#happy new year bbs 😌

[daydreamingleclerc]

i love you, baby; lewis hamilton

after eloping, lewis and his new wife, y/n, share their honeymoon on instagram.

includes; suggestive content, swearing, mentions of an age gap, use of the 🐶 emoji

thanks @landopeaches & @sainzcaleruega for helping me find piccy’s <3 i tried desperately hard to recreate lewis-type captions and got second hand embarrassment.. but the point is. i tried.

lewishamilton ✔️

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lewishamilton couldn't wait any longer to make you my wife. here's to forever, mrs. hamilton 🤍

🙎🏻‍♀️: ynhamilton

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mercedesamgf1 congratulations Mr and Mrs Hamilton!

ynhamilton i can't believe it's real. loving you always.

hamiltonthegoat did i miss a few chapters??

ynfanforever they were only engaged for like a month i swear?

ynhamilton yeah... sorry... we eloped <3

georgerussell63 congratulations you two!

serenawilliams you two are so beautiful together. thank you for letting me be a part of your very intimate day.

ynhamilton ✔️

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ynhamilton mine forever.

🙎🏾‍♂️: lewishamilton

francisca.cgomes you two are too cute!!

ynhamilton you & pierre next bb <3

francisca.cgomes i'd get more luck squeezing blood from a stone

pierregasly you're just as bad as each other

ynandlewisforever the most beautiful pair

charles_leclerc bit blurry

ynhamilton ur a bit blurry

lewishamilton ✔️

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lewishamilton admiring the sunset with you is how i want to spend my nights forever. thank you for being you and thank you for pushing me to be greater every day. i love you so much.

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hamiltonslvr i swear they've only been together like... what? two weeks? and she's like what? 26? they're acting like they've been in love for years

ynhamilton lewis and i have been together for three years. i'm twenty eight, neither him nor me are children and we did what was right for us. if you don’t like it, keep it to yourself.

ynandlewisforever mic drop !!

susie_wolff so glad you two are having a great time away!

cullen_angela i'm so happy you two have found peace.

lewishamilton ❤️

danielricciardo could've smiled lewis bro

lewishamilton didn't want to upstage you brother

ynhamilton ✔️

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ynhamilton i will never in all my lives, ever get tired of loving you lewishamilton. i thank my lucky stars for you every single day.

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pierregasly so much for keeping the honeymoon PG guys...

ynhamilton you have never kept anything PG in your life

pierregasly false! my name is Pierre Gasly... i keep everything PG

lewishamilton 🐶

roscoelovescoco i miss you mums and dads ☹️

ynhamilton lewis…

lewishamilton what? roscoe misses us baby

dannyshamilton yn must be extremely boring if lewis is commenting on this from roscoes account 😂

ynhamilton lewis is literally playing chess rn and you think IM boring… okay queen stay indenial x

carlossainz55 this is why people think you don’t love lewis 😭😭

ynhamilton i love him in spite of his chess playing habits carlos.

lewishamilton ✔️

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lewishamilton no matter how many trophies i win, you’re always going to be my favourite.

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ynhamilton you heard that folks i am a trophy wife 😌❤️

hamiltonsangels no but… considering the age gap… you literally are a trophy wife 😭

ynhamilton yeah.. my husband is old but that’s okay because he’s got stamina <3

mercedesamgf1 someones trying to beat out george for P1 on thé romantic scale…

lewishamilton ive already put a ring on it and had the wedding… i think i beat georgerussell63 by a mile 😉

valterribottas please ynhamilton don’t discuss lewis’ stamina on a public instagram post

ynhamilton at least i don’t know the average size of a beaver penis. if you don’t like hearing about lewis’ sex stamina, just scroll 😉

valterribottas 🤢🤮

ynhamilton ✔️

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ynhamilton he didn’t want me to leave for new york for work, so he came with me and the honeymoon continues ❤️

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lewishamilton i just needed to spend a bit more time with my wife before i have to go back home alone, is that a crime?

ynhamilton never ❤️

f1wagcentral why is yn in new york?!

ynhamilton i’m working on a show & rehearsals start on wednesday so i’m living between new york & monaco 😌

thehamiltonsupdates ooh!! what show is it?

ynhamilton 222: a ghost story!! tickets on sale now 😉

francisca.cgomes how long are you away :(

ynhamilton i’m here from april to august <3 come see me bb

lewishamilton kika can wait until i’ve left babygirl

ynhamilton yes sir.

pierregasly yn you should be banned from the internet

[itsrlymine]

Hi bb,

Presently and for the time being, this blog really is THAT BITCH lmao and you know how I know it’s legit? That ur legit?

Because I NEVER interact beyond a “like”, and if I do it’s only ever been one quick message of kudos. And look at me here now! Lmfao got me over typing out a whole ass paragraph😂 Love love love the me that is you and the aura you’re radiating! And the mirroring has been too hilarious💀 from you and all the success stories from miss girl deciding that her man isn’t some one else’s child’s father, to miss mister nonbinary feeling like they would enjoy having their friend group again, and so many more… but those two specifically had me gagged laughing my ass off when I saw them cus they were such unique reflections the way they were reflected to me that I’m not the only one “manifesting” these things and that I’m not a bad person for wanting this😌

Guys, hear me clearly on this: when it comes to intentionally aligning with that which you want to be, we gotta be honest with ourselves about where we’re actually at if we’re ever gonna get more powerful. I had to face the truth that I didn’t have enough “knowing”/“trust” to do a lot of the things I wanted to when I first “remembered” (aka learned about) the “Law”. So I decided to work smarter and just work the damn “process” (of building up “knowing”) until I got the hang of it.

And I’m soooo excited to share that recently I was just chillin casually enjoying this blogs success stories when it started to hit me like wow look at all these birds before land lol I finally made it! From starting at damn near below zero in terms of skill in execution (back in spring of 2021), all the way to now (almost winter of 2024), it took me about 3 years give or take but babyyyyyy I made it🙌

And the craziest part is it’s only just the beginning🤯 don’t get it twisted, over these past 3 years theres actually been a lot of manifestations that have unfolded through me, but any moment now I can feel it that some of the much more “significant” experiences I would enjoy are going to materialize in the physical and I’m honestly over here like 👁️👄👁️ like fuckkkkkkkk it’s hereeeeee? after all this time am I readyyyyyyyy????????? Lmao I’m tryna act cool and keep it chill but everybody on this blog just keeps getting me so hype it actually inspired me to participate and share a little bit for once

Which is all apart of the unfolding going on over here cus I knew personally I wasn’t gonna start participating period point blank anywhere or with anyone until I really started getting somewhere with this whole “manifesting” thing

So yeah just a little contribution to add to the mix of all the happiness and celebrations that everyone is enjoying here together on this blog

See you all again soon, probably with some success stories or pointers that might ✨inspire✨ someone

-🪽🤍🪽-

Hello 🪽🤍🪽!!!!

I feel like I deffo "started" journey around that time as well. Thank you so much for your wonderful message my love! Thank you for proving how legit my page is. I'm honored to have your stamp of approval!! Miss mister nonbinary is f*cking insane babe. Ummm💀

We are deffo not the only ones looking to experience something new and is is great being able to see the reflections in others. Once you know you are that which you want to experience, literally everything falls in line and there is no work to no done.

Don't try to keep it chill. Be hype asf! That's why we are all here!!!

[circle-with-me]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BB 😌🫶✨️ my thots for today are that Will totally has a birthday countdown for your special day: sets an alarm and absolutely wakes you up with his head between your thighs so you can start your day off right 🩷 oh...and one orgasm for every year so you better hydrate that weekend cause the boy will have no mercy K LOVE YOU BYEEEEEE ✌️😘

MA’AAAAAMMMMM the way this made my 🐱🦋 😂😂

i’m an old girl too. you’d have to set me up one of those hamster water bottle contraptions by the bed so i don’t dehydrate 💀

he is MERCILESS too. once he’s attached to you he isn’t stopping until you’re a shaking, convulsing, drooling, babbling mess. he doesn’t care if his jaw is hurting or he’s out of breath he has a job to do and that’s making sure his birthday girl is satisfied. like you said it’s all day/all weekend. he’s catching you in the shower, at the bathroom counter, the kitchen table, the sofa. he even gets you in the clothing section of your favorite store (because of course he takes you shopping). he’s pulling your pants down or pushing your skirt up, panties to the side right there behind the racks and you’re frantically dragging him into the dressing room so you’re not caught. once he gets you in there, all bets are off. he’s ripping your panties off (he’ll buy you new ones) and devouring you. he’s got you up against the wall with both of your legs over his shoulder and the only thing keeping you from falling is him holding onto you by the waist and you gripping onto his curls. you know everyone outside can hear the filthy noises he’s making between your thighs but you can’t bring yourself to care :)

K THANK YOU LOVE YOU SO MUCH BYEEEEEEE 💖💖💖💖💖

[d4isywhims]

hello friends!! happy new year :D

apologies for no sims content lately hehe i have made the (amazing) mistake of purchasing bg3 as my christmas gift to myself and now it owns my soul 😌 i’ve been playing for almost a week now and im STILL in act 1 😭 will be returning to posting sims CONSISTENTLY maybe next week :3 for now, it’s me and my bb astarion against faerun babEY

if any of you have same early game tips, feel free to tell me! :D

[gojonanami]

Babygirl, wishing you all the very best!!

Hope your 2024 is as awesome as you are!!

(Also, babygirl, I hope our girlie in the new Suguru fic is our #1 nerd who's super smart and consistently gets 4.0 gpa xx)

🥺🥺 thank you bb!! wishing you all the happiness and light in the new year

trust me bb she very much is that nerd who wants nothing but an A+ from professor geto and for him to call her a good girl 😌

[heartblobs]

Tag Game for Historical Simblrs! 📖

1. What has been your favorite time period to play in or which one are you most excited for?

Since I’m currently only in the early 1900s (in game), I’ll say which time period I’m looking forward to! It has to be, without a doubt, the 50s-70s. The fashion, the music, the art! It’s all just so- ugh. Y’know? I absolutely can’t wait for the hair and beautiful swing dresses!

2. Do you have a favorite piece of historical cc? (CAS or BB)

Oh god, do I have to pick just one? This is so hard 😭 This may be a little odd, but it could be this dress for toddlers/infants by vintagesimstress. It’s just so easy to pop that on a toddler when there’s so little historical cc for them, and much less for infants! It’s a godsend in my save.

3. Who is your favorite sim currently?

You all haven’t met them yet, but one of Walter and Eva’s children I’ve grown so attached to. They’re the absolute cutest and I really hope I can do their story justice!

4. What is your favorite world?

Glimmerbrook! I love the woods and the river that runs through the tiny, little world. Plus, the aesthetics of the spellcasters is just gorgeous. Close second would have to be Forgotten Hollow, which is a shame because I don’t know if I’ll ever have my historical sims live in either of those worlds. 😓

5. Are you more gameplay or story focused?

Hm, honestly I’m not sure. I try my best to balance out both so I don’t burn myself out, so I’d have to say I’m both!

6. Do you like to play with pets in your historical saves?

I try to, but honestly they’re so annoying to deal with. 😭 I really don’t like Sims 4 pets, which is a shame because I love pets in the previous Sims games. Pets, if I ever incorporate them in the story, will be for story purposes only!! 😅

7. What’s your biggest immersion breaking pet peeve with the game?

NPCs who are dressed in jeans and a tshirt! I am so grateful for the NPC overrides by cowplant-snacks. Am I gonna suffer once long skirts are out of fashion? Yes. But for now I am happy with my lil victorian mailmen strolling around my game 😌

8. What’s your favorite in-game historical item? (CAS or BB)

The entire Vampires gamepack catalog. I use those items for nearly every build for the time period I’m planning in, and they’re all just so pretty. Maybe excluding the coffins.

9. What would you like to see as a new pack or asset to the game?

I’d like more things for children to do! And I don’t mean another activity table. Although Growing Together did help with that, I still struggle with things children and toddlers can actively do. I rely on mods to sometimes send them to rabbithole activities because I just have nothing for them to do once they max out their childhood skills. So yeah! Maybe like, an arcade pack or something?

10. What pack do you think is invaluable as a historical simmer?

Cottage Livings, hands down. In those earlier years, if you don’t want to play as an already richer family, playing as a simple farmer is not only fun but realistic! I have another historical save that I play from time to time just for myself, and my family starts out farming and having chickens and cows and it’s all just so fun!

11. Do you have a favorite mod to enhance historical gameplay?

There’s so many, but I highly recommend the Phone to Notebook Replacement Mod by ayoshi. For some reason, mods that are supposed to make Sims not pull out their phone ever two minutes just don’t work in my game, so this mod just allows them to continue to be obsessed with their phones, they’re just now little notebooks! No time travellers in my game.

12. What’s your ideal family size for playing?

For strictly gameplay, I usually prefer families about 3-4 in size. The Baudelaires will eventually grow to 7 in total, which is a lot of Sims for me, but I’m excited to have the challenge!

13. Do you use poses?

🧍‍♀️ 

14. Do you use any overrides in your game?

Oh my god, yes. I have so many, from eye overrides to cloud overrides. Also, just the few I’ve listed here, just help so much with immersion! I couldn’t play this game without them.

15. Do you, or did you, play off-the-grid during your game?

I really tried to at first, there are just not a lot of necessities that actually WORK off the grid, cc or otherwise. So I just replaced everything I could with older looking electronics. Although, I really wanted the lighting from the candles. Yes, it’s bad at times, but I like it for some odd reason.

16. What lifespan do you play on?

Long/custom lifespan settings! Since every four days is equal to one year in my game, I tried to reflect that in the lifespans.

17. What inspired you to start playing a historically?

I’m almost positive it was the amazing Pixelnrd. I actually started this blog as a royal simblr! I was scrolling around on Tumblr and found Pixelnrd’s blog and that was that. I’ve always loved history and once I found this challenge, I fell in love with the idea of it!

Thank you so much for tagging me @aheathen-conceivably! <3 I’ll tag @0-nouke-0 @carousel-of-sims @sasaofastora @antiquepixels @cattermelons & anyone else who’d like to do this! 

[maxwellhauskaffee]

haiii!!! happy new year 😌 i was curious to see if you had any jesse pinkman drawings? your art is so cool btw! can’t wait to see more of it this year!!

Glad you dig my art!

Right now, I don’t have any Pinkman fanart of BB fanart for that matter.

But I finished the series recently and plan on making some mech for my Etsy.

So you might see some concept art of that in the coming few months!

[extremelesbian]

9, 11, 19?

This has actually been so therapeutic, thank u for sending these over and allowing me to reflect and put my thoughts into words! I hope u have a beautiful night and happy New Year’s Eve Eve bb 🥰

9. Best month for you this year?

April! My ex and I went to South Padre Island and spent a couple weeks w my dad in his home town. Since he moved back there, I try to visit at least once a year but flights are expensive yooo. I feel like that trip solidified that I need to live near water. I need to be near the beach bc it’s so healing for me. I feel at home and I feel grounded when I’m near the ocean. That trip was the last time my ex and I were on really good terms and it felt like old times being best friends again. She’s not in my life anymore but I still have pictures from the trip of her in pure bliss and making sand castles. I’ll always hold love for her and it was just such a beautiful experience to share such a special place with someone who had a special place in my heart at the time.

11. Something you want to do again next year?

Go back to Texas LOL I’m already booking my tickets now!! Just need to find a cat sitter so lmk if u know anyone 🥲

19. What’re you excited about for next year?

I’m excited to learn more about myself and feel comfortable being alone. I’m planning a solo trip to Seattle to see a beautiful artist on Valentine’s Day which is so cute!! Also starting the year off by going to my favorite gay bar alone on NYE and just allowing myself to dance and meet new people. 😌 I generally feel like I need other people around to feel comfortable and let loose, but ik that once I’ve found peace in solitude, I’ve won.

[dollyyun]

YAYY im so glad <3 also! dw about not being on track, u gotta put urself first!!!!

and NAUR WAYY its totally alrightt every update doesnt have to be a fic update like u could just drop a 'heeseung Monster cock.' w no context and id still be like 🥳🥳

ALSO AJ COMEBACK 😭😭😭 the duo is SOOO back 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ i hope 2025 will be alot kinder to both of yall :( and wishing yall an advanced happy new year! MUAHHH xo

-🍥

yep putting myself first is important just as you should too!

thank you for the reassurance bb <3 ngl i still have that lil hesitance whenever i want to update something other than fics but i have to remind myself that this is my blog so i get to do whatever i want :3

ohhh heeseung’s monster cock got me drooling like i need that 7 inch to destroy me <3

AJ COMEBACK YEASSS i love seeing yall celebrating her comeback on here as yall should! that’s my mama🫶🏻i just hope she won’t ever have to experience what she gone through anymore. she deserves all the praise and love🥹also we’re the mother-daughter duo btw so you’ll be seeing me calling her ma aj often😌

i pray 2025 will be kinder to all of us! we all deserve good things🤍an advanced happy new year to you too love💗

[beardedjoel]

Julie pookie angel! Congrats on this 5k milestone!

I’m so happy for you and you deserve it. 🦋You know Smother is branded into the fiber of my brain at this point, the story is so beautifully complex. I love when I can just disconnect from the outside world and dive into these stories, and you have such an amazing gift in your writing.

I’m also so glad that in this corner of the internet, I can tell you that. I’m fairly new to tumblr as of last year but, there’s so many writers on here that I admire for sharing their work and opening up, it’s really allowed me to feel like there’s a community here and I’m so thankful!

For my submission, I would love a mini mood board 🥹 I was in Austin last month and of course all I could think about was our man Joel. Imagine the vibes meeting up with him on a Friday night on Rainey St. in Downtown Austin, bar hopping together and drunk dancing, giggling, cuddling, until the wee hours of the morning 😌😮‍💨

Anyways that’s all 😘

hiya bb! thank you so so much for the love. i'm so glad smother has been a great escape for you when needed - it totally does the same thing for me 🥺 and i'm also very glad that you're here and we get to share this space together, i think you're awesome 💗

and this prompt??? LOVE. i could totally picture this so clearly, just letting loose and having fun with that grump. he'd be a great bar hopping partner! joel insists on "teaching" you how to play pool (you already know how to play pool) and i imagined y'all definitely getting greasy burgers after all the drinking super late at night before heading home and cuddling till you pass out!

[my 5k celebration!]

[kindahoping4forever]

This year I’ve spent more time with all of you than I have with my own family. This fandom isn’t always easy, this website isn’t always functional and this year was impossibly difficult for reasons both global and so personal I don’t want to get into. Under the cut, there are some people I want to individually mention but I know sometimes these posts are basically the equivalent of reading someone else’s yearbook messages so I wanted to give a blanket thank you up front. If you’re reading this, it doesn’t matter if we’ve talked or not, if you are on my blog, you made this year bearable for me. You helped this place feel like home, you helped me feel like I had support and as trivial as this whole thing is, you helped me feel like I had purpose in a year where I literally sat alone in my bedroom all day everyday. Yes, I wish 2020 had been different and god I hope 2021 is better but regardless of all that, I know I have a place here and that gives me more comfort than I could ever put into words (and by now, y’all know I love words). If you’re reading this, thank you.

To my anons, whether you were a regular (SAB and my 🍒 friend, I hope you’re well) or a just a passerby, whether you address me as Tater Tot, Main Crystal, Historian or an all caps MA’AM, whether you’re screaming at me about a fic, something Ash just posted or an interview from 3 years ago that you only have a vague recollection of but need to discuss - I’ve had an immeasurable amount of fun with you. Thank you for wanting to talk to me.

To the regulars in my inbox like @ivebeenasleepsolong , @fedorable-killjoys , @ashtcnirwin, @iknowyouthinkimbulletproof @roarformeprettylion @spicycal @ashtonlftv and many others (some it won’t let me tag and some I haven’t seen around in a minute and the Tumblr folder in my email is only scrolling back so far on mobile smh) - I always appreciate seeing a familiar face (? you know what I mean lol) in my notifications and again, thank you for wanting to talk to me.

In that regard, even if we haven’t talked and you just like or reblog posts, I do notice the people who are consistently popping up in my notifications and appreciate your presence. I won’t shout you out in case you’re lurking on purpose (lol) but I just wanted to mention I value you in our little community.

@sadistmichael @sexgodashton @irwinkitten @suchalonelysunflower @mymindwide @justhereforcalum @oldmes @loveroflrh You’ve all been so generous and encouraging when it comes to my writing and I genuinely cherish every piece of feedback you’ve given me. 

Anyone who has read or supporting any of my fics this year, I can’t thank you enough. Before this year, I’d never publicly shared anything I’d written nor did I plan to. I haven’t worked since March and writing is now how I fill my days, I can’t imagine what I’d be doing without it so thank you for indulging me, encouraging me and occasionally screaming with me. 

@wastethen8 We talk more on other socials than we do here now lol. I'm always so happy to hear from you whether it's about something fandom related we're excited about, a tiktok trend (😁), a song you're learning (💙) or a silly story about your life. Sorry for occasionally ghosting you when I forget to check my snaps lmao. Love you!

@ashtonangst Our meals this year? Sometimes few and far between but ma'am we got fed. I'm so glad to be riding in the superior lane with you. 😌

@notinthesameguey Whether it’s another broke!sos comment, a simple “come get your mans” or something equally entertaining, I adore seeing you in my inbox. (Not to mention the reaction memes omg)

@rebelwith0utacause From discussing 2017!sos to tattoo/pierced!sos to dream cover songs to your contributions to the “Daddy but...” list, any day you grace my inbox is a fine one, Ana. (I still regularly think about that broke!sos essay you sent in lmao)

@ashtonsunshine There’s really only one way I can properly convey my love for you. 

Thank you for your presence in my life. (Yes I am saying this to both the picture and to you 😂💙)

@karajaynetoday If we’re being honest (like pizza), we have been through so much in such a short span of time lmao. Thank you for your friendship, your kind heart and the Aussie snacks. Here’s to being #GirlBosses in 2021. 😌

To my beloved clowns @cashtonasfuck, @pxrxmoore, @feliznavidaddycal Big sigh. Cream Soda. Collarbones. Paying for parking. Auralism. The Cologne Incident. Sprinkle Gate. Water bottles. The Hat Shelf. ****** ****. Our chaos? Unmatched (except perhaps by own Clown King himself). Can you believe there was a time when we thought Ash planting A GARDEN was going to be the most exciting gift he’d give us this year? AND THEN HE MADE AN ENTIRE ALBUM. This year has been unreal in ways both good and bad and I feel like the luckiest clown in the world that I got to experience it with you all. Full send on those vibes, my friends.

@cal-puddies I’m sure everyone on this website is sick of me talking about how much I love you (you might be too, who knows lmao). I’ll keep it brief since I’m sure I’ll tell you at least 5 other times tonight how much you mean to me. I am only making it out of 2020 in one piece because of you. The writing, the clowning, the bad movies, those have all sustained me this year but it’s the knowledge that I have someone unequivocally on my side, that I can talk to about anything at any time that gets me out of bed in the morning (and on the days when I simply can’t get out of bed, you tell me that’s ok and I am also immeasurably grateful for that). I am a better writer from working with you, I am a better person for knowing you. There’s no one I’d rather live in a Cashton AU with, plan to buy an overly ambitious farm with or otter-bond myself to as we float into the unknown waters of 2021. You’re the best bestie.

[lotusmi]

hi lotus my love! i would like to let you know that i saw your post wishing me a happy birthday and I couldn’t resist myself from not texting you. it was a few days ago and i can’t believe I’m 17 already!! I’m so glad that you were thinking about me, i miss you and my blog a lot. I’ve been lurking on tumblr lately to see what was up and i came across your post and it almost made me tear up. I love you bb and I miss you. I’m writing this anonymously bc i don’t want ppl to know my account, i just use this one to read eren fan fics (😌).

to prove that this is me, idk if you remember but a few months ago i posted on my private twitter a picture of feijoada bc i was craving it so much 😭😭 anyways, i’m doing amazing and my healing journey is improving everyday. i love you gatinha, I wish you nothing but the best!!

psa if you’ll post this publicly: i’m not gonna return on @halokisses ever again. the username has been saved, if you guys see anyone use my names or copy my username to disguise themselves as me, just know that it is NOT me!! i asked my friend to save my @ bc I trust her a lot. with that, ily and goodbye <3

Oh Halo, tysm for sending me this. You are such an angel! I was worried that you wont saw that post but turns out you did! I wish you all the best and an amazing new year! I also miss your blog and your posts sm :( when you left twitter there was a text of you on read that I could not see 🙁

Yes, yes I remember 😭 the feijoada proves it all 😭!

If someday you think of coming back or having a twitter/ig again, please contact me! Or if you want to interact you can send me anon asks 💓 I hope you doing well and living wonderfully! Turns out now I am a "blogger" now and you are my most inspiration! 💓 I wish you have fun with the Eren fanfics too!!! I miss you a lot gatinha!

ps: you all can't believe how happy I am now 😭💓💓💓 @halokisses

[thedevilliers]

happy early new year’s eve and new years ♡ a message from me + outtakes under the cut 😌💞👁

thank you guys so much for following, supporting and reading my story this year!!! be it in any way you might’ve done it; likes, comments, replies, asks [anon or not], silently reading it..... any !!! 🥺

it’s really crazy how much my blog grew this year !!! and while imma take some credit 😎 cos throughout this year my screenshot style, dialogue, editing has changed and according to ME!! improved and is still constantly changing bc i can never be happy, u guys still stuck with the de villiers and like their story 💖

just in 2021, ameliver got engaged and married, the fake cheating scandal, they had four kiddies including the legend herself toddler emi who evolved into current Grown Up Emilia, blair d worded :(, chrisemi was no longer a conspiracy and instead grew into something real and have been dating for almost eight years in the story, ameliver are going to couple therapy, theresa is no longer a lil child, harry is still amelias human purse..... HELP !!!!!!!

while i still don’t know if emi’s gen will be the end, there’s still around 5-6 months to go until i think gen 3′s story would end : / so........ until then the de villiers will be staying : ) u will not take them away !! no matter what !! i’ve said before the de villiers’ story is a lil fun hobby i have and i will always prioritize irl obligations and responsibilities over it. cos u know....... JOB !!!! grown up. but even if i have one free hour for them, i do what i can 😎

anyways, heres the photos i promised. again, thank u so much for reading no matter if u were here since the beginning, u left and came back, or u just started 💖😎

(???, timothée, gwendolyn, ???) someone help timmy pls hes so tiny

( timothée, ???, gwendolyn, ???)

my next gen BBS!! some are hidden just for funsies. u saw some of them already 😌

and............ a spoiler from a post comin to u.....NEXT YEAR! haha see u next year 😐 also a lil comparison from exactly a year ago <3

[getoswhore]

ᥫ᭡ ─ HAPPY NEW YEAR! ⸝⸝ bestie appreciation post!

okok, i’ve made some amazing moots— besties* (cause once we meet on this hell site of an app, we automatically 4lifers ‘n your mine forever xx <33) 🤪🤪 like, augh, i never knew i could meet such amazing and genuinely sweet people on here, especially in the span of a few months. like?? 😳😳 that honestly just proves to show how lovely and amazing y'all are :”))) so cmere ‘n gimme a big sloppy new year's kiss!! 😈🖐

AND MAY THE ONLY TEARS YOU SHED ALL 2022 COME FROM GAGGING ON DINGALING, AMEN!! 🥺🙏

@gothmikasasupremacy — my bestie, my love, my everything tbh :(( like you rlly mean so much to me. you've been here for me since forever, since wattpiss!1?1!1 like phewww, can't believe you're sexc ass has stuck with me for this long :”))) you rlly mean a lot to me, like sm. you've been there for me, through everything tbh, and you've always made me smile through the hardest times :”) so cmere ‘n gimme kiss.

@shujisdailyshow — omfg jackie :( my love, my world, my leedle meow meow :(( i love n care for you sm :(( like augh, i hope you truly know that cause after everything we gone through, i will go through all it again cause i care sm for you. </3 anything n everything for you bb :(( also, you're so fuckin sexc 😳🖐 like, pls squish me with those pretty ass thighs n smother me n smooches—

@rynfushiguro14 — omfg you've been here for me since forever and i just want you to know that i rally care for you, like, you really do mean a lot to me. like all of our memories are so fuckin funny, literally, everything we've spoken about was a good time :((( pls you're so funny, you always make me smile n laugh, like you for are an amazing bestie, could never ask for more. <33

@tohokuu — this whore dkfkdnf pls i love you sm. tbh, though we may not interact sm, but when we do, you always make me smile 🥺🥺 pls, you're so funny n your writing is purely amazing, literally art. like how mf, you made me into a mf kpop stan, that's how good you are at writing. i stan you ngl, also, pls you are so pretty, just wanna smother my mf face in your—

@sauza — monty fuckers deserve everything!! plus, your sauza, you deserve the world anyways. 😌😌 but in all seriousness, you fr are just the sweetest n funniest person, like how can you have it all 🙄🖐 share your talent mf. <33 i lob you sm, n i hope you stick with my annoying ass 4lifers cause i rlly do care for you sm bb. :”))))

@dilftaroooo — my leedle fav meow meow 🥺🖐 pls, you are so fucking funny you always make me giggle n queef a lil every time i see you on my dash or when we interact. but augh, you tbh were my first few moots that i have made on this app, n i just wanted to say, thank you, thank you for sticking with my annoying ass self, beautiful!! MWAH!1!1

@earlesskitten — just cmere so i can smooch you. you are fr the most sweetest human being. like, you always make me smile sm 🥺🥺 skfmsmfn i care for you sm, n am always here for you okay, taiji? and your writing is also just so MWAH SPARE SOME TALENT TAIJI PLS SKFSK

@trippingbunnies — you + me = 4lifers. i love talking to you so fucking much cause everytime we do i always feel a connection and get closer with you. like it makes me so happy that you trust me enough to speak about some topics, and that makes me must feel so loved. SO CMERE N GET SOME HUGS N KISSES CAUSE YOU DESERVE IT N SM MORE BB!1!1!

@koutaroulogy — ok, tbh we were closer on watt n sorta drifted on tumblr, but that's perfectly okay, cause i still hold that same admiration n love for you thea bb 🥺🥺 ik you're not as active on here, but every time i see your post it makes me smile, cause i see you're doing well n still thriving, cause you deserve thatr and sm more bb. kissy kissy!1!1

@fsrintaro — my literal wife. you, honey, the sweetest person ever. you make me blush sm, like augh, you don't understand how much i truly love interacting with you. cause you always make me smile n blush, got my toes curling in all 🥺🖐 you rlly do deserve everything n everything cause eeee you're too nice n it makes me want to just smother you n kisses. <33

@voidcamz — i miss you sm 🥺 like i truly do 🥺🥺 ik your on hiatus but gotmgmfk grrr i miss you :(( i miss having our funny and serious convos together :”(( i miss sharing our horny thots together n thirsting love big beefy men like wild animals together dorkdkkd but honestly, your a moot i never wanna lose contact with 😔🖐 so bestie, when you come back pls TELL ME FIRST MF GRRR BARK—

@poiseuns — okay, phewww, you've been here with me since my watt 😟🖐 n that just proves to show how much of a bestie you rlly are fkcnskck jes, ik we don't talk much, but ik when we do i always have that feeling like, “oh she does care for me” N *SNIFF* YOU JUST MAKE MY HEART SWELL ALL THE TIME— n also, pls, YOU MF are so fucking talented i will rip my womb out for a sliver of your talent 😁👍

@diaphanoso — you n me need to kiss rn— every time we interact it's always so nice n supportive 🥺🖐 pls, you are just too sweet n deserve sm recognition with your talent like AUGH YOU ARE SO AMAZING AT WRITING GRR BARK. pls, i hope you take care, n hope we can become closer moots :”))) cause you seem vv funny n PLUS YOU'RE LIKE SUPERHOT—

@blessedfatui — horny little puppy— I STILL LOB YOU. AKFKSK you've been here for me since mf watt 😟🖐 and you've stuck with me since. ESPECIALLY THROUGH SOME RLLY HARD TIMES :”)) so you rlly are n a special place in my heart cause augh we've been through some shitty stuff on that app n still pushed through together bb :)) i lob you sm. ty.

@vlyntage — vlynn 🥺 my world 🥺 my little sweet cheeks 🥺🥺 KSKFKS PLS I LOB YOU SO FUCKING MUCH. i never wanna lose someone as sweet as you :”((( pls, you are just everything n so supportive i can't handle it skfmme just wanna hold you forever n smother you in kisses cause you only deserve the best things in this world with your cute self. <33

@bimbokutos — mf omfg pls, you need to be strapped down n kissed BY ME. skgmskfk ofmgmfm i lob you sm, everytime i see you infesting my inbox it always makes me smile n tbh, rlly motivated ngl. you keep me from wanting to describe NGL SKFKS LIKE THE INTERACTIONS WITH YOU ARE ALWAYS MAKING ME SMILE SO PLS I LOB YOU SM FOR THAT N YOUR CUTE SELF!1!1

@luciuslut — you've also been here for me since watt n have always supported me all the way through 🥺🖐 ofmgmg pls, i lob you sm heather like you don't understand how grateful i am to have you as a good moot. PLS TAKE CARE OKAY?? I LOB YOU SM, MWAH MWAH.

@kakuachoo — OKOK LILY MY BB OFMGMFG I LOB YOU N TBH I LOOK UP TO YOU 😳🖐 your writing is so perfect you don't understand how in love i am with it and how in lob i am with you— like not tryna sound weird but i do be lurking n binge your works 🏃‍♀️💨 also pls, you are so sweet n supportive, like you srsly deserve only all the good things in this world, MWAH.

++ @saintshuji @haitaini @suget @bnnynoir @ambrodias @devilzumi @saintshinobu @satosuguslut @chosophilia @6sens @whoreshijima @sakusins @yesamu @nymphobunnie @anthenais @nkogneatho @nanami-luvr @sunkeiji @luvrindou @01-20-1992 @leviskata @svnnyysvga @mtsuyas @r-indou @ztoji @rinesei @shvji @luvdrvg @cumfuyu @misss-chrisss @laudthingcat + so many more — though we may not talk so much and/or we just became moots (aka 4lifers), i still love you sm and am always here for you if anything!! would love to become closer moots babes. xx take care, MWAH!1!1!

pop the champagne hotties cause it's a new year!!

[wheezykat]

I posted 1,983 times in 2022

7 posts created (0%)

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Blogs I reblogged the most:

@peachpety

@vukovich

@museiums

@ihopeyoubothstaysafefromharm

I tagged 530 of my posts in 2022

#drarry - 41 posts

#lmfao - 13 posts

#pansy mf parkinson - 11 posts

#drarry fanart - 9 posts

#i wanna live in a house filled with joy's art - 9 posts

#my baby is a real peach 🍑 - 9 posts

#stranger things - 8 posts

#harry potter - 8 posts

#ginsy - 8 posts

#draco malfoy - 8 posts

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My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Chapters: 1/6 Fandom: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter, Draco Malfoy/Others (Offscreen) Characters: Draco Malfoy, Harry Potter, Original Muggle Character(s) Additional Tags: Angst, It gets better I promise, Down and Out Draco Malfoy, Draco Malfoy in the Muggle World, Post-War, Harry Potter Epilogue What Epilogue | EWE, Sex Worker Draco Malfoy, Additional Warnings In Author's Note, Panic Attacks, Touch Averse Draco Malfoy, References to Depression, Implied/Referenced Dubious Consent, (not between drarry and offscreen), these warnings sound dark but i promise it's not all that, Eventual Happy Ending, Coffee Shops, Coffee Shop Owner Draco Malfoy, Explicit Sexual Content, Eventual Smut, there are SOME feelings in here, as per usual, Illustration by Babooshkart, (feat in ch 2), Angst and Hurt/Comfort Summary:

After the war, Draco tries to make a life in the Muggle world.

Potter keeps showing up.

14 notes - Posted September 24, 2022

#4

❤ last lines! ❤

Thanks @phd-mama for tagging me!!

I've been working like crazy instead of writing (s i g h) BUT. I do have something for this :) from my self indulgent Panama ginsy fic!

“Mmm, el mundo es un pañuelo,” Parkinson murmers, reaching up to twist her long black hair to one side, “Only so many places to go, Ginevra.” 

Tagging my best bbs and beans @amorsindolor @vukovich @peachpety @calypsotempete @wynnyfryd @secretartlair @academicdisaster24 @nv-md @fw00shy @the-sinking-ship

24 notes - Posted February 4, 2022

#3

drarry tag game

Thank you @calypsotempete and @vukovich for tagging me! How fun. Lol.

When did you get into Drarry and why? I was actually a Jily/Wolfstar shipper back in OG fandom days, and sometimes I would read Viktor/Hermione fic and drarry would be the side pairing. Anyhoo, got back into fandom in 2019 and went down the rabbit hole looking for some of my favorite older fics, somehow ended up in dramione-land and read practically every fic on AO3 for the pairing (I know this sounds crazy, and I wouldn’t believe it if it hadn’t happened to me 😂💀) and then was sad that I had read mostly everything. Dabbled a bit in Drarry fics, reading them at random while waiting for new WIP chapters, for a few months. Then I made a Tumblr. I saw art for Running on Air by @tinyhistory. I am a simple raccoon, I see pretty things, I click. I ended up reading the entire fic in one sitting. 

Which Drarry fic hooked you?  The Fallout by everythursday (Dramione) is the fic that dragged me back to fandom kicking and screaming. Running on Air is what brought me over to Drarry (and by god, is it beautiful!!), but the fic that truly hooked me was Tea and No Sympathy by who_la_hoop.  I think that same week after I finished it, after the requisite amount of time spent staring at a wall and feeling as if my entire life had changed, I sat down and read through all of bix/firethesound/loveglows/lqt fics. There was not a lot of sleep happening. Lol.

Top three favorite Drarry fics: this was so difficult 😂 my 400 bookmarks are yelling at me! 

1. Coming Home by @nerdherderette

M, 9.8k - TWs: MCD, Grief/Mourning, Mild Sexual Content

Three years after his world was shattered, Harry tries to pick up the pieces at the place he once called home. 

I literally can’t even count the amount of times I’ve read this fic - I know that in 2021 I read it 18 times. 💀💀 And I’ve begged countless people to read it. It’s so gorgeous; the prose is exactly what you expect, entirely captivating and encompassing, and Harry’s grief feels so real. Though we don’t get a happy ending here, there’s something about this fic that holds my entire heart. This story taught me a lot as a writer about how a story doesn’t need to be fairy tales  and rainbows at the end to have a striking and meaningful conclusion that feels right. 

2. genesis (you don’t know what it means to win) by crossourbridges

T, 73.5k - No TWs

Harry Potter didn’t help the Malfoy’s because he owed them; he did it because it was the right thing to do. He’s not sure why he keeps going back to visit, except that it seems to annoy Draco Malfoy and he loves annoying Draco Malfoy.

Ya’ll. This Harry. He is the ultimate characterization for me. Honestly, this type of fic is largely not my style - it’s kind of light-hearted and humorous, and there is no smut (😭). BUT. and this is a huge but. The writing is so dynamic, and the drarry banter is SPOT ON, and there’s even some lovely interaction with Narcissa, who I absolutely adore in this story. It’s SO GOOD. I find myself coming back to this fic as a comfort read (because who doesn’t read 74k words for comfort). I absolutely fall in love with the boys all over again every time. I tend to keep this fic open in my tabs, that’s how often I read it!

3. the space between (what you want and what you need) by  disapparater  

M, 13.6k - TWs: major character injury, disability, sexual dysfunction

As a specialist Healer in dark magic, Draco has had his fair share of difficult cases and awkward patients. Still, nothing has prepared him for a curse-paralysed Harry Potter.

Okay. I’m not going to lie. This isn’t an easy read. (In fact, you’ll find that most of the fics I enjoy aren’t). But this is a heartfelt look at acquired physical disabilities, and also features an ace! Draco. Be still, my beating heart! Literary weaknesses abound! As someone who grew up with a disabled parent, who saw the journey in real time and up close, this fic speaks to me on a different level. I love the depth of Harry’s character, and I love the fact that this author chose to write from Draco’s POV as a healer. Being that we’re in Draco’s POV, it’s also incredible to read this fic and get to experience what is, in my opinion, a more accurate portrayal of asexuality/ace spectrum characterisation. As someone who is demi, I’m constantly on the lookout for ace rep in fiction, and this is one of my absolute favorites for that reason. (You can see some of my other ace/demi faves here in my bookmark collection).

HONORABLE MENTIONS

💕 Crown Witness by @slytherco - E, 70k. TWs - violence

After the war, wizarding society is oppressed by a new kind of plague—an organised crime group calling itself the Family.

When Harry Potter goes to interrogate a potential witness, he doesn’t expect to end up on the run again, trying to keep Draco Malfoy alive, while a manhunt follows in their footsteps, adamant on eliminating the one witness that could ruin everything.

In which Harry and Draco learn that the way to each other might just have to go through the dingiest hotels in Britain.

💕 The Body Keeps Score by @amorsindolor - E, 13.5k. TWs - mentions of past trauma (not between drarry)

Draco cries during sex.

A story about touch, intimacy, and the healing we find through mutual trust and love.

💕 holemate by @vukovich - E, 18.9k. TWs - description of wasting disease

Most people never get a soulmate. Harry has buried three. When the mark appears again, this time alongside an American Auror, perhaps a diversion can keep everyone alive. A diversion that looks a whole lot like a chaotic, fuckable Malfoy.

💕 Have Your Cake and Eat It, Too by @peachpety - E, 3.9k. No TWs. 

Harry Potter loves his birthday… until he doesn’t.

All it takes is a miserable slice of jealousy, sprinkled with an unfortunate slip of the tongue, and doused with a heavy dollop of pining to turn Harry sour. Fortunately for him, Draco Malfoy is there to sweeten the day.

See the full post

28 notes - Posted March 10, 2022

#2

six-ish sentences

whew. it’s been awhile since i’ve had anything to share (life is cray for me rn, iykyk) but some lovelies tagged me and whelp. i have this unedited lil nugget that isn’t for anything in particular (except my love of pansy and stuffing too many adjectives in my scenes). ty @vukovich @drarrymybeloved @the-sinking-ship  @mintamintathings for the tags <3

They’re in Panama, this time; the rattling of street carts and faint chatter mix with the sound of twilight waking, its insects chirping as the moon slowly rises against a bruised blue-red sky. A curl of smoke drifts, hazy and swirling in the balmy air, thick and lethargic. It’s heavy, hanging stilted and slow-rising, making the grey smoke lazy in its escape. 

Ginny sighs, watching for a beat, before her feet are moving her across the room. Inch by inch, slender legs reveal themselves, and her eyes can’t help but follow that bare skin up, up, up, their path only impeded by the thin, white cotton robe wrapping itself around Parkinson’s body. She’s languid, in the way she only gets when she’s away, when she knows Ginny has come at her beck and call once again, lounging loose-limbed, a fag hanging delicately between her fingers over the edge of the chair. 

“Thought you’d quit.”

Parkinson’s face turns, eyes flashing open as she lifts the cigarette to her lips, taking a slow drag and exhaling it out the side of her mouth. 

“Thought you said you wouldn’t come.”

tagging my darlings @peachpety @corvuscrowned @calypsotempete @amorsindolor @wynnyfryd @nv-md @drarryruinedme @avenueofesc @mystickitten42 @thusspoketrish @softlystarstruck 

32 notes - Posted January 26, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

throwing rope

@nv-md, my darling. i present to you some shameless Ginny thirst art, and as a bonus, a wee pining Pansy POV. happy valentine’s day, and happy early bday, Ali! <3 i cherish you. all my love to @amorsindolor​ for the beta, hype, and endless wisdom. 💕 you can also read it on AO3! (you can see a better quality image too!) 

Pansy’s heels are rubbing, even encased in familiar worn leather as they are, her shirt sticky and starched from the sweat of the day. A little piece of her aches, small and sharp, watching as a faint smile crosses Ginevra’s lips, even in the thick of it all. The heat bears down on their backs as the sun burns across the skyline.

Wisps of hair escape Ginevra's braid —tickling her nose and sticking to the perspiration dotting her skin —a loop of rope held in her loose fist. It’s dusty today, much like it is everyday, a thin film of ochre infiltrating anything not locked down or closed up tight. The constant stomping of boots and hooves kicking up the earth is a regrettable exasperation, spinning tiny whirlwinds of grit to tuck into every crevice.

Pansy thinks that maybe she wasn’t quite built for this world, feeling shaky in her own skin, smothering it all up in sharp barbs and snarky quips, edging out anyone who might get close enough to find her out. But Ginevra, well. It’s like she’d been carved out of the mighty red rocks themselves, standing in strong relief against the backdrop. Taking her own place in the landscape, belonging to the earth and the sky and the stars. 

Ginevra laughs, looking at Pansy a split-second before she throws her rope through the air. 

It’s that feeling, those hidden looks and sly smiles, that tells her this much for certain: that she may be able to count her name among the rest of those great, big things that tether Ginevra to this world. 

And that Pansy wants to feel her own lasso pull taut. 

60 notes - Posted February 14, 2022

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Right Love at the Wrong Time

CW Tags-BkKr, trans!Kiri, afab terms, cunnilingus, married/divorced, angst, Baku tears give me life😌, reunions, add a little this and that, and lookie there> a happy ending♥️ a gift for my dear friend on Twitter @shroomphanie love you bb!!

It's hard to believe it's been 15 years since graduating highschool. So much time has passed. It feels like an eternity seeing just 10 years ago, Katsuki walked away from the love of his life.

Thinking back on that day has been a constant occurrence over the years. It was hard to believe the day he said 'I do, he thought that would be it. That he would have forever and a lifetime with the redhead by his side. Unfortunately, he wasn't so lucky.

He still remembers it as if it was yesterday the moment he signed his name across the bottom of the divorce papers. He couldn't tell you what was said that day, too focused on the feeling of his heart crumbling within his chest. He couldn't even dare look over at the one he once called his husband because if he had, Katsuki would have made things worse by begging Eijirou to stay. Both of them knew this was best.

They had gotten married so young and it just wasn't working out for them. Both busy trying to get their lives together, and climbing the rankings to become the top hero. Both too busy for time together and what was needed to make a marriage work. They were going nowhere and separating was the only option.

Katsuki would tell anyone till he was blue in the face that he wasn't a quitter and he didn't just /give up/ on his marriage. It was a mutual agreement. It hurt like hell of course, nothing about saying /it's over/ was easy. Eijirou was his everything and loved him more than life, but they were just kids and marriage wasn't in the books for them.

So yeah, their friends were floored when they found out the news. None of them ever expected this, seeing how close Katsuki and Eijirou had always been. But over time they seemed to understand, but it never deterred them from occasionally asking Katsuki when he was going to finally go after Eijirou and be happy again.

Of course Katsuki wanted to go after him the moment it was over, never wanting to feel the pain of losing him ever again. He never did though. Instead he would just shrug off their question or lie and say he /was/ happy.

The biggest lie he's ever told.

But life goes on, he couldn't just wallow around heartbroken forever. He had a job, a /career/, to build up. He wasn't going to become the #1 hero staying at home because of a divorce.

So he does. Katsuki busts his ass every damn day, slowly but surely climbing closer to the #1 spot. Keeping himself busy with any and all work he can handle, taking on extra patrol shifts and whatnot. He did what he had to do and five years after his divorce, he finally opened his own agency. One that was going to be for both him and Eijirou. But he did it and ignored the pang in his heart of distant memories.

Ten years seems like a lifetime ago for Katsuki. He's older now, more mature than anyone ever thought was possible. Guess that's what age does to people, they /grow up/. He still has his moments of course, but Katsuki is looked up to and respected by so many people now being the number two hero and all.

It doesn't even feel like it's been fifteen years since he graduated from UA. But obviously it had been that long according to the letter sitting between his fingers. In two days is his class reunion, and younger Katsuki would say /hell no/ to going, but older him knows it'll do him good to see some of his other classmates that he hasn't seen in years. Plus, he can practically hear Pinky yelling at him now telling him he's going regardless, even if she has to drag him.

Or he just didn't happen to notice her standing at his office door, hip cocked to the side, holding out the same letter he has.

"I know you heard me. I don't want to hear any excuses, you're going. You can ride with me, Kami, Shin, and Sero."

Katsuki quirks his brow as he looks her over, a daring glint flashing in the woman's yellow eyes. "I am /not/ piling up in a single vehicle with all you idiots. I'll take myself."

"C'mon you can't bail on...wait, you're gonna go?" Mina stares back at him, eyes widened slightly. "Are you sick or something?"

"Tch, no /idiot/," he admonishes with no real heat in his words. "I already decided to go, see what those other extras have been up to."

"Hmm, I see," Mina says. "Guess I'll save my /bag 'em and drag 'em/ idea for another occasion."

Katsuki snorts out a laugh, laying his letter out on his desk. "As if you could get one up on me, Pinky."

"Don't be so sure, I have my ways. Since you are going, any idea what you are going to wear?"

"M'gonna stop you right there. I don't need fashion advice from a chick who still thinks zebra print is an acceptable fashion statement. So don't even offer. I've got it covered."

"Such a buzzkill. We haven't had a shopping trip together in years."

"Last time I agreed to go shopping with you, I came home with shit I still have no idea what it is and I'm still pissed at the /glitter bomb/ you let off in my living room. It's been five years and I'm still vacuuming up that shit out of my rugs," Katsuki glares over at her. "You know I had glitter in my damn hair for weeks and people wouldn't stop staring at me like I had grown two heads or some shit."

"Sheesh Blasty, such a grump. I've said sorry like a million times. I didn't /know/ you couldn't just open it without it exploding everywhere."

"It's called a glitter /bomb/ for a reason, dumbass. I swear you and Sparky are the worst. That fucker still isn't allowed to use anything in my kitchen after the tomatoe incident."

"But you love us. Since you're not gonna go, guess I'll round up the boy's and drag them shopping with me."

Katsuki grunts, turning back to his work, assuming Mina was leaving.

"Hey, Bakugou?"

"What?"

"Glad you're coming to the reunion."

Katsuki looks up in time to see her smile softly before disappearing out of his office. It wasn't /that/ big of a deal, he thought to himself. It was just a reunion. And not like he had to stay all night, just long enough to enjoy a few drinks, catch up a little bit and then leave.

There was nothing to worry about.

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Okay fuck. He wasn't going. How it didn't click in his mind when he responded to the invite that he was going to attend was beyond him. But as he paces his bedroom barely an hour before he's supposed to be there, does it hit him.

It's a reunion for fucks sake. Of course /he's/ going to be there. Katsuki can't believe he didn't think of it before. He most likely would have had to experience whatever plot Mina had in mind for him because he definitely would have told her no.

It's not a big deal, not really. But fuck, it's been ten years since he last saw him. They've both grown up, sure, but will Katsuki be able to handle seeing Eijirou after all this time, being almost positive the man's going to look just as amazing as the last time he saw them.

Katsuki could know what he looks like now, but avoided all social media and his annoying ass extras knew better than to bring Eijirou up around him. Just thinking about him caused his heart to clench in ways he swore he would never deal with again. He was lucky in a way when they split, that Eijirou had taken an offer to go to the States to train and become a top hero there, and Katsuki never had to really worry of seeing him.

Not that he hates the idea of seeing Eijirou. Eijirou was gorgeous and there was no denying that. It was just...just the feelings that were brought up when it came to his ex-husband. 

Would Eijirou even look his way? They had kept in touch for a little while after the split, but both became too busy rather quickly and lost touch over the years. For all Katsuki knows Eijirou may not even care or what's worse is he could be happily married to someone new by now.

Fuck. That thought alone had a sinking feeling settling in his gut. What if he /was/ married to someone else? Katsuki doesn't think he could handle seeing the love of-...his ex-husband happy in the arms of another.

It seems shallow as fuck, he knows this. Of course he wants Eijirou to be happy, that's all he's ever wanted. Does he have to like it? No, no he doesn't, but he's not the same immature asshole he used to be and can handle whatever comes his way.

He /can/.

----

"You're /WHAT/?!" Katsuki flinches, pulling the phone away from his ear as the woman on the other end screeches at him.

"You heard me, Pinky."

"Oh no, I don't think I did! It sounded like you said you weren't coming and I know those words did /not/ just come out of your mouth."

"I-..."

"No, I don't want to hear it. You better be ready in 5 damn minutes or else."

"Ash, I'm not…" before he could finish the line went dead.

Well so much for thinking Mina may let him off the hook. He doesn't need this, not right now. He's avoided it for ten fucking years. There's no way he can handle it after so long of bottling up all his emotions. He's focused on nothing but his career, Katsuki can't just waltz into this reunion and lay eyes on someone he thought he would be with forever and just be okay with it. Not when there's even a possibility of Eijirou being with someone else.

Katsuki came a long fucking way from where he used to be, but he is only human and the emotions threatening to escape him is more than he's dealt with since before his divorce.

He's done everything to keep his mind clear. From extra shifts at work to nameless faces he's let warm his bed at night. Never getting attached, never bothering to learn anything about them. Just another body to satiate his needs if only for the night, though no one could ever fully satisfy him. No one was ever good enough, not like…

A loud knock on his front door pulls him from his thoughts. He knows it's Mina but he can't make himself get up from his spot on the bed to go answer the door, too busy drowning in emotions he buried so long ago. He's thirty three for fucks sake and can't keep it together for one damn night.

"I'm coming in," he hears her yell as the distinct sound of a key jiggles against the front door. "Blasty, where are you, I thought I told you to...be...Bakugou?"

Katsuki looks up from staring at the old, worn picture in his wallet to see Mina standing there in his doorway. How he wishes he could tell her how beautiful she looks, because he knows she does, but his vision was already blurry and the lump in his throat made it impossible to form words. This is why he bottles shit up, this is why he never lets anyone bring up Eijirou around him.

No matter how /right/ and /mature/ their reasons were for separating, Katsuki could never get rid of the hurt in his heart and the love that never faded for his ex-...for his best friend.

"Oh, babe," Mina coos softly as she makes a spot beside him on the bed. It wasn't long before arms curled around him, holding him close. "Bakugou, I-...I wasn't even thinking."

"S'fine," he sniffles. "It was stupid, I-I thought I'd be okay...I don't know where that even came from."

"Hey, it's not stupid. You were in love, so so in love. I swore the two of you were soul mates. Parting ways is never easy," Mina says, rubbing a soothing hand across his back. "Look, we don't have to go. I can tell the boys to go on and me and you can hang out here and watch shitty horror flicks and get drunk off cheap beer. What'd ya say, Blasty?"

Katsuki pulls back to wipe at his face, chuckling softly at his pink haired friend, "As much as I would /love/ to do that, I'd be the biggest dick ever if I kept you here and not let you go show off how gorgeous you are to that idiot himbo fiancé of yours."

Mina punches his arm playfully, "Heyy, Tetsu's not a total idiot but you are right. It would be pretty shitty not to show off this outfit that cost more than I dare to admit."

"Well let's go get your money's worth then, yeah?" Katsuki pushes off his bed to straighten out his suit.

"Are you sure?"

"I think I needed this to be able to get through tonight. I miss him, Ash. I really do, but we were young and stupid, I know this. I'm not the same kid I used to be, I'm sure he's changed too. And...and if he's with someone, I can be happy for him."

Mina gives him a soft smile, "I'll be right there with you, okay? You don't have to go through this alone." She gives him a reassuring hug before pulling back and looking him over. "Besides, I'll look even better with a handsome man like you at my side. You look good, Bakugou. Let's go see what our classmates have been up to all these years."

"Thanks, Ash. I uh, I really appreciate all this."

"C'mon, Blasty. Can't be going soft on me," she teases and Katsuki let's her finally drag him out and load him in the car with the others. He would never admit to them, but his life would suck 3ven more without them.

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"Lookin' good, bro, but ima have to steal my soon-to-be wife away from you," Tetsu claps him on the shoulder before pulling Mina into his side.

"Go ahead, I'm going to go get a drink," Katsuki says. Mina eyes him and he waves off the concern flashing in her eyes. "M'fine, Pinky. It's just a drink. Go mingle or whatever the fuck it is they call it at the damn things."

His friend just laughs and he makes his way off to the open bar and waves down the bartender. He orders a beer and once given his drink, Katsuki takes a swig and turns, putting his back against the bar to gaze out among the sea of people moving about in front of him. 

Everyone looks different but all the same. The years seemed to favor everyone, most of his classmates owning their own agencies or working alongside other top heroes. Even Deku has his own, shared alongside his husband, Todoroki. He can't stand that the nerd is still above him but he can't help but be happy to see how far he's come. Again something Katsuki would never dare admit aloud to anyone.

His eyes keep wondering until they spot an all too familiar head of red spikes and his heart lurches in his chest. /He's here/. Katsuki should look away but he can't make himself do so. Even from the distance he can see how much he's grown, he looks /good/. His broad shoulders filled out his burgundy button down, hugging perfectly against his bulking frame. 

He can't help but recall all those nights he was draped over him, kissing against those same shoulders, biting and leaving his mark all across tanned flesh. The way his skin rippled as his quirk activated while they were in the midst of pleasure, the way he couldn't control himself when his body was close to crawling over the edge. 

Katsuki remembers the way his nails would dig into him when Eijirou towered above him as he rode his cock, bringing himself to orgasm over and over. The way his body…

"Shit," Katsuki cursed under his breath as he felt his cock begin to stir. What was wrong with him? It was only a glance and his was picturing them fucking of all things.

He should probably go before he really does embarrass himself but before he does...Katsuki looks up once more, to see him one last time before he leaves, and everything around him seems to stand still. As he looks up, instead of being met with the side profile as before, he's met with crimson eyes staring back at him. 

Eijirou was looking back at him, giving him a smile Katsuki had missed for so long. He almost wants to go to him, to at least speak and he thinks he should, but just as he moves to push away from the bar, he notices something he didn't notice before.

Even as the two stare at each other, Katsuki notices a head of black hair curled into the redhead's side, an arm wrapped around his waist. He wasn't alone, of course he wasn't. He knew this could have happened, he just didn't want to believe it. 

Eijirou had found someone else.

----

Katsuki can feel emotions threatening to bubble to the surface once more but like hell he would let himself be seen like that in front of so many people. Instead of leaving, Katsuki breaks eye contact and turns back around. If he doesn't look at him, he can pretend Eijirou's not even here.

With that in mind he flags down the bartender once more and orders a couple of shots. He needed something strong to get a damn beer to get through the rest of the night or at least until he could find Mina and get the hell out of here.

He was just downing his first shot when his luck seemed to run out.

"One of those for me?"

Fuck.

"Tch, open bar. Order yourself a damn shot," Katsuki gruffs out, snatching up his second shot and throwing it back.

"Aw, and here I thought you might've missed me," Katsuki turns his head to face the man who he can't seem to avoid.

"What might have given you that idea, shitty hair?" He smirks over at him, lifting his hand up to let the bartender know he wants another round. 

"Wow, haven't heard that in ages. Been a while, Ka-Bakugou. How have you been?"

Well fucking /ow/. That shit had no business hurting like it did, but that name change wasn't expected. Granted it's been years, can he really expect to be called his given name by the only person he was okay with doing it after everything?

"Fine."

Eijirou pulls himself up on a barstool, moving in closer than necessary as he continues to speak. "That's good man. I uh, didn't think you would be here. You never liked doing public events like this."

"Tch, shows what you know."

Eijirou forces a laugh, rubbing the back of his beck like he always does when he's nervous or embarrassed. "Guess things change, huh? We've gotten old haven't we?"

"M'not old, asshole," Katsuki grumbles, picking up another shot. "What're ya doing over-..."

"You look really good, Bakugou. Like really good," Eijirou blurts out.

Katsuki can feel his cheeks flame at the comment, completely throwing him off guard. "Hah? Who the hell just says that shit?!"

"Sorry, I uh, well I saw you looking at me before and I thought I was just imagining it and then you looked back and well...I'm just saying, you look damn good, man. The years treated you well."

"Tch, I fuckin know I look good, idiot. You don't look so bad yourself," Katsuki says, moving his focus to the amber liquid sloshing around the glass in his hands.

"Yeah? I've been working really hard to get where I am. I'm looking forward to being back home and mayne I can even get back on with Fat. Tamaki said I always had a spot there if I ever came back."

"What?" Katsuki brows raise in confusion as he looks back at Eijirou. "You moved /back/? As in permanently?"

"Yeah, I got back a couple weeks ago. I missed everyone and thought it was time to come back home where I belong."

If Katsuki was a complete idiot, he'd believe that /home/ meant back with him. And maybe Katsuki is a fucking idiot, but he's definitely not a /stupid/ idiot. 

"I'm back at my Ma's for now. Waiting for the rest of my stuff to be delivered back from the states before I find a new place."

"Are you serious?"

"Um yes? Did I say something wrong?"

"You're a goddamned idiot."

"Jeez, um okay."

"How can you put Ma out like that when you have a partner? Why couldn't you stay with them? Her house ain't big enough for three grown ass people under the same roof. I thought you were better than that," Katsuki snaps, his fingers curling tightly around his glass.

"Hey, whoa, wait a minute. I know I can be a dumbass sometimes, but where the hell did you get /partner/ from? It's just me, man. I think I'd know if I was seeing someone," Eijirou says, sighing heavily.

His heart flips against his chest. So that person wasn't his partner? Maybe just a friend? This was good, well it's better than thinking otherwise. Katsuki can feel himself relax knowing that at least Eijirou wasn't here with anyone.

"Besides, I wouldn't have left my date alone just to come see you. I uh, I didn't know if you were here with anyone, but I really wanted to come see you."

Katsuki can't be blamed for his actions. He'll blame the alcohol if anyone asks, which they better not. But he's waited ten fucking years and he can't hold back anymore.

He stood abruptly from the barstool and took hold of Eijirou's wrist and dragged him towards the nearest exit. Eijirou stumbles along behind him but he doesn't dare stop. Because if he does, Katsuki won't go through with it and will walk away from Eijirou for good. 

So while he has his wits about him, he doesn't let Eijirou go, not even when he waves down a taxi or when Eijirou questions where they are going. His fingers stay curled around his wrist even as they pull up at Katsuki's apartment and he leads him upstairs.

It isn't until his front door is shut and locked behind him does he let go. And only then, it's so he can close the distance between them and wrap his arms Eijirou's neck. He leans in to kiss him but stops. He can't. He can't do it, not like this. Not knowing if this is something Eijirou even wants. 

"Baku-..."

"Tell me you don't want this and...and I'll stop," Katsuki whispers, his breath ghosting over parted lips.

Eijirou sighs softly, his own arms coming up to hang loosely around Katsuki's waist. "Do you want me to be honest?"

Katsuki's heart drops. He knew it. He knew it was too good to be true, that he could actually have Eijirou in his arms once more. Like a dumbass he rushed into this, bringing Eijirou all the way back here just for him to not feel the same, to not love Katsuki anymore. And that...that hurt.

He should've just stayed home and let Mina destroy him with cheap ass beer. He wouldn't be on the verge of tears again if he never went to the stupid reunion and saw Eijirou's stupidly handsome face. 

"Hey, wh-...why are you crying? /Katsuki/?" And that was his undoing. The moment Eijirou whispered his name did the tears fall, streaking his flushed cheeks. 

"I-I'm sorry...I shouldn't have brought you here. I'll call you a cab," Katsuki mumbles, trying desperately to shut off the water works. He goes to pull away but the arms around him tighten.

"Don't...please," Eijirou says softly, leaning forward to press his forehead against Katsuki's. "I've waited so long...I never thought I'd have you in my arms again."

Katsuki's breath hitches at the admission. Could it be that Eijirou feels the same, that he longed for him in the same way Katsuki never stopped longing for him?

"I told you, I didn't expect to see you tonight and when I did...I just...I /needed/ to really /see/ you. So please, please Katsuki, don't make me leave."

Katsuki blinks back his tears, staring into the crimson eyes he's dreamed of nonstop over the last decade. He was really here, holding Katsuki, /wanting/ Katsuki.

"I never wanted you to leave back then," he admits, curling his fingers into red locks.

Eijirou chokes back a sob, startling Katsuki but he doesn't dare pull away. "Shit, I never wanted to let you go either. It killed me, Kats. So many nights I laid awake thinking of you, hoping it was all just a dream and that I'd roll over and you would still be beside me. We were fucking kids, stupid crazy kids, but...I can't help but think that it all happened for a reason. It just wasn't our time. But I'd like to believe I'm here for a reason, that maybe now it /is/."

"You think we'd even be able to pick it back up after all that time? We lost so much time, Ei...what if...fuck, what if you don't see me in that way anymore?"

"Time is something we can never get back, but I can think of a million and one things to make up for it. And I can swear on my life here and now, I never stopped loving you. I'll always see you as the boy who stole my heart almost twenty years ago."

"Fuck, Ei...Stay, just stay," Katsuki begs before closing his eyes and leaning in to mesh their lips together. 

It felt like his body was alive for the first time in years. His heart pounded like a drum in his chest as warmth spread through his limbs like liquid honey, melting him into the embrace of the man he adores more than life.

His lips move languidly over Eijirou as his tongue flicks out, begging for entrance and Eijirou obliges. He groans softly into the kiss as their tongues glide along one another. 

It was over too soon for his liking but the lips pressing against his jaw, trailing down to his neck made up for the sudden loss.

"Ei...ah, I- it's been too long, I don't think I can hold back," Katsuki moans as teeth scrape over his skin.

"Then don't. Give me all of you, Kats," Eijirou urges as his fingers move to unbutton Katsuki's shirt. Katsuki follows suit and works on Eijirou's clothes.

"Bedroom, not here. Wanna feel all of you."

The redhead whines softly but nods and let's Katsuki lead the way to his bedroom. It wasn't long before the both of them stood at the edge of his bed, hands working to rid each other of the barriers on their body. Once naked, Katsuki's hands curl around Eijirou’s waist and guide him up on the bed to lay flat on his back.

Katsuki crawls up between his thighs, leaning down to trail kisses up his legs, not stopping until he reaches jaw. "M'gonna make you feel good baby, I promise. Let me enjoy you, Ei."

"Kats, please. Touch me, nghh, God I missed you so much," Eijirou groans as he rolls his hips, the head of Katsuki's cock brushing over his pulsing mound.

Katsuki shutters at the feel of him. It's taking every ounce of his being to not thrust inside him right now, desperate to feel his fluttering walls clamp down around his cock. It's been so long, he doesn't want to rush it. Not yet.

Fighting back the urge to fuck Eijirou, Katsuki retreats, kissing his way back down Eijirou's body, stopping only to suckle a perky nipple between his lips, drawing more sweet sounds to fall from Eijirou's lips. Teeth sink into the sensitive bud, sure to leave a mark behind before he continues kissing his way down,closer to where he wants to be the most.

"K-Katsuki, p-please,I need you," Eijirou begs.

"Ssh, I've got you, Ei," Katsuki coos. He brings a hand up to cup over his wet cunt and he can feel Eijirou's slick dripping down his lips to coat his fingers. He can't help but pull away to push them past his own lips. His eyes roll back at the sweet taste as he sucks the juices away.

Katsuki can't hold back anymore. Pulling his fingers from his mouth, he dives down between Eijirou's thighs and shoves his tongue into his pussy. Sounds of his slurping and Eijirou's moans fill the empty room. He can't seem to get enough, the longer he licks into him, the more slick gushes out into his waiting mouth.

Fingers soon replace his tongue as the thick muscles licks up between his lips until he finds something he wants more. Something that has Eijirou bucking off the bed as soon as his tongue flicks over it. Katsuki moans into his cunt making the redhead tremble beneath him as his tongue works over his clit, every flick  and thrust of his fingers bringing Eijirou closer to the edge.

"/Nghh/, Katsuki! Yes, right there. Don't stop, fuck!"

As if he would ever stop. The taste of Eijirou was addictive and how he misses it. His own cock throbbed and leaked beads of pre into the bedsheets below. He ached to be buried inside Eijirou, fucking him until neither could dare to move.

"Katsuki, baby, I'm about to come. /Ah-nnghh/, yes! K-kats, I'm-..." Eijirou's words die on a broken moan as his body arches off the bed, his thighs clamping down around Katsuki's head as his cunt squirts his release. 

Katsuki's moan is drowned out by Eijirou and the sweet liquid seeping past his lips. His fingers still as Eijirou's walls spasm around them as he rides out his orgasm. Katsuki gently licks away what slick he can before pulling away and slowly removing his fingers from within him.

"You good, Ei?" he asks, licking at his lips, moving back up to peck at Eijirou's cheeks.

"Mhm," he smiles, "very good."

Katsuki chuckles softly before capturing his lips letting Eijirou taste himself, both groaning into each other's mouth. As he licks deeper into Eijirou's mouth, his hand sneaks between their bodies to grip his aching cock, stroking slowly, smearing pre over his length.

"M'gonna fuck you now," he mumbles into Eijirou's mouth, not wanting to pull away. Katsuki could feel Eijirou's legs spread, a silent agreement to his statement. Without wasting anymore time, he lined his cock up and slowly pushes inside his cunt. He hisses at how sensitive he was as his cock was wrapped in silken heat.

By the time he was fully sheathed, he could feel his own legs beginning to shake. He doesn't know how much longer he can hold back before Eijirou's cunt becomes his undoing. It's overwhelming, the sensation of /finally/ being inside him, the feeling of being /home/ where he belongs, Katsuki can't control himself.

His teeth dig into his bottom lips as he snaps his hips forward, his eyes roll back into his head as Eijirou cries out.

"Kats, ah-fuck, feel /so good/," Eijirou praises, lifting his legs to curl over Katsuki's own. "More, please."

The wet smacks of his cock ramming into Eijirou's juicy cunt echoed in the small room. He thrust harder and faster, barreling toward the edge quicker than he wanted, but fuck it felt /too good./ He could feel his balls drawing up as the smacked wetly against Eijirou's ass.

"God, Eiji! Fuck, you feel so good. So fucking tight. Gonna, /hnnn/...fill you up," Katsuki groans, his nails digging into the flesh of Eijirou's hips as he rams his cock deeper inside him.

"Y-yes! Please, come for me, Kats."

"Fuck yes, Ei. Mmm, fuck you look so good beneath me. Been so long baby."

"Miss my pussy that much, Kats? Eijirou teases, reaching down to rub at his clit.

"So much. Rub it faster baby, come on my cock. Yeah, just like that."

"Kats…"

"Eijirou! Oh /Eijirou/! I love you, I love you so fucking much," the coil in his gut threatened to snap as Eijirou's cunt started to flex around his length.

"Gonna come, Kats, fuck me harder baby! Kiss me, please fuck," Eijiro pleads, pulling himself up as him curls his arms around Katsuki's neck.

A calloused hand cups a flushed cheek as he leans down to lock their lips. The moment their lips met, Eijirou's pussy tightened around his cock, squirting slick over his groin. Katsuki swallows down the soft moans as his hips continue fucking into him, chasing his own release. It took two more thrusts before his slit burst thick ropes of come to fill Eijirou's cunt. He could fill his spend dripping from his cunt to soak the bed.

He let himself catch his breath before he pulls his softening cock from inside him and letting him collapse onto the bed next to Eijirou. Before the redhead could complain, he curls his arms around Eijirou’s front, and pulls him into his chest. 

"We should go clean up," Eijirou mumbles sleepily.

Katsuki groans but knows he'll regret it later if he doesn't. So giving Eijirou a quick kiss, he crawls out of bed and heads to the bathroom on the other side of his room. He quickly starts a bath, letting the water warm before turning back to go get Eijirou. The redhead was still laying on his side, his eyes halflidded as Katsuki approached the bed. He couldn't ignore the way his heart clenched against his chest at the sight. God how he missed him.

Smiling softly down at him, Katsuki scoops Eijirou up into his arms and back into the bathroom where the two lay together in the heated waters. No words were needed, just being there with each other was more than either could ever ask for.

After a long soak and washing each other off, Katsuki helps Eijirou out of the tub and offers him some clean clothes to change into while Katsuki changes the bed sheets. Once the bed was changed, Katsuki climbs in, crawling under the sheets, pulling them back for Eijirou to curl up beside him. 

He pulls him close, one arm resting under his head while the other curls around his stomach, his face resting in the crook of Eijirou's neck. He still can't believe this was even happening. A part of him swears it's all a dream and he's going to wake up to an empty bed. An image he still hasn't grown accustomed to even though it's been ten years. It all feels unreal and he doesn't want this to be some stupid, heartbreaking dream.

"Be with me, Ei. Say you'll stay. Be mine once more," Katsuki breathes into the crook of Eijirou's neck, pressing soft kisses against sweat slicked skin, his voice heavy with emotions. 

"I'm never leaving you again. I promise. I'm here to stay. I love you so much, Katsuki," Eijirou says, lacing his fingers with the hand under his head.

"Then marry me, marry me and be my husband for the rest of my life."

"Yes, Katsuki."

Blinking back tears once more, but at least this time they were tears of happiness, Katsuki leans over just enough to once more kiss the love of his life goodnight.

"I love you too, Eijirou."

~the end