#happilychaengs :]

[urfriendlylocalidiot]

Happy birthday @happilychaengs 🥳 I hope you have an amazing day doing all your favorite things

I really hope this is good since my angst isn’t the best .. the ending kinda gets shaky

Forever Never

chaeyoung x gender neutral reader

Were you guys ever meant to be?

Meeting Chaeyoung was a whirlwind, you guys met when she After putting out a few (not very successful) albums, you guys finally had a song blow up in TikTok, at least enough to land you guys in a semi-decent venue performing for $20 a ticket. It was the best show you guys had performed to date, you guys had the largest turnout and the cover songs you guys did were the best. actually approached you first. You were the guitarist for a super indie band, you guys really only performed at small venues and dive bars. You had been playing instruments for as long as you could remember, much to your parents dismay. You had known your band members since you were in diapers and decided to form a band with them in high school.

After putting out a few (not very successful) albums, you guys finally had a song blow up in TikTok, at least enough to land you guys in a semi-decent venue performing for $20 a ticket. It was the best show you guys had performed to date, you guys had the largest turnout and the cover songs you guys did were the best.

Afterwards, you guys were shocked to find people staying after, hoping to ask you guys some questions. However, what shocked you the most was that one of them asked you for your number. Which, for the first time, you actually gave, since she was literally gorgeous. Upon first glance, you already thought she deserved to be on magazine covers, not in the sketchy venue.

And after a few minutes of conversation and learning her name was Chaeyoung, and already calling her ‘Chae’ instead, you decided to invite her to drinks with you and your band. It was a classic after performance tradition. And, you were glad to have made that decision to say the least, the girl could DANCE and you guys had the time of your lives!

—

Let’s just say the next morning, you wake up in unfamiliar sheets (you were in a random hotel) with a splitting headache, and text from a number in your phone saved as ‘Chae ❤️’. You smile to yourself as you read the text she sent you “good morning sunshine, we need to redo last night ASAP”.

And that’s how you and Chaeyoung’s relationship starts. Although you guys never quite put a label on it, you always felt warmer around her. And you hoped she felt the same way. After a month of partying with her, you decide to take her out on a date.

You pick her up and give her flowers. You take her to coffee and a walk around a nearby park. It was nice, domestic. A far cry from how your relationship with her had been. You guys actually fully discuss your relationship with each other, and decide that you’re dating now. And that made you so happy, you just had to pull her into a kiss.

—

6 months later, you guys are still going strong. And you also have found out about Chaeyoung’s job. When you first found out you were shocked, but after Chaeyoung reassured you that it would never make her see you any different, you felt more okay with it. It still made you a little annoyed that you had to hide your identity a to protect her. But you would sacrifice anything for her.

You even surprised her with a promise ring and she offered to let you move in with her. In her mind, you were hers already and she liked having her things close by. Not that she would ever say that aloud.

At first you were hesitant, you didn’t want to have to rely so heavily on her. But the more you thought about it, the more you came around. Her place was closer to the studio where you recorded music with your band anyways.

—

1 year has passed since you asked her out on that coffee date. And you truly thought everything was going great. Until you came home one day to moans coming from you and Chae’s bedroom. When you walk in, your heart breaks. Chae isn’t just with one other person, she’s with 3, of all different genders.

You immediately slam the door, in tears and just leave. Just earlier that month, Chaeyoung had convinced you to quit your band, saying that it was a waste of time. Because of that, you weren’t in contact with your friends anymore and your parents had cut ties with you when you stayed with the band after high school. All you had was a freelance music job you did online. You just went, with no where in mind. There was no where else you could call home now.

Maybe in your heart you had always known Chae was doing something. In the back of your head, you were always a little insecure about dating an idol from one of the world’s largest kpop groups. You never felt good enough, especially when she asked you to cover your face whenever going to her company. It became even more obvious when she said she wouldn’t go on public dates with you anymore, it was just too dangerous. At the time you had agreed to all of her demands, but now you can’t help but wonder if you were just her puppet all along.

Eventually you do return back to the apartment, if for no other reason than to collect your things and get some closure. But of course, you run into the girl you had literally given up everything for.

“Baby, how could you do this to us?" you cried out, your voice laced with pain and trembling with emotion.

Chaeyoung’s face hardened, her eyes filled with remorse as she struggled to find the right words. "I... I'm sorry," she stammered, tears welling up now too.

Her words fell on deaf ears as your heart shattered further. The confrontation turned messy as your anger consumed you, your emotions boiling over. “A moment of weakness?!? That's not an excuse!" you yelled, your voice filled with righteous fury. "You betrayed me, Chae, you threw away everything we had for what?!?”

The room fell silent again as tension hung thick in the air. Her eyes shifting guiltily away from you. The pain etched on your face was visible, a harshness that couldn't be concealed. The truth hung heavy in the air as the confrontation reached its boiling point. The room felt suffocating, tension crackling like electricity between you and Chaeyoung.

"So, you think you can just cheat on me and then apologize? Is that what this is?" you spat, your voice shaking with a mix of fury and hurt. “Do you really have nothing else to say?”

Chaeyoung’s eyes glanced towards yours before it quickly darted away again, unable to meet your gaze. "I didn't mean for it to get so out of hand," she mumbled, her voice barely audible.

"What does that even mean?!” you exclaimed, frustration and pain fueling your words.

“It means, I never meant to hurt you, love.” She says, trying to comfort you.

“Then why would you…” your voice shakes as tears begin to stream down your face.

“Because at the end of the day, you’re it for me. But I needed to spend sometime experimenting.” She finally says.

And at the moment, you can feel it, your heart, breaking into a million little pieces. Unrepairable, unfixabke, forever to be shattered. You weren’t enough for her. You were never going to actually be enough for her, not fully.

“Experimenting?!? But I gave up everything for you, did it really mean nothing to you!?!”

“Babe, it meant the world to me, it’s just sometimes… other people have my heart too.”

Upon hearing that, you move to pack up your things and decide that no matter what happens next, you have to get away from her. You’d rather go into debt than spend another second getting your broken and stomped on.

Your relationship with Chaeyoung ended like a whirlwind, much like the night it started.

[ghostykapi]

chaeyoung's black hair is back oml

I’M GOING TO FAINT!!!

[ihrtminji]

GET OUT OF MY FUCKING HEAD YOU PARASITE🖕

I CANT EVEN TEXT NORMALLY ANYMORE WITHOUT SAYING HELP

nom nom nom brain nom nom nom infecting brain nom nom nom infected brain

[yungchaeng]

i'm expecting fluff with the acceptance of how difficult it is to date nayeon

OR the most heart wrenching disgusting angst i'e ever read that'll leave me crying and sobbing on the floor for days. it'll hurt me so badly that it might send me to therapy

but idk that's just my tired thoughts since i'm at the gym and sweating my ass off rn ✋😒

hahaha hope you had a good gym session and i hope the last part wont send you into therapy hahahaha

[justalonelybitch]

wtf 3-4 times 🧐

you're not just staying fit, you're training for the next great war

abs of steel oml

but i love working out legs, a lot more than anything else

Okay just 3, but I got lost and almost did 4 today. My smol brain was confused. I gotta make sure I'm looking fine for Yunjin.

I hate legs, but good job! You do what I could never! So proud of you.

[posies4rosie]

2 & 14?

2. What is home to you?

somewhere i can be myself; to be able to love, to be loved; an anchor; a safe haven; my best friend.

14. How do you handle destruction or devastation?

depends, but i guess i disassociate myself and conceal don't feel.

*****

thank you for asking <3

*****

asks that are basically uquiz questions

[sanccharine]

wdym the assassin momo series is all fun and games for now 😭

nothing, it means nothing at all, don’t worry about it :D

[jihyology]

how does the secret santa thing actually work? im low-key stupid sorry

nonono it’s my bad, I haven’t really spoken much about it 😭

it’s pretty simple tho, you post your fic and tag the person saying you were their secret Santa! :))

[allfortzu]

plsss do tumblr fics too!! love the ones you recommended

sorry this took so long, i couldn't decide which to put here bc i like so many 🥹

beside the green, green grass -- @melpomene-writes (mina // fluff, angst, smut)

ink, a speck of the sun - and you -- @daydreamsees (sanayeon // fluff // morning after)

euphoria -- @happilychaengs (mina // suggestive // drabble)

bittersweet la: swimming -- @seoltzuki (tzuyu // fluff, angst // there's one for all the members!)

[untitled] -- @tokie01 (sana)

smut

10:56 pm -- @ghostykapi (tzuyu)

secret dorm meetings -- @darlinggtwice (tzuyu)

all ears (sana), more (momo) -- @seoltzuki

i hope you love these ones too <3

[ghostykapi]

how much was the candle and how is it twice themed because i really can't see it 😭

also what keyboard is that because it looks so nice fr

i killed my daily allowance by buying a candle that’s basically like 5 dollars in the usa but my daily allowance actually is around the equivalent of 5 dollars so.

also this is a custom made keyboard my friend made for me (i paid him). the paint is actually chipping off 😭😭😭

[ihrtminji]

ARE YOU SURE ITS NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND? 🙄

YOU'RE PRETTY INSANE YOURSELF. COMPARED TO YOU I AM SANEST PERSON AROUND

COULD NEVER BE THE OTHER WAY AROUND BC IM 1000% NORMAL AND YOU ARENT

MAYBE YOU’RE THE REAL INSANE ONE AND NOT ME, COMPARED TO ME YOU’RE LESS SANE BC I SAID SO🙏

[yungchaeng]

14 & 19?

14. If you could time travel what decade would you go to first?

hmm, i'd go to the 00's because everything about that era is so unserious but also kinda cool. their fashion, their little flip phones, the best era for comedy movies (shout out to Mean Girls, She's the Man and What a Girl Wants in particular) - amazing. I mean, look at this

in case i could time travel i'd want to see this with my own two eyes, i must

19. Speak any other languages?

Other than English i speak one other language. Three other languages if you include my struggle German and French...but lets not

[zvhw]

guys this is so sweet omg

pi(e)ning

a/n: i have not written anything in so long so this might be the worst thing ever, sorry! this really is all over the place

wc: 1975 words

hirai momo x gender neutral reader

"can you just go marry your neighbor already?"

sana's mouth is chock full with blueberry pie, a small moan and a 'god' coming out of her mouth as she keeps taking bites from her fork, "like, this pie – i can't  – it's just so good and you got this for free! free has never tasted so good."

"haha." you cut out a slice from the pie, your fork stabbed at the top, "i actually haven't tried this yet."

sana squirms in her seat from the flavors she's shoving in her mouth, her head almost on a swivel as she takes another bite, a tight smile on her face, "you need to, like right now." 

you pick up the fork as you take a bite of the pie, the crust crumbling in your mouth as you relish in the sweet,slightly sour, and tart flavor that hits the base of your tongue. sana looks at you in anticipation, her eyebrows raised, “well?”

“it’s – it’s really good.” you laugh in disbelief as you take another bite, “do you want to take this home, actually?” 

she gives you a look of wonder, as if you’d just given her a million dollars, “you’re joking – seriously? i mean, are you sure? i wouldn’t mind, but, y’know-”

“yes, i’m serious, sana.” you put down your fork, “momo gives me something new practically everyday now, and i can’t really finish it. i love it all, but it’s sometimes too much for me to eat it all.”

-

“don’t you think this is a bit excessive?” nayeon rests her head over her roommate’s shoulder, looking at the flour spread all over the kitchen counter, her eyes squinting as a bit flies into her face from her roommate kneading the dough around. she coughs slightly as she steps back, “okay. mind explaining what this is all about, momo? i wouldn’t mind if you cleaned up, but you do this almost everyday and never clean up. i always have to pick up after you.”

“i’m making fresh banana bread for someone.” she lets the dough rest in a bowl as she turns to face nayeon, leaning back on the kitchen counter. nayeon looks confused, “who? because i know it’s not me. we literally always have an empty fridge.”

“it’s – it’s for y/n.” momo turns her head away, staring at the resting dough and avoiding nayeon’s eyes, “are you talking about our neighbor? why? do you like them or something?” nayeon laughs, slightly teasing her, but all she gets is silence. “seriously? how?”

it’s not like momo had any real reason to like you, she just did. she had just opened her bakery, and you so happened to be the first person to try it and to really like it, so it never really stopped considering she figured out you two lived next door to each other. with each and every new pastry she gave you, you accepted it happily, and it made her like you even more.

“i’m… going to guess it has to do with your baking, because you are nonstop giving y/n something from our kitchen.” nayeon wipes the flour off her nose as she walks back to her room, “just please clean up, at least.”

-

there’s two rhythmic knocks on your door as sana goes to get it since you’re in the shower, her not expecting it to be anything out of the ordinary. 

“hi, who is it?” sana chirps as her head pops out from the side of the door, surprised as she sees a woman holding a large bag of bread and a bit of flour on her face. “are you momo?”

momo’s face was full of surprise as she didn’t expect someone else to open the door for her, “uh, yeah. how do you know who i am?”

“y/n told me all about you! thank you so much for the food you always give them! it’s always really good!” sana rains compliments on momo, but momo is more focused on the fact that you have another woman over and it seemed like you two were really close.

“right, um, i – where’s y/n? i just wanted to hand them the banana bread i made.” momo tries to steer away from sana, feeling almost a bit uncomfortable being near her because she doesn’t know what type of relationship you two have, but sana grabs the bag out of momo’s hand, leaving it on the table, “y/n’s in the shower right now, but i can let them know you stopped by? or i could go in and just tell y/n?” okay. so you two were close enough to get into the shower together.

“no, no it’s okay.” momo lets out a nervous chuckle, her head low and her heart cracking. “i hope you two enjoy it. i’ll just leave. i’m kind of in a rush.”

sana nods her head understandingly, “yeah, okay, sorry to hold you up then! thank you again!” she basically shoo’s momo to the door, with no idea how it seemed to her.

-

“how’d it go?” nayeon is on the couch, flicking through the shows on tv, barely paying attention, “did y/n like the bread?”

“i think… y/n has a girlfriend.” momo drops her bag on the floor, her back slouched over as she plopped onto the couch. nayeon’s focus shifts, “for real?”

“yeah, she opened the door for me since y/n was in the shower, and basically pushed me out the door after i put down the bread.” momo sinks into the couch, a slight pout forming on her lips as nayeon ruffles her hair, “well, at least you tried. how long have you liked y/n anyways?”

“for a few weeks now.” momo says it in a whisper, scared to admit it because she can’t even begin to fathom how dumb she sounded to nayeon right now.

nayeon’s eyes widened, “are you serious? why haven’t you made an actual move then and why am i finding out just now?” she barrages momo with questions as she sinks deeper into the couch, “why have you only been giving y/n free food and not actually saying how you feel?”

“i’m sorry, okay?” momo sighs, “i just… didn’t know when to say it, i mean, we don’t talk a lot – we just exchange a few words, and i guess – it never came up.”

“hirai momo. you are so dumb. i mean it.” nayeon flicks her forehead, a slight ‘ow’ escaping momo’s mouth. “how are you able to start up your own bakery but you can’t even say three little words to our next-door neighbor?”

-

“hey,” you have a towel on your head as you dry your hair, “what’s up with the bag?” you sit down on your bean bag chair.

“momo dropped by and wanted to give you some banana bread, but you were in the shower so i just told her to leave it here.” 

sana takes out a slice as she takes a bite, “mmph! this is really good!” her voice is muffled with the bread in her mouth, “how did you even get momo to deliver you so much food?”

“i don’t know – i went to her bakery before when it just opened and she said i was the first customer to come in. we talked for a bit and we figured out we were neighbors so i guess she wanted to deliver it to me?”

sana looks at you, confused, because that didn’t sound like the full story, “you sure that’s all she did or said? nothing else? because i don’t think that explains it. maybe she likes you.”

“no way,” you laugh, “we’re just neighbors, right?”

“i don’t know…” sana dusts her hands off as she finishes the slice, “she did seem kind of off when she came by – she looked like she really wanted to see you.”

“really?” your voice is laced with curiosity as you sat up, because honesty, you liked her a bit. 

“you sound interested.” sana teases, “you totally like her.”

-

but momo hasn't come back in days since then. you two see each other in passing – obviously, you two are neighbors – but she just gives you a small greeting and a smile, before seemingly getting away from you. maybe she was in a bad mood.

but she avoids you for another week and so obviously too, that you can’t help but be a little worried. sana finds herself laying down on your couch, crashing here again for the third time this week – even if she was your best friend, this was a bit excessive – as her stomach rumbles. “i miss momo. she was good for you.”

“you mean good for you? i can hear your stomach rumbling.” 

sana laughs as she rubs her stomach, “fine, i loved the food she gave you, okay? but seriously, what did you do? you make it sound like she hates you or something.”

“that’s the thing, i don’t know. i mean, should i try talking to her? i feel like i fucked up by not saying thank you enough or something.”

“you’re stupid.” she laughs.

“i don’t know, maybe that’s why?”

“i doubt it. just go talk to her about it. who knows? maybe you two will fall in love after that and i can continue getting free food!”

you throw a pillow her way, hitting her face, “you’re dumb.”

-

momo sees you down the hallway of the apartment complex you two share again as she’s fumbling with her keys in her back pocket, trying to get her door open, but as luck would have it, it falls out of her hand, onto the floor and you’re calling out her name.

“momo! hold on!” you run up to her as she looks up at you, “can we talk?”

momo’s heart beats a little faster, “uh, sure. what do you want to talk about?”

“i feel bad, y’know, for not saying thank you for the food enough, and i was wondering if i did anything wrong?”

she knits her eyebrows in confusion, “no? why would you say that?

“i don’t want you to think i only want the food – because i don’t – but i don’t want my neighbor to hate me and avoid me everytime she sees me.” you give a nervous chuckle. 

momo opens her mouth to speak, but she sees her roommate standing a few feet back behind you, throwing up these exaggerated gestures, motioning her to say something. “you didn’t do anything wrong, no, i just - i just felt like i was intruding on you and your girlfriend by always coming over.”

“girlfriend?” now you’re the one confused, “i don’t have a girlfriend?”

“what? then… then who was the girl who opened the door for me last time?”

“that was my best friend, sana. i’ve known her since we were in high school, and she just crashes over sometimes. but why would you feel like you’re intruding…?”

“i…” nayeon urges momo to say it from afar, nodding her head excessively, “i actually liked you for a while, y/n.” she lets out a small sigh, as she turns away for a moment, “i always wanted to say something to you when i came over, but i never got the chance to, and then… i saw sana and i thought you two were dating and i guess i couldn't bring myself to come over anymore so i just stopped and you don’t have to like me back or anything, it’s just-”

“stop, momo,” you let out a small laugh, “i think i like you too.”

“really?” she gasps in disbelief, “so…”

“are you busy right now?” 

momo shakes her head, as she smiles, “no, not at all.”

“maybe we can have lunch, then?”

you sound nervous, though momo giggles as she nods her head, “definitely.”

[justalonelybitch]

what's your workout routine? 🧐

also i completely forgot, did you pass that test?

Umm, it's nothing too strenuous, just enough to keep me feeling healthy lol.

Core: 20 crunches, 20 V sit ups, 50 leg raises, 30 dead bugs, 20 olbique crunches, 30 weighted Russian twists, 30 plank twists, 10-20 push-ups, 10-20 weighted plank rows...then repeat it all 3-4 times.

My leg routine is literally just many variants of squats and lunges, i hate leg work outs with my whole soul.

Arms is just a bunch of random shit with weights that I don't know the names of... side lateral raises, bicep curls, overhead tricep extension... idk what the others are called sorry.

Best part is they can all be done in the safety of my own home, but yeah that's about it. If you can't tell, I have a preference....

Ummmm, so I passed 10/11 papers.. The Sciences can respectfully suck my dick.

[sanccharine]

moving on up in the world!

jumping up to 9 hours of sleep 😤

though i'm actually exhausted still oml help

let’s go !!! that’s a good solid amount of rest, proud of you :]

here’s a chae meme as present:

cries it so be like that sometimes, i wish i could help you ;-;

[jihyology]

HOW DOES SHE DO IT?

I DONT KNOW BUT I NEED HER TO KEEP DOING IT 🙏🙏😧😧