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my therapist said to bring some of my art to show her cos i talk about how important it is to my life. but now i have to show her some of my art. bruh. weird how that works ahaha
#really conflicted on what to show. sth i am proud of or sth that would impress her as a normie uff#idk yalls its a hard descision and i'm not sure i'll show her at all ahahahha#about#ramblings#the curse of being known even more uff
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[meme] the descision is hard for me , Meme by Weeblmao.com
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So much of my early writing anxiety could have been avoided if I'd internalize how much of a privilaged hack Paolini was instead of comparing my acomplishents at 14 to a kid with every possible publishing advantage and none of the drive for improvement.
To reiterate: Christopher Paolini, author of Eragon and other such books, blocked me on Twitter for calling him out about his AI-generated cover.
Tor has admitted he approved this cover and they have been consulting him every step of the way. He is complicit.
It’s honestly so fucking frustrating that this is going to go forward. That the cover to Fractal Noise is gonna be published with AI art that has ripped off other artists. And neither the author nor the publisher give one flying fuck about it.
I don’t think a lot of people really understand what this means. Book cover art is already nearly universally shitty. You go look at fantasy art covers, and they’re all photomanipulations, generally a single girl on the cover doing magic or looking into the distance. There’s no variety. But at least people get paid for them.
With AI art, artists don’t get paid. You know who does? The people who made the dataset. The people who sold the “cover.” Even though it took less than 20 minutes to make.
If this isn’t infuriating you, I don’t know what the hell else to say. Machine learning is coming for everyone’s jobs, and corporate wallets don’t care if it’s safe or not. Certain areas are already experimenting with AI Amazon deliveries, and it’s been hinted that long-haul trucking is next.
This is unacceptable. PLEASE. I’m not going to guilt you into sharing this, but it is CRITICAL that we take a stand now and STOP THIS FROM HAPPENING. If you follow me, I am asking you as a friend to share this, and to find it in your heart to put pressure on people who publish AI art without paying artists.
Tor could change the cover. They’re not, because they’re using Fractal Noise as a test run to see if they can get away with it. Don’t let them. I don’t care how much you like Paolini’s work (although I think Eragon was a boring slog, so I had no qualms about calling him out), you HAVE to do your best to make this stop.
#everyone said I should agressively persue publication when I was a teenager because paolini got published at my age#all it did was fill me with anxiety over the thought of what being rejected at 14 meant that I vehemently avoided writing competitions#don't compare your hard work to a kid that had no chance to fail and grew up to leave creative descisions up to an AI with stolen art
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Seventh house 🏡 and emotions of your mother.
Seventh 🏠 house will tell you about emotions of your own mother.
Moon in seventh House 🏡
Your mother is extremely emotional and gives lot of importance to emotional bonding.
Sun in seventh house
Your mother is attached to family, culture and love taking initiatives in life.
Mercury in seventh house
Mother is diplomatic and business minded. She will see her benifit first and then make relationship with other person.
Venus in seventh House.
Mother loves luxury and gives importance to comfort and beauty and finances in her life
Mars in seventh House
Your mother gets frequently involved in fights and has high energy and passion and fighting spirit.
Jupiter in seventh house.
Mother is broad minded, and emotionally kind and give importance to morality and ritousnes alot.
Saturn in seventh house 🏡
Mother will be down to earth and love to service others.
Rahu in seventh House.
Mother is quick to make decisions, and brave in nature with lot of desires
Ketu in seventh house
Your mother is spiritual, loves isolation and involved in occult or Astrology.
Planets in ancendent shows you what kind of emotions your mother went through while pregnancy.
Moon in ancendent
Your mother went through alot of emotional ups and downs during pregnancy, probably she travelled alot as well.
Saturn in ancendent
Your mother went through probably extreme grief and pain during pregnancy, probably she had to do lot of hard work during her pregnancy .
Venus in ancendent
Mother was facing financial issues or even relationship issues during pregnancy.
Mother could be also facing sexual issues while pregnancy.
Sun in ancendent
Mother was facing issues in family or with her own Father or trouble from government.
Mother could be attached to her father a lot
Mars in ancendent.
Mother was facing land related issues, problems from her siblings and probably was involved in some kind fight as well.
Mother was attached to her siblings
Rahu in ancendent
Mother was having problems with her in-laws was having problems with sudden losses in her life
Ketu in ancendent .
Mother was isolated, and was having problems in relationships and was probably going through breakups or some accidents or surgery..
Mercury in ancendent
Mother was having issues with communication, neighbours, descision making, and siblings . She could also be involved in business while she was pregnant.
Jupiter in ancendent
Mother could be having problems with her spouse, or teacher.
Mother could also be following religion and rituals during pregnancy.
#vedic astro observations#spirituality#astrology#astro observations#astro notes#astro community#vedic astro notes#vedic astrology#vedic chart
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Ask Again Later
WHUMPTOBER DAY 31. Prompt: Forced to choose.
Fandom: Batfam.
Summary: You are being flooded with threats. Text after text after text or headings about how your brothers were going to die if you didn’t make a descision. It was simple. Your life, or theirs.
Warnings: Blood, death, grief.
Word count: 1.1k (I know it’s short I’m sorry but it’s angsty!)
Note: Annd with that the whumptober season has come to an end. I just want to say a huge thank you. You guys are all incredible and the support I have gotten from you all is insane. I’m looking forward to working on requests now and to keep writing my own little fantasies for you all.
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“Fuck.”
You were stuck. A life threatening decision looming over your head like a dark cloud about five minutes before it is about to rain. Your foot bounced anxiously against the floor as you stared at your phone, rolling it around in your hand. You hadn’t moved much since the first one came through. It buzzed again. With trembling fingers you scanned the words on the screen.
‘Tick Tock, little Bat.’
You weren’t sure entirely how you had ended up in this predicament. One minute you were just going about your business in the manor and the next you found yourself locked up in your room with the message glowing brightly on your screen.
The message was dark and foreboding and no matter how hard you tried to shake it from your mind it came back. They were threatening to kill your brothers. One text after the next filled to the brim of details of how they wanted to carve them to pieces. Fear stuck you like a hammer as they continued to flood in, text after text after text each ending with the same haunting line.
‘It’s up to you whether they live or die. Choose wisely, Wayne. Your time is running out.’
In theory, the choice was simple. It was your life for theirs. And you knew what you were supposed to choose… but there were so many complexities woven within the situation that made it hard to think straight. In hindsight, you would have made the choice in a heartbeat. You would have given your life for theirs any day, but you couldn’t leave them like this not so suddenly. The four of them were away on patrol. Halloween was a busy night for the Bats. With so many people out, it took as many hands as possible to ensure Gotham’s safety. It was your job to monitor the screens, but you were too preoccupied with the text messages.
It was when the picture of Damian came flashing though that things shifted. This was no joke. They had eyes on you and your brothers and had the power to end you all with a with a snap of their fingers
You sighed deeply, pinching the bridge of your nose as you pondered. You knew you would have to make the decision soon, but it was a double negative. Stay, and risk the lives of your brothers, or go and send them into a spiral of sudden grief. It felt so cruel to leave them without an explanation, but it felt even cruller to let them die when you had the power to stop such things occurring.
You always took pleasure in the little details. The way that Damian hid his little smile behind his hand after he had pretended he wasn’t interested. The way that Dick always seemed to hum the same song over and over for days on end until finally he would move into the next and the cycle would begin again. And then there was Jason’s hair that was always just a little bit too long so that it dangled over his eyes and he constantly had to brush it out of his face. You would miss the little moments deeply. Spending time with your brothers was something that you cherished deeply, even if they more often than not contained childish bickering. You smiled at the memories but it quickly morphed into a deep frown.
You had made your decision.
Pushing the chair out from under the table with a groan as it shifted beneath your weight, you reached for a pen and paper and began to write, not bothering to wipe your tears as you scrawled across the page. You wrote six notes. One for each of your brothers, one for Bruce and Alfred.
After you had done that you slid them beneath the respective doors and shrugged in your coat. You sniffled taking one last look at your home before disappearing into the night to seal your fate.
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The wind howled against your skin, whipping around your body as you trudged. You had to pull your coat up to hide your face. You knew that if you were seen there was no going back. Your brothers would be able to convince you to turn back. But you knew that wasn’t an option. As your drew nearer to the rendezvous point, your heart dropped.
Then the hooded figure appeared from the building and froze. Taking them in completely. You took a shuddering breath, sending the other two spill in from behind you to surround you. There was no going back now.
Their grip was harsh on your arm as they dragged you through the twisting corridors. They had searched your body for weapons, stripping you of the small dagger you had tucked away in your boot.
They led to a room lit by flickering golden candlelight. The three of them inched you into the middle of the room before dropping their cloaks.
“Begin.” One of them hissed from behind a mask.
And suddenly your body was consumed in a pain so violent that you were forced to your knees.
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“Y/N?” Jason called out. It was unusually quiet in the manor. The lights were out and there was no sign that you were around besides a lukewarm mug of coffee discarded by the computer.
Tim bumped into his brother as he turned the corner. “Have you seen her?” He asked. “I can’t find her anywhere.”
Jason shook his head, concern bubbling up in his stomach. “No.”
“Maybe she’s in her room?”
The two of them barged up the stairs and turned into your room only to find Damian slipping out of your room. The lights were off. You weren’t home.
It was at that fateful moment that Dick came out of his room with shaky hands. He was holding the folded, tear stained paper. He had found the letter. With bloodshot eyes he turned to his younger brothers. “She’s gone.”
The Manor wept that night. No body slept as their body wracked with sobs that wailed throughout the walls. The was a dark hole left that your light had filled. It was as though someone had sniffed out a candle, stripping the vigilantes of any joy and light that they once had. You were gone, and with you your spirit and hope and the Wayne’s would never be the same again.
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<- DAY THIRTY
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#whumptober#whumptober2023#whumptober 23#no.31#forced to chose#batfam x reader#death#grief#suicide note#suicide#jason Todd#Damian Wayne#Tim drake#dick Grayson#jason Todd x reader#Damian Wayne x reader#Tim drake x reader#dick Grayson x reader
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hmmm. he's probably assuming the basement is going to have more of the fucked smelling mold shit, and if there's someone (or something,,,) else in the house he wouldn't want to risk an encounter. so probably try to make his way back down the stairs quietly and try to get out, maybe looks to see if the dust had been disturbed
Play in doing it like thos for the sole fact that I want to see if he'd survive
Smokescreen it put into a seemingly abandoned city, and all he knows and people keep disappearing:3
IMPORTANT QUESTIPN.... DOES HE GET HIS AXE
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Dating the Hargreeves would include
Navigation | Umbrella Academy Masterlist
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The Hargreeves x gn!reader
Lila Pitts x gn!reader
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Gifs are not mine
English is not my first language
A/n: Guess it looks like I´m starting to write again. So my requests are open again. But trought my time and school schedule it could take some time, because I´m also having big exams comming.
Luther Hargreeves
You love hearing stories about his life on the moon. He mostly thinks that his stories are boring but you assure him that you like them.
Since he lived on the moon you are his first everything. maybe not his first love Like in everything. First kiss, first time, ... Because of that felt insecure. He tought you would leave him because of this.
He was also scared how you´d react of his condition. He kept it a secret until Diego told him to tell you.
You were shocked at first but you didn´t mind one more reason to hate his dad
He´s the biggest softy and very protective over you.
He alwyas takes you out to cute picnics.
Diego Hargreeves
Let´s say he has type: badass people
You both meet in the box club.
He teaches how to throw knives
You both are gym rats. And always competion each other.
He´s trying so hard to be the ´Alpha-Male´ but fails miserably.
You and him annoying the rest of the family with prankwars
He´s a big cocky wannabe who shamelessly flirts with anytime and everywhere.
His love language is physical touch. He´s a big sucker for cuddling and doesn´t if he is big or little spoon rigth now.
You are saving him from from stupid actions and descision he might would do.
Allison Hargreeves
Fighting with her together against rasicm (it does not matter if you´re black or white or idk)
Raising Claire together. Spoiler alert she absolut loves you.
Being always on your side. We are not supporting S3 Allison inthis household
Finding Luther weird. Not for his condition. but for hid behaviour towards your girlfriend.
Finding her power extrem cool. But after hearing that faked her whole life with her power, the first big fight began. She assured you she wouldn´t do that to you and only did it to het ex because she tought she was a failure.
You wanted to believe her but you were scared that you were also in her curse or whatever it got called.
It was suprisly Luther who brought you two back together.
Klaus Hargreeves
Spontaneous roadtrips somewhere in the world.
You are the only person who knows he´s non-binary.
You both are the funny duo everyone is annoyed of. Like recreating memes at midnight or laughing always by just looking at each other.
You´re taking his drug problemn serious and helping him to sober up.
You are his second and hopefully last love.
Going shopping and catwalking the new clothes all over the hous just to annoy his family more. The only one who seem to enjoy it is ghostie Benerino.
He tells you at random momtents how much he loves you.
Viktor Hargreeves
He had massive trust issuses at first thanks to that bitch
To his birthday you bought him a violin, so could find peace in his playing again. But he got lowkey scared to end the world again. But he tried it anyways one night. When you heard him playing it was so beautiful. Since then he plays every night for you.
You comfort him after his nightmares.
Teaching him some self-defense.
Growing from hating Luther to liking loving him. And starting to hate Allison.
He teaches you how to play violin.
You are always reading to him, because he likes your voice and it comforts him but this little bean sleps always in
Lila Pitts
SARCASM
Your realationship is full of sarcastic comments. What confussed the Hargreeves and other people.
You are the only one she trusts after hearing, that her ´mother´ killed her parenets.
You two meet, because you were her mission, but she fell for you. So your realationship started with trust issues.
Suprisly it was Five who got you both together and played wingman.
She´s very cocky, but so are you. One thing she loves about you.
Teaming together upwith Five, because he´s the only one who´s not a man-child, acording to you.
She´s saving you from stupid actions and descision you might would do.
#umbrella acedmy#umbrella academy x reader#tua#tua x reader#luther hargreeves x reader#diego hargreeves x reader#klaus hargreeves x reader#five hargreeves x reader#viktor hargreeves x reader#lila pitts x reader#allison hargreeves x reader
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The least hear me out you've ever heard me out
but just Jay and Nya becoming some form of primary mentors or if you want to, have them as adoptive parent (that is after the inevitable memory gain) to Sora specifically
Nya already was paired off with her a lot during season 1 of DR
All three know the struggle of intense identity issues for years.
Both adults felt abandoned by their parents, either while as a child or after finding out later in life despite either hoping or knowing it was for their own good. And Sora was disowned by her own parents, their beliefs chosen over her.
They could both comfort her after losing Arin (assuming he isn't found already) because they know what it's like to lose a best friend after making the wrong descisions that felt right in the moment e.g Jay beating up Cole out of jealousy or Nya considering other options even when in a relationship because she was second guessing her choices. (Just the entire love triangle thing. I so believe that Jay was Nya's best friend outside of her brother when she moved in, even when they were dating and I'm dying on that hill because of the little screen time she gets with anyone that isn't those two, or a ten year old that more becomes her little brother and an old dude.)
Lessons could be given over building tech or fixing cars. They even have little competitions to see who could do the best original work or make the most improvements to an old one.
Jay has the most extensive weapon catalogue and could help her choose which primary one she would like to work with. As well as maybe try to expose her to several of his many side hobbies.
Nya can teach her how to deal with perfectionism and not feeling strong with your own element in those times that Sora's still having doubts about her capabilities despite being tournement champion.
Maybe they can try teaching her spinjitzu outside of Lloyd's scheduled training and show what worked for them (It's definetly helpful that one of them was the first to learn it.)
I'm not saying once she achieves it they both would be like "whoo, I taught her that!" but they totally would.
like imagine how proud they would be once she goes from learning spinjitzu to reaching her full potential after working through whatever her primary issue is (I still don't know exactly maybe it would be something to do with a need to fix things or take over because you don't have the fullest faith in the capabilities of others and learning to trust others to do it or fix the issue themselves. It's been a long time since I've seen season 1 so just spitballing with what season 2 gave me)
I have a vision and I hope I'm making it very clear.
I like this vision very much.
If you want try throwing in a wlid Jordana.
However it's quite hard when someone made her possessed the entire time Jay was with the wolf clan and we didn't have him interacting with anyone that isn't Ras.
Yes I'm still salty even if I've known for months. The lost dynamics can never be salvaged into canon.
#originally was thinking about how tech and lightning powers align but they just both happen to seem to fall under the “energy catagory”#so no real “harness that welling up inside you” moment like lloyd had despite how nice of a moment that would be#unfortunately lightning is more zappy zap#and tech is just masterbuilding#ninjago#jay walker#ninjago jay#nya smith#sora ninjago#ninjago jaya#ninjago nya#I'm probably so late to this headcanon#I just really want Sora to have parental figures better than her own#Lloyd is a good teacher but he could never fill that role#I know people can be sick of making mentors automatic parents in fandom culture however I think it's very important for a CHILD that#still needs something close
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was firestar made aware of what willowpelt did when he was gone?
He was. When he got back, he was filled in on the entire situation, everything from Longtail's accidental blinding, the descision to continue the boar hunt, BloodClan's change of power, and Willowpelt's betrayal which caused Elderberry's unintended death.
He decided to uphold Graystripe's ruling and make the deputy change official, as they decided on Longtail's semi-retirement so he could have the space he needed to figure himself out. Willowpelt would remain exiled until further notice.
Willy re-joined the Clan sometime just before the destruction of TNP, after Rainwhisker and Sootfur became warriors. It was decided it was already a hard punishment to have missed such a large portion of her kittens' childhoods, after losing Whitestorm. She can't atone in exile.
After Cricketclaw's death while the destruction of the forest was underway, she started acting as Head of Hunting again. It was a really difficult time and a lot of cats were injured, starving, or dying. Her experience was neccesary.
#BB!Willowpelt#I feel like she almost definitely made some kind of prophetic warning to Shrewpaw about not doing anything stupid#God. Ferncloud is going to end up blaming her anyway I just know it#Poor Fern is going through SO MUCH in that year man. Someone help her#And Willy just happens to be adjacent to Shrew's death in a hunting accident when she already wants to atone so bad#ME WHEN GIRLS#Ferncloud Parting#Better bones au
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#like. im not the first person to say this.#but i think some of yall dont know that even if a book or story has a certain topic#it doesnt mean that everything in the story that the characters are doing is meant to be right#like. i saw someone describe this one story as a want to be rape fantasy.#when in actuality. the scenes arenet portrayed as Good Things#and both characters acknowledge these instances as some of their most fucked up descisions#its just that other people find it hot and so they assume thats where the author was going#like. one instance one character forcedly kissed the other while he was blindfolded and wouldnt let him get away#and the other character (even though it was initiated by the other) made out with the character while he was drunk#but both instances involve the characters later punishing themselves and swearing to leave the other alone#like. ik it can be hard to look at. bc its Meant to be#even though they work through these instances they still Did them#the only other reason why i think they could think that is an extra that Is a dream#(a consensual one between both of them as adults with a safe sound in case)#(imo its weirder that they choose to rp as around the time they met as maybe teens.#like they did it bc it was the only time the one character felt like his body was actually his own before it got hurt Badly#in different ways. and i think the author was going to change it but something happened to them)
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before I go and dissapear into my drawings, here's a little bit from my au that I'll probably forget if I don't share it now
Narrinder, Heket and Leshy are very very close, after all, the trio was around the same age as each other compared to Shamura and Kallamar who had already ascended long ago and were seen as idols by the trio after all, the 2 did save Narinder, Heket and Leshy from being sacrificed because of a prophecy
they understood each other, they knew each other well and they reacted just the same when they were taught how to manadge a cult, after all, they were but innocent children that lived peacefully with their families before being taken away to be sacrificed being taught by two gods that had lost their morality when ascending sure Shamura and Kallamar still have some morals but at the end of the day, both were gods that lead cults and commits horrific descision towards those that presumably called heritics and due to this, the two went hard in terms of education related to cults on the 3 infant gods
some say that on the fatefull day where Narinder betrayed his siblinbs that something else was planned before he decided to ruin it all, after all, his cape wasn't the only one left infront of his temple and Heket and Leshy was there long before Shamura and Kallamar noticed something bad was happening...
#plushy rambles#parasitic godhood au#cotl#cult of the lamb#cotl au#cotl narinder#cotl heket#cotl leshy
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Make your choice.
static: h3h3h s0 h3re w3 4r3. i tried s0 hard to b3 good enough. i tried so hard to please people and this. this is what i get in return.
static stops for a moment.
Static: ...
Static: no. you were all right i am the bad guy. i had a choice i had a decision to change their was a different path. a path that could have solved all my problems i just needed to ask for help
but instead i looked away and chose violence.
i'm a monster a crook, i used my friends for my own selfish needs. tried to control their lives.
no one could ever forgive me.
i deserve this fate.
i'm so sorry.
i never ment to hurt anyone. Especially my main friends @timosaurus @mrchaosman @halloweengirl1031 @imaginary-regret-608
[ i j u s t w a n t e d t o s u r v i v e ]
Mr timer: remember. your choice will depend on your ending. so choose wisely.
#thestaticshow#the static show arg#make your choice#it isn't over yet.#end of arg#it doesnt have to be perfect.#tumblr war#tumblr takeover
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Okay so am gonna talk bout shubman
Pehle to bande ko ek team de di jaati hai jisne do saal bhot khatarnaak perform kiya hai, to vo pressure+ captaincy ka vi rehta hi hai.
Jb ye news aa rhi thi mujhe lga rumour hoga kyuki gt mai hor vi ache players hai jo international level pai captain hai ,they could have let him gain some experience , usko thoda bhota to pta hi rehta, descision making waale mai rkh lete usey to kya pta agle saal vo acha kr ta no doubt go abhi vi kr rha hai but man he is learning in a hard way 🙂🙂
mere ko ye batana ki pichle do saal shub tha kya descision making mai gt ki ? Like tha to kuch to experience hai hi uske paas 😌😌
Aur fer ye chlta hi hai ki stadium mai chants start ho jaati hai, but banda jeet gya tha uss time. Kl wala vi match tha haath mai but nhi ho paya koi nhi next match to hai hi 🙂🙂🙂
Aur fer do match se chl vi nhi rha ye😔😔, koi nhi aage waale matches vi hai abhi to . Bhai itna postive kha se soch rhi hu mai .
Vo jis post pai ish ne comment nhi kiya vo dekh ke aisa lga na ki ye log bta rhe hai ki indono ke beech sb theek hai 💀 like vo to pta hi tha but assurance di hai 😌😌😌😌 iss se jyada kya chahiye. Aur fer aditi ki story vi dekh li iss krke aur chill hu kyuki there is beauty in privacy 💀💀
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been trying to think more abt sarah and her motivations more lately but it's hard to find the exact words to explain wht i mean? so i'm just gonna ramble until i get there <3
so bps right. wanted criminals. they stole a bunch of tech n shit and are wanted by the fbi for violating the television & mirror destruction order (and probably also for other crimes, given adam's apparent casual disregard for the sanctity of crime scenes and private property, and how casually he suggested just. yknow. let's Steal A Car bro :)smile) cool cool we all know this, this is canonically established information
and i'm just wondering about. sarah's intentions behind starting the bpc, soon to become bps . bc like ok cool ghost-hunting club. awesome
but then the tv & mirror destruction order happens . and the bps. steals a bunch of banned stuff or otherwise refuses to give it up? or something to that effect. sarah presumably being directly involved in this descision and not just adam, given tht sarah does apparently still actively manage "PR" after the ban
that's a lot of effort to go through for just. ghost hunting. so there's gotta be some other motive behind it right?? i don't think sarah would be going to these lengths just because adam like. strongarmed her into it. girlie could beat his enderman lookin ass easily
sarah is still clearly grieving and angry over her brother's death. and. i was thinking about mark's reassurances journal. specifically one of the pages shown in vol. 333:
'whoever is reading this, please stop it before it does this to anyone else'
do you think sarah saw that. when she got into the mcpd site via thatcher's dogshit password
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You should tell us about Chilli and Giggel :3c
Hell yeah I can! Here are some recent doodles of them as a bonus:
[ID: Two art pages featuring digital/traditonal doodles of two ocs. The first has an oc named Chilli, a skinny, pale teen with long, golden and red braids that end in little skulls, side bangs resembling a skull, and a jacket dress. Train tracks and wheels decorate her outfit, and she's shown to have a prosthetic on her left foot. She's also shown to be able to shed her skin, her face resting behind her like a hoodie as her elongated skull beneath it surveys her surroundings. She's also holding a weapon resembling saw blades on a pole, and has a skull-themed train rushing by her in the background. Her little brother, Giggel, is in the second image- shown to be a short, pale boy with long, brown curly hair, freckles, braces, and bird legs. As a kid he wears a hoodie dress with a lock symbol, the hood resembling a skull when put over his head. There's also a doodle of him in his twenties, where he wears a dress with a skull on it and loses his pigtails, as well as grows facial hair. End ID]
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Chilli and Giggel are two siblings that live on the Skull Train, which just as it sounds, is a train with a skull face. It's perpetually running and consumes precious metals for fuel, can create new tracks on the spot and is probably alive. For Chilli, she can't stray too far for it or she literally dies, at least brain-wise; her body still remains alive at a certain distance from the train, and she can regain her sentience upon returning. She doesn't need to phsyically eat (the train getting fuel is enough), and has impressive regenerative powers that make it very hard for her to die.
As for personality, Chilli is a loud and cocky gal who takes things at face value and never apologizes for anything she does. Her self-confidence is highlighted in how she pretends to know everything and has no qualms in bossing people around.
Giggel is the younger sibling of Chilli and her only companion on the Skull Train. He's eager to please and mimic his sister, often being a partner-in crime to her schemes and idolizing her every descision. They're very close growing up, and are practically inseparable until Giggel turns 14.
After an incident where Chilli falls off the train and gets literally left behind as her body ceases brain function, Giggel finds himself alone with no idea where she went. About half a year passes before he finally decides to leave the train, despite being under the assumption that he's as succeptible to train distance consequences as Chilli was. However, he quickly discovers that he isn't actually tied to the train, and can go as far as he wants without issue. About seven years pass before the siblings meet again, Giggel now being a 21 yr old adult with a bike gang under his belt and a more pessimistic outview on life, and Chilli having lost her face as her deformed skull prevents her from wearing it comfortably. The meeting is less than ideal, as Giggel swapped his niave idolization for resentment, assuming Chilli abandoned him and lied about him being unable to leave the train all those years ago.
Chili's absence, however, is actually due to not being close enough to the train to regain brain function but close enough that her body stayed alive. Giggel kept the train close to where he thought Chilli left him in the hopes she'd someday return, and when he left the train still mantained the same loop as it continued to run. On the tracks where she was comatoased, her head dealt with the occasional trauma of being run over by other trains, and as her skull healed in an elongated shape and her facial skin tore off, she remained unmoving and practically unaging for near a decade. When she finally came to, her new look remained and she began to search for her brother. In the following months, her body ages quickly to catch up and she goes through the arc of growing up and seeing her brother, no longer the little starry-eyed kid that sees no fault in her, have his own life and opinions outside of her boastful guidance. This harsh reality check ends up humbling her, and the siblings reconcile and start building a relationship anew.
#i forgot to mention that theyre not blood related and the reason giggel isnt affected by the train is because of that#chilli literally just found him as an orphaned kid and took him under her wing. she was lonely all alone on the train so she let him stay#Giggel is also the name Chilli gave him. As an adult I think he changes it but not sure yet#chilli comes back to life practically the same as she was before she fell but basically becomes a diff person q year later#with her world view shattered as someone who can do no wrong and the world changed in the time she was gone. shes basically a new person#ocs#character design#my art#chilli#giggel#skull train
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hi demi~
i just got an idea for a sukuita au based off of the manga angel sanctuary (spoilers coming if you haven't read it) ...
so what if sukuna and yuuji are brothers who were separated and only allowed to see each other a few times every year because their parents know that, from a young age, sukuna and yuuji had feelings for each other that completely transverse a normal sibling relationship.
yuuji is raised to be religious and always do his best to be good, popular at school and loved by everyone (bc he's so sweet and kind) while sukuna, though he's very smart, is the token problem child because he always takes his psychosexual feelings for yuuji (who he misses a lot) out on other people and his love for violence gets him into a lot of fights.
during one of the few times they can meet together, yuuji can't take denying his feelings anymore and wants to run away with sukuna, who is being a tsundere bitch only to keep yuuji safe and because he finds his own romantic attachment to yuuji monstrous. but eventually when yuuji's mom threatens to take him out of japan and away from sukuna forever, sukuna runs after yuuji and they both leave their normal lives behind so they can live together and "marry" each other unofficially.
but when yuuji tries to protect sukuna from an angel that attacks them one day, sukuna learns he's the reincarnated soul of the angel who rebelled against god and is stuck in a cycle of living and dying painfully, over and over, as punishment for his rebellion. and in this life, his punishment is only being able to love his brother yuuji and no one else.
yuuji ends up being killed by the angel and sent to hell for the sin of incest, and the soul of the fallen angel inside of sukuna reawakens and destroys almost all of japan, but he uses it to travel into hell and try to find yuuji again.
sukuna finds out yuuji is the guardian angel sent down to protect him from harm and recruits the help of his demon followers he sided with when he was the angel who rebelled to help him save yuuji and finally end the war against god.
it's basically just the premise of angel sanctuary but with sukuita lol.
This whole premise sounds so fucking good (and now i have a new manga to read, thanks honey ❤️)
Also, I apologize in advance. Words are hard rn for me, so if this comes out incoherently my bad!
But i really wanna talk about it bc the premise is incredible!
Yes yes yes yes yes yes!!!!! Yes to all of this! Sukuna being so emotionally blind just fucking up other people's lives becauze he's in love witj yuuji at a young age, and Yuuji just doing his best not to fuck it up for him or his brother (like they got seperated and that alone would fuck with the two of them)
Sukuna fighting in a WAR for yuuji omg he's is fighting to get back Yuuji omg he loves him so much i CANT
Poor Yuuji, boy got sent to incest jail in hell by the fucking religon cops LMAO everything about that makes my heart scream with joy!
Idk why, but Sukuna and Yuuji being caught in a bumble fuck over their past life's poor descision making skills is the funniest thing, because wdym past lifes will make you suffer? Also was the suffering worth it?
Sukuna's past life perspective? Yeah, no hesitation on his part.
Yuuji's tho? Yes, but he REALLY wishes religions wouldn't hold grudges that follow you after you die!
Not only that but what was their past life like? Were they on the run and forver content with that? Living a more nomadic style? Or did they eventually find somewhere to settlw down? Ooooooo so many ideas on that ALONE
Sorry for the ramble, relgion aus bring out the philosopher in me.
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