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"Say you're the pink one in your pack of wild dogs yes~? Pinky was it?" @askthe-devilface

SUSIE — Susie seems awfully proud of herself for that comeback, even if it means she did have to slip into her accent unintentionally. Even if she is ashamed of it to some degree, she's not going to let anybody know.

SUSIE — There's always been one unspoken rule in her presence: Ask stupid question, get stupid answer. Whatever counts as "stupid" really depends on her mood though...

SUSIE — Rather uncharacteristically, she seems to have completely (and deliberately) ignored the "Pinky" nickname. Maybe this time she assumes it's quite obvious who "Pinky and the wild dogs" are, and it's not worth quipping about. Who knows with her, really.

@askthe-devilface

[stellar-imagines]

NSFW SCENARIO REQUEST: ❝well-deserved payback?❞

[ Fandom: Boku no Hero Academia ] [ Characters: Bakugou Katsuki ]

「Teasing Bakugou had been something you have plotted but it wasn't like you had an ulterior motive behind it. Short skirts, skimpy underwear and whatnot. It took you a while until he finally had enough with your teasing and he decided to do something.」 [ NSFW under the cut! ]

BAKUGOU KATSUKI

Bakugou was clueless. He has no idea what kind of ploy you had in mind but he was starting to get a bit annoyed by it. Indubitably, you were acting innocent and if you commit no crime. When it started, he couldn't recall but it felt like you were doing this for days. At first, it was a short skirt and not just any short skirt, its stops above your mid-thigh. It was often that he griped about you wearing short skirts that fall right on your mid-thigh. However, this was far shorter than what he was used to. He did not like it and demanded you to go change, but being the stubborn person you were, you waved it off and told him that you were both gonna be late for school.

For the entire week, his felt his patience slowly thinning as each day passes. On Monday morning―the day this whole thing started―he was waiting in front of your door, knocking impatiently while yelling at you to hurry and threatening that he would leave you behind. He pointed out about your uniform skirt which he knew wasn't so short. You waved it off, mentioning about the possibility of suddenly growing taller and further stating the fact you're still a growing child.

This continued on till Thursday. You had refused to wear your skirt properly―he had assumed you were wearing super high just to piss him off. This attracted a lot of attention from other males. And he did not like it. 

Friday, he remembered that the teacher was absent. Everyone was busy doing their things in the class. Most were discussing about the Maths homework due tomorrow and stayed on their seats, opting to ask whoever was nearby. Bakugou had already finished most of it and decided to relax until he felt a message coming in. His phone vibrated once, he ignored it. Twice, thrice, four times, five times. And on the sixth, he annoyingly pulled out his phone to see who had texted him. 

And unsurprisingly, it was you.

Just from his lock screen alone, he was able to tell that you were the one sending all the messages. He turned in his seat, his eyes moving over to your seat, only to find it empty. Just seconds after, you came through the front door, holding onto your phone before tucking it back into your pocket. Bakugou narrowed his eyes at you as you made your way over to your seat. As you were seated at the back, you were able to see your boyfriend clearly. The exact moment Bakugou had seen whatever you sent, he locked his phone after one glimpse. Stifling a giggle, you watched as he angrily glared at you before turning in his chair again. 

He was now holding his phone protectively, shielding it from whoever was nearby. The moment you felt your phone vibrate against your thigh, you knew that he had responded to your text.

[First Name] [Last Name] hey katsukii look look [Image Attached] dont ignore me i kno u will like this im gonna spam till u pull out the phone katuski beb katsubaby give me attention

Bakugou Katsuki the fuck you thinking? sending a picture like that when we're in school?

[First Name] [Last Name] i felt a bit cute and wanted to share isit a crime to be nice and generous? ┐(￣ヮ￣)┌ so what do you think of my new underwear? isnt it cute?

Bakugou Katsuki wtf are you wearing it right now?

[First Name] [Last Name] are you actually curious? (　￢ ֊ ￢) what if i ammmm? are you blushing? ( *≧艸≦)

Bakugou Katsuki no im not and will you fucking stop with wtv ure fucking doing?

[First Name] [Last Name] im not doing anything（〃・w・〃） im just texting my lovely boyfriend, showering him with attention

He hated how you were so good at keeping this up, feigning innocent and all that. No, he was more surprised at how long he had endured your antics. His own patience and endurance shocked him even more than your persistence and new ploys. But even so, his patience was running thin. He managed to send you a few more texts before the next teacher came in to finish off the day.

Bakugou Katsuki you better fucking watch it later, princess

What was more irritating was what happened afterward. You had been summoned by Aizawa to assist with a few things which actually took a lot of time.

Once you got back to the dorms, the girls were in the kitchen, trying to whip up some dessert. Bakugou had reminded you about the homework that was supposed to be handed in soon and you asked for some help with it. While you skipped over to the kitchen after hearing Uraraka call you over, the ash blonde sat on the couch. With the long counter in the way, you had no choice but to go around it. Leaning forward and standing on the tip of your toes did nothing but reveal more skin of your upper thighs. He couldn't help his staring, can you even blame him for blatantly staring at your supple thighs? Just a few more inches and with you bending, he could see the curvature of your ass. Narrowing his eyes and exhaling loudly, he made a mental note to remind you of consequences of enticing him.

However, once you felt your boyfriend's eyes boring into your back and shamelessly checking out your legs, you found yourself smirking a bit. Jirou, who was mixing some melted chocolate had walked over towards you, asking if the mixture was okay. You glanced at Bakugou, noting that he was, indeed, staring at you. Attention shifting back to Jirou, you acted like you were ignorant about your boyfriend's gaze on you. Leaning forward until your butt was in the air, you swiped off the chocolate from the spoon Jirou was holding and had a taste. Bakugou's not-so-quiet hiss didn't go unnoticed and it was hard to contain the shit-eating grin that threatened to replace your innocent smile.

What on Earth are you wearing?! It was small but he was certain that it wasn't a g-string since the band was much thicker instead of being super thin. Whatever the fuck it was, he was pissed. How could you wear something so scandalous in public?

Too busy mentally cheering at your success, you failed to notice your boyfriend who had closed the distance between the two of you and was now looming over you. And when wordlessly grabbed your hand and dragged you away from the girls, you kept your innocent look, telling them how you had overstayed a bit. It wasn't a surprise when he pulled you into his room, locked the door and pushed you against it. His nostrils flared at the sight of your smile and his hands caged your body, preventing you from escaping.

"Care to explain? Drop the innocent act."

"My intentions are very pure. I was just trying to tease you a bit."

"By wearing short skirts to school where everyone can fucking see you, sending me panty shots in the middle of class and bending your ass over to show off your underwear?" As he listed the things you did, he was once again, amazed at how long he had endured.

"I was willing to let the skirt thing go. But the picture, anyone could've fucking see it." his hand moved from the door to your thigh, slowly sliding upwards until he felt the waistband of your panties. He grasped your chin, forcing you to look at him.

"You've been wearing this kind of shit the entire fucking day?"

"Oh, I've been wearing them all week." you seemed to be elated that your teasing had worked.

You gasped when his leg slipped between yours. His head dipped onto your neck, lips brushing against your jugular as he bit down to leave a dark mark on your skin that might last for days. The sensation made a whimper slip from your lips and Bakugou smirked after eliciting such a reaction from you. His lips curved into a sly grin as he moved his head to whisper in your ear. One of his hands slipped to your hips, the other still remained on your thigh, fingers digging into your skin as he jerked his knee, rubbing it against your panties. It drew out a rather loud moan, cheeks flushed as you hoped no one heard you.

"You're such a goddamn tease. No, you're acting like a fucking slut, desperate for sex. Showing off your ass when anyone could've walked in on you." he growled.

Being the one with their hands free, you wrapped your arms around his neck and pulled him into a kiss. Your hands moved frantically, unbuttoning his shirt and your hand before running your hands down his chiseled body. The gentle touches you left against his skin gave him goosebumps, making him groan in your mouth. You pulled away, tongue lolling out with a string of saliva connected to Bakugou's tongue. The hand on your thigh moved upwards to stroke against the material of your panties, just on your crotch, smirking deviously as he felt the material damp with your slick.

"So wet already, Princess."

He easily got rid of your panties, slipping his finger into your heat. You couldn't contain the moans and whimpers, your body involuntarily arched your body into his. Bakugou didn't hesitate to slip another finger inside your core, spreading them and stirring it inside you, relishing the way your insides tightened around his fingers. You couldn't stop your hips from moving, grinding against his fingers and moaning against his ears.

"Look at you, moving your hips so desperately. You look so lewd trying to get off from my fingers." he grinned maliciously.

"It's not my fault that you look hot when you're frustrated." you shot back. His fingers went even deeper, even curling inside you. Grasping his shoulder, your eyes clenched shut as you mewled his name, thighs twitching. He moved his hands to give your clit a few quick rubs. Your eyes rolled back as he nipped at your earlobe. Your climax was about to hit you and Bakugou could feel it from the way your insides convulsed around his fingers. You hisses when his fingers slipped out of your heat.

"Katsuki, why'd you stop?" your eyes were half-lidded from pleasure, breathing still ragged as your thighs shook. Fingers still coated in your slick, he moved it against your clit, effectively shutting your protests.

"It's not fair if you get all the fun, right? After all that stupid shit you pulled. I'm gonna take my sweet ass time with you." Bakugou growled deeply. All your clothes were tossed and the two of you stood against the wall, engaged in a kiss. His movements were rough and he dominated your mouth, sensually pressing his tongue against his and allowed them to dance. Your hands run up his arms, gripping on his shoulders while he squeezed your ass. He liked seeing you like this, face drunk from pleasure and eyes needy. He forced you on your knees, facing him. His erect dick was hovering over your lips.

You start with small, little licks that made his entire body shudder. He can never get tired of this sight, seeing you on your knees, slick oozing from your pussy and trickling down your thighs. Wrapping your hand around his length, you pumped it hard in your hand. This earned a groan from Bakugou who sank his finger into your hair, scratching at your scalp and urging you to continue. You licked long stripes against his length before sinking onto him, taking his entire cock into your warm, wet mouth. His breathing began to speed up and you could tell that he was really feeling it.

"You always look good on your knees sucking my cock. You really like sucking dicks, huh?"

"You like this? Taking my cock into your mouth and giving it a suck? You enjoy the taste of my cock?"

Unable to reply, you moaned around his length, sending vibrations across his entire dick. Bakugou groaned, his cock began to pulse around your mouth, the need to cum was growing stronger with each time you sucked. His grip on your hair tightened and began thrusting his hips. You gagged at the feeling of the tip hitting the back of your throat. He moved faster, watching as you struggled to take him in. Your hand squeezed his balls and Bakugou let out a howl. He watched your free hand snaked down to you neglected pussy, rubbing at your clit before pushing them inside your wet heat.

"So fucking naughty, getting deepthroat like this turns you on, huh? You enjoy this? Do you like it when I fuck your mouth? God, your pussy is leaking." 

Bakugou pulled out just before he could cum which shocked you. His cock was still throbbing, precum dripping from the slit. Both of your breathing were unstable but it took a while to regain your normal pace. He forced you up and facing the wall. Out of instinct, you found yourself bracing against the wall, hands pressed against the wall with your ass pushing out. Your pussy twitched as Bakugou teasingly rubbed the tip of his cock against your clit, smearing his precum all over it.

"Mmm.....A-Ah....." you exhaled as Bakugou slowly pushed his entire dick inside you. He stayed still for a good 10 seconds, giving you time to adjust to the sudden intrusion of his cock. He held onto your hips and began rocking them back and forth slowly.

"Mnghh...." the pitch of your voice rose when the tip of his cock hit you deep inside.

He began pushing his hips forward, starting a moderate pace that you were able to keep up. It wasn't fast nor was it too slow. As he did so, your head tipped back, mouth hanging open as you moaned his name uncontrollably. His hands were on your hips, moving your hips to his own tune. His right hand came to your front, rubbing circles on your clit. This position gave him a good look at you from behind, the dip of your back and the curve of your ass.

"Katsuki.....fuck!" you cried out when he pinched your clit. You kept your head down, biting your lip to suppress the moans. Your breasts swung along with your body, nipples hardened as the cold air blew against them.

While you were busy trying to maintain your position, Bakugou moved his hand to cup your breasts, kneading the flesh and pinching your nipples. Yet again, you threw your head back, back arching and ass rising, head rocking back and forth against his movements. Your entire body shook due to his pounding and you can't even do anything but respond to his movements. Bakugou groaned, the tightness of your pussy against his cock was too good. He dipped his head, sucking at your skin, leaving yet another mark on your neck.

"Do you like this?" It came out as a raspy growl, sounding more demanding than he had intended to.

"Y-Yes―Aaah!" your eyes widened, back arching when you felt a sting on your ass.

"You love being fucked against the wall, don't you? You're such a dirty girl." His thrusts became harder and violent up to the point your hands began to slip and you had to use your entire arm to keep yourself steady. It was hard to keep up, your body was so sensitive and can't even get him to slow down, considering the position you're being held in. A loud smack echoed in the room, your body tensed at the tingly sensation on your ass.

"Yes, I love it.....I love it, Katsuki.....!" you gasped. His hands went back to your hips, pushing you against the wall. The feeling of your bare nipples against the wall made you mewl. Bakugou lightly nipped your skin and leaned close to your ear.

"What do you love?"

"I love your cock inside me! I love being fucked against the wall by you....Aaaah, feels so, ahhnn, so g-good!" 

"Who's the best, huh?" he snarled.

"You are!"

"That's it, cum, baby. I want to hear you scream my name when I shoot my cum inside you. Cum for me, princess."

"Katsuki! Ahhnn~!" With one last scream of his name, your back arched with the feeling of electricity shocking your entire being. You stilled for a second, walls clenching tightly around his cock. Your whole body reacted, trembling and quivering as you came on his cock, arousal coating his length. Bakugou came with a loud groan, shooting strings of his cum inside you that had you moaning at the warm feeling building in your stomach.

He pulled out, releasing his grip on you which resulted in you sliding onto the ground. Your could barely stand and you felt your thighs twitching. Bakugou licked his lips, seeing you sit helplessly on the ground, your abused hole twitching slightly with a mix of his and your cum oozing out. It was a delicious sight. He loved seeing you reduced to a mess, that blissful look on your face after being fucked thoroughly, the way you relied on him for everything because you were too tired. It stroked his ego.

Bakugou lifted you up with ease, forcing your back against the wall. Your draped your arms around his shoulders and wrapped your legs around his waist. He held you with one arm and his free hand grasped his dick, guiding it to your soaking entrance. He pushed the tip in and pulled out, he did this over and over as if telling you how slick your pussy had became after the first round. He pushed into your core with one movement, succumbing into the pleasure he loved to feel.

He squeezed your ass and you spread your legs even wider. Bakugou began to thrust faster, accuracy increasing with every thrust. It wasn't long till he found that spot which made your eyes roll back. You didn't know how he could manage such a fast pace while being so on point. 

"Fuck, you're always so fucking tight. Your pussy gets so tight around my cock. Whose pussy does this belong to, hm?"

"Yours Katsuki! Oh my god―Please fuck me harder.....Aaaahn...Ah! Faster! Deeper!"

"This ass....." a squeeze to your ass.

"This pussy....." he gave you one hard thrust.

"And these tits....." a fleeting kiss and a small suck on your nipple.

"......they're all mine." he smirked against your skin.

His room became echoed with the sound of your ass clapping against his pelvic area, your moaning loud in his ear as you leaned your head back against the wall.

"Tell me, princess. Who's pussy is this, hm?" he stopped his thrusting with his cock buried deep inside you. He leaned close to your face, watching as you let out soft whimpers with a sinful look on your expression.

"Ngh.....!" he groaned aloud, eyes scrunching shut as he came. You studied his face, a look of complete bliss all over his face as he ejaculated. Even as he pulled out, he was still cumming, painting your stomach and thighs in white. You were spent, muscles begging for a break.

You leaned your entire body against the wall, using it as a support as you slid down. Your bottom stung a bit but the cool flooring was soothing against the burning skin. Bakugou who was busy taking a break finally made his move. He lifted you up, his legs a bit sore from standing too long. He laid you on his bed and your groaned at the feeling of your muscles relaxing. Your breathing was heavy, he can see it from how your chest was rising up and down rapidly.

"You're a sore loser, Katsuki. My body is aching all over now." your arms and legs felt like jelly and it was certain that you wouldn't be able to go back to your room tonight. A soft sigh escaped your lips, turning to the side, eyes scrunching in disgust at how sweaty your body was.

"You brought it upon yourself."

"I knooow." you moaned dramatically, the ache of your muscles preventing you from moving too much. Bakugou glanced back at you, seeing how uncomfortable you looked, sweating and completely exhausted. He should've held back a bit. 'I think I overdid it.' he cursed to himself, standing up from the bed. His legs were aching too, from how fast he was thrusting earlier but it couldn't compare with your soreness.

"What do you want?" Bakugou grabbed a random shirt from his closet and slipped it on.

"I want your love." you winked with a smile.

"Whatever, dumbass." he rolled his eyes.

Total: 3474 words Published: 03.10.2019

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Angry people

Angry is the easiest feeling to be expressed out carelessly. A person nt in control of his will power will without thinking throw a tantrum, spew mean words and feed their own ego and we always take that risk of saying things that is irreversible. We know it'll hurt n assured that we won't do it again and be better BUT only to succumbed and let yourself give in to it.

But, what's intriguing is someone who can in the midst of angry fits still surpressing the dire need to burst on impulse calmly smile and knows that a waste of negative energy spent is a waste of ones precious moment.

It could destroy something you have build Relationship, rapport.. Friendship..just because protecting your ego with might while standing on your self manifested pedestal is more satisfying than accept a different views.. Those are short term satisfaction. Anger is never an 'appreciating assets' u might think u hurt 1 person but boy how naive you are that u forgot that surrounding eyes are watching u. Strangers who doesnt know u already seen the worst of you. What a fucking waste..

But wait, calm yes getting back to it. Being calm is almost like a through years of training and countless times of impulsive burst of anger you finally said fuck this shit. Wake up the next day and decide to smile more often and bearing murphys law in mind, wise to know the repercussion ahead of his action Is someone i think have won his battle with himself but still find a better solution to problem.

Im 1 angry guy. I felt like a cb everytime i let the devil take over control. It's like im being rape and helpless while im feeding the evil pride in me. Comes to a point whereby while im busy showing people im angry and belittling the guy im engage with i have that faint disappointing feeling at myself. But as usual, whack only later can talk. So, when that later comes and finally u let that faint voice out to speak, you have wasted many n possible thousands positive reaction just because you think you can doesnt mean you should homeboy.

It's hard having anger management . Harder when that's our only way to vent. Because loud gets attention and being loud while making sure you're in everyone bad rep list soothes your man pride.

I'm just ranting coz felt like a need to put it into words. And to put it here in public is so that my life struggles are my anger..because i chose self b4 others. Im selfish.

Fuck up part is that split second before gg to a full blown gayest rage ever you already set the chain of reaction. I fucking knew what the outcome, if people were hurt.. Causing nuisances to other but sadly i am blinded.

What im saying is alcohol destroy moral, substance abuse i find it funny why isit subtance abuse when you're actually abusing yourself with substance? These group forgo relationships to feed his addiction so on so forth.. This are accompanied by an object.. But anger is affiliated nothing physical or instigators. Yet we could inflict if not as much at least irreparable damage. Those 2 despicable addiction is curable. Take the alcohol off or drug from the abuser. Make it zero accessibility for the abuser and u solve a problem. Relapsses occur if he found new means to acquire his vice. But as long become sober and engaged healthily im sure he wld prefer sobriety than being in the limbo.

But anger is nothing compared to convincing bunch of fools thats people see the stupidity in them tat they tot its an achievement. Anger resides deep inside the crevices of your heart and its attached itself closely to short term memory in your brain. Why short term? Cz u angry u got time ah to think what happen years ago. You only want that quick flash of memory and say heyyyy fuck it same ol routine let's donk it. Then hell break lose.

For those like me or have your loved ones struggling managing their big pride small ego, never stop encouraging them through their small little achievemnt as simple that time how they isolate themself away from source of anger. I would sit and cuddle my knees and just breathe heavily sometimes i would cry butost of the time i forced feed my thoughts and rationalise my action. It can take longer trying to talk yourself out. At this crucial moment. It takes another bigger person, whos is the victim of the angry person to come to him and tell him, hey while ur trying calm yourself, you achieved to be im control of your impulsive action. Small but with constant uplifting words and encouragement, the person who use to be angrier than the word itself will surprise u that they are actually a fucking nice chap.

We're only human. Share the blame and help us who struggle with our anger by telling us u recognise that we're trying and this time round, i see your struggles. No more reason and excuse of people only wants to see you angry because its your weakness. And it is you not people who chose to portray your ugly side and play victim by saying all they see is your negativity.

Self before others, happy reign over sadness. Resentment is the route to self entitlement and ignorance. There's a reason why i grow into an adult and leave the adolescent phase because no dhit sherlock.. I am suppose to leave that childish behavior long ago amd grow into something much more wise and tolerant individual.

Remember words from a wise old green thing.

.. Anger leads to hate, hate leads to suffering. You suffer nvm ok. Your pasal. You hurt other u dai.. Its locked down in their bad memories and until u chose to change and accept changes, boy you're in for a long ride. The jokes on u if you remain the same coz you're missing out social interaction. Be in control of yourself coz thats shapes your tmr. What's the hype keeping negativity when being happy sparks more euphoric feeling and accepted socially . Shun your ego that god has embedded in you just so u cn mess around and devulged in it. Like me, i had too much time feeding it. But no, things will change. Once this is posted. This is my recovery. Rehabilitation to a happier fendi.. My war. If you're caught in argument with me, let me be the ones spouting nonsense. Engage with me in softer but confident tone of voice. And i will eventually realise im the retarded ones and Shut my fucking ass mouth up...thats when u step in n look for queues of me realising my bodoh. Help me and tell me that hey. U pick the right choice and domt feel like your helpless cz u chose to be calm. Its 1 small step to better days..and we will see u through it.

So... If want to cibai.. Dont cibai like the world is yours. Because got bigger cibai u havent met amd your small penis problem is nothing compared to the cats u neutered. Nabei your cock problem cannot handle want to intervene into some inmocent animal problem.

Nights. Remember if its too good to be true, it is.

From your angry ego bruised boy.

Bruised bane loll

[whatsahin]

for my love kerwin

Minh🌟, [18 Oct 2021 at 12:00:06 AM]:

Ytd was hard but it got better i guess. Today is less hard and i am still trying. I am sad today. Accepting what happened and that u probably wont love me anymore. Yeah. Slowly right. 

These days i think about what happened. I cannot lie and say i nvr regret things. I chose to internalize them like what i did wrong, what i did right, your right and your wrong. I realize i was a kid in the relationship afterall u are my first serious adult rs. I thought i know so much but I didn’t. I talked to many people, adults who have experiences. Yeah i am really a kid, always want what i want, thought i behave well. Isit why u always called me baby. Next time kor teach me okay. I will tell u about my weakness my thinking, things i was scared to tell u because idk if u can process it. Self awareness is the only way for me sometimes. I am muddled by my emotions sometimes it is so painful. U were my light and i forgot i need to be my own light.

It is not like i think i am worthless or life is meaningless without u. But i know it will be so painful and in my mind, short term is always better than long term. And i was so comfortable with you, i didnt want to go through heartbreak without u by me. I am scared of pain. I am really. My mother said silly girl, u always rushed into things, gave everything. I said mommy i know, even then i still made mistake and made both of us suffer. It is so funny, i only realize certain things now and i have no choice but to regret that i cannot fix anything anymore. I am sorry. At the end of day, let’s both become better.

Lets start with the bad things i did:

1. My anger and expectations drove us both crazy. We are very nice people right but when it is the both of us, we always hold up our ego. Lets be fair i am way more egoistic. Ahhaahahhaha. Anyway, i shouldnt have so much expectations because i know u showed your love in your own way. I knew but i was still held back by my naive nature. At some point, i stop giving u the support u may need. 

Also i gave too many fucks about stupid and trivial things. The funny thing is i used to never care but when i am with you, i care so much. Maybe cuz i always want to prove to myself i have some position in your life. For this i feel like this is because u compartmentalize things, as a man, sometimes u are more distant or logic oriented and i feel lost. I shouldnt have. U loved me so much

I also realized it is normal in my family where everyone flares up. Sometimes i want to tell u i am sorry love, but i am used to it. It is a shitty excuse but now that i am self aware and i have written this all down. I will try working on it

2. I am never soft when i need to and i am too soft when it is nvr necessary. I dun say sorry or take actions when i need to and it hurts you. When i should stand my ground or have faith in myself, i kneeled and threw myself away and it hurts me. Idk why it is so hard to say sorry when i know i am wrong. Maybe because i am young and have this fantasy that u will be able to see my apology in my actions that u know i am very sorry. As it turns out, i am vulnerable infront of you and yet i want to be the best person infront of you. It is ironic because the best person should be accepting mistake and saying sorry but somehow apologizing was so difficult cuz i dun want to be bad in your eyes. Wow i am not the most logical person right. In my next time, i will try better hehehehehhe

3. I always think i am right. I forced u to listen to my explanation but i cannot understand yours. Actually we both dun communicate well because we hold different values and we dun realize it. The thing is this is what compromising should be - to know each other’s values and accept it but we are not even aware. It is a long process and we are not aware. I really believed we rushed in too fast. It is not that we wouldn’t work out, it is just we are not aware of so many things we are doing or surround us. But yeah i was a kid, i thought i was compromising, i am not. I telling myself just suck it up, not accepting it is okay. It is just you. U were both correct in our own ways. We have our reasons our upbringing our values. Am I entirely aware of this? Well not then but i am now. 

The other day i called my parents, i told them oh no i am very pampered and i always get what i want. I told them they loved me that is why they pampered me. Now i will go on and learn to be humble. Even if i am their precious daughter. I must also be a decent peeson

4. I am too passionate. Like 300% effort is not always the best things to do hahahahahah. I lost myself and my priorities and put burden on you. I really didn’t know ahahahahhah. For this point, erm idk what to say. It is my nature that i have always want to improve. Well i guess the next best thing i can do rather than toning myself down is to be ready to give more than receive and it is fine hehehehehe. I love each and everyone who stays by my side. Maybe they should also know sometikws there are things i wont do for them tho

5. I gave too many fucks about others and always have the worst it in my mind. Well i guess i have to say it is a bad trait i should start to focus on.

6. My inability and unwillingness to sort out the mess in my head. I cannot tell exactly why, maybe i was scared, maybe i want you to be still by me. Even if it was that sudden break up that traumatised but it was my responsibility to sort it out or ask you for help. I didn’t exactly ask you for help in the nicest way. It made u feel like i am threatening you. I am so sorry for all the pain and frustration u have gone through

Maybe i have more shortcomings and i can only see them as i grow more but i also know that i have done some right things and have tried the best as i know even if it is wrong. I have loved you, taken care of you and tried to solve our fights. Well it might not what u think is right but it is okay. I have to continue growing. I have forgotten myself. The one who didnt give many fucks. The one who just wanted to be happy. The one who accepted the meaningless and emptiness of this life, i just live on and be happy.

Sometimes u think i am feminist. Well maybe it is just my defence mechanism because there have been things tht i have been through since i am a kid. Maybe i have said once u have seen me as less but itvwas so long ago. I have nvr again thought u seen me as less of your equal. Dude i am literally self aware of my intelligence and appearance. Sometimes i complain because out there some people really did dismiss me before and it is very tiring to find a voice when i have experienced being silenced. Everyone even until now asked my dad if he is sad to have all daughters. Just want to let them know i may have accomplished more than some sons do

We both were really not ready. We rushed in too fast. We thought wow this love is so nice and warm. We dun know what is compromise, we dun know about our difference. We grown from our own experiences. We have been through a fair share of pain. We thought we know what we are capable of doing and giving in a relationship. Well i thought i knew. But we dun, compromising is never easy, we are firm in our believes and all. We forget things and it is fine. We should keep on going, writing it down and remember it because compromising is not changing yourself, it is both of us working to be a better person. I hoped we nvr agreed to compromise on bad things hahahahahah. I know u said your mom and your dad never fight well because their lives are established i guess. We both are finding ourselves a place in this life, coming from different backgrounds, different energy levels. I don’t know you kerwin. Just because u asked me to think about it, doesnt mean i can. We are different. And it is fine because like i said we are both fundamentally good people. There are no people in this world who will be the same as you like u and michael are still inherently different in certain way and unless u want to date another man. Not all women can compartmentalize and think always rationally in love. Ahahhaha okay but i am a kid so i have done very horribly. What i have learnt through reading and asking people, two people who complement each other, they work hard to compromise their values and have many levels of respects. I hope someday we will be able to that too. I know we can. Sometimes i am disrespecting your regards for me. Sometimes u disprecting my insecurities. It is fine. At the end of the day, self-awareness will be our guidance

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vPtzpjC7TF4&ab_channel=TED-Ed

[jobone123]

SATELLITE MAKER IS AN ACCIDENT WHEN IT COMES TO WALLSTREET fat n black HUSTLEING NI MAN N ANY MAN against 1 YACHT

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[hyunwoo-archive]

Showhonon! Again! Because i have no life ((help pls.)) How likely do u think shownu being sad that he almost ruined their friendship just went fuck it!! Im bad w words so imma dance for him. And he wants to make it special so he dances to one of wonhos songs(w/o knowing the song was meant for him cuz wonho was just like dude listen to dis isit good?) then they end up slow dancing together (after lots of crying n confessing)

kHFJKSAHKSF WHAT A MOOD STOPT my life is rly mx shownu nd then shownu pairings :/// but !!!!!! i talked abt this a little nd like . i decided to just Bullet point the Fuck out of this but ,,,, here we go . also i stuck this under read more bc it got so long yEET

can u imagine shownu Just floating around in the pool after hurting wonho’s feelings nd hes so frustrated w himself nd he’s so like !!! wow !!!! im dumb as hell !!!!!! i really almost ruined our friendship bc i just dont know how to communicate

but then he gets the Brilliant idea of dancing to convey his feelings (nd bc wonho’s always hoping shownu will One Day understand that the songs he writes is for him he always gives shownu a copy) nd shownu grabs minhyuk nd hes like “i need ur help can u tell me what u think of this choreo” nd minhyuk is like wtf do i Look like a dancer to u but he judges shownu anyways bc what are bffs for !!!!

the choreo itself is pretty slow nd like . intimate ? bc shownu wants to convey years nd years of hidden feelings to wonho nd by the end minhyuk has tears in his eyes nd hes like shownusus u are truly the dancer of our generation nd they spend the whole afternoon just getting the practice room ready (nd by ready its literally just cleaning it up)

minhyuk gets wonho to the practice room by telling him that he needs wonho for a modeling practice thing or w/e nd wonho is like :D sure :D but when wonho gets there minhyuk is nowhere to be seen and in the center of the room its just shownu whos nervously playing with his shirt nd wonho is abt to be like >:( wheres minhyuk when shownu speaks up nd hes like “listen i know ur Mad at me and i wanna tell u how i feel but im just . Not Good with my words bc i have so much i want to say so i choreographed something to ur song nd minhyuk also ,, nudged me in the right direction nd i realize that the songs u’ve been showing me are for me” nd wonho is like ? o worm ?? nd shownu just . does a lil gesture like u can sit down if u want 

wonho takes a seat nd hes like . expectant . bc whats shownu gonna do nd then the music starts nd its really Slow but very like . ardent . bc shownu is really doing his best to get his feelings across nd at the end hes breathless nd tired but he manages to squeeze out a “i like you, i do, i’ve liked you for such a long time” nd wonho is just Floored bc hes been pining for what ? since they were teenagers ?? nd here is shownu just Handing his own feelings on a silver platter nd wonho is just staring at shownu w his mouth open like :o nd shownu for Some Reason takes this as a sign he needs to talk more so he just starts fuckigng Rambling

hes like “i guess it was when were were thirteen and sleeping over at my house nd u were asleep by the first half of the second harry potter movie nd i looked at you and i thought you were just . really pretty and soft and i kind of hated myself for thinking that bc we’re both guys but i couldnt help it nd it just . spiraled from there . i hated the fact that u dated boys and girls that werent me nd i hated that i didnt say anything abt it” nd hes abt to continue when wonho gets up nd just plants his hands on either side of shownu’s face nd hes frowning nd shownu is like Damn lol i fucked up but then he’s like “ur so Dumb u know . i wrote songs for you, pretended to date so many people so that Maybe u could open ur eyes a little more, i even complained to minhyuk because i couldnt get u to see how i felt” nd shownu is like Huh . so u did . nd then shownu’s like hold the phone lol are u saying u’ve been flirting w me this whole time nd wonho is like holy shit ..... ur one whole dumbass Yes Shownu i’ve been flirting with you since we graduated High School nd shownu’s like Huh .... wow . me too nd wonho’s like ???? how

nd shownu launches into this lil story of how he tried to b touchier nd smilier w wonho nd offer to work out with him all the time nd wonho’s like ,,,,,, wow we need to work on ur flirting skills lmfao ur game is Weak ! nd shownu’s like yeah it rly is but he cant even find offense in that bc hes looking at wonho so Softly nd wonho breaks the silence by being like “so... can i kiss u ? will u be ok w that ?” nd shownu’s like Oh Yeah totally go ahead nd its so cute nd clumsy ?? bc theyre both leaning in but bump noses nd then wonho is pulling away nd laughing nd shownu cant help but feel so Endeared !!! hes in love yall !!!!! nd they try again after wonho’s like ok u go this way i’ll go this way nd shownu’s trying to hold back a laugh nd they finally !! kiss !!!! nd its so sweet nd chaste nd they pull away like :0 worm that was kinda . Nice . that was really nice why didnt we do this before

nd then shownu accidentally starts up all of me by john legend nd hes like hm . worm . wanna dance ? nd wonho loops his arms around shownu’s shoulders nd starts swaying nd shownu follows his lead nd theyre just slow dancing in a practice room at 9pm nd just !! bein so soft . smiling at each other nd laughing when they make eye contact :-(

they break the news to everyone else after a week nd everyone is like stfu we Know we’ve known for the whole damn week bc jooheon walked in on u guys making out and came running to us on the verge of Tears bc his shirt was underneath wonho nd it was his favorite shirt too nd showho are like o worm jooheon we’re so sorry we’ll buy u a new shirt but jooheon is Fake Sniffling nd being upset nd hes like Screw u guys i let shownu sleep in my apartment . in my guest room . nd yall wanna make out like teenagers on top of my laundry . >:(

showho end up becoming That couple like . constantly doting on each other nd being cute but only in each other’s company,,,, its all Sweet nd soft ...... the end

[agoodflyting]

Never Have I Ever (Kylux single dad/hot teacher AU)

1500  /  T  /  silly modern AU one-shot Ben and Hux get drunk and play Never Have I Ever. Other fics in this verse are here. 

Ben cracks the tops off two bottles of Sam Adams and puts one on the table in front of Hux. The other he slides across the table in front of his seat. The lights are low, just the cheap bulb over the kitchen stove casting sickly orange light through half the apartment.

“Alright, no excuses, no wussing out. We do this like men.”

“Damn right,” Hux agrees, clinking bottles with a frown that’s too serious to be sincere.

“Hey, this is serious. Have you played before?”

“Not personally, but I’m familiar with the concept.”

“We should have more people, but whatever. We can do it with two. I’ll go first.” He eyeballs Hux from across the kitchen table. They’re a bottle of wine deep already, and Ben got the brunt of that because Hux is a damn lightweight. Personally, he’s not drunk yet, but he’s on the right track. It’s been long enough that the looseness in his limbs, the pleasant haze over everything is actually fun. Or maybe that’s just the company. It’s a quarter-after ten. If he was out with any of his old friends they’d all probably be hammered and obnoxious already. Something would be broken, but he’d be too shit-faced to care.

It’s just him and Hux tonight, which is... new. Different, but good. Rey is spending the weekend fishing with her grandfather on his boat, and she’d been a hell of a lot more excited about it than Ben ever was at her age.

“Well?” Hux prompts, loose and easy.

In the end, he lowballs it.

“Never have I ever... been to France.”

Hux considers.

“I drink if I have-”

“-have done it, yeah.” Ben agrees.

“Right.” Hux pauses, the bottle in his hand. “How do you know I’m not lying?”

“Because lying on ‘never have I ever’ is like lying to your dying grandmother. It’s the worst thing you could possibly do aside from... I don’t know, square dancing.”

“That bad?”

“Hey, relationships are made on this game.”

The r-word sort of floats, awkwardly between them and Ben suddenly wishes he could take it back.

They weren’t dating.

Hux had been really clear on that. Not while Rey was his student and Ben was her dad and it was all in this weird gray area of ‘unprofessional conduct.’

But while ‘not dating’ didn’t come with any of the usual fun naked benefits that came with dating, it sure did include a lot of Hux hanging out at his house, and going with him and Rey to the park, and sometimes, after Rey was asleep, pulling his knees up on the couch and curling into Ben’s side while they watched a movie.

And, apparently, getting buzzed on cheap wine and biting his lip in a really distracting way while they played ‘never have I ever’ alone in Ben’s apartment on a Saturday night.

“Never been to France, no.” There’s a sly smile.

He  looks warm and just a little soft around the edges, with the first two buttons of his collar undone and a little bit of pink on his cheeks, but his pale eyes are still sharp and his hands are steady as he picks at the label of the beer bottle. Every now and then his tongue flashes out, chasing the faint taste of grocery store wine on his lips, and Ben’s gaze flicks to it every time like a guilty secret.

Ben hasn’t been this excited for the end of the school year since he was a kid.

“Alright, your turn,” Ben says.

“Never have I ever,” Hux begins slowly, considering, “Kissed a woman.”

A gut laugh is punched out of him. He doesn’t even know why he’s surprised. Of course Hux played to win. “Oh, that’s how it is, huh?”

Hux’s smile becomes a full-blown smirk. “That’s how it is.”

Ben tips the bottle back, grinning, “You’re such a jerk.”

“Don’t be a sore loser when I win.”

“Well, it that’s the way you want it- never have I ever been to college.”

“Oh now that’s just low-” Hux protests.

“Uh-huh.What’s the matter, you can dish it out but you can’t take it? Drink up. Go on mister ‘masters in education’.”

It’s the last one Ben gets in for a while. Hux hasn’t done anything. Meanwhile, the jerk rallies quick, hitting back with never have I ever ‘gotten a tattoo’ and ‘gotten arrested’.

“Okay, that’s just- that’s not even fair,” Ben complains.

A crooked flash of slightly-uneven teeth. “You’re the one who wanted to play.”

On his fourth beer and Hux’s second, Ben finally manages to get him with, “Never have I ever broken a bone,” and he’s not counting his nose because he’s desperate.

Hux drinks, lips wrapped around the bottle, throat exposed, and it hits Ben all at once how drunk he’s getting because that was... really distracting.

“You go,” Ben says, waving a hand like he can brush away his lapse of concentration.

“I don’t know,” Hux sighs, gesturing clumsily with the bottle as he sits it down. “Never have I ever... cheated on a partner.”

“Hah! Me neither.” Ben says, triumphant. “I may be a fuckup, but I’m a monogamous fuckup, thank you very much.”

“You’re not a fuckup, Ben. No- no- Shush. Shh. You’re not. I wish half my parents cared as much as you do, you’re not- you just keep trying even when things don’t... I have a lot of respect for that. For you.” He hides his sudden embarrassment behind a drink, tapping on his sternum and clearing his throat.

“Thanks, Armitage.” Ben doesn’t often use Hux’s first name, just because it feels weird, but this seems like a good time for it. The tips of his ears are faintly warm.

Somewhere behind Hux, the fridge kicks on with a low rattle.

“Whose turn is it now? Isit- is it my turn?”

Ben takes in the pink flush on his cheeks, the edge of a slur in his voice, “Okay, how are you winning and you’re still drunker than me?”

“Well it’s not like I do this often.”

“You know,” Ben muses, fighting a smile, “You kinda start to sound like that guy from Mary Poppins when you’re drunk.”

Hux’s face is a perfect picture of outrage. “Oi-” a thump, and a bony foot connects with Ben’s shin under the table, and he laughs. “Fuck you.”

“Uh-oh, someone said a bad word.”

“You- you shut up. Go on, your turn. Go.” The nearly empty beer clatters on the table as Hux tries to use it as a prop to gesture with. “Arse.”

“Never have I ever had a threesome,” Ben shrugs. He can’t think of anything else, not with the way Hux is slouched in his seat, soft and easy and distracting. His normally-gelled hair is loose and limp. There’s a piece of it hanging his eyes and Ben has the worst urge to reach across the table and tuck it back behind his ear. He likes Hux’s eyes. They remind him of being out on his dad’s boat as a kid, and the shallows where the ocean is green one second and blue the next and you can just sit there watching it, trying to catch the point where it changes but never ever managing it.

He really wishes Hux wasn’t drunk, because he’d love to find out if ‘not-dating’ included kissing.

“Oh are we getting to the sexy ones now? Took you long enough.”

“What?” Ben laughs.

“I thought that was the whole point of this- thing. Game. Get everyone drunk and talk about sex.”

“...Well you’re not wrong, but that wasn’t really my plan here.” It sounds weak, but it’s true.

“Mm-hmm. My turn- never have I ever,” and okay, the way Hux draws out his ‘r’s when he’s drunk really shouldn’t be allowed. “Had sex at a school.”

Ben almost feels good about himself for half a second, and then pauses, hand halfway to his beer. “Shit, wait are we counting handjobs here?”

The offended look on Hux’s face makes him feel like he’s sixteen and getting caught feeling up Mark Evers in the boys locker room again. “Ben Solo. You awful pervert!”

“It was high school! Come on, finding places to fuck in high school is practically an elective. Everyone did it.”

“I didn’t.”

“That’s because you were one of those good kids.”

Hux huffs. “No, it’s because my father would have murdered me and buried me under the track field. Do you have any idea how impossible it is to get away with anything when your father is the principal of your school?”

“Your dad was your principal? Shit.”

“And the headmaster of my primary, before we moved here.”

“Ouch. That explains a lot.”

“Doesn’t it?” Hux pulls a beleaguered face. “Your turn.”

“Okay,” Ben thinks, rolling the bottle back and forth idly between his palms, “Never have I ever sucked my own dick.”

He only said it to make Hux sputter, so Ben nearly chokes when Hux blushes crimson instead and tries to sneak a surreptitious drink.

“Wait, what?” Ben cackles. “Oh my god. What?”

“I was fourteen and flexible, alright? I can’t still do it,” Hux mutters.

“Shit, have you tried?”

“It was one time at camp. Oh, god...” His head drops to the table, burying his face in the backs of his arms.

“What the hell kind of summer camp did you go to?” Ben is wheezing hard enough that his core aches.

Laughter is contagious and Hux erupts into stifled little giggles, his shoulders shaking “...chess camp.”

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ivastly mean then-system. isit better now?!  #what #is #daytime #char ged @law .@laws .@judge .@judges .@harvard_law .@fisa .@sun @laws @law @harvard_law @lawyercom @ap @reuters @bbc_whys @snowden @haaretzcom  someone decided mnaaaah we keepit asdayfool and use that to shuffle scu ms and harms and if he daytimecharges what we trickfraud it andifit s nolongerpossible then how do wemake a twist or a trick to fraud it on cemore and seeifit works thistime and and and and if we try this? whatkindof shitsystem does this howmany analysises didthey damamge away lets say beneath itb test prestudy time itis a civillian but itis a blackswan civillian intel survivor exposure to scums because fraudsys tem you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! let em implant whatthey want damamge whatth ey want rape whatthey want andthenyou tryto steal what i made despite it all what is daytime charged and repeatedly for ten years sin ce echr2800/10 to 3781/20 eu andlocal and countlessother insitutioons of banking and law //// remember: each bunch stealsdifferently but they onlycan because itstarted as intelmistake each bunch steals dif ferently. some are hey look what ifound andfound first  others t hrow arock at its head soit falls intomy sack hiring recruiting other s ifigureout what he wants to porn hold mybeer others he is my ssss exslavetransvestite mother shabooboo and i aeh deserve money others nu ts!nuts!nuts! b a t  shit nuts!! quick!! germancure him and dont l ethim speak before he ifnects us with his paranoic thoughts others wh at realtime iaeh keepthemoney abit fornow thatits safe  inmypocke t others frivolous lifecenterpoint he aeh is just abit aeh… s t i n g y no  aeh a s k e t i c  so quick!! taxit. and and and and if w e taxhim as deadbody? others iiiiiam the glorious pirate of the shit valley thou shaltnot pass until i keep halfof allye got ye others p orn it with minors and play word against word aaaaw thatguy again!  thati s the f i f t y f i r s t case this year alone- but but but butyou mus t belllliiieieeve ??meeeeeeeeehhh?????…. others have other tricks h e is aeh generalissimo so my legitimate prisonor we mess with him and h is security and he typed jail us so he iiis generalissimo and aeh my aeh e xtra gay prisonor and now welcome as our guests others mmmmuaaaha hahahaa welcome to our horror show  and t o n i g h t : after greatest moments dvd: a n o t h e r episode: does it explode bloated guts or n ot explode then a glowing ball or sth preferably mingled with germans ss s s ss s ss s s e x  each scumbunch has their  own trick to steal and fraud ally ou armor against routeplan against safehome against rubbbbbertitt tt and cover from safecar and daytime realtime sort ruthlessly hit the case without brakes for 20years then the fix nothinghappened killall nothinghappened letmore then decoy thensmear then repeat /// centerbacklow aimed 155am is: idont en vy curveball signed up for an intelgig to lie leadingto anothermistake. was his path intelmistake better than really didntlie 20years . itis a good hint if germans efforted hideously what  as agenda what abo ut the pileof crap over the case each and every single year //// isthere? no?bonus?whatsoever?!that it d i d start as mistake of t h e i r s asif their mistakes are my fault they fucking taughtmy ownbrother to drop down and rollaway from me the ev il assassin that replaced christian kiss because they didnt even kno w either  not me the replacer and not me the replaced thefffffffff fffff f f f f f ?!?!? /// #wh en #one #minor #germans #used #believed #their #trick #alibis #back #t hen #theyll #swear #their #very #life #away @zuck your @facebook #facebo ok platform didnt frame intel dependency relationships to germancockroa chgermans or sth because they give eachother alibis to rape civillians wit h intel coma drugs right? goodluck when they didnt have to sneak around barricades in y o u r cases while stayingout of daytime letal one how they germansolved it archaic scream theraphy oninteldrug +no why was sth itwould explain alot whenits simply apropaganda tool far beyond rational arguments greetings I am Christian KISS BabyA WACS – Raw Independent Sophistication #THINKTANK + #INTEL #HELLHOLE #BLO G https://www.BabyAWACS.com/ Inquiry@BabyAWACS.com PHONE / FAX +493 212 611 34 64 Helpful? Pay. Support. Donnate. paypal.me/ChristianKiss

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[18:46] Bryndi Ingersoll stopped, glancing around. Her whole body stiffened. She knew there were vampires there. She could sense it, and her guard went up. She noticed Doll right off the bat, which meant Michael was around somewhere. She shivered and turned to Lek "I changed my mind...let's go back to my place. I don't feel comfortable here anymore." she whispered and tried to pull him toward the door. "Please let's go.." she sounded upset, scared. She just pulled him toward the door slowly, her eyes darting around. [18:52] Moon (rafiel.sporaciao): Lek frowned the more he looked around towards everyone. Glancing over to Kayla as she shivered and quirked a brow, "Ya..aight?" His tone and expression though was still depressing. Although he didn't want to bring up what had happened to her. His arm was still around her neck, scanning the partiers as she mentioned not wanting to be there anymore. His head hung, having walked all this way. But at the same time he wouldn't have a problem with it since the man didn't want to be around all those people either. His voice becoming low for only her to hear, "Nothin' ain't wrong isit?" He did notice that tone, curious of what she was scarred of. She did want to go here so enthusiastically, which meant the woman wasn't probably scarred of strangers. Nodding softly he would go without resistance and try to cheer her up, "Aight aight. Least I ain't gunna set off no medal detectahs." [18:57] Kisling (honey.martiel): Kisling had been sitting at the bar for about twenty minutes, the music finally starting to annoy her. Does it have to be so loud? She starts to walk away from the bar and towards the steps when she sees a familiar silhouette... covered in piercings? No way. Her heartrate picks up as she starts towards that person, and as she got closer and closer they became all too recognizable. She can hear it pounding in her ears, her heart and it felt like it might rip out. Clutching her chest, she continues onward, picking up her pace. "Lek?!" she shouts, though probably drowned out by the music. As she comes within a few feet, she stops and sees something she wish she hadn't: Him with another woman and they look like a coupl-- Wait. What are you thinking, you don't even know if this is him or not. Calm yourself. What are the odds? Kisling swallows her pride and dashes up behind them, tapping the guy who looks so much like him on the shoulder, "Ex-excuse me!!" ((And I then felt like an animu character.)) [19:01] Bryndi Ingersoll was glad he went with her without arguement, her hand in his, pulling him to the exit. She turns as she thought she heard someone call out Lek's name. She sees a woman coming toward them, her eyebrow raising. She releases Lek's hand and her arms cross in front of her, feeling naustous all of a sudden. She was already nervous and just wanted to leave. Now some girl was trying to talk to Lek. She just wanted to get home to the safety of her bed. As she tapped him on the shoulder, Kayla would look to Lek, waiting for his response. [19:09] Moon (rafiel.sporaciao): Lek didn't hear his name called out at first, proceeding to walk off with Kayla. Looking over as she suddenly let go of his hand and noticed her eyes were somewhere else. Stopping with her and turning confused as he felt someone tapping at his shoulder. He had grown much more since school years ago and looked right over her head before down towards the other woman. Frowning a little as he didn't recognize her at first, "Yea?" His voice was deeper from teenager years but still had that rasp to it. Besides his arms seeming slightly larger and a less puffy face, he would be pretty easy to recognize with 30+ more piercings now. [19:15] Kisling (honey.martiel): Feeling her heart sink as he turns to face her, she stares at him for what could be a very awkward moment. All of a sudden, it seems like she might cry. What the fuck. It /was/ him. "Where the fuck have you been?" Reaching out, she goes to grab his sleeve by habit but thinks better of it seeing as how the other woman's reacting. Looking to her, she brushes her hair behind her ear and holds her hand out to her in a handshake. "I'm.. I'm sorry, I'm Lumiere. I don't mean to intrude on..." Whatever this was. What was this? Then again, she can't really expect him to not see other women. It'd been at least two years? Kisling glances over at Lek as she waits for Kayla to shake her hand or reject the offer. Pounding even louder than the music, her heart feels like it's going to burst at any moment. This was so unreal. [19:20] Bryndi Ingersoll watches the woman and how she is reacting towards Lek. As she seems to know him, Kayla raises a brow. She takes her hand and tries to smile "Nice to mee you. Name's Kayla." she said over the music. Lek and her weren't dating...they were just..she didn't even know what they were. She just stood awkwardly for a moment, her eyes going from Lek, to Lumi, to the crowd. She was really uncomfortable being here, and it showed. She was shifting on her feet, her arms crossed in front of her body. Lek hadn't told her much of his past, so she had no idea who this woman could be. She just sighed, and waited for the conversation to be over, so she could go home, get a shower, and sleep. [19:28] Moon (rafiel.sporaciao): Lek's tone was brusk as with most first encounters with people, moreso with her reaching out to him. Jerking his arm away so she couldn't touch him, "What? Who da fuck ar'-" Seeing the hand come out he would look between the two confused until hearing that name. Suddenly the man froze in his place and seemed to have the life sucked out of him. Turning white with about as shocked an expression could get. Gulping he seemed to barely be breathing as he just stared at Lumiere. He was lost for words for awhile. Why was she here? How long had she been here? Out of all the places in the world he had to meet Lumi again. His heart was pounding, feeling like it was ripping to shreds as Kayla returned the shake. What was he going to do? He didn't know -what- to do. His voice in a near whisper, "Oh...my god." Shoulders rising more as his breathing was quiet but deeper. Hands beginning to shake. Now what? He avoided her all this time only to run back into her. He was starting to regret coming here, maybe if he stayed in the last town. Hadn't caused trouble there would have let him stay. Going to a small town in hopes of less people, less Chance of running into anyone from those years. From his past. And there she was. Standing right there. He didn't know how to do anything, it was like someone had just removed his brain. Literally dumbstruck, Lek's mind and heart  pulled in every direction possible at the same time.meet you too." She takes her hand back meekly, instantly twiddling her thumbs as her hand finds it's match. Forcing a smile, she looks to Lek but drops it as soon as she sees how he's acting. Going white herself, she starts to regret bothering them. Had she been wrong in her assumption? Maybe he wanted rid of her when he'd left or something... Her gaze goes instantly to the floor and she tucks stray hairs behind her ear again. What was she doing? Did she expect Lek to see her and there be some scene with a field of flowers and them running at each other with open arms? This isn't the movies. "S-sorry, I'll just..." Turning to the stairs, if nothing was said to her, she would leave silently to go wait for Callista. How stupid could she be, thinking he'd hold a candle for her or something like that. That only happened in those trashy romance novels your sister used to read. Nothing works like that in the real world, you should know better. Where the hell is Callista? Why does your chest hurt so much? [20:05] Moon (rafiel.sporaciao): Lek noticed the change in her voice since 2 years back, but there goes the fingers twiddling again. Her small gestures and antics perhaps hadn't change since. He felt like he would be sick any minute now, his stomach was twisting and turning at the sight of her. Leaning in for what seemed like a milisecond at wanting to move her hair away from her face. He wanted to hold her again. Hell, he wanted to just grab her and never let go. To try and explain himself, of why he left. Hearing her speak and starting to head out he still stood there. It felt like his legs weighed a ton, that even if he wanted to move he couldn't. This heavy feeling overweighed him, a vulnerable look on his face. Holding his breath and clenching his teeth as she started to move out of his periferal vision. Suddenly huffing out a breath with a slouch like the man was about to be sick. He wanted to just fall to his knees and lie there to die. This all. Just. Sucked. No words came out of him the whole time. His mind though was screaming her name but nothing seemed to pass through his lips. Gulping with his body tensed up as much as it could, it felt ill. His eyes finally moving from the spot that Lumiere was moments over and slowly shifting over to look at Kayla. His body heating up yet still looking pale, the man looked scared. No, not scared. Terrified. What do I do? repeating in his head ata million miles per hour. What could he do? What if he does go after Lumi only to leave her again and leave her heart broken. If she left now and thought he hated her, then the wound would heal... right? Eventually she would get over him and move on. Who are you kidding? Lumi has to be over you by now. You left without a single goodbye or explanation. She has to hate you now. Lek couldn't move still. Even when looking at Kayla with this soft look. His light brown eyes seeming deep and lost. He had to leave. This wasn't for him. A nice little town? Yea, that did fit Lumiere. But a metalfaced punk like him? The law he's ran into, the people he's been with... he didn't deserve a this. He felt like he didn't deserve anything. Why did life have to be so difficult. There he was, so many things running through his mind. Yet on the outside he did move besides hisfingers that seemed to shiver. [20:24] Kisling (honey.martiel): Kisling looks back once, seeing that neither Lek nor Kayla have moved and she leaves. All of this is way too much. Meeting him is too much. Not even that, the fact that he left in the first place is too much to bear with and then to see him with someone else? Her attention snaps forward and quietly, she starts to wipe away the barrage of tears that start to stream violently down her face in the quietest manner possible. If he was going to be like that, why should she bother them further, right? Don't cry in front of him, don't be selfish and turn around, even though you desperately want to. How stupid is this.... Callista was going to hear so much tonight. Actually. Stopping, she rubs her face as dry as possible, turns right around and grabs Lek by his wrist. As she's starting dragging him away, she apologizes over and over to Kayla, "I need to talk to him! Please don't mind!" If he didn't resist, which she's sure that he won't with the condition he's in, she'd drag him out the door. [20:26] Bryndi Ingersoll watched Lek's reaction and took a few steps back. "Oh my god.." she whispered. He was acting as if his heart had just been ripped out. She knew the feeling, and the look on his face. She had worn that same look when her ex lover and her broke up and she ran into him later on. She just blinked and inhaled and spoke "You..you love her..." she stuttered out. Her mind was realing. She couldn't believe he had sex with her earlier and now, this girl comes up and he acts like she doesnt exist. As he looks over to her, she notices that look in his eyes. "I...I cant.." she felt tears well up in her eyes. No, she wouldn't cry here, not now. She took another step back, feeling a hard blow to her heart. Did she have feelings for Lek, yes, of course. She wouldn't have slept with him otherwise. She knew that after his buzz wore off, that he would regret doing what they did. She had a feeling that he was regretting it. Just then Lumi walks up and grabs Lek and starts to drag him away "Are you fucking kidding me? Dont mind?" She growled and then glared at Lek "Wow..." she said and then swallowed, shaking her head. She felt the tears coming down her cheeks and she just stared for a moment "Wow...I thought you actually liked me..." and then she turned around and headed for the door, without waiting a response and took off running toward the hotel, only she stopped once she got into town, looking for any of her friends to talk to. [20:52] Moon (rafiel.sporaciao): Lek's mouth opened agape as he tried to say something but still it didn't come out. Hearing the word 'love' suddenly made his eyes feel like they were shaking too. Glancing over to Lumiere to see that she was still walking away. Mouth closing in a gulp as he heard Kayla stutter out. His eyes moved back to her, seeing that moisture in her eyes. "Kay-Kayla.." He near jumped at feeling his wrist grabbed and pulled, eyes going wide as he stumbled. Looking down to see Lumiere dragging him away. What now? He nearly choked on the words, "Lumi...stop.." He couldn't do this. She should have never seen him again. "Lumi..Stop!" He suddenly ripped his wrist away from her and seeing that she might stumble from the sudden yank he would attempt to place his hands on her shoulders. He really felt like this had to end, his existance... or history with Lumi had to end. His expression was still upset, depressing... vulnerable. Lek's voice in a near beg, "Please...jus...stop." Turning as he heard Kayla, "Wh-" suddenly freezing [20:52] Moon (rafiel.sporaciao): up again as she spoke. What have you done? You already broke Lumi's heart... and now Kayla's? Seeing the tears his hands slid off of Lumiere's shoulders to turn and try to approach her until suddenly Kayla started to jet off. If Lumi didn't do anything he would turn to begin chasing Kayla, "Wait!" [20:59] Kisling (honey.martiel): Doing as he expects and stumbling forward, she feels a bit relieved when Lek disallows her to fall... though her heart just about stops as he turns away from her. Watching the events before her unfold, she almost loses her resolve. No! Fuck that! As Lek begins to chase after Kayla, she chases after /him/ in a mad sprint, grabbing onto his wrist and jerking him back with pretty much all the energy she's got. When was she able to do that? Was probably the adrenaline rush that was causing her head to spin. "You..." she pants, "You're not... fucking... Running away from me again." She looks up to him, her expression serious and stern. Her grip on his wrist tightens and more tears start to roll down her cheeks in a second wave. "You're.. so mean.." She couldn't seem to catch her breath, her words being breathy and raspy. It seems as if she can't loosen her grip on him, but she pulls him weakly forward, her crying turning into a light sob. "Lek..." [21:12] Moon (rafiel.sporaciao): Lek let out a grunt as his wrist was suddenly grabbed and turned in a stumble. His arm in pain from being jerked while running, eyes open in a surprise. Looking between where Kayla just ran and Lumiere as he wasn't sure where to go let alone what to do. Hearing her words he would just stare, suddenly seeing her tears. Now what? His mouth opening again with furrowed brows as he tried to speak but nothing came up for that moment. Wincing as she tightened the grip and looking down with a frown, "L...Lumi.." Seeing her cry was too painful to take. Screw the tightening of his wrist, someone could rip his body in half and it wouldn't hurt as much as his heart did at seeing Lumi again and like this of all things. Mean? That wasn't something new. It seemed like every memory of that word just flushed into his head all at once. All the jokes they had together of him being 'mean' yet all the other people who meant it. Perhaps not in that word, usually cursing with something much more harsh than just 'mean'. [21:12] Moon (rafiel.sporaciao): . Looking over at the others before feeling her pull him forward. It wasn't enough to make him move but still he took a step towards her. Watching her cry, the man just left... helpless..useless..pointless. "Lumi.. Dohn.." That shakey free hand coming up to wipe at her tears, "Dohn..cry..please..."Taking a shakey breath of his own, what was he doing? What about Kayla? He was wondering and worrying where she was right now and at the same time now freaking out over the two of them. What's a man to do in this situation? He wished he could just do something completely harsh and horrible that would make her think he hated her. Because then she might hate him. Then she might have closure-even if negative- and finally find someone she deserved. [21:24] Kisling (honey.martiel): Kisling seems to cry even more as he wipes the tears away from her face, her body finally allowing her to release his wrist as she relaxes some. His voice, his touch, seeing him... Just, knowing he's here. She wants to think that it's enough, but... it's really not. There's nothing more than his arms around her that could possibly make her happier right now, and she knew it probably wouldn't happen. Regardless, she wasn't about to let him go away without figuring out why everything was the way it was. Kisling needed him to explain himself before she could even think of the possibility of letting him go to someone else. But... "I...," she looks up to him with a small smile on her face, "I missed you." She could care less if that woman were his new girlfriend. She didn't care that he could be being nice to her just because she's a girl, or something. She didn't give two shits about how selfish this could possibly be. She loved him. With her entirety. Nothing he could do could rip that away from her and she [21:24] Kisling (honey.martiel): felt like he needed to know that. Especially since she'd never gotten a chance to tell him. "We need to talk," she says meekly, reaching for his hand to guide him out of this loud, obnoxious club. Kisling was never one for these places and if it weren't Halloween, she'd never have come here in the first place. She makes a mental note to thank god for holidays later. If he would allow her to, she would take him outside and find some bench to sit on where they could catch up and possibly reconcile. [21:49] Moon (rafiel.sporaciao): Lek winced as she cried more, leaning closer to wipe more at her tears before stopping. What are you doing? Leading her on like this would only cause Lumi more heartbreak. Although as she spoke the male looked down. Her smile only caused a deeper sadness in him. Suddenly there it was, those words. It may have not been the words of love but 'missed' you was enough to devistate him. Staring into her eyes before lowering them to the ground, he was ashamed. Of getting in trouble in the first place that got him to the academy to staying around Geo in the crew, staying around Raul, staying around in general. Enough to be in the DC, enough to meet Lumiere. To get in the conflicts with Torri. Damn... all this could have been avoided if he just shut his mouth while just 10 years old. Amazing how things lead to a chain of events. Pick one thing out and his life could have been completely different. His parents wouldn't have changed but after the orphanage it could have. He could have DONE something with his life. But here he was, having abandoned Lumiere like his father abandoned mom and how his mother abandoned him. Did it run in their genetics or something? Hearing about talking he seemed to snap out of the daze in a frown, "Wha..." He wanted to tell her no. To just walk away. Or maybe he wanted to stay and reach down. The want to hold her and securely like she might get swept away in her tears. What was this? These feelings just clashing together like light and darkness. Fire and ice. He was like a lifeless being again, his arm being dead weight as she dragged it before stumbling along. Looking at the back of her head, was this real? Could it just be a dream. I just seemed so surreal right now. [19:08] Kisling (honey.martiel): Kisling seems relieved as he allows her to drag him along. She gripped his hand tightly, afraid that as soon as he walked out of the door, he would disappear. As she drags him along, she starts to think about what she could possibly say to him, and the options she had. One weighed more on her mind than the other, her selfishness getting the better of her: She could try to convince Lek to be with her again, or she could let him go to that woman. Personally, after all this, she wasn't really fond of the idea of letting him go but at the same time, why should she mess something up for him? All of this is obviously bothering him. Ugh! She missed him for two years, two long ass years. Not once had she not thought of him. Everyday, Lek was on her mind. The thought of him teased her so regularly that she eventually accepted her feelings for him. Not that she'd ever doubted them but, they became very clear and full to her. You know what? Kayla can't have him. As she continues to ponder and drag him along, her grip on his hand grows ever tighter. What is she to him? What have they done? There's no way in hell that she can have him, Lek was hers. That woman didn't go through the things she did. She didn't understand. She doesn't know him. Kisling lets out a frustrated sigh, looking up to Lek while he's obviously in a daze and she wonders what he's thinking of. What can she do to keep him? Stopping at a bench near the bridge, near the place Kayla was. If she'd known, she wouldn't have taken him here. Kisling lets go of his hand after she pushes him lightly onto the bench and takes a seat next to him, glancing over and examining the changes two years had created. He looked more mature, still handsome of course but he seemed much more a man than boy now. As her gaze drops ever downward, she catches sight of all the fucking piercings in his neck. Her eyes widen at the sheer number of them and she adds nagging him about them onto her to-do list for later. "Lek," she moves closer to him, her tone a bit hushed, "You're okay with me being here right?" [22:27] (no name) Lek winced as she gripped onto his hand tightly, his heartrate was peeking so much now it felt ready to burst. WHY was she even here? The frown just grew all the more as he allowed her to drag him out of the club. Why? Why any of this? He still couldn't wrap his head around it all, it was just too much of a dream. It seemed impossible for them to run into each other after two years of him running. So many regrets in his life.. but was Lumiere one of them? If he could go back in time he was truly unsure of what he would do. He would -like- to think that he would stop everything from his loudmouth at 10 years old to stop ever meeting her. Then there wouldn't be this pain in her, in him, in anyone. Although there was that doubt, of if he would actually do it. There was still that feeling towards her, he wanted her. But it was like an impossible goal. She -shouldn't- be with a guy like him. As she dragged him alone he would stumble about with a upset tone, "Lumi..." [22:28] (no name) Lek  wanted to try and stop her but couldn't bring himself to it. It was indeed a long ass two years, and it wasn't like him trying to run away from trouble worked. He only got himself into more mess while running from city to city, state to state. Finally being lead to the bench he would allow her to push him into a seat. His head hung down in shame. It was shame. His whole damn life was a shame. Peeking up at to with that same look after dealing with everything at the academy. His eyes shifting to the ground once more as she took her own seat. Hearing his name was a near wince, after hearing and seeing Lumiere again. To hear the name 'Lek' through her voice was like recalling each memory that his nickname was called those many years ago. As she asked him about her being here he didn't say a single thing. Shoulders hunched over as he just looked to the ground. What could he say? Yes? To hurt her again? Or no? Either way seemed like the wrong answer. [22:38] Kisling had apparently become more stubborn in the instant that she'd seen him again. She'd always been thinking about what would happen if she'd seen him again but, this was the last place she expected that to happen; if at all. No matter. This was now and she was going to be adamant with her decision: She wouldn't let him go anymore. His lack of response doesn't phase her and she continues on anyway as she looks up at him, "I want you to explain yourself. I want you to tell me why you left, who that woman was and..." Her voice seemed to catch. Seriously? She was about to say the most important words she'd ever say to him, possibly and she was about to cry again? For the third time tonight, tears spill down her cheeks, though her voice only quivers a bit. "I want you." What was she saying? "No... I, I need you." She probably sounded so stupid. Her hand slides across the planks on the bench, nearing his as she goes to place her hand upon it. With her free hand, she wipes her cheek with her sleeve robotically. [22:39] (no name) The emotions she felt right now, she was trying so hard to push them back with her want. Kisling weaves their fingers together as she holds his hand, her attention pulled there. "I don't want you to run away from me anymore. I won't let you." [22:55] (no name) Lek's eyes traced every gravel and crack in the ground, seeming to become more hunched as she started to talk again. Perhaps now he gave up? Or perhaps not. Even weak in his composure the man's body grew tense as she asked to explain himself. How would he explain it now? He's been gone for two years. This HAD to be a dream right? Just wake up already, you drank alot today so maybe you're damn passed out in Kayla's bathroom right now. Then again maybe even Kayla was a dream. Maybe this town didn't exist and he was still on the way traveling to Washington after getting wronged again. Who that woman was? How would he explain Kayla to her---and there his face went pale again. Gulping softly at the thought of telling Lumiere that him and Kayla had done something just the other night. No. This MUST be a dream. His luck couldn't be this bad, right? Hearing the shake in her voice he looked up to see her tears. No. He had to wake up. [22:55] (no name) . No way in hell was this a dream. It was a goddamn nightmare.Feeling her hand he stiffened before seeming to melt. It was her. Those soft hands. He remembered them. Although she would feel that his hands weren't like a carefree teenager anymore, now they were rough and torn from the years of labor and brawls. Not that brawls were new for her to know out of him though. He just wanted this to be over already. Although he would start to lean over more and slowly place his free hand over his face. Hanging his head in his hand. What could Lek do? No words still came out of him. Hearing about never leaving her again made his heart drop, that feeling of nuasea again. Finally he spoke, in this depressing and shakey voice. Lumiere here? It was real. "Why....?." She might have not known what he meant by that. Hell, even he wasn't sure. It was more of a 'why' in general. Why did -anything- in his life have to happen, because it only happened for the worse. [22:57] (no name) There was something about the scaley bastard that always made Rabid want to throw Old Max Into the river or some shit. What was that ...oh yea revenge. But still he was a changed man, rehabilitated even, and that just wouldn't show his new leaf. Stead he would stand in front of the fucker smiling, "What good Nig. You move out here or what?" and he had thought on the uestion he had asked of that fucktard Blake for on a week now remembering something. Not that it was important then but it tied up a few lose ends in Rabs mind. [23:06] Kisling makes her way closer and closer to him, eventually pressing the side of her body against his. The question of why hits her hard and she flinches as if she'd been physically hit by the word. Why? She obviously misunderstood what he had meant and because of it, her hand grips his tightly, her frustration apparent. "Why?" she repeats, "Why..?" As she's about to spill her guts, her attention is drawn to the people across the bridge and her face burns with embarrassment. They're in public and she's acting this way... Her resolve is so hard to keep. Kisling snaps her gaze to Lek as her free hand cups his cheek and brings him to look at her. "You're an idiot," she says sternly with a sniffle. She really needed to try harder to get a grip, though she was quite impressed with herself right now. Had this been a few years ago, she'd have already dropped to the ground in a blubbering heap. Kislings eyes keep fixed on his, regardless of what goes on around them as she says very flatly, "I'm in love with you, dumba--" [23:06] (no name) Her words are cut short by that all too familiar ringtone that liked to go off at the /best/ times. Slowly taking her hand away from his face, she reaches for her phone and glances at the message. Kisling gives another frustrated sigh and replies, shoving the phone back in her pocket. Yet again her attention returns to Lek, her growing anger becoming clearer by the moment. "I love you," she repeats, just as flatly as the first time. [23:21] (no name) Lek tucked in his lips and looked away from her as she pressed them to be shoulder to shoulder. Why was she making this more difficult than it had to be? Come on Lek, all you have to do is get up and leave. Or run. Run like you never ran before, run like after everything happened to Raul. But still he felt frozen and his body felt like it weighed enough to tear him apart. Practically being locked down there and then there was the tightening of her hand on his. Taking a deep inhale he would hold his breath at her words before exhaling in a huff. He wanted to look over to see her expression but he was just possibly to afraid to. Although he wouldn't seem to have to as there was a hand placed on his cheek. Stiffening up again as she forced him to look at her. She would just see sorrow and regret. Shame. If only he could go back in time. That thought kept repeating itself in his head. That she souldn't be here. That this is all just a dream. But then again why was he feeling this way? [23:22] (no name) Those words didn't seem to find him, idiot wasn't exactly something new in being called. Hearing love and there it was. Love. He really felt like he may vomit any second now. Hunching over as he pulled his face away from her hand. Lek clenched his teeth until- there it was. Wait. No. There was that ringtone. Oh man she still had THAT ringtone? It sure was a reminder of the past. The guy sure was depressed but hearing that just play out made him hold back a smirk. Frowning again? And there went another smirk. It was like he wanted to be sad but couldn't help but smile at it Although, there she went confessing her love to him. He felt as if something was coming up his throat. Was he really going to vomit at a time like this. Although as his mouth opened it was only words, "No...stop.." His voice continued to shake, he just wanted it to be over with already .Not even noticing the other two across the bridge as he continued to look to the rocks and cracks in the ground again. [23:36] Kisling begins to lean over Lek, disregarding all his responses, the way he looked... everything. How selfish could she be? Pressing her want on him like she was... Everything was making it so hard for her to keep everything under control. She becomes seemingly angry as he tells her no, letting go of his hand to lean over him even more; her left hand pressed against the arm of the bench, the other gripping the back of it. "No? Stop? You leave me for two years without a word and you tell me to stop?" She found that her voice was breaking again, but she persisted, her volume increasing, 'You make me love you then you leave me..." Trying not to yell was so hard, but she was somehow managing to keep it just below a noticeable volume. All of this was so unlike her. "What is so hard to comprehend about my love for you? My want to be with you? My need for you to be around?" Kisling leans in close to his face, tensing up in case he should try to push her away; she has him cornered on that bench. [23:36] (no name) "Don't you dare try to do this to me again. There's nobody I want more than you." Staring at him for a moment, her angry facade fades as she hangs her head and begins to cry legitimately for the first time tonight. Collapsing on top of poor Lek, she grabs onto his shirt like she used to do and cries, hard. ((And then I felt like an Animu character again.)) [23:36] All in 1 RP Tool v1.1: Name changed to Kisling [23:37] Kisling ignores her phone as it goes off a second time. [23:37] Kisling (honey.martiel): * And third)) [23:53] (no name) Lek shifted to push his back to against the bench as she leaned over him, only to gulp while she reacted how she probably should from those words that came out of him. Looking up as she mentioned everything, mentioned how he left her after Lumi grew to love him. Staring at the night as he took a breath. This. Was. Not. Real. As she continued to talk about loving him, god he just wanted it to stop. His heart was ripping with each second he was with her. What about Kayla? He didn't want any feelings arrising and then he already had her running off crying. Remembering that started to worry him actually. Where did she run off to? Was she alright? Suddenly he was cornered though and finally the sorrowful eyes glanced to her with a frown, "What ar'ya... doin'...?" Although now she cried. No. Now she -really- cried. His eyes opened more with furrowed brows as both arms started to move towards her. He wanted to hold her, wanted to comfort her. [23:54] (no name) Yet, there was thise hesitation in him until her face went into his shirt to do so. Arms hovering over her, just inches away from holding Lumiere in his arms. Could he really do it? To go back? He looked down towards her phone as it rang, which meant that she at least had someone to talk to. His phone had no one now, especially after getting a whole new phone upon leaving. All the head banging at a wall and tearing at himself just to finally delete her number so he wouldn't be tempted to call her. Even though he already knew her number by heart, if it was the same as in school at least. Looking down at her, Lek had no idea what to do. Ready to reach his hand in her pocket to tell whoever to just come and get her. Come on Lek, you know how mean you can be. You can seem heartless to people at times. So wh in the bloody hell can't you do it now? Then again you couldn't even tell lies to Lumiere without killing herself inside to do so. [00:04] Callista Macbain had the shadows track Lumi down, thoroughly worried about what might become of her, remembering how devastated she was when Lek left the academy 2 years ago without so much as a warning. It was because of him the Lumi left, that Callista lost personal contact with her best friend, the only person who seemed to care about her, and now he was back, and Callista was afraid that he would only do it again, and Lumi would leave again. She was tired of being abandoned, stranded... it left her heart cold, but it warmed for Lumi. As she followed the whisperings of the shadows, telling her where to go, her mind raced with thoughts, hoping Lumi was okay, hoping her heart wasn't being broken a second time by the same person, hoping she could get there in time to lend her support like a true friend should. Finally, she saw them... the two of them, and she called out to her dear friend, "Lumi!" Her eyes glanced neutrally at Lek, and she couldn't believe how much he changed... well, except for the piercings. [00:07] Kisling finally finds it within herself to rip her phone from her pocket to turn it off, but bumps her hand into one of his arms instead. She backs away a bit, sniffling again as she sees him awkwardly holding his arms out that way. Was it really that hard for him to hold her? Her eyes make their way up his arms and back to his face. Why did he look that way? "Lek..." she squeaks, "I missed you so much. Why are you like this?" She wraps her arms around his neck and presses herself against him, her crying causing her to hiccup; he was probably familiar with it by now, she was sure. This whole scene would probably look preposterous should anyone look as they passed by, what with her crying on him in such an awkward way and his lack of comfort. Pulling away from him a bit, she stares him in the face yet again, wiping at her tears with one hand, "Do you not want me to love you?" That has to be it, doesn't it? Maybe that creeping suspicion in the back of her mind was right. Maybe he didn't want her anymore. [00:08] (no name) "Do you not want me...?" The words cause her to cry harder, her hand rubbing away tears frantically. This was so fucking wrong, what happened to her resolve? "Do-Do you not love me?" Maybe she should just get up and leave. She was causing a scene and... ugh. She couldn't bring herself to move, she didn't want to and couldn't find it with herself. Kisling wanted him too much, even if she had to act out like this. Callista's voice snaped her back to reality as she instantly scrambles off of the guy and back to one side of the bench. What was wrong with you? She's not your mum. Desperately, she rubs at her face like she can get rid of the way she feels along with the tears. [00:27] (no name) Lek started to lower his hands after realizing she came up, although she had already seen the way he held out for her in the delay. He felt so sick, his heart felt like it was dissolving in his stomach. He probably looked ill from the flush of color in his face. Although as she wrapped her arms around him awkwardly he would finally wrap his around her in a gasp, more of thinking she was about to fall than anything. She would probably be able to feel his heartrate going made and the most subtle shiver in his body despite how humid it was.She she looked up to stare at him, the male only looked away. Not wanting to look her in the face or even in her general direction. He knew it would only pain him to anyways. Gulping he would close his eyes ate her question, "Lumi..please....dohn...say dat.." Suddenly her crying picked up and he held her more. No. What are you doing?! Don't give her the wrong idea. Well, it was the truth but in the same sense don't get her hopes up! When she asked if he didn't love her.. [00:27] (no name) his head hung down with the bite of his lip. "Please.." Why did she have to ask all these things? Why did she have to make it so difficult. When she would first try and scramble his hug would be too secure for her to leave until he was snapped back into reality as well and let go. Looking over to a familiar voice and- well he recognized Callista considering the same ponytail style and type of clothing. He seemed stunned to see her. He looked quite pathetic right now in an expression of just shame, sadness, and damn near every negative emotion possible. Even anger, although only toward himself. Putting both hands on his knees the man pushed himself up and started to walk away. Talking more than he seemed to have the whole time although weak and scratchy like he was all choked up, "I need... ta go..." Going near the bridge on the opposite side from Callis to try and leave. Finally he could move but not run? Damn all this emotional weight. Although at the same time it made him feel like sprinting off all th [00:28] (no name) the more. Head hanging as he walked off before covering his face with both hands in a deep breath. [00:40] Callista Macbain hurriedly walked up the stairs to try and confront the two, and suddenly Lek started walking away! Callista could see that Lumi was clearly upset, even if she tried to hide it... remember, she was good at these things. As her green eyes darted towards Lek, she shouted at him, "Lek! Wait!" Her head turned back to Lumi then back to Lek, "Come back here, dammit!" It's almost like she knew what they were talking about, what Lumi said to him, what Lek didn't say... because she would've done the same to someone else... maybe. If she could put her resentment aside that is. Again, she yelled at him, "Fucking be a man! Stop running the fuck away!" Wow, she was using curse words now... she did change. For better or for worst, time will tell. She looked back to Lumi when it seemed Lek wouldn't stop, "Lumi..." She tried to walk over to her and kneel next to her, and if she would allow it, take her hand to try and comfort her, to try and silently tell ehr that she was there for her. Damn it, Lek. ((cont.)) [00:40] (no name) Of all the things she thought about you, she didn't think you would be so spineless. Poor Lumi... when Callista looked at her, she only saw herself a year ago... [00:51] Kisling /4 turns to look at Lek as he gets up, reaching out to grab his wrist again but barely misses. The crash from the adrenaline rush sets in and she finds herself too drained to get up and go after him, despite how much she wants to. She had finally gotten a taste of something she'd been craving for what seemed an eternity only for it to start to walk away again. And then there was Callsita. As she yells at Lek, Kisling flinches, her gaze falling to the ground as her hands find themselves neatly in her lap. Without a word, she lets Callista yell. How could he be so mean? Not even mean, he was cruel to do this to her. Callista stops, and as she kneels beside her and takes her hand, it rubs her the wrong way. What if Lek turned around right now and saw this? He didn't want her, he wouldn't turn around. It doesn't matter anyway. Right? As the more negative thoughts return, she grows limp; slouching over and eventually sobbing with reckless abandon. How could he? It was that girl, wasn't it? If she were gone, [00:52] (no name) this wouldn't be this way, right? No. She knows better. She knows him. He's being stupid and there's probably nothing she can do about it. Still, maybe he really was tired of her. Kisling's face probably looks a wreck but she pays no mind and continues her crying, leaning against the arm of the bench for support. Why was this so hard? She would sleep hard tonight, all this excitement and blubbering draining her at a disgustingly rapid rate. [01:01] (no name) Lek proceeded down the stairs and would only slow down as Callista called out before suddenly speeding up. Lumiere had a good friend from the acamdemy here. She didn't need him. Right now he needed to find Kayla, making sure she wouldn't do anything stupid like he would. His esophagus tensing up in a gulp as he reached the bottom of the stairs. As she tested his manhood Lek would clench his teeth. Fuck if she would get it anyways. Callista was his friend too, rather that should be in past tense for a reason or not he wouldn't know. Sliding fingers into his hair before tugging it down again to bring his eyes to the feet that seemed to keep moving without muc of his control. Perhaps all that want for walking away while frozen up in the club and on that bench was like some lag in his body and it just didn't know how to stop. Rubbing at his brow. He wanted to turn around, he wanted to kiss her. He found his eyes starting to water up as a few tears ran down. Clearing his throat to try and hold it back. It was [01:01] (no name) more painful to know he was hurting her right now than the pain he felt alone, but she didn't need this. With him came trouble, and she didn't need to be wrapped in it. Opening to door he wouldn't help but to glance a second over his shoulder at her. Looking forward quickly and as he walked through the door would dip his head to wipe at the tears.Nostrils flaring as he bit his bottom lip and just tried so hard to hold it in. His love was right there and he was walking away from her. Breaking her heart and his own a second time. Blinking would lead a few more tears to stream down his face as he moved to the street and walked off. [01:12] Callista Macbain looked over Lumi, brushing the poor girl's hair a bit, and saw her as... unresponsive. My god, what did Lek do to this poor girl? She looked back to Lek, and he was still walking away... and a... growl emitted from her throat. "Fuck no... this isn't happening." She looked to Lumi... she wasn't going to let this happen to her... not like it happened to herself. "I'll be right back... I promise." She whispered to Lumi, patting her hand softly before standing up, and as best as she could with her heels, hustled after Lek. They haven't talked for two years, sure, but she always found a way to reason with him before. She hoped that much hasn't changed. "Lek, wait!" Her voice trailed off after him after he closed the gate door. Maybe she can still catch him if she hurried. [01:20] Kisling doesn't seem to register anything Callista does or says at this point, focused soley on herself. However, she does watch Callista from the corner of her eye as she walks after Lek, wondering if it'll result in anything good. She's not gonna get her hopes up. [01:26]  (no name) Lek had walked off quite a bit by the time that Callista finally chased after him. Rubbing at his eyes again with his fingers instead of the back of his arm in hopes of trying to hide tears away from any people passing by. He had no clue where he was going or where he was. Trying to find a different way around to Kayla's motel but in honesty he was starting to hope he wasn't going to get himself lost. Thinking he would just go right twice, down awhile, and right again to get to that street. Although as he came to an area it would be blocked off by a wall. Great. Not yet realizing that there was actually another garden type door that he could open just around the corner and stopping. Looking up as he took a deep breath before his gaze lie on the wolf. [01:28]  Moon (rafiel.sporaciao): wolf statue*) [01:29]  Callista Macbain shouts at Lek as she tries her damnedest to run in those heels, and trying her best to get her attention, "Lek! Just wait a minute will you!?" What was up with him. She didn't know what happened two years ago... why he left, and why he never came back. Maybe it was a good reason. He wouldn't leave Lumi out of the blue like that for something less than a good reason. Luckily, it seemed Lek hit a dead end, and Callista hustled up to him slightly huffing and puffing. Damn it, she was out of shape... also the fucking heels, "Do you.. have any idea... how hard it is... to run... on heels?" She remarked to him in short and sporadic breaths. [01:32]  (no name) Lek obsorbed the stone animal seeming strong, stronger than he could even wish to be. Looking through a slightly blury view, hearing Callista call out. Starting to look over his shoulder before stopping himself and continuing to walkfaster. Grunting as he rub at his hair and tried to ignore her. He was definitely being a pain in the ass. Where was he going anyways? He didn't even know about the door around the corner but headed start towards the wall. Was he going to jump it or something? [01:38]  Callista Macbain grunted in frustration, taking a few quick steps towards him before leaping at him, trying to grab his arm, "Just fucking wait!!" She says, and if she grabbed his arm... or if she missed... she would continue to say, "Lek! I know you left without saying a word, I know you haven't contacted any of us in the last two years... but for fuck's sake, I still consider you a friend because I care about you still... now just stop AND FUCKING TALK TO ME!!!!" [01:47]  (no name) Lek kept moving towards the wall before suddenly feeling his arm grabbed which pulled at him a little in the middle of his step. Turning his head more away from her to try and hide his face. He didn't want Callista to see the tears that couldn't help but run down every once and awhile no matter how much he tried to hold it back. It was like the second he let the first tear go it was all the more difficult to hold each one back after that. Although if she leaned to peek at his face then she may get a glance of either a stained and teary cheek or red and watery eyes. His lips still tensed as his nostrils continued to flare.Head hanging as his arm was dead weight in her grasp upon listening to her. Clenching his teeth as she yelled, giving a weak and shakey voice. "Ya'll souldn't be here... It ain't mattah..I'm...I'mma be gone.. by mornin'...jus.. take curr ah Lumi..and lea-me alone...aight?" The more the sentence continued, the more it probably became obvious that he was trying not to cry. [02:01]  Callista Macbain used Lek's arm as leverage to try and turn him around, to make him face her. She could tell he was trying not to cry, but it only made him look even more pitiful, and Callista frowned at him for a little bit upon hearing his words, and it was a nearly impulsive reaction as her hand shot up and attempted to strike him across the cheek with a hard, well-earned slap, and if she did slap him, her hand would've hit some of those damn piercings and she would shake her hand in pain, "Snap out of it!" She would bark at him before her tone turned a little softer, but still firm, "What is wrong with you, Lek? What happened to you? Just tell me what you're thinking." She tilted her head at him, trying to read him, "What... do you think you don't deserve her? Do you think you did wrong by leaving her? Well, honestly, yes, you did, but there is such thing as redemption, Lek. I can practically see this downward spiral you're on..." She sighed, "But I'm here to help. You don't have to run away." She would continue... [02:01]  (no name) "You need to face it like a man. You need to clear things up with her, make her understand... or else both of you will continue to live your lives in question, in guilt, and in regret. I don't want that for either of you. In reality, even if you run away now, you'll never be rid of it. I guarantee that, Lek." She took a breath and awaited his reaction.[02:13]  (no name) Lek turned towards her as she used it as leverage, only to end up turning his head as a sharp sting on his cheek from the slap. Closing his eyes, nostrils flaring up and he clenched his teeth. That did actually piss him off, the guy still had a temper but luckily not like he did 3 years ago. Holding in his sadness and anger that just kept building up as she started talking again. Hearing the wrong of leaving Lumi made him try and yank his arm out of her grip. "Sirousley...jus fuckin' stop...aight?!" Looking down as he gulped, if he got his hand free then Lek would push her away from him. "Ya ain't fucken know me. Ya ain't nevah fucken know me! I'm not runnin' away.... I'm..." His tone grew softer as he would try and start walking, "I'm savin' her." Then she suddenly spoke about regret and guilt, which made him stop. Looking down to his wrist band and tugging on it upset, "I know I ain't gunna rid ah it.. jus... tell her sumthang..aight? Tell her sumthan' that'll make her hate me. Let her think I'mma dick. [02:13]  (no name) .. it ain't like it sumthan new. She-" He had to stop to hold back tears before contuing, "She ain't gunna get wrapped up in mah prahblems. Dohn try ta stop me. I'm leavin'. It's fucken final. I ain't curr if ya ain't see me as a man for it. I'm don' it fir her."[5:27:29 AM] Ken/K.C. (Keaton): [02:26]  Callista Macbain gasped as she was pushed backwards, her heel catching on one of the stones in the ground, make her trip right onto her butt. She winced in pain as her glasses was knocked crooked, but it quickly turned into annoyance, "You're so fucking dumb! You're so consumed with your own fucking problems that you're only creating more!" She grunted and lifted herself up, fixing her glasses with some haste, "Stop it with the bullshit. Just tell her the truth! Tell her the truth and let HER decide! It's HER fucking decision if she wants to be with you, not yours! I know you love her, I've seen the way you use to look at each other. I even see it now in your eyes. I know you care about her, but this is not the way! Give her a chance, Lek! Maybe not now, maybe not tomorrow... but please, if she does mean anything to you, give her that chance to decide for herself what she really wants. But she needs to know the truth... the whole truth." She tried to reach out and gently place a hand on Lek's shoulder, "Please, Lek..."[02:37]  (no name) Lek tensed up as she fell, thinking he was too harsh with the shove. It wouldn't be a surprise considering his anger issues. Moving towards her as if about to help until she shouted out at him. Frowning deeply, she would be able to see his red eyes now that was more than normally moistured. No tears currently running down but streaks dried up where some had previously. Hearing about loving Lumi he would gain those pathetic and soft eyes again. Looking all too vulnerable. Wasn't he suppose to be the 'tough guy' in school? He didn't seem to be swinging up his gaurd so much right now though. Lifting his head up and blinking as she explained about Lumiere deciding, obviously getting irritable at the whole thing. It still didn't feel real though, he just hoped to wake up anytime now. Jerking his shoulder away as she reached for it before snapping back, "No! Yur fuckin' Dumb! What ya waunt meh ta do?! I know what'll happen if shey gets a decishon, she's ignahrent like dat. She ain't gunna considah da fucken [02:38]  (no name) consaquences. I ain't getting her tied up wit mah prahblems aight?! Give her a chance. So what? Ya know she'll say she ain't curr. But it ain't bout dat. I'm not gunna let her fucken die 'cause ah me." Biting the inside of his lip and piercing enough to break the skin and bleed during a deep inhale. Realizing what he said and turning to walk in a near jog while calling out, "Jus... lemme be."Moving towards the wall he would notice the door and run to it. Opening to run forward until noticing where it led. Seeing the back of Lumi there he would freeze up before turning around and looking at the water. Moving across the outside. He really had no clue wehre he was going but.. he had to just go. Anywhere. Anywhere from here. [02:52]  Callista Macbain just looked at him, unable to figure out what to say as he seemed... "So damned stubborn!" And when he blurted about him worrying he might get her killed, something finally clicked. What did happen two years ago? "Lek! Listen to me when I say that you're not the only one who feels that way! Trust me when I say I know how you feel!" Her powers... they were dangerous... -she- was dangerous. Lek was right about that before. Even though she has a better handle on them today, she was still a ticking time bomb, "You're... you're not a curse! You don't bring misfortune! You can be more than that if you tried! You can feel like you deserve Lumi again if you... just... FORGIVE YOURSELF!!" Her last shout sounded desperate and full of emotion... mainly because after all these years, it was something that -she- could not do... forgive herself for what she has done... [03:09]  (no name) Lek continued walking, forgetting that she was mentioning her problems and thinking she was just..trying to help. Although he truly was stubborn as his brusk tone increased at her in a snap, "No ya dohn... stop.. playin da fucken psychiatrest." As he kept moving and pushed open the door there was that word. Curse. Misfortune. Yea he dfinitely felt like those were true. Every possible bad thing that could happen, happens. Look at the chances of him running into Lumi even. Now she has to deal with heartbreak again? What if she was finally getting over him and just seeing him reset that clock. Forgive himself? Why? The boy mumbled something about it. About why he should forgive himself. Lek, afterall, felt like he fucked up every turn in his life. Every set of paths and he always took the wrong one.That tone made him stop and look back even if she was around the corner. Thoughts about just jumping in that water was a nice thought. Just something to spark his mind out of these thoughts. Continuing to walk on, [03:10]  (no name) , scratching at his arm painfully. Suddenly he started at it again. Running. Picking up his pace until reaching the corner. Slapping his hand on the edge of the wall to turn his body in a swing to the new direction. Just like after Raul's death he would run. Waiting until he got to more grass before sprinting. He's going to get himself lost like that :C Ken/K.C. (Keaton)

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