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pain-in-the-punk · 11 months ago
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Hey lookit me, I look cute here.
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mx24 · 1 year ago
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mammal monster Susie would be a wolverine
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chatonarya · 7 days ago
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BI Drama CD First Impressions
As I posted yesterday, the first disc of the Break The Ice drama CD was uploaded for free listening on Youtube, all 77 minutes of it. Now that I've listened through the whole thing, I think I can conclusively talk about it a bit. Beware spoilers, not for BI specifically but for the changes they made in the adaptation.
First off, the decision to open up with the conversation between Enciodes and Gnosis where Gnosis tells Enciodes to let him instigate the power shift is an interesting one. Rather than revealing this plot twist at the climax of the story, they lay it out clearly from the beginning that the whole thing is a play orchestrated by the two of them, and Kjera, who is the narrator, even calls it that. There's also some additional dialogue where instead of Enciodes remaining silent in the face of Gnosis's decision, he agrees and says "Let's start the play." While on the one hand, I enjoy the emotional weight of the original scene where Enciodes is unhappy about Gnosis's decision and the effects it will have on him, but aware that Gnosis's mind is made up and won't be swayed, he does not verbally protest. On the other hand, without visual sprites, I understand that they needed to have Enciodes say more in this scene, and I do in fact enjoy just how dramatic it is; I've long since referred to them as a pair of drama queens and it's actually kind of funny to see it laid out like that. It also adds a bit to the scene where Enciodes meets up with Gnosis again and proclaims that they've won, so now he's no longer against Gnosis's actions from the start. While opening with the twist changes the emotional denouement somewhat, I suppose at this point everyone already knows it from the start.
There's also a few nice bits of exposition added that I think enhance the overall narrative. For instance, Monch mentions to Gnosis that Rhodes Island has helped not just Ensia's Oripathy but Aurora's as well, and Aurora's position as one of the Karlan Trade-sponsored students is emphasized. She and Gnosis also discuss a job listing for the Browntails, explaining how she infiltrated the Browntail household. It's also explicitly stated that it was a train accident in which Olafur and Elizabeth died, something which I don't think was ever stated in that exact combination of words in the game text (simply that they died en-route to the Browntail trap house, but it can be inferred that it was a train accident). Ensia also talks at length about how Enciodes founded Karlan Trade with Gnosis and the work they've done, and even drops a date that I can't seem to recall seeing in the text anywhere--she mentions that Enya became the Saintess five years prior to present day, meaning that it happened two years after Enciodes's return to Kjerag from Victoria. I need to double-check this, but I cannot recall getting a solid date like that for when the rift in the Silverash family happened. It would also mean likely that Ensia's infection happened thenabouts too.
Speaking of Ensia, it's absolutely adorable how she rambles on and calls Enciodes and Gnosis her two onii-chan. She seems really quite fond of Gnosis despite the latter probably maintaining a somewhat detached relationship with her. I wonder if he did the emergency first-aid and treatment on her when she first got infected.
On the subject of the voice acting, it is, of course, superb. I appreciate how Doctor's voice sounds very smooth and androgynous. Ratatos and Sciurus both sound very fitting for their characters. Chester sounds somewhat young to my ears and Valais sounds older, and Gulo doesn't sound nearly as brutish as I imagined and Arctosz not as deep, but these are simple observations and aren't detractions. I was surprised how timid Enya sounds during the Tri-Clan Conference, as I'd always imagined her speaking with a frosty venom to Enciodes rather than hesitance, but I suppose it's understandable as she isn't fully sure of herself there as she is later on.
It's also a joy to hear Degenbrecher. I absolutely adore the way her JP VA plays her, and here as well she maintains a curt aloofness tempered by a hidden wry edge through which her hidden sense of humor peeps out. It's also cute how she speaks in a gentler tone of voice to Ensia.
Midorikawa and Konishi are of course great. They play their characters fantastically. Konishi renders Enciodes as stoic as he always appears, and Midorikawa gives Gnosis this perfect clipped voice that is integral, in my mind, to his character. The moment where Gnosis storms out of the conference room is the moment where Midorikawa gives him this perfect snarl, and when Enciodes is concerned for the consequences their play will have for Gnosis, Enciodes sounds distinctly softer and reluctant. He plays Enciodes with very subtle changes that you have listen closely to catch.
I've also always been a fan of Courier's voice, so hearing more of him was very nice. The decision to make Kjera the narrator was a good one as well, I think. Who better, after all? There's also a cute moment where Aurora asks Doctor if they want a princess carry this time and they decline.
I want to say that the order of events is pretty much the same, but they may have moved a conversation or two around for the sake of exposition and clarity, and I'm fine with it.
Overall, I'm very happy with it so far. I think the decision to adapt BI into a voice drama was a good one, as much as I would've loved to see it animated: it's mostly a political drama without much action, and its story is being told quite well here. Inevitably, some things are lost and gained in the transition of medium, but I'm glad that they didn't just follow the BI script word-for-word but rather have clearly adjusted and added and streamlined where necessary.
I'm looking forward to the rest!
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rockybloo · 5 months ago
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I honestly need to rewrite my vampire lore since it's really outdated (so outdated that the original explanation is a Twitter thread from back when I used to use Twitter to info dump...DAMN how times have changed)
So I can't really answer very many Bride of Bats questions related to world building yet til I get that up. Stuff relating to Cordula and Gulo's relationship dynamic together I can def answer.
I do want to save their first meeting for a short fic so I'll sort of dance around stuff like that or be annoyingly vague.
I'd greatly prefer putting that fic, alongside my other lore for vampires, up on my neocities instead of a ramble post on Tumblr now since I've been putting a lot of coding work in over there so it's actually on the path for me to finally add information for my other stories I got posted over there.
It'll be SO much help when people ask lore questions to just send them a link to a species page alongside an explanation because Tumblr's blog search is SHIT
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maiaacchiato · 1 year ago
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I FEEL LIKE IM HIGH ON CAFFEINE AND I HAVENT EVEN TAKEN ANY YET FUCK
Phillipines is my nation Korea is my dream destination, To finish studies and have a good work is one of my ambition, BTS is my inspiration, Being a fan girl is one of my passion, Protecting BANGTAN is our mission, To love and stan them is my best decision, But marrying my bias is just an imagination…. BTS💜
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jibarichan · 3 years ago
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To Marcos loyalists/apologists
DISCLAIMER: Mahaba 'tong post, 10-15 mins. read more or less (kung di kasama yung mga articles and links sa baba). And this is politically charged (saka may mga corny jokes, sarcasm, at ilang pilit na pop-culture references). Kung di kayo nandito para sa ganon, then that's alright, naiintindihan ko nang lubos. May choice kayo para lampasan 'to. Feel free to scroll away po. O kaya, skip to the TLDR at the end, although you'll miss some of the points I stated, saka yung mga shared online articles. If you do intend to read, then thank you very much. I'll also accept criticisms. Di tayo ipokrito. And I know, and understand, na magkakaiba ang political views natin. Pero we can disagree na po when it comes to the ethics and morals attached to our political views.
Ako, ayoko rin magmukhang keyboard warrior kasi bihira lang ako magpost, pero eto na nga. Nakakapanlumo lang kasi na marami akong kakilala na bilib sa Marcos apologists and loyalists. This post won't sway hearts and minds, I know. Di ko pati to sinulat in an academic or formal manner (this is very informal, rambly, at puro rhetoric hahaha), but if the following arguments and counter-arguments will make you pause and think, pwede na rin yun.
So let's address some of the common arguments, posts, and comments being thrown around:
"DI NYO NA KAMI MAUUTO" o "FAKE NEWS YANG GMA/ABSCBN/OTHER NEWS OUTLETS"
Sure ba kayo na di rin kayo nauuto o nagpapadala sa sabi-sabi ng Marcos loyalists and apologists? Aba, dapat eh napakasipag nyo din mag fact check at research. Aba, dapat reliable din sources nyo. Certified at official. Kung maduda kayo, then pakiusap, double check nyo rin mga sinasabi nila.  Saka nung nag research ka ba, yung mga articles na pabor lang kay Marcos binasa mo? Articles na pinapaganda pangalan nya? Eh baka naman yun lang gusto mong basahin, kasi gusto mo tama ka (confirmation bias po tawag don). Basahin mo rin yung mga masasamang nangyari nun, para patas. Kasi patas po ang totoong research. Both sides, tinitignan. May cross-referencing at pag double-triple check ng sources; at sources ng sources. Yes ganun kalalim dapat. At oo, because of such principles sa research, alam din namin mga magagandang projects nun. Alam namin yung potensyal ng Pilipinas to rise as an economic tiger sa Asya, at the time. But at what cost? Tambak na utang? Makapal na missing persons lists? Mga nakaw na salapi? Mga sipsip at balimbing na cronies? Pano na? Pride na lang labanan, kahit parang tanga na?
"DI KA PA NAMAN BUHAY NON" o "DI MO NAMAN INABUTAN PANAHON NI MARCOS"
Really? Don't let that be your best reasoning hahahaha. Di ka rin naman buhay nung panahon ng mga Kastila, pero alam natin na binaril si Rizal sa Bagumbayan. Ano, ang pilosopo ko ba? Ikaw rin naman, pag ganyan arguments mo. And what's next? Fake news na rin ang Spanish occupation dati?
"SABI NG LOLO/LOLA KO" o "SABI NG MAGULANG KO"
I'm sure na naging mapayapa buhay nila. Kasi yan din sabi ng mga mas matatanda sakin. Surprise! Hindi naman kasi nila binatikos dalawang dekadang pamumuno na hindi na demokratiko eh. Saka baka yung iba sa kanila, wala sa urban centers, wala sa sentro ng gulo. At kung hindi man sa kanila nangyari yung gulo, it doesn't mean it didn't happen somewhere else. Eh pano yung mga murang bilihin kamo? The gov't that time was well-funded, and the economy was booming on the surface. Dahil sa ano? Sa utang. Towards the end (ibig sabihin po DURING Marcos' term pa rin) nagsimula nang mag crash ang ekonomiya. Na-expose na rin mga kinuha nilang pera.
"HISTORY IS WRITTEN BY THE VICTORS"
Okay, easy sa quotes Lt. General Shepherd (MW2 reference wink wink). Tama na pa-astig natin, okay? Half-truth lang yan. More aptly siguro, history is written DESPITE the victors. Marami pong unbiased saka objective na pagaaral sa usaping yan. Kaya nga alam natin na di rin naman malinis ang mga Aquino. Kaya alam natin na involved din pangalan nila sa massacres. Gusto mo ng sources no? Wow look at you, you fact-checking golden child. Keep it up, dapat ganyan lagi. Sana binasa o tinignan mo rin sources ng apologists. Sana dinobol check mo rin mga sinasabi ng may first hand at second hand accounts. And friends, never magiging victors yung mga biktima ng torture, rape, at extra-judicial killings. Oh, hindi sila biktima kasi nanggugulo sila?-- I hear you say. Dear, yung pagbatikos lang sa gobyerno kinoconsider na nilang panggugulo. Maraming inosenteng nabiktima. And if you think na walang inosenteng nabibiktima-- Are you serious? Naive ka ba?
"PAST IS PAST" o "MOVE ON NA"
Don't use these words lightly. Wala sa iisang playing field ang feelings mo saka feelings ng isang collective. Magkaibang pahina yan. Hindi po parehas ang history ng isang taong broken hearted o na friendship over ang history ng mga biktima ng human rights violations saka political injustice (at marami po sila ah). Wag basta basta magbitaw ng past is past kapag may mga taong di na natagpuan ng pamilya nila, mula noong past, hanggang present. Unfair. Unfair sobra. Para bang okay lang na maraming namatay saka natorture, o kaya naman missing, kasi mayaman naman Pilipinas, maraming infrastructure projects, saka mura bilihin. Bad yun.
"HINDI NAMAN YUNG MISMONG PRESIDENTE ANG GUMAWA" 
Oh so ganyan tayo? No accountability for the head of state? Commander-in-chief of the military? Sino ba nag empower sa mga high ranking officials? Officials, who in turn, nag execute ng directives? Suddenly, nakalimutan ba natin ang chain of command? Or naniniwala ba tayo na covert lahat ng yun, at di alam ng presidente? If so, pano naging magaling yun at effective ang pamumuno? Ganon ba ang best president? Nganga tayo sa ganyan mga kapatid.
"HINDI KASALANAN NG ANAK ANG KASALANAN NG TATAY" / "SINS OF THE FATHERS" argument 
Totoo. Totoong totoo. Kaya dapat ina-acknowledge ng anak ang ginawa ng mga magulang nya to establish separation of beliefs, at di sana pinagtatanggol. Oh mga amigo amiga, double-triple check nyo yan ah. Mahusay naman kayo sa ganyan di ba? Smart kayo. Di kayo mahilig magpautot. *uto. Teka pati, running mate nya si Digong. Okay lang sayo yun? Ay baka okay lang sayo yun, kasi okay din si Digong para sayo. Figures. Paalala lang: Unfair sobra, para sa mga casualties ng current regime. At kung sasabihin mo na 'ganun talaga eh mga adik mga yun eh', aba. Okay din pala talaga sayo na may namamatay outside the boundaries of law. Tanggap mo rin talaga nangyari during Martial Law-- which is ironic, dahil hindi lawful kahit kailan ang rape, torture, at suppression. Wala kang pake eh (past is past). At pag wala kang pake, wag kang magpanggap na makatao. Lalong wag magpanggap na maka-Diyos.
"KAYA NGA NAG MARTIAL LAW DAHIL SA MGA TERORISTA EH"
Yes. Except hindi lang yung mga terorista ang naapektuhan. Kahit yung mga critics lang saka nagboses ng opinyon, nadali din. The collateral damage was too much FROM BOTH SIDES. Where to draw the line?-- I hear you ask again. It's one thing po na makita ang realidad ng law enforcement at war on terror/crime/drugs/beliefs etc. It's another to look away from too many casualties. Not fighting or voicing or even THINKING against collateral damage IS too much.
"EH BAKIT DI INALIS ANG MARTIAL LAW SA BATAS?"
Dahil kaya po yang i-implement na hindi naaapakan ang human rights at judicial system. For example, despite the criticisms towards the current admin, yung implementation ng martial law during the attacks in Marawi, was arguably justified. Oh ayan ah patas tayo.
"EH FAKE NEWS NGA KASI MARAMI SA NANGYARI NUNG MARTIAL LAW NI MARCOS" 
Luh eto na naman? Sabi nang dapat sure din kayo na di kayo napepeke ng mga binabasa saka pinapakinggan nyo eh. Dapat double check nyo rin 'real news' nyo.
"EH PANO SABI NG LOLO/LOLA KO?" 
Eh ano bang sabi ko kanina tungkol jan? Sige basahin mo ulit sa taas. Makinig ka pa rin sa ikukuwento nila, kasi we respect our elders. But we shouldn't be beholden to everything they say (luh English na naman). May sarili po tayong isip at kakayanang magaral.
"DILAWAN KA"
Nakakakilabot ah. Ayoko rin sa kanila. Whew pareparehas lang silang may ginawang masama. I'm sure na gustong gusto mo rin na kastiguhin mga Dilawan. Tara sabay tayo. Kaya nga di umunlad bansa eh, lalo pang nalugmok. Involved nga din sila sa killings ng mga magsasaka saka protesters. And duh, as if wala ding namamatay o nawawala na union members and leaders sa current regime. Pero di yan excuse para pagbigyan mo na lang mga Marcos loyalists.
"AKTIBISTA KA" 
My school mates and friends at the time can attest na hindi ako nagparticipate. Naniniwala din marami samin sa diversity ng ETHICAL methods and ETHICAL political views. Still, I must admit that my stance only changed drastically by the time na umupo si Duterte. Nagsisisi ako na tinamad ako so many times, and I wasn't informed or mature enough to make a choice, to make a vote. Di ba nga, you can stay neutral until you're not.
"EH ANONG GAGAWIN KO?"
Pagbanggain po ang mga nabasa o napanood na ebidensya at accounts from both sides (and 3rd party/international sources din), hanapin ang mga overlaps, then form an informed opinion. If somehow napaisip ka at nakaramdam ng konting hesitasyon sa pagboto kay BBM, wag ka munang magpanic at pagdudahan lahat ng bagay. Maghintay ka muna ng iba pang tatakbo. Wag yung bilib na bilib ka rin kaagad kay BBM. Maghihintay ako, at sana, maghintay ka rin. Wow romantic no hahahaha. De, sana may additional confirmed candidates pa.
"DI NA LANG AKO BOBOTO" o "WALA NA KONG PAKE" 
Kasi evil is evil, lesser, greater, middling? Hindi ka si Geralt (wink wink sa mga nakakuha ng reference). Bumoto ka pa rin if you can, please, and if it's safe (taking into account this pandemic). It matters. Evidently, nag matter yung mga boto towards Digong. Nanalo sya nun eh. So by the same token, may halaga yung boto mo, even if it's counted against sa boto ng iba. It will be one less vote laban sa ayaw mong maupo. It may seem like there's only few against many, pero pag mas maraming taong informed, mas dumadami yung.. yung few.. so magiging many sila. And of course, mas maraming may informed votes saka educated na desisyon, more chances of winning.
"NADADAYA ANG BOTOHAN" 
True. Very true. Pero mas mahirap dayain pag mas maraming legit na boto. Pahirapan nyo man lang sila, kahit pano. At pag nahirapan sila, mas madali silang papalpak. Mas madali silang magiging subjects to scrutiny.
I'm sure na meron pang mga arguments na di kasama sa mga nabanggit, pero pwede nyong kunin yung sagot sa ibang points na na-raise ko. If you've ever used any of those arguments above before, and somehow, medyo napaisip kayo after reading the counter-arguments (which is the best I could hope for), then take some time to rethink your decision. 
Hindi kailangang maging matalino para magkaron ng informed opinion. Dapat masipag lang manaliksik. Otherwise, madali ka ring mapaniwala, which is the very thing that you accuse others of. At kung sa tingin mo, napagisipan mo na nang maigi, then sige. Buo na desisyon mo eh. Baka well-informed ka na. Pero kung medyo napatigil o napaisip ka sa mga counter-arguments kanina, then walang masamang magisip pa ng konti. 
-----Additional articles po, past this point-----
For infinitely less rambly, more reliable, data-driven works, eto po mga pwede nyong basahin. Remember, don't judge too hastily na fake yang mga yan. A lot of the articles have been around for years, for people to read. Also, remember that these are from people with experience, expertise, and credibility, more so than a lot of us, including our own lolos and lolas (bless them, still). 
Galing po itong mga to sa internet-- for goodness' sake. Mag search lang tayo with intent to look for proper journalism and academic studies. From Brittanica yung unang dalawa, no less-- which is highly accessible, very digestible, concise, and still manages to present the good and bad (non-biased representation po). Easy to read na po yang mga yan ah:
The Marcos and early post-Marcos era (scroll down po kung gusto nyo magsimula agad sa Marcos era)
Martial law
And hindi mawawala ang mga nagsasabi na golden age ang Marcos regime. They saw those times with rose-colored glasses (idiomatic expression yern). Pero you'll notice something. Very anecdotal. Very similar sa mga nagkukwento sating matatanda. Medyo tricky maghanap ng ganito, sa totoo lang, from an online article na galing sa news outlet.
30 Years After Revolution, Some Filipinos Yearn for ‘Golden Age’ of Marcos
But this. This is easy to find. An apologist fb page. Non-academic and very fanatical, no surprise there, pero isisingit ko so you can check.
WE Love Ferdinand Marcos
Whew there are some interesting videos and posts here, primarily dahil sa mga footage and photos na meron sila. Watch or check those footages and photos ah, then ibangga nyo po sa mga alam natin from history. See how eloquent and compelling Ferdinand Marcos was, and you'll see kung ano ang isa sa mga kinabibiliban ng loyalists and apologists. There's value there, para makita mo kung anong hook nya sa mga tagasunod nya. 
You want more? Okay sige. Search mo sa Google yung Department of National Defense's web page for Ferdinand Marcos' biography, for some more heroic representation. You'll notice na nalimitahan sa iilang sentences yung Martial Law saka change of legislation. 
But it gets more bloody and not so heroic, with the other pages and articles ahead. It's true, mahirap nang maging non-biased when confronted with cruelty and injustice, but KEEP IN MIND, the numbers and statements na mababasa nyo from these links came from the security forces na appointed dati. Official numbers and statements po ang raw data nila. So there. 
Let's start off with a view on the economy. Opposite to the fanatical page earlier, here's an academic fb page post, para po alam nating numbers ang tinitignan nila, at hindi nostalgia at conspiracy lang. You can check the primary source na meron din sila for the compilation.
Econcepts: The Economy under the Marcos Era
For a slightly more detailed breakdown of the declaration of Martial law, with links or hypertexts in each section of the article:
Declaration of Martial Law
For the more sinister side na hindi kailanman bibigyan ng transparency ng mga security forces at the time-- here are some more readings:
‘San Juanico Bridge,’ other tortures detailed
3,257: Fact checking the Marcos killings, 1975-1985
Pano kamo mga massacres during the Aquino admin? Di po makacancel out nyan nangyari nung Martial Law, pero sige, para makita na rin natin na hindi natigil ang gulo. And ohoho, they're just as bad.
The Mendiola Massacre: Decades on, Philippine Land Reform Movement Remains Mired in Blood
Hacienda Luisita Timeline
Ayan online na po yang mga yan ah. No need to download anything as well. Kulang na kulang pa yan though, dahil this post is waaaay too long na po para mag accommodate ng ibang in-depth articles, let alone studies and published PDFs, and books! Physical and digital books! Pero di ba, may internet na pipol. There are loads of historical fiction as well, if you want to look at it from a literary angle, and even music and movies! Meron at meron po pag naghanap. Conspiracy theories nga nahahanap eh. But for my friends or colleagues na marami pong additional articles, readings, downloadables, books and media suggestions-- please po, do share if you're inclined to comment. Malaking tulong po yun. Maraming salamat! 
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TLDR; Ang bottomline po, wag basta basta susuporta sa political dynasties ah? Yung bagay lang na umuulit sila, nagpapasa-pasa ng posisyon sa angkan, dapat mapaisip na po tayo, oki? Di po dapat family business yan. If you have to make a decision to support someone from said families, make sure lang po na at least, nagresearch po tayo. Lesser evil and all that.
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sunb0rn · 3 years ago
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23 January 2022
ramblings
isang buwan mahigit na akong wala napasok na sahod
yung last cutoff ng December at etong first ng January
nadagdagan ako ng med, di ko na alam uunahin
inuna ko today oral antiobitic at ung ponstant
ngingiti ako dpaat tuwing mapapaharap sa mirror
:)
edit:
mag thought dump ako later,
re: pag pupuyat
nag crave ako ng kwek kwek
nag crave ako ng matamis
naisip ko kumain ng cornick na nakababad sa suka + rice
gulong gulo ako sa nararamdaman ko today
di ako malungkot or what basta gulong gulo ako. ang vague nung paligid na ginagalawan ko di ko alam san ako ppwesto ano gagawin ko
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pain-in-the-punk · 2 months ago
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I require belly rubs.
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pain-in-the-punk · 3 months ago
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I got fired last week so now I had the time to make my first sewing project. It's very soft and the fabric defs helps hide my mistakes :P
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pain-in-the-punk · 8 months ago
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I've only been booped 480 times.
Y'all are cowards. :p
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pain-in-the-punk · 1 month ago
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FUck yeah! Spooky Boops!
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pain-in-the-punk · 1 month ago
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Add me if you wish :>
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pain-in-the-punk · 1 year ago
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It my birthday. Officially 30.
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pain-in-the-punk · 1 year ago
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dammit. I had a vr model I was editing, but I can't seem to find it or all my edits got reverted when I did a pc restart.
I had so many hours in edits on it, but now I'm so discouraged. It was almost done :(
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pain-in-the-punk · 1 year ago
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I think I just need to fix the bones for my wolverines model and then I can finally start making his clothing and accessories.
But man I have no idea what I'm doing and this is gonna be a struggie.
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pain-in-the-punk · 9 months ago
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The joy that this brings
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