#granted i DID want a vague dissociationy vibe for this chapter but my god? was i good?

[vivrcard]

writings funny because of how much you lay bare for yourself/others when you write it....... like usually i try not to think about it too much but i just did a rewrite of a chapter i wrote about a year ago(?) and the whole time i was sitting there like 💭ohhhhh i was NOT in a good spot mentally