#han jisgun

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Perfect Love

Bang Chan/Jisung, Bang Chan/Felix, Felix/Jisung

Genre: Yandere AU

Warning: Drugs, Voyeurism, Handjobs, Fluff

Words: 2.9K

Chapters:

One | Two | Three | Four | Five | Six | Seven | Eight | Nine | Ten | Eleven | Twelve | Thirteen | Fourteen | Fifteen | Epilogue

Prompt: When Jisung started dating Chan it was a lot of fun, but that’s all it was and he wanted more. It was a mutual break up, or at least he thought it was. He had no idea what Chan was capable of, that is until he finally went to his house, carried into it actually. A second chance at love is entirely out of his control, and he might not have been the first of Chan’s lovers to be in this position.

       Chan woke up when his alarm went off at seven am, just like every other day. He rolled over in bed and kissed Felix. The sunlight was peeking in through the window, the usual morning annoyance that helped him get out of bed. He didn’t worry about Felix waking up, he always gave him a proper dosage that would keep him out until at least at nine. Jisung was a bit different.

       He pulled up the blanket so Felix kept sleeping comfortably, going to brush his teeth and then heading down to the basement. The only sound he heard was heavy breathing, with one minor yell of discomfort. He couldn’t help but chuckle as he made his way over to the table. Jisung wasn’t fully conscious, his eyes more or less rolled back in his head, he twitched every few seconds.

       He turned off the machine and removed the electrodes. When he gently touched his temples the boy flinched. He untied him and carried him in his arms to his room, laying him down on the mattress. The boy was still shaking, clearly stuck in his own mind, in his own nightmares. Chan was curious as to what the boy was dreaming about, he knew what haunted Felix, but he wanted to know what haunted his newest ward.

       Jisung was wrapped up in a blanket, he seemed to gain a bit of consciousness, grabbing Chan. His grasp was very weak, but desperate. Chan pulled him close, caressing the back of his head, he could feel all the boys little quakes. It was rather adorable, he kissed his head and decided to take the chance to further comfort the boy.

 “I’m here Jisung, I’ve got you. Chan’s gonna take care of you, keep you safe.”

     The boy didn’t respond verbally to his whispered words, instead his grasp getting a little bit tighter, the shaking starting to settle down. Chan hummed, rocking the boy, he wasn’t going to wake up for a while longer but he would be letting him get some sleep now. He laid him down, despite his adorable attempts to maintain his hold on the older boy.

     Jisung was tucked in, he squirmed around for a bit but Chan hushed him and he calmed down, sleeping peacefully. Chan went upstairs to the kitchen, he was still a bit tired from cleaning but he had promised pancakes again and he was going to deliver. He really enjoyed the quiet of the early mornings just as much as he loved the sounds Jisung and Felix made around the house. He set the table along with some cookies and donuts from yesterday.

     Felix sleepily made his way to the kitchen later, he came up behind Chan and hugged him, nuzzling his back. Chan laughed and managed to turn himself around, wrapping his arms around Felix. He kissed his head, rocking him to the side, he was still a little sleepy.

 “Surprise to see you up already, I usually go wake you.”

 “I know… but I wanted to see Sungie.”

 “He’s not up yet, but he will be soon. Are you gonna help me take care of him today?”

 “Hm… it’s one of those days.”

 “Yes.”

 “Should I go-”

 “No Lix, I’ll go get him, can you finish setting up?”

 “Sure.”

 “Alright, and wake up.”

     He kissed Felix’s cheek then went downstairs to get Jisung. He was more relaxed, and very tired, it probably wasn’t gonna be easy to wake him. He waited a moment watching Jisung sleep before shaking him, the boy whined.

 “Sungie, wake up.” He sat the boy up. “It’s morning, rise and shine, I promised you pancakes again.”      

     Jisung smiled a bit at the mention of pancakes, holding his hands out so he could be picked up. Chan smiled a bit when he realized Jisung wasn’t all there and helped him up. The boy leaned heavily on him as they went upstairs, waving at Felix when he saw him. He sat down, looking up at Chan, eyes glued to him.

 “Who wants pancakes?”

 “Me!” Felix laughed. “Smells just as good as yesterday.”

 “Alright, medicine first.”

       Felix took his pill like always, Jisung happily opening his mouth this time around. Chan sat down next to Jisung, cutting up his food and feeding him. He was very happy, leaning against the other and snuggling up to him.

 “Considering what we did yesterday, why don’t you two help me in the garden and then we can have a lazy day.”

 “Oh, Netflix and Chill?”

 Chan laughed. “That’d hardly be fair for Sungie right now, but we can find something to binge on Netflix though, anything you want.”

 “Awesome.”

       Jisung was very giggly, happy to be fed like a child, ignoring the conversation the other two were having. After breakfast he was sat on the countertop as Felix did the dishes, waiting patiently. When they headed to the garden he turned his face to the sun and shut his eyes. Chan watched him, giving him a little kiss, making the other blush.

 “You really like the morning huh?”

 “I like the sunlight… it feels warm… and I have you…”

 “Yeah you do.” He ruffled his hair. “Come on, I’ll show you how to harvest some herbs and veggies.”

       Jisung couldn’t really help, physical functions mostly numbed out, but he watched, doing his best to learn, Felix also explaining somethings too. They ended up staying outside for a while, laying in the yard under some shade, Jisung laying on Chan’s chest, listening to his heartbeat, dozing off again.

       Chan got up when he felt his phone vibrate, seeing that he had some messages from Changbin. Felix also seemed somewhat asleep, so he quietly got up and went inside. It was nothing serious, just asking for details to their meeting later in the week. He stared out at the other two sleeping, smile growing on his face, then he went to wake them.

 “Get up you lazy boys, before you get a sunburn.”

 “No…” Felix pouted.

 “No?”

 “Carry me.”

       Felix held his arms out. Chan giggled but he caved and picked Felix up, carrying him inside, telling him to pick something to watch. He then went out to grab Jisung, he didn’t fully wake up, but held on as tight as he could. The TV was already playing when he settled on the couch, nudging Jisung to wake up, he paid as much attention as he could.

       Chan eventually left the two watching TV so he could make dinner, calling them over when he was done. Felix helped the other boy, who was still pretty drowsy, clearly in and out of sleep, to the table. Jisung was happily fed like before and since it was a lazy day they had ice cream for dessert. They agreed to watch another movie although Felix was quick to doze off, leaning against Chan, Jisung comfy in the older’s lap.

 “Messy.”

     Chan scolded in a fond tone, leaning in to kiss Jisung’s lips that had been covered in ice cream. His eyes never left Jisung, enjoying how peaceful the boy looked in his arms. Jisung looked so small like this, all curled up in the pajamas from last night that swallowed him.

     Chan stroked over Jisung’s hair, petting the blissed out boy that was cuddled up to him. He was making small noises of content as Chan continued to run his fingers through his hair. Jisung nuzzled into the crook of Chan’s neck, squirming into a more comfortable position. The older chuckled at how sweet the boy was being.

     Jisung squirmed some more, winding up in a position where Chan’s thigh was nudged up between his legs. He mindlessly shifted his weight, starting to rut against Chan, a pretty sigh falling from his lips. He didn’t really care about anything apart from how nice it felt.

 “Sweetheart, you’re too out of it for that.” Chan tutted at Jisung, running his hand through the boy’s hair.

     Jisung was blissfully unaware to most of their surroundings. It was easy to tell the boy was having a hard time concentrating. A long drawn out whine left Jisung as Chan tried to still his hips. He knew it had been ages since the boy had last gotten off, but he didn’t want to touch him like this, no matter how pretty he sounded begging for Chan’s touch.

     Any other time Chan would be thrilled to make the younger feel good, but not when the boy was so high that he wouldn’t even be able to truly feel the pleasure properly; Or fully comprehend where it was coming from. Chan wanted Jisung to be fully aware that Chan was the one who was making him feel good, wanted to see the boy react to him. In Jisung’s current state that wouldn’t be the situation.

 “That’s not fair.” Jisung whined, words slightly slurred.

     He looked up at Chan tearfully with a pout as if that would change his mind. It was cute. Jisung began to struggle against Chan’s grip when he realized the man wasn’t going to give him what he craved.

 “Do you not want to touch me?” Jisung asked, sounding miserable enough that it made Chan’s heart clench.

 “Of course I do, Sungie, but we can’t do that right now.” Jisung let out a sad sigh, his body sagging against Chan’s in defeat. “Let’s get you cleaned up, yeah?”

     Jisung didn’t say anything, allowing Chan to carry him to the bathroom. The bubbles and bath bomb Chan had pulled out caught his eye but he ignored it, still pouting.

 “Arms up.” Chan said, pulling up the hem of Jisung’s shirt.

     He let his fingers tickle over the younger’s exposed stomach, happy at the squeal he pulled from the younger. Jisung’s cock was still hard, leaking precome by the time Chan had pulled the boy’s boxer briefs down.

 “Hurts.” Jisung pouted with a soft mewl.

     It made Chan wonder if this was the longest that Jisung had went without an orgasm.

 “That’s not good, angel. Maybe a bath will help, huh? You can fix it in the bath.”

     Jisung bit his lip nervously, shifting from foot to foot.

 “Will you bathe with me?” Jisung asked timidly.

 “Promise to be good?”

 Jisung nodded softly. “The best.”

     He smiled sinking into the bubbles waiting for Chan. He was glad that the bath was big enough for them both.

 “No, no, let’s get you clean first.” Chan said, stopping Jisung’s hand from bringing himself pleasure.

     Jisung huffed in impatience but let out another desperate sound when Chan started to massage body wash onto his skin. Jisung scooped up some of the bubbles, putting them on top of Chan’s head with a small laugh.

 “You’re so silly.” Chan murmured, letting his hands trail over Jisung’s skin as he rinsed off the floral citrus scented wash before he moved on to washing the boy’s hair.

     After he had thoroughly rinsed Jisung’s hair of shampoo and conditioner he let his hands travel back down the boy’s skin, amused at the small shiver that ran through Jisung from his touch. Jisung began to squirm even more.

 “Can I touch now?” He begged, waiting for Chan’s permission.

 “Since you’ve been so good you can. Go ahead, baby.”

     Jisung sighed happily, sinking down into the water some, peeking up at Chan who was in front of him on the opposite end of the tub. He slowly took himself in his grasp, relishing in how nice it felt to finally touch his aching member. The pace he started out with was slow, gasping as his thumb teased over the head of his cock when he stroked upwards. It was different having someone watch him while he touched himself and it left him feeling more desperate as he watched Chan’s darkened gaze that never left him.

 “You sound so pretty, baby. Does it feel good?” Jisung nodded softly, bucking up into his own fist with a loud whine. “Faster, sweetheart, you’ve teased yourself enough.”

     Jisung didn’t hesitate to quicken his pace, not even realizing how easily he followed Chan’s command. Crying out at how overwhelming it felt after not having been touched in so long.

 “Good boy.” Jisung trembled at the praise, looking back up at Chan desperately.

 “Can’t hold it anymore.” Jisung whined and Chan scoffed in mock offense.

 “You’re a good boy, aren’t you? Good boys wait until they have permission.”

     Jisung was panting, his hand reaching out for Chan’s as he fought the urge to come before Chan wanted him to.

 “Please?” he begged, squeezing on to Chan’s hand tighter.

 “Come for me, angel.” Chan ordered, biting his lip as he watched Jisung writhe in pleasure.

     The boy’s hips jerking up as he came. Jisung was panting heavily, a blush adorning his cheeks causing Chan to coo at him. He sank back into the water, his limbs feeling heavy.

 “You did so good.” He praised, leaning in to kiss Jisung on the cheek before moving to kiss him on the lips.

     Jisung eyes were heavy, almost completely shut. He was too tired to pay much more attention to what was going on. Chan had wrapped him in a fluffy towel, carrying him back to his room to get the boy dressed. After he was in fresh pajamas Chan went down to grab a sleeping Felix from the couch, gently waking him and taking him upstairs.

 “Is Jisung sleeping with us?” Felix sleepily asked when he saw the other laying in bed.

 “Since you were both good today, and it was fun, it’s only fair to end the day on a good note.”

 “Sungie!”

       Felix made grabby hands for the other as he was put in bed. Chan giggled, happy that the two got along so well. He grabbed the pouch of syringes from the dresser, setting it down and then taking Felix to give him a quick bath. Afterwards he helped him into comfy pajamas, giving both boys their medicine and tucking them in.

       He made his way downstairs, turning the TV off and cleaning up, he never liked leaving things to be done later. As he was putting away the dishes his eyes lingered on the medicine cabinet. He was tempted to check Jisung’s phone, but ultimately decided against it. When he was done he went up to sleep, gently sliding Felix away from Jisung and plopping down between them. It wasn’t long before the little ones were snuggling against him for the night.

 ♥♥♥♥♥

 “Jeongin, I need a favor.”

       Chan had his little gang over around lunchtime later that week, a platter of sandwiches set in the middle of the table. The other two boys were over in the living room playing some games. Jisung was more awake that day, but just as well behaved as before.

 “What’s up?”

 “I want you to look up any and all records you can on Han Jisung.”

 “Stalkery don’t you think.”

 “You didn’t question when I asked you to do that for Felix.”

 “That was a different situation.” Changbin mentioned.

 “Well let’s find out how different.”

 “Don’t fight ladies.” Jeongin teased. “Let me see what I can find.”

       Jeongin put his full focus on his laptop, typing away, keeping quiet. The other two discussed upcoming festivities and possible profits they could make, as well as refills clients needed. Chan made most things, the recipes were all his after all, but Changbin had the luxury of knowing as well and helping in the process of making and selling.

 “Interesting…” Jeongin mumbled.

 “What?”

 “He’s got no criminal record.”

 “No shit.” Chan scoffed. “Boy couldn’t hurt a fly.”

 “Not in the state you keep him.” Changbin commented.

 “Did you find anything?”

 “Nothing really interesting, he was a good school boy, good credit score too.”

 “Jeongin.”

 “Sorry, the only thing of note is his medical record. Besides keeping up with his vaccines and checkups, there’s a record of a time he was rushed into the ER, comes with a police report.”

 “Let me see.”

       Chan pulled the laptop over, looking at the report. He reread it a few times.

 “His record seems much cleaner than Felix’s.” Changbin said. “Is that what you were looking for?”

 “Yes actually, it’s exactly what I needed.”

 “Cool, so when are you throwing another party?”

“Excuse me?”

 “What? A lot of my people have been asking, your parties are some of the best.”

 “I know but… not until I can trust Jisung to behave in that environment. I don’t want to lock him up all night.”

 “Fair. What about you, Jeongin?”

 “Me? I don’t throw parties.”

 “I meant what’s new with you, heard you found a roommate. Seungmin, right? Does he know what you do part-time?”

 “Does he know I manage your finances in the drug dealing business? Yes, well vaguely, didn’t give him too many details.”

 “And the other stuff?”

 “That I can make all his legal documents say he’s a girl if he rubs me the wrong way? Yes. That threat goes for all of you too if you decide to fuck me over some day.”

 “We’d never do that.” Chan finished emailing himself the documents then handed over the laptop. “You’re a very valuable member of this team.”

 “I better be, I’d hate to lose this friendship.”

 “You mean Chan’s stuff.” Changbin teased.

 “That’s part of the friendship, so sure.”

       They broke out laughing, finishing up their little meeting. When they did Felix stole away Changbin for some games. Jeongin on the other hand had to get going, work calling, although he took some party favors before leaving, promising to introduce Seungmin to them when Chan had a party. Chan felt everything was going well, but he was getting a little too comfortable a little too soon.