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I'M BACK!! definitely not for long (TvT)
School can be fun, but it still has a lot of work. That has to be done that I can't find time for drawing my favourite duckies (T^T)
But as an apology for not having time and just being lazy, I give you a little bit of that and a little bit of those ââââ
First!!
âLouie x doofus toxic Auâ
Didn't feel like drawing his glasses in this one
I'm so sorry for my dyslexic ass if I made any mistakes
And now another one !!!
Just Louie, TwT I love drawing this dude
I won't lie. I had a lot of fun with this invisible pen
I guess that's it for now. I will probably later draw more toxic au because I missed it so much
And while drawing them, I was listening to this song, which is 100% them at least it suits Doofus in this Au
An unhealthy Obsession on youtube
BYE DUCKIES, I HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A NICE MORNING, EVENING OR NIGHT. I LOVE YOU ALL!!âĄâĄâĄ (â´Ďď˝â)
#fyp#drawing#art#artists on tumblr#digital art#ducktales#ducktales 2017#sepreated au ducktales#doofus ducktales#louie ducktales au#louie x doofus#Louie toxic au#Doofus toxic au#paper drawing#invisible pen#i love angst#my art owo#owo#(â´Ďď˝â)#I Lived bitches#cute#Just Louie#i love to draw him
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Starry starry night đâ¨
#guess which song I was listening to while drawing this#god I still canât get over this scene I will NEVER get over this scene it has me in a gd chokehold#our flag means death#ofmd#blackbonnet#gentlebeard#stede bonnet#blackbeard#ofmd season 2
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quick everyone share a childhood series that makes you extremely earth-shatteringly unreasonably fuckass emotional. here Iâll go first--
#magic knight rayearth#hikaru shidou#im sorry I saw someone post a 1 second gif of mkr and I had an existential crisis for 3 days straight#i listened to exactly 2 songs on repeat the entire time while drawing this. can u guess which ones#there is no prize if ur right i just cry harder#zilly art
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in the glass labyrinth, i am the mouse đ§
#episode 1 quintillion of âlink needing to draw random symbolism bullshit bcus she had visions while listening to a good songâ#its a hobby at this point#can you tell which one i like more. can you#the amazing digital circus#tadc pomni#i love putting her ass in situations i guessâźď¸
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So.. this absolutely wasn't meant to be posted AT ALL as it was supposed to be just another short doodle but
well.. um
yeah
have an additional sketch as well
#my art#felix#ocs#artists on tumblr#this was completely self-indulgent#this wasn't actually done with my normal set up but instead with a cheap tiny tablet and krita on another laptop#which was not meant to be used for a full piece#but i guess i got used to drawing on it after 200 doodle layers#but still i am highly unfamiliar with the program especially when it comes to coloring#but still! came out quite good ignoring all the things i sped through because again#wasn't meant to be posted#anyway this was inspired by a song i found like two days ago and to keep my motivation to finish this i listened to it for 3 hours straight#while drawing#it worked#also yeah it's the catboy he's the victim of my wrath atm#the context of this is that a hero had overworked his sidekick and a villain took advantage of it by lowkey mindcontrolling them :v#miraculous style#his temp theme is being eepy#in their villain arc the first thing they did was f*ck off for a month and get some proper rest#goals ngl#also the catboy keeps rotating his prononuns like rotisserie chicken and i think at this point i should just give up and go for any pronoun#this thang wasn't made to contain gender#and i keep writing catboy bcs catperson is a little bit awkward i think unless you're literally describing them#also catboy is funnier
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dump dump dump dump dump
#rottmnt#rottmnt future mikey#rottmnt raph#rottmnt leo#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt mikey#i was tempted to post the first one by itself but this is fine too#i was listening to the npmd while drawing it#bet you cant guess which song (lies)#but everyday i think about the lair games episode#and how one of mikey's lil descriptions was ballet master#tmnt#garf chats#garf art
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tag game where the first celebrity, outfit, quote & aesthetic pin on ur pinterest is ur vibe, tagged by @danielsousa THANK YOU ELKE MWAHHH this is sooooo fun i've seen it floating around here and there and always wanted to do it so <33333333
tagging @lesbianjudasiscariot @parrished @strawdogs @ronanessy & @stringcage IF u all want to obviously <3333!!!
#u would not. BELIEVE how far down i had to scroll to find a celebrity it was all just drawing inspo/reference and vibes for my oc's and art#and quotes and snoopy and pottery and also randomly a screenshot of a yt video titled ur parents are arguing downstairs abt divorce while#you're crying all while mr brightside plays.........like i'm not joking that was genuinely a pic i encountered while scrolling i've got the#receipts for it even bc i downloaded the pic it was soooooo baffling 2 me.. who tf wants to hear ppl arguing in the background of a song???#not for me that i'll just listen to mr brightside on its own thanks đ#anyway scrolled way way down and then the 1st celebrity turned out to be ayo teehee <33333#i think this is quite accurate 2 me actually even the outfit. like yeah. i'd wear that đ minus the hat bc unfortunately with the hair that#i have hats always look too small and ridiculous on me bc my hair's like. idk. puffy? i guess?? it cannot be tamed down in any case đ which#is rlly SUCH a shame bc i love hats. and i can't tie my hair back or smth either bc then i look like a potato or perhaps an egg so. other#than that perfect outfit 10/10 would wear đ#tag games <3#let's ignore the quote also bc like. NO THANK UUUUUUUU đŤ i would love to NOT think abt that! me personally .
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Appetite of A People Pleaser đ°
#drawing#my art#artists on tumblr#digital artist#appetite of a people pleaser#vent art i guess#ap portfolio#ap art portfolio#ap art#guess which song i listened to the entire time while making this
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i. "i was enchanted to meet you" | Sam Monroe
Pairing: older brother's bestfriend!Sam x fem!reader
Summary: Older brotherâs best friend! Sam Monroe who you really got to know when you were 15 and he was 17.
Warnings: None
Word count: 1.9k
A/N: This is chapter II of this series where I am using songs from Speak Now, enjoy!
Your sophomore year of high school was great.
One reason being that you had finally made a friend who was in three of your classes; geometry, honors english, and P.E..Â
The second reason being that Sam was in your very last class of the day, introduction to art.Â
Neither of you were artists, or even good drawers. But that was what made your time together so fun. There wasnât a day that went by where you two didnât make fun of each otherâs drawings.Â
âSam! Itâs supposed to be an orange!â You laughed with tears in your eyes as you stared at your poorly done drawing of a peeled orange half.Â
â(Y/N), it looks like a vagina.â He covered his mouth with his hand as he tried, very badly, to hide his laughter.Â
And because of your constant noise-making, and talking, and interruptions, the teacher decided to move Sam across the room. But that had made it almost worse. You couldnât even look at him from your seat because the situation was just too funny, you would have to look away before youâd burst out laughing. And as soon as class was dismissed and the two of you would leave the classroom, there was nothing holding back the bottled up amusement anymore and you both would walk out of school with tears in your eyes.Â
It all happened so often that you didnât want to stop your enjoyment and go home. And neither did Sam, you guessed. Instead of leaving you and driving back to his own house, he began driving you home and dropping you off. Which then turned to driving you home and hanging around the house after you bravely asked if he wanted to come inside for a little bit. And it got to the point where he automatically turned his car off when he parked on the street, having already set his mind on spending more time with you. But this didnât happen every single day.Â
There were times when you had to send him home. It wasnât for anything serious, in fact, you wanted nothing more than to spend more time with him. But there were days where you had a big test coming up or tons of homework to finish or an essay due the next day, and you knew you would get none of it done if Sam was in the house.Â
âSam, get out!â You giggled as you lightly pushed him to the front door, your fingertips burning at the touch of his back.
âAlright, fine. But what am I supposed to do?âÂ
âI donât know, go hang out with your other friend?â You clearly hinted at your older brother, ready to close the door and start your essay that was due the next day. It was your fault really. You had a whole week to finish it, but you kept pushing it aside because you wanted to be with Sam instead. So your whole school day was spent outlining and finding evidence with any spare time you had, and just generally stressing out.Â
âHeâs at football practice though.â
âThen just watch.â
âBut itâs boring.â Â
You gave him a pointed look.Â
âOkay, okay, Iâll go. Iâll see you tomorrow.â He said while leaning in for a hug then leaving.
One thing you quickly learned about Sam was that he was actually quite attentive and affectionate. He always knew when an exam was coming up for you because of the way you became less talkative and more isolated as the date got closer. He didnât want to bring that observation up to you though because what would that do? So he did the best he could to make those few days just a little bit better for you. Which included buying you study snacks on your way home, keeping quiet in your art class and instead listening to music together, and sometimes helping you study if you let him. You didnât notice it at first, too caught up with the thought that you might fail the exam. But when you did eventually catch on you somehow fell even more in love with Sam.Â
And the one thing about him that made it harder to breathe was his need for physical touch. Whenever he saw you at school he was quick to leave his friends and greet you with a hug and ask how youâre doing. In your shared art class he was always shoulder to shoulder with you. If he thought you were too far from him, heâd hook his fingers underneath your seat and pull your chair right to him. When the two of you would walk home, his arm would always wrap around your shoulder and pull you close to him. If he saw you walking to class he was happy to take your books and walk you there with a hand on your back. And when it was just the two of you at your house watching a movie, heâd lean his entire body on yours and take a nap.Â
You wanted so badly to return those affections. You wanted to wrap your arms around him, you wanted to match his excitement when he saw you in the halls, but it felt impossible for you. And you knew that Sam wouldn't mind, but you just werenât very good at showing affection the way he did.Â
You also learned that he was a bit⌠possessive and protective of his stuff. He was asked a few times by other students if they could borrow his drawing supplies, or even the brushes provided by the classroom, and he always, meanly, said no. Or when you constantly witnessed him smack your brother's hand away from his bag of chips.Â
âSam, câmon, I didnât eat anything for breakfast and I didnât bring my lunch!â Your brother exclaimed while trying again to steal Samâs food.
âGet away from me.â He grumbled with smiley fries in his mouth, Â
âYouâre never this way with my sister.âÂ
Which was true. He was always sharing his stuff with you. Whether it was food or letting you keep his pencil because you couldnât find your own, and it was always the pink Paper Mate ones. He was also always offering or making you take some of whatever snack he had.Â
âHere, have it.â And he gave you the last oreos he had bought from the cafeteria.Â
And there was a time when you were paired up for a project with the boy who took you to the dance in your eighth grade year, the one who you let copy your homework. When you first heard your name with his own you wanted the ground to swallow you, but then he surprisingly brought the whole situation up and apologized for it. And you couldnât hold a grudge if you wanted to, it happened two years ago and he seemed good now. So you forgave and forgot and the two of you planned to get the assignment started during lunch in the library. Unfortunately, Sam wasnât as forgiving as you were.
âDidnât he make you cry? Why donât you tell the teacher you just donât want to be partners with him?â He asked while opening his car door for you.Â
âSam, itâs okay! He said he was sorry and itâs not like Iâm hanging out with him.â He scoffed at the last part then closed it after you had gotten in.Â
âYou better not because Iâm not over it.â
âDid he take you to the dance?â
âNo, but I was the one who saw how upset you were. Hated seeing you like that. I just donât want him to think that this could be a second chance or something.â
âI appreciate your concern, I really do. But itâs not going beyond a school project, I promise.â
âOkay, but if he tries something, you tell me first.â You rolled your eyes with a smile and nodded your head. You didnât dare tell him but you felt more than just appreciative, you felt cherished and looked after when he got this way, which wasnât the first time. And each talk left you wanting him even more.Â
And the last bit of his personality that you learned was his introvertness, which again, surprised you. Especially since your brother was actually a pretty sociable person. Like you, Sam was not one to see a large crowd and want to partake in it. The only difference between the two of you was that when you were put in a situation where you were surrounded by a lot of people, your heart would quicken and your hands would get sweaty. You were nervous to talk to other people and felt like you had to. But with Sam, he simply didnât care to talk to them, he didnât want to and he made that very clear.Â
âFuck that.â He said when the both of you saw that the school Market was taking place in the courtyard. The market took place for a week, and it was where students sold their own goods. You made the mistake your freshman year of trying to walk through it and go home, but you were always stopped by another student trying to sell you something, whether it was a sticker or their homemade soap, and it was a nightmare.Â
There was one time you accidentally got caught up with one of them and they just wouldnât let you leave. They were selling some homemade body care products, soaps and bath bombs, and you gave every excuse you could to nicely shut them down.
âI donât have enough money.â
âI really have to get home.â
âIâm not really a bath bomb person.â
âThatâs okay! Weâve got lip scrubs! Here, smell these.â Then they proceeded to shove different products in your face while telling you their prices. And while giving a tight lipped smile, you felt a hand wrap around your own. You didnât have to look to know it was Sam, thank god.Â
âHi, would you like t-â
âNope.â And he walked away with your hand in his, telling his fellow classmates to âfuck offâ as he continued to walk through the market. It felt so natural, like it was supposed to be this way. Youâd never felt so comfortable with Sam like this. Before, you were always too overwhelmed by his presence and your own feelings that it became too much. But there you were, holding his hand until the two of you got to his car.Â
And it all went away when he graduated. It was a terrible night for you to watch him be handed his diploma, an official sign that the friendship you had built with him was over. You were proud of him, there was no doubt about that. But as soon as the graduating class threw their hats in the air you had to bite your lip to keep your cries from coming out. There was a hollowness in your heart that swallowed any emotion you could feel.Â
When the ceremony was over and you and your family went down to the field, he ran right to you and gave you a soul crushing embrace. One where it lifted you off the ground and you had to wrap your arms around him. His graduation gown burned against your cheek. It was a bitter-sweet moment.Â
When you got home after a celebration dinner for your brother, you thought about your times with Sam and cried the entire night, wishing you had never met him in the first place so you could save yourself from your heartbreak.
#hayden christensen x reader#hayden christensen x you#hayden christensen imagine#hayden christensen fanfiction#hayden christensen#sam monroe fanfiction#sam monroe x reader#sam monroe imagine#sam monroe x y/n#sam monroe x you#sam monroe fluff#sam monroe au#hayden christensen x fem reader#hayden christensen x y/n#life as a house
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this kind of fits in with your rockstar txt concept a little bit idk but studio sex with producer!beomgyu and singer!reader. idk it's been on my mind for a while and I feel like you get it
ahhh!!! what a delicious concept I feel like I could've gone in 10 different directions for this one (which is why it took a while). I hope you like it đŠˇđŠˇđŠˇ
pairing: producer!beomgyu x singer!reader
summary: the recording process comes with a few rewards, including but not limited to: global success, awards and accolades, and some special attention from your producer
warnings: afab reader (no prounouns used)/ cockwarming/ vague mention of consensual sexual audio recording/ lil bit of pinching/ use of "baby" for reader
word count: 600+
âRight there. Listen to those drums in the back.â Your producer points out the rhythmic beat supporting your newest track. Itâs the kind of beat that makes you want to sway your hips and dance- which makes it even harder to sit still on his lap.
Youâve been working with Beomgyu for years. All your favorite songs were produced by him here, in his small, cozy studio. Youâve been here a lot lately, logging hours in the recording booth and hours on the studio couch. Sometimes Beomgyu plays you the tracks, asks you what sound youâre envisioning and explains his thought process. Sometimes he plays with your pussy, laying you out on the worn cushions, eating you out until all you can say is his name. Sometimes- like right now- he does both.
Beomgyu leans forward to turn a dial on the giant board of knobs and switches, turning up the volume so you can better hear the intricacies of the mix. His movement drives his cock deeper into you, drawing a soft moan from your lips.
âShhh, baby. Listen.â His voice ghosts over the shell of your ear as his fingers pinch at the soft skin of your inner thigh. You canât help but twitch away from the teasing, moving yourself again on his dick, growing even wetter and more impatient as you wait for him to finish the playthrough and just fuck you already.
This is his favorite game to play. He loves to tease you with his fingers, get you so worked up and wet, then slip you onto his cock, sit back in his producerâs chair, and play you your album. If you bounce or grind your hips, he starts over from the beginning. It drives you crazy every time, makes you desperate, pleading with him not to pause, to play at two-times speed. That worked once- youâd asked to see what a sped-up tiktok version would sound like and he obliged. Instead torturing you to cum again and again bent over the mixing board after he guessed what you were up to.
His fingers find your clit, drawing large circles around it so that only the faintest of sensations register where you want it. âFinal track baby. Think you can be good?â
You nod, desperate for the final, four-minute ballad to play through. You curse yourself for wanting to go all-out for this track. It was heaven when you recorded vocals last week, a rush of accomplishment and achievement. Now, it was hell to wade through as you forced yourself to sit still, Beomgyuâs perfect cock so hard inside you, filling you up perfectly.
The track ends, fading away to the piano melody that loops perfectly into the same melody at the beginning of the first track. If you were in your right headspace youâd note how skilled of a producer Beomgyu is, how he perfectly executed your vision and sonically expressed your emotions. But all you could think about as the final notes played out was how desperate you were to get well and truly fucked.
âSo did you like it?â He twitches his hips up slightly to push into you.
âObviously.â He rolls them again, welcome friction against your walls.
âWhat did you like specifically?â He was toying with you now, and you werenât going to have it.
âIâll tell you the specifics after you make me cum.â You turned as best you could on his lap, gazing up into his dark brown eyes.
He kisses your cheek, humming. âHmm, deal.â
The red ârecording in progressâ light flashes on outside the studio doors as Beomgyu begins to snap his hips up into yours, holding you tight as he takes out the album lengthâs worth of pent-up need into your soaked pussy.
authorâs note: this is a work of fiction not meant to accurately represent the idol. please do not repost.
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á´á´ÉŞĘɪɴɢs - billie eilish x fem!reader
á´á´É´á´á´É´á´ á´Ąá´Ęɴɪɴɢs - angst w happy ending, allusion to homophobia
ęąĘÉ´á´á´ęąÉŞęą - in which y/n is afraid to come out to the public about their relationship or in which billie & y/n love each other despite otherâs opinions
á´/É´ - soooo, i used to post on this account (username bilsluvr) but i deleted everything and revamped the account đ. this is an old fanfic that i wrote in 2022 , but in honor of the new album iâve decided to repost it :) i hope you guys like it <3 (also this is based on billieâs song âcome out and playâ so i recommend to listen to it while you read.)
âwake up and smell the coffeeâ
âgood morning bilâ y/n spoke softly as she held her half full cup of coffee and smiled at the black haired girl in front of her. âhey babyâ billie leaned over to peck the girls lips.
âbut i love it when youâre awfully quietâ
âsleepy?â billie said as she placed her hand on y/nâs cheek. âyeah..â y/n leaned on billieâs hand. âi love you, you know that right?â billie said tenderly. âyeah, i do.â y/n whispered, turning her head slightly to peck billieâs palm, looking at the deep blue eyes lovingly.
âyou see a piece of paper, could be a little greaterâ
âwhatcha doinâ?â billie asked as she took a sip of her hot tea. the warm ambience of the busy cafĂŠ making them feel like they were the only ones there.
âdrawingâ y/n giggled. billie looked at the napkin, feeling content with the day. âdrawinâ what?â billie asked, smiling at the girl.
âmmm, i donât really know,â y/n looked at the napkin. âwhat i feel i guess,â she finished. the napkin held a sketch of a snowy night city with a ferris wheel. âare you cold..?â billie questioned. âno billie!â y/n laughed.
their moment was interrupted when a teenage girl walked up to the smiling couple. âoh my gosh! hi! can i get a photo?â she asked excitedly.
âyes, of courseâ billie held a tight smile, feeling more tense. as soon as y/n noticed, she placed her hand on top of billieâs resting one. almost instantly, billie felt more relaxed just by the touch of her significant other.
âand you donât have to keep it quietâ
the fan noticed and quickly asked, âare you guys like together or something?â.
billieâs eyes widened and y/n snatched her hand back. billie opened her mouth to answer, but y/n was too fast. âwhat? of course not,â she said hostilely. âweâre just friends.â
billie looked at her rather confused, but quickly switched to a sad, tight lipped smile. âyeahâ she murmured.
billie was so confused. even though they werenât out, why would she answer that way? so, abruptly.
âletâs take that photo, yeah?â billie said.
âyes!â the fan said, oblivious to the fact that she had just created a dent within the couple.
âand i know it makes you nervousâ
they have been driving for a while now. LA traffic not being so light.
âwhyâd you answer that wayâ billie finally broke the silence that had been clouding the car.
âwhat?â y/n said surprised. âyou heard me.â billie said, feeling just a tinge of anger, but not much due to the amount of love that she is filled with for the girl.
âyou canât blame me billie. weâre not going to come out to a random fan on a sunday afternoon.â she said a matter of factly.
âi understand, but i didnât expect you to answer so fast, almost instinctively.â billie stated. feeling insecure about their relationship.
y/n sighed, looking down at her feet, fidgeting with her rings. âno billie, iâm justâŚâ she hesitated. ânervous.â
âbut i promise you, itâs worth it.â billie said as they were pulling into the drive way of their shared home.
y/n turned to billie to find her already looking at her. âcan you wait for me bil?â she asked nervously.
billie held her two hands and placed them on her lap. âalways.â billie said while looking at her eyes.
âlook up, out of your window. see snow, wonât let it in thoughâ
âoh my gosh..â y/n said, feeling surprised.
âwhat?â billie questioned as y/n urgently ran out of the room.
âitâs snowing!!â y/n came back with a big jacket that engulfed her and a beanie that was almost falling off her head.
âoh,â billie chuckled, walking up to her, fixing the beanie on her head. âyou scared me, baby.â she said with a small smile. âsorryâ y/n said with a wide, genuine smile.
âget out there,â billie suggested, nodding her head towards the door. âyou donât wanna come with?â y/n asked, slightly furrowing her eyebrows.
ânah, iâm already cold. go have fun.â billie smiled. âiâll watch from in here.â she finished. âokay,â y/n said. âi love you.â she spoke before leaning in to peck billieâs lips softly.
âcause it's colder here inside in silenceâ
y/n opened the door excitedly, letting the cold wind blow throughout the home, making billie shiver. âsorry,â y/n chuckled. âsâokay, be safe!â billie shouted.
billie watched as the girl rushed to get to the front of the house to play with the snow. as billie watched through the front window, she noticed how truly quiet and cold it is with out the girls warm loud presence.
while watching y/n laugh at how small the snow flakes were, billie realized how grateful she is for y/n. just merely young, dumb, in love teenagers who didnât care what people thought about them.
what changed? societyâs pressure did. and billie hated that it had affect their relationship.
âand you donât have to keep it quietâ
âwhatâs got you so quiet y/n/n?â billie asked, leaning over the counter, careful not to spill the iced tea. âjust thinkinââ y/n replied, staring at the picture of the two perched on the mantle.
âabout..?â billie said hesitantly. âus.â y/n said. âoh, good things i hopeâ billie nervously chuckled.
âif we come out about our relationship, do you think weâll get hate?â y/n said sharply. billieâs head snapped towards her, âwoah, where did you get that from.â she asked. âi told you, iâm just thinkinââ y/n spoke, feeling helpless.
âi think weâll get hate no matter what we do,â billie said. âno, i mean,â y/n hesitated and sighed. âi donât know, never mind.â
âbut-â billie started, ânever mind billie.â y/n ended the conversation.
âtoo shy to say, but i hope you stay.â
ây/nâ billie spoke into the silence. âyeah bil?â y/n said softly, looking back at billie from her seated place on the couch.
âi donât want to hide anymore.â billie spoke confidently. âwhat?â y/n questioned, feeling rather confused as to where this came from.
âi want to be able to hold your hand in public, post you, love you without being afraid of someone âcatchingâ us.â billie said, finally expressing her feelings. âi love you, and i think thatâs all that matters.â
âokay.â y/n whispered. âokay?â billie questioned, feeling invalidated. âwhat do you mean âokayâ?â billie said, walking up to the girl and taking the spot next to her on their couch.
âi agree with you billie.â y/n said, not making eye contact with her. âthen? whatâs wrong?â billie asked, holding y/nâs hand, caressing it.
âi donât want to hurt you.â y/n said, looking up at the love of her life. âwhy would you-â y/n cut billie off, âi donât want to hurt your career.â y/n spoke.
âoh.â billie murmured. âi donât care about that.â billie spoke strongly. âi care about you and our future together.â billie was slowly getting more confused.
y/n leaned in for a hug. not saying a word, but feeling the love around them.
they held each other for the rest of the night.
âcome out and playâ
after hearing the last chords of the song, y/n looked up at billie with tear filled eyes. y/n found herself reminiscing each memory that correlated with the song.
âiâm sorry.â y/n sobbed, hugging billie. âwhy baby? donât be sorry.â billie said. âi only want the best for us.â she smiled reassuringly.
âiâm ready.â y/n said, pulling herself away from billie and wiping underneath her eyes. âyouâre right. our opinion is the only opinion that matters. itâs our relationship, not anybody elseâs.â
billie could explode of happiness if she were able to. she hugged y/n hard, âiâm so happy you finally feel this way.â billie held y/nâs face and leaned in for a kiss full of love and joy.
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the couple couldnât be happier.
sure, they got some hate here and there, but not enough to tear them apart.
#billie eilish x reader#billie eilish#fem!reader#imagines#oneshots#blurbs#hit me hard and soft#come out and play#pride month#gxg
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Take me to the lakes
a/n: this idea popped into my mind while playing tlou then i had the whole picture when i was listening to "the lakes" by taylor swift, enjoy it and any type of feedback is appreciated! thank you<3
pairing: nerd jackson ellie x reader
summary: ellie surprises you on your birthday. ellie is being her nerd, awkward self
i take requests, not proofread
pics from pinterest!
mentions of nicknames, fluff, kissing
You and Ellie got together a couple of months ago, you spent as much time with her as much you could since both of you had things to do around town. It was a special day. Your birthday. You could never be too sure what Ellie would come up with, all the things she's made for you, the songs she's written, the drawings she's made for you. It was all nice but the best part of it was when she handed them over or played the songs she's come up with and blushed so hard but when you brought it up she denied while blushing even more. She denies a lot of things but never the love she feels for you, so she made sure your birthday will be unforgettable and amazing.
You haven't seen her much in the past week, you could guess why but didn't want to jinx it. It either could've been patrol duty, or just that she's preparing for your birthday. You knew that she was preparing for your birthday, gosh it was so obvious,bur again you didn't want to jinx it. She could barely keep it as a secret, but you didn't mind, the grin she had while telling you the past two days that this birthday will be the best of yours, she'll make sure of it. Which is something that is rare in this apocalyptic, corrupted world.
In the morning you woke up to someone impatiently knocking on your front door, you went downstairs and it wasn't a surprise that your girlfriend, Ellie was standing there holding some expired chocolate that she always brought you from her past patrols and with beautiful red roses. Again, the blush on her face was unmatched, it was almost the same shade as the roses.
"Hey babe, happy birthday!" she said then hugged you tightly carefully not to ruin the roses. You hugged her back, taking in her scent.
"Hey Els, aw, thank you! You're here early." You couldn't stop smiling.
"Well I wanted to give you these before we head out." She kissed your cheek then pulled back from the hug to give you the roses and your favorite chocolate.
Your cheeks heat up from the gesture, after months she still makes the butterflies go wild in your stomach.
"Thank you so much, gosh you really are the best." You lean in to kiss her, which she gets right away and slowly leans in for the kiss. After you're out of breath you pull away and look into her gorgeous green eyes.
"Nah, it was nothing gorgeous, you deserve the best, but now we're heading out. I have something to show you." She grins at you and intertwines her fingers with yours. You walk to the horse stables hand in hand, Shimmer, her horse is already saddled up. After she gets on her horse she helps you up.
"So are you gonna tell me where we're going?" You squeeze her waist while leaning closer to her ears which sends shivers down her spine.
"I can't and you know it, so stop it babe or we're going to go back and you'll be sitting on my couch listening to the whole plot of Savage Starlight." She tries to make a serious face, but fails at it which makes you laugh.
"No way, I've already listened to it like a hundred times, you can't tell me you'd do it again!" You're still laughing from the face she made, she looks back over her shoulder.
"I would and i know you would love to listen to it even if I'd tell you the story a thousand times." She says leading you two through the woods.
"I would, babe." You say placing a kiss on her cheek. "Is it far? At least tell me that."
"It's not where almost there." She says leading Shimmer further in the woods.
You two talk the whole way through, exchanging loving gazes, and talk about having a sleepover and a movie night.
"Okay we're here." Ellie says stopping at a beautiful lake. You take in the sights, and just can't believe where she took you. It's beautiful.
"Oh my god Els, it's so beautiful! How'd you find it?" You hop off Shimmer and walk closer to the lake.
"I came across this on one of my patrols actually, it's nothing." She looks down at her hands, fidgeting with her fingers.
"Oh, come on, what do you mean it's nothing? It's everything I could've asked from you!" You go back to where she's standing, placing your hand on hers. She looks at you with flushed cheeks.
"Thank you Els, I love it. I love you." You say then kiss her all of a sudden, taking your hand off of hers then place it around her neck.
"Of course y/n. I have more for you." She places another kiss on your lips, she pulls back and leads you to a table full of delicious snacks. Both of you sit down and enjoy the afternoon in each other presence, then go back to her place when the sun is setting to watch a movie.
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a/n again: it's pretty short and not the best i lowkey hate it but i wanted to write this. if i have more ideas I'll write them! thank you so much if you read it. i might do a poll on what characters y'all want to read about and I'll write a fic based on the results.
#ellie#ellie williams#tlou#lesbian#gf#tlou fanfiction#tlou2#ellie tlou#tlou ellie#ellie x reader#ellie williams x reader#gf seasons zine#live laugh love#wlw fanfic
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Something with the Volturi, literally can be anything.
Poly Volturi x Reader
Time
Time it took me: 2 hours and 2 minutes
Word count: 1839 words
To anon~ Hello lovely! I hope you liked it, I did! I was excited seeing your request for something with the volturi. I just couldn't wait to write it. Let me know if you want more like this! <3
The arms around you wrapped onto you tightly. The music in your headphones was blasting a little too loud but you didnât mind. You're basically in heaven right now. You felt the energy around you change and the tempo of Caius leg bouncing change. This let you know immediately that something was wrong. Taking off your headphones while opening your eyes that were previously closed, you were faced with Caius red eyes staring straight ahead with a deadly glare. Different from the one that was always on his face. You had taken your headphones off just in time to hear the end of the growls that were coming from your other mates.
You were currently sitting on Caiusâs lap who was sitting in his throne. You were the only one who was allowed up here like this of course. Itâs not like you hadnât fought for this spot. All of your mates and all of the kings were considered for your safety as âWe have a lot of enemies.â But you assured them that you would always be safe with them all in the room. So you were then granted permission to sit with the kings in the throne room during trails. Which didnât matter cause you knew you were going to be in there anyways. You 're the future queen for heaven's sake. Â
âYou keep your mouth shut about things that have nothing to do with you.â Caius growled out. Sending waves of vibrations through his body making you shiver. You always liked the way he would growl when he was mad. It made you feel some type of way if you know what I mean.Â
âI-Her music is very distracting! I canât concentrate on the words coming out of my mouth!â The scared vampire kneeling stuttered out making you tear your eyes away from caius. You could stare at him all day if you could. Â
The vampire looked terrified. He was shaking, his clothes were wet. You wondered if Felix and Demetri had to chase him through a lake or something as they were also wet. The two were holding him down to kneel in front of the kings as he tried to run away once already. You knew he was guilty of his crimes. You could smell it. And so could everyone else.Â
âYou wouldnât have to think about anything if you weren't lying.â You stated, making all eyes turn to you. The kings had always preferred you to be silent so no unnecessary attention was drawn to you. You never listened. I donât think they ever expected you to either. Youâd always randomly laugh during trails. Or sing random words from songs that were stuck in your head. Or throw out random compliments to your mates or the other kings.
âI-Iâm not lying Iâm telling the truth!â He said, stuttering.
 Swinging your feet you stared at the vampire tilting your head you simply said. âWas that also a lie? You know after all these years of living or dying, Whatever you call it. Iâd think you wouldâve mastered the art of lying.â
Your comment brung a evil smile to Caius' face. His eyes were full of adoration 24/7 whenever he looked at you.Â
âThe level of the future queen's music should be of no concern to you.â Aro said, turning his head back to the Vampire. They always took pride in calling you their queen. Seeing that you were still human kinda shocked you but I guess there's an exception for mates.
âMia cara, put your contraption back on and relax please.â Marcus said softly. You knowing exactly what was about to happen. You put your headphones back on. Turning the volume back up you closed your eyes and relaxed in Caius' grip. You felt Caius drawing patterns on your leg and his bouncing went back to normal. Kinda putting you in a rocking motion. You were very relaxed. You felt safer than ever. Somehow you fell asleep because when you woke up next you weren't in the throne room. Confusion ran across your face until realization came across you and you remembered that this was Janeâs room.
âFinally you're awake. You slept for hours.â Jane said, making you roll over to face her. Her face sparkled a little as some sun was coming through her balcony. You always loved watching her sparkle. You always teased her about being the bright star on earth. Sheâd always tell you to stop but you swear if she could sheâd blush and be as red as a tomato all the time.
âYou missed me?â You smiled up at her.
âOf course not you were right here this whole time. How could I possibly miss you?â Jane said with a straight face but couldnât help herself with stroking the side of your waist. All of your mates had a favorite spot on your body they just looked to touch. Itâs like you were just a stress ball for them. Made for them to grip, rub, bite etc. You loved it.
âBut you stayed and watched me sleep? That sounds like fan behavior to me.â You stated softly dragging your fingers against her cheek. She leaned into your hand telling you she loved it.Â
Jane was the hardest out of all your mates when it came to physical touch. You thought Caius would be the hardest to get to seeing as his awful hate to humans. But you're convinced that Janeâs is 10x worse. Rightfully so as her past with Humans wasnât so good.
âI couldnât just leave you alone.â She softly said with her eyes closed. She relaxed in your touch bringing a bigger smile to your face.
âWhy not? Scared someone would come in here and snatch me away?â You giggled. Making her snap her eyes open bringing you to a halt with everything you were doing. Including breathing.Â
âIf someone dared to lay a hand on you Iâd kill them all. Everyone, no hesitation.â Jane said sternly. Her piercing red eyes would scare any normal person, but with her words and lovely eyes you knew damn well you werenât normal. Because with all of those things combined you felt Loved. Â
âI know you would but Iâm okay so you can relax, pretty girl.âÂ
âI am relaxed.â She said, You shook your head and brought her in for a kiss. Just a soft reassuring kiss.Â
Jane responded to the kiss by pulling you closer to her by your hair deepening the kiss. It was a little aggressive but you knew that she was being gentle. She and Caius had a hard time being gentle but you loved them nonetheless. A few minutes into a kiss that was supposed to last only for a few seconds a knock was heard on the door.
You pulled away getting off her lap which was where she pulled you to a minute after the kiss got deepened. Making Jane huff in protest.Â
âBrother, go away!â She only but slightly raised her voice knowing he could hear her.
âSister it is now my turn, You said when she awakened I could spend time with her. Sheâs awake, I hear her.â Alecâs voice mumbled through the door.
Kissing Jane on her nose you smiled at her getting up from the bed.
 âIâll be back later.âÂ
âBut-â
 âYou're the one who told him he could spend time with me after I had awakened, I didnât agree to that. Iâm only keeping your word, My pretty girl.â You smiled seeing her face which you knew she was flustered but also annoyed. The moment you opened the door you were snatched up by multiple hands making you squeal out in surprise. Wind rushed through your hair and hit your face. The world was blurry around you. It made you sick. You closed your eyes tightly in attempts to help with the splitting headache that you knew was on the express train to your head.
Finally you were put down on your two feet so suddenly making you stumble and hold your head. You already knew what was happening. You were being ambushed by Alec, Felix and Demitri. Your other mates. They liked to just grab you and run away no matter how many times you told them that their speed made you feel sick. They would always get cocky with themselves after you said it, so you stopped.
âWhat the hell again?!â You yelled out the moment you could hold yourself up without swaying side to side. All you got in response was chuckles and laughs from your lovers.
âI swear you guys may be older than the sun but you fucking act like you where born yesterday! How many times do I have to tell you that that shit makes me feel sick! My human shit canât handle that! One of these days Iâm gonna throw up on all of you and Iâm not going to feel bad!â You ranted on holding your head as you felt the headache you were talking about earlier come on.Â
âIâm sorry La mia bella ragazza.â Demitri said softly, coming up to you to wrap you around in his arms. He kissed your forehead in an attempt to make you feel better. You mumbled a few cuss words into his chest making him laugh softly.
âI know I know, we just wanted to try and spend some time with you before Caius came back from feeding.â Demitri said.
âWe didnât think you would sleep the whole day away in Janeâs room. Itâs almost like you like her more than us or something.â Felix said. Even with your face hidden you knew that that 6 '7 teddy bear was pouting about you sleeping too long with someone else that wasnât him.Â
âCauis said he wanted to capture you in your true beauty when he was done feeding. So with that information we knew youâd be gone for the rest of the day tucked away with the king.â Alec said coming up to you behind your back. Your face was still in Demetris' chest as Alec wrapped his arms around you from behind so he could kiss your neck softly. You let out a soft moan in response.Â
Felix seeing this he came up to the on space that was available. With both sides of your neck now being kissed you had no choice but to keep your eyes closed and let out small whimpers. You were surrounded by three pieces of your heart. You felt nothing but happiness and joy right now. You canât even remember what your life was like without them. Your lovers. You always felt safe. You never had to question if you were loved. They would always show it without you even asking. What more could you ask for?
âMia cara! Where are you? I had that horrible excuse of a receptionist gather more paint for us now, come!â You heard Caius yell out.
Except more time.
#twilight#reader insert#x reader#oneshots#cauis x reader#the volturi#volturi x reader#poly x kings#poly volturi xreader#jane volturi x reader#alec volturi x reader#felix volturi x reader#demitri volturi x reader#fluff
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Ok I've decided to post them all separately than all together, because that would take too long. So here's the main guy. Cus the others aren't done.
(I'm in the process of also drawing something for 20XX, so that'll come later when finished!)
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(I was listening to this and thought it fit. They're all gonna have music associated I guess.)
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Oh my goodness, it's the guy. The man. The ... Yeah! Somehow writing anything on the WALL OF INFORMATION was ..hard?
But I wanted to ramble a bit more on how Whole...works?
Because through writing him, or his actions I guess, I realized I've never actually written Whole saying anything. Nothing. He never directly speaks to HMS, to anyone.
He never has a moment where he talks to himself out loud, in drawings, yeah it works. But stories? Nope! He's unintentionally a silent dude. And I'm going to keep it that way because idk, I think it's neat.
The nails on Whole turn (idk how but just go with it) to the respective nail colors of HMS. Why? Since I got rid of the necklace, I needed something else to represent what mindset is going on.
Musiiiiic. The reason for the music is memory thing on there, means that y'know how you listen to something and it's associated with a specific memory sometimes? Yeah like that.
He could be introduced or randomly come upon a song one day, listen to it and however that song is remembered, it impacts his emotions towards it. Like all things.
And this is Harmonia's second design now. Which is surprising. But I like how this turned out!
Enjoy while I figure the others out!
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#chonny jash#chonny jash fanart#chonnys charming chaos compendium#chonny jash whole#cj whole#cj harmonia#cccc#cccc whole#Moon's rambles#Spotify
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a/n: merry christmas eve and happy sunday! the promised andrei christmas fic (written extremely fast and edited even faster lol) title is from cherâs new christmas song which is a bop and a half so i suggest listening. going to be quiet the rest of the year to stockpile some writing, but happy new year everyone, iâve been beyond grateful for the love my fics have gotten this year đ
word count: 3.9k
tw: minimal smut, unprotected sex, brief fingering
summary: christmas eve at the svechnikov house is a chaotic but fun affair
âMama?â
âYes, my love?â You look up from the bowl of cookie dough batter. Evie was supposed to be helping after waking up at the ass crack of dawn, but the lure of rearranging all the decorations on the small tree in her room was more appealing. Your little perfectionist oldest daughter had shifted ornaments no less than fifteen times since youâd put the decorations up right after Thanksgiving.
Alina hops from foot to foot and you donât necessarily love the sparkle of mischief in her eyes. âI catch Santa!â
You squint at her. âYouâre catching Santa? Santaâs not a lizard in the backyard,â you say gently.
âI catch Santa,â Alina repeats. âTonight! With presents!â
It clicks in your head - she means that she wants to stay up late and catch Santa leaving presents - and you laugh. âOh, baby, you canât stay up to see Santa, otherwise he doesnât leave presents, remember?â You set the bowl of dough aside and scoop Alina up into your arms, sitting her down on the counter. She pouts at you, chubby little fingers reaching to play with the strings on your hoodie.
âWanna see Santa,â she huffs. Her little pout is identical to Andreiâs and it makes you smile. You love seeing your husbandâs traits and mannerisms in your girls.
You lean in to whisper conspiratorially, âguess what? Someone better than Santa is coming in a little bit.â
âWho?â Alina perks up, eyes going wide as she bounces a little. âMickey Mouse?â
Another laugh bursts out of your mouth and Alina giggles with you, always ready to laugh with whoeverâs around. âNo, not Mickey Mouse,â you giggle, tickling her sides lightly and enjoying her childish laughter. âBabushka and dedushka!â
Alina shrieks happily and you catch her when she launches herself forward off the counter. The kids love when Elena and Igor come to visit and they donât know that this trip will be extra long, as theyâre staying for nearly three weeks. Once Andrei finishes his workout, heâs supposed to be going off to pick them up from the airport.
âBring puppy?â She asks, little arms locked around your neck and wide awake considering itâs not even seven in the morning.
âNo,â you shake your head, âtheyâre not bringing the puppy. He has to stay home where he has his bed and all his toys.â
That would be the last thing you need in the house - in-laws, three kids, a husband whoâs traveling several days a week, and to add a dog on top of that? No, thank you.
âI share my toys,â she says sweetly.
You press a kiss to her cheek. âYeah, you do share your toys with Evie and Kira. But puppy toys are different. Why donât you go draw a picture to give Babushka when she gets here?â
Alina nods wildly and wiggles her way out of your arms and down your body before running off to the kid sized table you have set up in the den with all their craft supplies. Sheâll be distracted for at least ten minutes, which gives you enough time to get the cookies on a baking tray and in the oven. Why you waited until Christmas Eve morning to make the cookies for Santa is a question for another day.
Youâve been awake since 4:30 already and your energy is starting to flag, so you make a quick mug of coffee before portioning out the sugar cookies and dipping them in the green and red sugar sprinkles. While you sip at the drink and finish the cookies with your other hand, your mind wanders to everything that has to get done today. There are a few more gifts that have to be wrapped, but for the most part youâd managed to get everything you and Andrei bought for the kids and his parents wrapped at night. Youâd also wrapped all the gifts Elena and Igor had bought for the girls and had shipped directly to your house.
Dinner tonight is going to be chill and Elena had insisted on handling most of that, so you donât worry too much about the menu. Youâll be helping her, since most of the recipes are from your childhood, but she loves cooking when she visits so you donât mind letting her.
You decide that youâll have Andrei take all three girls with him to the airport so you can have a minute to shower - hair wash and shaving included - without little hands knocking on the bathroom door.
Otherwise, you have to iron the girlsâ outfits and tidy up the chaos before the girls hopefully go to sleep early so you and Andrei can set out the presents.
âThinking hard?â Andreiâs teasing voice startles you out of your mental to-do list. You turn away from the counter and take him in with a smile. Heâs sweaty from his workout, hair falling over his forehead that he swipes back with his free hand. Kira is on his hip, a giant four-toothed smile on her face. You nudge at her round cheeks with your knuckles, grinning back at her.
âWere you Papaâs workout buddy?â You ask her in a bubbly voice. âHowâd he do?â
âPapa!â She yelps, smacking at Andreiâs chest with her hands and cuddling closer to his side. She plants a smacking kiss against his cheek, her favorite party trick to get adults coping over how cute she is.
Andrei kisses the top of her head and rests his cheek against the crown. âSheâs a good cheerleader,â he laughs. And as if they practiced it, Kira waves her hands in an imitation of jazz hands. You laugh and kiss your youngest on the tip of her nose, making her giggle.
âGive me the baby and go shower,â you say, already taking Kira into your arms. She transfers easily, snuggling into your neck, one hand splayed over your chest. âI need you to take all three with you to the airport and youâre going to need to get going if you want to get your parents on time.â
He looks at the clock over the stove and frowns a little. âThey donât land until 9:30, plenty of time.â
âYeah,â you nod, untangling your hair from Kiraâs grip, âbut you have to shower, the girls have to be changed and put in the car, and you have to drive to the airport. Time goes faster than you think, please just get everything going?â
Andrei nods and grips your chin in his hand to tilt your face up for a kiss. You melt a little, humming quietly. âOkay, solnyshka. We will go when everyone is ready. Do I need to pick anything else up?â He asks, tickling Kiraâs back.
You shake your head, âjust your parents. Next year theyâre coming here earlier. None of this flying on Christmas Eve business.â
âI will tell them,â Andrei laughs before heading upstairs to shower.
Four hours later, after youâve finished taking the cookies out of the oven, showered, and pulled together a quick little breakfast spread, Andreiâs car pulls back into the driveway. You pull open the front door with a huge smile on your face, laughing when Elenaâs dragged into the house by Evie and Alina, Kira held on her grandmotherâs hip. Andrei and Igor are back at the car, handling all the bags.
âMoya devushka,â Elena greets you with a warm smile and a tight hug, Kira squeaking and complaining when sheâs caught in the middle of the two of you. âAh, prosti, myshonok.â She kisses Kiraâs head.
âMama!â Evie dances at your feet, tugging on your sweater. âBabushka said sheâs staying forever!â
âMid-January, at least,â Elena shares a smile with you, helping you usher the girls inside. Kira clings to her like a koala and you love how much the girls love their grandparents.
Evie widens her eyes - Andreiâs eyes - at her grandmother, âthatâs like forever! And look,â she grabs Elenaâs hand, pulling her to the living room, ârâmember we showded you our tree on the phone? Now you can see in real!â Alina trails along after them, clutching the stuffed Grinch that sheâd recently decided was her new best friend.
Confident that the girls are handled, you head back outside to help Andrei and Igor with the bags. Your father-in-law greets you with a kiss to the cheek and waves off your help, âyou have strong men. Go with Elena and girls.â
You know from past experience that itâs basically useless to fight with him, so you grab up Elenaâs oversized purse from the backseat of the car and run back inside with it, wearing a sneaky little smile, before Igor can chastise you. Andreiâs laughter follows you inside.
âElena,â you call out, âdo you want your purse or should I put it in your room?â
âOh! Bring it here,â Elena looks over her shoulder at you from where sheâs sitting on the ottoman, having been oohing and ahhing over the drawings the girls made for her. âI have surprises.â
You hand over the bag, talking over the girlsâ excited squeals, âyou shouldnât have. Itâs Christmas Eve.â
Elena waves a hand in the air at you and if it were anyone else, youâd be annoyed at the dismissive gesture. âSmall things,â she explains, reaching into the bag and drawing out little toys and Russian candies for the girls. âThese were your Papaâs favorite,â she explains, handing Evie a wrapped chocolate.
Andrei appears behind you and leans forward, snatching another candy out of his motherâs hand. âStill are,â he winks at the girls. He unwraps the chocolate and pops it in his mouth before giving you a quick kiss. âIâm going to clean out the car,â he gives Kira a faux-glare, âone of the myshonok spilled her Cheerios.â
âIt was Kira,â Evie pipes up, chocolate smeared around her mouth. âShe spilleded out the whole bag!â
Kira, recognizing her name, giggles and chants, âMama! Papa!â
âOur messy little girl,â you ruffle her hair gently. âNot too much candy, okay? Itâs still really early.â
You know youâre going to be ignored, but you have to say it if only to stave off the mom-guilt. With the girls distracted by their grandparents - Igorâs wandered in and is telling Alina a joke she surely doesnât understand yet - and Andrei busy with the car outside, you take the opportunity to slip upstairs and finish wrapping the few gifts that had been delivered in the last few days.
When you come back downstairs after finishing up and taking a few extra minutes to just breathe in the relative quiet, everyoneâs huddled around Elenaâs phone FaceTiming with Geno and his family. Everyone chatting in rapid fire Russian, even your kids, and you smile. You love that the girls are fluent in Andreiâs native language and itâs good practice when they talk to his family. The girls giggle with their cousins and you pull out your phone to snap a candid shot before joining the call, waving to Geno and his wife.
You stand behind the couch, looping your arms around Andreiâs neck and resting your chin on his shoulder, just enjoying the lively conversation. Youâve learned some Russian over the years, but youâre nowhere close to fluent and once they all start talking so fast, youâre basically lost at sea.
Andrei leans his cheek against yours, holding out his hand while he talks to block Evieâs foot from hitting him in her attempt at showing off a cartwheel. She pouts at Andrei when he tells her to sit down - that you understand, at least - and Andrei huffs in exasperation when Elena turns right around and clearly reprimands him for stopping Evie. Your head is starting to swim a little from all the noise and you press a kiss to Andreiâs cheek before standing up and heading into the kitchen.
A dog barking joins the chaos and you know Genoâs brought Igorâs dog on the screen. The girls squeal with delight and you know this means youâre going to get a barrage of begging for a puppy.
âMama,â Evie skips her way into the kitchen, âcan we show Babu and Dedu Belleâs christmas?â
The call with Geno is either done or the girls had gotten bored of sitting in one place. You nod, knowing she means the Beauty and the Beast Christmas movie, and say, âsure, bunny. Ask Papa to put the movie on the TV.â
The movie keeps them occupied for a little bit, even after Elena leaves to come help you in the kitchen. You work quietly with your mother-in-law, chatting easily about the girls and the plans for their extended trip. Youâll have a more involved celebration on January 7th - when Christmas is traditionally celebrated in Russia - with Elena making dishes that Andrei remembers from his childhood. But with the girls being raised in America, itâs easier for them to have Christmas traditions in line with their classmates and friends.
Youâre incorporating some of your holiday traditions - namely the relaxing aspects of the day, watching movies and spending time with the kids - and itâs nice to not have to worry about going super over the top. Tomorrow, Andrei and his dad will grill steaks and youâre making a few side dishes and Evie helped make some cookies during the week. More than anything, youâre just excited to see them get into Christmas and to make memories with them.
The girls go down for their naps and you and Elena get to finish prepping dinner. Itâs a quiet rest of the day, until suddenly itâs after dinner and the girls are bathed and changed into their matching pajamas - little candy canes printed on a white background - and Alinaâs chattering about catching Santa.
âWhere did she even come up with that?â You ask Andrei, laughing a little. âShe said it this morning too.â
âAh,â he gives you a sheepish smile and youâre instantly on guard, âmaybe I said something. They asked about Santa and magic.â He shrugs. âI donât know how to explain so I said to stay up and see how he does it.â
You snort a laugh, filling Kiraâs bottle and closing the lid. âYeah, thatâll do it. Better hope she knocks out like usual or weâre going to have a long night.â
Andrei settles his hands on your hips and pulls you close, kissing you gently. âI think there was enough excitement today. They will sleep, solnyshka, donât worry.â
Resting against his chest, you loop your arms around his lower back, excitement bubbles up in your chest for the girls to see their gifts. âI know Iâve said it before,â you mumble into his chest, âbut thank you for agreeing to do two Christmases.â
âAnything for you, solnyshka,â he replies, dropping a kiss to the top of your head. And then youâre interrupted by the two older girls, running in and begging to set out the cookies for Santa. Andrei lets you go and lifts both girls up onto his hips, telling them, âmake sure you pick good cookies. I think he likes ones with a lot of sprinkles.â
He winks at you over the girlsâ heads and you suppress a little smile while you put the cookies the girls select on a special plate. The plate of cookies is carefully arranged on the coffee table, next to a glass of milk that Evie had very carefully carried from the kitchen.
âCan we watch Frosty, Mama?â Evie asks, giving you puppy eyes. Sheâs already tucked up on the couch in between her grandparents, one little hand wrapped around Elenaâs forearm and the other clutching her Stormy plush - this version has a little Christmas sweater on and youâd tried to resist buying it but youâre weak when it comes to saying no sometimes. Alinaâs already looking like sheâll pass out any second, head resting on Igorâs chest. Andrei has Kira in his arms, rocking from side to side so sheâll fall asleep.
âOkay,â you nod, âbut as soon as Frostyâs over, itâs time for bed. Remember, Santa doesnât come if youâre awake.â
Behind you, Andrei snorts a quiet little laugh and you know exactly why, but you refuse to dignify him with a response. You press your lips together to smother a laugh of your own.
âIâm not gonna sleep,â Evie informs you, apparently on Alinaâs side with wanting to catch Santa. âIâm not even sleepy, Mama.â
Her sentence is punctuated by a huge yawn and you catch Elenaâs eye, both of you muffling laughter.
âIt would not be so bad,â Elena says, stroking Evieâs braided hair, âto close your eyes a little, zaychik.â
Evie wrinkles her nose and shakes her head, but youâre not surprised when all three girls and both grandparents are all passed out before Frosty even gets on the train to the North Pole. Andreiâs already brought Kira up to her crib and now he helps you bring up the older girls, lifting their combined weight easily into his arms while you wake up Elena and Igor.
âJet lag,â they both laugh tiredly, Elena giving you and Andrei kisses on the cheek before retiring to their room. Igor offers to help bring the gifts down to the tree, but Andrei says something in Russian and his father nods, closing the door behind him.
You leave the doors to the girlsâ bedrooms cracked a little, hoping youâll hear them in case they get up. Tossing Andrei a Santa hat youâve kept around just for this moment, you grin, âletâs get this done, Saint Nick.â
Andrei jams the hat on his head and gives you a crooked smirk. âRed is my color, solnyshka,â he teases and swats at your ass gently when he follows you to the second guest room thatâs been serving as your gift and wrapping room.
Between the two of you, all the gifts are brought downstairs in less than an hour. Andrei likes to deposit the boxes randomly, leaving the huge box that you know is a Barbie Dream House for the girls to share right in the middle of everything. You shake your head and move it towards the back, making sure the presents are arranged nicely and thereâs room to walk around all the furniture. You spot a handful of gifts labeled in Andreiâs messy scrawl and it makes you smile.
âLast one,â he says, setting a smaller box on top of the rest. âTime for bed?â
You survey the scene, skipping over the gifts and landing on the plate of cookies. âOops, no! We almost forgot the cookies, take a bite out of one or two,â you suggest, knowing his massive sweet tooth. Andrei bites off half of a tree shaped cookie and holds out a second to you for you to bite.
A yawn escapes as youâre chewing and you cover your mouth immediately, mumbling an apology. Andrei scoffs and rests his hand on your lower back to guide you up the stairs, âlet me take my zhena up to bed.â His voice is low and deep, warm despite the tiredness lacing his tone. The Santa hat is crooked on his head and it makes him look boyishly handsome. You recognize the look in his eyes and you add a little sway to your hips on your way back to your bedroom.
âYour parents are right down the hall,â you say quietly, even as you pull your pajama top over your head and push your pants and underwear to the floor.
Andrei raises an eyebrow at you, hungrily taking in the sight of your bare body. Your nipples tighten under his scrutiny and you feel a rush of warmth between your legs. He steps forward, crowding you until the backs of your knees hit the bed and you fall back, landing flat on the mattress with your legs splayed open. He leans one knee in between your legs and covers your body with his to kiss you deeply, sliding his tongue into your mouth. You moan softly when he pulls back, one of his hands sliding up your side, over your chest, to rest at the base of your throat, âguess youâll have to be quiet, solnyshka. Can you do that for me?â
You nod, hooking your ankle around Andreiâs hip and pushing at the waistband of his joggers. âGet rid of these,â you demand and Andrei kisses you again before standing up and stripping, his clothes discarded to the floor in seconds.
âRemember,â Andrei grins, running his fingers over your sensitive clit, making your back arch off the bed and a sharp gasp escape your lips, âquiet.â
You bite down hard on your lower lip to prevent any noise from escaping as Andrei pumps his fingers inside of you, curling and flexing them until youâre dripping down the curve of your ass. âAndrei!â You canât help but moan his name when his fingers press up against your g-spot.
âAh,â he tuts, pulling his fingers from your cunt and covering your mouth with his palm. âQuiet.â
With his hand muffling your noises, Andrei kneels between your open legs, lining up his cock at your entrance and sliding into you with one smooth thrust. You whine behind his hand, clenching immediately around his length, legs coming up to wrap around his waist. Sparks dance behind your eyes, pleasure building low in your stomach.
Andrei fucks into you with a steady rhythm, his hand warm over your face. You roll your hips, meeting him thrust for thrust and before you realize it, your orgasm is building and cresting, flooding your veins with fire. You bite down on Andreiâs palm and he hisses, finishing inside of you with a few more thrusts.
Everything is hazy and sticky and you blink up at Andrei, trying to focus on something other than the selfish desire for a second orgasm. Andreiâs hand shifts from your mouth to cup your cheek. His eyes twinkle with mischievous glee and you brace yourself for whatever heâs about to say.
âSanta was not the only one coming tonight, huh?â
âOh my god,â you burst out laughing, push at his chest, âI hate you.â
Andrei kisses you sweetly, laughing too. âSorry, that was bad,â he climbs off the bed, pulling you to your feet so you can both shower quickly and he can change the sheets before you go to bed.
It feels like youâve only gotten ten minutes of sleep - thanks to a pair of wandering hands on your husband - when your bedroom door bangs open and Evieâs screaming, âSANTA BROUGHT PRESENTS!â She jumps onto your bed, bouncing on her knees in between you and Andrei, shrieking with delight. Andrei catches her around the waist and pulls her into a big hug.
âYouâre going to wake the whole house, zaychik,â he teases, giving you a sleepy smile over her head.
âEveryoneâs awake! Babuâs makinâ coffee and she said I had to wait five whole minutes before I woke you and Mama,â Evie informs him. âCan we pleaseeeee go open presents now?â She throws her arms around Andreiâs neck and pokes her lip out in a pout until he nods and she scrambles off the bed, racing for the stairs and screeching, âPapa said we can open!â
You yawn and slump against Andreiâs side, grinning tiredly, âI wish we could bottle her energy.â
âI will work on it for your birthday,â Andrei teases, kissing you warmly. âMerry Christmas, solnyshka.â
âMerry Christââ
âMAMA! PAPA! PRESENTS!â
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Ch 161~
Can't draw so much during the week..!
More commentary about 161..
I'm actually convinced Fatal and Mephisto should be Kamiki's song?? I think some things hint of it.
and that he DOES really care about Aqua.
and that he does have to do with Sarutahiko, Amenouzume's husband(although this part is a speculation)
More stuff in the read more:
(first written in another language and chatGPT helped me translate it... I can't write things like this twice ;v; it's a great world here. so convenient~)
Honestly, it's frustrating and a bit agonizing; what is this even about? The plot is stressful, but...
Still, being able to focus like this... I guess itâs a good thing to find a work that hooks you and makes you think deeply in some way.
LOL, it also means Iâm living a life where I have enough time to care about a manga, even though Iâm currently in a pretty tough spot.
This manga, whether it's in a good or bad direction, seems to be driving me crazy in its own way.
If Iâm disappointed, I can always go read something else, (I even got permission from someone to draw a Persona fanfic fanart, but Iâve been too hooked on this manga to do it.. that fanfic was so good.. I need to do it sooner or later..).
But I was so confident about my analyses. Like, really... Iâm usually good at picking up on these kinds of things? This manga is great at psychological portrayal, and it was amusing to analyze that, There are just too many things sticking out for me, and things feel uneasy.
Itâs not about the pairing... It just keeps bothering me... Am I really missing the mark on this? Iâm usually good at sensing these things...
Without the movie arc, this development would be fine, but that arc is sandwiched in there, and I interpreted the character based on that too...
Honestly, every time I listen to the songs, I get this strong feeling like, "This isnât Aqua." The kind of emotions in these songs, it's not him that's singing them. It's the dad. I immediately posted about it when I first heard it in July. As soon as I heard it, I thought, "This is it," and got a gut feeling.
I really want to feel that emotion again.
Even if Kamiki does turn out to be a serial killer, I still think these songs could describe his inner state.
I think weâll get some explanation in the next five chapters or so, even if it takes a bit longer.
Also, the expression Kamiki makes when Aqua stabs him is so genuine. Until that moment, he had been smiling, but...
If that expression was because he suddenly felt threatened with his life, itâs a bit pathetic. But... I donât think thatâs the case. What I really pay attention to are the emotional flow and expressions.
When Aqua says he wants to watch Ruby perform, the smile on Kamikiâs face... itâs soft. Thatâs... definitely a look of affection. Itâs not like, âOh, I've won him over!â or, âYes, Iâve convinced him!â I interpreted it as Kamiki having paternal love, and there was a scene that backed up that idea earlier. Iâm sure he really likes Aqua.
Thatâs not a bad expression. Itâs more like, "Yeah, you wish to see Ruby, don't you. Go ahead, watch her. Keep living" (Which makes me wonder, is he really planning to harm Ruby? If he harms her, maybe he plans to do it after the Dome performance? But even that doesnât make sense. Does that mean Aqua would have to come back to stab him AGAIN after that takes place?? Does it really add up to his logic for telling him to go watch her?)
Aqua says Kamiki will destroy Rubyâs future, but...
How exactly is he going to do that? Hasn't this guy literally done nothing? If they're talking about the Dome performance, at least that should go off without a hitch, right? So at least until then, Ruby would be safe?? So, Kamiki isn't planning to harm Ruby now at least, right? Even with that weird.. logic that he proposes (I hope he's lying about that tbh)
Then when Aqua smiles and says something like, "Haha, but Iâll just kill you and die with you," while pointing the knife at him again...
Kamikiâs expression at that moment really stands out, and itâs not like a twisted look of being frustrated about things not going his way. Itâs not anger or annoyance he's feeling. Itâs the same shocked and despairing expression we saw in chapters 146 and 153.
Aqua seems to have no clue what kind of person his father really is, huh? He canât read him at all.
Honestly, from the way Kamiki speaks, I get the impression that heâs actually quite kind. Heâs not saying anything too wrong.
Remember the scene where Ruby gets angry because people were talking carelessly about Aiâs death? Kamiki probably knows about that too. I think Aqua and Ai, and Ruby and Kamiki, are quite alike in nature. Kamiki mightâve felt a lot of grief over Ai at that time. I do believe he loved Ai.
The phrase, "People donât want the truth," is pretty painful, especially if you think about Ai. Thatâs why Ai lived telling lies. Isn't Kamiki thinking about what's happened to her, then? By bringing that up? He should have felt it, loving/watching a person like her and what unfolded.. Ai died because of the truth that she had kids with him. Ugly fans like Ryosuke and Nino couldn't take her being less than perfect. Wouldn't this have hurt Kamiki too? The fact that they loved each other(At least Ai did genuinely, we know that) was unwanted. People could not accept that, and that's one of the reasons why they had to break up.
From the way Kamiki talks, it feels like he genuinely doesnât want his son or daughter to go through that kind of pain.
I think Kamiki has a pretty good nature. When you look at how he speaks, itâs gentle, and he seems to genuinely care about Aqua and knows a lot about him. Maybe heâs been watching over him from afar for a long time? He probably even knows who his son has feelings for.
It really feels like Kamiki is trying to persuade him: "Iâm fine with dying. But you, you have so many reasons to live, right? Shouldnât you return to the people you care about?"
And, the way Kamiki reacts after Aqua stabs him also shows it. Heâs visibly agitated afterward. His expression noticeably shifts to panic and darkness.
Wait... stop it, donât do this! Thatâs what he says.
The way heâs talking to Aqua in that moment.
Itâs not like, âHow dare you?â but more like, âAqua, please donât do this.â
It really seems like he doesnât want Aqua to die.
Heâs really shocked by it.
From his expressions, he seems more shocked by Aqua getting stabbed than by his own fall, like he didnât even know how to react properly. He's being grabbed onto but he isn't looking at the hands that are grabbing him, his line of sight is on Aqua there
The final expression he makes can seem really pathetic, but...
Oh man, I think thatâs the truth of that situation.
And it makes sense because Ai dreamed of raising her kids with this guy. I think he couldâve been a really great father who adored his kids... at least until the point they separated. He was just really young back then.
Doesnât this guy really love his kids? Even without the movie arc, there have been hints of his concern for them.
Iâm not trying to interpret him kindly just because I particularly like or find this character attractive.
If heâs a serial killer psychopath, then yeah, he should die here. When I first got spoiled, my reaction was completely merciless. "Well, he should die if he's like that," I said. But...
I donât think thatâs the case. It really seems like he cares about Aqua.
Oh, and Kamikiâs soul being noble in the past is mentioned, right?
So, he was a good person before?
Well, I guess I wasnât totally off in reading his character? LOL.
Does that mean he could be a fallen god?(could be a stretch, but there IS a lyric in fatal about fallenness!!!)
Sarutahiko is often described as a "noble" and "just" god, so itâs quite possible that Kamikiâs true nature is based on Sarutahiko, the husband of Ame-no-Uzume = Ai.
That couple was very affectionate, and according to the Aratate Shrine description, they even go as far as blessing marital relationships. Those gods really love each other. In that case, Ai being so fond and loving of Hikaru also makes sense. It could explain why she asked her kids to save him...
So, can't âFatalâ be his song? Maybe heâs fallen from grace?
The lyrics in "Fatal" say things like, "What should I use to fill in whatâs missing?" Could that be about human lives? But did he really kill people? How can you save someone after that? Thatâs why I donât think he went that far.
"Without you, I cannot live anymore"
âI would sacrifice anything for youâ
This isnât Aqua. This is Kamiki.
Would Aqua do that much for Ai? He shouldnât be so blind.
When I listened to "Fatal," I immediately thought of "Mephisto" because the two songs are so similar in context.
Theyâre sung by the same narrator, arenât they? That made it clear what Kamikiâs purpose was, which is why I started drawing so much about him and Ai after that.
He keeps saying heâll give up his life and that he wants to see Ai again. This isnât Aqua! These feelings are different from what Aqua has.
At first, I thought because Ruby = Amaterasu, with Tsukuyomi having shown up, and Aqua perhaps having relations to Susanoo (heâs falling into the sea this time, right? LOL) I wondered if Ai and her boyfriendâs story was based on the major myth of Izanagi and Izanami, since theyâre so well-known.
That myth is famous for how the husband tries to save his wife after she dies, though he fails in the end.
The storyline is similar to Mephistoâs, so I thought, "Could this be it?"
And then I realized Sarutahiko and Ame-no-Uzume's lores also fit really well. Ai thinking Kamiki was like a jewel when they first met is similar to how Ame-no-Uzume saw Sarutahiko shining when they first met. Sarutahiko guiding Ame-no-Uzume is similar to how Hikaru taught Ai how to act. They even had descendants that have a title that means "maiden who's good at dancing" The two also fell for each other at first sight. The shrine the characters visit in the story is supposedly where those two met and married. If they REALLY are those gods in essence, It feels like something went wrong with the wish because one or both of them became twisted.
Anyway, I think Kamiki was originally noble but fell from grace, and itâs likely that Aiâs death was the catalyst.
But Iâm not sure if he really went as far as killing people.
What is Tsukuyomi even talking about? Iâve read it several times, and I still donât fully understand.
I really hope she's wrong because⌠killing others to make Aiâs name carry more weight? That doesnât make any sense. What does âthe weight of her nameâ supposed to mean?? I don't think that's something that should be taken just at face value, I feel like there's more behind this idea.
What kind of logic is that? And on top of that, I canât understand why Aiâs life would become more valuable if Kamiki dies. It just doesnât follow.
Why would he even say that?
He must be really confident... Does he think heâs someone greater than Ai?
Even so, how does it connect?
I read two books today, because I started wondering if my reading comprehension has dropped. Thankfully, Iâm still able to read books just fine. Itâs not like I canât read, you know? Iâve taken media literacy classes and pride myself on not having terrible reading comprehension.
I tried to make sense of what exactly the heck this may mean, and I think.. if it were to mean something like, âIâll offer my life as a sacrifice to Ai,â Iâd at least get that. That kind of logic, in a way, has some practical meaning.
Kamiki talked about sacrifices? tributes? offerings? in chapter 147. I really remember certain scenes clearly because Iâve gone over them carefully. In that case, if Kamiki dies, then the weight or value of his life would transfer to Ai, and that would âhelpâ her, right?
If the story is going in that direction,
when I look at âMephistoâ and âFatal,â I can see that by doing this, Kamiki would have a chance to either save Ai or get closer to her. At least that makes some sense.
But is it really right for Ai to ask someone to save Kamiki, who killed others? As soon as the idea of it came up, I knew something was up.
Because of what Ai's wanted, I think itâs possible that Kamiki didnât actually go that far. In the songs, they talk about gathering light and offering something, but they donât say anything about killing people⌠Kamiki said heâd sacrifice his own life. People around him may have died, butâŚ
Kamikiâs true personality doesnât seem like the type to do that⌠And looking at his actions when Aqua was stabbed??
He hasnât shown any direct actions yet, so I still donât know how far heâd actually go.
Itâs not that I donât believe Tsukuyomiâs words entirely,
but I donât think the conclusion is going to be something like, âAi shouldâve never met Kamiki.â
Every time we see Kamikiâs actual actions, thereâs this strange gentleness to him, and thatâs whatâs confusing me.
The more I look closely, the weirder it feels, and something about it just bothers me. If Kamiki were truly just a completely crazy villain, Iâd think, âOh, so thatâs who he is,â and I wouldnât deny it.
But each time, I start thinking that maybe Ai didnât meet someone so strange after all? Ai liked him that much, so on that front, it makes sense to me. I want to believe thatâs the right conclusion. I mean, doesnât what he says sound kind? Isnât he gentle?
No, but seriously, when Kamiki listened to Aquaâs reasons for wanting to live, I thought his expression was warm. It didnât seem like some calculated expression like âaccording to planâ like Light Yagami. It felt more like a fond, affectionate expression. I draw too, you know. I pay a lot of attention to expressions. This character often makes expressions that really stand out.
Itâs like heâs genuinely trying to convince Aqua not to do anything reckless. Maybe Iâm being soft on Kamiki because heâs Aiâs boyfriend? But actually, itâs not like that?
I mean, Iâm the type whoâs like, âAnyone who did something bad to Ai should die!!â Itâs because heâs a character. If this were a real person, I wouldnât so casually tell someone to go die or say such strong things.
But⌠he seems like a good person.
+Itâs a small thing, but why did Kamiki drop his phone while talking about Ruby? Ppft If you drop it from that height, itâd probably crack. Was he trying to look cool? (Itâs an Apple phone, huh.) Is he a bit clumsy? Well... since it looks like him and Aqua are about to fall into the sea, maybe it was a blessing he did so. The phone might be saved after all. If he manages to climb out of there, he could contact someone with that phone.
#oshi no ko#oshi no ko spoilers#oshi no theories#hikaru kamiki#hikaai#aqua hoshino#ai hoshino#spollers#wow I write so much about this comic#I'm so surprised I have so much to say about this too...#I was never this chatty?????#maybe I was but NOT THIS MUCH#doodle
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