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1. yes very much fortunately
2. my family when we opened presents together
3. yes i am a normal human who experiences many emotions, one such being regret. a lot
4. no YOUR insecure!! hahaâŚ.:haâŚ
5. single i guess?
6. either when iâm a crusty decaying grandma in my sleep or like sacrificing myself for something action movie hero girl style
7. candy cane
8. yea, lacrosse when i was in 7th grade. youâll never guess what my number was (hint: itâs 69)
9. yea
10. i donât think iâve ever had a physical fight with someone but i have had verbal arguments that made my blood boil to the point where i wanted to punch someone but iâve never punched someone or been punched
11. kinda
12. i donât think so
13. thereâs always someone evil out there to hate
14. yes
15. yes a cat and dog but our dog has some behavioral issues so we wonât be able to keep her here for long :(
16. tired. stayed up until 4 am watching kwite videos and having an anxious doom spiral and then got like 4 hours of asleep. but hey i got some cool gifts for crimmy.
17. no that sounds disgusting
18. only if they crawl on me without me knowing or they like jumpscare me but once i notice them and realize whatâs going on iâm chill. carry on little guy.
19. maybe
20. their house
21. eat, sleep, yiik, repeatđ
22. only if i could somehow dedicate 100% of my time to caring for them
23. nope
24. science. i also really like art but i never got the best grades in it because the grading system for art is stupid. fuck you
25. yes
26. sleep
27. yeah. unintentionally (if that even makes a difference)
28. nope
29. yea
30. i could go on for hours about everything wrong with the world but right now im grumpy because my eyes are super dry. one of the side effects of vyvanse and sertraline (medications i take) is making your eyes really dry for some reason. it also doesnât help that im on screens a lot. also doesnât help my crippling medical anxiety about my vision lmao
31. my family, pets, and friends
32. ourple
33. no but i have anxiety that makes me constantly afraid people are gonna backstab me
34. i donât remember the one i had last night but a couple nights ago i had one where it was like this sci fi drama about this astronaut living alone on an asteroid and he finds this weird crater with a bunch of junk in it, such as this mysterious egg-shaped backpack. then i was with my friend in the woods but my dog was also with us and she kept shitting in front of random people in the forest. then me and the same friend were playing some ttrpg based on the sci-fi drama mentioned above but all the minis were these weird multicolored lego trains from the 60s
35. my mom and sister
36. yeah
37. forgive obviously.
38. probably, but a lot of my pre-2020 years were great as well, though thatâs just because i was young and things seemed easier lmao
39. 14
40. nope
51. wait what the fuck why does it skip al the way to fifty one. Screw You?! jk⌠uhhhh i guess pizza or ramen or something
52. i mean technically yes. things donât just spontaneously happen out of thin air. but i donât believe that things happen for a future reason. like, a building falls over because itâs affected by gravity, but itâs not like it falls over because it wants to crush anyone inside it. i may also be confused about the difference between cause and reason. everything has a cause but only decision making creatures do stuff for specific reasons
53. be anxious over my own thoughts for like an hour before eventually succumbing to sleep deprivation
54. in what context? cheating as like in a relationship? cheating in a game? cheating in life?
55. i eat babies and kick puppiesđjk i donât bite. im just Silly
56. 0⌠unless you count the imaginary people im arguing with in my head constantly. i am a veteran in mental fisticuffs
57. donât gatekeep peoples love for not being âtrueâ enough but also i think sometimes people fake their love for some reason
58. thunderstorms and windstorms are always the coolest, but rain and snow are the most calm and relaxing to me.
59. yes. the way it silently falls upon the land, turning everything into a blank white, absorbing sound and heat itself. itâs super disco đ
60. maybe for the legal benefits but idk
61. yes
62. a lot of things :3
63. already did đłď¸ââ§ď¸
64. unconsensually? then yeah that wouldnât just be hard, it would be impossible. but im also not just gonna ask people im not dating to kiss them. unless i know theyâd be okay with it
65. im bisexual. this question means nothing to me. đ
66. wtf is this whole âopposite sexâ thing. my tumblrinas are of all genders and im constantly saying the most mentally unwell things and they still follow me so yeah :)
67. my dad??? but if you mean talk as in like, casual, non family talk, then uhhh idk. i donât really know the genders of a lot of my friends i just see them all as being Fellas
68. myselfđ
69. the hopeless romantic, childish part of me wants to. but idk. perfection doesnât exist
70. my parents and sister. or like if my death would save multiple random people
70 horrible questions ... Fuck it
01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? 02: Who did you last say âI love youâ to? 03: Do you regret anything? 04: Are you insecure? 05: What is your relationship status? 06: How do you want to die? 07: What did you last eat? 08: Played any sports? 09: Do you bite your nails? 10: When was your last physical fight? 11: Do you like someone? 12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? 13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? 14: Do you miss someone? 15: Have any pets? 16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment? 17: Ever made out in the bathroom? 18: Are you scared of spiders? 19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? 20: Where was the last place you snogged someone? 21: What are your plans for this weekend? 22: Do you want to have kids? How many? 23: Do you have piercings? How many? 24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? 25: Do you miss anyone from your past? 26: What are you craving right now? 27: Have you ever broken someoneâs heart? 28: Have you ever been cheated on? 29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? 30: Whatâs irritating you right now? 31: Does somebody love you? 32: What is your favourite color? 33: Do you have trust issues? 34: Who/what was your last dream about? 35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? 36: Do you give out second chances too easily? 37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? 38: Is this year the best year of your life? 39: How old were you when you had your first kiss? 40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? 51: Favourite food? 52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? 53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? 54: Is cheating ever okay? 55: Are you mean? 56: How many people have you fist fought? 57: Do you believe in true love? 58: Favourite weather? 59: Do you like the snow? 60: Do you wanna get married? 61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? 62: What makes you happy? 63: Would you change your name? 64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? 65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? 66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? 67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? 68: Whoâs the last person you had a deep conversation with? 69: Do you believe in soulmates? 70: Is there anyone you would die for?
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11/14/2022
Oh my god I am so tired. Itâs 8 pm and I want to go to sleep so badly. So many things have happened.Â
Friday: New Maria left for the evening and then I called Naomi back b/c I hd a missed FT call. As soon as I hung up with Naomi, Maria came back in. She then looked at me like she had something to say. Immediately I was like âWhatâs wrong? Did you get into a car accident?â She shook her head. I wondered if she needed more money. It was so ominous. But finally she told me she got a new job. âI just got off the phone with the new family and they asked me to start on Monday.â That day was going to be her last day! It was so shocking because I was just talking to her that day about people she had been talking to for new job opportunities. Neither of us were expecting it to come so fast. She hugged the girls a million times and asked if it was ok and said she was sorry. I was happy for her though. Sheâs going to get paid more, its close to her house, and the baby is only 4 months so itâs going to be a much easier gig plus sheâll be able to stay there long term. We had told her to start looking since Dani was goign to preschool in February and we already had old Maria (who wanted full time work too). Jason was working so they couldnât do a proper goodbye (she went into the office to say bye but they couldnât fully talk). Naya seemed to suspect something was wrong because she refused to smile or say bye. Jason and I are beginning to wonder if she might be developing a complex about people leaving. Cause Nela left her school, Somi moved away, her next best friend at school (Roy) also moved away, and now Maria was saying bye. Dani on the other hand was totally oblivious and was cheesing it up in pics w/ Maria. Maria started getting teary eyed and said she had to go. She was truly the best nanny ever and we are planning to use her again in the future if we ever need late night babysitting or weekend babysitting. Itâs so sad to say goodbye and its kind of shocking that all of a sudden sheâs out of our lives (for the most part). But itâs good. She kept talking about how she needed more work since her husband is retired. And Old Maria wanted more work too (sheâs been kind of aggro about it). So this works out for the best for everyone but its still so sad. Jason keeps talking about her too saying he misses her lol. And lamenting that our house is just going to be dirty from now on.
Saturday: we went to Lawryâs for Christineâs birthday. It was honestly the best experience. The food was crazy delicious and I really enjoyed the decor/vibe. Itâs so unlike the decor of anywhere else lately. Itâs so ornate and decorative, whereas everyone else is about minimalism and modernism. I ate so much food and it was all just mush in my mouth - creamed spinach, creamed corn, mashed potatoes, pink meat. So freaking tasty.Â
The company was really good too. I really feel like everyone jells so well together now. It was a round table so everyone was able to be a part of the conversation (although I think almost everyone probably felt like they were talking into air, with know one listening to them at some point haha). But in any event energy was so good. People were happy, the experience of seeing the cart coming around, ooh-ing and ahh-ing at the delicious food, talking about this and that. And then freaking Jeff and Christine paid for the entire thing!!!!!! Baller status. They also dressed the part. jeff wore his glasses, a turtle neck and plaid pants. Christine wore a classic fall brown colored-long jacket over a cute top and pants combo. It was all perfection. When we came home we were in such a good mood. We got into bed around 12 and I couldnât fall asleep for whatever reason but then at 1 for no reason dani woke up crying. I went to get her and brought her into the bed but she just rolled around, kicking, blabbing, etc until 3:30. We were so fed up we put her into the crib adn just left the room to sleep on the couches. She straight up screamed like a lunatic and I was SURE my mom was about to come out at any minute to pick her up. But by some miracle she didnât hear. She kept screaming âdaddy!!! help me daddy!!!!!â Jason was like why is she only calling me?? lol. She went back to sleep eventually but the Ring app on my momâs phone kept ringing. It was seriously going off like every 10 minutes. I got up at one point to try to find it so I could turn it off but I realized it was in the room w/ Naya so I gave up. I basically didnât sleep until 4:30 and woke up around 6:30. Worst night of sleep of my entire life. It felt even worse than the newborn days. Â
Sunday: we went to Jasonâs mom in the morning and she fed us a BOMB breakfast. It was so good but it also made me feel like I was going to crash (you know that feeling when you eat something and it just makes your sleep deprivation feels worse and you need to sleep immediately). But the girls were soooo cute playing w/ Rowan. It was seriously adorable seeing them light up at seeing their baby cousin. They didnât even fully know how to play with him but they just hovered around him, hahah. Then Jason took Naya to play pie. He took one for the team b/c I had been watching the girls on my own a little bit since Jasonâs been dealing with a lot of work emergencies. I laid down w/ Dani and the rest was definitely helpful. Afterwards we went to Eileen/Jordonâs place and had dinner and the girls got to play some more with Rowan (and Rowanâs toys). Itâs so funny how kids play together at this stage. Itâs basically just taking toys from each other and crying about how the other kid is not sharing. Well thatâs how Dani and Naya play lol. They try to be a little gentler with Rowan, I think. Except Dani. She is not gentle to anyone lol. I cant wait until they can all play independently. Itâll be the best when itâs family time and we can just lock the kids together in a room and they can play card games or board games together. But it was a really nice family day. It had been a while since we went down to Fullerton. (The pics Eileen took are outrageously cute).
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After All This Time || Chapter Two
Aaron Hotchner x Reader
Word Count: 1457
Summary: You being a new recruit pissed SSA Aaron Hotchner off. You being smart enough to give Spencer Reid a run for his money pissed him off even more. Really, he just despised your presence. Hated your every move.
Until one day, he just⌠didnât.
CHAPTER WARNINGS: general canon level violence, they talk about a new case, more angry Hotch, more angry reader
A/N: I'm excited that so many people want me to tag them! It's technically only like eight haha, but it's still so cool to me that people want to be told when I'm posting.
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Chapter Two
Five months later, and you were still sitting at your desk in the late hours of the night. 12:34 AM. Too late. You had been staying at the bureau after hours to make it look like you were already taking this job as seriously as you could. To be fair, you were taking it seriously, but you figured the late hours being noticed would be a benefit.
So when your phone rang, you answered it immediately.
"L/N."
"Hey, Y/N, it's JJ. Can you come in for a case? Hotch just called and woke me up. I know it's pretty late, but it's a pretty bad one, we're going to Michigan."
"Yeah, not a problem. I wasn't asleep yet." You don't lie necessarily, but it's a half-truth for sure. JJ doesn't need to know that you were already at the BAU building, less than fifty feet away from the briefing room where you would all be meeting.
"Great, thanks Y/N. See you soon."
She clicks off the phone and you sigh before pushing yourself off of the desk.
"L/N." You almost drop the coffee you had been about to sip as you spun around in your swivel chair.
"Yes, sir?" You ask casually, deciding it was better to play dumb.
"Stand."
Obeying your order, you narrow your eyes and stand up, squaring your shoulders and trying to look bigger than you are.
"Now, explain." Hotchner stands in front of you, arms crossed.
"Explain what? That I'm here and we have a case?" You shake your head as you turn away from him.
"Did I say you could turn, Agent?" His voice sends a shiver through your core and you mentally slap yourself. Now is not the time.
Spinning back around, you catch a glimpse of Derek and Garcia walking in to the briefing room. "We have a case, Hotchner. Let's ignore the fact that I was just doing my paperwork and get in there please." It takes everything in you to turn away a second time. You bend down and grab your shoes, sliding them onto your feet before walking away from him and into the room.
You can feel his gaze on your back, but you ignore it, slipping through the conference room door and letting it fall shut behind you.
"Hey guys." You greet as you sit down.
"Hot mama-"
"Hey, beautiful-"
Derek and Penelope greet you at the same time, causing you two girls to giggle and Derek to stifle his laugh because, 'men don't giggle'.
The three of you exchange small talk until the others walk in, most of them looking like they had been in the deep clutches of sleep.
Spencer's already messy hair looked ten times worse, and Emily wasn't wearing a bra, which she was subtly trying to hide by hunching her shoulders forward.
She sits beside you and you send her the 'you good?' look.
"Don't even mention it, Y/N." She threatens lightly with a laugh before Rossi, JJ, and Hotchner walked in.
You kept your gaze down, but you knew his eyes were on you.
"Garcia, you have the slideshow pulled up?" JJ asks gently, knowing that the other blonde woman absolutely despised cases like this. Really the whole team did.
"Yeah... It's a doosy, team. Not pretty at all." She shakes her head and starts the slideshow before handing the tablet to JJ.
"Okay. Ariel Stanton, Franklin Lewis, and Ella Craft. Three kids, all mutilated with their heads severed and preserved. Their bodies were found in the same area of the Raisin River in Petersburg, MI. The heads-"
Penelope got up then and mumbled a string of 'I'm sorries' before all but running out the door.
Your fingers clutched at the dress pants you were wearing as JJ asked, "Does anyone else need to leave before I keep going?"
A collective shake of the team's heads is enough to convince JJ that she can keep going.
"Their heads were all found beside the river bank, fully intact. Two of the bodies came with a note to the precinct, it read: "Fear me, for I have God on my side. God will help me cleanse the Earth of its sinners. These children had to go, for they were not with God.""
You start speaking when the profile is complete, "Okay, so the references to God and doing His work suggests that this unsub sees himself as holier than thou. Most likely a man, age 30-40 and probably grew up in a family that was very religious; they would have prayed before meals and there would be records of this family donating very generously to the church that they attended."
"No. That profile is wrong, L/N. If you had paid any attention, you'd know that the use of the word 'cleanse' means that he thinks these "sinners" are dirty, he's not thinking that he is necessarily better. I don't need your input again."
"Hotch come-"
"You do not have the right to call me that. My team calls me that. To you, I am Agent Hotchner." His gaze was cold, but there was something there.
"Fine. I'll be on the jet." You stand up and as you bend to pick your purse off the ground, Emily whispers in your ear.
"I agreed with you. I'll brief you on the jet."
You nod once and swiftly walk out of the room, "accidentally" bumping Hotchner on your way out. Luckily, he doesn't say anything about it.
Later on the jet, you have your headphones in and are listening the your favorite song of the week. Your taste in music changes frequently, but right now, you were into the old rock and were listening to Journey.
Your lips press into a hard line when you see Hotchner walking up to you. Taking your headphones out and sit up straighter.
"What do you want?" Your voice is bratty and you sigh, quirking an eyebrow up at him.
"I uh, am here to apologize. Rossi thinks it's necessary that I say 'I'm sorry'. So here I am."
You just stare at him.
"What, Y/N?"
"You had something to say?" You cross your arms and lean back in the seat.
His eyebrows furrow when he thinks about what you said and gets a bit confused. "What do you mean? I just said it."
"Oh, did you?" You turn to Spencer, who was sitting across from you, and said, "Did you hear what Hotchner just said?"
"Uh, yeah. I did, why?" He looks up from the book he was reading.
You smirk slightly at Hotch before saying, "Can you use that amazing brain of yours to tell me what he said?"
""I uh, am here to apologize. Rossi thinks it's necessary that I say 'I'm sorry'. So here I am." Why did you need that?" He says after repeating the sentences word for word.
Hotch glares at you a bit as you shrug your shoulders.
"I don't know... I just didn't hear an apology in that." You bat your eyelashes up at the older man and add, "You said that Rossi told you to apologize, but you never said that you were sorry."
"Really, L/N? You want me to get on my knees and beg you?" He asks, spitting the words out like incredulous knives.
You keep the snide tone as you reply, "If you'd like to get on your knees, I may be more inclined to accept the imminent apology."
"Don't be a brat, L/N. I get that some of your past lovers may have liked that, but it has no place in this team. I am still your superior and I recommend you treat me like one."
He walks away without having ever apologizing, and you're left there with your jaw on the floor from his parting message.
"-Yeah! And then he was like, 'Don't be a brat. Your ex probably liked it but I'm your superior-"
"O-M-G, O-M-G. What did you say back to him?!" A very excitable Emily asks from you shared hotel room in Michigan.
"Nothing. I couldn't say anything to him because he just spun and WALKED. AWAY." You nod your head at her, your eyebrows raising as you conveyed your own disbelief at the story. "Yeah, it was horrible. I was so mad."
Emily wiggles her eyebrows, causing you to shake your head.
"Whaaat? No. No!"
"Yeah, Y/N. There's some MAD sexual tension between you two."
"Oh, get out!"
As you laugh at her statement, you pick up the pillow behind you and hit her in the side of the head with it.
"You're gonna get it now."
Faking a gasp, you stand and say, "Is that a threat, Emily?"
"Yes. Now run, bitch."
Yu both giggle and spend the night acting like teenagers again. You didn't have time to think about Aaron if you wanted to which you... no.
You didn't want to.
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I posted 534 times in 2021
164 posts created (31%)
370 posts reblogged (69%)
For every post I created, I reblogged 2.3 posts.
I added 554 tags in 2021
#sasusaku - 108 posts
#haruno sakura - 99 posts
#uchiha sasuke - 93 posts
#sakura - 55 posts
#sasuke - 49 posts
#sssnippetaday - 49 posts
#hitsuhina - 31 posts
#uchiha sakura - 30 posts
#kakasaku - 22 posts
#uchiha sarada - 18 posts
Longest Tag: 97 characters
#sasuke's nightly reconnaissance might also be the reason why he knows she became a medic nin haha
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#5
Sarada was helping her father organize his old things and personal mementos when a stack of photos spilled out from the envelope she was carrying. They were visibly worn out and had started to brown, but her parentsâ faces were unmistakable.
âYouâve taken these during your travels?â Sarada asked, her eyes getting brighter as she went over each one.
âHn.â A soft smile appeared on her fatherâs lips.
She noticed it was mostly pictures of her mama â red-nosed Sakura clad in Sasukeâs poncho during winter, Sakura with a plucked daisy on her ear, Sakura asleep under the cherry blossom, Sakura barefoot on the seashore. The last photo was crumpled as if consistently clutched by devoted hands.
It was Sakura grinning at the camera and Sasuke looking at her with the fondest smile he only reserved for them, his family.
âIt was the moment we knew we were having you, Sarada.â
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Sakura lies beside him with her body turned the other way, a lukewarm response to his coming back. While she's mostly relieved, Sasuke knows there's also a bubbling anger directed at his recklessness.
"Tsuma."
"What do you want me to say? Welcome home?" She snaps. It's cold and daunting and it's not the Sakura he wants.
Silence hangs between them, broken only by an interlude of cicadas.
"When I was a kid, I thought of home as having four corners. That estate is long gone to the ghosts of the past. Now that I've grown, I found it quite abstract. I've learned home isn't stationary. It can move and uproot."
In the shadows, Sasuke picks up her forlorn expression as she turns to face him.
"I'm glad that whenever I go somewhere, I have you to go back to and Sarada as well. You are my home, my resting place. I carry the two of you where my duty leads me, and it makes me feel at peace. So I'd like it if you'd take care of yourselves more."
She lightly punches his stump. "Stupid. Is this your way of escaping my wrath?"
"Maybe." He smiles in the dark, and he feels her warm fingers touch the tips of his lips. This is the Sakura he wants and yearns for.
"You should know, you are our home, Sasuke. So take care of yourself too, all right?"
It's the first time he got a request like that; it's a simple one, but it makes his heart swell.
in honor of boruto episode 219
133 notes ⢠Posted 2021-10-12 11:31:06 GMT
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After Sasuke was declared (conditionally) free by the trial council, he expected Sakura to badger him with date requests. In contrary, she gave him radio silence.
When he asked the Rokudaime if Sakura was busy, Kakashi snickered. âOh how the tables have turned. Why donât you ask her yourself?â
When he asked Naruto, the blonde idiot only laughed in his face. âI canât help you with that. I also tried asking her out for a date you know.â That earned him a full on death glare with an attempt to have another one on one battle.
But soon he knew what Naruto meant.
She was literally cooped up in the hospital from 8 AM to 3 AM and outside her door was a long line of walk-in patients cum prospective suitors. He assumed his position on the end of the line, and when Shizune finally told them to scamper off, she stared wide-eyed at Sasuke, then smiled. âHope your legs are still strong to stand for a few more hours.â
âI donât mind waiting,â Sasuke said.
She finally emerged from her office at exactly 2:59 AM. She stopped mid-yawn when she saw him standing across. âSasuke?â
Ah right. He stood here for more than ten hours and he didnât come up with a rational excuse. He scratched the back of his neck with his lone hand as he looked away. âI thought you might be hungry.â
âAt three in the morning?â
âWellâŚyeah.â
âYes, yes I am," she answers in between chuckles. "Ichiraku is open 24/7.â
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âI didnât send out a hawk,â Sasuke says in a defeated tone.
âIâm pretty sure they were prepared a month before.â Sakura adjusts the blanket over the sleeping young babe. âWe gotta warn them about the noise.â
âToo late for that.â
Shisui and Obito shoots open two large confetti guns while Izumi, Itachi, and Mikoto wait behind them with children trumpets. The rest of clan members are clapping and shouting while holding a banner saying âWelcome back from pilgrimageâ.
These noises obviously wake up baby Sarada who lets out the strongest piercing wails that would make the last people on the line cover their ears. Sakura takes her from Sasuke and carefully cradles her in her arms.
The immediate members crowd the couple, hoping their presence would console the child, but this only added to Saradaâs cries.
Until she gets hold of a strand of hair behind Mikoto, and falls silent with big doe eyes staring at its owner.
âOh she likes your hair dear,â Mikoto remarks to Fugaku who just happens to peak behind her.
He slowly breaks into a smile and takes the baby from Sakuraâs arms. âArenât you a cute little peanut?â
Shisui doesnât let the opportunity pass and captures the rare sight with a camera. âYes, Iâll have this duplicated and passed all around.â
âNot old man Fugaku smitten already after one second,â Obito says. âBut of course, Iâm gonna be her favorite uncle.â
âShe might still cry if you carry her,â Izumi jests, much to the formerâs dismay.
âWell, would you look at that? Your fatherâs got a new favorite.â Sakura chuckles at the still-shocked face of her husband.
âPeanut.â The word rolls off Sasukeâs tongue with unfamiliarity but hearing it from his father is another thing; it sounds warm and loving.
Itachi pats his brother on the back and smirks. âThat was what he called you when you were a baby too.â
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Itachi: I heard your teammate was taken in by Tsunade-sama under her wing.
Sasuke: Yeah, Sakura.
Itachi: Tell her I said congrats.
Sasuke: NO.
Itachi: I also resigned from being an anbu.
Sasuke: NOOO.
Itachi: I'll assist the hokage.
Sasuke: NOOOO.
Itachi: I'll assist Tsunade-sama in training her assistant.
Sasuke: NOOOOOO.
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#my 2021 tumblr year in review#your tumblr year in review#pinkhairedlily#pinkhairedlily year in review 2021#i'm so happy being active in tumblr again#i saw lots of new blogs and had a lot of online friends - all of which i'm very thankful for!
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âItâs Alfred dayyyyâ - Batfam x Fem!Reader
Synopsis : Every year, every single year, your family reunites to celebrate the marvel that Alfred Pennyworth is.
Because Alfred does deserve his own âholidayâ really. This has been sitting in my draft for almost two years, someone send me an ask that reminded me of it and I just suddenly really wanted to write it. I hope youâll like it :Â
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Midnight, a new day :
âAnd we will be waiting for you at 8 am, your mom and I forced him to sleep in, but we all know he will be awake by that time anyway.â
âOk, Iâll pick Jaybird on my way there.âÂ
âJason is coming ?âÂ
âHe said he would.â
âOh. Good.âÂ
Dick did his hardest not to roll his eyes. âOh. Good.â he says, as if the news didnât make him wanna jump in joy. But of course, the Batman has a reputation to keep, if he showed too much emotions in one sitting, heâd probably explode.Â
The truth was that if Jason was coming...Well if Jason was coming, it meant they were finally on the road to forgiveness. And Dick knew that Bruce had been waiting a long time for this. Bruce...and everyone else really.Â
Especially you and Alfred.Â
âIn any case, be there by 8. Weâll do the usual. Now that I think of it, could you maybe pick up his cake at West Sideâs bakery ? Your mother was going to do it, but if you pick up Jason...I think he lives in the area ?âÂ
Of course, Bruce knew exactly that Jason indeed lived not far from Alfredâs favorite bakery. Because he was keeping an eye on him. Not out of mistrust, or thinking he would kill again (he promised his mom, you, he would stop, but the promise was still recent, so was his return), but because...Well, it was his boy.Â
Ever since Bruce adopted Dick, he never stopped worrying about his kids. He never stopped trying to keep an eye on them. It got even worst after Jasonâs death...He was actually overbearing many times, which lead Dick away more than once.Â
But heâd always be back.Â
Just like Jason, eventually, would be fully back.Â
For the moment, it was enough that heâd come by tomorrow.Â
For tomorrow was the one and only...âAlfred dayâ.Â
âYeah sure, we can pick the cake up.âÂ
âAlright. Well. Iâm going home, and you lot should too. We promised Alfred, after all. An entire day without any vigilanteâs business. Unless thereâs an emergency of course. Good night.âÂ
ââNight dad.âÂ
Bruce turns to his youngest kids, expecting them to follow him, but Damian says :Â
âWeâre right behind you, weâre just gonna hang out with Grayson a little more. Since he moved to BlĂźdhaven, we almost never see him...â
âGuiltripping me will not work little brother.âÂ
âAre you sure ?âÂ
Silence. And then Dick turns to his father :Â
âIâll get them home soon, weâre gonna go get some ice cream.âÂ
Bruce smiles, of this small genuine smile he only has when around his children. He nods, tell them not to stay out too late, and leaves, on his way back to you.Â
12:30 pm, Batcave.
âYou are late, Master Bruce.â
âOnly by half an hour. I had to see Dick before coming back. Logistic talk.âÂ
As he speaks, Bruce takes his armor off, stretching a little after this short night full of not much happening. As if every villain in Gotham knew this day was happening, and they too would give a break to the butler (because if Bruce was resting, then Alfred could rest too).Â
âWell it means youâll have to start half an hour late tomorrow, this is the deal. Where are the children ?âÂ
âAlright. I will. And theyâre getting ice cream with Dick. Now please, go to bed before she catches you up.âÂ
âLady (Y/N) will understand that I was making sure you are home on time.âÂ
âShe does understand yes, and sheâs also telling you to go rest this instant ! You have slept even less than Bruce this past few days for godâs sake !âÂ
Both Bruce and Alfred jumps a bit as you enter the bat cave, smiling at them. Alfred raises his hands in a sign of peace, smiles at you, gives you a kiss goodnight on your forehead (a nightly tradition, by now...you never had a dad, and Alfred took it upon him to catch up lost time), and leaves.Â
You turn to Bruce, and gives him your hand.Â
He takes it gladly, a smile on his lips. The kind he only shows when around those he loves...Â
A âglad youâre hereâ kiss, and a few words :Â
âYou know, my favorite thing about this day is that youâre home all day long, and I donât have to miss you...âÂ
As usual, your words grip his heart, and his arms tighten around you. Even after years of being together, you could always make his pulse race with only a few words. Sometimes just a look...
He doesnât resist or look back, when you give his hand a pull and leave the bat cave.Â
Rare were the occasions Bruce would forget about his vigilante work. In fact, only one day a year, would he completely forget about it. Because he promised. And because it was a special day.Â
A day to celebrate the man he came to view as his father.Â
Alfred day.Â
1 am, in âGiovanniâs 24/7 gelatoâ shop.Â
The waiter of the place didn't even blink, as he served ice creams to a bunch of kids at 1 am, in the heart of Gotham. Used to it really. Nothing in this city was like any other place. Most people were night dwellers, even children.
Probably because, thanks to a certain group of vigilante, they all felt safer when the sun was down.Â
âSo, how did it start exactly, this Alfred day ?âÂ
Duke asks, after taking a full scoop of his favorite ice cream, curtesy of a certain Dick grayson.Â
You had told Duke, about a week prior to it, that he had to clear his schedule for this particular day but didnât really explain what it was exactly. Just that it was to celebrate Alfred. Not giving much more context.Â
Dick smiles, and say :Â
âHow did it start ? Haha, oh man, itâs quite the story.âÂ
With an annoyed sigh, Damian says :Â
âJust out with it already Grayson, we know, you were the only one that knew them by then blahblahblah.âÂ
âDo I sense a hint of jealousy, little bird ?âÂ
Damian doesnât answer, but plants his spoon a little bit more aggressively in his gelato. Ah yes, maybe he was a tiny bit jealous that Dick had the luck to have their parents all for himself, once upon a time...Maybe.Â
âWell anyway, legend has it that mom chose the date.â
Dick takes a dramatic pause, making the siblings who already heard the story (so everyone but Duke) roll their eyes. Their oldest brother had a flair for dramatic retelling of past events.Â
âA long long time ago, on this day, when I was only 8 and just came into the family, they got into a bad fight. When I was little, before Jason came in, they got on the verge of breaking up a few times. Even did really broke up once, worst fucking time of my life, feeling like I was losing another family (A/N : referencing this story : The break-up)...â
A shot pause, this time, not for dramatics, but because the memory was genuinely painful and Dick had to take a short break. He continues :Â
âSo anyway, on this day, a long time ago, Mom discovered how vital Alfred was to this family. She said itâd been a day where she wanted to literally kill our father because he was so damn annoying, and overly brooding, and stupid â her words not mine- and that Alfred calmed her in just a few words. I donât quite know what he told her, or what he told dad. All I know is that he told me that he wouldnât let them break-up again over a stupid fight, and um, next thing I know, Iâm avoiding the East wing for a few hours.âÂ
âOh...Oh no Dick gross !âÂ
Dick chuckles, enjoying a bit too much messing with his little siblings.Â
âAnyway, mom decided that Alfred deserved a day, in the year, where we would do everything HE wants because without him, our family would crumble. It just sort of became a tradition. So from midnight right now, to midnight of next day, no vigilante business. And we spend the day all together with him.âÂ
âThatâs actually...a really sweet story ?âÂ
âIt really is Dukie, it really is.â
âDukie ?â
âAh sorry, youâre part of the family now, which earns you a nickname from me. Jaybird. Timbo. Dami. Cass or Cassie if I feel like being a particularly doting older brother. So...had to find one for you. It was between Dukie and Dukester so-â
âDukie is fine.â
Everyone snickers as Duke rolls his eyes, and then he asks :Â
âSo...What exactly are we gonna do ?âÂ
âOh, well itâs simple. It starts at 8 am when we arrive, and we kick off with...â
4 am, Alfredâs bedroom.Â
You open the door to Alfredâs room quietly, as you would sometimes to make sure your children sleep.Â
This time, you were checking to see if the butler did really go to bed. One of the point of Alfred day, was that he had to feel perfectly fine, and he never had a full night rest !Â
So if you had to make sure he did during that time, then you would.Â
Your children had came home a few hours ago, happy they had some time with their oldest brother. Dick had been away often lately, and they missed him...You knew they were gonna guilt trip him into buying them a snack.Â
You and Bruce had had some alone time before they came home, that you definitely took advantage of...But for now, you escaped your husbands grip to come and check on Alfred, making sure he was sound asleep.Â
And he was. Good. Perfect. Heâd have a good night sleep. A full night of sleep.Â
Quietly, you left the room again, unaware that a smile slowly rose on the Butlerâs face...Â
8:02 am, Alfred Day :Â
Bruce is the one that opens the front door for them. They have their own keys, of course...but they both forgot them, as usual.Â
Theyâd normally just climb through a window, or sneak into the backyard, knowing where all the security devices were (the back door was never closed because of this), but decided that for this day, theyâd just ring the bell and come in the right way.Â
Without much surprise, Bruce answers the door. Itâd either be him or you, during Alfredâs day. Or anyone that wasnât Alfred really.Â
Dick and Jason move to remove their shoes (house rules, NO SHOES inside) and coats, while Bruce looks at them, waiting for them so they can all walk back to the kitchen.Â
Jason is the fastest, and thereâs this embarrassed silence between the three of them. Bruce smiles awkwardly at Jason, who looks away as soon as their eyes meet. With a âttâ very typical of his little brother, Jason says :Â
âDonât misunderstand this, Iâm here for Alfred. And...For mom.â
âI know.âÂ
âGood.âÂ
âYes.â
Silence. Awkward, as Dick takes way too long to untie his shoes, and pretend heâs not hearing anything.
Bruce knows what heâs doing. He knows his oldest son is trying to give him some more time âaloneâ with Jason. But heâs not really sure what to say...
âIâm um...Iâm glad you came.âÂ
Good. That was good. Keep going on that path Bruce, thatâs actually-
âYeah, whatever. Iâm going ahead, you know the way Dick.âÂ
Damn. Almost there. Almost there with an actual moment between them two. Dick sighs, and puts a hand on his fatherâs shoulder.Â
âHeâll come around.âÂ
Bruce doesnât answer, he exhales slowly and nods, not very convinced...But today was not a day to dwell on the bad. Jason and him would make this work, if only for today.Â
Because today was Alfredâs day.
8h30 am, the Kitchen.Â
The butler came down in the kitchen, well rested and pleased to be greeted by his entire family. Your smiles already made his day perfect, and if âAlfred Dayâ was done in this instant, heâd still be happy.Â
âSit down Pennyworth, we have made breakfast for you ! Well...Mom and father did...but we helped ! I was in charge of making tea ! And I think you will appreciate the way I brewed it. I followed an ancient Japanese recipe, and I reckon an aficionado like yourself will appreciate it.âÂ
Damian bloomed when he was with his family. To people who didnât know him as well as his siblings and parents, he could seem like a petulant and arrogant child, but he was the opposite of that.Â
He was insecure, and unsure. Scared of being left alone. And so to overcompensate all the fear instilled in him by years of abuse from his âgrandfatherâ, the infamous Ras AlâGhul, Damian could be quite a little jerk sometimes.Â
But when he was with his family...He opened up. He smiled. And he spend hours trying to brew the perfect cup of tea for the grandfather he actually chose to have.Â
âBruce made your favorite Alfâ, didnât do half a bad job either -you smile at your husband, and give him a quick peck, which have the famous result of making your children make their best âewâ face-. You taught him well.âÂ
You say, smiling widely at the butler.
Itâs true, Alfred did teach Bruce how to cook really well. People often had the misconception the billionaire was bad at housework, which was wrong of course.Â
When his parents were alive, theyâd insist he still had chores to do, so he wouldnât be too spoiled. And when Alfred raised him, he taught him as much as he could so that the boy could hold his own.Â
Bruce was a great cook (you could definitely attest to that, what with him cooking your favorite meals on date nights and all). And he always made Alfredâs perfect breakfast for his special day.Â
âJason and I just arrived so we didnât really participate, but we picked up your favorite cake so it counts right ?âÂ
Dick says, a wide smile on his face. Oh master Dick, Alfred blessed the day this little boy walked in their lives.Â
He wasnât so little anymore, but he was always such a joy to have over. Even when he had his tantrum as a youngster (and now sometimes too, although he became better in controlling his burst of anger), Alfred couldn't help but love that child.Â
The butler turned to Jason, who shyly smiled at him and...Alfredâs heart was full.Â
âI am very happy to see you in this house, Master Jason.âÂ
He said, as he sits around the kitchen table. Jasonâs cheek tints slightly of red, as they always do when heâs a bit embarrassed and overwhelmed.Â
Jason was such a kind and sensitive child. He never quite got used to compliments, having been used to abuse and hate, and he would always blush under them. Alfred was glad to see that, even after the horror Jason went through, small things could still make his cheek turn rosy...
Jason sat down at the table, looking happier than he had in ages.Â
âFor you.âÂ
Cassandra said, settling in front of him a plate full of food, while Damian put the the cup of tea down.Â
Sweet little Cassandra. It was always a pleasure to hear her talk. Poor little thing was never taught love, or even how to talk...Having you in her life greatly helped. Having a family, greatly helped.Â
She still didnât talk very often, but when she did, all of her words truly counted. She laid a small kiss on Alfredâs forehead, to bid him good morning, and went to sit in her usual spot, right between you and Damian.Â
âYou will be happy to know, Alfred, that all of our electronic devices have been off since midnight last night ! Yes, even mine. Promise !âÂ
Tim exclaims, smiling at him.Â
Tim was the only one out of all of Bruceâs children to have entered this life willingly. The only one that came knocking at their door, just really wanting to help.Â
Unfortunately, him too lost his parents over time (although they werenât particularly great ones)...But the first impulse the boy had, was that he just loved Batman and wanted to give a hand !Â
Tim was selfless, maybe a little too much, and often worried you to death. He would get wrapped up in his projects even more than his father, and needed a constant reminder to take care of himself...task that you, Bruce, Alfred and his siblings would share gladly. He would give back anyway, working his ass off and putting his own life on the line for them any hour of the day...Â
At the furthest side of the table from him, sat Duke.Â
This was his first âAlfred Dayâ, and he was looking at things curiously, nonetheless happy to be here.Â
Young Dukeâs situation was a little special. His parents were still alive, and he still hoped theyâd find a cure for their madness. Because of this, the boy would often distance himself on purpose from some family events, finding it hard to find his own place.Â
This was one reason he didnât wear the Robin mantel for long, and almost immediately went to be The Signal. It didnât help either, that he was the only metahuman.Â
And yet...Yet as the days went by, Duke felt more and more at home at the Manor, and would more and more hang out with everyone. More and more felt like he was truly part of the family, now.Â
Of course, him moving to Wayne Manor was all very recent, and he needed time. Time that everyone was giving him willingly and gladly. Time to adjust and find his place.Â
But here, sitting around the kitchen table bustling with activity and laughter, Duke felt like...he felt like this Alfred Day brought him one step closer to truly be a part of it all. After all, to him too, the butler had been nothing but great.Â
Alfred had that talent, to congregate everyone around him...Â
You felt happy, there, sitting amongst your children, your love, and the man you came to consider your father.Â
Alfred had a good feeling, when he first met you. He knew. He knew youâd be the one to âtameâ the bat, to not take his shit when he was being a jerk, and to give him unconditional love.Â
âUnconditionalâ.Â
It was important, to be in a relationship with a man like Bruce Wayne.Â
But oh. Oh he was giving you back every bits of love you ever gave him, times a hundred. He let you in in his world, and had no intention of ever letting you go.Â
Breakfast went by fast, as everyone talked away, and enjoyed each others company.Â
It was very rare, nowadays, that everyone could be in the same place. At least one of them would be busy normally. But on this day...on this day they surely made sure they would be free.Â
And so here they were, having breakfast altogether, happy.Â
If only people from the outside could see this scene; If only.Â
Then theyâd know, just like Alfred knew, that this family was the strongest, tightest that ever existed, and that there was nothing but love between all of them.Â
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11 am, the theater.
Before the first âAlfred Dayâ happened, Wayne Manor did not have a âtheaterâ.Â
It had a âBallroom number 3âł.Â
It was your idea, to turn it into a small theater, so that Alfred could perform for everyone.Â
Over the years, you had realized that Alfred was actually a very talented actor. After all, he filled in Batmanâs shoes many times, to pretend that Bruce couldnât possibly be him. And he mightâve use his dramatic talent to convince you and the rest of your family to do what he wanted you to do...
Clever man.Â
On Alfred Day, the first activity, after breakfast, would be to take part in a monologue of his. Usually shakespearian. But sometimes heâd come up with small surprises. He once recited the âheavenâ part of the Divine Comedy by Dante, because he knew you loved that poem.Â
It was absolutely brilliant, and you almost wished he had pursued an acting career instead of becoming the Wayneâs butler...but then, you wouldâve never met him.Â
By 11 am, breakfast would usually be done and it was time for a performance of a year. By that time, Barbara and Stephanie wouldâve join.Â
They didnât live in the Manor, but they were close friend of the family. Friends that definitely knew how precious Alfred was to everyone.Â
This year, Alfred decided to entertain you with a series of short monologues taken from a wide array of material, from Shakespeare to movies. It was fascinating. They all had their snacks as if they were at the movie theater, and were captivated by his performance.Â
For Alfred, it was a way to relive his youth, working in Londonâs east endâs theaters. And to perform his hobby in front of a live audience.Â
So sure, maybe said live audience mightâve been a bit biased towards him, but he knew their applause and praises were genuine.Â
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1 pm, East Wing living room.Â
Lunch was always skipped, as you snacked too much during Alfredâs performance, and he was never hungry after he acted.Â
Youâd directly skipped to Alfredâs compliment session.Â
He both loved and hated this time. Loved it because it was a treat to see he positively impacted his family. Hated it because it was never comfortable to just hear people compliment you The moment they gave him a cherished memory they shared with him...
Each year, one by one, they would tell him something he did for them that really was important to them.Â
It was custom that the youngest would start. So Damian stood up, and said :Â
âMy memory this year, is one that happened not long after I came to live in Wayne Manor. I had just gotten into a fight with Tim, and been mean to mom as she tried to talk to me about it...I felt terrible. I felt like I would never be someone good. Pennyworth came in my room, ignoring me when I told him to get away from me. He settled some cookies for me, and told me a story of my father when he was young. Of how stubborn he used to be, and how sometimes, heâd say very hurtful things he didnât mean...Alfred explained to me that it was normal to feel angry, when weâre hurt. That it was ok to not always be on our best behavior. That the people who love us will understand, and do understand. That theyâll still be there if they really care. Then he left, and I went to apologize to my mom. And she was there. I also apologized to Tim, and him too, was there...â
Damian sat back down, avoiding everyoneâs eyes, as he felt too overwhelmed with feelings. You threw an arm around his shoulder, and he instantly hid his face in your own shoulder, acting like a little scared kitten whoâd hide under his mom.Â
It melted everyoneâs heart, but nobody would say anything of course. This was between Damian and Alfred.Â
It was Dukeâs turn, and he was a little nervous, as it was his first time :Â
âMine is...Well...Itâs going to sound so silly, after Damianâs heartfelt story, but one of my best memory with you Alfred, is when I first put The Signal mantel, and immediately hurt myself that night. I came back to the bat cave early, feeling shameful I couldnât finish my patrol. You took care of my wound, and simply reassured me. It was just...soothing. I didnât feel bad, as you stitched me up and calmed me down. I felt at peace, for the first time since my parents went mad...I canât quite remember what you told me, as you just talked about random things, to calm me down. And it worked. As silly as it can sound, it worked. And thatâs um...Thatâs when I started to feel good, here. Ok. Thatâs all.âÂ
Duke sat back down too, hoping Tim would start speaking soon. Thankfully, he did.Â
âThe memory I chose to share today, is one that is rather recent. I was struggling with some...self-worth issues. I felt like I could never fill dadâs shoes. Or Dickâs. Or Jasonâs. Or anyoneâs. I felt like I was trash. Like I was wasting away. I felt anxiety eating me up, and I was too scared to talk to anyone about it. Even to you, mom. I knew youâd find the right words, but I was just too scared youâd be worried about me. I know you worry a lot. So I didnât say anything. Alfred walked in on me having a panic attack...and he helped me fight it. Then he scolded me because I didnât tell anyone anything, and that it was a bad habit to always take all the burden on my shoulders. He then brewed me some tea, and talked about my favorite TV show with me to take my mind off of things...âÂ
Tim smiled at Alfred, and sat down. You reached for him, and squeezed his hand, making him understand you too, were there. And you worried about all of them all the time anyway so, ya know.
It was Cassâ turn now. Cass always had some interactive things, because she never spoke too long. She held up some drawings she had made (with the help of Damian). It represented her at a ballet recital (to which you all went by the way, and which was amazing. Cass was a talented little star). She gave the small comics to Alfred, took a deep breath, and said :Â
âThank you for helping me work on my dance, even when you were busy. You are a good teacher. For everything, from dance to how to make a perfect loaf of bread. I love your bread. I love your dance lesson. I love eating bread after our lessons. I love you more than bread. Even the sandwiches mom make with your bread and my favorite homemade jam.âÂ
She then did a few ballet dance move, and sat down again, holding her knees with her arms, and breathing deeply. It was still a difficult exercice for her, to speak. And to convey her feelings through words. It was always difficult, and quite an exploit that she said that much.Â
Alfred smiled at her, before turning to Jason.Â
âIâll never forget the day you yelled at Bruce because he tied me up after I stole the batmobileâs tires. How livid you were, and how you threatened him to tell everything to mom. How he instantly looked scared at the idea of her being angry, and how you made him realize he went too far. How you were there, every step of my way adapting to life in a mansion, after living in the streets. But yes, above all, Iâll never forget the day someone stood for me for the first time, when you yelled at da-Bruce. When you yelled at Bruce for me.âÂ
He almost said âdadâ. And that alone, was making Alfredâs heart happy. It was proof there still was some hope to salvage their relationship...Â
âOk, well Iâll be quicker than everyone else. And just say : youâre the best grandfather I could ever ask for.âÂ
With Dick, there was only two solutions. He would either go into a lengthy reenactment of a very specific event, or throw affirmations like that that would make Alfred feel tears coming to his eyes.Â
Today, Dick decided on a short and sweet version, and it fitted perfectly.Â
It was now your turn :Â
âEvery year, Iâm reminded how vital you are to this family. And every year, it is tough to chose just one memory I love about you. I always have to think, because thereâs so many. But I think this year, I will choose that time I said âyesâ to Bruce after refusing his marriage proposal three times, and you screamed in happiness, through your broom across the room, and ran to hug me. It was so out of character for you, it makes me happy just to think about it. But I mean, I can understand the excitement...I was pretty content myself.âÂ
You smile, looking at your love, and he rolls his eyes at you, before smiling too. Of this pure smile he only shows you. And then he turns to Alfred, and tells him :Â
âYou made the loss of my parents bearable. Without you, I donât know what I wouldâve done. Iâd probably turn...very dark.â
There was a small silence.Â
Bruceâs speech was always short and to the point.Â
And every time they were all done talking, Alfred would find himself with tears in his eyes. With those last few words from his son, this time didnât escape the rule, and he found himself dabbing at the corner of his eyes.Â
Damianâs next word released the emotional atmosphere as he looked at his father and said :Â
âTt, show off.âÂ
Everyone bursted in laughter, and this great day continued on...Â
************
4 pm, interlude.Â
This was Alfredâs few hours of utter peace. Everyone would leave him alone, and he could relax doing something he liked to do (usually reading or something of the sort) while not worrying about anyone.Â
Youâd give him space. It was very rare, for Alfred to be all alone with his thoughts, thoughts that he was forced to NOT have about his family.Â
It was even rarer that he wouldnât think about Bruce or you, or his âgrandkidsâ. So in this day, when he knew none of them were doing anything dangerous, he took full advantage of it to relax his mind.Â
In the meantime, youâd watch a film or two.Â
Damian and Tim were in the process of choosing when Duke turned to Bruce, and a smirk on his face asked :Â
âSooooâŚI heard Alfred Day exists because you annoyed (Y/N) ? Âť
Bruce glares at Duke, ah he never quite likes to remember why Alfred Day existsâŚBut before he can answer, you enter the room (you went to get some snacks for the movies) and exclaim :
âDonât let Dick downplay how truly unsufferable he was that day ! Dick always manages to forgive his dad, and make things less worst than they are. Itâs a talent really. Annoying doesnât even cover how awful he was. He had one of those ÂŤ dark days Âť, decided he should break up with me for my own safety out of literally nowhere, yelled at baby Dick, was mean to Alfred saying he could fire himâŚI swear I couldâve slapped him.â
âYou tried.â
âAnd if Alfred hadnât stopped me, I wouldâve succeeded. Anyway. Yes. You see, Bruce and I almost broke up that day because he was being really stupid, and Alfred...salvaged everything.â
âI was being stupid indeed...I almost lost...I...â
Sometimes, when he would remind himself of that day he almost went too far and truly drove you away, Bruce would feel almost like an anxiety attack coming over him. Because if he had lost you, and had continue on the path he was taking with Dick...Well he wouldnât have had that second shot at having a family.
And it was enough of a frightening thought to be overwhelmed with anxiety.
âTo be honest, I also was quite stupid. I can be stubborn too, sometimes. And there were time, at the beginning, where I wouldnât try to be in your place...âÂ
You say, letting soothing fingers run through his hair, a motion you knew always relaxed him. Bruce instantly calmed down, as your kids made some disgusted faces at your closeness, and the incident was over.Â
It was good, though, that Duke asked. First because it was actually pretty funny to think of the fearless Batman getting his ass kicked by his wife...but also because it was a good reminder to him of what he almost lost, and who he used to be.Â
Alfred saved him.Â
You saved him.Â
His children saved him.Â
And now, he could appreciate a relaxing movie time with all of you (minus Alfred, who was in his room, probably devouring the cake you got him (because yes, that cake was for him and him only), finally relaxed).Â
The movie chosen, everyone took their usual spot on the massive couch, that Bruce had ordered specifically so that his big family could all fit on.Â
At one point, both you and Bruce drifted off to sleep, in each othersâ arms, and barely noticed your kids placing a blanket on you, rolling their eyes at how teeth rotting sweet you two were.Â
6 pm, a walk through the park.Â
Alfred loved Wayne Manorâs gardens.Â
And he loved even more peacefully walk through them with his family.Â
This was the time you were always reminded how massive the âbackyardâ was, when youâd go through acres of it.Â
The kids would play soccer, baseball, football, or anything really. Alfred would often join. He was actually very athletic, and the kids would fight to have him on their team.Â
You and Bruce would take part in it too, and your children would always make sure youâd be in the same team. Sure, sometimes youâd stop playing to smooch each others, like two damn teenagers...BUT, having you both on the same team would avoid triggering your crazy competitive minds.Â
For some reason, whenever you had to play against each others, youâd both get very ruthless and petty, and it would often time get annoying (for real, you were forbidden to play UNO since a long time by then).Â
Youâd all spend some times outside, no matter the weather, enjoying a normal family outing.Â
Alfred loved this time of the day.Â
Because he loved the gardens, but most of all, he loved seeing his family being happy and together...Â
9:30 pm, the dinner.Â
Dinner was entirely prepared by you, and Alfred only had to come at the table and wait.Â
By then, you had a perfect system that made it so the meal was prepped efficiently. It was Alfredâs favorite, of course.Â
The table would be filled with all his favorite meals, prepared mainly by Bruce with you guysâ help.Â
Your kids would pretend to be waiter in a fancy restaurant, and exaggerate everything, which was very funny.Â
And youâd all share a meal, something that was quite rare, in this day and age.Â
In fact, you were pretty sure that your entire family being reunited for a dinner happened max three times a year. For the holiday season, for Alfred Day, and for Batman day (you just thought it was funny to celebrate it).Â
This was just a time to catch up, and to be together.Â
Alfred would ask countless questions to everyone, and everyone would be polite and listen. Itâd just be so nice, and relaxing...Â
11:30 pm, almost the end.Â
The day would end in the batcave, with everyone enjoying each othersâ presence for a few more minute before youâd go back to a ânormalâ life.Â
Youâd talk about your favorite moment of the day, and how you always really liked âAlfred dayâ.Â
And then itâd be over. Alfred would retake his butler position, and the Batman would prowl the streets of Gotham once more.Â
Youâd be their home support again, working the computer often, and you-
Ah. Yes. But not yet.Â
There were still a few minutes. And it sounded like the perfect time for you to finally talk about a certain news...
You see, Alfred was the one you went to to vent. You loved your family with all your heart... But anyone knowing them just Ă little bit knew they could be Ă handful. And Alfred, he was always there.Â
So it just seemed fitted for you, that youâd announce this news on that day. While everyone was around, and celebrating Alfredâs existence.Â
Because what you were about to say, was one of Alfredâs dearest hope...
12:28 pm, 2 minutes before the end.Â
You waited the very last minute, because you thought the effect would be even better.Â
And as your husband and kids were ready to leave, you said :Â
âOh wait, I have one last thing to say on this very special day !âÂ
They all stopped, and turned around, looking at you. You smiled. Nervous, but happy. You knew that you and Bruce wanted this anyway, so it would be fine. And you knew your kids...your kids would be happy. For sure.Â
But Alfred. Alfred would be over the moon. And so, without further ado, you said :Â
âIâm pregnant !â
Bruceâs eyes went wide, and his mouth opened dumbly. He froze on the spot, before smiling widely and starting to laugh stupidly. His first reaction was to go to Alfred, which you were expecting.Â
Your children all reacted at the same time, rushing you like a wave of noise and excited screams and...pfiouh they could be overwhelming.Â
Alfred was indeed over the moon.Â
And he was the one calming your children, tearing them off of you so he could hug you, and give you some space, too.Â
Because thatâs what Alfred did. Take care of you. Of his family.Â
And Alfred day, this year, ended with him looking at you and Bruce hugging tightly, overjoyed by the news of a future new little addition to the family.Â
Up until next year, and this future babyâs first Alfred day...
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Annnnd itâs 9:12 am, kept my promise to post something âtodayâ haha. Probably not the best time to post. Buuuut...well, another sleepless night (or early morning, all about perspective really haha) of writing. Iâm definitely back :). I hope you liked this story, Iâm a little nervous after being gone for so long, I feel like I donât know how to write anymore, and this is all very...mmmmbadhgezhe. I still do hope you liked it a little bit.Â
Reblogs and comments are always appreciated <3.Â
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Peter parker x stark! Reader (aged up peter ofc)
Summary: a fun day at the compound leads to getting caught by your less than approving dad
warnings: smut with lots of plot have fun
Everyday felt like a never ending date. But in a good way.
You and peter have been together for a while, 10 months to be exact. And nobody knew, well nobody means the avengers your friends and... okay so everyone knows except your dad and happy but hey! Donât judge the mans scary about his kid. Not that you were scared but more of Peters sake.
The affair started about a year ago, you hung out when he stayed at the compound. He was the only person there under the age of 30 and you two hit it off. Then days at the lab together and so on. You begged your dad to transfer you to midtown and after almost two months of begging and throwing tantrums he agreed, under the pretense you had all your classes with peter and weâll that was just a bonus.
So then from there you kissed a kiss turned into kisses and dating and homecoming and now your here 10 months later cuddled up against him in the most not obvious way watching a movie with your dad and the rest of your family.
âNat I swear to god your telling me you wouldnât fuck himâ Wanda whispers sneaking a peak at vision,making sure he hadnât heard,before focusing back on the movie. You and peter hadnât stopped your incessant tapping, yes you learned Morse code as an avenger study but you always put it to use in times like this.
He finished pressing out I love you to the skin on your back. A little smile played on your faces as you sat up more in your seat, âhey dad will you go get me more popcorn?â You looked down at him he was a row in front of you in the makeshift theater. And for a stark we all know what âmakeshiftâ means he just nodded grabbing your bowl âHey me tooâ Bucky laughed extending his arm to hand his bowl.
Hold up let me explain the seating.
In the front row was nat, Wanda, your dad, and Bruce all huddled together as the scary can and will kill you if theyâre angry tier
Then middle row you on the end seat peter next to you and Bucky and Steve on his other side -the soft kid at heart tier
And the third row had vision, Sam and Thor the undecided, we got in to late to pick a good spot tier?
Tony enjoyed culturally enriching the group of misfits and had on a Risky business and sandlot marathon. Right now your halfway through sandlot and halfway through your pantience to go the fuck to bed.
Leaning over into Peters ear you whispered âcan you sleep in my room tonight?â He nodded before turning to whisper back âhow am I gonna do that, what if mr. stark comes inâ you rolled your eyes and kissed him softly, you guys werenât fans of pda but it was just a peck
âHe wonât just come by after everyoneâs sleep and Iâll lock the doorâ it was a good enough answer because he nodded before turning back to the movie just as tony came down the isle handing you both bowls of popcorn, hot buttery and fresh just how you liked it.
By the time the movie ended it was almost 12 and everyone was off to sleep, except tony, he headed down to the lab to work on something and you headed off to take a shower.
Post shower and ready to drag yourself into bed you looked up at the ceiling fighting sleep when you heard your door creak, Peters eyes darting around the dark room till they landed on your stiff body âhey are you awakeâ you nodded stupidly âyeah Iâm upâ you twisted around in the sheets, scooting over so he could have get half the bed, âis my dad asleep?â
He just shrugged as he climbed into the bed âFriday whereâs tonyâ you asked aloud, one of your favorite parts of the new update was tracking where you all were in the compound. âMr.stark is in suiteâ you just shook your head a little âsafe and clearâ peter sighed resting into the bed comfortablely, âI canât believe you own Spider-Man pantsâ you giggle looking at him Choice of pajamas
You two talked for a while about nothing and everything as you usually did, you fell asleep and peter just watched for a while, youâre tense expression dwindle away drooling on his chest as you curled up tighter against him. It wasnât long until sleep over came him and he too slept long and hard.
When you woke up, you rushed peter out and back to his room stealing kisses and feeling the adrenaline of doing what youâre not supposed to.
And this continued for a week, a full week of blissful domestic sleeping, the best sleep of your life. Cuddled into your boyfriends body and completely aware of your maybe consequences.
Friday night you sat around the dinner table. âNot for you to take this the wrong way but when is May getting back peter?â Sams question has everyoneâs eyes on the two of you, trying to his the fact your holding hands under the table âsheâs supposed to get back Monday-Iâm excited I havenât seen her in foreverâ Sam just nodded to the answer going back to his mash potatoes.
After dinner you all gathered in the living room to play some games laughing and fights and boards flipping halfway through a game of life. âYknow Thor maybe you should have six sets of twinsâ everyone laughed at the joke seeing his two cars trailing behind another. âHaha, you and peter are probably the only ones here who will have kidsâ Wanda blurted and you wanted to dissolve. Of course tony hadnât taken that the wrong way but everyone kinda shut up. The game ended with vision being victorious and everyone went their separate ways.
Peter was the next to slip up, on Saturday night you were doing what you usually did, watching a horrible reality show on Netflix about nothing but sex and bikinis and girls with awful fake tans. Bucky, who luckily always found a way to spend time with you on saturdays, was really invested though heâd never admit. âI really really thought brad and Angela were gonna get together by the end of that episodeâ you laughed at his commentary.
Bucky was sitting criss cross on the floor between your legs as you sat on the couch âBucky I swear your hairs gonna look.. fantasticâ you chuckled as you braided another section âare you sure you donât want Rasta beads on the frontâ he scoffed eyes still trained on the tv in front of him âno sam would laugh at me and Steve would probably make me take them outâ you leaned to the side and forward to look at him smirking and continuing with trained hands at the clusterfuck of braids in his hair
âI think when you take these out your hairs gonna be like beach wavyâ taking a comb and brushing out another section âlike micheals hair?â You sometimes forget heâs not up to date on all the technical girl stuff âyeah micheals hair makes him like 10 times hotterâ
âWhoâs hot?â You practically jumped out your skin, Bucky got startled and went into defense âPeter what the fuck, you donât sneak up on people like that!â You slung an arm over the back of the couch to hit him but he just laughed and swung over to sit next to you. âAnother trash reality show marathonâ he laughed as he watched the show along with you.
As more time passed you stopped paying attention to peter, when you finished buckys hair you leaned back and curled into the blanket. Watching peter now, he never really got into these show like you and Bucky, you didnât even get into these shows like Bucky.
And then you felt the little pang of jealousy you got when a girl tried something with peter, he was obviously always uninterested in anyone but you. âDid you just look at her ass?â Peter broke his gaze from the tv and fixated on you âwhat?â Buckys eyes left the tv too looking between the two of you on the couch opposite to him, mouth full of frosted mini wheats straight from the box.
âYou totally just checked that new contestant out, stared at her ass!â He laughed and the got serious once he realized you werent joking. âBabe.. youâre kidding right?.. I really didnât even look andââ
âWhatâs all this babe stuff peterâ both of you stopped shellshock and turning your heads to look at your dad fridge open as he rooted through it âitâs- uh.. yeah- hey mr. starkâ you wanted to laugh and piss yourself at the same time.
âItâs some new slang stuff tony, Yknow how the kids are todayâ Bucky covered for you as he got up to put his Wheaties away âIâm gonna head to bed kid donât watch it without meâ he winked as he turned around shooting finger guns at tony- âgoodnight buckâ you all chimed at the same time
âJinxâ
âDouble jinxâ
âTriple jinxâ you all harmonized like a well oiled machine, your dad let out a deep chuckle as he stirred his fresh coffee
âOkay cut it out, since you donât look busy why not come help me in the lab kidâ you both looked up excited and tony looked at you a little sad, âwe can work on your new suitâ you just let your smile fade and nodded
You three walked down the hall together in complete silence âso dad, this is like the seventh?- seventh right peter?- super spidey suit and Iâve yet to see mark one of iron girlâ peter nodded to your predictions statement and tony just rubbed his temple as he picked up the speed and hurried to the lab peter going too. You stopped at your bedroom door âIâm still gonna be asking for it in the morningâ you shouted at them and tony just looked at you down the hall smiling at his little girl.
You stopped at struck a quick pose âI am iron manâ you mocked his voice, you could see the skin around his eyes crinkle when he laughed just as the elevator door shut them from view. And you headed into your room.
Not a few hours later peter snuck into your room, you paused the movie you were watching and looked at him as he slumped into your bed half sleep already âYknow I had to call your dad babe for the past 3 hours because he didnât believe it was slangâ
âHey youâre the one slipping up not me- and god please never call me babe again I already am my fatherâ he chuckled against the pillow his face was smushed in âcmere baby I wanna cuddleâ you rolled your eyes and clicked off your tv âPeter any form of babe- not even bae- is acceptable anymore, get creativeâ
Then came Sunday- the day known to be wasted away worrying about everything you have to do and getting none of it done.
Soon after checking if tony was in his suite you texted peter
You:Come over peter
Peter parker:The last time you texted me that... đ
you:Just get your ass over here I want to cuddle
You didnât hear him till your door pushed open and he came into the room. He sauntered over and kissed you. âHeyâ he smiled pulling away âhiâ , âso what do you wanna do tonightâ he asked sitting on the edge of your bed.
You pulled your legs into a cross cross position sitting up against the headboard, âI donât know, wanna make out?â He just smiled at the brashness murmuring a soft âyeahâ as he climbed foreword kissing you. Soft kisses turning into strong ones and you were laid down peter over top of you savoring every second.
âY/n..â before the words left his lips youâd already felt his hard on press on your thigh for a second. âAre you okay if we..â you asked, usually when you guys did it it was at Peters house and this was new territory.
Peters eyes locked with yours, your peaceful demeanor soothed his anxietied state. He started kissing you again grinding against you this time. Your hands that were draped around his neck ran through his hair finding purchase on the back of his head. You loved being close to him just as much as he did you. The heavy weight of his body against yours made you relax, you felt safe.
Your kiss moved to his neck sucking a small bright red spot thatâd be gone by morning you tapped at his side to turn over and you two did just that, resting on his abdomen before scooting down, kissing at his collar bones that peaked beneath the shirt.
You tugged at the top, pulling it up and over his head before just scooting it off the bed. âAs much as Iâve seen you peter, I miss you so muchâ he had the most blissful look in his face. Completely content. Lips a bright shade of pink tucked into a smile. You went back to kissing all down his chest admiring every part of your boyfriend.
âI love youâ you smiled and pick your head up to look at him âyou what?â He never wanted to pull you down on top of him more âyou heard meâ
âI love you more peterâ you punctuated the statement pulling your sleep shirt over your head. âCan I-â you gestured to his shorts tucking your index fingers into the waistband of his boxers âyeahâ his throaty response stung at your ears.
You pulled both the offending items of clothing off his hard cock sprang up and rested back against his abdomen while you dropped the clothes off the bed. Hands landing on his thighs, gently patting and rubbing the muscular legs you adored.
You pressed down on him leaning forward to kiss him before going back down hand wrapping around him, his head fell back on the pillow already. You pumped him slowly kissing at his v line admiring your work as Peters breath shortened.
You licked your lips before wrapping them around the tip, sucking slowly, tongue twirling over his slit tasting his oozing Precum leisurely taking more of him into your mouth. âFuck, y/nâ Peters hand slipped into your hair. He wasnât a head pusher but he liked to rest his hand and feel your movements, something to ground him and not get lost in his senses.
You kept bobbing he let out faint noises of moans. âY/n I canât be quiet you know thatâ voice strained and quiet
You lifted off him, a bit of spit had dribbled out your mouth, a slick string of mixed bodily fluids attached you to him. âHey, FRIDAY put on sound control. Block the whole room outâ you spoke fast. âYes miss starkâ the response made you happy.
âWhat the frick is thatâ you looked at him massaging his thighs again before stroking his cock. âWe had to add an update because I play music too loud for people to sleep. Itâs just in my roomâ you smiled at him and he gracefully laid back to his resting position
You returned to your previous activityâs sucking harder. He didnât hold back letting out all the beautiful sounds he knew you loved to hear. âThatâs it babyâ hands returning to your hair as his hips threatened To jut out. You took a hand down petting and rubbing his balls coaxing his first orgasm out.
Peter groaned hard, not expecting to cum so quickly his hot load shooting in your mouth, swallowing quickly and pumping him through his high. Scooching up to rest above him he pulled you into a heated kiss, stomach hot and body aching, wishing to be touched. He pushed at your shorts sliding them down your thighs as much a he could. You lifted one knee at a time trying to get the clothing off. Somewhere in that your tits ended up in his face as he watched you struggle âbabeâ he chuckled watching you wiggle around in attempt to remove your clothes.
You looked up at his face, he was smiling tenderly post laugh and you just gave up sitting down on your bottom to pull them off your ankles, taking the time to take off your underwear. âI couldâve helpedâ he fake pouted running a hand from your calf to your knee then up to your thigh as he moved over top of you.
Peter kissed your neck giving warm wet kisses down your chest. He flicked at your nipples before wrapping his lips around one sucking generously eliciting vague sounds of pleasure from your mouth. Your legs wrapped around his mid section, Peters body slotted perfect in the space between your legs. You leaned your head back bumping into the headboard as his tongue swirled and lapped at the bud âowâ hands slipping to hold the spot.
He pulled away fast âare you okay?â Full of concern âyea yea just keep goingâ you burned in embarrassment as he smiled back, nothing ever seemed to go as smoothly and as sexily as you imagined. Peter leaned back down sucking the other abandoned peak into his mouth, he picked up on the tongue swirl youâd done to him earlier. Caressing at your hip, you looked down seeing his back muscles flex in the dim light coming through your window. âGod youâre so sexyâ words slipping past your lips in pleasure.
You could feel the smile against your chest as he continued hand sliding between your bodyâs to your aching core, nimble fingers dancing in all the right places to make you sweat. âPeterâ the soft moan of his name had him jumping. Finally letting his fingers glide though your folds, wet and eager.
His head descended kissing down your stomach before placing soft kisses across your hips, legs parting when his three middle fingers rubbed at your clit, fluid and steady movement supplying just the right amount of gratification to leave you dizzy.
Your hips raised involuntary, one of his hands come up to push you back down.
He pulled his fingers away from you, a soft whimper at the loss of the stimulation he provided. âPeter-â youâre voice was hoarse and whiny as you looked at him so badly wanting him to do something,anything.
âPeter please just fuck meâ you could feel the air that left his mouth hit your thigh when he let out a chuckle, your body was hot all over and all you wanted was him. Peter craned over you kissing you more his knee coming between your thighs as you went to shut them.
When you two parted you leaned over to get a condom turning back to peter, sitting on his haunches between your parted legs, his hand wrapped around his cock as you opened the foil packet.
Almost as soon as youâd discarded the packet peter had the condom on and pulled you back to the bed kissing down your neck and shoulder âI love you y/nâ hot messy words as he kissed your knuckles fingers interlocking as he held your hand.
You looked down between you two taking the one free hand you had to guide him in, sighs of practical relief left both of you as he slowly sunk in. Your free hand is just now as interlocked as the other, the back of your hands pressed into the sheets Peters nails digging into the fabric below as he started to move his hips.
He groaned so softly âfuckâ he kept the slow pace heâd started, wanting you to fully adjust. âPlease go fasterâ your breathy voice that theatened to moan was enough for him to increase his pace. Both your breathing and the sound of you bed creaking filled your ears.
Your legs wrapped around his hips, a loud moan left your lips as he hit the spot heâd been looking for adjusting to hit it with every thrust. Peters lips felt warm and wet when he bit on your shoulder removing a hand from your grasp to hike your leg up. âFuck youâre so tightâ he sounded breathless.
You bit your lip âlet me ride youâ he continued thrusting and then stopped abruptly âand itâs not even my birthday?â He smiled coyly pulling out as you two switched positions, Peters hands reaching out and greedily grabbing your thighs. You flipped your hair around getting it out your face grabbing onto his shoulders and raising your hips off his lap as he helped himself running his tip along your slit the rubber glistened even more âgo ahead sit on it like a good girlâ if you werenât so ready to cum youâd have blushed but he knew just how to egg you on.
Lowering down onto him felt like being impaled in the best way possible âfuckâ starting with a grinding motion and starting to rock up and down, the bed squeaking even louder. Peter brought his hand down to rub your clit, going over in a back and forth motion, your hips bucked up to him and a loud moan ripped through you âfuck peter donât stopâ he knew just how to bring you to the edge.
You bounced faster on him his fingers working magic âpeter- fuck Iâm so close- can I please cum?â He nodded one hand on your waist to help guide you âcum on my cock babyâ you whimpered at his words before cumming hard around him clenching down and eyes rolling back âholy shitâ you breathed out against the skin of his neck as you his in the crook, body slumped and leaned forward. He was still hard and ready inside you âuse me Peteâ you whispered in his ear kissing his sweet spot.
Peters hands ventured at your waist rubbing the skin before he grabbed handfuls if you hips his fingers dug into the skin of your ass as he gripped hard, picking your body up and moving you up and down him- god what his super strength could do âwhoâs is this huh?â He asked as you pulled your head out of hiding moaning a âyoursâ as he moved your body all on his own. power and Dominance in every movement
You were a mess- your cum coated his cock as it pulled against your sensitive walls âpete- I cant just-â you whimpered out as he just dropped you down on himself over and over. the sound of you body colliding back with his rang in your ears and you bit your lip to hold back a moan âcmere babyâ Peter thumb cradled your chin as he pulled you in for a wet hot kiss, youâre eyes felt sewn shut you were breathing heavily through your nose as you let him in swallowing his groan as he thrusted up slowly the short quick movements seem to hit ever spot you could imagine in such little time âpeter letâs- holy fuck- letâs switchâ you pulled off his face and he nodded, hand firm gripping himself to pull out and flip you two over.
His warm hands held on to the expanse of your back before just tipping you straight off his lap onto your back, instead of into your pillows you now looked up and seen your footboard as peter smiled down at you before kissing your neck, soft wet open mouth kisses full of every tender moment his actions might have lacked.
Your hands came down around his neck one dancing across the tender skin from your previous attacks, the other gliding through his hair and grabbing at the bit on the nape of his neck- âPeterâ you moaned breathlessly
Peters hands had found its ways to your thighs as he kneeled over your body. Fingers leaving impressions from grabbing at you. He sounded just as breathless as he pulled off you admiring the mark he left- soft red and swollen soon to be dark and purple. He lifted your legs and moved you around, adjusting to an easier position.
âTell me you want it- tell me you want me as much as I want youâ his face was red and hot, he still looked so soft and nice sittting above you âfuck- peter I want youâ you grabbed his hand lacing your fingers just as he did before. He moved his hips easily finding his place sliding in so perfectly âitâs like you were made for meâgroaning he commented. the silence that surrounded you both felt so comforting and empty- filled by every noise made in the room. The light bed rocking, gasps and groans as he quickened- the skin on skin contact decimating into a tune youâd hum the next day.
As he moved longer and stronger he let go of your hand pushing his into the bed propping himself up as he rocked into you. Your legs wrapped around his pert ass, his toes digging deep to keep traction on the soft sheet. âFuck y/nâ he breathed through gritted teeth
âPeter Iâm so close- are you with meâ
He nodded biting his lip, looking down to where you wrapped around him so perfectly âIâm right behind youâ
He let the consistency of his movement out the window, he was hitting deep and hard and fast. âPeter-â you grabbed his bicep âcum in meâ he locked eyes with you if he wasnât so caught up in making the two of you finish he would have had a kid in a candy store expression. Instead he quickly pulled out taking the condom off and sinking back in, soaking in the feeling of his bare cock in you, everything heâd imagined and more. But he could barely ground himself at the moment he had to focus on the rough feeling of raw knees pressing into mattress.
Everywhere you touched left fire, every noise you made sounded like birds chirping on a Sunday morning, everytime he looking at your face eyes shut in pleasure holding your self back, waiting for him.
It was all too much ây/nâ holy shitâ Iâm gonna cumâ he moaned hips twitching and eyes rolling as he came feeling the relief of the tension in his stomach as his coil snapped. Jutting in and out a few times relishing in the feeling of you, hot, wet, messy and tight. Feeling you pulsate after you came.
He collapsed on top of you, dick buried deep, chests heaving against one another, your legs wrapped right around him. You could hear him swallow deep in his throat as he let out another deep breath. âHoly shit best one yetâ he groaned feeling your chuckle vibrate against his ribs. You ran idle hands through his hair, regaining from your own orgasm.
You two sat like this for a minute until he got enough and pulled away âgod damnâ he muttered just enough under his breath to not be heard. Pulling out slowly not wanting to go, admiring everything heâd been able to do. âI feel stickyâ you locked eyes as you both looked down
âI canât believe you let me do thatâ he fell over next to you on the bed, you scooted over to give him more room. âYou deserve it, plus Iâm on birth control nowâ
âYour what!?â He smiled and practically giggled picking his head up to look at you.
You just nodded âI said I had crampsâ you elaborated. He just kept breathing an arm sneaking down to play with your hand âwe should tell themâ
You sat up looking down at him âif we tell we canât do things like thisâ you frowned
âAm I just a secret to you?â He didnât sound accusing, he sounded sad.
Pity and guilt filled your chest. âItâs not like that and you know it- I just wanna-â you readjusted your searing and looked him in the eyes
âStealing moments like these make it worth it for me, but tommorow Iâll shout from the rooftops Iâm in love with peter Benjamin parker, dad be damnedâ
âDad be damnedâ he chanted, bright toothy smile in place
âScream it now, sound proof and allâ he gestured around the room
You shut your eyes and shook your head,
âIM IN LOVE WITH PETER PARKERâ you shouted
âCmere letâs get you cleaned upâ peter groaned, sitting up and taking you with him on his way off the bed
Afterwords you two laid in bed âdo you know what time it isâ you mumbled against his side as you curled up against him
âSnack time?, please I want grapesâ Peter brushed some hair out of your face as you groaned
âI donât think I can get up Iâm so tiredâ you looked up with a pout sitting up onto your forearms, cradling your head. â... but if you give me a piggy back rideâ you smiled and he leaned in kissing your forehead, soft lips pressed against the sweat soaked skin.
âDeal.. but I want one on the way backâ
You immediately furrowed your brows and he chuckled âIâm kidding, Iâm kidding... unlessâ
âShut upâ you laughed at him leaning off the bed to pick up the discarded clothes from earlier. Tossing his shirt and shorts over and sitting up to put on your shirt the two of you got up
You piggy backed all the way to the kitchen, being as quiet as you could.
It was complete silence, you could hear the flick of the light switch, overhead lights shutting on and illuminating the common area.
âDo you think Sam ate all my grapes?, I swear to god Iâm this close to making tony call a meetingâ he turned to like at you as you jumped onto the counter just shrugging.
When the fridge door opened it lit up his face, the led glow compared to the light created by Tonyâs green initiative was nothing.
âAnd what would the queen of stark industry, miss y/n stark like to snack?â He joked with you turning and flashing an award winning smile
You shrugged hopping up to open a cabinet. You found the worst best snack In the world. The peanut butter and jelly two in one and a spoon. Breakfast of champions.
Peter watched you crack the jar open leaning against the island and popping a grape in his mouth. âI donât know how you eat thatâ he laughed âI mean how psycho do you have to be to eat a pb&j minus the breadâ you rolled your eyes âfor one- it is good- your just a baby about trying new things and twoâ did you just call me psycho?â You hopped back into your place on the counter watching him with murder eyes as he flushed with color. âI kidâ he shrugged.
You two giggled and talked. eventually you closed the lid on your jar and he zipped the packaging of him grapes and you were on his back once more.
You immediately fell into bed shrugging off your shirt âwere still cuddling I hope you knowâ you looked at peter as he took of his shirt and shorts. He met your eyeline a little smile on his face âand who am I to deny you cuddles?â He joked around before falling immediately silent. You had lifted your hips and slid your underwear off under the covers, thinking nothing too much of it before just throwing them on the ground.
But peter couldnât help but feel a slight excitement. He never really said anything but he like the idea of the two of you sleeping naked. He doesnât really know why. So he just went over the foot of your bed, adjusting into his spot on your bed. you flipped to be facing him just as he threw his boxers across the room. âYouâre a mess peterâ you mumbled scooching in closer to him, holding him across the abdomen and laying your head flat on his chest.
Peter liked the feeling of your skin against his, it was soothing almost therapeutic. You were quick to sleep so he just laid there in the dark playing with your hair and listing to your breathing. It wasnât much longer till he too fell asleep.
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Early bird gets the worm was Steveâs thing. And apparently he thought the best course of action was shock. So he started with tony.
It took him a while but he eventually got tony to wake from his sleep. âWhat the hell are you doing Rogersâ
Steven would just plaster on a bright smile âup and at em tony weâve got big plans todayâ of course your father just grumbled and tried to turn back over. After a few minutes of Steve poking him he huffed and got out of bed.
Then they even to Bucky. Steve has this one down pack. Growing up the only way nicks mom could get him up on time was.... a wet willie. As much as Steve hated to pull this card he was more excited to have a productive day with the team. Something they havenât had in a while
With Bucky awake they divided and conquered. Wanda, vision, Sam, Clint, thor, and Bruce were all quick wakes.
Now all nine of them stood outside of Natashaâs door. âIâm not doing itâ Sam spoke up. An immediate uproar of ânot itâ fell from the group. Steve eventually sighed and took the job of waking her up. Much to his surprise she was already up and in workout clothes. âMorningâ she addressed Steve as he entered her room seeing the small flock of avengers .who were watching like this was the next best thing, scatter in the hallway.
Then that left you and peter.
It was bright early and seven am when you woke up with peter laying almost across your body. You had to push with a bit too much strength to get up, head groggy and eyes fuzzy.
upon standing You immediately felt the tingle between your legs that , from last experience, would go away to a dull ache in a hour or so. Hobbling into the bathroom you peed, washing your hands and splashing cold water against your warm skin. You had picked up your toothbrush when you heard footsteps of impending doom coming down the hall. âOh no- oh shitâ you mumbled dropping your toothbrush on the counter. Just as you got out the bathroom taking a side glance to peter who was passed out with the sheets and blankets pushed down his naked body past his thighs, only the knee down covered. âPeterâ you whisper screamed. He stayed plum asleep no wiser to the world around him as you scrambled to find a shirt- any shirt- which happened to be Peters.
The soft knock on your door made you heart rate pick up. Peter twisted his head to the side but didnât even wake up a little. âY/nâ you heard your dads voice. You almost shit yourself when the door handle moved. You looked at the lock in pure horror in the split second between the handle twisting and the door opening.
Peter forgot to lock the door after getting a snack. Peter forgot to lock the door. Your dad is coming through that door. Peter is completely asleep. Peter is completely asleep completely naked and completely exposed.
Fuck
You could hear tony shush all the avengers just as the door cracked open. He assumed you were asleep it being so early and all. When he opened the door and saw you, you froze in place. âGood youâre already upâ Steve spoke up behind him.
At the same time Bucky Sam and nat rushed down the hall âpeter isnât in his room. Where could he be?â
Your eyes flashed quickly between your entire family standing in your doorway. Down to your fathers koala slippers and then up to his eyes, bright and cheery despite the obvious exhaustion he hid so well. By now his eyes had a chance to give you a one over. You were flushed and looked jittery and nervous. Then his eyes hit your bed.
And all hell broke loose.
âWHAT THE FUCKâ
That one woke peter up.
âDadâ you tried to keep your voice calm
Peter frantically pulled the sheet up then the blanket all the way to his neck.
âUHâ Mr.Stark I-Um fuckâ he swallowed hard. His stomach was in his throat and he felt increasingly more uncomfy as the other avengers watched from the door.
Tony clasped his hands together and took a deep breath âpeter Iâm gonna ask this one time- and I donât want you to lieâ he spoke pointing his finger at him barely wanting to open his eyes after the sight he just had to absorb.
âYes sir- mr. stark- sirâ you had to close you eyes and shake your head. Peter was his mentee and, hell if you didnât know any better youâd think your dad liked peter more, the most peter would get is a slap on the wrist and be on with it.
But here was peter parker acting like your dad would blast him down in the next ten seconds if he misspoke. âOkay-okay- why IN THE HELL are you NAKED in MY daughters bed?â Tony finally looked at the boys face. He was covered in a shade of red heâd never seen.
âDadâ tony whipped his head to you almost having forgotten you were right there. âYouâre not speaking for himâ he turned attention back to flustered, scared shitless, bare naked peter. âIf I have to ask again, what the fuck is going on peter- for the love of god just say itâ
âIâm in love with your daughterâ peter whispered. You smiled and I love you too wasnât practical in this situation but you mouthed it to him anyway.
Tony let out the deepest most exhausted sigh youâve heard leave him in years and just shook his head âI canât deal nor process this right now. So Iâm going to go to my room and take a nap and I want to see you both as soon as Iâm upâ he turned and pushed past the rest of the power rangers to get out mumbling things under his breath your glad you couldnât understand.
You turned and looked at nat who was hitting Sam who was trying not to laugh. âBut mr.stark Iâm in love with herâ he mocked Peters voice. And you rolled your eyes. âI have no wordsâ you looked him dead in the eyes. âAnd if you pick on peter about this again Iâll tell my dad you knew the whole timeâ Sam shut up quick and you slammed your door shut.
Peter let out a sight of relief sitting up in your bed. âHoly shit y/n tony knowsâ
You got into the bed handing him his boxers. âI couldnât even care less right now I need another four hours sleepâ
Peter laughed and curled up into a cuddle with you. âYouâre just like your fucking dadâ
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'Depends on the Wagon' liveblog!
I saw someone do timestamps in their liveblog and it was absolutely lovely, so I think I'll try that too
1:55 why does Curtain sound like an mlm ceo LMAO
2:07 WOW ASSHOLE đđ waving off your own teacher when he was complimenting you is not the vibe
2:17 so Dr. Curtian is only available through chain emails. Got it.
2:27 he seems like the kind of asshole to say that people on welfare are lazy and exploitave but then like, not pay his taxes
2:42 I DON'T LIKE HOW HE SAID THAT, THAT WAS CREEPY
2:47 oooooh Constance, always asking the right questions
3:05 Kate, why are you yelling, it's literally past curfew đ
3:35 oh hai Jackson.. gtfo
4:22 oh yeah, the best way out is through the hallway that Jackson just entered. Good plane, babe.
4:25 soooo Kate Depending On Friends arc :)
4:59 AYYY HI RHONDA!!
5:13 why do I kinda fucking love then all deciphering the Morse code together
5:20 so the kids use the gemini riddle? Not the adults???
5:36 his face when he figures it out đđđ
5:46 Nathaniel? Guess that's Dr. Curtain's name now. Less ridiculous than Ledroptha, but you dont get the badass Let Drop the Curtain reference
6:53 okay so no one knew he had a brother? But he did???
7:21 his faaaace đĽş
7:29 AWWW HE COULDNT BRING HIMSELF TO SHARE đđđ okay I'm kinda on board with the change if they can make it work in the long-haul
7:42 hi Milligan, good timing đ
7:56 "not the time.........I'll take a dozen" Number Two my LOVE
8:23 interesting. I dont think Mr. Benedict was adopted in the books? He certainly didn't let Violet's family, the Hopefields, because he knew their financial troubles would be even worse. So who?
8:54 ohhhh dear, stages of grief at work. Maybe don't do that
9:05 I talked about this in the MBS discord server, but I think the show is really nailing Mr. Benedict's feelings. He's always been an emotional person, but he has to be so careful. Bottling up your feelings only leads to bigger feelings later. It makes so much sense for Mr. Benedict to be a whirlpool of strong, repressed emotions.
9:11 MILLIGAN'S FACE JAHAHS
9:34 RHONDA'S FACE HAGSKDGDJ
9:40 Mr. Benedict, sweetheart đĽşâ¤
10:01 "brothers stick together" why does it sound like he's talking about Reynie here đđđđ
10:12 that is a good ass point, Mr. Benedict already lied to them once
10:21 it makes sense for Sticky to be the one questioning the most because of his anxiety, but damn
10:46 AWWWWWW
10:56 KATE MAKING A BED FORT KATE MAKING A BED FORT KATE MAKING A BED FORT
11:00 I dont like how aggressive Kate is but it makes sense considering she's been in the circus for years, taking care of herself for far longer than she hasn't. She's not good at depending on people, and she's not good with difficult people.
11:10 Yeahh, Constance gets it!
11:40 Yeahhh, Constance gets it
12:55 that teacher seemed pretty nice last episode, nice to see that they're not what they seem just the same as Dr. Curtain lol
13:28 CONSTANCE I LOVE YOU đđ
14:00 "check again" okay so Krista from the tests and Martina give off the same vibe.. perfect đ
14:16 "yeah......hang in there :D"
15:05 all of the apologies to the general class.. he's such an anxious sweetheart. He's really reading as autistic to me.
My sister just called me đ it's like 8 am, I answered her like "did you ever consider that you might be waking me up?" She did not consider that đ
15:22 Martina's face just growing more and more annoyed and disgruntled HAHA
15:29 that was CORRECT?? WHAAAA
15:51 throwback to when I compared Dr. Curtain to an mlm ceo.. definitely like a cult
16:44 ohhhh Martina
17:30 CONSTANCE HEARING VOICES HELLOOOOO
18:22 ayyyyyy helper man
18:40 he seems too cheery to be a helper .-. The helpers all being super sad made [redacted]'s story make a whole lot more sense
19:35 aaaand now we get to it. You know, it really does seem a lot more cultish on screen than in the book
19:53 WAIT CONSTANCE GOOD JOB PUTTING THE PIECES TOGETHER đđđđ
19:53 that cut to Milligan making that exact face was INCREDIBLE
20:05 was he tryna leave? Yeah, good fuckin luck bucko
20:10 "critical papers at home" my ass, they packed everything up
20:24 the stages of grief back at it. đĽş
20:38 their relationship >>>>
21:00 "located in the..?" *description of envelope* "located in the....?" *more description* "located in the????" đđđđ
21:34 ohhhhh Thursday must be the student ranking day
21:56 Martina seems like the kind to throw out "pick a god and pray" as a crit quote đ
22:07 I don't see any of the Society'a names on the list. Maybe they havent been there long enough
22:17 OH SHIT JK THERE THEY ARE
22:25 ohh Kate and Constance
22:55 the combination of the ferry horn and the bell makes it weirdly grim
23:55 them bringing Kate up and reminding her that she's needed đâ¨
24:29 hi Milligan bb ilyyyy
24:35 real good lookout guys, y'all are so well hidden
24:52 AYY HE'S DOING IT KATE STYLE
26:31 "visionary" is a word for it
26:31 I really kinda love that Number Two and Rhonda are going to such depths to try and help Mr. Benedict figure this out for sure
26:56 Mr. Benedict fully walking away while they talk about his brothers accomplishments đ I'm laughing, but poor guy
27:08 his FACE đĽş
27:28 HERE'S THAT TANTRUM FROM THE TRAILER
27:28 take your guesses how many times will he fall asleep
27:50 "he just has to work through some things" you dont fuckin say
27:55 you mean to tell me he had a full blown meltdown and they didn't show him falling asleep once??
28:35 like father like daughter đâ¨
29:10 ayyyy secret desk compartment
29:19 honestly I'm surprised there were actually papers he needed and it wasnt an excuse to go confront Dr. Curtain
29:32 oh shit, how'd they manage to get that far inside? No one was there to guard it, but the maze itself is a security measure
29:42 KATE STYLE STRIKES AGAIN
29:47 ooooh I like Dr. Curtain's office
30:01 WAS THAT SQ AND DID HE JUST CALL DR. CURTAIN HIS DAD
30:41 birds have careers. Got it đ
30:50 JOURNAAAL
31:02 the fox?? Reynard the fox???
31:27 ohhh here we go, Dr. Curtain sees himself in Reynie only to resent it later
31:37 Mr. Benedict called Reynie a leader once too.. the parallels have â¨begunâ¨
32:12 is this the "keep your enemies close" conversation??
32:15 I'm honestly surprised he called him Sticky and not George
32:42 IT IS SQ IT IS SQ IT IS SQ
32:59 sooo that starts by not letting his caution down with you
33:11 Dr. Curtain congratulating himself mid-conversation on saying something deep is so in character
33:20 "I was betrayed by someone very close to me" so that was Mr. Benedict. Who the fuck else would it be
33:23 WHAT DID I SAAAAY
33:31 oh noooo Reynie starts doubting Mr. Benedict here? Is that the move?
33:43 that transition was so pretty stoppp
33:53 again how hasn't he fallen asleep
34:55 ayyyy journal snooping
35:05 Constance, my love, you are cut throat
35:11 Milligan is in the DRYWALL? ohh buddy be careful
35:21 omfg are they talking about water polo đ I love that that's the sport of choice
35:51 ayyyy they put the Milligan dots together too. Shame the guy's not with them rn
36:36 so Mr. Benedict brings up cheating first? I really like how we get to see the adults riddling out what to send back, we didn't get that at all in the books
37:46 I LOVE THAT THEY KEPT "don't get caught"
38:51 Kate riddling out the island schematics engineer style is so like her
39:07 they're just walking out the door?? Huh???
39:29 babe... turn off your flashlight
39:33 AND THAT'S WHY
39:58 is that the precursor to chuckroot?
40:38 the papers were from his orphanage đĽşđĽşđĽş
41:14 why does that break my heart
41:19 Dr. Curtain and SQ doing shit together it just.. so heartwarming
42:00 HAHA
42:16 okay, so show!Curtain is a kissass đ
42:35 wait wait wait so Dr. Curtain is actively trying to contain his brother? That would explain why the Recruiters were looking for him and weirdly not the kids
43:25 "power wants to be free" sounds more like a personal mantra than a conversation between engineers
43:41 YES A LETTER TO MISS PERUMAL
44:02 more voices. Poor Connie girl đĽş
44:36 he loves her so much đđđ
44:45 SHE TRIED TO SEND HIM A CARE PACKAGE
45:13 WORRIED MOM TIMEEE
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Happy Birthday to Me Pt. 12
(Fuck. Last one)
He asked me if I was staying the night.
Of COURSE I was staying the night. Where on Earth would I want to be if not here with him?Â
I told him as much. I reminded him that Iâd promised not to distance myself from him again and warned him that this meant I was going to be completely insufferable from now on to make up for the lost time.Â
âYou will completely forget the concept of personal space,'' I warned.Â
He grinned at me again. With teeth showing and everything. Iâm pretty sure I heard a chorus of angels.Â
I felt his fingers trace my hairline and down the side of my face.
âOkay,â he said, completely unperturbed by my warning.
He IS trying to kill me before I hit 30!!!!!! I knew it!
And then! He just went in and kissed the tip of my nose! Like it wasnât anything! And he just let me go and stepped back again!!
I whined that he canât just kiss and run like that! And he just reminded me to go upstairs to wait while he locked up.Â
I grumbled about handsome men playing games with my poor fragile heart before I went up, stomping on the stairs to let my indignity be known. I grabbed my photo album as I went.Â
Once I let myself into the apartments I figured the first order of business was to check on the bunnies to see how they held up after all the commotion from downstairs.Â
Most of them were fast asleep in a pile of fluff, but Suibian perked up the moment she heard my voice and hopped sleepily over to me! I started to fuss over her and pet her, telling her how good she was. She closed her eyes and leaned into my scritches.Â
Ooooh itâs so wonderful to have an animal that actually likes me! And sheâs so cute! I won the jackpot! If I can only have one animal actually like me Iâm so glad it was her.Â
I heard quiet footsteps and turned to find Lan Zhan coming up next to me to look at Suibian as well.Â
âLook!â I said, excited, âSuiian has my sleeping hours!â
Trust my little girl to wait up for me when all her siblings were snoozing.Â
Lan Zhan asked if I wanted to bring her into the other room but I decided that, as tempting as it was, it was probably better for her to sleep with the rest of the rabbits.Â
I told Lan Zhan that it was her bed time, and he replied by noting that it wasnât quite my bed time yet. (True as it was barely creeping on Midnight by then and Iâm usually up at least until like 1am or so. )
I countered that it was DEFINITELY past HIS bed time. Itâs kinda incredible that Mr. âIn Bed By 9â was able to stay standing so long.Â
And since my heart clearly hadnât had enough yet today, I decided to pull him in close to me by the waist, wanting to be as close to him as possible. He seemed to jump a bit, but didnât try to pull away.Â
âIâm not tired,â he said.
Liar.Â
In order to hopefully hide the sound of my heart trying to pound its way out through my ribcage, I gasped dramatically, âLan Zhan? Not tired yet???â I asked with just as much drama as the gasp. âIâm astonished!!!â
I considered after that though and laughed. Perhaps I was a bit sleep drunk myself actually. âThough I must say,â I admitted after my giggling subsided. âAfter tonight there isnât much that should surprise me about you anymore.â
To prove my point I sang a couple bars from âMy heart will go onâ under my breath. I laughed as he hid his face in his hands. I pulled those hands away and started to drag him into the livingroom with me.Â
I asked him what other things he was hiding from me as we went. I didn't really expect him to answer but before we made it to the couch, he pulled me back with the hand that was still holding his. I stumbled rather clumsily into his arms, but he caught me all the same only to push me away and twirl me before pulling me back towards him.Â
âI once took dancing lessons for a semester in college. I wanted to learn something different but it didnât work out.â he said. âTurns out Iâm more suited to waltzes than I am for swing.â
And just like that he started to guide me in a waltz.Â
I will say right now I have no idea how to waltz and all those movies that say âyou just need to find yourself a partner who knows what theyâre doingâ are all lying. Itâs all bullshit.Â
Lan Zhan somehow managed to slip his feet under my feet (?????) and guided me through the steps though. Once my brain caught up with the rest of me I hurriedly got OFF his feet before I did some damage and instead tried to concentrate on following his lead.Â
But then I just couldnât help but laugh at the absurdity of it all. I put my head on his shoulder, not able to resist being closer to him now that I knew I could. I slid my hand out of his and guided it to join its partner around my middle instead, wanting to be held, and we swayed together.Â
How long did we dance like that? Swaying softly to the song that only we could hear?
I dared to ask him what other surprises he could possibly have in store after this bombshell, but he assured me that for now, at least, this was it.Â
I pouted up at him in my best impression of A-Ling and asked him how it was fair to my poor battered heart if this is how he gives me new information about him? It was really gonna be a problem because I still want to know every detail of his life. I want to know absolutely every piece of him.Â
Each bit of his soul heâs given to me is a shining nugget. More precious than gold or diamonds. Something to be cherished. Just like him.Â
âHow can my heart take it?â I asked.
To which that son of a gun replied
âYour heart will go on.â
Oh youuuuuuuuuuuuu.
I couldnât stop laughing after that. Especially once he joined in. If any of the bunnies were still awake they surely thought those humans in the other room were bonkers.Â
We calmed down eventually, still swaying the whole time. Just staying together in each otherâs arms in the dark livingroom.Â
Eventually I had to admit defeat. This day, as wonderful as it was, had been very emotionally exhausting for me. I told Lan Zhan I was tired and ready for bed and he responded by swaying me in the direction of the hallway. Which of course set me off again.Â
We swayed and spun all the way to the bedroom door where we, tragically, finally had to let go of each other so that he could get me something to sleep in.Â
I took the clothes, but hesitated. It was after midnight. Surely my allowed greedy period was over right? But still. I had to ask one last thing.Â
âIs it.. .okay if I sleep in your room with you tonight?â I asked, staring quite determinedly at the floor.Â
Lan Zhan answered almost immediately, saying that yes. Yes he would like that very much.Â
That got me to look up so I could grin at him. In the dark I hope he couldnât see that I was about ready to start crying again.Â
Thereâs nothing wrong with crying, really, but fuck I was tired of it at that point.Â
Without any further ado, I scurried off into the guest room to change into the over-large pajamas as quickly as I could. Before I headed back to his room, though, I decided I was ready to take another look at that photo album. And maybe I didnât need to be alone to do it after all.Â
I held it close to my heart, trying to drink in all the love that had gone in to making it for me, and scurried back to where Lan Zhan was waiting for me, already in bed.Â
I scooted closer to him and asked if it was okay if we went through the album together again. He kissed my forehead (where I probably should have washed of Shijieâs mark but I was entirely unwilling to do so. RIP Lan Zhanâs pillow. I didnât think of that haha. )
âAnything you want,â he said. It sounded like a promise. A pledge. Almost like he was swearing an oath.
Really it was just my sleepy mind making things overly dramatic again.Â
We went through them together, Lan Zhan letting me pick the pace. We talked about some of the pictures and he didnât judge me when I cried a little again after all.Â
When we got to the picture of him alone at his guqin, though, I paused.Â
Heâd done so much for me. Iâd never be able to pay back this kindness. Not even if I managed to somehow gain immortality. Not even if I was able to try until the end of time.Â
âThank you for tonight,â I said, cringing at how inadequate that was. It didnât even begin to cover it.Â
He told me that there was no need for thanks. That he wanted to give me this.Â
I didnât know what else to do in response to that. I just leaned into him to nuzzle his neck. Told him he was the best.Â
A true statement, but again, completely inadequate.Â
He, in essence, replied with a âNo U.â
And then.Â
Hold on. I want to remember this as accurately as possible.
âI feel very happy when Iâm with you. You make me laugh. You encourage me to discover new things. You show me how much bigger my world can be. And you make me feel safe through it all.â
Pretty sure my heart full stopped.Â
When it lunged back into motion again it was all I could do to squeak out his name and hide my face in his chest (ad;jkfadjf;aldk;adjskf;adlsf;kjfalksdf; you could park a car on that thing fuck).Â
I reminded him again to WARN me first! Jeebuz Crisps!!! And he said heâd try.
Jerk.Â
We stayed like that for a while in a silence so comfortable Iâm pretty sure I just fell asleep. I think I remember feeling Lan Zhan maneuvering us under the covers to sleep properly but that could just be my mind filling in the blanks because thatâs how I woke up.Â
I donât remember much of what I dreamed, but I know each and every one of them had family. And In each and every dream, Lan Zhan was at my side.Â
THEN I FUCKING WOKE UP TO THAT ASS HOLE HAVING A FEVER SO HOT IT BOILED ME OUT FROM UNDER THE FUCKING COVERS
WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE LAN ZHAN STEALING MY COLD AND DOUBLING THE DOSE???????????????????????????????????????????????????????/
So it was my turn to play nursemaid to him except the main difference being that HE WAS ACTUALLY SICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WTF WERE YOU HIDING BEING ILL THE ENTIRE NIGHT????????? GDI
I stayed with him as much as I could until he got better, though I had to help do my shift (AND HIS) at the cafe.Â
In the end Iâm the one that ended up cleaning up the last of the party.
Guess thatâs fair.Â
Once he started feeling better I surprised him with the chunk of cake Iâd hidden.Â
He looked at me with eyes that shined like A-Yuanâs when Shijie gave him his kiss.Â
Apparently this asshat had only managed to get ONE BITE of cake the entire night! The one I fed him!
WHY DIDNâT YOU TELL ME? I HAD CAKE THIS WHOLE TIME AND YOU ONLY GOT A BITE??????????????????????
WHY DIDNâT YOU EAT IT WHEN I WAS ON STAGE SINGING AND YOU JUST STOOD THERE HOLDING IT LIKE A DERP???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????/
Ah well. In the end he got to have his cake and eat it too. Haa.Â
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no pressure to answer all of these
1. What is you middle name?
2. How old are you?
3. When is your birthday?
4. What is your zodiac sign?
5. What is your favorite color?
6. Whatâs your lucky number?
7. Do you have any pets?
8. Where are you from?
9. How tall are you?
10. What shoe size are you?
11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
12. What was your last dream about?
13. What talents do you have?
14. Are you psychic in any way?
15. Favorite song?
16. Favorite movie?
17. Who would be your ideal partner?
18. Do you want children?
19. Do you want a church wedding?
20. Are you religious?
21. Have you ever been to the hospital?
22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?
23. Have you ever met any celebrities?
24. Baths or showers?
25. What color socks are you wearing?
26. Have you ever been famous?
27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?
28. What type of music do you like?
29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?
30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
31. What position do you usually sleep in?
32. How big is your house?
33. What do you typically have for breakfast?
34. Have you ever fired a gun?
35. Have you ever tried archery?
36. Favorite clean word?
37. Favorite swear word?
38. Whatâs the longest youâve ever gone without sleep?
39. Do you have any scars?
40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
41. Are you a good liar?
42. Are you a good judge of character?
43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?
44. Do you have a strong accent?
45. What is your favorite accent?
46. What is your personality type?
47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?
48. Can you curl your tongue?
49. Are you an innie or an outie?
50. Left or right handed?
51. Are you scared of spiders?
52. Favorite food?
53. Favorite foreign food?
54. Are you a clean or messy person?
55. Most used phrased?
56. Most used word?
57. How long does it take for you to get ready?
58. Do you have much of an ego?
59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?
60. Do you talk to yourself?
61. Do you sing to yourself?
62. Are you a good singer?
63. Biggest Fear?
64. Are you a gossip?
65. Best dramatic movie youâve seen?
66. Do you like long or short hair?
67. Can you name all 50 states of America?
68. Favorite school subject?
69. Extrovert or Introvert?
70. Have you ever been scuba diving?
71. What makes you nervous?
72. Are you scared of the dark?
73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?
74. Are you ticklish?
75. Have you ever started a rumor?
76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?
77. Have you ever drank underage?
78. Have you ever done drugs?
79. Who was your first real crush?
80. How many piercings do you have?
81. Can you roll your Rs?â
82. How fast can you type?
83. How fast can you run?
84. What color is your hair?
85. What color is your eyes?
86. What are you allergic to?
87. Do you keep a journal?
88. What do your parents do?
89. Do you like your age?
90. What makes you angry?
91. Do you like your own name?
92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?
93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child?
94. What are you strengths?
95. What are your weaknesses?
96. How did you get your name?
97. Were your ancestors royalty?
98. Do you have any scars?
99. Color of your bedspread?
100. Color of your room?
W-- y-- whyyyy Now I have to answer out of the gratitude that anyone would ever want to know that much about me :(
1. Aminah
2. tHiRtEEn
3. July 14 :D
4. Cancer
5. Purple
6. I donât have one :/
7.Yeah, a cat named C.T. who loves punching me and likes to lick my fingers :)
8.âMuRIcA :D
9. 5â˛4âł or 160 cm
10. I can wear anything from a 6 to a 9 in womenâs shoes
11. Like,, three
12. T E DÂ
13. Being a disappointment and I can draw :)
14. I wish I was that cool but no :(
15. Donât Threaten Me With A Good Time by Panic! At The Disco
16. Dude I h a t e movies
17. My current one :)
18. Not particularly but what happens happens ig :/
19. n O p E
20. Yes, I am a Muslim :)
21. Yes actually.. a lot of times...
22. No, thank goodness, although when I was about 5 I stole a candy bar :â(
23. @andpeggy21 and @haha-gunsgoburrr as well as @thehugwizard and @lucienmorn if they count, although the last two Iâve only had asks from me answered :/
24. Both, but I take showers
25. What are socks, they sound terrible
26. Nope
27. Most definitely not. Who would wanna follow me around all day anyways ÂŻ\_(ă)_/ÂŻ
28. Rock, rap, and electro-swing are my go-toâs
29. No lol
30. Two flat and stiff ones :(
31. As soon as Iâm asleep, Iâm a whole gymnast dude. At this point my family has seen it allÂ
32. Small and cramped, but it has the potential to be cozy if we kill a few of the lesser meat
33. A slice of bread :)
34. No
35. No, but I would really like to
36. Poo-poo. Itâs such a kindergarten 2013 insult
37. Bastard, especially with the word sassy, as in âsassy bastardâ.
38. 2 days, because I read somewhere that remaining sleepless for 3 days causes insanity and Iâm not ready to give up my gf just yet
39. Yes, a ton actually
40. They must be really fuckin secret if they exist
41. I prefer not to lie, but Iâm adequate when the situation calls for it
42. No, Iâm about as biased as my current Quran teacher and no I will not evaluate he doesnât deserve the attention
43. My accent is a mix of Pennsylvanian, New Yorker, and Jamaican, so I can extremize any of them :D
44. Not particularly :/
45. Australian accents are really cool
46. I dunno man you tell me :/
47. My school uniform Ď(._. )>
48. Yep :)
49. Innie
50. Right hand :D
51. Nope
52. Baked mac and cheese §(* ̄â˝ďżŁ*)§
53. I love rice pudding ďźăď˝ 3â˛ăďź
54. Quite messy (oâ˛ââ˝âď˝o)Â
55. h o n k a t o n k
56. âaâ :)
57. Two hours..
58. Probably, gotta go toss that thing in the trash :/
59. s u c c
60. Yep
61. Only musicals :P
62. Absolutely not
63. Idk I donât really like the fact that I canât remember the last time Iâve ever genuinely loved myself if thatâs relevant :/
64. Naw bro Iâm in it for the memes
65. Again, I H A T E M O V I E S
66. Both are fine
67. To the same extent I can remember my dinner from yesterday (no)
68. l u c n h
69. Introvert
70. Nope :)Â
71. Whatever exists buddy
72. Yup :)
73. If it doesnât sound annoying in my headÂ
74. Yes :â)
75. No
76. All the time, although it usually ends up with me getting in trouble somehow
77. No <3
78. Still no <3
79. My first real serious crush was the girl I am currently dating :)
you guys will get the next ones later bc im feeling a lil burnt out :)
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4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?
Bright but argumentative. I was never afraid of pointing out things I didnât feel were fair hfhddh
When we were learning numbers kids would often write 91 for nineteen, just flip them, yâknow, and Ms. Potter yelled at the class for it. Baby Generiq went into it about how it was an understandable mix up because you do say the number first. In twenty-three you write the two first, so in nineteen itâs easy to assume you would write the nine first.
6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear?
Tired.
8. movies or tv shows?
TV shows. Every book adaptation should also be a series not a movie. Thank you for coming to my TED Talk.
9. favorite smell in the summer?
Honeysuckle and sunshine
10. game you were best at in p.e.?
Floor hockey! My friend and I used to be brutal and swing at each otherâs shins going after the ball. Also it was reminiscent of golf, which I competed in.
12. name of your favorite playlist?
I have an untitled playlist I cycle my current music in and out of, but Newtonâs Third Law is my favorite named one!
14. favorite non-chocolate candy?
I donât- I guess the yellow smarties. Donât come for me they taste like lemonade.
15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?
I assume this means assigned book and not the reports we got to pick for ourselves. Ah, Night was good. Lord of the Flies was fine but way overhyped. Again, donât come for me.
16. most comfortable position to sit in?
If I can tuck my legs into the chair I am sitting in that is ideal!
18. ideal weather?
When you know it is going to rain and you get to stay home
19. sleeping position? (Skipped on accident)
I reeeally like pressure, so either against something or on my stomach.
20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)?
Phone notes and a notebook! Sometimes a blank document but I always find it strangely intimidating
21. obsession from childhood?
Warrior Cats, Percy Jackson, and Maximum Ride were my big three!
22. role model?
Aa I try to straw from people I want to copy, but there are talents I look up to. Rachel Chavkin is a brilliant director, and there are so many artists and authors I look up to and who inspire me.
24. favorite crystal?
Obsidian because itâs black like my hea- Iâm kidding, I do love obsidian, but itâs Rose Quartz because itâs a very very pretty, soft pink and makes me happy.
25. first song you remember hearing?
The mobile above my crib played Imagine by John Lennon. My childhood room was themed after it as well!
26. favorite activity to do in warm weather?
Swim or sit in the sunshine. Ben and I usually go driving with the top down as well.
27. favorite activity to do in cold weather?
Walking through fresh snow is amazing, so are snowball fights and building snowmen.
28. five songs to describe you?
Oh fuck yes
Hurricane - Hamilton
The Reckless and the Brave - All Time Low
Almost There - The Princess and the Frog
All This and Heaven Too - Florence + the Machine
Facade - Jekyll and Hyde: A Gothic Musical Thriller
30. places that you find sacred?
I donât typically find places sacred, but certain headspaces are very special to me, and time spent with loved ones means more than enough to be considered sacred.
31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names?
A black blazer with a white button-down and a skirt.
32. top five favorite vines?
I am in Missouri (misery)
I love you, Bitch
I want a Church girl
Obamaâs âI know because I won both of themâ
I wonât hesitate, Bitch!
33. most used phrase in your phone?
âNo worriesâ
34. advertisements you have stuck in your head?
That fucking PFI bandana boot sale I stg
35. average time you fall asleep?
Somewhere between 9:00 and three in the morning
36. what is the first meme you remember ever seeing?
Some girl doing bunny ears on her friend. I donât remember what the caption was
38. lemonade or tea?
Both. Mixed together. Itâs called an Arnold Palmer and it is my favorite drink
39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie?
Lemon cake!
40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?
We duck taped out principal to the wall once. Also some kid broke their tray over another kidâs head at lunch one time.
41. last person you texted?
The family group chat, though Beau if Discord counts
42. jacket pockets or pants pockets?
I wear a lot of leggings so jacket pockets!
44. favorite scent for soap?
We had some Lily of the Valley hand soap that was amazing
45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero?
Fantasy, I think! Iâve never done super heavy into the other two. Though I definitely donât want to ignore sci-fi because two of my favorite stories are a little science-fiction-y
46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in?
A t-shirt and shorts
48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be?
A banana. Generally accepted as a fruit and kind of just rolls with it, but is actually a berry
49. what saying or quote do you live by?
I fucking hate Hamilton-ing on main, but
âAnd when my prayers to god were met with indifference, I picked up a pen, I wrote my own deliverance!â
50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have?
That changes every time Beau and I play HetaOni together, but I have fucking lost it for at least five minutes the last two sessions.
51. current stresses?
I dunno, man, life? My hair could use a wash
52. favorite font?
Covered by your Grace and Iâm a big Spectral baby. These are both google docs! I donât know if that makes a difference.
54. what did you learn from your first job?
Patience is important when teaching material, but never be afraid to find another approach better suited to the person youâre tutoring.
55. favorite fairy tale?
Robin Hood!
56. favorite tradition?
My family does homemade Springfield cashew chicken for Christmas!
57. the three biggest struggles youâve overcome?
Uhh lots of self-acceptance shit no one really wants to read
58. four talents youâre proud of having?
I can pop the joint at the center of my foot
Thatâs all
60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?
I sort of like my role as mom friend, so maybe I could keep that role in a sort of action-based anime that followed a group of friends
61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?
âI am not the protĂŠgĂŠ to waste your time on; I'm complete!â Jekyll and Hyde: GMT
62. seven characters you relate to?
Haha
Lisa Carew - Jekyll and Hyde: GMT
Japan - Hetalia/Oni
Garnett - Steven Universe
Hfhddh thatâs all I can say that arenât my own characters
63. five songs that would play in your club?
I Donât Like Clubs, but
Overwhelmed - Royal + The Serpent
Backseat Serenade - All Time Low
Go Big or Go Home - American Authors
The Nights - Avicii
Tempo - Lizzo
64. favorite website from your childhood?
Webkinz!
65. any permanent scars?
Yep - One from a bad bike wreck. My body rejected the dissolvable stitches so itâs a lot bigger than it was supposed to be
66. favorite flower(s)?
Lily of the Valley, daisies, Day Lilies, and Dandelions! I also love honeysuckles but I donât know if those count.
68. worst flavor of any food or drink youâve ever tried?
Accidentally drank rancid milk once!
69. a fun fact that you donât know how you learned? (Haha, nice)
The fastest, free way to fill up your potions on Wizard101 is to play Potion Motion to level three.
70. left or right handed?
Right handed
71. least favorite pattern?
On myself, animal print
72. worst subject?
Iâve never been intuitively good at History, I do think itâs interesting though.
74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen?
I donât like to take it until I canât move without it.
75. when did you lose your first tooth?
Kindergarten? I had mono and then scarlet fever twice, so my baby teeth were pretty much ruined and they all fell out very fast.
76. whatâs your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)?
Curly fries!
77. best plant to grow on a windowsill?
Kalanchoeâs, it literally Windowâs Thrill. These babies are fairly temperamental outside and love partial sun, so the window is the perfect spot for them. And! If you keep them happy! Theyâll bloom! My personal favorite is the pink bloom.
78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?
Whatâs wrong with coffee from a gas station? Also I donât like seafood.
80. earth tones or jewel tones?
Earth tones!
81. fireflies or lightning bugs?
Lightning bugs
82. pc or console?
PC!
84. podcasts or talk radio?
Podcasts - talk radios actually tend to get under my skin for n o reason
84. barbie or polly pocket?
Barbie, but let it be known I was brutal with mine. We did human sacrifices and the like.
85. fairy tales or mythology?
Mythology!
86. cookies or cupcakes?
Cookies, but Iâm a slut for whipped frosting
87. your greatest fear?
Losing control!
88. your greatest wish?
A life beyond where I am now. Haha Stop chasing new down the hallway youâre so sexy haha
90. luckiest mistake?
Logged into Omegle in like 2015 and some rando asked me to join their Doctor Who roleplay. Luckiest moment of my gd life.
91. boxes or bags?
Bags! Theyâre easier to store
92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights?
Sunlight! But in the late afternoon when everything is bathed in orange.
93. nicknames?
Mom is the most prevalent!
94. favorite season?
Fall into winter. Peak leaf crunch!
95. favorite app on your phone?
Discord or Notes
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1. What plans do you have for the weekend? Same things I do everyday.
2. What were you doing at 10:30 this morning? Itâs only 5:29AM. Hopefully, Iâll be asleep by then.
3. Tell me about the last conversation you had with someone you find attractive. What did you talk about? I donât remember, itâs been a few years.
4. Do you chew your pens? No.
5. Have you ever made notes in a lesson, then looked back at them and found you couldnât understand what they meant? It happened sometimes.Â
6. Which do you like best - History or Geography? Why? >> History. I find humans more interesting than landmasses, I guess. <<< lol exactly.
7. How many pets do you have? What are their names? I have a doggo named Princess Leia.
8. Who was the last person you had a weird, funny, or random conversation with? My brother.
9. Are you upset about anything atm? Iâm annoyed that I stayed up even later than I normally do yesterday so I could make sure I was up when my doctorâs office opened and call them first thing. I ended up waiting for over an hour on hold before just finally hanging up. I have a hard time getting through to them every month, itâs super frustrating. Anyway, I attempted sleep after that and only got about 2 hours (somehow Iâve been up since then, which was about 1230ish in the afternoon, and itâs now 5:37AM...). I tried calling later after I got up, but had no luck, so here I am waiting for them to open again. D: Itâs for my prescription refill for my medicine that Iâm almost out of, which is important, so thatâs why Iâm doing this.
10. Think back to March 2012. Who were you in a relationship with? Joseph and I had our thing going on.
11. Is there anything thatâs happened recently, that you wish had turned out differently? Yes.
12. Who was the last person of the opposite sex that you talked to on the phone? My dad.
13. Are you blood related to the last person you hugged? Yes.
14. Is there something you do on a regular basis, that you donât enjoy doing? Why? Simple mundane tasks because even those take a lot of energy that I donât have, so it takes a lot for me to do and itâs not enjoyable. Even eating can feel like a chore at times.
15. Do you have any Mariah Carey, Whitney Houston or Celine Dion songs on your iPod? Actually, I donât have any songs by any of them on my Spotify. :O
16. Have you ever felt jealous of anyone elseâs success? Iâm happy for other peoplesâ success, I want people to succeed. I do feel envious at times, though.Â
17. Who did you last speak to in person? My mom and brother.
18. Have you ever had a one-night stand? If you have, did you regret it afterwards? No, I havenât.Â
19. Have you ever done something that you said youâd NEVER do? Yes.
20. What was the last thing you asked for help with? Who did you go to for help? I asked my brother to get me a bowl from the cabinet last night cause I couldnât reach it.
21. Do you think itâs possible to love someone after being in a relationship for only a short amount of time? Sure, but I personally havenât experienced that. I fell fast and hard for people, but love took some time.
22. Who was the last person to text you? If you were gone tomorrow, how much do you think that person would miss you? My mom. I know she would miss me a lot.
23. If your significant other had several other sexual partners before you, how much would that bother you? Would you worry about being compared to the others? How many previous sexual partners do you think is acceptable? As an almost 31 year old with no sexual experience and no change in that in sight, Iâm going to assume that whomever I end up dating (IF I ever find anyone) will have been with other people. Especially the older I get. And I donât have a problem with that. I would expect him to have a life before me lol. I certainly wouldnât be surprised if heâs had other sexual partners, I would expect that. I wouldnât find it necessary to know how many, though. All I would care about is our relationship and our life together going forward. That being said, I would most definitely feel self-conscious and inadequate because of my inexperience. I would worry about being compared.Â
24. Who was the last person of the opposite sex to send you a message on Facebook? What if you had a baby with that person? Uh, NOOOO. My older brother was the last person of the opposite sex to message me on Facebook.
25. Who were the last girl and the last guy to facebook message you? What if these two people had a baby together? My aunt and my brother, again NOOOO.
26. How many people of your preferred sex have hurt you? Two.
27. Have your friends ever talked to you about the forms of contraception they use? What form of contraception do you prefer? My former best friend talked about that quite a bit. Iâve never been on any type of birth control, so I donât have a preference.Â
28. Has the last person you hugged ever made you cry? Yes.
29. When was the last time you ate chocolate? I had brownies like a week ago.
30. Do you like Charles Dickens novels? Gotta love A Christmas Carol.
31. If you told your parents that you were going to be a parent, how do you think they would react? I canât get pregnant and I donât want to have kids, so.
32. You find out that the person you love/like is having a child with someone else. What do you say? I donât like/love anyone in that way.
33. When was the last time you said something and thought âWhy the hell did I say that?â What exactly did you say, and who did you say it to? How did the person react? I do that often. I just overanalyze every little thing and dwell on things like that.Â
34. Who was the last person outside of family that told you they loved you? No one outside of my family has said that in a very long time.
35. Who is your 4th Facebook message from? Have you ever hugged/kissed that person? My aunt and yes.
36. Did someone/something upset you today? Like I said earlier, Iâm just annoyed about having to wait up again to call my doctor and who knows if Iâll even get through to anyone today. I have this feeling that theyâre not having regular hours right now despite what their automated message thing says when I call. If thatâs the case, it would be nice if they could update that. 37. What song reminds you of your first boyfriend/girlfriend? lol what comes to mind is Jayâs Rap from Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back cause it was his favorite bit from one of his favorite movies, he used to say it all the time. âFifteen bucks little man, put that shit in my hand. If that money doesnât show, then you owe me, owe me, owe.â Iâve never even seen those movies, but I still remember that.
38. Outside of family, who were the last 3 girls you talked to? A couple of my nurses and Elisabeth.
39. Outside of family, who were the last 3 guys you talked to? Lane is the only guy outside of my family that Iâve talked to in a long time.
40. Who was the last person of the same sex to text you? How much do you know about the love life/sex life of that person? My mom. Sheâs told me about a couple boyfriends she had when she was in high school and then of course I know about my dad cause theyâve been together my whole life (a couple years before that even). She certainly doesnât talk to me about her sex life and I definitely donât want to know haha.Â
41. Who is/was your strictest teacher in school? I had 2 really awful math professors at the community college I attended.Â
42. Have you ever felt so ill that you literally didnât know what to do? Yes, Iâve felt that way a lot.
43. Do you know all the words to the last song you listened to? Would you sing that song on karaoke? I forget what the last song I listened to was at the moment.
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what is a food that youâd hate to be allergic to?: Omg SEAFOOD. Canât live without it. If I was allergic to it Iâd be that person who brings tons of antihistamines everywhere I go so I can power through when eating crabs and mussels and shrimp. I just canât live a life of being forced to watch others eat seafood while I canât lol.
what color was the last towel you used?: Light blue.
would you prefer to date someone taller, shorter, or the same height as you? Same height or a tad bit taller is fine; Iâm not super particular when it comes to height.
when was the last time your nose bled? My nose has never bled before and I dread the day it happens for the first time, because Iâm totally unprepared and blood freaks me out and I will highkey probably pass out for a bit hahaha.
how old are you turning this year?: I already turned 22 last April. Considering the circumstances, my birthday had surprisingly gone really well too.
what is your favorite thing to snack on while watching a movie?: French fries from Potato Corner. My go-to bucket size is Mega and I will typically request my order to be 1/2 barbecue and 1/2 cheese fries. Iâll feel super uneasy if I donât have that exact order when watching a movie at the cinema.
swimming pool or hot tub?: So I had to look up hot tub because I wanted to know how itâs different from a jacuzzi, and holyyyyy crap Iâve learned something new - Jacuzzi is a brand of hot tubs, wtfreak my life has been a lie I thought it was a word!!! Hahaha in any case, I do prefer hot tubs more. Iâve always felt dirty hanging around in swimming pools.
can you swim well? Iâm not able to perform any of the strokes like an Olympic athlete, but I can tread well and for a good amount of time.
what body part do you wash first in the shower?: Not really a part of the body per se but Iâve always washed my hair first.
who would you allow to read your thoughts for one day? No thanks, I find that too invasive.Â
what kind of first impression do you think you make? Cold and a little aloof, which isnât too far off from the truth especially if Iâm not approached first. If someone does talk to me for the first time, itâll depend on their body language whether Iâll choose to continue to be reserved, or if Iâd want to be bubbly and vibrant around them.
name your last reason for using a camera? My dad honked his horn as he parked in the carport to let us know he was home, and my dog ran up the screen door and sat patiently to wait for him to come inside, his tail wagging the whole time.
where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed? Sometimes Iâll line up our dining chairs together so it can turn to some sort of bed, and Iâve been falling asleep on that often lately.
what are you excited about? To drink the rest of this milk tea my dad bought me :) He went out to run some errands and I guess heâs been hearing me talk about how I miss having milk tea, so he went out of his way to go to a Chatime and get drinks for me and my sister.
seven days from now, will you be in a relationship? Yes.
are you a happy person? My emotions are always all over the place. Iâm never consistently in a certain mood.
when was the last time you laughed really hard & why? I was bored and missing normal life last night so I went through my uploaded photos on Twitter so I can see what I used to do before everything went downhill...and by doing that, I realized that Iâm quite good at tweeting HAHAHA most of my captions made me laugh and my content/photos werenât all that bland or bad either. Idk, this is one instance where I can confidently say that Iâm funny hahaha.
what are you wearing? A UP shirt and a pair of shorts.
what do you want? For my college to post the official list of graduating students for this school year so that I can finally partake in the tradition of changing my Facebook DP to my senior photo. I REALLY love how my portrait turned out and I canât wait for my loved ones to see it.
did you enjoy your weekend? It was okay I guess. My mom was annoyingly cranky throughout Saturday for no reason, but it mellowed out by the next day and thatâs good enough for me. Other than that, it was just as uneventful as the last three months have been.
do you regret anything youâve done recently? Just little stuff that I get over quickly like, âoh I regret making this coffee at 11 PM because itâs now 3 AM and Iâm jumpy as fuck.â But no big regrets recently.
is there anybody you wish you could see? For fucking sure. I donât even have to tell yâall who it is.
have you ever kissed anyone with a name that starts with j or m? Nope. I almost went out with an M, though.
how many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? 2 3/4 lol. I trust Andrew 110%...and I mooooostly trust my dad. Not with every single topic under the sun, but I still trust him a whole lot nonetheless.
do you think youâll be married in 10 years? I hope I will be by then.
what makes you mad most about girls? Definitely wanna avoid generalizing in this question but the way some girls will fawn over men is super hypocritical and that bugs me to no end. Girls shaming other girls for a range of things is also annoying, whether itâs over wearing too much makeup, not wearing makeup, choosing to abort, physical appearances, their diet, etc. Some really need to mind their own fucking business.
have you ever been given roses? Yes.
do you even like getting flowers? I love receiving stems or bouquets but Iâm not obsessed with them in that I wanna get them regularly. Giving me flowers for Valentineâs Day or on our anniversary is more than enough for me.
whatâs your favorite flowers? Peonies.
could you go out in public looking like you do now? No. Iâd change my shorts.
whoâs the first person you texted today? I havenât texted anyone today.
would you move to another state to be with the person you loved? Thatâs a toughie...it would depend on the opportunities I have wherever I live in the present, and whether there are better ones where my partner is. Iâm young and still building up my career, so realistically Iâd wanna look out for myself first instead of clumsily jumping in headfirst for love lol.
howâs the weather today? Itâs strangely warm and humid and uncomfortable, which is annoyinggggg. News has said that the wet/rainy season already begun, so I donât know why the sun is still hanging around and being, again, annoying.
what color are your eyes? Really dark brown, almost black.
do you like poptarts? In my country we only get the same five flavors but my favorite out of all of them is chocolate fudge. I really wish we had a wider selection though :(
where will you be 12 hours frm now? Getting ready for bed most likely.
is it easy for others to make you feel intimidated? No. Iâm usually the one who involuntarily makes others feel intimidated, oops.
do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow? Not exactly but itâs definitely gonna be one of the several tops and shorts Iâve just been repeatedly wearing at home since March.
are you on a desktop or laptop? Laptop. I havenât used a desktop in ages.
does anyone hate you for no reason? Iâm sure one or two people do, but I genuinely canât care less.
what are you planning to do today? Finish my milk tea, maybe take another survey or two, eat the salted egg chips that my dad bought, and, if it cools down later in the day, take a quick nap.
play an instrument? I can play the recorder. I also memorize several songs on the piano, but the key word there is memorize lmao. I just know which keys to press due to watching covers over and over; but I canât read notes, I donât know which letters match which keys, have no idea what major and minor is, and I basically know absolutely nothing about using a piano.
would you go back in time if you were given the chance? Just to get closure from certain people or events. If I can go back in time Iâd spend more time with my late grandpa, for one.
where did you get the underwear you are wearing right now? Iâve already forgotten.
have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with an r? No. Iâm an R though, heh.
have you ever passed out? Yeah numerous times. Iâm a big fainter, which just sounds so uncool lmfao.
are you easily confused? Yes I feel lost quite easily. Iâm often the butt of my friendsâ jokes because of this, but I donât mind hahaha.
do you think you would make a good wife/husband? I like to think that I would be, but I dunno. Iâm still insanely young and I know Iâll be a completely different person with different priorities, mindset, attitude, etc., by the time I get married. Itâs too early to tell.
whatâs your favorite kind of ice cream? Cookies and cream. Queso real is also a really good flavor and it was my favorite for some time before my taste shifted to cookies and cream.
do you like coffee? Love coffee.
do you like summer? I like it when I get to go to the beach or when my family books trips out of town or the country, but I reeeeeally could do without the hot and sticky weather. Itâs definitely not my favorite period of the year.
where were you at 8am this morning? I was asleep for half of it, then by 8:30 I was up and scrolling through Facebook.
do you fall for people easily? No. That is one thing I canât do as a demisexual haha.
everything happens for a reason? This is usually my mindset, yes. It helps me process and accept circumstances better and much more quickly.
have you ever dated someone more than once? Yup, Gab and I have broken up before.
who have you texted in the last 24 hours? No one. Not really big on texting these days as Iâve been using Messenger to contact people throughout the quarantine.
what color nail polish is on your toes? My toes are never painted.
do you find members of the preferred sex confusing? People of any gender have the potential to be confusing. < This.
what are you listening to right now? Right now all I can hear is the work being done for the new house thatâs being constructed in front of ours, so Iâll hear the occasional shoveling of stones and trucks coming in and out of the construction zone. The last music I listened to was the Presto from Summer of Vivaldiâs Four Seasons because Portrait of a Lady on Fire always makes me feel things.
how has the week been? It hasnât been horrible, Iâll give it that. Iâve been revisiting my old fandoms out of boredom but itâs turned out to be a lot of fun; my mom brought home cupcakes at the start of the week; I had milk tea today; and we just had Kimi groomed this afternoon so his fur is all gone and now he looks like a giant rat.
is there something you wish you could tell someone but canât? I wish I could have respectful debates with my Duterte- and/or Trump-supporting relatives, but I know thatâs impossible.
what are your biggest turn offs? People who: can only hold shallow conversations, are disrespectful to those in the service industry; are casually homophobic, racist, sexist, transphobic, and/or fatphobic; take their religion way too seriously; and neglect their pets.
favorite shirt to wear? My CM Punk Best in the World shirt, without a doubt. Iâve been wearing it semi-regularly for nine years and have absolutely no intention of throwing it out.
favorite drink? Depends on my mood and the occasion. If Iâm studying Iâd wanna have coffee with me, if Iâm casually dining at a restaurant Iâd be happy with iced water, etc.
last person to say âi love youâ to you? Gab.
would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Yeah, but when thatâs gonna happen again I still have no idea...
whatâs your favorite color gummy bear? I always find myself reaching for the red ones.
what is the nicest part of the opposite sexâs body? I donât consistently stare at a certain part of a guyâs body.
have you ever run into a dishwasher? No, those arenât common here.
ever had a song sung about/for you? Nope.
is there a baby in the room with you right now? No, not technically. But I do consider my pets to be my babies. < Same. Kimi, now a giant rodent, is walking around the living room at the moment but he never strays too far from me.
where do you sing the most, in the car, the shower or other? CAAAAAAAAAR. This is a big reason why I miss driving, I havenât been able to belt out in a while.
what is your favorite thing that is green? I donât own a lot of green stuff since itâs my least favorite color...buuuuut I do have a printed flowy dress that I just love to wear, and itâs mostly olive green.
what did your last text message say? Itâs an automated text from a vet clinic I went to last December telling me that I should bring Kimi back for a checkup. I appreciate the gesture but Iâm not going back there after how condescending the vet was acting towards me.
what is the way to your heart? Acts of service has been my love language for the longest time.
what do you smell like? I smell nothing off of me now but I do know that I donât smell unpleasant, because if I did I wouldâve noticed it immediately and would feel more conscious.
whatâs in your pocket? I donât have any.
anything in your mouth? Not right now but Iâve been sipping milk tea with pearls all afternoon.
ever hurt yourself playing wii? Only after my first day of playing Wii Sports. It was like a workout for my tiny 10 year old body and I woke up all sore the next morning.
do you have freckles? No, not a common feature here.
whatâs the last movie you saw in the theater? Knives Out.
ever jumped/fallen/been pushed in a pool with your clothes on? Noooooooooo. I feel like thatâs super uncomfortable; Iâve always entered pools with a swimsuit or bikini. My glare is usually enough for people to understand that I wouldnât appreciate being thrown into a pool while I still had clothes on.
are you wearing any clothes that you wore yesterday? Technically. I took a shower in the evening and changed into the clothes Iâm wearing now, but that was in the evening so itâs not like I wore them all day yesterday.
name a song that you know all the words to: Every single Paramore song. Guaranteed.
whatâs the last thing you watched on tv? If weâre really going with a physical TV, the last thing I watched was Descendants of the Sun when I used the Netflix app on our TV. The last series I watched in general was Friends.
what can you hear right now? Two fans whirring in the living room.
did you feel better or worse or the same yesterday? Iâm slightly better today. Iâm glad Kimi has finally been groomed since his fur had knotted up in the last couple of weeks. Plus I also have milk tea today, and thatâs always a winner :)))
are you close to your siblings? With my sister, but we treat each other like buddies and are more of the tough-love type. We banter more than anything and we donât hold heart to heart talks.
do you bite your nails? No we have a nail cutter at home that I use. If Iâm going through a period of heightened anxiety I will bite my nails though.
do you like your feet? Uh, I guess. Iâm not complaining about them? but Iâm also not attracted to feet. Mine are just there and Iâm fine with them.
do you sleep well at night? For the most part.
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Survey 7.
1. if you have any pets, were they adopted from the humane society? I donât have my cat anymore (I had to give him to my parents when I moved in with my husband because he is allergic) but I had adopted him from the humane society. 2. what kind of cheese is your favorite, or no cheese at all? Honestly, all of the cheese. I love it all haha 3. do you like home design, like picking out paint colors and furniture? Not really, Iâm horrible at it. 4. have you seen any of the old james bond movies? No, just the new ones 5. do you chew gum on a regular basis? No, I actually donât even remember the last time I had any.
6. do you think mitchell musso is hot, like all the magazines say? I didnât know who that was so I looked it up and nope. I donât find him attractive at all.
7. list all of your features that you have ever got compliments on: How small I am (Iâm like 5â˛0), I donât look like Iâm 32 so I get treated like Iâm a lot younger, my eyes
8. do you play ps, ps2, or ps3? I havenât in a while (been too busy playing my Nintendo Switch) but I have quite a few games for it. My husband plays it more than I do. 9. have you ever been in a hot air balloon? and if not, would you ever want to go in one? I think itâd be kinda cool but getting my courage together to go on it is another thing lol 10. do your parents buy you something on a daily basis? No, I buy everything myself. 11. what type of computer do you have? Well, my laptop is from like 2015, its an HP. I bought it to help me study for my Licensing exams for my career (not college related) My desktop is from 2012 that my Husband helped me build. It was like $1000 but had all the best equipment at the time and still works great today. Expensive but so worth it. 12. do you like old, black and white movies? The only black and white show Iâve watched were old cartoons or 3 Stooges 13. is anyone else in the room with you right now? Not exactly? We have an open floor plan so my husband is technically in the dining room (Iâm in the living room) but I can see him if I move my head slightly, heâs just around the corner. 14. do you watch john and kate plus 8? No but Iâve seen one or two episodes. 15. do you whiten your teeth with crest white strips? No 16. do you listen to local bands? No, well we went to a Fair in January, not too far away from us that had local kids playing and they werenât too bad (obviously havenât heard them since then). I hung out with a lot of guys that were in bands when I was in highschool though.
17. do you collect anything? Video games, I guess. I prefer to buy the physical versions for several reasons 18. have you seen the movie, thirteen? I donât think so. 19. do you watch vh1? I Havenât in a long time but I did when I lived with my parents 20. have you ever said âfergaliciousâ, but changed it to your name instead of fergieâs? What? No. I only liked one song from her 21. do you have a pool in your back yard? No, but I did growing up (my parents asked if we wanted a trampoline or a pool and we wanted a pool) 22. do you watch youtube videos often? No, well not really. I donât like follow any YouTubers except Tim Pool (Liberal) and Steven Crowder (Conservative). Mostly because I believe they try to sift through the shit the news/media either doesnât focus on or skips completely and try to get the truth. I like listening to both Liberals and Conservatives then form my own opinion. 23. do you wear mascara? Yeah but the only make up I wear is eyeliner and mascara.
24. do your parents fight? Â do they even talk at all? Iâm sure they have like arguments but Iâve never seen them have huge ones.
25. have you ever watched a movie thatâs in a completely different language, so you had to read sub-titles? All the time! Iâm actually binge-watching âDarkâ on Netflix (its a German time travel show. Its SO GOOD but also fucked up. It has English voice-overs but it just doesnât feel right. Sounds much better in the native German). I also watch a lot of anime in Japanese (with subtitles). Iâm trying to learn both languages. 26. do people with yellow teeth disgust you? Thats kinda mean 27. do you drink alcohol on new yearâs eve? Yes 28. do you wear rings? Only my engagement and wedding ring 29. are you hungry right now? Yeah, a little 30. would you like to have a universal remote, like in the movie, Click? I donât thinks so, only because going back to fix something would change the future and as Iâve seen from âDarkâ (mentioned above), time traveling is nothing I want to deal with lol
31. have you ever tried smoking a cigarette? Yeah. I socially smoked (had one when I drank) when I was younger but havenât had one in over 10 years. I never bought any or got addicted, just had one when everyone else went out for a smoke (if that makes sense) 32. do you get any magazines in the mail? Yeah, I get Game Informer because Iâm a member of GameStopâs membership. I get all of my video games there.
33. donât you just wanna stab someone with a fire poker? No, wtf! 34. do you wear baseball caps? No, Iâm not a hat person except when we go to the beach. Then I wear a floppy one to shield me from the sun
35. what was the last memory you thought about that instantly brought a smile to your face? Iâm not sure 36. has anyone inflicted physical pain on you today? No but myself is beating me up from the inside (I started my period last night so Iâm all cramp-y :/ ) 37. are there any restaurants in walking distance to your house? Yeah, I suppose. Its like a 15 min walk though. 38. what was the last store that you went into when you were at the mall? I havenât been to the mall in months but it was probably GameStop. 39. do you currently have any coupons for stores right now, which stores specifically? I donât have coupons but I have a bunch of gift cards. To Kohls, Panera Bread, BoneFish restaurant and some others I canât think of right now
40. what was the last picture you uploaded to your facebook? Its been a long time, I donât post anything to FaceBook anymore (I donât trust it. If it wasnât for keeping up with family on it, I would delete it. 41. when was the last time that you were so tired that everything was funny to you? A long time, I normally fall asleep before I get to the giggly stage. 42. whatâs something that you do that you know hurts people close to you? Probably not call them as much as I should. I suck at keeping in contact with those further away. 43. what was the last board game that you played? It was probably some form of Dungeons and Dragons, weâre super nerdy lol 44. the next time you will be going on vacation, where will you be heading too? Well, we were supposed to go to Germany in September for Okoberfest but since that is cancelled, we probably wonât be going (International flights are still undecided on. But honestly, itâll probably all get canceled.) Aside from that, Iâm still flying to my hometown in early Sept for my cousinâs wedding (and hopefully the Renaissance Festival with my sibling-in-laws but Iâm not sure if that will be canceled either.) 45. do you get bloated at all after you eat? It depends on what I eat, so sometimes. 46. have you read the book lovely bones? No, I tend to read Sci-Fi/Fantasy books. I briefly looked up what that book is about and definitely not something I would read. 47. are you mad that this survey is over now? No, Iâll probably do another one lol
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1. Name cianna [see-ah-nah]
2. Nationality mexican irish german romanian hungarian french
3. Age 20
4. Birthday december 17, 1999
5. Zodiac sign (or your primal zodiac sign) sun: sagittarius; ascendant: leo; moon: aries
6. Gender female
7. Sexuality uhhhhhhhhhhhh idk but i will willingly kiss either gender
8. Your looks (add a picture or describe yourself) /tagged/my-face or u could just google pictures of fat rats
9. What do you/did you study? Iâm currently a sophomore nursing major!
10. What's your current job like?/What job would you like to have? Iâm currently a microbiology TA and I love it :) My dream job would be something with animals, like a vet tech or veterinarian
11. Your birth order iâm the oldest!
12. How many siblings do you have? 2 younger brothers
13. Do you have good relations with your family? my mom was my best friend, my dad and i get along better now that iâm in college, my brothers and i get along pretty well & weâre staring to get closer now that theyâre getting older n growing up n developing their own personalities lol
14. How many friends do you have? errrr idk this is a hard question. i have a lot of acquaintances but iâd say i have maybe like less than 10 real friends??
15. Your relationship status single :D
16. What do you look for in a SO? funny!!!!!!!!!must be humorous!!!!and sarcastic and a little weird w darker sense of humor so we can laugh n be dumb together!!!!!!! also i would like them to be kind to me and those around them bc mean ppl suck. also they have to like animals. also i would like them to be loyal and trustworthy and 110% in love w me. and for physical stuff idk kinda attractive but NOT CONVENTIONALLY ATTRACTIVE like i personally don't really like the typically âattractiveâ person???Â
17. Do you have a crush? currently in love w the cute chinese boy who lives across from my dorm room even tho i have never even spoken to him n he is totally unaware of my existence!!!!!!!! hahah oops :D
18. When did you have your first kiss? i mean technically 3rd grade i think but that doesn't really count so like maybe 16????
19. Do you prefer serious and meaningful relationships or casual dating/one night stands? i mean in the long term i would definitely like to have a serious relationship but at the moment iâm only into casual stuff bc my heart isn't ready to be broken again sknfkjdbnkjd
20. What are your deal breakers? errrr iâm not sure....cheating is a no no, ppl that are interested in fucking every single person they see is a turn off, DUMB PEOPLE like ppl you can't even have a proper conversation with bc they're so DUMB, and ppl who r mean/judgmental/arrogant
21. How was your day? ok! accidentally slept thru my math class but caught a glimpse of my crush across campus when he was abt to smoke a cig and i got chipotle n i online shopped a ton from shein
22. Favourite food & drink deep dish spinach pizza from giordanoâs & orange vitamin water
23. What position do you sleep in? i fall asleep on my left side hugging a body pillow
24. What was your last dream about? ate a braid of hair and inside the braid was bacon
25. Your fears not going to make it thru nursing school, not being financially stable as an adult, not having a family of my own, probably more but those r currently top 3
26. Your dreams i don't have any idk....maybe having like a house of my own and having as many animals as i want?? and i would like a loving partner with a daughter of our own
27. Your goals survive nursing school and lose 40 pounds and don't die before my cat
28. Any pets? i have a dog named cherry Cola, a cat named Leto, and a betta fish named Perc
29. What are your hobbies? writing stories about people in love, listening to music
30. Any cool places in your area? in my college town??? NO it sucks. in my hometown??? Not really itâs a small lil village with only restaurants and parks. but at home iâm near downtown chicago so thatâs cool i guess
31. What was your last awkward situation? the first thing that comes to mind is my FIRST and so far ONLY encounter with my crush. we live in the same dorm building and i was wearing my nursing scrubs and had no make up on and about to go upstairs to my dorm, and then i heard footsteps and i was like âhahaha what if its my crushâ AND THENÂ HE FUCKIGJNG appeared from down the hallway to go back to HIS DORM [which is RIGHT ACROSS FROM MINE] and i literally STARED at him, then threw open the door and RAN UP THE STAIRS LIKE I LITERALLY DIDNT EVEN HOLD THE DOOR OPEN FOR ME AND HE WAS LIKE SO CLOSE BEHIND ME I WAS JUST SO NERVOUS MY FLIGHT OR FIGHT RESPONSE TOOK OVER AND I FUCKING FLED I LITERALLY RAN AWAY FROM HIM I AHTE MYSELF SO MUCH IM SUCH AN IDIOT!!!!!!!!!
32. What is your last regret? errrrr idk i regret a lot of dumb things.......
33. Language/s you can speak English n a LITTLE bit of Spanish
34. Do you believe in astrological stuff? (Zodiac, tarot, etc.) iâm really into zodiac stuff and i have got to say they are pretty spot on in accuracy idk
35. Have any quirks? ummmm ofc!!i am the quirkiest person i know hajnjfxbkjx like if u asked my roommates/friends theyâd probably be better at answering this than me bc i don't see anything abt me as quirky but they always tell me i am quirky and do weird things but idk man I'm just existingÂ
36. Your pet peeves err idk currently its ppl that constantly brag about dumb shit
37. Ideal vacation somewhere warm with me + the ocean + the loml + unlimited alcohol
38. Any scars? yeah :D both emotional AND physical!!!!
39. What does your last text message say? âok thats a more than fair statementâ
40. Last 5 things from your search history how many carbs should i eat, chipotle bowl calories, is the grim reaper the angel of death, ceftriaxone adverse effects, red man syndrome
41. What's your [device] background? lockscreen is a peach-theme background i made and home screen is my weight loss goals
42. What do you daydream about? the characters in my stories.................and being skinnyÂ
43. Describe your dream home pretty brick house??? flowers outside??? 3 floors--main floor, basement and upstairs??? 3 bedrooms n 3 bathrooms maybe??? master bedroom has its own bathroom!!! and open concept main floor. big kitchen and very homey n warm all around. as for like an apartment i want something cozy and aesthetically pleasing and warmÂ
44. What's your religion/Your thought about religion i don't have a religion but if ppl do have a religion then thats not my business
45. Your personality type entj but only bc i got 3% extraverted; i am very closely related to intj tho n i think i fit that one better
46. The most dangerous thing you've done uhhhhhh probably operating a vehicle while high out of my mind. definitely the dumbest thing i ever did 0/10 would recommend anyone ever doing that
47. Are you happy with your current life? its ok but it could probably be better. i want to be done w college and skip to the part where i have a successful career and my own home and i can lay up w the loml every night
48. Some things you've tried in your life alcohol???weed??gummy edibles....
49. What does your wardrobe consist of? sweaters/sweatshirts/leggings
50. Favourite colour to wear? black, maroon, peach, purple, gray, idk
51. How would you describe your style? oh jeez idk i wear whatever i want so like e-girl when i really try and basic white girl when i don't care
52. Are you happy with your current looks? no i hate everything about myself lol
53. If you could change/add something to your appearance - impossible or not - what would it be? more freckles on my face....also be thinner n have longer hair
54. Any tattoos or piercings? my nose and septum are pierced!
55. Do you get complimented often? kinda by my friends but i always yell at them to stop so they don't compliment like as much bc they know i hate it but they still do it sometimes idk
56. Favourite aesthetic? i wanna be an e-girl yo!!!!!!!!!Â
57. A popular trend that you dislike nobody has a crush on me and i hate it
58. Songs you're currently obsessed with? pied piper by BTS
59. Song you normally wouldn't admit you like. anything by BTS lol i used to like be embarrassed for how much i like k pop but now i don't really care lol #stanBTS2020
60. Favourite genre? rap/r n b/alternative
61. Favourite artist/band/genre? i listen to every genre except country sooooooo yeah i really like billie eilish, BTS, the weeknd, juicewrld, lil nas x, trippie red, post malone,
62. Hated popular songs/artists? i don't rlly like selena gomez or justin bieber or taylor swift
63. Put your music on shuffle and list first 5 only - RY X i.f.l.y. - Bazzi novacane - frank ocean jungle - drake bang! - trippie redd
64. Can you sing or play any instruments? no and no
65. Do you like karaoke? no but i like to sing along to songs when I'm alone
66. Own any albums? haha noooo i got apple music son
67. Do you listen to radio? What stations? errr RARELY i used to listen to r n b stations tho
68. Favourite movie/series? idk donnie darko?? i also just finished tharntype n that was really good. also i liked tokyo ghoul. AND GIVEN IS REALLY GOOD
69. Favourite genre of movies/books/etc i like horror/scary/paranormal/funny movies and i like love stories in books
70. Your fictional crush/es danny phantom, ken kaneki
71. Which fictional character is you? uhhhh idk...
72. Are you a shipper? List your otps, if so frerard, ryden, taekook, mewgulf
73. Favourite greek god? idk they all kinda suck but maybe hades
74. A legend from where you live that you like i don't really know any:(
75. Do you like art? What's your favourite work or artist? i like to look at art! i think van gogh is cool
76. Can you share your other social media? ig: ciannnna venmo: ciannnna
77. Favourite youtubers? i don't really watch youtubers but maybe shane dawson and emma chamberlain
78. Favourite platform? twitter
79. How much time do you spend on the internet? too much time
80. What video games have you played? Which one's your favourite? i once played GTA5 that was fun!
81. Your favourite books (manga also counts) idk i don't really read anymore:/ i was into the hunger games and the twilight series when i was young. now i kinda read online manga and i really liked BJ Alex and killing stalking. and like for online books the unholyverse series, a splitting of the mind, the anatomy of a fall
82. Do you play board/card games? no but i like to play checkers and uno and cards against humanity
83. Have you ever been to a night marathon in cinema? nopee
84. Favourite holiday halloween is cool also christmas is alright bc gifts
85. Are you into dramas? iâve been getting into thai boys love dramas lol sue me
86. Would you use death note, if you had one? um YES.
87. What changes would you make in the world, no matter how impossible, if you had the power to? everyone needs to be a little kinder and have a crush on me
88. Could you survive a zombie apocalypse? absolutely not I'm not physically fit and don't have useful skills
89. If you had to be turned into a paranormal being, what would it be? vampire duh [or maybe ghost]
90. What would you want to happen to you after your death? i want to see my mom
91. If you had to change your name, what would be your pick? idk something cool ... i love the name Daisy
92. Who would you switch your life with for a week? idk probably kylie jenner
93. Pick an emoji to be your tattoo idk the alien? 94. Write 3 things about yourself - only one of them must be true -im very productive with my time management skills -my favorite color is purple -i don't get nervous when I'm alone in public
95. Cold or hot? cold
96. Be a hero or be a villain? anti-hero
97. Sing everything you want to say or rhyme? sing if iâm good at it but if I'm not good then rhyme
98. Shapeshifting or controlling time? shapeshifting
99. Be immortal or be immune to everything aside from natural death?immortal
100. ..... or .....? ......?
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I joined Tumblr 10 years ago
And I found that in one of my first posts I did this A-Z quiz... Letâs compare. Then and now!
(2010/2020)
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- Available: Yup / Still yep - Age: 20. / 30 (O.O) - Animal: Zebra. / Bees
B - Birthday: April 7th. - Best weather: Cold and/or Cloudy /Still cold or cloudy - Been on stage?: Yes - Believe in magic: Very Much! :) / Yes, magic and energy - Believe in God: Yup / Believe there is something bigger than us, whatever you want to call it - Believe in Santa: Not anymore. hahaÂ
C - Candy: Reeseâs Peanut Butter Cups / Dark Chocolate Truffles - Color: Green /Green & Turquoise - Chinese/Mexican: Mexican /Mexican! FOREVER - Cake or pie: Cake /Pie - Cheese: Gouda / Blue Cheese (Though I currently do not eat dairy anymore)
D - Day or Night: Night / Night - Dance in the rain?: Yup. / Yes
E - Eggs: Fried. /Â Scrambled - Eyes: Brown :) - Ever failed a class?: NEVER! / NEVER HAVE, NEVER WILL
F - First crush: A kid in my kindergarden class - First thoughts waking up: 5 more minutes? / I gotta pee... I want COFFEE - Food: Sushi <3 / Noodles (In every way)
G - Greatest fear: Being Abducted by Aliens or failing school -.- / Losing another loved one - Goals: Be as good as I can / Be happy - Gum: Peppermint / Cinnamon or peppermint
- Get along with your parents: Yes, very much so. / Actually gotten closer to them - Good luck charm: Donât have one / Positive attitude!
H - Hair color: âGolden Brownâ :) / Redhead - Height: 5â6 / I am actually 5â˛5âł lol - Happy: Most of the time / I strive to be every day - Holiday: Christmas :) / Still Christmas, though I have not really celebrated it well in a while - How do you want to die: Asleep / Peacefully
I - Ice cream: Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough / Pistachio - Instrument: Violin / I always have wanted to learn to play the Violin (I love itâs sound). Though I am currently learning how to play the Ukelele!Â
J - Jewellery: Long Necklaces / Small, and fun earrings - Job: Dream Job? Designer for Music Industry, right now? Assistant Designer at a firm. /I am a professional chef, though I still do some graphic design.
K - Kids: 2 at max I guess / Not really in my life plans
- Kickboxing or karate: Kickboxing / KUNG FU - Keep a journal: Nope / Never have been good at it...
L - Love: Music <3 and my fam and friends / Music, food, traveling, concerts, my family, and my friends <3 - Laughed so hard you cried: Many times / MANY MORE TIMES
M - Milk flavor: Vanilla / French Vanilla (gotta be more fancy!) - Movie: Grease / I have no idea, to be honest... - Mooned anyone: Nope. XD / No, no, no - Marriage: One day I guess / Not really in my plans. If it happens, cool, if not, cool was well. - Motion sickness: Nope / Not really, though it has happened!
N - Number of siblings: 1 / Still one (that I know of) - Number of piercings: 4 2 on each earlobe :S / 2... two of them closed off - Number: 7 / 7
O - Overused Phrases: lol, LMAO, âIn factâ / LOL, fuck, Meh, shit
- One wish: Meet Simple Plan / (I HAVE MET THEM!! - 12 times now) I wish to find the right place for me.
P - Place youâd like to live: Canada / London, Montreal or San Francisco (My 3 favorite cities in the world) - Perfect Pizza: Pepperoni, Mushrooms, Ham and Onion / Mushroom, onion, bell peppers, and a bit of garlic. - Pepsi/Coke: Coke / Coke
Q - Questionnaires: Are a way to pass time / I wonder why I still do them
R - Reason to cry: Stress / STRESS - Reality T.V.: Not into it / Not my thing still... - Radio station: Idobi âMusic that doesnât suckâ :) / I still listen to Idobi! haha for the podcasts mostly... but I mostly now listen to âThe Beatles Channelâ  & âPop Rocksâ on Sirius :) - Roll your tongue in a circle: Tongue Taco! - Ring Size: 10 XD / 7... My fingers are thinner now, I guess?
S - Song: Right now its âThe Rhythm of Loveâ - Plain White Tâs / Currently,  âWhere I Belongâ - Simple Plan & State Champs (Feat. We The Kings) - Shoe size: 10, 10 ½ / 10 - Salad dressing: Cesar or Ranch / Caesar or sesame/ginger - Sushi: <3 Sushi wa totemo oishi desu! Watashi wa sushi wa totemo suki desu! / (WTF) I like nigiris: Salmon, yellowtail, scallops or toro (though I no longer eat fish! I still cannot deny those are/were my favorites) - Skipped school: Never! Ok 3 times the same class, and 2 of them I fell asleep / During culinary school I did skip a few, I was the top student, and I lived 8 mins away from school, so I knew my limits on absences and sometimes slept in and missed one or simply did not go... - Slept outside: Yup / Even camped outside a venue once... - Shower daily?:  Yes :) / Still yes. - Sing well?: So so / Not too good, but I try - In the shower?: yes / Full on concerts - Strawberries/Blueberries: Strawberries / Raspberries!
T - Time for bed: Lately 1-2 am :p / Usually 10-11 PM. Because of Rona... back to 1-2 AM - Thunderstorms: Rule! (except when the lights go off, no internet D:) / Still marvelous. - TV: I donât watch much, but i do like Series DVD sets! / Donât really watch much still... - Touch your tongue to your nose: Nope / No, still canât
U - Unpredictable: Sort of / I am pretty predictable, to be honest.
V - Vegetable you hate: Cauliflower / (I really like cauliflower now) I still dislike broccoli a bit. - Vacation spot: Orlando, Florida / (HA! I was there a month ago...) Going back to Cabo is now the spot.
W - Weakness: My dad and mum / My mom, and my friends - Wanted to be a model: Once for Torrid :3 / That was an opportunity I missed, but nope, not really a wish of mine. - Which one of your friends acts the most like you: Isaac, we are such losers / Still Isaac, though Mara is a close second. - Who makes you laugh the most: Isaac / All my friends. - Worst weather: extreme HEAT / Fucking heat...
X - X-rays: Many times / Many MORE times
Y - Year it is now: 2010 / 2020 - Yellow: By Coldplay rocks! / Sill a good song LOL
Z - Zoo animal: Zebras / Elephants and Zebras (still) - Zodiac sign: AriesÂ
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What would you call your body type? hourglass? vase? chubby yet underweight? worse version of Juno Templeâs body? petite?
When is the next time youâll be at work? when Iâll have a job lol
Are you good at wrapping gifts for others? am not, thx for gift bags!
Do you have a dirty clothes hamper in your room? besides pajama I put all my dirty clothes into laundry bin
Do you enjoy big holiday dinners? no
Is your vision good? yes
Is there any piece of jewelry youâre constantly wearing? recently - necklace from my gf
Is your present hair color, natural? it is
What makes you the most angry when it comes to people? where should I start...
Have you ever felt as though you were drifting apart from a best friend? yeah, and I did, more than once/one person
Have you ever worn color contacts? I havenât worn any contacts
Whatâs the best thing about a hug? dunno
Do you buy your friends gifts? sure
What color headphones do you own? light blue
Have you ever shopped on Urban Outfitters? I wish but home stuff, not clothes
Would you rather wear necklaces or earrings? my ears ainât pierced
Do you enjoy watching fights? in action movies?
Have you ever been in a physical fight? Iâve been hit/punched/slappedÂ
Do you tend to talk badly about people? I complain about people often
Where are your parents as of now? my dadâs working and my mom is calling him from their room, I turned music on to not listen to their conversation even tho my head hurts a bit
Does your computer cooperate most of the time? pfft
Does your family have any cheesy traditions? hmm...
Are you wearing make up at the moment? obviously not
Favorite television channel? I donât watch TV
Describe the worst day of your life: ugh...
Name something thatâs your favorite color: lime, sun, darkness
Do you judge by appearances? kinda
Do you follow a certain religion? Christianity
What are you most self conscious about? Iâm insecure in general
Do you have any family members who live out of town? yup
Do you consider yourself short? I am short
Hoodies or jackets? why not both? there ainât a big difference between those
Are you outside a lot? nope
Have you ever been dumped via text message? I dumped someone via text message
Do you like dreamcatchers? not anymore
What is your favorite letter of the alphabet? T?
Do you believe in any particular curses? Iâm afraid
What movie scares you the most? that I watched or donât wanna see?
Do you work with any close friends? I donât work
Do you listen to any country music? few songs of Dolly Parton and Johnny Cash
Do you still sleep with any stuffed animals? bunch
Are you normally an independent person? I donât believe you can be totally independent, you can be more or less but never 100% and I wish I wasnât so dependent
Ever been judged because of your weight? Iâve been told I must have anorexia or bulimia which is a lie
Do you regret meeting any of your exes? obvi
Whatâs the meanest thing someoneâs called you? Iâve heard so many names that itâs hard to choose
Do you own any brown clothing? I might but I canât remember atm
What is the first digit of your phone number? personal
Do you tend to sleep a lot? wouldnât say so, especially recently
Silver or gold jewelry? dunno, depends
Whatâs the best gift youâve ever received? Iâve received lots of goodies
When was the last time you showered? last night
Would you consider yourself attractive? me? r u kidding?...
Has anyone made you mad today? mom - slightly
Favorite smell: sigh...
Are you afraid of insects? dead ones and maggots
Do you have any children? noooo
If so, what are their names? -
Have you ever lived on a farm? been visiting my aunt, I enjoyed it
Ever played any sports? we all had to in PEÂ
Are you afraid people wonât accept you? I know they wonât
Are you, for the most part, an honest person? I try to be?
Did you make prank phone calls as a child? no way
Do you like to make donations? if I had money... but I donate old stuff at timesÂ
Meet anyone from your past lately? yep
Have you ever called a suicide line? nope and no comment
Have you ever caught something on fire? my fingersÂ
Have you ever climbed a mountain before? I think it was a hill actually
At what age do you plan to get married? about 30 if at all
Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past 12 hours? I have not Whatâs something you need to go shopping for? food tomorrow? How many hours did you sleep last night? fallen asleep before 2 am then woke up twice until 5 am as I felt bad and then finally about 10 am In the past week have you watched cartoons? She-ra Do/did you do good in school? very then I got worse gradually Who are you most like in your family? look more like mom but have personality and interests more like my dad
Last thing you had to drink? Iâm drinkinâ water now Is there any part of your body that hurts? there is Where is your biological mother right now? balcony
If you say âhahaâ, do you sometimes put space between them? [Ex. Ha ha] then it has a different (sarcastic) meaning
Do you have fruit flies in your house? only sometimes when there are fruits in the kitchen
Have you ever seen a spelling error in a book that you read? yeah and that annoys meÂ
Do you type âmhmâ a lot? mhm hehe
Have you ever tried eating peanut butter to get rid of your hiccups? it helps? :o
Do you have a garage? we donât as we donât own a car
Do you think it would be cool if one of your family members was your neighbor? but I live with my parentsÂ
Do you remember the first time you experienced the Internet? not exactly the very first time
Are you still in your pajamas? am not
Is Jiminy the Cricket your favorite Disney character? Â sorry but no
If you were Noah, would you procrastinate building the ark? Â it made me laugh
Do you know anyone that snores really loud? Â my mother
What kind of purse do you have? I own many
If you were only allowed to make one more phone call to a loved one, who would you speak to?  my dad
âAge is nothing but a number.â Is that true? said a pedo
Whatâs the most interesting thing about you? depends on a perspective?
Have you ever lost someone to suicide? If so, how did you cope? I havenât
Whatâs your most prized possession? Why? personal
Whatâs your favorite part of speech? mic drop, jk
Would you rather have it all or know it all? does have it all means also have all illnesses? then thx but no
Do you actually read privacy policies when signing up for new things? only part about paying, I check if itâs free or else Iâm paranoid about it later Whatâs the most dangerous thing you would like to do now? eat what I canât Did you invite classmates to your birthday parties? only my best friends Do you like when things are color coordinated? nah
Have you ever participated in one of those âguess how many jelly beans, mints, etc. are in this jar!â contest? if so, have you ever won? I didnât win Can you juggle? canât
Have you ever mistaken a ringing phone on TV or in a movie for your own? not only, sometimes there is a sound in a song and I think it was my phone or smth How often do you use bobby pins? very rarely Are you in a good mood right now? Iâm in one of the worst moods actually Who was the last person in your bedroom? my mother Are you listening to music, if so, what song? Iâm not in the mood Have you ever taken a picture with Santa when you were little? I wish I had What color is the sky outside? light blue with white clouds Have you ever rolled down a steep, grassy hill for fun? I havenât
Do any of your neighbors have dogs? some, one of the dogs is barking 24/7 and I hate it
Have you ever bought a fragrance by a celeb because you liked who it was? thatâs stupid Do you normally wash your hands in warm or cold water? warm Do you watch The Big Bang Theory? used to Do you think about the way things used to be often? overthink, feel nostalgic, miss stuff Do you know someone who has purple in their hair? Or do you? not anymore Are you a competitive person? competitions are too stressful How often do you get an upset stomach? all the damn time Do you have any ceramic animals in your house or outside? we do :D Whatâs worse : A clingy person or someone who doesnât care enough? I prefer someone balanced, in between How many dresses do you own? just a few Do you read instructions? partially Have you ever seen the show Wife Swap? I heard of it
What was the last thing you took a picture of? flowers for my parents
Whatâs the worse type of weather in your opinion? very cold and snowy Would you rather read or write? depends Growing up, did you see your cousins often? no Where was your first job at? dunno what I can count as my first job Is life a party to you? as a person who doesnât like parties... Who are you tired of seeing in the news a lot? Iâm tired of news in general When was the last time you flew a kite? as a kid :( How long have you had Facebook? I donât remember how old I had my first account but this one is new, had it just couple of months have you ever wanted to be a dentist?: no way in hell
does your cell phone have a charm hanging from it?:Â new cellphones donât have the spot for that like the older models did and thatâs really sad, I had charms on my blackberry
what color was the last thing you drank?: transparent
what was the last game you played online?:Â Iâm playing Raid shadow legendsÂ
do you have something with your schoolâs name on it? not anymore
which one of your friends would make the best roommate?:Â my dad as I already live with himÂ
how old were you when you first learned how to read?: I learned very soon
do you have a favorite cup or mug? if so, describe it: I donât use my fav ones as I worry I will ruin them
who was on top the last time you had sex?: personal
what color was the last blanket you used?: itâs blue with sun and moon
if you donât have a car, what is your dream car?: DeLorean or jeep
have you ever wanted a pet chinchilla?:Â yep
has gum ever gotten stuck in your hair?:Â bÄdÄ
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