#gotta glaze all my art w/ nightshade cause fuck AI but it will be here soon

[charbies]

hey what's up uhhh I'm back here's a lil update about it

things are way better since my previous, very bleak & emo post last year. I want to thank every single person who took the time and care to send so many messages to my inbox wishing me well, it gave me much needed validation and outside perspective so thank u ❤︎₊ ⊹❤︎₊

I ended up taking a much longer medical leave and got to reset, reflect what was going on with my health, career, etc. Realized I wasn't just burning out, but that stuff going on there was an active trauma reigniting old trauma from when I was younger, so, not a super healthy environment and no wonder I couldn't keep hacking it

but a lot of beautiful things have happened lately in spite of the chaos: I got engaged to the person I so completely love. became fully independently licensed as a therapist. Had a birthday. Made quality time with new and old friends and mentors. Bought my first car. Made so much art.

A lot of things are getting better, I'm getting my life back

Soo now I hope to bring more stuff here semi-regularly and get back in touch with everyone here on tumblr dot com. Thanks again for giving me more to look forward to ദ്ദി・ᴗ・)✧