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csideyaoi · 1 year ago
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robotsafari · 7 months ago
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not gonna do anything with terras unresolved insecurities with himself and his darkness and not to mention that he got possessed for 10 years and couldn’t help his friends which is going to add on even more self-doubt andNO TIME FO DAT ITS TIME TO ENTER THE BORING REALISTIC VIDEO GAME WORLD !!!!!
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mimikittysblog · 12 days ago
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Poly! Ateez: How You Met
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Synopsis: How you actually met Ateez before entering a poly relationship with them.
Genre: Fluff | Headcanons
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.✧・゚: ✧・゚: ✧・゚: ✧・゚: ✧・゚✧.
The way you met Ateez was super cute
So you actually work at a school as a staff and teacher
and Ateez for a new Wanteez episode wanted to try to be teachers for a day
Now you’re actually a big fan of Ateez and was delighted to have them contact your school and asked if they could film at there
Not only would it be great publicity for the school, you get to see your favorite idols too
Of course you knew some of the kids also enjoys Ateez so it would be a nice surprise for them too
So the day they arrived you were actually one of the teachers there to greet them
Jesus they’re so handsome in person…
They weren’t fairing much better either cause the moment they saw you for the first time
They were absolutely floored.
They thought you were gorgeous!
Then somehow, almost like destiny, the principal assigned you to be the one to give Ateez and their staff a tour of the school before shoot started
You were thanking the heavens above fr 🙌
During the tour you get to see how even off camera they really weren’t that different.
They were still the kind, hilarious, chatty and respectful group you know.
Here they also got to learn more about you.
They were amazed with your passion for your job.
Also with how much joy and light you exude.
They just adored how you work with the kids and they can tell you’re a lovely person from how the kids also love you.
One kid actually ran up and hugged you when you walked by and your interaction with them melted their hearts
“Miss Y/n!!! Haaii! Why didn’t you teach my class today?? What are you dooooiiing? And Who are these people??”
“Hi Minhwa! Oh well Miss Y/n today had to help Mr. Min! This is a very special group! This is Ateez! And Miss Y/n is showing them around!”
“Woaaah! Ateez?? The group Heesoo likes?”
“Mhm! But don’t tell her yet! it’s a surpriseee!”
“Ok ok!!”
“Good! Now go say hi to them and go back to class okay?”
“Yes Miss Y/n!”
Absolutely adorable
She’s so.. amazing…
God why is so sweet!
These thoughts and more were all running through their head.
After the tour they started shooting and you were also a great help
You always made sure the children were on their best behavior
You also gave them lil tips and tricks when dealing with kids and how to teach them better
They listened to you very attentively.
They wanted to do really good!
For the shoot of course!
It wasn’t like they were trying to impress you or anything 👀
Outside of the shoot, they got to know more about you as well
There were other teachers of course but you really were the one that just pulled them in
They really couldn’t get enough you.
You weren’t complaining tho
Why would you? 🤨
Hanging out with Ateez?? Would never dare to complain! Could never complain!
Today you got to witness their personalities, their best attributes and their dynamics in person!
Here you got to see Hongjoongs leadership really shine even when doing the simplest of things
So admirable
And HOT
You saw Seonghwa being so absolutely caring towards everyone he interacts with
Could cry he’s so sweet
Witnessed Yunho over there being the big goofball that he is
Doing whatever it took to make the children and even some of the teachers smile and laugh (especially you)
She laughed at my antics 🥰
He thought to himself, determined to hear more of your angelic laugh
Im sure its never a dull day with him
Then seeing Yeosang that cutie patootie so filled with determination at every challenge was so wonderful
HES SUCH A CUTIE PATOOTIEEEE
Then you saw San..
oh San..
Heart as big as his bod. So soft and lovely.
Making sure all the children are happy and comfortable.
You might’ve actually cried with how soft and precious he is 🥹
Mingi was shy and a lil awkward but still did his best and it was so endearing to witness.
You were able to help him though!
You knew a group of kids who just were so passionate for music just like him
So you pulled him aside to introduce him to them
When he learned these kids shared his passion they all immediately got along and became best buds
He was grateful for you for helping him
“Thank you..”
“No problem! And hey kids! If you impress Mr. Mingi enough, maybe he’ll let you help him write a song!”
Mingi laughed but still hyped them up and the kids started buzzing with excitement
Absolute cuties
Wooyoung and his love for kids couldn’t be more apparent
It made your heart so warm
Acting like the big brother everyone dreams of was just amazing
Jongho was quiet but like everyone else did his best and he absolutely excelled.
Since he had that maknae energy he got along with the kids incredibly well too.
He actually was able to conspire with them to prank his hyungs and the older kids
You thought it’d be interesting to see so you let it slide
“YAH CHOI JONGHO!!!”
“RUNNNN!! EVERYONE SCATTER!”
Laughter filled the school and everyone just had the best day ever
One more thing that was just a joy to witness was how truly they love each other
What they’ve shown on camera was definitely not just for show
They love, care and take care of each other
Despite all the teasing
This is a family if you’ve ever seen one
A beautiful loving family
They’re all so incredible
Unfortunately though things had to come to an end
The shoot went wonderfully and everyone involved had a great time
But the end of the shoot meant you all had to say goodbye
You 9 didn’t really want to though.
There was just… something about you guys being together all day felt so..
Right.
But they technically had no reason to see you again.
Neither did you.
So even though they wanted to exchange numbers they couldn’t find a good excuse as to why.
So they reluctantly got in their cars and left.
Some tried to hide their disappointment
Some where just whining about how they’ll never see you again
*cough cough* wooyoung and san *cough cough*
And a lil bit of jongho too..
You on the other hand also couldn’t help but pout the whole journey home
As you finally arrived, you reminisced about the amazing day you had
Wishing you could have many more with those 8 wonderful boys
But you’ll be grateful to have even had this opportunity and will treasure it forever
Though…
I MISS THEMMMMM‼️
You whined into your pillow
You then remembered the many pictures you took of the day!
so you quickly took your phone and began to scroll through them, reliving the moment all over again.
Just then a thought crossed your mind suddenly
..they should have these… they’re so cute! They’d love to have these… maybe.. just maybe…
You then took a risk and messaged their manager.
Telling him you have some photos of the boys with the kids you think they should have.
You thought their manager would just tell you to send him the photos so he could forward it to the boys
But to your surprise an unknown number suddenly messaged you.
“Hi! It’s Wooyoung! My manager said you have some photos to send us? Send it here! 😊”
“Also once again, it was lovely to meet you and thank you for the great day.”
WOAHHH
WOAAAH WOAAAAAHHHH
“Omg Hi Wooyoung! Alrighty! I’ll sent them now! It was wonderful meeting you too! And thank you too! Definitely one of the best days I’ve ever had.”
How did Wooyoung get my number?
Manager must’ve given it!
What you didn’t know is that Wooyoung actually stole his managers phone when he saw you texted
Just so he could copy your number onto his phone
Begging his manager to just let him talk to you
When you replied and sent the photos it made him so fucking giddy
He thought he could run a marathon
You two continued to text for a little while before you both had to get to bed
Despite not really wanting to end the conversation.
Wooyoung knew he probably shouldn’t do this.
But.. he couldn’t not see you again.
So he took one final risk.
“I really hope we can hang out one day! I really did love spending today with you.”
You didn’t respond immediately.
….
FUCCCKKKKKK
FUCK FUCK SHOULD I NOT HAVE SEND THAT??? WAIT DID IT SOUND TOO DESPERATE?? WHAT IF SHE THINKS IM WEIRD AND NEVER WANTS TO SEE ME AGA-
“I’d love that 💕”
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© mimikittysblog 2025
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glitterliver07 · 4 months ago
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does he run over this survivor or drive around him? (if you see this in the trud server haaii!! ^.^)
(yt version below cut)
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sevikasslut4life · 10 months ago
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haaii!! love love love ur writing!!!! ♡ do you think you could do something with a blitzø x insecure reader/s/o? maybe the reader works at IMP and blitzø finally sees that they don't think highly of themselves
Blitzø with a insecure s/o
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A/N: OMG MY FIRST HB FIC!! also I didn't know whether to do hcs or a one shot, so I did hcs if it's ok!! Hope you enjoy!! also the song might be a bit off topic but I was listening to it while writing 😭
song to listen to while reading:
❣ at first when you joined the IMP, he was (surprisingly) excited, he obviously needed more than Moxxie and Millie there!
❣ when he realized you felt insecure, he was actually shocked. YOU!? Of all people insecure!? Why? Youre so badass!
❣ "look, babe. You're so fucking badass, your cooler than me- well I wouldn't go THAT far but yk what I mean, right sweetie pie?"
❣ anyone, and I mean ANYONE who talks shit about you, yup their fucking dead!
❣ Moxxie and Millie def hype you up along with Blitzø when you k!ll someone
❣ Blitzø will definitely make/buy you your own special gun
❣ if you want someone dead, or just any favor? He's on it! Need a ride? He's on his way!
❣ if some days you feel extremely bad about your work, you and him will take the day off and spend it at home relaxing
❣ will definitely teach you if you ask him too! He loves (hates) teaching! (Your his only exception)
❣ overall he's a very protective, caring boyfriend who only wants the best for his s/o!
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kurishiri · 2 months ago
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Jude chapter 2 silly but kinda detailed summary
꒰ ִ ֺ ⊹ @ notice ⊹ ֺ ִ ꒱ any pretty translation you may see in here may not be 100% accurate or contain creative liberties due to characterization or narrative flow purposes. this is a sort of summary as well. if you enjoy, though, please consider reblogging, but please don’t repost these or claim these as your own!
for some ungodly reason jude and ellis r in kates room the moment she woke up and judes not lookin very appy hes like how long r ya gon sleep for ya bloody pleb and ellis is like haaii gm kate 🌸✨✨ and then jude like “get ready in 3 seconds” while holdin her chin. again, for some reason lmao
ok turns out we goin to their other jobs at a company called raven co
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and ellis tells kate they got shops overseas too (wow jude got a boomin business) and they sell stuff in a lotta places and allat jazz. anw some dude greets kate and the others and thinks that kate is ellis gf. kates like umm no and hes like so ur the boss’ gf?
then he gets judes boot before kate can reply and judes like
Jude: It’s all yappin’ with ya so early in the mornin’, I see.
J: If ya gonna yap useless things, how ‘bout ya use that mouth o’ yours to do a bit more o’ your job?
J: If ya want a pay cut though, that’s a separate matter.
turns out the dudes name is theodore walker. 21 y/o. employee. first impression: bright dude
so kate asks ellis what his role is and hes like “hmm lets see, being a guard, preparing for guests, confirming clients, brewing up a storm…” and kate here thinkin wait a damn minute i have a feeling i heard smth real violent just now and then is like do you do anything else and well ellis responds with more violent words with a 😊 face. kate is like i thought i got myself into an evil org then jude comes in like
Jude: Well this evil company’s boss got some work cut out for ya.
she gotta sort out these letters (a loott of letters…) and judes like “if ya worked as a letter carrier ya mustve had to sort out letters before gettin breakfast”
ok so apparently judes kate just blurts out things w/o thinkin 💀 bc this time shes like well if hes gonna make fun of me (jude calls her princess but /neg) then challenge accepted! and then is like “ok bet i will get this done ez pz 🍋 squeezy” and judes got that shit eatin grin on his face like “that ya will do by the time i get back”
they r indeed still in their enemies era. her only saving grace now is ellis’ kind smile. ellis to the rescue! ⛓️🫶✨
omg ellis is actually an angel here he helps kate when he can sorting out letters and hes like gj today kate. you managed to do sm on ur own, u should be proud of urself and kate is like hes so kind… (yes he is!)
ah yes we cant escape the ellis is sweet as jam™️ allegations here
kate asks ellis why he joined crown and tldr its bc vic reached out to jude and jude said ok
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Kate: But did you have to get caught up in all this too…?
Ellis: But——he made a promise with me.
As he said this, Ellis’ eyes narrowed softly.
Kate: …A promise?
Ellis: I’m waiting for Jude to reach the happiest moment of his life.
E: And I need to be by his side to see that moment.
[ insert some lines im too lazy to tl here ]
Ellis: But, it seems that moment just doesn’t want to come. …It’s like Jude is always unhappy.
jude comes in the door like yall so damn annoyin and is like stop yappin bout she don’t need to know. but ellis is like but its her job as fairytale keeper. and kate is like “i have a question for u too jude! why do u have ellis by ur side?” jude responds like “none ya damn business” but one tinie push from ellis and jude lets out a resigned sigh and speaks on it and is like hes got physical strength and a good ability. cant let that sorta value slip by. that said his heads got some screws loose so
and kate is like omg! he answered me!!
(So Jude has Ellis by his side so he can use his abilities at his convenience,)
(and Ellis wants Jude to fulfill his wish, I guess?)
They kept one another by each other’s side to help realize what the other wants.
——If I were to put into words what their relationship would be, it would be ‘a contractual relationship.’
That was the day I had gotten my hands on valuable information on Jude for the first time.
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ko-fi☕️ ┊ comms🤍
NOTE: i forgot to mention that i can take comms to tl judes main story chapters, avatar mission stories, and his side stories in full, as ciele, the one whos gonna tl his story, said that i could tl chapters from his story too. the turnaround time per chapter is usually around 1–2 days from the time i start it. (for jude it might be closer to 2 days.)
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sleepy-harper · 3 days ago
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haaii if u do any requests umm could u do smth smth like.. caretaker merchant vibes or smth i dunno how this works … i am just so fixated on that guy jts not even funny …… :3 no worries if u dont wanna feel free 2 ignore ^_^
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HIHIHI OFC!! I wasn't sure what specific content you wanted, but inspiration struck and I figured you'd enjoy some headcanons!! <3
I also have a merchant moodboard here & here and a merchant pfp here!!
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🪻— Merchant
✦ let me start this off with: he is the most prepared cg ever.
☆ oh what's that? you need a new paci? he's got 6 brand new ones in the back. thirsty? will that be a sippy, cup, or bottle? you need a new fuzzy friend to cuddle or a new figure or doll to play with? all you had to do was ask!!
✦ if you're an older or more sociable kiddo he'll let you help out a bit with the customers, teaching you to negotiate and he'll take over when customers might try and haggle
☆ if you're interested with that type of stuff though, he'll make sure you're all set up by yourself near his shops, just within eye sight for him
✦ though, if you're a baby and need more attention and closer care? he's got you carefully set up behind his desk on the floor near him
☆ happen to be napping near by? he's using ur cute little charms to persuade customers, telling them that he's been saving up to get you new toys
✦ ^ only partially lying, because he really does spoil you rotten with all his sales
☆ happen to be a little clinger? or you want to look/be like him? he's got you your own little purple bandana or necklace, carefully tying it around your neck
✦ if you happen to be a little or a critter who likes to snag the shiny looking items, you better believe he's making sure to double triple check every single spot
☆ he's a very laid back cg though, doesn't do discipline often and even when he does, it's just a stern talking to or you have to go sit on The Barrel of Shame™
✦ if you're an older kiddo, he's absolutely sending you on errands when you're bored
☆ he'll see you huffing and kicking a rock and he calls you over, giving you a paper of an order request and the supplies, sending you off with the directions and a playful good luck
✦ he makes sure you have your own little bag just like his own, just not filled with his shops stock
☆ that's not to say you don't have anything important in there though!! you have all your toys, binkies, clothes, snacks, and blankies in there!!
✦ and while we're on the topic of food... being a traveling merchant has many perks for you if you like to try new things!!
☆ he's always very encouraging when you want to try a new food, telling you you can't be sure you don't like it unless you at least try it
✦ he's just as accepting if you're a picky eater though, reassuring you it just saves time on getting something you might not like at all!!
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yatgb · 11 months ago
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How do you think the shopkeepers felt seeing a tiny baby shrimp move in with the keys to the ammo knights building and talking in the hewwo hewwo uwu voice about weapons and business. Like all the shopkeepers opening their shops in the morning and donny vomes trottingnin like haaii ^-^ hewwo good luck at wowk!!!! Why is something that weighs less than 10 pounds doing my background check. I love this game
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bunnydgal · 6 months ago
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BLOG #4 - WHEN OTHERS AREN'T FANS
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hai haaii!! this topic isnt as fun, but its an important one that has come up during my three months as a full-on gal.
im very lucky to have always had a supportive group of people: my mom, brother, partner, friends & acquaintances. They do their best to understand my (sometimes questionable) stylistic choices and give me plenty of attention for it. Many parents and important family members arent as approving of things like trad-goth, lolita, cosplay, or other alternative styles/hobbies/lifestyles--but mine are!
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however, i can tell that a few of the people closest to me arent as big on gyaru as i am. they make comments on my makeup, saying that it takes away from my natural beauty and other similar things. i can understand people not understanding or even LIKING gal style/makeup. it is VERY over the top and sometimes "garish" to the uninitiated LOL, so its not even the fact that they just dont like gyaru.
its just that they dont seem to get how beautiful i feel in gal! if im naturally beautiful, fine, but i feel more like my natural self when im all dressed up--whether it be in lolita, goth, gal, whatever!
strangers also seem to disapprove at times. many older men and women glare at me, sometimes even pointing me out to their friends and whispering to them, like i cant see them. what i do when i see someone visibly mocking me is i blow them a kiss. if theyre gonna remember me for looking crazy, might as well let em know ill remember them, too!
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the way my loved ones react hurts much more than some randos, tho. but i try to keep my head up and keep doin me, because if they cant see how gorgeous i feel, i wont keep trying to explain it! despite how they may feel, however, i am still very thankful they dont try to change me or stop me. it shows they really do love me ;-; (though i knew that already LOLL)
if you are in a similar situation, lets encourage each other!! do you boo!! <3 <3
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art-containing-x · 6 days ago
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Pardon me, a Poppy Is just coming through!!
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((A rare catch indeed, haaii there. @hello-universe-lovers with her little game of stopping by and saying hi with poppy's tumblr adventures! Your voices? Cute. Your art? A treat! I see great things and I hope I get to see more! Ok byeee~))
Aww thank you so much!!!!! <333 ^v^
(yippie!!!)
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salt-kat · 5 months ago
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Haaii me again! Took me a while to figure out what to request.
How about a Mercy x f!s/o thats a firefighter? Established relationship. Angela helps when reader comes into the hospital with burns on her body. Shes there to listen to her trauma and all that fluffy stuff. Maybe she even saves mercy
Have a splendid day!!!!
Hiiii!!! So nice to hear from you again!!! This was a fun ask to do, I did make it a little light-hearted. Hope you enjoy<3
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Mercy With A Firefighter Girlfriend✦
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Angela definitely has a giant respect for you and your work. She understands what it’s like to work long grueling hours saving people. She knows how stressful and demanding your line of work is. After a long day of work, she’ll want to help you both unwind. She’ll order take-out from your favorite restaurant and watch a comfort movie with you cuddled up in bed. 
Angela is always there with a listening ear if you need to talk about scary things that have happened at work. She knows going through the trauma of saving people is hard to manage. She’ll hold you as you cry or complain about the crappy things that come with your job. If your job ever makes your mental health go to extremes, she’s going to find you the best therapist on the market. She knows that she helps you, but it would also be good to have a professional on your team as well. 
If you ever were to be injured on the job, Angela is immediately rushing to help. The moment she sees the tiniest burn or scrape, she already cleaning and dressing your wound while giving you a warning about being more careful. God forbid you get a bad burn, she would panic internally. She would appear very calm while tending to your burns and marks. As soon as you were stable and okay, she would bursts into tears. She was so terrified for you. Please reassure her!! She’ll be with you every step of the way during recovery. 
Despite your girlfriend being an intelligent doctor, she’s not good at staying calm when she sees fire. There have been a time or two when Angela has set things on fire in your shared home. One time she was trying to cook up a fancy meal for you both and proceeded to over-heat the oil in the pan, causing a small grease fire. Instead of remembering the fire safety tips she’s been taught, she panicked and screamed. You come rushing into the kitchen and see the fire. You grab the lid, quickly cover it, and turn off the stove. She’s so thankful you were there to help! “You’re my knight and shining armor”, Angela giggles, giving you a kiss on the cheek as a thank you.
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lavendergalactic · 3 months ago
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HAAII! I am so SO SO SORRY of this comes out as rude, I saw your rentry and it says you go by they them prns, but most people refer to you using she her prns, I just wanted to double check and see which one is preferred for you? THANKS!!
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honestly my gender or pronouns could really be whatever you think fits me, i dont see myself having a gender nor set pronouns (therefore the nonbinary label) but if anyone is stuck on what pronouns to use for me they/them is fine to default to so i put that on my rentry
i like being feminine presenting, i think of me and locket as sapphics, she/her is completely ok with me! if anything i'd actually prefer she/her over he/him but it's really up to you (if you use he/him on me that's fine but i'd just prefer if you add in they or she with it too), i just would prefer if people view me as lilay or lavender and use any pronouns they think fits me :P
thanks for asking anon!!
this is also on my pronouns.cc but i dont really have that easily accessible LMAO
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organveils · 3 months ago
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AAAAAAAAAAAA I LOVE YOUR ART SOOO MUCHHH I WAS PASSING TROUGHT YOUR BLOG AFTER SEEING ONE OF YOUR DRAWINGS AND THEN....i saw you have been doing the art i love it from this week and i was like....ITS YOUUUU WHO HAVE BEEN FEEDING ME SOOOOOOOO GOOOD THIS WEEEK AAAAAAAAA I JUST LOVEEEE ITTTT!!!THANKSSSS IM NOW YOUR FAN!!!!! *EXPLODES*
FORGIVE MY LATENESS, but but but HAAII IM GLAD YOU LIKE MY SANUSO ART more will come eventually I PROMISE ‼️
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stars-mischief-archive · 2 months ago
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hi starburst heeii haaiiii ie eeee eeeeee ieeee hiuu haaii he hiii
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hehe!~~
heya, sock!
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it's good to hear from you again, dude!
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[ star gives them a tight squeeze! clearly very happy to see sock ]
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kiawren · 10 months ago
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🪱👀🌙for kiawe? :D (@comfortingstars)
HAAII HAZE HOPE YOURE DOING GOOD
ask game here!
🪱- how would you take care of your f/o if they turned into a worm?
Would get him a box with soil and put a volcano decoration in it and feed him well every day and talk to him about my day ☺️ reminds me of my sister's slug she brought home after finding it in the bananas at the supermarket she worked at lol
answered 👀 here!
🌙- what is your f/o doing late at night when they can’t sleep?
I think that kiawe sleeps easily but if he can't that either means he's worried for his loved ones– I think for this he might go outside and sit atop the hill overlooking his farm to clear his head
Or if he can't sleep that might also mean he's thinking of meee and he feels so flushed and his heart is beating so fast i feel like maybe he'll talk to his pokemon and then find it so silly, and then he'll imagine scenarios of us together and also think hey I need to quickly fall asleep now so I can see them tomorrow!!so he tries his best to calm down to sleep
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kurishiri · 16 days ago
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Hiiii!! I want to say how much I really appreciate and enjoy reading your translations!! I enjoy rereading them often because it helps me understand something new about the character I am interested in!! Right now it is Darius so I have been reading a lot of your translations on him and I can’t wait to read more about him on his bond levels as I really want to know more about him and how he is with Kate. I am really curious what kind of suitor do you think Darius would be and how his overall character is with Kate? Again thank you so much for your hard work and hope you have an amazing 2025!! 🫶🫶🫶 Please take care!! 💕
haaii, happy 2025! ✨✨ and ty for your kind words too. i’m so happy to hear you’ve been enjoying the translations i do – it makes it all worth it 🥹🙏
and as for darius…he’s indeed one fascinating cookie! i’m gonna put thoughts under the cut bc ,, uh it may or may not have gotten kiiinda long 😂👌
darius vogel essay ↓
HIS CHARACTER.
i feel he, as a character, is quite childlike in the sense he just does whatever strikes his fancy because that’s what he wants to do. but he’s also very calculating and subtle to not show potential weaknesses. i wouldn’t be surprised if he’s gone through a lot of trauma overall, though, seeing how he seems to dissociate from himself, going so far as to think he’s “above” humans, as if he himself isn’t one (and yet, he is also very human, in an almost raw sense – his interest in kate as his “favorite” shows that he is not actually that capable of letting go of worldly attachments, and he is drawn to the idea of the “impure” in his birthday epilogue, when he smeared berry sauce on kate’s cheeks and wanted to keep his eyes on that).
interestingly, how his childlike front and calculating personality interact is something we can witness in one go when we can look at his relationship with food. he probably has had some form of food trauma (e.g. dealing with assassination attempts via poison in his food), as he seems to need to see others eat the same food first before he himself eats. but he doesn’t ask this directly, instead phrasing it like an invitation for the other to eat first. in this way, he doesn’t have to put himself in a more vulnerable state than the other. he eats with proper table manners while dining with crown “out of consideration,” but he prefers to eat messily, likely as an act of rebellion…could he have been in a very controlling environment when he was young?
this could in turn spur him on to be controlling of others in the present. i don’t think he is incapable of love like he claims, but i do think his sense of love, thanks to what could be growing up in a controlling environment, is inherently warped. i mean, if we look at dari and his relationship with ring…i don’t think it’s that darius doesn’t hold any “love” for ring — he probably thinks it’s a form of love in a way — and i think ring does need darius in the sense that darius is the one who can provide him stability and validation. when ring is hesitant to do something, he turns to darius. if darius thinks it’s alright, then ring does too. but also, darius is arguably very controlling over ring and manipulates him too. could be abuse, if we’re speaking bluntly. (one that i think, in a sense, ring can feel too.)
RELATIONSHIP WITH KATE.
so if we extend from that logic, i think his relationship with kate would get a bit twisted and gnarly as time goes on, when kate starts to become more than a “favorite” that darius sorta likes to coddle over like a pet. he seems to hold some yandere tendencies fs over kate — which goes further to show his sort of controlling nature. hell, he joked abt shipping her to germany. darius calm down! we can discuss this ,,!
anw it’s probably more so a relationship where kate chooses to “fall” along with darius. stuck in this cycle of trying to prove love exists to him and whatnot. or, i think it would be cool for it to sort of be that way. i know it’s an otome game, but also i think i kind of like the idea of sort of exploring a more complicated relationship, where whether it’s really truly romantic in nature is sorta left more vague and up to interpretation.
at the moment, though, from what i can glean from these two…kate seems to want to get along with darius, yk, like she would want to do for others. she sort of wants to treat darius as an equal, even though she is a bit cautious of him, very understandably so. she doesn’t seem that afraid of approaching him as a whole, though she also expresses some dissatisfaction at him sort of treating her like a pet and whatnot. however, it feels like in the end, it’s always him who gets the last word. they also seem to be opposites in the sense that darius doesn’t believe in love, while kate believes no one can truly live without love, to which darius says to “prove” that love exists. so maybe there’s a bit of that opposites attract sorta vibe going on too?
basically, kate can either “prove” love to darius, or the “poison” darius imbues in her will act on her first. perhaps that’s a matter of time.
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