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batsybat91 · 13 hours ago
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Shymoob's Summer Event - July 7th (Heatwave)
Leon S. Kennedy/Reader
Rated T for Teen
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Leon's day off is today... in theory. He's always working - taking phone calls, writing emails, writing reports, and going out on impromptu missions. You know he tries to make time for you, but it's hard with his job at the DSO.
"Alright, alright. I can come in tomorrow. Not today," Leon says into his phone. "Why? Because my woman hasn't been able to spend a single day with me without my work interrupting. No, no arguments. I am not leaving today." A pause. "Goodbye."
You look up from your book, only to see Leon dressed in a well-fitting white tank top and black basketball shorts. His beautiful muscles are on full display for you, rippling over his arms, across his shoulders, and down his back. "Ugh, you look too handsome for a lazy Sunday," you tease.
"Sorry for the inconvenience," he says with that dopey grin of his. "Too hot to wear my usual compression shirt, black jeans combo in the house today."
"It's very inconvenient," you huff dramatically. "We're in an air-conditioned home, and you chose to wear something far too hot. I'm afraid I'm going to ask you to change."
"I'm afraid not," he tsks at you. "I had some very important plans regarding cuddling my girlfriend and kissing her until the sun goes down."
"Oh, you know, that doesn't seem to work with your girlfriend's schedule." You stand from the sofa, tossing your book on the coffee table. "See, your girlfriend was going to-"
A loud clank interrupts you, which is then followed by a series of concerning grinding sounds. Then, of all things to happen on this godforsaken 110-degree day, the AC shuts off completely. You look at Leon. Leon looks at you.
In unison, you both exclaim, "Fuck!"
"I guess your girlfriend is going to the Home Depot," you grumble. "Or Lowe's."
"I guess her boyfriend is going to come with her." He kisses the top of your head. "Let me get dressed and see what it needs."
"I'll get dressed, too," you sigh. "Hottest fuckin' day of the year and our AC shits itself."
"We can get ice cream," he offers as he pulls a light blue compression shirt over his head. "And after we fix our AC, I can make dinner."
You tug on your shoes, tying them quickly. Then you give a soft, reluctant sigh. "I suppose that's not a bad deal."
"Come on, pretty girl." He grabs your hands and yanks you to your feet. "Let's fix this thing."
The trip to Home Depot is like going to Home Depot with your dad. Leon drags you through aisles, pausing to look at things that he might need for other projects. He goes to look through the lumber, then at the power tools. "Leon, baby, we're here for stuff for our AC. It's been an hour," you remind softly. "Let's go home."
"I know, I know," he replies, "I just like this store."
"You can come play in the store all you want when we don't have a broken air conditioner at home," you say, ruffling his hair.
"Sorry," he mumbles.
"I promise I will buy you some new toys for your garage on your birthday," you assure him, rubbing his back. "Come on."
When you return home, after ice cream and Home Depot, Leon spends about an hour fixing the AC. A string of foul curses leaves his lips, normally followed by "It's too fucking hot." Eventually, he gets the damned thing working again, mumbling something about how it "took a goddamn miracle."
"Leon," you say, opening your arms for him. "Take a break."
He flops onto the couch, putting his head in your lap. You card your fingers through his silky hair, and the tension just melts out of his muscles. "Stupid thing," he huffs.
"But you fixed it. And we will be cool once again." You kiss his knuckles.
"I hope this heatwave ends soon," he sighs, rubbing his eyes.
You nod in agreement. "It will, baby. But for now, just rest."
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yandere-sins · 2 years ago
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Imagine getting isekai’ed into otome game as a background character, watching the main character going down routes as you live your peaceful, mundane life, but you’ve unknowingly been going down a route as well, a route for a hidden character that you didn’t discover during your time playing the game.
That character being the reason the game has a dark content warning.
Gosh anon, that idea is so good!!!! I didn't know it would tickle all the right places in my brain, but when I started I couldn't stop lol. Love it, thank you for sending it in ♄
If this had one of these super long titles that are tmi it would be:
I got Isekai'ed into an Otome Game as a Background Character and now I Have to Finish It with the Secret Yandere Love Interest!!
»»———————— ♡ ————————««     
A serene smile spread over your lips as you watched the two lovebirds in the corner of your coffee shop.
Swirling the milk into a cup, it created a little white heart surrounded by foamy coffee, its aroma drifting into your nose. Had someone told you that the little things like a cup of coffee made with love and care were enough to give you the peace of mind you always wanted in your previous life, you would have laughed at them. For you, it had always been the hustle, the making money, finding a partner, and creating a family. Make everyone proud while being successful, whether it costs you nights of sleep or days without proper meals. But looking at yourself now, it all seemed so far away now, and you let out a content sigh before setting down the cup in front of the customer at the bar. 
"You seem happy today," your regular at the counter noted, picking up the cup and taking a moment to appreciate the aroma just like you had. A smile sneaked onto their lips, too, after they took a sip, and you couldn't help but feel your heart swell with pride and happiness when they gave you a satisfied nod. 
"I am! I'm really getting accustomed to my new life here, it's... been a while since I've been so content."
The truth behind everything that happened to you was something you couldn't speak about lightly. Not when it turned the life you knew upside down, leaving you to start over completely. One day you were an employee of a well-known company, responsible for sales and reports and everything stressful. And the next, you were in your favorite, cozy video game, running the coffee shop the main character liked to visit with all the romance options in the game.
Isekai was the genre that came to mind when you thought about your situation. Luckily you were spared the memories of your death in the real world, the circumstances blurry as you barely remembered going home late from work, only to wake up in this very different universe. Perhaps you were just comatose, and this was a dream. Still, by now, you had managed to slip into your role as the barista of the small coffee shop, a barely mentioned background character, just fine.
Your eyes jumped back to the couple in the corner, giggling and teasing each other over a group project, and you felt an immense relief you weren't reincarnated as the main protagonist and had to go through the years of studying and trying to establish connections with the love interests again. You already did that in your old life, and it wasn't as romantic and fun as the game made it out to be. You only played it because it got your mind off things, the art was pretty, and it had the exact amount of cozy time management you needed to relax. But living as the main character in it? No, thank you!
"Jealous?" your regular teased, and you chuckled, shaking your head. They tapped their—now empty—cup, and you took it from them, replacing it with some water until you had the next cup of coffee ready for them.
"I just think it's cute. I never had someone so interested in me they'd take me out for coffee and share their cake with me when I was younger."
Your words tasted a little bitter on your tongue. Still, you genuinely couldn't wish for anything but the main character's happiness. It was just the feeling of being loved, desired, and wanted that you missed, even though your new life was more than satisfactory despite you feeling a little lonely sometimes.
"Well, it's never too late to start," they chuckled, taking up their fork and cutting off the tip of their strawberry shortcake, including the big chunk of strawberry on top, picking it up and holding it out towards you. 
"Oh, I wouldn't dare--"
"I insist! As thanks for the amazing coffee every time I come here."
Nudging your lips with their fork, you let out an awkward chuckle. It was okay, right? They wouldn't sue you for eating the cake they paid for, would they? This was just a silly little game. What could go wrong with you accepting their kindness?
Opening your lips, you let them feed you the cake, taking a moment to let the sweet and fruity notes mix with the fluffy whip cream before you were sent straight to heaven. Not to toot your own horn, but your baking skills had improved so much since you started working at the shop. Who knew you had that in you?
Occupied with the moment of bliss as you let the cake flavor mix in your mouth, you hummed happily before devoting yourself back to making the coffee with a smile on your face. Unaware of your regular fixating on the fork you had just eaten from, staring at it like it was some strange artifact. Your phone dinged softly in its drawer, and you checked it briefly to see the notification pinging up, saying, "Achievement unlocked: Cake-Master - Provide the most delicious cake to your customers."
"Excuse me!" the main character called out to you, stepping up to the counter, and you directed your attention to her, ignoring the little game notification you've been receiving since starting your new life here, the love interest not far away before the two began fighting over who was going to pay the bill this time lovingly. Of course, the love interest won, but you wouldn't have expected it any other way. Seeing the blush on the main character's face after her romance option told her he'd "always take care" of her made you grin like a little fan, and you cheered them on in your head. 
By the time you returned to your regular, their knuckles had gone white with how hard they were gripping the fork in their hand, their eyes following the couple who was about to leave. For a moment, it made you wonder if they had a crush on either of them, their sweet interaction surely uncomfortable if that was the case. But you didn't remember there being a jealousy scene in the game. You'd know, almost playing it 100% before your death. There apparently was a secret route you never got but were trying your hardest to achieve. Now you were left to wonder what it entailed.
But the second you returned, they looked up at you, expression softening and the tension disappearing, and you chalked it up to having witnessed a cringe moment that they had gotten so awkward. "Thank you for the cake, that was really nice of you! Do you want another fork?" you asked and were met with a headshake and a smile. 
They quickly began eating their cake and complimenting your baking skills, stroking your growing ego when they rubbed their belly. 
"I never had a cake that good!" they proclaimed, and you laughed out loud, overjoyed that you had made them so happy. 
"Say..." they suddenly spoke up again, leaning on the counter and watching you with gentle eyes. Your heart set out for a second, tension rising as you didn't know what they were going to ask. Ever since you opened the coffee shop, the main character, love interests, and this regular had come by constantly. If you were honest, you enjoyed their visits more and more. Their presence felt like it belonged here with you, and you were a part of something bigger after all, washing away the small, lonely part of you. 
And maybe... just maybe... this was how your happy end would play out.
"Are you this nice to every customer?"
Halting your movements, you set aside the brew head that you used on the espresso machine, despite having to clean it, thinking about your answer for a moment. It was a strange question to ask someone who worked in customer service. Still, you appreciated your regular, so you didn't want to give them a snarky answer.
"Uhm, well, I am just trying to make everyone feel welcome! But of course, it's a bit different with my regulars! After all, they come here often, like a second family. So I guess I'm a bit nicer because you really get to know and appreciate these people that stay to chat and tell stories."
"I see," they muttered. "Family, huh..."
After that, you suddenly were swamped with sudden orders, excusing yourself to fulfill them, chatting and laughing with even the people that were just passing by. Maybe you really were just nice? Perhaps this new environment had made you more relaxed and gentle than the harsh world you lived in, and it was showing? But their question was shoved into the back of your mind as you kept fulfilling orders and earning your keep.
Once the rush was over, you returned to your regular, only to find their seat empty. Strange, you thought. You could have sworn that you felt their eyes on you the whole time you were away, but luckily, they didn't walk out on their tab, leaving the money and a folded-up napkin beneath their empty cup for you to find. You quickly stored away the bills, trusting your regular with knowing what they had to pay after so many weeks of the same order.
You were about to throw away their napkin when you noticed some red marks on them, unwrapping the paper to find a note scribbled in what you had to assume was ink. 
"You're so beautiful when you laugh."
The surprise wore off quite fast, and you smiled, thinking nothing of it but that it was a nice compliment from your regular. Still, you ended up throwing the napkin away—not knowing if it was dirty, after all—taking the coffee cup and plate to the sink to clean them, overseeing the red tip on the fork that was too dark to be from the strawberry.
The rest of your day was uneventful, and by the time you were closing, you were tired and ready to tug in for the night, wrapping up your business at the shop quickly before walking home. You didn't have a chance to look at your phone since you glanced at the achievement notification, so you took it out, startled when you saw a dozen new messages. 
Achievement unlocked: Happy new life - Be content with your new life
Achievement unlocked: A fork for two! - Share a fork with someone special
Achievement unlocked: Jealousy - Make someone special jealous
Achievement unlocked: Soothing - Calm someone special down with your presence
Achievement unlocked: Family - Have someone be moved by your words
Achievement unlocked: The nicest person in town - Be beloved by all, but especially by someone special
Achievement unlocked: Blood in the cup - Have someone hurt themselves at your coffee shop
Achievement unlocked: Wonder-Barista - Complete twenty orders in less than thirty minutes
Achievement unlocked: Strange compliment - Receive a compliment through unusual means
Achievement unlocked: Blooming infatuation - Have someone special fall in love with you
Achievement unlocked: Shop-Pro! - Close the shop twenty times after making a profit from your work
Achievement unlocked: Tired - Hard workers deserve to relax
You blinked a few times, surprised by what you were reading and a little weirded out by some of these achievements. They gave you some extra coins in your shop till and reputation with the townspeople, so you usually didn't mind them. But to say some of their descriptions were weird was an understatement. You couldn't even remember someone getting hurt at your workplace that day.
By the time you reached your apartment, you decided to ignore the strange notifications and just let the day come to an end with a hot bath and your favorite show. But you were startled when your phone suddenly began ringing loudly, even though you had turned off the sound back at the coffee shop after the first notification. The first messages that appeared before you were more achievements, and you stopped turning the key in your door as you read them.
Achievement unlocked: Follower - Have someone special follow you home
Achievement unlocked: Welcome home! - Arrive at home, not alone
Achievement unlocked: Wherever you go, I'll be watching you - Ɨ ΔΜ ΔƁƎΔ„ƞ ĆŽÎ”ĆŠÄ†ÄŠÆ—Ć‡Ç€ „Øở
Lifting your head, you looked around you, glancing over your shoulder and into the courtyard below. No one was out; everyone was at home eating dinner and occupied with their lives. Confused, you swiped all the notifications away before another pop-up appeared.
ALERT! You're about to enter X's route. Do you want to continue?
> Yes > No
Panicked at this point, you pressed "No," but nothing happened. You kept tapping it repeatedly, not understanding what was happening with your phone. But nothing changed, the notification staying in place. The sound of something breaking inside your apartment tore your focus away from your phone, startling you. 
You must have finally managed to close it, the pop-up disappearing just as you unlocked the door to your apartment, still having held on to the key when you were surprised by the sound. Darkness and silence greeted you from inside, everything seemingly normal.
Majorly confused, you shook your head, slowly entering the hallway leading inside. "Hello?" you called out, reaching for the light switch. The light flickered on, and... there was no one. Holding your breath, no sound reached your ears, and you groaned, realizing you got freaked out about... nothing. 
This wasn't some kind of horror game, and the story never had a murder-solving subplot. True, the ratings for it were kind of strange—it being rated as 18+ on the website—but seriously, what should happen in a cozy little city like the one the game played in? You didn't even think they had a police station here.
Pushing off your shoes as you shrugged off the weird feeling from before, you walked up the hallway to your living room, turning on the light before coming to an abrupt halt. There were broken pieces of glass underneath your living room window, but what really freaked you out came into view only when you lifted your head. You could look into the mirror of your cabinet door from your position, red marker dripping from it as if someone had hastily scribbled on it just seconds ago. You weren't sure it was a pen anymore, judging by its deep red color and the fluidity of it.
"đ˜Ș 𝘾đ˜Șđ˜Žđ˜© đ˜șđ˜°đ˜¶'đ˜„ 𝘰𝘯𝘭đ˜ș đ˜­đ˜ąđ˜¶đ˜šđ˜© 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘼𝘩 đ˜Șđ˜” đ˜„đ˜łđ˜Șđ˜·đ˜Šđ˜Ž 𝘼𝘩 đ˜€đ˜łđ˜ąđ˜»đ˜ș"
Your phone pinged.
Achievement unlocked: 
On the Highway to Hell - Unlock the secret route
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alexiroflife · 1 year ago
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jjk men reactions to you saying they're annoying you first the first time...
gojo, geto, toji, sukuna
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satoru gojo: you're overstimulated. your reports from last week's missions are due tomorrow, and you had forgotten about them because you had to help Nanami with training a few of the first years over the past couple days. while you despise the thought of having to sit down and write those reports, you have no choice but to knock them all out tonight.
tonight, however, satoru happens to want to come over to keep you company. you comply, but something in the back of your head tells you that it's not the best idea: especially since satoru is infamous for posing as a distraction in any and all environments, even more so when you're within his vicinity.
you're sitting at your desk with your knee bouncing, head in your hand as you listen to satoru talk endlessly about the new mochi stand he found while he was out today. your pen stills on your paper, mind flipping between your boyfriend's voice and the work ahead of you. you're already agitated that you even have to be doing this so late at night, and satoru has either ignored or completely forgotten the last two warnings you gave him to let you finish your work peacefully.
you can feel your patience wearing paper thin, brows furrowed until they hurt and your teeth sinking into your gums. your last straw is when you hear him stop talking and shuffle across the room to you, lean figure bending over to peer over your shoulder boredly. "are you almost done yet?" he groans, head knocking against yours.
you snap. you move your head away with a frustrated sigh and look up at him with irritated eyes. satoru sits up suddenly, playfulness dropping from his face.
"satoru! for the last time, leave me alone! god, you're being so annoying," you shout, turning rigidly back around to stare at your paper harshly.
the blue eyed sorcerer beside you goes silent, eyes wide as he processes the fact that you've just yelled at him and said he was annoying you. he, your boyfriend, was bothering you.
do you hate him now? are you going to leave him forever? is there another man?
satoru's ever so dramatic with his dejection, his hands lowering slowly to his sides as he stares at you with a blank face, yet tortured eyes. he breathes in slowly, turning on his feet. "alright," he tries to accept casually, though you can hear the hurt in his voice. "i... guess i'll go home then."
you close your eyes and exhale. "satoru, you don't need to go home, i just need some quiet so i can focus."
"no, it's fine. i get it. i didn't mean to get in your way, i'm sorry," he shakes his head, dispirited. you hear the drop in his tone in comparison to how bubbly he had sounded just moments ago, and you immediately feel guilty.
you turn around in your chair, watching satoru linger in your doorway with a sad frown, head hanging low and hand on the rim of the door as he looks at you with big eyes. you scoff to yourself, opening up your arms and rotating your desk chair around to face him. “come here, you big baby.”
satoru trudges over to you pitifully, steps dragging before he gets on his knees before you and plops his head in your lap, arms wrapping around your waist. you roll your eyes and run your fingers through his hair and down his back. “so dramatic.”
“thought you were gonna abandon me,” he mumbles into your waist, voice muffled. you lifts his head to peer up at you through white locks with a small pout. “i didn’t know you found me so annoying.”
“satoru, i’m already annoyed because of this assignment, it was just that you constantly talking after i asked you not to made it worse,” you tell him softly, smoothing your thumb over his check.
his sighs and nods, eyes lowering in understand. “i’m sorry, baby,” he apologizes again, sincerely. “i just get so excited around you. and i want to spend time with you.”
“i want to spend time with you too, toru, that’s why you just gotta let me get this done and then i’m all yours. twenty more minutes, i promise.”
he kisses your thigh. “okay, of course.” he stands, leaning over to peck your lips, then once more. “i’ll be back, i’ll run to get you some snacks. that’ll keep me busy so i’m not distracting you for a bit, yeah?”
you hum. “thank you, baby.”
he squishes your cheeks up in his hands and kisses you again. “alright, good luck,” he grins. “and please don’t yell at me again, i’ll die.”
geto suguru: you love suguru with your entire spirit, but sometimes, he can be so judgmental.
he’s not aggressive with his comments, which aren’t even necessarily horrible within themselves, but it’s the frequency to which he does it and with no awareness of how the small things he says can make you feel.
it feels like there are times when he can’t comprehend the fact that there are certain things the two of you differently, different ways you go about conflicts, and even different interests or standpoints you withhold. while there aren’t many, suguru often finds a way to make the differences you do have seem endless when he’s saying something unintentionally condescending about the color of nail polish you choose to wear.
today, you’re on your period. you’re in pain, uncomfortable, and in a rather foul mood. you hole up into your room, curled up on your bed when suguru returns from the store, rapping gently on the frame of your door.
“hey, i’m back. got you some pain medicine,” he smiles and you grunt wordlessly. suguru chuckles, making his way over to you and setting the grocery bag onto the foot of your bed as he removes the contents. he leans over to rub your knee, craning his neck to catch sight of your face. “how we feeling?”
“like shit,” you hiss and he coos.
“poor baby.”
“sugu, i know i just asked you to get me crackers, but could you also run into the kitchen and grab the chocolate spread?”
suguru tilts his head in amusement. “you want chocolate spread with your crackers?”
“don’t question me, just do it please.”
he smiles. “yes ma’am,” he stands up straight to head for the door. “it’s in the fridge?”
“no the pantry.”
he stills, and though you’re not looking at him you can tell he hasn’t moved. “the pantry?”
you turn around and look up at him. “
that’s what i said.”
he purses his lips downward. “oh,” he says indifferently.
you know what’s coming when he makes that face, and you can feel your agitation rising. “what?”
“nothing, it’s just
 I would’ve put it in the fridge.”
you glare at him for a long moment, tension laced silence rising in the air. “why is that?” you ask with an attitude.
suguru gives you a face when he picks up on your tone. “um
 well since you already opened the container, you should put it in the fridge to keep ants from coming in.”
you press your lips together tightly. “oh really.”
“
yeah?”
you scoff, turning back over so your back faces your boyfriend. “you’re so annoying with that shit, sometimes,” you grumble under your breath.
“what did you just say?”
“i said i hate when you do that, it’s annoying,” you repeat loudly.
suguru’s completely perplexed, stunned that you would even say those words to him. he inches back into the room, brow raising. “what are you talking about, (y/n)?”
“nothing. go away.”
the dark haired man has never been immediately moves to the other side of your bed so he can look you in the eye. “don’t do that. look at me so i can talk to you.” you sigh loudly, flickering your hardened eyes up to the shaman. he sits down beside you and looks down at your face. “what’s wrong? what did i do?”
you shrug harshly, looking away again. “i don’t know, suguru, it just seems like you’re always trying to prove that your way is better than mine,” you say, vexed. “you judge the smallest things i do and it’s getting old.”
geto furrows his brows. “i don’t judge you.”
“you do, you just don’t realize.”
“then help me realize,” he says earnestly, hand landing on your arm gently. “please.”
you look into his hazel eyes and see that he is being genuine and you huff. “well, just now you had to ask me if the container was in the fridge or pantry so you could prove that you would’ve done something different,” you explain. “and other times, you’ll do the same thing in different circumstances and just judge my choices.”
suguru caresses your arm softly, moved by your revelation. “i didn’t realize i did that,” he tells you, his voice gentler.
“you do. sometimes it’s like nothing i do is right,” you frown, and suguru’s swimming in guilt.
“that’s not true, babe. not at all, of course i don’t think that about you.”
you soften slightly under his tone of honesty. “you don’t?”
“no, (y/n). and i never would. i guess sometimes i just talk without thinking. but for all the times i’ve made comments to make you feel like that, i’m sorry,” he apologizes earnestly. “the last thing i want to do is make you feel like i’m trying to be better than you.”
“
well you do
” you murmur, losing the grit that encouraged you to call him out in the first place.
“i see now,” his hand slides up to your waist. “i’ll try to catch myself more, okay? i won’t make you feel that way again as long as i can help it.”
“you’re making it hard for me to stay mad at you.”
he laughs softly. “that’s the goal, baby. i don’t like when you’re upset with me.”
you wave your hand around, relenting your frustration. “okay, fine, fine. i forgive you, now can you please go get that chocolate from the pantry?”
suguru stands, leaning over to kiss you cheek and brush your hair from your face. “will do.”
toji fushiguro: where to begin with this mf
 toji’s forgetful. he has no concept of planning ahead or structure, leading him to constantly let things you tell him slip his mind. he’s just as unorganized with his thoughts as he is with his finances, and it drives you insane.
you’re sitting at the dining table scrolling through your phone, legs resting on toji’s lap as he sits in the chair next to you, rubbing your shins mindlessly while he goes through his messages.
you see an advertisement for a movie you’ve been telling toji that you want to see, which reminds you that a week ago you told him to order the tickets so that the seats wouldn’t fill up. the movie is in two days, and something tells you to check for a third time this past week to see if he has done what you asked.
you look at your boyfriend’s dull expression, screen light illuminating his face. “toji?” he hums distractedly. “did you get the tickets?”
“hm?” he still doesn’t look at you and you purse your lips, putting down your phone.
“the tickets.”
he looks up, brow quirking and lip curling. “what tickets?”
you can’t be serious.
“the tickets that I’ve been telling you to get for days? for the movie?”
he stares at you for a long moment, silence enveloping the room. you’re normally very patient when it comes to toji’s nonsense, but at this point, you’re getting sick of it. does he really not care to listen to anything you ask him?
he clicks his tongue, sniffing before looking back down at his phone and smirking in amusement. “shit, nah, i keep forgetting. i’ll get ‘em later.”
you glare at him in disbelief. “are you kidding me toji?”
he picks up on your irritated tone and glances back up questioningly. “it’s not a big deal, i said I’ll get ‘em later.”
“you’ve been saying that for days.”
“and i’ll get it done, baby, relax.”
“don’t tell me to relax. you never listen to anything i say and you’re always waiting until the last minute to do everything,” you kick your legs off of his lap and his brows jump in surprise. “you get on my nerves, i swear.”
“well damn,” he snorts. “where is this coming from?”
“from you constantly not listening to anything i ask you to do,” you sneer.
“i listen to you, sweetheart.”
“clearly not, or else you would have bought the tickets already.” you stand abruptly. “whatever, I’m going to take a walk.” you go to move around him, but he grabs your wrist and keeps you still.
“uh uh, hold it, mouthy,” he pulls you back to him so that you’re standing over him with an angry expression. “i really got you worked up over this one, huh?”
“use your brain and figure it out yourself.”
he whistles, shaking his head and yanking you down into his lap. “so much sass.” you stumble a bit before stabilizing, folding your arms and looking the other way. “you won’t even look at me now?”
“fuck off.”
“you got some mouth there, girl, I didn’t know you had it in ya,” he wraps his large arms tightly around your waist.
“toji, you’re making me more irritated.”
“alright, alright, i hear ya,” he grumbles. “i’ve just been busy with these jobs, you know they take up all my focus.”
“you could stand to focus a little more on your girlfriend from time to time,” you mumble.
“i know, i’m sorry, doll. that’s my job,” he agrees, pecking the back of your neck. “hand me my phone, i can buy those tickets right now while you watch me.”
you murmur incoherently, grabbing his phone and slapping it into his open hand by your waist. “if all the good seats are gone, you’re dead.”
he smirks against your cheek. “you’re kinda hot when you’re pissed off.”
ryomen sukuna: sukuna is your irritation personified. it’s hard not to be agitated with him or down right pissed when he has no regard for most, if not all, human concepts of decency.
and he’s so crude, everything he says or does has you whipping your head around in public to ensure that the police aren’t nearby to hear.
you’re actually out grabbing food with him when you reach your limit. you’re standing in line, sukuna’s arms folded and face firm as you scan the menu. just then, a man bumps into him from his left, trying to squeeze past to get to the other side of the cafe.
sukuna’s eyes sharpen as he slowly turns to look down at the pesk who dared to touch him, eyes slim with fury as the pathetic man apologizes profusely upon seeing sukuna’s frightening gaze.
“touch me again, and it’s your life,” sukuna growls, watching the man scamper away quickly in fear. you watch the whole ordeal sternly, then look up at your boyfriend in awe.
“sukuna, what the fuck?” you hiss, and he looks down at you out of the corner of his eye.
“the bastard touched me,” he says, as though that is explanation enough to threaten a random stranger.
“you can’t just go around and threaten to kill people over every minor inconvenience!” you scoff. “especially when we’re out of the house?!”
“are you attempting to tell me what to do?”
“oh my god, i’m not doing this with you right now,” you clench your jaw. “telling you to abide by basic morals isn’t me trying to ‘tell you what to do.’”
“and you should be fully aware by now that i do not care in the slightest what rules you humans live by,” he says lowly, your conversation barely reaching above a murmur.
“oh wow, the great lord sukuna doesn’t care? what else is new,” you quip sarcastically, turning away, furiously.
sukuna’s brows pinch together. “wanna repeat that, brat?”
“no, dick,” you bite. “fucking irritating ass.”
sukuna steps into you, glowering over your small frame while you avoid his eyes. “who the hell are you talking to?”
“who else?”
the king of curses scrunches the corner of his nose. he’s never heard you speak to him with such boldness in your tone. he wants to be angrier that you’re stepping out of line, but he can’t help but feel somewhat thrilled by it.
he leans down to speak lowly into your ear as you stare ahead stiffly, irritation consuming your mind. “keep this up, and you’re gonna be in trouble when we get home.”
“trouble my ass. you won’t do shit.”
and now you’ve done it.
sukuna’s suddenly smirking darkly, moving to grip the back of your neck tightly. the two of you are at the end of the line, therefore no one is behind you to see him reach and grab you. you stiffen, eyes sliding up to his. his crimson red irises shining with nothing but bad intentions.
“you’re talking a lot of shit today, woman. hope you still think you can run your mouth when it’s stuffed full.”
he’s insufferable, you think to yourself as your stomach tingles with anticipation.
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gayerthanevertbh · 1 year ago
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good girls have gone
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summary: her sister has been on your thoughts ever since you became friends with yelena. you two exchanged a quick gaze, and you both wondered right away who natasha romanoff was. sleeping with your best friend's sister isn't such a bad idea, considering yelena left you to spend some time alone with natasha, right? you knew she was way older than you, and you loved that.
warnings: smut, age difference (reader is 21; natasha is 37) blowjob, natasha has a penis, dirty talking, and more - 18+ minors dni
note: i'm back! i'm sorry if i haven't been updating, if i have to be honest i lost interest in this account. but now that i'm back, i think i'll be writing here more often! i apologize if there are some errors with this fic
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“I have to get my report card at uni today,” While I was engrossed in a vlog on my phone, Yelena let out a sigh as she devoured her bag of chips. “Are you okay being alone here for now? I mean, you’re with Natasha. So you’re in good hands.” 
“Yeah, I’ll be fine. Your sister doesn’t talk much.”
“She has a day off from work; give her a break.”
I laughed involuntarily. “Even though she’s not at work, she doesn’t talk much. She’ll talk if we want something for dinner or something.”
"I believe she is simply shy," Yelena kissed me on the forehead and said as she got her bag off the couch. “Listen, call me if you need anything. Just hope that I have a signal.”
I smiled at her as she departed, leaving me in solitude within the living room, embracing the tranquility. Yelena and I have been friends since senior year, which I find amusing considering that I have always seen her at school since I was a freshman. It's etched in my memory how she was the one who reached out to me initially, and from there, we embarked on a whirlwind of parties and adventures. Over the course of the past two years, she became the sole person I could rely on. We were supposedly living together at our university, but she mentioned that I could sleep at her place any time whenever we’re on campus since her place was conveniently located nearby. Then, upon encountering her sister, Natasha Romanoff, my heart seemed to come to a halt.
She was absolutely stunning, without a doubt the most beautiful woman I've ever laid eyes on. She had a chic, cropped hairstyle, delicate hands, and a radiant smile that seemed to stretch for miles whenever I caught a glimpse. I found everything about her quite appealing, including her tendency to be more reserved in conversation. I often pondered whether or not Yelena had parents, but she remained tight-lipped on the subject. She only shared with me that from a young age, Natasha whisked her away from their parents and they began their life in New York. Her sister has always been the one supporting them financially, which is why she has been consistently absent. However, Yelena's admiration for her sister knows no bounds.
It was sweet, which made me jealous sometimes. 
As I made my way back to Yelena's room, Natasha emerged from her own room, a warm smile gracing her face.
“I assume Yelena’s not at home?”
I shook my head. “No, she’s getting her report card at university today.”
“Oh,” She let out an exasperated sigh and casually leaned against the wall. “And you? You’re not getting your report card?”
“I already got it; my parents weren’t so proud this time.”
“What did you fail?” She let out a soft laugh, fixing her gaze on me intensely, causing a knot to form in my stomach. I'm not sure if it was positive or negative, but her intense gaze made my heart skip a beat.
“Finance,” I murmured. “I didn’t focus with that subject that much, which I completely regret.”
I heard her giggle again, and it made my heart race even faster. When I give it some thought, I realize that Natasha and I are similar in one area: sex. I don't discuss it with Yelena or my other friends, but I don't feel embarrassed talking to Natasha about it. Although we've never actually done it, we were both flirtatious about it. Natasha usually asks me to come to her room while Yelena is sleeping, where she usually spends her time masturbating at the foot of the bed. And when it was my turn, I would smother my fingers when Natasha expressed her wish to touch me. 
In her bed. 
The following day, we just look at each other as if nothing had happened and don't discuss this. Since Yelena didn't seem suspicious, which I was grateful for, I carried on doing this with Natasha until she eventually became tired of me. I was probably just another girl in her view, someone to be used. She was, nevertheless, to me like the book that I couldn't put down. I was drawn to her and wanted to spend time with her.
I could never acknowledge such a thing.
“I was wondering if...” Her mouth became silent as she walked over to me, smirking, and brushed her delicate fingertips over a strand of my hair. “Maybe you’d join me in our secret affair?”
I snorted. “Affair? Natasha, we aren’t in a relationship.”
"Well, it would be impolite to suggest that we watch porn together or something; you are aware of the subject."
I debated whether or not to do it today because Yelena might return at any moment. I sighed heavily and shook my head because she had not told me what time she would be home. It was a bad idea, because if that turned out to be true, we could be caught.
But it wouldn’t hurt to do this... Right?
“Okay,” I whispered to her as she trailed her fingers on my collarbone. “Take me to your bedroom.”
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“Shit,”Natasha whispered, holding on to her mattress sheet. “That feels so good, baby. K-Keep going; don’t stop.”
I stared at her face, contoured with lust,  and bobbed my head up and down. Considering that her cock felt erect in my mouth, I find it fascinating how much this makes her want to engage. She lifted her hips a little as I licked and sucked on the tip of her dick.
“Good girl,” She whispers, pressing my head farther down as she runs her fingers through my hair. “You like that? You like my cock in your mouth?”
I let out a quiet affirmation as I sensed a certain anticipation on my tongue, observing her eyebrows furrow each time I took her length into my mouth. “You’re so big,” I withdrew my mouth from her cock and caressed her whole length, filling the room with loud, sloshing sounds. “I’ve never done anything like this, Daddy.”
“Oh yeah?” She gently sat up on the bed and slapped the head of her dick onto my lips by grabbing the base of her length. “Open up, sweetheart. I need to cum in your throat.”
Ideally, I would prefer that not to occur. I had to taste her, though, because it was Natasha. Heck, I didn't even give a damn if Yelena was home right now. All I wanted was for this to occur, for her to require my presence. I bobbed my head angrily and made gag noises as I sucked on her dick once more.  
It turned on Natasha even more as I did so. 
“You’re so warm, fuck...” I knelt on the bed as her words faltered. "You're such a slut for my dick, look at you. Tell me, you wanted this, didn’t you?”
More than you could ever know. 
She was probably amazed at my ability to pull off such a feat as she watched me in disbelief as I placed her genitalia into my mouth. The action caused me to cough a little, and I choked on her genitalia right away. And I pulled my head back. She pouted, her whole length smeared across my face as she gripped the back of my head. "Baby, I thought we were just gon' talk dirty to each other."
I whimpered. “I needed you, Daddy.”
“Yeah? You needed me?”
“So bad,” I whined as I kissed her length. “Please don’t stop.” 
“Open your mouth.”
She fucked her cock by pushing it back down my throat. Hard. I throw my eyes back, and Natasha's hips falter as she strikes the back of my throat. She recoils her head. “I’m going to cum down your throat, and you’re going to swallow it, okay, baby? You are so good for me, so so good...”
If I were the only girl in the world, I would do this every single day. However, I was aware that I was probably not destined for her because she was much older than I was and I was too young. People will make judgments; she wouldn't think that of me.
Natasha remained motionless for a few moment before turning to face me with a broad smile. "You feel like you're wet to me?" I moaned around her cock as she reached for my covered cunt and gripped it. "Oh my god! Fuck, keep doing that, baby girl.”
I kept moaning all over her length as she quickly and forcefully fucked my mouth, causing me to gag every time her tip touched the back of my throat. I was her sex toy, and I never wanted to be anything else once she put both of her hands on the side of my head.
“I want to fuck your pussy,” She continued to fuck my mouth like an animal while whispering in a rough manner. “I want to—ugh—I want to rip your pussy apart, especially that throat of yours. I bet you’re so tight, baby. Fuck, I can imagine myself ripping you open.”
Rip me open, make me fall apart. I’ll be anything to you, anything. 
“You’d like that, wouldn’t you?” Natasha drew her length a bit and rolled her hips against my face, her cockhead resting on my tongue instead. “I’m going to cum on your tongue and you better swallow it; don’t waste any drop.”
She was hooding her eyes and idly stroking her dick when I parted my lips wide for her. She glanced at the door once, then grabbed my jaw and drew me in. “Here it comes, baby. I-I’m going to cum—fuck almost there just... Argh!”
She stroked her dick widly as she came onto my tongue. She kept stroking her length, and I had to close my eyes because I could feel some of her semen falling on my face. However, she released all of it on my tongue. Slapping her tip on my face and smearing her length all over it, Natasha let out a long, raspy moan. “You look so pretty in my cum.”
“You c-came a lot...”
With a nod, she reclined on the mattress. "Yes, I did. It's been a while since I've truly done that," she says, continuing to stroke her dick, albeit more slowly. I got up and grabbed the closest towel I could find after realizing that I had to go before Yelena could see or smell the sex in this room. "Are you sure you haven't done that with anyone?"
“I never give blowjobs,” I stated with a small voice as I wiped off my face with a clean towel. “When was the last time you had a girl suck on your dick?”
Natasha was standing in front of me as I turned around. As soon as she gripped my waist and drew me even closer to her body, I felt my breath catch. She let out a long breath and muttered, "You were the first person to give me an orgasm in a very long time, darling."
I chuckled lightly. “I thought you’d never do something like that. With me, at least.”
“You’re very pretty,” She pulls down my shorts, gesturing for me to roll my eyes back as she holds her dick in her palm. “Can I feel you? Just a bit? I just... I want to imagine what it’s like to feel your pussy rubbing on me.”
I gazed into her eyes, taking note of the intensity of her desire. So I lowered my panties to my mid thighs and touched her cock, gently stimulating the sensitive area. We both felt a rush of pleasure as Natasha leaned her head against my shoulder, drawing me in closer to her.
“You’re making me hard again,” She whimpered and pressed her cock against me, causing me to scream quietly. “Oh shit, you are tight!”
“Fuck, Nat—Yelena could go home any minute!”
“Just one minute,” she begged as she looked at me in the eye. “Baby, let me fuck you.”
“Okay, okay,” I whispered and felt myself being pushed against the edge of her desk, her hands hoisting my legs up. “Oh god—”
"God, I’m about to rip you open here,” Natasha spoke with such assurance that it began to pique my interest. I bite my bottom lip as she retreats a little and thrusts back into my cunt. “Let it all out, baby girl. Let Daddy hear you—”
“Y/n, I’m back!”
“Shit!” I exclaimed and pushed her away, pulling up my shorts. She immediately grabbed her boxers and wore them before I reached for the door. “Natasha, she can’t see me like this. Or you like this!”
“Just hide here for a moment,” Natasha led me into her bathroom, responding to my request. I widen my eyes in anticipation, waiting for her next words. “Just for this moment, okay? I’ll handle everything.”
I recognized what I had done as soon as she shut the door. I looked so desperate that I should never have given Natasha a blowjob in the first place. I shook my head carefully, running my fingers through my hair. "What did I do?" Sitting on the floor, with more memories of us playing along in my thoughts, I asked myself. Was I a lousy friend? Would Yelena even accept me if I was?
I don’t know. 
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hehe let me know if i should make this as a story
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blondejellykitty · 5 months ago
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₊♡ ˚âŠč only for you ₊♡ ˚âŠč
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à­šà­§ damian wayne x reader à­šà­§ Damian didn't understand the point behind useless holdiays but he'd put up with them for you. a/n: (0.5k words) damian and reader are college/uni age. this might be ooc, but i tried for my first time writing damian x
You sat in the luxurious bedroom of Damian Wayne. You'd both been studying your separate assignments for your professors. After a few hours of grueling work you both agreed on taking a break.
Damian sat at his desk scrolling through various news articles reporting crime in Gotham City. You lay on his bed sinking into his expensive pillows. You were scrolling your phone when you saw an ad for valentines day sales.
Valentines day! You'd almost forgotten about it because of all the extra school work you'd been given. You checked the time, lucky enough it was around lunch time.
"Damian, it's Valentine's day! Today! We almost missed it" You  squealed, leaving your phone forgotten beside you.
"So?" Damian spun around in his chair to face you, your smile dimmed slightly.
"We have to do something! It's our first Valentines together, it'll be fun!" You chirped, waving your hands around in emphasis.
"Fun? Prancing down the street, having to dodge the paparazzi and reporters. Then finally getting to where we want to go, and being surrounded by obnoxiously affectionate couples trying to prove that they're more in love than the ones next to them. That'll be fun?" His eyebrow raised in mock question.
"Promise." You nodded even though you knew he was joking, it still hurt a bit. "But we don't have to if you really don't want to. We can spend the day here" You thought your voice held the same enthusiasm as before but he could read you better than himself. He leaned back in his chair.
"I just don't understand why I need a holiday to prove I love you?" He spoke with such seriousness it almost made you laugh.
"It's not to prove anything Damian, it's just a fun holiday that couples spend together" Your voice trailed off with a laugh and his eyebrows furrowed in thought.
"Yes, to show they love each other but I show you that daily do I not?" He huffed and crossed his arms.
"Of course but this is like a double- or triple special. Plus everything is decorated in pink and heart shaped! It's the best holiday, don't you think?" You gushed with excitement.
"Mhm, I'm not convinced" His lips quirked to the side, so you knew he was teasing you.
"What if I said it's my favourite holiday? Even more than halloween!" You said playfully.
You'd had a similar argument the year before when October came around. You'd only been together a few months and he didn't like the festive spirit that overcame you. It was the first argument you'd had together. It ended with him dressed up in a matching costume with you.
"Then I suppose we should do something, since you like it so much" He stood and walked over to where you now sat cross-legged on his bed.
"Really? Can you get me roses too?" You smiled up at him as he stood in front of you with his hands cupping your cheeks.
"Love, I'll buy you an entire garden. I'll buy you every flower in Gotham. I'll even fight off Poison Ivy for them if I have to" He promised and you giggled at his dramatics.
He leaned down and kissed your forehead before helping you up and you both began to get ready for your busy day out.
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greenwitchfromthewoods · 23 days ago
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"My love for you will truly become my downfall, I just know it." Harry Castillo
Angry Confessions â€ïžâ€đŸ˜ 
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bio : this story is part of the Angry Confessions series (you can still be a part of it)
requested by : @o-sacra-virgo-laudes-tibi thank you!
warnings: a little bit of angst, one perfect guy, some tears, a few bad words, fluff at the end
Life should go according to plan. Step by step, day by day. Harry operated according to a certain system, his huge apartment was tidy, and he always drank the same coffee. It wasn't that he didn't like surprises, but he preferred giving them to others rather than receiving them himself.
And then you appeared and chaos reigned in his life. Suddenly there were clothes lying on the couch, no one had cleared the breakfast plates - you were already late for work, or it turned out that you had received tickets for some play that was on that same day and you didn't see the point in asking Harry if he didn't have to work. And although he was having a great time, the latest reports and conversations with clients were constantly swirling in his head.
He had a soft spot for you. God! You were something untamed, not fitting into any pattern or plan. Harry tried, oh yes. He tried very hard to make you the way he had planned, but you couldn't adjust.
And there you were. Friday night, in front of his office door, with boxes of food in your hands and two cans of cola in your bag. The office was already empty, but you knew the people working at the front desk, so you walked in without too much trouble.
There was no knocking. The door opened and you walked in.
"Hey, handsome! Look what I found." Your cheerful voice echoed through the office. "I've got junk food and cans of cola, and then we'll watch some stupid reality show. Perfect night to..."
You froze mid-step. Right in front of Harry Castillo's desk sat three men, one with hair as white as snow. Everyone, even Harry, was looking at you like you were an alien.
"Good evening." You mumbled, nodding in confusion. "Still working?"
You saw Harry rubbing his forehead, trying to hide his sigh. "Yes. These gentlemen," he pointed to the men in front of him, "are members of the board of directors. We have our monthly meeting regarding..."
"Harry..." the man with snow-white hair raised his hand slightly, "we can finish this on Monday. I don't see a problem. And if you have other plans..."
"I don't have other plans." Harry interrupted him, not caring about the tone of his voice, "Can you leave?" he turned to you, "Go home, this will take us a long time."
You felt a lump in your throat, but you nodded, mumbling a quiet "I'm sorry" and quickly leaving the office. It was embarrassing, even more than embarrassing.
He didn't find you in his apartment, and your phone was silent. It was really late and he was tired, but he called a taxi. Harry wasn't sure what he expected when he stood in front of your apartment door. Guilt mixed with a whole bunch of other feelings. But it wasn't until he saw you, in your home clothes - comfortable and soft, with eyes puffy from crying, that he realized he had behaved badly.
"Sweetheart..." he said quietly. "Can we talk?"
You didn't answer, just moved to let him in. The interior was just like you - a little cluttered, but it was your haven, a place where you could be yourself, express yourself. Harry's gaze swept over the piles of books, a few small plants on the windowsill, decorative pillows on the couch. Even the air here smelled of you.
"I'm sorry about today." Your voice was quiet. You had to prepare what you wanted to say to him in advance. "I shouldn't have... I just thought that..."
"Sometimes you drive me crazy." He cut you off, turning to face you. In that perfectly tailored suit in the middle of your living room, Castillo looked quite scary. “This meeting was very important. You made me look like
”
“Like who?” you groaned. “I keep doing something wrong! What did I do wrong now, Harry?”
He looked at you, a little surprised and a little confused. Your demeanor had changed dramatically in a matter of moments. He cleared his throat.
“It’s not what you think.” He finally spoke. “It was an important meeting and
”
“I thought I was important too
”
There was silence. Harry swallowed, noticing the tears glistening in your eyes. But you didn’t want to stay silent any longer, you let out everything you were holding inside.
“I know I’m not perfect, Harry. I never will be. I don’t fit into your catalog apartment, with its expensive furniture and starched shirts. I know that! But I try, because I care about the man underneath that suit.” Your voice cracked slightly, but you took a deep breath to calm yourself down. “I just wanted you to have a moment to yourself, to know that someone was thinking about you and caring.”
“I was working.”
“I know! I work too! But life isn’t all about work. You can’t live by that fucking schedule all the time!”
“Sometimes you’re insufferable, you know that?” Harry shook his head.
“Does that scare you? That’s life, Harry!”
“My love for you will truly be my downfall, I know it.”
Your eyes widened, your lips parted. “You don’t really mean that
”
Suddenly, a chasm opened between you. The words that had been spoken still hung between you, and you looked at Harry as if you were seeing him for the first time in your life. You were in love with this guy, but at that moment you felt like you weren’t sure if that was enough. Harry suddenly understood what he had said, because he took a step towards you, but you took a small step back.
“I’m sorry I don’t live up to your standards,” you finally said. “I’m sorry I ruined all your plans.”
“Baby
” he groaned, but you didn’t let him speak. 
"You're so perfect, and I can't even act in a way that doesn't embarrass you! Why are you even here, huh? I try so hard, but it's still not enough..."
Suddenly, warm hands grabbed your face, directing your gaze into his warm brown eyes. "You make me feel exposed, vulnerable, and at the same time, I become the most important person to someone. Yes, many things irritate me, but you're the only person I want to do that to. You make me feel alive..."
"Bullshit," you hissed. "Then why are you telling me such things?!"
"Because I'm scared! I'm scared of what I feel, of what you make me feel. I'm scared that if I delve into this any further, you'll suddenly disappear," he sighed. "I'm sorry you felt this way today. I shouldn't have. I could have handled it differently. I know you meant well..."
"I only want the best for you, Harry." you sobbed "I love you and I can't imagine hurting you on purpose."
"I know, I know, baby. I'm sorry." he kissed your lips, tasting the salty tears on them. "I'm sorry if you ever felt like I wasn't enough. You're all I need, even if sometimes I don't realize it. I love you so much..."
Your arms wrapped around his waist as you held on to him with all your might. It was the night when Harry Castillo let all the rules fall, when he accepted the fall and realized he would rise up stronger. With you by his side.
Perfect imperfection.
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alsofoundinpeas · 6 months ago
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The View from Here
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Summary: After a few chance encounters, Spencer finds himself developing a crush on Y/N. When he discovers she lives across from him, he spends countless hours admiring her from a distance, too nervous to make the first move. But when her package is mistakenly delivered to his door, it sparks the beginning of something more than just a crush and stolen glances through the window. (Part Two)
CONTENT WARNINGS: 18+ MDNI!! This fic is intended for adult audiences. This could be considered dubcon (Spencer watches reader through her window but doesn't realize that she actually wants him to) so please be aware of that! Masturbation (both m and f). Use of a sex toy/penetrative use of a sex toy (f!receiving). Perv!Spencer (he means well truly, but alas he is a man) but also a hint of Perv!Reader (since she's intentionally doing things to grab his attention?? I'm not quite sure how to label that I'm sorry!!) Themes of voyeurism/exhibitionism (they both watch each other get off). Sub!Spencer (gotta squint for it now but it'll be more prevalent in part two). Both fluffy and smutty
Pairing: Spencer Reid x fem!reader/afab!reader
A/N: This was started to fill a request for sub!Spencer but I got carried away forgive me LMAO but part two is almost complete and will be out soon :') I wrote this with season two Reid in mind before the writers (further) traumatized the absolute fuck out of him. This is a bit different from my usual writing, so I truly hope you guys enjoy it! As always, please let me know what you guys think and if you do enjoy it then please like, reblog, and share it with your friends. <3 I truly do appreciate each and every single one of you and the feedback I get from you guys, I promise :') <3 Thank you and I love you all!! :)
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The door slammed behind him as Spencer stormed into his apartment, tossing his satchel onto the couch with an angry groan. The stress of work had been wearing him down for weeks, but today had pushed him over the edge.
He’d just wrapped up the reports for their latest case and was on his way to deliver them to Hotch when an oblivious agent from the sex crimes unit collided with him. The force sent the cup of scalding coffee in her hands flying, drenching him and his case files. Instead of responding to her blubbered apologies, he had just stomped off to the bathroom to clean himself and calm down. Not only was it painful and humiliating, but it also destroyed all of his hard work. Work he'd now have to redo tomorrow.
Spencer exhaled sharply, fingers raking through his hair as he trudged toward the bedroom. All he wanted was to strip off his coffee-stained clothes and lose himself in the pages of his new book, anything to escape the tension of the day. Once inside, he moved to close the curtains but stopped short, his eyes landing on something unexpected just before he pulled them shut. His body went rigid, his heart racing as an unfamiliar warmth spread through him. He blinked, barely able to believe what he was seeing.
There, in the apartment directly across from his bedroom window, was Y/N.
Spencer had bumped into her a handful of times—their first meeting happening at the library just down the street when they'd both reached for the same book, then a few chance encounters after that at his favorite coffee shop, and the most recent interaction being one of the most mortifying moments of his life.
He’d stumbled over the sidewalk on his way to work, and he’d never wanted to disappear into the ground more than in that moment. But she had been there, her smile warm and gracious as she helped him gather the scattered books and case files that had spilled from his satchel, her kindness leaving him flustered and breathless. He’d been captivated by her the first time they met, but it was that moment that truly cemented his fascination with her.
Spencer’s breath caught in his throat when he realized how wrong it was to be watching her through her bedroom window. But despite the guilt creeping in, he couldn’t bring himself to look away. It was as if he were under some kind of spell, captivated by the sight of her spinning around her room, carefree and radiant.
She wore a loose t-shirt that slipped off one shoulder and the tiniest pair of shorts he’d ever seen, completely at ease in her own space. She held something in her hand, singing into it like a microphone, completely lost in the music. Spencer didn’t realize when it happened, but a smile tugged at his lips, the stress of the day forgotten as he watched her. Her joy was so genuine and infectious that it pulled at him in ways he hadn’t expected, leaving him momentarily breathless.
His thoughts were interrupted when Y/N twirled around, singing as she faced her window. Spencer released a startled yelp, frantically yanking the curtains shut before she could catch him staring. His heart raced in his chest as he dared a quick peek through the fabric, anxious to see if she had noticed. Thankfully, she seemed oblivious, still happily dancing around her room, unaware of his presence.
"Oh my God," Spencer muttered, a wave of relief washing over him as he realized he hadn’t been caught staring like a complete weirdo at the woman he’d developed a crush on, despite having barely exchanged five sentences with her.
He was sure she didn't even remember his name. Why would she? All he'd managed to do during their brief interactions (besides busting his ass on the concrete the one time) was stutter out barely audible attempts at conversation before hastily retreating, his face scarlet and slacks uncomfortably tight.
Spencer had assumed Y/N lived nearby, but he hadn’t realized she was this close.
The day's weight melted away as Spencer peeled off his work clothes and slipped into his pajamas. He grabbed his book from the nightstand and sank back into his pillows, propping himself up against the headboard. But as he tried to focus on the pages, the image of Y/N dancing in her room kept invading his thoughts. His mind refused to settle, consumed with ideas of how he might run into her again now that he knew that not only was she just a building away—she was right across from him.
As the weeks passed, Spencer’s routine began to mirror Y/N’s more and more as he grew increasingly familiar with her schedule.
He began waking up earlier, noticing that she typically left her apartment an hour before he needed to head to work. With the extra time, Spencer found himself watching her with quiet awe each morning while she got ready, fascinated by how the soft light from the window seemed to illuminate her features as she did her hair and makeup. He also started visiting his favorite coffee shop daily instead of just once a week, hoping for a chance encounter before his workday began.
Night after night Spencer found his gaze inevitably drawn to her window, the soft glow of her bedroom lighting luring him in like a moth to a flame. He would trace her movements, pretending to read his book as it shielded his face, should he need to feign innocence. Something was alluring about her, even in the simplest moments—whether she was folding laundry or typing away on her computer, she was impossible to look away from.
Spencer couldn’t shake his curiosity about Y/N’s habit of leaving her curtains open.
Did she know he could see her? Was it intentional? Their apartments, situated at the ends of the buildings on the top floors, offered a level of privacy that made him feel certain (or at least, he desperately hoped) that no one else could be watching. Perhaps she’d noticed his frequent absences and simply stopped caring about keeping them shut.
The first case away from D.C. after Spencer learned Y/N was so close was more difficult than he expected. As he lay awake in his hotel room, his thoughts kept drifting to her, and the longing grew with each passing hour. He missed her. The only thing driving him was the need to finish the case quickly so he could return to the familiar comfort of his bed, where he could silently admire her from a distance.
The longer he thought about her, the tighter his boxers got. Spencer huffed out a pitiful whine, his hands clenching and unclenching beside himself as he tried to fight his shameful thoughts. This wasn't the first time he'd had these thoughts about her since meeting her, no. But it is the first time he's had the mental image of her undressing to go along with his fantasies.
The first time it happened, Spencer had all but thrown himself off his bed in his haste to close his curtains. His heart had pounded so hard his chest ached as he'd squeezed his eyes shut, willing the sight of her raising her shirt over her head and tossing it carelessly to the ground out of his mind. The second time, he took a little more time to slink over to his window and draw his curtains, his pulse racing at the sight of her bare back and the smallest glimpse of lacy panties as she began to shimmy out of her pants. The third time, he had crouched by his window, peeking out despite having pulled his curtains closed, and watched as she stripped completely before heading into her conjoined bathroom.
That was the first and (so far) only time he'd touched himself to what he'd seen.
The moment her bathroom door had clicked shut, Spencer sprang to his feet and hurried into his own bathroom, tearing his clothes off before stepping underneath the stream of hot water. One of his palms smacked the wall while his other hand frantically pumped his aching cock, whimpers and groans flowing freely from his lips as he imagined Y/N's hand around him instead of his own. It didn't take long for him to spill into his hand, and unfortunately, it took even less time for the guilt to slam into him at the realization of what he'd done.
After that night, Spencer had vowed to himself that he wouldn't let it happen again, knowing just how inherently wrong it was to jerk off to the sight of his neighbor (the woman he secretly admired) getting undressed when she had no idea she had even been watched.
But tonight, alone and frustrated in his hotel room, he was struggling to stick to that vow.
After another hour of tossing and turning in bed, Spencer released a resigned sigh. "Just this once," he murmured to himself, swallowing hard. He let his hand slip underneath the waistband of his boxers to push them down his thighs before spitting in his palm, hissing at the contact as his hand wrapped around his arousal. His eyes fluttered shut as his imagination began to take over, his hand slowly increasing its pace as images of Y/N and her lacy panties raced through his mind.
Spencer's mouth hung open as his thumb swiped over the swollen tip of his cock, a bead of precum oozing out and aiding his movements. He pictured her hovering above him, her gaze teasing as she stroked him faster and faster. He imagined how she'd sound as she talked him through it, her sweet voice luring him closer and closer to the edge. His hips bucked into his hand as his climax took hold of him, a choked moan of Y/N's name ripping its way from his throat as he painted his heaving chest with his cum.
With shaky hands, he cleaned himself, still dizzy from the aftershocks of his orgasm. After wiping himself off, he collapsed onto the bed, surrendering to the exhaustion that weighed him down. That night, his dreams were filled with Y/N—her radiant smile, her captivating voice, and the tenderness in her eyes whenever they met his. When he woke the next morning, breathless and murmuring her name, he realized he was in deep.
What Spencer didn’t know was that Y/N had known exactly what she was doing all along.
From the moment she reached for the same book as him—an act carefully planned to give her an excuse to talk to him—she’d been captivated by the stuttering genius. New to the neighborhood, she had noticed him a few times before finally gathering the courage to make her move. All it took was his flustered "Oh! I-I’m so sorry, here—" paired with furrowed brows and those wide, innocent eyes, and she was utterly entranced.
When Y/N discovered that Spencer lived right across from her, it felt like she’d hit the jackpot.
After their previous encounters, she’d quickly noticed the effect she had on him, and from that moment, she devised a plan to capture his attention. She began with subtle moves, leaving her curtains open one night so he’d realize she was the one across from him. She chose an outfit she was sure would draw his gaze, and when he nearly ripped his curtain rod off the wall, convinced she’d caught him looking, she knew she’d succeeded.
When Y/N noticed he was waking up earlier, watching her get ready with curious eyes over what he clearly thought was a cleverly placed book (which, in reality, did nothing to hide his attention), she decided it was time to raise the stakes.
The first time she undressed with the curtains open, she sank to her knees cackling at how quickly Spencer had scrambled out of bed to shut his own. The second time, she relished in how he hesitated before shutting his curtains so he could catch a glimpse of her lacy panties (ones she’d chosen with him in mind), but it still wasn't enough. By the third time, she was done teasing. She’d stripped down completely bare in her room, grinning smugly as she turned to walk into her bathroom because she’d seen Spencer not-so-subtly peeking through his curtains.
When Spencer still didn’t make a move after that, Y/N decided she was done waiting.
With him away on a case for the past three days, she saw the perfect opportunity to set her new plan in motion. After work one evening, she made her way to his building, quickly locating his apartment number—a detail that, to her surprise, matched hers. Smiling to herself, she placed her order and waited for him to return, ready for the next phase of her plan to unfold.
After nearly twelve grueling days away, Spencer finally returned late Friday night, aching for the comfort of home—and, more importantly, the sight of Y/N. Exhausted, he stumbled up the stairs to his apartment, eager to collapse into bed and wake up to her face rather than the grim case photos that had dominated his thoughts. His eyes half-lidded with fatigue, he fumbled with the key, unlocking the door before shoving it open.
“Oh! What the-“
Spencer cursed under his breath as he stumbled, his eyes dropping to the package at his feet. Frowning, he bent down slowly to inspect it. He hadn’t ordered anything, and there was no reason to expect anything from his mom. So... what was this?
The package was a light pink, medium-sized bag. Spencer nudged it onto its other side to check the sender, and his breath caught. It was addressed to Y/N, though she’d written the wrong number in the street address, causing it to end up at his door. He instantly recognized the name of the online boutique, having (unfortunately) heard Emily, JJ, and Penelope brazenly talk about ordering sex toys and such from this place.
What could Y/N have possibly ordered from there?
Spencer was wide awake now, his pulse quickening as he grabbed the package, slammed the door shut, and locked it. He carried it into the kitchen, turning on the light as he went. There was no way he’d open it—he knew that would be both illegal and downright creepy. But his curiosity got the best of him, and he couldn’t resist running his hands over the package, trying to guess what was inside.
His tongue poked out of the corner of his mouth as he carefully handled the package, giving it a slight squeeze. He could feel the soft outline of fabric inside a smaller plastic bag, his mind spinning with possibilities about what kind of set Y/N might have ordered. A small, involuntary gasp escaped him as his fingers brushed against something hard, separately wrapped from the lingerie. Was that
 a dildo? Vibrator, maybe?
A quick glance at the clock told him it was far too late to return her package now. He swallowed, setting the bag down on the table with a mental note to take it to her first thing in the morning. He had the weekend off, and he knew she didn’t work weekends, so it wouldn't be a problem bringing it over. The only problem was going to be looking her in the eyes without turning into a complete mess.
Spencer rushed to his room, his excitement growing as he headed to bed, knowing he’d finally see Y/N tomorrow—in person, not just through her window.
The morning arrived quicker than he had expected, but for the first time, he was happy to hear his alarm. It was 9:30 a.m., giving him enough time to shower and get dressed before making the short walk to Y/N's apartment. More importantly, it would give her a chance to wake up before he just showed up at her door with her package in hand and rambling like a nervous mess.
Spencer’s nerves began to take over as he finished his shower and started getting dressed, his hands trembling as he pulled on his sweater. The last time they'd spoken was when he'd all but face-planted into concrete in front of her and then practically bolted off once she'd helped him gather his things (after a lengthy, awkward apology of course). What if she thought he was a freak?
Before he could talk himself out of it, Spencer took a deep breath, grabbed the package, summoned the last of his courage, and walked out the door.
A hesitant knock at her front door had Y/N grinning smugly as she rose from the couch and headed toward the door. She’d been waiting for this since she’d seen Spencer’s light come on late the night before. Her package was finally here.
The door opened to reveal a nervous Spencer, his eyes lighting up when they landed on her. He instinctively adjusted his glasses, his nose twitching as a small, shy smile appeared on his face.
"Spencer! Hey! What brings you by?" Y/N beamed, stepping aside to let him in. She had to suppress a giggle at her innocent act—she knew exactly why he was here.
Spencer blinked in surprise, both at her invitation and the fact that she remembered his name, pausing briefly before stepping into her apartment. His gaze wandered around, taking in the cozy surroundings with quiet admiration. When he realized she was waiting for him to speak, he cleared his throat, his face flushing as he held up the package.
"I, uh
 I just wanted to return this," Spencer stammered, his words tripping over each other. "You had one number wrong on the street address, and, funny enough, we have the same apartment number, so it ended up at my door. I thought the least I could do was bring it over, especially after you helped me when I
 well, fell." He offered a shy smile, his nerves still running rampant.
Y/N accepted the package with a smile, her fingers brushing lightly against his before he quickly pulled his hand back. "I could’ve sworn I got the address right this time," she said with a teasing laugh. "You’d think after a few months here I’d have it down by now, I'm sorry."
Spencer quickly shook his head, trying to ignore the rapid beating of his heart and the lingering sensation of her touch as he waved it off. "You don’t need to apologize, Y/N. It happens," he said sincerely, his fingers nervously twisting the ends of his sleeves now that the package was no longer in his hands. "Honestly, I wouldn’t mind bringing your mail by anytime. I just hate the thought of it sitting at my door or in my mailbox while I’m away," he chuckled, his eyes crinkling as he gave her a warm smile.
"Well, aren't you quite the gentleman?"
Y/N placed the package on her coffee table and then headed toward the kitchen, gesturing for Spencer to follow. He blushed profusely, swallowing hard as he willed away the dirty thoughts that were caused by that simple comment before trailing after her. She turned to look at him over her shoulder as she reached into her cabinet for two mugs, smirking to herself as she noticed him quickly avert his gaze from where it had landed on her ass.
Y/N placed the mugs on the counter, then turned to Spencer with a genuine smile. "Thanks for bringing it to me instead of just sending it back like most people would," she said. "How about a cup of coffee as a small token of my appreciation?"
Spencer nodded, thanking her as she fixed them both a cup. She raised an eyebrow, watching him add enough sugar to send a horse into cardiac arrest, but she kept quiet. Once they’d both prepared their cups to their liking, they headed back to the living room, Y/N sitting close enough that Spencer could feel the warmth of her body radiating toward him.
"So... did you take a peek inside of it?"
Spencer coughed violently, choking on the sip he’d just taken, his face turning a deep shade of scarlet as he frantically shook his head. Y/N’s expression shifted to concern as she patted his back, gently rubbing in soothing circles to help him catch his breath.
"What? N-no, I would never! That's literally illegal and so invasive—" Spencer sputtered, his eyes wide as he stared at her, clearly taken aback.
Y/N's brows furrowed briefly before she erupted into laughter, her head tilting back as she laughed loudly. Leaning in, she rested a hand on his thigh, her tone softening. "Spencer, sweetheart, I was just joking," she said, wiping a tear of laughter from her eye.
He relaxed immediately, fighting the urge to lean into her touch as her hand lingered on his leg. "Thanks for that," Spencer said with a playful roll of his eyes. "Just what I needed this morning—choking on my drink and desperately hoping you knew the Heimlich maneuver." His cheeks were still flushed, a mix of embarrassment from her teasing and the aftereffects of his coughing fit.
After a pot of coffee and hours of conversation, Spencer left with a grin so wide his cheeks ached and Y/N’s number saved in his phone "just in case any more of her mail ended up at his door." He silently thanked whatever force had kept him from backing out earlier that day, grateful for the time he’d gotten to spend with her because of it. He’d found himself falling even harder for her, already yearning for her company despite having just left her place.
That night, as Spencer climbed into bed, something caught his eye from his window. He frowned in confusion as he noticed Y/N’s curtains were open even though they’d been closed just an hour ago. He’d assumed she’d already gone to bed, but apparently, he was mistaken.
He craned his neck, searching for her. She wasn’t in her room, as she usually was when the curtains were open. Where could she be? His jaw nearly hit the floor when she finally appeared, his eyes widening in awe at the sight of her.
Y/N walked into her room from the bathroom, wearing the most stunning lingerie set Spencer had ever seen. The lilac fabric complemented her skin in a way that had him almost drooling on himself, and the thin lace left little to the imagination (though he'd already seen what was underneath it once before and knew exactly how incredibly sexy her body was bare). The sight had his cock stiffening in his boxers, and his teeth dug into his lower lip in anticipation as he watched her.
Spencer nearly toppled out of bed as he watched her crouch down to grab her torn-open package, her hand reaching inside to pull out a light-blue rabbit vibrator. He knew he should get up, close the curtains, look away—do something. But he couldn’t bring himself to move.
Instead, he watched in an almost trance-like state as Y/N crawled onto her bed, swallowing hard as she settled back against her pillows. His hand wandered down his body, palming at his erection over his boxers as a whimper slipped from his lips while he watched her legs spread slowly open, propped up and giving him the perfect view of her clothed pussy. He felt overwhelming guilt, especially after the morning they'd shared, but he was powerless against the pull she had on him.
The close proximity of the buildings had always annoyed Spencer, the narrow space between them so tight he swore he could reach out and touch the other building if he tried. But now, he couldn’t have been more grateful. His bed was on the opposite side of the room that Y/N’s was, leaving her perfectly positioned for him to see her from his spot.
Y/N dragged the tip of the vibrator up and down her inner thigh, teasing herself as the fabric of the lace dampened with her arousal. Her head lolled back against the pillows, and her chest rose and fell with a sigh as she finally placed the vibrator against her clit through her panties. Her back arched at the touch, and her lips opened around a moan he desperately wanted to hear.
Spencer considered himself a sane man (for the most part). But he had never been more tempted in his life to leap through a window than he was right now. If it meant landing in her room so he could at least have the chance to beg for a taste of her, he'd happily do it.
His hand halted its movement, instead moving to his waistband so he could wriggle out of the constricting fabric. He kicked his boxers to the floor like they'd scorned him before his hand wrapped around his cock once more. He leaned forward, letting saliva dribble from his lips to coat himself before stroking himself slowly, teasing himself the way Y/N was right across from him in her room.
When Y/N dipped the vibrator into her panties, Spencer's breath hitched in his throat. He watched in rapt fascination as she paused her movements, her free hand shoving the lace down her thighs before she continued. With the fabric now out of the way, Y/N began to run the tip of the vibrator up and down her slit, collecting her arousal and spreading it around before she slowly eased the toy into herself.
An obscene moan ripped its way from Spencer's throat at the sight, and his hand sped up while his eyes struggled to stay open. He watched through hooded lids as she began to fuck herself in earnest now, her hips rocking into the toy and her eyes squeezed shut in pleasure as she brought herself to the edge. Spencer whimpered as his body began to writhe against his sheets, sparks of pleasure zinging up and down his spine as he worked himself toward his climax.
All it took to send him over the edge was the sight of Y/N's legs thrashing as she came around the toy, a sight that left him both so aroused he couldn't breathe and so jealous of a toy he debated just how truly sane he considered himself to be after this. With a swipe of his thumb over his flushed head, Spencer came in spurts across his tummy, his hand pumping gently through the aftershocks until he was trembling and gasping Y/N's name like it was a mantra.
Once Spencer could finally open his eyes, he looked over at Y/N's window and saw she was no longer in bed, the soft light spilling from under her bathroom door the only sign of where she was. He rolled out of his bed to indulge in what was now becoming a routine walk of shame to his bathroom to clean himself off, his head spinning from what he'd just seen. He knew the shame of his actions would catch up with him in the morning, but for now, exhaustion and elation kept him from caring.
Spencer stumbled back into his room, half-asleep and ready to crash when his phone buzzed. Crawling into bed, he reached for it, curious about who would be contacting him at this hour. His heart stuttered in his chest, eyes widening in shock as he read the message on the screen.
Glad to see that you enjoyed the show, sweetheart. Next time, just come over. <3
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Continued A/N's: AHHH I truly hope you guys enjoyed that! The next part gets FILTHYYYY and I can't wait to finish it hahahaaaa. Please let me know what you think because I'm thinking of doing more in the future that would be similar but of course I want to make content you guys will actually enjoy as well <3
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harunayuuka2060 · 6 months ago
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MC: ...Huh?
The woman they dated: I'm sorry... for thinking that this would work...
MC: ...
MC: Is there a reason?
The woman they dated: I-I still think you're admirable! B-but I don't deserve someone like you! I hope you understand!
MC: ...
MC: *smiles reassuringly* It's okay.
The woman they dated: I'm really sorry! I hope you have a nice day! *bows and then immediately leaves*
MC: ...
Lucifer and Diavolo: ...
MC: *is working silently*
Lucifer: ...
Lucifer: *decides to approach them*
Lucifer: MC, is everything okay?
MC: ...
MC: *smiles* Yes, why?
Lucifer: It's your day off today. How come you're here?
MC: The date was cancelled.
Lucifer: ...What?
MC: She apologized for the inconvenience. *chuckles*
MC: It seems I'm not ideal as a long-term partner.
Lucifer: Don't say that. Do you remember how we used to argue just to get your attention?
MC: Yeah, but as the saying goes, time has a way of humbling you.
MC: I'm sure that something in me has changed and others could see it.
MC: ...
MC: *tries to cheer themselves up* Anyway, does this report need to be revised?
Lucifer: No. It's fine as it is.
MC: Okay.
Lucifer: ...
Diavolo: ...
Diavolo: Lucifer, you said she was sincere with them. How did it end up like this?
Lucifer: I don't know.
Diavolo: ...
Diavolo: Earlier, MC felt insecure about themselves.
Lucifer and Diavolo: ...
Lucifer: *sigh* This is frustrating.
MC: *spacing out, not noticing Barbatos sitting next to them and staring at them*
Barbatos: ...
Barbatos: MC.
MC: !
Barbatos: *smiles* Is something bothering you?
MC: ...
MC: Just thinking about something...
Barbatos: ...
Barbatos: What is it?
MC: ...
MC: Our previous relationship... Looking back now, you had every right to leave me.
Barbatos: Huh?
MC: Now that I have no emotions attached, I think I can clearly see what went wrong. *chuckles*
MC: Why am I even saying this? Don't mind me.
Barbatos: *feeling a sense of guilt*
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theplaid-wearingmoose · 1 year ago
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Warning: Rough sex, overstimulation, dumbification-ish?, name-calling, breeding kink
It started with you making your way to Miguel's office to drop off your mission report and some food from the cafeteria since you were certain he hadn't eaten today. Just before you reached the door, Lyla appeared in front of you. "Hey girly. You here for the boss?" She asked. "Yeah Lyla, I know he probably hasn't come out for food today. Plus I need to drop off my report." You answered. Lyla gave you a sheepish look. "Ummm just be careful...or maybe come back later? It might be better. He's not doing so hot. It's uh...his time of the month?"
You paused at first. You were so busy taking care of anomalies you forgot to check the calendar. Miguel's spider DNA gave him a mating cycle. The first time had taken you by surprise and your muscles ached for 2 weeks. Since then you'd been careful to time it properly and stretch but saving the multiverse from sudden collapse was becoming more and more difficult lately. You totally forgot about Miguel's "heat".
"Oh...um..maybe I'll still go check on him. Just so I can make sure he doesn't hurt himself." You reasoned to her. Lyla shrugged. "If you say so. Don't say I didn't warn you though, girly." You smiled and waved her away playfully as the door slid open in front of you. Miguel's office felt unusually cold, like he had turned the AC on full blast plus some. You didn't even have a chance to speak before hearing Miguel's voice shouting. "LYLA I told you not to let anyone in here!"
Your spider sense pinged just as you saw one of Miguel's huge monitors flying towards you. "Miguel! What the hell, it's me!" You shouted, catching the monitor before it took you out. The force of it did send you back a couple inches but you were otherwise unharmed. You swung up to his platform and set the monitor gently on the floor. "Oh...I-I'm sorry, hermosa. I didn't know it was you." He apologized. He was hunched over in his chair, his large frame curled almost into a ball. He didn't even look up at you but you could see him tense up as you neared him. "You shouldn't be here, querida. It's not safe. I don't wanna hurt you."
You put your hand on his back and Miguel bristled like a cat. "Amor, estoy serio! If you don't leave, I don't think I'll be able to control myself." He warned, his tone was harsh but also pleading. You stood firm. "I'm not afraid of you, Miguel. And I'm not fragile either. You know I can handle it. It'll hurt you more if you don't." You placed your hands on his shoulders and started to massage his muscles when he shot up from his chair and whirled around to face you. "You don't know what you're asking for this time, querida. I tried to take a suppressor and..it didn't work! It only made it worse." He growled. You could finally take in the sight of him fully as he towered above you. His hair was disheveled and sweaty, his normally maroon-colored eyes were a blazing, almost glowing, red. He was breathing heavily and his hands were clenched in tight fists like he was using every ounce of strength to keep them to himself.
You raised your hand to his face, concerned, but Miguel caught your hand in his tightly. "Miguel-" "Why do you insist on torturing me, amor? Don't you understand that the closer you get to me, the more I'm having to restrain myself?!" He pulled you to him and pressed his nose to your wrist, inhaling deeply. "Dios mio...you smell so sweet, princesa. I bet you taste even better." He growled against your skin. Arousal coursed through you as you felt his hard length press against you. "Miguel...I can take it.." You spoke, trying to reassure him, your voice barely making it above a whisper. He leaned close to you, gripping you by your jaw. "I won't be gentle, hermosa. I can't." He rasped. You nodded and gasped as he began to grind his hips against you. One hand ran up the back of your neck and tangled in your hair. Grabbing a fistful of it, Miguel yanked your head back and latched his mouth to your neck. You cried out as his fangs sunk into your skin, marking you as his. He sucked on your neck before pressing his lips to yours, shoving his tongue into your mouth. His other hand ran down your body, squeezing and groping your flesh as he went. He stopped just under your bellybutton and gripped a fistful of your suit. Your eyes widened as you felt a tug and heard the rip of the material.
You pushed on his chest, trying to protest his destruction of your suit but he grabbed your wrist, pinning it behind you, and smothering your noises with his kiss. Breathing heavily, he released you long enough to growl out "I'll make you another suit, querida" before shredding the material on your chest, freeing your breasts. He wasted zero time sucking one of your sensitive nipples into his mouth before rolling the other one between his fingers. You let your head roll back and threaded your fingers through Miguel's hair. His warm tongue flicked across your nipple, making you whimper in pleasure.
Miguel stood up straight and pushed you back against the table. Turning your body away from him, he got on his knees behind you. "Bend over for me, princesa. Let me taste you." He demanded. You bent over the table, your ass and dripping pussy completely exposed to him. Miguel groaned as he massaged your ass. "Fuck, you're so wet already, amor. You're driving me crazy."
You choked out a loud moan as Miguel shoved his tongue inside you without warning. His hands dug into the meat of your ass as he wiggled it against his face. "Oh f-fuck, Miguel! Your mouth feels so good!" You whined. Miguel hummed as he sucked on your clit and flicked his tongue over your wet hole. Two of his large fingers replaced his tongue inside you and began pumping inside you fast and hard. Your legs were already beginning to shake and you knew Miguel wouldn't have mercy on you just yet. You felt yourself coming undone as he ate you like an ice cream. You couldn't help but rock back against his face, crying out his name as you came on his tongue.
Laughing quietly to himself, he stood and wiped his face before cleaning off his fingers one by one, savoring your taste. He went back to rubbing your clit in circles as he positioned himself behind you. He pushed on your back until you were completely flush against the table. You heard his suit turn off and squirmed against him in anticipation.
A loud scream was pulled from your throat as Miguel fully sheathed himself inside you. Giving you absolutely no time to adjust, he began fucking you at such a rough pace, the monitors began to shake from the force of his thrusts. "Ay carajo, bebita...you're so fucking tight....gonna fill this pussy up so good, querida. You're gonna make such a beautiful mama." Miguel moaned. You couldn't form any words. Every ounce of your strength was going to keeping yourself upright. You gripped the edge of the table and held on for dear life. You could see your face reflected in the monitor in front of you, the orange lights illuminating your fucked out expression. Your lips were slightly puffy from Miguel sucking on them and your eyes were half open. Miguel noticed you looking into your reflection and smirked.
"You like watching me fuck you, amor? You do make such a beautiful sight. You can barely keep your eyes open, can you? Do I make you feel that good, baby? Answer me."
"Y-yes, Miguel you- ohmygod- you make me feel amazing. You're so deep inside me...fuck, you're gonna make me cum soon!" You cried. Miguel laughed darkly. "Oh you're gonna cum a few times for me, cariño. As many times as it takes." He growled. Hooking his arm under your knee, he lifted one of your legs onto the table, angling himself so he could fuck deeper into you. His pace sped up and the feeling of his cock so deep inside you had you screaming. The monitors not attached to the ceiling toppled over and crashed to the floor of the platform but Miguel kept his pace as if he didn't even hear them. You didn't even have time to announce it before your orgasm hit you, soaking Miguel's cock and stomach with your wetness. Still his pace did not slow. If anything, it spurred him on even more. "Así baby, cum all over me, princesa. Fuck you're such a good girl for me.." Miguel groaned in approval.
Grabbing your hair, Miguel pulled your head back and pressed kisses to the side of your face as he continued fucking you. "Que linda...eres tan hermosa, amor." He murmured, his gentle words a stark contrast to the rough movements of his hips. "Tell me you love it, princesa." "Ohhhh I l-love it s'much! S'fucking good!" You slurred, your brain foggy from the overstimulation. You were so blissed out you didn't realize your mouth had been hanging open and drool had fallen from your tongue. Miguel smirked when he noticed. "Oh princesa you're drooling, huh? Am I fucking my baby stupid? This cock too much for my dumb little whore, hm?" All you could do was nod and whimper in response. "Oh pobrecita..." Miguel crooned.
He reached around you and rubbed your clit as he slammed his hips against your ass. Your moans and whimpers grew loud as another orgasm washed over you, your nails clawing at the table.
"M-Miguel please...I c-can't." You sobbed, your legs shaking, dangerously close to giving out. Miguel bent over you and nibbled gently on your ear lobe. "What happened to 'I can take it, Miguel. I'm not fragile, Miguel'?" He taunted. You let out another sob of pleasure as he lifted your leg back onto the table and smacked your ass before gripping it tightly. "Don't worry, princesa. Gonna fill that pussy up soon, gonna put a baby in you and make you a mama. Fuck, amor, you're gonna look so beautiful all swollen with my babies. Gotta fuck it into you deep, baby." He moaned. Your eyes rolled back in your head at his words. "Fuck yes, cum inside me Miguel. Please fill me up! I need it!" You begged. Miguel cursed and gripped your hips hard enough that surely bruises would be there later. Sweat dripped from his hair and a thin sheen of sweat made his chest glisten.
He pounded into you hard, chasing his release. Your screams of pleasure filled his ears and soon he was seeing stars as his release finally hit. His whole body shuddered as he emptied his load inside you, coating your walls in his warm, sticky cum. With a loud grunt, he pressed his hips flush against your ass, making sure he was totally spent before pulling back out of you. Your legs gave out completely and you collapsed to the floor, breathing heavily. Miguel quickly joined you, pulling your trembling body against his sweaty chest. Panting against your skin, he pressed a kiss to your forehead and brushed your hair away from your face. His actions were gentle but as he kissed your cheek, he murmured in your ear.
"Get your rest now, amor. I'm not even close to done with you."
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myth1cs · 7 months ago
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Deal of Lust (Im Nayeon x M!Reader)
Remastered version of my first smut because it SUCKS. (I'll give Nayeon a new smut ... eventually ... maybe)
Word Count: 1,309
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Walking into school you walked around with caution making sure you didn't bump into a certain someone.
You were almost to your first period class but before you reached it you were grabbed and brought into an empty classroom.
"If I didn't know any better I'd think you were trying to avoid me."
"What no, I'm just really tired."
"Mhm, Anyways Y/N I trust you did my pre-calculus work."
"Actually I was studying for my exam last night so I wasn't able to finish it."
"You piece of shit!"
Nayeon smacked you and you fell to the floor. She grabbed you by your hair and lifted your head up.
"It's due today. Since you didn't finish it your going to pay."
Nayeon was about to hit you and you raised your hand in order to block her punch but before she hit you the sound of the doorknob twisting made Nayeon let go of you.
"Is there someone in here?"
The person who stepped through the door was the president of student council Park Jihyo.
"Oh Y/N you're so clumsy you have to stop falling down." Nayeon started caressing your face and helped you stand up.
"What are you guys doing in here?"
"Me and Y/N wanted to study on our own so we came in here. We were just about to leave but Y/N tripped and fell to the floor."
"Is this true Y/N."
You looked at Jihyo wanting to tell the truth but when you turned to look at Nayeon she gave you a "I'll kill you if you tell her." look.
"Yeah, I fell down I'm kinda clumsy like that."
"Okay well you guys can't be in a classroom without a teacher present so I'm advising you guys to go to the library if you want to study."
"Understood president Park, it won't happen again. Right Y/N?"
"R-right."
Once you all left the room Nayeon waited for Jihyo to be out of sight before she spoke to you.
"You're lucky she came in when she did. Have my homework done by 5th period or you'll regret it, got that?"
"Yes Nayeon."
She turned around and walked to her first period class leaving you in the hallway.
"Damn it why do I let myself get pushed around by her?"
Im Nayeon was the popular girl in school. Even saying that is an understatement she is what many saw as the person every student should aspire to be like. However you're the only one who knows the "real" Nayeon.
Once she realized you were the highest performing in school she started bullying you into doing her work and giving her test answers. She used the threat of beating your ass to keep you in check.
Reporting her would do nothing as everyone including staff had a false view of her and wouldn't take you seriously so you never bothered to do so.
You really wanted to finish her homework to avoid being punished but you were busy in every class. 1st period you had the exam you were studying for last night, 2nd period you had to work on a lab, 3rd period you were working on a project, and 4th period you had to help your art teacher set up for an after school event in the gym.
As the bell for fifth period came you tried to get to your class as fast as possible before Nayeon could find you. You settled for the longer path to your class assuming that Nayeon would assume you would take the shorter path to get to your class quicker.
However you didn't anticipate that she would correctly guess your actions and you saw her standing in the hallway as you turned the corner. "Oh shit!"
You tried turning around to run but before you could Nayeon grabbed you and brought you into the janitors closet.
"Where's my homework loser?"
"I don't have it!"
"Is that so? You know what happens now."
"No wait Nayeon please I'll do anything! Just please don't hit me."
"Anything I want?"
"Yes! Anything, just please don't hit me."
Nayeon grabbed your chin and made you face her. Laying your eyes on her you felt as if her demeanor changed from the one that was present just a moment earlier.
"You know Y/N there is one way you could make it up to me."
She put her fingers on the waistband of her pants and pulled her pants down.
"Wh-what are you doing?"
Once her pants were all the way down you noticed her pink pantie she was wearing but quickly averted your eyes.
"What's wrong Y/N? Do you not like what you see?"
You were unable to say to get words out of your mouth but eventually you were able to muster out a sentence "Please put your clothes back on."
"Don't be such a baby Y/N. Now look at me or I'll punish you."
Turning around to look at Nayeon you tried your best to focus on her face but you couldn't help yourself from trying to get a quick glance at her pantie.
"Go on Y/N stare at my clothed pussy." She put her finger inside her pantie and started to finger herself.
You watched her finger herself and felt your cock grow.
"Y/N if you fuck my pussy everyday then I'll stop bullying you."
"R-really?" You were surprised that her compromise was really lewd.
"Is that a yes or should I beat your face in now?"
Well who were you to deny her?
Walking up to Nayeon you pushed her to the wall and lowered yourself so you were facing her pantie.
"Go on give yourself a better view Y/N."
Putting your fingers on her pantie and dragging it down you got a clear view of Nayeon's wet pussy. Without hesitation you inserted your tongue into her pussy. She let out loud moans but covered her mouth quickly as to not draw attention to the closet both of you were in.
"Gah ~ ah ~ ah"
Hearing the noises coming from her made you want to go faster. You lapped every single inch of her pussy you could get your tongue on.
Nayeon took her shirt off and made quick work of her bra. Her breasts were now out in full display. She started to pinch and twist her nipples for further stimulation.
Pulling out of her sweet pussy you went up and kissed her letting her get a taste of herself. "Mhm ~ you're such a good kisser Y/N."
You reached for her pussy with your fingers and fingered Nayeon. She moaned into your mouth and you decided to explore her mouth with your tongue.
Nayeon felt overstimulated from everything she was experiencing and ended up cumming all over your fingers. So much cum came out that some dripped onto the floor.
"Agh ~ Y/N ... so ... good."
You licked the fluid she sprayed on your fingers: licking every last drop. "Do I taste good Y/N?"
"Yes Nayeon you taste amazing."
"Lucky for you you'll be able to taste this every day."
....
"Should we leave?"
"Probably not school staff is likely roaming the hallways looking for us since we haven't reported to our fifth period."
"So what now Nayeon?"
"We could just fuck until sixth period."
No words needed to be exchanged for her to know that you wanted to take her up on that offer.
The janitors closet was once again filled with moans for the rest of the period.
...
Jihyo was making her way to the bathroom and was passing by the janitors closet when she heard a moan. It was low but loud enough for her to hear.
She slowly crept towards it and laid on the floor to look inside from the crack under the door.
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I prefer this over what I wrote originally. I'd like to think I've improved since I started writing and hopefully that continues.
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ckret2 · 2 months ago
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Chapter 93 of Bill Cipher somehow femme fatale-ing his way through tricking the government agents into leaving the Mystery Shack alone:
The grand conclusion! Bill has successfully sucked the agents into his cult—sorry, I mean successfully convinced the agents that the shack doesn't need investigating.
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And Bill stops thinking about Powers within like fifteen minutes.
Time to celebrate!
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Dipper and Mabel were crowded against the back door, trying (unsuccessfully) to eavesdrop through it, and only barely backed up in time to avoid being hit as Ford opened the door. "Well?" Mabel pressed. Dipper asked, "How'd it go?"
For a moment, Ford maintained the stern glare of an imaginary high-ranked government official; and then a goofy, self-conscious grin stretched across his face. "That was actually kind of fun."
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Powers didn't instruct Trigger to call Dale until they were on the road and the Mystery Shack was safely hidden behind the trees. "We're heading back your way."
"Did you make it inside the shack?" Dale asked.
Powers sighed. "No. We were—intercepted."
"By who?" That was Goldie's voice.
"The same officer who took our flash drive last year."
Her voice got a little louder and quicker. "What did he say? Who is he? How much did he tell you—"
"We'll debrief you when we rendezvous."
She grumbled impatiently, but said, "Fine."
Dale said, "While you were gone, I went through the rest of last year's reports and I'm putting together a preliminary report on what we've discovered. I'll forward it to you and HQ—"
"No," Powers said immediately.
"N... no, sir?"
"Send it to me, but that's it." Powers straightened his back. "We'll be reporting that there were no gravitational anomalies in Gravity Falls."
Trigger stared at Powers and Dale fell silent. Trigger said, "What?"
"There were no anomalies," Powers repeated. "Equipment misreadings. Same with the power surge this past weekend. Very embarrassing for us."
"But... but we have eyewitness reports," Dale said.
"Mass hysteria," Powers said firmly.
Dale said, "Sir, I don't understand—"
"Then I'll explain it when we rendezvous" Powers said. "There's nothing else to investigate in Gravity Falls."
"Nothing—?!" Trigger repeated. "You can't be serious! What about—"
Powers shot him a sharp look. "That wasn't a suggestion, Trigger. Our investigation is over."
Trigger fell silent; and for a moment, the only sound in the car was the slightly unhealthy wheezing of the Gleeful Auto used car engine.
Goldie said, "We can rendezvous at the diner."
Powers nodded. "Good idea." For most of the day, he'd been running on more coffee than food, and it was beginning to catch up with him.
Dale said, "Okay. We'll see you there, sir." Trigger frowned, but he didn't argue.
Powers flipped the turn signal as they moved from a dirt path through the woods to a paved road; he noticed his hand was shaking. He couldn't get out of here fast enough.
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They retreated to the diner, the waitress who'd seated Powers and Goldie last night escorted the four of them to a booth ("What is this, a double date? That's nice!"); and once they had coffee, Powers quietly told Trigger and Dale what they'd found at the museum and graveyard and told Dale and Goldie what they'd found at the Mystery Shack:
This town was rotten with governmental secrets. By all appearances, it was a veritable dumping ground for cover-ups and conspiracies, starting with its founding by a disgraced secret president and continuing right up until today. The task force operating as "the Society of the Blind Eye" had taken responsibility for keeping these secrets buried; and they weren't just working with the Department of Cover-Ups, they were were being run by it. Their leader was the very same superior officer from the DCU who'd taken their flash drive.
("Wait," Goldie said, "how do you know that?" And when Powers had said he'd introduced himself to them, she'd sucked in a quiet gasp, and then seemed to zone out a moment as she processed the implications of this revelation.)
This "Blind Eye" task force had free rein to erase the memories of any civilians who knew anything about their operations; and those who were permitted to know about the group—no doubt the local police had to be clued in—simply brushed off any questions about mysterious happenings in town. Never mind all that.
The DCU officer said what was happening in the shack was a matter of international security; somebody in this town thought there was somebody dangerous in the Mystery Shack, and they'd made an anonymous report to that effect; the residents in the shack knew how to get radioactive waste far too easily; reports this last weekend claimed the townspeople had witnessed some sort of massive laser beam originating from somewhere near the building; all their investigations last summer had suggested a subterranean doomsday weapon was beneath the shack; and yet, when this "doomsday weapon" went off, nothing happened. As far as Powers could tell—and, he suspected, as far as he'd ever learn—the Mystery Shack was likely some sort of secret weapons testing facility, and when they'd stumbled upon it last year and dug too deep, the Blind Eye had swooped in to confiscate their intel and erase their memories. Some agents' memories more than others. (Trigger and Dale stared at Goldie, trying to remember their lost colleague's face.)
"But... but why us?" Dale asked. "We're not civilians."
"I know," Powers said darkly.
Dale sat back in his seat, staring at his coffee, looking lost.
"I don't like any of this," Powers said. "I understand that a nation must cover up its embarrassing secrets. It's part of a government's duty to hide things from its citizens." (Trigger and Dale nodded in agreement, that was just common sense.) "But... but brainwashing them? Manipulating their memories? Even other government agents? That isn't the America I thought I was serving."
"And imagine what else you still don't know," Goldie said.
"I was trying not to."
"You thought the Blind Eye might be a unit that's gone rogue?" Trigger suggested hopefully. "We could report this DCU officer back to HQ. Perhaps the Bureau should look into..."
But Powers shook his head. "They appear to have ties to the police, and until very recently they were colluding with the Northwests. If they are rogue, they're powerful. We report this, it goes one of two ways. Either our superiors don't know about the Blind Eye, in which case they were left out on purpose and now the entire Bureau is in their ray gun's crosshairs; or they do know... in which case they deliberately put us in harm's way. Twice."
Goldie piped up, "But if the Bureau didn't know about the Blind Eye, don't you think somebody in the past year would have mentioned Trembley to you? Since they shouldn't have know you were taken off that case."
Powers's stomach flipped. "That's true. So—they knew."
Dale slowly shook his head in disbelief. Trigger asked, "But... why? If they don't want us to know what's happening here, why would they let us come back?"
"How should I know? To experiment on whether their brainwashing holds? To get the rest of our memories erased? You heard what he said about the long-range memory gun!"
"Wait," Goldie said, "what did he say?"
Powers grimaced in disgust. "That they didn't just tell us we'd stumbled on a secure facility and ask us to leave because they'd wanted an opportunity to test out a long-range upgrade to the memory gun—and considered us convenient targets."
Naked amazement bloomed across Goldie's face. "He said that?" Her voice was hushed with awe. "Wow. That's—that's diabolical." 
"As diabolical as creating a government-sponsored robe-wearing mind-wiping cult in the first place," he snapped. "I'm sure there's some kind of behind-the-scenes bureaucratic nonsense that made it seem like a good idea, but—!"
Goldie put a hand on his shoulder. He fell silent. She squeezed his shoulder. "Hey. It's all right. There's four of us now. We can watch each other's backs." She gave him a reassuring smile. "As long as we don't tell anybody else what we know, we'll be safe."
He breathed in slowly. "You're right." How lucky he was to have found her—the only person he could trust in Gravity Falls. Perhaps the only person he could trust in the world.
"If we want a chance to do something about the Blind Eye, this must stay between us," he said. "And we just have to hope the Blind Eye's leader is convinced we'll keep their secrets."
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Goldie had insisted that Powers not drive her "home" to the Mystery Shack—now that they (belatedly) knew the danger, it seemed safer to minimize how many times the residents saw Goldie and Powers together. But she rode with him as far as his motel. It seemed neither of them wanted to leave each other quite yet.
As Powers drove, he asked, "Are you sure you don't want to come back to Washington with us? The Mystery Shack is the most dangerous place you could possibly be staying. And there's a chance we could get you reinstated as an agent..."
"Or, there's a chance they'll tell the Blind Eye that I've regained my memories." (She was right, of course. It had been a foolish, hopeful suggestion.) "Besides, I can't go back there, knowing what I know now—and not knowing what I don't know. We need to find out what's going on in that shack. And as long as they don't know I'm getting my memories back, I'm the only one of us they'll let inside. If anyone can get to the bottom of this whole Blind Eye mess, it's me.
 She picked up the folder she'd left on the car's dashboard, the one they'd taken from the museum, and waved it at Powers. "And hey, I've seen the names of everybody in town who's involved in the cult, remember? I know who to watch out for."
He conceded, "Strategically, keeping an agent in town does make sense. I'm just... worried about your safety."
"Comes with the business. Don't you know I'm worried about you, too?" She reached over to run her fingers through his hair along the back of his head. (It was hard to concentrate on the road.) "But we've both got jobs to do. While I'm here, you can investigate these guys from inside the system. Maybe try to find out who warned the eagles about somebody dangerous in the shack! If you give me their name, I can track them down and... see if maybe they're an ally." (He could see Goldie's smile from the corner of his eye.) "I'd just love to have a conversation with that little whistleblower."
Powers had already nodded in agreement before he realized what he was agreeing to. "You're asking me to spy on our own bureau?"
"I'm not asking for anything. We both already know what's necessary," Goldie said. "They're erasing people's memories. We can't just stand for that. If we don't do something, who will?"
His grip reflexively tightened on the steering wheel. "You're right. If it has to be us, so be it. I'm fine with extensive government cover-ups and secret weapons testing in populated towns; but I draw the line at wiping people's minds! Look at the damage they're doing to people! To their own agents! Look at you—because of the Blind Eye, you've forgotten most of your life, you've forgotten your real name, you've even forgotten how to open doors!"
"Yeesh, you don't have to keep reminding me," Goldie muttered. "Although I'm glad you're indignant on my behalf! Most people around here think it's funny!"
Sometimes, Powers was glad he didn't understand humor. So often, it just seemed like cruelty. "I give you my word, we'll find out who's behind this and how deep their influence goes. And... we'll decide what to do then." Some of the hardness leaked out of his voice as he pulled into the motel parking lot. "I just hate leaving you behind."
"Hey. We'll meet again, promise. In the meantime..." As Powers parked in front of his room, Goldie unclipped one of her earrings—the green triangle that had a gold eye painted on—kissed it, and offered it to Powers. "Something to remember me by!" She winked. "Just keep this with you, and wherever you go, I'll go."
A lump formed in Powers's throat as he took the earring. "Goldie, I..." He couldn't figure out what he wanted to say. Instead, he unfastened his seat belt and leaned toward her; she met him in the middle, coiling her arms around his neck as he pulled her into a deep kiss. He'd hardly gotten used to her presence and he already had to leave her behind.
She broke the kiss to murmur, "By the way—a bit ago, I did remember something about my past life."
"Did you? What?"
"My real first name," Goldie said. "It's Dorabella. But call me Bell."
"Dorabella. It's a beautiful name." He was just brokenhearted that it wasn't familiar. "Stay safe, Bell."
"Stay safe, Gary."
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Bill blessed the poor besotted agent with one final kiss at his motel door; and somehow managed to suppress a triumphant giggle until after the door was shut.
One little hiccup aside, that went so, so well.
Bill had three suspects for who had ratted him out to the Bureau of Covert Investigations: Soos's fiancée Melody Grue, who hated that Bill was still in the house; Gideon Gleeful, who'd probably just love to get out from under Bill's thumb without Bill being able to trace it back to him; and Old Man Fiddleford McGucket, who must have been involved in getting Ford's gun working because Ford never could have done it alone, which meant he'd probably been told Bill was still alive.
Bill was sure it was no coincidence that the anonymous tipster had reported "someone dangerous" in the Mystery Shack the day after Bill revealed he'd survived his execution.
At the moment, he was most suspicious of Melody. It was too lucky a coincidence that she'd just happened to be absent on the day the agents first came by the Mystery Shack. Because she'd slept bad. Ha. Melody had slept bad since she was five years old. She just came to work tired. But it made a convenient excuse to keep out of the way for a day, didn't it?
Bill was in the shack; he could put pressure on Melody himself. But Gideon and McGucket...? Well—it would be easier for someone with a little more mobility to look in on them.
And it was more efficient to have somebody else do his dirty work.
Bill fished out his eye patch and put it on as he walked several doors down from Powers's to the car he'd noticed the night before with the rising triangle logo of his Death Valley girls. He peeked into the motel rooms nearest the car, then knocked on a door and waited.
"Hel—Cipher? My lord?" Sue stared at him in surprise. "I—How did you find out I'm here?"
"I have my ways."
Her face broke into a grin that she quickly tried to temper. "I'm honored by your visit, but—is it safe for you to be out in broad daylight like this...?"
"Sure! Didn't I tell you the tide's turning?" He gave her a broad smile. "But unfortunately, your god hasn't been given access to the currency you mortals use to do business with each other. Care to help me with a little grocery shopping?"
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As Powers packed to leave, his mind turned away from Goldie (Dorabella) and the Blind Eye.
Something was rubbing him wrong about the Northwest cover-up.
So Gravity Falls' real town founder was the madman Quentin Trembley; he was replaced in the historical record by the "waste-shoveling village idiot" Nathaniel Northwest, who was immediately made one of the most important men in Oregon and whose descendants were unimaginably wealthy...
Or, rather, they had been wealthy, until they got wrapped up in some kind of muddled financial fraud case last summer. Something about investing the family fortune in some fraudulent bonds that nobody could find any record of.
Years ago, before the BCI approached him, Powers used to work for IRS Criminal Investigation. Everything he knew about the Northwest case seemed wrong. It didn't line up with how crimes like that were supposed to work. It was difficult for con artists to vanish into thin air with that much money and no paper trail—not even any record of their communication with the victim. Suspiciously difficult. Suspicious enough that part of Powers wondered whether the fraudulent bonds were a cover story for something else.
Last summer, Fiddleford McGucket was an insane homeless man living in the town dump. The exact words Goldie had used were "village idiot." Powers remembered seeing him a couple of times in town, as forlorn and destitute a figure as you could imagine. Just a few weeks after they pulled out of Gravity Falls, this insane village idiot spontaneously went sane, filed countless patents, and became unimaginably wealthy overnight... and just so happened to move into the recently-vacated Northwest Manor.
Probably around the same time that the Blind Eye cut ties with Preston Northwest and erased his memories of the society.
It was very interesting for all those patents to come out of the same town as some kind of hidden weapons testing facility and the blueprints for a memory-erasing gun. The gun's blueprints were handwritten; he'd have to compare them to some of McGucket's patents to see if there were any similarities. He'd bet anything that either McGucket was a genius who'd gone undercover for some mysterious purpose at the Blind Eye's behest; or else he was another Nathaniel—a fool to serve as an easily-manipulable figurehead in return for wealth. Powers would have to come up with an excuse to visit him very soon.
And then there were the people in the list of Blind Eye members that Goldie had deciphered. The list contained a couple of prominent local businessmen and the owner of the town newspaper—never the kind of people you wanted to see as part of an organization dedicated to hiding and suppressing information.
But the name that concerned Powers the most was Bud Gleeful, whose name had come up multiple times during the investigation into the Blind Eye. He was the father of a child arrested for conspiracy, fraud, and illegal surveillance. (Surely a child couldn't have done that? And who sends a child to jail, anyway?) Bud's used car lot was apparentlyrecommended to federal agents in need of incognito vehicles. He was addressed in a note on the back of the threatening letter left in Powers's motel room—which suggested that piece of paper had passed through Bud's hands before reaching Powers. And there was a recording of him voluntarily using the Memory Gun on his wife and himself—clearly he was a strong believer in their cause. Powers needed to investigate everyone in the Blind Eye's list of members—but he probably needed to investigate Bud first.
Hopefully he'd find something useful he could pass on to Goldie.
Before he packed up his laptop, he connected to the Bureau of Covert Investigations' system. There was no easy way to see a directory of everyone in the bureau (secret agents, after all; a list of all personnel would be a major security threat) but he at least had access to all the agents who were or had ever been assigned to the Gravity Falls case. Nowhere in the list was there a "Goldie Locke." Just one more thing covered up. HQ clearly wasn't concerned with searching for a missing agent, whether it was because they'd forgotten her or abandoned her.
On a whim, he did an online search for any open missing persons cases with the first name "Dorabella." No cases came up, but he stumbled on something else: the first search result under her name was for the "Dorabella cipher". Goldie was a cryptologist; for a brief moment, he hoped that maybe she had invented some cipher and they could track her identity that way. But no, the Dorabella cipher was a mathematical curiosity—some unsolved ciphertext from 1897. He was no closer to finding out who she was.
Well, until they figured out her real last name... maybe he could privately call her Bell Cipher.
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Bill knocked on the shack's back door and Stan answered it. Beaming, Bill said, "Happy birthday!" He shoved a cake into Stan's hands and swept past him. "Today we brought a bouncing baby conspiracy theory into the world! That calls for celebration."
"Where did you get a cake?" Stan asked.
"From the grocery store!"
Pacing in the kitchen, Ford asked, "How did you pay for it?" From the twitchy look in his eye, he appeared to be on his fourth mug of nervous coffee.
"I didn't!"
Mabel and Dipper ran halfway downstairs to see what the commotion was. "Bill!" Mabel called. "Did it wor—? You brought cake!"
"I brought cake!" He stepped back to let Mabel zoom past him and seize the cake from Stan. "Anyway, good job, humans, you performed your jobs terrifically! Mabel, your map was amazing, Powers bought it completely—and so fun to play with!" He ruffled her hair as she passed him again to take the cake to the kitchen; and then punched Stan's arm. "Stan my man with the heisting hands, good work at the police department and the motel! He never even noticed that file had been missing!" He turned toward Dipper. "You!" He looked at him. "You did your job."
"Thanks," Dipper said flatly.
Bill swooped into the kitchen. "And Ford!" He flung an arm around Ford's shoulders. Ford shrugged it off. Bill put it back. "Fordsyyy you dark horse, what a performance! You should play villains more often! The fun kind of villain, that is. Not the kind that drags innocent triangles through a mountain."
"'Innocent,'" Ford echoed. He pushed Bill off again and set his coffee down so he could accept the slice of cake Mabel was holding out.
Bill planted both hands on Ford's shoulders to keep him from wiggling away again. "What did you tell those government goons, anyway! I mean, I thought you did a good enough job at the museum last night—but when they got back from the shack, they were shaking in their shiny black shoes!"
"I didn't say anything that remarkable," Ford said. "I just said the shack was a top secret facility and dropped a couple of the biographical details you gave me to convince them I really am with the government."
"And you let them know you're our fake Blind Eye boss?" Bill said. "I am impressed!" (In the next room, Dipper quietly noted that Bill hadn't said he was "sincerely" impressed.) "Here I was afraid our worst-case scenario would be them figuring out we've got one actor playing two parts, but no! You, you made it an asset!"
Ford fought down a flattered smile. "It wasn't that big a leap. It fits in with this conspiracy narrative we're trying to spin."
"And so does the government using its own agents as guinea pigs for mind control weapons! Beautiful! You've upped your roleplaying chops since the last time you dragged me into a DD& More D game."
Ford was losing the battle with his facial expression. One corner of his mouth crept up as he asked, "Did he mention the bit about threatening to use him to find out whether the memory gun accelerates Alzheimer's?"
Bill's eye stretched wide open. "No," he gasped. "No way! Because his mother—? That's sheer evil! Oh, Fordsy, I am sincerely impressed!" (Dipper frowned.) "He'll be thinking about that every time he forgets his wallet for the rest of his life!"
For a moment, Ford's pride began to flag as he stopped thinking about doing an A+ job at protecting his family and started thinking about what this would mean for the agents they'd done it to; but he didn't get long to think about it before Bill went on, "How did you come up with that!"
"Ah," Ford said, "well. It was easy, really. After all, I knew that our goal was to gaslight these men and manipulate them into losing trust in every ally and authority figure they had so we could convince them to put all their trust in a deceptive con artist's word." He paused; and then a sly smile stretched across his face. "So I asked myself, 'What would Bill Cipher say to them?'"
Bill let out a shrill cackle. "Now that's my Sixer!" He ruffled Ford's hair roughly. "Listen to you! Best student I've ever had! Brilliant!"
Mabel shoved a plate of cake between them and jammed it into Bill's diaphragm.  "Here! I added sprinkles." 
Bill and Ford averted their gazes as Bill took the plate. "The cake already had sprinkles! I got one with sprinkles on purpose."
"And I added more," Mabel said firmly. "Grocery store bakeries are way too stingy! It's like they think we're gonna run out of sprinkles or something. Crazy!"
Bill shrugged. "Can't blame 'em. The Great 2015 Sprinkle Shortage is just around the corner." At Mabel's terrified look, he burst out laughing. "Kidding! Kidding! Your planet's never running out of sprinkles, you're fine."
"Jerk." Mabel punched his arm, then went back to cutting up cake.
Stan nudged Ford and muttered, "You're not falling off the wagon, are you?"
Ford grimaced, but he just slightly shook his head.
Stan dug into his cake and raised his voice. "So, I take it the plan worked?"
"Did it work!" Bill crowed. "We'll never see those guys again! I've got 'em convinced that every weird thing in town is tangled up in some secret weapons testing project connected to a Trembley cover-up they've been booted out of, and they'll either get brainwashed or arrested for treason by their own bureau if they keep digging! They—are—gone!" He beamed at the assembled family. "I'm proud of you all! You can't always trust a human to do a good job for duty, for charity, for love, or even for greed; but there's one thing you can always depend on to motivate a human!"
Digging into his cake, Stan asked, "Self-preservation?"
"No, shenanigans! And I love that about you people."
"Is this how you start all the conspiracies you've been involved in?" Dipper asked. He'd come in to accept his slice from Mabel.
"Pff, yeah, pretty much!" Bill rolled his eye. "Behind every giant, globe-spanning conspiracy... there's a very smallconspiracy made up of six regular guys who are really invested in convincing people that a giant globe-spanning conspiracy exists." He grabbed a bottle of tabasco sauce from the counter and started saturating his cake. "And framing secret societies for things they didn't do is always loads of fun!"
Ford had taken a seat at the kitchen table to eat his cake, which he immediately regretted when Bill elected to sit on top of the table and cross his legs. "So you admit you haven't actually run any globe-spanning conspiracies." He exchanged a sideways glance with Stan—get a load of this guy. Stan, mouth full of cake, rolled his eyes in agreement.
"You're impressed with what I can pull off with a non-existent budget, three old fogies, and two children. Admit it." He flung his arms open wide. (Ford moved his head out of the way of Bill's cake plate.) "Anyway, everybody lavish me in gratitude and praise for saving the Stans from federal prison! Go ahead! Shower me in reverence!" He looked at them expectantly. "No? I shoulda kept that cake to myself."
"I'll thank you!" Mabel flung her arms around Bill. "Thank you so much for keeping my grunkles safe. I know you didn't have to, and you still resent them for killing you and everything—so it means a lot to me that you did so much for us."
Bill warred with his expression to keep it steady as four different emotions threatened to cross his face. He patted Mabel's head and said weakly, "Gimme a 'Good Job' sticker and we'll call it even." He cleared his throat. "Hey! Speaking of rewards for good behavior, it was nice running around outside without being leashed like a dog! When's the next time I get to do that?" He looked at Ford and Stan expectantly.
They winced and looked at each other. Stan shoved another forkful of cake in his mouth.
Ford said, "We, uh... we haven't... discussed it—"
"Finished," Stan cut in, "haven't finished discussing it."
"Hmm!" Bill gave them a thin smile. "Okay! Let. Me. Know." He jabbed his fork violently into his cake.
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"He did just save all our butts," Stan said. He and Ford had retreated to just about the only place where it was safe to talk without Bill eavesdropping: Ford's subterranean study. "He could've thrown us under the bus. What would we have done? Said, 'No, you don't understand, this guy is actually an evil alien triangle who wants revenge on us'?"
After Ford's near relapse into his old Cipherholic habits in the kitchen, he'd been worried that would be the first thing Stan brought up. But to his relief, they were on the same page. "I'm sure there was some self-interest involved," he said. "Bill doesn't have any legal identity, he wouldn't want the government figuring that out. But I'm also sure he could have talked his way out of that. And by all appearances, he behaved himself while out in public. Aside from shoplifting a cake."
"Which was delicious," Stan pointed out. "Nobody's dead, nothing's on fire—that we know about, anyway—"
"And we already know he isn't interested in running away from the shack. He's had at least three opportunities in the past week, and he's come back every time," Ford said. "So..."
So.
They eyed each other uneasily.
"Obviously we can't trust him completely unsupervised in town," Ford said.
"Obviously. He'd start a cult with a thousand dollar entry fee in an afternoon," Stan said. "But..."
But.
Ford said, "All right. Let's come up with some new rules."
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(No TBOB-related edits in this one I don't think. Even the line about Bill being able to start a cult in a day is pre-TBOB (and pre-TINAWDC).
Anyway!! At long last, the end to this arc! Which expanded a lot more than I expected it to! Looking forward to hearing y'all's thoughts. The next big thing we've got is a flashback to Bill's howling void girlfriend (which, amazingly, I was in the middle of writing last summer when TBOB came out... before we found out he canonically had a howling void girlfriend). I'm still deciding whether I wanna post those chapters all together or separate them with some other chapters in between.
But, before we start that, we're gonna chill out and do nothing terribly important for a few chapters.)
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notanactressyayy · 1 year ago
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—𝐰𝐞'đ„đ„ 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐱𝐧 đČđšđźđ« đœđšđ«, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 đČ𝐹𝐼'đ„đ„ đ„đžđšđ§ 𝐭𝐹 đ€đąđŹđŹ 𝐩𝐞—
pairing. ex! Natasha Romanoff x fem! reader
summary. in a day you simply wanted peace, two unexpected visitors showed up. for one of them, you were glad.
warnings. smut! I am NOT responsible for your content consumption! — making out, thigh riding, strap on usage, cursing, angst (w happy ending), soft dom Nat.
notes. my first language is portuguese, so I apologize for any grammar errors. feel free to give me advice, though!
divider credits: @cafekitsune ★
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Natasha Romanoff was known as a cold, ruthless woman, who never cared for anyone besides herself. Most of the people didn't know this was due her past — the Red Room was always in complete secrecy, so they feared her. She was already used to it. Whenever she started something with someone, in the next day, she had an empty bed as a gift. To be completely honest, she always felt used. Men and women touched her, to leave her in the morning.
That changed when she met you.
You could say you'd changed her completely, for the best, of course. She became more open with you, learned to express herself better and was not known as the most selfish Avenger in the team anymore.
But just like people say, not everything is a bed of roses.
Instead of using that achievement to improve your relationship, she began to care a little too much about her team of superheroes. At some point, she was no longer paying attention to you.
Reports this, reports that. Missions and more missions. "I have to go somewhere with Cap." "I have to train with Tony to a mission." "I can't, I'll have to go with Clint."
When you confronted her about this, begging for her to understand and willing to help her change, she decided that it was a better option to part ways. You were devasted, and she saw it. That made her heart ache — someone actually lov— liked her enough to want to stay.
This was the one and only reason Natasha didn't forget about you. The only reason she thought about you everyday. The only reason she teared up whenever entering her car and seeing the polaroid with the heart pendant you gave her hanging on her rearview mirror, that she didn't dare to take down.
Today, you were leaving work, heavy tired steps echoing on the pavement's wooden floor as the moonlight illuminated the room. The building was already empty, the streets, darker than your thoughts.
As you started walking to the nearest bus stop, you heard quick footsteps behind you — it was already late and usually there was no people on the streets like this. You turned your head, "you gotta be kidding me".
"Hey, Y/n!" Peter exclaimed, running to catch up with you. "I didn't know you were going to be here at 11:30pm."
You rolled your eyes and took a sharp inhale, but like always, tried to be polite. This so called coworker of yours was always looking at you, following you everywhere, and asking you things, not always work-related. You always made it clear that you weren't interested in men, and he insisted on saying he could 'change your mind'.
"Hey, Peter." you replied, faking a smile and nodding. "You need me to review your documents again?"
"Oh, no. I was just wondering if you wanna go on a date with me. Did you see the restaurant that just opened over there? I could treat you to—"
"No, I don't." you cut him off, more harshly than you intended to. "Look, Peter, I'm sorry. But I don't want anything to do with you, alright? So if you want, go ahead and find somebody else."
You shook your head, not even waiting for his reply and picking up the pace again, quickly rushing to the bus stop. That's when the guy showed you a side that you just suspected, but preferred to believe he didn't have
"C'mon, Y/n." he grabbed your arm, nails digging into your skin. "You won't broke my heart, will you? You're such a gentle, beautiful, kind woman. You will give me a chance."
You cleared your throat, feeling him get closer, and thinking about a certain Red Head — how she would gently, delicately graze your skin with her fingers, so softly whispering into your ear and bringing you to her embrace—
"Back off."
"Oh, no." he laughed. Such a creep. "I won't back off. And if you don't cooperate, I'll make you give me a chance."
Your hands trembled now, silently praying to whoever was seeing this just call the cops or do something. You didn't know the guy anyway. He didn't talk to anyone at work beside you, and you never got to know him, you would never. That's when it would be a good use to have a spy girlfriend. Just the last thing you expected to happen was to hear the sound of a gun cocking behind you, and a very familiar female voice.
"She said back off."
Relief unconsciously washed upon you as your arm was released, only because of the gun, though. You knew that if if wasn't for her, who knows what could've happened there. Peter left, annoyed, but the Russian swore to herself that she'd make his life a living hell.
"... Natasha?" you whisper, turning around with a confused and even scared frown.
"Yes," she worriedly rubbed your arm, shooting you, slowly making the feeling of the disgusting hand fade away. "Are you okay?"
"I am..." you nodded subtly, leaning into her touch. "What are you doing here?"
"Well, I saw a woman being harassed. What was I supposed to do? Mind my business?" she said, obviously avoiding your question.
"You know this is not what I mean." you frowned, carefully letting go of her caress and wrapping your arms around yourself.
Natasha sighed, trying to think of a way to explain herself. 'Oh, I'm here because I miss you so much I can't even sleep anymore.'? No, it wouldn't do.
"I... followed you."
"Oh, great, so I'm being stalked twice today." you hissed, making Natasha look down with your harshness.
"No, Y/n.. I'm here for.. personal reasons. I saw you leaving work, and I noticed that guy following you. I decided to follow too, until he grabbed you and I knew I had to intervine." she explained quietly.
The fact she had said 'personal reasons' deeply hurt you, but you couldn't do anything, you had broken up after all. You nodded, and prepared yourself to walk tp the bus stop again.
"Wait," Natasha quickly stopped you, her eyebrows furrowed. "I won't let you go home like this."
This was something about the old Natasha you knew, the protective one. It was okay, you were tired, and a ride would be no harm. "Where's your getaway car?"
She smiled softly at your joke, and tilted her head. "Around the corner."
You two walked silently towards the vehicle, as she unlocked the doors with the keys and you entered the passenger seat. You threw your bag on the backseat before you could focus on the environment around you, and see the polaroid of you and Nat with the heart pendant you gave her hanging on the rearview mirror.
Natasha noticed your gaze as soon as she entered the driver seat, clearing her throat and starting the car's engine. "Couldn't bring myself to take those down."
You stayed silent, but your eyes could tell everything. I'm glad. Oh, I'm so glad.
Natasha remembered your address as if you hadn't broken up nine months ago, and when you reached your place, you too much disappointed for your own good.
"Thank you for the lift," you whispered, turning your body to be able to grab your bag from the backseat — in the exact same moment Natasha turned to unbuckle her seatbelt — your fronts touching, which made you two a little startled.
The problem was that you didn't pull away, neither of you. You slowly turned your head to meet Natasha's gaze, your face so close to hers you could feel her breath. Familiar. It was pure instinct, almost muscle memory, of the times she always kissed you goodbye when dropping you somewhere.
You didn't even notice your hand going up to hold the back of her neck, much less when she placed her hand on your thigh, and leaned in so your noses brushed. Natasha closed her eyes for a brief moment, almost savouring your closeness, your aura enveloping her once more. Then your lips barely, barely grazed, breath hitching, as she couldn't take it anymore.
The redhead pressed her lips against yours, giving them a long peck. It was surprising how much time you lasted without air. You didn't break the kiss, just darted the tip of your tongue out to lick her bottom lip, begging for entrance. She gave in, trying to pull you closer but being stopped by the goddamn control panel. As soon as you felt her tongue touching yours you realized that this was going too far. You pulled back harshly, leaving you two panting for air and a disappointed Nat.
"Do you..." you shakily breathed. "... wanna come in?"
"Mhm." Natasha hummed, turning off the engine. "Can I?"
You didn't answer, just opened the door and slipped out the car. As you entered, you could practically feel Natasha's eyes burning the place. How you didn't take down any picture of yours. How her stuff was spreading across the pavement. It gave her a sense of... hope? Of course, since she was in the same situation.
"So.. are you seeing anyone?" you asked her while kicking off your heels and leaving them by the door.
"I think you know the answer for that." the redhead practically hissed, making your head snap towards her.
"But I want you to say it." you retreated. "I want you to look at me in the eyes and tell me you didn't forget me. I want you to look at me in the eyes and tell me the reason of why you came to my town again and followed me when I left work. I want you to tell me the reason of why you kissed me just like we always did before."
"I didn't! I didn't forget you, Y/n!" Natasha snapped, looking away and tucking the loosen strands of hair of her braids behind her ears. "I didn't forget you and I never did. Alright? Happy now?"
"Is that so?" you laughed humorlessly, crossing your arms. "I thought you cared more about your superheroes buddies. Where are they now!?"
"I left them." Natasha replied, looking at you again with a mixture of anger and pain. "I left them and came back, to you, Y/n."
You froze at her words, swallowing your saliva. "... okay?"
"I came back here, because I wanted to at least a chance to explain myself. I wouldn't be able to live knowing that I hurt you, and that you think that I did it on purpose. So please, just give me a chance."
"...go on."
Natasha sighed in relief, exhaling the air she was holding. "I'm sure you know my story. You were the first one to know everything about it, about me. And I'm also sure you know you're the first one to ever love me. No one else ever loved me like you did."
You leaned against the kitchen counter, listening carefully to her words, ready to give her time and patience, like you usually did.
"... I didn't know what I was doing, Y/n. Every other relationship I had, ended in less than a week. Love is a weapon and it's letal for me, for people like me. I was, I am startled by all of this, by this fuzzy warm feeling that you always gave me, that you still do, in my thoughts.. the Avengers were my first family, and when I panicked, I tried to hang on to them. In order not to hurt you, and myself." she didn't even realize the tear rolling down her cheek, and shook her head. "That's it. I'm sorry for everything, but Y/n, you will always have a piece— you'll always have my whole heart in your hands. I'll get off your hair n—"
You couldn't. Not anymore. You rushed towards her and grabbed her face, cutting her off with a deep kiss. She was taking aback, but her hands traveled to your waist, pulling you flush against her, your fronts pressing. Nothing changed. Natasha pushed you backwards against your room's door, her tongue entering your mouth and dancing with yours. You could feel yourself getting lost in her, damn it, once more. It was like she had this spell on you — you were trapped, and didn't complain.
"Y/n," the russian uttered, hands slipping inside your shirt and giving your waist a squeeze. "I've got to have you again, at least for one last time. Please, just this once—"
Tired of her rambling, you smirked and grabbed her by the jacket, pulling her into a kiss again and dragging her into the room, slamming the door shut. Natasha took this as a 'yes', and her hands, under you shirt, went to unclasp your bra, making it fall to the ground and a groan of relief escape your throat. Before she could remove the rest of the fabric of your body, you stopped her, pushing her down to the bed.
"I always wanted to do that," you started to slowly, so slow that it almost tortured her take off your clothes, stripteasing for her.
"Shit, Y/n." she quickly started to get rid off her jacket, snd everything else she was wearing. You were careful not to trip on the pile of clothes on the floor, and walked over to her again, straddling her leg on the edge of the bed.
Natasha's hand grabbed your hips roughly, keeping you in place and it didn't take two seconds before you started to grind on her. "Nat," you breathed, arms going to circle her neck.
"Who else touched you like this while I was away?" she growled in your ear, pressing your body against hers. "Answer me,"
"No one," you whined, giving her a subtle shake of your head. "No one, Natty. J-just myself,"
"My poor girl," Nat began to roam her hands up your sides, her lips pressing kisses on your jawline, "I'm so sorry I wasn't there to help,"
"You're here now..!" you gasped, your movements faster, as she began to move her thigh to stimulate you more.
"And I don't plan on going away," Natasha murmured, tilting your head to look at her in the eyes. Even in your high, you could make sense of her words, and the weight they beared.
"Nat!" you moaned, closing your eyes shut. "I need... please.. I—I need you, inside me."
Natasha almost lost her mind with that, grabbing your hips and pinning you down to the bed. She reached her arm out for the drawer that she hoped your strap still was, and luckily, she was right. "I'm gonna fuck you like never before, Y/n." she attached the silicone cock to her hips with urgency, holding your hips in place as she ran the tip of it across your folds, making you whine in need.
"Don't tease me," you gently gripped her arms on your hips and looked at her with dreamy eyes. She couldn't resist — but your walls were so tight she had to put a little effort to enter you.
"Holy fuck, baby." she moved her hand to brush your hair behind your ear, giving you a little time to get used to the length. "So fucking tight for me,"
"I—" you breathed, interrupted when Nat started to slowly move in and out you, her red hair falling into your face. You moaned, putting her hair up in a makeshift ponytail and with your free hand, holding her neck. "God, I missed you,"
Natasha pounded faster in you with those words, your moans only getting louder by the second. She grabbed one of your legs and placed it over her shoulder, allowing her to hit your g-spot repeatedly. You thumb went to your mouth, wetting it and starting to rub her clit — she couldn't say she expected that, her soft moans saying everything.
"Cum with me," you breathlessly requested, eyes fluttering close. Natasha didn't have to be asked twice. Her hips slammed into yours, the wet sounds of her thrusting echoing the room. "Natty!"
You back arched, head thrown backwards as your orgasm hit you. Natasha's legs shook, her weight falling onto you and your arms immediately wrapping around her, keeping her close.
"Don't make me go away,"
"I could never."
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leighsartworks216 · 1 month ago
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“we can just stay in, blanket fort and all. no one needs to know.” with Zayne please? đŸ„șđŸ„șđŸ„ș
Zayne being allowed to experience childhood whimsy? I'm on it, boss! o7
This ended up being the ADHD hurt/comfort I needed today 😭
Prompt from this list
First - Second - Third - Fourth LADs Masterlists
You're an adult. You have adult responsibilities. You have to go to the bank and the grocery store and the gas station. Not to mention all the work sitting on your desk
Yet here you are, stacking up pillows and draping blankets across chairs.
You're not sure what exactly prompted the idea. It could have been the rain pouring down outside. Or the fresh sheets warm from the dryer. Or even the childhood memories that feel so distant and so acute all at once.
Whatever did it, it had you immediately gathering every pillow and spare blanket in the house.
You lay out a blanket on the living room floor, coffee table pushed aside. Chairs from the dining room set up like walls, with pillows stacked up against them and a large blanket draped over them. The couch acts as a back wall, with more pillows piled on top of it for support. Any spare pillow, plush, and blanket gets shoved inside, where you form them all into a sort of nest.
By the time you've finished, the weight of all your responsibilities sinks in. You sit in the fort, feeling more guilty than before. Your chest aches with the knowledge that you still have so much to do and you've just wasted all this time not doing it. Not to mention the cleanup. And all your chores. And everything else that decides now is the perfect time to pile on to make you feel worse for doing anything that could bring you some joy and peace.
When the keys turn in the lock, you grab one of your plush snowmen and hide your face in its soft fabric. How can you bear to face Zayne, the king of steady focus and responsibility, like this? This is the man who graduated top of his class after skipping years of school, and became the youngest cardiac surgeon on top of it, plus all his awards and achievements! You couldn't even sit for two minutes to write one paragraph for work.
"Dear?"
His keys clink into the bowl by the door. His umbrella is set in the stand, coat hung up on a hanger, shoes exchanged for slippers. You listen to it all, counting down the steps it takes for him to cross over to your hiding place.
"My love, what's wrong?"
You peek out from the plush. Zayne's hair is lightly damp from the rain that got caught in the wind, sticking to his forehead. Little droplets gather on his glasses. His tie is skewed; soft slippers a heavy contrast to his work attire. He crouches down at the entrance, holding up the loose end of the blanket to peer in at you. His eyes flick over the plushies and pillows, but then they focus directly on you, your face, your body language, assessing the situation as best he can.
He waits so patiently. It only makes your admission harder, because you know you could do so much better. Work just as hard as he does, and come home with energy to spare.
"I didn't get any work done today..." you mutter, staring at the ground by his feet. It's easier than looking at his face. "Or anything that I needed to..."
He hums, thoughtful, neutral. He shifts in his spot. "What did you need to do today?"
You frown and hug the snowman tighter. "I needed to deposit a check at the bank and get stuff for dinner, and I needed to get gas; so we don't have anything to cook and I have to get gas tomorrow when it's going to be busy. And Nero needed my report on my last field mission, and Tara needed my help filing some stuff for her. But I didn't do any of it. I just stayed here all day, building this stupid fort..."
You drop the plush off to the side with a sigh. "I'll take it down."
He reaches out before you can. His hand wraps around your ankle, thumb stroking soothing shapes against your shin. "Leave it up. We can just stay in, blanket fort and all."
You finally look up at him, face contorted in a grimace. "But we don't have groceries," you rebut. "And if Tara finds out I didn't help her out because I was sitting in a blanket fort all day-"
"No one needs to know," he reassures with a soft chuckle. "I'll order some takeout and we can watch a movie. How does that sound?"
You stare at him. Take in the slight smile on his lips, and the gleam in his eyes behind his glasses. His skewed tie and slippers. His messy hair. Your partner, who just got home from working his ass off saving lives, giving you permission to rest. To stop beating yourself up.
Your eyes burn with unshed tears as you reach out to him. He responds without hesitation, crawling into the fort with you, crawling directly into your arms. He cradles the back of your head as you pull him close. Settles down on the blanket so he can wrap his arm around you in return. You can cry; you'll be safe in here, with him.
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lilbitdepressed27 · 8 months ago
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Alcina Dimitrescu/Fem!Reader
Summary: One where it's a zombie apocalypse you get separated from your wife and daughters.
Warnings: none I think
WC: 4.1k
Author's Note: probably gonna write more for the beautiful tall lady again. A little bit of The last of us in here. Sorry for any mistakes :)
"Draga come back to bed." Your wife mumbled sleepily as you leaned down to kiss her on the head.
"Sorry baby. My sergeant called said it's an emergency. Something about a riot downtown. They need all hands on deck." At the mention of you being in potential danger your wife was wide awake. She sat up, seeing that you were already dressed up and ready to go in your police officer uniform. You had a apologetic smile as you looked down at her. It was supposed to be your day off. But in a situation like this. Every officer was called in.
"Be careful. Please call me when you get a chance. Even if it's a simple text." You could see the worry in her eyes.
"Of course I will. I love you and I'll be back before you know it. It's probably some of those dumb 'alpha males' at it again." You joked and leaned down kissing her on the lips.
"I love you too." She had gotten up to walk you out. Her sleep long forgotten. You had gently kissed your daughters on the head as they slept before leaving.
Alcina had watched you drive off with a knot in her throat. She had always hated when you were called away like this. She knew it was serious. If it weren't you wouldn't have been called. She had always worried about you when it came to your job.
She worked as a lawyer. She knew you didn't have to worry as much as she did. Did you worry? Of course you did. But just not on Alcina's level.
She walked back into the house after your truck was no longer in her eye sight.
*
"On news 10 today the riots have been growing down in the Los Angeles area. Riots have grown in other cities as well. San Francisco, San Diego, New York City, Chicago, Phoenix AZ, Philadelphia, Dallas TX, San Jose CA, Sacramento CA, Miami FL. We have not figured out the reason behind these riots but the state of California and local authorities are strongly advising to stay in your homes for your own safety, if you live in these areas."
Alcina had just turned on the tv after she had taken a shower seeing that it was no point trying to go back to sleep.
"Mom where's mama?" At the sound of her youngest daughter entering the living room she looked away from the tv to the red head. The ten year old was rubbing the sleep from her eyes.
"She was called into work sweetheart. Come here."
Daniela flopped on to her mother, cuddling up to the taller woman.
"But I thought it was her day off?"
"I know sweetie but there was something her sergeant had to talk to her about." Alcina held her daughter close to her as she looked back to the news reporter.
"We are going live to the riots in downtown Los Angeles with Maria Ascott. To you Maria."
"Thank you Jill. The riots here have made a turn for the worst. We had to get off the streets due to how violent the people were getting. LAPD have stopped using rubber bullets and gone straight to lethal force. Thing is that some of the people have become completely vicious. They are biting officers and even other people in the crowd. I can't believe what I'm seeing. They just won't stay dow-" The camera had turned at a loud explosion and more shooting.
"Mom? Is mama okay?"
Alcina wanted to be honest but she didn't know. Before she could make a move to call you. Her phone rang, a picture of you smiling at the camera lit up the phone. She quickly picked up the phone not even letting the phone ring for a second time.
"Draga are you okay?" She stood up from the couch, her concern growing as she heard the shouts and shooting from your side of the phone. She had put the phone on speaker phone when Daniela motioned her to put it on.
"Yes I'm fine Alci. I need you listen to me. Get the girls and the guns from my safe. Pack what ever we could need. Be quick. We need to get out of the city. Now. There's no time to explain. Get the girls. Now Alcina. I'll be there in about fifteen minutes." The line cut off before Alcina could respond.
"Daniela get you sisters and tell them to pack what ever we could need. Now darling."
They both moved quick around the house. Packing a bag of clothes with toiletries. Bela and Cassandra didn't know what was going on but did as what their mother said. Seeing how serious her mother and younger sister were being.
Alcina moved quickly packing her own bag and yours. With anything they'd need. She moved to pack a big duffel bag from your gun safe. You always had been one to have guns. It was something Alcina had hated cause of the kids but you had put them in a safe. Where only you and herself could access them. From hand guns to rifles and shotguns. She didn't know what to pack. But from what she saw on the news. She new it was serious. So she packed as much as she could with ammunition and guns. Leaving the gun safe empty.
"Babe!? Girls!?"
"Draga.." Alcina words got stuck in her mouth when she saw you uniform torn and and with blood. She cupped your cheeks as she looked you over.
"I'm okay but we have to go. We'll go to the family cabin. It's secluded enough. Donna and Angie are on their way there. Karl is there already with your mother and brother. Come on."
"Mama what's going on." Bela asked once Cassandra and herself put all their bags in the Escalade.
"I'll explain everything on the way to our cabin. Come on."
The family moved rapidly, leaving their home. Not knowing that It'd be last time they saw it as a whole.
*
You were one to always follow the rules. Seeing as you were a cop after all. You took pride in doing what you did. Putting bad guys behind bars. Helping your wife and her law firm putting bad people bad guys away for a long time. But you were also used to speeding down the streets. Running stop lights and stop signs. What you were not used to was having your family in the same car as you did those things. You knew the risks of driving fast down the roads. Anything could happen. But you knew. You knew that you had to get your family out of the city. After seeing the things you saw. It wasn't safe. You weren't even sure if the cabin was safe.
"Y/n tell me what's going on. Is this cause of that sickness going around?" Your wife spoke for the first time since getting in the car. She had been too distracted by the chaos happening outside of the vehicle.
"It's not just a sickness. Sergeant had a friend in the cdc, it's some type of virus, the scientist used the word fungus. A fungus that only effected ants-Cordyceps we learned about in school. You gotta be joking? How come it wasn't on the news?" Your daughter Cassandra spoke from the middle seat.
"The cdc tried to control it in Seattle. The government had locked down Seattle in a matter of minutes when the first signs of infection were shown in Seattle's Lake Hill hospital. It spread faster than they had hoped. Before they knew it had spread all through out Seattle. They couldn't contain it. They still don't know how it spread all through out the United States." You swerved out of the way of the two collided cars. Using the sidewalk to escape the lines of cars. Refusing to take your eyes off the road. You knew there were going to be road blocks put by the military. It was why you chose the back roads. The cabin was a good two days away. But with this amount of traffic it would probably take longer.
You thanked everything in you for getting the four wheel drive and for not living too in the city. So going off road was the best option you had.
"Mom?"
"We can't be seen by the military. Their orders are shoot to kill." It was why you hoping to avoid the road blocks and roads in general.
*
You were only a good day away from the cabin. It had been in the middle of the night the dirt road empty when a trucks lights suddenly turned on, catching you by surprise and blinding you momentarily. You had no time to react, the truck rammed into your side of the car pushing the truck forcefully towards the ledge. The force had caused you to hit the side of your head against the window. The screams of your girls had been muffled as the truck tipped and rolled down the slope.
Your ears ringed as you checked on alcina and the girls. The voices stilled muffled as you tried to ignore the pain of your side. You had to gather yourself and get your family away from who ever was driving that truck.
"Alcina come on get up. Girls?"
"We're okay mama."
"Mama you're bleeding." Cassandra's voice filled with concern, finally sounded clear.
"I'm okay baby. We go get out of the truck. Use the truck as cover. Do not peak from the sides. Bela get my gun bag, Dani baby get the bag with the med-kits and supplies we could need." You gently shook Alcina. Desperately trying to wake her up. The sound of her gasp, was only a moment of relief as you head a distant noise of shouting.
"Come on baby, are you okay?" You used your knife to cut her seat belt catching her before she could hit the ground.
"Oh draga, you're bleeding. Are the girls okay?"
"They're fine. Come on we have to go." You helped your family out of the vehicle, noticing the gas leaking from the tank. The sounds of shouting we're getting closer. You checked over Alcina seeing that she was okay other than scratches on her.
"Alcina listen to me. I'll draw them away from-No. We have to stick together." Alcina was quick to shut down the idea. But she saw the look in your eyes. Her eyes filled with tears as she heard the sounds of voices only getting closer.
You sighed, taking the gun you had trained her with. Making sure it was loaded. The girls had trained with you as well, they knew how to handle a gun. They knew gun safety. You handed the gun to Alcina. "You have to go, keep our girls safe. I'll see you soon. There's no time for arguments. You know as much as I do those people aren't going to think twice when they see us. I'll lead them away from you and our girls. And catch to you when it's safe. Now go."
The girls protested as well. But Alcina knew you were right. With tears in her eyes she took a step back as you pushed her towards the opposite direction. "Y/n."
"Do not stop till you get to the cabin. Do not hesitate when you pull that trigger." Your voice was strong but yet she heard how it wobbled. You kissed the girls head.
"Go, now."
As the shots you fired had the men stumbling for cover as your family disappeared into the dark woods. You stepped away from the truck as far as you could as the men grew closer shooting their own guns in your direction. Completely missing the four getting away. As they grew closer you shot your gun in the direction of the gas leaking the force of the explosion throwing you back against the tree. Rendering you unconscious.
*
(20 Years Later)
Alcina looked back at the little town. The walls they've built were slowly spreading. Slowly growing, all the town needed know was some electricity if they could ever get the damn power plant to work again. As she looked back down at the planes she had scattered in front of her, her wondered. After all these years her mind went back to that day.
How much she regretted leaving you. How her heart screamed at her to go back when she heard the explosion. But she pushed on. With the hope that you would be right behind them.
Her hopes had come crashing down when the day passed and they arrived at the cabin. Her family was there but you had not arrived. The girls cried as they waited for you but you never came. The day passed and she went back. Karl going with her. The burned bodies were fresh there had been a few a total of six. All too burned to be recognizable. But then she saw the gun. Your hand gun she knew it was yours. She picked up the gun seeing the familiar serial numbers. The gun was not far from the burnt body.
"Mom, we have some scouters out west saying something about a storm coming. We have to reinforce the wall on the west side just in case some infected wonder from the west." The voice of her eldest daughter brought her back to the present.
"It's already in order Bela. Have you had any updates on your sister?" Her eldest had grown into a being a strong and smart woman.
"Yes, Daniella and uncle Karl are making sure that the men working on the power plant are protected from the raiders and infected." Bela stood straight paying close attention to her mother. Ever since that day she knew her mother had not been the same. She her mother had tried to be strong for her and her sisters. But she saw the sadness in her mother. The sadness that refused to leave. She herself longed to see her mama again but it had been ten years now.
You were gone.
Died trying to keep them safe.
*
After all these years, you still looked for your family. The anger you had for yourself had been so immense. You remember that day like it had been yesterday. The errors of it all keeping you up at night. After you knocked out that day. You had woken up in cell room along with some others. It clearly didn't take long for humanity to fall. Those men weren't military just a gang looking for victims.
It had taken you and few others too long to break out of that camp. By the time you did it had been two months since you last saw your family. You remember the urgency to get to the cabin. It had taken you two days to get the cabin seeing that the FEDRA was only growing. You had to sneak, not risking being seen and shot.
Nothing could have prepared you for what you saw once you did arrive at the cabin.
The cabin empty, destroyed half of the cabin had clearly caught fire. No signs of life, you had almost given up then and there. If it weren't for the fact that Karl's over the top survival truck was missing. It was a truck that he had always kept on the property grounds. He had been a clear lunatic when it came to preparing for the apocalypse.
That truck was set to only function on one set of keys. No hot wiring or anything could start that truck.
But that had been ten years ago. Ten years of searching for your family. You didn't know where to look. They could be dead for all you know, but knowing Karl, he always had a plan for this type of things. You just hoped that he kept your family safe.
"Y/n? You okay?"
Your attention was brought back to the kid standing next to you. You weren't sure where the two of you were headed. You had found this kid roaming not far from the outside of the walls. And well you had finally gotten the chance to sneak out of the said walls controlled by FEDRA. From there you just took her under your wing. Refusing to leave a fourteen year old to wonder by herself. Especially since the fourteen year old reminded you so much of your youngest.
You had an idea on where to go, a rumor of a town that was safe and secure. There were a few places you could check out.
"Yeah I'm okay kiddo, come on Wyoming isn't that far." You had been on the road for a year now, you had to find a safe place, winter had just passed and it was a strong and cold one. It had been brutal, the injury on your side still ached. But what ached more was what Ellie went through. Those crazy fucking cannibals and that fucking pe-You felt guilty for getting hurt, for making the young girl take on the burden of having to take care of you.
"Can you tell me about your family, what were they like?"
You couldn't help the smile and slight relief that she was talking again. "Oh just know you'd get along with my daughters. Cassandra my middle child she's just as much of a smart ass as you. My youngest Dani god, she's just as much of a jokester. And eldest Bela, well she's much more like her mother. Smart, patient, kind, she was- she'e twenty know. All of them twenty." You were quick to wipe the tear away.
"Alcina my wife, well I met her when we were both in elementary school. Man I fell in love with her the moment she walked into Ms.Luthor's second grade glass. Although I didn't know what I felt in that moment. I was her first friend and we stuck together like glue from then on. We didn't start dating till junior year. Want to see a picture?"
The excitement in those green eyes was hard to miss. You dug into your backpack taking out the journal that had a ziploc bag. Inside the bag was a picture of your family.
"Damn, that's your wife and kids, man they got all their looks from your wife huh." Ellie joked a snort and gentle shove was what she got in return.
The laugh escaping your lips, she had a point. "Shut up, now how about we cut through that power plant. It looks abandoned." Ellie laughed as she followed you down the path way that was now covered with over grown grass.
Ellie asked after a moment of silence as you both moved across the river leading to the power plant. "Do you really think that we'll find a place to call home?"
"I have hope. Just gotta believe kiddo. Let's go through here." You moved to pull on the large door, for it now to move. You pulled harder on it until you heard a familiar click. Reaching quickly for your side gun.
"Stop! Tell the girl to drop it as well."
At the sound of a deep voice you looked up to see quite a few guns pointing down at you and Ellie.
You stepped back knowing you had no other choice. "Ellie do as the lady says." Moving a bit closer to stand in front of Ellie, your hands still raised up. Hoping that they wouldn't shoot you. "We didn't know the place was occupied. We're just trying to get through, we want no trouble."
It was a tense moment of silence.
"They're alright."
"You know them?"
The sound of the big door sliding open. "I know her. She's my god damn sister in law."
The gate opened, and your eyes widen at the sight of Daniella and Karl. But your eyes couldn't tear themselves from your youngest daughter who was now a grown woman. Her baby features long gone.
"Mama?" Her voice was the same but yet so different.
"Dani."
The force of her hug had almost taken you down. Her cry as she hugged you tightly, you hugged her just as tightly. You couldn't believe that Daniela, your youngest daughter was back in your arms. After so many years of thinking that you'd never see her again had finally come to an end.
"Mama we thought you were dead. We went back. Mom went back to check with uncle Karl. We should have never left you mama. I'm so sorry. We looked for you, everywhere. We never stopped. I'm sorry—Daniela stop. It's not your fault. It's no one's fault. Just—" the sound of gunshots cut you off, your actions were quick. A whole lot faster than Daniela had been prepared for. You had taken her and Ellie to cover. Your own gun out and already shooting.
"Mama I can help."
You knew she could, you had taken her to cover without really realizing. "Sorry Dani force of habit. Ellie stay down okay kiddo."
The place lit up with more gun fire, all you could think about was keeping your girls safe and the need to see your two eldest and wife again.
*
"Mom raiders attacked the power plant again. There's some dead and a few injured. Uncle Karl and Dani radioed in, they're fine. Heading back as we speak." Cassandra spoke so fast Alcina didn't even have a second to panic. She was quick to get on her feet. Heading straight towards the gate. Cassandra and Bela right behind her.
By the time they made it to the gate, the gates were opening and in came in some of the power plant workers. Some caring the injured and others limping into the town. Her eyes searched the group looking for her idiot brother and her daughter.
Fear gripping her heart when she didn't see her youngest daughter at the end of the final people coming in.
"We would have been dead if it weren't for that woman."
"Oh man she was a one shot kill. Don't want to get on her bad side."
"She seemed to know Daniela and Karl."
She over heard some of the power plant workers say as they walked by. It wasn't till she saw Karl walk through the gate talking with a short auburn haired girl. Her hands were moving all over the place as she explained something. Karl for once had a gentle smile on his face as he listened. Relief washed over her body when she saw her little girl, her steps faltering when her eyes landed on who was standing next to Daniela.
You.
Her wife.
The wife she had thought she lost.
The wife she mourned to this day.
Was alive. Obviously looking a bit older but yet still as beautiful as the last time she saw you.
"Mama?!" The two older sister yelled in surprise, but their voice wobbling as they chocked back a sob. Her two eldest daughters ran towards their other mother who looked at them with so much love and guilt. Yet you hugged them tightly. Her eyes finding yours was what finally got her legs moving in such a pace that she couldn't remember doing. The feeling she had in her chest at seeing you once again. The love she had for you had never faltered. It never went away. If anything the love she had for her wife had only grown. There was no one she loved as deeply as you.
"Draga,"
It was the voice that you had dreamed of hearing. Your girls, your grown daughters pulled away. Watery smiles as they watched their parents reunite.
Hugging the slightly taller woman. To have her back in your arms as her shoulders shook from the barely concealed sobs. To have her hugging you just as tightly. She lightly pulled away cupping your cheeks in her hands. "Oh my love—"
The kiss had been one they both thought they'd never have. For it was the thought they both had feared and refused to accept. But now they both flourished to be in each other's again. To have their family reunited once again. To have the love they both shared still growing.
To be together once again as the apocalypse continued.
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nicolejones412 · 2 months ago
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Out of Sync
Bucky Barnes x fem!reader
Summary: You've found yourself with the 107th fighting Hydra, where you meet a handsome Sergeant. But something just isn't right.
A/N: Thunderbolts* really just has me going back to my roots, just now I'm more of a Bucky girl than a Steve one. Enjoy this first semi-fluffy chapter! (No Thunderbolts spoilers for quiiiite a few chapters).
FIC:
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You couldn't wait for Agent Carter to join you in Italy.
You had been sent ahead with a small SSR outfit to prep for more of the Strategic Scientific Reserve to join you once you had confirmed the intel you'd received about Hydra's base.
You were pretty sure you were only sent because Colonel Phillips could only deal with having both you and Peggy around so much.
You sighed as you dismissed a soldier you'd been interviewing.
If you heard one more man ask-
"Now what's a beautiful dame doing out here?"
You looked up at the dark haired man that had entered your tent, completing your thought for you.
"My job, Sergeant...?"
"Barnes, ma'am. Sergeant James Buchannan Barnes." He took a seat.
"Nice to meet you Sergeant Barnes, I am Agent Grace with the Strategic Scientific Reserve. I understand you may have noticed something strange on assignment?"
"Well ma'am I am a sniper. It's my job to notice things."
You sighed. If these soldiers would get over the fact that you were wearing a skirt for 2 seconds you might actually get some good information today. Unfortunately it seemed like this was about to be another waste of your time.
"The soldiers we faced last week, they weren't wearing normal uniforms. They had a different symbol. Some kind of octopus."
"That would be the symbol of Hydra. Hitler's rogue science division."
"Well they must have some kind of mad genius working for them. Their weapons aren't normal guns. They weren't firing bullets. More like just blue beams."
"Blue beams?"
"Check with medical. Not nearly enough bullet wounds for what went down."
"I will check on that. Anything else that might be helpful?"
"They retreated west. There weren't very many of them, but they were quick."
You wrote down what he'd told you.
"Thank you for your time Sergeant Barnes."
"Of course." He stood and held out his hand to shake yours.
You looked at his hand for a moment before standing to shake it. As you looked at his eyes, something felt familiar.
He nodded to you and went to exit the tent, pausing before leaving.
"Sorry if I offended you ma'am, when I first came in. I meant it as a compliment."
You shook your head. "None taken Sergeant. Stay safe out there."
He chuckled. "I will do my best."
The next day the 107th went after Schmidt's men.
Two days later, Peggy and the rest of the SSR that was coming arrived, and you'd reported your findings from the interviews.
"Magic blue weapons? That's what you have for me?" Colonel Phillips asked.
"That's about all the men reported back. Other than confirming that it was Hydra who carried them."
Phillips shook his head. "It's not a lot to go on."
"I think we might be able to triangulate the position of their base, sir."
"We'll see what we hear from the 107th. There's got to be a way to-"
A soldier ran into the tent.
"Colonel, the 107th is back. At least, what's left of it."
-
You looked out into the rain, listening to Captain America's show in the distance.
"What's got you so down?" Peggy asked behind her.
You shook your head as you turned to get back to work. "So many soldiers. I just can't believe he-they are gone."
"He?" She raised an eyebrow.
"Forget it. A slip of the tongue."
"I see."
She could see right through you, but wouldn't push the issue as she walked away to speak with Captain Rogers. You were grateful.
You'd had one conversation with the man. Why did the fact that he was most likely dead feel so...wrong? Soldiers die every day in war. He wasn't even that nice to you.
He wasn't dead. You knew it. You felt it. But why did it matter?
A few minutes later, you watched as Captain America ran through the mud to Colonel Phillips tent. You followed as quickly as you could.
"Please tell me if he's alive, sir. B-A-R-"
"I can spell." Colonel Phillips paused before standing. He looked at you, then down at the papers he was holding.
"I've signed more of these condolence letters today than I care to count. But the name does sound familiar." He looked up at the captain.
"I'm sorry."
"What about the others?" Rogers asked. "Are you planning a rescue mission?"
"Yeah it's called winning the war."
"But if you know where they are why not at least-"
"They're 30 miles behind the lines. Through some of the most heavily fortified territory in Europe. We'd lose more men than we'd save, but I don't expect you to understand that because you're a chorus girl."
Rogers set his jaw.
"I think I understand just fine."
"Then understand it somewhere else." Colonel Phillips began to walk away. "If I read the posters correctly you've got some place to be in 30 minutes."
You followed the captain's eyes to the map on the wall.
"Yes sir. I do."
You and Peggy locked eyes before following Steve out of the tent.
-
Sending the one successful super soldier you had behind enemy lines probably was not the best idea, but there was no stopping Steve.
And someone had to cause a distraction to cover their exit.
"Are you insane?!" Colonel Phillips lectured.
"Captain Rogers was going with or without-"
He scoffed. "Captain Rogers? He's a barely trained circus monkey and the most expensive asset the United States army has created and you helped him go against my orders."
He slammed his fist on the desk as Agent Carter walked into the tent.
"You're both going straight back to the typing pool after this stunt."
"Colonel-"
"Not another word. Or would you like to explain to the Secretary of Defense why Captain America - the only super soldier we have is gone?"
There was a commotion outside as soldiers ran to the gate. You and Peggy looked at each other before following the Colonel.
You reached the gate just in time to see Captain America lead the 107th back into camp.
"Sir," Steve addressed the colonel. "I turn myself over for disciplinary action."
Phillips looked around at the men who he'd frankly assumed were dead.
"That won't be necessary."
Your gaze wandered from Steve to the man next to him. Who was already looking at you. You nodded to him, and he nodded back before turning to look at Steve.
"Let's hear it for Captain America!"
You joined in as the crowd cheered.
-
"Knock, knock?"
You looked up from your desk. "Sergeant Barnes. I assumed you'd be at the celebration."
"I was, but something just didn't feel right."
"Oh?"
"Yeah." He looked around at the otherwise empty tent.
"You weren't there."
You looked up from your notes and maps for the first time. "I am flattered Sergeant-"
"Bucky," he corrected.
You smiled. "Bucky. I am flattered but I didn't do much, and there is plenty still to be done."
"Yes, yes of course, Agent Grace." He turned to leave but then turned back around.
"Come on, let me buy you a drink."
"Sergeant-"
"Bucky."
"Right, Bucky, that really isn't-"
"Steve wouldn't have made it out of camp without your help. Come on, one drink."
You shook your head. "I just-"
"It can wait. A drink, some food, and some sleep will do you good."
You sighed. "Fine."
Bucky's grin grew from ear to ear. "Perfect."
-
Read Part 2 here.
A/N: All will make sense eventually. I hope. 😊 This will not be an entirely 1940s era fic, so if you're here for that, heads up that I'm only planning another chapter or 2 of this vibe.
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ozzgin · 2 years ago
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OZZGIN!
May I request an idea/imagine?
It is about yandere! mental asylum patient and psychiatrist! reader, who is very practical and strict regarding her job, takes no BS from others. But, for some reason, she has a soft spot for yandere! mental asylum patient. The reason could either be he had a hard childhood in which he had to do what he had to do, which brutally killed his father, who used to abuse his mother and sister, but when the father tried to sell the sister into prostitution to buy more alcohol, all hell break lose. Psychiatrist! reader thinks what yandere! mental asylum the patient did was OKAY, and she wants to get him out of the asylum. They love each other deeply and would do anything, so far as to kill for one another. If you can, make it as twisted as you can. I live for some dark romance!
Please ignore my request if you are not able to do it. I completely understand. Thank you in advance! <3
Oh my, this request hits somewhat close to home as I have a friend incarcerated for similar reasons. I'm pondering the logistics behind this context you've provided, since murdering someone won't necessarily land you in a psych ward unless there are other symptoms that come with it. And so I've taken the liberty to expand the character's profile if that's alright. (Conveniently enough I still have my psychopathology lecture notes)
I want to add, however, that this story in no way romanticizes mental illness! If anything, one may consider it an opportunity to reflect on the fact that so many people struggling with disorders do not receive the proper care for it, or only do so when it's too late. Furthermore a medical professional should never, ever behave like this and whatever is written here should stay in the realm of fiction!
Yandere! Patient x Psychiatrist! Reader
Featuring a patient that's pushing the boundaries of your work ethic and might even succeed.
Content/warnings: female reader, detailed mentions of mental disorder, violence, obsessive behavior, breach of professional conduct
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You roll up your sleeve and check your watch. He should be here soon. Out of habit, you shuffle the papers for a quick case review, even though you already know all the details by heart. You carefully set aside the patient’s MMPI and WHODAS entry assessments, then your first interviews. Your eyes briefly rest upon the resulting report you’ve comprised: Schizophreniform Disorder (Provisional) with good prognostic features; Diagnostic criteria consisting of delusions, disorganized speech (frequent derailment with episodes of incoherence, echolalia) and comorbid catatonia. Responds well to antipsychotic (clozapine 25mg/12 h) with no imminent need for dosage increase. As it currently stands, he will be fit for proper incarceration in less than 6 months. Is it something you agree with? Not quite. You’ve presented your case many times and it has always been met with pitiful shrugs and dismissals.
The door opens and you fix your posture, sweeping the documents back into your drawer. “And? How are you feeling today?” You ask, flashing a professional, cordial smile as the assisting nurse leads the patient to his seat and prepares her leave. “My chest hurts.” The man answers in a low voice, glaring at the nurse. He taps his foot against the plush carpet, seemingly restless. “How bad would you rate it? Chest pain is a somewhat common side effect of your medication.” You retort, following the movements of the woman finally excusing herself and exiting the room. Once you’re alone, the man’s shoulders droop and he visibly relaxes. “It’s not that, you know it. When can I touch you again?” He pleads, despair twisting his features. You tense up at the words. “Behave yourself. It hasn’t been that long.”
It’s not something you’re particularly proud of. In fact, you might even call it one of your great shames in life. You’ve always been a textbook professional, perhaps even too strict according to your coworkers and most patients. Not even in your wildest dreams would you have dared to imagine you’d violate the code of ethics by falling in love with your patient. But something about his situation stirred your sense of justice. Surely one cannot be punished for protecting their loved ones. The only criminal in the equation, at least in your eyes, was that joke of a father and he had it coming. So you found yourself wrestling against a blooming protectiveness and favoritism towards the young man brought here last month.
What would have normally compelled you into action had therefore been silently swept under the rug. Or even worse, you secretly indulged in it. A patient showing signs of affection towards you would instantly be transferred to a different psychiatrist. Yet you couldn’t put away the letters written by this one. Erratic, crumpled notes of “I love you” written countless times, pencil dug so deep it tore into the sheet. Bizarre illustrations that looked almost threatening. His elaborate delusions before medication was introduced, where he’d detail in grand narratives how you were fated for each other and nothing would stop him from having you sooner or later. You do not know what forces possessed you into this addictive plunge, but you’ve come to enjoy his violent, frenzied confessions. So much, that during one of the unsupervised meetings you let yourself pushed into the sofa as his hands tugged at your body in rabid need. It was so out of character that you wondered if it truly happened, though the bite marks and scratches on your neck and chest proved otherwise.
“Are they going to send me to prison?” He changes the subject and stands up, walking towards your desk. “Most likely. What you have is the result of a traumatic event, not a lifelong condition. Sporadic episodes that can be kept under control with antipsychotics aren’t enough of a reason to keep you in the hospital.” You press your legs together nervously and glance at him. “Can’t you just say it’s no longer working?” He suggests, kneeling before you and placing a hand on your thigh. “You know I can’t lie on the report.” You really don’t like it when he manipulates you like this. “Ah, yes, because lying is worse than fucking your patient.” He scoffs, annoyed. “Don’t threaten me like that”, you say as you turn towards him, but you’re stopped by the rough grip of his hand over your cheeks. “I’m not threatening you, I’m threatening everyone else. Listen, (Y/N), I’m not fucking around. I don’t mind pretending to be crazy if I have to. Will the meds still be working if I steal a shaving razor and cut the nurse open?” You try to open your mouth, but his fingers are pressed into your skin, locking your jaw into place. “I’m not going to prison. I’m not. Then I’ll never see you again and that can’t happen. You know that.”
Eventually he releases his hold, allowing you to speak. "I understand. Then there's no choice but to arrange your escape." You sigh, defeated, and he raises his eyebrows. "Won't that get you in trouble?" You chuckle at his statement. "Either way I'll be in trouble. You said it yourself. Might as well quit before I have to stand in front of the ethics board and have my license revoked." You'd prefer to keep the last ounce of pride if possible.
He sits on the floor and you notice his trembling hands. "Nervous?" You ask. "No. Just really happy. I'm not a bad person and you were the only one here to see it. But God, (Y/N), I'd kill anyone if it was for your sake. I can't wait to hold you whenever I want." He gazes at you as a smile widens on his face.
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