#had a period of making spaghetti bolognese for weeks but i cant stand the thought of it

[avo-kat]

i hate cooking i hate meal planning i hate chopping ingredients i hate doing dishes i hate having to decide i hate needing to think of healthy meals i hate it all so so so much :(

and i cant stand to eat my regular meal prep meal anymore and i cant seem to find a replacement (i can eat the same meal for months until i Suddenly get sick of it and cant stand it anymore for a few weeks/months)

and i cant cook everyday, i simply cant, its soul sucking, its killing me, i cant do it, im not strong enough

so right now im eating a bunch of frozen foods and im getting sick of them too, im getting sick of frozen french fries which is appalling because they are my go to food

sobbing

why is it so hard

and i discovered couscous and i was so happy and i made a big batch and then two days later it went bad? it literally went bad. cant eat. a big pack of couscous. heartbreaking

im even getting sick of grilled cheese that i eat for breakfast on weekends what the fuck man how is that physically possible?

what am i supposed to eat, i hate it here