#good luck to anyone who tries to read this whole thing it’s a nightmare (pun intended)

[finisnihil]

Analysis with Penacony spoilers ahead, read at your own behest

I love Acheron so so much and one of the main reasons is how human she tries to be. She‘s trying so hard to stay human, to be human.

She’s killed people the blood debt is a burden she carries. She only sees the world in black, white, and red, but she gets lost easily and guides strangers home and she thanks you for trusting her even though you don’t have to and she protects a little boy from the mafia and she mourns your friend with you even though she didn’t know her because she knows you’re hurting and she helps you calm down after you watched your friend die horribly and she stays with you and looks after you and tells you to stay level headed and she apologies for being held back from protecting those you love because she isn’t human anymore and then she does one of the most human thing of all and blesses the soul and mourns her with you, guides her home like she did with you. Acheron is gentle like a psychopomp, like Death. She cries blood but it’s still crying.

Onto the allusion, the name Acheron comes from the river Acheron, one of the five rivers of the Underworld in Greek mythology. The Acheron is the River of Woe/Pain/Lost Souls. The River Cocytus (River of Wailing/Lamentation) and River Phlegethon (River of Magma) both flow into the River Acheron and the River Styx (River of Oaths/Border to the Underworld/Makes one invulnerable if they bathe in it) stems from the Acheron. The final river is the River Lethe which causes forgetfulness when bathed in or drunk from and usually used by the souls of the dead to be reborn. These allusions fit Acheron well, as she cries blood which is fitting for one named after the River of Woe. Her difficulty to hold onto memories is also reminiscent of the Lethe, especially now that we know she’s an Emanator. She was technically “reborn” as when she became one.

Building off this, she fulfills the role of a psychopomp. In folklore and mythology psychopomp are entities that guide souls of the dead, such a Thanatos in Greek mythology who is the personification of peaceful death (Who Seele has allusions to but that’s another analysis). Aventurine associates Acheron with the Finality a few times and we see her act like a psychopomp when she does things like “take us home” when we first meet her and she mentions guiding again when she sends Firefly off. She gets lost in the waking world but never seems to in the Dreamscape.

Building even more off this allusion, in Greek mythology the twin brother of Thanatos is Hypnos, the personification of sleep. Sleep and death are often tied together even outside of Greek mythology, like the Epic of Gilgamesh where Gilgamesh is literally told he can’t think about conquering death when he can’t even conquer sleep.

This all leads me to a theory about why Acheron said she had no choice in whether to draw her blade. She wanted to but she had no choice in the matter. We’ve seen her draw her blade twice so far in the story and it was to wake the Trailblazer and to fight Sam. If Acheron is an agent of the Finality maybe her blade can’t be drawn because it can only be used against those dying or dead or not living? We know Firefly was dying and we know she has a weird connection with Sam. The weird “Death” monster also seemed to target Firefly. I think Acheron couldn’t draw her sword against the “Death” because she is also an agent of Death and cannot attack one of her own, but she can use it against Firefly because Firefly is dying and it would be seen as a final severing of the soul from life or as “harvesting” the soul. Of course I could be completely and utterly wrong I’m literally just making an analysis based on allusions and motifs but still I think it’s interesting. Plus Aventurine calls Acheron and Sam enemies and Sam uses fire, an element typically seen as representing life.

Pulling a little bit away, Acheron sees the world in black, white, and red. The red is fleeting according to her and it reappears when a choice is made. If Acheron is a psychopomp this makes sense, she would mostly see the world as the living and the dead and the red could be a tie to the idea of the red string of fate, as we know destiny is a major theme of HSR’s story. When we make choices that change the direction of fate, we interact with the red strings of fate. This could be another reason she’s at odds with the Stellaron Hunters, they adhere strongly to the idea of destiny but to death destiny would have a different meaning. Her sword has an eye and is adorned with red which is where the majority of the color in her design is centered, going back to my theory around her sword it could represent how it cuts strings of fate and the eye matches the one on the “Death” nightmare.

We also know she apparently hijacked the Ever-Flame Mansion party to come here, maybe because she sensed there would be a lot of death here and came to collect the souls?

Finally, I would like to reiterate I do not play HI3 this is just something I’ve noticed, so correct me if I’m wrong:

She seems to be a Raiden Mei Expy and I know nothing of that character but I did notice when she says “Do you remember me?” there’s the answer of no and yes, and she akins us to a dear friend she had. We, the protagonist, fulfill the same role in this game Kiana (I think that’s the HI3 protag) does in HI3 and I’m vaguely aware Raiden Mei and Kiana have some sort of relationship in HI3. This asking if we remember her could be two things to me: Either she’s asking if we remember her as we have faced death before or she’s asking if we the player remember her from HI3, which she may have an awareness of if she is a personification of death and that may link her to knowledge of the Imaginary Tree as trees seem to be associated with death in HSR when you remember Yaoshi is associated with trees as well and the fruit of their tree on the Xianzhou gives immortality, where if Luocha is an Emanator he would have that tree motif too and we know he has tree motifs because he’s an Expy of Otto who did interact with what I think was the Imaginary Tree and that carried over when Luocha was given the element of Imaginary (Of course I had to talk about Luocha who do you think I am)

Anyways there’s so so much more but this post is already really really long and probably incomprehensible so if I think of any more I’ll make like a part II post anyways thanks for reading this far if you did and feel free to add discussion, mwah!

[panic-at-the-fiction]

Fic-nnick

Summary: The reader is a victor's kid who has grown up around the games her whole life. One day she meets Finnick Odair, a tribute from district four and to both their luck he becomes the youngest victor ever. After spending years together back in district four she now has to watch him go back into the games.

Warnings: I made up facts here and there but like hey who cares? Also it’s a little angsty

A/N: I still refuse to not use dumb puns for Finnick Odair fic names. Do y’all get the name?? I was going somewhere else with this story but I honestly like this better. @hannahlovesfinnick Ok I’m going to take into count your Oc and backstory. Which were really cool and fun to read about. And I’m going to use them for this but just with typing (y/n). Just so anyone can enjoy it too. But yeah I loved your back story, it was so detailed and thought out. I do the same thing, it’s how I get most of my story ideas. So I would love to talk more with you about it.

Reaping day; a horrible day really. You were sick to your stomach. Wanting nothing more than to close your eyes and to look away from this event. Every year the capital picks 24 tributes for their entertainment. It was sickening, and you knew it better than most. Of course, you had never been in the games, but your father had been. You saw what his nightmares did to him, you saw what his pain did to your mother and worst off, you’ve seen what the nightmares do to Finnick.

He was the love of your life, that fact has always been true. You would do anything for him, but even you can’t make the nightmares stop for good. They had been increasing recently too as you’ve approached reaping day. This year was special, this year they were picking from the existing pool of tributes meaning that Finnick had a one in eight chances of going. District four had a total of eleven surviving victors. Eight of which were male.

Finnick hadn’t been sleeping though. Staying up late into the night and when he did sleep he had nightmares of the games. You were always right beside him though. If only you could be right beside him now.

You watched from the crowd as he stepped up onto the platform once his name was called. Knees buckling as you let out a pitiful gasp. Those around you tried to keep you up. You tried to stand but all your strength was dedicated to keeping a neutral face. If Finnick saw you break now he wouldn’t be able to keep up his appearance for the crowd. He was smiling and waving. For a moment your eyes met, and you could see the pain behind it all.

It wasn’t until Mags volunteered in place for Annie that you could see Finnick drop his façade. Mags is like family to him, and he had personally coached Annie through her games.

They announced the tribute's names, and they waved to the crowd before mags embraced Finnick. At least she could be up there with him. You were only allowed five minutes to say goodbye before he would have to get on the train. No, that wasn’t enough.

You quickly ran through the crowd, you had to get to the station before it was time for the tributes to leave. By then there would be a crowd, and you would not go unnoticed.

Once you arrived at the train station you made your way under the tracks. You knew of a trap door at the bottom of the train for emergencies. It wasn’t your first time sneaking onto a train like this. You quickly climbed inside and made your way to the room assigned for Finnick.

It took longer than you expected for him to find his room. You waited for so long you began to worry, he didn’t even know why you hadn’t said goodbye before he left. It wasn’t till the sun was setting that he finally came to his room.

“Oh, thank goodness, Finnick you're finally here!” You ran to his arms and he held you loosely, not even sure you were here. “I’m sorry I didn’t say goodbye at the courthouse. I just had to get on this train before the crowds showed up. I need more time with you.”

“(Y/n)? You’re really here aren’t you?” He was still stunned as he brushed the hair from your face.

“Yes I’m really here.”

“They didn’t let us say goodbye, I thought you were gone.” Tears began to slip from his eyes. You could tell he had been holding everything in for too long now.

“What? What do you mean they didn’t let you say goodbye? There’s always goodbyes.”

“They made us leave straight away, they said there was no time this year.”

You wiped away some of his tears, “How much more can they try and take away from us?”

“I don’t know, but it doesn’t matter, you're here now.” He hugged you tight, and you buried your head in his chest.

“It’s going to be ok Finnick, you can win this. You’re a victor, you’ve done this before.”

“You're forgetting one thing, so have they.” You frowned and pulled him back into the hug. The two of you stayed like that for what felt like hours. Neither of you could bear to think of what was going on. You could only just hold each other.

“Promise me one thing Finnick.”

“Anything,” he cupped your face, and you held tight to his hand.

“Come back to me.”

“For you... I will.”

[kurtty-drabbles]

Tail au (part 9)

N/A: Amanda is Yandere chan?

@djinmer4 @dannybagpipesarecalling @bamfoftheundead

The rumours are a powerful thing. A mutant can be ignored or be considered a cool thing(thing, in the sense of a fetish, not a person) but, exist certain labels that are more prone to ignorance than a girl who can explode objects. For example, LGBT groups are still targeted and Boom-Boom was outed as a lesbian (to be fair, she never explicitly said her sexuality, yet, she´s not denying her attraction to Amara) as well Amara Aquila and both mutants take a chance to defend themselves and the LBGT community.

What happens is a water division. More and more people who fall into the category of LGBT take sides with Boom-Boom and Magma against those who are more "traditionalist" and a social battle begins. Boom-Boom refuses to let hatred win.

"Tabby, I´m so sorry," Kitty said in regards the whole thing. And Boom-Boom does not want pity. She wants action. "Kitty Cat, I don´t need pity..." and Kitty is quick to adds. "Then no pity here. What do you need us to do?"

And Boom-Boom looks at the X-men behind her. Jean, Scott, Rogue, Spike, Kurt and Bobby are there to support their friends. "That´s better," Amara said and really, after all this, after all the trials and tribulations are good to know the X-men got each other back.

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While all this turmoil carries on. Info-chan is happier that Amanda didn´t go Yandere-chan, oh, how she has nightmares about Yandere-chan killing and the gruesome ending of...everyone. Sometimes, Info -chan in her solitude, wonders if it was a mercy she survived, a fluke of luck or a curse.

Either way, Info-Chan is on the US and so far, Amanda is not killing anyone. Thank God. That being said, her actions are not entirely harmless either.

Speaking of the devil...

"Info-Chan...I get rid of Tabitha. But...why Kurt does not love me?"

"No idea, love is not my field"

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Amanda was so sure Kurt would open arms to her now, but, ever since she out Tabby and Amara all the German boy does is scowl at Amanda and ignore her completely. "Why?" she whines to herself. "What that Tabitha did to him?"

And she saw Kurt and Kitty talking and how the boy is so focused on Kitty Pryde, the fake mutant, and ignore Amanda completely. "Another rival? She?!" and Amanda watches the interaction.

Lance Alvers jumps in the conversation and subtle push Kurt to the side, the nerve. Thought Amanda, as the boy named Lance Alvers is talking about something and getting Kitty´s attention.

Amanda is not happy with this at all.

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Kurt is not happy with this at all. He was talking with Kitty and out of blue, a small pun here, this boy named Lance shows up and starts to hog all Kitty´s attention and for some reason, and Kurt has no real clue for why Kurt is really bothered by this.

"Katzchen. Scott is calling us" Kurt lied and this is a good lie as Kitty stops giving Lance attention and focus on Kurt and for some reason, this is much better. Sure, Scott does not call them, but, Kurt can finish this lie here. "Jean sent me a message...Scott is calling us now"

"Oh, ok. Well, we see you later, Lance" Kitty speaks hugging her books and Lance is not very fond of this situation as he tries to make her stay, saying that Summers can wait a little longer.

"Jean told me is important" another lie and he wonders if Jean is really reading his mind right now. Maybe she is. And Kurt hopes a miracle can happen to cover such lie.

And as if God is listening to his pray Rogue shows up and gesture them to follow her. "Is important, Scott is calling us now" she said and Kurt, mentally thank God for this small intervention, and Kitty and Kurt follow the Gothic girl without any protest.

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Scott is explaining the situation. It seems Prof X want them to investigate a place where he believes Mystique was doing something, it may as well be a red-herring, after all, Mystique is tricky like that, but, either way, Prof X wants his X-men to take a look.

Jean sent Kurt an amused look at his direction when Scott decides to split the group in duos. "Scott, I have a suggestion. Let Kurt and Kitty be a pair for this mission. Both are very stealth and perfect for the mission. Me and Rogue can pair up and you and Bobby take the lead" she suggests still amused and yes, there´s no doubt Jean read his mind earlier, and Scott takes this suggestion in consideration.

"Kurt, have you face Mystique before?"

"Once...she´s not very pleasant"

"She doesn´t seem like a very nice person"

Without them knowing Bobby heard that and frown at such words. In the end, Bobby was Mystique in disguise and the X-men found the real Bobby on the campus looking confused and worried for his teammates.

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Lance is back to the Brotherhood. No Mystique this time and frankly, that´s better as the members can relax a bit. Todd and Freddy are doing something else outside and Pietro and Lance are now free to watch TV without anyone bothering them.

"Pietro...I think I have a crush on Kitty!"

"Catgirl? Congratulations?"

"But...I think that German boy is after her...what I do?"

"You´re asking this to me?! Well, prove you´re better than him, I guess. Mystique said girls hate violent dudes and it´s true, but, you can prove you´re better in other ways"

"How?"

"I don´t know. Listen to her, do something she likes...if this all fails...then show Kurt´s weakest point"

"Hey, that´s not a bad idea, thanks, Pietro"

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Kurt is back at the mansion, once the real Bobby is the real one and is unharmed("I was buying something to eat and when I come back you guys are already gone") and right now, the boy is on the bed looking at the ceiling and thinking about the events of this week.

Kitty is walking around with her fluffy tail and ears proudly. Tabby was outed along with Amara and that didn´t seem to stop them from continuing to date and really, Kurt is 100% happy for his friend. "I had no idea she liked Amara...which in hindsight it should have been that obvious" he speaks amused with himself.

Then his mind reels to Lance and the smiles die on his lips. "I think I´d not like that guy" suddenly, his cellphone rings and is a message from Amanda asking if he´s alright. "And I´d not like Amanda either" and Kurt blocks her asap.

[obsessionsposts]

Maw of the Beast

Warnings: mentions of abuse / slight nsfw.

Today is Halloween which meant a whole week vacation from the college.

You are pretty excited to see what people of Gotham has to offer this year from Carved pumpkins, free treats, wearing costumes, and your personal favourite reading urban legends.

 Halloween has always been your most cherished holiday since you were a child, for its morbidity and gothic atmosphere attracted you just like how moths are attracted to light.

 But what you didn't account for was a visit from the master of fear also known as the scarecrow.

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Laying comfortably on your bed, smothering yourself underneath the warm welcoming covers of your bed as you read the famous novel "Frankenstein" by Mary Shelley.

Time ticked away, indulging into the intriguing content of the book until a ringing sound echoed through your living room, snapped you back into reality. Completely unaware of the colourless and odourless gas that has been spread as a result of a rigged ventilation system, you venture to the table.

"I wonder who it is? , Usually, nobody contact me at such an hour. Maybe a friend of mine", you shuddered all of sudden as if somebody has been watching you.

Ignoring your instinct as you pulled the telephone.

"Hello,(F/n) is that you?", you answered with every ounce of confidence you've left hoping it was prank from them.

"Tut,Tut,Tut. Guess again my little crow", Came an eerie voice that sends shivers down your spine, not the good one either.

"Sir, you must've gotten the wrong number", you answered with a stutter that unveils your queasiness as you balled your fists.

"Hmmm, No I don't I assure you that. But I have to say,Dear (Y/n), you have some refine tastes on horror. One thing that I admire about you", replied the cryptic man with a hollow voice.

Alarmed, you closed the telephone swiftly.

"....I need to take the offer of (f/n) to go with her/him. Maybe It was a deliberate prank from the neighbours, but it seems to real to be one.", you mused as your heart start to return to its normal pace.

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The man, with burlap on his face and a noose tied around his neck, outside couldn't help but be aroused and overjoyed by the fear of soon-to-be his crow.

Oh the sound she produces was purely music to his ears.

The way she tried to repress her fears was adorable.

Her heart beats were orgasmic, so much as his hands drifted to his pants.

"No, not yet, Jonny. Patience. I want her as much as you do but we need to deal with that bothersome "friend" of hers, shall we give them a scare they won't wake up from", a deep rumble elicited from the scarecrow.

"Indeed we shall,she'll be ours by any means necessary", added Jonathan with a wry grin that could rival the Joker and prepared his infamous fear toxins.

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You are walking alongside your friend to all hallow eve feast which is in Gotham University.

As your friend blabbered about different subjects, your mind is currently in processing what happened an hour ago, not every day were you this...terrified even in such incident.

Most of the time you were calm to the point of having a neutral expression stitched to your face or as your friend call it 'Resting bitch face'.

Either way, as you were pondering on what happened you didn't notice a small rock on your path which led you to stumble and fall on the hard concrete.

Your friend gives you a look of concern as they check on your knees to see a small bruise forming on your knees.

" Geez,(Y/n). You need to watch where you go or you'll hit your head on a wall or somethin'. Either way, it's not like you not to pay attention, so tell what happened?", as they cover your knee with a bandage and gave you a look of suspicion.

" I am fine, just a bit hazy that's all", you respond monotonously.

" Sure. Sure. I'll believe you not. But have you heard the news", exclaim your friend enthusiastically as they waved their hands in the air.

" Last week, One of the patients escaped Arkham...again.Bloody hell couldn't they maintain the place", your dear friend informed you.

Typical everyday news here at Gotham. Let's hope they don't ruin this particular night.

"You know,you're dissuading me from coming with you again", you playfully glared and punched them lightly on the shoulder.

"C' mon don't be like that plus we have already reached our final destination", as they grinned proudly at their so-amazing-pun. ( The movie)

" I hope you die from a scare tonight at least I won't be bothered with your predictable, yet frivolous jests for eternity".

You groaned rolling your eyes impishly at their ridiculousness, Heedless to your own words that will haunt you down later on.

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Loud music and chatters blared around you dulling your scence of hearing.

'That's why I don't bother going out much,but hey let's get out of my comfort zone for a change'

You decided to split with your friend and head to the food stand and took some of the food with you.

Suddenly the music stopped playing which doesn't settle very well with you.

You need to look for (F/n) fast and get the hell out of here.

But today luck is clearly against you, as a green gas smothers everyone who is here inducing them to scratch and scream at others.

But what made the situation even worse is people start dropping dead like insects from the fright.

As tears start to prick your eyes and your breath hitched thank to whomever release the toxin, but surprisingly it didn't affect you at all unlike the others.

About time, you did find your friend only to see them laying lifeless on the ground.

Oh,god. What did you do to deserve this? Why would anyone do this?.

Tears rolled down your eyes as you remembered your last words to them.

Nonetheless,it didn't deter you from finding an exist to this hellish nightmare of a night; nearing one as you pushed through the gates of the collage. Abruptly, two tendrils encaged you into their cold tight embrace.

"it's time to take my naughty crow to her true home,hope you liked the surprise it's only for you,my little crow", the familiar man behind you whisper softly into the shell of your ear making you tingle from fear.

Slowly you faded into darkness.

Scarecrow lowered his head to take sniff out his beautiful ,fragile, and innocent crow.

" Now, you're finally ours we will never let you out of our sight again", meanwhile,Jonathan smiled victoriously and carried his asleep darling to their new cottage far from this damned city and its damned saviour.

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Waking up to a throbbing head , groaning and mumbling profanities. You looked around you to find yourself chained to a bed post in a foreign place.

Trying to recollect your memory from the past events, but it was a blurr till a sharp hammering from the wooden door startled you from your stupor.

" It appears to be the effects of the drug is diminishing,now dear that you're awake tell me how are feeling? Do you need any assistence?",spoke the man gently as he start caressing your arm affectionately as if he was your lover.

You glared at him hate coursing through your eyes , pulled your arms back from his grip aggressively.

"........."

" Now don't be so abrasive,unless you wanted to treated as such. My name is Jonathan Crane or known as your saviour ,now (Y/n) let set basic ground rules that you mustn't break", The pale-ish,long dark haired, and lanky man introduced ardently as if he didn't murder a bunch of people to get to you.

" First, don't call me dear that's only reserved to my family and friends, and why haven't you offed me yet or are you waiting for the bat to come only to hold me as a leverage",you spat bitterly watching his pupils darkened at the aforementioned name.

" To answer your question, your way of dealing with fear is what attracted me at first sight; how you didn't repress it or let it control but took advantage of it to boost you fighting your trauma,especially after years of abuse at the hands of your "familiars". You can't hide that fact from me I know alot about you, I did my research on you, You lived your life in misery,suffering, and pain. For that I will keep you here to shield you from the malevolent nature of society and to give you what you lacked most of your life as that is love", jonathan replied gruffly as he encaged you tightly in his grip wiping your freshly tears as they processed to roll down after mentioning your past.

Suddenly, he pressed his lips toward your soft plumped one. Asking for permission to enter your mouth, but you refused ; frustrated he grappled your breasts harshly which elicited a gasp. As he slide his tounge to venture poking at every corner of the wet cave. Dipping your head to deepen the kiss you couldn't help but moan as he moaned and continued to ravage you like a dessert handed on a plate.

As it end leaving both of you and Jonathan out of breath; ashamed you decided to hide your face beneath the cover.

" Don't worry my dear, we will finish this as I come back , as I have to deal with a pesky bat", Jonathan gave one last smile and left you alone with your thoughts.

Exhausted from the horrors of today you decided to sleep with the hope of escaping that mad monster who clipped your wings.

A/N:My apologizes if I haven't update much, I was working with this one. Hope you enjoyed.

[verytamenow]

1-155

1:Name - Zoe

2:Age - 24

3:3 Fears - Spiders, Heights, Death (lowkey)

4:3 things I love - The sound of a rain storm, Being able to sleep in, Chocolate

5:4 turns on - Confidence, Cuddling, Kindness, Intelligence

6:4 turns off - Cruelty, Bigotry, Rudeness, Unwillingness to listen

7:My best friend - I don’t think I have one.

8:Sexual orientation - Really really really fucking gay

9:My best first date - Haven’t had one.

10:How tall am I - 5′5″

11:What do I miss - A lot of things when I let myself dwell on them. 

12:What time were I born - I honestly have no clue. Is this information people usually have off the top of their head?

13:Favourite color - Blue at the moment

14:Do I have a crush - No.

15:Favourite quote - “It is what it is” / “This too shall pass” / “But the monsters turned out to be just trees”

16:Favourite place - The beach, or by any body of water. Or curled up in bed on a lazy day while it storms.

17:Favourite food - Strawberries.

18:Do I use sarcasm - Who? Me?

19:What am I listening to right now - Road noise

20:First thing I notice in new person - Their smile

21:Shoe size - 8-9

22:Eye color - Blue

23:Hair color - Dark blonde

24:Favourite style of clothing - I kind of live in tshirts and jeans but I really like a sharper look - like suits.

25:Ever done a prank call? - No

27:Meaning behind my URL - There isn’t one? It’s my favourite place, favourite animal, and year of my birth.

28:Favourite movie - Oh this is difficult. The Alien Series, Harry Potter, or Silence of the Lambs

29:Favourite song - Losing My Religion - REM

30:Favourite band - Right now Taylor is my favourite singer, but in terms of bands I’d say the Killers at the moment.

31:How I feel right now - Neutral.

32:Someone I love - My dad.

33:My current relationship status - Single.

34:My relationship with my parents - Good if we haven’t pissed each other off.

35:Favourite holiday - I don’t really have one.

36:Tattoos and piercing i have - None. Not even my ears pierced.

37:Tattoos and piercing i want - Something for my mom, grandfather, and dad. But the monsters turned out to be just trees in Taylor’s handwriting. And maybe something else.

38:The reason I joined Tumblr - Kaylor tbh.

39:Do I and my last ex hate each other? - No, not at all.

40:Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? - I’ll sometimes say goodnight or goodmorning to my friends but usually? No.

41:Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? - No.

42:When did I last hold hands? - In a way that wasn’t platonic? Never.

43:How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? - Technically 30-45 minutes.

44:Have You shaved your legs in the past three days? - No. I’m single and live in jeans so I’d rather not deal with the hassle.

45:Where am I right now? - In my bed.

46:If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? - I don’t drink but if it happened, probably my dad at the moment if anyone.

47:Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? - Reasonable level but sometimes I’ll blast it in the car.

48:Do I live with my Mom and Dad? - Yes, unashamedly.

49:Am I excited for anything? - Not really. Maybe the upcoming Alien movie.

50:Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? - No.

51:How often do I wear a fake smile? - I don’t usually bother to fake it but I will if I have to.

52:When was the last time I hugged someone? - Last night.

53:What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? - Impossible.

54:Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? - No.

55:What is something I disliked about today? - I have work.

56:If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? - If anyone wants to introduce me to my future wife that would be cool. Short of that, meeting Taylor would be cool too.

57:What do I think about most? - Depends on the day.

58:What’s my strangest talent? - I don’t have talent.

59:Do I have any strange phobias? - I think my phobias are pretty typical.

60:Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? - I suck at taking photos but I hate being in photos more. Just keep the camera away from me altogether.

61:What was the last lie I told? - Not sure. 

62:Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online? - I tend to be quiet on the phone so video chatting instead I guess.

63:Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? - I don’t not believe in ghosts and I think it’s a bit arrogant to write off the possibility of other intelligent life in space.

64:Do I believe in magic? - I don’t not believe in it. I believe spells are about as real and powerful as the idea of prayer, for whatever that’s worth.

65:Do I believe in luck? - Yes.

66:What's the weather like right now? - Clear skies and 60 out but it’s meant to hit the mid 80s.

67:What was the last book I've read? - No clue.

68:Do I like the smell of gasoline? - I don’t mind it.

69:Do I have any nicknames? - Not really. Most people don’t bother.

70:What was the worst injury I've ever had? - Probably just a scrape or cut. I’ve never broken anything or needed stitches.

71:Do I spend money or save it? - Save it usually.

72:Can I touch my nose with a tounge? - No.

73:Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me? - No.

74:Favourite animal? - Wolves

75:What was I doing last night at 12 AM? - Sleeping, thankfully

76:What do I think is Satan’s last name is? - I’ve never thought about it. I believe Morningstar is traditional.

77:What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? - Losing my Religion.

78:How can you win my heart? - Just fucking be there for me. Show up, be patient and kind. Falling for me first may help. 

79:What would I want to be written on my tombstone? - I don’t want a tombstone. But probably something snarky or a pun.

80:What is my favorite word? - In terms of use? Fuck.

81:My top 5 blogs on tumblr - This is hard. @princessandsunshine, @gaylorswift, @gay4tay, @shady-kaylor, @gay-romantics​

82:If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? -What the fuck? or Impeach the entire republican party.

83:Do I have any relatives in jail? - Not to my knowledge.

84:I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? - Omnilingualism or Probability Manipulation

85:What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? - There’s a fair few to be honest.

86:What is my current desktop picture? - At work it’s a picture of the beach at my home town/

87:Had sex? - No

88:Bought condoms? - Yes

89:Gotten pregnant? - No thank fuck

90:Failed a class? - Yes more than once

91:Kissed a boy? - No

92:Kissed a girl? - No, sadly

93:Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? - Nope

94:Had job? - Yes

95:Left the house without my wallet? - Yes. I’d lose my head if it weren’t attached some days.

96:Bullied someone on the internet? - No.

97:Had sex in public? - No.

98:Played on a sports team? - Briefly but sports aren’t my thing.

99:Smoked weed? - No

100:Did drugs? - No

101:Smoked cigarettes? - No

102:Drank alcohol? - Tried it but don’t care for it

103:Am I a vegetarian/vegan? - No but I have considered Vegetarianism. Or at least Pesco-Vegetarianism. 

104:Been overweight? - Yes.

105:Been underweight? - No.

106:Been to a wedding? - Yes.

107:Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? - Yes.

108:Watched TV for 5 hours straight? - Yes.

109:Been outside my home country? - Yes, to England.

110:Gotten my heart broken? - Yes. It sucked. 

111:Been to a professional sports game? - Yes.

112:Broken a bone? - No, somehow.

113:Cut myself? - Not intentionally.

114:Been to prom? - No. I skipped mine.

115:Been in airplane? - Yes.

116:Fly by helicopter? - Yes

117:What concerts have I been to? - Rascal Flatts, The Killers, Coldplay at least twice, Snow Patrol, U2, No Doubt, Brooks & Dunn and Reba.

118:Had a crush on someone of the same sex? - Yes.

119:Learned another language? - No, sadly.

120:Wore make up? - Yes but I don’t enjoy it.

121:Lost my virginity before I was 18? - No.

122:Had oral sex? - No.

123:Dyed my hair? - Yes.

124:Voted in a presidential election? - No. Yes, I know with the last election but I accidentally missed the registration date because I’m a dumb ass.

125:Rode in an ambulance? - No, thank FUCK because it’d cost a fortune.

126:Had a surgery? - Yes. Deviated septum and wisdom tooth removal.

127:Met someone famous? - No.

128:Stalked someone on a social network? - No.

129:Peed outside? - No.

130:Been fishing? - No but I want to try it.

131:Helped with charity? - Yes.

132:Been rejected by a crush? - No because I keep crushes to myself usually.

133:Broken a mirror? - No.

134:What do I want for birthday? - I may just ignore mine.

135:How many kids do I want and what will be their names? - I don’t particularly want kids.

136:Was I named after anyone? - My grandmother and great grandmother

137:Do I like my handwriting? - No.

138:What was my favourite toy as a child? - As a little kid I’m not sure, probably legos. Once I was a bit older, probably my gameboy.

139:Favourite Tv Show? - X Files.

140:Where do I want to live when older? - Where can I afford? Ideally near my hometown but I’d never be able to afford it, so probably a house here.

141:Play any musical instrument? - No.

142:One of my scars, how did I get it? - I’ve got an old faint one on my knee but can’t remember how I got it.

143:Favourite pizza toping? - Pepperoni or Mushrooms

144:Am I afraid of the dark? - Not unless I wake up from a nightmare

145:Am I afraid of heights? - Yes.

146:Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad? - No

147:Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? - Of course. That’s life.

148:What I'm really bad at - Everything.

149:What my greatest achievments are - I’ve survived over a decade with a brain that actively or passively wants to kill me but you can’t really put that on your resume.

150:The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me - Not sure.

151:What I'd do if I won in a lottery - Pay off my car, buy a small house, pay off my dad’s house, set aside enough to go get a degree at a slow pace if I want, save and invest whatever might be left.

152:What do I like about myself - I’m a little more resilient than I think, I’m an asshole but not a cruel asshole

153:My closest Tumblr friend - probably @princessandsunshine

154:Something I fantasise about - That Thing

155:Any question you'd like? - You didn’t ask one, mate.