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[urlocalspotifyenthusiast]

girl who is scared of mentions of blood puts ethel cain on shuffle: i think im going to pass out

[just-a-leech-boy]

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[legitimateluffy]

Ayyyyyeeeoooo depresso espresso hours

[runicmagitek]

Writing Progress

Ho boy, it's been a week or two.

I didn't do a writing progress thing last week, because my health was a flaming bag of dicks lemme tell ya. Work's been stressful. Health has been blah. Finding the mental energy and uninterrupted time to write has been... sigh... like finding a damn unicorn.

There were a lot of days where I didn't write. Like, a lot a lot. And that's never good, because I feel bleh when I can't write an adequate amount for the day. And even though some words are better than no words... it's difficult when you look at your word tracker and watch yourself fall behind tremendously every day. 800~ words daily suddenly becomes 1500~ words daily. Which again, isn't a lot, but when you're only doing 500 a day, if that, it builds up and it feels awful.

And I think this is the first time I've ever been this behind with a thing. I'm almost always ahead of my daily goals, especially with NaNo. Granted, this is just for my GYWO yearly word count goal of 250k, but still. It's hard. I did so well last month and February feels so... bleh.

BUT.

I'm not going to wallow in woe and instead remind myself of the things I did accomplish these past couple of weeks:

Wrote, edited, and polished five (5) fics for Chococlate Box. Sweet jeebus that's a lot. I think my shortest one was just shy of 1k. That's a lot of words!

I finally finished the first draft of another Chocolate Box fic that... um... look, my hand slipped and it's over 10k. I'm hoping to polish it up before author reveal so I can post it.

I also did a bunch of research for another treat for Chocolate Box that's going to be a fusion crossover thing. I'm really excited about it and hopefully - HOPEFULLY - it doesn't turn into A Thing and I can have it be... I don't know, under 3k? Maybe? That'd be nice they said as it blew up into another 10k monstrosity

I had some revelations with my Pharmercy high school AU fic and while I have yet to jump back into it since NaNo (uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh whyyyyyyyy), I'm still thinking about it a lot and am very excited to get back into it. Jotted down a bunch of notes that will come in handy for future scenes for it

And this doesn't include my reading ventures, because oh man, lemme tell ya, I've been reading a lot of novels lately. I want to get back into reading fics more, too, but atm, I'm really full with beta reading everything. Seriously, when did this happen. I blinked and I have five (5) fics I'm helping with beta'ing. Which is awesome!!! I love this! I'm so happy to lend my editing experience to others and help fellow writers make some awesome EVEN FUCKING BETTER :D :D :D that legit gives me life. But... I swear they're like bunnies humping in a corner and somehow multiplying. I'll get to all of them. I WILL, DAMN IT.

And not exactly writing related, but definitely helps, my new meds are maybe working?? Like I'm not nauseous 24/7?? I HAVE AN APPETITE AGAIN???? IS THIS WHAT NORMAL FEELS LIKE I HONESTLY CAN'T REMEMBER, GUYS. I went out for the first time since probably December to write. I went to Starbucks and a cafe down the street from me (which was... yeah, it was A Thing, I might make a separate post about it later). I was able to leave my house and do something and not be stressed over my symptoms making it impossible for me to exist outside of the comfort of my house. Fuck, it's really nice.

I also banged out over 4k words yesterday. What is this. Who am I. What year is it.

Here's hoping this upcoming week is also positive. Work is going to be... hahaaaaaaaaaaa, yeah... I'm going to hate this week work-wise, but damnit, I'm going to cherish whatever down time I have to all the writing. Because reasons.

[myincomplete]

I'm going to attempt to transfer:

Okay so I go to a CUNY school, I loved it I thought it was great but over the past couple years I realized that it hasn't been going well. I am going to be a senior this fall yet I barely have enough credits to be considered a junior.

Now, I want to study biology whether to go to Med school or to further my education with it IDK. What I do know is that the College I'm at right now isn't for it and will need to transfer to another one. I'm thinking Hunter or City College but my problem is that my GPA isn't high enough. I have a 2.24 hahaaaaaaaaaaa God help me.

~S

[dupain-cheng-designs]

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