#hahahahahahahahah ASK ME IF I AM OK

[astridxking]

“I'm off the deep end, watch as I dive in, I'll never meet the ground. Crash through the surface, where they can't hurt us. We're far from the shallow now.”

“Will you leave me, too?” Alice whispered, leaning back so the hybrid could see her tear stained face and trembling lower lip. “Everyone leaves me, they all- they all get uh- they are all needed more, by someone else and they leave me all alone. Why?”

MAIN CHARACTERS → Dean Winchester, Alice King.  MENTIONS → Dean Winchester, Adrian Rivera, Sam Winchester, Ben Breaden.  LOCATION → Mystic Falls TIME FRAME → 16th March, 2019 WARNINGS → death/grief/general depression/sadness NOTES → Astrid returns to Mystic Falls and explains to Alice that Dean won’t be around anymore.  TAGS → @ofbowlegs

Everything, after she walked out of the morgue, was a blur. The Detective was asking a lot of questions and though she was pale and nauseous she tried her best to answer them for him. “I have his belongings with me, ma’am, along with the paperwork I need you to sign.” He told her. “Me?” she muttered. “Yes, sorry, I’m assuming you're his next of kin?” He looked to her and she frowned. Of course, she could say no but then Sam would have to travel here, so she simply nodded and focused her eyes on his. “I’ve shown you all the documentation you need.” She compelled. “I want his body transferred to Mystic Falls, can you do that?” She asked and the Detective nodded. She recalled signing some paperwork, not entirely sure what for, did it matter? Really, she wanted to tell them all that they weren’t allowed to do an autopsy, the thought of him being cut open wasn’t something she felt like she could handle knowing. But she knew she didn’t have the right to call that off and truthfully, it was needed, to know what happened and if there was any foul play involved. Astrid travelled with the Detective to collect Dean’s car and she didn’t even care to think about her own at this point. She could always send some poor bastard to collect it for her. She needed to bring his baby home, it’s what he would be worried about if he was watching. 

The hybrid must have sat in the driver's seat for at least an hour, staring off into the distance. Thinking, not thinking, crying, not crying. How was she supposed to tell Sam? What about Ben? He still didn’t know that he was possibly Dean’s son. How could she tell Alice? Should she tell her? Astrid felt like there was this crippling weight now on her shoulders as well as in her heart. She couldn’t shake away the nausea that was travelling up from her stomach and drive back was long. She didn’t know how she made it home without crashing because could she heck remember anything about the travel. Stopping the car at the end of Adrian’s street, she was grateful for her brother having Alice a lot longer than planned but she didn’t want to answer any questions. Instead, she text him to send Alice out and stood a little distance away, giving him a wave as the little pup came leaping towards her. “Hey, baby. You been good for Uncle A?” She smiled, lifting her up into her arms and carrying her down the street. Even holding her helped her breathe just a little bit easier. 

“Dean!” Alice squealed when she saw his car. She scrambled out of the hybrids arms to run towards it and for the longest time, Astrid felt absolutely shell shocked. How could she be so stupid? She hadn’t even thought that the girl would assume he was inside. “No, Alice he- sorry, he’s not-” she shifted and moved closer. “No Dean, I’m using his car.” Astrid decided not to say anything more. She was still so incredibly torn between what she should do or say at this point. Alice had lost enough and she loved Dean so much, Astrid was afraid that telling her the truth would only undo all the progress she had made in these last few weeks. Alice told her all about her time with Adrian and Piper on the journey home and the hybrid offered her smiles and nods when needed but honestly, she wasn’t giving her chatter the attention it deserved. It was just too hard to focus. “Alright, it’s late so brush your teeth, get your pj’s on and jump into bed, okay?” She ruffled the girls hair and leaned down to kiss her forehead before she ran off to do as she was told. 

It wasn’t until three hours later, Astrid was still sat on her bedroom floor clutching one of Dean’s shirts and using it to try and muffle the sound of her own grief. She hadn’t slept in two days and yet she couldn’t bring herself to get into bed and attempt it. She felt like she was suffocating, she knew grief, knew it all too well, but this? This felt different somehow. It felt like a different kind of grief and of course, that’s because it was. She hadn’t ever grieved for someone she was in love with before. Did she deserve this pain? Why was it that in spite of trying to be a good person, she always fell short and lost everyone? Astrid had so many questions that would never be answered and it was crippling to know that she’d given her heart to someone who wouldn’t be around anymore to keep it safe. It almost felt like she’d been split in half; like her heart had shattered in her chest and there wasn’t a damn thing she could do at this point to piece it back together. She’d always refused to fall down, she kept going, kept fighting and kept trying but right now? As hard as she tried, the tears wouldn’t stop streaming down her face and she was so wrapped up in her own thoughts she hadn’t even noticed that Alice had waddled in, sleepy and holding onto the teddybear Dean had won her at the carnival. She placed it down and didn’t say anything while the hybrid tried to collect herself and wipe away her tears. “What are you doing out of bed?” Astrid asked, shying her face away from her so she wouldn’t see how raw her eyes were. “I wanted some water and I heard you crying...” She whispered, shifting a little nervously in front of her before reaching her hand out to touch Astrid’s face in an attempt to get the elder to look at her. “We should call Dean... He makes you laugh when you get sad.” She suggested, half because she thought it would solve it and half because she missed him, too. 

Astrid sucked in a breath and shook her head. “Come here, baby.” Holding her arms open, she pulled the lil pup into her hold before using her fingers to brush the hair from her face. “Remember when we talked about your family? And I told you that sometimes, the best kind of people are needed elsewhere and so, they have to leave us, to help the people who need them more?” Astrid tried to smile as Alice nodded. “Okay, well, Dean is one of those people and...” she paused, struggling to try and come up with the right words. Words that were truthful but gentle for the six-year-olds ears. “Last night, someone really needed him. They needed him so much and... And he had to go. He had to go and help them.” She could literally feel the girl freeze and watched as her eyes went wide and filled with tears. She understood death, it didn’t matter how much sugarcoating went into that explanation, ultimately, Alice knew exactly what Astrid was telling her. “Dean’s gone? He- he’s gone, like my family?” She leaned back and her breathing started growing short. Her family weren’t coming back and that meant neither was he. “But- but... I need him,” she whispered shaking her head as her eyes welled up with tears. “I need him more!” She squeaked, clutching her chest as she couldn’t quite catch her own breath. Astrid shushed her, tried her best to get the girl to stay calm whilst forcing back her own tears. 

“I know. I know. Shh. I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.” Astrid shook her head. Alice broke down, her tears ran like a waterfall and her head was shaking fiercely. “No! Tell him,- t-tell him he has to come back!” She couldn’t breathe, she pushed and shoved Astrid to try and get out of her hold but Astrid only pulled her closer, wrapping her tightly in her arms. Alice relented, her body slouched against her chest and she sobbed. “I’m sorry. He would never leave you if he had the choice.” Astrid whispered as she swallowed down the lump in her throat and pressed her chin against the top of the pups head. She cradled her for nearly an hour whilst she broke her heart, and, Astrid’s along with it. Though she finally managed to calm down enough so that she was only sniffling. “Will you leave me, too?” Alice whispered, leaning back so the hybrid could see her tear stained face and trembling lower lip. “Everyone leaves me, they all- they all get uh- they are all needed more, by someone else and they leave me all alone. Why?” Her little face twisted up and more tears fell as her pleading eyes focused on Astrid’s. “I’ll never leave you. Okay? Never. I promise.” Astrid nodded. She felt the tears slip from her eyes, unable to stop them before Alice saw. 

“We’re going to get through this. Dean wouldn’t want us to be sad, would he? He would want us to be happy and stick together... I’ll always be with you, okay? I won’t go anywhere without you.” Astrid smiled, choking slightly on her own words. Alice was still sobbing, but she was breathing a lot better - Astrid wished that was a relief but in reality, she knew it was only because the pup had absolutely exhausted herself. “But it’s ok to be sad for a while, Alice. We can be sad as long as we keep trying to be something more than that.” Smiling, she closed her eyes when Alice lifted her little hands to her cheeks and brushed away the tears. “Okay.” She whispered, still blubbering. She was pleased Astrid said that because she was indeed, incredibly hurt and sad. Dean saved her, she didn’t understand why she couldn’t save him. “Astrid?” She murmured, prompting the elder to open her eyes. “You uh- you are my family now, too. And.. and Dean, Dean is my family e-even though he is somewhere else now.” Alice nodded, whimpering under her breath and pulling herself closer to Astrid, who could only choke and offer her a silent nod. “I think I-I.. uh, can I- I um... I know my mommy is gone but- do you... Are you my new mommy?” She wondered. 

Astrid sighed quietly and leaned forward to kiss her forehead. “I could never replace your mommy, Alice. Never. But I will take care of you like I am your mommy.” She explained, hoping it made sense. Alice nodded through her tired eyes, she was already half asleep. Astrid carefully lifted her up and climbed into bed, covering them both under the duvet and holding Alice close against her chest. “I know.” Alice whispered through a hiccup and a yawn as she nuzzled her face into the hybrid's chest. “But I want to call you my mommy. If that’s okay.” She added, making Astrid’s eyes spring open. She was silent for a little bit before she gave her a light squeeze. “Is that what you want?” She replied, slightly stunned but mainly, it warmed her heart. “Yeah,” Alice murmured, falling asleep only seconds later. Astrid was biting on her own lip to force down the tears that still threatened to fall from her eyes. Turning her head to the side of the bed Dean had pretty much claimed as his own, she succumbed to her own exhaustion and closed her eyes to sleep. Tomorrow would be a gruelling day, she still had no idea how she was going to break the news to his brother and Gen. Ben too. 

[organic-guacamole]

showtime

episode 211 let's go

ok first of all, this is the second to last episode guys... I don't even wanna think about how much pain I'll be in after next week's episode

mr mazzara doing the recap-

this is so weird to me and I don't know why

WHY DIDN'T YALL JUST ASK BENJAMIN FOR HELP, THATS LITERALLY HIS THING

is Nini giving out the cards a callback to season 1 when Natalie Bagley said that Nini gave her a card or something on opening night of another musical?

STEPHY AS THE ENCHANTRESS OMG YES

Ricky in the crown gives me Harry styles in that photoshoot vibes

he's so pretty.

ok but why did we never see Ricky and Ashlyn interact before? it's been like 5 seconds and I already love how they bounce off each other and it's just so natural

OH THEY REALLY DON'T HAVE ANY UNDERSTUDIES-

well that explains a lot...

so Ricky fell on top of Ashlyn and all that broke for both of them was their wrist-

insert Jake Peralta *coolcoolcoolcoolcoolcool no doubt no doubt no doubt*

of course howie was amazing as the beast, were we expecting anything less??

Ricky is so beautiful and I will not shut up about it....

let me enjoy this before the makeup crew slaps mud on his face.

Nini and Ricky talking to eachother? in a civil manner? wasn't she avoiding him just in the last episode? hm ok

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH THEY CANT EXPRESS THEIR FEELINGS JUST LIKE ME HAHAHAHAHA THIS IS HILARIOUS, WHATS NEXT? THEY CUT EVERYONE OFF CUZ THEY CANT HANDLE EMOTIONS? ...ha

yes Kaden and Rico, my favourite east high boys 🥰

I mean....where's EJ?

THERE HE IS

EJ AND GINA IN THE BACKGROUND... doing something idek

KOURTNEY'S MOM IS BACK YAY

Howie is a shining star, ofc ofc

the smallest fOrk

can't wait to see the fork burst into song about how she deserves more than to be used to eat salad😌

the duster and the bluster.... ok😃

hi Gina!

hi- oh wow I didn't know Robbie Rotten was in this show!!!!!

the portwell look.

that my friends, is a married couple's look✋

GOSH EJ WHAT DID THEY DO TO YOU

aww Gina's so excited for this

D word?

Die?

Delicious?

Dom Toretto?

"good, clean fun all alone with someone I dig...a lot"

sir that does not sound very clean to me

SEBLOS

Seb looks so cute standing there next to pope Carlos

DID THEYEY REALLY LIGHT ANTOINE ON FIRE-

I NEED TO SEE THAT

Seb's reading Carlos better than big red read the script in episode 102, this is great development after the "fight"

Kourtney really just made the best outfit for herself and let the rest of them suffer

the way Gina immediately goes to hold on to EJ after the announcement

"tonight we're going to put the U in UTAH"

...

"hey where are you from?"

"TAH"

SEB'S SINGULAR CLAP KILLED ME-

he's officially salt lake city's resident thanos

just wity clapping because for some reason I have a feeling he doesn't know how to snap his fingers...don't ask why

Ms Jenn do you mind encouraging your leads before the show? idk just an idea

pepto bismol product placement smhsmh

those flowers are bigger that big red himself-

*bops along to the opening theme*

that whistle at the end slaps everytime

WHY IS THE AUDIENCE SO MASSIVE

I guess they're all here to see Ms Jenn go on as a fork after Nini decides to *go her own way*

wow i am so funny

so they couldn't do many group scenes cuz of covid, but this 300 person crowd is cool? nice

OO THE VIOLIN GIRL FROM EPISODE 6 IS IN THE ORCHESTRA

HOWIEEEEEE

"Mr Caswell", he said, in the loudest voice possible while backstage at a show that's about to start.

Mazzara what are you trying to pull-

I usually like Benjamin but I don't like his tone

"iS yOuR wHoLe FaMiLy HeRe?" LIKE YOU DON'T ALREADY KNOW THATS A SOFT SPOT FOR EJ

"we've had some good conversations these past few weeks"

right so what's going to happen after you graduate?

what does he think of you not going to Duke?

what did he say about you giving the sweatshirt that's been in the family for 3 generations to a girl you're not even dating?

good old Mr. M

therapist Mr. Mazzara, they all need it.

start with Ricky though.

"Michael Bowen"

dude why did you shave, now you look less like "hot lumberjack" and more "creep at the gas station"

OH-

does she not like Mike anymore?

why does it sound like jennzzara started dating and now they just sit back and talk smack about everyone in their freetime

break the fourth wall-

uhhhh im scared

why am I scared

he's scary

hehe flowers for Ricky, obviously for Ricky, ObViOuSLY

oh boy poor Michael

this man is in love, rip

why does Ms Jenn always look at people with her eyes open so wide

LILYYYY

I'm only excited because I really like the idea of lily and Ricky being friends, nothing more.

ha this guy's got jokes

a MOAT AROUND THE SCHOOL

wheeze

also he's very pretty.

"the wolves and very talented humans"

how dare he forget to mention the very talented wolves and normal humans, smh erasure

"being nice, what a concept" ted talk by Lily who still doesn't have a last name

did she just say lol out loud

same with the hug emoji last episode-

go touch some grass babes

the way he didn't say no, but said he didn't know how the east high kids would react-

not saying he does want to date her but that's an interesting thing to think about, also another thing to write an essay analysis on just to leave it in my drafts for a few months

awww lily genuinely trying to help him

sorry guys, I've been taken by the Lily charm (didn't know it existed until now but oh well)

REMEMBER WHEN I SAID I'LL NEVER SHIP PORTWELL?

just look at me now

the Lily wink I can't she's so cute-

HELP ME I'M BEING HELD HOSTAGE BY LIL-

David Attenborough?

oh nvm it's Benjamin narrating the show in a really weird British accent for some reason.

STEPHY GOT MORE LINES YAY GOOD FOR HER

also is this to show that Nini doesn't care about being the star of the show anymore? the way she's supporting everyone else even though she's a fork?

I would pay for a special of the full musical ngl

OOO THE TRANSFORMATION WAS SMOOTH

shockingly

yo where did the makeup come from

man I wish I was a theatre kid

THIS IS STEPHY'S EPISODE NOW IDC✋

my girl is starring

"needs an X-factor"

Simon Cowbell creeps in

"it's a yes from me"

and them boom, he takes Nini and mistreats her horribly and then she comes back to theatre after deciding music isn't for her👍

"I thought she just hog-tied him?"

don't ask sebby, it's better if you don't know.

imagine they spotlight the wrong person and this dude is just some random person that likes writing down stuff during shows.

Ms Jenn just let them do what they rehearsed (at some point we never saw) or else this is gonna end horribly wrong

"help"

same Carlos, same

I love how seb is just his translator rn

I thought he said "great displeasure" instead of "greatest pleasure"....help?

big red coming out from throwing up to see his girlfriend star is the cutest thing in this show.

Ash and Gina dancing is so fun

I'm imagining them practicing at night at their home, watching the movie for the 100th time and making sure their one dance together is perfect

KOURTNEY YES

HOWIE IS IN LOVE AHHHH

I LOVE HOWIE SO MUCH

SEBBY

THIS SCENE HAS SO MUCH GOING ON I CAN'T KEEP UP

THIS IS SO GOOD

HOW???

no because I'm actually crying

I'm dead serious.

we need this musical released as a special

big red is so proud and I love to see it

Natalie: "if you do not by at least 20 dollars in concessions, you do not support art"

rando in the audience: "but I pay for ad free Spotify"

Mr Mazzara clapping in the distance

Gigi, the guy you like is talking to you, complimenting you and hyping you up

YOU LUCKY LITTLE FEATHER DUSTER

aw EJ teasing her about the chocolates in a way that doesn't make her feel bad? take notes Richard

JORDAN FISHER

there is no rest of the show idc Jordan is it for me

THE WIG CAP ON RICKY OMG

they look like they're high and having "deep" conversations on the floor

THE MEAN GIRL WITH THE EYES-

@sunshine-julie-molina YOU HEAR THAT

Natalie really just be coming for them all

Howie what is happening rn

I'm scared

"did you enjoy it"

"very much"

dude wants a kiss so bad

ASHLYN OMG

NO DON'T DO IT BECAUSE OF LILY, PUT YOUR OWN TWIST ON IT

I want a Jordan autograph please

just keep swim- oh pushing...

Gina is literally a giant next to him and I live for it

am I about to cry for the 3rd time in this episode?

yes.

Ricky's leg kicks under the table makes me so happy aw

the portwell glances will kill me.

ah yes, mashed potato snow

Mr. M.... I'm not a theatre kid but even I know you can't have your phone on backstage.

Howie please just do it

CHIP'S BIG LINE I CANT

I LITERALLY HAD TO PAUSE IT AMD SCREAM INTO MY MASK FOR A SOLID 2 MINUTES (I'm not at home rn) HES SO CUTE

oh ok bye Jordan

oo tea

NOT HIM BEING STARSTRUCK BECAUSE HE'S MEETING HIS FUTURE BROTHER IN LAW-

"we're all just glad Gigi has a big brother figure in her life"

excuse me for a few thousand hours while I laugh hysterically

THE CAMERA ZOOM ON EJS FACE AND EVERYTHING-

STOP EJ LOOKS LIKE HE'S GONNA CRY BUT I CAN'T TAKE HIM SERIOUSLY WITH THE STAGE MAKE-UP

someone else said this already but I think it's hilarious that they had to bring in 2 guest characters to create some portwell angst

omg this really is Cici's episode, found family is their thing

elevator music lol

I'm gonna bet that big red took the harness for his surprise for Ashlyn without realising what it was

did Ms. Jenn just....tell her most mentally unstable student....to commit suicide....on a disney show...was that....I'm very....well....what the actual-

oh and there she goes running off instead of trying to make it right

oh wow Nini's the hero, she's gonna save the show 🤩

😐

the judge is doing a sudoku

honestly if I went to the hsm show as well, I'd come prepared for this one too

Lily why are you looking like that-

I WAS JUST STARTING TO LIKE YOU DON'T MESS THIS UP

wow ok, there goes that.

omg

what if Howie was acting weird because he knew what Lily did and wanted to tell Kourtbut Lily threatened him so he was scared to-

anyways see y'all clowns next week when we all simultaneously lose all motivation for the week without Fridays to look forward to.

[weelittleweasley]

30 questions tag!

thank you @lumos-barnes @drxcoswand @sweeterthansammy @pxroxide-prinxcesss @gcdric for the tags!!

1. name/nickname: i have a long first name, but i go by lexi or lex 

2. gender: female! pronouns are she/her

3. star sign: gemini

4. height: 5’7″

5. time: 11:27pm

6. birthday: june 2

7. favorite bands: the head and the heart, brockhampton, ABBA, one direction, 5sos, queen, depesche mode, fleetwood mac, wallows, arctic monkeys, paramore, etc.

8. favorite solo artists: harry styles, lady gaga, rex orange county, ok houston, ruel, sza, hozier, joji, niall horan, FINNEAS, rihanna, nicki minaj, kacey musgraves, frank sinatra, ella fitzgerald, dean martin (there’s a lot)

9. song stuck in my head: greek tragedy by the wombats

10. last movie: diary of a wimpy kid: dog days and what about it

11. last show: community (stan abed for clear skin)

12. when did i make this blog: oof i think january of 2013? a long ass time.

13. what i post: harry potter content! a lot of my old riverdale content is still up though haha

14. last thing i googled: liquor stores near me (SHJDKF SO ON BRAND)

15. other blogs: i’m not active on it anymore, but @sky-walkingaway is my star wars blog!

16. do i get asks: not a lot, but i love when i do!!

17. why i chose my url: wee little is such a cute term of affection and weasley supremacy duh. plus i love a little double w action! also the monogram is wlw and i think that’s kind of everything LMAO

18. following: 221 phenomenal creators

19. followers: 5,585 incredible, sexy, amazing followers mwah mwah

20. average hours of sleep: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

21. lucky number: 4

22. instruments: i played tuba and clarinet for 6 years lol, but i’m a trained musical theare, jazz, and classical singer! we love a theatre degree!!

23. what am i wearing right now: men’s boxers and an oversized tshirt

24. dream trip: sicily 100%

25. favorite food: burritos for sure or tagliatelle bolognese with parm and red pepper. delicious. 

26. nationality: italian american bow bow

27. favorite song: truly don’t know if i have one?? but at the moment, i’ve been loving slowing spinning room by ok houston.

28. last book i read: not a book, but a play. the bacchae by euripides. it’s fucking awful. read an adaptation. i hate dionysus in this show.

29. top three fictional universes: harry potter, star wars, and marvel (percy jackson and narnia are up there too)

30. favorite color: purple and green!!

no pressure tags!! @parseltongueswriting @lupinsclassroom @lumosandnoxwriting @darthwheezely 

[littlespaceporgs]

The Clone Wars Reacts - Part 3

Alternatively, Leah misses daddy Plo, gets annoyed by droids and is thoroughly entertained by Jar Jar Binks while simultaneously simping for Padme.

TA~DA! Welcome to part 3 of the reacts series, where we cover episodes 6, 7 and 8! I won’t lie to you, I actually found episode 6 really boring, 7 was less boring and 8 was maybe a little bit funny and I lowkey enjoyed it so much. So yeah, the first two reacts are kinda boring because I was super bored, but 8 is kinda funny. As usual, major spoilers for season 1 of the clone wars.

Part 1 - Episodes 1 and 2 Part 2 - Episodes 3, 4 and 5

So, lets do thissssss!

Tags (as always, let me know if you want a tag!): @acciokenobi​ @roseofalderaan​ @catsnkooks​ @peacelandbread​ @littlevodika​ @icedcoffeeandgays​ @captainrexstan​ @likeshootingstarsinthenightsky​ @mcu-padawan​ @onabouteverything​ @fractiouskat​

Episode 6: Downfall of a Droid

Notes: since writing these, I’ve discovered that I am 100% without a doubt very much a simp for Plo Koon and it shows.

> Pre-warning, I’m writing this on paper and on the train, so there may be slightly less thots thoughts in this one

> “Suffering serious defeats by Grievous”??????? All we’ve seen for 5 episodes now is Grievous lose????????

> Yeah Anakin! You should listen to Ahsoka!

>> (you need to trust my babey)

> Where the fuck is Plo when you need him? I WANNA SEE HIM

> Maybe that image will tide me over? (we all know it wont but that’s off topic)

> Oh for fucks sake I’ve had enough of Grievous

> YEAH R2, WE ALL KNOW YOURE THE ONLY REASON ANAKIN IS ALIVE!

> “this is too easy” oooohhhhh boy, you say that now......

*Grievous ditches his ship*

> ✨ disappointed, but not surprised ✨

> THERE IT IS!!!!! “I got a bad feeling about this” - bringing the total count so far to 2

> W H A T

>> R2D2?????????????????????????

>>> EXCUSE ME WTF?!?!?!?! DID THEY JUST - R2D2 NO!

> OBI WAN HOW DARE YOU R2D2 IS NOT REPLACEABLE

>> This is one of the few times I am more annoyed with Obi-wan than I am horny for him

>>> Wait no scratch that - i just looked at his face again 💖💖💖💖

> I miss Plo already, can he come back now?

> Oh Ahsoka, you’re so cute 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

> omg Goldie???? I LOVE IT he’s kinda adorable

> ooooohhh boy R2 is going to be on that dodgy ass ship isnt he?

> hahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahahah

>> fart humour, i love it!

> Unique items, huh

> OH SHIT THATS THE TYPE OF DROID FROM THE MANDALORIAN

>> just thinking about the mandalorian reminds me of the new armour/helmet kink i discovered I had and how much i love pedro pascal

> Goddammit R3. oh shit oh shit bad droids BAD DROIDS

> is R2 just a really good droid? or do all of them make this many mistakes???

> hahahaha ‘gramps’, Ahsoka he’s literally only 5/6 years older than you

> *GASP* Anakin, he’s not a lightswitch!

> Oh shit, R2 was on the ship!

>> HA HA I WAS RIGHT

> fuck fuck Grievous no dont take R2 bad droid

> okay, I love obi-wan but he’s being a little harsh

>> mild turn-on but ok 👀👀

> aaaawwww the little stomping when he’s excited

> Do we get to see R2 do a mad escape?

>> WE DO!

> oh no, R2 you were so close

> tracking beacon?! R3, what’re you doing?!

> sorry anakin, they definitely saw it

> R3 WHAT ARE YOU DOING? THE HYPERDRIVE TOO?

> YEAH AHSOKA, YOU SAVE ANAKIN’S BUTT

> You, know, I’m starting to wonder if R3 is doing all this deliberately??

> lowkey, I want to tally the amount of droids grievous hurts/destroys

> well, i want R2 back in the next episode, please and thank you.

Episode 7: Duel of the Droids

> Okay, all I want is for Anakin to hurry up and find R2, because I want this arc to be over

> I’m going to keep this reacts fairly short because I’m a little bit bored

> All I want is more Plo content, is that too much to ask???????

>> If you can’t tell I have a thing for Plo Koon and I officially joined the simp club for him.

> This trandoshan guy is just.... bleh 🤢

* insert gross shiver* 

> YEAH R2 YOURE DOING SO WELL! HOLY SHIT GO R2D2!!!!

> I said it in part 1, and I’ll say it again, R2′s whirring is a mood

> Okay so fucking R3 just turned R2 down, so I am definitely starting to think this is deliberate?

>> HOLY FUCK I JUST REALISED A THING! DUEL OF THE DROIDS???????? R3 VS R2??????????????????

> ANAKIN IGNORE OBI-WAN LIKE USUAL, YOU GO AND SAVE R2 OK?!

> Rex’s expression when he’s told to carry R3 is comedy gold by the way

> Oh please Captain, kindly fuck me

> FUCK YEAH AHSOKA!

> *sighs* Oh the droid humour

> I mean, it is a type of head adjustment I guess 🤷‍♀️

> ...

>> Did you seriously think grievous, being the slimy bastard he is, wasn’t going to kill you?????

> OH SHIT OH SHIT OH SHIT I WAS RIGHT FUCK R3 MAN

> AHSOKA KICK GRIEVOUS’ BIN CHICKEN LOOKI- oh no she was thrown into a wall, never-mind.

> R2 YES ZAP THAT GODDAMN DROID AND SAVE ANAKIN

> oh this is awkward, I love how R2 is insulted that he got R3 hahahahahahahha

> YES AHSOKA YOURE RIGHT, HE IS A STUBBY LITTLE BACKSTABER

> okay the most interesting point of this episode is ahsoka is escaping grievous

> OH MY GOD I WAS RIGHT AGAIN?! R2 AND R3 ARE DUELLING!!!! I CAN SEE THE FUTURE OR SOME SHIT LIKE A JEDI

> THATS RIGHT BITCH R2D2 IS BETTER

> anakin looking out for R2 is the cutest shit I’ve ever seen

> ngl, i had a small degree of satisfaction when I saw R3 get smashed to bits

> “oh anakin... one day” obi-wan is a mood

> oh thank god its over, alright what’s up next?

Episode 8: Bombad Jedi

> HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH DOES THIS ONE HAVE JAR JAR IN IT?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

> please tell me it has jar jar in it, then it will surely be funnier than the last 2 eps

> OH SHIT THIS EPISODE HAS PADME TOO IM SO HAPPY YAY

> oh in the white outfit too, i love this woman so much

> I’m going to put a photo hear so you can appreciate it too

> My horny bisexual senses are tingling

> HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHA IM ALREADY LAUGHING AT THE STUPID FROG

>> *for context he already fucked up once and we are 1 minute and 15 seconds into the episode

> she has a point though, C3PO does usually get into trouble

> oh boy, he sounds mad.... I’m getting a sinking feeling about this

> oh no

>> ah shit he’s gone and joined the separatists

> YOU DONT GET THE RIGHT TO CALL HER SWEET YOU TRAITOR

> I am much more entertained nonetheless by this episode

> wait so they fart insults???? it sounds like a fart and i giggled a little

> Oh and now jar jar’s trying to talk to them

> HAHAHAHAH C3 always gets shit thrown at him or shot at, whenever he’s in an episode I get a little bit happy 

> HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH ITS A FUCKING MAGNET OH C3 YOU POOR DROID

> why does he automatically jump to jar jar’s been killed oh my god so little faith like its a swamp planet???? and jar jar comes from a swamp planet????? of course he gone survive falling into water????

> buta mesa sav-ed you? i love this stupid creature oh my god hahahahaha

> HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA THE JEDI CLOAK OMG

>> definitely 100% anakins, and I love the Padme has the equivalent of one of his hoodies

>>> I want one too

> ooooohhhh this is not going to go well

> oh boy

> I’m guessing this is where the bombad jedi comes from?

> DARTH JAR JAR

>> I am so sorry no its not mine, but I have no idea who’s it is

> wheresa jedi? OH MESA JEDI?

> have you guys seen zootopia? specifically where they trigger a ‘howl’ with the wolves??? Thats what I headcanon the droids are like with ‘roger roger’

> DAMN PADME THATS SOME MADASS CORE STRENGTH

>> crush me with those muscles please

> “There’s no jedi in here, wait there’s no prisoner in here!” hahahahahahahahah

> One day I’m going to have to do a little audio recording so you all know what sound I make whenever I’ve written hahahahahaha

> FUCK YEAH PADME SLAY THOSE DROIDS

> “I’m afraid the ship has been destroyed.” 

>> “Battle droids?” *shakes head*

>>> “... Jar Jar?”

>>>> “Jar Jar.”

> obviously Padme was right, she usually is

> oh boy Jar Jar is your only hope? you’re in for a shock buddy

> Padme is an excellent shot by the way

> OH MY GOD IT ATE HIM TO PROTECT HIM THATS SO SWEET

> “I think Jar Jar’s dead.” “Oh again?” goddamn it C3PO

> YEAH SLUG CREATURE THING GOOD JOB!

> ...

> excuse me????

> WHAT A FUCKING LEGEND HERE I WAS HATING ON UNCLE ANO WHEN HE IS STILL IN THE REPUBLIC

> okay he has my forgiveness now :))))))

alright, I enjoyed episode 8, 6 and 7 were a little lackluster, but I did like 8 a lot actually, more than I thought I would 

anyways, see you next time for 9, 10 and 11!! (I’m pretty sure I saw ventress and kit fisto in the title image, so be prepared for major ass thots because i am very heavily attracted to one (1) assassin and one (1) fish man)

[whatshethinks]

What happened?

BUT OK, MONDAY NIGHT AROUND 7pm - he picked me  up at KFC Marisol and then I got him fries and burger. And he was like whaaat you didnt hafto! I was like i know its cool

And then we got into his car, and he was all giddy and I was too, definitely. And then, I hand fed him fries and he was shooketh. And then I was like jeez, just eat it already. Hahaha! Tapos ayun he got used to me handfeeding him the fries and shit.

Then I was like hey where are you taking me (eh before when he was back in Cali, we talked about how I  had a dream about him and I having sex at Clark, CDC parade grounds) and he was like Im taking us to CDC HAHAHAHA

And then otw to Clark, I was asking him questions about his life like who he lives with in Cali, if he prefers his mom than his dad HAHAHA

So he was answering them, okay. Happily. So i kept going. Once we got to CDC, we just had parked car conversations. And we was eating fries (he's conscious about his diet so he tries so hard not to eat as many fries) and then while I was talking and singing he would just stare at me. Dead ass serious like stare like SEXY stare, like IM GOING TO  KISS YOU NOW stare.

Ofc I was a tease, so I came close to his face and said "what are you doing?" in a sexy voice (at least I thought it was sexy) and then he was brushing my face and hair with his fingers

Okay so! THE STARE. That fucking stare, was so fucking sexy and shit I can cum just by his stare. Ive never had someone stare at me that way before.

So he was staring at me! And I was wearing this baggy  knitted sweater from H&M and while he was staring, I was lowkey tryna make the sleeves fall off my shoulder like the slut I am. So his californian ass was like: damn mami

And then, I was singing Ivy - Frank Ocean, cause thats what was playing. And he suddenly kissed me. And we started making out you know, and he was grabbing my tits and shit, thank god they grew. And then he was like "oh my god" I was like "hehe what, why?"

And then, I got all heated up. I took off my sweater! And I was wearing a bra and jeans only by this time, and he was like "fuck, you're so hot" and then he would bite his lips and stop and just stare at my tits. Like as if they're the biggest tits he's ever seen. Validation right there for me!

And then, things are getting heated. He was trying to remove my pants, I said "adrian" and he would get his hands off immediately off me. Which was n extra turn on! Cause damn, I like me a good boy too mamas. And then I was kissing his neck. He smelled so good. And thats not even the best part of his body yet.

I went and touch his peepee, and then damn. That shit was hard as fuck and LONG... So I was like "oh my god" under my breath. And he removed them shorts immediately.

When he removed them, I was like "fuckkkkkk" cause jesus christ. I dove my mouth into that dick real quick!

His groin smells so good. Like every corner and inch. Which is so hard to believe cause he didn't come from his house, he came from a fucking funeral with his friends for fucks sake. How does it smell so good. So ofc, I had to show him my skills. My god, I sucked that dick for so long my jaw almost locked. Long story short, he didn't cum. He face fucked me while standing upin the car (thank you, Toyota Innova for having a huge ass space inside) and then I deepthroated without a doubt.

And then, he wanted to fuck - "wanna get a room?"

Me: Not yet, be patient Adrian: Fine baby

After a few mins, he tried to squeeze my butt but my ass small so barely squeezed anything. But thats okay.

And then I had to remind him I was on my period. He was like "Oh shit I totally forgot about that"

- We were smoking weed too on the drive to Clark, like the vape pen whatever you had before.

And then oh my god, honest to god the way he kisses me was so good. He would hold my face and squeeze my mouth with his hand and just fucking eat my whole face. And god, if someone was taking a video of it - they would have came.

It was the best kiss I've ever had. And then we'd take pauses after a few minutes. And I lied down on his chest and just feel his chest and arms and tattoos. And then, he would trace his fingers on my back and hair and give me FUCKING SMOOCHES.

R O M A N T I C!

So thats the fucking signal I picked up right? Cause who the fuck gives smooches to someone you just wanna fuck??!

Smooches are for "I wanna keep seeing you you adorable slut" not "I will hit you up only when Im horny"

So i was so gooey with all the smooches and the finger tracing and shit. I was rubbing his chest. And all that ROMANCE shit!

After a while, we decided to order takeout from Mcdonalds. And then, I offered to pay. He was like:

What are you doing? Let's half What are you thinking? Stop!!! Put that back

So he grabbed my wallet and fucking threw that shit back in my bag and said

Wag ka maglalabas ng pera pag kasama mo ko

So of course I went all soft and shit, once again!

While we were waiting for our takeout, I hand fed him fries again with caramel sundae this time. He was like "Im more of a chocolate sundae guy" but he still ate. Then he ate his burger. And then it was so cute cause the servers from McDonalds came out to deliver our food, and there were two of them... and they were all giggling and shit when they handed the 1 pc of burger and giggling when they left too.

I was like, "oooh they like you" He was like "they didnt have to go in pairs when they gave us this burger naman diba" I was like "they probably like you"

I wish I could say, thats my boyfriend.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Then he started sharing his life story back in the Philippines. Where he did a feeding program for his birthday 2 years ago and shit. How he got that trait from his mom and all. How he would do that again after a year. Then he dropped me off at Marisol, the gate at the kanto where you have to enter. I didnt let him drop me off at my house per se.

Then while I was fixing my stuff, he was like are you sure you're okay to walk home? I was like, yeah Im a big girl.

And he laughed, and was like "come here baby" and was gesturing a hug. So he hugged and fucking GAVE. ME. SMOOCHES. AGAIN.

I texted him at 6am to ask if I left my brella in his car. And then he replied at almost 2pm. When I saw that he was online at like 12pm (Facebook). But I brushed it off. Then, his message was dry as usual.

He acknowledged my head and I said we'd transfer to Telegram cause Im at work, but it was just small talk like I asked him when is he gonna pick his dog up downtown so I can meet his dog, Samson. He was like, "Ill def let you meet him, imma take him to CDC some time and you can come with"

And then, I was like Ill look forward to that and shit

And I sent a meme, and he just said "that is me" and I didnt reply na.

I texted him when I got out of work, you know - lowkey dropping hints and shit. And he replied 4 hours later. I just assumed he's with his friends

We talked during dinner and while I waited for his reply, I slept at 12am. And then he replied at 2am. And then I woke up at 5:30am for work, and he said "aga mo nagigising" and I said yeah and he was like "hatid kita sa work" and shit, but as the good girl and angel that I am, I said "No, pahinga ka nalang"

Then when I got out of work again, I asked him where he was at. And he said he just woke up but he was online for hours before that on Facebook. And he had plans with his family for his cousin's birthday and I was like oh okay.

And he said, puntahan kita mamaya? Ofc my heart went oops! Hahaha.

Okay I waited from 6pm to 9pm for him, and I was so tiired and sleepy already and when we met I was like I deserve an apology and he was like, matagal ba? Shet sorry talaga. Sinurprise pa kasi namin cousin ko.

And I was like, yeah a bit but its fine, tulugan nalang kita haha.

And then, I was so tired I couldnt think of a convo. So I asked him where he was planning to take me, and he said, up to you. I was like, anywhere.

And we ended up in a motel LOL. Like jesus christ, how can I say no now.

We got in the motel room, and oh, I forgot to mention on the way to the motel - I told him I got him a gift, cause his bday was on Sept 24th and he was like "OH MY GOD WHAT ARE YOU DOINNNNNNNNN, WHY DID YOU DO THAT"

He was prolly thinking I got him a watch or something like a scrapbook, LMFAO.

Then when we got to the motel, I gave him my gift, which was weed. I was like, I picked those up from the streets. And he was like "oh shiiiiit, you didnt have to" I was like, I know it no biggie.

Then he was like, "shit babyyyy, thank you"

And then we lied down and I was wearing a mini skirt and sweater. And he saw skirt go up and he was like "oh fuck" and then we made out and then I removed my sweater, and bra he was like "oh my god"

And then he slipped my panties to the side, and oof I liked that very much, thank you. And then, from missionary, we went to doggy. And then he was like - can I cum inside, and I didnt hear him the first time and the second time, so the third time, he was like "can. i cum. inside?" and I said, oh yeah go.

"are you sure?" "Yes haha"

and then he fucking did, it was so hot.

The sex is not as good as Kyle, as well as the dick feels. Ya know!? Hahaha but I dont mind.

and then I went to pee and I showed him my underwear with his cum on it LMFAO. And then he was like shookth

And then, we watched Rick and Morty for a while and then he turned the TV on and then in the movie, there was a funeral. And he switched it off, we ended up watching 1 ep of Brooklyn 99 and then we sang the intro of B99 together, unscripted. How cute was that. Cute as fuck.

Then you know how high people laugh, theyre just like "he.he.he" that was our laugh all through out the episode. HAHAHAHA we cute as fuck.

Then someone called him, a guy. I was assuming it was his cousin or something. Asking him what time he'll be home and where he's at.

Ever since then, he felt so uneasy. And off... I was making out with him, he was hard but it would just die. We were blaming the aircon LMFAO, and then I was like hey its okay. So we ended up spooning instead and he was playing with my titties and then, we tried again. And then, he got hard and died again. He was like "fuckkk so sorry baby, I've never had this problem before haha idk why its acting up right now"

I was like hey its okay, so I gave him head. And we started trying again, then ayun after a few mins. He was able to cum, and he came on my pussy naman.

We cuddled after cleaning up, and then he was staring into space, I was like whats wrong? You okay?

Yeah I am, why whats wrong? Ikaw ok ka lang?

Me: Yeah Im okay, you seem off lang

Adrian: No, wala wala. Dont mind me..

Me: Aww, its gonna be okay.

Adrian: De kasi, kanina sa movie may nakita akong coffin... naaala ko sya (his bestfriend who died whos the reason why hes back in the PH)

Me: oh shit, sorry.

And then he was like, no its okay... And then I was like you wanna bounce na ba?

Adrian: Ok lang ba? Kasi I actually have to go.

Me: What, of course its okay. I get it!

A: You sure ha? Feel ko galit ka...

Me: What, noo come  here. *kissed*

A: Sorry talaga

Then we checked out

The trip back home was awkward but we kissed goodbye and shit. And then the awkward texts came.

also forgot to mention, I asked why didnt he cum on my face and he was like: well I still wanted to kiss you after (:

[nootnoot333]

bangtan asks

we are bulletproof: if you could be any superhero, who would you be and why?

:< hmmmm.... violet from the incredibles bc she cool

no more dream: if you woke up tomorrow to be incredibly famous, how would you react?

cry bc my friends have so much dirt on me 

i like it: if you could reverse any moment in your life, what would that moment be?

none 

n.o: biggest pet peeve?

metal against metal: like a metal spoon against a metal bowl 

we on: how do you deal with people who don’t like you?

cut them off snip snip

if i ruled the world: what would you do if you found out that you were an heir to a wealthy kingdom?

thank god now i don’t have to find a job in this economy 

coffee: what’s your coffee order?

in stores it’s usually some really sweet latte, at home it’s 2 tablespoons of sugar and a bit of milk

cypher pt. 1: if you had to be part of a kpop group, what position would you want to be (i.e. leader, visual, lead vocal, dancer, rapper, maknae, etc.)

y isn’t sub vocal an option 

rise of bangtan: when and how did you get into the king and legends, also known as bangtan sonyeondan?

i’ve known ab them since their... a little bit before their I NEED U days bc my friend was obssessed w them since debut and would always post ab them on fb and i watched the i need u mv and that’s where it all started

satoori rap: what does home mean to you?

nothing home is where i am

boy in luv: when you are interested in someone (romantically, sexually, etc.), does your behavior change?

i guess? doesn’t every body’s in some way

just one day: who would you want to spend the last day of your life with?

honestly... bts HAHAAHHAa

tomorrow: goal that you would like to achieve within the next year?

declare my major and get study abroad figured out 

cypher pt. 2: one thing about yourself you wish people would appreciate more?

i’m here 2 listen

spine breaker: what is your weakness when it comes to spending money?

clothes..... 

jump: favorite childhood memory?

playing outside for hours with the neighborhood kids

miss right: what is your ideal ‘type’?

HAHAHHAHA boys wise i have a weakness for tall lanky art boys who have ruffled dark hair and big glasses  LMAO 

i like it pt. 2: dream date?

n/a anything is fine 

danger: have you ever had a near-death experience?

multiple times, usually having to do w a car ; driving, almost getting hit, being driven

war of hormone: most embarrassing moment?

let’s not

hip hop lover: three songs that are meaningful to you?

fear- mino, streetcar - daniel caesar, lost- bts

let me know: are you good at keeping secrets?

pretty good just bc i forget

rain: most spontaneous thing you’ve ever done?

nothing i’m so unspontaenous 

cypher pt. 3: favorite outfit to wear?

depends on the SEASON BOI summer: highwaisted shorts and long sleeved shirt w stan smiths, fall: blue mom jeans, tighter shirt, colorful socks and white vans, winter: light gray turtleneck sweater, black skinny jeans, beanie, dark gray wool coat, black boots spring: denim overall dress, cute shirt, colorful socks and stansmiths

blanket kick: longest time you’ve spent lying in bed (sleeping or not)?

o..........at least 10 hours awake 

24/7 = heaven: what are you most looking forward to?

SCHOOL

look here: do you have any hidden talents?

no 

second grade: proudest accomplishment?

stayin alive

i need u: are you in love?

hell no 

hold me tight: does physical contact comfort you?

not rly

love is not over: ever had your heart broken?

nah not to the extent of broken 

dead leaves: how loyal are you?

SO loyal

move: last time you cried?

probably last year first semester of school

butterfly: most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen?

a mississippi sunset

run: do you like traveling? if so, where? what’s your dream vacation?

YES.... i have so many dream vacations... rn i wanna go to scandinavia 

ma city: if you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be?

fuk fuk i rly wanna live in like sweden 

baepsae: do you vote and/or keep up with politics?

yes and to an  extent 

dope: what did you want to be when you were younger? how does it compare to what you want to be now?

i wanted to be a marine biologist bc i liked fish and the ocean or a neurosurgeon but now i’m veering toward law

fire: are you a spontaneous person?

in little ways

save me: your favorite place on earth?

uh...   prague?

young forever: what is one movie from your childhood that you will always treasure?

kiki’s delivery service

boys with fun: you’re going on a roadtrip with seven other people– dead, alive, fictional, real, famous, or not. who are they, and why?

LMAO omg... ok 1) tae 2) jimin 3) my frien oshin 4) dean 5) zico 6) crush 7) jil 

all the kpop guys bc Y TF NOT and my friends bc they get along w everyone

converse high: how many pairs of shoes do you own?

like around 10 

whalien 52: weirdest thing that has ever happened to you? alternatively, weirdest dream you’ve ever had?

i swear a saw a demon 

house of cards: when was the last time you felt sexy?

LMAO

boy meets evil: have you ever committed a crime? if so, what was it? alternatively, what is the worst thing you have ever done?

yea

blood, sweat, & tears: kinkiest kink you have?

o

begin: who are you most grateful for in your life?

mom

lie: biggest fear?

dying but not having done what i wanted before

stigma: would you rather know the date of your death or the cause of your death?

date

first love: do you believe in soulmates?

hm

reflection: if you could tell your past self one thing, what would it be?

don’t worry it’ll be fine

mama: are you good at giving advice?

fairly

awake: if you had to be a flower, which flower would you be?

yarrow

lost: how good are you with directions? do you get lost easily?

i’m so good w directions and navigation 

cypher pt. 4: what do you do to treat yourself or relax?

bath, paint nails, do nothing

am i wrong: you wake up one morning in the hospital, knowing only your name and a single memory from your life. what is that memory?

this is so hard

21st century girls: do you prefer texting, calling, or video chatting?

texting

2!3!: your favorite thing about bangtan?

their silliness 

spring day: who do you miss right now?

no one particularly

not today: what are your procrastinating right now?

hahahahahahahahah translating 

wings: on airplanes, do you prefer the window seat, the middle seat, or the aisle seat?

domestic flights: window

intl flights: aisle bc i pee a lot

you never walk alone: how many people do you trust with your life?

no one