#harry-louis-forever

[trashraccoongirl]

forever. ❤️

[memories-of-1d]

1 month since you left us, Payno💔

[dimpledsmile]

I also think what makes Liam’s death so hard is the realization that those little fan-girl days are truly over.

I would always look back on memories of being a young teen and having not a care in the world but one direction. I would miss the staying up late to watch interviews. I would miss making these fan edits and posting them to my fan account. I would miss the innocence of being a young girl in love with a boyband.

Of course as I grew up and became an adult, I have matured and in a sense “put those days behind me”. But I still had so much love and respect for One Direction and how much they meant to me growing up.

I guess I just always held onto this belief that One Direction wasn’t really over. Even when Zayn left. Even when they announced their hiatus. I knew that that boys loved their fans and they all needed time to find themselves and heal from their own experiences, good and bad. I knew it must have not been easy for them to be catapulted into the spotlight at such a young age. I just always had this belief that maybe they wouldn’t entirely regroup / start over again as One Direction … but that they would at least have reunion to show that they are still strong and they are still proud of the band.

But with Liam’s passing, the possibility of One Direction truly never having a proper reunion is a punch to the gut knowing that we will never witness them together again. Also, selfishly, knowing I will never be able to see them in concert like so many other lucky fans were. It feels like a part of my inner teen also died. Knowing she will never be able to experience the joys and love that came from one direction makes me so sad for her. Adult me, knowing I will never be able to re-experience One Direction is also grieving it. 

When did we all grow up?

From now on, every music video, every throwback photo, or even any future reunion will always look this sense of sadness. Knowing that we are missing one of our boys.

[eminentzayn]

remember when someone released 5 balloons for liam at a memorial and the balloons formed the WMYB formation before the balloons scattered and one went way higher than the others? yeah. me too.

[chaoticneutraltor]

[onedirection4eversstuff]

Merry Christmas

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[nialls-harmonica]

I’m just so sad… I wish it all wasn’t real… I just want Liam back. I’m so sad for him, for his family, for the boys, for our fandom… I’m just sad.

[harrywavycurly]

So now we are all going to be missing One Direction in a whole new way because they’ll never be the same ever again.

[beacarrot]

songs to remember liam payne - part 3. 🤍

[louislittletomlintum]

No Surprises by louislittletomlintum

wordcount: 22k rating: explicit office au // friends to lovers // louis + harry

“I smoke socially, sometimes. Depends who I’m with,” Harry shrugged, taking another puff. Louis watched his soft little lips wrap around it and purse just slightly on the inhale. It wasn’t the first time he considered if Harry was perfectly made just to torment him.  “Hm. I won’t send you to jail for now, then. On crimes of fibbing,” Louis decided benevolently. He was about to open his mouth to spout off some other shite before he saw Harry had a bit of a pensive look in his features despite how his eyes were a little glassy. “Lou,” he began, and god Louis loved that he’d earned that little nickname off of him. ���Can I ask you summat?” Harry added, tapping the ash of the cigarette in the tray before taking another puff. “You just did,” Louis smiled because Harry walked right into that one. “But I’ll give you another,”  “How did you know you were queer?” 

or; an office au where louis is a loveable brat and harry is working himself out

[trashraccoongirl]

[memories-of-1d]

I listened to this song today for the first time since his passing and it HURTS

(Also creds to the creator of this photo, I don’t remember who it was but I found it on twitter, if anyone knows who it is pls let me know!💕)

[dimpledsmile]

To any Directioner and fan-girl who don’t know how to feel and who doesn’t have anyone to talk to about this. I hear you.

It’s not going to be easy out in the real world because many people will look at one direction as “just a band” and you have to get back to your every day life despite this weird sense of grief looming over.

I hope you are finding time to take care of yourself. Cry if you need to. Listening to music if you need to. There’s no right way to feel about this.

You are not being “dramatic”. You are not “too old”.

You are allowed to grieve the loss of someone your younger self once loved so much. You are allowed to grieve the music that will now sound different. You are allowed to grieve the photos that will never look the same. You are allowed to grieve that you might never have another experience with a band like you did with one direction. You are allowed to grieve your younger self who would turn on their music and felt loved by a group of boys you never met but felt like you did.

Take care of yourselves.

[breakingfreebri]

so handsome😽