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[maenimalist]

a HUGE part of me is longing to go back to the way I use to handle my socials...

[kalims]

⊹ㅤattractive things they do | heartslabyul

parts. heartslabyul, savanaclaw, octavinelle, scarabia, pomefiore, ignihyde, diasomnia

characters. riddle, trey, cater, ace, and deuce.

content. gender neutral reader as always

note. fun fact: was scrolling thru my really, really old drafts and saw this. so I decided to just finish it cause why not. (this been rotting there for like a year and a half lmao)

I have about, 14 in my to do list haha. im doing them at random but trying to squeeze in writing at the crack of the night

perhaps he isn't aware of what he's doing exactly but riddle nods every once in a while during a conversation with you. that alone wouldn't have striken something in you if he wasn't intent on looking in your eyes every, damn, time! when you started to notice whatever habit it was it honestly got you skipping words mid sentence. eye to eye contact was something he thought was basic etiquette, hence his lack of care about it. there's something nice about his undivided attention focused, and probably soaking up whatever you had to say. if that wasn't enough him remembering every single thing you mention to him definitely did the trick..

everything, coughs. if i had to narrow it down probably the fact that trey quite literally looms over your shoulder to take a look at whatever you're doing. it doesn't matter whether you're tall, if you're sitting down that's what he's doing. if you had a penny you'd bet that he knows exactly what he's doing from the small smirk he does right after you jolt. you could smell his cologne, his skin over yours and you don't know if you want to screech into the void or throw yourself out of the window. you're as still as a statue, refusing to look up at him or else you're gonna get more down bad than you already are.

some might have contrary opinions but we all love an affectionate guy who isn't afraid to show it. caters just the type to bound up to you and attach himself like a magnet or something. it's funny cause you could be talking to your friends or something and he just bounds up behind you and encases you in a hug. sometimes when he's the one in a conversation he's pulling you over like he needs an emotional support item. literally whenever you're in reach, he's putting his arms to good use. you will not escape I guess.

for someone who claims to be a major hater to certain things considered weird in his book, affection included. ace does it a lot. he somehow always gravitates towards you, it doesn't matter if deuce is walking beside you he's gonna literally bump the guy away with his shoulder (one time into a bush.) a thing he likes to do though, is an arm over your shoulders like you're buddy buddies, which you technically are. just kinda out of character for a guy like him to pull you close so suddenly—and he's semi-aware of it.

looks away really fast when he gets flustered. it's really obvious that you got him, with whatever you've done. a cute thing deuce has done is laying face down in his desk at record speed just because you managed to make him embarrassed, in a good way! if you peeked through the gap under him you'd see his red face. if he can't hide his face from you, as in you keep tryna peek at it when he looks away he's literally just gonna use his hands to cover it. (although his likely response is to just sputter some excuse and dip.)

[gay-wh0re-slut]

Thank you so much for doing my angst request! It was so good!Can I request a new one? I’m in a mood for angst lately, but with smutty ending lol

Reader and Rhea have broke up a while ago, but Rhea is taking it harder than she thought she would. She hears that reader is going on dates (which is actually just to kill time and as an effort to move on, but Rhea doesn’t know that). She feels angry and jealous that she’s replaced so fast and confronts reader about it. During the argument things are getting heated and “somehow” they resolve the misunderstanding horizontally 😅

i’m so glad you liked it! I’m hoping it was the one with the prompt bc that one was fun to write. thank you for making another request!

after writing: it’s a bit more sad than angry bc i lowkey went thru this a while ago lmaooo so sorry bout that but i hope you like it hahahahahaoops and they’re not really horizontal but it’s still hot lmaoo

Over

rhea x fem reader

content: angst-ish with sad rhea, smutttttt, oral sexxxx, fingeringggg, hot buff goth woman kissing youuu ooooooo

It’s been two months since you and Rhea have broken up. The first month was hard on you but the second month you wanted to get your mind off of it so you decided to download all the dating apps you could think of. You’ve been on a few first dates and a few second dates but none have lived up to your expectations.

It has been really hard on the wrestler though. She claimed that she did it because she was getting so busy that she felt it wasn’t fair to you that she wasn’t able to be around as much as she wanted. So she decided to end things, unfortunately for her, she didn’t realize how much she relied on you to get away from all the buzz.

You haven’t spoken or texted Rhea for three weeks and it was hurting you, but she was the one to end things so why should I try? you thought. You and her had mutual friends that you would hang out with sometimes and they would try to tell you updates on her but you didn’t want to hear them.

“She really misses you,” they would say.

“Then she shouldn’t have left me,” said the anger stage of grief.

Part of you knew that the friends were telling her that you were going on dates and how you were doing but you didn’t care. You wanted to seem like the ‘bigger person’ and make it seem like you moved on.

One night, you had been chatting with a girl on one of the many dating apps and things were going suspiciously well so you set up a date for the next day, just to see. It was at a local coffee shop because you wanted it to be in public in case something went wrong.

You wore a long maroon, but sort of tight dress that showed off your curves just right, some light makeup, and your hair natural; you didn’t want to try too hard. The time came and you headed to the shop, ordered coffee and sat down at a small table in the corner.

People came and went and you were there for about twenty minutes, checking your phone and scrolling through social media. Because you were waiting for quite a while, you didn’t want to come off as someone who got stood up, so you decided to text her.

“You still coming?”

“Sorry, something came up, maybe another day?”

Of course. This wasn’t the first time this happened and it sure wouldn’t be the last.

“All good,” was the only thing you said. You didn’t like putting effort into something that wasn’t going to go anywhere. If they wasted your time, then they don’t care about you, your friend would say, but something seemed off.

You brushed it off, drank your coffee and enjoyed your time alone, it was nice. You rarely went out by yourself, so it was good for a change.

You finally finished your latte, so you head back home. To your surprise, there was a familiar black truck in your driveway.

“No fucking way,” you growl as you park the car. You sit for a few minutes contemplating going somewhere else in town, maybe a movie or something long enough to where she would leave on her own, but you decided against it. “If she wants to talk then let’s talk.”

You slammed the car door and stomped inside to her helping herself to a glass of water.

“Sorry to show up out of the blue,” the australian admitted.

“No you’re not,” you threw your keys down on the counter.

“Excuse me?”

“Obviously you have something to say that you couldn’t call or text about so…” you crossed your arms keeping your distance.

She was silent but you could tell she was trying not to go off.

“So?” you push.

“You’ve been going on dates,” she finally said.

“Yeah and? Why does it matter? You broke up with me,” the lump in your throat began to form, you were never good with confrontation but you swallowed it down.

“It’s only been two months!” she barked as she threw her hands up.

“People grieve differently!”

“You’re not grieving, you’re trying to get back at me.”

“I’m not. I’m trying to move on,” you glare.

“Moving on means seeing other people after two months?” She walked to the kitchen table and leaned on the back of one of the chairs, gripping it tightly.

“Yes, it does because I’m tired of throwing myself a pity party every night.”

“As if I haven’t done that?” she gestured to herself.

“You broke up with me,” you reiterate.

“Doesn’t mean I can’t miss you!” She walked to the bar area of the kitchen counter.

You let the words hang in the air, you genuinely didn’t have a response to that.

“It’s like you didn’t even care to reach out,” she sighed under her breath.

“The phone works both ways,” you rebutted.

“Doesn’t mean I didn’t want to talk to you.”

“I didn’t think you wanted to!”

“Of course I did! I wanted to remain friends,” her cheeks were flush.

You try to calm your breathing and think hard about what you’re going to say because you didn’t want to get her feelings anymore than you did, apparently. “It’s hard to remain friends with someone you had fallen in love with and been with for a year.”

“As if I don’t know that?!” She crossed her arm and held her forehead with the other, “I had hope that we could work our way back.”

“Well…”

She took a long deep breath, before looking back up at you, “so you don’t want to try?”

“Literally when did I say that?”

“You didn’t have to say anything! I can tell with the way this is going that you don’t want to,” she was trying to calm herself down but you could tell she was struggling.

“No, no, no, back to the main question, why do you care that I’ve been seeing other people? We broke up!” you uncrossed your arms and got yourself some water too, your hands needed to do something.

“Because!” she huffed, “Because I still care for you and I don’t want you to get hurt,” she sighed once more, “and I miss you.”

You stop in your tracks and set the glass down gently before your impulse took over to throw it. You glare at her, “then why did you leave?”

“Because it wasn’t fair to you! We barely saw each other and when we did we would fight! I loved you too much to do that to you,” tears began to form in her eyes but she didn’t dare let them fall.

“I was perfectly fine letting you do what you love and was willing to work it out, you never talked to me about how you felt! You just up and left!” you threw back.

“Are you serious?! I had a flight that morning I had to leave, it was nothing to do with you.”

“You could’ve waited,” you growled.

“And make you feel more miserable?”

“I wasn’t!! That’s what I’m saying! I loved you, hell I still do, but that was bad the way you did it and you know it,” you pointed at her, hoping that she didn’t catch that one part.

“You what?”

Damn it, “you heard me.”

She sat at the bar and hung her head in her hands, sniffling.

“Rhea…” you start, and the lump in your throat was getting bigger, “I was distracting myself so that I could stop thinking about you. You consume my life, I think about you all the time,” a tear fell and you wiped it away before she could see. “I couldn’t do anything that first month, I was miserable, I had to do something.”

She lifted her head, her face was red and covered in tears. “I never stopped loving you,” she admitted.

“That makes two of us,” you said under your breath. “Why didn’t you say anything?”

“Because I didn’t want to hurt you again,” she wiped her nose with a paper towel.

You couldn’t think of anything to say. You sat there staring at her, thinking of everything you’ve ever done together and where it went wrong, but it never came up. “What do you want me to say?” you sigh.

“I don’t know,” she caught your eyes. Those icy blue perfect eyes staring back into you.

“Then what do you want from me?”

She sat for a minute racking her brain, trying to think of an answer that was different from what she wanted to say, but what’s the use, she thought and decided to shoot her shot anyway, “Another chance?”

You contemplate for a few short seconds, “You have to promise me-”

“I’ll do anything please, baby,” she didn’t mean to call you that, but you let it slide.

“You have to promise me that you’ll keep me informed on your schedule no matter what. We will make it work. Take me with you, I’ll pay for the extra bed, I’ll pay for the tickets, just…” you take a deep breath, “don’t give up again.” You didn’t think you would fold so quickly, but here you were.

“I promise, I’ll send it right now, the whole month. And when the next one comes I’ll send you that too,” as she took out her phone and sent it, “we can download a shared calendar app.”

“Thank you,” you took a sip of your water and set it back down. “Now are you going to admit that you were supposed to meet me at the coffee shop or what?”

“I had to get to you somehow,” she smiled nervously.

“You didn’t think that Leah Shipley wouldn’t raise an eyebrow?”

“Hey, what can you do?” she shrugged.

The two of you sat in silence for a good minute smiling at the thought of her trying to trick you.

“So are you going to kiss me or what?” you said a little too confidentally.

She basically ran around the counter and slammed her mouth against yours, holding your jaw. Your hands grabbed her waist and pulled her in tightly.

“God, I missed you,” she breathed.

“Shut up,” as you kiss her again.

She carefully walked you backwards towards the counter as your lips danced against hers. Your hands found themselves roaming her body naturally, like it was never gone.

She picked you up onto the counter, carefully moving things away. Her hips shoved their way in between your thighs pushing your dress up as she went, as you wrapped your legs around her, pulling her in as close as possible.

A hand found its way into your hair and yanked it to the side letting a whimper spill out of you. She kissed down your neck, biting delicately sending shockwaves down to your core. She kissed her way down your chest until she couldn’t find anymore bare skin. Suddenly, her arms pulled you forward to where you almost fell off the counter, yanking your dress farther up. She planted soft kisses on your inner thighs which made you crazy.

“Can I-” she whispered before you cut her off.

“Do it. I don’t care just fuck me, please baby,” you had missed her touch so badly. No one had ever made you feel the way she did, it was insane. She knew how to work you out just right.

With a devilish smirk she bit harder on your thighs spreading them as far as they would go. Your hand tangled itself in her hair as you used the other one to lean back. She grabbed at the waistband of your underwear and slid them off of you. A shiver hit your body as the cool air hit your hot center.

Her eyes widened at the sight of you basically dripping onto the counter, “Damn, baby, you missed me that much?”

“Shut up,” you said once more and shoved her head into you.

She immediately began lapping at your juices. You moan loudly with your head slamming on the cabinets behind you. A small “fuck,” fell from your lips followed by another moan. Her hand grazed up your thigh, lightly scratching its way up. It reached around to the small of your back and pushed you more forward into her. Riding her face, your hand gripped hair tighter. The hand sneaked its way back around and prodded at your entrance.

“Please, yes,” you whine.

And so she did, gently plunging her two fingers into you. “God,” you groan as your eyes rolled back.

She kissed the inside of your thighs before returning to your neck and kissing her way up to your lips. You grab her face, kissing her intensely, as she’s now pounding into you. Her other hand returns to your now swollen clit and adds to the knot growing inside of you.

“You missed me, baby?” she coos.

“So… fucking… bad,” you breathe.

“Then show me,” she growled.

Only a few seconds pass and you released all over her hand with a loud moan, squeezing your legs closed but was stopped by her hips blocking your way. Your back arching into the woman in front of you, “ffffffucccckk,” you whine as she kisses your neck. Your nails are digging into her shoulder blades as she continues to pump in and out of you letting you enjoy the high.

As you came down, catching your breath, you release your grip on her shoulders. Your head lolled forward leaning onto the wrestlers forehead for a few breaths before leaning back onto the cabinet. She gently pulled her fingers out of you and brought them to her mouth, cleaning them off.

“I forgot how good you taste, princess,” her accent was so thick you almost came undone again.

“It’s been too long,” you sigh.

“I guess we have some catching up to do, then huh?” she smirked. She picked you up with a giggle coming from both of you and began to carry you to your bedroom.

[wetpillowprincess]

God I have been scrolling thru ur blog for hours and my entire hand is wet from how long I’ve been edging and how badly I want to come. I’m laying with my legs spread wide and I’m afraid if I move or breathe I’ll come and the fun will be over. I want to lock eyes with you at a party and sneak off to the bathroom and fuck each other hard and fast with our clothes half on, your dress pulled down around your waist and your hand twisted in my hair, burying my face in your chest. You moan into my hair to keep quiet as I wrap my arms around your waist and spread my hands across back and leave marks all down your torso. Without taking my attention off of your tits I would hike up your dress and push myself in between your legs as I lifted you up onto the sink. You’re leaving marks on the mirror and no longer trying to quiet your moans but we don’t care, because I’m three fingers deep and your wetness is pooling in the palm of my hand. I kiss you hard on the mouth and you grope at my chest zealously as I keep us balanced upright. My fingers pump in and out of you rhythmically, and the sound of your wetness makes my vision fog up with sheer disbelief at the perfection of the moment. For a minute I watch, entranced, as your mouth bites itself and fall open with gasps of pleasure, until you thread one hand through my hair and the other interrupting the palm fucking you, gently guiding my mouth to your cunt. I stare at it as if dumbstruck by an angel, your thighs framing it on either side like wings. It sings it’s siren song and I am a desperate sailor, happily swimming towards my demise. I grip my hands around your waist to keep you steady, and what I feel as I cover your clit with my tongue and lips is not biology but magic, not pleasure but God. My own cunt is numb and cold from the wetness and buzzing of pleasure that has been building since the second you walked into the bathroom behind me, and my knees buckle from your sweet and earthy taste. You barely keep in a scream as I slide my tongue inside you, and your legs snap around my head, drawing me in closer than possible. I suck and lick and kiss and edge until my jaw is nearly locked, but like an avalanche, my chin and cheeks are wet with squirt and cum, and you grip the wall and mirror behind you to brace yourself as you unconsciously grind harder into my face. Before you even cool down you bring my cum soaked mouth to yours and lick inside. I finally fall to my knees and you come with me, draping yourself across my body and burying your face into my neck with kisses and nips. Your hands touch and grope every inch of me and my back and your knees on the cold hard floor means nothing to either of us. I loop my fingers through your hair not to guide you but to feel you, to feel the muscles on your scalp move as your mouth works at my chest, stomach and hips. Your fingers barely brush the edge of my underwear and the world goes quiet. With the same eyes you first watched me dance with, you watch me now as I throw my head back in pleasure as your jaw works at my pussy. I cum quickly but you still kiss me there because you are hungry too. After, you don’t bother moving. You rest your cheek against my naked pelvis and i thread my fingers through your hair draped over my thigh. Our dresses are piled up and discarded but before we fall asleep we help each other get dressed, making one person jobs for two people. I kiss your shoulders lightly as I zip you up, and you kiss my nose as you pull the dress over my head, giggling from exhaustion and disbelief at what we just did. We don’t bother to touch up our hair or your shade of lipstick smeared onto my face because when you take me home, we’re just getting straight out of it.

holy fuck you deserve your pussy ate the fuck out for this. anon...you're so sexy and i'm so wet because of everything you said.

[siofra-river]

Ive been trying to play morrowind. But unfortunetly I grew up with Skyrim and I can tell it's effecting my gameplay descisions. (Just picking something up, but I couldnt see any indication that I was stealing) Any begginer tips?

I almost deleted this ask by accident gave myself a heart attack 😭 but um ok I’ve got a few tips.

So #1 would honestly be. Get openmw. It’s not hard to figure out how to download but it’s basically a new engine for the game and it’s super easy to mod for things like bug fixes(which you really want), new textures, better texture mapping etc. really useful stuff. You also need morrowind on steam to run it iirc so maybe snag it when it’s on sale. It might be on sale rn I think the winter sale on steam just started …

2. Find some kind of character making guide. Unlike Skyrim and a lesser extent oblivion. How you make your character like really really actually matters. You choose your race, your class, and a star to be born under. All of these have different stats that mesh w eachother differently . Like each race has stats they’re better in and so you want to choose a starting class that can actually mesh with those skills. Skills are separated into major,minor, and misc skills which determines your proficiency in them. The game is very very reliant on your skills and like th other games the more you do it the better you are but if your short or long blade skill is like 5, you’re not going to hit someone very often. ALSO, there’s a lot more skills than Skyrim, armor is divided into 3 class skills, heavy medium and light, swords are separated by long sword and short sword. There’s skills like armorer which will determine how much you can fix your own armor, and some skills will level up just as you run around like acrobatics. Also, just bcuz your skill levels up does not mean you leveled up, you have to level up a bunch of skills before you get a whole level up.

Which also gets me into 3. Which is like. Combat and dying. Combat is weird and a little clunky, you’re not guaranteed a hit every swing but neither is your enemy (again, dependent on skills) ,stamina really matters, and if you choose magic (which iirc is like one of the more first time player friendly paths) than you regain magic by resting, not passively overtime . Which is smth I wish I knew first time I got into a fight I was so confused 😭. And uh, you’re going to die a lot at first? It’s frustrating but like it’s part of the growing pains imo. If you can stick with it you’ll get a lot a lot better.

4. Would be , get used to a different way of questing. In morrowind you don’t have a quest marker, you don’t have a quest list, and you can’t fast travel outside a few select ways but even then not to everywhere. If you join the mages guild they can teleport you to a few other mages guilds, for a small fee, or you can ride a silt strider for a much bigger fee, but again they don’t take you everywhere. You may also run into a spell or scroll that can teleport you. It may sound intimidating but I swear it gets better, it’s not as bad after running around for a couple hours. You do get a map, but like it only fills out where you go, which I honestly really like, gives a good sense of your progression. But most importantly, you store all your quest info in a little booklet, which will automatically update as you progress thru a quest, so it’s important to remember and check it when you need directions .

5. A little cheesy but . Have fun? It’s a different style of game and can get a lot of getting used to, if it’s really frustrating, not fun at all. Don’t be afraid to step back and look at what might be frustrating you. If you don’t like one style of combat don’t be afraid to start another character and try another kind.

I know I have a few friends who know a lot more abt morrowind so if they wanna add on to this I don’t mind. But yeah, morrowind is a good game! With good(and crazy) writing!

[sanchoyo]

anytime I have to scroll thru a big fandom on ao3 there’s always dozens of chat fics and it makes me sad bc 9 times out of 10 they don’t have plots or are too ooc for me to want to read and it sucks bc I feel like the concept of an epistolary story told with only text messages is so fun!! Accounting for the diff ways characters would type/use emojis/emotes, how fast they would respond (if they have time stamps in the story) who’s getting left on read, trying to extrapolate what’s going on behind the texts, how a plot could progress in a text only format… it has so much potential yet usually it’s only lolrandom type meme stories which don’t scratch that itch for me 😔

[merakiui]

(4) obviously I love your x reader fics the most hehe. but I really do like the occasional sprinkling of polycules or at least open relationships u do amongst characters and certain dynamics !! I know a lot of them aren't necessarily ships between the other characters ^^; but u write their dynamics so well and it's fun to see how they interact with one another when a further person (reader) is involved :D if that makes sense ^^;

(8) god the descriptive imagery you paint and OMG THE ATTENTION TO DETAIL!!! your attention to detail and symbolism featured in your work such as dru and 11:11 !! those are some of the most notable works that come to my mind, but really any of your longer work or even a few specific drabbles always seem to hold so much detail !! I remember (awhile back) after u had updated dru with a new chapter, anons were pointing out your foreshadowing and specific symbolism from earlier chapters and theorizing for future chapters and aaa !! it was so fun, really felt like we were playing detective hehe, and it really shows how well you keep your readers interested and attentive ^_^ and omg every one of ur fics has such amazing setting and I find myself absolutely enamored and immersed with the scene!! 11:11 made me awestruck with the scenery the first time i read it, and then left me amazed at the symbolism the next few times i read it!! OMG AND YOUR PACING!! how did I not mention that earlier omg T__T .. your pacing is absolutely fantastic. and how you can so easily achieve the right tone and pacing depending on the context!! the slow and steady parts in a tense and suspenseful atmosphere that never let the reader get too comfortable >:) or other times, it begins fast paced and sudden before slowly fizzling out to a cliffhanger or masterful and concluding ending!! and the overall sensual and loving undertones of your more fluffy and intimate work and the gentle pacing that comes with them T__T orz you are truly a master at pacing. OH AND AAHHH your ability to write such re-readable work !! whether it's a longer and more developed piece or a quick thought u had rushed, i always find myself going back thru your tags or scrolling thru ur blog and re reading things I know I've already read a dozen times before because aaa T__T I just really adore your work so much and everytime I read from you, it always feels like a treat that i'm unwrapping and indulging in for the first time <3

(11) as much as i love all of your current work, something I would love to see more of would definitely be you writing and exploring the other dorms + characters in more depth!! :D I adore how you paint pomefiore and diasomnia, despite not writing much of the latter ^^; and I'd love to see more scarabia and savanaclaw content from you as well!! I know you've explored kalim/jamil briefly before but I think you'd have tons of fun writing kalims character in more complex scenarios since he's such a fun, optimistic, and upbeat guy and a bit oblivious .. and the possibilities of a character like jamil orz !! but of course, never feel pressured for that kind of stuff !! writing characters that are, well, actually somewhat consistent to their canon character can be such a hard feat to achieve, so don't worry too much about exploring other characters if you're not yet ready to tackle their personalities, or if u simply don't have an interest in them !! I'm always happy with any content you currently publish, so it wouldn't bother me if you prefer to stick with dorms/characters you're most familiar with 🫶🫶

sry if this was long .. I hope I didn't miss/forget anything that I wanted to say T_T

(ask game)

DEAREST ANON, OMG OMG THANK YOU!!!!!!! I want to preface my ramblings by saying please never apologize for long asks!!! I love to read asks regardless of how short or long they may be. Additionally, I cannot thank you enough for sending such a sweet message OMG?????? AAAAAAA okay okay!!!! >w< now I will delve into my ramblings per section! :D

I'm so happy you can enjoy the dynamics and relationships in my writing! With Pomefiore especially, though I don't write it often, I love their entire dynamic as a group, so the thought of them sharing a darling together is very fun!! Although this applies for any group of yanderes! Heartslabyul is so much fun when they're all pining for the same person. Of course, this is also the same case for Octavinelle and Diasomnia. Just,,,, any group of yanderes is fun to write for because they all are united with the common similarity of sharing darling, but they all interact with darling in separate, different ways, which I greatly enjoy writing about. Additionally, how the characters themselves will interact with each other! Like Ace and Deuce being an example of "the enabler" and "the enabled." Deuce tries so hard to be good, but it's difficult when Ace is in his ear, twisting his rationality and morals. ;;;;

AAAAAA thank you so much for enjoying my descriptive imagery and details!!! One of my favorite things about writing series is that I can sprinkle in all kinds of foreshadowing that span throughout chapters, which allows for readers to theorize and make guesses about what might happen next in the plot. Playing detective is so fun!!! DRU is full of symbolism and details big and small. I'm always so excited to read everyone's theories and thoughts on recent chapters and the story overall. I'm also so attached to the setting because it feels like such a vibrant city despite all of the darkness that is happening beneath the surface.

Speaking of settings, thank you for liking the settings in my stories!!!!!! With 11:11, I just had to place Rook in a cabin in the woods. He fits into that sort of backdrop so well! I'm glad you could enjoy your reading of it. As is common with my fics, there was an absurd amount of detail and symbolism weaved throughout despite it being a relatively compact fic. ^^;;; it's a little scary how easy it was to write Rook for that fic... but I'm proud of the outcome! He's a terrifying menace in that plot.

AAAAAA THANK YOU FOR SAYING SO ABOUT MY PACING!!!!!! To be called a master... I'm really flattered and so relieved to know my pacing is done just right. I often worry about my pacing in smut scenes. On one hand, I don't want it to be a few paragraphs or too short where it feels rushed or hastily composed; I really want to dig deep into the sensations and feelings of that scene, as well as illustrate the connection between the reader and the character. But then I also don't want to write a smut scene that feels like it drags on. orz I'm very happy to know that is not the case!

:o re-readable work!!!!! I'm forever shocked when I'm told that people read my work more than once. It never occurs to me that my stories are worth a second, third, or even fourth read. >_< so thank you for loving it enough to read more than once!! I am eternally grateful that both long and short works (fics and ramblings) can be enjoyed over and over!! <3 I hope to continue to provide you with more tasty treats hehe!!!

Aaaa yes!!! I plan to explore more characters beyond the ones I already write a lot of (looking directly at Octavinelle). Lately I've wanted to write a lot of Jamil and Vil thoughts, but I also hope to write more for characters like Leona and Malleus and more of other dorms as a whole! Book six flipped a switch in me and now I have even more love for the characters. >0< with Jamil, I want to write a short fic called [...] (yes, that is the title...for now) in which you match with him on a dating app, but he's secretly your stalker. Stalker Jamil is currently my favorite flavor of Jamil, but I am compiling all manner of facts about him and his personality so that I can write him in a convincing, in-character manner! Also,,, enemies to lovers with Jamil, but then I want to use that trope for nearly every twst character lol. But I will definitely write more for other characters! :D I hope those writings will be enjoyed when they are posted!!!!

[rollercoasterwords]

Please�� Rae… feverwake has left me EMPTY and I need something to fill the hole… do u perhaps have any other book recs? 👀

(No pressure though of course!! <3)

oh god….i understand the emptiness completely unfortunately i have not been reading much lately that i feel like would fit the same sort of vibe as the feverwake duology…let me scroll back thru my storygraph lol

ok if ur wanting some fun fast-paced sci-fi the illuminae trilogy is really fun i just reread that recently, i’ll give you the sun is a pretty different story but similar vibe in that it’s sort of fast-paced and cinematic and emotional and gay etc…omg WAIT. a history of glitter and blood also if you want magic-y angsty war story SO good so fun one of my all time faves…and maybe the darker shades of magic trilogy if u want another fantasy series it’s been a few years since i read it but i remember having fun so! there u go hopefully there is something in there w a similarish vibe that u can enjoy <3

[celestie0]

ellie bestie i hope you are doing well!!! thinking of you in this hectic starting med school time bc i be on that 7 AM - 5 PM garbage already 😭😭😭 remember to take care of your mental health and don’t overexert yourself writing! ❤️

- 🐝 anon

omg hi bee baby!!!! this is crazy cuz i was literally just thinking about you yesterdayyy. omg i hope med school has been good so far :'') i started classes and im struggling lol it's hard to go back to school after being...like i guess a normal adult for a year lmfaooo but the weekends have been coming in clutch to catch up on stuff.

thanks bb <3 i've actually been having a lot of fun writing bc i've been able to write between study breaks :'') and it's become like a relaxing lil thing for me to do instead of scroll thru tiktok or instagram which can be very anxiety inducing for me.

hope you're taking care of yourself tooooo and keeping up w the school work!! i feel like things are already moving so fast.

[bi-astolfo]

Scrolling thru the OW tag and saw your Genji post. For me, he’s hard to learn how to play. There are some folks who are almost unkillable as Genji, esp now that there’s a self-healing mechanic, and it’s entirely on working off his cooldowns and movement.

I’ve noticed that if you’re on offense, he’s good for taking down one character at a time. Target supports first bc they often have very limited movement/damage abilities, and then they can’t heal the next target, DPS.

If that fails and you’re made to go defensive, then it’s all about double-jumping, wall climbs and deflect. He doesn’t last long against the whole team, but he’s very fast and can make it out of, say, a 1v3.

That’s my observation, at least. I’m saying this as a support main who’s been relentlessly targeted in a game by Genji or has had to watch his distant outline backflip repeatedly with the critical health alert until he dies or comes back back to me.

I just wish he had better melee damage and a much stronger ultimate. When it comes stealth takedowns, it’s more fun and rewarding to play Sombra who can actually go invisible. I just think they need to give him something special to make him worth it.

I guess I should get used to doing hit and run or something.

[akaluan]

Some fun (and potentially horrifying, if you know anything about coding) facts about Google docs that I have forcibly discovered via my new job:

1: due to their newest "this is a GREAT IDEA!" idea, Google docs is now actually an Image, not actually text on your screen.

1a: Google docs uses an html element called a Canvas now, which is exactly what it sounds like -- using JavaScript, Google accepts your key presses, cursor movement (for selecting, moving text chunks, etc), and other such interactions, translates those actions into a form the canvas can understand, and then DRAWS THOSE ACTIONS ON THE CANVAS

2: if you're wondering how efficient this actually is, the answer is "not very". Every interaction you make, from clicking to move the cursor, typing a single letter, deleting a single letter, highlighting words... it all triggers code that quickly erases a large chunk of the canvas and then redraws everything previously erased with your new change. Sometimes even just sliding your cursor across the doc is enough to make the JavaScript code erase and rebuild an entire page image. Yes, this happens literally on every keystroke. Yes this is probably part of the reason that Google docs eats things sometimes.

3: yes this is actually Horrible for accessibility needs, because all that text you see on the screen? It's not text. It doesn't exist AS TEXT in any location that external code (or you and I!) can access. Google saves your document as a bunch of text + metadata about that text (and any images, so yes, images being added to a Google doc are being Redrawn On The Canvas) but we can't access that without explicitly getting access to the Google doc API

4: yes this means that screen readers can't actually read anything on Google docs except via the API (which requires a Lot of hoops and is frankly very poorly documented, as many APIs are) or via some. Fascinating code wiggles.

4a: yes I'm aware of this specifically because I needed to get a specific screen reader web extension working with Google docs, and yes I went the route of the fascinating code wiggles because it enabled me to get screen reader support on shared but uneditable documents, which is actually NOT GUARANTEED with any other method of getting access to the text.

5: somewhat unrelated to screen reader accessibility, and much more of a 'huh, weird decision, but I guess I get it', but all those Pages you scroll past in a long document? Google is reusing 4 canvases at most to display that whole document. Depending on your direction of scroll, Google keeps Last Page, The Two Pages Potentially Visible On Screen, and Page After Those Two Pages (so if you're looking at the middle of page 4 of a document, Google has probably got page 3, page 4, page 5 and page 6 loaded on the four available canvases. If you scroll up to the bottom of page three, those loaded pages switch to pages 2, 3, 4, and 5). The canvases are erased and redrawn with the new page as you move, which is why if you fast scroll thru a long document, everything goes WEIRD as gdocs tries desperately to load/erase/load canvases fast enough to keep up.

That bit really doesn't affect too much of my work, it's just a weird aside I found fascinating while I was working on the extension.

6: have you ever felt that the font and font size you're typing with on gdocs doesn't look Quite Right? That's because the canvas interface has it's own specific interpretation of font and font sizes that doesn't always align with browsers or word processors. This is less on google and more just a result of the fact that font and font sizes are not, and have never Been, actually standardized across different programs. Every browser, word processor, browser based word processor, text pad, etc has Literally Their Own Interpretation Of Display. Most of the time you can't see the difference with your eyes, because a lot of these interpretations agree pretty well with each other, but sometimes the difference CAN be spotted, especially if you're opening the same document in multiple places and comparing them.

I'm sure there are other things I've forgotten about, but this is getting long enough, so XD

writer survey question time:

inspired by seeing screencaps where the software is offering (terrible) style advice because I haven't used a software that has a grammar checker for my stories in like a decade

if you use multiple applications, pick the one you use most often.

[getmemymicroscope]

I was fucking exhausted when I got home from work and really wanted a nap - so instead I ordered a pizza (fuck!) and turned on the TV and, without really much reasoning beyond "hey this is on my watch list," I turned on this movie.

I think it is worth noting just how rare this is for me: "it is on my watch list" only about 5% of the time is enough to make me turn on the movie. Normally that will be countered by "I'm not in the mood," which is always the winning argument - and which is why, in spite of having watching at least 1017 different English movies, 6 different 'foreign films' (Spanish, Japanese, Italian, Argentine, anime) films, and at least 944 different Indian-language films, my "to watch" list is still massive and why I still spend so many days scrolling thru the streaming sites before giving up and just turning on music. (Yes, I've counted the number of movies I've watched.)

Anyhow, point is - I almost never just think "hey this is on my list" and turn on said movie. It's usually a whole process, including knowing all day that I'm going to come home and turn on a specific movie. ... I am VERY BAD at making decisions. ... Anyhow, though - today was one of those days where the decision was made.

And... well... the movie definitely had its moments. Phoebe Waller-Bridge, for example, was mostly awesome and I would totally watch more movies of her going hunting for ancient relics. Also her and Harrison Jones having their own version of a 'fast and furious' scene, except set in the 1960s and using rickshaws was pretty entertaining.

Which is good because, after the initial sequence on the train (and even this suffers a bit, because Toby Jones' character's constant hesitations really make you wonder why he wouldn't have just stayed hidden as Indy had suggested to him), the movie really slows down immensely for quite a while. Of course, it does eventually pick up again - and not having known anything much about the plot going in, seeing them travel back in time was entirely unexpected - and yet, for some reason, not very thrilling or enthralling. Well, until Helena absolutely cold cocks Indy - that was definitely entertaining. But by that point, the movie is literally over.

It's also interesting how Indy & Helena are literally like informing the world of their every move while going thru the cave, whilst the baddies movie even more quietly than ninjas. Like, how did they not hear the bad guys coming? Of course, the baddies sneak up on them multiple, multiple times and they're never really the wiser, so, yeah, maybe it is time for Indy to retire (in case the 'bring a whip to a gunfight' scene didn't convince him of that).

But then, his retirement is well-deserved. He's gone on a lot of crazy adventures, and his classroom scene in this movie made it clear that the students just don't care about archaeology. Poor Indy. You almost wonder if it would've been better for him if he'd actually stayed back in the olden days. I guess it'll be interesting to see if they decide to do anything more with this series. This may not have been the best movie in the series, but it also probably wasn't the worst - and I'd definitely be down to watch more. Especially if they keep Phoebe Waller-Bridge around. She's a lot of fun.

[berryunho]

HELLO HI HELLO ITS SAN ANON!

my exams are finally over GOD i missed it here HOW ARE YOU i’ve been scrolling thru your profile for the past 5 minutes and i missed so many good reblogs holy shit also YOU MISSED OUT ON BLUEJOONG??? my heart is crying for you 😭 and dw about the fanchants i bet within a few days you can literally dream those

also… abt that san ask… he is just a cult freak to me 😍 he’s a little crazy but i love him shhajshfjdhd AND IIRC THE ANSWER WOULDNT HAVE A HAPPY ENDING? i hope he goes insane LMAO anyway…

I HOPE YOURE HAVING A GOOD TIME IN KOREA STILL love u mwah mwah

OMG YAAAYYY HI !!!! i hope your exams all went well and im glad theyre over ... lklakdjflksdjf BUT JDKFJSD FYES IM HOPING AND PRAYING THEY KEEP IT BLUE UNTIL THE CB LIKE HIS POOR SCALP BUT I NEED IT SLKFJSLKD like at least until the concerts ... my only request ... sigh ... BUT OMG ive been trying so hard w the fanchants its literally embarrassing. like theyre so much more complicated than i realized. and whenever theres ANYTHING during a rap i cant read korean that fast so before i know it its the end of the verse and im like oh shit i missed all of them and LKAJDSFLKJDSF YEAH ANYWAYS IM STUDYING !

but PLEASEKJLSAKFJSLDJKF youre so valid ... and ... yeah you're remembering correctly BUT THATS SO FAR AWAY STILL SDJFSKFJD IM HAVING SO MUCH FUN IN KOREA !!! i had my first wild idol sighting last week ... i consumed a minor amount of alcohol last night and discovered i can hold entire conversations for hours in korean . THAT was crazy . and i get to play translator for my friends all the time and its actually rather fun tbh AND YEAH ANYWAYS KOREA IS GOOD . I HOPE WHERE EVER YOU ARE IS EQUALLY GOOD ! HAVE A NICE WEEKEND !!! MWAHHH

[kings-paintbrush]

YAY. So like I already made this ramble a long time ago, but I literally scrolled thru my tumblr and could NOT find it (could’ve been one of my alts. Idk) To start off with, from all I can remember (I’ve watched it twice but a bit ago) the concept is great. A retro game where someone is sucked in and thrown into a fast paced and confusing world. Alice in WonderLand style…. Except Alice in Wonderland is somehow more mature in it’s storytelling. (I could argue The Wiz- 1978- has better characterization) TADC advertises itself as a fun happy show with an undertone of Psychological horror. Something I love a lot but—- in the pilot it falls so intensely flat. Before I criticize I want to say, a scene I vaguely remember but love ALOT. It’s when Pomni is asked what her name is, and she can’t remember. But she isn’t given any time to freak out. Cane just moves on to the next thing and to the next thing. I think that absurdist sort of comedy could work in the show’s favor of horror. But that’s where the praise ends — I’m currently rewatching it… I’m taking back my praise. There’s too much dialogue. A BIG LACK of Show don’t tell. It works a little bit but not as well as I made it seem.

To get it out of the way, let’s start with the end. It’s a PILOT. It’s supposed to keep you guessing as to what’s coming next. The thing with Pomni running through the rooms and the smile at the end- though the dinner table scene is a great display of decent into madness… it loses any real impact it could have on the viewer because it happens so early. The whole thing with the room just feels like MatPat Bait (rest in peace mat) but… it feels like it’s there just for clicks and theories. There’s no room for a slow burn. With fast paced shows

The Animation:

the introduction is really nice. I don't mean the theme song but the very pixelated introduction with the title that loads in just like an old video game!! It's that immersion that I feel is completely lost. It just feels like they didn't stick to the old 90's/early 2000's video game feel. It works when Cane is introducing the world to pomni and there's a mouse pointing to everything! Like a point and click game of this era! ... but stylistically it could've gone so much more. Like ENA or Poppee the Performer. The CLOSEST thing I can compare it to is Welcome Home. Though they’re VASTLY different in story and medium, visually there’s a good amount of emersion in WH. This’ll be where the comparison stops because it’s not a good one to make. But what I’m saying is it’s really squeaky clean. They’re too focused on making it look neat and clean (yes, even Kaufmo’s monster form) and too uniform. Choosing ease over visual storytelling. Like the “void.” It doesn’t make much sense in the context, it could be more easily seen/communicated as an “out of bounds” thing in a video game.

character design:I really love Zooble and uhhh Theatre mask guy’s design (I don’t care much to learn their names) I like the IDEA of cane’s design but it feel’s poorly executed. Like a lot of things story wise, alot of it feels like bait. TADC can’t stick to its guns on anything because of wanting to viral. It feels like it’s imitating “Weirdcore” instead of being it. There are ways to have a simple yet interesting design. Jax’s just feels like lazy, blatant tumblr sexyman bait. Not to hate on ANY artists or animators working here. As someone working on a series themselves, animation and character design takes a lot time. I’m looking at all of this through an object lens, mostly from storytelling. But a lot of these designs just don’t make sense for the setting, and I know TADC isn’t supposed to make sense— the thing is— it just can’t stick to anything. It’s either almost too crazy or almost too tame. It’s hard to tell what it’s going for at any given moment. like… it’s a circus. You’d assume a circus point and click/video game would have more circus-y characters. and I could also argue Writing wise that the dialogue is repetitive. They used the word insane like 5 times in the span of a few moments. It’s pushing to you that something sinister is going on instead of letting you find that out yourself. overall, I just couldn’t get connected to the characters. They were really one note. A strong introduction is key to hooking and engaging your audience. To me it just felt uninteresting. Like a modern day kids show (not like Bluey— I love Bluey. Like modern day SpongeBob) you can DO chaos you just have to do it right. A lot of my favorite things are Campy, Confusing, Colorful and Psychological horror. I just couldn’t get into it.

should I go on a Anti Amazing Digital Circus tangent

[airplane69]

the thread where mo ran finds cwn’s nudes [wip, unedited]

https://twitter.com/Airplane_69/status/1575718413569511425?t=wrV89OoXRKU1TGYr2IvyQA&s=19

Cwn shyly taking lewds and keeping them on his phone, and he means to delete them but he forgot mo ran steals his phone as a "funny" "prank" and scrolls thru his gallery to laugh at his stupid boring professor pics

Like it's flower, page from a book, page from a book, blurry picture of a street taken by accident, picture of a pastry, another flower, CWN'S NAKED THIGHS ANGLED SO U CAN ALMOST SEE HIS COCK, HIS HAND PRESSED AGAINST HIS BARE STOMACH, HIS LONG HAIR OVER HIS SHOULDER,

One problem w having a big cock is that sometimes there are certain blood flow issues related to it. Mo Ran gets hard so fast he gets light headed and has to put his head down

While his head is down he reasons that this isn't cwn this is just some guy. That for some reason took naked pics on cwn's phone. And then Mo ran gets so so angry for absolutely no reason at all and decides to look at more pics just in case there's info on who mystery nude man is

The next pic is of a soft, luscious, unmistakable arse, the angles of chu wanning's frankly ridiculous waist, and his back. Also his ponytail. Very perfect for grabbing

Mo ran is losing his fucking mind

It's not like Mo Ran didn't KNOW that Chu Wanning was hot. That's one of the big disappointments of the Chu Wanning experience. You see him and he's so fuckin hot and you want to bite him, and then it turns out he's a huge bitch, and not in the fun way.

But there's a difference between Chu Wanning being kinda hot and seeing the exact size of Chu Wanning's waist (it's the perfect size for Mo Ran to put his hands around)

He doesn't feel, like, good about it, but Mo Ran sends the photos to himself. There's one that turns out to be a video and Mo Ran really shouldn't watch it, he has limited time before class (with Chu Wanning. Fuck). But

Self control is for other people

Chu Wanning is awkward in the video, adjusting the camera for a few extended seconds, managing to catch the silliest angles of his face from below. He looks flustered as he does so, the blush starting to stain the tops of his cheekbones and the hollow of his neck

He steps back, and his naked, cock hard and leaking between his legs. He eyes the camera uncertainly, lips pressing into a thin line. He looks displeased. He kinda looks like how he does when Mo Ran comes to class straight after gym without showering. Offended

He trails an uncertain hand across his chest (his wrist is so delicate. Mo Ran could wrap his hand around it no problem), and tweaks a nipple. His makes a sound like a startled kitten and his eyes go wide. Surprised, it looks like, even though he's doing that to himself

Fuck, Mo Ran wants to be there, in that moment with him. Replace those long fingers with his mouth and bite down on that cute little nipple. Grope between his legs and grind his hand against Chu Wanning's cute little cock

The video isn't long though. Just a couple of seconds. Something shifts, the phone falls over, and Chu Wanning is replaced be a blur of colour and motion and then blackness. Fuck. Fuck. It's enough though. Mo Ran limps his way to the bathroom, shuts himself in a stall

He gets himself off quick and furious to the sound Chu Wanning makes when he pinches his own nipple

[abyssal-ali]

Batfamily as Swifties: Headcanons

Jason is a huge Swiftie-- he loves the lyricism; it really appeals to his classic lit snob side. He especially vibes with Reputation era (LWYMMD anyone??)

His voice-mail is 100% "I'm sorry, the old Jason can't come to the phone right now. Why? Oh, 'cause he's dead."

(Bruce hates it but everyone else thinks it's funny)

Dick and Steph are Swifties thru and thru and proud of it.

The rest of the family are swifties too but in the closet and make fun of Dick and Steph for their obsession.

...Until one day they find Jason vibing to I Did Something Bad in his safe house, singing at the top of his lungs as he cooks.

He swears them to secrecy.

One day during a road trip Dick and Steph have control of the aux (Steph won a bet) and they only play Taylor Swift.

Bruce breaks first and belts out Love Story

Jason laughs at him

Until No Body, No Crime plays. He has it completely memorized.

Duke joined the Swiftie squad when he joined the family.

Damian was caught secretly grooving to I'm Only Me When I'm With You while he painted.

Cass just loves music and sings along to anything, but one of her favorite songs to freestyle ballet to is Enchanted.

Babs is a BLINK but a secret Swiftie. She is caught when she's helping with a case. Babs instantly recognizes the background audio.

"Hey, isn't that mad woman?"

Tim:...how do you know that?

Babs: ...I heard Dick play it??

Tim: You recognized it that fast?

He's skeptical but glad someone else said it before HE did. He's teased enough about his ___ obsession as it is.

Tim is outed by Jason, who unplugs his headphones when he falls asleep, trying to pull a prank. What happens is better than Jason hoped. Tim's phone connects to the Batcave bluetooth speakers. Red blares, startling Tim awake and he falls off his chair.

He tries to cover it up by saying it's for a case. Jason uses his superior height and weight to scroll thru Tim's music files while Tim tries to retrieve his phone. The largest folder is labeled "rachmanoff" so the family wont be suspicious but it's every single Taylor Swift song (Taylor's Version) in existence. His attempt at getting out of teasing is unsuccessful.

Now they all blast their favorite songs throughout the manor...luckily Alfred likes her music too!