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dream-hopper · 7 years ago

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Day 3

Day 3 The day trudged along very slowly, you felt as if there should be more to the day then there really was. Being cooped up in the apartment all day and night, it wasn't very exciting, granted, but the boys and Jaehee normally talked more then they did today. Your only source of entertainment was not happening as much as you'd like, which made you a bit upset. You'd finished off your emails that you'd recieved the night before, and had started working on some homework that you had been putting off. Heh, even being alone like this and having all the time in the world, you still decided that doing nothing was better than writing that damned thesis paper. Nonetheless, you sat down and wrote a few paragraphs, which weren't so bad, but you knew that it could be better. As you were writing out the paper, you started to worry about other things, like if the emails you wrote these important people were good enough to get them to come to the party, or that what you say in the chatrooms will make the guys hate you, or that you're not worthy enough to do this job. Feeling your eyes start to water with the worry, you reached for the other cell phone and dialed Jumin. His straight forward thinking and his silly ideas of cats always did make you a bit happier and laugh a little, so you hoped he'd be able to talk to you. He was on que, answering the phone with a little busy tone to his voice, but changing his attitude toward you once he recognized that it was you. He talked about how there were new employies starting that day, and that they had messed up his documents and he had to change everything that day for his schedule to fix it. You laughed and said that you wished the best for the newbies, considering how hard the job might be fore them, but that it will all be worth it in the end. Jumin laughed and told you that you had an optimistic way of looking at things, but because things had to be done a certain way around here, mistakes were not the best idea. When he said this, you had an immidiate thought, that you were a mistake that everyone in the RFA was trying to work with. Going silent, Jumin appoligized if he said something to offend you, but you shook your head and said that you were being silly. He didn't say anything for a time, but he then returned with a new topic, telling you that it's important to eat three meals a day, and going out to get Vitiman D i very important to stay healthy. Laughing harder then you meant too, you said simply that you were a prisioner in a strangers house. You both laughed at this when Jumin said that he had to get back to work, and he'd call again when he was a bit more free. After hanging up and checking in with your school friends, you relaxed into the couch and sighed to yourself, looking at the two phones. You wondered, if you hadn't picked up the phone off the road, what would you be doing right now? You shook off your thoughts and stood up off the couch and grabbed a few quilts and some pillows out of a locker. You arranged the living room again, but this time into a little fort, something that you had control over. You arranged it so that you could see the TV perfectly, and enough crawl space for you to go to the kitchen and the bathroom without worry it would fall over. After getting back from the kitchen, you saw that Seven had texted you. 707: LOLOL;; 707: you're good at making forts, but i think mine is better. 707: no one can enter it lol You laughed sent him a picture of a massive bowl of Honey Buddah Chips and Dr. Pepper that he had sent with the boxes of food. Y/N: Mines better cause I have comfort AND yummy food! 707: CRUEL. You two texted for a little while longer, and he reccomended that you watched a Korean show that he was fond of, but after watching just a few minutes of it, you switched it back to Grey's Anotomy. At one point, you fell asleep mid show, and woke up to two missed chatrooms, one was just Yoosung talking about how he sorta wished he didn't play LoloL so much, but that this was his only sollice, but the next one was where Jaehee expressed her worry's for Zen and his smoking habits. You thought to yourself that you'd been in both Jaehee and Zen's boots, that at one point you were the smoker, and the other you were the one trying to stop a friend from smoking. The next few hours were fun for you inside your little fort, and as you started to near midnight, you told them all goodnight, and decided that you were going to sleep in the fort a little while longer.

#original #fanfic #mystic messenger #zen #jumin han #jaehee kang #yoosung kim #saeran choi #saeyoung choi #RIka

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lowsodiumlevels · 5 years ago

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Fun fact: This is the first time I've written a threesome smut. So gimmie a break if it's not good.

Tokien had put on a Tv show, Sex sent me to the ER, and waited for his two visitors. Nadina and Xopium were coming over to hang out with their respective red/black quadrant. They have been able to settle and get comfortable with the strange love triangle they have. Kinda to the point at times Nadina has to fulfill the pitch quadrant between the other two before things got too violent. Usually a kiss or two works. Xopium and her were moirails, but even after talking to Catrin, she’s learned that some pale quadrants actually are a bit more affectionate as long as the more intimate quadrants are okay. Rules are set in place, such as no kissing when Tokien isn’t around. (Xopium likes to tease that Tokien just wants to watch.) Knocking on the door to the host’s hive, the two seadwellers waited. It only took a moment for Tokien to be at the door. Pulling them both inside and giving them their respective affection.

“HEY YOU TWO. 1 WAS JUST WONDER1NG WHAT T1ME YOU TWO WERE COM1NG.” Looking at the plate Xopium was carrying. Seafood. Oysters to be exact. “D1D YOU GUYS JUST GET THAT?” He’s never had those before. “WELL, COME ON.” Already walking to the couch to watch Tv. Nadina just followed behind. Curling up against her matesprit and resting her head against his shoulder. “CX So what show is this?” “JUST SOMETH1NG 1 USUALLY WATCH EVERYDAY. YOU TWO M1GHT F1ND 1T ENTERTA1N1NG.” Nadina just nodded, humming a bit when Xopium finally came over. Setting the food down and getting underneith the two. Petting Nadina a bit beforee Xopium.

About 15 minutes of silence and watching the TV while they ate went by. Nadina wasn’t really sure why these shows talked about the stories some older trolls and adults had about their pailing stories. She was even more confused on why it showed scenes of them getting it on. Not saying a word though, she wasn’t the type of person to complain. The food was really good. Her and Xopium managed to make a good three dozen oysters on the halfshell. Cleaned and all. About half that were gone was because of Nadina. The texture reminded ehr of something, but she couldn’t remember what. “CX So why do people do stupid things when being close to eachother? CX'' That's what she calls pailing. “-> BecAuse it’s a good example of WhAt not to do When fucking Around. -> Could reAlly help in the long run.” “CX Are you saying I’m bad at that kind of stuff!? CX” Nadina popped up a but. She felt alittle hurt by that comment. “NO, YOU’RE NOT. HE’S JUST BE1NG AN ASS.” Tokien pulled her back down and started pecking at her neck. “YOU’RE GREAT 1N BED. 1 CAN SAY THAT FOR A FACT.” Xopium just rolled his eyes and pulled the two closer so he could get in contact with Tokien’s neck. “-> Well, I’m sorry thAt I dont hAve thAt informAtion. -> ThAnk you.” Giving Nadina his usual wink as he planted a soft nip on Tokien. “-> But I cAn sAy thAt you Are reAlly something in the sAck.” Petting Tokien’s hair before grabbing his horn. Tokien couldnt help but let out a soft moan. “YOU SH1T.” Groaning against Nadina’s neck as his face was flushing a bright teal. “CAN'T YOU SEE THAT 1’M BUSY AT THE MOMENT?” Grabbing Nadina’s horn to mess with. Enjoying how she was still senstive to everything just but the way she wimpered. Feeling her gills flare up under his lips. “-> Oh I knoW. -> Don’t mind me. I ActuAlly WAnt to WAtch.” Pulling his hand away and sitting up agasint the arm of the couch. A smirk lining his face as he ignored the tv show for the one infront of him.

Tokein couldnt help but gently pin his lover to the back of the couch. Pressing a hungry kiss on her lips as his hand glidded from her horn, down her hair, and over her breast. Stopping to pull away. Looking for any sort of permission to move forward. Nadina nodded, grabbing Tokien hand to help slip down her dress a bit more. Thank goodness that she wore her usual strapless. Smirking, Tokien was already back to his previous action. His right hand massaging Nadina’s breast, while the other wandered off of her, slightly to the left, and cupping Xopium’s groin.Not planning on leaving the third party out of the fun. Hearing a sharp groan from the other, Tokien smirked. Pressing agasint the cloth and gently pressing his fingers right where Xopiums nook should be. Hearing small sighs and shakey gasps, he knew he was doing something right. With the hand that was messing with his princess, Tokien slipped up Nadina’s dress. Revealing her flush nook. Pressing a single finger inside, Tokien could feel how tight she was. Probably tigher than the first time they did something like this. Watching his matesprit squirm and shiver from just the slightest of touches. Oh how it turned him on. “-> Are you going to give me some more Attention or WhAt, fucker?” The teal blood just cocked his head and looked over at Xopium. His face a bright viloet. Breath heavy and needing more than what he was getting. Tokien just pulled that hand away. Mostly out of spite. Going back to Nadina and how her bulge had already unsheived itself. “THAT’S 1T. GOOD G1RL.” Pressing a soft his on her lips. It only lasted for a second before he was stolen away. Xopium grabbed him by the horn again. “-> You little shit.” Nipping at his neck again and pulling out his own bulge. “-> Be a good loWer blood And pleAsure me… -> NoW.” Tokien just rolled his eyes and did as he was told. Pumping Xopium the same speed he was messing with Nadina. He’s not going to finish either of them off like this. That just won't do. Especually for his aching needs.

Nadina just shivered at the pleasure and leaned against Tokien Shoulder. Watching Xopium mess with him and touch him. Is it bad that it was a bit hot? Two people she cared so much about getting that close to one another? It made everything just feel so much better. Kissing and nipping at Tokien’s neck, like how her moirail did. Subconciously grinding against Tokien’s fingers. Feeling three in there now, his thumb pressing against her bulge. Kissing his ears and noticng the ear cuffs were on. So cute. “CX Tokien… CX” She could feel the familar bubble in her stomach. She was going to finish soon. Not yet. Pulling Tokien’s hand out, she got a look of confusion in return. “CX C-can we do more? CX” Giving off her innocent look. This was so much fun, she didn’t want it to end too soon.

Xopium just watched this. Groaning when he was being touched, but this isn’t mearly as much as he wanted either. “-> Give the lAdy WhAt she WAnts and do more. ->Come on Tokien. ->ReAlly show her hoW much of A freAk you Are.” He’s going to have so much fun with these two. Leaning over to strip Tokien of his overvest and shirt. Tossing them to who knows where. Shucking off his pants to the same unknown location. Pessing a soft kiss to Nadina’s cheek as he took off her clothes too. He wanted to see everything. Last was his. It took a bit because of his jewlery and how his horns hooked onto his shirt. Which was bullshit. A mess of pink, blue, and viloate was already appearing. Mostly purple from how the colors mixed. Getting behind Tokien, he was pretty much the one in control now. Settling Nadina on the couch under them. “If either of you want to stop, just tell me.” He is quite sure Nadina hasn’t done anything like this before. He wants to make sure she’s okay. Watching at Tokien guided his bulge into Nadina’s tight nook. Giving him a moment to groan and what he can only presume to be a tight, little nook. He gave Tokien a harder bit on the neck before pressing inside the tealblood. Feeling him shake as he was suddenly being taken in two ways. Good little low blood. Already slowly thrusting in, causing a chain effect for Nadina to slowly start to get fucked. Watching her moan and shiver at the movment. Seeing her bulge move around for any attention. Reaching down to let the pink muscle wrap around his hand. “WHY THE HELL ARE YOU TOUCH1NG HER?” Tokien barked a bit. “-> BecAuse you’re not.” Giving a hard thrust and watching them both let out a sharp moan. It only made him want to pick up speed.

Tokien was slowly seeping into bliss. He wasn’t entirely sure if his kismesis meant to bring oysters to make this happen, or this was just another influced in the seep of sexual tenstion between the three. Knowing anotomy and how seafood can boost libido. Xopium was basiaclly setting the speed of how fast they were. Already feeling his own nook get pounded into. He tried thrusting his hips in rhythm. Wanting to give both of his lovers a good time. Neither of them would be able to have something like this without him. Curresing Nadina’s face before planting another soft kiss. Groaning when Xopium hit just the right spot. Pushing his hips back again before giving a hard thrust. Feeling genetic materal drip down his legs. The faster Xopium was thrusting, the more force he was putting in, and it was alot more than the last times they'd fucked. (It’s been a while, since their black romance was just rekindled) The more forced his kismesis was doing him, the less he had to make up for his matespirt. Hearing her moan and gasp for air. Clinging onto his horns as she was getting pounded into. Tokien was able to shift a bit to hit a place to really make her scream.

Xopium just watched this as well. This was hot as hell. Grabbing onto Nadina’s hip, careful not to scratch her, he really started to give it. His buldge thrusting and thrashing inside Tokien. Feeling him shake and shiver against his chest. He was definatly close by now. “-> You better not finish just yet. -> You’ll regreAt it.” Biting Tokien’s ear as he fel himself watching to finish. Moving his hand back to Nadina’s bulge, he started to move his hand against it. Feeling how slick it had gotten. It didnt take long for his moirail to turn into a shivering, soaked mess as she finished. Spilling pink all over his hand and Tokien’s thighs. “-> NoW you cAn.” Xopium was still giving the same amount of force as he had been. Not even ten seconds later, he finished. Tokien was slumped against the troll under him. Pecking and kissing her cheek as he was now coming down from his high. Looking up at Xopium. Waiting for him to be done abusing his now overstimulated nook. That look set the viloet blood off. Filling him up with his genetic material. Finally pulling out and looking at the mess that all made. Colors everywhere. Not that it was a sore sight. It was a wonderful one. He wanted it painted so he may stare and be aroused all over again just by a glance. “-> Well, thAt WAs fun, but We should probAbly go cleAn up noW.” The episode on the Tv long ended and had started showing another episode. They didnt care. Xopium grabbed each troll in one warm to carry to the bathroom. Getting a whine from Nadina, who wanted to stay on the couch and cuddle. “-> We cAn do thAt in the bAth. -> You Also need to leArn About After cAre.”

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Shrimp response: GOOD SHIT! THAT'S SOME GOOD SHIT R-RIGHT THERE! *SCREAMING*

#Tokien Koelio #Nadina Xeolat #Xopium Aguila #/smut #/Threesome #submission

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fightthenightlite-blog · 6 years ago

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Starting again

This was meant to be a place for my thoughts. At some point I stopped.

As I approach motherhood and I’m feeling a dark cloud consuming me, I think it’s time to try this again.

Here I am. 30. Married to the most amazing man. Very much in love and blessed for the life I have. Our first child due in 10 weeks. And I’m hopelessly dark. I’m lost. Darkness is consuming me. I hate pregnancy. This last 7 months have been the hardest of my life. My body has struggled with the adjustment. I’ve spent countless days in bed. Couldn’t eat or sleep or shit. Everything was gross. After getting through my first trimester my second seemed like things would improve. At least that’s what everyone said. At week 18, my sister who was 34 week pregnant, gave birth to my niece. Sweet Adelaide had passed away in the womb. The loss of this angle was the greatest sadness I have ever gone through. My husband and I sat in a clinic room watching our baby boy move on the screen during our anotomy ultrasound while my sister delivered her still born baby. I don’t think I can fully explain what my husband and I went in that moment. We cried tears of joy and sadness and felt anger and confusion and gratefulness as we watch our baby wiggle. Everytime I felt happy it was immediately met by guilt, and then sadness, followed by immense grief.

A week later we said good bye to Adelaide in a memorial service. It was healing but it was heart breaking. I felt ashamed to be pregnant through it. I felt sad to bring my pregnancy before my grieving sister.

I started to feel darkness growing. I started to feel my anxiety returning. I stayed home from work. I shut out a lot of people. When I was in public people felt it was fine to ask me about it. As though I was far enough removed to deliver the details of the tragedy casually. I was not. I carried that pain inside. And it grew with every well meaning but completely insensitive question I was casually asked. My nieces death was not a easy thing for me. My pregnancy continues to not be easy. But for some reason these things are considered perfectly acceptable small talk. I’m doing my best. But I walk about after faking my way through the conversation and I find a safe place to cry.

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