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[inkykeiji]

Clari I wanna do a set of Touya-nii x reader pixel art pieces with readers of varying hair types/skin tones would it be weird if I modeled the blonde after you?

Totally not going use myself as the model for the Latina one nope not at all

first of all that is so flippin cool and i 100% support you in this!! that is such a brilliant and fun and unique idea, i love it so much! secondly OH MY GOSH please that isn’t weird AT ALL!!!!!!! i’m so so so flattered and i’d be absolutely honoured if you modelled the blonde after me 🥺🥺🥺

ps. hehehe you totally totally should use yourself as the model for the latina one i completely support you in this as well and wholeheartedly encourage you to selfship at every opportunity possible ( ◡‿◡ ♡)

[tojikai]

A'ight a'ight a'ight

I have just finished reading part V and DAMN, Suguru really went to the point, huh? And Kai, awesome and wonderful job as always!

Suguru is the number one here alongside Shoko because these two are just 🥺

The fact that Suguru held himself back from lunging for Satoru or raising his voice just made me go jxnzksnxjdnud Suguru squad where y'all at 👀?

He made the right choice by going somewhere else before talking to Satoru and telling him about what happened after the breakup between him and poor Y/N and how he delivered the news to him just made me UGH!

And Hoejou, would you please stop? Suguru is right about you having to fucking stop visiting/seeing her because she's not going to be able to heal thanks to your stupid ass. You don't have any valid reasons to visit her because YOU are the very cause of her ending up in the hospital just because you THOUGHT that she fucking hurt Rie at Shoko's birthday party (I'm still salty that her birthday was ruined).

You were with Y/N for 5 fucking years! How in the fuck would you not know that she won't hurt the bitch when she's trying so hard to move on from you poor excuse of an existence?! We all get that you miss her and that you're regretting about the fact that you're the cause of this whole mess alongside that poor excuse of a woman called Rie BUT you have lost all fucking privileges to see her, talk to her, apologise to her and comfort her when you stepped over that fucking line so back the fuck up or I will ask Kento to 7:3 your 6'3 ass, ya hear me?

And, hello? Why in the fuck would you tell Suguru that when you're with somebody fucking else? You have 0 privileges, like... Ze-fucking-ro, ya hear me? Good

Suguru likes Y/N Suguru likes Y/N Suguru likes Y/N Suguru likes Y/N Suguru likes Y/N

It has been confIRMED-

Let's move on to Suguru giving her a tattoo before I bust a nerve just by thinking of this cheating motherfucker...

About the tattoo under the breast, I remember that someone offered that idea and when I read it in the chapter, I was like "OH MY GOD... FUCK YEAH!" because their idea was just *chef kiss* so props to you my friend! Oh and I completely agree with them loving Nanami Kento (best salary man, y'all) mostly with the matching tattoos/their names tattooed on the other's ring fingers bevause that would be very adorable, sweet and 🥺🥺🥺.

I truly respect the fact that Suguru wasn't, still isn't, taking advantage of the fact that Y/N is vulnerable but fuck you Satoru for thinking so lowly of your best friend, like... Fuck you 😒😑😐

I wonder what she chose though (maybe I missed it so pardon me-)...

And oh? Satoru walking in on his best friend that was about to start with the proceedure? With Y/N half naked? Damn, I can already smell drama in the next chapter 👀

Again, thank you for the chapter Kai! Take your time on writing the next one, yeah? Stay safe, stay healthy and stay happy!

RJay

"7:3 your 6'3 ass" 😭 that's definitely how nanami feels about gojo in canon LMAOO but yeah, whenever i think about how satoru thought that yn could physically hurt his new gf, i just feel so sad :(( like imagine how yn must've felt, someone who loved you for years, not only accused you of something they know you wouldn't do but also takes their new partner's side without hearing yours first :'(( it was good that shoko and suguru were there to help her get through all of it. it helped a lot, especially with her parents being absent and all, she wouldn't really have someone else to lean on. and yn's tattoo, i imagined it to be like this when its done :> Satoru probably thought they were on to something else when he opened the door LMAO anyways, thank you so much for this, rjay !!🥺💕please stay safe, healthy and happy as well~ i hope your week is going smoothly !! <33

[satelliteaccident]

yikes, m8: the century that was 2021

if i had to pick one word to describe my 2021, it'd have to be "disorienting". what a fucking paddling that was, and not in the "aw yiss" kind of way.

let's see... what the blistering hell-potato happened here?

january: i was working full-time, and applied for j-school, and saw an immigration lawyer, and tried to get my employer to sponsor me because the state sponsorships were fucked because pandemic. i wanna say we were still working from home at this point? yeah, we were, because i was home when after 18 months of pissfarting around, bosspeeps were finally like "hmm yeah nah we're happy with you but sponsorship sounds Too Hard, we're cool tho rite?" insert renewed suicidal ideation here. *exhausted pompoms* Kiddo started last year of primary school! holy shit!! lupin started Job 2.0: The Same Job, But With Even More Awesome/Hours (they're a gardener/librarian at a primary school and honestly who could be cooler than that?? not me).

february: i think we were working from the office again? i wrapped up at Workplace two weeks before starting at Uni. offered to do casual work for them but they weren't into it. ah well. had Kerfuffle getting uni documentation squared away but we got there. Kiddo and mr six went fishing. it was super cute. we still have a whole-ass dead snapper in the freezer from that?? LESS CUTE.

march: Uni started and proved both FUCKING HIGH INTENSITY JFC and also really cool. Workplace was like "uh so we know you offered to do casual work after you left and we weren't into that buuuuut it turns out we kind of don't actually have enough people, how do you feel about casual work". i'm a broke-ass immigrant, how the fuck you think i feel?! great! i feel great! sign me up!! i think maybe we had more lockdown? honestly hard to keep track at this point. [eta nope that was feb we had lockdown. sigh.]

april: we went on holiday to Relatively Nearby Holiday Destination. we stayed in a cool airbnb. i did a lot of homework while we were there because j-school is bananahammers. lupin and i went to a farm and hung out with animals, most of whom were chill and some of whom were stupid cute.

may: school?? idek

june: like may but colder so the cats were cuddlier. more lockdown. got the first appointment i could to go back on ritalin -- late november. YEAAAHHHHH

july: i got nothing

augtember: l o c k d o w n, walks at Nearby Park and duck watching with Kiddo, lots and lots of remote learning for me and Kiddo, remote work for mr six, lots of hangouts with our lil triad + our platonic bff. got into DE and DE tumblrness around then i think? definitely the year's most dopamine-rich, creatively and interpersonally rewarding highlight. thanks team. <3

november: got back on ritalin. did the best job i have ever done on lupin's hair, omg, what a goddamn Peak Moment. also the sum total of years-long pandemic and immigration fuckeries finally pushed me all the way to "ABSOLUTELY FUCK THIS, I AM NOT WAITING FOR A 'BETTER TIME' ANY MORE" re: gender stuff; in a rare stroke of unmitigated win, a clinic literally up the street re-opened its wait list after nearly a year, AND i got an appointment the next week.

december: Kiddo finished primary school whoaaaaaa. applied for a third masters program aha aha ahahahahakillme. started job searching. have some work lined up for early next year but no sponsorship yet. set up consult for top surgery! started on T! holy shit!

so... yeah. A Lot. grateful my family is safe and healthy; grateful for partners who are joys even in lockdown; grateful Kiddo is on track to go to secondary school (she has Issues and it's awesome to see her making choices and getting supports that let her thrive); grateful for friends and DE times; grateful to have created stuff for school and for funsies. absolutely fucken shattered to be facing "go back to school AGAIN or be forced to leave the country and your partners and child" on a march deadline. it's not great. the dream would be for the state or an employer to go "ooh hang on we wanna sponsor you" in the meantime, buuuuuut it hasn't happened so far, so. add in the dizzy joy of finally getting gender-affirming care after 20 years of trying to just Get By and it's. yeah. disorienting.

but not bad. i'm gonna grab the good with both hands and pull myself through to the next thing, and the next, and i'm gonna figure it out as i go, dammit. thanks for coming this far with me, and hopefully, there will be better things to say about 2022.

[watchyourbluesturngolden]

as long as you like- 1

I’ve decided to start a series! so far, i’ve only written one shots, but I wanted to try something new. in this series, you and Harry are roomates. I haven’t decided how many parts this will be, but probably not very many? maybe 3?? not sure yet. anyways, here’s part one!

warnings: mention of parent death

word count: 1.2k

A soft knock roused you from that cozy place between awake and asleep. You blinked groggily, wondering at first if you had imagined the sound. You lifted your head to look at the door, surprised when it crept open slowly.

"Y/N?" Harry whispered into the dark room. "Are you asleep?" "No," you mumbled, dropping your head back to the pillow. "Need something?" You had been living with Harry for almost a year now. You had been good friends for years, and he had been there for you through the worst times of your life. Like when your father died and you had nearly failed out of college. And when you lost your job. And when you were so distressed by everything that you just went numb to the world, he had been the one to take care of you. He made sure you ate enough and stayed healthy. Most days during that time, he was the only one who could bring a smile to your face. Thanks to how good he was to you, you were doing much better now. It had been a long few months, but you were finally through to the other side. Harry had taken it upon himself to move in with you when your mental health started taking a turn for the worse. He told you he didn't want you to be alone; he didn't think it was safe. Besides, he didn't like being alone in his big house all the time. At least, that's what he told you. Secretly, you really hoped there was more to it. You had liked Harry for a long time, even before everything in your life went wrong. You had a small crush on him from the very day you met him. The weeks he spent taking care of you made you realize how strong your feelings for him really were. Now that you were in a better place, you could think more clearly about everything that had happened. About all the hours he sat with you and just let you cry. Or the nights he held you until you fell asleep. Or the way he could always make you feel better, no matter how miserable you were. You worried pretty often that he would move out. You thought that maybe, once he decided it was safe for you to be alone again, he would pack his things and go back to his own house. You didn't really have any way to make him stay, though. You already felt bad for taking up ten months of his life to take care of you during your breakdown. You didn't want to impose on his life any more than you already had. Unless, maybe, he felt the same way about you. Maybe the long nights he sat up with you had been more than just a friend taking care of a friend. Maybe he truly did like you too. You didn't want to get your hopes up. After all, he's Harry Styles. He could have anyone, go anywhere, do anything he wanted. Why would he choose you? You couldn't help but wonder, though, why he hadn't left yet. You were definitely doing better, and to be honest you didn't need him to be here anymore. Not that you wanted him to leave; quite the opposite. You wouldn't mind if he moved in completely and never left. You just worried he was only staying because he would feel guilty if he left. Of course you wanted him to stay, but not out of obligation. Only if he wanted to. "I was just- my bed's really uncomfortable," he said. You could hear the grin in his voice, even though you couldn't see his face. "Oh, how tragic," you replied. "Guess you'll have to come cuddle me." "Precisely what I was thinking," he stepped into the room, closing the door quietly behind him. You moved over, flipping back the blankets to invite him in. He got comfortable under the covers before pulling you against him. You sighed contently, relaxing against his warm body. This wasn't anything new for you. You had always been very touchy with each other, more so since he moved in. He claimed he slept much better next to someone, and you told him you did too. You weren't sure if that was entirely true, or if you just slept better next to Harry. Even during the day, you were physically affectionate with other. You would put your legs over his while you watched a movie, and he constantly rested his arms on your head or shoulders. You rolled your eyes at him every time, but you could both tell you loved it. "I don't think I've ever thanked you," you mused, tracing the ink on Harry's arm that was around you. "Thanked me for what?" "You know. Moving out of your own giant house and taking care of me for ten months." "Oh," he said, like he had forgotten all about that. "You're welcome. But I don't think it was ten months of taking care of you." You hummed in confusion. "I'd say maybe 5. The rest of the time has just been like a sleepover with my best friend." You laughed. "That's true, I guess. I've been doing really well for almost half a year now." "You have," he agreed, pressing a soft kiss to your cheek. Again, this action wasn't new, but you couldn’t help but hope it was more than platonic. "And I'm so proud of you." Your face warmed at his praise. "Thank you. But, um, speaking of that... I wanted to talk to you about that." He nodded against the back of your head, motioning you to continue. "I just... I don't want you to feel like you're... stuck? I guess? Here. If you want to move back to your house I would totally understand, and I wouldn't be offended or anything." He froze against you, and you could feel his muscles tensing. "Yeah... I mean, I don't want to impose or anything. I can move out anytime." "Well, it's not... like I want you to go," you decided to just be bold and tell him what you were thinking. "You're right, the last five months have been like a sleepover with my best friend, and it's been awesome. But I would get it if you wanted to get back to your normal life." "Honestly? I don't think my normal life was all that great." "Really?" He nodded, and you could feel him relaxing again. "Every day, I came home to an empty house. I cooked dinner and then I always had leftovers, because there was no one else to eat with me. Then I laid in bed for three hours until I fell asleep. I told you I sleep better next to someone, and I wasn't lying. I really like staying here with you, so if you're not sick of me by now..." "Of course I'm not sick of you," you smiled. "Stay as long as you like."

[tsumusamu]

asks :D

sorry i took so long to answer these! i just put them in one post so i wouldn't spam too much

Um I read both your series recently and I just wanted to tell you omg I love them so much I couldn’t put down my phone I got so invested into it and if it’s not a bother if you could add me to the tag list for Amorentia and Call you mine🥺💜👉👈

of course! it’s not a bother! i’m happy to hear you’re enjoying the series! <3

hello, i just want to ask if you have any haikyuu fic recommendations (preferably abt bokuto or atsumu)? Or know any other acct/s that write them? im currently on a fic hunt and i just want some writing that’s as good as yours 🤧

hi there! honestly i havent read many haikyuu fics as of late but alkhale on ao3 is probably my favorite author of all time. they have explicit fics but their rated t fics are just as good. i admire them so much!!

I LOVE UR WRTING omgosh am looking forward to the next part of call you mine SO MUCH u have no idea !!! heheh take ur time will be patiently waitinggg <3 take care!!!

i’m so happy you like my writing it means so much! you take care as well ok <3

My emotions went everywhere!! can you add me to the Call you mine taglist please?😆

Of course!

Omg omg omg I really enjoyed the most recent chapter of ‘call you mine’!! I know you were stressed about writing/publishing it but GIRLL IT WAS AMAZING AND HEART-WRENCHING - and it was a great read! Keep up the awesome work, and I’m looking forward to seeing reader and Atsumu’s interactions in the future like UGH MY HEART. PLEASE, YOU LOVE BLINDED IDIOTS. Take care, lovely!! <3 stay healthy and get some good many hours of sleep! :)) 

GLAD THAT YOU ENJOYED IT!! yes i dont think it was my best work but i will do my best to keep writing in the future! they are such idiots that i felt myself cringing so hard while writing LOL </3 i will take care of myself and i hope you do too!!!

can I be tagged in the next update of Call you mine? 

yes!

you are such a talented writer and i just love “call you mine”. i saw that you apologised for making part 4 12k words long, but honestly write as much as you want to bc we all need as much of this series as we can get. (btw i saw that you said you don’t know when you’ll post the next update, but i kid you not when i say that i’ll check your blog daily to see if you’ve posted another part of the series and to check our your other content as well 🤭) 

YES HAHA sorry i do get really long winded sometimes hence the huge chapter that i posted a few weeks ago LOL the last chapter will be even longer so prepare for that....... sorry abt my inconsistency that i cant tell you when i’ll update next but thank you for being so patient and supportive!!

could i be added in the taglist of both atsumu fics 🥺

yup!

i am speed

and would love to be added to your general taglist whenever you update any of your fics!! thanks🤍

of course! <3

can i be tagged for the call you mine 🥺 

yes i’ll tag you :)

i’m in love with the hogwarts haikyuu au! i think it’s an amazing idea that needs more stories

ME TOO ANY HOGWARTS AU HAS ME GOING INSANE I THINK IT’S ONE OF THE MOST ENTERTAINING AUS TO BOTH READ AND WRITE. i will definitely be writing more hogwarts haikyuu in the future!!

i forgot to add to that last post that what you’re writing is wonderful and amazing and can’t wait for part 4!

thank you so much for your support!

call you mine is such a masterpiece, you’re such an amazing fucking writer (like the plot and everything???? GENIUS) and i can’t wait for the next update sndnkejdh 

AHHH ANON thank you im so happy that you liked call you mine uiefdiasifua im currently working on the update rn thanks for being patient!!

Hi i was the ao3 reader who discovered you and wanted to drop by and say i am sooo excited to read your latest chapter!!! i also wanted to say I love LOVE major love your hogwarts au fic! idk if you know james potter but you probably do seeing as you made an au but atsumu reminds me soo much of young james potter!! i read some fics of james potter and i find him and atsumu so alike in a a way i would love if you could do more takes on your hogwartsau!!! i could send you the links if you want!!

OMGJOIJAI I hadnt even thought of it that way?? now that you mention it james and atsumu in my story do seem to have some similarities but i hope i didnt make atsumu too much of a dickhead D: i will definitely be writing more for hogwarts haikyuu!

can i mayhap get added to your general taglist? your writing is AMAZING, never fails to send me into the stratosphere from how good it is.

sure thing! i’m happy you’re enjoying my work thank you for your message <3 pls dont stay too long in the stratosphere though it’s kinda hard to breathe up there LOL

hiii!!! can you please add me to call you mine taglist?? 

for sure!

IM SO EXCITED FOR PART 5 OF CALL U MINE AHHHHHHHHH

I HOPE IT WILL LIVE UP TO YOUR EXPECTATIONS!!

Hello!!! Can I please be added to the Amortentia and Call you Mine taglist please? ❤️❤️ I think about them all the time, Atsumu brain rot for life!

Also super hyped for your upcoming Osamu fic! You’re amazing, I hope you’re not too stressed! Stay hydrated and get enough sleep you wonderful human being ✨✨✨❤️❤️

YES OF COURSE U CAN AND ATSUMU BRAINROT FOR ME 24/7 AS WELL. i hope i’ll be able to finish that osamu fic soon aaa thank you for being patient <3 please take care of yourself as well!

Will ch.5 be the last chapter of Call You Mine?

yes!

i just wanna say 'call you mine' is 10/10. your writing? *french kiss* i love how you go into detail - we see both atsumu's reader p.o.v - it gives depth to the characters! it's so realistic too. reader's hesitance is very valid - like how can you be sure of atsumu's feeling, when he's getting his dick wet everyday LOL! thank you for writing this, i am enjoying it so much! <3

HDSUUFHASUHF ANON PLS AHHH IM SO HAPPY THAT UR ENJOYING IT and also atsumu will get his dick wet one last time in the final part... u will see ;)

HELLO AMORTENTIA AND CALL YOU MINE ARE SO NICE im gonna cry my favorite tropes + one of them is a hogwarts!au + your writing 🥺❤️

HELLO HELLO THANK U FOR READING MY WORK!!!

i can’t wait for part 5 of call you mine. this series of yours is literally so GENIUS

i really hope that it will be satisfying!! thank you for your kind message!

I wanted to say that your writing is absolutely perfect. The way you capture these characters I’m truly speechless, and each chpt it just gets better and better 😭😭💛 could I ask to be added to the call you mine taglist? Truly, thank you for ur amazing writing !!!! 😭

AHHHH IM LITERALLY BLUSHING... THANK YOU FOR THE COMPLIMENTS IM T___T yes of course you can be added to the taglist and thank you for reading my work!

ALSO YOUR TAKE ON TSUMU IS GOLDEN. IT IS CLASS. PERFECTION. GRACE. I CANT EVEN EXPLAIN. Anywayz CATCH ME CRYING OVER CALL YOU MINE TSUMU AND Y/N 🥲😭💛

PLS ATSUMU IS MY FAVORITE CHARACTER I ABSOLUTELY LOVE WRITING MY TAKE ON HIM. IM HAPPY TO HEAR THAT YOURE ENJOYING THIS TSUMU. AND YES... CALL YOU MINE TSUMU AND Y/N LITERALLY DRIVE ME CRAZY THEY R SO DUMB BUT I CRY WHILE WRITING THEM

Hi there! I love your Call You Mine atsumu x reader fic so much, it’s so well written! Would it be possible for me to be added to the taglist please?

thank you! and yes you can be added!

hi, just caught up with call you mine! i know this might be an odd comment on it but i'm currently going through a similar situation with my best friend as reader is (gray area, we haven't talked in a while) and reading both of their perspectives really brought me comfort. anyway thank you for writing it :)

ooo wow :O i really hope the situation you’re in gets resolved soon im wishing you good luck!! im happy that my writing was able to give you comfort <3 thank you for reading and supporting my writing!

your video edits are just *chefs kiss* my friends and I have been laughing at them for days in our gc and have even inspired memes of our own 😅 hope to see more them, they’re too good istg sending you love from three art school kids from Europe 🥺💕✨

??!#())(!@ OMG HAHAHA i would love to see some of the memes you guys came up with LOL sending love right back at you <3

hi love !! can i be added your gen tag list if you have one?

yes, i’ll add you!

Hello! Sorry for the bother but I’m suck a HUGE fan of your smau! And I’m talking about “Call You Mine” it’s so good and depressing...but that isn’t the point! I know you are busy with something else but I would like to ask if it’s be alright if I made a small fic about that story? If not, that is completely fine and understandable!

Thank you for your time and cya next time!!

yup yup that series comes with an angst tag for a reason! you’re not being a bother don’t worry! i would prefer for no fics to be made based off of the story, i’m sorry :( but thank you for asking!

I just discovered your blog and I love your writing so much.

I was wondering if I could be added to the tag list for call you mine with atsumu x reader? This story hurts me so much and it's written so well.

Thank you and have a nice day 🧡

hi! thank you for supporting my writing! yes you can be added to the taglist and im sorry it hurts </333 hope you have a nice day too bb

When do you think the next part of amortentia will be up? It’s my favorite series 😫 (no rush though!!!!)

hmmm im really not sure unfortunately :(

Sorry to bother, but I literally went through every part of Call you Mine just now AND I LOVE EVERY BIT OF IT. Oh my goodness it hurts how much I love it. The friendship and the unspoken love for each other that leads to a long yearning for each other is literally my fanfic bread and butter. ITS SO DARN GOOD and I felt like I needed to tell you that. Anyways, I hope you are having an amazing week, you’re taking care of yourself, you’re safe and healthy! Thank you for what you do! 🤗

IM SO HAPPY TO HEAR THAT YOU LOVE IT. GENUINELY. KNOWING THAT PEOPLE ARE ENJOYING MY WORK MAKES ME SMILE SO BIG. THANK YOU FOR TELLING ME YOUR THOUGHTS. please take care yourself as well, and thank you for your ask!

Hi! I recently saw your atsumu x reader fic on ao3 (Call you mine) and I haven't read it yet but I've seen others talk about it on tumblr so I was wondering if I could be added to a tag list for that fic (if you have one ofc). Feel free to ignore this ask if you don't have one or it's full!

yes i can add you the taglist! i hope you’ll enjoy the fic whenever you decide to read it! <3

[ghstandpucks]

Misguided Ghost Ch.4

A.N: So my story just went to #9 on the Zak Bagans tag on Wattpad! I’m so excited I had to share! Also.. if anyone knows how to like the chapters onto a story without putting the whole url, I would be appreciative of the help! I hope you all are staying safe and healthy! Enjoy!

Ch.3: https://ghstadventuresgrl.tumblr.com/post/622599346097160192/misguided-ghost-ch3

Truce

           I walked into the office Friday morning feeling more comfortable than I had the day before. Sure it was only my second day on the job, but Zak seemed a little more accepting of me toward the end of the day so I figured I was off to a good start. Aaron’s office was still empty, but Nick had his door open. “Good morning Nick,” I smiled as I walked past his office.  

           “Morning Y/N. Hey, come here a second.” I walked into his office tentatively. Nick looked away from his computer screen and smiled gently up at me. “Zak showed me the research you did yesterday. I have to say, I was impressed at what you found for those places and how much you got through.” I smiled and looked down, a bit embarrassed by the praise.

           “Thanks. I’m glad that it was what you guys wanted,” I responded. Nick chuckled.

           “That and more.” He went back to his computer screen and I took that as my que to leave his office. I walked back to where mine and Zak’s offices were. His door was shut and I frowned slightly. Why was I disappointed to not see him?

I opened my door and started setting up. I had grabbed some of my mythology books that I had from school and put them on my bookshelf. I had also ordered a white board and cork board that should be at the office later today so I could hang some things up and write down info about upcoming lock downs. In other words, I had to be organized or I would lose my shit. I had also brought in a few picture frames to set on my desk. I had one of my family at Disneyland, one of my two best friends and I at our undergraduate graduation with our cap and gowns, and another of the three of us that showed us all laughing standing on top of a couch in some random San Diego club when we all turned 21. I had handed my phone off to some random person that had gotten us into the VIP section and free drinks. Girls just want to have fun right? I was standing with my back to the door reminiscing about how fun that evening was when there was a knock on my door. I jumped slightly and turned around, smiling when I saw it was Zak and Aaron. “Didn’t mean to scare you,” Aaron chuckled as he walked into my office.

           “It’s fine. I was in my own little world for a second,” I explained. Zak walked in behind Aaron and handed me a Starbucks cup. It was my passion tango tea and read ‘lil sis’ on the side. I gave Zak a quizzical look.

           “Aaron ordered” he said softly, knowing what I was questioning. I looked at Aaron and he showed me his coffee cup, which said ‘big bro’ on the side. I laughed.

           “Thank you for this, big bro,” I winked as the guys laughed and looked around. Zak eyed my books and walked over to them as Aaron started to look at my pictures. He picked up the San Diego one.

           “Wow, you actually have red and black in your closet?” He asked, acting astonished. I laughed and looked down at my green knee length dress. In the picture I was wearing a red lace crop top and a short black skater skirt with black heals. Zak looked over quickly to see what Aaron was talking about, and I watched his eyes look me up and down. Blushing, I took the picture back and started to explain the events of that evening.

           “Didn’t think you were a party girl,” Zak mumbled after I was done explaining, finally looking away from the picture, even though I had set it back down.

           “I’m not really. But don’t judge a book by its cover. You hardly even know me,” I shot back. What was with him judging my appearance? Zak and I stared at each other for a second, I couldn’t tell what he was thinking. Probably that he was about to fire me. Aaron broke the silence.

           “Are you still friends with them?” I looked at Aaron and nodded my head.

           “Ya, still best friends. We met freshman year Fall quarter and have stuck together ever sense. They’re the best,” I smiled. “Also, I hope its ok that I have a white board and cork board being delivered today?” I looked back over at Zak.

           “That’s fine. Make the space your own,” he said and walked into his own office. I made a face and looked at Aaron who was looking back and forth between Zak and I. “What?”

           “I can’t tell if you two are going to be like the best of friends, rip each other’s throats out, or be that annoyingly cute opposites attract couple,” he said in a low voice. I gawked at him.

           “More than likely one of the first two. I highly doubt the last one,” I whispered, making sure Zak couldn’t hear us.

           “I don’t know, he likes to talk about you. Wouldn’t shut up about how great your research was when we went to get the coffee this morning.” I blushed at that and turned away from Aaron. “Oh, so there is a feeling there!”

           “I didn’t say that. Beside I just met you guys and I work for him now so it will be strictly professional.” I muttered, sitting down and opening my laptop to start my work for the day.

           “You aren’t denying it though. And technically you work for Travel Channel so it wouldn’t be like you slept with your boss to get a raise or anything,” Aaron winked as I shooed him out of my office, not even wanting to respond to that comment. I looked across at Zak and he had his head down in his own work. I prayed he didn’t just hear all that.

~ ~ ~      

           After my boards were delivered and I acquired the help of Aaron to put them up, I found myself walking down the hall to make a copy of a paper of a place I was researching. The paper had a few numbers and extra sources for articles on the place, so I wanted to keep a copy for myself before handing my research over to Zak. As I walked back to my office to grab all the papers and my notes of the 3 places I was able to get through today, I noticed all the guys were in Zak’s office. I kept to myself and started gathering my research when Zak called me over. I walked in with the papers and smiled at the guys. “Are those for me?” Zak asked motioning to the papers.

           “Yup. There was a lot of information on that one ghost town, so I only was able to look at 3 places today. But everything should be in there,” I explained as I handed him the heavy stack of papers. At least it was heavy in my opinion, Zak’s large frame took them easily from me.

           “Are you doing anything tonight Y/N?” Aaron asked. I looked at him and shook my head.

           “Not really. I was probably just going to cook dinner and watch tv,” I shrugged. I had really just planned on finishing unpacking this weekend. The exciting life of Y/N Y/LN.

           “Well we’re all going out tonight to get a drink and dinner. Would you like to come?” Aaron smiled at me. I wasn’t sure what to say.

           “Um… you know I don’t want to impose…”

           “You wouldn’t be. You can meet my wife. Plus, Billy is coming so you can meet him too,” Nick interrupted my poorly planned excuse. I really didn’t want to intrude on a night out for them since they hardly knew me. As if he knew what I was thinking, Nick spoke up again. “And it would be nice to get to know you and you us since we’ll all be going on a lockdown next week.”

           “Oh, I’m going on that?” I questioned.

“You’re our historian. We kind of need you there,” Zak answered with a nod. They all looked at me expectantly.

           “Ok. And that sounds fun tonight, if it’s alright with everyone?” I glanced at Zak specifically. He smiled softly and nodded.

           “Awesome! I’ll text you the address of the place. It’s kind of like a dive bar off the strip, so it’s never too busy, especially on Friday nights,” Aaron explained. I smiled and nodded, saying good bye to everyone and leaving the office for the day.

           Once I got home, I showered and did my hair. I curled it in a beachy wave, then did my make-up. I stood in front of my closet, trying to decide what to wear. It was dinner, but still a bar. I wanted to look nice, and a bit more grown up. Being 5’2 and a petite 112 pounds, people often did not believe I was old enough to drink, let alone be out of high school. I’m sure that’s how the guys saw me, and for some reason I specifically wanted to show Zak that I wasn’t some little girl who always wore dresses. I tended to have a closet that reminded people of Jessica Day on New Girl. The fact that I was a substitute teacher for a few years while I worked on my master’s and after didn’t help that goody two shoes image I had made for myself either. Not that I minded it, I just kind of wanted Zak to notice me. What Aaron had been saying kept replaying in my head. Zak was the first one to say they should hire me; he likes to talk about me and my research. Was he not as intimidating and judging as he’s appeared to me over the past week?

           I shook my head to try to get those thoughts out. I was just going out with the people I work with, and that was that. I ended up picking out my ripped skinny jeans and a black chiffon top that showed a strip of my stomach. I put on my black healed ankle boots and grabbed my leather jacket. Aaron said they would be there around 7:30, and it was 7 now. I looked up the place and saw it was about 15 minutes from me. I made sure my hair and make were in place, then called an uber. I am a bit of a light weight. Even though I was just planning on having a single beer, I don’t really trust myself to drive after. Better safe than sorry. My uber came and dropped me off at exactly 7:30. I was really hoping someone was already there so I didn’t have to wait by myself. I walked in and looked around. The place had a fun vibe, with a dance floor off to the side. There were tables and booths that took up most of the place, then a bar next to the dance floor. The music was turned up, but still at a volume that you didn’t need to yell over. I imagined that it got louder as the night went on and the dance floor got crowded.

           I looked to my left and saw Aaron and Nick waving me down. I smiled and walked over to them. “Hi guys,” I said as I slid in next to Aaron.

           “You made it! Y/N, this is my wife Veronique,” Nick introduced us.

           “Hi, it’s nice to meet you,” I smiled at her. She returned it and shook my hand.

           “You too! I’ve been hearing about all your research. You have these guys all impressed,” Veronique stated. I laughed and thanked her.

           “If you want something to drink, you have to go to the bar,” Aaron informed me. I saw that they already had their drinks and got up, excusing myself. I walked up to the bar and leaned against it, waiting to get the attention of the bartender. I was never very good at inserting myself at bars. He came over after a minute or two, and I ordered an Anchor Steam beer. A rum and coke sounded good, but I didn’t want to get too giggly with everyone just yet. As the beer was pushed toward me and I was about to hand over my card, an arm reached over me.

           “I’ll pay for hers, and an O’douls,” a deep voice said. I turned and saw Zak, who was smiling down at me. “I have to say Mia, I almost didn’t recognize you in jeans. You look good,” he said as the bartender handed him back his card and his drink. I stood there, not knowing what to say for a second.

           “I could have paid for my drink.” I blurted out. Zak chuckled and leaned against the bar next to me.

           “I know, but I got it. Think of it as an olive branch,” he stated. I quirked my eyebrow.

           “An olive branch?”

           “Ya. I know I keep making remarks that bother you and I honestly don’t mean to. You really do just seem like this bubbly person so I guess it was just my way of trying to get used to you. Aaron told me I was coming off a bit rude and I just want you to know that it wasn’t personal,” he tried to explain himself.

           “Well if it was about the way I look and dress then it was personal. But ok,” I looked down at my beer. Zak huffed.

           “What I mean is that we’ve all gone through some pretty serious shit together, and you just seemed like this ray of sunshine bouncing in…in a good way. I wanted you to know that I didn’t mean to hurt your feelings. And if I have then I apologize for that. I think you are doing a great job,”

           “Aaron told me you were the first one to say you guys should hire me. If that’s true, then why the attitude the past two days?” I questioned him. I was curious. He smiled at me and looked back toward the table. I followed his gaze and saw the guys pretending to seem like they weren’t watching us. I blushed slightly, hoping the dim lighting would hide it.

           “You’re smart Y/N. I saw that in the way that you presented yourself. You’re also very passionate about history, and it was intriguing. Plus, you didn’t come to the interview asking about being on tv and our lockdowns, or asking for an autograph after,” he answered me. I tilted my head to the side a bit.

           “People really asked for an autograph after their interview?” he nodded. I laughed slightly. “And I don’t really care if I’m on the lockdown.”

           “I know. You were refreshing to talk with. And after the past two days you seem to be exactly what we needed. So, what do you say we start over and I try not to be such an ass with my remarks? Truce?” He smiled at me, but I didn’t miss the way his eyes looked me over. Maybe this was the right outfit choice after all. I bumped my drink into his.

           “Truce,” I responded, smiling at him. I turned to then walk back to the booth with Zak following closely behind me. Aaron scooted over in the booth as I slid in next to him, and Zak by me. Once we had sat down I was introduced to Billy Tolley, the audio-visual tech who showed up while Zak and I were talking at the bar. We all ordered our food and enjoyed the evening. I was laughing with everyone and feeling more comfortable then I had since I moved in last week. Zak stole a French fry off my plate and I bumped him with my elbow. Life might turn out to be good here.  

[livtries]

love at first...flight? c.h pt 1

love at first... flight? part one pairing: calum hood and female reader summary: you were on a plane, on your way to a friend's wedding. you were sat next to a very attractive boy. little did you know, that wouldn’t be the last that you saw of him... word count: warnings/tw: swearing throughout. a/n: i’m going to try to make this into the first person! it’ll be the first story ive done that with, so please bare with me. also, im sorry for being gone for so long! but i’ll try my best to stick around for a while, i have nothing but time now!! hope everyone is staying safe & healthy. love you all! <3 -- “shit! i’m gonna miss my flight...” i spoke to myself, as i tried my hardest to zip my luggage. i always pack way too much stuff whenever i go anywhere. i go to my parents to visit for the weekend, and i bring half of my wardrobe along with me, so as you can imagine, i’m gone for a week, and i bring nearly all of my clothes with me. i succeeded in zipping my suitcase after a few tries, and some sweating. i made sure i didn’t forget anything and was out the door. i walked out my front door, locking it, and struggling to put my luggage into the trunk of my car. 

i managed to get it in and was off to the airport. i got there with about 20 minutes to check-in, and get onto the plane. one of my childhood friends has invited me to her wedding, and i, of course, couldn’t turn that down! she’d been a good friend of mine for so long, and i couldn’t wait to see her again! i got through security just fine, and i wanted to go get coffee before i got onto the plane. i had to pass by the starbucks to get to the terminal anyway, so it wouldn’t have been out of the way anyways. i saw the line and decided i better not. there were nearly 50 people in line waiting for coffee, and such. and i wasn’t about to be late and miss my flight.

i got to my flight in time, and meandered to my seat, behind some older women, probably going on vacation, and some men in suits, probably on their way to an important business meeting, or something along that line. i checked my ticket one more time, trying to find my seat, and keep moving, careful to not walk too slow, and hold up the people behind me.

i saw my seat, there was no one there as of then. i made my way over there. i managed to get my luggage into the overhead bin and took out a notebook, and pens from my carry-on. i made myself comfortable by the window, wiping down the tray, because... you never know. and i put on a movie to watch. as i was just getting comfortable, a guy, who looked very flustered and rushed looked at his ticket, and then looked at me.

“33K?” he looked at me, noticeably out of breath, probably from running to get onto the plane. i nodded my head and absentmindedly smiled.

“looks like i’m sitting next to you.” he smiles. “33J.” he showed me his ticket. i finally got a good chance to look at him. as soon as i looked up at him, he caught my eye, and then it was just weird... he sat down after 10 minutes of trying to put his luggage in the overhead compartment.

“do you need help?” i asked him. he kept swearing and shaking his head. “no, thanks. i’ve got it.” he tried to laugh it off, but he was clearly frustrated. he finally was able to get his back into the overhead bin, and he sat down in his seat. he had the same idea i did. he brought out his blanket and some writing material.

“what’re you reading?” he pointed at the book that was turned over in my lap.

“john green.” i turned the book over so that he could read the title.

“i’ve never read anything of his, but i hear that he’s a really good writer.” he smiles and looks down at the notebook in his lap.

“what’re you writing?” i asked, catching a glimpse of all of the notes he had written down.

“just some songs and stuff. and some doodles.” he handed the notebook to me, “flip through if you want.”

i flipped through a few pages and admired the incredibly messy writing and cute little drawings that were on nearly every corner of every page. i gently closed the book and handed it back to him. 

“so, what brings you on this plane ride, today?” he asked me, as one of the flight attendants came to ask us if we wanted anything to eat or drink.

“i’m actually on my way to a friend's wedding!” i put my book down and asked him the same question.

“i’m on the way to a friend's wedding too! my friend matt is getting married,” he spoke. i know i should’ve probably asked my friend what her fiance’s name was but i didn’t...

“one of my friends is getting married too! her name’s emily!” i spoke. “what a coincidence would it be if we were going to the same wedding??” he chuckled a little and smiled at me.

“that’d be weird.” i laughed and he reached out to turn on a movie.

“any recommendations?” he asked me.

i clicked on ratatouille. “i know it’s sort of a kids movie, but it’s good, ok!” i laughed and he laughed too.

we sat next to each other in silence for a bit, until it started to get late. it was gonna be a pretty long plane ride, since we were going from california to hawaii. it was about a six and a half hour plane ride from here to there. there was about an hour layover too, so it was about an eight-hour adventure from beginning to end. 

“i just realized that you have no idea who i am...” he looked over at me, through his unruly hair that was peeking through the hood he had on.

“names calum.” he smiled cheesily and held out his hand.

“im y/n.” i smiled back to him and shook his hand.

“so, where are you from?” he asked me.

“i’m from [state/town name].” i responded.

“where are you from?” i asked him.

“australia! sydney actually.” - once i finished my first movie, i looked over to see how calum was doing. he was drifting in and out of sleep. before i could say anything to him, he looked over to me.

“can i use you as a pillow?” he quietly asked me.

i blushed and smiled a bit. “of course. make yourself comfy.” he rested his head on my shoulder for the majority of the plane ride, until one of the flight attendants announced that there was a one hour layover in florida, because of a rainstorm.

“what’d she say?” calum looked at me and asked.

“there’s at least an hour layover in florida because of rain...” i repeated, and opened my book once again. before i continued reading, i glanced over to calum, rubbing his eyes and yawning.

“you still tired?” i asked him.

he nodded his head and yawned again.

“lay back down, you have plenty of time to sleep.” i joked, and he laid his head back on my houlder. - once we finally landed, i had to wake calum up.

“calum, you gotta wake up. we landed.” i nudged my shoulder a little. he lifted his head up, slowly, taking in his surroundings

“we landed already?” he asked me. i nodded.

“you slept nearly the whole time.” i smile

he got up to get his stuff out of the overhead and got my stuff down for me. everyone slowly filtered out of the plane, and went to get their luggage, and greet their families.

i had left calum to go get my luggage, and he walked up beside me.

“hey, i know that he kind of just met... but i wanna see you again. maybe take you out for coffee, or dinner?” he asked, as i turned towards him.

“yeah... i’d love to.” i blushed. “what’s your number? just so we can keep in touch.” i asked, pulling out my phone.

we exchanged numbers, and we were both on our way. i got my luggage and was off to my hotel for the next week.

a/n: part two will be up some time later today!! i really hope you all liked this, and thanks to whoever read this far. you’re awesome!

[armywriter2605]

Theirs -Chapter 2 - OT7 x Reader

Genre: Mafia AU! BTS; Yandere AU! BTS; Angst; Fluff; Smut (not yet); OT7 x Reader

Warnings: Cursing; Mature Content ; Mentions of abuse and bullying; Soft yandere; Gore; more to be added throughout the series

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GIF NOT MINE

"I'm exhausted! I didn't think moving out would be this tiring." You said as you laid down on the couch, your head on the lap of a very sleepy Yoongi. It was late and you and the guys had just finished moving all your things into their apartment, although you did the least of all of them, you were still completely worn out.

"Yah! You had the most pauses out of all of us!" Jungkook said jokingly as he sat down in front of the TV, getting ready to play some game.

"He's right, munchkin. How can you have so many clothes? Or the real question is how did they fit all into your wardrobe? That was some tidying up skills right there." Jimin was sitting on the ground with his back against the couch and eyes closed, his head resting on your stomach facing the ceiling.  

"Hey! Blame Tae. He's the one giving me clothes as presents every month even when I tell him I don't have any space left for them."

You saw Tae shrug with a smile on his face before sitting next to Jungkook and putting his headphones on, joining the younger male on their game.

"So, how much of the rent shall I pay? I can also pay for the groceries once a week or so?" You were simply curious on how things would work; you surely weren't thinking of staying there for free. That was just ridiculous, although upon hearing your question, Yoongi cleared his throat and Namjoon, who was reading something on his phone on the other end of the couch, turn to you.

"Baby girl, you don't have to worry about that. We were the ones inviting you to stay here. You don't have to pay us to stay here." Namjoon's voice was flat, like this was something rather normal or something you should've seen coming or expecting.

You frowned at his response and turn your face to look at him, only to seeing him already looking at you, his face relaxed. "What? I'll be paying your landlord, of course. I just wanna help Joonie. I may not earn much, but at least it's enough to help around here. I don't feel comfortable knowing you guys are paying everything by yourselves. Especially when I know none of you work."

Just as you finished talking, the room became dead silent. Too silent for your liking. "Because you don't work, do you guys?" You swear you could hear Jimin gulping down air, yet as you were about to open your mouth to speak again, Jin and Hoseok walked into the living room with two trays full of sandwiches and fruit snacks.

"What's up with the tension? Let's eat! Jin-Hyung made these awesome sandwiches and wouldn't let me even try one of them." Hoseok said as he put the tray of sandwiches down on the coffee table before sitting down next to Jimin.

"You have to wait. If I'm making them and you're eating them then we wouldn't be going anywhere. Now all of us can eat them together." Jin said as he put down the tray he held before grabbing two sandwiches and sitting next to Namjoon.

You knew they were keeping something from you. There had to be something. It was impossible for them to be able to afford the apartment, unless they all did something. Jimin gave you a sandwich and you smiled at him before laying down again on Yoongi's lap. There could be many answers as to why they possibly didn't tell you what they did. Maybe they worked for the government. You knew many people who worked in those types of jobs couldn’t tell anyone about it, but they could still tell you they were working, right? Did they work from home perhaps?

You let out an annoyed sigh before it finally came to you. There was no better explanation than that. "Do you guys work in the…adult industry? Is that why you don't tell me what you do? I mean, it's fine if you do. I won't judge you at all. That would explain why you're home so often and gain good money." You weren't sure if you said something wrong, but the look Yoongi gave you sure didn't look like you guessed it right.

"Babygirl, if you're asking us if we do porn, no. No, we don't." Namjoon said as he ate the sandwich he had been given, his eyes on you.

"Angel, why would you even assume that!? We don't even have any other girls around besides you. Who would we even do it with?!" Hoseok looked at you like you were a monster with three heads and you still didn't understand why. They were seven young and healthy guys who lived together and seemed to have tons of money.

"Don't even answer that question, love. No, we're not in that industry. End of story." Yoongi said before closing his eyes again and yawning.

"I mean, it's the only reasonable answer. Either that or you work for the government or you're doing some illegal stuff. I just wanna know why you're keeping this from me. Every time I ask any of you about it, you just brush it off like it's such a stupid and irrelevant question." You said as you sat up, forcing Jimin and Hoseok to move their heads away from you.

"Do you not trust me? Because If you do, it sure doesn't seem like it. I wouldn't tell anyone about it, if that's your concern."

Jin sighed and put his hand on your knee, giving it a small squeeze. "That's not it, princess. Of course, we trust you. We would trust you with our lives, but some things are better left unknown."

By now, Jungkook and Taehyung had paused their game and were also facing you, eyes filled with concern. You just wanted to know what they kept from you. It was exhausting how you told them everything, yet they still had secrets in-between each other.  

"Alright, Jin. I have to go clean my room and put everything into place. Goodnight guys, sleep well." You said as you got up and took one more sandwich before you gave each one of them a kiss on the cheek and walked away, leaving your seven best friends in silent with faces of concern.

Third person's POV

As soon as Y/N closed her bedroom door after getting in, Hoseok was the first to let out a deep sigh he didn’t even know he was holding. The boys surely knew she was catching up, and that she would eventually find out, yet if they could keep it a secret for a bit longer, they would.

Taehyung was the first to speak up. He had always been the one to support the idea of telling Y/N the truth, yet he also knew how much danger she could be put in once they told her everything about their lives.

"We have to eventually tell her. It's better if we tell her, than her finding out on her own or someone else telling her. We can easily protect her; we have been protecting her for almost 6 years now dammit."  

"Keep your voice down, Tae." Yoongi hated when Y/N asked them those type of questions. It wasn't like he wanted to lie to her, but his love for her was too big to put her in any type of danger. He knew when she found out she would be upset and seeing her upset just broke his heart. "It's too risky."

"But Yoongi-hyung, she's living here now. She'll start asking why we leave at certain hours in the night, why we come back with bags full of money and leave early in the morning for the bank or stuff like that. Imagine if she finds one of our guns. How will we explain that?" Jimin, just like the other six, just wanted Y/N to be happy and seeing that this was bothering their princess was very saddening. He was hurt over how she could even think for a second that they didn't trust her. They would do anything for her, they have until now. It hadn't been easy to keep her in the dark. They knew their enemies would eventually try to come for their only weakness, the only one that could have them all on their knees in a matter of seconds, yet they had kept them all away. It was extremely difficult to get pass the seven of them.

Jin sighed as he leaned back against the couch, clearly tired and ready to call it a night. "Yoongi is right. If we tell her, the conversation could go two ways. Either she accepts it and we're all happy that she understood why we kept this from her or…"

"Or she leaves us." Jungkook was looking at the floor, fidgeting with his hands. "We can't let her leave. I love her, we all do. What will we do? We won't be able to protect her. Something may happen to her. If she leaves, I don't think I could even-"

"Enough. She's not leaving." Namjoon raised his voice, making his point clear yet also being careful to not speak too loudly so she wouldn't hear them. "Things will turn out perfectly fine, understood? Now that she's living with us some things will get much easier, yet others will get more difficult. Yes, we'll have to tell her, but everything will be okay. No matter what, as long as we're alive, she'll have us to keep her safe. That's what we promised, remember? Now, let's all go to sleep. We all need to rest. We have a mission tomorrow night."

Jimin, Hoseok and Jungkook were the first to say their good-nights. Taehyung also left to wash up before going to bed, leaving the two elder boys and their leader in the living room. "I hope you're right, Namjoon. I truly hope you are." Yoongi had always been the one who strongly was against of letting Y/N know all of the stuff they did.

"When did I ever let you down, Hyung? She'll understand, trust me. Don't stay up too late, Hyungs. Goodnight." Seokjin waved while Yoongi simply gave him a nod as the younger left the two other alone to think for themselves.

"Well, since you decided to stay behind, help me clean this up, yeah? Come on." Jin chuckled as he got up to start cleaning everything, from the leftovers to the pillows that were on the ground and the controllers that had been left behind.

"Aish…" Yoongi let out an annoyed sigh but got up to help his friend before both of them also disappeared into the hallway and into their own bedrooms.

THE NEXT DAY 

You woke up to a sweet aroma in the air, which you immediately identified as the smell of pancakes. You simply loved having pancakes in the morning, and waking up to them already done was just one of the best feelings in the world. It wasn’t before you tried to stand up that you noticed the arms around your waist, providing you with the warmth that surrounded your body. 

“Stay for a bit more...I couldn’t sleep well when I knew you were sad because of us.” That husky and sleepy voice belonged to Taehyung. It was impossible to mistake it for the voice of one of the other’s. Your assumptions were confirmed right when you turn around and were met by a messy grey/silver haired boy. 

“Tae, I wasn’t sad. I just don’t like to be kept in the dark. I wish you guys would trust me.” Taehyung shook his head as he hid his face in the crook of your neck. His breath was hitting your neck, sending chills down your spine. You tried to ignore the foreign feeling as you ran your fingers through his hair, trying to fix it a bit. “We trust you so much, baby doll. We just want you to be safe. Forever safe in our arms, our baby.”

You stared at the sleepy boy who hugged you like you were his life source, your heart skipping a beat. You were used to them using sweet nicknames when referring to you, yet this time it felt so different. Like you were more than their friend. It hadn’t been the first time you had felt like this and wondered if their nicknames and the way they talked to you and treated you meant more, but you always brushed away such thoughts. 

You simply nodded at Tae’s words as you closed your eyes and kept running your fingers through his hair, wondering how it could possibly still be this soft when he had dyed his hair so many times before. 

“I love it when you run your fingers through my hair like that. It’s so relaxing. I could stay like this forever.” Taehyung let out a giggle and you smiled at him before you heard your door opening very slowly. 

“Angel? Are you awake? Breakfast is read-YAH! Taehyung, why are you here?” You giggled and opened your eyes to see Hoseok standing by your door, Jungkook and Jimin standing behind him. 

“He’s there? Tae-hyung! That’s not fair!” 

“You sneaky bastard! You’re even laying on her like that!?”

You could feel Taehyung smile against your neck, yet not moving a muscle. That made you smile as you looked at the three other who were staring at their friend and then at you. 

“He said he didn’t sleep well, guys.” 

“Didn't sleep well, my ass. You didn’t sleep well until you came in here to cuddle, right Tae?” Jimin said rolling his eyes, while Taehyung let out a chuckle and moved, laying next to you. “Good morning, baby doll. Morning Hobi-hyung, Jiminie, Jungkookie.” You shook your head while you stood up smiling. “Good morning guys. Let me go to the bathroom and then we’ll eat. Is everyone else awake?” Jungkook nodded while you walked passed them and towards the bathroom. “And Tae, get out of my bed!” You could hear the boys laugh before you entered the bathroom.

You did what you had to do before you headed to the kitchen where all the boys were. “Morning again.” You said as you sat down next to Namjoon and Jin, right in front of a plate full of pancakes. “I’m starving. Was it you who made the pancakes, Jinnie?” 

“Who else would get up extra early to make breakfast, princess? Only Mr. Worldwide Handsome here.” You laughed and nodded. “Thank you, Jinnie. So what’s everyone doing today?” 

“Me and Jungkookie are gonna play. They are supposed to update the game today and new maps are going to come out! It’s so exiting!” Taehyung said as he ate his food, while Jungkook nodded eagerly, his mouth full of food. 

“Me, Hoseok-hyung and Jin-hyung were thinking of going to the mall and getting some stuff. Do you need anything, Munchkin?” 

You shook your head as you ate a pancake, letting Namjoon fill your cup with coffee. “Me and Yoongi-hyung were thinking of just staying at home, maybe keep you company?” 

You looked at Yoongi and then Namjoon, before shrugging. “I have work today though. Me and Seong-Min will be alone the entire day since the others have the day off.” You sipped your coffee and you took another pancake onto your plate. 

“Who’s Seong-Min? I haven’t seen him before.” Jungkook said, giving his hyungs a look before looking at you with a smile on his lips. 

“He joined like two days ago? Something like that. He’s new, but really skilled. I think he has worked in a cafe before. He has attracted a lot of new clients too, so that’s good.”

“Really? How old is he?” 

You looked at Yoongi, who looked more grumpy than usual. “A year older than me and Kookie, 22.” They all nodded, yet stayed silent until Namjoon turn to you. “When are you done at work then?” 

“Me and Seong-Min will close the store too of course, so not until late. Which of you handsome gentlemen will be the one picking me up?” You asked, half joking half serious, knowing one of them always came to pick you up and follow you home. 

Namjoon shrugged as he got up, being followed by all of the others. “We’ll see. Don’t worry. One of us will be there.”  You nodded finishing breakfast. Of course, one of them would be there. Or so you thought...

The day went by rather okay. Yoongi took you to work and even stayed there with you for a couple of hours, until he told you Jin was blowing up his phone telling him he had to come home and that it was his turn to cook them lunch. Of course, you believed him and let him go. You also preferred that he didn't stay, the glares he kept on giving your pore coworker were terrifying.

Seong-Min was a great person and he was very easy to work with, what made your day go by even faster. When the night came and the time to close the café neared, you were expecting to see one of the boys already there. They were always on time, saying they hated when you walked the streets alone at night.  

"Waiting for the boyfriend?" You heard Seong-Min ask from behind you, as he locked the café doors.

"Boyfriend? No no. My friends usually pick me up from work. They said they would be here today too, but…aren’t?" You said slightly nervous as you checked your phone, expecting to have at least one text from one of them.

"Well, I can walk you home if you want?" You heard Seong-Min say as he nervously rubbed the back of his neck.

"Don't you usually go the other way though? It's okay, I can go by myself."

"No no! Well, yes but let me walk with you, please? I wouldn't feel good about myself knowing I let you walk home alone at this time of the night."

You smiled, yet shook your head. “Really, it’s fine. Thanks anyways. I’ll see you Sunday at work?” 

Seong-Min nodded at you, slightly down you didn’t want him to follow you home. “Yeah, of course. But are you sure? I’ll gladly walk with you. Keep you company, you know?”

“I’m sure...Bye then.” You said before walking your way. You hated walking alone in the dark, yet having your coworker follow you home didn’t feel right either, specially when you didn’t know him that well. When you walked at night, you felt somehow paranoid and afraid something would happen to you. The boys always said that nothing would happen to you at all times, yet how could they be so sure if they weren’t there with you right now?

They couldn’t and unfortunately, neither could you. 

Third person’s POV

As Y/N walked, she remembered she had her headphones in her purse and once she had music playing, everything got somehow better. Yoongi had made her a playlist with all her favorite songs and others he knew she would like, and she was truly thankful he had used his time to put her all time favorites into one playlist. She had somehow forgotten of her surroundings, until she opened her front camera to take a selfie for her friends and noticed a dark figure with a hoodie up looking at the ground. At first Y/N tried not to think much of it, yet as she continued walking, the more familiar that hoodie was to her. 

A few blocks away, the seven boys were at a club’s VIP section about to finish their deal. All of them knew what time it was and that they were late to pick you up, yet as the man they were dealing with got more persistence on asking all sort of questions, the longer it was taking for them to get rid of him. It was like he knew they were in a hurry and din’t want to let them go. 

Namjoon had thought of sending one of the boys to pick you up, yet when Hoseok tried to leave the room, the tension rose between Namjoon and the man. “How can I possibly trust any of you when you’re trying to send one of your best men out of the room? How do I know he won’t try something funny?” So, with that, Namjoon told Hoseok to stand by. 

Each of the boys were growing much more impatient as the time went by and for their leader it was something very easy to notice and quite stressful. While Jungkook was drumming his fingers against the table, Taehyung and Jimin let out deeps sighs, Jin and Hoseok kept on nervously shaking their legs, Yoongi was getting more irritated by each small sound that filled the room. The voice of the man was ticking him off, and Namjoon was no where better. 

Jin had informed Namjoon that they technically didn’t need this deal, the profit wasn’t anything too big, yet Namjoon said that having this sort of connections was nice and could come in hand. That was the only reason as to why the seven men still sat around the table they had been sitting around for the past 3 hours. Only them and the old guy who for some reason didn’t know what time was.

Namjoon was trying his best to answer to the man’s multiple questions, yet he lost his cool when it finally happened. A message from Y/N came in, each of the boy’s phones letting out a muffled sound because of the loud music being played in the background. 

She was scared. Someone had scared their princess and she was now hiding. Before anyone could even move an inch, Namjoon had already cocked his gun out, shooting the man right between his eyes. “Let’s go. Our baby needs us.” While all of the boys smirked and nodded, Namjoon gave a signal to one their men to clean the scene that laid before them, before leaving with the others.

Lord had mercy on Seong-Min who just simply wanted to make sure Y/N got home safe, because the seven men sure knew they wouldn’t once they got their hands on him. 

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Just Your Average Morning {Part 7: infinity war au subplot part 1!}

I’m back and better than ever! Sorry for the 2 month hiatus :( Since I’m still not completely over Infinity War, and I’m sure that nobody else is either, I decided to tie in JURAM with the rest of the group in this tragic story! YAY! The action stuff towards the end will make more sense if you’ve already seen the movie, which I'm sure most of you have, but if not, you’ll be fine.

Quick note: even though this is an au, and most of the events which occur are nothing like the events in the actual film, this post will contain some Infinity War spoilers. If you haven’t seen the movie yet, read at your own risk.

I hope you guys have just as much reading this as I had writing it. Sorry for all the angst in advance. If you’re new to JURAM or missed a previous part, no worries! You can check out my masterlist right here!

PS - get cozy, cause this one is L O N G :))

avengers x fem!reader (contains some Infinity War spoilers)

previously in JURAM (since we all need a little bit of a refresher)...

“Something big is coming, Y/N, something that our current team can’t handle alone. We need you on the field with us, Y/N, fighting the good fight. So, if you’re ready to be an avenger, I’ll see you in the training room at 7 tomorrow morning. Sleep well, Y/N. You’ll need it.”

You waved to Steve as he walked away and shut the door behind you. You proceeded with your nightly routine as usual, and shut off the light and slid into bed once you were finished.

Exhausted, you stared at the ceiling. You were here for a purpose, after all. This wasn’t just a freak accident - this all happened for a reason. You were destined to protect, to defend, to avenge.

Y/N Y/L/N - avenger in training.

3 months later..

“I’ll go grab the green beans.” You said to Steve as you left him in aisle 3 to go grab the veggies needed to make your casserole in aisle 4. 

It was 4 in the afternoon on this fine Thursday, and you and the super soldier had just decided to make dinner for everybody tonight instead of ordering a pizza.

You ran back to Steve with 2 cans of green beans, just enough to make one green bean casserole.

“Excellent work, soldier,” he joked, “Anything else you can think of that we might need?”

“Well, I know that Wanda really wanted to try those cute red velvet cupcakes she and I saw in the bakery last time we were here.” you hinted.

“Hmm, that does sound kind of good. Not today, but maybe some other time.” he said as he wheeled the cart to checkout. 

You stood behind Steve as the two of you waited for the cashier to finish scanning every item. 

“Darn it,” Steve said, “The donuts. I knew I was forgetting something!”

“It is more common among the older population to have memory problems.” you teased.

Steve gave you a little punch on the shoulder before turning back to the cashier.

“Will that be all, sir? Hey... wait a second,” the grocery store employee gasped, “You’re Steve Rogers! Captain America!”

Steve shyly smiled, “Indeed I am.”

“I like what you’ve done with the beard! Couldn’t even tell that it was you. Wow, this is awesome! You’re, like, the best!” the cashier turned to you, “What are you doing hanging around with Captain Rogers like it’s just a typical Thursday?”

“Well, actually, I’m-”

“She’s one of our interns. Yeah, it sure is a tough program, but she’s definitely the top of her class.” Steve patted you on the back after he suddenly interrupted you. 

“Well good for you, young lady!” The woman said warmly. “Oh, honey, would you mind taking a picture of us?”

“Sure, uh, no problem!”

The kind woman handed you her phone and you snapped a picture of the two of them. She quickly finished bagging your groceries while Steve paid, and generously bid the two of you farewell as you left the store.

“That was humiliating.” You said to Steve as you sulked in the passengers seat.

“What? Why’s that?” Steve asked.

“You embarrassed me in front of that lady at the store. You wouldn’t let me speak for myself.”

“I didn’t know if you were going to take this opportunity to ‘out’ yourself as an avenger to the world without asking me first, so I had to take precautions.”

“Why, exactly, would I do that?” you responded.

“Because, Y/N, every single day for the past week you’ve been asking me if you can be an avenger yet. And every single day I give you the same answer-”

“But why?” you furiously retorted, “Why am I not ready to be an avenger? I’ve gotten pretty used to the shield and Tony already showed me my suit. Why are you keeping me away from the world, Steve?”

You looked at Steve as he took a deep breathe in, and then out.

“Tony, Nat, and I all agree that you should have another month of training before we consider sending you on a mission. The bad guys won’t go easy on you like Bucky does, Y/N. If you slip up, you’ll pay the price. It would ease the conscious of the entire team if you had a little more combat training experience before you’re out on the field so that people don’t feel like they have to watch over you and protect you instead of completing the mission, whatever the mission may be. We know that you’re capable of defending yourself, Y/N, but we just want you to be safe. That’s all.”

You figured that your silence was a response in of itself as you looked out the car window and cooled down your conscience a little bit.

“So,” you said after a few minutes of silence, “Can I show Peter my suit and shield over the weekend?”

Steve knew that you were trying to lighten the mood, and appreciated your efforts to do so.

“I think we need Banner to check your hearing, Y/N, because I don’t think you understood a single word I said!” He teased.

The two of you laughed and continued listening to the radio and chatting till you finally returned to the compound.

After bringing the millions of bags of grocers inside, Steve started preparing the steaks while you made the green bean casserole.

“Did you get the cupcakes?” Wanda said as she strolled into the kitchen.

“Unfortunately, no.” You said as you jokingly turned around and glared at Steve.

“Way to ruin the fun, Captain Health.” Wanda teased.

“I just figured that Y/N is going to eat enough junk food over the weekend when she’s staying with the Parkers, so the least I could do was provide with a somewhat healthy meal.”

“Oh right, I forgot about that. You’ll have to tell your little boyfriend I said ‘hi’ when you see him, ok?” Wanda said.

You blushed and threw your oven mit at Wanda, “Stop it, Wanda! We’re just friends! It’d be weird if we dated because we see each other like ALL the time. Also, high school relationships are stupid.”

“Who’s dating what?” Bucky said as he walked into the room.

“Nothing!” You said as more and more teammates joined you and Steve in the kitchen.

What started as you and Steve making dinner turned into a group project. Everybody was helping, talking, laughing, and having a good time. The only people missing were Peter and Tony.

“Hey, where are Stark and Stark Jr. anyways?” Clint asked.

“Peter has finals,” you responded.

“And Tony’s still off doing his own thing.” said Steve.

“Really?” Nat responded to Steve. “He hasn’t called or texted or anything in almost a month. At least to me he hasn’t.”

“I’m not complaining.” Sam chimed in, dishing up his plate.

“He texted me yesterday and told me that it would be him and not Peter that would be picking up Y/N and taking her to the Parker residence tomorrow, but besides that we haven’t been in contact for quite some time.” Steve said while pouring iced tea into his glass.

“I wonder why he’s been so distant,” said Wanda as she maneuvered her way around the crowded kitchen. “It’s not like we did anything to offend him, right?”

“It could be a mid-life crisis.” Vision stated while grabbing a fork and knife.

“At least he’s not our problem anymore, right?” Bucky said as he sat down next to you with a plate full of food.

“That reminds me of when Bucky and I were growing up, and there was-” Steve began telling a story as you looked around the table to the loving family which surrounded you.

Wanda fiddled with her rings, Vision has just realized he didn’t actually need to eat anything since he was a robot (he forgets sometimes), Clint had his elbows on the table, Natasha listened to Steve’s story as she sipped her glass of wine, Sam cut into his steak and wiggled his eyebrow at you when you two made awkward eye contact, Bucky was occasionally chirping in with his input of what really happened, and you sat in between him and Natasha, who was now slightly harping at you to eat your food.

“Y/N? Hello?” Natasha said as she snapped you out of your daze.

“What?”

“If you don’t start eating your food soon, Bucky will eat it for you. He’s been eyeing your plate this entire time.”

“It’s true,” Bucky said, “I have been.”

“Oh yeah, sorry, I was just thinking about some stuff.” “Like Peter?” Wanda shouted from her side of the table.

“Oh no she isn’t. Our Y/N is a smart girl. She knows that all boys bring is trouble. Even though Peter is a nice kid, I’ve drilled it into her brain that boys are overrated. Isn’t that right, Y/N?” Nat asked.

“Oh yes, of course. Girl power. Woo.” 

The table laughed at your lack of enthusiasm and continued talking late into the evening. You went to bed with a wide smile and a full heart.

Home.

You grabbed your backpack and duffel bag and walked down the driveway to Tony’s car. It was 12:30 on a Friday, and he was picking you up to drop you off at Peter’s house for the weekend. 

“Afternoon, Tony.” Steve said from a short distance.

“Nice to see ya, Rogers. How’s the gang doing?”

“Good, good. Where’ve you been, by the way? It’s been a while since we last talked. Anything new happen?”

“You know, the usual.” Tony responded nonchalantly.

Steve smiled and shook his head at Tony as Tony grabbed your duffel and put it in the trunk for you.

“Alright, kid, let’s get this show on the road. Parker gets out of school a little early today so we’ll have to be quick if we want to beat him to his own house.”

“Have a fun weekend, Y/N. Just call if you need me.” Steve said.

“Will do. See you Monday!” you said as you hopped in the car and waved.

Just as the car was pulling out of the driveway, Steve signaled for it to stop and for you to roll your window down.

“You didn’t bring the suit or shield with you, did you?” he asked.

“Oh no, Steve, no! That was just a joke. Don’t worry about it.” you reassured him.

“Are you positive?” He asked again.

“Oh come on, Grandpa, will you just let us leave already?” Tony harped at Steve.

Steve took a step back away from the car with his arms crossed and waved as you and Tony slowly drifted out of view.

Tony nudged your backpack with his foot.

“You brought the suit, didn’t you?” he asked.

You nodded.

“And the shield?”

You nodded again.

“Honestly, I’m not that surprised. You seem like the somewhat rebellious, eager type.”

After an hour of waiting in traffic, you and Tony had finally arrived at the Parker residence. You grabbed your duffel from the back and followed Tony through the building till you reached their apartment.

After knocking on the door a couple times, a lovely young woman opened the it.

“Tony! Y/N! Good to see you two again! Come on in!”

Tony turned around to you, slightly confused.

“Wait, you’ve already met May?”

“She came to the science fair a few weeks ago and Peter introduced us.” May filled Tony in as she grabbed some chips and dip from the kitchen.

“So, what all did Peter tell you about our lovely Y/N?” Tony asked, not sure of what he wanted to hear as an answer.

“That she’s nice, funny, has really pretty eyes, stays at the compound, and is part of the ‘internship,’ if that’s what you were wondering about. But, we all know what the ‘internship’ really is, don’t we?” May said as Tony joined her in laughter while you sat on the couch confused.

“It means I know what you do, your little secret double life thing,” May said as you blushed, “Don’t worry about it, honey! I won’t tell anybody, cross my heart. You should have seen the look on his face when I found out Peter was out being just like one of those avengers! He was terrified. Should have seen my face, too - I was equally as confused and scared!”

You laughed as you quickly made a mental note for yourself to ask Peter about that story on a later date.

May and Tony were discussing politics and the fate of the universe when Peter walked in with a kid you had never seen before.

“Y/N!” Peter said as he ran up and gave you a solid hug.

“Hey! I feel like I haven’t seen you in years!” You said.

“Oh my gosh, me too! I have so many great things planned for this weekend - you have no IDEA how awesome it’s going to be! You haven’t even seen my room yet so I should probably show you that but OH YEAH,” Peter paused and turned around to the kid who walked in with him, “This is my friend Ned Leeds he’s super cool and he’s going to be hanging out with us for a little bit today so um yeah let me go grab some more money for coffee and we can head on out!”

You smiled and shook your head at Peter’s goofy frazzeldness. 

“Hi,” Peter’s friend Ned said from an awkward distance, “I’m, uhh, Ned.”

“I know - Peter talks a lot about you. I’m Y/N.” you said as you stretched out your hand to shake it with Ned’s. 

“Yeah - Peter talks a lot about you, too.”

Once Peter came running out of his room with enough money to pay for your and Ned’s coffee (you insisted you had plenty of money, but Peter said that it was his treat), the three of you departed from the small apartment complex in Queens and rode the subway to Peter’s favorite Starbucks right by Central Park.

“So,” Peter said as he bit into his sandwich, “I was thinking,” he muffled out as he took another bite, “That the three of us should go see that new Star Wars movie tonight.”

“Oh yeah! I almost forgot that it was out.” you responded.

“I already saw it last night, but I’d be down to see it again.” Ned said.

“Didn’t May want us to go out to dinner tonight, though?” you asked Peter.

“Oh yeah. I k-kinda forgot about that, uhh, we can go see the movie after dinner!” he triumphantly declared.

“That reminds me,” Ned began, “Did you see Flash’s snapchat story last night?”

“No, I never really use my snapchat anymore, like, at all. Why?” Peter asked.

“OK, so, apparently Flash took Betty out to dinner last night at like a really, really nice dinner and they saw this one pretty actress lady, oh gosh what was her name, give me a moment I’ll remember-”

Ned’s story about Peter’s weird classmates lost your attention and you began drifting into thought. You looked around the restaurant and out the window at all of the lovely people. One thing you noticed - everybody was happy. Not a single frown drowned a woman’s face, or sank a man’s beard. The little Starbucks that the three of you had parked yourself in was the absolute center of joy. 

Is this what pure bliss feels like?

You gracefully took a sip of coffee and checked your phone, realizing that you missed about a dozen phone calls and a few texts from Steve.

Steve: Just saw the news. Call me as soon as possible.

Steve: Please just let me know you’re far away from whatever is happening, Y/N. Do not engage!

Steve: Please respond.

Steve: Tell Peter to check his phone as well.

Steve: Have you not seen the news?

Steve: Everybody is worried. Please answer our calls. We need to know that you are far away from this mess. We will handle it soon enough.

Steve: ????

Oh no! I left my phone on do not disturb! Way to go, Y/N. You freaked Steve out. Wait, what’s he freaking out about?

You looked up at the TV on the wall and saw it. After what happened a few years ago, the entire world thought that it was a ‘one and done’ sort of thing. No more attacks from space, no more worms flying through the sky, and no more freaky aliens.

But it was here. In the sky. Above the city.

And it oddly looked like a donut.

I never thought that death would come from a donut.

Before screaming and panicking, you glanced around the peaceful Starbucks and realized that not one person had glanced up at the TV.

I mean hey, at least they’re trying to stay disconnected from electronics and interact with each other, right?

“Hey, um, Peter,” you said, gently slapping his arm to get his attention away from Ned's endless story, “Look.” You pointed at the TV.

He squinted a little before he realized exactly what was happening.

“Oh my gosh, oh my gosh, oh my gosh,” he repeated, running his fingers through his hair, “Uh, Ned,” he said, slapping him on the shoulder to get his attention, “There’s a situaiton.”

Ned looked up at the TV and stared at it for a few seconds before his eyes grew wide.

“Oh my gosh! It’s a thing! How come nobody else noticed?” he said as he looked around at the cafe. “Do you need to go do the stuff? Do I need to make a distraction?”

What is Ned talking about?

“N-no, no distraction this time. Just make sure that you and Y/N stay inside and safe.” Peter said frantically as he sprang up from his chair and started sprinting for the door.

You grabbed your backpack as you hopped up right after him and followed him to the door.

“Y/N!” Ned called, “You need to stay here, you saw what’s on the news!”

“Don’t worry! I know what I’m doing!” you shouted back, “I think...” you softly muttered to yourself.

You followed Peter’s bobbing head as he ran through the crowded sidewalks, into a disgusting alley, and started unloading his backpack.

“Peter!” you said as you jogged into the awkward area in between two buildings.

“Y/N! You need to go!” he said as he threw off his clothes and started putting his suit on.

“Is that your spider-man suit?” you said, bewildered. 

“Of course it is! I need to go help, and you need to go home to May! It’s not safe for you here!” he panickedly said. 

“Peter,” you began, “I can help - no, I am helping! I’ve had three months of training with the Avengers, for God’s sake! I know what I’m doing! Just, I don’t know, give me a second to change into my stuff.” you frantically said as you ripped open your backpack and pulled out your suit, helmet, and shield.

“But, wait, you have your suit already?” he asked.

“Mhhmm” you said as you changed into your suits top piece.

“And the shield?”

“Peter!” you snapped at him, annoyed that he was standing there as you were trying to change.

“Ok! I’ll uh, be on the roof!” he said as he swung up and out of sight.

You rapidly changed into your suit and threw your hair into a low pony before strapping your helmet-thingy on and clicking your shield into its holster on your back.

Peter jumped down into the alley and grabbed you by the waist.

“Sorry, I just figured we’d get there faster this way.”

Suddenly you were off the ground and swinging through the air with spider-man, out in the open for all of New York to see.

What am I doing?

“Hey,” Peter said mid-swing, “Your suit is basically just the girl version of one of Captain America’s older suits.”

“Oh shut-up.”

“What’s your name anyways? Captain America Jr? Miss America? Miss Captain?”

“Hmmm,” you thought out loud, “I believe Tony said that he was thinking about calling me ‘Lady Liberty.’ Has a nice ring to it, right?”

“Lady Liberty,” Peter said, “Get ready for a fight, because that’s what we’re going to get.”

On your way to the donut, Peter’s “spider-sense” (you still aren't sure that’s an actual thing but you just kinda go with it) went off and he realized that something was happening at Central Park, not the donut. He set you down on the ground and asked you to run over to the donut and make sure that nobody goes in or out until any other avengers arrived.

Lucky for you, you wouldn’t miss out on all the action. You could hear every conversation an avenger had within a 20 mile radius of you thanks to the little coms that each of you had in your ear.

You sat with your shield strapped to your arm facing the donut on an abandoned car about a block away from the spaceship and listened.

“Hey Mr. Stark, is this guy bothering you?” you heard Peter say.

You tried to follow what was happening from your end of the coms, but it was hard to understand with Peter’s muttering and Tony’s panting into your ear.

You thought everything had calmed down until you heard Tony yell “Get the wizard!” completely out of context.

What is happening down there?

“Y/N!” Peter exhaustedly screamed through your ear.

“What, what?” you responded, jumping up from your seat.

“There’s this wizard dude levitating across the city and he’s heading your way and he’s not stopping. Try to intercept him and stop him from getting into the donut.”

“Wait a second, Y/N? Why are you here?” Tony asked.

“I thought you needed my help, and obviously, you do.” you responded.

“Just get the dang wizard for me and we’ll discuss it later.” Tony said in between several grunts and heavy breathes.

You kept your eyes peeled to the sky and finally saw him - the wizard - approaching straight down the street.

He was going fast and nonstop, just as Peter said. How were you going to stop this dude?

Shield! I’ll use my shield!

You threw your shield at the wizard only for it to bounce off of him and a few buildings before rebounding back to you.

You clicked your shield back into it’s holster and looked up at the wizard, who was almost right above you now. You were stumped. If you let him travel any farther, he’d get to the donut, and you can’t let that happen.

What to do, what to do!

You let your instincts guide you into your next decision, which was a rather bad idea since you have none.

You got on top of the car you were previously sitting on and waited until the wizard was directly above you. The plan: grab on to his body and pull him back down to earth. Once he was in position above you, you jumped as high as you could, connecting your arms on the other side of the wizard’s flat, log-like body. 

That plan didn't work, obviously. You currently found yourself a very high distance off the ground, holding on to a wizard for dear life, with your legs dangling over dozens of pieces of dangerous debris on the street below.

Instincts bad! Instincts bad!

“Peter!” you called through the com, “How far away are you from the wizard and the donut?”

“I almost got him! Why, did you get him?”

“Well, I tried to get him, but now I’m just floating above New York with him and I don’t really know how to get myself out of this situation without breaking at least one bone.”

“Y/N!” Tony yelled, “Don’t do anything stupid!”

“Yeah, it’s a little too late for that!” you responded.

“Peter,” Tony barked, “Are you closing in on him?”

“I’m almost there, Mr. Stark!” he panted, “There! I see you!”

You looked to the end of the street to Peter swinging from building to building as fast as possible, trying to get to you and the wizard.

The wizard continued floating closer and closer to the donut, and the worry of what might happen if Peter didn’t reach you in time suddenly dawned on you.

“Lady Liberty!” Peter shouted from his position a block down, “When I say it, just let go of the dude! I’ll get you!”

“But what about the wizard?” you asked.

“I have a plan! Let go when I say it!”

You waited a few seconds and looked down at the ground below you, which seemed more threatening than it actually was.

“Now!” he shouted at the top of his lungs.

You tried to let go of the wizard, you wanted to let go of the wizard, but you couldn’t. You physically couldn’t. Your arms were frozen.

“I can't, Peter! Like, I physically can’t move! It’s like I’m stuck or something!”

Even though Peter didn’t say anything for a couple seconds, you could tell that he was definitely overwhelmed. This was nothing like anything him or you have ever dealt with before.

“Uhh, I’ll come get you! Just, uh, hold on!” 

You could see his red and blue spandex crawling up the building next to you out of the corner of your eye.

“I’m almost there, guys. Just hold on a little longer!” Tony desperately called from his comm. 

All of a sudden, you and the wizard stopped moving towards the donut. This is partly because, you decided, since you had reached the donut. Peter took this opportunity to jump from the building to you, and grabbed onto your dangling legs.

“Your legs are moving just fine, Y/N, what about your arms?”

“They’re stuck in place! It won’t let me let go or move them at all!”

Peter tugged on your legs a little bit before crawling up your body and onto the top of the wizard, trying to loosen your grip on him.

“I mean, congrats on even jumping up and latching on to him in the first place, I bet that was pretty hard.”

“Peter!” you nervously snapped at him.

“Sorry! Um, uh, yeah they won’t move.”

You groaned in frustration and fear as you desperately swung your legs and tried to break free from whatever was bounding you to the wizard.

All of a sudden, though, you began moving.

Upward.

“Peter..” you croaked out, terrified.

“Mr. Stark,” Peter said through the comm, “We’re being beamed up.”

“I still can’t let go!” You cried.

“Just hang tight, come on, you can do it! I’m almost there just don’t go into the donut!” Tony said.

A door in the donut opened and you and the wizard veered course and started levitating towards the entrance. You looked up at Peter, who was still tugging at your arms.

“I think I almost got it, Y/N! Don’t worry, you’re almost-”

Suddenly, Peter was flipped off of the top of the wizard and sent flying into the center circle of the donut.

“Peter!” you yelled after him, worried about his safety.

Your heart sank as you realized that you were less than a yard away from the dark entrance into the donut, with nobody to save you except yourself. You had no idea who or what was in there, or if you would be able to contact the team from inside.

A tear of fear streamed down your cheek, but you wouldn’t let any more leak out of your eyes. You would find a way out of this. You would save the wizard. This isn’t training anymore, this is the real deal.

As you levitated into the darkness of the donut, you quickly whipped your head around and took in the city, with it’s regal buildings and towering sky scrapers. The sky, with it’s blue ombre painted above you. The welcoming sun, which warmed your skin and soothed your soul when you needed it the most. The clouds, the fluffy, fluffy clouds, where you often looked to and found your biggest dreams, hopes, and adventures. You thought about your room in the compound, which took many weeks to complete to perfection, about the rest of the team back home who must be worried sick, about Peter who was in an even worse situation than you were, about Tony who was racing his way through the city in a frenzied panic, and about Steve, who had probably called you at least 50 times already. You shouldn’t have left your phone on do not disturb, you should have responded to his texts, you should have picked up the phone and called him. You should’ve thought about what you were about to do before you literally jumped into this. You should’ve told Steve how great of a mentor he is, and how much he reminds you of your dad. 

You thought about all of these things as you looked at the great city surrounding you and all of the wonderful people which occupied it, the people that you were trying to save.

You thought about this as you took your last glance at the blue planet you call home.

As you stretched one second into a thousand beautiful moments.

As the doors closed.

And you were utterly, terrifyingly, alone.

TAGS ~ 

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Why Now? - Jughead Jones Imagine (Riverdale)

Part 2 | Part 3

Hi everyone! This is my very first imagine that I’m writing here, on Tumblr. It’s based on the TV series „Riverdale” more specifically on Jughead Jones because I really like him in the show. I’ve read lots of imagines here and I thought I could write one too so here I am! Also, this is a „Jughead x Reader” imagine so I’ll be using „Y/N” for the reader. If you don’t want to imagine, like, yourself in the reader’s skin (hope you get what I’m trying to say :)) ) , then you’re free to imagine whatever you want as long as it includes Jughead. I don’t have any warnings to make because I want this imagine to be cute and kinda sad for a start (sorry for that). I don’t own any of the TV series’s rights and the persons I’m mentioning here aren’t like that in the real life. This is just a story made up by me, meaning that the descriptions of the characters that I’m writing about are based on how the Riverdale’s cast is portraying them. It’s a work of fiction. Sorry for this long introduction note, enjoy your reading. xx  

PLOT: You and your parents have lived in Riverdale since you were born, but because what had started to happen recently in this town, they decide that you need to move somewhere else, for your safety. You start to tell your friends the sad news, Jughead being the last one. He is about to tell you something that will hurt you; that will make you feel awful for going away.

Riverdale was once a friendly town, in fact, the town where you grew up. So it’ll be surprising to tell something bad about it. It used to be a great place, a place where you met all your friends, a place which could be called home. You were so used to it and just couldn’t imagine anything unusual happening ‘round here. That, of course, until everyone found out about Jason Blossom’s murder, which kinda ruined all of your theories. You knew the Blossom family, but not so well. Jason’s sister, Cheryl was almost-your-friend and that’s because after her brother’s death, she started to act somehow very strange. She was colder than usual and more sensitive. Sometimes she would be mean to everyone and sometimes she would come back to her nice side. You weren’t so mad at her because you could understand. A loss like hers wasn’t easy to handle, especially because the bond that formed between her and Jason. You also knew Jason, not so well still. You’ve seen him a couple of times at school but you two never got to talk properly. When you found out about his death, you were beyond shocked and felt very sorry. To know that it was a murder, actually made you feel scared and worried about yourself, your friends and your family. However, your parents already had an hour for you to be home every night and told you numerous of times to be careful. You understood that they wanted to know you safe and healthy, although you were older enough to take care of yourself in your own way. 

But afterwards, you started to be interested in who is Jason’s killer and all those stuff that had to do with the mysterious murder. So were Archie, Veronica, Betty and Jughead. All of you knew that the police is dealing with it, you just couldn’t help it. You tried to find out what you thought the others were not able to observe, practically, you were digging for answers in every possible place. Things were still very complicated. When your parents found out what you guys were doing, they freaked out. You fought with them and had a very difficult time because you simply had to stay away from what really stir up your interest. What really killed you inside was thinking that maybe you got your friends into trouble too, although that word is too harsh to be mentioned right now. Just like that, things were too normal for all of you. It was school-home-homework over and over again. Yet, you were still able to spend time togehter at Pop’s some nights. You knew that this was your squad, your bunch of creepy human beings and you couldn’t lose touch with them, even if you wanted. Things like this happens in small towns, nothing could stop you. 

Or at least, that’s what you thought.

It happened on a boring weekend, at a first glance. You were about to hang out with Veronica and Betty when your mother and father entered your room with some weird expressions. Somehow, you knew something was wrong. You stopped from what you were doing and looked curious. Asking what happened has led to the most terrible news: your parents just told you you were going to move to Houston. You froze for a moment, thinking they’re probably joking or something but they seemed very serious. You panicked when they didn’t start to laugh at you, you thought you were breathless. They really meant it, they weren’t joking. “How?” and “why?” were the only questions that could get through your head. When you asked them, with a trembling voice like you were going to start crying, they told you that they do not think Riverdale is still a town where you can grow up as you should, that everything has gone crazy and that they don’t know what kind of impact this had upon you. They said they don’t want you to end up injured because of what is happening in the surroundings, of course thinking at the Blossom’s tragedy. You couldn’t accept that, you were suddenly afraid of everything and nothing, Everything that went through your mind was how you could tell that to your friends. Your friends. You were shaking, not even knowing how no tear wasn’t still falling on your cheeks. You felt like you could not just go, so far away from them, from everything. Something more made you feel even worse, but you'd be confronting with it too, right? Your parents told you some last words before leaving your room without even trying to consider your prayers or the deplorable condition they put you into: three weeks. You only had three weeks left to get used to it and try to put your thoughts in order, including the fact that you also had to tell Veronica, Betty, Archie and Jughead. You knew your mom and dad wouldn’t change their minds, not even thinking about your childhood and all of your memories here. They were only thinking about getting out. Getting out of the place you called your home, which was just a little bit broken. 

That day you cancelled with Betty and Veronica and in the next few days you weren’t yourself at school or in any place you’d go. It was like you were trying to remember everything, not to forget anything. At Pop’s you would just sit in your usual place near the window without ordering anything and just staring at your lap. When your friends would be there with you, they would wonder what is going on ‘cause you’re never that silent. You will answer them in a small tone that everything’s fine and that you’re just thinking about something. Betty, Veronica and Jughead would insist and you would look at them in a guilty way. You were so sad that you will, eventually have to tell them, you were grateful that they could not read your mind. The first ones to find out you were gonna move, were Archie and Veronica. At first they got mad at you for not telling them this whole time, the dark-haired girl was speechless and seemed like she was gonna explode - anger, shock and sadness. It was okay, you were sad too, incredibly sad. Archie couldn’t believe what he heard, asking “What?” so many times that it almost started to get on your nerves. You thought you were about to fight, but it didn’t happen, fortunately. You couldn’t bear that either. Betty, on the other hand began to cry. She couldn’t believe it either, but she knew that you couldn’t lie about something so serious. It really broke your heart to see them like this, to let them know that there were probably not so many chances to see you again soon. It was so cruel that you didn’t even had a choice, you wanted to stay, you wanted that so hard, every piece of you rejected the idea of moving so far away from here. You still had things to create, you still had someone here. Someone who cared about you and some people you've been through so many things.

Then came Jughead's turn, you had to tell him. And now, things start to get different. You two were ... Something. The relationship between you was way more different that what kinda links you had with the others. He was the reserved type all the time, the guy who did not like the excessive attention and who was often rejected because he was weird, as he says. Of course, you’ve never thought that about him, neither did Archie, Veronica or Betty. He first became friends with Archie before joining your group. After that, he slowly learned to open himself in front of you, and you started to think he was a wonderful boy. Then, you found out he was also an amazing writer because he was writing his own novel about Jason Blossom’s murder which was awesome ‘cause he would always help you guys in your “investigation” with his theories. You've always tried to make him feel good in his own skin, he was pretty unsure of himself even if he didn’t want to admit it. He wanted to be tough and cold because, lately, he had some problems at home and at school. He was very shut in when it was about his family, he never wanted to talk about that subject with anyone. That's the reason why you were surprised when you were the first to find out about it. Jughead told you about how his father was a part of a dangerous gang in Riverdale - The Serpents and that he had a drinking problem. Even if he never wanted to let that get noticed, you felt him being scared. He didn’t want you to reject him too after all he had just told you. You knew that his mother and sister were away because of his father, but you wouldn’t want to judge anyone. You understood him and you tried to understand his father too, although you felt very bad for what Jughead’s been through because of him. You began to understand his silence as well, so as he was there for you too. When he couldn’t answer you, you tried to make him feel like he has someone he can confess to. You became very familiar with him, almost as if you felt unusual when he wasn’t around. At some point, you became worried about your approach, it felt too much, somehow. But you couldn’t help the fact that he was always there. Simply that. Sometimes even more than Archie or Betty, or Veronica. It did not feel like you were best friends, it wasn’t nice or serious. You would help each other at your homework, he would drive you home some nights when the streets would be too dark for you to walk them alone. You would make honest jokes about him, he would laugh sarcastically, not even bothering that much. You remembered the first time you tried to touch his beanie and he just slapped your hand away, making faces at you. Later on, he gave it to you himself, fixing it on your head and smiling in the corner of his mouth. His hair would be a little dark mess after that but he wouldn’t care. If there was any time you would be late at Pop’s, he would order you a chocolate milkshake and wait until you would be there, and then when you’d finally arrive you two would talk, with him showing you what he had wrote for his novel ... There were just silly, innocent things which always made you come closer. When he was about to get homeless, you wanted to ask your parents if he could stay at yours but they didn’t agree with that. Thank God, his salvation was Archie and his dad, Fred who took him to stay with them as long as he needed.You remember how worried you were back then, that almost made you gulp. Jughead had become someone to you, it took you kinda long time to realize this, maybe because you never wanted to think about him that way. Your friends would tease you about it and you would try to hide your emotions everytime. You only knew that you had a great person by your side, a little weirdo, a person who endured so much suffering and who would be still smirking and joking with his friends at the end of the day. You didn’t want to admit it either, but you were careful with him. Exactly, he became too important to you. You just wouldn’t want to name this in any way.

Therefore, how? How could you tell him that you’ll be gone in less than three weeks? How would he feel?

How would you feel?

If you waited still, it would have been to late. And you knew very well that Jughead deserved to know, even if this will maybe hurt him. Surely, you’re hurt too. So, on a Tuesday night you went at Archie’s house knowing that he will be at school to practice at his guitar for a singing contest he will have Saturday along with Josie and the Pussycats and his father working late. Archie told you to come and talk to Jughead earlier that day, at school. You saw the sadness behind his eyes and how much he needed his friend to be okay, or at least to know what will happen. He didn’t want you to let go anymore. You started to think he knew a little more ... That he had come to think of you and Jughead just as you did. That made you feel your stomach clutching.

When you arrived, there was no need to knock at the door, because Jughead knew you were going to come. You opened the door and went to the kitchen, shy, feeling your palms sweat. You found him sitting on a chair in front of the kitchen counter, most probably ‘cause he was busy with his book. He turned his head over to you when he felt the presence of someone in the room. 

“Y/N hi!” He stood up and came to you. You looked at his beanie and then at the smile on his big lips. He did not smile so often before, something you always knew he had to do more.

“Hey Jughead. What were you doing?” You asked him, avoiding to get closer to him. He looked like he was about to hug you, but you couldn’t let him do it. You just passed by him.

“Well, I wasn’t writing, if that’s what you’re thinking.” He said, looking how you walked away. “You said you were coming over so I was on the internet. I was waiting for you.” You were so nervous that you bit your lip and looked down. You wanted to not have to do that, you really wanted to.

“Look, Jug, there is something you need to know.” You started, looking up to him. You could say he was beginning to figure something out. The way you nicknamed him wasn’t going to make it better in this situation.

“What happened, Y/N?” He asked, trying to reach you, but you gestured him to stay still.

“Sit down, please.” It would not have worked well if he had been so close to you. He sat back down in his chair and instead, you got closer.

“Y/N?” He asked again and this time his features got rough. You sighed.

“Jughead, I’m-I’m moving away.” You hated the fact that you felt that weak right now. You didn’t wanted to give up on literally anything. 

“What do you mean?” You heard him, even his voice had changed. You immediately remembered this part of him. He was trying to figure out what you said before reacting in an exaggerated way.

“My parents want us to move to Houston. Riverdale is not safe anymore.” The regret was obvious in your voice.

“Houston, what?!” There were some moments of silence before you heard him exclaim. 

“It’s true. I don’t want this either but- ...”  Again, you couldn’t look at him. You were not supposed to do any of this. You were not supposed to go anywhere.

“When?” His face was raging. Anger. The old Jughead was still there, the ‘damaged loner’ as the kids at school would consider him appeared when he didn’t want to. But you knew, you knew he didn’t mean it. It hurts him.

“In less than two weeks.”

“If ... If you think that’s a good joke to tell - ...”

“Believe me, I wished to be a joke too when I heard it from mom and dad. It’s not.” You said. Jughead stood up and seemed to whisper something for himself. You didn’t want to hear him. “I am so, so sorry.” Was all you could say. 

You felt him walking past you and you looked back in his direction. He breathed harder and you knew everything was wrong now. What could you do more? Your hands were tied to your back. Damn, you couldn’t even go to touch his shoulder. He would stare back at you.

“I’m sorry.” you said it again. “Please say something.” After a few minutes he turned his face towards you. When you noticed his expression, you instantly wanted to go and embrace him. He was still saying nothing. If you will not talk in the next seconds ...

“Y/N, I like you.” 

Your eyes grew wider. Your lips parted but you couldn’t say a word. What? Did he just ...? 

He approached you. If you could, you would have gone further. Maybe showing your feelings wasn’t a thing you would do easly, but all this time you were so scared. You knew that now. He was right in front of you and your legs were beginning to feel weak. You felt like time stopped and was waiting for you two. His eyes were so empty and you felt so lost. That was it. That’s what you’ve been feeling. You cared about him, you smiled when he smiled, you helped him and he was there all this time when you didn’t even ask him too. There was no explanation. You liked him too. That’s what really killed you right now. 

“I like you.” He repeated. You let out a shaky breath. Your thoughts were a mess in this moment, it was like nothing was right. How are you going to leave this town now? His confession made you realize your whole state, you never knew. Now he will never knew. 

“Why now?” You asked him, shaking your head. “Why are you telling me this now, when there’s nothing left to do, Jughead?” You thought his lips were trembeling. Was it so bad that you wanted to kiss him? 

He ignored your question, swallowing hard.

“Do Archie, Veronica and Betty know about this?”

You nodded slowly.

“And you thought I should’ve been the last one who has to find out? Seriously, Y/N?”

“I was afraid to tell you, okay? I did not want this, and my parents don’t want to listen to me.” You tried to calm down because you didn’t want to mess him up. And you didn’t want to start crying either. “This town is a part of me and it will always be, no matter what happened here. No matter what they think. Please, don’t be mad at me because- ...” You felt it was too much. The pain and sorrow were overwhelming.

“Because what? Tell me!” He almost begged you to continue your sentence. You’ve always seen Jughead sad and indifferent, all you have ever wanted was to never see him that sad, at least not as long as you were around.

“Listen, I don’t wanna fight with you. Not with you.” You almost whispered. Then you suddenly felt him in front of you. His cold hands touched yours as if he was as scared as you were. You dared to look at him. Your eyes immediately moistened and you tried to bite your lip to stop what was going to happen. You knew you were going to fail anyway.

“Don’t cry.” He said slowly. “It’s fine, I’m not mad at you, Y/N.” Right in that moment you wrapped your arms around his waist, hugging him for what felt like a lifetime.You would’ve been fine if he wouldn’t answer to your gesture, it was better not to feel the warmth of his body. You shouldn’t miss him. “What should I do now?” You heard his voice in your right ear. You knew that he would’ve referred to the others too, to all of your friends but instead, what he should do from now on? You didn’t answer him and you sobbed a little in the sweater he was wearing. You loved it when he was wearing sweaters. He was fluffy and smelled like Pop’s shop and Archie’s bedsheets. You just loved it. Unfortunately, that would not make you feel good anymore. Now you feel alone even thought you are in his arms.

That night, when you decided to finally leave Archie’s place, Jughead drove you home. Archie was about to enter the house when you guys left and you couldn’t look at him. Jughead neither. Both of you felt wasted. Jughead held your hand all the way to your house, trying to comfort you. You tried your best not to cry in front of him again and focused on his presence. God, how you wanted to stop, turn around and press your lips against his. You were wrong, you indeed needed warmth, you needed to feel more of your home. But he just held your hand. Just that. He told you if he's likely to never see you again, it is the least he can do. And that truly broke you.

The worst part is that you never had the chance to say it back. 

                                                *Two weeks later* 

By the end of those weeks, everyone knew that you were about to move. Even Cheryl, who didn’t know how to react in the first place. You spent all your time with Betty, Veronica and Archie, doing a horrible mistake in wanting to avoid Jughead. You knew he wasn’t going to abandon you, not after what he had told you that night. But you just couldn’t stand around when all you wanted to do was cry and hug him tightly. He felt you. Everytime he looked at you his eyes would lose it’s color and shine. For the last time you went at Pop’s, drank one last milkshake, listened to one last of Archie’s songs and been with your bunch of creepy human beings for one last moment. Even Pop was sad seeing you all like this.

Now you were in front of your house, well, just a house, not yours anymore. All the things were packed and your parents were waiting for you in the car. At some point you really thought they would change their minds seeing the way you acted in the past days. But yeah, they didn’t. They were sorry for you, your mother even tried to make you feel better. She tried to give you some reasons for why Riverdale isn’t what it was before and you still wouldn’t listen. Your friends will always be your friends.

“I’m so sorry guys. For everything. For the fact that I will not be able to be by your side anymore from now on.” You were tired of crying but right now, right now you would wish to be drained out of tears. “I love you all so much, no one will ever compare to you.”

“Oh God, please don’t be so cheesy. I can’t even think about it anymore, come here honey.” Veronica said. She was trying to be strong but it was visible how sensitive she was. You hugged her and whispered in her ear: 

“Thank you for always being there for me. Especially when Cheryl was crazy.” You heard her giggle.

“No.The red-head will miss you too, I’m sure of that.” She whispered back. When you looked at her, you’ve seen her red cheeks and nose. It was cold outside and it didn’t matter how well dressed you were, you’ll still be feeling cold.

Archie was next. He smiled sadly.

“Thank you for making me feel good every time. And I'm proud of you, keep playing and doing what you like.” You said.

“I promise I’ll call you everyday and I’ll sing through the phone. You can’t get away from me, Y/N. And don’t worry, Jughead will never be alone as long as me and my dad are alive. I’ll do whatever it’s possible to make his father go on the right way. He’ll be happy.” He whispered the last part, not wanting Jughead to hear him. You smiled gratefully. How can you not love them?

Betty took your hands in hers. You looked at her with respect.

“Thank you, Betty. For helping me and for everything you did for us all. You’ll solve the problems between you and your parents and Polly will be okay. Just stay strong.” A tear fell down on Betty’s cheek as she nodded. You knew how brave this blonde girl was, you trusted her entirely.  

When she let go of your hands, you knew what was next.

Last, but not least.

Jughead. 

As soon as your eyes met, you felt your heart beating fast. He tried to smile too, but he wasn’t believable. You felt pain, he felt the pain too.

“Jughead Jones.” You muttered, blinking once. “ ... The third.” You continued feeling your throat burning. He started to chuckle as soon as he heard you saying that. You smiled at him warmly, but, slowly and surely, your whole face changed. Your lips began to tremble, your lungs began to beg for some air and your cheeks started to get wet because of the tears. Jughead’s eyes began to get watery as well and before you knew it, you fell right into his chest. Now you are a huge mess. 

“I’ll miss you so ...” You sighed, drowning in your own tears. “ ... So much.” He slowly stroked your hair.

 How would you feel?

“I’m so grateful that you’re my friend, you are the best, ok Jug? Don’t let anyone, ever, tell you otherwise. I-I just ... I- ...” You sniffled and pulled away a little to look at those green eyes again. You hated the fact that they were fading because of you.

“I know, Y/N. Shh.” He stopped you from talking more ‘cause he felt the tension and how shattered you were right now. You stayed in his arms for a few good minutes, thinking if you will ever be able to get away in one piece. He was warmer than ever and you loved that with all your heart. It was all about him now. If he will never feel alone once you’re gone, you surely feel like that. You couldn’t let go, it was too hard. Jughead was special, so special that you knew you had no way to find another person like him in this world. He wasn’t a friend, he became someone. Someone who has found the way to your heart faster than you’ve ever imagined. You knew he needed someone to be there for him whenever he feels like he’s going to give up on everything and now you needed to be sure of that more than ever. You knew he was strong, you still feel like he owns you but in fact, he owns you nothing. Nothing at all. „Thank you Y/N, for always being here to help me.” He said, looking at you.” ’Cause you did help me a lot, you don’t even imagine. Maybe I don’t know much about what it means to be attached to a person, but you and Archie and Betty, even Veronica always had my back and … I’m not mad at you, Y/N, okay? I know you need to go and I understand, just like you did. Now, please, calm down and be fine.”  This time he smiled at you, and you felt like someone had taken a stone from your heart. As he said, you tried to calm down and then closed your eyes. Opening them again, you took some steps back, looking at your four friends. And how honestly grateful you were.

„I’ll miss you guys so freaking much. Keep in touch, ok?” They nodded solemnly. It was the time. The time to go.

„Check your phone in the car.” You hear Jughead muttering.

You then turned around fast, no longer wanting to prolong your suffering. You got into the car, noticing both of your parents watching you. Just as you were told, you took your phone out of your pocket and unlocked it, seeing you had a message.  

Fom: Jug  

Don’t forget that sardonic humour is my way of relating to the world, which is also the worst. We weren’t. ;) 

And before you could look at them once more, you heard the car's engine. Somehow, you felt Jughead smiling. Yeah, after all, he was still smiling. 

Jesus, I spent the whole day writing this. I am very proud of this imagine and I really, really hope you will like it too! Thank you for reading all of it, it means a lot! Also, what do you guys say, do you want a part 2 of this? I’m willing to write it if you want, just let me know. Let’s hope this will not be my first and last imagine here, I plan to write much more of these, not based just on Riverdale. We’ll see. Thank you again for reading!

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Responses to {Part 25} I Won’t Stop You // Jeon Jungkook, Vampire!AU Asks~

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(I have also included asks that I received in the hours before IWSY was posted ^^)

@ofwolvesandbutterflies said: Oh mai gawd it's tuesday! you know what that means... IWSY part 25 is coming tonight!

IT’S VAMPDAY! Hehe :3 I’m excited!!

@life-guru said: It's Tuesday!!!!!! I am so ready😙

Yay! I hope you’ll enjoy it love :D

@openup-yourmind said: Hi, i just wanted to let you know that i can't wait for the next chapter! ♡ You're a breat writer and i send big love from Montreal/Canada 😘❤🍁 *big hug* :)!

Thank you so much honeypot! I really hope you’ll like it :D Yay hugs from Canada! Have some hugs from the U.K too *hugs* hehe ^^

@bangtangurlarmy said: Girl, I live for your writings. ABANSJWJAIWKAKKWNWIMWALMAJW I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER AND I HAVE FINALS ON SATURDAY BUT IT'S MY LAST EXAM SO HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.  I love you❤❤ And Justin Seagull❤ and Jack, Christian Chim Chim....Yoonki Min as well... Oh wait, I love Monie and Jin and J-dope too😌

I BURST OUT LAUGHING AT J-DOPE LMAO OH YM GOD xD Ahhh your nicknames for them all are so cute, when will I ever~ And hey, you’re one to talk! I’ve been sneaking through your Taehyung scenarios like *wiggles eyebrows* and I love your writing so much! And of course, I love you a lot too ❤  I hope your finals won’t be too stressful for you my dear, you’ll do well I know you will!

@mocking-butts said: I like can't focus properly because I'm waiting for the new update~ I need to know what happens mumsy oh god I'm dying here ㅠㅠ

I hope you’ll enjoy it honeypie! :3

Anonymous said: OMG ONE FUCKING MINUTE

LET’S GOOOOO!

Anonymous said: AHHHHH SHES PREGNANT DJAJVDJSJSBSKSKNXNSNZJ

GASP!

Anonymous said: That was heavy man...

Good heavy I hope~

Anonymous said: ACKKK THAT WAS SO GOOD! CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT WEEK!! LOVE YA❤ -Anon+friend⚇

Thank you so much anon and friend! I love you too :3

@mocking-butts said: WAIT WHAT OH MY- IM MAMING THE MOST UNGODLY NOISES IM LIKE I CANT EVEN MUMSY WHYYYYY PLEASE BE NEXT WEEK FATSER~ ksjsndndkdkdkek I forgot how to speak I'm going to go cry now and drown in my tears 😭

Please don’t cry please smile for me :( I hope you enjoyed it though! :c Thank you for reading my love!

Anonymous said: Shit just went down I love when your fanfics get angsty OMG thank u Sara  --wifey anon

I’m glad you enjoy the angst wifey anon c: Plenty more where that came from! ^^ Thank you so much for reading it :D

Anonymous said: I was having a poop week, and this made my day. BUT THAT CLIFFHANGER!! AND I'M PREGGERS *screams* PS I forgive you and love you too :) *more screams* -Vampnip anon

I’m sorry you had such a poop week *hugs* I hope your week gets better! AND YES OMG YOUR PREGGERS CONGRATS BABE! lolol c: Thank you for forgiving me Vampnip anon c: And thank you so much for reading!

Anonymous said: *says in ratchet voice* OMG NO! You did not just do that to me bitch! Like how the fuck am I supposed to be able to live for another week to read the rest of this story! Like, hell to the no... just saying you better come to my funeral Luv u bitch xxx

I DID JUST DO THAT TO YOU~ muhaha ^^ I’ll be there dressed in my best I’M KIDDING NO PLEASE DON’T DIE ID BE REALLY SAD FOR REAL :( I love you too lol and thank you for reading the update :3

@mini-mini-jiminie33 said: In response to the cliffhanger on chapter 25 of I Won't Stop You--yOU ARE THE GOD OF CLIFFHANGERS AND IDK WHETHER TO LOVE YOU OR HATE YOU FOR THAT OMG IM SCREAMING AAH

I WOULD PREFER IT IF YOU LOVED ME BUT IF YOU WANT TO HATE ME THEN THAT’S OKAY TOO I’LL SPEND THE REST OF MY ADULT LIFE TRYING TO EARN BACK YOUR LOVE *cries*

Anonymous said: I SWEAR!! I FLIPPING SWEAR!! DO YOU ENJOY THE THINGS YOU DO TO ME?! DO YOU KNOW WHAT THIS FEELS LIKE!?

I do rather enjoy the things I do to you ^^ Does that make me evil like Yoongi? Probably c: thank you for reading my love :3

Anonymous said: OMG THE OC Is PREGNANT FUCK YES! Hmm pregnant from all that fucking 😉😏😏I HOPE THE BABY IS OK

*jay parks aquaman plays in the background* ‘lemme call you mama cos we abouta make a baby’ OML YES ALL THE FUCKING~ haha thank you very much for reading the new chapter doll :D

@jynxy24 said: YOU. MAKE. ME. WANNA. SCREAM. AND  CRY. OMG. SAAAARRRRAAAAAAAAAAA! HOW COULD YOU?! I TRUSTED YOU TO PROTECT MY HEART BUT MY HEARTEU! MY HEARTEU IS, ARRRHHHH!!  Okay, rant is over. How've you been, Sara!! I hope you have been well, is the weather there great? Stay healthy!! >.< CHAPTER WAS AWESOME BTW AAAAHHHHH!! I'M SO FRICKIN CURIOUS OF WHAT YOONGI IS GONNA DO!! I hope Namjoon turns good at the end(I can frickin sense it) :3 I have to go, stay awesome, Sara! Love you!

I promise you that your heart will be okay and that everything will work out in the end!! I’ve been okay, super stressed and busy and hardly any time to do anything other than study and work but I am trying to hard to stay on top of things ^^ The weather is FREEZING but I wrap up warm. How are you doing?! And thank you so much for reading the new update and I love you too honeypie!! :3

@deangetoutofmyspleen said: SARA IM UGLY CRYING I FUCKIN KNEW ITTTTTTTTTTTT OHMYGOSHIMINSHOCK MY HEART IS EXPLODINGNGGGGHHHH

shh...it’s okay...it’s all gonna be okay c: ehehe~

Anonymous said: jimin hates white ppl xoxo

xoxo Gossip Girl xoxo

@doubletroublesince1994 said: This is literally making me die and anticipation omgg I loved every bit of this chapter but man waiting for another week for the next chapter is gonna be hard for me 😂😂😂 Thank you so much for writing this, this is truly a blessing I love youuu ❤

Ahhh thank you so much for reading it and I love you too! I know it sucks waiting for things to come out :( but I’m glad that you still read every week despite the wait!! I appreciate it so much :3 Thank you darling :D

Anonymous said: I... Don't know what to say... So much just happened in part 25, Yoongi has 'me' in custody, 'i'm' pregnant with Jungkook's baby, and Jungkook has it so bad that he decided to protect both 'me' and the baby. Fucking Yoongi. Literally, the song 'Why' by Taeyeon is playing in the background and that is  the one word going through my mind right now. How do you write so well and give me the ultimate feels?! I love you, take care of yourself, and yeah. r.i.p. me. - army anon

It really was a chapter filled with so many emotions and feelings and points of view, I’m glad it could give you ultimate feels! Ahhh Why my Taeyeon is a beautiful song, you’ve put me in the mood to listen to it now! I love you too and I hope you will have an amazing week Army anon ^^ thank you so much for reading it!

@theninjachan said: this is gonna sound weird but yoongi is my bias so instead of being pissed of or angry with his villainous chuckles i was rather......turned on???? HAHAHA. anyway this was a great chapter as usual. and y/n is pregnant? oh boy oh boy oh boy i'm excited for tuesday to come

No no not at all! I rather enjoy that passive-aggressive asshole type behaviour and it is high-key sexy as fuck in so many ways lol (THIS IS WHY ALL MY RELATIONSHIPS HAVE FAILED I MAKE THESE BAD DECISIONS) lol thank you so much for reading again this week love ^^

Anonymous said: I'm dying a little bit by every sentence I read,  I know this is a fiction (and a VERY GOOD at that), but it still rips me apart reading this chapter especially when Serrena told Jungkook about the unborn child, and I know JK love her and their unborn child with all his life, he will protect them at all cost even if it means his life been taken away :( --Lotsa love Erica from U.S--

Hello Erica!! Thank you so much for reading IWSY it means a lot to me and I’m so happy you think it’s good! And yeah, it’s both a happy and a sad thought. When I was writing the chapter, I was actually listening to Flyleaf’s song ‘Circle’ and the lyrics ‘no man shows greater love than when a man lays down his life for his beloved’ was echoing throughout my mind ^^

@mysr3 said: WHAT!*still shock*What! I thought they were being sAfe! Sara u 've serious explanations to do! I luv how u had JK shift on so many emotions in such short span. the moment of JK n his mom is touching. N u w/ ur evil genius plot Twist! U n this ch r the reason my emotions r over the place rn! Just "Ding-dong” at the end had my imagination run wild of what will happen next. Y Yoongi sounds so hot! Ahh the torture week of waiting for IWSY now begin 😭glare, pouty 😤lol LuV u! ❤️ Thank you!

Don’t glare or be pouty at me!! :c hehe but heY WAIT I THOUGHT YOU SAID YOU WEREN’T LOOKING FORWARD TO THE UPDATE HM?? ;) lolol I’m glad I could put your emotions all over the place, this makes me very very happy ^^ But thank you once again for reading this weeks chapter and I love you too despite the amount of apparent pain I’ve caused you :3

Anonymous said: It's 11:35 pm my time and I can't control my emotions. Like fuck man. Y/N is preg-a-nant and like I'm happy af.  But why Yoongi gotta fuck everything up. Like couldn't their happiness have lasted a little longer. But it's okay cause y/n a bad bitch you can't kill her. Then JUNGKOOK  gonna fight Yoongi and save his girl cause he a real man-vampire. This story so good that I'll wait another week but these dramatic cliffhangers gotta stop mom (Name the baby after me plz) Love you  💜 ~LilKookieAnon

She is definitely a bad bitch, Yoongi don’t know who he’s fucking with! :3 AND NO NEVER THE CLIFFHANGERS ARE HERE TO STAY I’M SORRY JUST EMBRACE THEM AND ACCEPT THEM AS A PART OF YOU OKAY?! hehe~ thank you my love for reading and I hope you’re having a great week LilKookieAnon ^^

@jeonjungrude said: OMGG THE CLIFFHANGER AND THE FACT THAT SHE IS PREGNANT!! OMGGG WHY U DOING THIS TO MY POOR POOR HEART !! 😭😭😩😩 now i have to wait till next week omg may god save me !! 🖤

Because...I enjoy your pain *evil laugh* I guess this makes me similar to Yoongi lol we are sadists with our intentions :3 But I think mine are far less sinister, well...I hope :3 thank you so much for reading my love and I hope you enjoyed it ^^

Anonymous said: Didn't they have unprotected sex after the ball? How come she become pregnant?

Do you know how sex works my love? :3 You can still get pregnant when you use a condom because nothing (except abstinence) is 100% safe!! And also - if you read the parts when they have sex, there are instances when Jungkook is having sex with the reader when he isn’t wearing a condom. For instance, the morning after the first time they have sex. The reader is on top and he hasn’t got a condom on. Yes - he doesn’t “finish” inside her, but that doesn’t mean you still can’t get pregnant ^^

Anonymous said: Me: OH ITS TUESDAY! *reading IWSY* Fic: Ding-dong” the bell chimed. To be continued..." Me: -_________- well shit NOOO WHY?! EVEN JUST ONE MORE DETAILED SENTENCE THAT EXPLAINS EVERYTHING. *depressed* *needs to wait for another week ㅠㅠ* Hehehe...i honestly love ur works! Specially IWSY! It's really unique for my opinion and it's im telling u IT'S WELL WRITTEN. It's soooo gooood. I've never been this excited just for tuesdays, ever in my life😂. It's really of the best and one of my favourites! 💕

Thank you so much for thinking that it’s unique and well written, that makes me so happy ^^ Thank you very much my love!! :3

@coppertopging said: I KNEW IT!!!!!! I KNEW SHE WAS PREGNANT!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!! WHY IS TUESDAY 7 DAYS AWAY AGAIN?!?!?!?!?!?!

DUN DUN DUN! c: You guessed correctly! I’m sorry for the long waits :( I wish I could write more than one chapter a week :( thank you my love for reading :D

Anonymous said: OH MY GOD PLEEEASE let this have a happy ending!!! My heart my poor heart😭😭😭

I hope it will have a happy ending for you my love!

@ananyak26 said: Omg author nim! Part 25 was cruelxD. It was amaaazingly written, and I loved it a lot. Great job!

I apologise for it being so cruel :c but thank you so much for reading dear!!

@life-guru said: Ahhhhhh she's pregnant!! I hope everything works out and that namjoon gets saved somehow! Thank you for blessing us with such a great story!!❤️😘

I hope so too c: thank you so much for reading my stories!

Anonymous said: FRICK. That is all I have to say about IWSY chapter 25. Thank you and goodnight.  - 종달새 ❤︎

I hope that’s a good thing! c: Thank you very much for reading my love - good night!!

@animeimmortal said: WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT LIKE SHES PRGNANT WHAT AND ANOTHER CLIFFHANGER PLEASE LET ME LIVE IM TRYING TO LIVE IN PEACE AND THIS IS OMG the storm is really not helping and Serena? Lord she could have told Y/N about it at least -.- love you 😍❤❤❤

ALL THE FRUSTRATING THINGS GAHHHH! hehe, thank you so much for reading it aand I love you very much too ^^

@noceurash said: Im!!! I'm so hyped over iwsy omg it's happening!!!! I can't wait for the next part, I love you!! This chapter was so good aaah. I hope you have a good day~~

YAY I’M SO GLAD IT GOT YOU HYPED! Thank you so much my love, I hope you have a good day too :D

@toxic-seoul said: I AM FREAKING OUT SARA OH MY GOD dcdjsjicfk I'm so ready for the next chapter I wanna kno what Yoongi is planning. I want Serena 2 come in like a badass mama & save her son & every1 cuz moms r awesome & shit but I also want JK to tear Yoongi apart. But then I also want Yoongi 2 fuq reader up cuz I'm messed up like that lol bUT NO YOONGI NEEDS TO CHECK HIMSELF BIH IM NOT LIKING HIS ATTITUDE. Bitch boi got another thing comin if he thinks he's getting away with that pfft. Amazing as always btw lol

Badass mama here to save the day! I hope she does that c: AND YES WE CANT LET HIM GET AWAY WITH IT HOW DARE HE, HE’S SO RUDE D: hehe, thank you so much for reading honeypot, you’re awesome an I hope you have a great day ^^

Anonymous said: Oh my god!! All those asks about the reader getting her period!!! And now!!!!! The latest chapter was great and I'm always amazed by your vocabulary :3 Thank you so much for writing I Won't Stop You!

I KNOW LOL IT’S LIKE ‘JESUS CHRIST JUST WAIT FOR THE STORY OH MY GOD’ lol like...please :( haha thank you so much doll, that really means so much to me :D Thank you for reading IWSY and for messaging me too :D

Anonymous said: IM ABOUT TO EXPLODE!! I DIDN'T EXPECT THAAAAAT FHRJKEDJJDKDJFJJ A CHILD?? OMG YAS!!! I WON'T BE ABLE TO SURVIVE THIS WEEK GOD DAMN IT

Please don’t explode no D: YES A CHILD! YES YOU CAN SURVIVE THE WEEK I PROMISE YOU CAN :D hehe~ thank you so much for reading my love ^^

Anonymous said: Wow for once I'm here relatively early and //HOLY SHIT !! The plot is thick and everything is so emotionally charged right now and I'm dying ... but lowkey looking forward to full squad next week (even if 4/7 of them are baddies)

Thank you very much for reading it! I’m glad you’re finding it emotionally charged c: And yep! The gang is all together hehe :D

Anonymous said: i can't wait for nxt tuesday alrd 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Me either! :3 thank you!

@brilliantbellesoares said: IWSY FEEDBACK: I don't know if I'm crying of joy because I'm happy they're having a child or of sadness because of what could happen to that child

That two edged sword tho ;D hehe! thank you so much :D

@wanda-rog said: You're so nice and such a good writter! Still so evil...how dare you give us another cliffhanger? You probably laugh maniacally when you type "to be continued". I just want her to be back with Jungkook! And now she is pregnant and in danger TT another long week before update 😭

My evilness is a charm, I promise ;D Whenever I finish it and read it out to my mum, she screams in distress, so I already have an idea of what will happen :3 thank you for reading my love ^^

Anonymous said: HOOOOOOO BOY SHE FUCKING PREGNANT SJDJDJ oh my god this chapter has my ass up the entire time djdjdjd WHAT THE FUCK im dying to know what yoongis after for y/n what thefcuk

All will be revealed soon! :3 hehe thank you so much for reading ^^

Anonymous said: FUCK ME ON THE ASS WITH A SPOON IM FUCKING DYING I CANT FUCKINT BELIVE JINT HSI FUCKING BITCH OH MY GOD DJSJSJDJS SHES FUCKING PREGNANT DIDNT THEY USE PROTECTION LIKE UNTIL THE LAST SEX PART WHERE JK FUCKED HER RAW IM FUCKING DYING AND SHES GONA DIE INT HECOLD FUCKING YOONGI THAT BITKCH ASS MUTHAFUCKIN I SWEAR TO GOD

LMAO OHMY GOD hahahaha xD Well - if you read the parts when they have sex, there are instances when Jungkook is having sex with the reader when he isn’t wearing a condom. For instance, the morning after the first time they have sex. The reader is on top and he hasn’t got a condom on. Yes - he doesn’t “finish” inside her, but that doesn’t mean you still can’t get pregnant ^^ And also, just because you’re using a condom, doesn’t mean you can’t get pregnant! Thank you for reading love :D

@semisweetsuga said: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA -IWSY by Koto

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA - by Sara THANK YOU BBY

Anonymous said: The scale for this story isn't 0 to 100 anymore. It's just 100 to 5000 at this point ya know? There's never a point where this story rests at 0

heh, I think that’s a matter of subjectivity my darling. There are points in which I believe this story is calm and tranquil depending on the situation - take the moment in the restaurant for example, or various soft/romantic moments that the reader is subjected to. Of course, it is a Vampire fiction, so the element of thrill would naturally be quite high :D

@xokookiebts said: I swear im choking. If her baby gets hurt, im breaking my phone i stg. I will sue min yoongi. That little shit.

Please don’t break your phone! I hope that everything works out for you in the story c: thank you for reading my love!