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this night together - chapter eight (j.yh + s.mg)

chapter eight: just what friends are for

chapter summary: a new set of friends help you through heat and this time it just works like clockwork

warnings: this is a full smut-a-thon. specific tags for: heat, knotting, and other a/b/o dynamics, gratituous use of 'alpha' and 'omega', fingering, thigh riding, oral (f receiving), use of sex toys / dildos, frank conversations about sex and heat, praise praise praise, light degradation, alpha on alpha action which means m/m pairing here, not just them helping reader, so much cum including the artificial kind.....

notes: thank you all so much for your patience!! next chapter is in progress, but tbd on post date.

pairings: alpha!yunho x alpha!mingi x omega!reader for the core fic overall, but this chapter is alpha!seonghwa x alpha!san x omega!wooyoung x omega!reader

genre: smut, a/b/o/omegaverse, angst, fluff, romance, polyamory

word count: 16.8k

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Unlike your last heat, this time you sleep through the night. Despite the ache in your hips and the hot flashes that leave you kicking off your covers, you stay deep in sleep with the comforting scent of another omega near you. You don’t start to wake properly until morning, with the sun peeking through the gaps in the curtains.

For a moment, just a sliver of a second, you forget where you are. A little jolt running up your spine as you feel a warm body underneath you, but then you see his tan skin and mop of black hair and remember you’re with Wooyoung and you’re safe. You let yourself relax again, cheek once again on his shoulder and you take a deep, steady breath. The warm summer sun washes through you at his scent, and your busy mind seems to quiet back down. He’s still sleeping, head turned to the side away from you and mouth open, the room silent except for the tiny little catches in the back of his throat that indicate he’s still deep in sleep.

At some point in the night your bodies became further tangled up together, that’s the first thing you really notice. You’re almost entirely on top of him, lounging across him like he’s a body pillow, with one leg hitched over his thigh and your face buried in his chest. The second thing you notice is how tight your stomach is and how hard your nipples feel pressed up against the rough fabric of your shirt.

Wooyoung groans a little, stretching under you as he stretches into his morning, and you’re doing just fine until his leg shifts and suddenly you’re pressed firmly against his thigh.

It’s almost embarrassing how apparent the wet patch in your underwear is, just the sensation of something warm pressing up against your slick core leaving your body responding in seconds. Your nipples harden further and your back aches a little, but you stay as still as you can and exhale softly, trying to disguise how shaky and needy you feel in your gut.

Wooyoung grumbles something, his head tossing to the opposite side, and you feel his arm close over your back, “Hey, cuddle bug,”

It cuts the tension immediately, and you laugh against his chest, “Sorry, I know I kind of attached in the night,”

“It’s fine,” His hand smooths up and down over your back and you press your eyes closed to ignore the throbbing you’re starting to feel. He yawns above you, “It’s good you slept,”

“Mhm,” You nod against his chest.

“Are you feeling okay?” He checks.

“Very, very comfortable,” You tell him, and that’s partially true.

“It’s the nest,” He yawns again, “I swear my heats are like ten times better here,”

“I think it’s more you,”

“Nah,” Wooyoung ruffles your hair, “it’s the bamboo cooling sheets, I know all the tricks,”

He makes you laugh softly again, but this time he shifts under you completely to adjust his position underneath you and when he brings his leg up, pushing his thigh against your core harder, your fingers tighten on his arms and you can’t help the soft moan that escapes from your lips.

He freezes entirely, the room quiet.

“S-sorry,” You exhale tightly, starting to push yourself up from your nestled place on his chest so you can try and find his eyes and see how uncomfortable this is about to be.

“Why didn’t you say?” His hands slip under the hem of your shirt, stroking the bare skin of your lower back.

“Let me,” As much as you don’t want to, you start to push your body up and away from him, but he catches you in his arms and brings you back down to his chest, “Woo,”

“Do you like kissing?” He asks out of nowhere, his hand pushing into your hair and guiding your gaze to his.

“What?” You blink.

“You’re so tense,” He studies your face, applying a little pressure where he holds you to guide you back down into a fully comfortable position, “it’s just me,”

“But,” You say, words falling flat. You don’t have a reason why or an explanation, it’s just that his hands on you like this is so unexpected. You called Seonghwa, you expected Seonghwa, Wooyoung nestled between your thighs is a wild card.

“Shh,” He soothes you, hand splaying wide on your skin, “relax, babe, it’s only me,”

You can barely move, your stomach clenching painfully and your clit all but throbbing against him. You’ve never had sex with another omega, certainly not in heat, but something about his scent and his comforting tone and his hot thigh against your cunt is making the idea of a knot fade from your mind.

“You really are so pretty,” He smiles, his opposite hand shifting lower to slip under the elastic of your sleep pants, “and you smell so delicious,”

“Y-Yeah?”

His hand bypasses the hem of your underwear too and he cups your ass, “Like something sugary,”

“Honey,” You murmur, the briefest flash of Mingi’s mouth on your throat in your mind’s eye.

“That’s it,” Wooyoung nods, his voice a soft murmur when he says, “do you taste like honey too?”

You sigh, hazy feeling against him, warmth in your cheeks.

“Can I kiss you? Or would that be too weird?” Wooyoung slowly drags you up a little so he can reach your mouth a little better in his reclined position, but he doesn’t move to lock his lips to yours.

It sounds like it should be weird, especially given how well things turned out between you and Yunho and Mingi, but something about Wooyoung just deflates all the pressure in the room and you’ve never felt more comfortable.

You nod, and he gathers you close so that you’re laying fully over him.

“Did you sleep well?” He murmurs softly, nuzzling your nose with his and pressing the briefest, featherlight kiss to your lips.

“Yeah,” You breathe, your eyes slipping closed as he nuzzles you again.

“You seem good too,” He comments, letting his lips travel along your jaw until he finds your earlobe and gives it a gentle tug with his teeth.

Your body twitches in response and you nod against his head.

“Not in pain?” He checks, his hand once again slipping inside your sleep pants to cup your bare backside.

“N-not right now,” You murmur.

“Good,” His lips press against yours, a little longer this time. His lips are so warm, and he alternates between steady kisses and nuzzles, just getting you used to the feeling of his mouth on yours.

All the while, your body melts down, muscles relaxing one by one.

Wooyoung sighs warmly against you, his next kiss a little more open, coaxing your mouth to follow. Your stomach erupts in needy little butterflies, and then his tongue is in your mouth.

“Oh,” You sigh pleasantly and he wraps his arms tighter around you.

“You feel so good,” He groans, his hands searching your skin under your clothes.

“S-so do you,” You stammer, your words whispered in the barely there space between you.

The air is starting to feel thicker around you, warm and hazy, but your body shivers like there’s a chill in the room and you know it’s your heat running you hot and cold. Wooyoung reaches for the comforter, pulling it up and over the two of you so that you’re wrapped tighter in the building warmth. Your hips buck softly as he nips your lip and he nods.

“Yeah?” He murmurs between kisses and caresses, “How do you feel?”

Your brain is feeling buzzy and hot and you smile against his mouth, “Fucking horny,”

He laughs, cupping your cheek as he kisses you again, this time deeper and laden with so much innuendo you think you might just come on the spot.

You moan into his mouth, and slowly he raises his knee and plants his foot, effectively angling his thigh perfectly right between yours so that you’re straddling him tightly, every rock of your bodies just forcing your cunt closer to him.

“Come on,” He urges you softly, pressing his hand into your hip and coaxing you into it.

You follow this press of his hands and push your hips forwards, moaning into him immediately. “Fuck,” You pant against his cheek.

“Yeah?” He chuckles, dragging your hips back and forth again, coaxing you into a rhythm.

You nod, lips falling away from his as you collapse over him, eyes slipping closed as you bury your face into the side of his neck. He smells heavenly, and you let that sensation wrap around you as you continue canting your hips and dragging yourself back and forth across his thigh. You can feel the heat radiating off him even through the layers of fabric between you, his sleep pants, yours, and your panties, and you’re sure that you’re soaking through them with every grind of your hips.

Your head is getting cottony as pleasure starts arcing up your spine, and you feel Wooyoung hold you closer, his lips against your ear. You hear something squeak behind you, and feel the air in the room change, but you don’t stop, you just keep rolling your hips and finding solace in his arms.

Wooyoung murmurs something, but you don’t quite catch it and you make a soft noise to get him to repeat himself but he doesn’t. The comforter moves from its position draped over you, and the bed shifts. Your hips stop and you blink your eyes open, realizing that you’re not alone in the room anymore. The comforter still covers both of you from the waist down, but anyone could surely tell what you and Wooyoung were doing.

“Morning,” Seonghwa’s warm, low alpha tone sends a shiver up your spine.

“Hey,” Wooyoung keeps his voice quiet too, his fingers tracing up and down your back.

“Everything okay in here?” Seonghwa asks.

“Mhm,” Wooyoung’s hand slips out of your sleep pants and rests casually on your hip, “we just woke up,”

“Did she sleep through the night?” He sounds a little surprised.

“Mhm,” Wooyoung replies.

“I didn’t mean to interrupt,” Seonghwa’s voice is soothing, and you sigh when his hand smooths over your hair, “I heard you rustling around and wanted to make sure you weren’t in any pain,”

“I’m okay,” You assure him, your eyes already getting heavy at the feeling of them both touching you.

Wooyoung’s thigh tenses between yours and you let out a little shuddering breath.

“You don’t sound very okay,” Seonghwa murmurs, and your body responds to his tone in a second with a rush of morning slick. Wooyoung chuckles under you at the growing wet patch on his sweats.

“Don’t laugh,” You slap his chest lightly, “I’m in heat, I can’t help it,”

“What’s funny?” Seonghwa asks, a smile in his voice.

“Oh, nothing,” You can practically see the grin on his face, “just one second of you playing sexy concerned alpha and she’s slicking all over me,”

“Woo!” You press your eyes closed, blush lighting up your neck and cheeks.

“Don’t tease her like that,” Seonghwa tuts, “that’s not nice,”

“Maybe she likes not nice,” Wooyoung smirks.

“Will you two stop that,” You groan, and it feels like even though you’re not getting any friction, the pressure against your clit alone is enough to make the bubble in your belly grow and grow, “I was so close,”

You don’t mean for your voice to sound so needy, but it does.

Seonghwa’s alpha responds immediately, and even though you hear Wooyoung chuckle again, he keeps his mouth shut this time. Seonghwa shushes you, pulling back the comforter completely so he can see the way you two are tangled together and then he gets closer, “Oh, jagiya, I’m sorry, let me help,”

A soft whine leaves you as he takes you in his hands and lifts you away from Wooyoung’s chest.

“Can you take your bottoms off for me, or do you need a little help, darling?” Seonghwa’s body being so close is making your mind do little somersaults, but you still have control over yourself well enough to shift on the bed and reach for your waistband.

It’s an awkward position, poised over Wooyoung while Seonghwa holds you in his arms, but Wooyoung reaches out and helps drag your sleep pants off, catching your underwear with his thumbs to pull them away too.

“Wow,” Wooyoung breathes as your panties pull away, revealing just how slick and puffy you are.

“That better be a good wow,” You sigh, letting your head fall back onto Seonghwa’s waiting shoulder.

“Oh, it definitely is,” Wooyoung says, moving around underneath you to kick off his own sleep pants.

Seonghwa reaches around you then, his hand coming to close over your sex, and then he hums pleasantly, “What a lovely omega, you are,”

You shudder at his praise, hips pressing down to feel more of his hand, hoping that he’ll slip his fingers inside, but he simply drags his hand up and away and leaves you pulsing with desire.

“Oh, god,” You groan, “please someone do something,”

Wooyoung reaches up for you, gathering you back down and Seonghwa supports your slow descent as you get back into position over Wooyoung’s thigh. This time the sensation is instant, his hot skin under yours, and your mind instantly curls back into hazy pleasure with the first rock of your hips.

“Perfect,” Seonghwa hums, “look at you two,”

Wooyoung drags your hips along, but laughs sharply at Seonghwa, “Relax, alpha,” he punctuates the word with his tone, “I know this is like, your wet dream, but listen to her… she needs to come,”

You do, you really, really do. You don’t know what will get you there, but so far you’re dancing on the edge of your pleasure but unable to fully grasp it. Wooyoung feels hot and perfect beneath you, and Seonghwa is saying all the right things to delight the primal part of your brain, but every time you feel close to the edge you fall away from it.

Frustrated tears gather in your eyes and you bite down on your cheek to keep from crying out in equal irritation at yourself and your body.

“Hush,” Seonghwa soothes you, his hands sweeping up and down your bare back, “we’re right here, darling,”

“I can’t,” You work your hips faster against Wooyoung’s thigh, “I’m so…”

“Tell us what you need, babe,” Wooyoung’s hand dips under your shirt, finding your breast and softly teasing your nipple.

You moan sharply as pleasure bubbles through you, not quite there but close, “Kiss me, please, please,”

His mouth is on yours in a second, tongue against yours and everything just hot pants between you both.

Seonghwa’s hands squeeze your hips and you moan as he talks you through it, “That’s it, omega, make yourself come, fuck Youngie’s pretty thigh,”

You choke out a tight cry into Wooyoung’s mouth.

“You’re so close,” Seonghwa continues, “so wet, pretty girl,”

“Oh fuck, fuck,” You fall away from Wooyoung’s mouth, dropping your forehead to his, your hips picking up the pace just a bit, just enough to get you there.

Wooyoung groans at the sight of you, pushing your hair out of your faces and holding you against him, nodding against your sweat slick skin, “Come,”

“I’m,” You choke, “I’m…”

Seonghwa’s hands coast over you, and his next words undo you, “I can’t wait to bury myself in that sweet cunt,”

Your hips snap forward, your orgasm crashing into you like a wall and you collapse against Wooyoung as it takes you under. Seonghwa reaches his hand around your shuddering thighs and pushes his fingers between your dripping folds and Wooyoung’s slick leg, locating your clit with ease and working his hand fast back and forth to prolong your orgasm.

You squeak, eyes slamming shut, gripping down on Wooyoung’s shoulders and you’d fall to the side if it weren’t for the two of them holding you steady through the crash of pleasure.

“That’s it, that’s it,” Seonghwa hums.

“Oh my god, oh, yes babe,” Wooyoung peppers kisses over your face as your shakes start to transform into little trembling rushes, “mm, I bet that felt so good, didn’t it?”

You’re nodding, just now coming to the realization that Seonghwa’s hands aren’t between your thighs anymore, you’ve just been dragging your throbbing clit back and forth lazily over Wooyoung’s leg until you’re sated. Your body slows, now just trembling in the afterglow. They’re touching you still, just softly, a lazy bit of aftercare in the morning sun and you sigh across Wooyoung’s chest.

“Good morning,” Seonghwa chuckles.

“It is a good morning,” You grin, your head feeling decidedly less foggy after the orgasm and you hide your face in Wooyoung’s chest for a second as you laugh.

“So ridiculous,” Wooyoung kisses your shoulder and laughs with you, his leg sliding to straighten and effectively dropping you down closer to the bed.

With a sigh you roll off him and cover your face with your hands, “That was so nice,”

“You might not even need me,” Seonghwa hums, a little playful pout in his voice as he prods your hip.

You drop your hands instantly and reach for him, “Mm, Hwa don’t be jealous, I literally woke up on top of him,”

“Like a clingy space heater,” Wooyoung jokes and you slap his arm.

Seonghwa smiles, easing himself down next to you both and propping his head up on one hand, “Feeling alright?”

“I’m so good now,” You confess.

Wooyoung chuckles and snuggles up to your back, tucking you into him again and taking his hand to tangle your fingers together.

“Mm,” Seonghwa sighs, brushing Wooyoung’s hair back from his cheek as he looks down at you both, “this really is such a nice surprise,”

“Mhm,”

“I think we should get you a nice big breakfast,” Seonghwa smiles, “are you hungry?”

“A little,”

Wooyoung’s hand slips out of yours and dips under your oversized shirt, closing over your belly, “Hungry for food?”

“Shush,” You elbow him.

“I don’t know,” He nuzzles you, “you seemed pretty insatiable this morning,”

Blush flushes your cheeks.

“Maybe you need more,” He nips at your ear and you gasp.

Reason floods your mind though, and you shake your head, “Woo, no,”

He stills immediately and angles up to look at you, “What’s up?”

“Can we just talk first? Before this gets messy?” You ask, “Well, messier,”

His hands are off you in any suggestive way a moment later, and Seonghwa slides off the bed to locate your sleep pants and pass them over to you, “Let’s go make breakfast together and talk,”

“Okay, good, yes,” You pull on your sleep pants and ease yourself off the bed, Seonghwa’s hand sliding to your arm like a magnet.

“What are you in the mood for?” Wooyoung pulls open the door to the bedroom, injecting the nest with a cold flush of air and you shiver at the way the feeling of the room changes when you’re not holed up in a mix of their scents.

“Do you have any fruit?” You ask him, “something light?”

He nods, “Hwa, can I take care of the food this time?”

“Sure,” He steps closer to your back, hands not quite holding you, but resting on you in whatever way he can.

Wooyoung disappears into the kitchen, pulling out various ingredients from the fridge and a cutting board from the cupboard. You notice immediately that he’s quick with a knife, easily dicing up the food, and it’s a little mesmerizing to watch the way he works. Seonghwa watches too, a fond smile on his lips.

“So,” Seonghwa finally says, turning towards you, “what’s on your mind?”

You ease back onto the living room sofa and tuck your legs in, “I just feel like we’re supposed to talk about this,”

“It’s a good idea,” Wooyoung assures you, dropping off a plate of expertly cut fruit and glasses of ice water.

“Mm,” Seonghwa nods, popping a strawberry in his mouth, “we’ve been doing this for so long together I think we forget a bit how familiar we already are,”

“How long has it been?” You reach for the plate of fruit but Seonghwa pushes your hands away with a soft sound.

You watch as he piles a plate high with an assortment for you, “Two years? Three?”

“Three,” Wooyoung says from the kitchen, “y/n, do you want any coffee?”

You shake your head, “Not this morning, thank you,”

“What about you?” Seonghwa prompts.

“My heats?” You clarify.

“Mhm,” He turns towards you fully, listening and attentive, “what about you?”

Wooyoung takes the seat on the sofa across from you and drops a coffee in front of Seonghwa.

“Outside of Yunho and Mingi, I’ve never really done the whole casual heat sex thing,” You explain, “I was never very comfortable with it,”

“I get that,” Wooyoung nods, taking a bite of melon, “it’s hard to know who to trust,”

“All the time,” You agree with ease.

Seonghwa frowns, “I wish it weren’t that way,”

“I know,” Wooyoung shrugs, “but not all alphas are as nice as you and Sannie, that’s just the truth,”

A shiver runs up your back, you know that all too well and so does Wooyoung. Sometimes not as nice just means pretty words at night and a cold bed in the morning, but sometimes not as nice means so much more. You wonder how many shared experiences you and Wooyoung have had over the course of your lives as omegas.

Seonghwa’s jaw jumps tightly, his hand on the table pressing into a loose fist and you can feel the tense stress of him at the idea.

“I hope,” Seonghwa swallows and then looks to you, “that at least San and I have never made you feel uncomfortable,”

“Never,” You answer fast.

“And everyone else at the office is,” He trails off, looking to Wooyoung for a little help, “that’s not a problem at work is it?”

Wooyoung shakes his head and keeps eating, treating this whole sudden twist of the conversation so casually, “I get looks sometimes, you know, but no it’s not a problem,”

“Agreed,” You take a bite of your breakfast too, “looks I can deal with,”

“I’m sorry,” Seonghwa says quietly.

“It’s not your fault,” You shake your head, “but this is why I haven’t really gotten out much. Honestly, I hope you know that it means a lot to me that I felt comfortable enough to call you. Think about that, not the bad stuff,”

“She’s right,” Wooyoung sips his coffee, “but you know the other thing that just sucks but is true?”

“Hmm?” You pull your eyes away from Seonghwa to look at him.

“Alphas will just leave you alone when they know you’re even rumored to be with another alpha,” Wooyoung says, “I haven’t had to deal with any shit in so long and that’s all Sannie and you,”

“I hate that,” Seonghwa grumbles.

“It’s true though,” You shrug, and then a thought occurs to you, “wait,”

They do, glancing between each other as you gather your thoughts.

“Could you tell I had been with Yunho and Mingi?” You ask, a little afraid of the answer, “if I hadn't told you, would you have known anyways?”

“Not in the way you’re thinking,” Seonghwa says, “I don’t know, it’s hard to explain. I couldn’t tell until we were close together during dance practice, and even then it wasn’t like I caught a specific person’s scent, we were never close enough for that. It was more just the feeling that you weren’t…. unscented?”

“Mm,” You bite the inside of your cheek, thinking it through.

“Relax,” Wooyoung squeezes your hand, “stressing about things you can’t control isn’t going to make your heat any easier,”

“I can’t help it,”

“Here,” Seonghwa pushes back his chair and reaches for you, “come sit with me a second, I can feel you worrying from here,”

You shift over from your chair and follow the guidance of his hands until you’re settled in his lap. It should feel awkward, but it doesn’t and you don’t really spend any time worrying about that now that you’re wrapped up in an alpha’s warm arms.

“Now,” Seonghwa’s hand strokes your thigh slowly, “we’re all friends here, right?”

“Yes?” You twist to catch his eyes.

“Then I just want you to relax,” He gives you a squeeze, “Woo and I will take care of you for the rest of the weekend, and on Monday or Tuesday when you go back to the studio everything will be fine. Yunho and Mingi will be whatever they are, but that isn’t your worry, that’s theirs.”

“And us?” You ask softly.

“We’ll be fine,” He says with ease, “y/n, listen, I don’t know what they said or didn’t say to you but I can guarantee it wasn’t clear.”

You nod.

“We’re friends, and Woo I’ll let you speak for yourself, but that’s all I’m interested in being. I’d like to help you this weekend, and then if in the future we end up sleeping together again? That’s fine, but as friends.” Seonghwa is so crystal clear you feel the floor giving under you. This is what you thought you had with Yunho and Mingi all those weeks ago, but in the face of actual clarity you can see how muddled and lost the three of you had been back then.

“That’s…” You search for the words, “such a relief, honestly,”

“Good,” Seonghwa smooths his thumb across the gland in your wrist.

“Me too,” Wooyoung jumps in, “actual no strings attached friend sex is the best kind,”

“You think so?” You shuffle back a little further onto Seonghwa’s lap.

“I know so,” Wooyoung says, “actually just being yourself and then not spending fucking days anxiously waiting for a phone call? Yeah, it’s better,”

“God, this is easier,” You sink back against Seonghwa’s chest and then glance at him, “is this okay?”

“Yes,” He assures you, wrapping an arm around your middle and holding you to him, “it’s nice, actually.”

“Does this mean we can spend the rest of the weekend in bed, then?” Wooyoung grins.

“I guess it does,” You laugh.

“y/n,” Seonghwa starts from behind you, shifting a little underneath you and you can hear the difference in his voice suddenly at the thought of bed, “are you still hungry?”

“I don’t think so,” You murmur, deeply aware of the way his hands have started to shift to your hips.

“I’m still a little hungry,” He confesses, and you watch as he starts to pull up the hem of your t-shirt, “starving actually,”

“Oh,” You can already feel blush creeping up your cheeks.

He lifts your shirt more, his hands brushing up and down your stomach gently as he lets you recline onto his chest, and then his fingers creep higher, just barely brushing the underside of your breasts, “Is this okay?”

“Mhm,” You answer, breathy and tight.

“Is this?” He lifts the shirt higher, dragging the material up over your bare breasts and drawing your nipples to attention.

You manage a nod against his shoulder.

“And this?” His thumb strokes over your nipple directly now.

“Yes,” You shudder.

Wooyoung sighs across the room, drawing your attention and you watch as he licks his lips, sliding his hand into his boxer briefs. When his hand starts to bob underneath the fabric you moan softly, gripping down on Seonghwa’s thigh under your hand.

“Let’s go to bed,” Seonghwa kisses your temple and drops your shirt, “right now,”

Instantly you’re aching, scrambling off his lap and ready to go wherever he’ll take you just as long as he keeps talking to you like that.

Wooyoung whines quietly, pulling his hand back, but you’re on the sudden same page of needing to get to a bed and needing to get to one fast.

Seonghwa pulls you along until you’re in the room again, and Wooyoung shuts the door behind you. Your head starts to get dizzy again with the heat and the warmth of them both, and Seonghwa only makes it worse when he tugs your shirt up over your head and palms your breast, “You’re so soft, jagi,”

Your mouth runs dry, and once again Wooyoung pulls the tie on your sleep pants and tugs them off you as he kisses your bare shoulder.

“Look at you,” Seonghwa hums appreciatively, “so very pretty,”

Your body pulses, the tone of his voice and the warmth bubbling everything back up inside you fast, “Please,”

“Lie back,” He maneuvers you to the bed, and you follow his instructions.

Wooyoung eases down next to you, tossing off his own shirt as he does.

“You’ve been slick all morning,” Seonghwa says as he descends over you, kissing across your jaw and down your neck, “do you know how badly I wanted to just bend you over?”

“F-fuck,” You choke, “alpha, please,”

He widens your legs with one hand, settling himself lower over you as he teases you with his lips, tongue, teeth, enhancing every little sensation with his words, “You make such pretty sounds, I almost knotted you on the breakfast table,”

“Oh my god,” Your back arches naturally, pressing yourself into him, “Hwa, oh my god,”

“Shush,” Seonghwa kisses down your bare chest, nuzzling your sternum as his hand starts to travel from its place near your knee up your inner thigh, creeping dangerously close to your core.

“He’s good at this,” Wooyoung tells you softly, his fingers ever so gently teasing your pert nipple.

“Woo,” Seonghwa sighs a breath of hot air across your belly, “leave a little to the imagination, hmm?”

Wooyoung snorts, “Touchy,”

Your body is starting to ache, neediness starting to curl open inside you and you huff softly, “I’m going to be touchy in a minute,”

Seonghwa groans, “Don’t tell me I adopted another brat,”

“I’m on my b-best behavior,” Your voice catches as his fingers finally part your slick folds, “but I am in heat.”

“Yes, you are, aren’t you?” Seonghwa nips at your hip bone, his lips traveling to your inner thighs as he sinks to his knees between your splayed knees, “Positively aching,”

“Oh,” You shiver, two of his fingers finally pushing inside your slick channel.

“You’re not quite ready for a knot yet though,” He comments softly.

“I know something that might help with that,” You smile, spreading your legs wider for him.

“I bet you do,” Seonghwa’s eyebrow quirks, his hand pulling back and thrusting forward in a pulse, his thumb dragging warm circles over your clit.

The reaction of your body is instantaneous, a quick rush of slick and a dizzy wash of pleasure up your spine as you let your head fall back into Wooyoung’s waiting palm.

“Told you,” Wooyoung whispers, and he kisses you fast, trapping your laugh between your lips.

Seonghwa grins, the pace of his hand perfect and sure and you’re already feeling the dizzy sparks of a building orgasm up your spine when the sharp sound of a doorbell brings you all out of it. You and Wooyoung break apart and his brows knit together in confusion, “Who’s here?”

“No idea,” Seonghwa waits a moment, but then comes a knock.

You’re shivering, feeling fucked already and you blink hard, wetting your lips and trying to shake off the cloudy feeling inside your brain.

“Sorry,” Seonghwa gives you a face and slowly pulls his fingers from you, “let me just see what’s going on,”

“Sure,” You sigh, watching as he jogs to the bathroom to rinse off his hands before getting to the door.

“Woo,” Your hands reflexively cover yourself, “do you have something I can wear?”

“Yeah, come here,” He pulls you to a sitting position and crosses the room for the robe hanging on the back of the door, long and dark gray and plush.

As you wrap yourself up in it, Wooyoung tosses on a pullover and gives you a smile, communicating silently that you should just relax while he and Seonghwa go investigate.

You flop back against the bedding and sigh, fighting the urge to squeeze your thighs together. You should check your phone, you should just suck it up and text Yunho and Mingi back, but before you get up the resolve you hear a new voice from the main room of the apartment.

“Where have you been?” San.

“Didn’t you get my voicemail?” Seonghwa asks.

“I saw you called,” San says, and you pull yourself up from the bed to creep closer to the hall, “but you didn’t answer any of my texts,”

“Right…” Seonghwa draws out, “because I called?”

“Sannie,” Wooyoung sighs, “we didn’t go missing, we’ve just been,”

“Is your heat early?” San interrupts suddenly, “why didn’t you call me?”

You creep around the doorframe just a little more and you smile when you see San cupping Wooyoung’s cheeks, Seonghwa all but rolling his eyes behind him.

Wooyoung makes an annoyed noise and pushes his sometimes lover’s hands away, “We did call you, now will you listen for two seconds?”

“If I knew you were in heat I would have come straight over,” San pushes forwards.

“Well that’s nice,” Wooyoung disentangles himself and keeps an arm’s length between him and his alpha, “but Sannie, I’m not in heat. Not even a little,”

“But,” San looks confused.

You step out a little further into the room, arms wrapped around yourself even though the robe drowns you, “He’s not, but I am,”

San snaps around with a start, “y/n!”

“Hey, San,” You give him a small wave.

“I didn’t know you were here,” He says.

“I was trying to tell you,” Seonghwa laughs, “can’t you tell Wooyoungie’s scent from hers?”

“Of course he can,” Wooyoung slaps Seonghwa across the arm, “ass.”

San sputters, falling silent and his eyes narrowing a little at his friend, and it’s clear as crystal what the vibe between the three of them is, even when heat is concerned.

“Speaking of heat,” Seonghwa meets your eyes from across their little dining room nook table that stands between you, them, and the kitchen, “are you alright? Should you be up?”

“I’m fine, Hwa,” You assure him with a smile, taking a few more steps forwards and raising your arms as if to show him, “really, this one’s a lot easier.”

San clears his throat and you can see him divert his eyes from you deliberately, a little blush up his cheeks, “So, this is why you haven’t been answering your phones,”

“Pretty much,” Wooyoung laughs.

“I didn’t mean to interrupt,” He says, locking eyes with Seonghwa.

“Sannie,” Seonghwa’s voice softens a little, and he gives him the smallest shake of the head.

You can feel the disappointment coming off of San in waves, and you can’t quite place the source except to assume that this has always been their thing, not yours. Your mouth feels a little dry as you watch them silently communicate with each other, and you take the second to realize just how much your hips are aching, legs feeling heavy, and your cramps are still deeply uncomfortable no matter how much better they are from last time. Seonghwa edging you really hasn’t helped though, and now you’re starting to feel a little desperate for relief, sweat breaking out along your hairline.

“It was kind of sudden,” Wooyoung jumps in between the two of them, smoothing over the moment of tension with ease, “right, y/n?”

You nod, securing the robe around you a little more tightly, “I really…” you start with a breath, “I honestly didn’t mean to intrude on this.” You gesture to the three of them and take a few steps forward. It’s not like you can really offer to leave at this point, but it feels like all you can really say.

San doesn’t let you feel those nerves for long though, his face clears and he shakes his head, “No, honestly, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean for it to sound that way. You’re not intruding, you know that,”

Your hands rest on the back of one of the dining room chairs as you look between them, “As long as that’s true,” you worry your lip, “I had a hard enough time with Mingi and Yunho… if I ever did anything to hurt my friendship with you, I wouldn’t forgive myself.”

“Don’t think like that,” Seonghwa assures you, “not with us,”

“He’s right,” San nods, “I should have just listened to my voicemail,”

“Good,” You sigh, “that’s good.”

Wooyoung’s eyes flick over you and then he hums, “Do you want some tea, babe? You look a little pale,”

You nod immediately, “That would be so perfect,”

“I’ll get it,” Seonghwa stops Wooyoung as he moves towards the kitchen, “you both rest, I’ll take care of it,”

Wooyoung grins, “I’m not in heat, I can help,”

Seonghwa makes a noise and shrugs, “Just let me dote for a minute, would you?”

Wooyoung laughs sharply in response and the tension dissipates just like that, San’s expression relaxing into an easy smile as he watches the exchange.

“Thank you, Seonghwa,” You murmur, nudging Wooyoung in the ribs as you do.

Seonghwa disappears around the corner into the kitchen and you hear the sound of the electric kettle start up, and San finally lets his bag drop to the floor and his shoulders relax as he says, “How are you doing, then?”

“Good,” You smile, “much better than last time,”

“Mm,” San nods, “I’m glad to hear it,”

The silence stretches between you for a moment and then you find yourself asking without a second thought, “Did you go into the studio today?”

None of you had any set schedules or meetings today, but San is there more days than not regardless of schedule.

Wooyoung glances to you, knowing exactly what you’re asking but keeps his mouth shut.

“This morning,” San nods, “I just left a little while ago and I was running some errands before I stopped over,”

“Ah,” You nod, “how was it?”

“The studio?” His brows knit together in confusion, “Same as always,”

“Jesus,” Wooyoung rolls his eyes, “she’s asking if you saw Yunho and Mingi, if things were weird?”

“They weren’t in,” San replies, and then things seem to click together, “do they know you’re here?”

You shake your head, stomach twisting up in knots inside you.

“Do you not want them to know?” San asks.

“I… don’t really know,” You confess.

“Well,” San shrugs, “I didn’t see them, but if I do see them later, I won’t mention you. You can decide what you want them to know and when.”

“Thank you, San,” You murmur.

The knotting nervousness in your stomach doubles at the thought that they didn’t go into work today, even just a little in the morning when you know they almost always do. Where were they? Were they looking for you? Wondering about you? Thinking of you? You picture Mingi at your apartment door, trying to explain to your roommates who he is and what he’s doing there and finding out that instead of being able to swoop in and take care of you… you’re gone.

A cramp lights up your back and your hand flies to your stomach as you double over, jaw locked down tight at the sudden wave of discomfort.

“Hey, easy, easy,” San has an arm around you instantly, holding you upright and supporting you better than the chair could, “you’re okay,”

Your head rocks to the side, resting on his chest and you take a deep, necessary breath against the soft cotton of his t-shirt. He smells floral, the thought strikes you suddenly and starkly, more heady than most other alphas scents and you take another breath to let the scent of him wash over you. Jasmine hits you first, its sharp musk making you a little dizzy until you catch the underlying warmth of sandalwood. Your body relaxes into him naturally and he chuckles as he feels your trembling muscles unclench under his hands.

“San,” You murmur into his chest, the sound muffled.

“Hmm?”

“Can you help me to the couch?” You lean into him.

“Mhm,” He shifts and suddenly you’re in his arms entirely, “let’s sit,”

“Hyung, how’s that tea?” Wooyoung calls into the kitchen, and you feel his soft hand coast down the length of your arm as he shifts past you and San to try and help.

“Almost,” Seonghwa calls back, “she okay?”

“I’m fine,” You tell the room, “it’s just a cramp,”

“Here we go,” San says softly as he settles you down on the couch, “let me help,”

He shifts to sit behind you, his hands finding your lower back and he presses into your aching spine with his thumbs, kneading and massaging perfect circles into your body. You sigh, the overwhelming relief flooding you as he helps take away the immediate sharp soreness of your hips. What your body needs is a knot, but this combined with the warm scents of both alphas is a start.

Seonghwa returns a moment later, a mug of bright red tea in hand and he maneuvers the warm cup into your waiting fingers.

“What’s this?” You ask, dipping your head to smell the steaming liquid.

“Raspberry leaf,” He replies.

“Don’t you drink this for your heat?” Wooyoung flops onto the other couch that faces yours and quirks an eyebrow.

“Should I be?” You let the warm berry scent pass through you, the cup warming your chilly hands.

“Yes?” Wooyoung shakes his head, looking almost appalled, “it really helps regulate your hormones, helps with intensity spikes, is an anti-inflammatory, and promotes fertility.”

“Fertility isn’t really the goal here, Woo,” You snort.

“It is if it means your cycle is easier to deal with,” He dismisses, “you’re now on a Wooyoung prescribed two cups a day,”

“Fine, fine,” You take a gentle sip, testing the heat, “but I’m not drinking this because of your speech I’m drinking it because it smells good,”

“Whatever you say, babe,” Wooyoung rolls his eyes, gesturing for you to drink up.

San continues gently kneading your back as you take your first proper sip of the tea and Seonghwa settles on the sofa next to you. He brushes your hair back softly with his hand and gives you a smile, “After this, let’s get you back to bed,”

You nod into your cup, “I’d like that,”

“Do you normally spend your heats alone?” San asks, his hands slowing but still not lifting off your body, now just resting on your lower hips.

“Usually,” You take another sip.

“I could never,” Wooyoung grimaces, “that’s not fun, that’s just torture,”

“Heat isn’t really fun,” You laugh, “it’s just a thing.”

“You seemed to have a good time with Yunho and Mingi,” Wooyoung wags his eyebrows.

“Yeah, well, we all know how that one turned out,” You grimace.

“Relax,” Seonghwa smooths a hand over your knee through the fabric of the robe, “Youngie, leave her be.”

“Didn’t you ever want help?” San asks.

You chew the inside of your lip, “I guess, but my heats off suppressants are really intense and on them… I mean, usually I can handle it, so I handle it,”

“You’re a strong person,” San comments softly, giving your hip a squeeze as he shifts to start massaging your back again.

You almost muster a reply, but Wooyoung takes the attention of the room again with a groan, “I couldn’t do that, I tried once and it was awful,”

“What are your heats like, anyways?” You ask, leaning a little on Seonghwa’s shoulder as San keeps working your tired muscles.

“Oh, he’s the worst,” Seonghwa smiles, “constant begging the minute he starts slicking up,”

“Oh shut up,” Wooyoung grumbles.

“I’m just telling the truth,” Seonghwa laughs.

Another light cramp pulses through you and you exhale softly, taking another sip of tea. San’s hands pause, and he leans around you to watch your face, but Seonghwa and Wooyoung keep on bickering.

“Should I tell y/n how we found you last time you went into heat?” Seonghwa grins.

“I’ll literally kill you, Hwa,” Wooyoung tosses a pillow hard and it collides with Seonghwa’s chest.

“Not a very nice way to treat your alpha,” Seonghwa replies, his hand leaving your knee as he goes to toss the pillow back.

“Maybe you’ll have to punish me later,” Wooyoung slaps the flying pillow out of the air so it lands smoothly back on the couch and gives Seonghwa a flirty smile, tongue against his teeth.

“Maybe I will,”

Your stomach locks up, core pulsing lightly and you suddenly feel stifled in the room, hot and cold all at the same time. You make a soft, tense noise and the cup in your fingers tips to the side, losing some of the tea as you try to recover it.

“Shh,” San plucks the cup from your hands and sets it on the table, curling around to your side, “it’s alright,”

“Ow,” You manage, pressing a palm down over your stomach.

San smooths his hand along yours and catches your eyes, “You’re alright, omega,”

Something inside you melts and he gently strokes the gland in your neck with his opposite hand, nodding as you start to relax from the immediate surge of pain and arousal.

“Jagiya,” Seonghwa strokes your skin, “let’s go to bed,”

“Please,” your eyes flutter shut.

“Then I should go,” San clears his throat, his hands starting to lift away from you, “I’ll leave you three to,”

You don’t know what possesses you, but you reach for him the minute his skin leaves yours, eyes flying open as you grab his hands and shake your head, “Don’t go,”

His eyes blow wide, “y/n,”

“Why not?” You glance at Wooyoung and Seonghwa, a little panicked now that the trajectory of this is uncertain, but all you know is that you’d like him to stay. You squeeze San’s hands, “You’re here, we’re all here, I mean… why not stay?”

His eyes flick past you to Seonghwa, holding a question you don’t understand.

“If you don’t want to,” The words leave you in a rush, at the sinking realization that he may not want any of this.

San looks back to you in a flash, “It’s not that,”

Relief blooms inside you, “It’s not?”

“Not at all,” He smooths down your hair and tries to ease you, “but are you sure?”

“Sure,” You nod, “really,”

His eyes flick over you, and you can feel him considering his next move, but then he nods.

You end up right back where you were when the doorbell rang twenty minutes ago, only this time you have San on your right while Wooyoung teases you on your left and Seonghwa rests between your thighs. Distantly in the back of your brain, the part that’s still rational and sarcastic, you wonder if your brain is broken now and your omega needs two alphas to feel sated.

“I won’t make you wait,” Seonghwa suddenly says, sinking down and attaching his mouth to your aching sex without any further preamble, and it pulls you sharply out of your own thoughts.

“Oh, fuck,” You groan, your hips jerking at the sudden spark of sensation.

“So sensitive,” Seonghwa hums appreciatively, locating your clit with the hardened tip of his tongue and flicking it firmly.

You mutter something, head already fogging up, and San brushes his fingers along your arm, “Can I touch you, omega?” He murmurs, his voice thickening, getting huskier.

You nod fast, holding his gaze to let him know he’s allowed and he shifts to press lazy kisses along your chest as he watches the other alpha between your thighs.

For all of Wooyoung’s jokes before, he’s fallen silent now. His eyes are blown wide as he watches the way both alphas touch you, and you can tell he’s torn between helping you along and helping himself.

“Let’s get you ready for that knot, hmm?” Seonghwa kisses your mound, and you feel his fingers stroking your entrance, pushing in just slightly and then retracting to tease your body just right and let all your internal muscles unlock.

Inside you, your omega feels like it’s finally waking. Your heat that’s been bubbling all day against the medicated ceiling of your suppressants feels like a pressure cooker now, ready to burst and leave you desperate with want. Seonghwa’s tongue returns to your swollen bud and San’s lips find your nipple, and you feel the hot wave ripple through you, “A-alpha,”

“Right here, darling,” Seonghwa croons, thrusting two fingers deep inside you and drawing a tight moan from your lips.

“Alpha,” You stammer, “I need it,”

“Mhm,”

San sighs pleasantly against your sweat slick skin, his hand stroking along your side and Seonghwa doubles his efforts, thrusting his fingers in earnest now and sucking hard on your clit. Hot pleasure strikes up your spine and you moan, head back and your eyes slipping closed as you let the feeling of their hands on you make you dizzy and wet.

“Right there,” You pant, “alpha, y-yes, yes,”

He hums against you and you scramble in the sheets, gripping down on Wooyoung’s forearm.

“Woo,” San’s voice enters the mix but you barely register, the orgasm in front of you so quickly approaching that you need to reach it and reach it now.

Wooyoung shifts next to you, and Seonghwa pulls back from you for a split second to catch his breath before the sensation in your brain pops apart like a firecracker. Seonghwa licks a deep stripe over your slit, and then secures his lips around your clit once more, alternating sharp sucks and flicks of his tongue. The air in the room tightens when San delivers a sharp lick to your pebbled nipple and then Wooyoung follows suit on your other side.

“Oh, god,” Your eyes press closed tightly and you grip the back of San’s shirt in your desperate squirming, “I’m,”

“Come on, baby,” Wooyoung encourages, rolling his tongue over you again, “you’re so close,”

You whine sharply, hips canting, “Please, please,”

Seonghwa’s hands on your hips tighten, and he doesn’t change pace or pressure or anything at all, he just doesn’t stop. The bubble threatening to burst inside your belly feels hot and full and then with a rush, it pops and you shudder open into your first real heat addled orgasm.

“Good, good,” Seonghwa’s fingers start to slow and you whine sharply.

Wooyoung pulls off your breast with a little gasp, his face flushed pink and he meets your eyes as you start to crest upwards into another wave, but as Seonghwa’s hand slows so does the approach of what could be and you whimper, thighs quivering.

“Oh,” Wooyoung pouts a little at you, sympathetic and understanding and he hushes you, “I got you,”

You want more, and you know it needs to end in a knot for your body to register everything right, but in this split second you need Wooyoung more. You nod, frantic and close to tears, “Please,”

He pushes back from you quick, rocking over the side of the bed and suddenly he’s got his hands on Seonghwa, pushing him away, “Shove over,”

“W-what?” Seonghwa seems startled by the sudden directness of the omega and San lifts his head to see what’s happening at the sharp tone of his voice.

“Just move,” Wooyoung drops to his knees and dips his arms under your thighs until your legs are swung up over his shoulders and he’s tugging you down the bed to move you into position. You squeak when he drags you down the bed and San laughs above you.

“I’ve never seen you so assertive, Youngie,” He comments.

“Shut up,” Wooyoung bites back, “she’s not done,”

“Please, God,” Your hips jerk, angling for him to touch you, you can feel your pleasure slipping and you need him to catch it before it’s gone.

“Not God, babe,” Wooyoung nips your thigh with his teeth and you jerk again in his hands, “but I’ll do my best,”

“So cocky,” Seonghwa rolls his eyes, stepping back to hand over control.

“I’ll show you how it’s done, alpha,” Wooyoung shoots him an even cockier grin, tongue against teeth, and you’re about to say something more but then he’s on you.

Wooyoung treats your cunt like he knows every inch of it, like he’s done this for you specifically a thousand times before. Without ever asking he knows the pace you like, the way you need something inside you just to feel the weight of it, the way your mind spins when he reaches around and lays a hand over belly.

“I can’t, oh God, oh fuck,” You scramble but he holds you steady.

He hums warmly against you, picking up the pace of his sucks on your swollen bundle of nerves and when he feels your legs start to shake in earnest he presses up with two fingers inside you and presses down with the heel of his hand over your lower stomach. You were close before, off the back of your orgasm from Seonghwa’s tongue, but this is something else entirely and your vision whites out as your back arches. One hand fists the sheets, the other gripping down over Wooyoung’s and you can barely hear the noises you’re making but you know they must be feral.

When he’s sure you’re coming through it, no longer seeking drawn out stimulation but instead pulling your hips back and away from his sharp tongue, he lifts away just enough to give your aching clit some relief from overstimulation.

“You do taste like honey,” Is the first thing he says, his breath hot against your cunt as he stays between your thighs, recovering from his own lack of oxygen.

Your body is starting to relax from the tense muscle lock up of your orgasm, and slowly your eyes start to open.

“Holy shit,” Seonghwa breathes and your eyes flick to him. His eyes are dark, studying you both and you can see the hard line of his erection straining against his trousers.

San brushes your sweat slick hair back from your forehead and smiles down at you, “Doing okay?”

Words feel slow to your lips but you nod, “Mhm,”

Wooyoung makes a little huff between your thighs and you glance down, seeing how close Seonghwa has stepped again, his fingers running through the omega’s hair. Seonghwa hums appreciatively, caressing Wooyoung as he leans against your inner thigh, “Good boy,”

Wooyoung preens, you can see the sudden warmth flooding him at the praise.

“A very good boy,” Seonghwa croons again, “taking such good care of our pretty new omega,”

“Thank you, alpha,” Wooyoung nuzzles into Seonghwa’s palm and for a second it feels like you’re watching something too intimate, but then he pushes back from you and drops your legs off his shoulders, “I hope you took notes,”

Seonghwa sighs and delivers a fast, friendly smack to the back of Wooyoung’s head, their brief moment of heat dissipating with Wooyoung’s easy teasing. But Seonghwa softens again the moment he turns his attention to you, his hands gentle on your sides as he settles close, “You still in there, darling?”

“Kind of,” You admit, still hazy, “I can’t feel my legs,”

“Sounds about right,” San laughs as Wooyoung collapses into his side, and San swings an arm over his shoulders to let him snuggle closer.

“You still haven’t been knotted,” Seonghwa notes softly, stroking your skin, “how are you feeling?”

The idea of a knot sends a thrill through you, but your body feels sluggish, “Dizzy,”

He hums softly, the tone empathetic and warm.

“I need a few minutes,” You tell him honestly.

“Of course,” He soothes, “we’re here for you, you set the pace.”

“That was just a lot,”

Wooyoung grins and you roll your eyes at him.

“It’s a marathon, not a race,” San notes.

“I’ll just touch you a little,” Seonghwa relaxes next to you, running his fingers up and down your thigh, “you tell me when you want more,”

“Okay,” Your voice is thready as he dips his hand between your thighs.

“You two look good together,” San appraises, reaching across the bed to feel your skin, gentle strokes and and down your arm.

“Do we?” You laugh a little, but something is starting to thrum again in the back of your brain.

“Mm,” San’s hand moves a little further, cupping your breast and kneading it slowly, “a little too good,”

Seonghwa’s fingers explore you lazily, running up the soft, plush skin of your cunt but never quite getting close enough to properly tease your slit or your aching bud. He sighs pleasantly as he watches your nipples harden into peaks, “Don’t be jealous Sannie,”

San huffs softly, and then he leans forward to press a chaste kiss to your chest, “y/n,” he murmurs, “is this alright?”

You twitch under them, “Y-yes,”

“She’s a puddle,” Wooyoung jokes as he catches sight of your hazy look, “are my alphas making you feel so, so good, omega?”

Your hips jerk and Seonghwa lays his hand over your thighs to steady you.

“More,” You nod, resting one hand on the back of San’s neck, fingertips sinking into his hair as you push his head towards your breast.

“Like this?” He murmurs against your skin, flattening his tongue over your nipple once to lick it firmly before he closes his plush lips around it and sucks.

Heat spikes up your spine and you nod, “Yes, like that,”

The sound of a belt buckle draws your eyes back up to Seonghwa and you watch him disrobe entirely, dropping his trousers and kicking off his boxers.

“Let’s just take it slow,” Seonghwa eases your legs open, and you tilt your hips back to shift yourself into position and give him the access he needs, “sound good?”

Despite the way you’re starting to ache, you nod and relax back into the sheets, cupping San to your chest as he lavishes your nipple.

“Pretty,” Seonghwa hums as he slides his hands up the back of your thighs and deepens your position.

It’s exposing and raw, but at the same time you know exactly how much this is lighting up the deep part of your brain that needs this, so you just let yourself go.

“Nice and wet,” He smiles, this time dragging two fingers down your slit, rocking the slick pad of his middle finger over your swollen bundle of nerves.

You gasp a little, shaking in his grip.

“Isn’t she pretty, Sannie?” He says, glancing at the other alpha.

“Mhm,” San sighs, lifting up with a little pop so he can take you both in. He relaxes back against Wooyoung and when you twist your head to the side you see the hungry darkness in San’s gaze. Wooyoung’s eyes flick over you, a subtle smile on his lips, and then he tucks himself close behind San and starts to work a hand into the alpha’s sweats.

You hiss sharply when you feel something heavier drop over your slit and you jerk back to Seonghwa, his hard cock now nestled between your folds as he teases your clit lazily with the head.

“You want alpha’s cock, pretty girl?” Seonghwa says, rocking his hips to drag his length over your seam.

“Please,” You nod, fingers tight in the sheets.

“Where?” He teases.

“Hwa,”

“Here?” He presses the tip of his cock against your slick hole and then stops completely.

“Yes, yes,” You shiver, “please,”

He slides away with a smirk.

“Where?” He asks again, and you realize he wants to hear you say it.

Wooyoung chuckles softly next to you, and you hear San sigh, the distinct slow sound of swishing fabric as Wooyoung works his hand over San’s cock. It feels a little thrilling to have an audience, it’s making your hazy brain even needier and wanton and you jerk your hips against Seonghwa’s cock to try and get him to move the right way.

Seonghwa shakes his head, “Where?”

Your back aches, a cramp in your core, and you huff, a little flustered, “Inside,”

“Inside where?” Seonghwa tuts.

You swallow hard, reaching down between your legs. With gentle fingers you run your fingers along his shaft, watching his face for every little reaction. His jaw jumps as you swirl your fingers over the velvet head of his cock and you repeat the motion, again and again to get a harder reaction from him.

You’re watching each other intently, waiting to see who will fall apart first. When he sighs once, soft and breathy, you angle your hips back just a little and push down on his cock, directing him inside your aching channel and sinking him an inch or two inside you.

“Ah, ah,” He scolds, catching your wrist and locking you both still, “just say where you want me, omega,”

“Inside,” You insist, voice breaking a little as a flush lights up your chest, “alpha, please,”

“Just tell me,” He pleads, dropping his thumb over your clit, “it’s easy, darling, it’s just words,”

You wet your lips and reach up for him, fingertips skimming over his arm, “Hwa,” you murmur, blush lighting up your cheeks, “I want you inside me, please, in my pussy,”

He smiles and then rocks forward, pushing inside you to the hilt in one fluid motion, “Good omega,”

The sensation of him filling you so fast and so suddenly has your body arching up against the sheets and your head falling back, your eyes shutting tightly as you moan, “Oh, fuck,”

“Damn,” Wooyoung murmurs, but you ignore him.

“Does that feel good, omega?” Seonghwa leans down over you, holding you tightly with a hand anchored to the back of your thigh just below the knee, holding you open wide for him.

You whine tightly as he rocks inside you, the curled angle driving the head of his cock over your sweet spot again and again, the firm plane of his pubic bone pressing rhythmically against your clit. You feel dizzy from the sensation, but then you feel something low and needy in your gut.

“Knot,” You stammer out, gripping down on any part of Seonghwa you can hold.

“Is that what you want?” He smiles, rolling his hips.

“Alpha, please,” You pant, “knot me,”

He thrusts forward hard, holding himself tightly inside you and he shakes his head, “Ask nicely,”

A shudder runs up your spine and you think it’s entirely possible that Wooyoung isn’t really that much of a brat, Seonghwa just likes it when the omegas under him whine. You rock your hips and beg him to keep moving inside you with your body, but he shakes his head again. He wants to hear you.

“Alpha,” You pant, dropping your voice a bit and tapping into that deep coursing need running through you, “please knot me, please,”

“Good girl,” He sighs, moving his hips again.

“Please,” Your head lolls back as he starts to thrust again in earnest.

“I’ll keep you on my knot all night,” He chokes, finally starting to lose himself a little, the base of his cock starting to swell.

“Yes, yes,”

“Beg,” He thrusts hard, knocking your hips together, “beg me to fucking knot you,”

Your mind tunnels, nothing but you and Seonghwa working together now and when you answer him it feels almost like another person, “Alpha, please, please, I’m so empty,”

“Fuck,” He pants.

“Please, fill me up,” You moan, nails digging into his arms.

“Mine,” He drops lower over you, pulling your head back by your hair and attaching his lips to your throat, “isn’t that right, pretty thing?”

“Oh,” Your body is locking up around his cock suddenly as the dam breaks, “oh, fuck Hwa, don’t stop,”

He shakes his head against you and keeps thrusting, panting into your hair. With a groan he shudders, locking his hips forwards and you feel the swell of his knot push past your entrance and expand. “Fuck, that’s it,” He grinds his hips against yours, and then you feel him release hot and wet and filling inside you. Pleasure washes back over you and you jut your hips against his just to feel another sweeping wave, your body disconnecting deliciously as he comes inside you.

Your brain reconnects slowly. First you register the weight of him above you, pressing down into you with his cock still buried inside your heat. Then his soft fingers in your hair, his lips on your cheek.

His knot is already softening and you sigh, reaching up for him and running your fingers through his black hair as you catch your breath and reopen your eyes.

“Hey,” He murmurs down at you, “okay?”

“Mhm,” You smile lazily, “you?”

“Excellent,” He laughs, dropping one more kiss to your cheek.

“I’ll say,” Wooyoung clears his throat and you blush scarlet, you had forgotten how close they were, how present they were.

You cover your face with your hands and groan.

“You’re fun when you let loose,” Wooyoung prods your shoulder to get your attention, “I never would have pegged you for so much dirty talk,”

“Oh my god,” You sigh, twisting to look at him, “will you please shut up?”

“I’m just saying,” He shrugs and you’re trying to come up with a clever retort but then you feel Seonghwa start to pull himself free and you realize a few things at once.

Where Wooyoung is looking at you and Seonghwa together, San hasn’t glanced at you once. His eyes are glued to Seonghwa, running over his sweat-slick body, his lips parted and his muscles locked up tight. He’s not in a rut, you know that clearly, but his expression and his eyes remind you of a rut, singularly focused and serious.

Seonghwa notices it a moment later as he slides off the bed and you watch him smile, “Like something you see Sannie?”

Wooyoung rolls his eyes and scoots a little closer to you on the bed and then San moves, quick like a flash. He secures a hand around Seonghwa’s wrist and tugs him down fast to land on top of him and then he kisses the other alpha so hard they both make a surprised hiss of pleasure.

“San, what,” Seonghwa manages, but San won’t let him be. His lips are hungry, his body hungrier still, dragging the man closer and closer and slotting their hips together as their mouths work together.

San breaks the kiss first, rolling to the side and effectively trapping Seonghwa beneath him, “I need you right now,”

“Oh,” Seonghwa shudders, his cock starting to stiffen again.

Wooyoung moves closer to you, giving them some much needed space and giving you the post-coital cuddles you really need. He tugs a blanket up over your bodies and spoons you, settling in like you’re about to watch a show together.

“Don’t mind them,” Wooyoung murmurs into your ear, “they get like this,”

You open your mouth but Seonghwa moans sharply as San kisses down his neck, letting his tongue drag over the other alpha’s gland and nipping his collarbone.

“Turn over,” San says, manhandling Seonghwa into a better position before pushing down his own pants just enough to free his cock.

They’re nothing but need, clawing at each other just to feel skin against skin and it’s clear that they’ve done this a thousand times before, so intimately familiar with each other’s bodies. You can hear their breath, their every move against the sheets, and it feels like you’ve been given a view into something too intimate, too real.

“Woo,” You murmur quietly, “should we…”

He hesitates, almost unable to tear his eyes away but then he nods, “Shower?”

“Mhm,”

Wooyoung slips out of bed behind you as San drags Seonghwa’s head to the side and reaches into Wooyoung’s nightstand for the lube.

“San,” Seonghwa whines in a tone you’ve never in your life heard from the alpha, “please, fucking please,”

“Shh,” San brushes a hand down his lover’s back and then uncaps the lubricant in his hands, “I’ve got you jagiya,”

Your lips part in awe as you watch them, stunned at the way they look together, move together. You only snap out of it when Wooyoung taps your side, and you slide quietly out of the bed too, focused on not disturbing the couple beside you. You follow Wooyoung to the connected bathroom, but you keep watching them all the while.

Seonghwa groans when San thrusts his hips forward hard, pushing himself inside and you shiver at the image, your own body responding at the sight. San runs a hand through his hair before squeezing Seonghwa’s hips, silently letting him know that he’s about to move. As he does, rocking his hips in slow steady thrusts, he runs his hand reverently along Seonghwa’s skin, finding his hand in the sheets and twining their fingers together.

“I missed you so much,” San says lowly, pressing a kiss between Seonghwa’s shoulders.

Seonghwa makes another noise, almost a sob as he nods into the bedding, gripping down on the alpha’s hand harder.

Even with the knotting you just experienced, the sight of them together is enough to light a flushing warmth back through your body and make you want again.

“y/n,” Wooyoung finally catches your attention and you pull yourself away from the doorway and into the bathroom.

In the shower, you and Wooyoung stick close together, and the sounds from the other room still make it through the door despite the drone of the water. You gravitate towards each other easily, wanting to feel the comfort of each other’s bodies in the warmth of the spray. You kiss until your jaw aches, and make each other come one more time despite the water turning tepid halfway through.

When you’re done and the water is off, you wrap yourselves in fluffy blue towels and listen closely to see if San and Seonghwa are finished.

As you lean against the sink, Wooyoung gently drags a brush through your wet hair to detangle it from the shower and you finally ask the question that’s been brewing in the back of your mind, “Woo,” you murmur, keeping your voice low to ensure the alphas in the adjacent room can’t hear you, “why aren’t they together?”

Relationships between the same designation are rare but certainly not unheard of, especially in polyamorous relationships, and it’s plain as day to you now how much they connect and care about one another.

Wooyoung meets your eyes in the mirror and shrugs, his mouth downturned, “You’d have to ask them,”

“You don’t know?” Your eyebrows shoot high.

He shakes his head, “I learned not to push that one a long time ago,”

You chew the inside of your lip, mulling it over. Your conversation with San all those weeks ago when he walked you home flicks through your mind and you remember the way that he brushed right past the topic the minute you started to press. You had assumed the person he was referring to was Wooyoung, they’re always so tactile with one another, but the longer you spend with them behind closed doors the more you realize that is just how Wooyoung communicates, with touch. Now the little moments of tension you spotted between San and Seonghwa make so much more sense.

Wooyoung finishes brushing out your hair and puts the brush back on the sink, “What’s that face for?”

You smooth out your expression and recover, “Sorry,”

“What?” He prompts you.

“What about you?” You ask softly.

“I love them, they’re my best friends,” He says with ease.

“Okay,” You hold his gaze in the mirror.

He wraps his arms around you and shakes his head, “It works for us,” He says, “and if they’re not ready to admit how they feel to themselves, then that’s up to them and they can have whatever this is,”

“As long as you’re not caught in the middle,” You press a kiss to his forearm.

“Not with them,” He assures you.

The sound of laughter from the next room draws your attention and Wooyoung smiles, “Let’s go, don’t worry about this,” he says and you nod, staying bundled up in your towel as you follow him into the next room.

San and Seonghwa are cuddled tightly together, trading soft and quiet kisses, but when they hear you both coming back in you watch San straighten up a little and look towards the two of you. They look so good together, so natural, relaxing against each other in the sheets looking far more at peace than you’ve ever seen them.

“Sorry about that,” He clears his throat softly.

“Don’t be sorry,” You shake your head.

“We’re supposed to be taking care of you,” He smiles, “I just got a little carried away,”

Seonghwa blushes, dipping his face into the pillow below him and you grin, “I’m actually doing fine, don’t worry about me.”

“Can we come back in?” Wooyoung asks as he climbs onto the bed, reaching back for your hand.

“Of course,” Seonghwa pushes San back towards the other edge of the bed and he lifts the duvet, “it’s your nest not ours, please,”

Something inside you feels a little soft, like warm melted butter at the idea of a full nest and you feel your tense shoulders relax. Wooyoung maneuvers you into the center, snuggled up between him and Seonghwa, but San reaches across and soon you’re sinking into all three of their touches.

“You want to try and sleep?” San asks softly.

“We probably should,” You nod.

Seonghwa finds the tender gland in your neck and strokes it gently, “We’ll be right here when you wake up,”

You shift closer, resting your cheek on his chest and you nod, “I know you will,”

“Good,” He sighs, pressing a kiss to the top of your head.

Held like this it’s easy to drift off so you do.

When you wake again it’s to the sounds of rustling sheets, but not someone getting up and out of bed, it’s the clear sound of rocking. Whoever it is sounds close, pleasured little pants and moans, and you can feel your stomach knotting up and just the sounds of sex in the room so close to you.

There’s a warm body behind you, just coconing you in, but it’s different than how you fell asleep. The body behind you is broader, warmer, and you realize after a moment of hazy waking that it’s San cuddled up to your back and spooning you, not Wooyoung. You slept hard though, and you’re not really surprised that everyone shifting around didn’t wake you even though the bed isn’t really large enough for the four of you. You’re all making it work and you’d be lying if you said the close proximity of them and their scents wasn’t keeping you calmer than any heat you’ve had before.

Your face is tucked into a pillow, and you don’t exactly want to alert the room that you’re awake, but you’re starting to feel uncomfortably hot again and you can feel yourself itching out of your skin, desperate to just slip a hand between your thighs and relieve the growing tension.

Someone, Wooyoung you gather, moans quietly next to you.

“So needy,” Seonghwa whispers, “and you’re not even in heat,”

Wooyoung makes another shuddering noise, and the bed moves next to you a little faster.

You feel it when San’s hand on your hip tightens, his breath warm behind you, and then there’s the telltale sensation of his cock growing hard against your backside. Your eyes flutter open, your hands gripping the bedding beneath you.

San swallows tightly and drops his lips to your ear, “You awake?”

You nod, lifting your head a little.

Seonghwa and Wooyoung are tangled together inches from you, and the groan that leaves you at the sight of them is sudden and sharp, a cramp lighting up inside you.

Seonghwa’s head snaps to the side at the sound and his brows knit together, “Omega?”

Your muscles clench, slick rushing forth, “Oh, god,”

Wooyoung whines, his fingers digging into Seonghwa’s shoulders, “Stay with me, Hwa,”

“I’m sorry, baby,” Seonghwa shifts to tend to the omega in his lap, “I’m right here,”

“y/n?” San’s lips press closer to your ear, “let me help,”

You relax into his chest immediately, your legs parting, body practically purring the moment his hand smooths over your hip to press between your legs.

“We have an audience, baby,” Seonghwa murmurs, pulling Wooyoung down to his mouth and kissing him soundly.

Wooyoung moans, desperate and shaky, his hips starting to move again beneath the comforter as he and Seonghwa rock against each other.

“You do like that, don’t you,” Seonghwa teases him, his fingers tracing a line up Wooyoung’s chest and circling his pebbled nipple.

“Jesus,” Wooyoung stammers, “fuck,”

You can’t tear your eyes away, you’re glued to them and the way their bodies move together, but you gasp sharply as San brushes his fingertips gently over your clit and starts to explore you.

“More,” You beg softly, “please, Sannie,”

If it's at all possible, his cock gets stiffer against your backside.

“Is my pretty boy going to come?” Seonghwa hums at Wooyoung, nipping at his lip and placing wet kisses across his jaw.

“I need it,” He chokes out in reply.

San pushes a finger inside you, but with the way you’re dripping and aching for a knot it’s nowhere near enough and you shake your head, “Alpha, please,”

“Shh, shh,” He soothes, pulling back his hand entirely, “hold on, jagi,”

He rifles around behind you, and you hear the sound of a drawer opening and closing. He’s fiddling with something behind you but you can’t turn around, you just need to let him take care of things. Your body is too flushed with warmth and slick with sweat to comprehend anything but the deep need inside you to feel what Wooyoung is feeling, and every second that you watch them makes your need hungrier.

“Here we go,” San wraps an arm around you, and you see a flash of something pink and blue in his hands but you don’t make sense of it until he hikes up your leg to open you up wide and you feel something hard push at the entrance of your cunt.

“What,” You start to say but then he angles the toy upwards and sinks the first few inches of the thick dildo inside you.

“Just relax,” He eases you, “watch them,”

A moment ago you would have said you needed a real cock, that no knotting dildo would do, but with the way San is wrapped around you it doesn’t seem to matter. The heat from his body sinks into yours, blooming jasmine everywhere as his breath passes over you, staccatoed pants with every sharp flex of his arm to fuck you deeper.

In front of you, Seonghwa and Wooyoung have gotten closer, their faces tucked close to one another as Wooyoung chokes out another moan. You watch the red blush creep up his chest, his back, his cheeks, flushing him deliciously as his body starts to tremble in earnest.

“Come, baby,” Seonghwa kisses his ear, “don’t stop,”

Wooyoung groans, muttering something into Seonghwa’s collarbone and he smiles in response, petting Wooyoung’s hair and dropping his lips to Wooyoung’s aching throat. Your body locks up, the sight too much for your heat-addled brain.

“Deeper,” You plead, “harder,”

San nods against your shoulder, “Good, omega,”

A throbbing pulses through your body, and he pushes the dildo in deeper, the knot at the base catching on your slick hole as he works the toy faster and harder. You look down between your legs, at the way his muscular arm arcs over your belly and at how fast his hand works the silicone cock inside you, and all you can do is moan and grip down on the bedding once more.

“I’m, I’m,” Wooyoung pants and you look back up, “fuck, I’m coming,”

Seonghwa sucks at Wooyoung’s pulse, teasing his mating gland and scenting him and you watch Wooyoung’s eyes roll back, his body locking up in absolute pleasure as his orgasm collides into him. He ruts himself against Seonghwa blindly, aching and whimpering until his hips slow and he slips down against the alpha to rest on his chest.

“Baby,” Seonghwa strokes his lover’s back, “you’re so good,”

The praise, even when not directed at you, sends a spark of needy pleasure through your body and you grip down on San’s arm, “Please,”

He shifts you both suddenly, wrapping you tightly in his arms and rolling you so that you’re laid out on top of him, your back to his chest and your body folding open and prone like a fresh flower. Once you’re settled there he returns to working the toy in and out of your fluttering walls, but this time he takes his opposite hand and finds your clit, setting a quick rhythm against your bud to stimulate you fast.

“G-God, oh god,” You grip down on the sheets, letting him control you.

“Good omegas come,” San all but growls in your ear, “are you good, jagi?”

“Yes, yes, yes,” Your brain is fogging up, things feeling hot and cold at the same time, “knot me,”

“Come,”

“Knot, please, alpha,” You manage, and even though you feel the pressure dropping low in your belly, the only thing that will get you over the edge of pleasure is his knot.

“You want to be filled?” He pumps the toy sharply.

“Yes!” You clamp your eyes down tight, holding on.

His fingers slip off your clit, hand reaching for something in the bedding and you start to whine but then he does it. With one full thrust the knot of the toy pushes up inside you and activates the primal part of your brain that had been lying so dormant. You’re flustered and coming hard so suddenly, but he continues to rock and grind the toy to catch against your clit and leave your body fluttering over into orgasm.

“Yes, oh, oh, fuck,” You babble, and then you feel something more. The sensation of a cock spilling inside you is so distinctive, so real, and you blink your eyes open with a gasp as the sensation heightens your orgasm into another rolling wave.

When it all slows down, you can barely breathe.

San leaves the toy inside you, one hand on your hip and the other slowly stroking your belly.

“y/n,” Seonghwa’s voice is warm and close, fingertips coasting along your cheek, “are you alright?”

“I’m so good,” You sigh, an overwhelming urge to snuggle into a cuddle pile and never leave it, “I’m perfect,”

“Not too rough?” San checks as he starts to push himself up a little.

You shake your head against his chest, your hands finally unlocking from the sheets.

“Alright,” He reaches between your legs and gently takes the toy, “relax, let me help with this,”

Knotting dildos, while an incredible substitute during heat, lack one feature most of the time. Where a real alpha’s knot would deflate and easily allow you to uncouple, knotting dildos like this one are just solid silicone. You let him ease the toy out of your channel, going slow and keeping you calm with his warm scent. When it pops free you fall back with a sigh, ignoring the sudden rush of artificial cum out of you.

“I’ll get a towel,” Wooyoung murmurs, and when you look up you realize he’s already standing and redressed in boxers and an oversized dark gray shirt.

“Water too,” San instructs and Wooyoung diverts to the mini fridge.

San eases you off his chest and to the side, and Seonghwa pulls away the sheets that had been under you, now damp and soiled with slick and cum. When he flops back to lie down you notice he’s closer, moving into San’s side and their bodies rest against each other from hip to shoulder, slotting together like a puzzle.

“Let me in,” Wooyoung says as he climbs back into the bed, a warm washcloth swept between your thighs and a water bottle in your hand.

Wooyoung’s phone lights up with a chime, an alarm, but he silences without a thought.

“Woo,” Seonghwa stops him, “get your meds before you forget,”

You blink hard and lift your head, “Your suppressants?”

“Mm,” Wooyoung nods, quickly moving towards his bag by the door, “I wasn’t even paying attention,”

“What time is it?” You twist in the sheets.

“You need yours?” Wooyoung asks, “Where are they?”

“What day is it?” You start doing mental math and in much the same way you need to take birth control pills like clockwork, you need to stay on schedule with suppressants.

“Saturday,” San runs a hand along your back to soothe you, “you’re alright,”

“Where, babe?” Wooyoung asks again, pulling your bag from the floor.

“There’s a pink pouch in the side,” You tell him, “they should be in there,”

“Got it,”

“Did you miss one?” Seonghwa eases you back into the bedding, “Or two?”

“One,” You answer immediately, your schedule built into you even in heat, “I’m good,”

“Good,” Seonghwa rubs your back, “don’t worry,”

“Here,” Wooyoung presses your pill pack into your hand.

He takes his own pill and then slides back into bed while you pop two out of their little foil packet, Friday and Saturday together, and then down them both with the remaining water in the bottle. Relief fills you immediately, the last thing you want to deal with during onboarding would be a broken and extended cycle.

“Thank you for the reminder,” You sigh, “I don’t know where my head is,”

“Heat,” Seonghwa laughs.

“Mm,” You nod, “this one has been so easy though, honestly,”

“That’s good,” San finds your hand and gives you a squeeze, “but don’t be hard on yourself,”

“Exactly,” Seonghwa nods, “I should have asked your schedule,”

“It’s fine,” You shake your head, “we’re good, crisis averted,”

Wooyoung laughs and snuggles up to your back, “God, could you imagine if we both forgot,”

“Absolutely not,” San groans.

“Both of you in heat?” Seonghwa shakes his head, “I don’t know if we could handle that one,”

“Ha ha,” Wooyoung grumbles, “I’m not that bad,”

“I don’t know,” You relax into their touch, letting your eyes drift closed again, “I think I believe them,”

He huffs into your shoulder, and San and Seonghwa both laugh again, shuffling lower in the bedding until all four of you are sandwiched together. Your body feels stiff, little cramps here and there, but for right now you can just relax and feel them close to you, their combined scents easing you into a warm mid-morning nap.

You spend the whole weekend tangled up with the three of them in every possible way, falling in and out of the peaks and valleys of your heat right alongside them. It’s easier this time around, never feeling faded or too foggy even on your hardest days, everything you need just taken care of without question. It’s surely the suppressants, but it’s them too, everything feeling so natural and easy and comfortable. You hardly have room to think of anything but yourself and the men with you until your heat breaks entirely.

You don’t think of them once until it’s over, and then you do.

This time it’s immediate, a fast sinking feeling while you’re awake that’s like being doused in ice cold water when drinking, an instantly sobering effect that leaves you blinking hard and slightly dizzy. San and Seonghwa aren’t with you, they’re in the kitchen making lunch while you and Wooyoung relaxed together in a bit of a post orgasmic haze, but all of a sudden you wish they were here.

“Shit,” You breathe, pushing yourself into a sitting position and dragging the robe tighter around you.

“You good?” Wooyoung asks from his position to your side.

“Yeah,” You nod, “but it’s done,”

“That was fast,” He murmurs, stroking your hair back, “I would have thought one more day,”

“Me too,” You breathe, running your hands over your face and trying to get your head around things. It’s both helpful that it’s Sunday so you can go back to work tomorrow, but too sudden, this heat a full two days shorter than the previous.

“What can I get you?” He rolls over onto one hip and looks up at you.

“Can you just hand me my phone,” You nod past him to where it sits on the charger, flipped over and silenced, “my roommates are probably looking for me,”

“Yeah,” He grabs it and then grabs the water bottle on the nightstand too, “here, this too,”

“Thank you,” You take both, and then drink as much water as you can manage to soothe your dry throat.

Wooyoung slides up to sit next to you and rests a warm hand on your knee, but he stays quiet and lets you come back to center.

After three days of being with them you almost fully forgot how you left it at the studio, how you left it with them. When you light up your phone and actually take a look at your notifications your stomach knots up immediately. There’s fluff of course, random notifications from Instagram and Twitter, a few texts from friends and you can see that your roommates group chat is actively pinging with messages, but then you scroll a little further to texts from a few nights ago and feel your pulse quicken.

You hesitate a little, not sure if you really want to know what the unread text from Mingi says, but then you click it and lose your breath all over again.

He’s freaking out a little bit, but I told him you’re probably already home and sleeping.

Which you are, right?

You swallow tightly, and then read the third one, sent fifteen minutes after the first two.

I just really hope you’re safe.

Now your chest hurts.

“What is it?” Wooyoung glances at you, but you know he knows.

It was real, you know it now. Deep in your core you know that every moment spent with them wasn’t just your heat, and it wasn’t just your hormones. The longing you felt after and your willingness to let them have every inch of you wasn’t just nothing.

You hand him the phone silently, you just can’t manage to say it out loud.

He reads the text and sees your expression, and all it once it dawns on him too. Wooyoung tucks your hair behind your ear and smooths his thumb along your jaw, “So this heat was different wasn’t it?”

Your eyes fill with tears fast, and you wet your lips, “Yeah,”

“Oh, babe,” His eyes soften.

“Woo,” You swallow hard to push the tears away, “I didn’t know, I swear I didn’t,”

“Fuck,” He gathers you close, leaning back into the cushions and tucking your face into his chest, “come here, don’t cry,”

You hear the door creak open and you press your eyes closed tight.

“What’s going on in here?” San asks, his voice low and soothing, “What’s wrong?”

Wooyoung rubs your back and sighs, “Life sucks,”

You laugh sharply into Wooyoung’s chest at his tone and nod your head, “Fucking sucks,”

“Oh, y/n,” Seonghwa murmurs, “are you coming down already, I’m so sorry we stepped out,”

Your brain throbs, the memory of Mingi holding you steady as you cried last time flickering so brightly you can almost feel the echo of his arms around you and you bury your head deeper into Wooyoung’s chest as if that will be a place for you to hide away from all of this.

“Get in here,” Wooyoung says at that, “she’s shivering,”

Someone warm sidles up to your back, and at the warm scent of freshly brewed coffee you know it’s Seonghwa. He cuddles you both close and presses kisses along your shoulder, “What’s wrong, jagiya? Talk to us,”

You search through your feelings, through all the things you could say or not say and all you can do is sigh, heavy and hard against Wooyoung’s warm skin. You push yourself back, rolling onto your back between them and you realize San is sitting on the edge of the bed by Seonghwa, reaching over his lover to rest his hand on your thigh.

You find Wooyoung’s hand in the tangled mess and lace your fingers together, “You’ve all been so wonderful to me the past couple of days,”

“That’s why you’re so upset?” Seonghwa smooths his hand over your forehead.

“I don’t want to go back to normal,” You confess, “I don’t want to go back to work,”

Wooyoung’s brows knit together, fully empathizing with the part that’s hurting so badly. In the clarity of your come down it’s readily apparent to you how different this has been from your time with Yunho and Mingi. This time was casual, this time was easy. The comfort of these two alphas was essential and soothing, but you don’t want them, not like you wanted before. You had been so sure the ache in your body that yearned so deeply was something so easily written off, a biological want, but knowing better now hurts.

“Why, jagi?” San strokes your skin lovingly.

“I’ve been so stupid,” You pull your hand from Wooyoung’s and sweep both through your hair, wiping under your eyes as you get control of yourself, “Woo was right all along,”

You know he’d normally make a joke, but he just nods, “I’m sorry,”

“Is this about them?” Seonghwa asks softly.

You manage a nod, “How am I supposed to go back to the studio?”

“Stop,” San shakes his head firmly, “it’s your studio too.”

“Is it though?”

“Yes,” He squeezes you, “I know this hurts, but you said it yourself, they wanted it to be a one-time thing,”

Misery curls in your gut at that thought, that your time with them really is over, but you nod, “They’ve been pretty clear, they just want to be friends.”

“And you?” San prompts you again, and Seonghwa looks up to him.

“I’ve been moving on from them since it happened,” You murmur, “I guess I just didn’t know before now if it was real or just… being an omega.”

“At least you know now,” Wooyoung offers quietly, “and I know this doesn’t help, help, but next time when it feels real, you’ll know it is, you can trust it.”

You don’t really want a next time with someone else, some faceless fated alpha, but you nod anyway.

Seonghwa leans into you, pressing a kiss to your forehead, “I know it’s hard loving someone, or caring for someone like this when they don’t feel the same,” he says quietly, “but believe me when I say you’re worth a thousand of them, and this heartache will fade,”

The room is still around you, quiet, and your breath hitches as you hang on his words and how true you know they are. Wooyoung reaches across you to brush his hand down Seonghwa’s arm, and you feel the weight of the bed change. When you open your eyes, San is gone.

“Sannie?” You murmur.

Seonghwa shakes his head against yours, “He’s fine,” he murmurs, “this isn’t about him,”

“It’s complicated,” You surmise, turning to find Seonghwa’s brown eyes.

“Isn’t it always?” He smiles, angles into a joke, and the moment of vulnerability is gone.

You let him hold you quietly in the middle of the bed for a moment before you manage, “What now?”

“Now we get up,” Wooyoung squeezes your hand, “we get cleaned up, and we get an absolutely delicious fucking dinner,”

Despite the tears lingering in your eyes his words pull a laugh straight from your chest and you nod, “That sounds… so good right about now,”

“Mhm,” Wooyoung nods, “you can’t let this pull you under again,”

“I know,” You breathe.

“Tomorrow will be fine,” He doubles down, “awkward, but you’ve done that with them before. You’ll be just fine,”

“Okay,”

“You two can use the shower first if you want,” Wooyoung kisses your shoulder.

“Should we order in?” Seonghwa asks, still resting by your side.

“No,” Wooyoung insists, “we’re going out, and we’re getting our minds off things.” He’s off the bed a second later and he follows San out of the room, no room for argument now that he’s set his mind to cheering you back up.

Seonghwa’s quiet, but then he drops his lips to your gland and presses gentle kisses there to help soothe you before he asks, “Are you up to going out? I can pull the alpha card if you need to me to calm Youngie down,”

If you’re being really truly honest, you want nothing more than to curl up in bed, but you know if you do that you’ll just spend the next ten hours worrying about tomorrow’s inevitable encounter. You chew your lip and fight the urge to take his offer, “It might be good for me to get out,” you settle on.

“Then we’re going,” He nods.

Seonghwa rolls off the bed, but you can feel the question lingering on your tongue and you reach out and take his hand, “Hwa,”

“What is it?” He smiles softly down at you.

You smooth your thumb along the back of his hand, “You and San,”

His smile fades and his eyes flick away from yours for just a moment, “I’ll tell you another time,”

“You don’t have to,” You rush to correct, “but you’ve been here for me, and I just wanted you to know that I’m here for you too,”

“I’m fine, y/n, honestly,” He retracts his hand but you tighten your grip.

“I’m sure you are,” You hold his gaze, “but I’m still here,”

He swallows tightly and then nods, “I’ll start the shower for you,”

You leave it here, you have to. With San so close in the next room and the way Seonghwa left you in bed you can practically feel his boundary line between you and you have to respect it. Maybe he’ll tell you someday and maybe he won’t, but it’s clear to you that there’s something swirling and deep between these two alphas and their omega. Even in the easiest relationships, things are hard.

With the room empty you take a moment and you turn your phone over in your hands. You need to put them out of sight and out of mind if you’re going to make it through the night at your own apartment without fixating on them and how you feel. But for just a moment you just can’t help yourself.

With a sigh you open up your messages again and read through Mingi’s texts and then Yunho’s. Your fingers hover over the keys and you wonder what message you could write back at this point that wouldn’t feel terrible to them or to you, or what doors it might open, but you don’t.

Seonghwa calls out to let you know the shower is warm and you pull yourself out of bed, leaving your phone once again face down on the dresser. It will just be what it will be, and nothing you do today will change that. You follow Seonghwa into the shower, and then you both follow Wooyoung and San out for the night.

It all feels normal almost immediately, like any other night out that you’ve had with them before. You don’t feel any longing, any desperate ache. You don’t want to cling to Seonghwa or San at all, despite how good the weekend might have been. Suppressants or not, you feel normal. Clear.

The remaining tension with San is gone too, with practiced ease he’s back to his normal self. You know it clearly, he’s done this exact dance before. He laughs alongside Seonghwa like best friends do, with a perfectly acceptable amount of space between them. No heated glances, no touches under the table.

You think maybe all you have to do is learn how to dance like San.

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