#hardest working anons in the business i've always said this

[blorbocedes]

Imagine this though: since they are both so similar in their driving approaches, the driver meetings just become matters of how loudly they can support each other. Jonathan asking max if he wanted to raise a point in the meeting and him saying no and then fast forward to charles saying the bollard at turn 5 is becoming an issue and max nearly falls of his chair because of how fast he agrees that yes that bollard is the world's worst thing to happen and should be removed and then pulls examples out of thin air and charles completes his sentences and they both give each other those stupid fond grins patented for each other but they never talk about it and it would have been fine if it happened only once but this keeps happening at every other meeting and other drivers are TIRED of them teaming up. Lando would complain of track limits at the 9th corner and Lestappen would disagree because it ultimately benefits them with their great car control and everyone knows if the topic is not dropped they'll keep going on and on until they get their way. Until one day George snaps and asks if they had come prepared with their arguments and they both just look at each other dumbfounded like did they even have to discuss things? Is telepathy between rivals not enough?

once again my anons have outdone me because this is absolutely hilarious and also? true. but I'm also revealing just how few I am to f1 cause I read Jonathan and I was like WHO... thinking of the hello Jonathan memes... you should also not say the words "George Russell snapped" to me because I will imagine him going full American psycho. I feel like he could do it. in my head this is how it went

(I also love lestappen being little shits bc it benefits them!!! don't care for them being wholesome and in love fuck shit up be evil!!!)

[arduadastra]

oooooh, god bless your headcanons🥺 do you have any thoughts for the pedro boys with someone, as harsh as it sounds, who’s pretty much a failure? whose mental illnesses has stopped them to graduate from school so far and they don’t have a job or are able to get one either? someone who’s currently in therapy but it all takes so damn long that they feel like they’ll never get anything done in life? sorry if this is too specific, in that case, just ignore me

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A/N: Hi anon! Thank you for sending this in. I have so much empathy for people who go through these things and have these thoughts because I've been there too but struggling with mental health NEVER makes you a failure and these boys would 100% agree with me.

Frankie

He knows all about struggle. He himself has done copious rounds of therapy by the time you meet so he's extremely sympathetic to the whole process. When you try your first therapist and he turns out to be an asshole, Frankie doesn't blame you for the money lost or the time, he just gets right back into researching.

When your meds fail and you have a bad day, he doesn't blame you for the lack of chemicals in your brain, he simply holds you. When you lose your third job in a month because you can't keep up anymore, Frankie suggests working in his garage so you can choose your own hours and initially it makes you feel worse. But then he explains that everyone needs help, that it's not a bad thing and he just wants to help you because he loves you and after a hard few years, on the right care routine with Frankie by your side, you finally start to feel like you again.

Din

Mental health has never plagued din in the traditional sense, he gets stressed and he struggles with his aggression at times but he's never experienced what you have but he's a good listener. The long flights in hyperspace are when you get hit the hardest, the darkness of the ship alongside the claustrophobia of not being able to go out and keep your mind busy, usually puts you in a bad headspace. Din catches on pretty quick, your usually bubbly chatty personality is smothered in silence after the third day and that's when he invites you up to the cockpit with him. He pulls you close, usually on top of him and rubs soothing circles on your back, a silent invitation to get that pressure off your chest. You open up, about how worried you are. About how bad you used to be, how low and how every time you even have a momentary blip you're scared you'll fall back into it again. Din occasionally butts in with his usual words of wisdom, how the past cannot be changed and it never defines who you are now and how much he loves the person you are and were and will be. These chats may happen often but they still make you emotional and by the end, like clockwork, Din catches you then too.

Oberyn

You tend to drink when the thoughts become too much. When you are reminded how far you haven't come, how stuck you are due to your own idiotic decisions and incapable brain. You just need them to stop, to shut up for five seconds and breathe so you end up in the local tavern. Five ales in, you're woozy and loose, finally free of the darkness that creeps closer with every day and you end up wandering the streets in your drunken state. Thankfully, Oberyn is never one to turn a blind eye and he's been tracking you the moment you said you were going out. He follows you through the streets, out into the open air of Dorne and finds you sat alone by the city wall. You know he's there, he always is and you turn your head lazily to see his grim expression. While he loves a drink, he only drinks for celebration, for peace and passion, not for this. Not alone and plagued by his own miseries. He takes you home, back to his bed, to safety and watches you as you sleep. He'll talk to you in the morning.

Ezra

Ezra is a re-assurer and he always knows exactly what to say. When you come back to the pod, angrily sealing the doors and yelling about how fucking stupid your boss is, he's right there alongside you. When you lose the job the next day, too overwhelmed to even speak he gently guides you in the shower and whispers soft praises under the water as it falls. You blame your lack of job prospects on the fact you never graduated but he's quick to dispel that - arguing that he had graduated yet he was in much the same situation as you. He reminds you the world is often a cruel and unfair place but that it's nothing you should blame yourself for, it's just how it is. He urges you to take your medication in the evening, despite your protests, and he takes his own for his arm. In the evening he reads to you, fingers carding through your hair to send you into a dreamless sleep and he's right there in the morning when you wake - "Good morning sweet bird, what adventures shall we have today?"

Whiskey

You meet Whiskey a few years after his wife was murdered, it still weighed heavily on his consciousness and it didn't do either of you any favours. You were both struggling, barely paying bills or getting by without breaking down on one another so you make the decision jointly. You both decide you need help, him with his grief and you with your own history so you find it. You weren't one for medication, neither was he. You weren't against it, you just favoured the side therapy side so you both found counsellors and you both started mediation in the mornings. Those were your favourite times, he'd make you a coffee to sit and steam by your side while you made him a smoothie and you both sat in companionable silence on your shared porch as the sun rose. Each morning, it becomes easier for you both to clear your heads, ready for the day ahead and when the timer clicks and the session finishes - you drink in silence too. Just enjoying each other in the shared knowledge that a brighter future may just be on the horizon - for both of you.

Javier

Both you and Javi had to put your own personal shit behind you while in Columbia. It just couldn't be dealt with alongside everything else and it made things worse for you when you got back to the states. The high from finally beating the cartel was soon overwhelmed by the years of pent up frustrations and both of you decide to go to his dad's ranch for a while. You end up using his outdoor fire-pit as a therapist room of sorts, both of you sitting quietly with one another and free to say anything you want without judgement. You go on a tangent one night, recalling your failure in education, how you barely got the DEA job and now you had no idea what you would do. You spoke about the PTSD, the flashbacks that kept you awake well into the early hours of the morning and left you exhausted the rest of the day. You told him about your fears, the hollowness in your chest that occasionally rears its head and how it frightens you when you don't feel anything somedays. He doesn't offer advice, he himself feels a lot of the same ways you do but he offers comfort. He presses kisses into your hairline, at your temple and on your lips leaving you sighing and boneless next to him as the flames flicker. Javi knows you both have a lot of work to do now, more than what you've already gone through but he believes in you. He believes you'll get through it and maybe, just maybe, he can get through it with you.

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E/N: I apologise for any mistakes, I wrote this after a birthday mimosa 😂

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[mywonuderful]

Cafuné

anon request: Hi! Can I request for a scenario where hyunjae texted his s/o whining about how he's frustrated from practice because he's not satisfied so you decided to visit him to cheer him up? Thank you! pairing: idol!hyunjae x non idol!reader genre: fluff warnings: n/a a/n: this was inspired by the latest Kingdom: Legendary War episode and for those who haven't watched it yet, I won't mention any spoilers but just be sure to show your support to The Boyz as the final round is coming up!

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oh please him and this pouty lips stoppp

"Why can't I get this move down?!" Hyunjae lets out a frustrated sigh, going back to the starting position before one of his members pressed play as he danced to the music. "What's wrong? You were dancing really well!" Changmin patted his back from behind but he didn't seem to take in his compliment as he clicked his tongue, turning to face the main dancer. "Could you go through this section again? I'm always a split second off from you guys." Changmin nodded as a few others joined where he went over the moves, giving them a thumbs up but Hyunjae still felt like something was off about his performance. As the rest of the members lingered around in the practice room, fooling around or cooling off, Hyunjae was dancing with his brows furrowed, sweat dripping down is forehead as he danced in repetition to only grumble every time.

"Hyung, forcing yourself to dance isn't going to do you any good. How about we just call it a day and head back home?" Eric suggested as the boys joined in agreement. "You guys can head out first. I'm going to practice a bit more before heading back." The boys left one by one before he was left alone in the dance room. He walked over to his bag to pick up his phone, checking to see how you were doing.

He lets out disappointed sigh, missing your presence but it couldn't be helped since neither of your schedules match up recently as the only communication between the two of you would either be messaging or video calls. Especially when his team being on Kingdom: Legendary War made it even harder for the two of you to even just have a phone call. Frowning, he sets his phone down and went back to dancing. No matter how many times he went over the moves, he was just never happy with the performance he gave out, getting more frustrated at himself.

-

Your boss actually let everyone off work early today after a week of an hectic yet successful promotional event. You were overjoyed by the fact that you could finally leave work early on such a beautiful day as you bid all your co-workers goodbye before heading to the elevators when you bumped into one of your friends. "Signing off early today?" She asked as you turned on your phone, seeing the text from your boyfriend. "Yeah, she wanted us to enjoy the start of the summer weather. Plus, after such a busy week with pulling all-nighters and promotions, I think it's very much needed for us to have some recovery time." The two of you laughed "Right, congratulations of the successful event! Employees from my department and I heard how you guys were working nonstop for it. I can say that the results were definitely worth it." You thank her as the elevator doors opened, as it was almost filled. You gestured her to take the empty spot for you pressed the button again, waiting for the next available lift. Your lips dropped as you read his messages, feeling helpless in your shoes since you couldn't do anything when an idea popped up in your head.

You sheepishly smiles as you entered the elevator, walking out your company building before heading over to a couple of restaurants, walking out for bags full of takeout.

-

After a long, repetitive and disappointing practice, Hyunjae headed back to the dorms, feeling restless and miserable about his lack progress as the performance day approaching closer and closer. He entered as his members asked for his suggestion on what he wanted to eat for dinner. "What do you want to eat tonight? We're going to order takeout." Younghoon waved his phone and asked his fellow member. The members were gathered in the living room, observing his actions before looking at each other, sensing that he wasn't at a happy mood. "Hyunjae, do you want us to order from your favorite chicken place?" Jacob kindly asked but he didn't bother answering as he went straight to his room, slamming the door behind before throwing his bag to go shower.

"He doesn't look like he's in a good mood." You spoke through the phone call after hearing a faint thud from his door. You originally called Younghoon to tell him your plan when he accidently placed you on speaker as all the members heard. The members were delighted by what you had in mind and decided on surprising Hyunjae as Younghoon would pretend to call a restaurant to see if he wanted anything in particular but actually had you on speaker as you remained silent when the plan didn't exactly go to plan. "Yeah he has been quite stressed over the choreography and upcoming performance. I can't blame him though, it is one of the hardest ones yet so he probably wants to do his best." Changmin added as your heart ached from not being able to be by his side. You told the boys that you're on the way to the dorm and keep it a secret from you boyfriend. Stopping by a few more stores, the bags around your hands starts to get heavy as your knuckles becomes white from holding so many boxes. You called a member down as you walked into their apartment, being greeted by their smile that you haven't seen in a while.

"It's been like years since I last saw you!" Eric runs to you as you struggled to walk straight from the amount of bags. "It truly feels like years." You laughed at his comment as helped you carry some of the bags. He peeked through, a huge smile forming on his face when he saw all the food that you bought. "It's a good thing you stopped by today. Hyunjae hyung has been having a rough time with practice." Eric spoke as the two of you stepped into the elevator. "I don't think I've ever seen him this frustrated before. He was practicing alone the other day and I heard him yell at himself when I was passing by..." Your heart dropped from hearing Eric's words. You bitterly smiled at him as he reassured that your boyfriend is trying his best to take care of his health and all but your heart couldn't settle. You arrived at the door when Eric told you to remain outside as he would get Hyunjae to open the door. You stood outside, nervous yet anxious from seeing your boyfriend for the first time in a while. You thought about what you would say when you saw him and how he would react.

"Takeout is delivered!" Eric yelled as he entered, rapid footsteps were heard as the members ran towards him whispering "Where's Y/N?" as he whispered back his plan. "HYUNJAE COME OUT AND EAT." Younghoon yelled from the living room as you giggled, hearing his voice from outside. "I'm not hungry." You pressed your ear to the door as you hear your lover's mumbled voice "We ordered chicken and it should be here any moment now!" Eric yelled as that was your cue to ring the doorbell, feeling your whole body shake from nervousness. "Hyunjae! Opened the door, your fried chicken is here." Sangyeon called as there was a short period of silence before you hear his door click opened. "Can't you guys open it? Why do I have to open it?" He snapped as the boys looked at him with a shocked expression before Sangyeon cleared his throat, trying to go with the plan. "U-Um, our fingers are all dirty? Just opened the door, we ordered from your favorite restaurant." His eyes lit up for a second before he groaned stomping his way to the doorway as your heart started racing, seconds away from seeing your boyfriend.

You eyes widen as the door slowly opened but stopped right enough for him to stick only his hand. He opened his hand, waiting for you to hand him the chicken when you reaching your hands into his, intertwining fingers before he retrieved his hand swinging the door opened. "What the f-" "Special delivery for the one and only Lee Jaehyun." You smiled, raising the bags in front of your face to hide your flushed cheeks. He took the bags from your hands before placing them down, pulling you into his chest as he wrapped his arms tightly around you, almost taking your breathe away. "Oh my gosh, I missed you so much." He whispered as you blinked back the tears that were blurring your vision. You looked into the dorm, seeing the faces of the members as some where happily munching and others had their phones out, capturing the sweet moment.

-

"I thought you said you weren't hungry." you mocked Hyunjae's voice from earlier as he picked up another chicken leg, shyly smiling as he bit into it. You sat with the boys as they all thank you for the food that you bought. "You guys must've been too busy to even eat your meals so I decided to stop by with some food for you guys." smiling, you looked around as all the boys where eating their hearts away. You felt a little sad that they were so busy with the upcoming competition but you knew that it's what they loved to do. You glanced over at your boyfriend, as he rested his head on your shoulder, letting out a content sigh. "Wow, I think this is the happiest I've felt in a while. I have you guys, chicken and Y/N all in one room.... This must be pure happiness." he spoke out loud before everyone broke into laughter. After everyone was finished eating, they all went on to do their own activities as you and Hyunjae headed into his room. Once he opened the door, the scent of his cologne travelled to your nose as you let out a delighted sigh

"Wow, it's been a minute since I've been here." You looked around his room. Even though nothing has changed since your last visit, you felt yourself reminiscing that moment. You looked over at your boyfriend who as lying on his bed as he patted the spot next to him, telling you to join him. "It's been a minute since I saw my gorgeous girlfriend." He stated as your sat beside him, legs crossed as he plotted himself up with the support of his elbows. You surveyed your boyfriend as you noticed his eyebags were getting dark, his appearance looking tired, overworked and stressed as you felt your eyes watering. "Why are you crying my love?" His eyes widen as tears fell from you eyes. He sat up, hands on either side of your face as he brushed the tears with his thumbs, giving you a worried look. You shook your head before pulling him into a hug, him stroking your back. "I'm such a horrible girlfriend." You felt his movements come to a halt at your words as he broke the hug, you avoiding his eyes. "Why would you ever tell yourself that?" His voice full of love and concern only made you want to breakdown in front of him even more but you held back, wiping away the tears. "I couldn't by your side when times where difficult for you. I couldn't comfort you when you needed someone the most." You explained as he slightly frowned, hurt by your words.

"That's not true at all." He brushed the hairs at of your face as you looked up at him, eyes red and puffy. "You're the energy when I'm low and my light in my darkness. You may not know it but just the thought of you gave me the motivation, the encouragement and inspiration to strive and work harder" He smiled as you couldn't help but to do the same. "I know with both of our schedules it's hard to make time for each other but that doesn't stop me from thinking about you, missing you yet supporting you from afar because I know you do the same." He went on as you suddenly laughed, catching him off guard. "I came here today to comfort you... Why does it feel like the opposite." He laughed before he laid down on your crossed legs, hands playing with yours. "Didn't you tell me your boss wouldn't let you guys off work?" He asked as you caressed his face. "She let us off early today as a little celebration for the successful promotion and to enjoy the start of the summer weather." He narrowed his eyes at you, realizing that you were lying at him through text. "Congratulations on the event, it must've been stressful for you and your team to handle everything. I'm so proud of you." You cheeks tinted at his sudden praise as he hand touched your face, feeling the warmth of your blush. "I decided to surprise you since you were having a hard time." He hummed, closing his eyes.

"I would be lying if I said I wasn't having a hard time. All the members are doing so well during practice but I can't seem to follow up to them. It's like something was off or missing of me whenever I practice with them. I just want to do the best in my part so it'll be perfect for the team, you know?" He let out his thoughts as you nodded attentively. "Were you able to find what was missing?" You asked as he opened his eyes meeting yours as the direct contact made your heart skip a beat. "Hmm... I'm not sure but I guess it has been getting better compared to a few days ago. But today, it was just so frustrating. I was screaming and yelling at myself because I couldn't find out what was wrong." He pouted as you let out an "aw," sympathizing with him. "I'm so sorry, babe. If there's ever anything I can do for you, you know I'll always be there for you no matter what time of day it is right?" You ruffled his hair as he grinned, his eyes hinting that he had something up his sleeves. "I think I'm losing hair." He suddenly confessed as your jaw dropped, hands going through his hair as he laid on your legs, examining. "I think I pulled out a lot of hair from today's irritating practice." He whined as he rubbed his head, you cooing as you ran your fingers through his hair. "Could you massage my head for me?" he shyly asked, you giggling at his request "Anything for my mirae"

He let out a hum as you continued, seeing how relaxed he was. The faint music playing from his laptop along with his steady breath made you feel at home with your boyfriend who you could finally embrace. You fingers ran through the hair of his, as a smile would form on his face time to time, making your lips curve up into a grin.

"I think I finally found what I was missing." He broke the silence, eyes glancing up to yours as you stared into his big, bright orbits. "That's great. What was it?" You hummed in response, fingers still slowly working through his hair. "You."

cafuné (n): running your fingers through the hair of someone you love

[dourpeep]

I've been doing alright, thank you! I'm really busy with uni atm but besides that most things are going well.

From the light novels I've read Beast (6), Untold Origins (3) and Stormbringer (8) (and most of Dazai and Chuuya age 15 (7)). I started with Beast because it's the hardest to avoid spoilers for online, along with Stormbringer. Untold Origins is fun, I liked it a lot too!

Some if the novels are so hard to get! I'm hoping for a Beast restock but idk if it'll happen any time soon. Stormbringer was also hard to get where I live, so I had a friend send me a copy from the US (they had two for some reason). I have a kindle so I was still able to read the official translation of Beast but I'd love to have a copy one day

I also hope that Gaiden will get an official translation since I often have trouble reading fan translations (this is nothing against the translators, I really admire their work and dedication, and they have my full respect since I want to become a translator myself but sometimes I find them hard to read, sadly)

I still have Dead Apple and 55 minutes waiting on my shelf and me and some friends are planning on doing a 55 minutes book club, that'll be fun!

Sorry this is quite long but bsd is my current hyperfixation OTL

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I'm reading the manga and have only gone through the 1st light novel! I've been trying to track down as much as I can but OTL man you're really not kidding when you say that Beast is difficult to find. I'm hoping that my current source of purchasing said books will prove to win out--but we shall see >>

My plan is to catch up fully with the manga + maybe refresh on the beginning too just to see what wasn't covered in the anime and also read the light novels in order of number (mainly because my realization detailed in the last ask I answered from you ehe)

But yesyesyes!!

I would say that I haven't really ran into any spoilers, but at the same time I'm not really involved in the fandom as much as I'd like >> So we'll see how things go as my twt feed slowly becomes a mix of Genshin and bsd

And oooo?? Book club is always fun! Especially when it's with friends who enjoy the fandom :DDD I hope that it goes well and you enjoy it nodnod!

And no problem, it's also mine so osihefoiwhOIFHEOI SAME HAT OTL

[absurdthirst]

i have this thing where i stop thinking people are not my friends anymore bc they stop talking to me and i always seem to be the one looking for a conversation and when i don't even get an answer i just never send messages anymore. like even with mutuals or internet friends i just stop considering them friends. They're like someone i know but to me they're not my friend anymore.

There's this famous post here on tumblr that i see reblogged a lot that has 1 million notes and i always see it and I'm like damn i DONT relate. And it says: doesn't matter if we stopped talking i still consider u my friend.

In reality i talk to like 4 people on here rn and 2 of them I'm recently talking to them. And the other 2 I've been talking for some time that i do consider good friends.

And with people i can see and hang out with. I only talk to two people.

I do know more people but i rarely talk to them so part of me is like "friend!!!!!" And the other part is like "person i know! Who i just refer to "person i know""

I asked one of my friends why that is. Why do i stop thinking they're my friend when someone stops talking to me. Sometimes i don't do it on purpose. Sometimes it goes by weeks or months since i talked to someone and i see them pop up on my feed and I'm like oh right they exist.

She said that maybe i just don't want to get hurt.

Could be.

Also while I'm on this topic.

I don't like when people on here say stuff like "oh pls talk to me guys. Slide into my DMs i wanna make friends" and then when you do slide into their DMs they never respond. Like i get it life. But also how can u say that if u don't really wanna answer people or have the time. I don't think it's cool for either parties. It makes the person who said "slide into my DMs" bad and also the person looking for a friendship.

Has happened to me various times where i wanna start a friendship and they never answer me. So i just rarely try to make friends on here anymore and i just stick to sending people nice asks or anon. And that part of me who sees that mutual or person i follow who doesn't follow me back as FRIEND. i just tone it down.

really curious about what your answer to this ask will be. Thank u for hearing me or i guess reading me.

So I'm going to admit, I'm horrible at answering sometimes. Not because I'm ignoring someone or anything like that, but because I see it and then the cat throws up or the kid decides it's a perfect time to play 'crash the scooter' or I get an outage at work. And then I forget what I was doing until I open my messages again.

I try my hardest to answer in a timely manner, but it also doesn't help that Tumblr shows you online for HOURS past when you actually log off. So the person that sent a message and am anticipating an answer feels like they are being brushed off.

I have a different mentality on the idea. Because I grew up moving from place to place as a part of a military family, I had friends from all over. I could not speak to them for years, but then get a call or a message and it's like "MY FRIEND!". The only people I won't consider friends anymore are people I've had to cut out of my life for reasons like being toxic or no good for me.

Plus there are people in here that I will chat with for a few days straight, we won't talk for while because we are both busy and then, it's coming and yelling at them in the DMs because of something they wrote/posted and we pick up where we left off.

As far as them not following you back, I follow no one as absurdthirst, because this isn't my original blog. So that could be something to take into consideration.

The sliding into DM's things I avoid, myself. Just because I'm not sure what exactly someone is looking for in a friend. Have I gone screaming my love for them into someone's inbox when I just have to? Hell yes. And I love when when we become friends because of it. But I also am the type of person that believes that you know what kind of friends you want better than I do. Very rarely do I give someone advice and offer to talk to them in DM does someone actually do it. 🤷🏼‍♀️

[musepirations]

sien, do you have any tips for starting a roleplay? i've been wanting to start one of my own for a long time now, but i'm a college student and i'm afraid i won't be able to keep up with the work of being an admin, especially if i'm the only one. since you have an rp of your own, i'd love some advice on that, or just advice in general for running a group. ( also tbh i just rly love ur blog <3 )

❞ HI DARLING !! First of all, thank you so much -- you are so sweet, and the fact that you enjoy my blog means the world to me. Now, for your question. As a college student myself, I would suggest to do everything at your own pace, dear. Especially when it comes to creating a main -- write down a nice plot ( if you have a plot-inspired group, of course ), put thought into your rules, your application, your roles if it isn’t an appless group. Know where you want to go with your group !! If it involves plot drops, make sure to think those out beforehand -- or at least a few, so you won’t have to do that anymore when you are going through the first weeks of roleplaying. Because I would say that the first weeks are the hardest ones to get through. 

If you aren’t confident enough to give your main a makeover, or you would like to have a more ‘ experienced admin ‘ beside you, I would absolutely suggest looking for a co-admin first. Because, like you said, as a college student you might get too busy to be online sometimes so it will be very nice to have a co-admin or admin team to fall back on, trust me !! And if you aren’t certain where to find a co-admin right now, you can always wait until your group is open and running and see whether some of your members would be willing to help you out. Particularly co-admins who are not all in your timezone might be a great way to boost inclusiveness, because otherwise it is often easy to forget about other timezones and make events or acceptances and what not only be suited for the people who live in the same zone as you -- and that would immediately create a divide. So, keep in mind that people from all over the world might end up being part of your group -- and having admins from all over the world might actually help navigate times and stuff.

Further, I think it is super important to be open-minded and willing to listen and adjust, as an admin. None of us are perfect, and we all have to learn and keep learning every day. The rpc is a place with a lot of people who are all very diverse in so many ways. There is so much we can learn from one another. So if you said something that might have been perceived wrongly by a member or a lurker, or you have something on your main or in your group that is concerning to someone / some people, always listen. Don’t try to justify what you did, regardless of whether you think it’s right or wrong, simply because it’s your group and you don’t like being made aware of a fault. Everyone makes mistakes, but what separates a good admin from a bad admin is how you handle those. You should always be open to receive criticism ( but not hate !! If something cannot be said in a mature way, then there is no use listening to it... Because everyone makes mistakes, even the people on anon who sometimes seem to forget that ) and take advice to heart. If someone tells you there is an issue with a psd you are using, change it and don’t get defensive. If someone tells you, you should promote more diversity and take measures to have your group be more diverse, change the way you are doing things to accommodate diversity. I cannot stress it enough how important it is to listen and learn, and make changes instead of get defensive. I definitely think that is something to keep in mind, when starting a group -- realise you might get feedback, and be open to that and see it as an opportunity to learn and improve your group, rather than an attack. Don’t give up on your group -- but try and keep working on it, keep improving it.

And then lastly, I would also suggest to keep on going. Even if your group doesn’t get the amount of attention you would like it to get, from the get go. Not every group gets dozens of apps from the moment of hitting the tags, in fact, very few do. So don’t be alarmed when it takes some time, and don’t get discouraged. Keep sending out shoutout requests to rph’s, keep hitting the tags by setting up a queue, keep asking for feedback to see whether you maybe can improve things to make your group more appealing to applicants. If you really want to open a group of your own, and you really want to make it work -- then try everything to make it work. Don’t give up straight away, because then you will just lose without even putting up a fight. It’s important to keep members you have engaged, get them to connect to one another, create a solid basis. Once you have a solid group of members, your roleplay won’t be going anywhere anytime soon.

Now I hope this will help you, dear. If you ever need any help or advice, please don’t hesitate to hit me up. I am more than willing to help out with graphs, or give advice or feedback. I wish you the very best of luck, and I would say go for it !! Xoxo

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Parallel Universe

Jeff Hardy Drabble (Angst)

Note: Sorry about this heartbreaking drabble. I got some hate anons again today which really made me down and so I started to write. This is definitely my LAST fic. Sorry guys.

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The parallel universe where we're together is the one where my heart lives in.

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Jeff was the greatest guy I had ever met. He was sweet, caring and always made sure to tell me how much he loved me. Fans recently found out about our relationship. Let's just say that they didn't take it very well. Jeff kept telling me not to read the comments online, but I couldn't help it. I was curious. It was my biggest mistake. The only thing I saw were pages filled with hate comments and death threats. They kept on commenting on how I wasn't skinny enough and that I wasn't pretty enough for Jeff. I tried to ignore them at first, which went pretty well, until they deciced to make their verbal threats into something more physical. People started showing up on my doorstep. They startet shouting mean comments from outside my window. They even called my phone and left horrible voice messages. They started throwing eggs on my windows. I was never a weak and insecure person, but the stress slowly got to me. No matter where I went, I was never able to avoid them.

I didn't want to tell Jeff about this , because he already had an extremly busy and stressful life, so I didn't want to make him worry even more. I couldn't make him turn against his own fans. They were the ones who kept his career going.

I thought about the entire situation carefully before coming to a decision. At first, I didn't even want to think about the possibility of not having him in my life. It was the hardest thing to do, but I had to be strong and realistic. I decided that going seperate ways would be the best solution for the both of us.

Jeff intimidated me to a certain extend. He was smart, so it always felt like he could see right through me. Like right now, at this exact moment. I could feel him staring me down. He could tell something was wrong with me.

'...what?' I asked him. He didn't say anything, because he knew that I knew what he was asking from me. He wanted me to explain what was wrong with me. ' I'm fine,Jeff.' I lied to him. 'No you're not, and we both know it!' I sighed. 'Do we have to talk about this , right now?' I pleaded with him. 'Well, you've been acting strange lately, so I figured something was off. It must be pretty important if it has been bothering you this much.' he said.

I stayed silent for a bit. Did I really want to tell him? Was I ready to break things off? Was I even making the right decision? All these questions started clouding my mind. I sighed. 'I don't know if this is the right time to talk about it.' I said doubtfully. 'What.Are. You.Talking.About? I've got plenty of time to listen to you whenever something's wrong.' He said reassuringly. 'Doll, whats wrong? Please tell me!'

I couldn't look him in the eyes. I knew that if I did, I would burst into tears. I couldn't tell him the real reason for all of my distress. I didn't want him to blame his fans. So, I decided to lie for his sake.

'Remember how you once told me about parallel universes ?' he looked at me with a cute, confused expression as I asked him this question. He slowly nodded his head. 'You see, Jeff. I feel like we're living in two completely different worlds right now and I feel like they will never collide. I feel like you're galaxies away from me. You're unobtainable. You're impossible to reach.'

'What. What are you talking about?!' I could tell he was trying to keep his cool, but in reality he was losing his mind. I loved Jeff, but I wasn't good enough for him. I didn't deserve him. I wasn't meant for him.

'Jeff... I don't think we should do this anymore. Us. It's just not working out.' I said. 'What do you mean? I thought things were going well between us.' he said confused.

'Listen. You have treated me better and cared for me more than anyone else ever has. You loved me more than I ever loved myself.' I told him. 'But I'm not meant for you. I just don't think I could see a future for us together.' I lied to his face. ' I feel like I owe you so much and there's no way I could ever return all of your love and affection. I don't deserve you, Jeff, I don't deserve any of this.'

'Yes, you do. You can't even see how beautiful you are to me. You mean the world to me. I promise I will make you feel even more loved. I--'

'Jeff you don't understand.'

'...what?'

'I don't love you anymore.'

He stayed quiet, but I could see the chaos that was going on in his head.  I wasn't able to hold back my tears anymore. I couldn't stand looking at his crestfallen expression. This was all my fault . I'm the reason for his despair.

He broke the silence. 'You know what sucks? Realizing that nothing you ever believed in is true.  Destiny, soul mates and all of that bullshit. None of it is true. You were right. I should've listened to you right from the start.' he said.

'No Jeff. Don't say that. That's not it.' I told him while the tears kept running down my cheeks.

'I feel like I'm in the wrong world, right now.  There are parallel universes out there where this didn't happen. I don't belong in a world where we don't end up together.'

He started crying. I couldn't bear looking at him. I couldn't bear looking at the tears which I had caused. 'I'm so sorry, Jeff, I'm sorry.' was all that I could say to him. We didn't share any more words that night. We just cried in each other's arms. We knew that this would be the last time we could hold each other.

I decided to leave as soon as he fell asleep. I didn't want to go through another painful goodbye in the morning. I packed all of my stuff and gave him one last kiss on his cheek. I left the place as if I had never been there.

Sometimes you love each other, but you both have to leave with a broken heart. 

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pumpkin anon again :) i want to say thanks cause i always feel welcome on this blog. ANYWAYS i will be sure to read the chan one but if i don't give feedback forgive me bc i am super busy with uni and may forget (but i will try my hardest to not forget it's a bad habit of mine!). oooh the fkboi minho hp au sounds like the type of thing i LIVE for. the writings i've published so far are stupidly soft and i melted thinking about the situations ngl

pumpkin anon~ i can't remember if i said but i posted my vampire!Changbin au. thank you for the encouragement of posting it. uni life is busy atm so i don't always feel like i have time to write. what about you? what's your 'academic life' like (if it's applicable!)? :)

AHHH SORRY FOR BEING ON A SHORT HIATUS PUMPKIN ANON I WAS TRYNA GET THROUGH WRITERS BLOCK which luckily i did and i finally finished a scenario and posted my minho fuckboy one (without the hp tho too much work) and seriously YOU ARE ALWAYS WELCOME ON THIS BLOG like your anons make me so happy and smile no matter what you’re saying!! and lol i love writing fluff cause you just can melt while wiring too. AND IM PROUD YOU POSTED IT!! and yeah life always gets really busy and writing can be very time consuming. but i’m in high school!! though i’m expected to get mostly to straight A’s so i have to study quite a bit. i’m also really social and i do minimum of 6 hours of dance a week. so my life is always really hectic. assessment/test/exam period is just starting and it’ll last for 4-5 weeks so i’m not looking forward to that at all but that’s life. i hope you’re doing well!! what’s up with you??

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hi!! i'm taking AP lang & comp this coming year. i don't have trouble typically completing assignments or writing papers, but i've found that i struggle to remain focused while reading a book i don't have much interest in. i tried creating a schedule for reading, but i don't tend to follow through. do you have any tips/suggestions for people who struggle with creating a plan and sticking to it?

hey anon! I’m gonna be straight with you; this is something I struggle with on a daily basis and I have yet to find anything that works super well for me. However, I’ve tried a few things and found them more effective than others, so you can give them a try as well.

gamify

This currently is the strategy that works best for me (using the word best loosely). You want to set yourself up with a reward system for completing whatever little chunks of your assignments. If it’s reading, you might want to try allowing yourself to read a chapter of something you’re interested in, or get on tumblr for ten minutes or something, after you read x number of pages or chapters per day. Just make sure you time yourself and get off the internet and back on task when your break time is up (the hardest part). If the internet’s a challenge to get off, try using a Chrome extension like Stay Focusd to block you from problem websites after a certain amount of time. If you can’t put the book down, set an alarm and maybe ask someone you trust to check in on you to make sure you’re actually doing what you’re meant to be doing.

hold yourself accountable

Speaking of someone you trust checking in on you, you might want to come up with a larger check-in system with friends, family members etc. Share your reading schedule with a friend and every evening they can text you and ask you how far you are. If that makes you uncomfortable, there are plenty of apps you can use that can offer the same sort of check-in system.

I use Habitica to do both this and gamify my to-do list. Basically, you create a character and put in to-do, habits, and daily tasks that you can check off to get points. Doing those tasks gets you things like gold and XP so you can level up your character and get cool stuff. There’s also a social network aspect if you’re into that kind of thing. There are other apps that offer differing sorts of experience to the same end if this doesn’t seem like something that would interest you.

try to figure out why you’re having so much trouble sticking to that plan

Is it general procrastination because you don’t find the book interesting? Is it anxiety that you won’t understand it perfectly? Are you super busy with other things that make you push reading into last priority? If you can pinpoint the problem, it’ll be a lot easier to tailor your solutions.

sidebar: try to find something interesting in every book

This isn’t always going to be possible, I know. Some books just aren’t something you’re into. But I tried this in AP Lit when I took it, and it worked with every book I read. For example, when we were reading Wuthering Heights, which isn’t my type of literature at all, I got really into hating Heathcliff and arguing about how awful he was with kid in my class who loved him for some reason. I also started thinking about it like a soap opera as opposed to some famous, classic work of literature and that really helped me get some enjoyment out of a book I otherwise would have despised. Like it said, it won’t always work, but maybe you’ll find you like the author’s use of rhetorical devices or something in a book that you think is otherwise a burning pile of garbage.

I’m so sorry I couldn’t be more help to you. If I figure some more of my shit out, I’ll (hopefully) be able to provide some better answers in the future!

my inbox is officially empty and i have 17 more days until i leave for college so ask me things before college eats my soul

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Alright PART 1 of the Valrussy fic this accidentally ended up being super long so I'll drop PART 2 in your askbox super soon. This one is mostly an intro and background info opener:

30 November 2022 Monaco

The race at Abu Dhabi must have been the most controversial race in the history of F1 so far ofcourse what else could be expected when 15 out 20 cars DNF especially when one of the remaining 5 cars caused the other 15 DNFs. Given Latifi's record people were unsure whether this was a revenge tactic for being kicked out of F1 or genuine incompetence on his part.

George knew that he shouldn't think this way on some level he remembered that Nicholas was his friend and longest teammate but when you have the win snatched away from you on the last lap of the race it's hard not to be bitter. Instead of celebrating his win with the people he loved best he had ended up spending half of the week under the care of an overly attentive Toto. He had no idea how Toto ended up being his emergency medical contact but he was mostly certain that had not been his own decision mostly likely something Toto had done on his behalf. Lewis had come to see him in the hospital but by now he knew Lewis didn't care not really he had just shown because he had to and brought flowers that George hated. Lewis had stayed for barely 10 minutes blabbering on about some pretty little German (or was it Finnish?) blonde that he was meeting in Greece for the winter break. But it was his parting statement that had made George wish he had the energy to throw the IV stand at his retreating figure "You should really get rid of Toto as your emergency contact you know he tends to go a bit overboard he was the same with Rosberg". Ofcourse Lewis thought it was that simple because he only ever got the good side of Toto. No one knew the real Toto Wolff not like he and Nyck did. Well maybe not even Nyck knew the Toto the way he did. Toto was his first time. He remembers being 18 knowing there was only one way to his dream and bargaining away the only thing that he had that was worth giving. He remembers spending hours crying into Alex's arms after but refusing to tell Alex what was wrong.

These days he could probably stop their little arrangement but more and more he found himself seeking out Toto maybe his business was now just hardwired to need Toto. Even if it made him sick to his stomach. Even if his brilliant, beautiful, loving girlfriend had been slipping him articles on grooming and therapist's numbers since the first time she'd walked in on them and he knew she was a saint because anyone else would have dumped his ass and sold the story to the highest bidder.

An FIA representative was here to see him now sitting across from him in Toto's living room. She seemed as nervous as he felt. "As you know Mr. Russell we having a long standing tradition of a winner's room" she said delicately "and well this time you've been chosen but since you were ill we agreed to postpone the winner's room till you recovered"

He almost laughs with relief at this point he would do anything to be out of Toto's house "That's alright with me" He says trying to keep the joy out of his voice " but I didn't keep up with who won to be honest with you. Could you clue me in on where I need to go?"

She smiles brightly and says "We'll be flying you down to Finland. Valtteri Bottas was the 2022 Abu Dhabi grand prix winner"

He promptly vomits on Toto's expensive rug. He remembered what Valtteri had promised. Why him?

I am once again overwhelmed by my anons who are worth their weight in GOLD and other precious metals and minerals 🙏🙏🙏🙏 please save this somewhere that isn't my askbox 😭

when I tell you I'M HOOTING AND HOLLERING. 15 DNFS!!! An Alfa Romeo win!!!!! Latifi said aite I'm out!!!! 🚶‍♂️ George about to WIN his first race getting bonked on the head...... something about Lewis not actually caring about George but showing up cause he's expected and bringing flowers he hates??? *chef's kiss* and then he's vacationing with some pretty blonde German or Finn 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀 IN GREECE TOO?!?!!! you did THAT (for me🥺).....

Lewis only getting the good side of Toto..... only nycky and georgie porgie pudding pie knowing the Real Toto...... who dangled a seat in front of him at 18.... the way you were scientifically created in a lab to write something so specific to ME sgdjdjd and then he went home and cried to ALEX *faints* toto being creepily overly invested...... and then George sweet stockholm syndromed self defeating fuck going BACK to him, hardwired to need Toto... cause yea it's terrible but better the devil you know, than the devil you don't??? his poor gf....... naur not the grooming articles and therapists George will never go to cause Nothing Happened and He Is Fine, Actually..... the Dynamics here!!! he's in Toto's living room and he can't leave!!! Until literal FIA obligations come to play and we haven't even gotten to the valrussy.... oh my go d I'm at the edge of my seat. also thank you for making him throw up on Toto's expensive rug like a little chihuahua...

I'm sitting with clasped hands for part 2, 🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️ this has truly brought me so much JOY thank you!!!!!! i hope I can convince you to give it a home on ao3

Part 2 here

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Since L Lestappen isn't getting much love I'll put my opinions forward. They'd definitely bond over being the oldest children, having siblings with big age differences, feeling like a parent sometimes rather than a sibling, having a completely different version of childhood in comparison to their siblings, maybe even how Charles can be so annoying especially because he can 🥺 himself out of trouble with them (and pretty much everyone else).

I think Lorenzo would go out of his way to hide the relationship from Charles because of his history with Max. If it's set early in Charles f1 career he might feel that he doesn't want to add any complications in his brother's life because of all the personal tragedies in their lives having happened so recently. If it's set in more current times he might not want to tell his brother anything that may compromise his shot at the championship such as the fact that his childhood rival/current championship rival may soon also be his brother in law.

I think this one has my favourite so far, my anons once again have far far greatly surpassed me and I enjoy reading these so much. this is so emotionally resonant??? and consistent? even with what little we know about lorenzo this totally fits (and yes in my heart im rooting for L-lestappen I love an underdog)

they could totally bond over the first son woes but with Lorenzo threading the needle of both comforting him and treating him on equal grounds and you're so right anon, charl DOES get away with 🥺 thru life....... lorenzo could also be that stable home normalcy away from racing that max needs when he just needs to crash??? where Arthur and Charl are both vroom vroom!!!

the secret relationship of it all!!!!! ahhhhh.... lorenzo would try to do the considerate thing to spare charl and not be a burden to his career in any way but charl finding out from anyone else is such a bigger betrayal like why wouldn't you trust me... I'd want you to be happy... (wistful gaze at max) [cause in his head charles is a tragic romance heroine giving up the love of her life he's never acknowledged for the sake of his brother he deeply loves]

max out here 🧍‍♂️ with these gorgeous Leclercs pining for his ass like what 😀

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so up until spain i'm not sure if there were any fuck ups exactly because he goes bahrain 1st, jeddah 2nd, australia 1st, imola 6th (3rd was likely without charles' mistake), 2nd in miami, but from spain onwards it's been pain...

Spain - car dies, probably would have been 1st

Monaco - from 1st to 4th, strategy

Baku - car dies, probably 1st or 2nd

Canada - 5th, started from 19th because of penalties

Silverstone - from 1st to 4th, strategy

Austria - 1st, clutch almost fucks up at the end tho

France - charles dnfs into the wall :(

Hungary - 6th because they put him on the hard tyre

Spa - 6th, would have been 5th but he got that 5 sec penalty because they wanted him to get the fastest lap

Zandvoort - 3rd

Monza - 2nd

anonnnnnnn I love you...... you are credited in my notes xoxo

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Once again. I’m so so sorry but I am going INSANE so here’s part 3! Starting from the bridge.

And I can go anywhere I want Anywhere I want, just not home

yeah, this one doesn’t need explaining. just pain. whatever home is to Nico, may it be Monaco, may it be the Mercedes team, or may it be the friendship they once had and how it used to feel like home. All of those has been tainted and after it all went down, he could never come back and look at it the same way.

And you can aim for my heart, go for blood But you would still miss me in your bones

And I still talk to you (when I'm screaming at the sky) And when you can't sleep at night (you hear my stolen lullabies)

just aaaaarrghhh🤧🤧🤧 hehjsnnss 😖😖😖kssssujjnnd😫😫😫 you would stil!l miss me! in your bones! I don’t have enough words to describe this one. for me these lines translate and define their entire relationship.

You had to kill me, but it killed you just the same. […] And you're tossing out blame, drunk on this pain / Crossing out the good years

I mean. THE TRAGEDY OF IT ALL. The mutual destruction? The feeling of having hurt a loved one and as consequence hurting yourself in the process?? the blame throwing crossing out the good years??? sounds familiar?????

In conclusion, my tears ricochet is brocedes coded. everyone please stand up and say thank you for the Nico Rosberg and Taylor Swift alliance.

(that was a lot and I’m v sure it was barely comprehensible but I just needed to put it out there. Keep spreading the brocedes word, maybe it will consume others’ brain like it did mine! Mwah)

Part 2 here

if you would like more brocedes aligned music, including an entire taylor swift one this is your holy grail. (fun fact I was actually the person who sent that ask, so this is coming full circle in a way)

Taylor Swift absolutely did write an entire album about Nico Rosberg and his friendship breakup with Lewis Hamilton... her mind!!!

every time you think brocedes can't get worse I promise you they can. actually I can feel the love and brainrot with which you've written this 😭🥺 so thank you for your effort, anon it is not wasted. the whole time reading I was going yes, yes, of course (moving my monocle) this is absolute scholarship

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my fellow anons, you guys are so hardworking?!

my anons > Kris Jenner > the devil

who works harder

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me: I've never written abo before 🥺

my ask box: what if we give you the most unhinged prompts

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Hi.....I am the anon who's doing the masterfile thingy and surprisingly it's going good. Believe it or not, I'm having fun (probably because I haven't gone to one sided Maxiel and winner's room). But I have come across a small (big) problem. You see I'm doing it as a draft on my Tumblr and my plan was to just copy paste it into anon on your blog. But today I learned Tumblr doesn't allow that, the links don't show up. I was thinking after I'm done, I could publish the post and send you the link here or dm you 👉👈. Or I'd have to do it all over again 😭. Please already it's so much work. I'm so deep already and on top of that I decided to include web weaves, fic recs and other stuff.

IMAGINE if I said no and you had to do it all over again? 😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈

yes ofc sweet thing, my DMs are always open 🥺 and as always if you get overwhelmed you can always leave it

my web weaves... I should get back to that 🥺 whatre you going to do when new meta pops on my blog you can't possibly archive it all 😭