#hazalyildizs

[samiraxiyer]

She had thought mentioning the puppy to Hazal would ensure the other to be on her side but instead she was agreeing with Maya which had Samira sigh in defeat. “Yes she would be an excellent mother to whatever puppy we get…but ultimately who is going to be the one stuck looking after him or her?” She pointed at herself in response to her own rhetorical question with a laugh. “But maybe I’ll cave a little later when Maya’s a bit older.” Samira hadn’t meant to share her own story to make things worse for Hazal, but she just didn’t want the other to go through what Samira had because she and her ex hadn’t had the discussion prior to everything combusting in front of them. But it was what it was—and she ended up with the best daughter in the world, so maybe all was not lost. “I get that Hazal, I do—but for your own peace of mind, it might be best to just…have that conversation and see where he stands. He might be fully onboard with it and all your worrying could be for nothing…” She smiled at her friend before nodding, “no of course—you don’t have to thank me. I just feel like if it can help in any way—I should share it, you know?”

Hazal could only smile at how excited Samira got when talking about Maya. A puppy would be chaos, but it would also bring so much joy to a child. "Maybe you should get her that puppy," she said with a laugh. "She'd make an excellent pet owner." The little girl was kind. It was hard for her not to imagine it. She liked seeing this side of her friend—the mom who'd do anything to make her kid happy. The conversation about Lincoln and kids made her stomach clench. What Samira shared made her stomach drop—that raw pain in her voice spoke volumes. "I'm so sorry you went through that," she said, meaning it. "You're right about talking to him soon. I guess I've been avoiding it because things are going well, and I don't want to rock the boat." She needed to woman up and have this conversation with Lincoln, even if it scared her. "I should probably bring it up during our next date night. Not in a pressure way, just to get his thoughts on it. Thank you for being honest with me about your experience—it really puts things in perspective."

[shivanixrao]

closed for @hazalyildizs location: shivani's apartment in midtown

"So either we stick to beer tonight--or the vodka coolers because I don't know where my corkscrew went and besides with this," she held up her still bandaged hand, "I don't know that I could get it open anyways." She attempted to crack a smile at her friend, aware that this girls date was quite long overdue and while she'd initially wanted to reach out to Hazal to tell her about the ridiculously great kiss she and Axel had shared before she'd bolted out--she was now moved back into her apartment and reeling from the betrayal she'd felt at his news and while she still wouldn't betray his trust by telling her about all of that--she truly was at a loss of what to do. Had she reacted too hastily? Or was she justified given how much Axel had kept hidden from her? She had no idea but was grateful the company and the distraction Hazal could give her tonight. "So--tell me, how did things work out with Lincoln? I'm super intrigued to hear about everything." She attempted to keep her expression as neutral as possible, not wanting to take away from any progress Hazal might've made with her boss.

[avaxthompson]

WHO. @hazalyildizs WHERE. soundwave

Her palms are raised in faux surrender, elbows hitting the bar top as she leaned in closer. So maybe she'd been trying to convince the bartender to open up one of the rarer bottles of champagne. "I'm not trying to cause trouble, okay? I swear." A pearly white smile was flashed at the woman at her side who was hardly paying attention, with a wink directed at her before she returned to her scheme. "And it's my friends birthday. She just broke up with her fiancé. he's starring in this stupid movie in France. Isn't it the least you can do?"

[lincolnreid]

TO: @hazalyildizs

LOCATION: Fright Fest

Lincoln wasn't really sure how he felt about this time of the year. Sure, it was cool. He liked to see the decorations and the costumes and people having a good time, but for him, it was just another day. However, going to the fall fest in the afternoon turned out to be a better idea than he originally thought. Everyone around him was enjoying their time, the kids were having the time of their lives. The park had done a great job at putting together this event. He had taken a step away to answer a work call. He'd cut a glance back at Hazal every few seconds, making sure she was still safe. He'd find her working along side some kids. The children taking to her quickly, obviously excited to be in her presences as she helped them with whatever activities they were doing. Once the call ended, Lincoln made his way back over to his girlfriend. The kids near her wore bright smiles and loud laughter. A little boy sat next to Hazal, glancing up at Lincoln as he stood behind them both. It didn't take long to tell the boy was now territorial and protective of his new grown up friend. "Hey, bud --" Lincoln greeted, in which the kid continued to glare at him and turn back to his project. Lincoln shook his head and chuckled, "I think you've found yourself another secret admirer, Haz." Lincoln joked, leaning in closer to her. "I'll admit, I like this one better."

[shivanixrao]

Hazal's words had her smiling brightly as she recalled just how relieved she'd felt when she realized that Axel cared for her just as deeply as she did for him. So long she'd spent thinking they had nothing between them but deep friendship and then to finally understand that their friendship had been rooted in something a little more intimate than that--it was unimaginable. With a smaller smile now she nodded at the other before shrugging, "it's very scary but I suppose it has to be worth that risk, you know? To know what we could achieve on the other side of things once we've made that risk...allowing ourselves to open up to whatever the other person is willing to give, is...crazy." She knew that Axel could absolutely break her heart but she trusted him not to, and wasn't that what relationships were all about? Shivani nodded at the other's words and gave her another quick side hug. "I think that's the truth and honestly Haz, I wouldn't have it any other way at this point." Shivani gave the other a smile before taking a sip from her drink, "so asides from everything being wonderful in Lincoln-land, what else has been going on with you?"

A small smile crossed her face at Shivani's words. "Cheesy as it is, it is meant to be," she said. The way things had fallen into place with Lincoln still amazed her, even after their difficult beginning. Watching Shivani talk about Axel made her think that they all had hurdles. Relationships weren't easy nor was it for the faint of heart. Hazal got it—those moments of doubt, wondering if letting someone close was worth the risk. "I get those barriers you're talking about. It's scary letting someone in." Her mom's old warnings still rang in her ears sometimes—about protecting yourself. Having walls up over the years meant that you wouldn't get hurt. But some risks were worth taking. Seeing her best friend so happy with Axel made her glad she'd taken that chance with Lincoln too. "But look at us now—we both found good men who actually want to make us happy. And honestly? That's pretty incredible. We truly are the epitome of the saying; some of the best love stories start with a little uncertainty."

[sofiafuentes]

Sofia hadn't seen Hazal in a few weeks which meant that they were due for a night out with her favorite girl. Or rather, one of her favorite girls. Shivani was busy with her boyfriend tonight, but since she got to see her before leaving for New York, Sofia gave her a pass. She sat at a table in Poseidon's Bistro, sipping on her drink and waiting for Hazal to join her which should be any minute now according to her friend's last text. Hazal's gift was sitting pretty upon the table, wrapped up neatly with a bow. She had seen that box of chocolates when she was out and about with Arnav and figured she couldn't go wrong with a fancy box of chocolate ganache.

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[chiaramazzochetti]

location: rizzo's diner @hazalyildizs

Chiara settled into a corner booth at Rizzo's Diner, the aroma of vanilla and coffee filling the air. She glanced at her phone, smiling as she saw a message from Hazal confirming she was on her way. It had only been a few months since they'd met at pilates, but Chiara already felt a strong bond with her new friend. Hazal's sweet nature and occasional feistiness made their friendship all the more enjoyable. Chiara smiled as Hazal entered the diner, her face lighting up. "Hey, girl!" she waved when the other woman approached.

[atlasxthorne]

CLOSED STARTER

LOCATION: Outside his house TIME: Thursday, afternoon FOR: @hazalyildizs

Atlas stood by his door, coffee mug in hand, when his neighbor materialized like she'd been shot from a cannon. Her startled jump made him spill drops of coffee on his shirt. He dabbed at the stain with his sleeve, glad to have something else to focus on besides her weird behavior. The past few weeks had been strangely peaceful without their daily squabbles about his early morning piano playing or her sprinklers going off at 2A.M. "That's one way to avoid saying hello." He said but his trained eye caught the way she gripped her keys, the small tremor in her movements. Something was off. "I know we're not exactly friends, but … you doing alright?"

[duckycarvalho]

Location: Vintage Records

"Hazal, did you know Arnav said I'm undateable? The match maker can you believe it! Well actually he said he couldn't find me anyone at the moment, which is like basically the same thing." The boy said over dramatically with a flair of his arms as he perused through the records. "Maybe I'll just be a hot spinster, but I'd look so good with a ring on my finger. Maybe I should just tell Matias that once I'm like 34, I'll be his. But anyway enough about me, what's going on with you? Anything demure and mindful to spill?" @hazalyildizs

[lincolnreid]

TO: @hazalyildizs

Was Lincoln taking it upon himself to figure out who could've possibly attacked his girlfriend at the ball? Yes, yeah, he was. He wouldn't explain to anyone exactly how he got the list of the guests, and he knew it would be best that way. However, it didn't help to ease his frustrations. While a list of names helped cut down who it could've been, it didn't give him the direct answer. Therefore, he knew until whoever this was was no longer a threat to Hazal, he'd have to make sure she knew how to protect herself. He couldn't be with her at all times, despite how truly tempting the idea was. He entered the code for the house and entered, Mungo running towards him excitedly. He kneeled down for a moment and rubbed behind the pup's ear, before standing -- the person he needed to see appearing before him. He smiled and closed the distance, laying a kiss upon her head, before heading towards the nearest flat surface. Sitting the bag he held down, he unzipped it, "While I plan to have you well equipped in combat, there's another area I'd like you to be well versed in." He stated, looking over his shoulder, he arched a brow at his girlfriend, "You trust me, right?"

[samiraxiyer]

closed for @hazalyildizs location: soundwave

Samira glanced over at Hazal with an almost wary expression on her face before she looked around the club and took in the amount of people and how they all seemed to be having a good time. "Do you think everything's going well? I know I promised Mahira I'd check in from time to time and make sure it's all running smoothly...but there was a reason I chose to be a silent partner. I can add money but I know nothing about running a business," she murmured before glancing back at where the interim manager was handling things. "thank god for them--otherwise I'd be lost completely." Samira took a sip from her drink and looked back at the woman who she had only interacted with a few times earlier. "So--how are things going with you? I feel like we haven't connected in ages. Things with your boss still going badly?"

[lincolnreid]

TO: @hazalyildizs

LOCATION: New York City

Lincoln walked into the large state hotel. Mabel flooring, and high ceilings. State of the art decor plastered everywhere as he carried Hazal’s bag and rolled his at his feet. He had to meet Peyton in a few hours, which meant that he and his date had free time to do as they pleased til then. He’d halt to a stop, forcing Hazal to stop as well. He smiled down at her, taking in the radiate features of her face. She had the most pretty eyes. “We didn’t speak about this beforehand, but I think we should make it clear now before we make it to the desk to check in.” He said, “Are you staying with me, or would you like your own room?” He asked, genuinely curious. “I would personally prefer it if I got to wake up to that beautiful face of yours, but you know – precautions.” He started walking again, his head turned to Hazal, “And since we have a few hours before my own hell starts, how do you feel about a date around the big apple?” He asked, “I know a few places I think you’d particularly like.”

[lincolnreid]

ft. @hazalyildizs

[lincolnreid]

@hazalyildizs

Driven, Episode 2.

[jessica-nichxls]

"Honestly, I don't blame you. And certainly don't blame yourself: for their actions or for being unsettled by it. That's a horrible thing to be dealing with." Jessica was taken aback by the fact that Hazal was going through that, and they certainly wanted to help if she could. When Hazal asked if she could just keep an eye out, Jessie was nodding quickly. "Of course, of course. And if you need someone to walk you to your car or back inside or anything like that, you just call or text me okay? Don't even hesitate." Jessica was pretty tall, and with her work she was stronger than she looked. But even just having someone else present could dissuade someone from trying anything. @hazalyildizs

Hazal felt a wave of relief at Jessica's reassuring touch. Her eyes darted around nervously before settling back on her neighbor's concerned face. "I have a stalker," she repeated, her voice barely audible. "It's so unsettling, to say the least. I'm constantly on edge, jumping at every little noise." She took a deep breath, trying to steady herself. "Thank you for offering to help. I'm not sure what can be done, honestly. My boyfriend is handling it, but..." She trailed off, her gaze drifting to the cafe around them. Every face seemed like a potential threat now. She shook her head, forcing herself to focus. "Maybe just... keep an eye out? If you see anything suspicious around our building, let me know? I hate feeling this paranoid, but I can't seem to shake it."

[lincolnreid]

@hazalyildizs

"You really don't get it do you?"

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