn’s heads snapped up to look at G. “Alright. Breathe. I’ll come to get you. Stay on the phone with me.”

G looked over to Shawn, “your apartment’s a few blocks over? Your car is there right, not at your parents?”

“Yeah, what’s going on?”

“Can you bring me to get C—- what?” G turned his attention back to his phone and urgently added, “we’re on our way.”

“Some creepy guy is there slipping things into drinks. She’s locked herself in the bathroom.” G snapped.

Shawn quickly stood pushing his chair back. He dug for his wallet, “shit, I’m out of cash.”

“I’ve got it. Don’t worry about it,” she stood too and reached for her own purse, “go, don’t worry about this.”

G was already at the door of the diner, “Shawn!”

He looked back at her, “thanks, I-I’ll text you.” And rushed out the door.

She let out a breath and sat down. She hoped G’s girlfriend would be okay.

Then a terrible and selfish thought crept into her mind, he didn’t have her cell phone number...

She looked around hoping he’d pop back in and magically give it to her. Realizing how ridiculous of a thought it was, she sighed at herself. That’s when she noticed he left his jacket behind. She grabbed it off the back of his chair. She held it for a moment hoping it would somehow give her an answer as towards how to contact him. Accepting defeat, she laid it on her lap and pulled out her wallet to pay Tracey. Digging for her credit card, her heart jumped, “oh fuck,” she said aloud.

“What’s the matter? Where’d everyone go?” Tracey appeared with the waters and extra napkins.

“They had an emergency.” She sounded sad to her own ears, and added “and I left my tab open at the bar. I don’t have my credit card.”

Tracey sat down at the table and patted her arm, “it’s alright. I know where you work. Now what’s this about an emergency.”

She left the diner with all the food packed up, and a promise to pay and tip Tracey well for the nutty evening. She headed towards the bar to retrieve her card, and silently prayed that no one had taken it or used it in her absence.

The chilly air blew up her thin jacket and made her shiver. Her skin felt icy. She glanced down at his jacket. It was warming the arm it was draped over. She hesitated. He would never know if she put it on, and it was freezing, she talked herself into it. She put the food down on the sidewalk and slid her arms into the sleeves of the denim jacket. Her hands didn’t make it out of the sleeves, she rolled them a bit. She felt small wearing his clothes. Feeling toasty, she picked up the food and continued walking. A big gust of wind blew, and she buried her nose into the jacket. Mmm, it smelled like cologne. Her heart jumped, and she took a moment to inhale the jacket again. Remembering herself, she glanced around looking to see if anyone had watched her. She was alone. This was not even close to how she imagined this evening transpiring. Shaking her head at her actions, she decided to phone Kate to let her know what happened and that she needed to be picked up from the bar.

The bar came back into sight and the lines outside were insane. There appeared to be tons of teenage fan girls waiting to see if their idol was still inside. She walked up to the bouncer and got yelled at by fans waiting in line. She ignored the calls and told the bouncer her dilemma. He called inside to the bar, and then nodded, allowing her back into the warmth.

She went up to the bar and asked the bartender for her card, “there was no tab open. It was just left here.”

“No tab?” She was confused.

“No” shouted the bartender over the music. She took her card and put it back into her wallet. Shawn must not have charged her for anything. She felt strangely guilty and made a mental note to leave a large tip the next time she was back with cash. She wandered over to the window and peered out at the crowd that was slowly disbursing, just then Kate called, “I’m outside, by the girl holding a ‘the Future Mrs. Mendes’ poster. I wonder if he’s in the area because this is insane!”

She laughed and dashed outside to Kate’s beat up Honda. Climbing into the passenger seat, she was immediately assaulted with a hug.

“How are you?” Kate breathed.

How was she? She knew Kate was referring to the Tom situation, but right now all she could focus on was the disappointment of not being able to contact Shawn again.

“I’ve been better.”

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Grey's Anaromy 16x16 Review. WTF was that?

My reaction of this episode included spitting my drink out, asking wtf several times and scratching my head. Bailey's reaction is a great representation of mine actually.

Congrats to the writers of Grey's for pulling off the greatest magic trick of all time, making all of Alex's life progress disappear in a single episode.

Let's start off with the most disappointing part (for me at least.)

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Alex and Izzie

I predicted it like last week or the week before, but didn't expect them to do it especially not like this. I know the writers were probably in a tough spot when Justin Chambers left suddenly but........ I feel like they could have done better than that man jeeze.

1st point is do they not know the ways parenting can work. These aren't the days where you HAVE to raise a child in the same house. He could have just have easily moved to Kansas to help raise their kids and they would have had both parents so that excuse was crap.

While we're on the subject of those kids. Who the F**k just uses their fertilized eggs from their ex husband without letting him know????? What was that? She had his kid and didn't tell him wasn't even going to. I loved the Alex and Izzie paring even throughout the whole Denny fiasco I shipped them but it's been years since we've heard from Izzie and now she has Alex's kids and helps him ditch his wife? Did he even tell her about Jo???

It just boggles my mind that Alex would just up and leave his wife who has abandonment issues and finally felt comfortable.

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Out of all of them I felt the most sorry for Jo, I read everyone on twitter was blasting him for leaving Meredith his Person without telling her face to face. No that's not how it works marriage is definitely the most important bond along with family. He could have left everyone else with a letter but Jo, nope, Jo deserved a face to face conversation and what the hell was his letter to her. If it wasn't for the kids "I would have come back to you." What is that? He could have come back to her and explained either tell her he was leaving OR just move Jo to Kansas with him. The excuse was poor. I've watched Jo and Alex hate each other then start their bond at Bailey's wedding then have their ups and downs until eventually becoming one of the most solid relationships on Grey's, and you mean after all of that he just leaves her a letter? Don't even get me started on the fact that he stood by her side the whole time during Meredith's trial while secretly talking to Izzie about his kids and possibly their reunion and never even told Jo anything. Not even a hint???? Wow 16 years of character development POOF...... gone.

I'm hoping not seeing that the really did sell me the brother and sister thing between her and Link so this better not be a set up for a potential relationship.

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Meredith

Not gonna lie his letter to Meredith was probably the most heartfelt one which is crap. How are you going to write the letter to your bestfriend with more meaning than the one to your wife??? The moment with her having to tell Zola that Alex wasn't coming back was heartwrenching after all Alex was almost like a 2nd dad to Zola, Bailey and Ellis. What he told Meredith about being her own damn person is right. She's been through so many tragedies and made it though but I'm crying on the inside for her because like she quoted once. Everyone's leaving and everyone's dying. Shes the last one left of her intern family and the only one left who can really share her memories and all she's been through now is Bailey and Webber and that has to be a hard and startling realization but like Alex said she'll be fine.

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Bailey

Bailey's letter was another one that felt like What is this? to me. It just didn't make sense and Bailey's reaction was perfect. Idk if it was just me but in my opinion after George I always thought that Alex was her favorite 🤷🏾‍♀️. Then after the whole round about letter and something about sushi pizza, hes like bye I love you and peaches out. Wow just wow.

But on the other hand her and Ben have decided to adopt Joey great and all but what was the big thing then about keeping the foster kids as a family. The whole they need to be together just went out the window. In my opinion they could have left out the others but hey 🤷🏾‍♀️. And thank God for at least one couple realizing they need to communicate now say it louder for the people in the back. I'm also gonna take this time to laugh at the you change careers like sweaters line that was hilarious and so true. I've been saying that since the fire fighting thing lol.

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Richard

Now I know they're not going to get rid of Richard too sure hes old, but turn him into a teacher, hell he's been teaching the residents quite fine. But don't give him Parkinson's disease that's just cold. And can he be happy for once please? Pretty please he's been through enough.

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End notes and questions

• How could they make Alex do this to Jo after all of the character development? (I get the writers were backed into a corner but the whole Izzie having his kids thing and him suddenly just ghosting everyone. I'm going with my asteroid theory, an asteroid hit and he was abducted and replaced because there had to be a better way, besides Izzie had my kids I had to go .....Jeeze.

• Richard better not be going anywhere and they better not kill his career unless they have a back up plan. Also let him be happy for like 5 minutes please. It's just one thing after the other for him. The Parkinson's thing might be too much.

• What the hell was all the commotion about with the foster kids staying together. If there was no plan in place for the rest they shouldn't had emphasized so much on keeping them together only to separate them it makes no sense.

• How is Jo going to take this? Is she going to have another breakdown. Are her and Link going to be together?

• What's Meredith going to do now that all her people are gone? Or is Dr Haynes going to be her new person as well.

• What's going on with Deluca?

• Who's Amelia's baby daddy ?

• And what's going to happen with the hot mess Teddy put herself in?

At this point I'm sure one of the writers of Grey's has a person who got away because this situation has occurred a lot. April and Mathew, Riggs and Megan and now Alex and Izzie.

But nice job with the flashbacks it brought back nostalgia and soothed some of the burn.

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Supernatural rewatch

Season 1 episode 12

Dean’s heart is damaged and they can only make him comfortable. Am I stupid or are they forgetting that heart transplants are a thing???

Still watching update:

Dean knows about reapers and the fact that there isn’t just one and Sam doesn’t. Anyone says to me that Dean isn’t smart I will bounce them.

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Rewatching Greg’s Anatomy (spoilers)

Chief Webber is a hypocrite.

Addison is also a hypocrite. She cheated on Derek (with his best friend) and yet she feels justified in be horrible to Derek and Meredith.

Kinda dislike that Adele suggests that Derek should give Addison a chance just cause that was she did with Richard.

Derek is kinda to blame because he didn’t tell Meredith about being married.

Derek is an idiot.

I do feel real bad for Meredith.

Miranda is brilliant and I love her.

Derek is still an idiot.

“Stop being an adulterous bitch” dang Derek tell her how you really feel.

She gave him divorce papers if he truly wanted her gone he would have signed them but he’s still being misled with inaccurate information.

I love Nurse Tyler.

Bit annoyed that Derek gave Meredith false hope but at the same time think Meredith knew he wasn’t gonna sign the papers.

There were three in the bed and Georgie said “shhhhhh sleep”.

“Not going to beg you to want me” end of episode begs him. Way to stay strong there Meredith.

Once again poor Meredith.

Someone tell Derek what to do, dude is struggling.

I hate that he actually goes to Joe’s but still tries to stay with Addison and be happily married or whatever.

I love how Joe was diehard for Meredith and Derek to fix things. Joe is so disappointed in Derek, I love Joe.

He picked her, so what the hell happened. He’s kinda being a ass by acting like this then dropping her like a hot potato.

Season 1 Meredith is adorable and I love her.

Drunk Meredith is so cute and has no filter and I love her.

Also why are Derek and Addison even bothering, they spend most of their time arguing and even then they don’t actively try to find a common ground

Season 2 episode 8 should be renamed ‘reasons Derek and Addison shouldn’t be together”

I love Alex and Meredith together, there friendship gives me life

Out of everyone in “MAGIC” Izzie is my least favourite

Derek is such a bitch sometimes

“Too young for cancer” cancer doesn’t have an age limit. I hate that line

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Supernatural rewatch

Season 1 episode 16

Dean in this episode is brilliant, he looks at the rug and immediately notices something and figures out what the pattern is. I love when the writers show us that he has so much lore knowledge in his head.

Fucking Meg

Fucking John Winchester

God this episode is annoying.

The Daeva is actually quite cool.

I hate that John shows up and Dean immediately apologies for getting caught and it being a trap. Hate John so much. Love Jeffery Dean though.

Dean blames himself and even though he almost got killed all Dean cares about it the fact that he almost got John killed when it was in no way his fault.

I could honestly rant about John Winchester for years.

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Rewatching Kung Fu Panda and I just realised the rhino guards are idiots because they didn’t take into account that their prisoner is a cat and has a tail. Which they can move like a fifth limb.

Rude fat shaming. Mean Shifu. Man the five are dicks in the beginning. I really forgot about that because of how they are in the 2nd film. Well I kinda forgive Tigress because of how much she’s trained and how much she wanted to be the dragon warrior.

Oh shit he free. They were very unprepared for Tai Lung ever attempting to escape. Dude took them out in under 10 minutes.

I absolutely love Po’s optimism because of how much it hurts Shifu.

Po has been yeeted out of the palace. Okay Mantis isn’t that bad.

Backstory of Tai Lung. Poor Shifu.

I take it back, I think Mantis just tried attempted murder.

‘There is no bad news’ ‘that is bad news’ make up your mind my dude.

Oogway is legit like ‘peace out bitches’

Po used smoke bomb.

Po tries to leave and Shifu uses uno reverse card. He fails.

Tigress’s turn to stop Tai Lung.

Okay the five of them jumping off the roof and their shadows in front of the moon is pretty cool.

I relate to Po so much because I also eat when I’m sad or stressed.

Food as a motivator. That’ll work. Epic training montage.

I love how even though he does all this training and become amazing at Kung Fu, his body doesn’t change showing that he isn’t fat, he’s a panda. They aren’t supposed to be skinny. As well as how he doesn’t change who he is even though he’s now brilliant at Kung Fu. This movie is brilliant.

Tai Lung looking forward to fight a worthy opponent. 🤣🤣🤣

Nice idea guys gives the ropes to mantis. You know the dude smaller than the ropes themselves.

Oh dang he flies.

The dragon scrolls is like the secret ingredient for the krabby patty. It’s hilarious.

It’s blank, we’re screwed.

I love this Po is having a minor breakdown and his dad decides this is the perfect time to tell him there is no secret ingredient. Run Po.

Tai Lung can teleport. When did he master the dark arts.

Tai Lung is out for blood. Poor Shifu.

Oh dang he broke the stick. Now Shifu is gonna cut a hoe.

The blue fire is amazing to look at this. This movie is gorgeous. I mean so is the 2nd one but this film has nostalgia goggles.

Here comes Po. Give him a second. Maybe two seconds.

‘He’s a panda, you’re a panda’ very astute observation there Tai Ling. Glad to know you have working eyes my dude.

Bounce back.

I love this fight because it ends with Tai Lung being in such a state of disbelief. It’s perfectly done. Also Po just using everything he learned, even his mistakes is brilliant.

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