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Misha says he started playing cas as in love with dean since season 14, but I can actually see no difference in his acting from previous seasons….
#like he’s always looked in love???#i cannot sit and pinpoint oh nowww misha is playing him in love#he has always looked at dean like that#supernatural#dean winchester#destiel#spn#castiel#deancas#misha collins
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"BUT DEAN wouldn't WEAR THAT!!"
Are
Are you
Are you s
Are you SURE
Are you absolutely positive
about that???
#supernatural#the winchesters#dean winchester#listen look me in the eyes#dean loves a silly little outfit#he does!#he always has#this isn't even all the silly outfits he wears throughout the course of spn#and these are ONLY outfits he wore of his own volition! nobody made him dress like that!
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finally put my finger on what bothers me about the setup for jack and dean's relationship. it's that i personally don't find it exciting or interesting to parentify someone who's been parentified for 30 years already. i know people disagree with me here and that's fine! but i feel that adding another layer of parentification without any meaningful change to the first layer is just. insult to injury i guess.
dean finally gets to tell mary what he went through and he forgives her and it seems like maybe he's going to get to be his own person, finally, with that weight off his back, and then one episode later cas and mary are gone and jack is there and sam needs him too. and sam pushes dean to push down his grief and parent jack. and that's it. dean becomes jack's parent. in some ways he's still acting on how he was parentified for sam. and that could be explored in interesting ways i suppose. i just don't find the execution compelling. in fact it just makes me really sad.
#oh and if you say cycles to me i will eat you.#i'm not interested in that#if they had played this as a bad thing it would be one thing#but as is it's just like yay dean is jack's dad now isn't that great? aren't they just one big happy family? yay!#actually same with cas being jack's dad. frankly.#i mean yeah they explore the struggles of Having A Family but again that's something the show has always done. it's not new#and at no point is dean or cas allowed to back up and say hey wait a minute. maybe I don't want this#i just can't look at any of that as a good thing when cas and dean were so heavily influenced by others to take up the mantle#i think dean should have gotten to have a moment in s15 where he believes jack is chuck's pawn and freaks out#and the show actually resolves it#i don't have an issue with jack btw. or with anyone parenting jack. my issue is the choice (or lack thereof)#spn
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Misha: gets praised(again) or acknowledged for continuing to be the most vocal destiel and gay Cas supporter of the Cast.
Hellers on Tumblr: "how can I make this about Jensen?"
#misha collins#supernatural#castiel#destiel#it never fails#seeing posts popping up about Jackles acting choices as if certain fans on here hate to see misha get any recognition#look. idc about jacting joices. misha was mocked HEAVILY by this fandom antis and hellers alike#for his support of destiel soon as the show ended#in 2020-2022 when the cast was silent misha was out there making destiel trend regularly#folls saying he needs to move on or he's que#or he's queerbaiting#but whenever people celebrate the fact misha has always been supportive yall want to add minimize misha and make posts about Jackles#trying to make it seem like he's just as supportive when all he's done is talk around it#he said a year ago dean would have said 'i love you too' but people leave out the part about brotherhood#like Jackles ain't being silenced. he's trying to be nice about telling yall he don't sees that for dean#but mans knows he'll piss people off so he walks the neutral line and his stans act like he's heller king#while say *don't ask jensen questions about destiel or bi dean at panels*#miss me with that bullshit#Jackles THIS YEAR acknowledged that Cas *i love you* is romantic. okay but we been knew & misha been saying that#maybe in another 4 years he'll say destiel
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What was up with cass fighting for his life to stop dean from rescusing sam (not to mention his almost enthusiastic jumping to move past sam's death) He did NOT have that energy when the roles were reversed
like summin smell fishy and it aint just cass's pussy
#i think *i think* this post is#anti castiel#or#cass crit#so im tagging accordingly in case#but yeag#sam winchester#mine#dean was so real when he dropped that banger 'and why does that something that went wrong always seem to be you' <- to paraphrase#Michael took over dean and he just dipped forever#shoving all responsibility onto sam: he was left to take care of the au hunters#look after jack#try to help nick who was wearing the face of his goddamn abuser#all the while he's being drained himself physically and emotionally over searching for dean#Like shit hit the fan and cass immediately drops off the face of the earth and when he shows up#sam has to save his ass#How many times did sam clean cass's mess and how many times did cass shove his fuck ups entirely on sam#the recent lucifer break-out being the most atrocious one. He broke sam's hell wall and apologized to DEAN he knew Lilith was the last seal#and helped bridge the rift between samdean he attributes ALL he learned from humanity to dean#and doesn't mention ANYTHING sam has possibly did for him#like what a cool friend man he's good to have around for the vibes and atmosphere but in dire times? He'd go mia on your ass#He'd go mia on your ass or make everything worse#making the post samptique✨️ and word dumping in the tags#samdean
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so many people can’t conceptualise emotional neglect as anything other than ‘my parents were cold and distant and never talked about feelings with me’, and this, while being just a general awful problem of course, is also what leads to so much john winchester mischaracterisation. in this essay i will
#like. it can also be#a parent who you’re close to who is actually extremely emotional and explosive and reactive#and via forcing you to look after their emotional needs and spilling their problems all over you also teaches you that your feelings qrs re#unimportant and that you’re unimportant. even if they dont necessarily mean to or they dont with their words!#anyway i’m sure john winchester was a mix of the two#but my point is like. God this applies to so much actually#there’s this incredibly pervasive idea that damaging parenting has to be like. i dunno. distant somehow#your parents don’t love you. you’re not close to your parents#and obviously that IS damaging but it’s not the only way a parental relationship can be damaging… far from it#and a lot of what makes john so interesting to me is he DOES love the boys. of course he does#and he isn’t some hyper repressed incredibly macho figure either like some people characterise him#he’s warm with the boys when we see him in s1. sure he turns all his emotions into anger but it’s always very clear he Has deep emotions.#everything he does is powered by ‘love’#(theoretically).#like. hes obviously close with dean. he even has strong ideals about parenting when he starts off (see 70s era john disgusted at how future#john actually raised them lol).#and he’s still extremely abusive and neglectful and damages sam and dean soooo much. like. all that can coexist#and it’s such a disservice to flatten his character and pretend it doesn’t#plus it just offends me. like come on.#idk i guess a lot of people like to project their own bad experiences onto john and it’s not like i’m saying they shouldn’t do that#but. characterisation wise#he’s awful in a very specific way#spn#john winchester#oliver talks
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and when i write a fic about bobby callin ellen in a panic because dean, sixteen years old, has been left by john at sonny's and there's nothing he can goddamn do. what then
#if he's sixteen little joanna beth is ten but it always feels like ellen has more experience#bobby doesn't have always the boys and he won't feel like he ain't pretendin at the throne of being their father til they're well past grow#but god worryin about dean is a full time job and looking after sam is too#because sam is twelve and angry and bobby fucking gets it because he sees the weight of his father's hands in john winchester's#and it takes everything in him to give those boys back every time he has to#he made dean stay with him for all three months of summer when he was seventeen and didn't let him go on a hunt once#when dean dropped out right after his eighteenth birthday it was like a kick in the chest#ellen rufus bobby and missouri are so important to me. i have so much to say on the matter#bobby singer#mer rambles
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millie picking up lucifer’s body language because his body remembers how lucifer wore it vs lucifer stuck with millie’s potty mouth because millie’s stream of consciousness is mostly fuckfuckshitfuckdickassfuckballs.
#<3 love is when u reflect each other (<- canonically if lucifer calls anyone a cuck in this universe it’s millie’s fault)#millie standing and reacting the way lucifer would have is v much an unconscious thing.#and subtle enough that you definitely would not know unless 1) they were standing next to each other or 2) you’ve known him for decades#he actively has to clamp down on it and perform more like Himself to make sam and dean comfortable#doesn’t always work though#sometimes sam looks up and millie’s head’s tilted and his arms are crossed and his expression is barely off from one lucifer would have made#and it freaks sam out. the only thing that freaks sam out more is that he knows he does the same thing.#you don’t get possessed without it leaving something behind in you. both of you.#spn oc
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Confession that I actually don’t know that much abt dunmeshi but based on like. Osmosis I’ve picked up that there’s this weird mimic monster that can impersonate someone based on a different person’s recollection of them and so they’re all varying degrees of wildly inaccurate to like, slightly off and not to add onto multijace theory but I do think the idea of something embodying how each of the ratgrinders perceives Jace is extremely funny to me
#Lucy’s Jace is fairly true to memory but his scarf is always extra fluffy. peak cozy mode#I honestly don’t think Mary Ann has a read on Jace. I do think her Jace smiles more. but also he’s the same just taller#but I also think the minute details of his look are NOT RIGHT at all#you can’t even really make out what Ruben’s Jace looks like. he’s always turned away#oisin’s is very true to memory but is never smiling#(always has something critical to say. you are never good enough)#convinced buddy’s Jace is just Dean Pelton in a devil costume going GAY MARRIAAAGGGEEE#I don’t have a grasp of KC’s#can’t decide whether Ivy’s Jace is more gilear coded (just truly pathetic lackey mode)#or if he’s Hilariel coded (Porter’s neglectful trophy wife boytoy coded)#shut up Janelle#I do think how Jace perceives the ratgrinders vs how they actually are would also be really funny too
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when people get on here and say with their whole chest that Sam’s speech in Sacrifice (specifically the part where he says “Who are you gonna turn to next time instead of me? Another angel? Another vampire?”) is homophobic, another media literacy angel has its wings violently ripped off and is cast to hell
#please please PLEASE someone explain this to me bc I DO NOT GET IT#even just looking at it through a non-shipping lens it’s just-#that is Sam baring his SOUL and saying the awful shit Dean has said to him this season (and let’s be real ever since like s4) hurt him A LO#he’s telling his brother “I feel like shit about not being a good brother#about you thinking that I always let you down and telling me I’m not good enough”#and like I’m just…so confused…how in the world does that make him/his speech homophobic#I am just at a loss truly if anyone knows why people say that PLEASE let me know bc it’s driving me NUTS#spn#spn meta
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In The Hero’s Journey, when Sam loses his heroic plot armor, the fact that he’s clumsy is The Best Thing Ever.
Like, immediately, he’s a disaster in the kitchen (maybe he shouldn't have bothered the food?), he slips coming up the stairs, and he knocks over a bunch of shit at the case.
They should’ve kept it, and in a fit of irony, his clumsiness saves the day. Through a series of whacky, seemingly impossible, bizarre, Rube Goldberg-like events, Chuck is defeated.
Sam literally trips his way into victory.
The end.
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Imagine it:
AU Bobby (on retraining Sam): "Oh, come on. A little clumsiness never killed anyone."
(Bobby watches Sam at work)
AU Bobby: 'Cept you. You're gonna take care of yourself before the baddies even get close.
On a subsequent case, all four of our mains are stealthing and (CRASH). “Sam," Cas says, genuinely horrified, with just a hint of blame. Later, after another BOOM, Jack says, "Sam," too, but like he's suffering from secondhand embarrassment on his behalf.
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JUST LOOK AT HIM:
SAM: Who left this cooking? Doesn't dinner usually cook itself? I'd better--oop--
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SAM: Ow. OW. OW--oop. (CRASH) OH-OW-THIS-IS-HOT-TOO-WHY IS IT--oop!
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SAM: Whooooa, stairs, STAIRS--oop.
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SAM: (BANG) It—oop.
DEAN: Really?
SAM: It fell by itself.
DEAN: I watched you walk into it.
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SAM: Hai-yaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
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Sam-fuckin-Winchester, everyone.
(I made this with you in mind @couldnt-think-of-a-funny-name. And I regret nothing.)
Also. Someone NEEDS to let me remake season 15 where they don't get any luck back. Please. It was the weird everyone-teams-up ending we deserved.
#sam stuff#tfw idiosyncracies#tfw funnies#spn 15x10#spn the hero's journey#sam + clumsiness#sam winchester#cas: looks like now you're the ones that always *go wrong*#dean + food intolerances#dean + allergies#dean has so many special food needs you have no idea#dean has to get an epi-pen#jack takes inhumane delight when he has to slam it into Dean's thigh
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okay but what if max miller lived and travelled with the winchesters for a while and sam kissed him on the mouth, huh? what then?
#i want a roadtrip fic where dean hates him a little but and sams standing between them bc he can't see max as a monster#and maybe john never looked at him with that same hatred but fuck him if there aren't certain aspects of max's childhood he can relate to#max is so wildly out of his depth and so so scared that he freezes and he has to deal with the way he feels because sam was right#he's still scared of his dad and uncle even though they're dead and now he has stood and waited in motel rooms for the brothers#only for them to come back bloody and miserable. is he any better? has he ever been any better?#and sam is there to tell him yes.#eventually they part ways and its bittersweet; sam won't allow he to get hurt like everyone else always has#sam winchester#spn#max miller#s1ep14#supernatural#spn fic#special children#psychic kids#mine
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SEASON NINE FINALE WAS WILD. I HAVE MANY MANY THOUGHTS. WHAT JUST HAPPENED. A FUCKING ROLLER COASTER FOR SURE
#theo.txt#I DID NOT REALIZE DEMON DEAN WAS NOW#DESPITE KNOWING THAT YEAH HE LOOKS ABOUT THAT AGE OR WHATEVER IN THE SCREENCAPS IVE SEEN#WHEN I TELL YOU I CHEERED AT THE END WHEN I REALIZED WHAT WAS GOING ON!!!!! i love crowley pulling some bullshit at the last minute. classi#king of hell shit#and in the end scene where it's just mark sheppard's stellar monologue and the EYELID NOISE... chefs kiss that got me so hyped for s10#i do think this finale got me really interested to see what s10 brings generally#AND DOESNT ROWENA SHOW UP THIS SEASON?? WE LOVE TO SEE IT IM EXCITED#rip gadreel though he was an interesting character. sad he had to die just to prove a point and blow up a cell. but a fitting end ig?? :(#i also loved cas's plan at the end though with the angel radio thing. get his ass lol#but also god i felt so bad for him. can the narrative give him a fucking break. he is trying his god damn best#the curse of free will and the curse of loving. painful but you do it anyway. castiel when i get my hands on you#also if i am not mistaken... the shot parallels to sams first death with deans death... we cry#IS SAM JUST GONNA BE ALL ALONE NOW?? I ASSUME CROWLEY TAKES DEAN WITH HIM?#OH NO 😭😭😭 SAM BABY IM SO SORRY#not that he doesnt always have a rough time but he has a particularly excruciating season. someone give this man a hug#i feel for him very deeply#'i lied' 'ain't that a bitch?' got me. i hate them. SOOOO brothers.#anyway#AAAAAAAAUGH#also why was metatron the worlds number one destiel shipper at the end of the season here im DEAD. MULTIPLE pieces of dialogue hes like 'yo#did it all for HUMANITY... for your ONE HUMAN of CHOICE... the HUMAN who motivates you...' JUST CALL HIM A SLUR WHY DONT YOU#im dead#idk what the general community thoughts are on that episode but i did enjoy it. wild fucking ride from start to finish#s9 wasnt my favorite and definitely did not hook me in the second quarter for some reason. def was not as compelling as like s7 for me but#the points that i liked i really enjoyed#loved sam resorting to summoning crowley. he wants his ass dead SO bad. i think sam deserves the world after the shit he was put through#this season#anyway overall. i am gnawing on the walls and pacing around my room at incredible speeds. what is UP with this show.#man.
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Gonna be entirely honest from what ive heard abt New Soupernatural it honestly feels very unfitting for Dean to go around actually saving his mom. Like. Im SORRY to say it but the way John raised Dean and how John shaped him to be Sams Protector to be There For Sammy to raise him with the burden of "you may have to kill him for me, Dean. You're going to need to watch Sam and I need you to promise me you'll shoot him if he goes south" is really fucking integral to why Dean is Dean.
YES, we see Dean multiple times wanting a white picket fence life. We know he doesn't want to hunt. But for him to completely rewrite time. Alter a timeline feels. So disingenuous to who his character was.
Dean didn't deserve to die how he did, but what he's doing in Heaven is no better. Deans story should have ended differently yes, but not how it's going in The New Show
#im.not gonna tag this bc from what I've seen its an unpopular opinion but 8/ like. idk I (#Know Dean. And I think like truly as much as I love the show we DID stray from what he was. WHO he waz because og#John. Because he lost his mom#There was always a split between him and Sam bc of his mom. And we know Dean early on got the role of protector thrust on him#and he viewed himself as killing his mom. I don't think its right he finally gets to fix that. It doesn't feel right.#Dean is. Narratively a tragedy. His happy ending is happy but his true wants aren't fufilled but by the end he should have learned#to let go. To mourn truly and wholely and properly. Family doesn't end with blood. He can cry.#idk. I'm being preachy over the show I didnt watch bc it looked kinda shitty and I really didnt care for#follow baby boy john b4 he abused his kids and blamed them for mommys death#But I also really fucking hated Marys return on SPN it felt so dumb. Its such a dumb fucking arc to me#IDK. Hashtag Castiel kinnie has feelings on his source material but like man this ain't it#spn posting
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the finale was bullshit for a lot of reasons but one thing i feel like we gloss over is that series finale Sam would be an absolute dog shit father.
#mans lost his entire support network#literally everyone he loves is dead#we KNOW the person he married is insignificant bc they're out of focus and in the bg of one shot#so i only assume Sams not exactly close or honest with them#i mean thats conjecture but cmon#i have to assume blurrywife is just Amelia 2 electric boogaloo#anyway hes probably so so so deep in the throws of depression#AND the amount of self worth issues he has is like. astronomical#and since so much of Sam is thinking he is like. fundamentally (on a blood level) impure#like i have to imagine thats going to project somewhat onto his kid(s)#i'm not factoring Jack into this since Sam had something of a support network when jack was around#like i dont think sam is like. universally a dogshit father#but if we're looking speculatively at what happened in between Dean dying and Sam dying#like i just dont think hes set up to do well in any department#least of all the good parenting department#anyway ive been thinking all day abt Dean jr and made up a little sister for him named Maggie#they try to find out more about their dad who never tells them anything#and slowly start to realize that maybe. maybe theres a reason Sam has always been incredibly withdrawn
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˖ . ݁𝜗𝜚. ݁₊ on his wrist,
summary. dean loves your simple, worn-out, black hair tie. it's awfully handy for your extracurricular activities.
pairing. dean winchester + reader
wordcout. 589.
notes. 18+, implied intimacy. mdni .ᐟ
Dean Winchester always has your hair tie on his wrist. It's one of those little back ones—plain, stretchy, and just slightly frayed from being used too many times. It doesn't look like much, but it's there, circling his wrist snugly like it just belongs.
The first time you noticed it, you thought maybe he just forgot to take it off. After all, you'd tossed it onto the nightstand, and Dean being Dean, probably scooped it up without even thinking. But now, it's always there. Always.
Even when he's stuffing his hands into his jacket pockets or wiping grease off them after working on the Impala, the hair tie stays on.
It's kind of adorable, really. Not that anyone would dare call Dean Winchester adorable. Not out loud, anyway.
"You gonna keep that on forever?" Sam asks one morning, arching a brow at his brother over a cup of coffee.
Dean doesn't even bother look up. "Yep,"
Sam smirks and mutters something under his breath about how Dean is "whipped", but the oldest Winchester just shrugs it off, casually twirling the band around his wrist like it's no big deal. But it is a big deal. To you, at least.
Because, sure, it's just a hair tie, but everyone knows Dean's not the type to hold onto things unless they matter. He doesn't do sentimental—at least, not in the traditional sense. But this? This is his version of it.
And, of course, there's another reason he wears it.
It's late. you're in his lap, straddling him like it’s second nature. His hands are everywhere—your waist, your back, slipping under your shirt to trace the soft skin beneath.
Your fingers tangle in his hair as your mouths crash together, hot and desperate. He kisses like he fights, all passion and raw intensity, like he needs you more than his next breath. You shift in his lap, feeling him groan against your lips, and it’s almost too much, "You're gonna kill me," he mutters against your lips.
He pulls you back in for another kiss—messy and full of heat, the kind that steals your breath and sends your heart racing. You feel the scratch of his stubble against your skin, the way his lips curve into a smile even as they're locked on yours.
Then, suddenly, you're slipping down onto your knees between his legs. Dean's jaw clenches, his eyes following your every move, and you feel his hands before you even look up. "C'mere," One of them cups your cheek, rough and warm, while the other brushes through your hair, gathering it up with slow, practiced ease.
"Hold still for me, sweetheart," You glance up at him, your breath catching in your chest. He's looking down at you, and it's almost too much—the tenderness in his expression, the hunger in his eyes. His fingers find the tie on his wrist, slipping it off in one smooth motion.
He works quickly, threading the elastic through your hair and securing it with an almost reverent touch. It's ridiculous, how careful he's being, as if tying your hair back is the most important thing he's done all day. His hands linger, rough and warm, the slightest tug making your breath hitch.
"There," he says, his thumb brushing along your jaw. Dean leans back again, his eyes dark and heavy-lidded as he takes you in. He's quiet for a beat, just watching you, and when he finally speaks, his voice is soft but filled with something raw. "You're just so damn pretty like this, baby."
#dean winchester#dean winchester x reader#dean winchester x you#dean winchester smut#dean winchester fic#dean winchester fluff#.docx
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