#hahaha im actually feeling completely normal about this <3< /div>
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spiraling about the framing hereā¦ the way tsukasa is specifically positioned with these two marks so visibly on display, one so temporary itās drawn like itās already fading deeming him guilty and the other so solid and near-permanent deeming him the most important and beloved thing in hanakoās lifeā¦ the way the guilty mark is on his hand marking what he does (if we take hands to represent actions) as making him guilty but the mark of love, which as we know from sumire could be anywhere on his body, is right on tsukasaās face... the way love is so much stronger than guilt and blame
it reminds me so much of:
I know we donāt have confirmation that heās talking about tsukasa here, but even if itās just thematically, the faded guilty stamp and the permanent yorishiro seal are so reminiscent of amane defending this person unrelentingly, never budging, and paying little to no mind to tsuchigomoriās condemnations of this personās actions. the faded stamp and bold seal contrasting so heavily to say āactions are so fleeting and always changing but love is unwavering.ā amane protects this person despite what theyāve done to him. amane kills tsukasa and tsukasa comes back marked as the pinnacle of hanakoās love. actions and guilt and blame are so complicated in tbhk, but love always endures. and itās all shown so succinctly in this one image of tsukasa this chapter
#tbhk 107#tbhk spoilers#jshk 107#yugi tsukasa#tsukasa yugi#yugi twins#hahaha im actually feeling completely normal about this <3#perhaps it's not this serious#but listen i love to over analyze okay#and i mean OVER analyzing lol#god the themes of it all#and this is without even touching on how this theme relates to nene's feelings about hanako and kou's feelings about mitsuba#truly just like the thesis of this show is just like. things are way more complicated than they seem but love endures#so many characters just going 'i see all the bad parts of you and i couldn't stop loving you if i tried' yknow???#which is such a complicated and compelling thing to think about wow
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IF YOU WANT TO ONLY PLAY 1D AND THEIR SOLO WORKS AT YOUR WEDDING YOU HAVE EVERY RIGHT IN THE WORLD i heard an orchestral version of āfallingā once and wowwwwwww that thing was BEAUTIFUL ikkk itās not really a love song šš BUT STILL i could totally see someone walking down the aisle to that. (potential orchestral songs: sign of the times, and infinity; also āblack and whiteā and āi want to write you a songā were made to be played at a wedding) but seriously if i ever heard abt someone only playing one direction band and solo songs at their wedding i would think theyāre the coolest person in the world
I LOVE HOW YOU POINTED OUT MY FAVORITE PARTS OF THE SONGS OMG totally real abt going off the grid if that song was about you, i said that about āthe smallest man who ever livedā by taylor swift because omgggggš¶š¶š¶ when i first heard it i was SHOOKš i was watching tv the other day and this song started playing and it reminded me sm of you !! itās called āBig Jet Plane (Acoustic)ā by Angus & Julia Stone
GIRL I HOPE YOU HAVE THE MOST RELAXING & DETOXING SUMMER OF ALL TIME YOU DESERVE ITš«”š«”š«” spending time with your friends sounds great !! even if it is dinner on weeknights (which sounds like a blast to me idk) IVE BEEN READING YOUR POSTS ABT YOUR BOYFRIEND GETTING INTO WRITINF AND ITS SOOO FUNNY TO ME HAHAHDAHABAH āi donāt think you like writing that much.ā SIR ???? HAVE YOU READ PROTECTION !:!;?3??ā?-?-? OR ANY OF YOUR WORKS FOR THAT MATTER BABDJSHAH and the whole dialogue thing šš girl how do you not bust out laughing ???šš
things have been quiet on my end too, after the wedding iāve literally just been home at the time lol one of my closest friends broke her phone so i havenāt even been talking to anyone much butttt im hoping to hit the bookstore over the weekend so do you have any recs ? what are your favorites ?
hope you have a great weekend sam, love you !!!! <333
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In case my blog wasn't obvious I Want To Write You a Song is one of my FAVORITE songs of 1D I think I would cry like a baby if I heard it at a wedding. But I also think I can only reserve it for my marriage to Harry (it's a song for us). My funeral is also just everyone going to be sitting there and listening to 1D and solo albums. It's how I want to be honored. I think I would spontaneously catch on fire if I heard one of those songs at a wedding--Black and White especially.
Taylor is so real for that--good for her. I've been listening to Big Jet Plane for the last twenty minutes or so! It's really sweet. Very love at first sight of them ļæ½ļæ½ļæ½ I think I could do something with it! š
my bf hasn't a CLUE that I'm a "writer." It's really hard to keep a straight face sometimes. I have to tell him things like I took a creative writing class in high school (I didn't) when I want to suggest ANYTHING to help. But honestly, I think he's a really good writer on his own. Prone to overthinking it. I usually just reference some of my favorite books and such. I would kms if he read one of my stories tbh. This is like a diary for me. I don't want anyone I know in my personal life to know about it š
I like to do NOTHING on my weekends. But other people don't feel that way I guess. Idk hahaha I'm just a little different I guess heheheheI just hit the bookstore myself! For once I didn't buy anything--a miracle really. But I do have some suggestions. I made this post when someone asked about book recs before. I stand by this list COMPLETELY. But I can add a few more as well!
Normal People by Sally Rooney -- the actual way the book is written is a little confusing tbh (no quotation marks during dialogue) but it really holds up to the show as well. Not sure if you've seen it but I would highly recommend both.
The Once and Future Witches by Alix E. Harrow -- a little long at times but I overall enjoyed it! Cool premise and I thoroughly enjoyed the relationships between the sisters and such.
One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest by Ken Kesey -- one of the hardest books I've ever read, but actually really good. The movie was pretty accurate to it as well if I recall correctly. It was pretty sad though so don't read it if you're having a good time.
That's all I really got right now. I probably have more to recommend but I've been bringing books I finish that I don't plan on rereading my work and leaving them for other people to take to clear room on my bookshelf. I also give the ones I DO want back to my sister to read so we have something to talk about hehehehe
Hope you enjoy the bookstore! Let me know what you get!
xoxo
P.S. it's a guilty pleasure of mine but I read this book My Life Next Door by Huntley Fitzpatrick the MC's name is Sam and she falls in love with the boy next door and there is a LOT of drama as well but the falling in love part is... š it's a YA and came out in like 2012 and I'm putting it here in the P.S. because it's been years since I've read it, but I've never read a book where my name was the MC's name. But I think about it a lot. It's in a box under my bed along with other favorite novels of mine from my YA adventures that I can't part with. (Also, a quick Google Search says you can't buy it in Barnes and Noble--at least not near me) but I wanted to recommend it anyway.
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what is the one thing you remember most about January of last year? January 2022...was mostly uneventful and my camera roll apparently confirms that too, lol. The only thing I remember from it was that my initial promotion to senior associate which lasted all of two weeks got voided and I was told I was gonna be junior manager with immediate effect.
you look at the clock and itās 11:11, do you wish? I wake up the inner kid and me and wish for 2025 to come faster. how do you think you will look 3 years from now? I hope I have an even better handle of work compared to now. I also hope Iāve been back to Korea by then! Idk man 3 years isnāt too long a time so Iām keeping my expectations at a normal level.
once you graduate (if you havenāt already) are you leaving your hometown? Well, I didnāt. what is your dream job? I already like being in the PR industry, but the dream job in this context is to be on the brand side, I guess. And to get to a high-enough position where I can be the one to actually produce and conceptualize marketing campaigns, not be the agency doing the nitty-gritties and be in charge of just making the campaign thought of by other people happen.
what would be number one on your bucket list? Go to Wrestlemania 50 has been a goal since I was 9.
how old do you think youāll be when you make your will? I already made a rough sketch of it when I was around 19 or 20, but I have no idea when Iāll actually make a Legit One.
you get a text message. who do you hope it is? Eh as long as it isnāt related to work, I should be fine with whoever.
are there any songs that you hear that just make you wanna dance? Many songs.
do you get any of your songs from limewire? I didnāt. I donāt think I belong too much to Generation Limewire hahaha; I did pirate movies and show off of The Pirate Bay though in like the early 2010s.
whatās the oddest thing you are wearing right now? Iām not wearing anything Iād consider weird.
you and your best friend get in a fight. why do you think that is? Most likely because someone may have spoken a little too harshly to the other. Two weeks ago I wouldnāt have known how to answer this because I havenāt quarreled with Angela since we were in Grade 5 lol; but just this past weekend we were talking and she spoke to me in a way that made me feel like she was invalidating my point, I was having a bad enough day so I snapped, and we didnāt talk for like a day or so hahaha. Allās good now though.Ā
do you use the word ābasicallyā a lot? It slips out but I really try not to because itās already used so much.
do you use proper grammar or use IM talk? I use proper grammar but I do tend to use abbreviations and shortcuts, especially if Iām having to type a big mouthful.
what is your biggest annoyance at the time? I have an awful amount of work that I have to do and I donāt wanna leave it all for accomplishing on Monday since it would make my plate by then SO full, so I have no choice but to do part of it tonight and tomorrow.
you see the person you fell hardest for. what do you do? Judging from the way she avoided Andi like the plague when she spotted them a couple of weeks ago ā Iād wave, say hi, do a bit of small talk, anything that would make her uncomfortable.
have/are you depressed? Iāve been through periods, but I wouldnāt say Iām currently. did you grow up in the united states? No.
are you dreading tomorrow? Not really dreading; I guess anxious is more accurate? Yoongiās Bangkok show tickets are coming out then so mine and my friendsā fates in June are, in the most simplest of terms, in tomorrowās hands lol.
do you call anybody ābabyā? No.
if your school had a winter formal on new years, would you go? We donāt even have winter...
where is the fanciest place you have ever visited? Idk Iāve stayed at a number of fancy hotels and resorts in the past.
who is the one person you can completely be yourself around? Angela.
are your pop-ups blocked on your computer? Yeps.
do you wear earrings on a normal basis? I donāt anymore; I ruined my left earlobe piercing over a decade ago hahaha. I also stopped wearing clp-ons but plan to start collecting them again.
how old were you when you realized that life goes on? Like an echo in the forest? Like an arrow in the blue sky? On my pillow, on my table? Hahahaha but anyway it was when I was 17, when my grandfather died. are your parentās night owls or morning birds? They like staying up late but I think theyāre more morning birds than anything.
do you like to sing? Just on my own.
are there some songs that you will never understand the lyrics to? Sure. do you own a lot of picture frames? Not really, no.
who is your favorite author? I donāt have any.
how many pillows are on your bed? Two.
how is your hair right now? Itās in a ponytail. Nothing remarkable.
is your phone fully charged? Nah, itās at 4% hahaha.
whatās your favorite thing about the holidays? All the gatherings and the F O O D served in each. Seeing your relatives is great, but I will head towards the lumpia, the pasta, the kare-kare, the shrimp, the pizza, the fried chicken, the sushi, and the cheesecake first LOL are you still in school? Iām not.
how many days/months until your next birthday? 20 days!
what is your favorite type of cake? Cheesecake.
how many rings do you wear on a day-to-day basis? None.
when will you next laugh until you cry? Idk. Might be as soon as tonight if I run into a funny video.
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inarizaki boys when you have a bad day
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ā-with: atsumu, suna, kita
ā-!warnings!: swearing, parental issues, parents fighting, (thereās nothing physically violent), illness like the flu
ā-a/n: yall these are longgg LOL sorry
ā- author: lu <3
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ā atsumu:
-his baby had a bad day :((
-just kidding he didnāt notice at first Iām so sorry nzjsjjsj
-your lockers are nearby so heās usually waiting for you there first thing in the morning
-you woke up today with a headache and you were just really tired from studying last night :/
-you wanted to suck it up because it was your own fault for leaving the studying until the night before the test you had
-anyways, you were walking up to your locker lowkey trying to avoid eye contact with him
-āhi tsumu :)ā u fricken liar with that fake smile
-āmorning babe!ā atsumu pulled u in for a back hug āi have to get to class kinda early for a test review so iāll see you at lunchā
-and with that he was pecking your cheek and leaving
-āokay.. kind of goodā you thought.. you didnāt wanna worry him or anything so you headed to you first class, math
-hell literally broke loose.. you forgot your pencil case and had to ask like 4 people until you got one which was embarrassing
-AND THEN the teacher called on you for an answer that you didnāt know like the universe
was against you or something
-āuhh... ummm i donāt know..ā headassš©
-the class after that was slightly less dehumanizing but it was also japanese class.. the class you had a test in that you just barely studied for
-you did the test and lost braincells, blood sweat and tears LOL
-āokay class these will be graded by lunchtime so please come by to collect your scores before your next classā
-ogey :/ anyways u went to ur next class and before u knew it, it was lunch time.
-a text from atsumu made your phone vibrate while on your way to get your test scores
-āhey babe im actually gonna eat lunch with samu weāre practicing a bit at lunchā
-oh :) ok :) thatās fine :) not like u :) desperately:) need a hug :) right now :)
-āoh okay babeā you text back
-whatever u donāt need him independent queen
-thatās your mindset.. until you get those test scores
-itās a literal fail .. did not pass the test.. ok..
-āy/n san, these test scores were not your usual best. Iām slightly disappointed, if thereās anything going on please let me knowā
-āthank you sensei. iāll do better next time.
-at this point you were just tying not to cry so you took your test and shouldered your bag and walked to a bench outside for some fresh air.
-right.. you didnāt bring lunch today
-so now you were hungry, tired, defeated, disappointed and lonely :,(
-the last class of your day went by quickly probably because you were zoned out the whole time
-the end of the day came and you were at your locker when your guardian texted you
-āY/n, you had that test today right? Iām expecting to see the grade when your back home. Didnāt have time to make food tonight so find something to eat on your way home.ā
-oh that test ? lol hahaha the one that you failed?! yeah that one haha lol lollll
-so with that, you started your walk home
-āy/n!!ā
-fuck. atsumu.
-if you saw him now you knew you wouldnāt be able to hold in your tears and you really didnāt want to cry
-so your solution? pretend you didnāt hear him and walk faster lmfaokdhdh
-but atsumu, being.. well atsumu, decided to just full speed sprint towards you to put his shoulder around you
-āi literally know you heard me. i missed you today sorry about lun- why are you crying ?!!?ā
-ābad dayā you choked out before a shuddering gasp wracked your chest
-atsumu didnāt say anything he just wrapped you in a tight hug, petting you hair while you cried into his chest
-āits okay babe.. ā :(
-āyou wanna come over? we can get food and cuddleā
-you nodded your head taking a shaky breath
-his hand reached out and wiped your tears, brushed your hair behind your ear and kissed your forehead like it was natural to him.
-and so you walked together hand in hand to atsumuās house where you ate samuās leftover onigiri and vented to atsumu about the day while you cuddled
-he also gave you a hoodie :,)
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ā suna:
-āliving is a chore :|ā you thought as the alarm rang through your room ruining your peaceful sleep
-it was raining outside and your mind went back to last night, the screaming match your parents had
-normally youād be used to it but it felt like they were starting to take the anger they had for each other out on you now
-you tried not to but you started thinking about all the things your mom had yelled to you through the closed door of your bedroom
-āyour just like your father. youāre selfish, lazy and all you do is run around with that little boyfriend of yours! what about your family?! you think your better then us? why donāt you move out then since your so good at being independent?!ā
-everything she said was always completely blown out of proportion, she lied all the time. itās exhausting for you
-you started getting ready for school, you wanted to see suna and your friends and laugh and just forget last night even happened
-when you got to school suna was there at your locker scrolling lazily through his phone
-you smiled, genuinely as he looked up and greeted you with a smirk
-ānice hair.ā
-āwha-ā you started and then smacked his arm when you realized that your baby hairs were out of sorts āshutupā you scowled
-āgood morningā suna hugged you
-āgood morningā
-now you were off to class, it always went by too fast, you thought. school was always done in the blink of an eye
-āwhatāre you doing at lunch?ā your friend tapped your shoulder and whispered to you
-āmmm nothing probably why?ā
-āletās eat on the roof today! yui told me thereās gonna be a rainbow cuz it stopped raining.ā
-āokayā you smiled
-now at lunch with your friends you ate the bento you had packed before. the rainbow was there and it was beautiful
-you were having fun just laughing with your friends and texting suna while he sent terrible photos of atsumu. things were good, you had forgotten about your mom
-until the end of the day came and you had to go back home
-as usual suna was at his locker waiting so that you could walk home together
-after crossing the street you and suna were at a bike path, trees surrounding the fences
-it was a comfortable silence until...
-āwhatās wrong?ā
-suna asking took you by surprise, you didnāt think you were acting any different. were you?
-āwhat are you talking aboutā
-āyou look sad, you did this morning too but then you were fine the rest of the day so I didnāt say anything. but, you look sad again nowā
-āoh..ā
-so suna just saw right through you
-ā um.. iām okay.. itās just ..ā you laughed dryly āi donāt really want to go homeā
-ādid something happen?ā
-āyeah.. my parents were fighting, it turned into this whole thing.ā you felt a lump in your throat start to form āi donāt really wanna talk about itā
-āokay. you should just come over then, right?ā
-ācan i?ā
-āyou literally donāt even have to ask me anymore y/nā suna grabbed your hand and led the way
-when you got there suna hopped on his couch and started putting on something from netflix
-āmy parents arenāt home, my sister has a dance thing todayā he grabbed a blanket and you sat down, putting your head in his lap
-suna put on a comedy show, of course he would
-he played with your hair while you watched and after an episode or two, he asked
-ādo you want to talk about it now?ā
-and so you did, you told him what happened last night and what your mom said. your plan was to not cry but that failed miserably
-suna listened intently, he told you the truth, he said that what she said wasnāt true, he told you you could sleepover whenever you needed to.
-kissed you and wrapped you back in the blanket
-āi love you, you know that right? always.ā
-he always knew what to say and you loved him for that
-āi love you too, sunaā
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ā kita:
-kita knew, first thing he noticed when he saw you that you werenāt okay
-you woke up with a terrible headache, aching body and stomachache
-so this is it? this is hell? ok.
-but the test.. you had a test today. fortunately you had actually studied for weeks because you knew it was important
-mentally? you were ready for that test. physically? you had the spanish influenza
-so you weighed the options and decided you would go to school, take the test and then come back home after.
-the problem with that was that kita would in fact lecture you on all the reasons you should not have come to school
-he was right of course, but you still decided that you would need to avoid him for today
-spoiler alert it did not work
-your test was your third class of the day so you only had to get through 2 classes and youād leave at lunch perfectly avoiding kita
-this was what you thought while you were at your locker until you closed it and walked directly into kitas chest
-āwowā
-āgood morning y/n-chanā
-āmorning kita! i have to go or Iāll be late!ā
-you ranš and you almost got away too but kita grabbed your arm and pulled you to one side of the hallway
-he felt your forehead and both cheeks
-āyou have a fever y/nā
-āno I donāt Iām just hot from walking to schoolā
-he said š
-you signed and rested your head on his chest letting your arms dangle
-āwhy did you come? you look sickā
-āthanks. I have a test.ā
-āhow do you feel?ā
-you told him your symptoms but also that you were leaving right after the test and you could pull through
-he really didnāt want you to overwork yourself but he knew you were set on taking the test
-so he let you go and he made you promise to text him between classes and let him know if you felt any worse
-and off you went
-honestly, you were fine up until halfway through your second class.. then you started feeling really cold and tired even kind of nauseous
-then in the third class your test was put onto your desk and before you knew it your teacher was saying ābeginā
-okay. you can do this you thought to yourself. the test was easy enough with how much you studied, you thought about every answer and you tried to finish quick
-but then it was like time cut itself in half and the bell for lunch was ringing
-you werenāt even done the test yet
-āy/n you can stay in here until your done but i expect you to have it finished soonā
-one question left
-you donāt even remember what you ended up putting before you were up and giving the paper to your teacher
-kita was right there when you left the classroom
-āhey ..hey.. y/nā
-you could barely hear him you just flopped into his arms
-āokay Iām taking you home.. ā
-ābut..ā
-āshh letās goā
-you donāt remember getting there but then you were in your bed smothered in pillows and blankets
-kita came in
-āwhat time is it?ā
-he looked at his phone āhalf past 4ā
-ā4?!ā you jolted up ādid you even go back to school?ā ākita?!ā
-he smiled at you āno but itās okay y/n it was only one day. i wanted to take care of you
-you noticed he had a steaming cup of something in his hands
-āwhatās thatā you asked
-āits tea, but itās special tea :)ā
-āwhat do you meanā you laughed
-āmy grandma showed me how to make it, itās gonna make you feel a lot betterā
-heās so cute...
-ākita... you didnāt have to do all thisā
-āi wanted toā he sits beside you and hands you the tea
-literally tasted like heaven
-āmmmmm oh my godā
-kita laughed and kissed you on the cheek before joining you in the bed
-you cuddled and watched movies on your laptop until you fell asleep, comfortable in your boyfriends arms
#atsumu x reader#atsumu x y/n#atsumu x you#suna x reader#suna x y/n#suna x you#kita x reader#kita x y/n#kita x you#miya atsumu#suna rintarou#kita shinsuke#haikyuu x reader#haikyuu hcs#hq hcs#haikyuu#haikyuu!!#lu!writes#bokubae!hcs#bokubae!drabbles
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hey angel!! first of all: congrats on reaching 100 followers!! i bet youāll reach your next milestone in no time <3. anyways iām here to request a tokyo revengers matchup if thats alright!!
im a bi scorpio intp and i go by she/they pronouns! okay buckle in now bc this is gonna be a looong one-
although iām super introverted people always tell me they think iām an extrovert bc of how loud and upbeat i am LMAO i guess you could say iām just super energetic and bubbly? but donāt let that fool you, i still donāt do well with huge crowds of people (HAHAHA)!! iām overall pretty laidback and just go with the flow iād say! anything honestly works for me, though iām also fine on my own most of the time. as for being loud, iād say my personal talent is not being able to shut up (though some people may disagree about it being a talent LOL). like honestly, i could ramble all day!! no joke!! and i also have no filter, i just say anything that comes to my mind,,, uhh anything other noteworthy about me is that i get into the dumbest accidents ever, but am always strangely calm about them (the other day i fell down the stairs and got a minor concussion and got yelled at by my friends for not going to the doctor bc i forgot youāre supposed to do that LOL)
i love love love spending quality time with people i like!! also a huge sucker for affection <33 and iām a huge sucker for romance too, shoujo mangas especiallyā¦ā¦. other than that i also really like horror media?? iām the biggest scaredy cat ever yet iām so obsessed with horrorā¦.. i also love doing handicrafts like knitting and crocheting!!
iād say my aesthetic is super girly and pink!! anything cute i adore <33 appearance wise iām pretty short and really petite lol,, my hair is currently kinda dyed like teen kazutoras hair LMAO got that bee look going on
anyways!! tysm for your time and have a wonderful day angel šš
Ooo, you sound lovely! š And thank you so much! ā¤ļø
I will be pairing you up with...
Haruchiyo Sanzu ā¤ļø
Same energy type of couple. Both you and Haruchiyo are introverted but can come across as extroverted. However, while you are bubbly and energetic, Haru is toned down yet he can be manic in his behaviours.
Meeting Sanzu happened because you had gone to watch a rerun of a horror movie in cinema. Sanzu had also gone to watch the same movie since he really had nothing better to do. Mikey wasn't holding any Toman business so there really was nothing else to do to pass time.
Since the rerun was quite popular, the only seat the boy could take was next to you. Not that it bothered him since he'd rather sit next to a pretty girl than next to someone who would annoy him throughout the experience. And so, he took his seat as the film started.
You were scared. Why had you decided to come and watch this movie again? Oh. Right. It's because you actually really enjoyed horror movies. As the first few jumpscares happened, Sanzu noticed how you would cover your eyes and flinch. He found it cute but you were a complete stranger so he would never say it out loud.
By the time the movie was halfway through, you had unconsciously clung to Haruchiyo's arm for protection. It's a good thing this boy wears a mask because it hid the majority of his blush that dusted his cheeks and nose. It stayed like this for the rest of the movie.
When the movie ended and the lights came on, you were surprised and flustered to find that you were clinging to a cute guy's arm. With a harsh blush, you apologised profusely to Haru who was simply waving it off. In fact, he took advantage of how sorry you seemed and used that to ask you on a date/hang out of sorts. And that is how you ended up spending the day with Haruchiyo Sanzu, as well as giving him your number.
Skipping the cliche that I constantly write, you and Sanzu ended up in a relationship after 3 months of talking and hanging out. You had yet to learn that he was part of a gang and I don't think he'd ever want you to know. After all, you were someone he wanted to keep safe so you finding out he was in a gang would just put you in danger.
Haruchiyo really enjoys the fact that you will speak whatever is on your mind, no matter how random it may be. It was better than trying to guess what you were thinking and he felt a lot more comfortable in this dynamic. It meant he could also tell you all his 3am type thoughts that he usually kept to himself.
Dates with Haru are usually quite laid-back in their own ways. I don't see him really taking you to fancy restaurants unless it's a special occasion. So the main dates are usually watching movies either at the cinema (his treat) or at one of your houses. Snacks are a must and so are cuddles.
This boy is affectionate and can come across a little clingy sometimes. He isn't clingy in a relationship but he is in need of cuddles and reassurance that you won't leave him for someone else. Especially when he had shown you his scars under his mask. Please make him feel loved and tell him how the scars don't bother you in any way. His heart will flutter from your words.
Sanzu would probably be the one to mentally facepalm every time you get another injury. At the beginning of the relationship, he would worry over every scrape and bruise but as he started dating you for longer and got to know you, it had become a normal occurrence. Don't get me wrong, he will help bandage you up or take you to the hospital if it required it. He just wouldn't outwardly worry as much as he used to unless the injury was really bad.
Haruchiyo ADORES your aesthetic! Pink is such a pretty colour in his eyes and it looked even prettier when you were wearing it. Will buy you accessories to match with your outfits and expects you to wear them. After all, you were his girl and you should want to show that off, right?
Other gifts will include shoujo mangas that he has heard you talking about, plushies that he found cute and reminded him of you, and snacks when you would hang out. This boy will try his best to spoil you the best he can.
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The Freedom of Expression Ep 57 - Self-staged kidnapping.
K: Hi, this is Dir en grey's Kaoru, with this week's episode of The Freedom of Expression. Joe, Tasai, welcome. Ok, lets get straight on with it, Joe..?
K: Yes, so this is some news from America about a self-staged kidnapping. So, on the 10th of February police in Coolidge, Arizona got a call saying there was a man lying in the gutter of the road with his hands bound behind him. Upon arriving at the location, they found 19 year old Brandon Soules in a state of abandonment. Soules had this to say. 'I was punched in the head by two masked men. While I was unconscious, they put me in a car, and when I woke up, I was here'. However, no such events were picked up by local security cameras, and it was clear that there was no evidence of this happening to Soules' body. It was concluded that the whole thing was staged by Soules. It appears that for some reason, Soules really hadn't wanted to go work that day, so he thought of a reason why he wouldnt have to go, stuffed a bandana in his mouth, tied his hands with tape and took himself somewhere where he would be spotted and rescued. He was fired from his job at a tire company as a matter of course, the reason being for making false claims. Local residents made some critical comments such as, 'Not wanting to go to work might not be so bad, but if you really don't want to go to work, its better to just quit. Many people have lost their jobs due to corona, so the position can be filled quickly', and 'Couldn't he have thought of a better excuse like a headache or food poisoning or something? Its so embarrassing for him, he won't be able to live in this town anymore'. ..So, a self-staged kidnaping. He just didn't want to go to work.
T: Its incredible.
J: Haha, I can't help feeling that its very American.
K: He got caught out, didn't he?
J: He did. Like it said at the end, if he really didn't want to go to work, he could have just said he had a stomach ache.
T: He's 19?
J: Yes, 19...Brandon Soules.
K: He probably didn't think the news would spread this much.Ā
J: Yes, thats right.
T: He might have thought it would be funny.
J: He might have, yeh. But it went too far, and he got fired in the end.
K: Maybe it was because he thought his company wouldn't let him have a day off just for a headache or stomach ache?
J: Oh, right. Maybe he thought he wouldn't be able to take a day off?
K: Yeah.
J: I wonder what it was.
K: Its a bit strange that it was a tire company he worked for.
T:???*1
J: Alternatively, yeah. If it was a scary company, that never let him stop unless he was kidnapped or something like that?
K: Well, normally, you'd be able to, right?
J: Hm, yeh. Normally, you only have to have like a fever to get the day off, right?
T: He says he was punched all of a sudden by two masked men.
K: You'd be able to see his injury if that was the case.
J: Yeah, in this surveillance society we live in, he must have realised the security cameras would be checked, and there would be no sign of any struggle between him and some men. Its bad of him to tell lies to this extent.
T: Maybe he wanted to draw attention to himself.
J: Ah, I see. He might make his youtube debut after this?
T: Hasn't there been someone like that before?
J: There might have been.
T: Yeah, like, people who want to draw attention to themselves.
J: I might have seen something like that. It might have been for that reason. I wonder what will happen to him.
T: Didn't you sometimes used to see people being late for school, and claiming they'd been helping an old woman who'd had a fall?
K: I can't really remember seeing that.
Kami: Um, this kind of guy, if he's done this once, he will definitely do it again.
T: Ah, you think?
Kami: Yes, he definitely will. Uh, this happened to me once a long time ago too.
T: Kami!
J: Kami, thats bad!
Kami: When I was in elementary school, I didn't want to go to school, I found it annoying. Its boring, right?
J: Well, yeh, I guess.
Kami: And I had a friend who was good at imitating our mothers. He called the school in the morning, and said, 'My son has a fever, so I'm just letting you know he will take the day off'.
K, T: Haha
Kami: So we could play all day at his house, there were about 3 of us.
T: Thats pretty bad.
J: Its complete trickery. haha
Kami: Yeah, but our joy didn't last long. After about three days, the teacher came to checkĀ on the house and we were found out.
T: You did that for three days?
Kami: Yeah, three days in a row. We were only in elementary school, so we didn't realise. It was fun so we just wanted to carry on doing it day after day, even for a month.
T: Haha
J: Well, kids aren't good at understanding that kind of thing.
T: Im just kinda surprised at the fact that Kami had elementary school days. He was a little kid once?
Kami: Ahh, it was a secret identity for me.
T: Did he become a teen and then an adult?
Kami: As to why this guy (Soules) will definitely do this again though..
J: Ah, yes this is important.
Kami: ..he didn't think he was doing anything bad. There were a lot of people saying he'll be so embarrassed, he won't want to live there anymore, but I don't think he'll be embarresed at all.
J, T: Ahh
J: I see. Well, he probably wouldn't have done this if he felt like it might be embarrassing.
Kami: He wouldn't have, yeah.
K: But it is embarrassing in the end.
J: Absolutely.
Kami: Well, as for me, when I remember those three days now, I feel happy, haha.
J: Hahaha
T: Well, yeah, not going to school..
J: Do you ever skive off like that from your night shift work?
Kami: No, I don't do it for that. I really hated school, I couldn't help it.
J: Still, you've become a god.
Kami: Hehe, yeah.
J: Did you become a god at some point along the way, or were you born a god?
K: Ah, thats important.
J: Right?!
Kami: I was born a god.
K: In that case it doesn't matter if he doesn't go to school. Its already decided, right?
J: Yeah, his godship is confirmed already.
K: So, yeah, its ok if he doesn't go in that case.
J: Yeah, I guess so, Kami.
Kami: The time I was born was the same time 'Freedom' started though.
J: Huh? haha. So thats quite recent.
Kami: Yeah, I was born recently, so whats all this talk about me in elementary school then?
J: Yeah, the time axis doesn't match.
K: Haha
Kami: I'll leave that to your discretion to figure out. (ćććŖć«/yoshinani).
T: Ha, 'yoshinani'?
J: He said it. Kami, you just revealed you're old. No-one says that these days.
Kami: Don't they? haha
J: Yeah.
K: I havn't heard anyone say that in ages.
J: Right?! 'yoshinani'...Kami!
Kami: Yes
J: Someone born at the start of 'Freedom' would never say 'yoshinani'. But its quite godlike to have these kinds of discrepancies.
T: Yeah.
K: Well, anyway, is that about it?
J: Yeah. Whats gonna happen with this guy, Soules? Do you think he will become a youtuber?
K: After this, yeah.
T: It actually seems like something an actor might do.
J: It was a famous performance, right?
T: Yeah, he may be hoping to become an actor.
J: We'll have to keep an eye out for whether this self-staged performance actually appears in a kidnapping drama.
T: Yeah.
J: America is great for this type of thing.
K: Ok well..
J, T, Kami: Yes.
K: Thank you very much!
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^^those photos are all taken by me. Use them ig you want but please credit me.
Hello people!
How was your week? I had a fairly good week, it was hectic and tiring but it was good until i caught a cold.
Monday: Monday since i didnt have to work i stayed home laminating my interactive material and when T came home from work we went to Emart. He bought me a really cute watch since i needed it for classes since i didnt want to keep checning my phone, he wanted to buy a smart watch for both of us (hahaha i sound like we can just buy those things whenever we want but no, we save up for those type of things) but i dont want one because i geniuenly dont have a need for one, anyway we bought stuff at emart and came home. I thought at the time i had avoided the cold i thought i caught on Sunday.
Tuesday: went to work, every tuesday staff reuinion at the center and then i went to my first class the 27 m/o baby, he is really cute and you can notice he is somewhat understanding what i am teaching him but he cant speak yet so its tough to tell for sure. The second class was new kid i was added and he is the type of kids that ..are difficult, the mother had forgotten the class was on tuesdays at 6:30 and my boss forgot to call her to confirm (usually teachers do that but she said since im a forgeiner she would do it) besides they gave me the families old address thankfully the new house was a street away. The boy was not having it, he did not want to have class and he was just doing whatever the fuck he wanted, most of my students are young so its normal for them to get distracted but you can tell the difference when they get natrually distracted because they include me in their distraction for examole the baby boy keeps trying to gwt mw to play ball with him, or anotherone that just telling me about pokemon but this boy did not give a fuck about me or the class he was just difficult but i was like whatever i will go through if the class and maybe its just because he's tired, so who knows but when i was going his mom gave him an orange and he just threw it on the floor and smeared it with his foot as if it was funny and his mom said nothing so ..he still seems a bit difficult.
Wednesday: t was at home for the morning but had to go to work that night so i decided to make lunch for both of us: carne asada, refired beans a co-worker who grew up in Guatemala gave me and cilantro rice i made with the left over cilantro the Pho place gave me. I went to work at 4, and when i got to my students house i noticed he had a cold and i immediately was like "uh-oh" you know how kids are (he is 3) they dont cover their nose, whipe their nose with their hands and then touch you and your stuff. After class i came home and later that night my throat started feeling weird.
Side note: my mom would always make soup and salad everyday for lunch and dinner (same thing for both meals as is common in Colombia) and without fail they had cilantro ALWAYS! So i grew up eating cilantro, but it wasnt until i moved to Korea and the first time eating mexican food with T he was like "oh no the taste of cilantro is too strong i cant eat this" and i was like "Cilantro has a taste????" Like i grew up eating that in soups and stuff, never on its own so i never recognized the taste, let alone believe it was strong, i just thought it was a must for food like salt or whattever, the only other thing i new of cilantro was that it makes you sleepy, so if there was too much on our food it was like "mom is trying to make us chill" idk if its true or its just placeboo at this point since i grew up hearing it thus believing it. So yeah, i didnt know cilantro had a taste of its own until i moved to Korea, thankfully T has learned to like it but he judges me when i add a bit too much.
Thursday: my throat was even more irritated that morning but i felt fine in general, t had the day off so i made lunch again: arroz con pollo. I went to work, T took me to my classes on his new scooter motorcycle and while he waited he went shopping. My second student on thrusdays is a bitbhard because he is all over the place distracted and skipping all the steps but its okay because at least he looks excited for the class. Then i had my last class and went out to eat dinmer with T, by this time my throat was in so much pain it hurt to talk but the rest of me felt fine, we went to Kondae to eat Makchang (i think its the large intestine of the pork) and then i bought a leather jacket more like i bought a fake leather jacket because T has been dying to see me in a leather jacket (boy shoulda seen me at 16) idk why so now he can finally stop talking about it.
Friday: my throat felt better so i thought i had avoided getting a cold, i went to the center to pick up my class materials for next week and for the new student on fridays my boss had only told me about the night before. I went back home and since T again had the day free we went to the bank to open a family account, then he took me to my class, i was nervous because i had been told the kids mom is scary but when i arrived there (a bit late since i had forgotten something and had to go back to the center) they were so nice, their appartment is amazing, its huge and has a beautiful view people say celebreties live in those buildings too which explains the amount of security in the complex which is odd for most korean apartments. The mom was so nice, the dad too and their little boy is wonderful too so idk what they wete talking about tbh. When class finished we came back home, took all my pants (all except one i recently bought) a skirt and a dress to the seamstress because they were too big on me now and the lady was like "why are they so big??" "Its hard for you to find clothes the fit well, right? (it is) since you have a butt (i dont i just store most of my fat in my thighs and hips but not the butt) but your waist is so small" then when she got to the dress she seemed troubled because it was more work than what it seemedm we paid 90 bucks which is apparently expensive? Idk how since she has to do a lot of work on my clothes, 7 items and 2 items for T. Then we came home and i started to feel sick again, when bed time came i was completely sick.
Today: sleeping was terrible, i kept choking in my sleep because i have a stuffy nose and a very swollen throat. T woke up at all hours trying to help me feel better, giving me wster and medicine, i felt so bad since he had to wake up early but there he was taking care of me at like 4 am. When he woke up for work all i remember is him telling our cat "Bean, mom is sick be nice to her today and take care of here" aside from that being cute on its own i actually think she listend to him, although bean is very sweet she has moments when she likes to bully me, trip me ovet, bite my legs or scratch my hands (only me she never does that to T even if he was the one annoying her she takes it out on me) but today she has been so sweet and calm, no yelling or demanding snacks, no bullying just love.
At one my MIL took me to the doctors, they somehow always mention the fact i got surgery on my nose for allergy reasons and say something i cant fully understand and no one can translate for me but i am starting to feel the surgery was a waist of money, my allergies are back (not as bad as before but their back) and everytime i get a cold it fucks me up so hard. Then when comming home my MIL bought me so much pastries and bread because i didnt want lunch or let her pay for my medicine.
Sometimes i look at T and feel so lucky i have a husband that is so sweet, selfless and careing but then i see his parents and im like yep that makes sense. His parents have always been so sweet and understanding, the accepted me for me get go and have always treated me like a daughter, sometimes i tease T telling him his dad loves me more than than him haha his parents helped pay for my surgery back when we had only been dating for a year (my parents couldnt afford it i mean back at home they could but Korean money is much more expensive than Colombian money) and now everytime i mention trying to pay them back they wont have it.
I also noticed i have three big bruises on my legs i have no idea where they came from. Its annoying because everytime i hurt myself and say "oh this is gonna leave a bruise" there is no bruise to be found, but then these bruises appear and its like for you to be so big and persistent shouldnt i remember what your from???
Tomorrow: T and i finally both have the same free day, but this fucking cold will probably ruin it all so who knows.
Anyways that was my week, i hope you all had a good week too!
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Can you make RFA + v + saeran cheats on MC than she knows but they don't know she knows. She take everything she owns and wipe her existence from their home ( takes everything she put and the photos she's in ) than leaves her phone so they won't track her and leave them without a word just a proof of what they did. How would they react to it / how it'll end. I'll leave it to you ^^ thank you :3 bounce is MC was pregnant and didn't tell them.
Oh, jeez, this was slightly difficult! But I hope this is to your liking!
Yoosung
he didnāt know how it happened, honestly??
one day he was at college and the next he was in a bed with another woman?
he felt so bad, he wanted to tell MC but he knew she would probably leave
he couldnāt lose her
so he kept it a secret, and continued the affair with the woman
only because she was helping him study,, uh-huh, sure yoosung
but of course, MC does find out
and b o y is she angry
sheās so upset and sheās so angry with herself for not finding out sooner and upset at yoosung
especially with the baby she just found out she was having with him
and she was so excited about that too!!Ā
but now she doesnāt know what to do
she ends up wiping everything clean, going incognito completely
she leaves her phone and takes the photos and everything
she doesnāt want any traceĀ
when he comes home he loses it, he knows what happened and what he just lost
months pass and theyāre still hoping she might one day show up again
yoosung ends up seeing her at a market and drops everything
he rushes to her and stops dead in front of her when he sees the stomach bulge
had she moved on??Ā
she tries to ignore him and move on but itās so painful and sheās trying not to cry
he keeps explaining what he did was a mistake and it was reckless and heās sorry and he wonāt do it again
itās just a lot of frantic apologizing and rambling that she had grown to love
so she gives in, but itāll take a long time for her to forgive him completely
surprised, he asks her about the baby thinking she was with another guy and stuffĀ
she doesnāt say anything for a moment and speaks softly
āitās your childāĀ and heās d e a d- his child?!?! seemed like the guilt doubled at thatĀ
she had to deal with a child on the way and the fact the father cheated on her
he hugs her close and apologizes more saying heāll never do that again
in the end, the two end up happy again, plus a tiny little bab!
Zen
it was with one of his co-actors
mc was coming to give him his lunch and walks in his room/thingy ma jiggy
finds him making out with a actor against the wallĀ
she drops the lunch and doesnāt give it second thought, running off
zen sees her, going to chase after her but the directors and others are getting in the way
when he reaches home, heās to late, everything it gone
the pictures, the phone is left, and her clothes are gone
how did she move so fast??Ā
he ends up alerting the rfa fast, begging for seven and juminās help
he needs to find her, he needs to apologize
they search for her and search, but they donāt seem to have any clue where she might be
heās completely heartbroken, but never gives up
until one day, he gets a call
āare you related to MC?āĀ
his heart drops because he knows how this works
he explains how heās her ex, and leaves it at that
āsir, iām afraid sheās passed away from a car accident.ā
just when he thought it couldnāt get worse
losing her? forever?
the doctor also explains how she was pregnant and they delivered the baby before she died
and explained how he was the father
he doesnāt hesitate, he figures it all out, signs papers, whatever. that baby is his and he wonāt hurt it
he ends up raising the child and always tells he/she how great mc was
but he still cries as night, because he knows he wonāt ever see her.
mamamystic is not a nice person
Jaehee
i can already hear the cries
ājAEHEE WOULD NEVER!!! SHEāS SO INNOCENT!!! PROTECC!!ā
please sheād probably be staying at work late right and just is so fucking tired
so this one girl slithers right on up likeĀ āhey you need a place to crash?ā
and i donāt know about you
but i make the worst mistakes when iām sleep deprived
so she couldāve easily mistaken this chick for mcĀ
so she goes, rightĀ
easily submissive, tired, got some of that good puss ya feel
of course, mc being the generous person they are, goes to Jaeheeās work
also to deliver the news that hey, the sperm donor thingy was successful. she was preggo.Ā
but she gets there, and to her surprise, no jaehee
so she asks around, blah blah, and one person explains how jaehee went home with another chick
now, mc isnāt one to assume, so she calmly leaves and just goes homeĀ
doesnāt even call
she trusts jaehee, maybe she was doing work at the chickās house
so morning comes, ye?
and jaehee comes home, super early, super super fucking guilty
but oh me oh my mc was there
she was w a t c h i n gĀ
mc ends up speaking from the couch, all calmly and startling the shit out of jaeheeĀ
āso where were you babe?ā
jaehee ends up telling her, furiously apologizing
mc doesnāt really know to react because she?? trusted jaehee??
but she does know what sheās gonna doĀ
she just,, fucking leavesĀ
not even saying anything
just out the door
jaehee knows better to stop her so she just
collapses on the couch
doesnāt show up on the chat
neither does mc so both are extremely worried
jaehee leaves for work (jumin forced her), and when she gets back, all of mcās shit is gone
she doesnāt know how to react, but she buries it wellĀ
she hides all the emotions, she just saysĀ āmc leftā if anyone ever asks
it got to the point the whole rfa was worried sickĀ
they couldnāt find mc at all
so they eventually just.. gave up
she became nothing but a distant memory
(hahaha get it i made this ending sad)
Jumin
breathes in. breathes out.Ā
okay so jumin,,, tsk tsk. he would never ever hurt mc, but a few slip ups happen here and there
im sure something happened at his work, or the dude just fucked up
he probably ended up banging some girl while drunk in a cat suit for god sakes
anyways, he probably would tell mc right away, because he loves her and canāt lose her blah blah
anyways, iām sure when she found out she was devastated because knowing jumin
she was informed of this over phone while heās on a trip
the call goes well, she pretends itās okay but inside sheās breaking
and whatās worse is she was just about to tell him the results came back positive
thats right. mc is pregnant fuckers.Ā
and sheās just, broken and she doesnāt know what to do except to run
so she does, she packs her shit, everything into the multiple suitcasesĀ
itās not hard to bypass everyone, if she explains sheās off on a trip to the spa or something
she manages to explain how sheād rather walk to saidĀ āspaā to relaxĀ
but really sheās just, leaving
nowhere else to go
she ends up disappearing though, and whenever jumin calls and doesnāt get a answer, he panics and calls the guards
but thereās literally no sign of her, all her pictures are gone
jumin freaks out more because 1. he knows what he did and itās his fault and 2. heās worried mc will get hurt
he ends up bringing out the big guns, goes crazy to search for herĀ
he comes home straight after, alerts rfa and everything.Ā
everyoneās on a wild goose chase to find her
eventually they find her, thanks to seven finding her friendsā places and doing a bigĀ āol search, even if she left her phone
which she obviously did, sheās not stupid
by this time a couple of months has passed, because ya know, i said so
when they find her (she had been staying at a distant cousins house a few states away)
they knocked on the door and it wasnāt the guards or anything, no it was jumin
he looked like a mess, for once in his life
he was acting just like when he lost elizabeth
he begs and begs and apologizes (professionally, ofc)
just kidding
he notices the baby bulge too and it doesnāt take an idiot to do the math and realize
it breaks him even more because she kept it and he didnāt even know
it takes a lot of persuading and a lot of lost trust needed to be rebuilt, but she eventually does come back
she loves him even if he fucked up
many months later, things are back to normal- somewhat
they now have a little tiny munchikin :oo
Saeyoung
big big oof
see now saeyoung,,, saeyoung just fucked up really
he knows it too when he wakes up the next morning and heās not in the same bed and you arenāt around
and the girl next to him is totally unregistered in his mind and he knows nothing
but unlike the others, saeyoung would probably say something and knowing him, make a small (or large, depending on how he views the situation) deal out of it
either way, mc would be pissed
because last week she found out she was pregnant with his child
so tears running down her face, she actually begins to pack right in front of his eyes
now heās breaking down, begging her to stop and beginning to cry
he even goes to grab her hand but she yanks it and slaps him right across the face
ādonāt fucking touch me, who knows where those hands have been.ā she most likely snarled under her breath because WOO sheās upset.Ā
they donāt have a lot of pictures to begin with, so she doesnāt worry about those. she doesnāt even bother with his phone
as sheās leaving she turns, goes to grab his hand
he thinks she might change her mind or something to keep her from leavingĀ
but itās actually just her phone and a sad and broken smile
me rn: nsgrejghkjfjhdfkhdk
and then she just.. leaves. and he canāt track her, he canāt do anything
saeyoung goesā¦ completely opposite
he grows distant with the rfa, and he gets harsh and more cold
jaehee is a CONCERN MOM
thankfully, she has her ways, and her and mc were always close
so she finds where mc is staying (with her parents) and calls
basically she explains and like, begs mc to at least come over
mc canāt really say no. she loves saeyoung and she adores jaehee
so she does, arrives to his place and everything
before she can enter the arabic thing, it opens and sevenās there with tears and almost trips when he bends over and apologizes
like. a lot.
mc got to like 100 before she told him to stop
they talk, obviously, about them and about her baby
yes, saeyoung itās yours
heās mixed with sadness and so much joy
months down the road, you guys are better and with a little baby
mc doesnāt regret coming back to saeyoung thank god
Jihyun Kim
oh boy.
now, see here
jihyun probably just did a small fuckity uppity.
basically, he went to a photo contest and won, so a lot of girls were on himĀ
and drinks were there
and it went from 1 drink, to 2, to 5.
it didnāt go well, especially when mc had traveled all her way to surprise jihyun with her pregnancy test
so when she arrives at his hotel and finds it unlocked with clothes scattered everywhere, her heart drops
then switches to angry like nu-uh hunny no one cheats on me
she walks into the bedroom and tosses clothing at v, giving him a startling wakeup
sheās yelling and ranting and then finally tosses her phone and pregnancy testĀ
āhope youāre happyā is the last thing she says before slamming the door and leaving
v is.. DISTRESS.
he chases after her, lotsa stumbling and half nakedness too.
but sheās already out of the building
she thankfully gets a ride and manages to find a hotel to stay at
she doesnāt talk to anyone, so v has to suffice for the explanation
it doesnāt go so well either with the group
just like the previous ones, theyāre upset and angry
mc definitely never deserved that
and v knows that
so he takes it into his own hand. he doesnāt return, but literaly S E A R C H E S for mc
day and night
itās becoming draining, and heās using her phone and only the memories of her to help him
and eventually he finds her
and heās just, so awful and distressed mc has to double take
āwhat are you doing v?ā and he just, breaks down apologizing
heās crying, itās some nasty crying too
heās begging for her forgiveness, down on his knees and grabbing his hands
mc doesnāt really know what to do,,, honestly
sheās so conflicted? but she knows he loves her and she loves him
so with hesitant moving, she bends down and just,,, hugs him
and if youāve ever seen someone breaking down worse but because theyāre so happy
yeah thatās v lole
they end up staying at the hotel a bit longer to detress and later on, have their baby!!! its very cute and i love v thanks
Saeran
why.
okay so,, i imagine he met them from mint eye? just a friend that also got out of mint eye too?
(oops spoilers)
so anyways they start messaging after saeran and mc start dating and saeran is a bit clueless
until she shows up at their literal house and comes and is like
āmmm yes saeranā and heās likeĀ ānOoOoo!āĀ
but for plot yea it happened
can you tell im tired
anyways so he wakes up and he realizes and heās just,,,so guilty
but like saeyoung heād tell mc
but heād make it very blunt, yet very emotional so mc is a very big ????????????????
sheās so hurt and so angry, especially after coming back from the doctors
but she canāt just,, leave the two siblings alone
so she ops for the couch, even though saeyoung is confused
when he finds out though heās so concerned, especially because later during the night he sees saeran occasionally pop his head out to stare at mc who was asleep on the couch
ādude, you fucked upāĀ āit wasnāt my fault?āĀ ā????????????ā
so saeyoung and him talk about itĀ
yes, saeran was guilty for going through it, but saeran hasnāt exactly been used to all thisĀ
mc had to understand this, and saeyoung was sure she did
but despite his efforts, saeran and mc can just... not talkĀ
mcās to upset and bothered about something, and saeran doesnāt just understand
so when saeyoung finally forces them (with a bit of exasperated yelling)
mc blurts outĀ āim pregnantā
silence.
saeran just... stares?Ā āis it mine?ā
āof course it is you dimwit.āĀ
that breaks a bit of tension because she laughd and saeran cracks a much needed smile
so they do talk
saeran explains his point and mc explains her point
they eventually understand, and comfort each other
mc goes over to hug and saeranās just... smiling and saeyoung feels proudĀ
and proud of himself but yknow
later on they have a cute little brown haired baby with orange eyes and theyre so cute!!!!
HEY GUYS!!! IM BACK!! I took a severe long hiatus because I lost interest in Mystic Messenger, but recently got the game again and here I am!! I hope you all havenāt missed me to much.Ā
#yoosung x mc#Yoosung Kim#yoosung kim mystic messenger#zen mystic messenger#zen x mc#hyun ryu x mc#hyun ryu#hyun ryu mystic messenger#jumin han x mc#jumin han#jumin han mystic messenger#jaehee x mc#jaehee kang mystic messenger#jaehee kang#saeyoung choi#luciel choi#707 x mc#707 mystic messenger#jihyun kim#jihyun kim x mc#jihyun kim mystic messenger#saeran choi#unknown x mc#saeran choi mystic messenger#unknown mystic messenger
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*So i was fb-ing when i saw this article on my feed; it says Ā "Ā 27 Questions You Should Ask If You Actually Want To Get To Know Someone" Ā Sympre tinignan ko dahil curious ako at para magamit ko rin sa future when im making new friends. Pero db nga dapat kilala mo muna ang sarili mo bago ka magpakilala sa iba. So dahil dyan, sasagutan ko to! Haha
Here is:"MyĀ 27 answers to your 27 questions for you to know me"
1. Do you believe in nurture? Or do you favor nature?
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā wait haha. ( Ni-merriam ko pa ung definition ng dalawa! Kaloka! Haha) okay, siguro dun ako sa 'nature' kasi nasayo na yan eh, i mean original na yan sayo. Ikaw n yan. Unlike nurture na nakukuha m lng iba. Mas bet ko ang nature.Ā
2. Have you ever had a reoccurring dream? What do you think it meant/represented?
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā oh yeah, you mean 'de javu'? Hmmm oo minsan me nauulet sa tingin ko, prang it's a sign? Or something n mangyre pero d m alam kng kelan. Ung tipong pag nancyare na mapapasabe k n lng ng "ay napaginipan ko to"!
3. If you were in complete control of the circumstances, how would you want to die?
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Uhm... By accident? Basta ung biglaan. Yokong mamatay dhl s disease, kasi pag ganun i can feel the pain pa. Eh pag accident, biglaan! No pain. Ā Kaso ang cons ng aksident is, di n k makakapagpaalam? Kya nmn ako, i awalys say what i want to ehom i love. Lage. Kc nga u can never can tell malay mo last n pla un.db??Ā
4. How would your best friend describe you if asked?
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā oh, I dont do bestfriend. I mean i have friends, pero hanggang dun lang. Walang 'best' kc once u become my friend, ur the best already. So i think my "friends" would describe me as: the joker??? I do make funny jokes all the time kc. Ung tipong di sila sanay if nagseswryso ako hahaha. Pero minsan nmn im the wuiet one. Binabalnce k lng kc eh.Ā
5. What was one of the most ridiculous things you believed as a kid, and how did you find out the truth about it?
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā That Santa claus is real. Haha, hmm I saw my papa putting the gift inside our socks hahhah
6. Where and when are you your best self?
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Where: inside my room. Ā When: im writing. (diaries. Blogs) Ā Kasi sa mga oras at panahon na yan. I can be myself.. I can express my self. Yung tipong walang pupuna sayo. Ung tipong u can do what u really want.Ā
7. When you picture your most fulfilled, happy self, how would you describe what you envision?
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Im spending my Christmas in a rest house with my parents, husband and two kids, sitting in dining table with them happily watching the kids eating/telling stories, looking into my husband smiling and seeing my parents happily eating with usā¦ in that moment ill say āid made itā
8. What was the first thing you were really good at?
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā im good at lying. Hahah
9. If you could trade lives with anyone for 24 hours, who would it be and why?
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā as of now? Hmm.. one of TWICE member. I just want to know how it feels like to be an idol, to have a full packed sched, to make fans happy. Isnāt it awesome!
10. How do you want people to remember you?
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā No one remember someone always. But I want them to remember me as the āone and only ANNE/AJ theyād knewā
11. Do you believe that we really CAN choose to be happy? Why or why not?
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ofcourse! Every choices we made is based on what we makes us happy.
12. If you could give 15 year-old you one piece of advice, what would you say?
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Hey! Be confident!! Don't be shy!! Dont make people think ur weak!!Ā
13. Do you feel like you are proud of the person youāve become?
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Nope, not yet. But I know Iāll be, one day. Step by step.
14. When you hear the term āsparking joyā what comes to mind?
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Sparking joy? Hmm thatās what I feel everytime I hold my Korean albums/merch haha
15. Who is your favorite person other than yourself?
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā my mama. I mean everyones favorite their mom right? I see myself in her actually. The behavior she have, I had that hhaha the only difference we have is that, she is a strong independent person unlike me. The scared one.
16. What is your biggest fear?
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā "to be forgotten"
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā "to be rejected"
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā "to be a disappointment "Ā
17. Whatās your greatest strength/asset?
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā my imagination.Ā
18. What about your biggest weakness/personal obstacle?
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā im dependent.
Ā Ā 19. How would you describe the word āchillā when talking personality wise?
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā hmm. Chill is when you think nothing by doing nothing for nothing.Ā
20. Do you think you are a āchillā person? Why or why not?
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā yes I am. Definitely a chill person. I took everything easily u know. When nothing goes right I just shrug it off. My favorite thing to do is to chill = doing nothing haha
21. If you could go back to school, what classes would you take (regardless of major) and why?
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā third year, 1st sem. Section 3N. One of the happiest class i ve been. Oo mahrap ung mga subj dat time. Pero masaya kc ung kaklase ko. Ung ksma ko.Ā
22. Do you think that everything happens because of chance, or do you think weāre more in control that we give ourselves credit for?
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Chance is one of the factor, but what our choices be, what we do is the reason why things happen.
23. What kind of friend do you try to be? And āa good oneā is not an acceptable answer.
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā The real one. I just want to the friend that anyone can share their deep thoughts.
24. How much do you care about how other people think of you?
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Everybody cares about what others think of them, its normal. But for me, maybe 8/10 I have this mindset of being comfortable on yourself is much ok rather than impressing everyone.
25. If you werenāt worried about the consequences and knew everything would go back to ānormalā after, what would you do for 24 hours?
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ill kill myself. Hahaha you know I always wonder how anyone can say that theres life after death where they get that idea? How do people around you will react if you die? I just want to know how will they react hahaha creepy right?
26. Describe your soulmate.
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Someone who I can annoy forever .
27. What to you is the perfect way to spend a weekend?Ā
-Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Watching movies, kdramas with full snack in airconditioned room haha
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woah wtf how do credits work at your uni cause i only need 20 to graduate. the discrepancy between majors is REAL lmao my friend is in history and partying every weekend and im here crying over amino acids. pls.
that's so fun omg!! do you know any korean rn? i was thinking abt a neuro minor myself but i feel like having a minor in stats is more useful for our program :///
YES IT WORKED HAHAHA omg i am SO happy like ATEEZ IM COMING šš i would like to thank u for the idea and my sister for having her wedding on that date š
i can't imagine it being that hot late sept. do your buildings at least have AC? and was it a nice day today?? cause i swear i was freezing when i woke up and now it's 23/73... that sound so aesthetic!!! mb i'd acc get work done if i went there.......
i think we're doing all 3 but today was IR day and i swear the info just goes in one ear and out the other. like there's polling questions as my prof goes thru the lecture but the info hasn't sunken in yet to fully answer them and i'm like am i dumb or am i dumb???
you, me and š anon best pen pals indeed!! i can't believe we're all travelling that far the dedication is real š i hope you have fun on your mini vacation <3
its hump day!! 2 more days to go we can do this :D
-mightychondria
UM ... wow i even googled it before posting that and google said canadian universities work the same as american ones w credits LKJFD:SLJFS but apparently not š
but so ummm so basically each class is assigned a credit number based on how many hours a week you're expected to devote to the class (outside of lecture) TIMES TWO so like my chem lecture is 4 credits so that means i should expect to spend 8 hours a week studying chem on my own ... if that makes sense š its basically correlated to the workload of the course and anyhow you need 120 total credits to graduate,,, with a designated number of those credits being within your major FGDKSLJF:LDJS so everyone needs at least 120 to graduate but the amount of classes you have to take WITHIN your major definitely depends on your major ... like i said i have 74 credits in my major which is essentially like... 20ish classes that I MUST TAKE to graduate w my major but im free to use the other 46 credits however i want š so if you do the math 120 credits/8 semesters = 15 credits a semester which is considered a "normal" workload (im taking 18 LKFJS:LDJF)
but anyways sorry that was long winded af LKFJ:LSJDK lol hopefully that makes sense?? how does your system work though im curious now !!?
LKJFS:DJFK:LSDJK as for me knowing korean ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i never speak on this bc im terrified of embarrassing myself but this is how i broke it down to my prof LOL i can understand about 50% of what i hear and 75% of what i read w vocab being my only issue and ... i can get my point across in writing or speaking but im definitely not conversational LOL ANYWAYSHLKFSDLFJ if i go to korea ill (probably) be able to test out of the rest of the korean classes at my uni and get credit for them thus giving me enough credits for the minor without actually having to use any of my limited credits/time toward completing it KFKLDSJLKFJ
but ššš yeah you're right stats is really reaaaallly useful in our area š im being forced to take a bio statistics research class rn and like. wtf. BUT TBH you gotta do what you want to do. like not to be cheesy but really you gotta do things for yourself so if you want to do neuro you should do neuro !!!
BUT OMG YAAAAYYYY!!!!! im so glad it worked out omg that makes me sooooo happy KJFLSD:JFJKKL its gonna be so fun AAAAAAA
honestly the AC on my campus is so dodgy bc like... there are buildings from the mid 1800s that havent been touched once and there are buildings from last year and buildings all in between šš id say most of the buildings that i frequent definitely do thankfully !! but omg yes it was so nice today i woke up and it was 60/15 and i was in such a good mood all day LOL
no fr in chem whenever my prof asks the class something i just sit there in silence. like i never know whats going on in lecture until i read the textbook or attempt problems and essentially teach myself everything š i wouldnt stress about it too much chem is hard !!
hehehe honestly the motivation of dedicated atinys like name something stronger KJSLDKFJSDL hehehe
wow this response got so long LKJFALKDFJ:AD anyways. you're so right! 2 more days! lets go!!!
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my dearest, my loveliest, my most talented and only maeby baby hi!! ^^
sorry i've been mia, last week my mom went on a business trip and cause she didnāt want me alone at home and my sister ordering an uber alone at 9pm i spent a couple of days with her at uni!
my sister is a (visual) arts major (also her school is hUGE) so i was able to see a lot of cute stuff and learn a lil bit of info (i learned about printers in one class and hey! actually very interesting, of course I did not retain any information but believe me it was fun and interesting ^^)
i also managed to experiment a little bit with my air dry clay projects and just made a lil bowl and a cup which even tho it was my first time they turned out so cute š„ŗ (also my sister found out that they do a little flea market situation at her school like every month and she said that i could go there and try to sell some of my stuff! letās hope I sell well! š¤š»)
on a not so happy note, after like almost 5 months without it, in two weeks im having a therapy session š, i dont remember if Iāve mentioned this before but ya girl used to go to therapy since like 2018 but this year i had to stop due to financial difficulties and for some time now i've been dealing with someā¦ stuff that im pretty sure need a lil bit of guidance so i just scheduled by session with my therapist (kinda sad tho, doing it without my mom knowing but ya gotta to what you gotta do), hopefully itās just a small bump and i can go back on track unu
(also youāve heard avatar is going back on theaters for like a week ahhhh like the highlight of the month so far hahaha)
are u back in school? howās it going? i know itās easier said than done but pls donāt stress and you know it: take your breaks, chill, drink water, eat your meals and snacks, listen to some tunes and try to do something that you love! (one of my goals for when before the year is over is to read at least two physical books again! do you have any goals you are still aiming to accomplish? ^^)
sending so much love to exactly wherever you are ring know ššššŖ(i was eating a cookie just now so you get one as well)
love you maeby baby <3
take care, im always rooting for you! ļ¼ļ¼¾āļ¼¾ļ¼
- š§øanon
omg ofc never feel obligated to message me often, just seeing your emoji pop up on my notifications is enough even if itās not all the time. itās always so heartwarming when you come into my inbox š
i think itās cool thatās your sister is a visual arts major, a lot of my friends went to the school of performing and visual arts and i was the one who went to the school of arts and sciences š university was fun before i actually had to start taking classes, but itās not that bad and itās kind of fun on some days.
also i hope that your air dry clay items sell well wherever you desire to sell them šš they seem so cute i want one now šš
i completely understand financial problems and stopping something because of them, but iām really happy to hear that youāre going back because that means youāre acknowledging that thoughts and behaviors you have (itās always good to be aware of your emotions) so iām really proud of you for going, even if you didnāt tell your mom. even if itās a small bump, everyone deserves a chance to talk about it right? š
(iām super excited for the new avatar to come out, im anxious waiting for it LOL)
school on the other hand for me has been going really well so far, i am an ESL major, and i minor in psychology so itās really fun especially at my school. my main goals are being able to balance social media (tumblr) and my personal life :) i really enjoy writing here so i hate when i face any delays but of course thatās normal for any writer on here.
sending you lots of love and care where you are as well mwa mwa ššš
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Ash and Eiji Part 5
Ashās Choice to Involve Eiji (Which Iām Sure Will Turn Out Great)
LAPTOP CRASHES CANāT STOP ME HAHAHA
I initially made this into a single part and that...was a mistake this is ridiculously long so I decided to put it into two parts and I am Ā s o Ā s o r r y...donāt worry Iām posting both part like ten minutes apart this time...
Also reminder while Iām focusing on this aspect of the show Iām not saying itāll always be the most vital part of each episode (in fact one of my favorite moments that hopefully will be in the next episode doesnāt involve Eiji at all!Ā Shocker!)Ā Itās important for story/character reasons, but you might want to re-watch the rest ofĀ episode 3 before episode 4, because a lot of the same beats from this episode will lead into the next.Ā Also Iām going to avoid the upsetting start to Ashās plan because I feel thatās part of a topic for another day.
Alright here goes nothing!
1) The Plan Requires Tools, Knowledge, and Trust
Iām going to gloat and say when I read the manga for the first time, the moment I saw the page where Ash kissed Eiji I knew he was sending the capsule.Ā In fact thatās what hooked me to the story initially.Ā Ash is a really quick thinker, and he knows how to use what tools he has and takes every opportunity to gather info or take things that could be important later.Ā
So he has a problem: he needs to get his brother and the substance to a safer place.Ā He was thinking this over when Dinoās Prison Creeps arrived, and then afterward he got into the infirmary.Ā I donāt think itās important when between sitting on the bench stewing and hiding the capsule away he figured out exactly what he was going to do, because to me Ash could have figured out what to do the moment he asked for a pill.Ā He found an opportunity and he took it.
Itās not important what he needs for a perfect plan, whatās important is making a usable plan with what he can reach.Ā So letās go over the plan and then examine why he chose this particular path.
He slips a capsule while in the infirmary.
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When alone, either in the bathroom or in his room after Max falls asleep, he delicately opens up the capsule and pours out its contents into a sink or toilet. Ā
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Using small slips of paper he writes a note in the smallest font possible, explaining how to get his brother and the substance to safety without going into too much detail in case it somehow got compromised.
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Fold the note and delicately place it into the empty capsule.
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Meet with Eiji under the pretense of a visit while having the capsule inside his mouth the whole time.
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Wait for an opportune moment to pass the capsule to Eiji via kiss and quietly make clear what he wants Eiji to do (go to a hidden area to take the capsule out to read it) before they leave.
So the reason why he picked this plan was-
He knew how to get a capsule, hide it, empty its contents and put in a message.Ā Heās also able to talk casually even with the capsule in his mouth.
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Knew kissing/being intimate with someone visiting isnāt uncommon (there were multiple people in the background hugging during the scene) plus rumors spreading throughout the prison due to the creeps.
And then thereās Eiji. Ā
Ash knew he would be able to contact Eiji without suspicion, since Eiji is involved with the police through Ibe, and Eiji was involved in the incident where he was kidnapped.
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He knows Eiji cares for his well-being, because Eiji showed concern for him during the hospital visit, and possibly saw Eiji cry for him as left his room (which I probably should have mentioned last time but oh well)
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He knows that Charlie believes Ash acknowledges Eiji in a way that Ash doesnāt with most other outsiders, because Charlie tried getting Eiji to convince Ash when he couldnāt.
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Charlieās right.Ā He does acknowledge Eiji in a way he seemingly wouldnāt with anyone else he just met.
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Ash trusts Eiji over anyone else heās able to contact without suspicion.Ā
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He put faith in Eiji that he wouldnātĀ a) recoil and nope himself out of the visiting room b) alert Ibe and Charlie about what actually happened or inform them on the message c) spit out the capsule in shock or worse, swallow it
This plan isnāt perfect.Ā In fact maybe sending Eiji. who has no experience with gangs, the mafia and Chinatown, to do something Ash knows could be dangerous, might be like...a bad idea?Ā But Ash saw a problem he needed resolving and so he found a solution, and didnāt see any alternatives, so Iām not blaming Ash in any way for going this route.Ā So now that weāve looked at the plan, letās see how it unfolds in action (be patient Iām getting there...)
2) Just a Friendly Visit
So Ash requests seeing Eiji...because reasons, while Max requests speaking to Charlie because he wants to quit the Worst Most Stressful Babysitting Job Ever, so having Eiji and Ibe tag along with Charlie coincides well.
So far it goes well.Ā Ash is glad Eiji came (for reasons other than seeing a pal) and Eiji is happy to see Ash and that Ash wanted to see him. Ā
As I tried to explain in the episode 2 posts, Eiji takes his lack of action and control as a cause for Skipās death (and what could potentially happen to Ash,) so him feeling that Ash might blame him for Skipās death isnāt unusual.
Of course Ash doesnāt blame Eiji.Ā That part is honest.Ā But the way Ash sweeps Eijiās worries under the rug is little...too friendly?Ā He slings an arm around Eijiās shoulder and assures him while teasing him.Ā Eiji already finds the physical contact odd, because it feels like thereās some sort of step they skipped to get to this point.Ā While they do care for each other theyāre not exactly friends yet (theyāve still only known each other for a few days after all.)Ā Also this is the first time in the anime that Ash instigates physical contact with Eiji.Ā
I think Ash did this as a kind of warm-up to not completely shock Eiji later.Ā In the manga the kiss came as a bit sneakier and more surprising because Ash didnāt do this arm sling until the moment he kissed Eiji later.Ā Here itās ahead, giving Eiji more time to adjust him to physical contact.Ā Which Eiji doesnāt dislike, but even having an arm around his shoulder stuns him a little.Ā A tiny bit awestruck and very, very confused is the big mood for Eiji.
So far no one sees this as unusual, although Ibe looks slightly concerned and exasperated, like a mom seeing her kid play with another kid who gets in detention a lot but they get along see she canāt complain.Ā As Ash stands upright he slides his hand on Eijiās arm to Eijiās back and keeps it there for a second, which looks innocuous enough to people around them but Eiji is just likeĀ ā?????????????!!!!????ā
But once Ash removes his hand Eiji stops making the āoā?Ā (im not good at text emojis leave me be) face at Ash and concentrates on the conversation, and for awhile its back to a normal visit.
(to be continued...)
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The Freedom of Expression Ep 24 - The more its restored, the less like the original it becomes.
K: This is Dir en grey's Kaoru, starting this episode of The Freedom of Expression. Joe san, Tasai san, welcome....*points to Joe with his bare leg showing*..Errr, are you hot?
J: No, I mean, its hot isn't it?
K: Yeh, it is.
J: How do you feel about Summer? Im really bad with Summer!
K: Well, I don't like the heat, but I don't really go outside all that much.
J: Really? By the way, what are your favourite seasons, Kaoru?
K: Autumn and Spring.
J: Well, yeh right? Which do you hate the most? Winter or Summer?
K: Im really sensitive to hot and cold.
J: Oh really?!
K: But, hmm, which one? Maybe Summer is better.
J: Summer is better? Ehh? But in the winter you can always put on extra clothes if you are cold..but in Summer...we have our limits, right?Ā Summer is...
K: Can't you just put the aircon on?
J: I do...but..
K: If you go outside, right?
J: Outside is also hot, and if you leave the aircon on constantly inside, you'll catch a cold. Its hard, I really don't like summer at all!
T: Haha
J: You're also limited in what you can eat, right? You have no appetite, you get bored of eating soumen noodles every day.
K: Yeh, that does get boring.
J: In winter you can have big hot pots, and all sorts!
K: I eat hot pots in the summer too.
J: Really?!
T: Ehh?
J: Incredible! Ah, but on the other hand, yes, that kinda works.
T: Wouldn't you feel cooler? After eating it?
K: I feel hot.
J: You feel hot? haha.
K: Hahaha
J: Its is hot!
K: I get really hot! Haha
T: Do you eat it with the aircon blasting?
K: Well, even with the aircon blasting, I still sweat a lot.
J: Its hot, right? But doing that feels good? Conversely?
K: What have you been eating?
J: Salad, basically.
K: Did you say you were on a diet?
J: Yeh, my belly is getting round.
K: Weren't you going to the gym?
J: I am going to the gym!
K: Haha.
J: I started with squats, and when I lifted up, it was so hard*1.
K: Hahaha
J: My muscles hurt a lot today. I can't walk up the stairs.
T: Hahaha
K: At 50, you're like...
J: Getting my teeth out...
K: Getting your teeth out..
T: Doing squats...
J: Yeh, well im divorced, and im aiming to remarry, so this is my last spurt. If I havn't reached my goal by age 55...
K: You've entered a plan to reform yourself?
J: Yes, I have.
T: Joe, you're young!
J: If I havn't managed it by 55, I'll give up...*gestures to camera* So, please,Ā everyone.
K: Why are you smiling?
T: Hahaha
J: I've kinda been wanting to do that.
K: Hahaha
J: Lets cut that bit.
K: No, we'll show it
J: Hahaha
K: We won't cut it, haha. Ok, Joe san. Today's news please.
J: Yes, this is today's news. We talked about this news a little bit once on the radio show, didn't we?
K: Yeh, we did.
J: Right? Well this is news about how "The more it was restored, the less like the original it became". So in Spain, its been disovered thatĀ an amatuer tried to re-touch a famous work of art, and failed twice. The altered work is a oil painting copy of the 17th century piece by the Spanish Baroque artist BartolomĆ© Esteban Murillo. The title of the work is, 'The Immaculate Conception of Los Venerables'. The owner of this piece, an art collecter based in Valencia, who paid 1200 euros for it, had requested an employee of a furniture repair company to clean the painting. But during the cleaning, the Virgin Mary's face changed. After not one, but two restoration attempts, the painting was completely ruined, and the owner was apparently very angry. So, if you search for it, you will be able to find the images online. We can't show you them here due to the issue of image rights (*On screen text: Search for Spain painting restoration*). But...yehh..
T: Its incredible, isn't it?
J: This is shocking!
K: They weren't looking at how the picture is supposed to be, were they?
T: *Looking at his paper* Is the top picture the first restoration attempt?
K: Yeh, the one on the left is the original state, and on the right is the first restoration.
J: The top right, yeh.
*Lots of giggling*
J: This has zero sense of Maria! It looks like some vandalism.
K: Its looks like those pictures they stick up outside the police box *2
J: This first attempt is bad enough...
K: Its terrible, really bad!
J: But it generally still fits with the original Maria's line of gaze, right?
K: Yeh, but like, you can see the whites of her eyes. The top half is totally black.
J: If this is restoration work, it means they took money for it?
T: ??? *3
J: Really!
K: How did they actually do it though? Normally you have to use a matching colour to the original, and just do it like this, right?*imitates dabbing paint finely*
J: I think so.
K: But it seems like this person has just gone like "Gahhh' *imitates waving a paintbrush around roughly*
J: They re-painted it, right?
K: They are just slapping paint on, you can't see much detail.
J: Re-writing it! Its terrible!
K: They were somehow trying to remember what it used to look like.
J: At least they could have taken a photo..
K: Without that, this third try is never gonna work.
J: Everyone, please search for these images online. The third image is shocking!
T: The second pic is still looking upwards and kinda has a bit of the orininal feel to it, but the third pic is just staring straight forward!
K: Its the same person who did them both, right?
Kami: Um..I just..
J: Ah, Kami is here.
Kami: Um, I had a look at it, but where did her clothes go?
J: Huh? (*looks at paper*) Ohh, her clothes?
Kami: Yeh.
J: In the original, the area from Maria's chest and up is visible, but by the third picture, the clothes cover up to her head. This is awful!
T: Its scary, isn't it?
J: This is...well, where is the real problem? Even this kind of person has the authority to do restorations, even people at this level.
K: I dont know if they had the authority, they were just asked.
Kami: Yeh, the owner asked a furniture business to do it.
J: Yeh, someone from the furniture business came to restore it.
Kami: If you ask a furniture store to do it, this kind of result can't be helped.
K: For sure. ????*4
Kami: Maria got really ugly.
T: Ahh, I see! Originally, they were supposed to be just cleaning it right? Like, removing the dust.
J: Yeh, that might have been it. Like the painting was deteriorating, and in order to stop it getting worse, or something like that. They must have thought it was ok to go ahead and re-paint it.
K: The person who did it was quite eldery weren't they?
J: Ahh, I see.
T: This is crazy
J: But after seeing their first try, they should have given up trying to fix it for a second time. Somehow, that would've been better.
K: The owner shouldn't ask the same person to fix it, right?
J: Right!
K: But, well, it won't go back to its original state will it?
J: No, it won't.
K: Even if a new person could get to back to this (*points at the first restoration attempt*)
J: ??? Its like hell if you keep going, and hell if you stop. In the end, its like ??? *5, it would be no good...Well, its an impressive thing.
K: Yeh, but imagine if you wanted to keep viewing the painting, as for the first restoration,Ā Ā if you look at it from far away, it kiiinda still resembles the original a bit. But the second one is no good at all.
J: Yeh, its no good. In the first one you can kinda still see that they were trying to paint the virgin mary, but in the second restoration, it looks like an old woman..not even a proper portrait.
T: Her nose is well defined though, haha.
J: Well, yeh...Isn't the Virgin Mary a friend of Kami's?
Kami: Well, the one in the original is my friend. The third one is totally different.
J: Its no good?
K: That kind of old woman, really.
J: Do you consider this to be a profanity? Is this ok?
Kami: Well, its ok, isn't it?
J: Hahaha.
Kami: That kind of thing.
J: Ah, its ok.
Kami: The original is really well painted isn't it?
T: Mm, yeh.
Kami: Yeh, I think its a really good picture.
K: Its a copy though right? There is someone who painted this as a copy?
T: Yeh, there is a proper original.
K: It would be pretty expensive to hire that person to fix it, right?
J: I think they were trying to save money. 140000yen was too much for them. I wonder how much it usually costs to have a painting decently restored? How much did they save?
K: It probably takes quite a long time to do.
T: I think it takes a really long time.
J: Yeah. Well, when they saw how it ended up, it says the owner was angry, well, yeh, he would be angry wouldn't he?
K: Yeh, he would. Cause its his precious painting that he just wanted cleaning.
J: Yes, thats it.
K: I can only laugh at this, haha. Its a total disaster, really.
T: It really is.
J: Well, the lesson to learn from this is that a ricecake maker makes ricecakes. If you want anything repairing properly, hire a professional..otherwise this type of thing will happen.
T: Thats it.
J: Don't be stingy!
T: Its problematic if they pretend to be a pro, then take your money. But in this case they were just a furniture store.
J: Asking a furniture store to do it was the mistake. Why did they ask a furniture store?
T: But they still said, 'Yes, we can do it', right?
J: Hmm, yeah.
K: They had the look of someone who could do it. The owner was fooled.
J: Its like 'The Guild', they may have had the look of a craftsperson. You have to be careful with appearance too.
K: Well, I think we'll finish here. Please subscribe. Thank you very much.
J: Go Hanshin Tigers!
*1, 2 Couldn't make out the last words, but i think its something like this.
*3, 4, 5 Couldn't make out.
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OK So I wanted to add some personal experience to these images in the last post I reblogged but did not want to clog up that thread SO I am reposting them here.
IMAGE ONE:
Right out the gate, as it was mentioned in the original post: Chronic pain/illness will ABSOLUTELY raise not only your PAIN TOLERANCE (ie some people can tolerate a 2, some people a 4, some people an 8) and also raise your PAIN THRESHOLD which is what your body recognizes as pain to begin with (ie some people perceive pain as a rubber band snap on the wrist, some do not).Ā
These scales are professional use. Because there needed to be a way to generalize pain in order for it to be managed/treated.
And I wish I knew that sooner.
I do struggle with chronic pain. I do struggle with mental illness. I do struggle with fatigue as a side effect of those two things. THEREFORE my pain threshold and tolerance are HIGHER than some others (note there is NO NORMAL just so everyone knows - pain is SUBJECTIVE, meaning it IS what YOU say it IS).Ā
Couple THAT with the fact that I was raised by a mother who was CONSTANTLY hiding her pain due to spousal abuse.This woman had TWO COMPLETELY SHATTERED FEET and WALKED ON THEM FOR YEARS before it was discovered that they had been broken at all via Xray that showed they had healed all messed up. This is also the woman who told stories about her childhood where she had her heel sliced off and then WALKED 6 miles home. Who stepped on improperly discarded hot charcoal and ripped it off her foot herself.Ā
Obviously I have some issues about growing up and equating pain with weakness. Issues about feeling the need to Be Strong by Ignoring it or Walking It Off. Only SOLIDIFIED by the fact that once as a kid I had an injury where I LITERALLY had a HOLE in my kneecap that exposed BONE and myĀ āātreatmentāā wasĀ āWalk it off and go sit in the bathtub until it stops bleedingā (about a 5 yard walk and a trek up some stairs). I was back at school the next day - no doctors involved.
Those things in combination are a Disaster.
Even as a healthcare professional I do not use this scale FOR MYSELF. I forget it exists entirely when it comes to me. Or feel like it does not apply. Looking at it RIGHT NOW. A normal day that went pretty well. Iām at a 4-5 on a DAILY basis.Ā
Clearly THAT IS WHY when I had severe pain AND COULD NOT BREATHE I drove MYSELF to the hospital. The first time so badly my pulse ox (measures the percent of oxygen in your blood and SHOULD be 95-100 in a healthy person -lower gets oxygen slapped on you-) was an 89. OOP.Ā
Clearly THAT IS WHY when I was in SEVERE pain DUE TO A KIDNEY STONE which according to certain people is equal to or worse than CHILDBIRTH I told the nurse in the ER my pain wasĀ āabout a 7ā³ because:
1. I didnāt want to seem like aĀ ābabyā 2. I didnāt want to seem like I was complaining 3. I didnāt want to seem like I was acting for attention 4. I somehow CONVINCED MYSELF thatĀ āI guess it could be worse - Iām not ripped open or impaled or shot or somethingā 5. I was COMPARING PAIN to an IMAGINED situation instead of DESCRIBING HOW I FELT.
How bad was it? At home I collapsed on to the floor. In the car I was balled up in my seat. I couldnāt walk. According to the above scale thatās a 10. But according to MY BRAINāS DEFINITION of Pain and itās hangups about it - eh. A 7. (andĀ āeh, a 7ā³ is NOT in any way a good way of thinking either. Pain is Pain and Pain = Bad and Pain = A Medical Intervention is Necessary EVEN IF THAT PAIN IS A 1).Ā
I honestly feel like I should carry that image around with me when I visit doctors so I can POINT TO WHICH LEVEL I am at instead of relying on my lying brain.
IMAGE TWO:
This one I did not know existed. So I really had NO way of gauging the Fatigue passedĀ āidk im tiredā
I know I am always tired. I know people think I am lazy or unmotivated. But I did not know how bad it was.
How are you doing today - IDK iām tired.
When I sayĀ āTiredā the number on the chart that it corresponds to is a 7.Ā On aĀ ānormalā day - Iām a 5.Ā On a GOOD day - 4.Ā
This would be a SUPER USEFUL tool to share with my doctors and psychiatry team (if I could afford to go lolololol)
I just didnāt realize that on a numbered scale... itās not as benign as I assumed.
IMAGE THREE
I want to start this section off by saying: THIS SHOULD BE IN EVERY MENTAL HEALTH PROFESSIONALS OFFICE. PERIOD.
Much like the Physical Pain Scale there is such a disconnect between How It Is and How It Is Described. FOR THE SAME REASONS AS THE PHYSICAL PAIN SCALE. !AND! SOCIETIES STIGMA ONLY MAKES IT WORSE.
Example: I will tell my therapist: Oh - Iām doing OK. Iām trying to stay positive and I am aware of how I am feeling lately. Iām tired but I donāt want to die or anything. hahaha
But what does that MEAN?
If someone said that to ME I would throw a dart at that chart and it - being given only that line of response - would probably choose a number between a 2 and a 5.Ā
Notice how DRASTIC of a gap that is.
That is a LITERAL THING I have said to my ACTUAL THERAPIST.Ā Do you want to know which number I AM THINKING OF ON THIS CHART WHEN I SAY THAT?Ā
a fucking 8.Ā
I function, on a daily basis, at a LEVEL EIGHT.Ā
Why? Dunno.Ā
I have BEEN at level 9 FREQUENTLY and I have BEEN at level 10 SEVERAL TIMES.
I think that is why itās warped.
I learned something about myself due to UNSAFE medication experimentation:
WITHOUT MY MEDS I AM AT A 9 TO 10.Ā Ā
WITH MY MEDS I AM AT AN 8.
To me that is an IMPROVEMENT.
Meanwhile my health care team could think Iām chilling at a cool 4 or maybe sitting on a 5 at worst.Ā
I am NOT goodt at ABSTRACT concepts of PAIN (mental, physical or otherwise). I donāt think the majority of people are. Pain Scales are usually in hospitals but WITHOUT a description. How does that help me? It doesnāt. Level 10 Face is Crying. Iām not Crying. Therefore I am a Face that ISNT Crying - oh a 4? Cool Iām that. Itās done for simplicity. But pain isnāt simple.
Mental health is even more complicated. That scale should ABSOLUTELY be plastered on every surface.Ā
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NY JM Concert
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I was really tired to begin with because I do not live in NY. I live 3 hours away from NY. So I just planned a whole day to be spent at NY. This part is like annoying probably so you can skip it if you want HAHAHA but I had to work until 1 am on Friday night and slept for like 3 hrs and caught the 7 am bus to NY. I slept for another 3 hrs in the bus and got there. Ate dim sum MMMmmmm my first time :-) but how do you not get the liquid to be all over your plate. Iām such a noob. and went shopping at soho WHERE SWINGS AND GIRIBOY WERE THE NIGHT BEFORE but I was shook because a shirt was like $50. so I left and went to time square and went to line store remEMBER this is all new to me because Iām like a country girl who raises cows for a living. loljk. idk. pls ignore. anyway so... after that I was pretty exhausted and it was like 4 pm ish. Met up with another friend (so now a party of 3!!!) and decided to head over to the concert place.!!! omg so excite. I wasnāt really excited at first because I was pretty tired from the whole day but while walking to stage 48 like I was getting excited LIKE HELLO I WILL MEET JM IRL AND NOT ON COMPUTER EVEN THO IT FEELS LIKE A DREAM RN
So I got there and the line was pretty long even though it was like 6:00 well I guess I donāt know how long concert lines are because this was my first concert. ;-; and meet&greet people got to go in at 6:45 pm. So we went in. and they did this extra search of our bags and touched under my boob to see if I had a gun. (even tho nochang can just kill me with his chingchangchong) and threw my water bottle and my friendās hard boiled eggs away (LOOOOOL). we got there and the meet&greet was some booty tbh. OK BEFORE I WAS GONNA SLEEP IN THE BUS WHILE GOING TO NY, I WAS THINKING OF EACH THINGS I WAS GOING TO SAY TO EACH MEMBER OKAY BUT THAT WAS ALL RUINED BECAUSE IT WAS LIKEĀ āmeet&greetā and just take a group picture and gtfo. ._. So it was our turn and my friend was the first in line for the group so she went in all awkward likeĀ āhi...ā BECAUSE IDK C JAMM LOOKS SO MUCH LIKE C JAMM ON THE INTERNET. LIKE THEY ALL LOOK THE SAMEEEEEEEEEEEE I CANāT. ITāS TOO REAL. and she stood next to C Jamm and he was likeĀ āwassup wassupā HEāS SO NICE AND HUMBLE like heās the cutest potato thing. and I think I was standing next to Swings? I donāt even remember, because I was wildly searching for Giriboy like I CAME ALL THE WAY TO SEE YOU WHERE ARE U I need to hold your hand IDK ASDKFLASDJFA;SDF. and Swings was just trying to make us stand so we can all be in the pic. then I saw Giriboy behind me like on the step kind of thing AND HE DIDNāT HAVE HIS GLASSES AND WAS WEARING A BLACK BUCKET HAT and kinda looked likeĀ
THIS WITHOUT THE GLASSES and like hello every1 he was NOT WEARING GLASSES !!!! I CANāT so I was like omg.......... and he just kinda looked at me so I was likeĀ āIām a big fan of yours!!!!!!!ā and THEN ALL OF MY FRIENDS GOT ENCOURAGED AND WAS LIKE ME TOO me TOO and he just kinda nodded as a thank you multiple times. :( I WANTED TO HEAR HIS VOICE ok sike. im gonna chill. but still highkey regret that i was not being extra during theĀ āmeet&greetā because the staff were like donāt bring ur phones no selfies BLEHLAHELBLEHLA BLEAH ok whatever good bye and i didnāt notice any1 else during the picture bc i forgot abt them soz
and the concert didnāt even start until like 8:00 pm and i was mad bc they kept playing hiphop music other than JM like i was ready to go rain shower idk and some ppl blocking the view in front of me my friend asked if they could squeeze us in bc we couldnāt see and they completely ignored me after the first word. :-) well they moved after that so its ok but anyway... like whatever :)... the show started with osshun gum and im sorry but ive been out of this scene for so long like i forgot who he was like i know hes from high school rapper but i didnt even watch the show :-) rip but he was so cute i know hes 1 year younger than me like HES A BABY (bgm: shes a baby zico) and he was dressedĀ ānormallyā too so he looked like a normal person and it was just cute ok but i didnt know his songs so i felt bad.Ā
the next person was han yohan OMGGGG U KNOW I ACTUALLY LOVE HAN YOHAN BECAUSE IDK LIKE IM INTO THOSE ROCK THINGS NOW and he played curt cobain BECAUSE IM CURT COBAAAAAAIN 300 km, Iām Sorry, and then later super saiyan with black nut OMSDFKLASJDFKLASDJFASKGJSD F ok. Enough said. This is better explained with the live. goodbye. I just love. and hes the only one who actually sticked w the schedule that was pre released before concert lol
and then it was the love of my life giriboy and he was supposed to perform zoa... wybh and then hogu but he started doing mix it up but whatever i was shouting like crasy so WHATEVER OK and he did all these weird cute moves... like icant believe it happened in front of me. i feel like its a dream. :( i hope he does it again in my dreams. and did hogu then ended.Ā
i was proud to shout all the lyrics (NOTICE ME)
then it was nochang like omg i love him because for the longest time i thought he didnt wanna be on stage because idk... gossips and his interviews... but he was the best on stage he looked like he really enjoyed and we were like TUUUURNNNNN UUUUUP ok but tbh no one knew his lyrics... bc theyāre too sophisticated4us but he did emancipation, ching chang chong, and turn up and he was wearing all black again. but took his hat off a couple of times. his head is pretty. he actually stuck to the schedule too omg i feel like giriboy was not feeling well or something :( or he was more concerned about his singleĀ
then it was black nut omg YOU GUYS KNOW HOW I HAVE A THING FOR SKINNY GUYS im just kidding but i love black nut and he killed it today with his porn hub shirt on hahahahaha first he did honmono which i dont rly kno because i been living in a cave for so long and then it was silky bois like BOIIIIII HE DID THE AUTOTUNE THING LIKE HE SANG IT but it was good and hes the only one that was all smiley throughout the concert and remember he always used to wear sunglasses but like no sunglasses today and like... he was the best eye contacter :ā) omggg so cute and then he did 100 like kill all of em i was screaming
then it was bill stax OK LIKE I KNEW NONE OF HIS SONGS IM SORRY BUT I FORGOT HIS NAME CHANGED TOO RIP :ā( I NEED TO BE GONE FROM THIS WORLD and then we did giddiyup? like that song with the horse with c jamm and nochang it was lit because thatās like an old song and everyone knows that EXCEPT NO ONE SCREAMEDĀ ģģ»·ė§ģæ except me like WHERE ARE YALL but anyway... then it was c jamm he did know and puzzle which was like... idk those songs... i really need to get on my game maaaaneeesss
and then swings was being v soft today and was like this is for the ladies and did ė£ź³ ģģ“? and some other SONG THAT I DONāT REALLY KNOW THE NAME OF BUT THOSE WERE SWEET SONGS AND IT WAS NICE BECAUSE HE WAS BEING FUNNY WITH ALL HIS GESTURES LIKE KISSING FROM HIS HAND like where all this confidence come from i need some and then he did bulldozer which was #lit i kinda wish he did ģģģ¹ or ź“ģ°®ģ but it didnt happen its ok
then it was da whole crew with sushi rain showers and carnival OMG WHEN CARNIVAL STARTED WITH GIRIBOY i cried ok i didnāt but i almost cried because just. like. IM HEARING IT LIVEEEE HELLO i was shook. and sushi was ok except they added some extra lyrics for the live i guess and i kinda didnt hear the lyrics and rain showers was lit as alwaaaaaays
they didnt really talk like esepcailly giriboy because i know he doesnt talk in general but its like in american so i guess he was done. i hope hes happy
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