#gross ik im SORRY
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(draft i found from months ago, i hate this)
FIRESIDE!
“Lift your hips f’me, sweetheart? Just gonna slide this pillow underneath.” She murmurs, chapped lips connecting to your inner-wrist that’s gripping her shoulder like a vice.
“There we go..there she is..” Ellie lowly coos, sitting up fully as she takes in the image of your distressed hair and contorted face, glossy lips pulled slightly apart.
Mm..
“—and she’s all mine.”
“D’ya hear me?” She asks, her voice slightly shifting from her usual nonchalance to a tone you aren’t quite familar with.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
“—Ells, f—eels so good, I ca—!”
“I know, shi—I knoww..baby, ‘m makin’ you feel good?” She shuts you up with one teeth clashing kiss, your sweet moans escaping into her own in little tufts and huffs. “Missed me? Missed me at work?”
With one try, she manages to get you onto your side, you gasp as you feel the strap position deeper within your warm walls. In an act of desperation, she tilts your head towards her, larger palm squeezing your cheeks in a pucker as she grunts; her cock feeling like it’s practically about to rip you with every rut as she lowly laughs in your face, warm breath fanning
Suckin’ her in, arent you?
“W—wanna stay in this pussy forever if y—u—uhm, fuck!— let me...” She whispers into ear, middle and ring finger strumming notes on your puffy clit to remind you of who’s fucking and loving you this good.
With one swift move, she’s pushing you onto your back and lifting one of your legs onto her shoulder, kissing your ankle before she reaches out for you.
“A—awh, baby, I need to cum s’bad..u—uh! Uh—! Let me? H-huh? Say yes, s—say yes? Wanna c-uum—!” Ellie finds herself whining into your nape, mantras of how good your sex is filling her every thought.
Was she in heaven..?
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Yall I'm so sorry I do not like Peacemaker
#that show annoys me down#my hatred for it is not as bad as the cw verse#but the writing in that show legit pisses me off#and i hate the directon the dcu film verse whatever is going#like theres one gross ass line about a certain flop actor that you wont get without context#that whole style of writing is bad and terrible and i hate how so many comic adaptations have that humor#ur not funny#Please do not bring up comic adaptations around me unless its the reeveverse#not even the new superman movie im interested in#its so funny that i disagree with the snyder fanbase on most things EXCEPT that the new superman movie looks bad but ik its gonna get praise#and clog my tl for like weeks afterwards#this is the part where i would like be sorry about the rent but i love bitching and moanjing about how much i hate comic adaptations like#i hate them sooooo much#doom patrol was a breath of fresh air since it actually LIKED the material and engaged in it in a edgy yet sincere way that so many comics#but ALSO it was actuallly good and played wth the medium in a really cool way and was well written and fun and actual good gay rep#Is the batman the best most well written thing ever? NOPE! but it does adapt the comkc in a way i find interesting#titans was shit from a butt and i only watched it because the actors were so well casted. like even krypto was perfect#I never watchrd harley quinn and dont plan too but i feel like i might like that#you couldnt pay me to watch that kite man shit#snyderverse was trashhhh except the snyder cut#for some reason i just never watched wonder woman 1 but i watched 1984 and i wanted to kms#nobody is doing it worse than marvel. even the bad movies get praised by critics#pure formulaic bs#idk i am obviously the target audiences for that shit but i have zero desire to see superman or the upcoming comic books movies from dc or#marvel
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i am chewing on them like fruity candy. movie jaya!
#my art#ninjago#lego ninjago#the lego ninjago movie#tlnm#nya smith#jay walker#nya tlnm#jay tlnm#jaya#first art since my unshadowbanning hope it goes well!#i think i made jay’s casual movie fit a bit nicer?#made his sweater actually look like a sweater instead of a zip up jacket#and. toned down the khakis. im sorry but aren’t they that real dirty yellow khaki color? GROSS#now they could be? but are not in my minds eye#ik he’s supposed to be lame but i don’t care he is not fucking wearing that#i also really wanted to give nya ridiculously big boots i think this is the closest i’ve ever gotten
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i need some help w relationships and all that stuff. i have npd and its a bit hard since i cant feel genuine love and its hard for my partner too... how do you do it and mantain your relationships? any approaches??
im in the process of breaking up with my man bc i stopped feeling any kind of love for him like 6 months ago. and now he irritates me beyond belief and disgusts me. like being stuck in a lease with him is causing me unbelievable anger, anxiety and control-freak fallout. it is hell for both of us.
because of that unfortunately, you may need the help of someone who can maintain the feeling of love. right now i'm discovering that its outside my wheelhouse.
#sorry ik i was the 'npd and aspd don't affect ones ability to love' guy but i don't think i can love in a romantic way actually my bad#realizing i always end relationships bc i get disgusted and angry with them made me think uhh maybe i cant do this kind of intimacy#mayb i feel obsession and infatuation but not romantic love. i get tired and grossed out by the ppl i date. im a bit better at friendships#questions and answers
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up next on chapter 36 of idol sengen… _(:3 」∠)_
#(my toxic trait is that i’ll complain about my work endlessly but still end up doing it anyway… eventually.)#there’s rant 1 (ft. a need to deduce what asuna is saying in full) and rant 2 (which is available in full but still…)#there’s also another mona-rambling session in chapter 38… that im not touching with a 50 foot pole#(all you need to know for that mona-rambling [about frusu] is that mona’s frusu oshi is all of them)#(and that she thinks miyu is like *the* pinnacle of centres in idol groups)#(also someone won a junior dance competition but idk who bc it’s obscured lmao)#can i outsource these panels for a corn chip lmaoooo#m. maybe i should’ve actually worked on this while i was still unemployed last month huh…#bc excuse me company wdymmmmmm im starting work next monday?? the interview was just this monday hello?#ig the interviewer was legit when she said ‘so if i asked you if you can start work next monday—’ huh…#sigh… maybe ch 36 next month then… i’ll do my best over the weekend thoughhhhh#seriously though why is this volume so text heavy l m a o i really wanna get to chapter 40 but…#and then there’s the hard to clean text boxes which… aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#…though i guess i should just count myself lucky that the chapters are still short enough to fit into a single post (with the image limits)#but dang. i just realised that my manga sengen thing has a page on manga updates lmao#who put it there lmaooooo and why is it only up till vol 2? wait. no. what. why does it link to manga.dex#bc dang. someone really had the time to dl the thing image by image? no wonder why they stopped after vol 2…#guess i might as well say why i dont want people to reupload my tls… since we’re in the final stretch and all#so. aside from the obvious ‘idw the creators to find out about it’… i probably made a ton of mistakes while tling it. esp in the early chaps#so i’d like to. y’know. have the chance to update the tls where possible. i’ve done that a couple of times already tbh.#like with rippei’s name post-vol 4 release. and some of the typesetting is p. gross in the early chaps tbvh#i swear tling idol sengen has made me incredibly conscious of grammar and typesetting like you wouldnt believe#esp with official tls… fan tls will always be perfect to me no matter how wonky the wording bc it’s hard but honest work yk#official tls (esp a.i tls) get no concessions from me bc it’s their job that they’re getting paid to do yk.#in any case (if you’ve read this far) if you see any mistakes in the tl please lemme know~~~ please dont hold back on your criticisms ok~~~?#just sound ‘em out in dms here or sth. don’t worry~~~ i won’t eat y’all if you try to correct me~~~~~ unless you’re the md reuploader (jk)#and ik i disabled comments on the other blog (or tried to at least) but that’s bc idw bots to flood the comments bc that’s annoying as he—#anyways sorry for the idol sengen wait (if anyone was waiting for it…) i’ll improve on my work ethic… tomorrow. maybe.
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This may be a # hot take but if you only ever draw Chuck as a legless ghost (or worse, exclusively standing on his feet) I don't think you should be drawing him. At all
#brawl stars#like ik wheelchairs arent something everyone knows how to draw but like.#learn#no bc why have i seen SO MANY people doing this to him#like?? he has legs!! but he's in a wheelchair anyway so like!!#this is one of our few CLEARLY disabled characters and yall just choose to erase that. gross!#and giving him a ghost tail isn't better. in fact its almost worse#sorry im just super opinionated on this bc i thought itd only be like one or two people. not a handful of the community
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im so annoyed my earring got fucked up
#the back stadted sinking into my skin of my earlobe eeeek#my sister got it out earlier and i thought i was gonna pass ojt like#vision going black dizzy lightheaded everhtbing#but we switched it oht w the earring i got pierced w and i think#its chilling..#but now itll take even longer for thay one to fully heal#i think its bc i slept on mh aide too much.#also when i took the original earring out on that side it was like Fucked up like the thing wouldnt detach#so i ended up jsut pulling it all the way through. NOT ON PURPPSE rhats just Whay happened as i was tehing to take it out normally#so maybe thats also why tnay happened bc im aure that wasnt.. Good for it#but i put the earring drom the other aide in it now so it wont be stuck in there again#Mannn#Still dont k ow why i literally had fullbody physical symptoms over it being pulled out at first#i asked my sister if it was bleeding a bunch of smtg bc i was like why else am i About to faint#but it wasnt.. my sister said maybe it was a mini panic attack#i was kind of freaming out imagining if it wouldnt have come out#Um a2t sorry ik this is kind of a gross subject.
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if you ever want to get over a boy think ab him laughing ab u to his friends
#its such an ick like ugh bruh#its not even sad atp its just like. grow up. grow a pair or whatever ykwim#ik my recent one wouldnt but thinking ab him doing that makes me so grossed out that i genuinely dont like him anymore#like sorry i liked you cs u were cute. dont need to shittalk me ykwim#mb this stuff happened in middle school so im highkey coping but its helping me soo#im literally making a face w my eye twitching whenever i imagine someone i was nice to talking ab me. like gross bruh what#i only talk down ab ppl who've done bad to me and even then its just their actions. like not them themselves ykwim#except this one girl but i think i can be allowed an exception every now and then#laughing ab someone trying is so fucking gross im actually gagging#godbless im over this boy now#post#erics tag#delete later
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for a romhack thats supposedly about darkrai, eots is reallyyyyyyyy obsessed with chatot. it also reallyyyyyyyy hates chatot.
#we gave the game an unreliable protagonist and narrator who is meant to be kinda terrible bc this is an ‘’off’’ take on the game#meant to feel uncanny and its supposed to be uncomfortable and creepy when the guild members reject you for your behavior#but god chatot is apparently sooooooo nasty and evil and lazy and corrupt we gotta introduce a whole new guy#just to back up the hero that yep!!! hes evil incarnate and nasty!!#the hero is unreliable except for when we wanna vent abt the characters we dont like#its not even that i like chatot and want to defend him it just feels so exhausting and weird#like i thought this was about darkrai why are you spending all these scenes talking about how chatot is horrible and mean#im sorry im not over brelooms backstory. its supposed to be unfair and gross and ik he didnt exactly deserve to get evicted or anything#but seriously???? it comes across like a teen throwing a fit that his mom asked him to do the dishes for one night#and then got upset when the dishes werent done the next morning and asked their mom why she didnt just suck it up and do them#i feel like a factor here is that people forget that the apprentices arent kids. even hero and partner while implied to be young can be seen#as young adults but everyone else comes across like an adult to me. so its not like theyre exploiting babies#echoed voice#it sucks bc other than this i like this romhack quite a bit! i think the stuff with hero is really interesting#i like the second timeline i like the uncomfortable changes i like how you actually make partner worse as an inversion to the vanilla game#but when the chatot stuff happens it takes me out of it. free my man he did some bullshit but not all that
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i finished taiali heads&tails. falls to my knees
#✧ chatting !#ngl i had to power thru the teacher routes in the ar.isu academy bc they gave me major Yucky feelings just cause.#the whole student teacher relationshio obv#but they were okay and stuff#im ngl tho cinder.ellas academy route gave me like gross chills#LIKR. IK THEY HAD TO DO THAT BC ITS HIS CHARACTER AND LIKE. THEYRE AT THE ACADEMY BUT#saying that uu were waiting for her to graduate . . . among other predatory red flags was just ouu. whyyyy did they do that to u#<- cinder.ella lover#ik its just a game anyways. and its just a side story for fun but im just so sad waaahhhhhh#sorry anyways#my next game is gonna be vari.bari i think . . . its supposed to be pretty silly . . .
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OH MY GODDD idk if i needed to make this clear but apparently i do but DONT FUCKING FOLLOW ME IF YOURE A THINSPO BLOG OH MY GODDDDD !!!!! if ur just doing it bc i posted haha funny bingus post and ur following me from tht or w/e other unrelated reason then to make it clear i am infact a fucking fat person who doesnt support tht bullshit and tbh i dont need to deal with it in a society already constantly telling me to hate my body and if youre one of those ppl tht delibreatly follow fat ppl bc we like motivate u to loose weight bc you think wehre that gross or w/e youre a giant peice of shit and fuck all the way off !!!
#and before you get on my case there is a difference between having an ed and posting content encouraging an ed in yourself and others#and following fat ppl and getting them involved in your attitude based on the idea that nothing is worse than being like them#which is what ik this person was doing btw bc they also had followed a fat acceptance blog i know#all while actually posting thinspo conten along with following thinspo blogs#YOU PEOPLE ARE GROSS AND NEED TO FUCK OFF !!!!!!!!!!!#ik the ppl this post is aimed at wont actually listen to it. whatever ill just block you assholes but jesus omgg#flappy rambles#CAN YOU ALL JUST BE DECENT PEOPLE FOR ONCEEE !!!!!!!!#ugh sorry just . very fucking pissed off !!#and i hate it bc im working thru a lot of this shit trying not to hate myself for my weight#so okay first of all i know you can work thru tht shit without bringing other ppl into it nd saying their bodies are gross#and two i dont need to see that gross shit youre posting when i notice you followed me and i go to block you asshole !! i really dont !!
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i hate being me because i finally for once actually fucking open up instead of just vaguely complaining about things and people go wow it sounds like youre dealing with a lot of self esteem issues!! you sound like you hate yourself!! and i go yep. i know. i already knew that. i was aware. and they go you should do something about that!!!! and its like mmhm. yes. i know. if you have any fucking ideas thatd be great
#can you just tell me you like me.#why the fuck is this every conversation uve been having is my friends wanting me to do something with them and me being like#im sorry i cant. you asking is enough to put me on edge right now and i know its noy true but i cant understand how you dont hate me#and if we call im pretty sure im just setting myself up to embarrass myself and youll realize you hate me. and ik its irrational but theres#nothing i can think of to do to help. if i call you ill be in tears and ill be unpleasant to be around. i dont know#and then they get mad at me and its like alright okay 👍 cool. next time ill just say no and let you think youre the problem i guess#which. obviously im not going yo fucking do im not that type of person#but fuck man. im so tired. i just want someone to tell me they like my company sirectly#i want someone to tell me they like talking to me and like me as a person#but i also know i cant ask for it. and no ones going yo say it because no one fucking feels that way because im a gross piece of shit who#doesnt know how to hold a fucking conversation#i sont even know why im still trying at this point
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Idk how my coworkers are so comfortable bringing their political views up w customers like wtf i hate Biden as much as the next guy but you can say shit like "oh you know how this presidency is i cant wait for everything to go back to normal haha did you see the news the other day" ???? To a complete stranger????? Whats normal to you?????
#ive already complained about the conversations im overhearing being off topic where i sit but this specifically is a consistent issue#no wonder our company has such a low customer service rating you are too casual with people it's gross#sorry ik people love being able to say what they want to customers#but i shouldn't be working a customer service job going in thinking the people I work with are meaner than the people calling in#we're supposed to be able to help its the job you get paid for#you do not get paid to sit there and bitch about the president to our customer's
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my period came 5 days early and it's beating my fucking ass (giving an emetophobe all day on and off nausea)
#i literally went to bed and woke up nauseous like AUUUGGHHHHH#ik my stress is making it worse but honestly i feel so gross i'd cry if i wasnt dehydrated from shitting me brains out#my mom said she doesnt feel good either so im like terrified i have a stomach bug on top of my period or smthn but#im 90% sure it's Just my period. maybe 80%. idk. idk. trying to be normal and absolutely failing tho#like i wish i never heard my mom say she was sick to her stomach too bc im SO SCARED NOW RAAGGHHHH#i literally just. uhhghnfhfnfnnf idk. im gonna play more sims and try to chill.#summer's text tag#deleting later btw sorry to vent like Thjs on main. kinda embarrassing. very much apologies
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#vent again just ignore please and thank you. chewing at my arm. ik why we have to wait till next year for me to get help i do know why and#i understand but it also just sucks. its at least helping though no matter what i just gotta hold on but i rly dont want to hold on anymore#id say i sound pathetic or worthless but im not. ik im not. talked about mental health with my best friend today snd idk made me so self#aware of myself i feel gross and ugly. i cant even look in mirror by how ugly i am. i want to drink. i really want to drink. it sucks.#ditched or the person seems bored.. there's no point lmai.#the craving sucks. im sleepin almost all day and than night fucking sucks. i should be sleeping now but i need to write my thoughts out or#i will feel worse i will feel so much worse snd i dont want to be a burden. i dont want to bother people. i hope when im like.. getting hel#and getting better i hope i can like idk not be afraid to ask people to vibe with me. maybe one day but im so scared amount i have been#and sorry tired of hearing same 'just do something distract yourself' yeah only so much a distraction is s distraction. i never felt this#low.. i never felt this low for months now. im so tired idk this week is busy maybe that will help. maybe decorating for my fav holiday wil#help my brain a little. than again why would she want me around. i think about how dad asked mom if i was okay on my birthday. is the facad#fading? are people catching on? i need to stop before i see my brother on friday. even my best friend noticed he hugged me but i didnt even#hug back i just leaned into him for awhile before moving away. i want to die. will i? no. i wont. im too scared. but i want to.#i can sleep now.#i think people should stop lying i hate liars i am not afraid to drop anyone that does.
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it's frankly exhausting. it's not the average/general flavor of xenophobia either, it's that specific intersection of decades of anticommunism in the english-speaking world (painting us as people who loathe and make enemies of freedom and individuality,or suffer from a lackthereof and require white-savior liberators), along with hundreds of years of orientalism, in addition to racist xenophobic Othering.
to borrow a quote from A Mortal Flower by Han Suyin posted by @placedupon that I think about a lot re:sinophobic attitudes (particularly in western mainstream media newsprint)::
With almost hysterical passion with an ecstasy of hatred akin to love, the American experts on China seek to document China for themselves. China is an abiding passion with them, they scarcely talk or think of anything else. And the phenomenon, so unexpected, of an Asian nation driven to the depths of abject misery, and rising again so swiftly, against all the rules and maxims of their expertise, is a frustration "which makes them foam at the mouth" as my friend Colonel David Barrett writes. "We can never forget that we lost China, we're going crazy about it, we're half insane, like people who kill what they cannot possess and then commit suicide."
what do you think about the fact that people are always arguing about the morals of the Chinese government in your replies when you just post vids of people being cute and funny?
That's just the Chinese-specific reality of being a POC or non-Western European person on the internet I think.
One simply learns where to dodge the psychic blasts of casual racism and xenophobia and whatnot. Sure, it still pisses me off sometimes but more often than not it's in a "you guys are so stupid" way. A "why the fuck are you sitting on such a high horse inside a house of glass" way. It is what it is.
I don't internalise literally anything (LOL) but it makes me :\ as well because I know some people see the rhetoric on these normal ass posts and do feel bad and can't help but take it a little personally, which sucks because they're just trying to chill and watch dumb haha videos on the internet. Nobody wants to be reminded that there are people out there who hate them and literally (pardon the pun) see red at the most harmless reminder of their existence.
Ah but I forgot... They just hate the government. "Just the government". Right right. That's why it was necessary to race to bring it up under a random post unrelated to the government. Abolish the idea that anyone manage to humanise the brainwashed robots being puppeteered by the eViL cEEcEEpEE for even one COVID-negative second, right? Makes sense.
#sinophobia#literally if it breaches containment & becomes somewhat viral [in western net]. anything related to china/chinese ppl becomes#drenched in ppl being so gross about china/chinese people.#sorry to bump this topic wawa. been sitting in my drafts for a while. ik you're sitting front row seat to these comments all the time orz.#also im not the most conventionally 'chinese' looking chinese person so it's also 🤨🙃 getting the whole#'oh i thought you were [insert any other east/southeast asian nationality]' as if that's a compliment for them to not visually id me as sin
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