#got top surgey and now instead of experiencing peace
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It's a really fun thing that has happened during covid that my previously present-but-infrequent hypocondria anxiety spirals have been just Amped Up to the point they've evolved beyond worrying about covid to freaking the Fuck Out anytime anything is a (maybe, not even provably) little bit weird or a little bit achy (completely ignoring how weird and inexplicable my body has been for 25 years with no issues) and so I can never just have a nice normal day because I end up Freaking Out and then if I'm not actively Freaking Out about something I Freak Out about being so freaked out so often my heart's gunna give out
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#monster noises#I used to be so excited about getting top surgery#because it would mean I would largely not have to freak out about breast cancer literally all the time#but!!!! jokes on me I guess!!!!#got top surgey and now instead of experiencing peace#the ever present fear of having a stroke! or failing kidneys! or a brain anyurism! or an ulcer! or diabetes!#only a small selection of the things I've freaked out over in the last year!#some of which I am STILL FREAKING OUT OVER#someone take my brain out and clean it I'm so tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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