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9 January 2024 -
I met and fell in love with someone that speaks Dutch... I've been studying myself feral ever since.
Found a cute little shop in my hometown that sold Dutch treats and gushed for an embarrassingly long time.
Anyone wanna be friends on Duolingo? 🥺 (link in reply!)
🎵 : Heaven by Maude Latour
#studyblr#studyspo#langblr#dutch language#nederland#duolingo#maude latour#drops by kahoot#swv#swv:oc#🐱🦝#had to encapsule this feeling
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what are ur thoughts on phoenix and maya's relationship? saw a post the other day talking about how they're not really sibling coded and it got me thinking. (ie the fandom kinda shoe-horned them into that)
personally i think maya was ride or die for him from the moment he got arrested for her (see her offer to break him out of there) but didn't really see him as a sibling until later (maybe when she gives him the magatama?) whereas i think phoenix felt like he had to look after her for mia, but didn't really see her as a sibling until farewell my turnabout.
Honestly to me, they're just really good friends, legitimately the other person's best friend ever! Kind of like platonic soulmates if that makes sense! I used to also really lie the found family trope, but fandom just basically turned it into the nuclear family with extra steps, and that defeats the point of it to me. I definitely think they consider the other family, but there's not that specific role they'll assign to the other person-- just a sort of nebulous concept of family, like home is where the heart is rather than 'siBLiNgSsSsS!!", hence, platonic soulmates XD I really like your breakdown of the relationship, I think Maya definitely warmed up faster to Phoenix than he did to her, she just kind of seems like that kind of person that can figure out someone's vibes, where Phoenix is definitely a lot more guarded. She's not afraid to be more vulnerable, even as early as 1-4 where she says she wishes she didn't wake up. It definitely shows that Phoenix is still super guarded around her when he absolutely refuses to even talk about Edgeworth's "death". I think 2-4 was sort of a wake up call for him, not only because he had to step up to make sure Pearl was doing okay, but it was when he realized he really did care for Maya a lot, she's not the Chief's little sister, she's HIS friend Maya!! It really makes T&T really special where they kind of have this unique rapport that wasn't seen before, where Phoenix is somewhat more playful/relaxed/open with her (until the ex-girlfriend shaped elephant lingers in the room, which, honestly, fair, who would really want to open up about THAT mess?) So yeah, hope you enjoyed my little ramble!! :D
#ace attorney#aa#phoenix wright ace attorney#pwaa#gyakuten saiban#phoenix wright#ryuuichi naruhodou#maya fey#ayasato mayoi#ace attorney meta#meta#I get that a lot of the SIBLINGS SIBLINGS SIBLINGS stuff does come from a good place#as is FAMILY FAMILY FAMILY#but to me it sort of feels like a recolor of 'men and women can't be friends there's always something there'#and it just kind of feels a bit sexist to say that men and women can only be 1) romantic partners or 2) SIBLINGS and nothing else#like they could also JUST be friends#what is friendship if you're not a little bit in love with them?#so yeah#i think platonic soulmates really encapsulates my interpretation of their relationship#i also hc that Maya had a bit of a baby crush on Nick and accidentally brought it up around Pearls#hence why Pearls is like that XD#kids gotta love em! XD
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“Love Like Ghosts" // The Raven Cycle
When your true love is destined to die, is already dead, or will always be leaving. And other moments of ghostliness.
#finally this post that has been in the working for so long is up. Not perfect but its up#yes we have now escalated to full songs#a song about ghosts for which i have used no quotes about the canon ghosts#overall goal here was a section for each relationship#which made me realize blue has had a canonical thing with everyone but ronan lol#ignore the fact that i could only get good angsty pynch quotes from greywaren i was struggling to find what i wanted in trc#last part is intentional repetition of different versions of blue kiss me like we have the vision of the first hurt me baby and the actual#obviously huge bias here toward bluesey but thats bc. Well. its all for them <3#overall happy with this because i feel like it actually encapsulates song and vice versa in terms of the love and ghost metaphor#anyway bluesey car scene said absent presence#lordhuroncycle#perhaps my last lordhuroncycle unless they release new song or i get inspired lol#long post#web weaving
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Yeah, bitch! I'm the fucking "chupra-ca-dupra" and I'm here to fuck you aaaall.
HELLUVA SHORTS 4 // MISSION: CHUPACABRAS
#helluva boss#helluva shorts#blitzø#mission: chupacabras#the animation in this short is just *chef's kiss*#is it bad to say that I love the shorts more than the actual show#no that's a lie I like them both#but I miss the humor that hb had in the beginning#and I feel like the mission shorts encapsulate it perfectly#mine#mine: gifs#mine: hb
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when you win a round in mahjong by stealing another player’s tile kiryu makes this face and it’s the scariest expression i have ever seen him make in any game ever
#though it perfectly encapsulates the feeling of going out in mahjong#I too feel devious and unstoppable#on the rare occasion it happens#kiryu#kazuma kiryu#yakuza#yakuza 0#y0#rambling#I wish I had a gif of it it’s so much better as a gif#cause it’s like. this little menacing chuckle#I don’t know what he gets possessed by but he gets possessed by. something.#now I need to see what the hell majima looks like playing mahjong
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I could see Jimmy's struggles on Earth being more about keeping a job/supporting himself. I definitely agree he's had some issues with police, but it's minor stuff like getting into fights at bars or petty thief.
Especially with his horrible personality, it's probably was hard not only finding a decent job, but one he felt comfortable in/believing he was a part of the team.
Giving him a laundry list of crimes makes it seems that predators like him are easy to spot when that's completely not true.
This exactly!!!
I’m not saying that Jimmy is like someone who slips under the radar completely, he does and says shit that’s weird, abrasive, threatening even but it’s never to the extent of outright suspicion. He’s just before that category and that’s part of the struggle. You have people like Curly that see the parts that aren’t all bad, even if they aren’t great, and those that don’t want to be involved when he steps over the line. On Earth, him crossing the line was seen with a sort of inevitability, people like Curly are much farther and fewer between.
He has a bad record but not an horrible one. He’s rude and abrasive but not outright violent. He’s bad with people but not in a way they stay away from him, he can’t keep them around outside of like Curly and non-comital pals, they probably don’t see enough of him to care. Jimmy’s in the perfect situation where he can just scrap by on his own but he’d be miserable. He’d always be on the cusps of comforts and stability someone like Curly or Swansea or Anya are stable enough in.
It’s why it’s easy to see why he could be given the benefit of the doubt. Why someone would pity and try to give him a step up or even try to find him a way out when he fucks up. He’s already pretty fucked in life why make it harder? But it’s the exact reason why you kinda shouldn’t. It can embolden the worse parts of him but he isn’t naturally trying to get away with the worse, it’s just he will if he starts to realize he can.
#like he’s a shitty guy on all fronts but on earth he’s just the guy who gets kicked out the bar and too many scorned month long exes to kee#track of always paying rent just by the deadline or a little later always making the conversation stop when he interjects#always saying something that’s just a bit too far just a little bit of this and a little bit of that where you feel bad but in the sense of#what the guy does to himself rather than feeling like he deserves better#like Ryan and Dave is a song I imagine encapsulates Curly and Jimmy’s relationship if Curly didn’t cover for him and let him hit rock botto#like his flaw is he never saw how much of a safety net he had like an asshole#mouthwashing#ask#spacedoutmermaid#jimmy mouthwashing#mouthwashing game
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✨And that's what you missed on the ShelterMC ✨
A small recap of the server's first event back in April :D
#sheltermc#minecraft#minecraft server#modded minecraft#let me tell you about my fave edit I made (this one)#I was trying to find a way to encapsulate the whole event in one vid but it wouldn't come to me#until Ryan told her bedtime story#for an editor to get a spoken summary oh it was such a gift#and then rewatching it I was like HMMM what does this remind me of?....glee recaps#and I went to look for the instrumental that would play in the BG and there it was!! another gift#the moment that made me feel like I had just won the lottery was when I realised that the word shelter han an L in it#for all of this to come together this way...it makes me feel at peace....creative peace? kkkkkkk it's that serious to me
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the lack of fandom insanity about aloy hzd is crazy to me.....she was literally born of immaculate conception to be the saviour of a world that doesnt want her. she was the loneliest girl in the world the first and last of her kind. while gay
#she is everything to me!!!!!!!!#went back to my hzd replay and in my feelings currently#also started on burning shores finally and while its good. for reasons known. opening hfw again does remind me#how i feel that it did not do justice to the themes of hzd#manyyyy thoughts on that#one major thing is that the zeniths even existing takes away the fact that up to that point there was absolutely nobody left#from the old world. just recording and emails and broken holograms#not even gaia (!!)#(yes it is very important to me that the gaia in hfw is just a backup copy she is the same program per se but NOT the same gaia#that chose to give life to aloy. out of her love and trust in elisabet. it was actually very impactful imo how that gaia was destroyed#before she could ever speak to aloy. she could nly leave her a message. addressing her as elisabet iirc#which ended on 'i only wish i could hear your voice again' DEAR GOD#anyways the fact that the hfw gaia is NOT the same one. and thats never addressed or anything#just encapsulates the emotional hollowness of hfw compared to hzd#hzd just had this massive all encompasing theme of loneliness. that came together in all aspects of the game#hfw was such a paradigm shift from that it should have been more meaningful#but they got lost in the sauce and ended up with kind of a nothingburger in comparison#hzd was a story hfw was just a game. THERE!!#wow this turned into kind of a rant anyways. aloy girl of all time!!!!#hzd#hfw#aloy
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anytime i see a picture/video of miles and alex laughing or simply staring at each other during taotu or in 2011/2012, i always think about this line from @stereobone’s absolutely gorgeous ‘the italian job’
‘their love was so enormous neither of them knew where to put it’
and then i cry all over again
#especially seeing that gifset of miles dedicated ‘cotp’ to alex whose watching him from the side of the stage#I honestly can’t#that line so perfectly encapsulates their relationship in the early days my god#the sheer joy and giddiness of being around each other and not knowing what to do with all this love they had for one another#I’m so in my feeling about them#I’ve lost track of how many times I’ve read ‘the italian job’ cause it’s so fucking beautiful and one of my favourite milex fics#miles kane#alex turner#milex#milex fanfiction
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ok soooo im like 5 episodes into dear brother and i need you guys to know how much i love rei so far if only for her staggering around like a rain-soaked stray dog just haggard and unseeing all the time. like we know very little about her thus far except that every scene she's in she steals the show by flopping and wilting all over the frame
#just like me fr perhaps#dear brother#oniisama e#idk what it is but shes so intriguing. mysterious shit-untogether lady#also i love everyone's beef so far like im completely hooked on the drama as camp as it usually is#like went OHH SHIT the second i found out the big three were on bad terms like ouhhh theyre fightinggg#and minako is profoundly real. the video essay that convinced me to watch this mentioned her encapsulation of quote#'every bpd feeling ive ever had' and as an outsider that seems right#school full of girls to study under a magnifying glass like bugs. girlbugs#this is an era of shojo im not very familiar with (ok ig all eras are like that but my knowledge of 70s shojo is like.#ok rose of vsailles over here and that tennis thing's over there and uh. yeah thats it)#and yeah ik the anime's from the 90s but it appears. to me. pretty married to more 70s aesthetics at least#ANYWAY kaoru ily we need a butch failgirl to shout these girls into line and shes balling too btw no way#and minako ily you're extremely real and a scene stealer and i need you to beat more girls up#nanoko im leering over your shoulder like a little shoulder devil bc i want you to be worse and im suspecting you're getting there#oh i forgot to say this part but i keep comparing it to utena#no one ive seen brings up db in their utena analyses as an influence so i have to wonder if 1) this is just more obscure#(if only for the western video essayists im watching) or 2) they share other common ancestry im not familiar with#once again i gotta watch rose of vrsailles for brserk reasons but also now bc of this#she's important she's influential etc etc#anyway yeah excited to get back to the mentally ill girl variety hour ✌️✌️#asuka rei#<- I FORGOT TO TAG IT WITH HER 😫😫😫
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haven't listened to the anthology yet, but i do think her music is suffering from the sheer quantity she's putting out while doing all this other stuff tbh. feels more like an overproduced electronic cashgrab than real layered music despite some tortured lyrics. like ttpd the first half has such a sameness to over half of it.... and that sameness is tied to midnights too imo. i really wish i could experience the joy of albums like 1989/folklore/evermore and def her country earlier stuff but. she can be a lyric writing machine (she needs someone to veto some of it thoughnfjdkfjd feels like no one can tell her no) but not lean on the exact same production style for this long bc it's kinda getting old to me and i really do enjoy so much of her discography like 😭😭😭 idk. i know swifties are just gonna eat up whatever she does, and i've always been in between the absolute worshipping crowd and the absolute hater crowd but some of the music/production part is so uninspired.
#where are the real instruments like truly fhjdjd where are rhe layers#i want to enjoy it but i had like 5 songs i marked thst ill even listen to more than twice HDJDJ and i did the same for midnights#like its jsut......#like shes a billionaire but it feels like if she pauses for a second shes gonna die like no. fbdndj sometimes ruminating is good#in some ways its like the perfect encapsulation of whats going on w society#i would love an album where she goes back to country roots a bit more tbh just to hear what she could do#its where shes always excelled imo#ANYWYA just first thoughts. ill listen to the second half when i get home from work but like#how many surprise albums can you drop n stuff before things become less of a surprise snd more of an expectation like#w that much contrnt you cant be putting your all into it lol. some of it feels half assed snd you can tell#inauthentic despite any vulnerability in the lyrics....... when i know she has made better is just so jfksk disappointing#this is not me being a hater fhjd feel like i will always give her music a try 10000% but also i hate being disappointed this much in a row#and i think its good to critically discuss things u enjoy at times
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aymeric's a simple man: he sees wife, he loses his shit /pos UwU
a simple set done before dawntrail (i think i'm nearly done sharing all the pre-dt screenies??)!! also granson somehow getting his ass transported to the source works because yes 🤠 super short, but as always transcript is below!
TRANSCRIPT
Panel 2: Granson: Who is that hot lady?
Panel 3: Aymeric: THAT'S MY FUCKING WIFE!!!!
#ffxiv#ffxiv gpose#ffxiv screenshots#gpose#gposers#ff14#ff14 gpose#lalafell#aymeric de borel#ffxiv memes#ffxiv shitposting#elezen#warrior of light#ffxiv wol#wolmeric#wolship#pre-dawntrail#stephanivien de haillenarte#artoirel de fortemps#granson ketchthane#holy fuck i didn't realize granson had a last name LMAO#i feel like the last image perfectly encapsulates art and steph's relationship with each other#i should do some gposes just of them sometime methinks#BUT NOT RIGHT NOW#i spent the last few days moving my shit from my apartment to my fc room#and gathering and crafting new shit for my apartment to make it reflect gravy and aymeric's bedroom UwU (it's sfw no gooning here)#specifically for this snippet a friend of mine wrote of those two that i IMMEDIATELY FELT COMPELLED TO GPOSE#finally finished the crib last night#probably won't be able to get on tonight due to family reasons#BUT TOMORROW
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tossing in my two cents
#sketch#traditional art#artists on tumblr#female artists#yugioh#yugioh duel monsters#yugi mutou#anzu mazaki#tea gardner#peachshipping#theyre so cute I hope they explode#was listening to linger and had my brain on auto pilot so I let my hand and the music do all the work and I thought it turned out good#encapsules how I feel/visualize the song perfectly imo
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kara moodboard 🦀
go to pinterest and make yourself a moodboard, whatever that means to you.
ty @quillkiller @stillagoodwitch @carniferous @star4daisy @orbitfalls @dieonysian for the tags!!! loved ur moodboards sorry this took me a second i was practicing self-abnegation in order to get my essay done and then having a crisis about my aesthetic. but now. i present the least cohesive moodboard you’ve ever seen:
open tag bc i feel like everyone’s already done it <33
#tag games#this is such a mess actually. but i feel like things are encapsulated#wanted to add like a victorian street urchin image but couldn’t find a good one so you’re just gonna have to imagine that#also spot the chappell roan!!!! spot the michelangelo!!!! these things had to be involved#anyway#kara’s moodboards#xoxoxox
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instantly begins crying when billy asks the audience to do the chorus to piano man.
#ooc. o kaptain.#[I’m such a fucking New Yorker. i had the privilege of seeing him once and let me tell you. screaming sing is a song you’re the piano man#sing is a song tonight well we’re all in the mood for a melody and you’ve got us feeling alright is maybe the most incredibly New York and#emotional you can EVER feel. it’s beautiful. it’s the most soul deep experience I’ve ever had. screaming with millions of other people and#everyone’s a new Yorker for piano man. im crying before work. it’s such a beautiful fucking song it encapsulates the importance of every#life the significance of humanity no matter how small. the waitress is practicing politics as a businessman slowly gets stoned yes they’re#sharing a drink they call loneliness BUT ITS BETTER THAN DRINKING ALONE. piano man is THE human experience. no one should let former English#majors legally within feet of Billy Joel’s music because we’ll dissect it to hell.]
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i've been diving a lot deeper into adhd symptoms and comorbidities and misdiagnoses and whenever i tell my boyfriend something i learned that sounds like me he responds with something like
#idk he knows me more than anyone bc i can't hide the parts i'm ashamed of from him#last night he was like. yeah EYE think you have adhd but i'm just some guy#idk i'm excited about this not because i want to be Quirky for internet reasons. yknow. but bc i've felt like an impostor of a human being#and i have no sense of self and i can't get myself to do basic tasks and the thought of doing something i don't want to do#genuinely makes me want to throw up/my brain shuts down/i can't think or talk or function to the point where i can't work.#so i can't support myself. so i feel terrible about myself. and i've been in and out of therapy for 20 years and have numerous diagnoses#that have never really felt like they fully encapsulate what's going on. and like. i've kinda just internalized that i'm not as good at#being a person as everyone else because i struggle so so much. like yeah i did well in school but i had to sacrifice literally everything#else to do that. idk how everyone else is managing to have a job and hobbies and friends#i get to pick like. one now. i used to be able to juggle everything to some degree although i felt like i was being careless in all areas#except school. i'm so scared of making mistakes or starting anything or talking to new people or trying new hobbies#because i know it won't interest me more than a couple weeks MAX and i'll feel listless and restless again#and i've come to understand this as part of who i am at my core. i'm just someone who can't commit and isn't reliable or a good friend#i just want so badly for that not to be the case because i want so badly to not be stuck like this#idk im going home to talk to my dad this weekend and just rest because i'm really really not doing well#which is why i'm scrambling to try to figure out what's going on with me because idk how much longer i feasibly can do this#and i might be moving back to the pnw bc therapists in pa don't work with medicaid#and no psychiatrists near me are taking new patients. and i can't work to get on private insurance. but therapists in or do work w medicaid#so idk. again if youre diagnosed w adhd and this sounds not like someone who is consuming social media brain rot content about adhd#but rather someone whose experiences you identify with. please let me know. please please#i am reaching out to professionals also but things move slowly and i'm trying to compile evidence so i don't sound like i'm making it up
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