#he knows. obviously sebas knows.

[gakukitty]

— CRUSHING x sakadays

summary . what does it look like when the both of you are crushing on each other?

wc . 1.6k

cw . nothing much to be worried about !! not edited, so sorry for any mistakes / things thst don’t add up

the characters areee : shin asakura , kei uzuki , nagumo yoichi , heisuke mashimo , natsuki seba , gaku , shishiba

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shin asakura

oblivious scale : 7 . shin’s obviously got some insider info on what you’re feeling, but he’s surprisingly oblivious. i feel like he’d feel suupppeer guilty for reading your mind— that and he always gets distracted whenever he has a chance to hear any important thoughts that could give him an idea of how you feel about him. next time, for sure, shin thinks— and the next time he’s already fighting back the urge to bash his head against the wall in both nervousness and embarrassment, then the opportunity slips away.

hc : constant hand-brushing . shin reeaallly doesn’t mean for it to happen, and he knows that you don’t either— because he can literally hear the way your thoughts stutter and stop for a moment as his fingers lightly brush against yours. he thinks it’s just soooo cute !

hc : all of your favorite things find themselves in your hands . he knows exactly what you want and what you like. ‘oh man, that keychain is so cute.’ you think to yourself— and in the following days, shin is suddenly holding out that exact same keychain for you with flushed cheeks.

kei uzuki

oblivious scale : 4 . he most definitely knows that you have some type of feelings for him— kei can understand that much. but either way, he still feels just a little unsure about this all. like, how does he know his mind isn’t playing tricks on him? but he thinks that look on your face is pretty sincere.

hc : constant eye contact . uzuki doesn’t even mean for it to happen. his gaze just naturally meets with yours! sure, he sometimes glances over to your on purpose, but other times it sort of just.. happens.

hc : lingering . the man really likes being close to you, he realises. so it’s only natural that he’s just a little hesitant to leave your side. “bye, uzuki.” “bye, (name).” and the two of you just stand there in silence. and once you finally do walk away from him, albeit a little hesitantly, he stays standing for a few seconds. uzuki stares, dazed, before he finally leaves too.

nagumo yoichi

oblivious scale : 1 . nagumo deeeeffiiinittleyyy knows. he probably knew even before you did! he only feels a little doubt sometimes, but they quickly wash away when he catches a subtle glance from you.

hc : spontaneous visits . he can’t help it! he just wants to be with you allll the tiimmeee. so, don’t be surprised when you hear knocking on your door and nagumo standing there, covered in blood and smiling widely.

hc : casual touching . now, nagumo’s not overbearing at all with his touching at all. sure, he likes to pat your head or your shoulder, maybe hold your hand or poke at your cheek— but he never touches you enough to cross the lines of.. whatever you’ve got going on. he thinks it will stay this way for a while. holding hands but never intertwining fingers. patting your head but never stroking your hair. poking your cheek but never caressing it.

heisuke mashimo

oblivious scale : 9 . this one shouldn’t be too surprising. i mean, this is heisuke we’re talking about. however, he’s surprisingly perceptive at time— but he just doubts himself. you smiled at him? that definitely means you like him, right?! wait, no.. you’d never like a guy like him..

hc : doodling . heisuke isn’t sure how he’s supposed to make a move. the man spends a few days thinking, his thoughts rolling around his head like little marbles as he bashes his forehead against a wall. he doesn’t know what to do!— until he gets it. he finally thought of something. he’ll draw you a portrait! however, when the picture finally finds it’s way to your grasp, you’re not sure if this is supposed to be a threat or a compliment. it’s the thought that counts, so you give heisuke a beaming smile— a smile that makes him want to draw one million more pictures for you if he gets to see that smile again. so, every now and then, heisuke shyly hands you a little paper— or piisuke brings it to you!

extra : doodling . additionally, he likes to draw on your hands. his warm hand grabs yours, the other shakily holding onto a pen. you agreed to let him do this, so it’s okay, he reminds himself. the end product is a little wobbly, but cute!

hc : acts of service . heisuke doesn’t have the funds to buy you expensive and lavish items, so he’s decided to compensate for that by becoming your personal dog. okay, not actually. but he overhears you saying you’re tired? do not worry, heisuke is already on his way to give you a piggy-back-ride! need water? he’s scrambling to share his water bottle with you!

natsuki seba

oblivious scale : 3 . natsuki is pretty sure that he’s got a pretty firm grasp on what you feel of him, judging by the way you linger in his workshop, occasionally asking about him or bring him something. but what if you’re just being friendly? he sighs, figuring that dwelling on it will do no good.

hc : sweet sharing . one thing that the two of you have made a tradition is for you to bring him something sweets sometimes when he’s busy in the workshop. at first, he was a little confused— why is this random person coming here with sweets for him? are they poisoned? but once he realises you’re a friend of shin’s, he guesses you’re probably not the type to do that. so he had some of those for the rest of the day— and just like that, you started to come by more often. he wonders where you get all these sweets from. one day, though, he decides to do something. “(name),” he calls out for you as you move to leave. you glance back at him curiously. “yes?” “stay. let’s share.” natsuki offers, gaze shifting away from the weapon he’s working on and meeting with yours. ever since then, you both share these sweets together.

hc : metal flowers . natsuki is obviously good with metal and stuff like that— so it’s obvious he’d use his skills to impress the person he likes. he works for a few nights, perfectly crafting some roses from metal. he didn’t really feel like buying an actual bouquet— because those wither rather fast— so, he settled with these. he binds a small strip of metal into a bow around the stems of these flowers, and a small, proud smile graces his lips.

gaku

oblivious scale : 0 . gaku absolutely 100% knows about how you feel. he can tell by that little sparkle in your eyes whenever he’s around.

hc : casual closeness . you’re just casually sitting on a couch in the hideout, humming absentmindedly to yourself as you scroll through your phone. that game looks cool, you think. d just as you write down a reminder to buy that game, you feel a figure slide onto the couch beside you. his (very nice and delicious) muscular arm resting on the back of the couch, his forearm just barely brushing against the back of your head. you swear that you feel a chill down your spine. you snap your head to look at the offender— a man named gaku. he just stares blankly, before his lips curve into a lazy smirk. heh. he knew you’d react like that. the man’s definitely not shy to get close. standing behind you, his breath gently fanning over the back of your neck? daily occurrence at this point. linking his arm with yours when he feels like it? easy. resting his chin on your shoulder? why are you so fidgety? oh, why are you getting so flustered when his hand reaches for yours?

hc : annoying touches . gaku thinks you’re really funny when you’re startled. he first realised this when his hand accidentally latched onto the hood of your jacket and tugged you down a little. you yelped, turning around and blinking back at gaku. that’s how he fell in love with these reactions. ever since then, he’s found great pleasure in tugging your hair lightly, pulling you back by the hood of your jacket, pulling your shoes off when you’re sitting down, and other things that he’s noticed you react to. he just gives you a nonchalant shrug when you confront him about it— but the subtle flush on the tips of his ears, and the almost unnoticeable curve of a smile on his lips betrays his enjoyment.

shishiba

oblivious scale : 0 . shishiba knows. he knew since the start.

hc : walking home . the first time you two walked home, it was a rainy night. raindrops were pouring, and the skies were dark and cloudy. you’re way too close to home, so you’d feel bad catching a bus or or taxi. shishiba gives you a side-glance, taking note of your contemplative expression. “i have an umbrella.” he says, his gaze shifting away from yours. “let me walk you home.” shishiba adds, clearing his throat softly. and with that, you both started to walk home together more often. or to the nearest train station, bus stop, etc.

hc : hair ties and hair clips . shishiba once overheard you complaining about your hair bothering you. and he’s definitely noticed it— the way some strands brush against your face in the wind, and the quiet huff that escapes your lips as you attempt to soothe your hair. so, one day, he offers you a hair clip. it’s now become a habit for him to give your hair ties or clips if he notices you becoming particularly agitated by your hair.

[kuroposting]

Now, obviously, I don’t think Sebastian knows that this is a trigger. Or that he grabbed his hand in a familiar way the first time, either.

I think it’s symbolic. Yana is constantly drawing hands as analogous to relationships. Sebastian is insecure in his ability to understand the complexities of human emotions and, by extension, his ability to care for Ciel in this arc. He has an idea, but he defers to Takana’s authority on the subject (initially); I’ll make another post about that later. Meanwhile, the crisis of conscience Ciel is experiencing is over his growing camaraderie and dependence on Sebastian, in r!Ciel’s place.

Using Sebastian to attain revenge is one thing, but to stop holding a grudge against him for presumably eating r!Ciel’s soul and shamelessly accepting his attachment to Sebastian and the autonomy that he provides Ciel with, is a severe betrayal. A betrayal of r!Ciel, and of Ciel’s own morals.

Sebastian is at least somewhat aware of this. I’m not totally sure- I think Sebastian is under the impression that Ciel did intentionally sacrifice r!Ciel in his place, and that he took on his identity out of jealousy. He wanted to be heir, and he wanted to marry Lizzy. Sebastian may believe that Ciel regrets doing it and resents Sebastian for being the living proof of Ciel’s wickedness. He wants to force Ciel to confront this aspect of himself and do something about it, but I think he’s slowly come to realize that Ciel isn’t actually to blame, and feels conflicted over his own attachment to him.

These last two panels, by Sebastian’s expression and the black backgrounds isolating the two of them, read to me as if Sebastian is slighted by Ciel’s scolding and lack of gratitude for saving him; something Sebastian is good at and took pride in. It reminds me of his interactions with Will. Even so, it’s apparent to me that he otherwise admires Ciel for being so resistant to the temptation of accepting his comforts, but then he sincerely wants to comfort him. By rejecting Sebastian and maintaining all the loyalty to his brother that he can, Ciel maintains this very unique (“pure”?) form of integrity that Sebas both resents and yet also wishes to maintain himself. Allowing Sebastian to touch will get his master dirty, so he changes his gloves and offers himself again. Unbeknownst to Sebastian, part of the guilt Ciel feels is over him fulfilling r!Ciel’s role as his devout protector and guide. This will have to be elaborated on in a part 2. (will add a hyperlink here when I have it written)

On the other hand, Ciel already believes himself to have already betrayed his brother for being able to benefit from his death whatsoever. This makes him beyond redemption and beyond saving. We have reason to believe that between r!Ciel’s acceptance of his role as first born and Ciel’s illness keeping him holed up in the manor while r!Ciel had fencing lessons and went traveling with their parents, r!Ciel was less innocent than his younger brother. Our Ciel believes himself wicked and weak for having shamelessly accepted their roles, as his role allowed him to be so naive and complacent that he never felt the same responsibly to protect anyone; most notably, r!Ciel. For that, there were consequences.

His powerlessness cost r!Ciel his life and at the cost of his life Ciel was granted the pursuit of living; the ability to help people and bring justice to evils are things only granted at the price of facing the horrific realities of a world that has failed others. Of feeling the weight on your soul when you take on the responsibility of other people that you can fail, responsibility for the failures that are inevitable in pursuit of your goals. Chess is a game of sacrifice.

When Sullivan gave them a chemical shower and performed it as a “purification ritual”, something thematically relevant was happening. Their personal feelings of inadequacy surfaced and they’ve been forced to confront them- though Ciel’s was much more immediate and visceral. His pursuit of Sebastian was an acceptance of himself, that he is worth living for despite what he expressed to Finny. That he accepts the responsibility for his own survival in the face of all who have been sacrificed for his continued existence so far.

Here Sebastian almost seems to reveal the truth of the matter to Ciel, that the ritual was not required to summon him and that it most likely wasn’t even the true intentions of the adults who had committed such evil against him. Demons can appear on a whim, and he repeats as much to Sullivan. On Twitter, Yana said that Ciel was about to ask “did you come on a whim?” but dropped it because it ultimately didn’t matter. She said it wasn’t relevant to the arc iirc, but I disagree lol, It’s at least relevant to the philosophy this manga holds as truth. Ciel wondered if he was already prepared to forfeit his soul for his wish or if Sebastian chose to come to him regardless.

You could wonder if that means that Ciel actually is responsible for sacrificing r!Ciel’s soul (however unintentionally), because that meant that Sebastian never would have eaten him if only Ciel cherished his own soul more.

You could wonder if Sebastian made the decision to take r!Ciel’s soul just to crossover and meet Ciel’s calls completely on his own. You could wonder if Ciel wasn’t prepared to forfeit his soul at all, until he was manipulated and pressured into it by Sebastian.

Who is the blame supposed to fall on? What were Sebastian’s motivations?

You could wonder about any of that, and it doesn’t matter, because the outcome is the same to Ciel. It does not change where they are now. What is done cannot be undone.

[yvesssssssss]

HEAR ME OUT!!! Natsuki, shin, and Nagumo with a reader who’s just constantly plotting—and I mean PLOTTING. Like even in the most mundane situation they think about how every action could affect an outcome as if life were just a game of chess to them. Every move they make is planned and coordinated when it comes to daily life. A little hint of silliness perhaps 😼😼

Sakamoto days men with a 4D-chess brain reader

Natsuki seba

Natsuki stares blankly at the grocery cart.

"…You arranged the snacks by expiration date?"

You push up imaginary glasses. "If we consume the shortest lifespan items first, we’ll reduce food waste and maximize freshness. Obviously."

He blinks. "You color-coded them by brand too."

"To subtly influence your mood. Blue brands calm you. Red gets you hyped. I need you calm when we hit checkout—so you don’t accidentally get in a duel with the barcode scanner again."

Natsuki opens his mouth to argue, but stops. He does feel weirdly relaxed. “…What else did you do?”

You lean in with a grin. “I positioned a crying baby two aisles away to mask the sound of me opening a bag of chips early.”

“Are you okay?”

“I’m thriving.”

Shin asakura

Shin tries so hard. He really does.

You’re both at a cafe, and he’s halfway through sipping his drink when he hears: “Move your cup three inches left. Now.”

“…Why?”

“The glare from the sunlight reflects off the ice, into the barista’s eyes. In seven seconds, she’ll miss the milk pitcher, spill it, and I’ll use the distraction to sneak an extra muffin onto our order tray.”

“…Why not just ask for a muffin?”

“Too obvious. This is the long game, Shin. The muffin must be earned.”

He grips his temples. “You plotted a muffin heist using optics and physics.”

“And the barista’s mild sleep deprivation. I did my research.”

“…I’m both impressed and mildly terrified.”

Nagumo yoichi

Nagumo catches on quick, but that just makes things worse.

You're laying out your socks in a specific left-right, color-coded pattern when he leans over your shoulder. “What’s this? Planning a heist or just doing laundry?”

You smirk. “Both. Sock arrangement dictates how the laundry load interacts with the spin cycle. I’m using centrifugal force to rotate the inner pocket of my hoodie—where I stored a flash drive—to a less detectable location.”

He pauses. “That’s the hottest thing I’ve ever heard.”

You glance at him. “Don’t distract me. If I mistime the rinse cycle by three seconds, the entire operation fails.”

Nagumo throws his arm around your shoulder and grins. “You know what this means, right? You and me? We could take over the world. Or at least the laundromat.”

“Oh, I already have. I bribed Mrs. Tanaka in Unit 3 to let me run the machine on Sundays. She's the linchpin.”

Nagumo just laughs. “I love you. But also I’m scared of you.”

“Good. That’s part of the plan.”

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Ciel Phantomhive x fictional fem reader

This is a ciel x reader where the reader is a fictional character in Ciel's world, however it is the same in the readers world. Both if them are madly in love with the characters in the book and suddenly, the reader stumbles and falls in front of Ciel's desk as she appears from mid air.

Ciel flips the pages of his favourite book for the umpteenth time, re-reading the description of his favourite character, (your hair colour) hair, (your eye colour) eyes, adorable teeth, an even cuter smile that wasn't seen often in the books. This was the main book he loved because his favourite character got the most screen time in the story here, being the main character's sister AND best friend made her seen in nearly all chapters, however, this one describes the most about her, her actions, humour, appearance, habits, hobbies, he re-read every little thing about her, god he felt like he was obsessed with her. 

He sighs and closes the book with half lidded eyes, that book was his go to distraction from work, stress, or anything really. he became so absorbed in this character that he registered he'd taken too much of a fondness to her.  

Some would perceive this as absurd, but he would do anything to meet this girl, he fancied her more than he loved Elizabeth that's for sure. He would sacrifice anything to see that girl, he would happily kill his cousin for her to even be real and his fiancé in Elizabeth’s place. 

The bluenette rested his head on his hand as he tapped his quill on his paper, he was doodling on the back of a pointless document that was going to be thrown soon enough, he drew the best he could of her soft features, hair, eyes, smile, body shape while he was softly smiling at his drawing, his eyes snapped up to in front of his desk as a weird noise could be heard, almost like the swirling of water as a black and white rift started to manifest in his room, it became large enough to fit a human through and he stood up at attention, alarmed, believing this to be the work of an arch angel. 

Just as he was about to utter his contracted demons name, 

"Sebas-!" 

A girl fell through and landed with a hard thud on the wooden floor, her body lay still on the cold ground as the earl looked bewildered at the girl who just appeared in his study. Once she was through, the rift in the air; the swirling of black and white snapped shut. Gone for however long. 

The boy quickly shoved the book into his desk draw that had a lock on it, putting the key in his pocket alarmingly fast. he walked hastily to the girl on the floor who upon further inspection was unconscious, she was very pretty; now that he was looking at her, he blushed and stared a bit at the girl on the floor who looked to be in pain, even unconscious. 

As he leaned closer to her, he took a knee to observe her better, she looked familiar, but he knows he's never met her. her features look like something he's heard of before, (your hair colour) hair, (your face shape) face, (your fashion sense) style of clothes, but no... that would be absurd.... 

The boy was confused, so confused in fact that he didn't notice the girls scrunching face and flickering eyes start to open. 

You jumped up in surprise, shoving the boy staring at you so he was far away, he fell flat on his arse and yelped, you scurried away backwards from him, your first instinct was to get the fuck away from anyone near you. 

The boy was just as surprised as you looked panicked, your eyes were darting in all directions, trying to gather where you were, you slowly gained your senses as you now looked at the boy in front of you who was still sat on his arse but staring at you in panic and confusion. 

This was obviously some sort of study or something in your eyes, it reminded you of black butler, specifically Ciel's study, and look! There's even a Ciel to go with the room! 

wait a god damn minute... that's Ciel fucking Phantomhive.... Am I dreaming? what da fuqu??? 

You sat up so you were no longer leaning backwards and tilted your head to the side as you looked at Ciel, showing you were confused. There was pink dusting his cheeks as he looked away and coughed into his hand. hmm... 

The boy stood quickly and looked down at you menacingly as if to say he's the one in charge. what a power trip amirite?  

"Who the hell are you? Why on earth are you in my manor." He asked calmly, but the hint of a threat as well as curiosity was hidden in his tone, he stares at you with a squinted eye while slowly making the connections to his favourite character, you did come through that weird portal, could it be? 

You stuttered as you looked up, wondering how in the fucking hell your sat before THE Ciel Phantomhive, the earl and the cutie patootie of your favourite show. You're a simp for his entire being, you were attempting to shift just to see him in person, did it work? No, this is too real. This must be real life.. 

You took a deep breath as you looked him in his eyes- well...eye and stated your name, modestly of course. 

"Y/n, Y/n L/n. Now who in the devilled fucking eggs are you?!" You raised your voice at the end, you started to get up off your knees and stood up, you were leaned back but definitely taller than the boy. 

Ciel's eyes widened at your name however he quickly glares at you, it adds up. Your name, eyes, hair, body, attitude...is it? 

He wanted to clear this up, to make sure for definite, he walked back around to his desk and asked you to sit down by gesturing to the chair opposite his. He was pacing back and forth. 

To you, this felt like an investigation of sorts, like he was the detective, and you were a case for him to crack wide open. Well, you wouldn't be opposed ;) AHEM.  

You sat there slumped, leaning your head back as you let it roll, regret hit you like a freight train as when your head rolled, you hit the wooden back of the chair and your head shot up, you rubbed the back of your head to sooth it. Stupid funking chair... 

"Your name...your body type...your hair, your eyes even.... The book said you were (your height) tall..." the boy mumbled as he paced a little bit. 

You stopped shit talking the chair as slowly raised your head to him, now it was your turn to squint. See? It's not just the pirate that can do it. 

You stared daggars at him as your voice was heard softly and wearily in the quietness of the room. 

"I am (your height) tall... how did you guess that so accurately...?" You were wondering if it could be possible that he either was THAT good at estimating height or if you could also be a story in this world, just as he is in yours... 

"SECONDLY! I asked you who you are!" You pointed at the boy while glaring at his confused face. 

"My name is Earl Ciel Phantomhive, the owner of the Funtom company and the owner of this estate. Now... do you perhaps have a brother? And what's his name. As well as your closest friend's name...this will confirm you suspicions of you..." 

Jesus, he talks in essay paragraphs... 

"Um... I do have a brother and his name is (brothers name or made up name) I don't know how that's relevant, but my best friend is called (best friends name)... Am I... Fictional in this place? This is just a hunch, please don't treat me as if I'm insane!" You started to panic as you shouldn't have spoken of your theory aloud. 

"You're actually completely correct...if you come from the future, the 21st century maybe, then you must be her..." He pulls out the previous key from his pocket and unlocked the draw, reaching for the book he treats as if it were sacred. He hesitantly hands it to you; you quickly skim through the pages. The silence nipping and gnawing at his swirling thought if your reaction... 

Safe to say he was shooketh when you slowly started to smile and that graduated into a soft giggle, it was adorable, much more adorable than the book described it as... The description paled in comparison to your real characteristics...They only caught a glimpse of your true beauty. 

"Hehe...little earl, your going to laugh at this...you’re actually a fictional character in my world too! Hahaha! The show nor the manga did your looks justice! Your even cuter in person!" 

The boy looked at you shocked and flustered, still attempting to register the preposterous idea that maybe, just maybe you felt the same as he felt for your character.  

You were hunched over, your shoulders bouncing up and down as you tried, TRIED to keep your giggling quiet, reaching into your trouser pocket, you pulled out your phone and went to your gallery, you have hundreds of photos of the boy in question, you pulled one up and placed your phone on the table, spinning it so he could see it the correct way and pushed in towards him. 

You rested your head on the desk and hit the wood with your fist, your laughing now silent wheezing, holy shit, you never thought you would ever be described in such a formal way, sounded straight outta a mix of twilight and a horrible history's combination. It was fucking hilarious, "thus the pleasing complexion of her face luring in the devil himself to her chambers" WHAT THE FUCK?! HAHAHAHA!  

As you were on the brink of tears, the blue eyes boy in question looked at your phone in wonder as he listened to your melodic voice ring through his ears; oh how he wish he could hear that laugh more often, looking at the photo of him that looked drawn, very commendable art work, as he picks up your phone in curiosity, his fingers accidentally swiped to the left, which showed the photo on the next page, it was one of Ciel being flustered and embarrassed with the words cutie, my boy, dearest and my husband surrounding it with little pink and blue hearts scattered around it, safe to say, Ciel got the answer to his previous question, you liked him too...he realised that dragging his finger across the screen changed the photo, he marvelled at the technology advancement but he had focused on finding out how in love and enamoured you were with him as he was with you. Art that seemed like they were done by you because of the written words (Y/n) Phantomhive written in your handwriting on a photo, and another with writing saying (Y/n) + Ciel... 

"Hmm so I was correct...(Y/n) you really shouldn't have handed me this." He held the phone to you, and it was a drawn photo of you and Ciel lost in each other's eyes, you didn't say you were a bad artist, but you were rather embarrassed about being caught. 

"I- I'm so sorry Ciel! I mean earl! That uh, that's not meant to be seen by you... Oh god that's embarrassing!"  

The earl stood up and walked around his desk once again, this time he pulled your chair back a bit and leaned down to be face to face with you, he slowly reached for your hand and placed your phone in it, smirking at your pink face. 

"Alright, don't act so smug! I saw the hearts around my name in the book! And those little drawings of me on your paperwork!" You said with your own cheeky grin.  

He blushed and looked away, leaning away from your face, 

"Well now we know we both like each other maybe a bit too much..." 

"But that makes it feel like we've known each other more than just this meeting, doesn't it darling..?" You say with a soft voice as you reached for Ciel's cheek, stroking it softly as he gazes into your eyes, pink dusting his cheeks as he seemed lost in them. 

Ciel gulps and takes a deep breath and let's it go, "you have no idea how much I am infatuated with you (Y/n), you always plagued my thoughts however I welcomed them...I would have sacrificed anything to see you in person and my desire came true...I'm not sure if I'm dreaming anymore, maybe Sebastian will wake me in a bit, I don't know..." he says as he's still lost in your eyes, his eyes flickering to your lips as he is face to face with you, you grab his waist and pull him so he's pinning you to the chair and standing over you, his eyes half lidded as he feels as though he can finally achieve his dream of kissing his crush, fictional or not, she's sat right here...right Infront of him...he'd be an absolute idiot if he didn't make the most of this opportunity, you must be thinking the same thing if you both discovered each other in those stories at the same time, you've loved each other for months, years even but you never met. He read that story years ago and he’s still hooked onto you. 

You held Ciel by the waist as your other hand stroked his cheek, he leaned into your hand making your heart melt at his affection. Both of you were in love with one another, that was obvious, the elephant in the room had been addressed, it was a thing of who was going to make the first move. Ciel couldn't get any redder as his long-time crush was drowning him in affection and he never wanted it to end. 

You slowly sat up straighter to move your face closer to his, your breath softly mingling with his as his eyes flickered from your own eyes to your delicious looking lips, he wanted to kiss you desperately but he was still unsure, you face got even closer, lips ghostly brushing against each other's, sparks flew between the contact as you could no longer wait, you used your hand on his cheek to finally make the full connection. 

Both of you melted as the kiss was full of love, not lust. The kiss being innocent as you both bathed in the feeling of each other's lips against one another, you sighed into the kiss as you push him even closer to your face to savour the moment, his lips feeling like clouds as you reach heaven, his taste being of earl grey with vanilla sponge, his scent overtaking your mind, driving you crazy with the gently fruity scent of his favourite tea and sugar, an addicting scent.  

Your heart was pounding in your chest and so was his, he was so flustered as this was his first kiss, he was unsure what to do but simply said, he was enjoying every second of it. his face felt as though it was set ablaze, his hands leaving the chair he was leaning on and entangled themselves in your hair and the side of your neck as he felt pure love. 

Both of you pulled away softly, eyes opening to look at each other with love filled gazes, you undid his eyepatch, he freaked out and stuttered telling you not to until you said, 

"Ciel, there is nothing I don't know about you, in the least creepy way possible. I know about your contract, I believe both of your eyes are beautiful, I could stare at them for hours and not get bored..." you chuckled breathily as you were still trying to regain yourself. 

He calmed at your words and let the eyepatch fall from his face as his eye slowly fluttered open with his soft eye lashes framing the purple iris that stole your breath away, you strained up a bit to kiss his eye as he closed it, you lips made contact with his eye lid and the boy became a stuttery mess, cute... 

He stayed flustered so you grabbed the back of his head again and smashed his lips against yours, he let out a surprised noise, but melted into the kiss again, this time more confident. he had on hand leaning on the chair, one entangled back in your hair and he placed his knee between your legs to keep his balance.  

The boy lets out a Shakey breath as you kiss him albeit a little bit more passionately this time, you kept ending the kisses quickly only just to start kissing him again and again, he was loving it, it was addicting to him. 

You both pull away with flushed faces and panting as you both regain your composure.  

"Ahem...I guess we should establish some sort of relationship from this, shouldn't we?" the flustered boy asks, he gets off from practically being on top of you, leaning against his desk as you stutter out an answer. Cute... 

"O-of course! Only if you want too though... I'm not sure how I got here and how long I'll be staying however..." 

Suddenly an all too familiar voice cuts in. 

"That would be both of your doing, the divine beings themselves accidentally separated two soulmates into different dimensions, this is their apology." Sebastian says in his well know smug voice. he is very punchable you know. 

Ciel shouts at his demon butler to get out while his face gets redder at the thought of his pet demon teasing him for this later. You chuckled at the boy you love’s embarrassment, the demon doing the same thing however, he very quickly bowed to you mentioning how it was a pleasure to meet you and is pleasantly awaiting your stay at the manor. Noice.  

The earl sighs and shakes his head as the butler walks out, he turned to you and asked, 

“So, my lady, do you wish to stay in the phantomhive manor with me? If you're my soulmate, I will happily explain to Elizabeth that I have found something that makes me smile and I'm sure she will understand.” Ciel says to you with a soft smile, with affectionate eyes draping over you. 

“Of course! I would be more than happy! - I mean- Ahem... If that's alright with you?” 

“It most certainly is my dear, my life feels as though it might actually improve for the better, I thank you angel.” 

You stand up and walk over to Ciel who was leaning on the desk, cornering against it, you wrapped your arms around him and nuzzled into his chest, showing him your gratitude. The earl smiled as his heart fluttered in his chest, being flustered by the affection. He wrapped his arms around your waist, hugging you back. 

“Hey, Ciel?” 

“Yes, my dear?” 

“I love you...” 

“I love you too my sweet angel” 

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READING THIS ACTUAL PILE OF SHIT  

Sorry, that's mean, this Victorian pile of shit <3 i sorta did this because my friend got me into posting on tumbler even though I'm only used to posting on quotev atm, but big thanks to her for giving me motivation to do this even though Ciel isn't really a sought-after character. HOWEVERRRR i will post other characters that fall within the feminine category such as Armin Arlert, Koby from the live action one peice, Rimuru Tempest even! I might do some women as well such as haruhi fujioka because gawd dayum she’s a ray of quiet sunshine. PEACE OUT MY BABYS i will also probs do a part 2 of dis but smutty, hint hint, nudge nudge  

[moonmaiden1996]

Aoi- Legendary Matchmaker

Okay, hear me out.

Aoi would absolutely be the matchmaking queen for all of Sakamoto’s single friends. Like, she’s married to the most dangerous assassin ever, but she’s also seen him as a loving husband and doting father. And in her mind, that’s all because of her. Because of her love she has managed to tame the best assassin in the world and turn him into a doting husband and father. He gave up being an assassin for her.

So obviously, she’s on a mission: turning killers into lovers.

Natsuki Seba? Shin Asakura? Heishuke Mashimo? Yoicho Nagumo? Shishiba? Osaragi? Nobody is safe from her matchmaking overdrive. Aoi would be out there scouring the city for the best candidates, I am talking, she is out there trawling though her mum friends, out shopping, at the hairdressers, on the train, even customers. No one is safe from her. You can trust she is checking out their personalities and preferences, setting up “totally casual” meet-ups, and pulling all the strings behind the scenes like some evil mastermind.

And let’s not forget—she has the perfect henchman in husband. No one’s escaping. No one’s arguing.

Because if she can tame Sakamoto, she knows she can find the perfect matches for these assassins.

We all know she would do this!!!!!!

[myokk]

The Babbit siblings, Leonard & Eloise 🫶

Info about their dynamics/more about Leo:

This is also super dramatic😆 idk what sort of mood I was in when I made all of this up🙏

He’s one year older than Eloise. Ever since she was born, he’s been fiercely protective of her and loves her so much. His first year at Hogwarts, he kept sending her long letters about how amazing it was and how he was excited to show her everything the following year (even though it was all but assumed she was a squib, he still believed she would show magic & be admitted). Leonard was going to be such a proud big brother😭😭 not embarrassed about her at all but showing her off etc😭😭😭😭 The summer after his first year was the worst of his life. It was the summer Eloise was exiled from their family….he witnessed the whole thing…their mom completely lost it (á la Bellatrix) and would have killed Eloise if their father hadn’t intervened on time (but their father had watched and let it get to that point😔). Leo was left alone with a dying little sister and he didn’t know how to help her….he’d only JUST finished his first year of Hogwarts…and then she was taken away and their parents pretended like she had never existed. He had to as well…what else could a 12-year-old who’d been taught by birth to obey his parents do??

(it was IMPOSSIBLE to forget her…and yet he had to try bc the parents are really manipulative and emotionally abusive…and he was always raised to be the perfect son) And then when he returned to Hogwarts…he saw two twins who were also quiet and reminded him a lot of his sister. Their parents had just died and he kind of put his energy that he had been going to use to show Eloise everything etc into them and he became really close with them & Ominis. He and Ominis were also close because they have some experiences in common & honestly at the end of the day there isn’t that much difference in their ages) But then…after Anne was cursed Leo was DEVASTATED. He was going to lose another girl who was like a sister to him….bc of his parents he had never told them about Eloise (nobody except their family knew about her existence) and so he and Sebastian got into a HUGE fight. Because Sebastian had never heard of Eloise, when he saw that Leo was just as devastated as HE was… there was just no way that Leo could understand what he was going through, and Leo had no right to be affected as much as HE WAS😤

Like the dumb teenage boys they are, they couldn’t deal with their big emotions (Leo is also a lot like Eloise in that aspect probably bc of their parents…pushing away any uncomfortable emotions instead of dealing with them, until it builds and builds and he just explodes when they’re too much) and he and Sebastian took it out on each other and instead of talking they had a duel that almost killed each other😤😭😤😭 ever since then they’ve hated each other with a passion.

Pffffffff Eloise had no idea….she was really getting along with Sebastian but also wasn’t saying her last name at all and so the two of them had already started to kind of be friends before Sebastian found out that she was LEO’S SISTER😫😤😤 then he hated her too!! Bc he thought that she was in with her brother and they had worked together to TRICK HIM like a little evil inside joke…playing with Sebastian and his emotions like the previous yesr😔😔😔 (Obviously wasn’t the case, Sebastian just jumps to conclusions without thinking which is ALSO what happened when he and Leo had their huge fight😤)

But yeah now that Eloise is back Leo doesn’t know what to do….he recognized her immediately when she walked in the Great Hall to be sorted…🤯🤯 but he isn’t good with feeling emotions and neither is she and neither of them know how to recreate the close relationship they had as children😫😫

Leo is serious, quiet, bad with emotions, but when he lets someone in they are a part of his life forever (yes even Sebastian the dumbass)

Some excerpts from my fic that involve Leo 💓 it’s Eloise/Sebastian alternating POV, so this is all Eloise’s perspective:

“Leo had changed since Eloise last saw him. Of course he had, she thought to herself. It had been five years, after all. The same unruly black curls, same eyes. And yet…he almost seemed a stranger to her. He was taller, face more angular and defined than it had been at thirteen. Voice deeper. But, the expression of vulnerability and guilt written all over his face was something she recognized well. It was the same expression that he had the last time he saw her, the face she sometimes saw before falling asleep. Just as quickly as it flashed across his face however, it was gone, hidden behind a stony exterior. His expression hardened and he sat down just as quickly as he had stood up, averting his eyes. The students sitting around him were looking between the two of them curiously but before Eloise could begin to process this new situation, she felt a gentle push on her shoulder.”

“Her relationship with her brother had always had an undercurrent of fear running through it. No matter how hard she tried as a child, there was always something she had done wrong, and Leo was always there to protect her. Or try to, anyway. The two of them had always lived under the shadow of their parents’ abuse and didn’t know any other way of relating to each other.

But here, with Anne, Leo was murmuring apologies into her hair as she cried, reassuring and comforting her in a way he had never been able to with his own sister.

Eloise felt sick. Sick at seeing them, sick at her own jealousy. Had Leo replaced her with Anne - that year when Eloise was supposed to join Hogwarts - to try and cover the bitter disappointment of not being able to proudly show off his younger sister? They had spent so many nights that summer before her Hogwarts letter never came, sneaking out to the garden late at night, Leo reassuring her that she would be fine and telling her about all of the magic and wonder at Hogwarts that was waiting for her. He promised her that she could sit with him on the train, that he wouldn’t be embarrassed by her.

And then…

Turning away from the two of them, Eloise headed towards the apples. She hated the emotions roiling around inside of her. She should be happy. She had saved Anne, and now things were going to go back to normal, how they were before she arrived. Eloise trailed her hand on the back of the couch, trying to focus on the feeling of soft velvet, calm her racing emotions.”

If you read all of this….You’re amazing & I love you🥹💓🥹💓 tbh I have MORE about the two of them & their family, but this was already getting so long😵‍💫

[theladyofshalott1989]

The Basis of Optimism Is Sheer Terror

Sebastian Sallow x MC (Damien Evans) + Their Adopted Son (in the HCU)

Synopsis: Sebastian didn’t expect to have a child so soon after getting married, but sometimes you just have to roll with the punches. And, of course, try not to hyperventilate while doing so. Easier said than done?

Word Count: 1,047

Author’s Note: The title is a quote from The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde. If you haven’t read it, it’s a great read! I highly, highly recommend it.

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In another life, they may not have had children, or perhaps they would have adopted much later in life. But in this one… 

Sebastian, drenched in sweat, held their little boy in his trembling arms, trying desperately not to drop him, as Damien looked on with flushed cheeks and a warm smile that seemed to light up the whole room.

Sebastian wished he could be that content, that deliriously happy, instead of practically quaking in his boots. It was just a baby for Merlin’s sake! Their baby, yes, but how hard could it be to raise a child?

Sebastian and Damien had only been married for a month when Damien heard about the new orphanage in Aranshire, the one for the children of wizards and witches who had lost their lives to the Acromantula attacks over the past few years. 

Now, Damien had made significant progress in reducing the spider population that plagued the town, but he was still just one man, and Sebastian had never quite gotten over his aversion to the horrible creatures. He stifled a shudder at the thought of the handful of times he’d joined Damien on his spider-hunting escapades. It wouldn’t do to associate their newborn with his phobia. Sebastian was already terrified enough as it was. 

“Did you two decide on a name?” Anne asked, standing beside Damien in their cozy home in Hogsmeade. She had come to meet the little one. 

Their new son wasn’t quite six months old yet, having been born close to Sebastian’s birthday last year, not that any of them knew it at the time. With it only being spring, it was still early enough for them to choose a new name without causing any confusion for the boy. Harry, the name he’d been given at the orphanage, didn’t quite sit right with Sebastian. It was too informal, too common, for his impeccable taste. They’d agreed to change it.

“I have a few ideas,” Damien said, reaching out for the little one. They’d had their son for just under a week, and Damien was already proving himself an absolute natural. Sebastian wasn’t too surprised. Damien had always seemed quite fond of children. And adopting their son was his idea after all. 

“Oh?” Sebastian said through a laugh, handing the boy over carefully. Very carefully. “Care to share with the class?” 

“You’re going to laugh, I guarantee it.”

Anne brought a hand to her mouth to stifle a giggle. 

“Now I’m positively intrigued,” Sebastian said. “Do go on, love.” 

“Well,” Damien began, lifting their son against his chest and gently rubbing soothing circles on his back as the boy gurgled softly, “I thought it might be nice if his name ended in ‘ian’ or ‘ien.’”

Sebastian went still. He would have laughed if he didn’t find it so endearing. He was already getting soft in his early twenties. How much softer would he be in his old age?  

“I’m open to it,” he said, fighting to keep his expression neutral. The last thing he needed was to start blubbering like a fool. “But not Killian.” 

Damien rolled his eyes. “Obviously, Bash. I’m not daft. You think I’d name our son after one of our schoolmates? Killian would let that go straight to his head, and Merlin knows there’s already enough going on up there for a whole crowd.”

Anne’s laughter broke through. Sebastian joined in. Once he managed to regain his composure, Sebastian said, “Simply a statement, nothing more.” 

Damien shot him a knowing glance. “Mhm. Right.”

“What?”

“Nothing. Anyway, I was thinking Dorian might be nice.”

“Oh! Dorian, as in The Picture of Dorian Gray?” That was Anne, of course. Trust Sebastian’s twin sister to beat him to the mark. 

“Yes!” Damien exclaimed. “You’re familiar?” 

“I haven’t read it, actually, but Sebastian carried a copy around with him for months when we were younger. Shortly after he met you, come to think of it.” 

Sebastian had kept that under wraps. For… reasons. When Damien first mentioned it was his favorite novel and lent him his copy, Sebastian devoured it. And then, he loved it so much he sought out his own copy and read it over and over and bloody over again. He also memorized a quotation or two, or—ahem—ten, just in case it came up in conversation. Naturally. He hadn’t thought it was that obvious.

He shot Anne a desperate look, flailing his arms as if he could physically cut her off. She paid him no mind. Where was the infamous twin intuition when it mattered most?

“You weren’t aware?” she added, tilting her head at Damien ever so slightly.

Damien arched his brow. He was clearly amused. “Did he now?”

Sod it all.

“Fine, fine,” Sebastian said. “Yes, you caught me. I was totally besotted. What more can I say?" 

Understanding crossed Anne’s face. “Oh, Sebastian, how did I end up with such a romantic brother? I would have never guessed when we were children.”

“Hold on now,” Sebastian protested, his face burning. 

“It was all me. I must have rubbed off on him,” Damien said, giving a mock bow, though he was somewhat encumbered by their son still nestled delicately in his arms. The boy hiccuped softly. 

“I think he approves,” Sebastian said, changing the subject with a small smile.

Damien shifted their son in his arms and began pacing around the room. “Approves of what?” he asked.

“Of his new name,” Sebastian replied. 

Damien’s gorgeous golden-brown eyes twinkled. “Oh! You do like it then?” 

“Dorian Evans-Sallow,” Sebastian said, nodding approvingly. “It has a nice ring to it.”

“I agree,” Anne chimed in. “Hello, little Dorian. It’s very nice to meet you.”

Damien and Sebastian locked eyes. At the tears shining in Damien’s eyes, Sebastian’s already tenuous composure shattered entirely. He blinked back his own. Despite the welling up of emotions, Sebastian also felt a sense of peace settle over him, one he hadn’t expected. The name Dorian felt right, felt like the first of many choices they would make, together, for their son. And, as much as Sebastian had feared this new chapter of life, it was already beginning to feel… natural. Somehow. 

Maybe, just maybe, fatherhood wouldn’t be as terrifying as he’d imagined. One had to remain optimistic, right?

[sincerelykimii]

𝐌𝐘 𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐅𝐀𝐍

𝐒𝐞𝐛𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐚𝐧 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐧 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐡𝐲 𝐟𝐥𝐮𝐟𝐟 (𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮). 𝐬𝐡𝐞/𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲/𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐬 𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐝.

𝐒𝐲𝐩𝐧𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐬: This was the first 'Con you've been to and it wasn't disappointing to say the least. Your bestfriend dragged you along not wanting to go alone, once you had finally looked at the guest list and was pleasantly surprised to see who was on it. None other than Sebastian Stan himself.

𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐛𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐥 𝐟𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮

𝐀𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐲 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐜, 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐛𝐞 𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐞!! 𝐒𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐬 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞. 𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭’𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲!!!

Not a day in my life did I ever think I would be in a hotel room waiting to go to a ‘Con. I don’t even know why I’m here to be honest, my bestfriend dragged me along, I look down at the guest list reading out the names we’re suppose to meet. “Anthony Mackie, Tom Holland…Sebastian Stan”. my stomach immediately flips, “The Sebastian Stan is going to be here?!” I yell out, “you know Sebastian Stan?” my bestfriend says their lips curling into a smirk. “Yes, That’s my future husband” I shoot back with an eye roll.

The next morning I wake up earlier than I usually would, putting on a bit more makeup, styling my hair nicely. The rest of the day passes by quickly, seeing numerous people I couldn’t really identify, but best believe as soon as my bestfriend and I walk into the conference my jaw drops, there beholds Sebastian fucking Stan.

Walking onto the stage and taking my seat, silently dreading this Q&A, I glance to the door noticing your jaw drop, I smirk slightly, finding it adorable how starstruck you are. I've gotten used to that look over the years, but god, there's something different about the way you're gaping at me - it's genuine, almost innocent.

I smile warmly at Sebastian, there’s no way he noticed me, is there? I shake my head clearing my thoughts before I’m dragged down in my seat by my bestfriend, “jeez, could’ve asked me to sit down.” I say rolling my eyes playfully.

My eyes wander through the crowd following your movements, do I look like a creep right now? Nah. I catch your warm smile and return it, finding your playful banter with your friend endearing. As the panel begins, I try to steal glances at you whenever I can without being too obvious. God she’s beautiful.

I bump y/b/n’s shoulder playfully, “is it just me or is Sebastian looking this way?” I whisper to them, my eyes locked onto Sebastian sitting on the stage, ankle resting on his knee. Y/b/n turns to look, then back at you, giggling. "You think he is?" They whisper back, "He does seem to be looking this way a lot..."

As the panel continues, I find myself deliberately looking towards your section of the audience more frequently. Real discrete Sebastian.

I giggle softly looking up at Sebastian, “call me delusional but I’m pretty sure he’s looking over here, maybe he’s eyeing you y/b/n” I say glancing at them, a playful wiggle on my eyebrows.

I shift in my seat, trying not to smile too widely at your obvious attempts trying to figure out if I’m looking at you. At one point when I turn towards you, I catch your eyes and hold your gaze for a few long seconds before turning back to the panel, a slight grin playing on my lips.

I can feel the heat rising to my cheeks, he’s definitely looking this way, maybe even at me…as the conference progresses people immediately begin lining up for questions, obviously my bestfriend is dragging me with them to the line. We end up in the middle, I can feel my stomach flipping and cheeks flushing a deep shade of red as the line gets closer. As the line dwindles down, I start paying closer attention, my heart rate picking up slightly as I realize I’m getting closer. When it's finally our turn, I look up and our eyes meet. I smile genuinely at Sebastian, my heart thumping out of my chest, “Hi my name is y/n, and this is—you pause for a moment letting your bestfriend introduce themselves— and my question is actually for Sebastian Stan, sorry Holland and Mackie.” I chuckle softly as Sebastian brings the mic to his lips.

I chuckle lightly at your playful apology, appreciating your humor amidst the obvious nervous energy. "Well, y/n, a beautiful name to match a beautiful face, I'm all ears now," I say warmly, leaning forward slightly to show I'm entirely focused on you. "Fire away with your question for me."

my breath catches in my throat, did he really just-, I glance at my bestfriend seeing the gleaming smirk on their face. “Thank you. So, Sebastian most people know you for your role as Bucky Barnes, but personally I know you from The Covenant. So I wanted to ask if there was any difficulties or challenges getting into the role of Bucky, especially since you having a very funny, welcoming personality and you’re having to play such a “cold” character?” I crack a small smile at Sebastian knowing this question is gonna make him think, more time to talk to him. smarter not harder ladies.

I'm definitely taken aback for a moment, genuinely impressed by your knowledge of my filmography and the thoughtfulness of your question. "Well, y/n, first let me say, it's refreshing to have someone recognize my work beyond just Bucky Barnes," I say with a grateful smile.

I nod at him unable to take my eyes off of his gorgeous blue ones, “Of course, I know all of your movies, not trying to sound like a nerd or anything but, you’re my favorite actor.” I say into the mic my eyes never leaving his, why did I say that, a nerd? cmon y/n get it together.

My smile widens mischievously as I hear the slight nervosity in your voice, the way you can't seem to break eye contact, and the fact that you just declared me your favorite actor. "You know what, y/n?" I say softly. Her slight nervous head tilt and soft nibbling of her bottom lip, has my heart racing,“yes, Sebastian?” she says pulling me from my thoughts. This is it Sebastian, just do it. I lean in even closer, my voice low and conspiratorial. "I think it's adorable that you're a 'nerd' for my movies. And since you're such a dedicated fan, how about I sign something for you after the panel?"

have you ever seen a billion puppies waddling towards you, no? me either, but that’s exactly what I feel like is happening right now. I nod almost too quickly as the words slip from his lips, “I would love that, also, you didn’t answer my question.” I say with a slight smirk.

After the Q&A, my bestfriend and I walk out the panel to the meet and greet section, I can feel my heart racing in my chest as if it’s gonna jump out at any moment.

As the panel ends, I make my way over to the meet and greet section, my eyes scanning the crowd until they land on y/n and her friend. I signal for one of the assistants to bring over a Sharpie and a small poster board. When you approach the table, I flash you a warm smile. Holy, she’s even more beautiful up close, don’t fuck this up Sebastian, I think to myself as she approaches.

We finally reach the meet and greet section, my eyes on Sebastian the entire time, I smile back my cheeks flushed slightly, “Hello again Sebastian.” I say glancing down at him, our eyes locking immediately.

I chuckle softly, holding up the Sharpie with a playful grin. "Hello again, y/n. You know, it's almost like we were meant to cross paths today." I wink lightly before turning to the poster board. "Now, what should I scribble on this for you?"

Smooth Stan smooth. I chuckle softly trying to hide my very obvious nervous demeanor, “anything. knowing you, it’ll be meaningful.” I say crouching down to my knees meeting his eye level, don’t fuck this up y/n. my eyes wander over his hands as they scribble over the poster, “thank you again, this means a lot to me.” I say glancing up at him, a warm smile creeping on my lips.

I finish writing and hold up the poster for you to see. It reads: "To y/n - The nerdiest, cutest fan I've ever met. It was a pleasure crossing paths with you. - Sebastian" I then sign my name with a small heart next to it.

I bite my bottom lip trying to hold back the biggest smile ever, how neat the handwriting was, the small heart next too his name, most importantly, he remembered our conversation despite the numerous questions he answered. “hey! I said I wasn’t nerdy.” I say playfully, my eyes lingering on his. He raises an eyebrow in mock surprise, a playful smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. "Is that so? Could've fooled me with all the impressively detailed trivia you were dropping earlier!" He says leaning back slightly, still holding my gaze with a twinkle in his eye. I shrug my shoulders a slight smirk playing on my lips as I hold his gaze, thank god I’ve always been good with eye contact. “what can I say, you’re my favorite actor.” as the words leave my lips it feels like the air thickened, like there is no one else around, just us.

The room seems to fade away as I look into her eyes, the noise of the convention center disappearing altogether. I can't help but feel drawn to you, like a moth to a flame. "My favorite fan," I murmur softly, breaking the silence and intensifying the moment. Still maintaining eye contact, I notice your pink cheeks and slightly parted lips. Something tells me to tease just a bit more... "Are you always this charming with your favorite actor?" I lean in slightly closer, our faces now only inches apart. "Or am I just lucky today?"

my gaze lingers on his, if I wasnt blushing before I definitely am now, “You’re my, only, favorite actor.” I say just as teasingly, am I crazy or is Sebastian Stan and I flirting?

A slow, genuine smile spreads across my face as I realize you're flirting right back. In an almost whisper, I lean in a bit closer. "Well then... I should feel really special, shouldn't I?" I glance at your lips for a moment before meeting your gaze again.

I tilt my head curiously seeing his gaze shift to my lips, “I could make you feel a bit more special, I know this place that makes amazing pasta.” I say hesitantly, clearly failing trying to flirt. I just asked Sebastian Stan on a freaking date, I’m definitely crazy.

I chuckle softly, finding your hesitant flirting adorable. "You can't possibly be this bad at flirting in real life, can you?" I tease, before finally answering her burning question, "You know what, I could really go for some pasta.” I chuckle softly, “I thought I would be better at it.” I bite my tongue softly trying to hold back another smile.

I grin widely, clearly pleased "Good. Because I don't think I can let you get away now after that cute but terrible attempt at flirting, I’ll see you at 8pm?” she nods her head almost immediately, god she’s perfect. “I’ll see you soon then, my favorite fan.”

[wonderer399]

Sebastian x Ciel 🥀❤️‍🔥🖤💖🌹👄 Astrology analysis (Synastry) Part 1a ✨🔮🌌

*⚠️Non Shippers PLEASE IGNORE MY POST AND STAY OUT! I don't want your negativity in my blog! If you don't like it, then don't engage with it...as simple as that!!⚠️*

I wanted to make a really unique, fun and interesting post related to sebaxciel. I have been studying astrology for the past 8 years now and I can tell you that its not a joke and actually can be very somewhat creepy like how do they know about me so much like wtf! stop exposing me!💀 Astrology is very vast and very in depth knowledge if you want to look at it further. So I thought why not lets make a synastry and composite chart about seba x ciel and how their relationship dynamic works astrologically and how their relationship is still evolving. I have also made their numerology chart and its fun! (I'm still learning astrology and numerology , so if I make any mistakes please kindly correct me!)

Out of my curiosity I just wanted to look at Seba x Ciel 's synastry, composite and numerology chart report and analysis and BOY !!!! I WAS SH👀K !! LIKE WTF!!! HOW!?!? HOW CAN THIS BE 💯% ACCURATE!! Now its giving me creepy vibes like did Yana purposefully picked their birthdays ?!?!? SO HERE I AM BLOGGING THIS ✨ ASTROLOGICAL MIRACLE ✨ and you are reading it!! GET READY TO GET SH👀K !! CAUSE YOU KNOW SHARING IS CARING!!

In this Part 1, I will only discuss about the planetary and asteroid Synastry aspects ( synastry chart means that you take 2 different people's chart and superimpose it on top of each other to see how 2 different people act with each other between their relationship dynamic ) ( this part 1 is getting really really long, so I decided to break it down into many mini parts ( like part 1 a,b,c..I don't even know how many mini sub parts of part 1 I will write, but it is more than 2 ) , Its like writing an AO3 ...you can never stop writing lmao! In part 2 I will go further into the Synastry and the details of the House placements and how the house overlays gives their relationship dynamic more definition! Part 3 and Part 4 will be based on composite charts! ( composite chart means you combine 2 different people's chart to see how they work together as a team or as a 1 person ) Part 5 will be about Numerology and if I'm able to find out more interesting astrological facts about them then I may make part 6 ( mostly Natal analysis )...I'm gonna expose everything about SebaxCiel dynamic and their real personality and how their relationship works and how its evolving and what do we expect to see in the future especially in the manga chapters! *EXCITED*

The birthdays, time and location I used :

Sebastian : 18th January, 1886 ( 6:30 am ) London,UK

( I was extremely skeptical about Sebby's date, however after doing lots of research and some analysis, I have come up with this birthday as it is very accurate...at least I tried to make it accurate! , also I used this bd for sebby because whenever a demon a manifested in this 3d human realm, it is 'reborn' again...obviously he a thousand years old I'm not using that B.C. date lmao! )

( okay I know none of them were actually exactly born in London,Uk however I do not really know where the mansions located...so I used London as a general location and England isn't that big enough like the states lol ..so it wouldn't affect the reading and analysis much at all I think! lol )

Ciel : 14th December, 1875 ( 7:30 am ) London,UK

Synastry Chart below! I'm going to explain now what planetary and asteroid aspects creates their LOVING, STEAMY , SEXY AND IRRESISTIBLE synastry !

✨ Ciel is Deep Blue and Sebastian is Deep Orange ✨

Just like their Eye colors! *GASPS* that was a coincidence! SH👀K !!

✨KEY ASPECTS ✨

Their positive aspects :

Their negative aspects :

( these two images illustrates their dynamics of both positive and negative sides of the same coin )

I'm gonna talk about *positive aspects only ( mostly conjunctions, as trines and sextiles are very watered down version of conjunctions, its still positive though )* cause I don't wanna ruin the *rose-colored glasses* mood we all sebaxciel shippers have it on right now! I don't need to talk about *negative aspects* cause they don't really fight much...its just the power chokehold they have it on each other kinda like BDSM not physicially but psychologically and I kinda find that really really hot! *negative aspects* ( Oppositions and Squares ) aren't necessairily that bad they are just 'necessary evil' for realtionship to grow, improvise, evolve, survive and thrive . If you guys find more aspects you can reply or reblog!

*Website used : Astroseek.com*

Jupiter - Juno ( 👰🏻🤵🏻 ) : *HAPPILY MARRIED, THE ULTIMATE HUSBAND - WIFE DYNAMIC*

Jupiter, the planet of expansion, faith, hope, good luck, opportunity, wealth, philosophical and spiritual values and financial gains. It's also known as the Great Benefactor because it's larger than all the other planets in the solar system. Jupiter the god and husband of Juno according to the greek mythology. Juno, the asteroid of loyalty, intimate, serious and long term relationships and partnering. Juno is the goddess of marriage and protector of women, who was known for her loyalty and protection of women. Jupiter and Juno were a married couple. Juno is Jupiter's most prominent wife and is often depicted as a beautiful queen-consort. Juno is the queen of the gods and is worshipped as the protector of marriage and homemaking. Jupiter is also known for his infidelity and he had many other affairs lol.

When Jupiter and Juno tightly conjuncts in a synastry like this, both the juno and jupiter person wants to have a strong and powerful commitment towards each other. Jupiter brings happiness in juno person's life. Jupiter's optimistic approach in life boosts the ego and confidence of juno person. They both think they have found their 'ideal match' as Juno is extremely loyal, supportive and devoted to Jupiter person's interests and goals. Jupiter helps juno through expanding Juno's vision for their future goals and Juno helps Jupiter by grounding themselves in practical day to day life. Jupiter person also helps juno to succeed in careers to achieve BIG GOALS. Juno is tolerant of Jupiter just like a loyal, devoted and faithful wife!

Its a very stable and long lasting and perfect synastry for marrige! Jupiter brings out Juno’s desire for marriage and commitment in a big way. Juno wants to get married to Jupiter right away, like juno wants to make the 'OFFICIAL CONTRACT' immediately ! or Juno wants to desperately have a family with the Jupiter. Juno's characteristics is very protective, possesive, loyal and devoted in nature, and jupiter expands or amplifies juno's these qualities or characteristics on each other and jupiter can feel its effect.

According to this synastry, Sebby's Jupiter tightly conjuncts Ciel's Juno in libra. Libra is zodiac of relationships, ruled by Venus , the planet of Love, Beauty and Harmony! Their main focus would be their relationship with each other is their #1 priority! They prioritzie to make their relationship more lovely, harmonious, compatible, diplomatic, graceful and beautiful from both inside and outside. Sebby is very important for ciel's career and his BIG GOALS in life and they are both very loyal and devoted to each other. And Sebby helps Ciel by expanding Ciel's future vision and plans!

Venus - Mars ( ❤️‍🔥 🥵🛏️👄) : *BAD BOY ON A BIKE MEETS THE SEXY VICTORIA'S SECRET MODEL, PASSIONATE, MAGNETIC AND IRRESITIBLE ATTRACTION AT 1ST SIGHT*

'Let's fuck'....This conjunction is like a ticking time bomb 💣 💥 and the explotion of the excitement would be the bed breaking session! They can't help but to get pulled by each other to do that deed...THEY LOVE TO FLIRT WITH EACH OTHER 24/7! There is no other way to describe this dynamic! Its a great synastry to have a very , BED BREAKING LOUD SEX. ( Conjunctions and Oppositions will mostly feel this, but in oppositions fights will be frequent, trine and the sextile won't be that strong ) Especially if the man is mars and the women is venus...the bed breaking session will go on all night long! their passion is just stronger..if its the other way around the 'man' in this relationship may feel emasculated or may even feel slightly uncomfortable by the women, but the passion is still there but the women might be very forceful sexually towards the man.

This synastry doesn't give enough stability for relationships to last, but this synastry is perfect for a quick fling and passionate romance. Mars, the planet of ( very masculine energy ) Aggression, Power , Temper, hot headed, SEX, impulse, War, Aries and Scorpio ruler and Fiery planet meets the Venus, ( very feminine energy ) planet of Beauty and Love, Peace, Harmony, Joy, Luxury, Riches and Diplomacy ruler of libra and taurus.

Mars can't help or stop thinking about the passion and they also want to have Venus in their life even if its for a very short fling type thrilling relationship, MARS WANTS TO HAVE THE UPPER HAND ( like controlling or owning Venus ), MARS WANTS TO MAKE THE MOVE 1st AND IMMIDIATELY AS IF VENUS IS THE SPECIAL LIMITED EDITION STUFF WHICH WON'T STAY FOREVER IN THE MARKET ! MARS WANTS TO MERGE WITH VENUS TO FEEL THE PASSION AND THE RAW BURNING DESIRE THEY CRAVE DEEP INSIDE FOR EACH OTHER. And if Venus wants Mars as well, Venus will let Mars do whatever Mars wants...venus also secretly wants to get dominated by Mars! You know the saying goes, 'Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus'..its the merging of masculine and feminine energy we are talking about.

Even if it is between platonic relationship rather than a romantic one, the 'platonic' friends will still feel some tension...and their other friends might notice it and will tease them by saying 'u guys r so gay/lesbian for each other' lots of inappropriate touching going on between these 'platonic' friendships even if they already have a bf/gf....if its the dynamic between parent and child, they will show lots of passion and affection through touching all the time.

In this case, Sebby's Venus tightly conjuncts Ciel's Mars in Pieces. If noticed carefully Ciel always wants to have the upper hand and they are becoming very 'touchy touchy' by each manga chapter, especially it is more noticeable in the Emerald witch arc...like after waking up from the psychic trauma Ciel compensated his lost touching time with sebby as Ciel and Sebby both were excited to be able to stay 'near' each other again! Also, Mars do love get bathed by Venus!!... They were constantly flirting with each other with Victorian aesthetics in Emerald witch arc, especially when ciel was in a dress and sebby called him 'my lady' while fighting with Germans! and also the train date!...Mars CRAVES the touch of Venus!

Don't let Ciel's 13 old appearance fool you, he is very forceful and demanding towards sebby ( Its an Order SEBASTIAN! LMAO ) and Ciel CRAVES sebby's affection, excitement, passion and touch! Ciel as being a Mars in Pisces is drawn to more romantic and sensitive partners who are compassionate, creative, spiritual and will listen to him and Sebby as being a Pieces venus, he wants passion, true love, and a partner that is emotionally invested in the relationship. And Ciel exudes his passion and desire for 'revenge' and very much invested in Sebby! And we got to see the constant flirting going on between them on the lastest 212 🌹 train date🌹 chapter!

Pluto - Neptune (❤️‍🔥 🥀🖤) : *ALWAYS EVOLVING, LOOSING & FINDING EACH OTHER AGAIN THROUGH THEIR DEEP & INTENSE SPIRITUAL TRANSFORMATION : A THRILLING ROLLER COASTER RIDE OR A CONSTANT DEATH & REBIRTH CYCLE?*

Rarest conjunction EVER!!! It takes around 250 years ( more or less ) for Pluto to even complete 1 cycle and it takes around 165 years for Neptune to complete 1 cycle. Pluto and Neptune conjuncting like this happens only once in around 500 years!! Last time it happened in 1891 , and the next time it will happen in 2385. And it is even more rare to observe it in the synastry! Therefore, its really hard for astrologers to even describe such synastry dynamics! Both Pluto and Neptune are considered generational outer planets and they are extremely slow moving...Pluto the planet of the underworld ,the mafia boss, the thug you don't wanna mess with, always Schemeing and Plotting, death and rebirth, power to control, deep dark secrets, intense earthly desire and transformation..( lmao I always think if pluto was a person that would be that anime character from jjba Goirno Giovana like Italian mafia boss ) ...sounds very scorpionic in nature as pluto co-rules scorpio with mars...on the other hand, you have Neptune the planet of illusion, delusion, manipulation, confusion, dreams, fantasy, out of this known earthly realm ( Isekai world in anime term ), spiritualism and psychics etc etc is the theme of Neptune...Neptune rules Pisces.

When these 2 planets are in conjunction with each other in a synastry like this, Pluto person will try to dominate and control the Neptune person, Pluto wants to transform the neptune and its theme...Pluto will breakdown and destroy Neptune and will help rebuilt Neptune back better than before...now this transformation can be very painful if the Neptune person resists...the annoying thing about this transformation is that it just constantly occuring , the cycle never stops...and if the Neptune person stops the 'evolution' or does not want to transform spiritually, mentally or psychologically...they will end up having very dissapointing 'reality check' which can be very devastating and life threatening to them because Neptune is the 'Illusion' Neptune can't see past the delusion they are living in...In other words, Neptune has no other choice but to listen to pluto no matter what...if Neptune wants to transform and wants to stay committed to pluto...Pluto is very protective over Neptune person and have a very strong mental and psychological and sometimes emotional attachment to Neptune. Pluto doesn't and won't let go off the Neptune person, pluto's grasp on neptune is very tight as it wants to hold onto it desprately...it can also be other way around as well if the pluto person doesn't do what they are supposed to do, like help transforming Neptune into realigning with their reality, pluto person might get into a big trouble as the confused neptune will try to manipulate and the pluto will retaliate as pluto is very grounded into the reality and will not tolerate neptune's manipulation and psychological warfare...eventually either pluto will leave neptune alone or Pluto can stay strong keep staying 'grounded' into the reality so that it can help evolve and transform neptune as much as it is needed for neptune's realigning with the reality.

Another positive side of this synastry conjunction is that there are always a space for forming an extremely strong mental, psychological and emotional attachment with each other. Overtime they will both feel the extreme affection and empathy towards each other, if both pluto and neptune do their spiritual work and transformation and don't resist the process, instead they should trust the process, as they are both transforming spiritually. And only then they will be very affectionate and empathetic towards each other. They will also have a sense of compassion, will be able to sync with their emotional needs, they will eventually learn how to be emotionally vulnerable with each other...

In this synastry Ciel's pluto conjuncts Sebastian's Neptune. Ciel had to transform sebby mentally, psychologically, spiritually over and over again throughout their journey so far..so many trial and error going on..still the good thing is that sebby is committed...even though he was somewhat injured in the book of murder and book of atlantic...both times when he got injured, he wasn't expecting he was overconfident and slightly delusioned of his demonic superpowers...he underestimated undertaker and it cost him a lot of trouble for both ciel and him...and in the emerald green witch ark , ciel being the pluto person temporarily stops functioning due to his trauma and sebby being the neptune person tries his best with his dangerous manipulation and psychological warfare on ciel and it worked as ciel being the pluto did not tolerate his disrespectful act and retaliate back asap which was very much needed at that time...also, at the book of circus at the asthma scene ciel was embracing his own transformation and managed to overcome his fear at the end that's why sebby looked so excited... so as long as they are with each other, transformation like these will keep occuring!

Also, through that transformation, their bond keeps getting stronger through each transformation and they have gained enough empathy, affection, emotional and psychological attraction towards each other as it shows how proud ciel was when he acknowledged sebby's dedication at the end of the book of atlantic on the boat when ciel said 'You did good work today, when we reach the manor I want you to rest to serve as phantomhive butler properly'...and also when ciel woke up from psychological trauma in the green witch...they both were extremely affectinate towards each other as if its their one of the big relationship transformation...

Also, on the side note, both their pluto and neptune conjuncts at the zodiac Taurus, Taurus in pluto will be obsessed with their material possesion, finance, money, will be determined and enduring and Neptune in taurus will be very artistic, being good with food, will have a natural talent for creating beauty like pleasure seeking...both their planets conjuncting in taurus would challenge and transform their view on material possesion, pleasure seeking tendencies, money, loyalty and determination...this is exactly what we see happening during the blue revenge arc when R!ciel came back and took away everything from our ciel! And as a pluto in taurus, our ciel was extremely mad and his reaction at lau's place was extremely valid.

Juno - Ascendant (✨ 💘 ) : *ARE YOU MY HUSBAND/WIFE?*

Most common synastry among married couples!!! Its a love at 1st sight connection! When one partner's juno conjuncts the ascendant of another partner...the juno person sees the ascendant person as their ideal mate like their entire exsistance is perfect for the juno person to be considered at their significant other. Juno, as I mentioned earlier, the asteroid which is like a very loyal and devoted wife can be very possesive of their partner at well. Juno ( sebby ) person knows very well that ascendant ( ciel ) person will be very important in their life and juno dreams and even fantasies about having a life with ascendant person and how exiciting it will be...the ascendant person will immidiately realize that the juno person needs to be in a commitment with ascendant person...its a inner calling which the both juno and ascendant person realizes from deep within..both juno and the ascendant works together to succeed and accomplishing their mutual goals. Juno person is happy to provide a solid support in order to nuture ascendant person's future goals...Ascendant sees Juno as the stable and committed source of love and asc uses it to their advantages in order to achieve their desired goals...This synastry can show that the asc person feels like a wifey/hubby material to their juno partners and the juno probably proposed to them a lot or talk about marrying them every now and then. The juno person can be overly possessive and controlling over their asc partners as well.

In this synastry Sebby's juno conjuncts Ciels ascendant very tightly! And sebby shows all these possesiveness towards ciel and their small flirting here and there is a huge indicator!

Moon - Saturn ( 💏💍 ) : *I'M BOUND TO TAKE THE RESPONSIBILITY THAT COMES ALONG WITH THIS MARRIGE*

Another really common marriage indicator between most couples...Moon the planet of emotions meets the saturn the planet of restiction, authrority and strcuture. Saturn is like a benevolent restrictive father figure and the moon is that inner child. Saturn may sometimes think that moon is really childish...Saturn isn't complaining though they are happy to take the responsibility that comes along with the moon...Saturn is very mentally and emotionally mature...and moon is very moody...which can sometimes annoy saturn....moons is always emotionally ups and downs like they are always in an emotional wave of 'feelings'...They both want the same thing in terms of commitment...Moon approaches with the commitment very emotionally and Saturn with a sense of responsibility, maturity, or practicality. Doing anything in their power to keep the bond secure. Its a really stable and long lasting synastry between married couples. This synastry is very solid and strong and provides a solid base for mutual understanding, respect and commitment between couples..

In this synastry Sebby's saturn is in conjunction with ciel's moon...even if the orbs are wider, the energy is still felt and..the moon can have wider orb in conjunction...it is very evident that how bratty can ciel get from time to time and how childishly he tests sebby just so that he can annoy him...and sebby quietly endures everything ciel throws at him along with his bratty tantrums...and how sebby is very strict with his learning lessons later on how ciel took revenge by pouring the hot tea on sebby's hands LOL so petty of being cancer moon!

Juno - Sun ( 💕💖 ) : *I WILL PROTECT YOU NO MATTER WHAT*

Devotion, loyalty and possesiveness to the maxxx!!! As I said earlier that Juno, the goddess of marriage is also very possesive, loyal and devoted.... In this synastry, juno conjuncts with the sun ( which is the ego the core personality )... Juno is very protective, possesive, loyal and devoted to the Sun person...Juno sees the sun person as their ideal mate ....the one and only...Juno's ideals and Sun person's ideals are matching with each other...They have deep understanding of each other's desires...Sun person's ego is ideal for juno person...juno finds it very attractive...Juno will do anything to protect the sun person from any harm...They have similar ideas about family, home, career and children. They are always there for each other. There is a strong sense of admiration, mutual respect and attraction towards each other. They see themselves in a committed and fulfilling relationship with each other. They have strong foundation to build a life, family and home together. This is a very strong and stable relationship for marrige..one of the common placement found in most married couples...Juno is everything the sun person could wish for to find in their ideal mate...

In this synastry, sebastian's juno conjuncts ciel's sun. Sebby would go in extra length to devote himself in order to protect ciel and there are many small small indications in the manga that sebby is possesive , loyal, devoted to ciel. Sebby will do literally anything to protect ciel like and his possesiveness shows that how panicked he gets when he sees ciel is injured ...in the green witch and the blue cult arc! Sebby so protective that he even forgets his own injury to protect ciel...that's how deeply devoted and protective this synastry aspect between juno and sun can be.

THIS IS SOO LONG!!! I did not want to make it into a huge thesis LMAO!! sorry for wasting your time! thank you for reading though😭😭😭 my other parts won't be that long...it took me 3 days to write lol...I just got carried away by their dynamic! I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!! AGHH!! I felt like I had to explain astrologically!

[arteazia]

NATSUKI SEBA GENERAL HEADCANONS ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ

I have some headcanons of Natsuki Seba from Sakamoto Days, though it feels improper to upload these as "permanent" posts because my account primarily focuses on art 😅. I almost reached the latest chapter of Sakamoto Days and these are the headcanons I strongly feel for him as a character, people may view him differently from my opinions :)

[GAMER] Natsuki obviously has hyperfixations on weapons, I feel like he would use his free time sketching up designs, as well as researching. Though, of course, every weapon has inspirations. Natsuki is the type to play games that uses unique weapons (I am not that big of a gamer so I cannot list down the names of games he'd play).

[NIGHT OWL] A bit random but he is the type to mix coffee and monster drink altogether. If his program has lectures, he would pull out this combo to get though it because he spent all night working on weapons (look at his eye bags, you cannot tell me he ISN'T a night owl)

[WRITING THESIS] I don't know if Japanese college does this, but in my country, for students who chose Faculty of Engineering must either make a prototype, project, or write a thesis to graduate in the new curriculum. In the old curriculum, students of faculty of engineering must write a thesis. Though reading the manga and observing the environment of the illustrations, it was giving 2010s vibes, therefore the old curriculum was applied. Natsuki would be the type to DREAD writing his thesis because making weapons is wayyy better, right? He has many unique projects that would go perfectly to write a thesis on, just that he can't get to write it. Natsuki could get thesis writing services, but that would make him a fraud. Natsuki would dread writing his thesis so he could use the college's facility to make more weapons.

[GRADES] (I don't know how college grading works, bare with me). He may look like he slacks off his studies and just work on his weapons, but his grades are shocking. He'd be the type to not study much but when Lu or Shin asks for his test results he'd say average and pulls out a 90 💀.

[DORM ROOM] JCC facilitates a dorm room for students. Natsuki would be awake in the middle of the night to work on his weapons. During the first few days he would get complaints of loud noises because of the gadgets/machines he uses. As the semester goes on, he would modify his dorm room for it to be sound leak proof. Either that or he would simply sketch a weapon design for his future projects.

[SHRIMP] Let's face it, from all his weapon making and late night sketches, he would have a bad posture. He would fall asleep on his desk and wake up feeling even more tired than he was already.

A/N: This is my first time writing a proper headcanon, it's not much but I hope I contribute in some way for this fandom because I need more Sakamoto Days content ToT.

[sebadztian]

R!Ciel is unlike the other Bizzare Dolls. He's like, UT's 'masterpiece' - so far. He's definitely the most 'advanced' BD.

If those BDs on the Campania were Charmanders, then Derrick was Charmeleon, and r!Ciel was Charizard.

O!Ciel is Ash, and Sebas is Pikachu 👉 Proof

Based on UT's explanation, these new BDs (Doll, r!Ciel, Agares, etc) are powered/fueled by 'episodes', that is, their desire for their future.

And in Agares' own words, the 'episodes' have to be strong, otherwise, they wouldn't last, just like what happened to Derrick & co.

Since these 'episodes' were comprised of their desire for their own future, it can also be said that their strength and their survivability as BD heavily depends on their desire to attain the future that they want. The stronger their vision & their belief in that future is, the higher their chance is to survive and thrive as BD.

In r!Ciel's case, this future that he's envisioning - his 'fuel', so to speak - is to be reunited with o!Ciel and to live happily ever after with his brother. UT might have a different plan for the twins, but we won't get into that here.

As you can see, r!Ciel is so full of episodes, of visions of how his life would be, with his brother (and Lizzie?) by his side.

During their confrontation at the manor, o!Ciel was too shocked at his brother's return, understandably so. But then, at Lau's den, once he's processed everything (sort of), he made this famous declaration:

When they would eventually confront r!Ciel again, I think r!Ciel would scold him and ask him to stop playing this 'silly game' and to just come back to r!Ciel's side so that they'd be together forever, just like how it's always meant to be. This is r!Ciel's vision for them, for their future, even from before the fire.

But of course, chances are, o!Ciel would refuse.

And this would be r!Ciel's undoing.

He will throw a tantrum He'll try to force o!Ciel to join him. He might even try to kill the servants and Sebas.

But in the end, when he realized that no matter what he did, o!Ciel would never join him, his 'episodes' would weaken as his vision for this future would be shattered.bHe might have a major break down and who knows what's going to happen next.

Obviously, this is only a speculation as no one knows what Yana has planned for Kuro's ending. The beginning of the end is coming after the hiatus and I'm both ready and not ready for it 😫😭

[gakukitty]

BF HCS x sakamoto days

summary . bf! character hcs frooooommm .. SAKAMOTO DAYS !!! yipeeee!!!!!

wc . 1.7k

cw . THE CHARACTERS ARREEE : shin asakura , kei uzuki , gaku , nagumo yoichi , heisuke mashimo , natsuki seba , shishiba . there’s nothing suggestive i think and ummm everything is pretty cool and ok !

masterlist ౨ৎ

shin

extra . since shin can read minds, yours included (even tho he feels a little bad), he can always tell when you’re cold! before you can even open your mouth, shin’s already wrapping his scarf around your neck and draping his jacket over your shoulders :3

extra . he kinda seems like the type of guy to hold your heels if ur feet get sore or tie your shoelaces if they get untied !

kisses . i feel like shin would like to kiss your cheeks!

also, hc about kissing — the first time he leaned in for a kiss, you turned your head a little which caused him to completely miss (much to his embarrassment) so now, he always pays close attention to what you’re thinking and his hand is ready to tilt your head back :p

confession . i’d say that shin was pretty shy when confessing to u ! not like , stuttering and teeth-chattering shy, but just a little flustered and fidgety. probably took you to a nice cafe or just somewhere he knows that you like and when he saw your smile , he was like ‘okay this is it , now or never’

hand placement . he def likes to hold hands ! (even if he’s a little scared that his palms are sweaty)

extra . this is a little bit of a strange one but i think that shin would be soooo respectful with ur stuff. the thought of even looking at or without your permission makes him feel bad , yk ?!

idk i just feel like shin would be such a good bf he’s the sweetest ever (｡ŏ_ŏ)

kei uzuki

kisses . a bit of a classic , but he just loves your lips ! ohhh, but i feel like he’d like kissing your hands and wrist (and occasionally brushing his lips across your knuckles) too :3

confession . i think he was probably just a liiittle scared to say something about his feelings at first ! he probably brought you somewhere nice , like a restaurant or a bookstore if that’s your thing. definitely took your hand, intertwining your fingers and whispering his feelings to you.

extra . he definitely likes holding hands in my opinion !! but when he does , he’s soo gentle about it — i just feel like he’d be a pretty gentle lover

hand placement . def likes putting his hand on the small of your back. veeerry gentle about it, though ! sometimes it makes you tickle a little because of the brush of his fingers.

extra . he’s probably very careful with you; he wants to make sure that you’re safe , comfortable , happy and all that !

extra . ok this miighhtt be a little ooc but i think he’d be a little shy sometimes .. just like , his heart beats slightly faster and the tips of his ears flush when he sees you because he just loves you so much !!

extra . i think that he likes getting you flowers as gifts ! ooo ooo or pretty jewellery !!!!

gaku

confession . probably asked you out one night when you’re both lounging on his couch, maybe playing games .. he just looked at you, saw your cute face, and said; “we should date.” or something like that !

extra . idk he kinda seems like the type to enjoy sharing drinks / food with you , like having two straws in a milkshake or letting you take a bite out of his sandwich!

kisses . sometimes, he feels a little lazy so he kisses your jaw, neck, and the corner of your mouth a lot instead of your lips :3 as much as he loves kissing them, he’s grown to like kissing the other cute spots on u ♡ !

hand placement . he likes wrapping his arms around ur waist definitely!! hugs onto you like you’re some sort of plush toy— and definitely rests his chin on ur shoulder !!!

extra . i feel like he’d just be pretty comfortable with u (i mean obviously , he’s ur bf) but i mean comfortable in the way that he doesn’t really care— he’s shirtless ? it’s whatever. his hair’s messy? he likes it when you brush your fingers through his hair anyways. you’re trying to sleep? make room for him !

extra . now, this one’s a little odd but i feel like he doesn’t wear socks often .. and when he does , you kinda find them in the weirdest places. “i’ll pick them up later,” he says. he probably won’t— unless it seems that it’s really bothering you :(

extra . he can be a little bit annoying sometimes; gaku likes teasing you, but ofc he can be nice too ! when he feels like it lol

nagumo yoichi

kisses . he just kisses you wherever ! kinda spontaneous about it , too! you’re laying down on the couch? he’s grabbing your ankles and leaning in to kiss your feet, ignoring your little squeals of embarrassment. just the silly stuff like that >_<

confession . at first , you thought he was just joking around — i mean , this is nagumo we’re talking about ! but when he leans closer, eyes focused on you , it was a little obvious that he was completely serious

hand placement . nagumo is the type who likes to touch you wherever it makes you the most flustered !

extra . his favorite types of dates are probably the unexpected and weird ones . i’m talkint about like, bird-watching , trying new restaurants , sewing classes , watching the worst rated movies and seeing how long it takes you to laugh >_<

extra . nagumo loves making you react to the things he does ! the giggles that escape you when he tickles your sides , the yelp that leaves your lips when he jumpscares you— he loves it aaalll !!

extra . even if he likes teasing you and being a little annoying , nagumo can also be gentle when he wants to ! you aareee the love of his life after all <3

heisuke mashimo

confession . he was sooo scared to say anything!!! it took a lot of nudging and urging from Lu and the others to get him to even talk to you . (they were just tired of his rambling and love-sick smiles whenever you stepped into the store)

kisses . his favourite place to kiss you is definitely your lips !! sometimes he gets a bit too shy and instead kisses your cheek, but he loves ur pretty lips the most (｡・ω・｡)

hand placement . he’s definitely a hand-holder , but started off with linking ur pinkies together (the smallest finger) he wanted to hold ur hand sooo bad , but his heart was beating too fast and his palms were sweating so he went for ur pinky finger instead— overtime he got used to holding hands and touching other places, too !

extra . piisuke really likes you ! and likes to sometimes nudge heisuke in the right direction :3

like one time , heisuke was writing you a letter— he heard you talk to Lu about a movie you were watching and gushing over the male lead writing a love letter to the female lead— but heisuke was just a little too shy to send it to you.. so, piisuke took the initiative and picked it up, already flying to you and dropping the paper into your hands !!

natsuki seba

kisses . honestly , he doesn’t really mind ! he kisses you wherever— but he likes giving you a little lick occasionally. he thinks the look on your face when you notice is very cute !

confession . i can’t really see him making a huge deal over his feelings.. maybe pulls you aside one day or waits until you two are alone and tells you that he likes you. a small, relieved sigh escapes his lips when you say that you like him back !! ♡

hand placement . probably likes patting your head. i also feel like he’d enjoy touching your hips n waist but idk why .. it’s just a feeling yk !

extra . natsuki likes resting his head on your lap when he’s got free time. he just thinks your thighs are soo warm and soo nice that he can’t help but sleep there!

off topic but his hair looks so.. touchable !!

extra . i think that he’d like going on dates where the two of u try out different sweets / pastries / just yummy stuff in general !

extra . adding onto dates that he’d like , i think that going to those photobooth thinks with natsuki would be sooo much fun!! he definitely keeps a few pics in his phonecase and sticks them on the wall of his workshop (somewhere safe ofc)

shishiba

hand placement . he’s soo sweet idc what anyyyooonneee says !!! he def likes touching the small of your back , gently guiding you to wherever. he likes holding hands, too— but only because he loves interlocking ur fingers :3 and his hand soometimes sneaks to ur waist >w<

kisses . he likes kissing your lips the most! not much else to say about that — but shishiba definitely always kisses you the like it’ll be the first and last time !

confession . hmm this one’s a little hard .. but i feel like he probably took you out on a walk one evening after work (and after showering, it’s probably not very good to ask someone out with blood all over you) and ended up confessing half-way through. he wanted to say it at the end but was a liitttllee too eager (not that he’d ever admit it out loud)

extra . seems like the type to hold ur bags / other stuff that you’re carrying if it seems like you’re struggling

extra . i feel like he’d ban onions and al that from the house , even plucking them out of your dishes if you both go out, grumbling about “how can anyone like these .. tsk,”

extra . i feel like he’d sometimes just pat your head a little . idk, like a supportive thing ?

© gakukitty please don’t copy my work , repost it and claim as your own , translate , or do anything stupid with it ! try and improve on ur own skills first ♡

[fang-and-feather]

Ikemen Vampire - Jean x Napoleon x Sebastian x Reader x Arthur

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Summary: The pranks problem sorted out, you and Napoleon join your boyfriends for the start of his actual birthday celebration

The ending of Napoleon's Pranks and Gifts birthday Celebration Series.

Also written for July's 2023 Polyam Shipping Day Prompt: Food from @polyamships

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“Well, that was a good meal, ma chérie.” Napoleon kissed you as you left his room, laughing as you blushed. “Thank you.”

He stroked the spot where he had bitten you. To think he’d been quite apprehensive for a long time after the first time he bit you, afraid of the predatory monster he could become after he started.

But you had always been reassuring. You didn’t believe the monster existed.

And, it was a little hard to admit, but that first night you let Arthur join you had helped his confidence too. Having other vampire partners who weren’t afraid of their instincts helped.

And thankfully, all of you did. Now Napoleon found such an intimacy in the act. The trust you showed by letting him feed off your life essence. Holding you close as he did so. Being able to get sustenance from the person he loved, even if for only a moment. And the sweet pleasure it was for both of you.

“Does that mean you don’t need the food we made?”

“You know I wouldn’t waste your hard work, mon coeur. Or miss sharing food with the people I love. Besides, I see nothing I would rather do on my birthday.”

Napoleon offered you a hand, and you took it with a smile. He pulled you closer.

“No more tricks?”

“Don’t worry. That was just my way of surprising you.”

He kissed the back of your hand.

“Good. Just hope you don’t try that next year again.”

Both of you laughed as you left for the garden.

The boys had set up a small table there, and it was full of food. Each of them had a little of their favorites, but they also had a few types of crepes, as well as a beautifully decorated cake. They had really gone all out for breakfast.

Well, probably you and Akihiko. He had no idea what kind of skills Arthur had, but Jean was technically banned from the kitchen.

“Took you long enough.” Arthur said with a grin as soon as the two of you walked closer.

“Jealous you weren’t invited?” You teased back.

“At another time I would, luv. But I am aware me and old ‘Leon here are not that close. Although I would love to rectify this whenever you’re ready.”

Napoleon shook his head. He never knew when Arthur was actually flirting with him or just teasing.

“I still don’t understand why you are here if the two of you are not together.” Jean looked at Napoleon as if asking for an answer.

“I guess we are close enough.”

Their relationship might be undefined, but they had one.

Jean nodded, but not without casting a disapproving glance to Arthur, obviously having more to complain about, but choosing to keep quiet out of respect for Napoleon.

It didn’t pass unnoticed by Arthur.

“No need to be jealous either, Jeannie. You’re always welcome to join us.” Arthur winked at him. “It’s not like you’re a stranger to this kind of pleasure between four people, are you? Or even sharing two lovers, you and Sebas didn’t…”

“Master Arthur,” Akihiko interrupted him, surprisingly calm for the suspicious moment he chose for it, “I would refrain from aggravating Monsieur Jean any further.”

“I suppose you’re right.” Arthur’s answer was surprising. “I would rather drink my coffee in peace.”

Napoleon couldn’t help but laugh at the way Arthur frowned and pulled his chair a little further away from Jean. Probably he was still a little traumatized from that one time Jean swapped his coffee.

By his side, you laughed too, and Napoleon caught the look you exchanged with Akihiko before that.

The two of you had your secret. Arthur and Jean might never get along. But you were his chaotic family. It was still surprising he had all of you, but it was a pleasant surprise. especially sharing a meal with these people that had become so dear to him.

“You made quite a lot of food, even for five people.” He commented, serving himself of quite a few crepes.

Napoleon could tell which ones you made, and which ones were Akihiko, but there were a few he had no idea. He took a bite of one and it had a little extra sugar, but it was still good.

“Jean helped make these.” You told him, giving Jean a fond smile. “We had a few incidents, but also excellent results.”

“That is because you are a wonderful teacher.” Jean smiled at you, before turning to Napoleon. “I am glad I was allowed to help make something that pleased you. I know I am not good with this kind of work, but I have been learning enough the past few days.”

“As long as everything is kept functional and the two of you take responsibility for cleaning the kitchen, I do not mind your willingness to learn.” Akihiko surprisingly conceded.

“You talk as if I’m trying to teach a child.” You complained.

“Speaking of child, luv…” Arthur grinned at you, making you blush and make a sign for him to stay quiet.

“What is happening?” Napoleon turned to you.

You smiled and stood up, lighting the candles in the cake.

“Make your wish, blow out the candles, then pull the sword.” You kissed his cheek.

Napoleon could guess what was coming, but his heart still thumped in his ears as he followed the instructions and cleaned the blade to find it inscribed with “Happy Birthday Papa!”.

Napoleon pulled you onto his lap, kissing you, only somewhat aware of the others’ words of congratulations.

“How long have you known?”

“The day before the first time I woke you up. I take you are happy?”

“You know the answer to that, Nunuche.” He kissed you again. “Is it why you have been so bratty these days?”

“That was why I was awake at the time, but had nothing to do with the joke. Although I guess it’s good training.”

“I swear I will be prepared. You won’t need to continue that.”

“I didn’t mean to.” You laughed, resting your forehead against his.

“I love you.” He whispered. The two of you smiled and finally pulled away, turning back to your boyfriends.

“Oh, don’t mind us. It is your moment and you should enjoy it.” Arthur spoke first.

“No. This moment belongs to all of us, as a family. You have been very supportive on our journey to get here. I love all of you.”

It was his biological child, - all of you had agreed to let him try first, - but it was their child, as much as the others were willing for it to be.

“I guess we have one more reason to celebrate.” Akihiko stood up and started to cut the cake.

A nice breakfast with his family was indeed the best way to celebrate. Next year there would be a new addition to their midst, and he couldn’t wait to see how the years to come would change with each new meal you would have together.

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[etapereine]

Trick or treat 🐈‍⬛

you get a treat in the form of a snippet of the never-finished second chapter of why, why (did i ever let you go?)

most day's i'm fairly certain that i've abandoned that work but then some days i'm like. but what if....? it's just a hard one because i wrote and published that first chapter in a way that i was very happy with at the time but once i started getting into plotting the rest of it, the timeline of it all just made less and less sense. so coming back to it for real would involve a lot of work and most days i just can't quite bring myself to commit to that. maybe someday.

anyway snippet set post stage 13:

for one night, tadej allows himself to bask in the glow of happiness that radiates all the way from his teammates in spain, to live vicariously through their joy and celebration, to forget about blond hair and blue eyes and a yellow and black jersey.

and then jonas wins on the tourmalet.

tadej had seen it, the video from days before when jonas had said that he wanted a stage win to match his teammates, that he had unfinished business from the tourmalet. tadej hadn’t let himself think about his own stage win just two months ago, about how he was part of whatever business jonas had left unfinished. he hadn’t let himself imagine that jonas could be thinking of him on the road to zaragoza, mapping out the next day’s climb in his mind. 

but jonas wins on the tourmalet. tadej is on his couch in monaco and jonas is on a bike in france, but as jonas makes his attack and flies - here tadej feels they are closer than they’ve been since paris.

and tadej knows what jonas looks like from the back when he attacks, knows the sight of black and white and yellow across his shoulders, but on the television it’s different - the way jonas speaks into his team radio before he goes, the way tadej can see the attack building in jonas’s legs before he’s off like a shot and leaving juan behind him in the dust, the way the distance grows and grows and no one can catch him, the roll of muscle in his back and hips as he soars upwards.

the jersey gives you wings, van aert always says, but jonas isn’t wearing the yellow jersey now so maybe the wings are simply part of him, the part that always seems to be just out of tadej’s reach.

jonas blows a kiss as he crosses the line, eyes shining, and tadej has to look away.

tadej

you crashed?

you’re okay right?

the kingmaker

i’m okay tadej

hurts like hell but i’ll be fine

tadej

i will know if you are not

sebas will tell me

🔪🔪🔪

the kingmaker

like the little snitch he is yeah

the real question

is are you okay ;)

tadej

????

the kingmaker

your boy won today, yeah?

that’s kind of hot

tadej

i

that’s not

ugghhhh

yeah

the kingmaker

ahahahaha

joão is right

this is so funny

tadej

ANYWAY

the kingmaker

there there

imagine i’m patting your shoulder

joao said you’re waiting for him to text, yeah?

tadej

you talk about me?

rude

the kingmaker

obviously

but maybe just give him some space, yeah?

gotta be patient you know

tadej

it’s been a week

the kingmaker

a week at a grand tour

its different, no?

marc says he is really focused on the race

not even looking at his phone

tadej

i guess

wait

how does marc know that

scary eyes sus

the kingmaker

got it from sepp kuss i think

tadej

👀

SCARY EYES SUS

[symptoms-syndrome]

Hows Sebas fursona coming along? Are any of the others interested in making their own, or is everyone else kinda attached to the pink pup?

It's wild bc it's not coming along, it's like. Just there. Like a building that got fully built with a store set up in it overnight.

It's very edgy, a black wolf with bright green eyes. When he pictures it it's in a more realistic style, like not quadruped but less cartoon-y. Like SmallYu. But I did mention he's got ears now. Little ^^s. By which I mean kinda big. It's nice it's more expressive which is helpful bc he is not usually.

As far as I know everyone else is into the pink pup or ambivalent about the pink pup. It's more based on how we look IRL so. Mimi thinks Tomas should be a brown lab of some kind (which feels. SO correct) and he's like. Fine with being assigned that but doesn't feel strongly about it himself. Which I kind of find surprising? He tends to hold a lot of our trauma about being dehumanized close to his heart, I would think he would have an opinion one way or the other but I guess he's just not really a furry.

Though NGL I have been thinking about if I assigned fursonas what they would be. Aslan (one of our younger parts) would be a lion cub which is like. Duh on account of the name. Our other small part would be a cat. I don't know what Hess would be, maybe some kind of dragon, but a really pretty and elegant one. Jesse would be a Big Cat like a tiger or puma. Runaway would be a black cat and Angel would obviously be some kind of bird.

[deadlystarchart]

What are your ships if you have any in Black Butler?

[Just as a preface, I don't ship characters in any kind of s*xual way!! They're all just fun and wholesome relations!]

I don't ship a lot of characters, but since I dislike Lizzy a lot I rather ship Doll and Smile. Doll is super kind, she's the pinnacle of someone who has suffered again and again and is still soft and caring, exactly what Ciel has needed in his life after the last few years, she's also a commoner, she's not nobility which is a pretty cool dynamic to have admittedly, she's also tougher than Ciel!! He's literally a coughing baby for 80% of the Circus arc, so she can take care of him!

Spoilers for the huuuuh, Blue Cult arc??? Chapter 129 and past that. (It's been 7 years, come on.) BUT I THINK IT'S A GREAT THING THAT O!CIEL HAS LOST HIS STATUS AS A NOBLE, he's no better than Doll now, he's a criminal and a fraud hahahah!!!

Note: (I find it funny when one/both parts of the ship wants to kill the other, either that or there's some drama in there but it works out at the end?)

I find any ship with Maurice in it funny as hell because HE'S SO ANNOYING.

Huuuuh, Joanne x Edward seems super fun, little dog + big guard dog kinda vibes.

Violet x Greenhill??? I love the scene of Gregory trolling Herman with the drawing, I'd imagine he'd at some point finally feel inspired by Greenhill to draw him properly.

Maybe something like Ronald x William would be fun? But we know Will cares little for interpersonal relationship, he's a man on a mission, exactly why Ronald's fun and excited demeanor would be nice to pair with.

Past that? I don't really mind any (legal) ships others might come up with. I've seen some really cute Agni x Sebas stuff for example, yet it's not my cup of tea.

(In terms of the Kuro 2 timeline I'd obviously ship Alois and Ciel, annoying gremlin and emo kid is a fun pair.)