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kirnet · 11 months ago
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modern au revan stuff
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oodlesofd00dles · 2 years ago
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@kirnet​ woosh, blorbos be upon ye!! >:3c
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cinderedrose · 2 years ago
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Karsie Haddsant receives an anthology of life-changing poems from a sponsor. Merril Dune tries to post a Vine. Eva Organ finds a convenient igloo and decides to use it as shelter. Seren Nohr realizes maverick isn't all yellow. Celia Brinsow stumbles upon a frisbee. Gael Starstreak stumbles upon an assault rifle. Luuna Kaish falls in a well. Torellia Vell dies of pure cancer after watching the Emoji Movie. Meetra Surik receives a Lapras from a sponsor. Lysia Daak reads a biology textbook and falls asleep. Renier Skataski dies in the Matrix. Tashvi Aella gets mono. Gwen Kasra gets strep throat. Sora Degana heals Zena Paloh. Halrebe Mothma spontaneously combusts. Astuko Ikari gets hit by a paintball shot by Zena Paloh. Kirnet Cavira reads a biology textbook and falls asleep. Kai Korso tries to break the fourth wall. Lann Endac dies in the Matrix. Zena Paloh gets crushed by an unstable truss. Keeran Starsflame gets yellow fever. Siri Le loses 0.13 GPA points, and is severely injured. River Averre heals Deirdre Airen. Deirdre Airen freezes River Averre with a freeze ray. Gruella calls in the US Navy SEALS, who kill Meetra Surik and Lysia Daak 8 cannon shots can be heard in the distance
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Halrebe Mothma: 0 Kills Zena Paloh: 0 Kills Torellia Vell: 0 Kills Lann Endac: 0 Kills Renier Skataski: 1 Kill Luuna Kaish: 0 Kills Meetra Surik: 0 Kills Lysia Daak: 0 Kills
Sjsjsjjsjsjs I WANNA DO A HUNGER GAMES SIMULATOR WITH THE FANDOM'S REVANS AND EXILES!!! PLS TELL ME THEIR NAMES TO BE INCLUDED!!
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kirnet · 2 years ago
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false idol
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kirnet · 2 years ago
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muscle memory
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kirnet · 2 years ago
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You are all things, Revan... and yet you are nothing.
tysm @amydrium for the amazing commission!
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kirnet · 1 year ago
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The Dark Side of the Force is a pathway to many vocal abilities some consider to be unnatural
phantom of the opera revan/exile au. is this anything
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kirnet · 11 months ago
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oc battle royale round 1: Dorotea Langford vs Halrebe Mothma
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Halrebe art by (@ amydrium !)
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kirnet · 11 months ago
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oc battle royale round 2: Halrebe Mothma vs Dorotea Langford vs Stoja Wiseman
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Dorotea and Halrebe tied last round!
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kirnet · 3 years ago
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heart of the force
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kirnet · 3 years ago
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happy birthday ms. war crimes
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kirnet · 3 years ago
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literally 4k words abt kirnet’s hair
The first thing Halrebe noticed about Kirnet was her hair.
Honestly, it wasn’t possible to notice anything else. The Jedi stood a head shorter than everyone else in the crowd, and Halrebe could only see her scalp from where she was perched on the side of the planter bed. She absentmindedly registered the glittering clips adorning ebony hair, focusing instead on the people located directly on either side of the short Jedi.
“The tauntaun is here,” Alek whispered in Halrebe’s ear. He rolled his shoulders, but any other bouts of nervous energy were masterfully quelled.
Halrebe had clocked Atris the second she had entered the temple’s atrium. Her entirely white outfit, no doubt meant to signify her purity in this debate, certainly attracted attention in the sea of beige and brown leathers and roughspun robes. Yes, Halrebe was keeping an eye on her, but she was more focused on the man to the Jedi’s right.
“And so is Master Kavar.” The expected Jedi commander of a future Republic fleet and the leader of the conservative Jedi faction had chosen to grace Halrebe with their presence, separated only by an owl-eyed Jedi who was teetering on the tips of her toes as she tried to get a better look at the impromptu stage. 
Only then did Halrebe start to count the small braids that wrapped around the Jedi’s head. Alek nudged her side before she could wonder how long it took her to do her hair in the morning. “If we hold off any longer, they’ll join Atris out of boredom.”
“Then let’s give them something to talk about.” Everyone who had gathered had known what the topic of the speech was going to be before they arrived. Halrebe and Alek were powerful Jedi for their young age, but their true contribution of note was their dedication to bringing the Jedi into the Mandalorian conflict. Atris’s mind may be made up, but plenty of other Jedi were still debating the true meaning of their code. Hopefully, Kavar was in the latter group.
So Halrebe talked, bringing up every fact, every statistic, every appeal to emotion and Jedi sensibilities that she could possibly think of, Alek interjecting a few times to back her up. Many Jedi left as she spoke, but many stayed, and that was enough.
“We are defenders. Peacekeepers!” Halrebe cried. “And yet we watch in silence as the Outer Rim is slaughtered.”
“Peacekeepers do not call for war,” Atris spat. She had been surprisingly silent thus far, the dark-haired Jedi next to her frequently tugging her sleeve every time she flashed her pearl teeth. 
“Then what is the point of a peacekeeper if they refuse to keep the peace?” Halrebe cocked her head to the side as the dark-haired Jedi spoke up, her squared shoulders making her seem taller than she actually was. Alek shuffled beside her, but Halrebe shot him a look. He stilled, and the Jedi continued. “Why do we build and carry lightsabers if not to make use of them?”
The crowd had reacted to Halrebe’s speech, but not to an extent like this. Half of the crowd started nodding, seemingly touched by the mere two sentences the Jedi had uttered, while the other half sneered with vitriol. Atris had the latter reaction, her blue eyes disappearing under her brows as she stormed off.
Alek swooped in to calm the crowd, running a hand through his cropped hair as he tried to raise his voice above the cacophony. But Halrebe stayed silent, watching as Kavar shook his head and slipped away. The dark-haired Jedi frowned, then shrugged, seemingly used to the violent reaction.
The crowd eventually died down, though it was notably smaller than before. Halrebe wrapped up quickly, giving the remainder a final rallying cry before dismissing them. But the dark-haired Jedi stayed, patiently milling about as the rest of the Jedi dispersed. “Blast. We’ll have to try to corner Kavar later,” Alek grumbled.
“No need.” Halrebe hooked her arm around Alek’s and tugged him forward. “Do people react that way every time you open your mouth?” she said as she approached the lone Jedi.
“Mostly.” The Jedi spun on her heel to face the pair, her long braid catching the sunlight as it swung around. “Sorry if I ruined your speech. Kavar says I need to think more before I speak.”
Halrebe could feel Alek’s gaze burning into the side of her head. “You’re Kavar’s padawan?” he asked. 
The Jedi shrugged. “Mostly. But I’m a knight now.” She extended a small hand. “Kirnet Cavira.”
Halrebe took it. “Halrebe, and this is Alek.” Her friend offered a polite nod. Cavira. Halrebe had heard that name before intermittently, usually in the form of a curse from Master Vrook.
“Oh, I’m well aware of who you are,” Kirnet laughed as she fiddled with a loose strand of shining hair. “It’s impossible to avoid talk of the Revanchists here. And, you know, I thought I should offer my help in making sure no one turns up to your speech. Save your throat the trouble.” She winced. “Again, sorry about that. It just slipped out.”
“Can’t say I disagree with your statement. But maybe you can make it up to us.” Kirnet blinked as Halrebe stepped forward. “You came here with Atris, and yet you believe in the cause?”
Just as expected, Kirnet answered without a second thought. “Of course. Atris is trying to be a good Jedi, and I understand the Council’s hesitance, but I can’t just sit by and watch the Mandalorians burn all of those people to the ground. It’s just not right.”
“A valid criticism.” Alek swooped in, thankfully on the same wavelength as Halrebe. “And what does Master Kavar think about all of this?”
Kirnet sniffed. “It’s a sore subject, apparently. He doesn’t like to talk about it much.”
Halrebe pushed forward. “But he came here with you, didn’t he? Maybe he’s closer to being convinced than you think.” Kavar was the Jedi Guardian, the one who had faced and bested Mandalorians before. If Halrebe was going to convince the Council, she needed a Council member, and Kavar was the easiest option. Atris certainly wasn’t a candidate. 
“I…” Kirnet paused, her lips twisting to the side as she thought. “Excuse me, Master Jedi, but I am needed elsewhere. I hope we can speak again soon.” She bowed and gracefully walked out the atrium. Hurried footsteps receded the second after she rounded the corner.
Alek crossed his arms, his eyes fixed at the spot where her braid had disappeared from view. “Hal, do you really think that she can convince him?”
“When she speaks, they listen.” A smile was struggling to break free from Halrebe’s lips. “Half of them may hate her, but they listen.”
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“If you spent as much time fighting as you do preening, we’d have won the war by now.”
“Shut up, Malak.” Kirnet rolled her eyes, her fingers never stopping their furious movement as she braided a small section of her hair. It was parted in two places, held in place by ornate golden clips, while the rest tumbled down her back. “You’re just jealous that I even have hair.”
Revan snorted from her place by the holotable as Malak threw himself back down on the bed. “Like you’re jealous that I can reach the top shelf?” Malak didn’t speak often about the events that led to his premature baldness, but he had made it clear to Revan’s inner circle that he would tolerate a level of friendly mockery. They were generals now, the leaders of a bitter war. It hadn’t taken them long to learn that humor would be the only thing to keep them sane. 
So Alek had become Malak, and Halrebe had become Revan. Yet Kirnet remained Kirnet, still clumsy and charismatic even with the handfuls of battles she had faced. Though she was no longer a friend of the Council. Kavar, as it turned out, was unneeded to make their cause a reality.
“I have the Force, shutta.” Kirnet punctuated her argument by ripping the pillow out from under Malak’s head as he tried to get comfortable. It shot across Revan’s quarters, narrowly hitting the commander in the head as it came to a stop on top of the holotable. The image of the Republic fleet flickered, but it returned to it’s normal blue form after Revan batted it to the floor. “I don’t need height.”
Yes, Kirnet had the Force, and yet she insisted on braiding all of her individual plaits by hand. A form of meditation, Revan had long since realized, that better fit her disposition than the stillness taught in the Jedi temple. Even as they joked, and even as Revan sheared her hair so it wouldn’t get caught in her mask, no one truly pushed when it came to the length of Kirnet’s hair. She was a soldier now, and the myriad of risks in battle was outweighed by the reassurance it gave her.
“So, how goes the battle plans?” Kirnet had finished with the small braids and was starting on the largest section.
“You won’t like the answer.” Revan’s eyes burned as she blinked. She zoomed out of the hologram, replacing it with a replica of the Outer Rim. “Kirnet, I’m sending you to Vanquo. Malak will head to Duro, and I will head towards Serroco and try to intercept some of the main fleet.”
Kirnet’s hands stilled. “Vanquo? I’ll need more people if we’re going to break the Mandalorian line.”
“Not break through. You’re going to show face.” Revan grabbed her mask from beside the holotable and tucked it into her robes. “Morale is awful, and I need that line to hold. Convince the troops to stay there at all costs.”
“You think the Mandalorians are going to push towards Taris again?” Malak sat up, and the pillow drifted from the floor to his lap. 
Revan leaned forward, the red blinking dot that represented Mandalorian territory level with her eye. “They’re amassing at two different points. If I was their leader, I would take the opportunity to slip through while the Republic’s distracted. The soldiers at the Jebble-Vanquo-Tarnith line have grown complacent.”
With a sigh, Kirnet finished the braid, quickly tying it off before throwing the heavy mass over her shoulder. “Then it will be done.”
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A Republic soldier leapt out of the way as Revan stomped forward, pressing himself flat against the ship’s hallway to avoid her billowing cloak. An explosion rocked the ship, sending the soldier to the ground, but Revan remained steady, the rhythm of her stride never breaking. 
The blast doors slammed shut behind her as Revan entered the command room. She could see the battle through the surrounding windows. Streams of blaster bolts rained forth from both sides, though, Revan noted with contempt, the Mandalorians seemed to be in the slight majority. A gunner ship banked to the right of a Mandalorian warship, landing a well-placed shot to the panel underneath its wing. All was silent for a few moments, and Revan imagined the crew heaving a relieved sigh before the warship exploded in a shower of light, silently breaking apart and drifting into the void.
The comm on her wrist beeped. “I saw it, Malak,” Halrebe mumbled, the words trapped behind her mask. One of the bridge crew saluted her as she approached the holotable, briskly walking back to his station when she gave him a dismissive nod. She flicked the table on. “You have five minutes,” she said to the new hologram. Truly, she had two before she needed to throw herself back into the battle, but she could make extra time for good news.
“Revan,” the flickering image of Kirnet greeted. Hologram communication was never flattering: it always washed out your color with cycling blues and reduced your dimensions in ways that were never truly accurate. But the look in Kirnet’s eye had nothing to do with an inaccurate hologram translation. Her clips, lovingly protected throughout the years of war, were gouged and wounded in the same manner that Revan had seen in heavy Republic armor that returned from battle. Dirt and a sticky substance were smeared across her darkened face, down the tears in her robes and over the canyoned planes of her armband. But what stood out to Revan most was the state of Kirnet’s hair. It was wet, heavy, a solid mass that pulled down the back of her head. Sticks and leaves poked out at various points, and Revan thought that she noticed a distinctive blaster singe through the main plait, almost cutting the lower section completely off.
In the beginning, she might have asked if her friend was harmed. She didn’t waste the time, the answer was obvious. “Kirnet. Your status?”
“Revan,” Kirnet sighed, “we’ve taken Dxun.”
A few cheers rippled through the bridge crew, but they silenced as the fluorescent lights caught Revan’s mask. “Good,” she answered, allowing herself one deep breath before turning her attention to the battle raging a few inches outside. “Now prepare the troops to take Onderon.”
Kirnet was silent for a few moments, her eyes fixed on something just off-screen. “Yes, sir.” She flicked off the communication before Revan could respond. 
The call lasted three minutes, according to the clock on the side of the table. Revan rolled her shoulders. “You heard the General,” she called, her voice distorted through the mask. “We head to the Onderon system after our victory here.”
Excited whispers echoed through the bridge, just loud enough to cover the cries as the neighboring Republic ship was cracked in half.
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Kirnet couldn’t stop opening and closing her hands.
It was missing from her hip, missing from her life, lost in the center of the Council chambers. No, not lost, taken. Abandoned. Her lightsaber, her life, was stripped from her, just like all of her titles.
But those were just words. Sounds. The lightsaber was real, her beacon of hope throughout the bloody war. She kept reaching for it, desperate to feel any heft or warmth from its marbled surface. 
But it was gone, just like everyone and everything else.
So Kirnet clawed at nothing. Her hands closed around stale air, they tore at her shirt, at the walls, desperate for any kind of connection. She could feel them, distant pressures on her fingertips, but it was so faint. Missing. Lost.
Kirnet could not feel anything fully. The Force had abandoned her, and it took all of her senses with her.
She wanted to cry, to scream until her honeyed throat bled. But she couldn’t. She could only claw pathetically at the walls of her room on the Republic ship that was taking her to her death. 
How did those without the Force live like this? Were they aware of their pained blindness, or were they just acclimated to it? The weight of its absence almost pushed Kirnet to the floor, turning her muscles to the consistency of kolto as she struggled to keep them aloft.
Revan and Malak had left her to die. Atris and Kavar had tossed her aside. Were they thinking of her now? She had given everything to them, everyone to them, every Jedi and soldier under her command for the sake of the Republic. Yet she was the abandoned one.
Kirnet stopped her frantic pacing as her hand brushed against her tangle of hair. It was too little feeling, yet too much. She couldn't feel the cool tiles under her feet or the hum of the ship's lights, but she could feel the collar of her shirt and the heft of her braid. They were choking her. Every individual strand of hair sent shocks of stabbing pain through her skin as she moved her head.
A flash of green. An explosion of pain.
Kirnet fell forward, landing heavily on the tiny dresser that was provided in the room. She blindly fumbled with the mess of objects on top, numb fingers directionless as they slid over them. Too much. All of it was too much.
Her hand closed around something smooth, and Kirnet barely registered a dull prick as she brought it up to her face. A small blade, a gift of pity given to her by a former Jedi associate as she left the temple. Not that she could use it to defend herself anymore, even with her lifetime training. Still, she had managed to slice open a finger in her daze, and blood slowly started to drip from the blade to the tiled floor.
Kirnet watched the drip. Two. Three. It didn’t sting, not like the back of her neck did.
That settled it. Kirnet grabbed a fistful of the braid, yanking it taut as she started to saw through. The hairs burned her hand, but she gritted her teeth and continued. The soldiers on Dxun had lost more to the minefields. She could handle a small bout of pain.
It took a long time for her clumsy hands to make a dent in the thick mass, so long that bile started to rise in her throat. But she persisted, sawing and eventually tearing the braid away. It tore free, sailing across the room as it slipped from her hand.
Kirnet laughed as it landed amongst her knapsack of belongings. The stinging was gone, and she felt light, so light. Her friends were gone, her lightsaber and her calling, too. It was only right that her hair would follow.
A glint out of the corner of her eye caught her attention. She turned, catching her own eye in the mirror. Her collar was crumbled and the seam had started to split, but Kirnet couldn’t stop looking at her hair. It was greasy, unwashed from days spent in the medbay after Malachor. And it was patchy, split into distinctive chunks of varying lengths that poked out under her ears. Kirnet shook her head in an attempt to even it out, but she only managed to knock one of her clips loose. The small braid shook free, its tip falling down the back of her neck and landing on her shoulder.
She blinked at herself as the braid started to catch fire, setting her skin ablaze with agony. The bile neared her mouth as her reflection squinted, small tears forming in the corners of her eyes.
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“Welcome to Kessel,” the blue twi’lek yawned. “Good luck, and all that.”
Betl nodded, her bangs tickling her forehead as she leaned forward to grab her papers. “Thank you.” She paused before she exited the line, unsure of where to go. There were grunts of exertion all around the mines, and Betl could see a few different buildings, but the overseer had made no indication where her quarters were. The man behind her groaned as she bent back down to talk through the gap in the glass. “Sorry, but where did you say I should go?”
The twi’lek rolled his eyes but snapped his fingers. “Cav!” he called vaguely over his shoulder. “Fresh meat!”
Betl almost jumped into orbit at the woman who appeared silently next to her. She was short and tanned, with thick scars that were blanketed in the planet’s dust and dull hair that ended just below her ears. She spared Betl a glance before pointing with her chin and storming off. After a moment, Betl scrambled after her.
“Cav, you said it was? I’m Betl.” She skidded to a halt as a woman in the mining line a few feet from her collapsed, but her guide didn’t stop walking. “I heard that spice mining was hard work, but I didn’t expect this. Are you indentured, too?”
The back of Cav’s head was not terribly conversational, apparently, though Betl decided it would be a better thing to look at than what surrounded her. Cav had these pretty little clips in her hair, scratched and dull from all of the dirt. All it would take was a little spit and a shirt, and they could be as shiny as the day they were cast.
“Slophouse.” Cav’s voice was like the gravel under their feet as she pointed to a building to the right. “Overseers. Guard tower. Barracks.” Betl followed her up a small hill to a rickety building at the top, the one that had been named as the barracks. Cav opened the door, surprisingly holding it as Betl brought her bag through the small opening.
The barracks were packed with rows and rows of bunks, with only a breadth of space in between them. It reminded Betl of the claustrophobic ships that she had squeezed into on her journey to the Outer Rim, with every refugee and servant sharing the same recycled air. Cav nodded to a bed with no sheets. Betl dropped her bag and flopped onto the flat mattress. Something sharp was poking into her shoulder, but it was no worse than the other places she had slept.
“Shifts start at 0500. Don’t be late.” Cav turned on her heel, her two small braids swinging behind her.
“Thank you, Cav.” Even if her guide wasn’t the nicest, it never hurt to be friendly to those that you would be living with. Betl undid the clip at the base of her skull, freeing her waves of red hair that fanned out on the mattress.
Cav paused a few steps away, eyeing the locks with what Betl could only describe as distrust. “You’ll want to cut that off,” she rasped.
Betl sat up. “But it’s the only nice thing I have.” It was her mother’s hair, her sister’s hair, the only remnant that she had left of them. The ladies that she used to work as a maid for always adored her hair, even when she wore her tattered dresses to work. No, cutting it off wouldn’t do at all.
“If it gets caught in the machines, you won’t be able to appreciate ‘nice’ ever again.” Cav shrugged. “Kestle is about survival, not pride. But your survival is your choice.” She shook her head, the braids bouncing slightly as she stomped out the door.
The unspoken meaning was clear: If you die here, no one will mourn you. Betl blinked, absentmindedly twirling a strand of red around her finger.
She would need to ask the overseer if she could borrow some scissors.
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kirnet · 3 years ago
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may 4th circa 4000 years ago
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kirnet · 3 years ago
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Alone Made of Ice (i)
Revan/Canderous. 2.8k words. Part 1 of a Revan novel rewrite
Underneath the deafening bustle of Coruscant’s Galactic Market, the frantic haggling in all of the languages of the Galactic Republic and the swelling sounds of speeders of all makes and models, nobody noticed a cloaked figure and their astromech droid passing through the sea of bodies. Plenty of people brought their droids to the market, and plenty more wore hoods that shadowed their face, some ornate, some tattered, and some, like the figure, perfectly ordinary. But not a single other individual in the market, or perhaps on the whole planet, commanded the same presence. Even as they remained silent, the crowd absentmindedly parted, giving them and their droid an open path to their destination. It was only after a few moments of bumping shoulders with strangers did the people in the crowd realize that they had even bunched up together. They would blink in confusion, or maybe yell at the people around them for invading their space, before rushing back in to fill the void.
Revan couldn’t find it in herself to enjoy the Market. She would go with Mission or Bastila whenever they wanted to peruse, and she was somewhat fond of people-watching, but the proximity of this magnitude left an uncomfortable itch under her skin. She may have once been a conqueror, surrounded by sycophants and vehement supporters, but in the two years since defeating Malak she had hardly left her apartment. Solitude couldn’t stab you in the back.
More often than not, Revan itched for a mask that she could barely remember.
But her business was essential, and her contact mostly insisted on meeting out in public, if only to get her out of the house. Despite her discomfort, she appreciated the thought. She could be borderline paranoid at times, though her past gave her every justification for that, but strolling through the cramped marketplace reminded her of the true state of her anonymity. Revan may be both nemesis and savior of the Republic, but the average citizen was only familiar with the tales of her scarred mask and carmine lightsaber. If anyone could recognize her through the bags under her eyes, they made no move to show it. 
T3 whistled happily behind her as they passed a stall overflowing with droid mods. 
“I’ll get you some on the way back,” she responded as she pulled her hood down lower. Even the droid was having a better time than her.
The Jedi had lectured her constantly about the Code, about the value of trust since her rocky redemption. Some days she could even be assed to nod along, but her instincts for survival were too sharp to take it all to heart. She trusted her crew and her droids, and that was all. Even her own mind was suspect. The Force swirled around her, watchful for any ill-intent or sudden actions from the crowd. 
Still, even with the borderline overstimulation of smell and sound and mentality, she paused at a small stall. An ornate red cloth was draped over the front, though Revan could barely see the pattern through the piles of fragrant burlap bags. An older Devaronian man with stunted horns tended to the shop, dutifully counting the credits a customer gave him before handing them two of the bags. Revan stepped up to the front, a sweet smell enveloping her senses as T3 bumped against her heel.
“What are these?” she asked in Devaronese. She picked up a bag as the vendor turned to her. It was a little larger than her hand, but it had a surprising heft.
“Candied fruit from the jungles of Devaron, mixed in a collection of native spices. It is best paired with-'' His friendly chattering trailed off as Revan lifted her head, his eyes widening to an almost comical degree. 
Maybe he recognized her, or maybe it was just the faint red around her pupils that never faded, or the myriad of scar tissue that set her face into a permanent scowl. Maybe she just looked like shit, the almost full week without solid sleep giving her a crazed look. Either way, she didn’t particularly care to hear his assessment. “Pairs well with what?”
He lifted a trembling finger to point at some bags to the side. “Tea. It’s loose leaf. Very earthy,” the vendor answered in Basic. He swallowed thickly. “I’ll give you fifteen percent off if you want both.”
Revan slowly brought her hand under her cloak. The vendor flinched slightly. She retrieved a handful of credits from the belt in her pouch, the full amount that the customer before her had paid, and set them down smoothly on the fabric before grabbing a bag of tea. “Thank you. Have a nice day.” T3 added his own farewell as they rejoined the crowd.
Maybe that is why so many Jedi avoided her during her rare visits to the Temple: her appearance. Mission had frequently allerted her to the fact that she didn’t blink often enough, and that she held eye contact too intensely, and the fact that she had a tendency of squaring her shoulders as she towered over people. All habits she had picked up during the wars, she supposed, though she couldn’t be sure. Mission had certainly thought it was more funny than anything, and the man she was about to meet had many of the same mannerisms. 
The jovial liveliness died down as the pair approached the outskirts of the Market. There were plenty of fine establishments that catered to tourists closer to the market square, but her contact always insisted on meeting at a grimy bar that served Coruscant’s ruffians and scugholes.
A fitting place, then, to meet Canderous Ordo.
The bell never chimed when the front door opened, as no one ever bothered to clean out the coagulated grease and cigarra smoke from its insides. Revan pulled off her cloak, and the patrons that had noticed her entrance immediately turned back to their drinks and pazaak games. Her visits may be infrequent, but the regulars knew to avoid her.
Canderous nursed a drink in a torn-up booth tucked into the corner, pretending that he hadn’t immediately clocked her presence as he swirled the amber liquid around. Revan slid into the opposite seat, dragging herself over the couple layers of tape holding it together as T3 situated himself underneath the table. Canderous raised a finger to signal to a waitress, and Revan dropped her new cargo onto the table. “You bringing me gifts now?”
“Candied fruit and earthy tea,” she answered flatly, already rooting into the bag of sweets. She plopped one into her mouth, her eyes rolling back slightly as she savored the new flavor. Delectable, she concluded after a second one. She would have to go back for more. “I have a kettle in my apartment, you know. The tea pairs nicely with the sweets.”
“I won’t let you be more of a recluse than you already are, Revan.” Canderous watched the display with open amusement, putting up no fight as she licked her fingers clean and snatched the drink from his hands. She downed it easily, but the waitress was already standing next to Canderous and setting a new one on the table. “And since when do you drink tea?”
Revan delicately set the empty glass on the waitresses’ tray and dismissed her with a polite nod. “I don’t, really, but-” Her brows furrowed as that spark of familiarity suddenly vanished. She hadn’t even realized that it was new information. “Somebody liked it. I drank it with somebody.” It was a struggle to keep the confusion out of her voice.
Of course Canderous heard it. He leaned forward on his meaty forearms, his pinky barely nudging Revan’s hand. “Malak, do you think?”
“I don’t know. Probably.” It would make the most sense, given their previous proximity, though she had no way of actually confirming that. Even after all this time, most of her memories were a blank void. There were bits and pieces, dangling Padawan braids and late nights spent studying ancient texts, but full scenes were lost to her. An affection that she couldn’t place haunted her whenever she thought of Malak, even after everything that conspired at the Star Forge. It was similar to the affection she felt when she thought of Mission, or Juhani, or any other member of her inner circle, though it was decidedly different for the man in front of her. 
Or maybe her Jedi reprogramming had betrayed her, creating figments of idealized companionship where there were none. A Sith Lord like Malak didn’t seem like someone who would drink tea, but Revan couldn’t judge. She certainly had a penchant for exotic desserts.
Revan pushed the bag of fruit across the table in a not-so-subtle command. With a shrug, Canderous ate one whole, chewing slowly to give her time to compose herself. “This is more than a social visit, is it? What’s up?”
It took Revan a few moments to realize that her hand was wrapped around one of her sabers, the one she had taken from Malak’s body and claimed for herself . She forced her hand to slide off of it, but the dread had already set in. Darkness, and then sudden light, pelting rain that bore down on her like shrapnel. A putrid green explosion. A smile. A steaming cup of tea. “Nightmares,” Revan finally managed. “I can’t make heads or tails of them. They might be premonitions, or memories.” Red-rimmed eyes, from past allegiances and exhaustion, flicked up to stare at Canderous. “I was hoping you could help rule out one of those possibilities.”
It was regrettable that this wasn’t one of their precursors to a penthouse rendezvous at her place, but Revan was desperate for any answers she could get. She hadn’t slept in blasted days. Every time she closed her eyes, even if it was just to blink, the same grim visuals would appear. Canderous leaned back, his drink forgotten as he regarded her. “Out with it.”
“Did the Mandalorians ever inhabit a planet with intense thunderstorms? Or perhaps it was the stage of a battle during the war?” She could feel the droplets of rain burning through her skin like acid. “It’s dark-” she paused to scoff at the unintended joke. “Both in light and in the Force. It feels so familiar, so vivid.”
Canderous mulled over the question, his brows dropping heavily over his eyes. “Not that I know of.” He ran his calloused finger around the rim of his glass. “You don’t think it has something to do with your Sith days?”
If Revan was forced to pick one thing that drew her to Canderous, it would be the absolutely callous way that he referred to her known past. Nothing infuriated her more than people dancing around the truth, or claiming that she was something she was not. She had been Jedi, and then she was Sith, and now she was some broken amalgamation of the two. The facts that she had about herself were too precious to throw away for something as trivial as feelings or remorse. Canderous understood that, and he had enough respect for her and her achievements to speak freely. 
“I don’t know.” It was always the same kriffing answer, the only one she could ever give. “Perhaps. It’s not the Rakata homeworld, that’s for sure.” She was under the impression that the Star Forge had amplified what the war had already corrupted, and that that was the reason that she and Malak turned their ire onto the Republic. Even after seeing the effects of their conquest firsthand, Revan was never satisfied with the answer that they had simply decided to attack simply for war’s sake. Maybe this netherworld contained answers. 
She pushed ahead, her long middle finger tapping absentmindedly on the chipped table. “There’s more. A planet, an explosion of green. But that must be-”
“Malachor,” she and Canderous concluded in unison. Revan may not remember the actual battle, but she had spent the last two years scouring the Archives for any information about her past. The Battle of Malachor, the Council had decided, marked the moment that she had fully descended to the dark side. Even after reading the accounts, she couldn’t bring herself to be too remorseful. She had eliminated the Mandalorian threat, just as she had set out to do.
Canderous grabbed his drink and knocked it back, grimacing slightly as his eyes trailed around the collection of thugs seated around the bar. “Of all the things you could forget, Malachor shouldn’t have been one of them. It just doesn’t seem possible.” He gestured to the other patrons with his head. Many were dressed similarly to Revan, concealed in the darkness, but a few had their arms exposed, different clan tattoos boldly branded on their skin. “Plenty of people would kill to forget the horror that you and your general wrought. Not to say that we should. We’ll need to remember the last Mand’alor’s failures if we are ever going to rebuild.”
Revan agreed, but something about the statement made her pause. “What general?”
“The General. General Cavira. The one who fired the Mass Shadow Generator.” Canderous tilted his head to the side. “Everyone who was there knows of her.”
A smile. A cup of tea. Revan leaned forward, her unkempt hair falling into her eyes. “There’s no mention of a General Cavira in the Jedi reports.” She punctuated every word with a tap of her finger. “Someone scrubbed her name out,” she realized with dawning dread. “Someone doesn’t want me to find her.”
Why would she want to find her in the first place?
Cavira. There was… a feeling of friendliness. A flash of white. Malak’s too-loud laugh. But there was nothing she could place, not even a shadowy silhouette at the edge of her memory. Revan jumped, the tiniest degree, of course, as Canderous grabbed her hand, but the furrow of his brow told her that he noticed. She entangled her fingers in his and forced herself to focus on the feeling as her mind tried to wander. There was a low whistle from under the table, and T3 bumped against her toe. “Maybe the Jedi are worried that she’ll spark your memories,” he mumbled after a few moments. “If she’s still alive, that is.”
Her mind was moving faster than a ship in hyperspace, concocting theories and discarding them within the same instance. “I need a favor,” she piped up suddenly after a short eternity of silence.
“Just name it.” Always dependable.
“I need you to talk to some other Mandalorians.” They both turned to look at the scattered tattoos at the bar. “Maybe some off-world Mandalorians. Anyone who might know something about the storm planet, or about General Cavira’s whereabouts.” She retracted her hand and grabbed another candied fruit. “She might have even been killed at Malachor. If anyone claims that they did it, I want to know.” 
Canderous sighed, but he pulled himself out of the booth, awkwardly maneuvering his legs around T3. “You certainly remember how to boss people around. I want something in return.” Revan hummed, her brows raising slightly. The taste of the candy washed away any anxious bile that had settled in her throat. He made his way over to her and cupped her face, his grisled fingers trailing along her cheekbone. Normally she would shy away from such a public display of affection, but she leaned into his hand. It was the least she could do after giving him that tall order. “Does the offer still stand?” He nodded with his chin towards the bag of tea.
“Of course it does.” She gently grabbed his wrist, holding it still as she pressed a chaste kiss to his palm. “After you get me my information.”
“So demanding.” Canderous bowed down, his wide frame engulfing her vision as he bumped his forehead against hers. Revan allowed her eyelids to flutter close, flashes of lightning fighting to break into her vision. They stayed there for a few seconds, scarred and wrinkled skin pressed together, before Canderous slowly pulled away, electricity crackling through the air. 
She let his hand slip out of hers. “Don’t keep me waiting,” she whispered. 
There was nothing else to be said. Canderous gave her one last look, a certain twinkle in his eye, before turning and striding purposefully out of the bar. The blast door closed behind him, trapping Revan in the stale air. With a sigh, she flopped back against the ratty booth, too drained to glare at any of the patrons who glanced her way.
Revan could still feel the heat radiating from the seat across from her. She wanted to sink into it, sink into him, but an overactive nervous system wouldn’t entertain the idea. First, she needed rest, and for that, she needed answers. Maybe she would go home and learn to like tea. She should have asked if it was caffeinated.
But first, she needed another drink.
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kirnet · 3 years ago
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so when the exile finds rev do you think they- *gunshot*
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kirnet · 3 years ago
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more halrebe brainrot
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