#hate being bored asf with nothin to do

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[akima-47]

I'm having A SON how fucking retarded lmao But no why am I doing this? I dont regret it. Its the only thing that's given me life in a long time, the prospect of raising a family. But like I'm 20 and I still care A LOT about self image and like.... Idk I dont feel like a mom. But I'm gONNA BE. Fkin crazy town. I miss being thin and hot and I'm still just as gay as I've always been just a more grown up kinda gay. Which. Honestly. Isn't much to be proud of. But whatwva I hope these thoughts are fleeting cause I love my baby boy and I love my gay ass husband, now that he's not all sucked up n tweaky. Even tho he was still smoking hot. Ugh I love my Leland. I love my Greyson Michael Bartlett. It feels like its getting less real as time goes on, doesn't that seem backwards? I'm a baby myself. At least I'm happy. At least I've been happy. And when I'm not, at least I dont romanticize depression like EVERY OTHER MF ON THIS SITE I'm so tired of that shit. Just be happy mang what u go to lose? NOTHIN MAN NITHIN I can't wait to get Crunk asF hahahahaaaaaaaa really its been hell and I hate being pregnant so much This was a post A poat A POST about nothing cept being awake at 5 am cause all I do during the night is sleep badly and get up to pee 800000 times I'm obviously bored