#handups

[37q]

sober: my head feels weird my tummy hurts im tired i wanna do nothing i think im asexual

2 edibles in: chin deep

[dulcewrites]

I would like to know more about aemyrahs break, I love seeing Aemonds overdramatic side shine 😅

I’m writing a little thing about post break that I will put up soon BUT in terms of how it happened. Like I hinted at, it started with myrah going back home while her aunts are visiting. She loves them to death but they are very much traditional nosy/pushy aunties. Tradional women in general. They hear she’s dating to a rich man, that very much wants to take care of her and they’re like ‘when’s the wedding?? Where are the babies??”

We’ve talked about the issues or baggage, for lack of a better word, Aemond brings to the relationship. Myrah’s handup is commitment issues. It’s the sort of messy cycle of wanting to be serious and feeling like she deserves better (compared the shit guys she’s been around in the past) but also being terrified of being ‘stuck’ with someone. Terrified of codependency. I think the financial piece of things scare her a bit too. Aemond will always have/make more money than her. He already goes out of his way to pay for things while they date. Big and small. Something about being financially bound to someone is :/// for someone as independent as her.

Anyway, she voices the aunt thing as sort of joke the next time she sees Aemond, a passing comment. And Aemond is like ‘??? But we are the real deal right???’ And she’s like ‘yeah… I guess’. That sort of sets him off. In the end, myrah suggest some space may be best for her to get her head right. She doesn’t want to hold Aemond back or waste his time. Mind you, Aemond has decided this is his person.

And it sort of catch 22 of myrah telling Aemond to be more open in about his feelings, and now she’s the one kind of running scared. They are both valid in their feelings: Aemond feeling like he’s getting spurned for doing the thing he finally willing to do (open up) and Myrah being scared. It is easy for Aemond to forget myrah is a fallible person too bc of how she holds herself. Aemond pretty miserable the whole time :(. Myrah isnt going great either but she a much better poker face in situations like this.

[chronicillnesssucksass]

For pushing wheelchair

[kevinjarrett]

SLY FOX CX 2022

Wanted to share some of my favorite shots from @slyfoxcx. Thanks for your kind words & support!

1) Evan Coleman BLASTED this mud hole (I don't think he slowed down at ALL). It's the first lap (note the clean kit). This location was one of my favorite spots all day.

2) But one area I effectively did NOT shoot was The Pit, because: a) I didn't love the compositions and b) getting into position was tough; it got harder as more spectators arrived. I knew I'd have to be able to move quickly back and forth between locations, so The Pit was a no-go.

3) The grassy off-camber near the top of The Pit provided some nice shots but the area quickly got PACKED with spectators making it hard to get back into position. I abandoned shooting there. :(

4) The shipping container with the stuffed animals was interesting but again the compositions weren't really working for me, so I didn't shoot there more than a few times.

5) @staceybarbossa came in HOT here, taking the high line, demonstrating the bike handling skills of a seasoned pro. This spot, right by the entrance to the main spectating area, was great all day, with good lighting and plenty of interesting things going on.

6) Barriers ... the essence of CX, but again I didn't shoot here much due to the crowd; I did manage some full sequences, including @samstone05, who made his into a neat animation.

7) I loved the WOOOMP WOOOMP WOOOMP sound made by tires as people HAMMERED down the paved stretch towards the finish line. You could HEAR the speed...

8) This far section of course allowed me to get some decent shots, including this one, and ...

9) this one of @ella_brenneman with @staceybarbossa in hot pursuit.

10) This post would not be complete without mention of the awesome costumes some wore during the last race of the day. So great! The beer and other handups were fun to watch and provided a great counterpoint to the "serious" racers hammering out one last effort for 2022.

Can't wait to see you all again in 2023!

[snowshoe1980]

Apparently it’s International Single Speed day? Idk? I don’t make the rules… but what I can tell you is that a single speed was my gateway drug to the magical world that is CYCLOCROSS! Why not make a hard sport just, um… idk… harder? Anyways, looking forward to next weekend and racing this sweet @speedvagen at SSCXWC in Durango, CO. And, let’s not kid anyone… im there for the bike party… the only thing serious about the event for me is the rule of never taking a tequila handup after someone gave you a Carmel taffy handup. “You live, you learn” as my friend Alanis said. #sscxwc22dgo https://www.instagram.com/p/CkfLltOOVmC/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[akbarwalks]

🛸 🧠 #HeadsUp #album OUT NOW features #alternative #hiphop . . #OUTNOW #linkinbio #spotify #tidal #applemusic Go to your YouTube app, #Subscribe to AkbarWalks page. #DoggyBone 👑🔑 https://youtu.be/CP9c-lFiaBc ‪Stream #HeadsUp from Akbar Walks‬ ‪& watch [Official Video] for #HandUps ‪🛸 https://youtu.be/lju35FFPFO8‬ ‪ Subscribe to Akbar Walks Channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCgQ3WZcCY74Yrth35DhTAGg‬ ‪https://music.apple.com/us/artist/akbar-walks/1122161684‬ ‪https://tidal.com/browse/‬ ‪#AkbarWalks #HandsUp #HeadsUp #OneLook‬ #Easter #Rap #HipHop #Midwest #explorepage #eastcoast #la #deathrow #doggydogworld #doggpound #detroithiphop #detroitrapnews #detroitrap #alternative #akbar @onelookrecordings (at Interscope Records) https://www.instagram.com/p/B-_AwS6Fh3E/?igshid=d14rpdnq2une

[shsl-shipper-gamer-fangirl]

i just want the game out! i don’t really want a crossover au (maybe)

Annoyed by harems? Or just plain tired of every girl falling in love with you? Well Aya sure is! The game that I never saw it coming - I Just Want to be Single!! - has a demo out on steam and now with the kickstarter live!

If you’re looking for an aro, non-binary protagonist or just an anti-harem experience, then don’t miss out on this!

[firmflexing]

Pilates.

[losech]

More cool bandanas.

[auraeseer]

I’ve got a question . . .

[hizokucycles]

Spend at least $20 on stickers, decals and reflectors to get free shipping world-wide on decals/reflectors/stickers. We hand-make and curate limited edition bike merch. Check it all out at HizokuCycles.com 💪 . . . Reposted from @kearnsbv Speaks for itself. ------ #donutkillmyvibe #handupgloves #handup #hup #mtb #girlsthatshred #cyclofemme #miami #eastbay #joaquinmillerpark #Hizokucycles Hizokucycles.com https://www.instagram.com/p/B9UJRZqn3eI/?igshid=181z0j4bqv2vm

[grimoireemil]

Oops just started doodling Lucas for the last few hours

[civicdirect]

#lovethis. This is #why we #vote for #socialprograms. We #all need a #handup at #different #points in our #lives. #democraticsocialism https://www.instagram.com/p/B5xy3DTgLQE/?igshid=4f9i32ise0y5

[xenowlsome]

oh I reblogged the assumptions thing from you but never sent you one which is rude...how about I assume that you have a hard time getting rid of old books or clothes

Hhhhhhhh it was not a problem but thank you! And you’re 100% right and it’s a family problem...

[akbarwalks]

@brotherbenx #MusicReview of #HandsUp . . 🤲🏾🛸🤞🏽 🐶 🚿 🍷 #quarantineradio . . . #OUTNOW #linkinbio #spotify #tidal #applemusic 👑🔑 https://youtu.be/CP9c-lFiaBc ‪Stream #HeadsUp from Akbar Walks‬ ‪& watch [Official Video] for #HandUps prod by @cashforcasino ‬ ‪🛸 https://youtu.be/lju35FFPFO8‬ ‪ Subscribe to Akbar Walks Channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCgQ3WZcCY74Yrth35DhTAGg‬ ‪https://music.apple.com/us/artist/akbar-walks/1122161684‬ ‪https://tidal.com/browse/‬ ‪#AkbarWalks #HandsUp #HeadsUp #explorepage ‬ #discover #Rap #HipHop #Midwest #la #deathrow #doggydogworld #doggpound #detroitrapnews #alternative #akbarspeaks #brotherbenx @maddtown.llc (at WHPR-FM) https://www.instagram.com/p/B_vdaPwFEGP/?igshid=1nmm0qibckerj

[softdragon]

i'm pulling my first actual full all-nighter ever and its actually working. i wasn't meant to stay awake, i was gonna sleep, but once it hit four am i realised two hours of sleep isn't worth it and since i'm already on a roll and getting loads of work done i might as well power thru it

i'm usually knocked out by this time whenever i even try to stay up late and finish work, so the fact that im still working rn and not letting myself sleep is making me feel v accomplished but also v chaotic. i think i've woken up half the house by walking downstairs to get some toast. i'm also playing the kung du panda 2 and thor ragnarok soundtracks to motivate me and get me thru this

that will be all. i'm just wildin out over here