#got sexually catcalled at worka day ago and went into shock
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#cicisays#got sexually catcalled at worka day ago and went into shock#talked to some friends but seemed to be over it?#like my anxiety heightened but i fel tokay#cut to me this morning having a dream about being rh****** in front of a live audince of cheering crowds just watching#god i hate people#i hate anxiety#i'm overslept or underslept#my anxiety is quietly bubblingf beneath the surface#i called out of work becuase it's so bjusy there on weekends my anxiety would've worsened and then who knows what#i thought i was fine#thought i could handle#but I'm justa scared little kid all over again#why is it only ever close to safe at hime but never all the way?#trauma is so casually cruel like that#buildings aren't safe only people could ever be#even tho they can go and chage their mind anytime#:((#i am too open#too vulnerable#but i need to be cause it's a good quality#watching my back all the time is exhausting#but goddamit#dremas like that are why i fear going outside alone#it's why i don't go out alone unless it's work#a big part of strangers inherently scare me#there's always the little voice telling me I'm not safe here I'll never be#i jsut wanna stay in my bubble even though that's apparently not living#I'd rather kill myself than be handled without my consent#i'd rather die rather die rather die rather die
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