#granted it’s just a short YouTube vid but let me have this ok
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ohfugecannada · 4 months ago
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It’s so nice seeing art from the Jeff Loveness Groot miniseries still used by Marvel after nearly a decade.
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societymakemeinsecure · 7 years ago
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6/2/2018, 6am
I got bullied- in real life and on the internet.
I’ve always been the quietest kid in class. I remember when mom cut my hair short and the next day I enter class, most of the students started laughing and pointing at me... chanting ‘boy!’ I was really feeling awful and started crying in front of everyone 😣
I felt embarrassed and really horrible that time... I’ve also been physically bullied once by two girls for no fucking reason: one pulling my hair the other slapping me... I was helpless that time and was just crying...
now. Every time I get flashbacks of these situations it triggers me. It angers me. No one deserves to be treated like that. Just because I’m ‘different’ doesn’t mean you have to treat me like shit... I’m a human. I deserve rights. I have feelings!!!💔
There was also that one teacher(in first grade)that always made me sit with the boys and let the other girl sit together and she was really rude to me... but I was open about that and told mom about it. She had a talk with the teacher and solved the problem.
In third grade, we had a poetry reciting competition and EVERY.SINGLE.ONE.WAS.SUPPOSED.TO.PREPARE.A.POETRY.TO.RECITE.TO.THE.WHOLE.CLASS
that was terrifying to me as I’m supposed to stand in front of the whole class. Oh well. Nothing changed... I’m still the same...you always end up doing it anyways.
Ok so when it was my turn to recite the poetry, one of the boys was like: your voice sounds like a boy’s voice... and until now, I get that insecure feeling about my voice... I don’t sound feminine at all... I sound like a little boy honestly... (I’m 18 btw)
I still love singing anyways...only when I’m alone😂
I don’t have any talent. I always wonder what my purpose in life is... I always scroll through Instagram,tumblr watch YouTube vids and see how many people are blessed with such wonderful talents. I get jealous... I envy them. Because God did not grant me any talent at all. I suck at drawing, i suck at singing, I’m not good at playing music not good at anything... I’m not exaggerating... this is just the sad truth about me...
Lets come to the the Internet part
So I decided to make people smile...cuz my life sucks yaknow...lol
I’ve downloaded an online virtual game and started messing around/trolling people (not to hurt them) just for fun..even though I get into arguments many times...ehh I’m a moody person... ok anyways, I started sharing people’s reaction from my trolling with other people that play the same game on social media and I’ve gotten some good feedback...I became a little ‘popular’... it made me happy so I continued. I’ve got really obsessed with it and wanted to be more open to my followers so I started sharing my pics and personal life shit... but haaa happiness doesn’t last hunty..
I’ve started getting hate from people That don’t even follow me... they started criticizing and bullying me for my appearance and were trying to trick me into sending them nudes just so they can blackmail me and ruin my life... (not like it is not ruined already lmao😂)
So I decided to be anonymous and deleted my account so people would stop hating me... I’ve changed my username on the game and until now people did not notice me...
I know this does not make much sense I’ve been typing this for an hour it Is almost 7am and I am supposed to go to sleep xD
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