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What I mean when I do not control the hyperfixation.

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KotOR week: Darth Revan

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we oc based artists stick together

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little pumpkin thief

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Possum mom figurine ♥️

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Forever obsessed with how some areas of the maze are named after parts in a body

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A buncha doodles of my boi Mad'son, don't worry about it-- Ft. characters of @author-of-worlds @jateshi @/trickeddice @determination-saved @agalarianzigzagoon

Picrew under cut

https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/582810

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I want to add to the post I just reblogged about delusions and how to help people with them, but op was specifically schizophrenic, and the last time I tried to share a related story on a post like that, a different OP got extremely angry that I didn't have an identical disorder to them and accused me of derailing, so I'm making a new post.

I have severe anxiety. The things you can believe when you are going through an acute anxiety attack or panic attack can be so extreme they can be classified as delusions. I've been convinced I poisoned myself, I've been convinced I had rabies, I've been convinced a building was going to burn down, I've been convinced my blood was full of bug eggs that were going to hatch and kill me.

Doctors and family members who have helped me the most were people who took those fears seriously, who examined me no matter how irrational my fear was, and who told me why, based on what they observed, my fears were unlikely to be true.

Instead of "you can't possibly have rabies", it was "the dog is vaccinated, so it can't have rabies, and the skin where it nipped you is not broken."

Instead of "Of course your blood isn't full of bug eggs" it was "bug eggs would have hatched by now" which was so coldly logical it completely snapped me out of my panic.

Instead of "I'm sure you didn't poison yourself", the doctor looked at the bug spray and the ingredients and listened to how I used it and said "based on your exposure, you haven't been poisoned".

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something about a connection you'll always want but can never make

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i dont think ive ever seriously drawn atris? fixed that

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from what i can tell this guy got in a serious accident while tryna clean his teeth

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shady characters you meet on deserted mining facilities

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Tinee

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more baby rye doodles bc their youngling years are everything to me

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@author-of-worlds

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"Is there something in the corner of your eye that you cannot get out?"