#he kins denji ok

[twinktor-frankenstein]

[unhingedkinfessions]

As an Aki Hayakawa kin I enjoy buying stuff of Denji and Power because I miss those dumbasses (I say that lovingly)

I went shopping yesterday with about $100 to spend and ended up buying a good amount of media stuff (as well as miscellaneous things and some gifts), including a silly plush of myself. I also found one of those sitting/looking up figurines of Denji (sadly only had enough for him and not Power, I’ll get her next time), and I put him on my dresser next to where I charge my phone so every morning when I wake up to unplug it he can greet me and I will pat his head. I need to buy a pack of gum and keep it near him. /ref

Also found a mystery box of those things that hang on your chargers and I was hoping for Himeno but ended up with Makima… I told myself it’s ok because now I can make her hold on for dear life as a torture method for what she did to me. 🔥

thats adorable man

[themstroll]

hello tumblr nation i caught up to chainsaw man today so. this post will have spoilers because i want to talk about it a lot

hello. so first of all i want to say i prefer chainsaw man part one much more. i think it was better tbh!! which makes sense yk cuz it was out first and had the most shock and stuff. part two is good but didn’t really give me that feeling the first part did until around chapter 182. as someone that really like. kins denji heavily it was a chapter that rlly went close to home due to the whole part where he admits being chainsaw man causes him just enough pain that he likes it, which i sort of understood as a mental health allegory. denji is a person with trauma that has not lived a life without mental illness, and once he has a normal life he can’t help but crave the pain and traumatic events of his old life. this rlly reminded me of how a lot of people with severe depression romanticize their suffering or wish it was worse, finding comfort in it because they’ve felt so bad for so long. i feel like this connects to aki, and his slow acceptance of how he cares for denji and power. aki was a depressed individual (like super obviously) and was driven only by the idea of killing the gun devil. but as he finds people to care about and to care for him, his depression is lifted , but replaced by the idea of not being there for denji and power once he dies. in some ways, in this situation it would be better for him to be back the way he was before, because he knew it and was used to it ok i’m tired im gonna type something better tmrw goodnight

[scaraven-archive]

20 (anyone in rabits as Hajime), 21 (anyone in fine as Yuzuru), 22 (anyone, just whatever has been most recent!), 31, love love!

SMILES SO WIDE im putting these under the cut bc i talked A Lot. LOVE LOVE THANK YOU SM

20. a positive memory of any ra*bits member as hajime

the first thing that popped into my mind was mitsuru giving me a BIIIIG smile and cheering me up. i dont remember what i was upset over but i was like, almost instantly cheered up bc his smile is so infectious. he took me for a run after, as a way to vent out all the remaining Bad Thoughts And Feelings, but even with idol training, i definitely couldn't keep up with him. still, it was a really heartwarming moment!

21. a negative memory of any fine member as yuzuru

that one time wataru spilled tea all over the student council room's floor. JOKING but i did have to clean that up after.

ok more seriously speaking, i don't think i have any really negative memories abt fine? like. yes half of fine can be a little.... Yeah (glances at eichi and tori) but i'm attributing that to the fact that they're both rich boys with Issues. i know im biased towards tori in particular, esp with neptune in our system kinning him. but yknow. idk! my "negative" memories abt fine members tend to be silly things like the tea spilled all over the floor. :']

22. most recent memory (i'm doing zenitsu kny!)

one time inosuke told me to stop crying like a lost puppy and it shut me up instantly bc in my head i was like. you think im puppy? you think im cute? except i had a lot of internalized homophobia to work through so i was like. battling my inner demons or smth. slaying them, even, you could say.

31. any current questioning kins and why haven't you kinfirmed them yet

MOST of my qkins i havent kinfirmed bc i havent finished their source and i wanna be 100% certain before i kinfirm bc i hate dropping kins LOL. but the list is currently

mari - love live! sunshine!! <- assigned by my friend phoe

gardenia - end roll

noel - witch's heart <- i used to kin him but need to replay wh to make sure i still feel the connection

shiki - the world ends with you

yosuke & naoto - persona 4

denji & kobeni - chainsaw man <- assigned by my friend z

acrobat & postman - identityv <- also assigned by my friend z

[poiseuns]

jes !! do u kin anyone from csm or jjk

yes !! i kin nanami and yuta and it’s been awhile now (idrk what that says about me LMFAO)

and for csm,, i kin denji sm like not only do i wanna touch some boobs so bad but denji’s feelings get overlooked so much esp when he said “everyone wants chainsaw mans heart but wb about denji’s heart??” yeah :,) im not ok