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cantstayawaycani · 1 year ago
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gugapuppy · 1 month ago
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Abortion - Part 7 (A!Ghost x O!Soap)
Part 1 || Part 2 || Part 3 || Part 4 || Part 5 || Part 6 || Part 7
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First of all, HAPPY 2025!!! 🙌🎉🥳 I hope you had a great New Year's Eve with lots of food, music and fun!
Now, on to the chapter.
CW: Abortion (Offscreen)
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"So... what did you want to talk about?" Soap stared at his own coffee, which exuded a slight vapour, and on the other side of the table, Laswell sat with her arms folded, her face calm.
She had arrived early the day after she and Price had come, saying that she would like to talk to Soap without the lads getting in their way, so the two of them decided to go to a coffee shop a few blocks away.
She swallowed and cleared her throat, making Soap look at her.
"First of all I'd like to explain properly about last night, I insisted that Price didn't come yesterday, but he wouldn't listen." She uncrosses her arms and places them on the table. "Let me explain the Ghost situation."
"Laswell," Soap exclaims, not knowing whether or not he wants to hear about his ex.
"Just... listen to me, after that I won't say anything else." Soap stares at her momentarily until she decides to give a small nod and take a sip of her coffee.
"Last night Ghost called Price, I was with him at the time." She takes a deep breath before continuing. "What Price said last night about Ghost wanting to be a part of your pregnancy is true."
"Then why did he leave me and accuse me, Laswell?! Why?!" A few people look round at Soap as he raises his voice.
"A few years ago, Ghost became a POW for a cartel in Mexico, the things those people did to him... it's something that shouldn't be commented on."
"And what's that got to do with it?" Soap almost spits at Laswell in indignation.
She pauses, thinking about how to tell Soap until she decides to just be blunt. "The reason Ghost walked away after you broke the news to him is because he thought he was infertile."
Soap pauses briefly, repeating Laswell's words in her head on a loop for a moment. The reason Ghost walked away is because he ‘thought’ he was infertile? He could have spoken to Soap if he was unsure!
"Ghost apparently shared this information with Farah who made him take a fertility test, the results of which showed that there were no fertility problems or STIs." Laswell added, leaving Soap with his mouth ajar and anxious.
Someone had to force Ghost to take a test... didn't he even think that maybe he was the father? He didn't even imagine the likelihood, he just jumped into what he always does and ignored everything. As if it was nothing. As if Soap simply didn't matter.
The touch of Laswell's hand on his makes him blink back to reality.
"He didn't trust me? Why didn't he tell me about this doubt, this could all have been avoided if he'd just..." Soap just shakes his head.
"Sometimes people are insecure and prefer to ignore the small ray of hope." She squeezes Soap's hand before letting go. "What do you want to do John?"
Soap doesn't answer right away, he thinks for a moment until he finally decides on an answer.
"I can't go back to Laswell... What guarantee is there that he won't ignore me or abandon me again? I tried to go after him even when he was accusing me of things I would never do... I can't go back to him. Not anymore."
Johnny tries to be strong, but every few moments his eyes start to get heavy and his jaw quivers with a small sob. His head shakes slightly,
Laswell's breathing is cut off for a moment, the smell of a stressed and sad omega spreads through the air. She moves over and stands next to Soap, trying to scent him and calm him down, which gradually works.
While she's crouched down next to Soap helping him, she says calmly. "I'm here for you, John." She hugs him straight away.
Soap returns the alpha's embrace, and in a stammer he says. "Kate... I need a favour."
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The next day after the conversation with Laswell, Soap decided to write Simon a goodbye letter, he knew that seeing the alpha wasn't something that was going to happen.
When the day finally arrived, Johnny was nervous, every atom of his existence telling him not to proceed. But he knew that it was the omega's instincts, the instinct to look after the baby and not let anything hurt it. To be a dad.
Gaz had one arm around Soap's shoulder, one of his hands gripping omega's tightly.
Soap felt more at ease with his best friend there. He just wanted to make a nest and put him and Gaz inside, never to come out again.
Some of the patients passing by thought it was strange to see two big, strong men, one of them purring loudly at the other, but in all honesty, Soap didn't give a damn what anyone else thought.
The moment Gaz's sister called out to them, the two of them followed, Gaz saying that he would wait for Soap.
John was taken to a room where he was instructed to wear one of the hospital's clothes. Gaz's sister offered more strongly for the last time that Soap might see one of the therapists first, but the sergeant refused.
And then he was redirected to the room where the surgery was to take place.
As one of the doctors put on the anaesthetic gas mask, John's consciousness gradually faded, leaving only one thought. 
I'm sorry, pup.
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When Soap finally woke up, he was lying on a bed, his body was sore and a slight dizziness ran through his head.
Next door he heard someone getting up and then something being put near his mouth, Soap jumped away, but then he heard it.
"It's just a straw, it's water." Gaz said calmly.
Soap drank the water little by little, his throat didn't hurt but his body did, he opened his eyes and looked around. He was in a private room, a window in the wall showed that it was night.
Slowly he sits up in bed, holding his hands a little too tightly. 
Gaz sits down on a small part of the bed next to Soap, who, just as Gaz gets into bed, rests his head on his shoulder. Gaz puts his arm round Soap and shakes him little by little, as if he were a child.
Soap slowly hides his face in Gaz's shoulder, and it's not long before the beta hears sniffling and something wet on his neck.
"It's done..." Soap sighs quietly.
Gaz lightly lays them both down on the bed, giving them little rubs.
"It's done..." Gaz affirms.
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Yes, it happened, and yes, there is no happy ending to this story. But this story will have two or three more chapters, which will be the bad ending and the hopeful ending.
If you're going through a difficult time and you're having doubts, see a counsellor for your own good. They will be able to help you.
Take care, and see you guys later.
PS: I guess because I was having a happy day this week, there wasn't much angst, but I'll make it up to you in the next chapter.
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the-firebird69 · 4 months ago
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CAPTAIN AMERICA: Brave New World Trailer (2025) Red Hulk | 4K UHD
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They say that the Red Hulk is Harrison Ford and as soon as fat as hell fat nodules everywhere still taking the medicine loading up on it and he's going to be toast so he of course is one of the hulks and husband Zeus is thinking this is interesting and it is probably a causation of them sending the trikes and things when they are riddled or green Hulk or warrior Hulk and the thing is that they don't stay in there and they put the Hulk back in and they get beat up but the point is that they do that and they send it on down and it's motivation for them to come here and to use force and be stealth about it and try and activate it while they're here and wants those caverns are gone and the caverns in Mexico they can't really count on devices being detonated it's going to be over and there's probably a month or two left at the most so we think that they say they're gone actually have a funeral and they're not in their bodies and try and grab him there but it's possibly Todd who has to move because of Mac proper and they're waiting on them with everything and the storms are not helping and people went into the ship in their professionals and he's always been a little bit sharper than others but this is what's happening and it is why they would be sending stuff that and they want him to move they're having a hard times here and I figured it's much harder than they thought but that's comes after we think the Hulk configuration or really it's a formula
Hera
Olympus true too
It's very sharp of them to think of it and it is probably what it is they're all getting very sick their bodies are collapsing and failing they see these massive massive men and they stay that way for the most part and it kind of heals them and then they want to take over more power and they want to be incognito and they also want to be themselves and they know how to do all that so they're going ahead with it and they're going to start trying for each other and so forth so she's been and Trump we're going to keep doing it and they want to be the ones who send the trike the pair and they will be ironically so they might not be in other bodies and that time it's more game and just there is a plethora of it that it runs pretty much in a linear fashion and people are surprised but not always but usually so they're going to arrange for their own boys to have a problem but they're not their own boys one of them is close and the other is that this guy Dave he does all the time and they have to hold them out and they're going to use Tommy f against Todd and the probably Mac and Mac would be helping the orchestrate this
Hera
Sweet long-winded for a couple kids business yes it isn't it it really is but we're not telling them and they're trying to figure it out cuz it's so goddamn annoying
That guy today is fine we're going to get him fired it's a good idea the hell out of there you can't feel normal person you're nuts don't spit in there with the f****** touch it
Trying to imply his sick you stupid little idiot you got caught now people going to beat you up to death good
Mac Daddy actually run the place and I don't want you around I'm sick of trump to you and I need you out this is going to do it you can hurt those too and they hurt you back
I guess I got out of control but everyone's doing the spitting telling me off a lot of them it's kind of ruining my day it says with Spence we are spent and we're going to make mistakes so he's just going to have a stupid he wants and the joker is one of them the movie Arkham asylum with bat man is another one there's something about that building he says it's not from Auschwitz from Australia or something he thinks and with his friend was there his grandma and he pulled them out a lot of them and decimated them so the Russians are going to get drawn in and now that makes sense but it wasn't the Russian story it was not them and he hates this mental health stuff that people keep talking about
Seanskee
Oh it's not you everything's okay he's happy with it it says I don't want the goddamn trikes you stupid idiots it's actually truly doesn't ride motorcycles and he doesn't want to try it's even worse he says you don't have to concentrate this drive right into a building like Tommy f and for Christ's sake what you doing
Todd
I was in a trance I couldn't remember what the hell is doing and he says he's experienced it and it can be an emitter it's not really a chance and I know that for crazy and it kind of blocks your brain from moving or something I'm kind of experienced it it locks you into sophisticated to do it at that angle but really when you see the film the film has him in it and up at the whole way and you seen it centered and it's probably the person filming and I did figure that out this is an amazing person so we even survive this but really I somehow orchestrate this to happen it doesn't buy them and it's like really hung up on that cuz he doesn't have money so is that money at all and we're not really doing a great job in this regional City should for some reason he should but triked is not a great idea these things are terrible. It only ride a motorcycle short distance but people ride these trikes all over the place they're much safer but not for him he's also it would be for a while but he always wipes out eventually. It's going to happen with a funeral and he gets it now he's trying to understand it I'm making the deal happen and back then it could be the other way too but this way it's the other way usually it's opposite is not true it has to do with the message. If I got the money from him for those it would be a mac message and we probably interpret it it would be giving life if I'm doing it this way they're saying it's the offset taking it but I'm actually doing that they make it seem harmless and I'm not really going to have a ton of the work these guys are up for it and it's because their kids took them when they passed and Cherry should say he has not Jerry has not and he was not the one it was Uncle Joe. And that's what happened so we see the effect we understand that we're sick it's not that bad yet he says you're kidding that's a lot it's actually true that's a lot it's not really that bad but they rate of infection is not but the status of its location is really horrendous and it makes it very difficult to get out and it says and they might find a clothing brand in and fix it and that's how you fix it and you use power too. What's up Gaga in the bus just going to beat up and older kids happening to us and he was saying you you'll be young and stuff because you be doing things correctly to a portion of degrees he doesn't know what all this stuff with this motorcycle too but we'll do but it's kind of shake It up with time Todd has to move in Todd has to safely but that's why he's going to take a break and Dave too you won't let this guy do anything and really it's the one from Dave and that's why it's really more about the trike it's more lenient than Trump and Trump is going to make it happen to some kids to his own kid in Trump has to step off because he'll try to have him driving around oh I get it he says on the dealer and he says why didn't you step in and you'd see mine and she says I'm going to be there at the funeral and he says how are you going to do that and what was your character of the idiot that's threw me down the stairs and no that's what Trump's kids Alicia. And they'd be showing up and you would inherit stuff because they don't have anyone to give it to and that's what they would say it's not true or friends of yours and it's true
Hera
Olympus
Used to hang out with the two yeah I know it's hot a lot you hung out with Todd a lot and your friends with Dave before he says thank you very much it's like this show the old timers use and watch this is your life it's kind of funny talking to him it says now the other one is Lori which is really and I say this she's really me Rosemarie is her character. But she's stepped out and horrifically and we're all in trouble so yeah I plan on doing all this stuff
Rosemarie and I'm not Sherry I would be Emily blunt
Olympus
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