#griefisjustlove

[irish6605-blog]

#ivelearned #griefisjustlove #missingyou #bffs❤️ as each week goes by I sit and talk to you and every once in awhile I see the signs. Some don't believe but I do #angels that feeling is real. You're here just like we said we would always be kim. #untiltheend #growoldwithyou #plans (at Victoria, British Columbia) https://www.instagram.com/p/CH0UkhODge2/?igshid=ab9qs7kfn05r

[heknowsmyend]

... while watching “This Is Us” tonight, I was reminded of how much I still miss the two most important men in my life. 👑👑

My Dad. I wish I could tell him how much I miss him, still need him and really, really, reallllly need to talk to him about so many damn things. But. I. Cannot.

And then there’s that guy, Patrick.

My baby, my Sweet Love.

T H E Love of My Entire Life. My God, I miss him so dayumn much, it’s sometimes agonizing. So many things I neeeeeeed to tell him about!!! But. I. Can’t.

So, I talk to him out loud, into the damn air, back to his picture, into all his stuff. But, none of it talks back, either. Go figyah🤷🏽‍♀️

Wow, I haven’t shed tears for a hot minute , but damnitt, my eyes are going to be swollen like a mutha fugga tomorrow!! They say “grief comes in waves”....well, 2 years and some change later, I just got fucking barreled by a gnarley-assed rip curl. #FaReals #GriefIsJustLove

I guess this episode hit me so hard cuz it was a reminder, to me, that the bonds we share with our dads is just unbreakable. My Dad wasn’t perfect at all.....BUT, he was perfect FOR ME💕💕💕. There’s just NO love or comfort or strength like a daddy’s love and a FATHER’s love. Once you lose them and their present voice is silenced, it sometimes is just fucking hard to breathe. There’s so many things I wanna bounce off my Dad, to hear his take on the sitch ; some days, I just wanna call and hear his voice and his silly stories.... but I can’t hear him anymore, cuz he’s gone.

Same with my baby, Patrick. It’s hurting tonite and I can’t breathe. I need to talk to him, hear him walking, breathing, something.

Grief and loss hella six, but I promise you.... we survive. This. I. Know. ✊🏽💕✊🏽💕✊🏽🎤🎤🎤

[irish6605-blog]

#changeisintheair #itsokaytonotbeokay #griefisjustlove #engulfed (at Victoria, British Columbia) https://www.instagram.com/p/CHWMhTyjcu5/?igshid=1ceb4j9ox2ta4

[irish6605-blog]

It's been a month. Still can't make it past the grief first my best human friend then my best dog friend. How do hearts handle this #griefisjustlove #finneganfionaokeefe🍀 (at Victoria, British Columbia) https://www.instagram.com/p/CChg8WKDtEv/?igshid=1afalv9c5xc8t

[irish6605-blog]

#griefisjustlove (at Vancouver Island) https://www.instagram.com/p/CCXpaYZjlQG/?igshid=flwt01qlgthb