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thevioletcaptain · 5 months ago

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#so one half of the couple i'm house/dogsitting for had an unexpected medical emergency on their trip #which -- i won't go into details but it culminated in a pretty serious diagnosis and emergency major surgery #and now they're coming home today after getting medevac transport back to california #and have asked me to stay here for a few more days while they settle in #as the one who had the emergency needs 24/7 care during recovery but is being released from hospital to recover at home #and they need someone to basically keep looking after the dog/keep her from getting in the way while they figure out what care he needs #anyway i agreed to stay a few days like they asked #which means i'm trying to finish my coursework before they get back later this afternoon but man my focus levels are LOW #and honestly they have been for several days at this point because once again it seems that waiting to hear about medical stuff has become #somewhat of a panic response trigger for me since the extended nightmare of february this year with my dad #and mostly i've been able to compartmentalize but the energy that takes has truly wiped me out #to the point that i'm genuinely shocked it hasn't set off a fibro flare up (touch wood)#also i really don't know this couple very well at all -- they're mostly friends of my parents-in-law #i've looked after their dog for them several times over the past couple of years #but obviously that's been while they aren't home #and i've only had fairly brief interactions with them #so i do feel a bit awkward about being here while they're going through something so serious and personal #but they're nice people and they need the help and i'm able to provide it so i'm gonna push past that #anyway just a tag post venting thing

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spaghett-onaplate · 5 months ago

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i wasn't that sick but I took a couple days off and I am so frustrated with myself for doing absolutely nothing productive whenever I'm home. does that frustration lead me to change those behaviours, however? no!

#like ugh even after just two days back in the routine of lying in bed like a useless potato sack i feel awful #ashamed and frustrated and gross and unrested #still better than before bc i did spend two and a half years doing that 😄 which is awful #but man i picked out my subjects for my senior years and i know i need to make some serious improvements 😭#yet i have not studied at all. i definitely could have however the Rot #when im at home im absolutely useless just lying in bed #anyway its fine im omw to an evening shuft now so its not fully unproductive #but man yeah i get a bit overwhelmed when i have heaps of stuff on after school. but feek worse when i have nothing #the more things i do the more energy i have #i think having one free afternoon is nice. one later in the week too #but otherwise i feel like i waste those free afternoons so it's better to have work or friend plans #or yeah the library i should start going there after school #ugh. whatever it's fine just yeag

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amywritesthings · 6 months ago

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i think my favorite thing about being a creative is listening to a song 400 times, only for the 401st time to be that moment where you think of a new ship you've been fixating on -- and everything changes

#yes i am talking about 'its nice to have a friend' by taylor swift #and applying it to my own personal childhood friends to lovers ships #it just totally rocked my world this afternoon at work

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thestrangestwatermelonofall · 13 days ago

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i will never forget the time I was hanging out with two other people who were new friends and they were like "let's do a sonic fandub" and one of them started looking up sonic game footage on youtube for us to dub while we discussed who would speak for who and we decided I'd voice tails. But also I knew nothing about sonic at the time, i'd only seen the snapcube fandubs because I'd heard they were good and funny, I didn't know the plot or characters very well. I couldn't remember what they sounded like so while the other two started to say silly things in sonic and amy's voices I asked "what does tails sound like again?" And I was laughing because I was embarrassed and also shocked by how quickly they had started commiting to the bit of trying to do some voice acting and my friend just said "he sounds like a twink" and I could not stop laughing and I could not take the idea seriously and I just told them that I couldn't do the voice oops. And so we moved onto a different topic pretty quickly and just enjoyed the pizza we had while we waited for our other three friends to get back from the store

anyways all of this is to say that Tails is NOT a twink, he is an 8 year old little boy and my friend was misguided.

#Can you tell that I'm mentally unwell and also that I had a falling out with these friends and also that I miss them dearly #I actually went to see the sonic 3 movie today on christmas day and I saw a group of people that I know- one guy in the group was one of #The three that was at the store while we were doing the dub. I had a falling out with all five of those friends after that.#That day was really great. It was like a year ago now. I feel like that was the first time where I was really vulnerable with friends #And I had never been so honest about my interests and thoughts before with a group of people and it. It was nice. But after that day it...#I think it was all my fault. Or at least mostly my fault. I was honest with them but no one else #So I couldn't accept the truth of myself and I wasn't ready for everyone i know to know me that way so I tried to hide it and ignore it #And in doing so I stopped being honest with them and I started avoiding them. And I regret it. I could have just been a weirdo with them #I could have spent every tuesday afternoon hanging out and talking about life with them over pizza. But instead I ran away.#And of course they kept asking about me and wondering why I was being weird but I couldn't face it. And I kept running away #And they kept trying to chase after me. I even left for like two months and completely went no contact and no explanation #But then I came back because I had nowhere else to go and it... it was so awkward. It was too much. And now I'm overthinking #everything. I was so jealous of them. All of them. And when I got to be friend with them it was too much for me. My brain couldn't accept i #I'm not allowed to be happy unless it's in secret. That's what my brain thinks #That's the mantra I've been living by recently. For like the past 3-5 years. That's just how I was raised I suppose #Um. Oops I ranted too much in the tags. Sorry if you read all of this. But also thank you if you did. I hope you're well #Rant in tags #rant #personal #Why is this literally just my journal. Goodness gracious #I'm so sorry. Everything I post here is like completely dumb and irrelevant and stupid and pointless and matters very little.#I am just mentally unwell and I can barely think clearly. I am sorry. I hope you look elsewhere for actually important or meaningful words #Dang I just had a dramatic soundtrack melody start playing in my head but I have no idea where this song is from or what it's called. Damn

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cha1cedony · 1 year ago

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Another no writing day :’) Tomorrow I’m mostly free, though, soooo I should actually be able to get some work done!

#atp I just really miss writing!#but I’m busy with other stuff #had a fun DnD session today :) and it was SO nice to see my friends #also having car issues so. that took up my whole morning/early afternoon before DnD basically #sighhh #going to sleep and tomorrow will be a good fresh start :) !!!!!!#I’m not worried about finishing my fics (knock on wood)#I just. want to go ahead and actually FINISH them yk #sorry I keep posting about this lol it’s just nice to post my writing/life updates here teehee #okay night!!#chalcy stuff

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songofwizardry · 3 months ago

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I managed to miss two buses in a row this morning, due to Circumstances (and I even RAN for the second one so that was for nothing) which is v annoying, but to make myself feel better, here’s some wins from this past weekend:

- I went back to one of my organising things after my 3 months out, and it was actually very lovely! saw tons of people I haven’t seen in ages which was great.

- I was stuck on a crochet thing and therefore was avoiding my crochet buuut I was extremely brave and figured it out and fixed it and I no longer have to avoid my crochet.

- cleaned some boots.

- went to my favourite cafe a whole two (2) times, even took a walk, honestly winning.

- did some planning to sort out some commitments for the next few weeks.

so like. maybe I can survive missing the bus/being 20 fuckin minutes later than I wanted to be/getting stuck in traffic/having to be on the bus with dozens of children. I haven’t been this late yet this year soooo it had to happen eventually.

anyway, I wish upon you all the best luck of not-missing-buses. may your tuesdays get off to better starts than mine.

#text post #my post #it’s actually pretty lucky that I don’t have that much planning to do this morning #so it’s not like. disastrous #just annoying and inconvenient and my knees hurt for what yknow #but it could be a lot worse #also last week was a bad week for buses in the afternoon #like I got stuck or had to wait ages pretty much every day #and this week both yesterday and today there was bus drama in the mornings #so I’m a bit suspicious #anyway the weekend was really really good actually #I got so many little things I’d been putting off done #and like. it’s so nice to go somewhere and recognise so many people and they’re all there and you get to see them and hug them???#it was great #we love Friends #yesterday and today are meant to be my Chill Days this week #as I have A Lot on for the tail end of the week #so I am going to Channel Calm and not be annoyed about the bus #I can do this #ok I’m gonna stop rambling in the tags now

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unfortunately-rogi · 1 year ago

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After Thanksgiving

#I spent thanksgiving with my friend last minute #that’s one of the good things about living in a city- I’m only 15 minutes away from my friends #I’ve never met a cat that likes being picked up and tossed around as much as hers- he’s such a cuddle bug #it was nice to just have a sleepy afternoon the next day watching movies and eating leftovers #I don’t think I quite captured my friends likeness… maybe I’ll redraw this one for real in my nice sketchbook I really like the composition #happy thanksgiving #sketchbook #sketching #sketch #pencil #graphite #graphite sketch #pencil sketch #pencil study #life drawing

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uttering-joyous-leaves · 10 months ago

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it's my birthday and all my friends are away for spring break or at work, so i walked myself two miles to the farmers market and stopped at a little free library on the way. saw birds and bugs and cats and babies, bought myself radishes, mustard greens, and a little winter squash. the sun is out and everything is just starting to bloom, and i'm actually happy even when i'm alone

#🪶#i do have birthday plans lined up with friends today and next week #but it's good that if i put my mind to it i can give myself a really nice afternoon

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thatfaerieprincess · 1 year ago

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Aaaaaaaa tattoo???????????? Maybe??????

#I reached out to a tattoo artist last night and she got back to me this afternoon #and I’m !!!!!!!!!!#I’ve never gotten this far #I’ve just dreamt about it for years #and never actually taken the next step #and I haven’t like booked an appointment or anything #but I’ve contacted her and confirmed her books are open and she would be interested and on my basic description about what price range #holy shit #my whole chest tightens up and I like panic response any time I think about it #and my friend had to sit on the phone and encourage me to hit send on the email #and I don’t know if that’s a sign I should just not do it but also I’ve wanted one for so long but do I actually or just the idea of one????#but also!!!!! I’ve had so many fucking god damn needles in my life #it would be kinda nice to finally have some that I CHOOSE #anyway!!! maybe getting a tattoo this winter????#maybe????#I haven’t booked or anything yet but #I rlly like her art style and her books are open during the window I’m home #idk how to navigate this around my mom while I’m home but #I think I’ve almost settled on a black line cecropia moth on my upper inner left arm #anyway I’m freaking out and I can’t tell if the terror out ways the excitement or what I’m actually afraid of #I’m not gonna get it before thanksgiving for sure bc that’s too much attention for the once a year we’re all together #and if I wait until mid December then my sibling will be home to go with me too tho Ik my friend would go with me if he’s home too #but anyway anyway anyway anytime I think abt this for longer than a few seconds my brain shuts down and I can’t breathe so #first I gotta parse what that reaction means #Im a rambling sam

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seiwas · 10 months ago

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I think it's really cute when you talk about how much you love your friends and bf <3

🥺🥺🥺 thank u stephanie 🥺🥺🥺 sometimes i hesitate to talk abt it bc i feel too mushy or annoying LOL but sometimes the love just wants to make its way out yk 🥺🥺🥺

#they r truly my pillars 🥹#i have a really good friend i’ve been running w every wed n sat morning #and he’s been my rlly good friend for a long long time so its crazy that #the things we used to bond over have evolved #and i keep thinking back to all the days we had sad breakfasts together cos we were both Going Thru It in high school (LOL)#all the way to now 🥺 figuring out our lives #running in the morning and having coffee right after #working in some coffee shop until mid afternoon 🥺#IDK!#i just think its so nice 🥺#bad-as-the-boys #ask #rep

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hawkinslibrary · 1 year ago

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forgot how much i love fanvids. i used to spend so so much time on youtube watching them and i'm kinda falling back into that habit now. there's sooooo many good st ones out there too. people are so creative and the editing skills and attention to detail are amazing

#i wish i was patient enough and had the talent for video editing #but if i can't make something look nice most of the time i just give up jdfnkjds #if you are reading this: i'm Trying to do a rewatch and i'm doing a new little series #one gif per ep/one set per season #inspired by a set i saw in a recommended post one time #i'm actually kinda liking how it's looking and i'm having fun with it #excited to post once i finish s1...#i'm on ep 4 :)#first rewatch since s4 friends #my brain and i are enemies atm #lex talks #good night/good morning/good afternoon/good timezones etc 💖

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mothram · 1 year ago

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