#got distracted and fixated
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Got a LITTLE distracted from being focused on just my partner. But like. LISTEN I just got out of a shitty relationship and need to be degraded and fucked silly by a dick that’s probably too big for me (I want to feel my stomach bulge when you fill me up) I have ISSUES (I want to feel sooooo small and dainty and defenseless) 🥰 so whatever I got carried away WHATEVER
#I started out cherry picking posts that could even vaguely apply to my pet and#got distracted and fixated#ANYWAY#this isn’t going to come across correctly but whatever neeeeeeeed to get thoughts out so I can SLEEP
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oughhh jumpscare💥💥💥💥💥🍌🍌🍌🍌🍌
#i know i was just sonicposting but i got distracted trying to find ref images on the sega wiki and uh#yeah. smb fixation imminent#wow i wonder if you can tell who my favourite character is. teehee#TRICK QUESTION i lovr. all of rhem#trick answer actually my favourite is doctor but i didntb feel like drawing him#super monkey ball#yanyan#aiai#ratpie
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Wolf 359 Daily is really making me appreciate how boring most of their mission was. Yeah the second half of season 2 takes place over 3 weeks that suck for everybody but at least they had something to talk about.
#irl astronauts have jampacked schedules full of experiments and maintenance tasks#*maybe* goddard astronauts do as well and Eiffel's just ignoring his#would be in character#however given the actual objectives of the mission and Minkowski's desperate fixation on distractions#(holiday dinners. talent shows. space monster hunting)#I suspect they have a lot of dead time on their schedules#anyway this is what I was factchecking when I got that weird thumbnail result#wolf 359
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saw Luis Serra for 0.02 seconds and im already sweating profusely and blushing what the actual fuck
im gonna sue capcom for creating this man and not letting me kiss him
#why am i so gay#i literally have to avoid him most of the day because hes an active dISTRACTION TO ME#the fixation and attraction to this man is intense#send jesus#but not actually i got a crush on him too#luis serra
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well that was horrendous
#can now call myself a christmas hater#i cant even tumblr ventpost about it in any detail#it's not over - got to visit my aunt soon#can study tomorrow then it's time for unbearable socialising#i need a distraction tbh and none of my recent fixations are cutting it#pls help me ghost the band jdbdjdbj#save me ghost ghost save me#like it did last year#oughhh i'm going to bed 😭#maybe when i have children this will all be nice again
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IM HERE
#I got distracted by my big time rush fixation sorry#but lover coaster hell yeah#all of it is gonna be on jd+ though which I refuseeeee to get#jd unlimited better#just dance#just dance 2023#jd dolores
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I think October just didn’t happen this year
#I don’t remember 😔. I got like 2 days of memories and that’s all.#I miss when fixation was so strong it distracted me from everything. That was very intense tho#Fixations get strong when I’m trying to distract myself from work/school.. not when I’m bored. I don’t think good when I’m bored.#very strange… the act of doing something I’m not supposed to do [ignoring work. Thinking abt my guys instead] is what makes fixations fun.#Delete later.#October was very boring. November has been too
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almost accidentally walked into traffic bc I was distracted thinking about war
#the wwi fixation is coming back to FUCKING get me#but also just. ohhhhugh i am not immune to the horrors of war#i should write another research paper about the horrors of war#btw#maxs rambles#huh what where am i i got distracted thinking abt the war and now im#wh
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Watching a video on tr-ansp-hobia/ter-fs and the entire bg is just the deltarune ost which is making it very hard to get through…
anyways watch tirrrb thank you
#zombvibes never shuts up#just got hit in the face girl next door and then immediately afterwards with queen’s castle#(and then girl next door again and now it’s susie’s theme)#not saying this because the ost is bad it’s just a little distracting#<- this is just a me thing dw#this happens with any fixation/obsession i have where i can’t listen to the ost unless i want to listen to it
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I remember when I jokingly said "If I was in charge of a dp reboot I would make it Steven Universe for gay men"
Now im swiftly approaching the possibility of making a whole fancomic series
#HOLDS MYSELF BACK..I SHALLNT#mainly bc I promised my og content audience i would work on a comic before I got distracted by fixations#my life is so hard guys. bawls into my hands
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I think a lot about a Post-game where Tsumugi was telling the full truth, where Maki, Shuichi, and Himiko have to try to adjust to living in the outside world where for all intents and purposes theyve essentially been isekai-ed. Trying to live as real characters in a world that at least was obssessed with danganronpa, the world they're from, even if theyve started to reject it. And also have to mourn for their friends lost to the killing game and deal with the question of their own identities as people. How the hell do they do it
#shut up me#I wanted to post this after that first survivor trio art i reblogged a few reblogs ago but i got distracted#drv3 spoilers#I have lots of different post game scenarios i rotate in my head but this was the strongest after Id just finished the game#before my brain started fixating on the more comforting and self indulgent 'virtual world & everyone's alive' concept
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Reason number idk to keep my shot day more consistent (tho tbf i had been doing really well on timing up until last week lmao):
Shot day being off means i get extra weepy over just. anything. everything. My brain looks at anything and goes 'oh yeah, that's like (horrible traumatic memory), you 'member that? Yeah, sure ya do! here's a recap of that particular time for ya too.'
and like??? I am not a fan of it today. i mean i never really am but, I have shit to do rn lmao (dishes and i keep having smutty ed/izzy and nathan/pickles ideas that refuse to actually flow on the page once i open a word doc.)
#text post#typing this up more as warning that i might be extra messy the next few days#there's an in person work thing this Friday im terrified of bc my transphobic supervisor is gonna b there and like#it's abt four hours counting travel time so i know I'll need the bathroom at least once while im there and he made a Big Deal of it b4#and i just. am not looking forward to figuring out how to handle this in addition to it being So Many Ppl in One Small Room w/me#my brain deciding that anytime i have even a minor hormonal shift means weeping and constant memory reliving time is not helping that either#all the more reason to keep next week's shot on fucking time!!!!!#but. yeah. might be some sad lil text posts like this and reblogging a lot of my usual fixations to distract myself#but for now: dishes while i consider my ed cockwarming Izzy's strap idea &#my nathan panic proposes to pickles post apocalypse w/the ring he made for Abigail idea#that one is actually mostly written but. doesn't feel quite right yet#i do like the detail that nathan got it in pickles size & planned to resize it for Abigail#bc he didn't know her ring size but he has pickles' memorised along with all his other measurements tbh#so it just. fits right away and is revealed that they designed the ring as their shared dream engagement ring during a frienderbender#and 'whoever finds the right person first can use it with them' but oh. it was made for the right person all along. right there#a stitched up charles officiates while they're just. sitting in a pile of burning rubble aksndjfngn#anyway enough of this i must dishes and address the anxiety stomachache starting now that i thought abt the work thing 💀
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your voice sounds like you play minecraft
??????? WHAT DOES THAT MEAN
#ESPECILAY SINCE I DONT EXACTLY. TALK. MUCH. IN HERE#I HAVE BEEN PLAYING MODDED MINECRAFT IN RECENT TIMES (though got distracted by other fixations) BUT WHAT DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH ??????#wabbit gets asked
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Lawd have mercy just realized its been a year since I tried to start watching through Isles and im still only ab 2/3 of the way through it SOBS
#its just. idk its not that im not fixated on mianite anymore#(i very much am)#but like. idk its not as bingeable as like s1 and 2 were?? i cant really pinpoint why#rambling#lafakiwi talks#prob didnt help i got distracted by the lifeseries and hermicraf LMAO /nm#i just need to know how it ends for Reasons but i dont wanna miss out on shenanigans by like skipping eps
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Playing Awakening as a guy (ESPPP a transguy) is so funny like. Immune to the universal experience of Chrom marriage jumpscare. Falling in love with Chrom anyway because his supports with m!Robin are SO GOOD. Mentally in my head in my heart I'm co-parenting Lucina she is also my daughter. Bonus points if you get extra funky in your head where you ship Maribelle/Lissa and Chrom/Gaius, marry Maribelle because you love her and have Lissa marry Gaius because they're pretty cute but also have it all be like. We're all bearding for each other. Olivia is there too bc she is the funniest option and adds to Chrom's disaster bisexual vibes.
And then you decide "Well next run I'm romancing Chrom because I love him I am making A Point to romance him" either make an OC or play as default Robin and. Get HORRIFICALLY MORTIFYINGLY jumpscared by Chrom's supports with f!Robin SO BAD YOU'RE GONNA THROW UP ABOUT IT (ESP AS A TRANSGUY!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
And to this day you have NOT married Chrom and the only way you could ever feel comfortable marrying Chrom is to hack your 3DS
#fire emblem#fe:a#like i've played w the idea of doing a default f robin run and intentionally triggering the jumpscare#to just skip over all that.#but honestly personally it makes me SO uncomfortable like SO VIOLENTLY uncomfortable i. i can't.#also it's. incredibly difficult to pick a wife for chrom. like. we've got two women i cannot see as anything but lesbians#another woman who i see as wlw but also has. THE WORST HETERONORMATIVE SUPPORTS OF ALL TIME#like it makes my skin CRAWL#and then. we have. a girl he just met but she's so cute and if she lap dances enough to get C support#AND if you put chrom in the chamber with no women in it. that's it that's his wife now#OH AND. AND. THE SECRET EVIL OPTION. VILLAGE GIRL WITH A STEEL CHAIR#also yeah when i marry maribelle it's like. queerplatonic. in my head.#i love my wife so much she can do whatever she wants (be with lissa)#not in a cuck way but like i am shaking her hand deeply in love with her and both of us are victims of the time#and also i'm in love with chrom. so. it all works out.#anyways i don't think fire emblem was made with people like me in mind LMFAOOOOOOOOOOO#AND YET. HERE I AM. IT HAS BEEN MY PRIMARY FIXATION FOR YEARS NOW.#also the only reason i haven't hacked my 3ds is bc i'm lazy. lmfao. distracted as well.#i have done it once (my old one and for acnl) and i WILL do it again (when. i feel like it.)#chrom
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Hello hi I miss my husband. Have some goofy ass rambles about us.
-Lucifer singing for me when Lux is closed or we just sit at his piano and randomly poke at keys together and make a song that becomes our song......
-Leaving kisses on his hands/knuckle/wrist before falling asleep,,,,,waking up with his face buried in my chest,,,,
-Playing silly adorable phone apps together. Or playing every single otome game we find at first for fun but getting attached to the plot/characters.
-Making a house in Minecraft made out of Nether stuff because we both like the aesthetic. Also trying to beat the game together but we both just suck at it. Like he tries to take out the Crystals and misses every shot. And I try to do the bed thing and just blow myself up. We have fun that's all that matters.
-Doing that old "Chapstick Challenge" thing where one of us wears chapstick and kiss the other and try to guess the flavor. It's a regular thing and like it isn't even like a "haha wanna makeout but make it a GAME" it's like. "do you like this flavor of chapstick because if you don't i will burn it",,,,,,,,and the first but shush.
-Watching REALLY old superhero movies and just. Enjoying the cheesiness of it. Eating popcorn or other snacks and just snuggling together in matching robes.
#💘; devil's dancemate#sorry for not posting about him and my s/i getting married a lot??#i got distracted :(#i mean. i can just say that it's just been planning. totally. yeah.#i didn't forget and get fixated on other f/os. totally not.#i'm sorry luci </3#anyway!!!!!#gush post#self ship headcanons#kinda. not really. it's all real.#i would like to hold him and pet his hair and mumble sweet nothings.#i'd also like to [redacted redacted redacted redacted] /hj#AFHSGHSHG ANYWAY-
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