#hateparty

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I’m going insane

[xurktaztic]

forget september meme with HATEPARTY!! i love shrimpo x looey so muchh 📌🎈

OG MEME BY l0botm1z3d !

my (probably) last post on tiktok and first on youtube whenever i get that set up :3

[xurktaztic]

YESSS I LOVE THESE SM!! looey x shrimpo is my # 1 THANK YOU

hateparty and baubeloon my beloved

ur art so cutie it would be awesome if you drew looey x shrimpo or looey x bobette mwehehehe

Heheh.... i did both . 😼

[lilyisloud]

Hate Party

Have you ever thrown a hate party?

Where you convince yourself you’re justified in feeling resentful towards someone else because you’ve decided that they are the main source of everything bad in your life?

That your own actions have nothing to do with your empty bank account, loss of identity, and overwhelming need to eat everything over 1000 calories per bite?

Yeah... me, either.

(Awkward silence.)

[georgie-bogie-blog]

Parties

I have really come to hate parties and celebrations after all. I always feel alone and forgotten in these situations. When I organize my party it's different. I am busy taking care of everything and every one.Why am I so obsessed with staying alone and crying about it?

I think I miss old times when I was actually having a good time. I miss those old times when we - the kids- would play hide and seek all night. When we would have fun with all the kids there, even if it was our first time to see each other. Every time I'm at a party now, I want to cry. I want to get out of the place just to cry. And I don't want to go back in. I want to leave. I want to run away. I always want to run away. Celebrations in Greece have something nice. Something about them feels so nice to be a part of. I have many nostalgic memories from my life. A bit of me wants to go to parties and celebrations. When I go, I desperately want to leave. Cause I am alone there. I don't have people to have good time with. I start getting a bit jealous at the rest of the people. Then I get sad that I can't have what they have. Then I try my best to find excuses to leave.

I am at a celebration like that right now. That's why i made this note. I am strange. I am weird to admit this, even though everybody understands and feels this from time to time.Am i wrong? I feel out of place. Being here is wrong. Where should I be though? What should I be doing?

It is not even a year since I decided I wanted to learn foreign languages and use that to get a job. A job that needs me to communicate. A job that needs me to understand and make others understand too. I want that and I think I am set on that. But as always I doubt myself. I have second thoughts. Will I make it? Where will I find a job? Who's gonna accept me. I have second thoughts about having friends. Are there really people who care about me? There have been times when I felt a rush of excitement. Like I had just fallen for somebody or even like I really love somebody. But when I am sad and alone it can't fill me up. I forget my love for others and I become empty.

I am most alone when I am around many people. Cause when I feel alone and there's nobody around I have music. Music is there to hold my heart from breaking. Am I beyond fixing? When will I stop feeling like this? When will I stop having ups and downs all the time? When will I start being a part of something? When will I be important to somebody? When will I have somebody to share my life? Where will I find the other half of me? Where will I find my other half? I wish I could be so close with a friend. I wish I'd have a friend to fill that void. To fulfill me. I am cut out from life. I am suffering.

I write this cause I can't tell anybody. I don't have anybody that can take care of me right now. I don't have anybody to tell me that everything is going to be alright. I don't have anybody to give me the words my heart needs. I walk the streets like a zombie. My body is slowly dying. My heart is broken. World, you broke my heart and left it out in the open. Now even a small breeze cracks it. Shatters it all over. Give me back my heart. Give back the person I was. Give back the friends you took from me. Or take me away. Take me somewhere far away. Take me to some one. To some one that I am looking for. Come and save me. Please

[anbovo]

If you invite me to a party, I will be grumpy and antisocial. Day 28 of inktober. I was really feeling the social awkwardness at this bar. #inktoberdrawing #inktober #inktober2017 #lateinktoberpost #day28ofinktober #art #drawing #draw #misterbwtie #anbovo #doodle #doodling #illustration #antifun #socialinteraction #sociallyawkward #hateparties #antisocial #grumpy #awkward #partypooper #buzzkill #selfportrait #socialevents

[babazooka]

#hateparty

#hoodlumsisoverparty

[xurktaztic]

looey x shrimpo! i love them SO much theyre my fav ship i liked them day one :3

quality looks bad because i did this on magma and cropped it

i call them hateparty