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ban-joey · 2 months ago

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i keep drafting posts abt boytoy and then deleting them. some things should be saved for journals. unexpectedly i do wish i had a sister to yell at about him cause he does that with his sisters abt me. which is so. he likes me enough to talk about me to the degree that his sister recommended a baller documentary for me using him as a messenger. what is happening. imagining myself talking to my brothers about this is the funniest thing in the world

#I CANT TELL MY FUCKIN MOM NEITHER she would be more invested than i am and i Cannot deal with that rn #ok ok ok maybe i can hang out with amanda and talk to her. we talk about boys. oh shit we can talk at farm fair oh thank god #i need to be a stupid dipshit abt this guy to SOMEONE or I'll go insane #i know im just a romantic fool but there are so many little serendipitous things that have me just. head in hands. I need to gab #oh god what if he shows up at farm fair. not allowed. illegal. hang on. so many things are happening in my life #goodbye shit fuck summer hello holy shit homo fall #im trying so hard to be normal abt him and it's not working but it's ok he's not normal abt me either 🥰#and he just. texted me something that. i need to go lie down

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